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Poetry ~ 5 Senses
Galloping rhyme and meter about the senses, an older poem Listen to the poetry, listen to my words Listen to the rhythm I keep, in this poetic surge Listen to the chirps & the singing of the birds Listen to the car creep & beep on the curb Listen to the train rock a by on the track Listen to it’s whistle bellow on it’s way back Listen to the haunting screech of the owl Listen to the alley cat’s midnight meow Listen to the dogs break of day howl Listen to the cooing from the flock of fowl Listen as the water breaks on the rocks Listen to the fishermen reel in at the docks Listen to the time tick tock on the clock Listen to the keys jingling at the lock listening to the soothing classic sounds of Bach Listen to these intricate verses I concoct Then Listen to the wind spin & cool you Listen to the list of laws & of rules Listen to the passion & energy of tool Listen to these rantings & ravings of a fool Feel the spring grass tickling your feet Feel the sweat drip

Where Are You
Where Are You I dialed your number tonight And got a recording saying it was disconnected I felt my heart drop as I inhaled sharply Wondering what happened Hoping you are safe Thinking back to our first meeting Brings a smile to my lips And my heart skips a beat I wondered why someone like you Would care to speak to someone like me There you were looking so proud The way you carried yourself The way you dressed One could see without a doubt Someone so princely among our midst There were bad times but the good times followed always I smile as I remember your touch Your scent as you lay next to me Sleeping so peacefully I remember when you saw me after we parted for a week The smile was beaming as you held out your arms All I could do was walk into them With a smile as big as yours upon my lips Hearing the words I’ve missed you baby My heart raced as I agreed As our lips met in a tender yearning kiss Your arms holding me close as the world disappeared The

Visions Of A Child
Visions of a Child Unicorns frolicking in the meadow Fairies playing in the morning dew Leprechauns dancing round pots of gold Butterflies floating on the breeze, Lollipop flowers and candy cane trees Marshmallow clouds in a sea of blue Sunlight dancing like drops of honey Baskets of daisies and buttercups so yellow Playful smiles and gleeful laughter Ring around the rosy and tag you're it Stones skipping cross the water so calm Blowing bubbles and candy kisses Kittens tumbling and puppies yipping These are of a child's imagination Oh to be that child again Sue Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Depressed Women Have More Sex!!
DEPRESSED women have more sex than those who are happier, regardless of whether they are in a relationship or not, a study of Australians has found. A survey of Melbourne women presented at an international mental health conference has concluded that females who suffer from mild to moderate depression have a third more sexual activity than those who are not. They also had more sexually liberated attitudes, a bigger variety of sexual experiences and, if single, were more likely to partake in casual sex, Sabura Allen, a clinical psychologist at Monash University, said. "It was more sex and more of everything from kissing to petting, foreplay and intercourse," said Dr Allen, who studied the recent sexual experiences of 107 depressed and non-depressed women who were in relationships. "We knew this anecdotally from clinical samples but this is the first time it's been shown in research." She said depressed women were likely seeking out sexual intimacy more often to help feel

Until Next Time
Until The Next Time Ringing of the phone, brings me to reality My heart skips a beat as I hear your voice My entire being longs to touch you gently To feel your sweet lips on mine Tears well up, but I choke them back Answering your questions and assuring you I’m fine Listening to you speak of your dreams I tell you I know you can do it I give you advice and tell you I’m always here We carry on laughing and talking, But time passes all too quickly, Then I hear you say you’ll call back Silence as the phone goes dead And I wait until the next time Copyright ©2006 Sue Price Christmas, 2005

Trust
Trust Meet and connect Smile and laugh Confidence is building Trust is building Look away for a moment Knife in the back is felt Couldn’t they understand Opening up hurt more Than the pain they inflict Trust is such a fleeting thing Aug 15,2006 Sue E Price Copyright ©2006 Sue E Price

The Mirror
The Mirror Catching a glimpse of the mirror Leaning closer to see Shaking my head in disbelief Fingers touch the glass in wonder This can't be me in there I don't recognize that face That face has experienced too much Eyes filled with sadness Search for something familiar My fingers trace my face This is so strange, so disconnected The person inside me is so different Younger and free, so full of life I'm trying to understand why I don't know the person looking back at me Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Tears
Tears Like a swift sword, the darkness overcomes me As I sit and listen to a silence so deafening All alone, my heart slowly crumbles While my soul calls out to an empty void Yearning for long past caresses Your face floods my mind and clouds my vision Huddled in my corner I cry With no one to wipe away the tears Sue E Price Copyright ©2006 Sue E Price

Survivin’s A Bitch
Survivin’s a Bitch Men huddled on bus stop benches Bodies sleepin in darkened doorways Girls on corners hustlin dollars Needin food for babies left home Lines at pantries gettin longer What they servin, it don't matter It be fillin, my belly won't growl There's Sally, hey girl how ya doin Stone, been a while, where ya been Got caught hustlin, done my time Saw your cuz, he's doin fine Got a lead on a job, gotta go Take care bro, see ya tomorrow Shakin my head and lookin sad Gotta rap sheet, no job to be had Just hustlin n beggin, that's the game Found a wallet, tryin to do right Knocked at the station but no one came Need help flag down a cop He waves n drives on by The church van driver slows Am running late, maybe next time Lookin like a hooker, I'm on my own The PoPo's cruisin, gotta move on Hey there girl, what are you doing Nothin Sir, just walkin Well move on home now Don't let me see you again Wondering in silence When did walking become such a crim

She Looks
She Looks she looks out into the night, listening to the sounds she seeks to find her place her wildness clawing at her very being bidding her to break the chains that weigh her down to leave behind the insanity of the world and find the solitude and peace she longs for to run the paths to smell the air to see the mountains and the trees to play in the clear blue waters finding the place called home reveling in the playful pups smiling at the ever busy sisters laughing at the brothers building their strength sensing the watchful eyes of the One that guides them to their sanctuary listening to sounds alert to any danger ever ready to strike to protect with her all content in her sight satisfied with her vision she once again lays down near the edge she closes her eyes and sleeps Sue Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Quietly He Came
Quietly He Came Quietly he came and saw what others overlooked His eyes dancing with laughing merriment Flickering with anguished sadness A spirited fascination drawing her in Like the moth dancing round the flame With loving sternness tearing at the walls Opening the darkness of gaping wounds and childhood lost His own pain and fear buried deep In a myriad of mystery and silence Loving words and caresses soothing the fearful child A budding trust replacing the doubts Opening her eyes and guiding her forward To see a future of joy and happiness and love Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Private Hell
Private Hell Sitting here in the silence My mind is void of all thought Lonely and confused A sadness creeps over me As unknown tears fill my eyes A pang of hurt attacks my heart My soul cries out to the emptiness The darkness drops over me Like a veil drawn over the world With icy fingers of fire A chill consumes my body As I try hard to make it through To survive this private hell called life Sue E. Price Copyright ©2007 Sue E. Price

Dick Cheney Shoots His Friend
Originally posted Oct, 2006... I've been very good about not ranting in here... but I just can't resist this one. So, Dick Cheney shot someone. Not just anyone, either - his 78 year old friend. I think that bears repeating. THE VICE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES SHOT HIS 78 YEAR OLD FRIEND. Let that sink in, OK? Yeah, it was a "hunting accident". But we need to discuss a few things. First of all, they were on a ranch with cage-raised quail. In other words, these birds were bred specifically to get shot by old, white Republican assholes. Have some pity on the poor birds, eh? Second, they drove up to the "cubby" where these birds were kept, and got out of the car to shoot the birds as they flew away. I'm sorry, but hunting is not driving up to the target. Hunting is walking through the woods, waiting (in often uncomfortable quarters), and picking out your own prey. Not sitting in a heated, plush vehicle and waiting until someone releases the birds from their cage. Everyon

My Step-son Is In Intensive Care.
Yesterday afternoon while my husband, Beazil, and I were at work, early in Beazil's shift, Beazil received a call from his ex-wife's fiance. He told him that she had been on her way back home from Tulsa Oklahoma with Beazil's son and they were involved in a severe car accident. Beazil's son was too critical to be transported by ambulance so he had to be Star Flighted to Children's Hospital here in Dallas. Beazil left work immediately and went down to the hospital. His son was having a CAT scan done. No broken bones, but it did show air pockets in his abdomen. (Sign of ruptured organs) and they needed consent to perform immediate exploritory surgery. Beazil of course granted permission. Two and a half hours later they came to tell Beazil that his son's stomach had been found severed from his intestional track and was spilling stomach acid into his abdomen along with bile, bacteria from the intestines and all kinds of crap. They fixed that and had to move several thin

Moment Gone By
Moment Gone By This mark upon my skin Still leaves a reminder Heart and soul so empty Eyes yearning to see Arms needing to hold Ears wanting to hear Away you've gone Leaving me behind Am i a fading memory A fleeting moment gone by Dedicated to a special person 03/26/06 Sue Price Copyright ©2006 Sue Price

Mangled Spirit
Mangled Spirit You saw only tears But it was my lifeblood Spilling over onto the ground As my heart lay shattered and dying My soul fading and crumbling to dust Now a faint ember of life Flickers inside this shell That was once alive and loving This living death never ending Never to waken from slumber Is but a wishful dream Each moment of time Brings zombified movements Blank stares from a mangled spirit No one notices nor cares About the living dead in their midst As they scurry about Taking what they can Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Life Is But A Fantasy
Life is but a Fantasy Life is but a fantasy with no ending Whispers of forever that is but a day The empty words with no meaning Promises given with no thought Fairy tales of love and caring But a lie told with no second thought Kisses and caresses given without a care Hatred ringing as a truth untold Pain engulfing oh so real Battered hearts and souls Broken bodies and spirits Tears flowing unnoticed Desolate cries uttered unheard A mind in a whirl not knowing Happiness is but a fairy tale told To ones who want to believe By those knowing it is but a fable Promises of a tomorrow that will never come Life is but a fantasy with no ending And forever is but a day Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

In His Arms
In His Arms Dedicated to Master J 12/15/2000 In His arms i find safety when the world overwhelms me His kisses wipe away the tears of hurt and doubt His laughter brightens the darkest moments His word of love caress my heart and soul He guides me down my path of life When my steps falter He encourages me When i stumble and fall He lifts me When i succeed His look of pride makes my heart soar At His feet i gladly kneel and softly kiss His hand Deep within He saw a beautiful butterfly Drawing forth the hidden desires and dreams Calming the trembling and the fears He nurtured freedom and showed me how to fly Upon my neck i proudly wear His collar A collar more precious than diamonds or gold All that i am is His, my body, my mind, my heart and my soul i am His precious and He is my beloved Master Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Full Circle
Full Circle As the circle slowly turns, Fear of the unknown engulfs you. What is this path you have stumbled onto? Excitement and wonder quickens your step. Deep warmth encompasses you. Joy and amazement consume every waking hour. But slowly the light begins to fade, A chill overcomes the warmth. Wonderment and awe turn into sadness and loss. Fear and nervousness once again engulf you, As love turns the full circle Sue Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Eagle's Dance
Eagle's Dance Dedicate to a friend, Master Eagle High above the clouds Perched on talons so strong The silence is pierced A beckoning call goes out Eyes alert and searching For a glimpse of the one To take the flight of eternity On wings of freedom Soaring to unscaled heights Plunging to unknown depths Two entwined as one The eagles dance of love Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Dark Recesses
Dark Recesses I live in the dark recesses of your mind. Secret desires and hidden emotions reside there. The light of day buries them, Only to be revived in the dead of night. A quickening step, a racing pulse, a fleeting image, Silent words not really there, or are they? Through the misty veil you travel. A soft caress or a leathery sting, Which one awaits you? Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Crazy
Crazy They call him crazy But little does anyone know What lies buried deep inside Hidden away from prying eyes A myriad of emotions and conflicts Hundreds of thoughts race through his mind Love to him is a hurtin thing So floating round is his protection If he touches your soul, trapped you’ll be He’ll make ya smile, make ya cry and make ya feel safe No one forgets him no matter how long Ya gotta respect him and he demands it so He guards what’s his and shares what he wants Smooth fast talking making his way He survives the only way he can So crazy they may call him But I know different Because I’ve touched his soul Sue E Price Copyright ©2008 Sue E Price

Don't Try To Reach It "be It""
Be success Only when you're able to accept the possibility of getting it wrong will you have the persistence to get it right. Meaningful success rarely comes from a single transaction. Success is a consistent pattern more than it is an isolated event. It is the way you live rather than some object or experience you acquire. In fact, the way to truly have success is to be success. Success is yours when you persistently embody the discipline, the integrity, the positive attitude, the respect and all the other attributes of which it is made. Visualize yourself today as a living, breathing, active and dynamic manifestation of success. In what way does such a vision compel you to think, to speak, to act and to live? If you consider success to be something outside of you, that's where it will always remain -- outside of you and apart from you. Instead, choose to not merely be successful, but to be success itself. In your thoughts, your words, your actions and your expectations

Butterflies
Butterflies Butterflies are free or so they say In a cocoon so tightly wrapped Awaiting the magical moment To spread their wings and fly The depth of love hidden Away from the light of the day From prying eyes that understand not And words that cut to the soul This beauty so fragile and pure A special gift for those who care A magical flight for those who dare Pause and take the time to see Beyond the shell to what is hidden away The beauty is magical; the love so pure This gift so rare; so precious to behold The butterfly hidden away and wanting to fly Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price dedicated to a beautiful butterfly princess

Damn Ex's
Okay so I have been doing alright lately. Im so tried of all the bullshit though that my ex brother in law is trying to pull. So my niece had a red mark on her arm and it was from a stamp that was rubbed off. No he thinks its child abuse and even it was a bite mark from my nephew why would CPS be called anyways bec hello thats what kids do..All I know is if my sister ever has to go to court for anything I will be there 100% and I hope he never gets any rights now of his kids bec he doesn't deserve a damn thing to do with those kids. As I know of he is the dirt on my shoes bec he doesn't want anything to do with those kids he just wants to see my sister fail in being a single mom so he can take the kids over. He is a piece of SHIT!!!! THIS IS WHAT HE WROTE A MUMM ABOUT THE OTHER DAY: we just received Christmas photo's from my ex wife. I have had emails in the past about possible abuse. My oldest with her is being held back in kindergarten because of his behavior. In this photo my da

Wtf Is Wrong With My Mother
For 18 years I've had to deal with my sister dumping her kids and pets off here and making me deal with it. Mom and dad thought she shit gold and pissed wine. Then the 'Golden Child' was born.. They thought and mom still thinks the little bastard does no wrong. He moved here because he's tired of his mom's shit and now he rules the house. He has flooded the basement and ruined my stuff.. Supposedly it was my fault for having my stuff stored in the basement and my fault the shower needs replaced. Now, apperently, it's wrong for me to say he needs to have some courtesy and leave something to eat and drink. Mom goes at least every week, sometimes twice a week to the store. We get several bottles(5 gallon jugs) of water every other week. Somehow, I get the same 2 choices of frozen dinners all the time and I either drink room temperature soda pop out of the box off the floor or water from the faucet. Him and those little mooching bastard siblings of his drink all the water in the cooler

Iam A Lover Lol
You scored 79%venturesome, 66 % imaginative, 32 % pragmaticand 37 % aggressive! Love, to you, is an endless game of give and take....You tend to love without bounds. Your selflessness allows you not only to keep your partner panting into the wee hours of the morning, it is also responsible for fascinating him/her so that they are drawn to the bubbly energy that seems to surround you. you are the reason people still have hope in finding the true and everlasting love.

Glass Butterfly
Glasswing Butterfly, Lives in South America A butterfly with transparent wings is rare and beautiful. As delicate as finely blown glass, the presence of this Rare tropical gem is used by rain forest ecologists as an Indication of high habitat quality and its demise alerts Them of ecological change. Rivaling the refined beauty of a stained glass window, The translucent wings of the Glasswing butterfly shimmer In the sunlight like polished panes of turquoise, orange, Green, and red. imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

Sheriff Joe Is At It Again!
SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of pris oners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. The prisoners get the benefit of about $0.28 an hour for working, but most would work for free, just to be out of their cells for the day. Most of his budget is for utilities, building maintenance, etc. He pays the prisoners out of the fees collected for adopted ani

11 Rules Of Fubar
So very, very True !!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same

Across The Pages Of Time
Across The Pages of Time An ageless dance of love A melody of joy and laughter Two souls merge in eternity Soaring ever higher and higher Through the mist and veils The inner light of freedom beckons Two hearts join as one Souls entwined through eternity Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price

Just That I Am
Just that I am My spirit is bent and broken, my soul mangled and gaping, my heart torn away and shattered upon the ground. The darkness that surrounds is a friend who covers the wounds, the bleeding and the pain. I am but a shell of the person I once was, the person I so wanted to be. Curled in my place, the tears fall silently, silently away from anyone to see or hear. Crawling out, back to this world, my head held high, my back so straight, I fight to face another day, a day that sees only part of me. Slowly i inhale and exhale, putting on a smile, holding out my hand, taking a step I continue forth. Down a path not chosen, a path unknown. I stumble and fall, another gash to add to the scars. I rise and walk forth carrying my wounds buried deep. I offer my hand in friendship, I offer my hand to teach, I offer my hand to console. I give freely what i have, expecting nothing in return. Take what I offer, accept what i give. I judge you not, accept and judge me not in return. My path

Silent Cries
Child Abuse Child abuse is an epidemic in the world. Children are kidnapped,raped and murdered, molested by family members and strangers, beaten, emotionally and verbally abused, sold into slavery, and much much more. For every child that gains public attention, thousands more live with this dark secret. Many never say a word through fear of reprissal instilled in them if they say anything. Many carry this secret to their graves and their lives are forever altered. A child has never asked to be born. Once in this world, all he or she wants more than anything else, is to be loved and cared for. It's all of our responsibilities to protect them no matter the consequences. Below is a poem wirtten by me. It is one of the few I don't have a copyright on. If you use it, please copy it in it's entirety. Silent Cries The little girl so battered and abused She doesn't understand Why they have to hurt I'll be a good girl Please make it stop I promise I'll be good Her plea

Bid On Marine456
COME BID ON ME IF YOU WANNA OWN ME http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=860962&albumid=920659&i=471991562&idx=12 im offering whatever you want as long as it can does not include real money annnd nothing in the pimp folder for gifts. If you win choose 10 items for istance all pics rated, nsfw pics, cam show, phone call, cruch for a month, drink every day for a month, 10 comments on pics, crush for a month, name in heading, add to yahoo, and others if you can let me know ok bidding starts at 15,000 ok so ill hope you participate.

I Am Alone
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE AND GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF TO THAT ONE PERSON.. THAT ONE PERSON WHO U THINK LOVES U MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF...U KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE ROUGH TIMES .. AND U ARE WILLING TO WEATHER ALL THAT..BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT . U STAND UP FOR THEM AND THEY DON'T IN RETURN.. U ARE HURT AND U TRY TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN.. THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE AGAIN.. I AM ALONE .. COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY ALONE..I AM LOVED BY MANY AS I AM A TRUE AND HONEST PERSON . I MAKE FRIENDS AND I TRY HARD TO KEEP THEM.. I HAVE A SELECT FEW WHO I CHERISH DEARLY THEY KNOW WHO THERE ARE... I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS I WILL NEVER FIND THAT PERSON FOR ME .. I THOUGHT I DID BUT THEY ARE LOST TO ME FOREVER AND I AM RESIGNING MY SELF TO BE ALONE ..SO THEREFORE .. I AM ALONE.

A Little Something
Alone siting in the dark, There's not even a sound. I look up to see, Stars shining all around. She lies here Safe in my arms. Does she know I could never harm? Its a love That I've never known. All these feelings I was never shown. I love her So dear and true Because without her My life would still be blue!

Prince Charming
We all try to find aur other half but are we been realistic many people stay single because they are still waiting around for that prince charming ... or Mr perfect ... my thoughts there is no such thing as mr perfct as far as i know we all have aur rough edges and as for prince charming... he was inventid for fairy tales kids stories etc are we really expecting a prince in shining armour to appear in a white horse and take us away ??? well i really doubt thats going to happen question is why do we still hang on a hope of that happening ???

Gauntlet
Game Name: Gauntlet Category: Card Buzz Level: High Our Rating: 4.43 out of 5 stars (14 votes) Directions: Get a deck of cards and two people. The dealer sets a certain number of cards on the table next to each other (the number of cards depends on how drunk you wanna get 4 = easy, 10 = hospital). Then lay another row of cards face down below the face up cards. The player guesses if the face down card is higher or lower than the face up card above it. If you are right you go to next card and so on until you finish the row. Wrong answers mean you drink the number of swallows of beer equal to the number on the card, the dealer replaces any correctly guessed cards with new cards from the deck and the player starts again from the begining. The player has to get to the end without missing any. If the face down card turns out to be the same as the face up card above it you drink double.

Come On Back To Rezeretion The Temple Of Dreams ™
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in Rezeretion The Temple of Dreams ™: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50331 -the management

Does It Make Sense To Try To Level Someone With Nearly A Million To Go Over Someone With 70k?
UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE...SOMEONE HELP ME MAKE SENSE OF THIS... i paid alex-cuz i can..dayummm...i leveled u an alex..let me clue u in on something.this is a website n i can CHOOSE to delete a pic when i want to..its not ur fooking job girl to understand me...seems 2 me as u said u got enough shyte going on-I AM ME-- Chelle is the main reason i created this family...she was THERE 4 me..Trese,I hope ur arz leveles b4 her...bcus i dont give a fook..an let me give u a lil tad bit of info...u having Chelles logn info just fooked up the krew ..so u won the golden ticket..lmfao...i dont need to be on a cruise to level...i got another idea...y dont u an alex take ur tails an solely join 1 of the multiple GD familys u r a part of...lmao...i will inform chelle that u having her info was a biggggggg mistake...but all u ppl level on uppppppppppp....enjoy hunny '۞†♥┼®ë§ë♥†۞-graphic designer @ Mystic Illusions website, Get you Wor' spewed forth the following at '200

Friday Mornings At The Pentagon
Friday Mornings at the Pentagon By JOSEPH L. GALLOWAY McClatchy Newspapers Over the last 12 months, 1,042 soldiers, Marines, sailors and Air Force personnel have given their lives in the terrible duty that is war. Thousands more have come home on stretchers, horribly wounded and facing months or years in military hospitals. This week, I'm turning my space over to a good friend and former roommate, Army Lt. Col. Robert Bateman, who recently completed a yearlong tour of duty in Iraq and is now back at the Pentagon. Here's Lt. Col. Bateman's account of a little-known ceremony that fills the halls of the Army corridor of the Pentagon with cheers, applause and many tears every Friday morning. It first appeared on May 17 on the Weblog of media critic and pundit Eric Alterman at the Media Matters for America Website. "It is 110 yards from the "E" ring to the "A" ring of the Pentagon. This section of the Pentagon is newly renovated; the floors shine, the hallway is b

Lonely
I hate being by myself.... I know that I dont want to be in an abusive relatonship... This town drive me crazy... Just wanna go far far far away from everything.... I dont like when ppl play w my emotions... Id take back all the wrong if I could... Dont even know why Im putting this on here...

Questions And More Questions>??
Now more than ever in my life , should be the happiest ive ever felt , but im not , im lonley all the time , sad , confused , know not what you expect of me , I seem to do all wrong in your eyes , least this is how I feel. God help me to see what life holds for you and for me now. Can I help it God is rearanging my life life so that im fathar away or not in a perfect life and place right now. Can I help that all fails and fall thru on me when im at top of my world and i back slide > no faith and life is crewl all time to me , but I pray and pary for things to turn around in my favor . God knows i pray . diana

Don Imus
Don Imus' 'Nappy Headed Ho' comment was just voted by the Global Language Monitor as the years most politically incorrect statement. I thought it was just bigoted, myself. What do I know? Anyway, he was also declared by the same editorial idiots to be a "Shock Jock". THAT deserves comment - calling this doddering, misanthropic, self deluded old fool a shock jock is like calling a Merry go Round a thrill ride. Just sayin.......

The Three
hare rama Life is not just a pass on the subject of human profile it needs a bit better pace to carry on with to reach at self and the supreme on the subject of life, which needs a true and dedicated preceptor who can pave the way for a glorious life. There are three kind of help mostly life seek from its associates their in, first a physician who take care of good health in all circumstances then it is assistance as life alone can not carry on with out assistant than finally it is religious preceptor which matters a lot to life to take the life to its true pace and right direction. When a assistant, a physician and religious preceptor, all these three use pleasing words from fear or hope of reward, the result is that domination, health and faith, all the three drag down to earth. Hence it needs a realization to have a better mode of life to carry on with in its true pace. May god bless all on the subject of true life as human. Thanks please.

Whats A Person To Do When>>>>>>>?
All fails in ones live , and they have picked up time afeter time.. Just to be dragged back down again..When all their strenghth is effertless and all fails .When they cant seem to go on. .They are dragging thru real life with no one intrested in them, no belongings are left for this person and they dont fell loved > Yet someone tells them they are loved ? Whats up with this (saying I love you )and they they dont respond to you or show warmth but Ice and distance and coldness toward ya all the time.>? Whats a person to do cut losses and run or hang on to a memeory or what >?Im lost on this one here .. ???????? God help us all if the world is only coming to this for lots of us now..Diana' sorry to sound down, lost and worth nothing but im only being honest , with my self and venting , crying out I guess.yes self pity a bit too. .. God I do Pray if you could lift my spirit up unto you soon.

Contest Bully 4 Me
COME HELP ME OUT!!!!!!! I'M IN A CONTEST 2 WIN A HAPPY HOUR, U KNOW HOW WE ALL LOVE THOSE!!!! I ALONG WIT THE LOUNGE THE ACE CAFE WILL B GREATFUL FOR N E HELP! ITS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST N I NEEDS 50,000 COMMENTS TO WIN! ITS NOT THAT MUCH, SO Y NOT COME GIVE A COUPLE OF COMMENTS 4 ME?!?! ALL YA GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE PIC BELOW, GO ON GIVE IT A TRY YA KNOW YA WANNA!!!!!!

Anger Lust And Greed
anger lust and greed Glory of lord speaks that there are three evils most formidable of all; they are lust, anger and greed. In an instant they distract the mind of hermits, who are very repositories of wisdom. The weapons of greed are desire and hypocrisy, of lust not but women; while anger’s weapon is harsh speech: so declare the great sages after deep thoughts. Lord of all so called supreme on the board of life is far beyond these all three mains of illusion. He is controller of all creation animate and inanimate in this universe. He demonstrated the miserable plight of earthy lovers and strengthened dispassion in the mind of the wise. Anger lust pride and delusion all these eliminated through his grace to his devotees on the subject of life. Those who adore the path of his devotion in any of his form are wise on the subject of life as human as they not attain the wisdom here itself but their devotional profile help them on the track here after too. May god bless

It Appears
That I have intimidated some very young and less experienced Masters. To you I say you are not so secure in your relationship or feel you need to deny or control what you only think you have. Sorry but if that is true you need a better outlook and better Mentor.

Poetic Image
Love for a woman Comes in so many ways It is always so specail When shared between two It can come on so strong an yet be so true When ones soul can meet with anothers There is nothing that can be so specail It can take one look Or even a thousand words But when it hits so fierce an feels so right there can never be another to replace it from that first night when you met thru the tought of your first kiss the memories of your first touch when you place her hands in yours through the sparks that can come together in your mind from that first romantic evening an to beable to hold her in your arms forever

You Know It's Too Much When.....
You know you're addicted to this site and need to step away from it when... # You find yourselfs logging in as soon as you get out of bed. # You find your house being all messed up because you don't take time to clean up but rather be on here all the time. # You continuesly run late for work because you just can't leave the pc. # You stay logged in even when you went to bed!!!! # You wake up with your face still stuck to the keyboard. # Your kids bugging you in the evening still asking when you are going to fix breakfast! # Waking up in the middle of the night having a nightmare about supposedly downrating someone. # You stopped paying important bills cuz being a vip or having a Happy Hour is more important then paying the rent. #you suddenly smell this burning sensation coming from your kitchen. #you find your bed all covered with shaving cream. #when you walk through the hallway and find your kids banging on the front door for 30 minutes to be let in

Hi All
Just to let you all know that I will not be online for a couple of days as I have my parents coming to visit me. I have not seen them since August last year. I still hope that you carry on showing the love that you show me. Have a great Easter all & I will be back on Monday, Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Poetic Image
In a soldiers mind passes alot of thoughts what am i doing here an why did my friend have to die but then the thoughts apear look at all these families that are being helped for the selfless sacrifice of one great man another childs dreams may come true an so many others may flourish an learn to love in a world full of harm one step is all that we can do we may not be here for long but we have the oppertunity to help so many others with a simple prayer to bring them closer to christto a simple bite of food so they might live another day an to be able to see that they are so thankful for what little we can do puts a soldiers mind at rest we are all sorry for the great loss one family has gone thru but to know what they have accomplished an what he died believing in we thank him for doing his best an he will liveon thru the great memories we will all now hold.

King Manu
king manu Hare rama___ As per the version of ancient books the very first pair on for life known as Manu and satrupa cause for the human profile on the planet, enjoy the kingdom with grace their in. the piety conduct of the pair were excellent; the standard of morality was set by them as sung by the Vedas in varying tunes. Their children’s were too alike them as the gem in the crown. The king Manu rules for a long period and followed the commandments of supreme on every sphere of life. But to a stage he realize on the factual status of life that I have reached at the fourth stage of life an old age but I have not yet lost relish for the pleasure of senses. He felt so distress at heart that his life had been wasted with out devotion though his whole life was more than a great penance in itself. He resigned as a kind and departed for the search of self along with wife who was always so nice to him all the way and shear joy and sorrow all along with her spouse. Join the co

Poetic Image
A faters love for the child he now holds is greater than life an just as bold not always showing through the hard times an disiclpine he must now intrust only preparing his young for the great life ahead only wanting them to have the best in life an wishing had more to share from his first time throwing the ball to his first day in school a fathers love shinning an guiding the way always wishing he could create a better life to give an hoping his life could be better prepared for the hardships in life he will someday hold a fathers love can hold thru the deepest walls an greatest of distance inbetween hoping his child will always know.

Life
What Good Is Love I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now, I jour

Forsaken
When I have nothing left to feel When I have nothing left to say I'll just let this slip away. I feel these engines power down. I feel this heart begin to bleed as I turn this burning page. Please forgive me if I bleed. Please forgive me if I breathe. I have words I need to say. Oh so very much to say. And whose life do I lead? And whose blood do I bleed? Whose air do I breathe? With whose skin now do I feel? I'm supposed to walk away from here. I'm supposed to walk away from here. And whose life do I lead? Whose blood do I bleed? Whose air do I now breathe? I'm convinced there's nothing more. What am I supposed to do? Is there something more? The engines power down. Like a soldier to his end I go. Because I'm convinced that there is nothing more. and whose life do I lead and whose air do I breathe? With whose skin and whose blood do I feel? What happens now? Have I done something wrong? Forgive my need to bleed right now.

Abc Game Update & The Big Finish!
Get your last entries in and what ever answers you have to the puzzle as this contest will positively end Wednesday April 2, at 6:PM Eastern time. At that time, I will close the last four letters. The drawing will be held later that evening. I will make one big Pimpout for all the winners. Even if you have not participated all along you still have time to get in. Thanks again to everyone! FINISH?????? We started this journey thru the letters back on January 14th. We have weathered many storms but here we are down to the last 4 letters. I have decided to post all four for your contesting pleasure simultaneously. Play One, Play All! The rules still apply as before: just post Comments, Pictures, Music, etc that pertains to that letter. If you need more info please check out my blogs under ABC Game or go into my pics look at what was already posted for previous letters. The contest is still open to All! I would like to take this time to thank everyone who has participat

None
Just sitting here listening to dogs meander around the apartment and kids trying to go to sleep. Hubby is at work and I'm wondering how I can keep myself awake for another 3 hours... hmmm... internet surfing and bored... gonna find something to get me in trouble.

Poetic Image
my feelings inside are shattered an full of confusion shatteredapart from my own decisions thinking of you ech day brings a tear to my eyes from the silky brown hair to the glow in your smile when i dream of you at ngihts end i never want to see you go away making me feel so empty inside from the thoughts of never holding you bye myside not knowing how to lot you know how i feel i hold up my walls from lotting you see never taking the chance affraid of what may be.

Going On Vacation!
Just wanted to let anyone know if they don't see me on That I'm leaving tomorrow on a trip and won't be back until April 1st. I may be on occasionally, or I may not, not sure yet. Leave alot of love for me, and don't forget about me!lol TTY all later! :D Lisa P.S. I will check all comments and messages if any, in the morning, night all!

Walkin Alone Tomorrow
You have made the choice to cut all ties. Did you fear looking in my eyes? You could not tell me to my face. Letting me see how my trust was wrongly placed. Did you think that I was blind? I could always read between the lines. I could see the secrets hidden beneath your emotional mask. Anything you wanted I would have done, had only you asked. Yet you walked away and never gave us a chance. You choose not to speak to me any anymore, this makes no sense. Why would you make the choice to weave such a bitter end? I was a coward for never speaking out telling you I wanted more than to be your friend. I bite back on my misery, desperation, and sorrow. Thinking only that I may have a better chance when the sun rises tomorrow. I am broken and left speechless by all the things I can't say. Left to drown in my sea of loneliness, looking forward to better days. Is this what you wished to bestow upon my shoulders. The weight of a broken heart out weighs a thousand boulde

Spin The Bottle
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE BOTTLE'' 1.I Would Feel your ass 2.I Would kiss you on the cheek 3.I Would kiss you on forehead 4.I would just give you a hug. 5.I would give you a kiss on the lips 6.I would french kiss you 7.I would make out with you 8.I would try and feel you up 9.I would try and fuck you 10.I would fuck you all night long If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

Mirror Of My Past
As i look into the mirror of my past everything comes back to me But memories of you are the ones that last I miss the way you looked at me they way you smiled and said "I love you baby, forever we will be" I guess I miss those lies you told & the words you failed to prove "Tomorrow is another day, but i'll always be yours to hold" The saturday kisses and the sunday calls I'd wake up early just to hear your voice You said you'd never leave, you'd always be there to catch my falls What happened to those promises you made that you swore youd never break like loving me forever & never letting memories fade I sit here and i think, i smile and i glare wondering a lot about my past but more so about the future i must bare What would my life have been if you never left my side would i still be whole within What would it have truly been if you were still here with me would my heart still be whole within Would i still be full of grief or would everything fall

Why Teens Fall In Love
Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, and this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 minutes the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. But if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years!! Advice... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHES THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD< -SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER SHES BEAUTIFUL WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU - TE

"pretty Poison"
She gets your attention with her smile. She pulls you closer with her eyes. She wraps you up and keeps you there, But her world is full of lies. She's such a pretty poison. She listens to all you have to say. Makes you feel right at home. She pulls the strings to your heart, All the while, leaving you alone. She teases you with her pretty poison. She can change your mind in the blink of an eye. She can change your entire world. She can make you have to be with her, You can't live without the girl. She feeds you her pretty ppoison. She makes you live... You feed off of her alone. She makes you feel so complete, As though, without her, you are so very alone. She has filled you with her pretty poison. She takes over your heart..your mind. She takes over your soul. She leaves you feeling scared and empty. She now has complete controle. She is now keeping her pretty poison. She knew she couldn't really give you her heart. All she has to give is lust. She knew from

Decisions
decisions. through out life you are constantly presented with choices. decisions you must make, and only you can make them weather they are as mundain as picking what to where, or a searious thing like choosing a carrear or decisions in your love life. which ever the case may be all you can do is go with your gut and hope it is right. now in my life i have made more bad decisions then good. now dont get me wrong i am not trying to braig or make it seam like i am proud of them in any way. when i look back on my life now there is more regret i see than anything else. there are so many people i have hurt and so many things that i have done wrong. most of my life i spent chasing the next high, the next piece of tail, and my next easy paycheck. never worring about who i hurt on the way there or what i had to do to get there. now it wasnt till this last year that i really started thinking about these things. and really began to think about life and what i want from it. and more

"i Knew"
the person i wrote this for KNOWZ who they are... I knew you'd leave, as the others have before. You'd give up on me and love me no more. I knew the wait went on to long. So now I have delayed and you're long gone. I knew I'd cause you pain... not ever meaning to do so. I never meant to hurt you.. I never wanted you to go. I though I knew your love for me...now my heart has new scars. I'll remember your love that I lost every time I see the moon and stars. I knew I'd never love anyone enough to keep them with me. I still dream of your love...that's so hard to see. I knew you'd hate me..for that I don't blame you. I tried to show you my love... I really thought you knew. But even worse now... I guess I thought I knew you...

These Three Words
Those two words... no, make it three. These three words must not like me. "I love you" is anything but. If my door is open, they slam it shut. I love you-powerful. Powerful-my addiction. My addiction hates me. It destroys me. But I cannot unlove it. So impossible, it seems. I love you... in my dreams. In your dreams, do you love me? Hopefully, we can overcome. Those three words, and what they've become.

Rules Of Chocolate
The Rules of Chocolate If you get melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly. Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want. The problem: How to get two pounds of chocolate home from the store in a hot car. The solution: Eat it in the parking lot. Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal. It'll take the edge off your appetite and you'll eat less. A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place. Isn't that handy? If you can't eat all your chocolate, it will keep in the freezer. But if you can't eat all your chocolate, what's wrong with you? If calories are an issue, store your chocolate on top of the fridge. Calories are afraid of heights, and they will jump out of the chocolate to protect themselves. Money talks. Chocolate sings. Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger. Why is t

I Dont Know Why
I don't know why I think about you And you don't think about me I don't know why I dream of you And in your dreams me you don't see I don't know why I miss When I am hardly around you I don't know why I need you And you don't feel that way about me too I don't know why I have feelings for you They have no reason to exist I don't know why I like you Your existence I wish I could forget I don't know why my heart aches for you It really gets to me sometimes I don't know why I cry for you You were never mine I don't know why I think you're the only one for me And I just hope that you'll feel like that too I don't know why I care There's no explanation, I just do

3 Chances To Own Buc Himself. See Blog For Auction Details
Hello friends & family Up for fu-owning agin?? you bet- buc has stepped his game up- and is in 3 auctions!! 1. JC's Auction 2. Lil SlaveGirls auction 3. Club Raven Auction(members only bid)!! There is plenty of me to go around- see my next blog or bully for what i am offering

Why Do People Think Its Right To Deceive Others?
I have been online a long time. And have chatted in many places. I think of all the places I have been, fubar takes the prize as far as phony people. Dont get me wrong, I have met some very sweet, down to earth people here. But when the phony ones come out, they take a prize! Problem is, I can see right through them...and I can talk their shit as well as they can, from all the experience. Im not in any way fake. What you see is what you get. And if you dont like what you see...its your loss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im probably one of the most honest people online, and some people back away. They are usually the ones who can tell I can see through their bullshit. Sorry...if ya werent phony...you wouldnt have this problem with me. I am not pointing this blog at anyone in particular...I was just watching the blasts pop up. And I can tell who is for real and who isn't. I think people should all be themselves online. Because eventually, you will be figured out..and then you begin to make

If????????/
If I said I loved you what would happen then? If you knew I loved you would I still be your friend? If I slapped you then kissed you would you just walk away? If I held you close would you want to stay? If I reached to hold your hand would you want to hold mine too? If you knew I wanted you would exactly would you do? If is the word I use to ask the truth from you? If I said I hold you in my heart would you say you hold me too? If you wanted to love me and stay? Would I be the one to walk away?

Do You Dream At All?
When you crawl into bed you always pull the blankets too tight you can lay your drunken head on my pillow soft and white it's always black circles around your eyes darker still such dead slumber will get you nowhere in the end do you wish someone was there to rock you to sleep and hold you near? well, that won't be me do you dream at all? i don't believe you do Tilly and the Wall

I Stole My X's Song
Hold on Let me put some lovin in it We can start from the beginning It dosn't have to be this way Slow down Babe give me your full attention Maybe I forgot to mention Just how much I really do I love you And I plan to show you daily Not just with the things I say But with everything that I do I love you Let me show you (Now the part I actually wrote) You can't take me For who I am For I mistook you For what you weren't I'm sorry I Fell so hard Cuz I know We both got hurt So sing to me Your sweet lullabys They put me right To sleeep My arms are open My eyes are closed I've fallen Much to deep Ya habibi How could you Let me play the fool? Ya habibi You Know how to bend them But You finally broke The rules A'ayesh iw mosh I am not alive And without You love Habeeb I swear I wont survive So sing for me Your prayers tonight My futures out of pace Pray for me to your gods In hopes that I'll Find grace Ya habibi

"if She Wasn't Me"
She sits and crys.. For no reason she knows. She can't keep track of emotions.. Wonders where her thoughts all go. Feeling confused and shatterd inside.. Not knowing what can be done... Wishing she could just hide.. Trying so hard not to run.. Knowing this is her normal.. This is what she does every day.. But how long can a person self destruct.. Before she burns away? How long can you burn.. Before the flames dies? How much can you fake being o.k. Before uncovering all that you hide? How long can you stay confused and live.. In a world that just can't understand? How long can you be so empty with so much to give.. But scared of what you will demand.. If you open up your heart.. You open up your soul.. You become vulnerable.. With no place to go.. Wishing that she was normal.. Like what others seem to be.. Knowing she would never make it in this world.. If she wasn't me. welcum to my world... Blessed Be ~Tazy~

Four Rewards Of Life
rewards There are four rewards of human existence which is a must factor to carry on with if to cross over the ocean of mundane world. Dharma, religious merits; one has to adore the path of truth to reach this chapter which leads the life to its true pace. Artha, material riches; one has to reach at the optimum stage of this merit to make ones own will and wish at a optimum stream line to attain the wisdom of self satisfaction by maintain the all self restraint in life. Kama, it relates the sensual mode of life, the ocean of full moon passion makes mind destabilize to carry on with the true pace of life, and drag the life to false emancipation or union of masculine and feminine hence control at its optimum base is must to end the process of birth and rebirth. Moksha, release from the bondage of worldly existence. It is a final freedom from the four basic pains of life pains of being born, pains of being dead, pains of suffering in life and ultimate and most dreaded pain

[final Entry]
I blinked and realized the TV had been on nothing for 3 hours. After all my favorite shows had come and gone. I really wish instead of all this, I had been diagnosed with something terminal. I've been going to restaurants, diners, cafe's just to hear other people's voices, but the downside is staring straight at an empty booth. I don't know what to tell you, if you don't already know why. How many of your greatest fears have you faced in one night? How many arrows from an unkind can you suffer? How much betrayal can you cram into a day? A month? I just want to crawl I just want to sleep I just want to ball up, and dissapear. But they won't let me. God it hurts so much... no, I'm not bringing him into this... not yet. It's like constantly having your heart ripped out and fed to you. I've lost all drive, all confidence, all shelter. I've lost all sense of me. I've lost me. And the only comfort I have- is wise words from my brother confused words from my

You Just Know You Have To Hide It
Well today was a good day, and it is because of a certain someone, they know who they are.........we will call her Dimples.......she is the most envigorating woman i have met so far......and yet in such a short time, she and i are very close.....things could not be going any better, and yet neither of us can shout it out well at least i feel that way...... i think the world of her, she is so gentle and kind and appreciates me for me, and all my past and my flaws, and my imperfections.....and yet i have told her some pretty bad things about my past and she did nto RUN....and one thing is she is not able to spread her wings yet anf fly .....time will allow for this i hope....if your reading this i want you to know that i think the world of you. you are a very special woman, and i hope that things pan out for us, and sooner or later (pref. soooner) it will be as we want.....for now i will settle for the back seat...but know this...yoru my front seat woman.......and nothing else will

"hold My Hand"
~For Jeff~ Jumping to conclusions... Confused by my own illusions... Knowing that things will always end the same. I never give the few that care The ones that are still there A chance or two to be in the game. I tell them the rules of it all Knowing I will only fall If I trust them to go by the rules I have made. But you help me shine.. And hold my hand while I walk the line.. Whenever I fall to the shade. You never played by my rules You never saw me as a game. You knew me in ways I didn't You never made me feel my shame. I have cared about you In ways I still don't understand. But thanx, angel, For being there.. To always hold my hand.. I love you, my angel

Association
association Glory of lord speaks on the value of association in life, association matters a lot in life to carry on with. Good association results in fine mode for life where as bad association drag the life to a mode so called wicked. As per the version of ancient books agastya [sage] was begotten of god varun through a pitcher. Another great sage, vashist, was also born of the same pitcher. The association thus obtained in his embryonic state with a great sage made him equally great. Association of saints on the subject of life matters the most to find a right track to carry on with. Communion with saint is the unique achievement in life if one manages to have so because it paves the way for final beatitude with all ease. May true saints bless the life to achieve its ultimate goal of emancipation? Thanks please.

Need More Peeps Please ! Its An Auction
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"before You"
Before you, my heart was cold. Before you, this world grew old. Before you, I felt so very alone. Before you, this love, I'd never knowen. After you, my heart felt pain.. Just to feel your touch again. After you, this world was bitter.. I was all alone, with no safe corner. After you, I knew I'd never love again.. Knowing the love you gave to me, I couldn't handle that kind of pain. After you, I was more alone than before.. I realized that I needed you more and more. Since you, my heart has been filled with desire.. Since you, I can set this world on fire... Since you, I remember I was never alone. Since you, I know this love has always growen. I love you my angel, more than you know.. Your voice, your eyes, your kiss, your touch.. And the beauty of this is, I know you love me just as much. This time, I don't plan on letting you go.. There will never be another That will ever love eachother so. I love you my angel..

Come See My Blog
I am pre-Blogging, meaning I am typing it first and then cutting and posting it to my blog. I am so not inspired by the conventional way of making a living. I know the longer time passes without having some form of income makes my situation all that more urgent. If it were optional to work or not work, I would choose to work. Let me explain myself from my previous statement. I don't like the 9 to 5. I am inspired to write about the world around me. I would work If I had an option to or not to work, cause I want to be able to choose what kind of work. That is really a question of education; influence; opportunity and experience. To do what you love to do, you'd have all those 4 ingredients to start your career, this is my belief. This is therapy for me. Writing is not for everybody, just like many other things that doesn't fit a person cause personality or maybe just his/her preferences. I enjoy it so very much cause it can take me places I have never been. I have on occasion been writi

Saints And Kali Age.
saints and kali age. Glory of lord reflects on the events in life which matters the most at their peak as saints and wicked both belongs to the same human profile with difference to identify them. Pain relates both of them and too the feeling of joy but at different levels in life. Though saints are being known for their goodness and wicked are known for their worst acts for life. When life interact with saints they do inflict pain but when departs or cause mortal pain while parting, while wicked agonizing torment during their meeting. Saints are meant for washing away the impurities of kali age while wicked are to enlighten the sorrow of kali age. Saints are being known for their good acts and taken as nectar as well moon for life and wicked are known as cheap wine or deep dark for life. It is for realization that where one wishes to be counted being a human on the profile of life. May god bless all on the subject of true human life. Thanks please.

Hosting A Contest- Sexiest Submissive Or Master
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Poems From The Past That Were On My Main Page
AS LIFE WOULD HAVE IT --------------------- Written By: Shara Stoner Where has the year gone? Where has the time went? At first she was the smallest joy to ever grace the Earth, that made the cutest sound softer than anything I've ever heard. As all children do she continued to grow eventually she was holding her head alone. As the months continued she began to laugh, an coo, and such the personality she began to develop was the sweetest...to meet her a must. A timid child, quiet, calm, happy, and always satisfied slept through the night without a peep. How have I been graced with such a good child? When me myself was the wild, untamed, boisterous one. She continued to grow (as all children must) and she began to roll over and play with us. After a few more months she'd begin to crawl and then she'd fuss when the vacuum or disposal came on. She started pulling herself up on things like the coffee table... and then thats when everything became property

Nickleback
One of the musicial groups I like is Nickleback. It seems like there music is about things that happen in the course of a lifetime. And the have a song that talks about Someday. Someday gonna make everything right, just not right now. And in life that seems to be a theme. Because I am the type of person that gives his all. And I know that one day everything will be alright. And the stars will alien. But just not today, and that is ok. Because I will always give of myself, and put 100% into what is important. I just put some of my thoughts out here. Not for any sort of sympathy, just so people can see what kind of person I am.

Wicked And The Good
wicked and the good Glory of lord speaks through the version of saints on for life for its ultimate benefit being here on the planet. Good and bad are the features of illusion in which life flows but their in the same orbit saints acts as to sail out the one got trapped in the round of bad. The wicked burn with jealousy as they hear of others welfare be their relatives, friends or neutrals; such is their wont. Of course the good one has bias for goodness alone, while a vile person is prone to vileness. While nectar is praised for its immortalizing virtue, poison is extolled for its deadly effects. All this brings a point for life better on the mode of realization to cut a sorry figure at a later date. As human life is so precious in all respect every bit of act on to it counts by the time and era, And reflects on to life back with the difference of time. May god bless all on the subject of true human life. Thanks please

Fubucks
if any of my friends are in need of fubucks just send me an e-mail along with a salute to me and i will send you 5000 fubucks. 10000 for boobie signs or salutes. hurry up before im fubroke. also i am putting together an album of fubar hotties if i can rip your pic leave permission in a comment.

Faith In Love By Reba And Rascal Flatts
WE SHOULD ALL REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO THE LYRICS OF THIS SONG. THEY ARE SO TRUE!! DONT EVER LOSE YOUR FAITH IN LOVE!!! Faith In Love (rascal Flatts) Lyrics by Reba McEntire : 'Reba: we felt this coming on we've seen it for a while but there are no regrets between us we can leave here with a smile we have to talk about it what we've always known the hardest part about today is tonight we'll be alone alone chorus: we were just two hearts bound for different roads oh why they didn't lead us to forever we may never know (reba) oh i will carry you with me (gary) i will hold on to our memories (reba) don't let the dreams we didn't find (together) make you feel like giving up (reba) keep holding on and (together) don't lose your faith in love Gary: life's gonna move on and the pages start to turn we'll be stronger people now from the lessons that we've learned this one's gonna hurt it's a little deeper break but just know i'm praying for you as i wat

Pious Soul
pious soul Glory of lord reflects on the holy feet’s of pious soul’s feet dust is soft and agreeable salve, which is ambrosia as it were for the eyes and remedies the defect of vision. Further which secure freedom from the bondage of mundane existence? Those who make humble submission to the lotus feet of pious soul in life, got boon to dispel all doubts born of ignorance. Pious soul, the mines of virtues have their orbit very close to supreme on the subject of life. Saints, seers and the sage’s counts to be the true version of pious soul on the subject of life for welfare of life and for assisting the life at their best to attain the basic motto of human life here on planet and here after too. Communion with pious soul makes the difference in life to its ultimate favor with all ease. May god bless all on the subject of life. Thanks please.

Just "i"
You cannot see the tears That streaks my face, Because I need you I hide them from you. You cannot see the pain That is in my heart, Because I love you I hide it from you. You cannot hear the tremble That strains my voice, Because I sing to you I disguise it for you. You cannot know how Much I miss you, Because I do not tell you I deceive you. You cannot see the break In my heart Because I don’t want to lose you I cry silently One day you will understand how much I love you!

Men And Their Ego's
most men want some one to be with that will take care of them all the time. well guess what that dose not mean that we set at home 24/7 rasieing ur child cooking and cleaning and be at ur every bek-in-call. U can also get up off ur asses and help out. It is hard now a day to find some one that is kind hearted and will be there no matter what happens. And when we want to go out with our girl friends to have a nite out on the town, dont be askin where we're goin what time we'll be back and who's goin to be there. Ur not our daddy's! And no guys most girls r not high maintance! We just want some one to luv us for who we r not what we look like. U dont judge a book by its cover. But maybe im just old fashion. What do u think ?

All My Friends
i want to thank all of u for helpin me get to godfather. im not quite there but will be soon tho. im tryin to get all of u back for helpin but its hard at times. i run outta all rates everyday now. so plz be patient im doin my best. if u think i missed u plz shout me im not tryin to. gotta fubar love all my friends. ty all for yer help..mwahhzzz

Tomorrow.
WILL YOU BE READY WHEN TOMORROW RINGS? WILL YOU BE READY TO WITHSTAND WHATEVER IT BRINGS? WILL YOU BE READY TO STAND AND FIGHT KNUCKLE UP OR BUCKLE DOWN? WILL YOU STAND ALONE OR BRING AN ARMY? WILL YOU RUN TO THE BATTLE YODELING A HEARTFELT WARRIOR CRY? OR STAND ON THE SIDELINES DOUSED IN PSYCHOLOGICAL RUM AND RUN IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION TO SEEK PROTECTIONFROM SOMETHING OR ONE ELSE. WHAT WILL YOU USE? STICKS, BATS OR BROOMS, BOWS & ARROWS A THOUSAND RIFLES OR MAYBE A GAT, NO HOW ABOUT A 22? THEY ARE EASY TO ISSUE.. OR PERHAPS TAKE A KNIFE TO PERCISELY SLICE AND DICE? WHEN TOMORROW COMES WILL YOU USE YOUR HEART AND MOUTH TO TRY AND APPEAL TO THEIR BESTOWED SINCE OF MAGNETIC HEART ARE CALL UPON YOUR INTERNAL STRENGTH ONLY ILLUMINATING THE EXTERNAL HYPE. WILL YOU BECOME A TRUE COWARD OR AN UNBELEIVEBLE WARRIOR AND THEN WHEN YOUR DONE TAKE A HEROIC DEPARTURE. OR STILL RUN AND FLEE? GUESS WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT FOR TOMORROW AND SEE. BUT THE REAL QUESTION IS WILL YOU BE THERE WITH ME??

The Skin. (based On True Story!)
WE Wanted it to look neat. "Try the Veet" she suggested. I never even questioned. "The nair worked great for me removed my UN-wanted eyebrow hair in just one clean 3 minute sweep!", ’ ooo really sounds sweet!". Took a Q-tip and started for my right eye my..my Demise. Then the left wow it kinda Burns my mind wheels Turn. " That just means it’s working, .. not the chemical lurking. "Boy this is gonna look GREAT my EYEBROWS are gonna be the top notch rate. My face smiling teeth gleaming and the chemical ..slowly demeaning. Minutes pass.......Alright lets go take it off atlast. Cold water at first on my rigth, " Hey not to bad!" warm on my left WOW look at that dirt. ......."OH shit thats my SKIN; MY FLESH MY MEAT! My beautiful golden skin ERASED by the fate of me. GONE, Vanished only the pink REMAINS. "What the FUCK!!" MAN this SUCKS". PAIN ingulpes my heart, LOOK at what I’ve done to me. Little tears FALL but in Secret. And she whi

Violent Weather.
Its so violent. Just not befit fot the timid. Right now it’s like 4 raging in torment and for some reason i cant help but love it. I know its dangeous and sounds so beligerint and scandalous but i cant get enough. The mix of air that flares my nostrils and inflate my lungs seeps thru me like a weeping wilows song. The roar of it im my ears shakes my ground and im gone, taken away. The flash of volts stops my heart for a second me and my soul parts. The rain beats dwn and pierces my skin, but i cant help but grin. I dont know what to say. Seek for cover they say. But no i wanna stay. Its violent but to me vibrant. I love the storm no matter how fury its scorn. No explanation or reconsiliation. And when its done the rush comes. Heart left beating faster then any drum to me even better than a second cum. I kno what u sayin but hey thats me just thought id let u take a peek inside of me.

For Him.-
Just wondering how it all happened, in just a few minutes,(this record is surely to hit guiness) and how these heart felt words cry helplessly into a sentence just so eager to be printed. And how quickly I grew into you, feels so right like I've always knew you. Like nothing but time is the limit but your the only one i want to spend it with. Just a simple text message from you to me and something springs unto my screen, it's weird totally insane of the rush it brings over me, something only the heart could see A giddy smile flushed, blushed face. My thoughts and heart start to race they stay this way locomotioning to the beat, with a warm melody hotter than any heat. Just what is the effect that you have over me? some bewitched spell that dances to knell, while being toiled and boiled threw.... or could it all just really be true... that you were meant for me...I think I'm starting to believe. More of me gets swept away with every captivating thing you say. Reminiscing of the

Sonnet 17
And so he can be seen here. Such a master of his craft. He's never far always near, Mouth spread wide with his evil laugh Only has a mischief heart. Gleams the devil in his eye, Causing tragic in his art. We are his pray you and I. You've seen him before dreams maybe Or maybe ,even lurking behind the corner. Oh yes you might think me crazy, It is you who's the owner. Watch, he who fulfill these deeds Who is he the one they call greed.

Puppy Pics
I have finally gotten around to posting some pics of the new puppy. I also added a couple of new pics of Raiden too. Check them out, and leave your thoughts. I have many more comming in the near future, of the puppy, raiden, and some nice B&W shots of the recent now. Will try and get them scanned asap, and added.

Wearing The Inside Out - Pink Floyd
From morning to night I stayed out of sight Didn't recognize I'd become No more than alive I'd barely survive In a word...overrun Won't hear a sound From my mouth I've spent too long On the inside out My skin is cold To the human touch This bleeding heart's Not beating much I murmured a vow of silence and now I don't even hear when I think aloud Extinguished by the light I turn on the night Wear its darkness with an empty smile I'm creeping back to life My nervous system all awry I'm wearing the inside out Look at him now He's paler somehow But he's coming around He's starting to choke It's been so long since he spoke Well he can have the words right from my mouth And with these words I can see Clear through the clouds that covered me Just give it time then speak my name Now we can hear ourselves again I'm holding out For the day When all the coulds Have blown away I'm with you now Can speak your name Now we can hear Ourselves again He

A Poem For Penny.
A poem for penny ur beautiful just the way u are. I spy with my little eye someone wise. But with a strong saggitarius streak slow to compromise. I sense with my itty bitty nose some1witty and yet so bold.she never sways with deep abade & truth on her side this a trait tht had to be abliged. I spy in my little hands someone older than me, but in spirit it is quite plain to see how unique we truely fit in every outstanding bit. I spy wit my little heart something grand &profound that we only truely find in one life span, beyond beautiful it must be and pass exstardinary its plan to see what you instilled in me. One of my greatest friends till the very end i will gracefully follow u around any bend. So i spy with my little toes 2o pair not 10 and a second row in front of me. Who might this be u ask ill reveal it atlast penny my dear it is you and where we go is not yet all known and foretold but with the mother i never had u most know id follow u where ever u go. Never settle and ne

A Valentines Day Love For You
A Valentines Day Love for You Elena McDaniel Lee February 14, 2008 It is Valentines Day today And there are three little words that are easy to say These three words can make our world spin They can make us feel that at anything we can win And today is the day people will show their love By sending gifts and words of love on the wings of a dove But when these words are just said or sent They can really hurt if they are not truly meant. Just by the stroke of luck, these two hearts began to see That there was a little more felt between you and me But there are things that you cannot see or feel being so far apart Things that I would like to show you, the feelings inside this heart. Now that I have found you I would like for you to see The feelings in this heart and what you truly mean to me. Things that cannot be shown in a picture or a screen And the things that I am missing that I only see in a dream I want to tell you how I feel face to face And there is

Amused To Death - Roger Waters
Doctor Doctor what is wrong with me This supermarket life is getting long What is the heart life of a colour TV What is the shelf life of a teenage queen Ooh western woman Ooh western girl News hound sniffs the air When Jessica Hahn goes down He latches on to that symbol of detachment Attracted by the peeling away of feeling The celebrity of the abused shell the belle Ooh western woman Ooh western girl And the children of Melrose Strut their stuff Is absolute zero cold enough And out in the valley warm and clean The little ones sit by their TV screens No thoughts to think No tears to cry All sucked dry Down to the very last breath Bartender what is wrong with me? Why am I so out of breath? The captain said excuse me ma'am This species has amused itself to death Amused itself to death Amused itself to death We watched the tragedy unfold We did as we were told We bought and sold It was the greatest show on earth But then it

Whoremaster
Everybody knows & Loves THE Fu~Famous Whoremaster! Whoremaster™Owned By Perfectly Imperfect BUT! Guess what! His Sexxxy Beautiful Wife has joined us! Go welcome and make her feel totally FU~LOVED The One & Only MRS. Whoremaster! Sable Pimpout brought 2 u by NYHA

Conversation Piece - Savatage
I haven't thought about you for awhile It seemed so far away I keep your picture hidden in a file Of favorite one act plays Like pieces of myself Cut off in desperation As offerings to thee I keep them on a shelf They're good for conversation Over a cup of tea, yeah, cup of tea I put it all down in a letter once A letter I don't send It made me feel much better at the time I thought it'd help me mend The pieces of myself Cut off in desperation As offerings to thee, yeah I keep them on a shelf They're good for conversation Over a cup of tea, yeah, cup of tea

Watching You Fall - Savatage
There In the dark There¹s a child and she¹s waiting Lost in the maze of a fait accompli Is it a crime to be just hesitating While we¹re pretending that we never see On a TV mounted on the wall From this distance I can see it all And I¹ve been out here Watching you Watching you fall Is there a trick to the art of not feeling Safe in our world while another¹s child bleeds Praying that God won¹t demand a redealing Of cards we have held and pretend you don¹t need On a TV mounted on the wall From this distance I can see it all And I¹ve been out here Watching you Watching you fall Better not think about it In time we¹ll start to doubt it Christ has risen Keep him hidden God forbid he sees It¹s not that we lack the vision Only just a quick decision Who will blame us Rules restrain us It¹s all in history So close my eyes and pretend I am sleeping Avoiding the chance that you¹ll visit my dreams On a TV mounted on the wall From this distance I can see it all And

When The Crowds Are Gone
I don¹t know where the years have gone Memories can only last so long Like faded photographs, forgotten songs And the things I never knew When the skin is thin, the heart shows through Please believe me what I tell you is true Where¹s the light, turn then on again One more night to believe and then Another note for my requiem A memory to carry on The story¹s over when the crowds are gone All my friends have been crucified They made life a long suicide true Guess we never figured out the rules But I¹m still alive and my fingers feel I¹m gonna play on till the final reel¹s through And read the credits from a different view Where¹s the lights, turn them on again One more night to believe and then Another note for my requiem A memory to carry on The story¹s over when the crowds are gone When the crowds are gone And I¹m all alone Playing a final song Now that the lights are gone Turn them on again One more time for me my friend Turn them on again I never wanted

Almost 3 1/2 Yrs
It has been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen my little girl. I breaks my heart that two yrs ago this father's day that my own father told me that I'm not a father because I don't see his Grand Daughter. I mean the man shouldn't talk cause that was the first father's day in 17yrs since he has seen me. So what does that mean does it mean that he wasn't a father for 17 yrs come on now. To me he is not my father he's just a long lost friend cause to me my father is the man who raised me. My Daughter knows where I am even though she is only 4yrs old she is very smart for her age. Her mother my ex wants nothing to do with me at all, and dosen't want me talking to my own daughter how messed up is that. At least I know that when father's day come around this yr my siter in-law will call me and put my daughter on the phone :D .... So like it says in the start of this blog it's been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen her.... Where ever you are Princess know that Daddy

Malfunctioned
disastrously spontaneous,bordering on psychosis heretofore unknown by all hell hath no fury scorned mice running in circles all about me is frowns and snarling teeth hidden behind friendly eyes seeking to devour,seeking to consume that part of me that they think makes their life so much cheerier they dont all want the love,some want the hate to feed off my failures and struggles to make jest of my defeat two horses in the setting sun as the clouds roll by and the shades of green on the grass change color too its all in your eyes,the stars in the sky inside of you inside of you

You Sexy Thing Push Them Buttons
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Tonight He Grins Again - Savatage
Nighttime again Seems I'm my only friend Wander the streets alone The lost in search of his own Once again I've played the clown Used my friends and let them down Walk the streets just staring out Late at night the strange come out Time, time, time again I'm just looking for a friend But no one seems to be around Just this monkey that I've found Still he is my only friend And tonight he grins again Tonight he grins again Oh yeah Tonight he grins again It's cold this pain It's burning inside my veins I walk away A shadow of Dorian Gray Once again I've played the clown Used my friends and let them down Walk the streets staring out Late at night the strange come out Time, time, time again I'm just looking for a friend No one seems to be around Just this monkey that I've found Still he is my only friend And tonight he grins again Tonight he grins again Oh yeah Tonight he grins again Oooh, livin' on the... edge

Summer's Rain - Savatage
Standing alone in a dream Where nothing is real But oh how real it feels There were times I lost my way I was alone, lost in a haze Where are you now I'll find you somehow And do I stand alone Like a fool out in the rain Hanging on somehow To an ancient vow Where there's nothing left to gain And do you know How it feels inside To be all alone A fool and his pride Scars are the wounds that we show Time only heals When you're letting go Many night I'd lay awake Tossing and turning till daybreak Where are you now I'll find you somehow And do I stand alone Like a fool out in the rain Hanging on somehow To an ancient vow Where there's nothing left to gain And do you know How it feels inside To be all alone A fool and his pride In a summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain Sometimes you got to believe Beyond yesterday I'm gonna find my way In the summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's rain In a summer's

4/20
ive bought the patch already and preparing to quit smoking cigs i chose this date for 2 reasons it will be nice enough my spirits will be high and most people who celbrate it by smoking and getting high so to be funny im stopping that day .. wish me luck as i prepare myself mentally physically and emotionally

If I Go Away - Savatage
Somewhere on that long lonely road We all stand alone Looking for clues From our different views In the dark I've called out your name It echoes in vain Over again In an empty room If I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there Staring down a long empty hall Pictures on walls All with your name But it's not the same Searching for the chord I can't hear Been searching for years It's somewhere inside But it's well disguised If I go away What would still remain of me The ghost within your eyes The whisper in your sighs You see Believe And I'm always there Someday I'll take a chance You find them where you can They tend to slip away Those doors to yesterday Forever is a long time they say Maybe some day I'll meet you there If you've time to spare Tell me then Where I can go Where they won't know Who I have been Can we start again And if I go away

Day After Day - Savatage
I remember finding out about you Every day my mind is all around you Looking out of my lonely room Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you I remember holding you while you sleep Everyday I feel the tears that you'd weep Looking out from my lonely gloom Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you Looking out of my lonely room Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you I remember finding out about you Everyday my mind is all around you Looking out of my lonely room Day after day Bring it home, baby make it soon I give my love to you Day after day Day after day Day after day

Chance - Savatage
He was standing all alone Trying to find the words to say When every prayer he ever prayed Was gone And the dreams he¹s never owned Are still safely tucked away Until tomorrow he just Carries on See the Devil in the streets at night See him running in the pouring rain See him grinning Rneath a twisted light I¹ll be back again See the people standing in a row See them nodding like a field of grain No one sees the sickle though Coming Rcross the plain And this he knows if nothing more That waiting in the dark like destiny Are those who kissed the dogs of war And there is no tomorrow No tomorrow Take a chance Take a chance See the Devil he is so intense See the Devil go and change his name What¹s the going price of innocence It can¹t be the same Is it dark when the moon is down Is it dark with a single flame If there¹s glass falling all all around I am not to blame And this he knows if nothing more That waiting in the dark like destiny Are those who kissed

Health Warning Against Crucifixion
Incase you were considering. . . . Health warning against crucifixion The Philippines government has issued an Easter public heath warning - on the dangers of crucifixion. Thousands of worshippers in the Philippines will this week practice crucifixion and self flagellation to show their faith. The government is encouraging them to get a tetanus shot first and be sure to use a clean whip or nails, reports the Daily Telegraph. "We are not trying to go against the Lenten tradition here because whipping has somewhat already become some form of atonement for sins for some of us," Health Secretary Francisco Duque the 3rd said. "Getting deep cut wounds during whippings or lashings is inevitable and being so exposed during the course of the penitence, with all the heat and dust blowing in the wind, welcomes all sorts of infections and bacteria like tetanus." In San Fernando City 23 people, including two women, have signed up to re-enact the crucifixion at three i

Believe- Savatage
So after all those one night stands You've ended up with heart in hand A Child alone On your own Retreating Regretful for the things you're not And all the things you haven't got Without a home A heart of stone Lies bleeding And for all the roads you followed And for all you did not find And for all the dreams you had to leave behind I am the way I am the light I am the dark inside the night I hear your hopes I feel your dreams And in the dark I hear your screams Don't turn away Just take my hand And when you make your final stand I'll be right there I'll never leave And all I ask of you Believe Your childhood eyes were so intense While bartering your innocence For bits of string The grown-up wings You needed But when you had to add the up You found that they were not enough To get you in Pay for sins repeated And for all the years you borrowed And for all the tears you hide And for all the fears you had to keep inside I am the way I

Expect No Mercy - Nazareth
If you’re ready for the street You wanna mix it in some fight Let me tell you somethin’ Now I don’t wanna get you uptight But if you’re in a corner And you can’t find no way out Don’t look around for no help No, no there won’t be any around Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy So you think you got a case And you think you know the score No you don’t wanna listen You can’t be told no more But wait’ll you get out there You better do it right ’cause the streets are lined with things that kill And they’re hidin’ in the night Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Feel that you can cut it You think you got the time They’ll only give you one chance Better get it right first time And the game you’re playing If you lose you gotta pay If you make just one wrong move You’ll get blown away Expect no mercy, expect no mercy Expect no merc

A Poem To My Dad
im sry that ur gone but i know your in a better place i wish i could turn back time and say goodbye but i know ur looking down on me and hoping for the best for me and your smiling cuz u love me and miss me RIP DAD 1952-2008

Star - Nazareth
Walkin’ alone at night in the cold rain Wond’rin if I will see you again In some corner light Runnin’ down the road in the warm sun Dreaming that I am still the one Resting by your side You took the road to fortune and fame Your name in lights I want you to know I still feel the same Star, I still love you I still love you Remembering when you played me that first song The first show that you asked me along Just to be around Workin’ so hard till you got that first break You said you could turn them around Give them something new You took the road to fortune and fame Your name in lights I want you to know I still feel the same Star, I still love you I still love you Got that photograph of you and me I hear your voice on the radio Will I ever lay with you again Nobody planned it we just seemed to drift now I always seem to have to leave Just as you come around But someday soon girl I just got to see I just gotta find out If we still have time

Love Leads To Madness - Nazareth
Do I feel alright? I’ll go antwhere you say you wanna to take me Save me, run away-ay-ay, steal away-ay-ay ’cause I feel alright I’ll do anything you say you wanna make me Take me, far away-ay-ay, run away-ay-ay We’ve been up all night Tryin’ to avoid a situation Hold me, let me feel your way ’cause I wanna stay Let them all start talkin’ We won’t give ourselves away Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Do you feel alright? An’ can you see me when you’re lookin’ in your mirror Crazy, try to find a way, so your heart don’t pay Run away-ay-ay Don’t you give yourself away Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Our love leads to madness Our lova leads to madness

Holiday - Nazareth
Drinkin' my wine, makes me feel fine, Gonna have me a holiday Poorman's party, rich man's daughter, Gettin' hotter and hotter. She's pushin' way too hard I don't want any part of her way Drinkin' my wine, makes me feel fine, Gonna have me a holiday. It's a holiday, it's a holiday Mama, mama, please no more jaguars I don't want to be a pop star Mama, mama, please no more deckhands I don't want to be a sailor man Mama, mama, please no more facelifts I just don't know which one you is Mama, mama, please no more husbands Drinkin' my wine, wastin' my time Hidin' out in my rented dream Lookin' for attention A cover story mention in Life magazine Ask the chauffeur who he knows Numbers he's got, lots of those. Drinkin' my wine, spendin' my time Tryin' to run from this halloween. It's a holiday, it's a holiday Mama, mama, please no more jaguars I don't want to be a pop star Mama, mama, please no more deckhands I don't wanna

Omfg Im So Fucking Pissed!
MOTHER FUCKER! I KNOW A PUSSY ASS BITCH THAT NEEDS TO GROW SOME FUCKING BALLS AND BE A 28 YEAR OLD MAN! I WAS SITTING HOME MINDING MY OWN FUCKING BUISNESS WHEN I GET A PHONE CALL. ITS TOMMY A 28 YEAR OLD MAN.... HE SAYS WHAT R U DOIN? I SAY NOTHING IM BORED SO HE SAYS WELL WANNA GO OUT AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS? ME BEING BORED I SAY SURE. SO HE COMES AND GETS ME AND WE GO TO THE BAR. WELL WE GET THERE AND WE SIT DOWN AT A GAME MACHINE THING AND WE PLAY FOR A WHILE THEN HE GETS UP AND SAYS ILL BRB IM GONNA STEP OUTSIDE AND MAKE A PHONE CALL. I SAY OK. WELL ABOUT 20 FUCKING MINUTES LATER I TURN AROUND AND DONT SEE HIM SO I GET UP AND GO LOOK OUTSIDE WHERE HE SAID HE'D BE. AND MOTHER FUCKER, I GET OUTSIDE AND THIS PUSSY'S CAR IS GONE! THIS COCK SUCKING DOUCHE BAG LEFT ME STRANDED AT THE MOTHER FUCKING BAR! IM SAYIN ITS EVEN COOL IF HE DONT LIKE ME BUT HE SHOULD HAVE SAID SO AND TOOK ME BACK HOME INSTEAD OF LEAVING ME STRANDED! SO IM SAYIN THAT THIS PUSSY NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP! HOW CHILDIS

Electric Cowboy
Saturday night APRIL 26th Electric Cowboy; West Denver's hottest new night time destination located in Westminster is now offering something for everyone. Whether its Country or Dance, socializing or just relaxing it's a good time for all at Electric Cowboy. Enjoy ice cold beer, a few games of pool, or just sit back and watch all of the action on the dancefloor, it's a Boot-Scootin', Toe-Tappin' good time. Electric Cowboy is nestled in Westminster at Hwy. 36 at the Sheridan Rd. exit, next to the Westminster Mall. Harlan & 88th. If interested please give me a shout! If I get enough interest I can set up maybe rooms at a near by hotel for rooms.

Guilty - Nazerath
Yes baby, I’ve been drinkin’ Shouldn’t come by anymore But I found myself in trouble darlin’ And I have no place else to go. I got some whiskey, from a bottle Got some cocaine, from a friend And I had to keep on movin’ darlin’ Till I was back in your arms again. And I’m guilty, I am guilty And I’ll be guilty for the rest of my life How come I’m never gonna do What I’m supposed to do Seems like everything I do Never turns out right That’s how it is with me darlin’ You know I just can’t stand myself But it takes a whole lot of medicine darlin’ For me to pretend that I’m somebody else.

The Wizard
He was the wizard of a thousand kings and a chance to meet him one night wondering. He told me tales and he drank my wine. Me and my magic man kinda feeling fine. He had a cloak of gold and eyes of fire. And as he spoke I felt a deep desire to free the world of its fear and pain and help the people to feel free again. Why don't we listen to the voices in our hearts? Cause then I know we'll find we're not so far apart. Everybody's got to be happy, everyone should see. For we know the joy of life and peace that love can bring. So spoke the wizard in his mountain home. The vision of his wisdom means we'll never be alone. And I will dream of my magic night and the million silver stars that guide me with their light.

Blog Of The Week.
Well, he surfaces every so often.About as much as the groundhog every Groundhogs Day. The pink Scrawny Pale Guy is back. Which means I'll be giving away 100 11's for 4 10's.....lol.It always happens.Except for when Per and Mina rated a bunch of my pics with 11's,but Per and Mina are a couple of sweethearts like that. I really dont have much to blog about.Things have been quiet around here. I changed the playlist to guitar virtuosos and deleted a bunch of friends and people I fanned that no longer have a Fubar accounts.Other than that,I havent done much of squat. Hope everyone has a Happy Easter. Dont forget to mark where you hid those eggs.I did that a couple years ago for my daughter and didnt find a bunch until it was too late.The smell was awful....lol!

Man Saves Another Man From Trains
Subway Miracle: Hero Beats Long Odds To Make Save Columbia U. Worker Leaps Across 3 Tracks During Rush Hour To Save Much Bigger Man Reporting Cindy Hsu NEW YORK (CBS) ¯ You're about to meet a subway hero, who jumped onto the tracks to save a man. But as CBS 2 HD has learned, his leap of faith was just the beginning. Veeramuthu Kalimuthu -- or Kali – is a mechanic at Columbia University. His recent actions make him a hero in the truest sense of the word. And if not for someone else coming forward to tell his story, the public would never know what he did on March 14. At around 5 p.m. that day he headed to the downtown No. 1 train at 116th Street in Morningside Heights to go home to Jamaica. "I heard everybody was screaming, you know, and everybody was running in different direction," Kalimuthu said. A man had fallen onto the tracks from the opposite platform, all the way on the other side of the station. "People were getting their cell phones out trying to call t

Drink, Steal, Swear & Lie
DRINK, STEAL, SWEAR & LIE I received this from a friend and he has A motto he lives by everyday. He said listen carefully and Live by these 4 rules : Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie. I was shaking my head 'no', but he then told me to listen While he explained his four rules. So here they are : 1.. "Drink" from the "everlasting cup" every day. 2.. "Steal" a moment to help someone that is in worse shape Than you are. 3.. "Swear" that you will be a better person today than Yesterday. 4.. And last, but not least, when you "lie" down at night Thank God you live in America and have freedom. I am not as good as I should be, I am not as good As I could be . But THANK GOD I am better than I used to be !

***my First Contest Please Help***
Hi everyone, I'm in my very first contest and I need all the help I can get! First person to get 50,000 comments wins or it closes April 18th. Winner gets their choice of a HH or 3 month VIP and I really want that VIP!!! So if everyone could please click on the link below and leave some comments on my pic that would be so awesome and I would greatly appreciate it! If you don't want to comment, just rate the pic. All rates count as 5 comments. Thank you!!!!

The Biopsy
Well, lets just say it was not fun, not fun at all. I won’t even give the nasty ass details on how they did it. Hopefully it comes back as being normal and such. However the thingy they found on my uterus is a diffrent story. The doctor is not quite sure what it is. And that has me a little worried. I know its probably nothing, and I am glad that he wants to make sure everything is okay. He gave me a few choices. One was to have and MRI to see if they can get a better picture of what ever that is. Second was a laprascopy. Or thrid and final, just rip it all out and let some scientist some where figure out what it is, and have me be totally done with all of this. Well, I think I am going to start off small. I have and MRI monday at 7 am. What fun, right? But I will let you all know what else happens. Thanks everyone for your thoughts and your prayers. It has been a hard time for me and my family. You people rock.

Life
Well I am sitting here and I am lost. Well baffled really. I have been booze free for 6 days now, which is a huge thing for me. And it seems that now that I am clean I am more alone than when I was out there boozing it up. I am devastated that it still consumes people I care a great deal about. So much that they have made the choice to keep boozing over keeping me. Talk about craping on my heart. And what sucks is it is like they don't even care that they are doing this to not only themselves but to me as well. Like oh hummmmm no biggy I still Have the bottle and thats all I need to be happy. I guess what kills me the most is that I feel like I am not good enough to stop drinking for. But, as a boozer trying to quit myself I realize that it is a disease hat consumes your life and all in it. You say ur don't have a problem, i only do it every now and then. But in all actualality you do it daily. Any whooo. I just needed to vent a little bit. It just kills me that when I was out boozin

This Was Made For My Wife And I By A Great Friend Pebblesinaz..show Her Some Love Plz
Two AMAZING people are celebrating their 21st Wedding Anniversary! We all know how completely special this is these days. So, please go wish them much fu love on this special day! You'll be glad you did. They are fantastic people and even better friends. Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar With Much Love: ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! Bite em both! BWAHAHA! Co-Founder of THE FREAK SHOW!@ fubar

What Uy Left Behind
welcome to my life welcome to my hell seems like i answer to everyones ringing bell who am i and why must i be here stuck with a memory and a bleeding fear bitter anger and hatred abound a rope around your neck and ill be found secluded thoughts of love that did fail my heart is trapped in the prison and you closed the cell a key hidden in your shameful way even without it ill my day you thought i was hidden and would never show praying for the day you memory will just go just go away i dont love you today my heart you cant borrow wishing you would die tomorrow ill lend you the gun ill stay not run i wanna laugh not cry as the blood from you will fly ill dance and ill smile coz your pain will just last a while the sun will shine for me for all of my day because now your gone and not in my way

Please Please
Come help me out in the happy hour contest I'm in. Would love all that can help to please help. If not me maybe someone that is cool like BIGDOG. I've been sick and would love to level some time soon. Anyone who helps me will get some 11's and if i got enough fubucks I'll give some of them out too. Here it is fokes my link pic. Click and help how ever much you can and thank you in advance and try to have fun with it.

Winds Blow
I have had many lives touch my own like a wind blowing in off the sea. Some were horrible thrashing winds that tore at my very soul. Some were so quiet I barely felt their breeze left upon my lips. Others were ordinary little gusts of wind that only caught my attention for a moment, their presence was felt and known but seemingly no impact from them was made. Some are like whirlwinds that seem to keep repeating. Other winds come rolling in feeling so good upon my face, my skin... deep touching winds felt on my very heart...warm winds. These are the best of winds. This type of wind lifts me up like a kite and allows me to dance upon the clouds. If only we could bottle the winds, bring them out when we want to feel certain feelings, when we need the comfort of the rustling wind....perhaps we could even use the storming winds, the dark winds to protect us? The stronger winds we could use for our worries,... just open the cap of the bottle and let the worri

Truth Of Love
the truth of love u can not see and you can not speak the truth of love will only break you and make you weak the truth of love can set you free the truth of love will never just let you be the truth of love is a beauty to behold the truth od love is worth more than gold the truth of love is an aching need the truth of love can make your heart bleed the truth of love can make your world sad the truth of love can leave you feling bad the truth of love can bring you to shame the truth of love can make you forget a name the truth of love you can never hide the truth of love had hidden rules to abide the truth of love in which u can not run away the truth of love can leave an neverending tear to stay the truth of love can brings you to tears of sorrow the truth of love can lift your spirits tomorrow the truth of love can make you or break you the truth of love can leave your world so blue the truth of love will lea

Bourbon Pecan Pie
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation The Crust 1 1/4 cups flour, all-purpose 1 teaspoon salt 4 tablespoons butter sweet, cold, cut up 3 tablespoons vegetable shortening cold 3 tablespoons water ice The Filling 3 large eggs beaten 1 cup sugar 1/2 cup corn syrup, light 1/2 cup corn syrup, dark 1/3 cup butter melted, unsalted 2 tablespoons bourbon whiskey 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup pecans chopped Directions 1. Crust - Place flour, sugar and salt in bowl of food processor. Pulse just to combine. Add butter and shortening. Pulse until mixture resembles coarse meal. With machine running, slowly pour in water. Process just until mixture begins to come together. Gently press dough into a ball. Wrap in plastic and refrigerate for 30 minutes. 2. On a lighly floured surface, roll out dough to fit a 9 in. plate. Place dough in plate and trim, crimp edges. 3. Preheat oven 375 degrees. 4. FILLING Whisk tog

Bourbon Chocolate Cake
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 1 package cake mix, chocolate with pudding 3 large eggs 1/2 cup bourbon whiskey 1/2 cup water cold 1/3 cup vegetable oil Frosting 1 pint heavy whipping cream 1/3 cup cocoa powder unsweetened 1/2 cup powdered sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 cup bourbon whiskey 1 cup nuts chopped Directions butter and flour two 9" round cake pans. Combine cake mix, eggs, bourbon, cold water and vegetable oil in large bowl of mixer. Beat for 2 minutes on high speed until very light. Pour into pans. Bake at 350~ for 30 minutes or until tests done. Cool in pans 10 minutes. Remove. Cool completely. Split layers in half horizontally. Spread frosting over each cake layer. Sprinkle with walnuts. Stack layers. Cover sides with frosting. Chill at least 2 hours. FROSTING: In large mixing bowl, combine whipping cream, cocoa, powdered sugar and vanilla. Beat until stiff then

I Miss You
I TIHNK OF THAT DAY AND THE DRIVE THAT I TOOK THE WAY YOU WONMY HEART WITH ONE SIMPLELOOK AN ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS THE REASON FOR MY DREAMS BUT IN ONE SIMPLE SECOND NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS I MISS THE SMILEON YOUR FACE THATS THE SUN IN MY DAY THE WORDS I LOVE YOU BABY IS ALL YOU HADTO SAY I MISS THE FEELING OF YOU NEAR ME I JUST NEED YOU TO HEAR ME OF ALL THAT IVE LOST AND ALL THATS GONE AWAY THE MEMORY OF YOU I PRAY WILL ALWAYYS STAY I MISS YOU I LOOK TO THE SKY THAT SEEMS TO NEVER BE CLEAR ALWAYS A DARK CLOUD ABOVE ME I WISH YOU WERE HERE I TOOK YOUR PICTURE FROM THE DRAWER IM MISSING YOU MORE THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE REMEBERING THAT DAY EVERYTHING IS IN MY HEART AS I WATCHED YOU WALKED AWAY I MISS THE FEEL OF YOUR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND MESO TIGHT I MISS THE WAY YOU SAYMY ANGEL GOODNIGHT THE WORDS I LOVE YOU BABY ARE WHAT I WAKE UP TO THIS SEEMS SO UNREAL THIS CANT REALLY BE TRUE WHERE ARE YOU TONIGHT AND CAN YOU HEAR ME I MISS YOU THE REASONS ARE UNKNOWN THE

Banana Daiquiri 2
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 1 each banana cut up 1 1/2 ounces light rum 1 1/2 ounces liqueur banana flavor 1 tablespoon lemon juice 2 teaspoons sugar superfine 6 each ice cubes 2 slices banana Directions Place banana, rum, banana liqueur, lemon juice, sugar and ice cubes in food processor or blender. Process until ice is crushed and banana is smooth. Pour into 2 stemmed glasses. Garnish each with banana slice.

Bailey's Irish Cream Cake
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 1 pkg cake mix, yellow 4 ounces pudding mix, instant chocolate 3/4 cups vegetable oil 1/8 cup water 1/4 cup vodka 3/8 cups liqueur irish cream style 4 large eggs Directions Combine cake mix, pudding mix, oil, water, vodka, liqueur and eggs in bowl. Beat until smooth. Pour into greased and floured 10 inch Bundt pan. Bake at 350 F 40 to 50 minutes or until done. Remove from pan and cool completely. Mix a glaze of Bailey's and powdered sugar to a thick consistency and drizzle over cake.

Says It All...
The time is now too bring this out... We have helped many many people level -up. We don't ask for much a simple thank you. A Thank You goes along way more then most of you will ever think. If would be nice for once and awhile too get love returned too the levelers as well. This is not for everyone. But this week we leveled alot of people at least 10 a day so you figure thats 70 level ups .Out of all of those 70 level ups want too know how many took time too return anything not even 10. For those that are approaching GodFather Level and higher we pimp out in higher amounts and you have all been watching the GodFather Sticky's and you just show up on our page so we can see your status as too what you need you rate nothing, and not even leave a profile comment..But yet you want help getting there. I have always been Drama -Free but enough is enough. Too many are now saying they dont want too help because some and this is not too all people can't even say thank you. So at th

Bacardi Chocolate Rum Cake
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 1 package cake mix, chocolate 1 package pudding mix, instant chocolate, (4 servings) 4 large eggs 1/2 cup dark rum 1/2 cup water cold 1/2 cup vegetable oil 1 1/2 cups milk cold 1/2 cup dark rum 1 package pudding mix, instant chocolate, (4 servings) 1 package whipped topping, prepared (single envelope) Directions Heat Oven to 350F. Grease and flour 2 9" cake pans. Combine first 6 ingredients in large bowl. Blend well then beat on medium for 2 minutes. Pour into prepared cake pans. Bake for 30 mintues, or until done. Set aside to cool completly before frosting. In chilled bowl, mix remaining 4 ingredients. Mix well, then beat on high speed (whip cream) until light and fluffy. Cut each layer horizontally and frost.

Almond Flavored Tequila Liqueur
Ingredients Amount Ingredient Preparation 8 ounces almonds unpeeled dark, roasted see note 1/2 each vanilla bean split 3 inch cinnamon stick 1 bottle tequila gold 2 tablespoons piloncillo syrup spicy, see other recipe 1/4 teaspoon almond extract Directions Note: Place nuts on baking sheet in 325-degree preheated oven and toast until dark brown, turning occasionally. When done, remove from pan to prevent overcooking. Coarsely chop nuts. Place in jar along with the vanilla bean and cinnamon stick. Cover with tequila and steep for 2 weeks in cool, dark place, shaking gently occasionally (a murky sediment is natural). Strain several times through paper coffee filters. Add syrup and almond extract in small increments, tasting after each addition, until satisfied with flavor. Pour into sterilized dark-colored jar: allow to set for 2 weeks, adding more syrup if needed. Pour into pretty decorative jars for gifts. Serve either poured into hot coffe

It's Been A While
This week was bonus week at work!!!! yeah!! I bought my yearly splurge (a new Coach tote) and put the rest into savings for Steve's boat and our trip to Disneyland. My sister called last night and she is being induced on Tuesday. I will finally by an aunt!!!! They are evicting the poor little guy a week early because he is getting too big. He doesn't have a name yet either. I guess I will have to keep calling him "LG" (little guy) for a little while longer. I am going over there to see them next weekend. I am spending a week there to help her out and get my holding time in with LG!! Love to all my friends!!

Freaking Clicks On Here
ok so if you graduated highschool raise ur hand. yea that's what i thoguht people on here need to grow up and get out of the clicks crap. it's old and childish. i'm here to have fun and that's it. i'm done with the jealously over the freaking internet. grow up and move on........

Please Please Help My Friend!
My friend is in a happy hour contest and he needs your help. Please Comment bomb his pick at the link below. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&albumid=855786&i=3617105720&idx=20 All help is needed and appreciated. Please take 2 minutes even and just give 10 quick comments. Thank you very much for your support.

I Left "sisters 4 Life" Here Is Why!
Read from the bottom up, she also treated my good friend Micki like sh*t, she told me I use people lmao yeah ok, all I do is help people, cant stand people that act like no one has a brain but them, if u dont like what I have to say about this group then remove me, I dont care! Anyone that is close to me knows I wanted to start bad girlz/boyz 4 life! for along time, but she thinks im copyin her, at least I didnt start a bombing family for my own personal gain like she did! ->SuperStarr...: u make urself look bad not me, and everyone that knows me, would laugh at u saying i use people SuperStarr...: you people sure know how to create drama! SuperStarr...: go ahead and post a blog copy cat!!! ->SuperStarr...: omg I use people lmao all I do is help people u dont know me SuperStarr...: oh yeah your so tough..... using people for your own gain...... I HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT NICE TO YOU ->SuperStarr...: NO its not ->SuperStarr...: I mean really where do u get off acting like sumone

I Hear You
i hear you calling my name, i feel you reaching for me, i know the pain, but try as i might, i cant get to you today. someone is between us and wont let me through, and the wall is toohigh to climb over. i need you as much as you need me, and i cant tell you. i sense you near but i cant touch you. i feel confusion, panic and pain, youre wondering why im not there. but baby, i am, i just cant get to you. i have never left your side, not since one magical night. its not me staying away, but someone who wants me to stay away from you. i know you are tired, and that you hurtm and i want to share your pain, if only i could get through. do not fear, my love, for i am always here. i have not abandoned you, for my love is true and eternal.

Flyte3-21
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH U

3 Free Beers
at dinner. i went with 2 friends to a pizza place for dinner. i was of course in usual attire, ripped jeans, slayer t shirt and chain wallet. the other two were dressed up. we sit down and the waitress immediatly saus wicked shirt followed by "dont i know you". we talk a little then she takes our drink orders, the other two reply cokes. i jokeingly ask whats on draft. she tells me and i ask for Bud light. she then asks my age, i say 21. she then asks my real age, i say 19 i mean 21. she says ok. the other two look at me in anstonishment. she brings us our orders. we eat, talk a little more. after ordimg my 3rd beer and asking for the ticket. we get it. there was the pizza and their cokes on it. no beer charged. we pay, and hang around as we arent finished with the drinks yet. she gets off work and sits next to me. we talk about music and other stuff. shes pretty cool. so i ask what days she works. she tells me that we should hang out sometime. so i get her number. what an awesome nigh

Contest Need Help Please
I am in a comment contest. I need 25K. 1st place gets HH, 2nd place gets VIP for a month, and 3rd place gets a 7 day blast. If you can help me out here is the link to start commenting. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1431645&i=2050624431 Thank you in advance.

Stud Rooster
A farmer brought a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, 'OK old fart, time for you to retire.' The old rooster replies, 'Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these chickens. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?' The young rooster says, 'Beat it: I am taking over.' The old rooster says, 'I tell you what, young stud. I will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets the exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop.' The young rooster laughs. 'You know you don't stand a chance, old man. So, just to be fair, I will give you a head start.' The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front porch of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He is only about 5 feet behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanwhile, is sitting in his usual spot on the front porch when he

Thought For The Day Friday 03/21/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "I try pleasing everyone, to no avail. No action, no understanding, no compassion, no consideration extends beyond the moment is is offered. Yes at times, even that brilliant instant when the pure heart reaches out, it is brushed aside with little regard for the genuality it brings with it. Please everyone? Surely, it would take a better man than I. Many are those whose sight is deeper, whose intent, more pure and genuine. The lonely man in heart, stands aside from his own feelings and offers them all to appease those who fill it, to validate their place within it. To reach within them, to fill their hearts with all he is inside. For all he is, is all he has. It is all he will ever be, alone. This he will always be inside" ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

A Bitch And An Ass
A Bitch and an Ass There are times I just sit and watch the things you do. Taking a moment to see just how amazing you truly are. You look up and see me looking at you. There’s nothing wrong love, I’m just watching with my heart. I see you drift off into those thoughts. You know the ones you try to convince me are nothing. I don’t worry though, I know you will be back before long. Finding me sitting here, waiting; loving. Fuck it baby listen to me speak to you the truth. I don’t spend my life loving half ass. The day we met I gave my heart to you. Life began again and I’ve never looked back! Dreams may end with the dawn of day. Anger can rob the light of the stars at night. Tears do drain the care in ones soul away. But love brings it all back stronger, alive! Yes maybe you can be a bitch. And also true I can be a royal pain in the ass. But that’s why we work, we fit. Fuck every one else if they don’t understand! Wouldn’t they really shit if they only

Bullshit-plain & Simple!!
ok....i've just about had all i can take!!! is this or is it not an adult website? if it is, then please tell me why the hell it's so full of holier than thous who can't wait to flag a freaking pic nsfw? my God! on a daily basis, i see women who are just barely covering their boobs...yet that's all fine & well...what if i find that offensive? my son's default pic was just flagged.....stupid childish people...why don't ppl go back to myspace if they can't take it where the big kids play?

If You Ever Read Anything Of Mine. This Is One Thing I Want You To Read.
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. TO RECEIVE PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS LIKE THIS IS AMAZING.. Well here I am again.. I told you I was dedicated and now I wanna take the time to Thank everyone that has been sending in there pictures and prayers for Cameron. And there are so many more. I will be posting some each time I make a new Bull

First Ever Happy Hour Contest!!
So, I am in my FIRST Happy Hour Contest and need all the help I can get. First 50,000 comments win!! Thanks in advance to all of you who help!! MUCH LUV!! The Bitch Your Mom Warned You About!! @ fubar

So Called Friends
for those of u who call urslef my friends, UR NOT. i trusted u with secrets and thought of u as my best friends. and now u pull shit like u did ( and who this blog is to u knw who u r) i WILL not talk to u again and forget me. because i have forgot u i have no reason to ever talk to u again, NONE i will not be in ur life nor will u b in mine. thanks for being my enemy. its true what they say keep ur friends close keep ur enemies closer or my kids (when i have them), i don't want shit to do with u EVER!!!

Infiltrated Un-intelligence.
Ok, really, this just made me laugh. I'll admit, it's not many a friday night when I'm feeling bored enough to actually start a ruckus with people. Unfortunately, I had hoped for a real debate. Instead, I was blessed with someone fixated on whores. I even bothered to screenshot most of this, but alas, I'm not motivated enough to cut out the conversation of the "innocents", therefore, I took an easy route of copy and paste. It did give me the benefit of putting things in proper order, instead of forcing everyone to the bottom to read up. The screenshots will be worth it though, I feel they'll make for some fantastic html comments later. I'll pre-apologize now, most of you know what a grammatical bitch I am, yet somehow, talking to 3 people on here, and 3 others in other windows kept me from rereading and retyping half of what I wrote. To keep this slightly entertaining, I'll side note in this conversation with :: random thought :: those sorts of marks, so we know when I

Mom
In October my mother was diagnosed with Breast cancer. It was but wasn't a shock to her. Her grandmother and her mother both had it and passed away from it. What did shock her was how far advanced it was when she was able to see the dr. On December 21, 2007 she had a radical masectomy of the right side performed. She was home the same day and had NO pain at all. She was well enough to attend Christmas Eve Services at church. In January she had a port installed by her heart for the chemo treatments. Right now she is on a treatment plan of 4 chemo treatments in 12 week period. On the week she doesn't have chemo she has to get a shot to produce white blood cells. The day after she has the chemo she has to have a shot. We don't know which is worse... the shot or the chemo. All we know is that the physically active woman we love is now only able to stay up for just a few hours at a time. I know this is a lot to take in a short blog... but what I am trying to get at is.. .

Thank You!!
We did it!!! I finally made it to Fuberlord, and I could not have done it without all the help I recieved. It is nearly impossible for me to thank every single person that helped me level, so I am just going to do it here. TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME LEVEL....THANK YOU!!! If you would like any love back, or help leveling yourself, just send me a fumail. There are a few ppl I do want to thank and have everyone spank in return *hehehehe* Thank you soooo much for all the help you gave me hun :) From simple ratings, to even commenting on all my photos. *Spank him hard, he deserves LOTS of luv!* Woody(please sign my guestbook) And to my fu-owner, thank you soo much for sending everyone over to help me out. I don't know if I would have been able to do so fast without your help:) ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO rated I know there are ton more ppl, but like I said, it is just impossible for me to keep up with everyone. Drop me a message if you

Soulmates
SOULMATES As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you've held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day.This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of warmth through your body fe

Complications
I love my best friend to death, there's no denying that. But there are days, much like today, (ha that rhymed) where I feel bad for wanting to include her in every aspect of my life. I had made plans to meet up with a someone at the mall and at the last minute I thought, hey why not bring the bff with me, we'll have fun. Well we did, for a short period of time before everything changed and she just disappeared on me. Nothing hurts me more than when someone drifts away right in front of me. Sometimes I feel bad for wanting to include my best friend in every aspect of my life, but can you blame me, she's the only friend I've got even if she doesn't feel the same way back.

To The Man Who Has My Heart.
I love you so much baby, you have made me so happy. I love you for not changing, for staying the same man I fell for. I find myself still falling for you as each day goes on. I can't help but wake up each morning more in love with you than I was the day before. You are so wonder baby, how did I get so lucky to have you? I love the way you make me feel, I love the way you hold me tight. I love the way we fit together so perfectly. I love the fact that you are always there when I need you. Baby you truely are the best thing in my life. Thank you Nic, you have shown me what love really is, how it feels to have someone who really cares for me. You have given me everything I have ever wanted. I love you so much, more than words could ever say.

"my Heart Cries Out"
Is there a man out there who can love me and respect me for the way God created me to be? I try so hard to find him but the men seem to only want a woman who are trim and slim. My heart cries out everyday wanting my true love to come my way, all I seem to meet are men who want to play. It hurts so much not to have a mans loving touch. I'm truly a sweetheart but at the same time a target for men to rip my heart apart. Here again another day all alone, feeling the heartache and loneliness right through my skin to the bone. Written By Lisa March 21, 2008

Update On Jeff Hardy's House
March 20, 2008 - Thursday Matt Hardy Offical Myspace Site http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=152686889 Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old rec

My First Fubar Contest.
Please help comment bomb me. I'm in my first fubar contest ever and trying to win a HH. Any help with comments for the contest will be appreciated greatly. Thank you everyone. Here is a link to my pic that needs the comments. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&albumid=855786&i=3617105720&idx=20

Finally =p
We will be moving into our new apartments no later than Wednesday =D Ari will have her own room, and YAY! They’re around 1,100 square feet, I don’t really remember, it could have been a little more.... Buuuut, we won’t have internet for awhile =/ Oh well, I’m just happy. We’re doing very good, our credit is slowly becomming great =D Slowly =p But that’s okay. Though it hasn’t happened yet, I am confident that I will soon be going to school, I just need to get a freaking ride to the ged classes!!! But, I’m not worried about it, I know it will happen. I’ve seen too many things not happen in my life to keep me motivated =p in no longer than 5 years, I will be a nurse, and I’m pretty sure Ari can look forward to a stable life. I was pretty scared for awhile, but, I feel like everything is going to be okay =D Now I just need to get better clothes.... That doesn’t have anything to do with any of that, I just like buying clothes =p Ugh. I’m such a freakin’ girl. It’s okay,

My Ems Theme Song
Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live? Can you take what you need, but take less than you give? Could you close every day, without the glory and fame? Could you hold your head high, when no one knows your name? That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say. We say goodbye, but never let go. We live, we die, cause you can't save every soul. Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who; Will never look back, never look down, and never let go. Can you lose everything, you ever had planned? Can you sit down again, and play another hand? Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone? Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone? That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say. We say goodbye, but never let go. We live, we die, cause you can't save every soul. Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who; Will never look back, never look down, and never let go. Never l

Do You Have Any Suggestions?
You know.. I don't get Men. Sometimes you love em.. sometimes you hate em.. but you just can't live without em! Sometimes they are so fucking complicated and are so not understandable. They don't get women.. just like we don't get them. How come they can never understand what you are trying to tell them without taking what you are saying in a negative way. I mean, you bring anything up to them and they think you are bitching at them when you are just trying to talk. How can a woman get a man to understand her? I guess that could take like a million years or more for them to be able to. I don't think a man could ever understand a woman unless they become one themselves and that don't happen too often. I think I'm done venting for now.. if you have any suggestions.. PLEASE TELL ME!!!

Ty From "mrs. Extra! Extra!" Yw Hun Glad I Could Help :)
These people all helped me level to Godmother tonight. I can't even put in to words what I am feeling right now. Everyone was so generous and spent a lot of time rating me today and I appreciate it so much! A special thanks goes to BooBoo for bringing all her Shadow Levelers to help me out! ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Another special thanks goes out to Brandi for making a bulletin to pimp me out to everyone. I love her to pieces. GaMerKiTTeN *Chriz's Muddie*@ fubar Thanks to Alix for buying me a blast to help me level! Licks@ fubar Thanks Baby Boo for all the FuBling you gave me throughout the day and at the very end to help it all happen! ♥ ßåßy ßºº™ ♥ Fu Owned By: Laidbackguy@ fubar Finally, thanks to all these people below that took time out of their day to make my day. I love you all! Kris10-izeD@ fubar chriz *GaMerKiTTens Muddie*@ fubar Jables@ fubar maxi93@ fubar

Putting Peeps Over Like Rover...
OK Don't take offense if I leave you out, but, all my friends mean something to me. D - Wow. You know just what to say, when I need it...thank you. Mikey - What can I say? You're the big brother I never had - but yet the brother I DO have. Thanks for everything man - you ROCK! Purr/Tif - Again, what can I say? You're a special friend, someone I know I can look to to put a big smile on my face. Especially when I am not expecting it. Everybody who talks to me on a regular basis, from level 5 to the top of fubar - YOU ROCK!

1967
I know it's long, but I promise you'll learn something So its 2008 and it hit me that probably one of, if not the most significant year in music to me was 40 years ago, (even though I am also very passionate about the 80's). I often think about wishing that I was in my late teens to mid twenties in the late 60's to early 70's. With the physical appearance of long hair, a bandanna as a head band, aviator sunglasses, ripped up jeans with paint on them , t- shirt, just my guitar strapped across my chest chillin on the curb side of sunset blvd. Let me first state that during this realization it pissed me off to have to face the state of rock music or all music in this century. If you are a rock fan after I explain this you will relize just how weak the music of today actually is. The most valiant parrallel (closest thing) to the late 60s was the early 90's. In my opinion there is no band today that is as talented or believable (passionate) as the bands of yester years. It blows my mind

Continued Support For Cameron..
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. TO RECEIVE PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS LIKE THIS IS AMAZING.. Well here I am again.. I told you I was dedicated and now I wanna take the time to Thank everyone that has been sending in there pictures and prayers for Cameron. And there are so many more. I will be posting some each time I make a new Bull

Marmalade-glazed Orange Cheesecake
1. 20 vanilla snaps or wafers (see Ingredient note) 2. 1 tablespoon canola oil 3. 2 1/2 cups low-fat (1%) cottage cheese 4. 12 ounces reduced-fat cream cheese (not nonfat), cut into pieces 5. 2/3 cup granulated sugar 6. 1/3 cup packed light brown sugar 7. 1/4 cup cornstarch 8. 1 large egg 9. 2 large egg whites 10. 1 cup nonfat or low-fat plain yogurt 11. 4 teaspoons freshly grated orange zest 12. 2 tablespoons orange juice 13. 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 14. 2 tablespoons orange marmalade 15. 2 tablespoons orange liqueur or orange juice 16. 1 seedless orange, scrubbed and thinly sliced 17. Mint sprigs Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 210 kcal * Carbohydrates: 27 g * Dietary Fiber: 0 g * Fat: 6 g * Protein: 8 g * Sugars: 22 g Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Coat a 9-inch s

Chocolate Chip Angel Food Cake
1. 3 ounces bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, coarsely chopped 2. 1 cup cake flour 3. 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar 4. 13 large egg whites 5. 1 teaspoon cream of tartar 6. 1/4 teaspoon salt 7. 1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract 8. 1 cup granulated sugar, plus 9. 2 tablespoons granulated sugar 10. 3 large egg whites 11. 1/2 teaspoon cream of tartar 12. Pinch of salt 13. 3 teaspoons pure vanilla extract Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 419 kcal * Carbohydrates: 86 g * Dietary Fiber: 1 g * Fat: 3 g * Protein: 9 g * Sugars: 71 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. Position a rack in the lower third of the oven and preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Pulse the chocolate in a food processor until finely ground; reserve. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour and 3/4 cup of the sugar until combined; reserve. 2. In the bowl of a mixer fitted with a whisk, mix the egg whites, cream of tartar and sal

Angel Food Cake With Three-berry Compote
1. 10 large egg whites, at room temperature 2. 1 1/2 teaspoons cream of tartar 3. 3/4 cup granulated sugar 4. 1/4 teaspoon pure vanilla extract 5. 1 cup cake flour 6. 3/4 cup confectioners' sugar 7. 1/4 teaspoon salt 8. 2 pints strawberries, sliced 9. 2 pints raspberries 10. 1 pint blackberries 11. 1/2 cup granulated sugar 12. 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 269 kcal * Carbohydrates: 62 g * Dietary Fiber: 7 g * Fat: 0 g * Protein: 5 g * Sugars: 39 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. MAKE THE CAKE: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. In the bowl of a standing electric mixer, beat the egg whites at medium-high speed until frothy. Add the cream of tartar and beat until firm peaks form. Add the granulated sugar, 2 tablespoons at a time, beating for 10 seconds before adding more. Beat in the vanilla. Once all of the sugar has been added, beat the whites at high speed un

I Am The Show!!!!!!!
OOOOOOPPPPPS Guess I made myself out to be more than I am. I'm a durty Irish comedain who shouldn't even be on Fubar. If you want to see the show and have a spare 10 minutes leave a comment and I will send the GEO show your way. I hope it makes you laugh. See you soon. g!

Moving
Wanted to let everyone know that I will not be on here much after wednesday March 26th, I am Moving that day to Ashtabula Ohio yay me. lol I will let you all know when i am done moving and setled in. Lots of love yo you all. Happy Easter as well hugssssss ~n~ kissessssss

Happy Anniversary!
Two AMAZING people are celebrating their 21st Wedding Anniversary! We all know how completely special this is these days. So, please go wish them much fu love on this special day! You'll be glad you did. They are fantastic people and even better friends. Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar With Much Love: ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! Bite em both! BWAHAHA! Co-Founder of THE FREAK SHOW!@ fubar

Random Thing I Wrote
i know that im awake but yet the touch of a single object does no justice i am numb numb to the touch my head is still but yet i can not concentrate sitting alone in a cold, dark room seems like the place to be i can see light but i just cannot seem to reach outside there is sunlight and bright blue skies if only i could reach but until then ill sit here til the earth turns dark and grey

I Did It!!!!
Well I mdae it into Indiana State University. I recieved my acceptance letter yesterday. I am on such a natural high right now. This is the second greastest thing that has ever happened to me. Things are finally starting to look good for a change.

Homeless
Well my unemployement will run out soon. And I still have no job. I guess that means I will be homeless and living out on the street. Lucky me I guess. Thats the way my life goes. Just when things are great, something stomps a mud hole in my life. Thier can’t possibly be a God. If thier was, life wouldn’t suck so bad. I wonder if i can find a nice cardboard box to live in. Yes I posted this before. And it got erased some how.

I Hate Reality Tv
Anyone else sick of all the reality crap on TV? Pretty soon it will just be down to one show called ‘Who Hasn’t Been on TV yet’ and it’ll be me, three Amish guys, and the WNBA all-stars. And there’s nothing real about them. Let’s put up a bunch of unemployed college kids rent-free in a condo, and call it The Real World. Any college kids live like that? You want real, make those 10 losers share a 3-bedroom house, hit the plasma center for food money and have a kegger to make rent. The Bachelor - one guy dating 25 beautiful women, yeah, that’s real. How about a show where a guy tries to date two women without either finding out. There’s a show. The Bachelorette - a woman using a bunch of guys to get free dinners and gifts? That never happens. The Nanny shows - great idea to reward shitty parenting by paying them to be on TV. And how bad would that piss you off to spend months working your ass off on a great show like ‘Friday Night Lights’ only to realize five times as many pe

Tainted Love
So many groups have done this song does it really matter who sings it now? I still love it Sometimes I feel I've got to run away I've got to get away From the pain You drove into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I think I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I run from you This tainted love you've given Give you all a girl could give you Take my tears And thats not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to run away I've got to get away You don't really want anymore from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight And you'll think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I run from you This tainted love you've given Give you all a girl could give you Take my tears And thats not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I can not stand it when you tease I love you though you hur

Buttons - Pussycat Dolls
I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh) But you keep fronting (Uh) Saying what you going do to me (Uh huh) But I ain't seen nothing (Uh) I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh) But you keep fronting (Uh) Saying what you going do to me (Uh huh) But I ain't seen nothing (Uh) Typical Hardly the type I fall for I like when the physical Don't leave me asking for more I'm a sexy mama (mama) Who knows just how to get what I wanna (wanna) What I want to do is spring this on you (on you) Back up all of the things that I told you (told you) You've been saying all the right things all night long But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off Baby, can't you see? (see) How these clothes are fitting on me (me) And the heat coming from this beat (beat) I'm about to blow I don't think you know I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh) But you keep fronting (Uh) Saying what you going do to me (Uh huh) But I ain't seen nothin

To A Great Owner
GO AND F/R/A THIS WONDERFUL PERSON DJ YUM YUM SHES WORTH THE TRIP A HEART OF GOLD AND A WONDERFUL ATTITUDE SO IF YOUR READING THIS STOP AND GO F/R/A DJ YUM YUM SHE DESERVES CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THIS WONDERFUL WOMANS PAGE AND WHILE YOUR AT IT GO AND F/R/A HER AWESOME HUSBAND KIDD ROCK http://www.fubar.com/user/1562053 dj yum yum http://www.fubar.com/user/1431645 kidd rock IT

Meaning Of Life
For aeons people have been baffled by one eternal and everpresent question that has been torturing us with its mystery: what is the meaning of life? Is there a reason that each one of us is brought on upon this earth? Thousands of great minds have pondered on this question, thousands of books have been written, and religions have been found, all ending in a failure to find this golden goose. However, is it possible that there is an answer to this riddle that lies right under our noses? And it is much less complicated and frustrating than people make it out to be? What if...there is no meaning to life? What if, like amoebas in a pond, we are just biological products, overly evolved and adaptive, but nothing more than that? Can it be that while we tend to think of ourselves as higher beings, able to feel emotions and manipulate our minds and actions based on the consequences, it is nothing but highly developed survival instincts? Much like a light reflex in our pupils, or a baby's inna

My Last Goodbye
Well this is it i guess. Got done doing my last Show on fubar possibly ever but who knows. Turning the net off in a few days. Going to Iraq in 2 weeks. Been active on fubar for almost 2 years. Don't really know if i accomplished much. Sure I did some good shows. Worked for many of great stations and lounges. Made some people laughed, and made some great friends. But I guess its all over now. Nothing more. I'm going to keep my fubar up for a little while in case anyone wants to say hi or goodbye. I knew i was taking this seriously when for the first time in over a year i didn't record my show on air, guess i didn't want to remember that i had a last show. I love all my friends and good bye till an unknown time and date. Jester aka Steve

Love Walked In - Thunder
So tired of waiting I walked an empty land, I was looking for something to help me understand, But bad luck kept turning, My dreams into sand, I didn't want pity, I had my share of friends, I wanted somebody, More special than the rest, I was aching inside, Like I was approaching the end, Just about that moment, The timing was so right, You appeared like a vision, Sent down to my life, I thought I was dreaming, When I saw you that night, That's when love walked in through my door, That familiar feeling I had once before, Love walked in through my door, And it felt so strange, It's hard to remember being on my own, That kind of loving makes a hard man lose control, But I sleep so much better, Now I'm not alone, So promise me baby, You're always gonna stay, I don't think I could take it, Seeing you walk away, You don't need to doubt it, I remember that day, That's when love walked in through my door, I found just what I wanted, But I got so mu

The Realm Of Fire: Summer
The Realm of Fire: Summer Fire, with creative and destructive power contained within every flame, is likely the most challenging element. Fire represents transformation, both in substances that burn and in the environment around it, as the flames supply both light and heat. It burns with passion and energy reflected in the human spirit – the purity of fire is akin to our motivation and will, the drive to succeed and shine in our own light. Through the light of fire we receive the illumination we need to follow our paths, giving us the energy to refine our passions and strive for our goals. Fire can leap up and die down again just as suddenly, bringing spontaneity in its flames. It is called the “living element” as its dance is reminiscent of our own dance of life. In the summer, the heat of the Sun’s fire is most present, and the energy of the fire fills our bodies and our lives. We spring into activity, motivated by the increased light to do more, and express the fire of our

Fyi
Ok I am moving tomarrow..... My dsl is up till tomarrow morning might be on for a few not sure. I got my dsl to stay on for another day..lol helps working for the company...get to have friends in low places lmao I am supposed to have my uverse on monday at the new place....so leave lots of love this weekend on my page please and I will return the favor when I get back on line....And IF everything goes as planned I should be back on monday nite... love to all....muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Knocking On Deaths Door
Where to begin and where to end. To make this short. I have a sister 2yrs younger than I. She was admitted into Mother Francis Hospital a week and 3 days ago. She almost killed herself on alcohol. Her level was 369 in her system. She had nothing else to keep her body going. Her liver was shot to hell. She has what is called hepetitis of the liver and sorosis. Her brain has shrunk and brain cells fried. This woman weights 110 pounds. Just think of her weight and she is 5'2 in height. At first we were not given a good diagnosis of her making it. Then it went to 50/50. She will never be the same sister I know and love. I Thank God ever day she is still with us. Pray she asks for the help she needs. Her whole family is behind getting the help all the way. We will do what is needed for her. We have only asked her to do what she must to keep her with us. They give her a year if she touches anymore alcohol. Pray she makes the right choice

Skanks
Lol..it has come to my attention..that skanks do not like me. Is it that I am NOT a skank? Or is it that, because they ARE skanks...they assume that I am too..and therefore will try to steal their skanky boyfriends? LMAO..thoughts to ponder..

A Perfect Day With You
Author: Angela Morrell As I sit here thinking of you, Which is something I often do, I think of how you make me feel inside. Loving you brings to me such pride, I love you deeper then the earths core; Yet every second I find myself loving you more. I love your smile, your laugh, your touch; Your kisses awaken my saddened heart. I wait to see you pull in the drive, After all these years I still get that tingle inside, I lay beside you at night, my arms around you; It is the perfect way to end the day through. To wake up beside you at the sound of the alarm, It is now me who is in your arms, I start each day perfect with seeing your face, I end each day perfect with you in my embrace. All the time in between while we're apart; I miss you terribly, but it is a perfect day, For I carry you in my heart.

And The Winners Are........
I would like to thank you all for making my first contest fun, successful and drama free...wooohoooo. I had a blast! NOW FOR THE ANNOUNCEMENT OF THE WINNERS....DRUM ROLL PLEASE....LOL First place of ONE MILLION FU$$$ goes to: DJ_TEXASCOYOTEMIKE ~SECURITY OFFICER FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD ~'OWNER OF REBELS BAR@ fubar Second place of 500K FU$$$ goes to: ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE FOR LIFE~*S*U*P*~READ MY PROFILE~@ fubar Third place of 250K FU$$$ goes to: AsianGem*Co-Owner Of Bi Chicks That Rock Lounge-Owned By BFGMAN*@ fubar Fourth place of 100K FU$$$ goes to: ~pinkbacardi~@ fubar Bonus For Rates of 50K FU$$$ goes to: ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE FOR LIFE~*S*U*P*~READ MY PROFILE~@ fubar CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU ALL AND THANK YOU SO MUCH! I WILL BE SENDING OUT ALL OF YOUR FUBUCKS IMMEDIATELY! :) This Million $$$ FuBuck Contest Was Brought To You By ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar

Oneness (religion & Spirituality)
One of the great ironies of human nature is the fact that the very structure intended to enrich our relationship with God is the one thing which divides us most as a human family. For countless eons, more wars have been fought on religious principles than for any other reason. Even to this day, wars, bloodshed, political battles, and countless examples of our inhumanity to one another are commonplace as one group tries to instill (or enforce) its belief systems, its politics, or the supremacy of its God onto the lives of others. These conflicts are not simply between various religions but are also within each denomination. There are sects within Christianity, Buddhism, Judaism, Hinduism, Islam- The first lesson for six months should be One-One-One- One; Oneness of God, oneness of man's relation, oneness of force, oneness of time, oneness of purpose, Oneness in every effort-Oneness- Oneness! Reading 900-429 within every religion!-many convinced that they ar

Reincarnation
During forty-three years of his adult life, Edgar Cayce (1877–1945) gave more than 14,000 psychic dissertations, called readings, on a variety of subjects. In 1901, at the age of 24, Edgar Cayce gave the first reading for himself, diagnosing a health condition, but it really wasn’t until 1923 that the subject of reincarnation was explored in a reading given to a printer from Ohio. (Interestingly enough, the concept had been mentioned in a prior reading given as early as 1911, but no one among Cayce’s associates was familiar with the idea, so the reference wasn’t recognized as such for decades.) The printer had already obtained successful readings for two members of his family when he asked for a horoscope reading. Toward the end of that reading [5717-1] the sleeping Cayce spoke the curious sentence: “he was once a monk.” That statement opened the door to a whole new area of research and investigation – the topic of reincarnation. Cayce had already proven himself repeatedly with th

A Knight In Shining Armor
Jimm, You are everything this poem says...I love you! In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when I'm sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Even though everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

Fubar Drama Club
Fubar Drama Club By: Deborah Boyd Please don’t go I beg you to stay You’ve become a part of me Each and every day. I can understand The reasons you go Drama isn’t a virtue As we all know That is why with some of us here We don’t do crushes Or Wedding Who cares All that I know Is you’re a friend indeed One I enjoy seeking And commenting as need So take to heart My words I do say And please don’t go I beg you to stay

Dreams & Dream Interpretation (see Also Carl Jung~another Fascination Of Mine)
Although it is true that many of us do not make a conscious effort to remember our dreams, everyone dreams. During the early part of this century, while psychologists such as Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung were demonstrating the clinical importance of dreams, Edgar Cayce was providing average individuals with guidelines for working with what has become one of the most practical approaches to dreams. Hundreds of Cayce's readings deal with the subject of dreams and dream interpretation. Perhaps the most important insights gained from the wealth of this material is the fact that each of us is aware of much more-about ourselves, our physical bodies, our surroundings, even our lifestyles-at subconscious levels than we realize when we are awake. In the dream state we open our minds to many different levels of our own unconscious. Not only are all of our previous conscious experiences stored there, but it is also the storehouse of resources which rarely come to conscious awareness. The subcon

Something Is Missing
Here recently i discovered what my problem has been. Some reasons i wasnt able to figure out what it was. Yesterday i talked to my boys for about an hour or so. I discovered that ever since i lost being able to be around my kids i have turned my attention away from what is important. That is them. I have been so worried about making other people happy i forgot what i needed. I need them. Women i have discovered that I really dont need them. I do need my boys. Accept me for what i am. Well i am a father. I beleive in God. I beleive that all men are created equal. I know that without my boys i would be nothing. and since i lost my boys i have been nothing. I have done nothing. But its over. Im going to get things going so I can get my boys. And be happy. Be the father that i know that i can be. Give them something that nobody else can. i will always remember what is the most important thing to me. The only thing that I would give my life for and that is my children. I love you guys

Love Work....i Guess
so tuesday at work,the general manager decided in her infinite wisdom that after we closed at 9,one of the other employees could cut out leaving just two others of us,both us management.so i let the other dude handle all the officework crap.that left me 45 minutes to finish up with the birds(oh yeah,i work at petco),grab the trashes,put the store back in order,and verify the stuff needin verifyin in the office.it took 20 minutes to finish the birds,went around picking up the store a bit and then went to do the trash.when i went to grab the womens bathroom trashbag,i was blessed to discover someone with diarrea basically used the trash can as a crapper(please insert sarcasmhere).so i managed to take care of that,unfortunately i cant say that my stomach did.finally get everything done and its time to go.i decided morning crew could handle rebagging the cans,i should have known better tho.My assistant manager comes in today,an bein the jolly friendly type i am said howdy.instead of replyi

Medatation
Although meditation has long been an accepted practice in the East, it wasn't until the 1960s that it gained acceptance in the West. Today, clinical research has proven that meditation has positive effects on an individual's overall health and well-being, and many physicians now recommend it as a way of helping their patients learn to lower their blood pressure. Interestingly enough, Edgar Cayce was recommending meditation in the late 1920s and 1930s, long before its craze in the 1960s. His approach to meditation emphasized mental and spiritual benefits as well as physical well-being. These, as we find, are slow, yet sure, if there will be kept, not only the corrections made occasionally, once a month or such, might be the more often but the meditation; and in the meditation, don't meditate upon, but listen to the voice within. For prayer is supplication for direction, for understanding. Meditation is listening to the Divine within. Cayce Reading 1861-19 Meditation promotes c

A Burning Touch Of Love
Author: Lourdes S. My love, Are you still mine? 'Cause there are many... Fantasy thoughts going through my head, As all I do is think of you... As I've hungered, For your loving burning touch, As I need your love so badly, Now till the end of time, I am waiting for you with open arms To embrace you with wings of love, To hold you deep within my soul, To kiss you without control. Just being near you, And be able to behold your touch, Takes me to another dimension, But, time just moving so slowly, To feel the heat of your passions. I do want you to know... I will always love you, That you are all I have ever long for, And crave, and yearn... That you are the man of my dreams, The one I have searched all my life, That every day, more and more, I'm falling deeply in love with you!

Pocket Taser.
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunat

Hello Everyone
Well I have been pretty busy Since I left my Home State I went to Toledo Ohio then to Reload same place then went to Valley NE. Reload there then to De Soto Ks. Topeka Ks. Manhattan Ks. then to Wichita Ks. 2 drops in Tulsa Ok. then finale in Lexington Ok. then Back to Tulsa reload back to Valley Ne. Drop and Hook there and Now home for the Easter then Back out Monday with a 7dropper lol busy busy.

30,000 To Go! Please?
Hes tried so hard to level and he needs help. Its taken him a year to get where he is and he wants to be a rock star bad..LOL Please Help in any way you can!!! ÐJ 7®úè hòØÐ - Owned By LADY TNT BUNNY@ fubar

I Turn To You, By Christina Aguilera
When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way. And when I'm scared and losing ground; When my world is going crazy, You can turn it all around. And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top. You're always there; giving me all you've got. CHORUS For a shield from the storm; For a friend; for a love To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. For the strength to be strong; For the will to carry on; For everything you do; For everything that's true, I turn to you. When I lose the will to win, I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again. I can do anything, 'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me. (Yes it does) And when I need a friend, you're always on my side; Giving me faith that gets me through the night. CHORUS For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain; For truth that will never change; For someone to lean on; for a heart I can rely on through anything; (you c

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We're A Miracle, By Christina Aguilera
THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, JIMM!!!! Here we are Safe at last We can breathe a sigh It seems the storm has passed Through it all No one knew That all the tears in heaven Would bring me back to you No one I know Imagined we would make it But it only matters that we both believed, oh (Chorus:) You and me, we're a miracle Meant to be, and nothing can change it Mountains move and oceans part When they are standing in our way You and me, we're a miracle Angels stand watching over us And heaven shines upon us ev'ry day Ev'ry time I felt near defeat You were there for me On my side completely You give me strength, oh You set me free, yeah, yeah This is because of you I'm more than I can be, oh When I'm with you The world is ours to reach for Together, there is nothing we can't do (Repeat chorus) (Bridge:) The chance was so unlikely That we would ever be, oh Two stars among the heavens Destiny brought you to me (Repeat chorus) Y

Thoughts For Today..
Why is it with some people you have to leave so many words unspoken with fear of them not understanding you. Or knowing that it will upset them when they aren't bad things to say. Why is it that you can not always control where life leads you no matter how much time you spent thinking about all the pros and cons on what path to follow. “There are moments in life, when the heart is so full of emotion That if by chance it be shaken, or into its depths like a pebble Drops some careless word, it overflows, and its secret, Spilt on the ground like water, can never be gathered together” - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow - “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders in

Update And Next Two Weeks
For the next two weeks I will barely be around. I'll be here but mostly not. I know, not much different then now. Except, I may be a few days here and there or not on at all. It's crunch time before court!!!!! My home study is coming up next week, then week after is court. EKKK!!!!! No one can understand why he is doing this, he has no real reason, oh, and he's deployed!!! I have several things around the house I need to get worked on. Weather has been nice and we have had some awful winds and storms. Got tons of yard work that also needs done. It sucks when you only really have one full day off work to try and do all this. I don't want there to be ANY reason my house would not/could not pass this home study. I don't think there is any reason, but I don't know what her standards are. People keep telling me to settle down, I have nothing to worry about. Hey, I'm just wanting to make sure.... Talked to my lawyer today, and he has talked to his lawyer. Ex is trying to

I'm Being Sold.. Will You Buy Me?!
Do you want to own your very own [reLLa] ?? Now is your chance. All you have to do is Add, Rate, & Fan the host. Then continue on to place your bids. Here is what I offer: - Added as Top friend for a month - Personal salute (SFW) - All pics rates 11s during Happy Hours - Stashes and blogs rated during happy hours - Daily Comments for a month - Shitfaced for a month - Added to Messanger - SFW Phone call See someone else in there you might like as well? Well bid on them too!!! You can never have too many . . . You have until April 1st to get those bids in. Happy bidding all!! [reLLa]ღRaW@ fubar

Collective Minds....
A uniform motion Propagating like a wave Through the shoal On the vigorous reef And I'm in control I live and I think With my neural net of fish You look at me as many and To eat me is you wish Strange as it might seem We've been evolving from one cell You turned left where I turned right and I'm back in hell I breed and I breed To expand my memory Yet everywhere I turn to I will end up in your net Collective mind Unite in time Synchronicity Leads you to it You strive and you search for A similar pattern Crystallizing over time As you observe, your knowledge Grows and you're in control You live and you learn Interaction is my sword Through every single meeting You will end up in concord Collective mind Unite in time Synchronicity Leads you to it You strive and you search for

Some Of His Views On Soulmates
Almost every person feels a longing for companionship. At times we may understand this desire as a directive toward union with God, and at other times, as a desire for union with another person. Two ideas come together in the material from the Edgar Cayce readings concerning the choice of a companion-particularly a life partner. First is the principle that we are here in the earth for the purpose of growth and development in consciousness. What is more, associations with some individuals are more conducive to growth than associations with others; therefore, it is prudent to choose carefully our companions. This principle is probably easy for us to accept if we merely reflect on the types of influence various friends and acquaintances have had on us in the past. The impact is most powerful in a marriage relationship, and a good union should be founded upon a shared purpose in life and the capacity to help each other to grow. The second principle relates to reincarnation: We as s

I'm Losing My Halo
I've discovered through the course of my online travels that no one believes I'm sweet and innocent. Not that I'm over naughty all the time...but I'd like to think I'm somewhat good when I want be.....That's not to say I have a naughty side.....I am addicted to sex....can't get enough.....but outside of the bedroom so to speak, I'm not what most of the men I've met online think I am...... Thanks to all my friends on here who are helping me re-build my profile. I love you all.........you know who you are.

Hard To Handle.....
Feel the speed in which the world is turning take a look and you will see it burning understand, the time is running out For every second and step we take are we still making the same mistakes do you know, it's getting hard to handle Why can't you understand the world is turning faster and if we want to make a change then it's time to stop it all Development is all that counts money, profit and amount understand, it's getting out of control So take a look at our society computer controlled technology can't you see, it's getting hard to handle Is it so hard to understand, that we are running around in circles I'd like to know is it so hard to understand, that we are running around in circles

Anniversary
Despite what it says on my profile page, I first discovered Fubar (then known as Cherrytap) last year in April. I deleted my 1st account and then two subsequent others...because I was too intent on trying to impress rather than be honest. But my present profile (controversial as it may be) does indeed depict the real me. How should I celebrate my 1st year here? Hmmm...

I Am In A 1 Million Fubucks Contest
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Solitary
I turn my faith into mountains you walk out of this sentence I treat you , like a runner You fight under a false banner. ---------- And this is how we do exist and there is something we softly miss Solitary dreaming,as solid, as solid as ever my solitary time, future,whenever, visionary past,as visions turn always into ordinary things... spinning forever. ----------- My film seems to be running, day dream,dicing and drowning, I can see it cocooning and then it starts to get lude here.... -------------- And this is how we do exist and there is something we softly miss Solitary dreaming,as solid, as solid as ever my solitary time, future,whenever, visionary past,as visions turn always into ordinary things... spinning forever.................................

I Finally
I finally made the next step in my relationship with my gf I told her I trust her and she trusts me. She is thinking about me now instead of her ex and it makes me so happy and she is coming to see me this summer :)

Just A Quck Question
I've had this one pic I've been trying to keep as my primary but it keeps getting marked NSFW. Now, thing is, I've seen profiles with pics 100% more NSFW than this particular one, and yet they don't get marked. What do I gotta do to get and keep this pic from getting marked by immature pricks?

Ink...
ok, im ready to get it started.... im just not sure where to go or what to start with.... im also not sure how to mix a multitude of styles.... if you want to know what i mean ask and i will try to explain as best as i can... *blows kisses* i have a picture of what i want done on my back and another for my arms.... so check them out... and ask if you arent sure

The Death Of The White Race
The Death of the White Race U.S. COMMISSIONER CONFIRMS THAT WHITE PEOPLE FACE EXTINCTION. For years Aryan Nations has been warning our White kin that there was a conspiracy to Murder our White Aryan Race and that we were fast approaching the point of no return. Now we have confirmation from U.S. Government sources. On the back of this leaflet you will find a reproduction of an article from the August 4, 1981, Rocky Mountain News. When reading the article, please bear in mind the following things. Considering the lower-than-replacement White birth rate, the high non-white birthrate, the colored immigration and the fact that thousands of our young people (especially our women) desert their Race every day to marry non-whites, you can see that in ten years the child-bearing population of America will be less than ten percent White. All history, as well as common sense, declares that no Race can survive without separation from others so they can promote, propagate and protect

Computer Problems
Sorry everybody, I have had computer problems over the last few weeks, and I am not sure how often I will be able to get on the site. If I can get things fixed and running, I may be back on a permanent basis. Until then, not sure, we'll see.

If U Know Anything Tell Me Please
This is to all the ladies that read Slipknots profile.. I am his wife in real life and if there is anything u want me to know please feel free to tell me.. I'll listen and I do talk.. I am so sorry if he led u on in any way........... But I am here if u want to talk......... Guys just to let u know I DO NOT PLAN ON LEAVING MY HUBBY FOR U OR ANYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Leave me a message if u want!!!! Shar

Update On My Mom
For those who know me... My mom had back surgery last week Friday. I got word that she was having one continuous severe headache yesterday and they took her in for a brain scan. My dad got a call at 4 a.m. EST today indicating they were taking my mom back to the ICU. They have since given the results of the scan... At some point either during the back surgery or since, she has developed a rip in her "duma" which caused her cerebraspinal fluid (or something like that, I'm not a doctor) to allow air bubbles to escape into her brain. This part is not life threatening, but the infections she has developed are. She had to go in for exploratory surgery and they found numerous infection in her back, which explains the intense pain she was/is feeling. They have her on at least two different antibiotics right now, and she is still sedated and listed as "critical"... I'm waiting to hear from my dad, probably tomorrow morning, how she's doing. If she's not well, I'll be heading to V

The Explosion Blog! Watch Out...
Alright...I've warned the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad this was coming...and its not meant towards them, OR the true fubar friends I have...but, it's a blog about my recent, very personal frustrations with my social life...So...here it goes! I'm just not sure of anything anymore. I mean, some people call me their friends...and they send out blanket invites to things that normal 18-25 year olds go do. I have told them more than once if I had a ride...I'd go. Do they even OFFER to come get me and take me so I can just ONCE hang out with them???? NO! I get the "sorry you're shit out of luck" treatment! You know why I honestly believe this is? Two words - non-alcoholic! I do not drink - never wanted to get drunk and can't physically do so anyway! My uncle is an alcoholic and I have SEEN what it's doing to him! So, I believe they use this as their sorry as hell excuse to not even BOTHER to ask me if I need a ride so I can come hang! I WILL GO OUT IF I'M ASKED - but I will NOT drink! I can have fun

Hey No Fair I Dont Have A Fubar Wife
yea its not fair i dont have a fubar wife, i look around an see ppl who haave afubar wifr or hubby, wish i had a fubar wifey...ene one wanna be my fubar wife.. i mean i kno im goofy lokin but theres gotta be a girl out there who would wanna be my fubar wife lol, if there any interest in bein my fubar wife hit me upeither shout or message

Compilation Barricade/ick-r-us
Hate compels me, move. a nasty little nagging flickering aborted apparition inflames my abysmal abandon..... insomnia gnaws at the base of my skull, and my lungs caress a shiv deep behind me somewhere, lies the figurine I pray to. it has long since betrayed me.... but with reckless abandon and quivering lips I crucify myself for it. Brother, the divine purge is coming, and it will be no gentle nosebleed. The forecast calls for a tsunami of anhilation. So grab a board and we'll surf the scarred ruin. Splashed by playful false hope and placebos. Fake Martyrs, cash prophets, and charlatans dirty us for the fall. Our once hopeful, faithful hearts gone still with the loaded hand of Fake grasped greedilly around the strings. Forgotten at soccer practice, betrayed and left in the backwash of society after that first cannon blast of the angry bitter fallout of greed built on faith. Or is it vice versa? Betrayed by these drive thru saviors. But at least we

Wkend Is Here.
Guess I'll head out this weekend and have some fun. Get together with friends, get drunk, laid and all that good stuff. Oh yea..lol it's easter..am I supposed to be eating or puking chocolate? That stuff gives me a headache and I've had a headache now for to many days..makes me bitchy then I bitch at other people in my life and they get all bitchy and than there are nothing but cranky fucking bitchy people around. Makes for a joyous weekend. Anyhow, probably go out dancing Saturday night have some jack and you know the norm with me. Gotta remember...watch my drink and make sure no one dumps everclear in it. So how many of ya are gona kiss the bunny between the ears? hehehe Hope y'all have a great Easter and take care not to eat too much of that stuff it can make ya sick. big hugs Kris

Grandmother
So, here it is Yes I am going to be a Grandmother most definately. The Grandbaby is due Nov. 12 th. Even though I am not happy nor proud of this, I will still do what is right. I will love this baby and beat my son ( just kidding ).I will love the baby and help him as he needs me.Kinda cute he has managed to call me 16 times today. He is telling me he is scared to death. Well, I told him better get your butt in gear.Get your GED and get your affairs in order.

Pieces...
As I sit here. I think about all that as happened to me. All that I have went through and faced in my life. I know that probably no one reads blogs. But I guess more or less I am writing for myself. Sometimes it makes it easier to see the words on paper. I fight every day I fight for what I want and what I need. To cover my feelings mask them as I always have. Seems every time I decide to show them it’s always the wrong time or wrong person. Man I have made some really bad judgments when it come to relationships. Time and time again. So many see me as this strong independent women that could conquer the world, and I assure you one day I will. But at times I just wish someone could see me. I am so not into the games anymore. So not into the head trips of does he like me? Or does he even think of me when I am gone? When I was younger none of that mattered to me I was so consumed by my own selfishness I thought nothing of anyone else. My karma I guess. I have truly gave up the search I

Foxy & P.j's Fu Wedding Celebration
Join Us In Celebrating the Wedding Of Our Friends PJ and Foxy at Bada Bing Lounge on Saturday, March 22, 2008 at 8pm eastern time. Plan to be there as we share and celebrate a beautiful time with these two very special friends!

Auction's Over!!! Come See Who Won Who!!!!
AUCTION IS CLOSED!!!! SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE'S NEW OWNER!!!! #1: #1 Cincinnati Reds Fan! Fu-Engaged to Mariposa! Check My Blog for Auction Details!@ fubar OWNED BY: DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~Owned By Beagle@ fubar #2: GENTLYROUGH@ fubar OWNED BY: DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~Owned By Beagle@ fubar #3: ۞¤PUNISH&ENSLAVE¤۞**XXTABOO^MAFIAXX**(*)SDMF(*)**@ fubar OWNED BY: DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~Owned By Beagle@ fubar #4: SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar OWNED BY: DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~Owned By Beagle@ fubar #5:

March 21 2008 3;50 Pm
well i am depressed again, for no reason, wdll there is some feelin down because am alone as always, doesnt help much when emptiness just resides with you 190% of the time lol. yeah i cried alil no sobbing tho just tears falling cuz it does hurt us old folks, yes i know im not old yet but when you are lone you feel it. seems nobosy really cares at times or seems like they dont even when they do. You try and hook up with someone yet they dont want to for some reasons or another. so people just sit alone, cry and cry..yet....no one hears. deaf ears, oh well life must go on, pain remains victorious.

Are You There, God?
MountainWings Moment Wings Over The Mountains of Life Are You There, God? There once was an older, destitute man. He had lost his family, his dignity, his work and all his worldly possessions. The only thing he had left was his faith in God. One day, he walked along the city sidewalks; homeless as he was. Peering around the city buildings, the passing cars, and sidewalk shoppers - he remembered a time when he had the love of his wife, the comfort of home, and the camaraderie of his many friends and successful business partners. Just for one moment, he could feel the love and passion he once used to enjoy. But then he looked up into the sky, and he could see the graying clouds rolling overhead; and the wind began to fly past his ragged shirt sleeves. Realizing that he was who he was, he knew he had to find shelter before the rains began to fall. Across the street, he saw the old city park that he used to visit when he was just a child. In the far end of

I Thought
laid on my bed, and slept, i dreamt of us together, i had hoped i would hear from you sometime but well i guess you were busy. Then today again went to the store, i seen you with someone else, i thought oh hes just a friend for you had hugged him, i then saw him take you in his arms and kissing you deeply, you didnt resist, you didnt push him away, my heart sank. i fought back the tears, the pain stopped to overwhelm me, i turne and headed back to the dairy and grabbed some milk and headed t ot he cashier...paid for my good and left. as i climbed int othe car....the tears fell, my heart broke.....i thought.....alone

Psychic Sound Off. Rawr!
My response to yet another MUMM giving kudos to Sylvia Browne and wondering if I believe in psychics: I strongly believe in psychics, seeing as I am "gifted" myself. If you believe everything Sylvia Browne says, you're mislead. Do take into mind that she said JLo wouldn't get pregnant. Amazingly, she is now the BIOLOGICAL mother of twins. I know not every psychic is accurate, but I believe that psychics can only know so much. God didn't bless any of us with ALL the knowledge in the world. Back to Sylvia: also take into mind that she charges $750 bucks for a freaking phone reading. When God blesses you with a gift... you don't charge people who are desperate for direction, closure or communication from their loved ones who have passed... such a ridiculously large sum of money!!!!! I myself have never taken a dime for the good deeds I've done with my own gifts. I'm very disappointed in people who charge a great deal of money to help people in need. Also take into mind that the "gifte

Tommy Live On Air Mixing Like No Other
COME JOIN US SILVER DOLLAR SALOON COME SEE TOMMY STROKE IT! COME MEET THE GANG! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER!!!!! SILVER DOLLAR SALOON NOW HIRING DJS AND PROMOTERS! THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES??

The Democratic Party's Biggest Blunders
I will not take credit for this blog entry. It was authored by a friend of mine named Derek Larsen. But it reflects exactly my interpretation of what the democratic party is doing wrong at the moment and the SEROIUS need to fix the problem before it is too late. In my private life, friends and family are beginning to question my anger at Hillary and the party to a point where I am close to rescinding any affiliation as a Democrat (I wouldn't be the first to do so over this debacle). This possibility is become more clear as the party is within days of changing the rules and scheduling do-overs in Florida and Michigan so that the Clinton Machine will end their temper tantrum over rules that Hillary and Ickes (her chief strategist) signed off on. Let me make my anger over this idiocracy clear: WE NEED TO WIN. In 1976, Gerald Ford and Ronald Regan fought for the Republican nomination all the way to the convention. Jimmy Carter won the general. In 1980, Jimmy Carter and Ted Kennedy fo

The Wizard
So spoke the wizard from his mountain home. The vision of his wisdom means we will never be alone. And I dream, of my magic night, with the million silver stars as my guiding light. Uriah Heep Demons & Wizards

If You Didn't Know Any Better
If you didn't know any better, you would've thought something major happened on March 4th. If you didn't know any better, you would've thought that Hillary had halted Obama's momentum since Super Tuesday. If you didn't know any better, you would've been lulled into the drama drawn by all the network news channels. If you didn't know any better, you might think that the Democratic contest has not yet been decided by the Democratic voters. But I know better.

My First Hater!!
So, today I gained a hater. I left most of my Fu-Friends "Happy Easter" comments on their pages, which looked like this: "Hoppy Easter To My Gorgeous Friend" Comment Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com OK, kinda funny, heavy on the innuendo, but at the same time, showing the irony in religious zealotry. Most ladies I left it with found it cute. Then, I get these 2 "chill pill" messages from some metrosexual douchebag in Florida, because one of the Fu-Friends I left it with is apparently his primary obsession. They are each other's only Fu-Family member, and each leaves the other lots of cute little gifts. The other thing is, she lives in my vicinity. I know she isn't interested in me, as she generally snubs me, or leaves in the middle of the few chats we've had without the courtesy of saying "bye". No worries. But, here's the funny part. You read the messages, and have a good laugh. "why must you guys degrade a very nice womans site withy filthy thoughts and crud

4:41 Am (sexual Revolution)
I awoke with a fever, the bedclothes all drenched in sweat. She said "You've been having a nightmare and It's not over yet." Then she picked up the doggy in the window (the one with the waggily tail) and she put him to bed between two bits of... bread? Roger Waters The Pros & Cons of Hitch-Hiking

The Bunny Tale
THE BUNNY TALE I thought it was a kitty cat But saw it was a rabbit He was hopping down the trail And then he stopped to sit. He looked back at me And wiggled his nose Seems he wanted me to follow So, I quickly arose. I started down that trail Amongst the forest's trees As that rabbit scurried off As quickly as you'd please. He stopped at the next bend He once more looked at me And as I moved nearer He turned once more to flee. I moved deeper in the forest It was dark and kinda silent I looked around the trail's curve To see where that rabbit went. He sat in an open clearing Of clover covered ground Amidst a group of creatures That had gathered around. They all watched me warily But, they didn't turn to run The rabbit said, "Come join us. Come join in our fun." I asked, "How do you speak? Am I losing my mind? If I close my eyes and look again, I wonder what I'll find?" He said, "You're in our world now, And if you'll truly believe, Y

I Had An Easter Bunny Poem
I Had an Easter Bunny I had an Easter bunny, One day she ran away. I looked for her by moonlight, I looked for her by day. I found her in the meadow With her babies 1, 2, 3. So now I have four rabbit pets To run and jump with me.

Hey Everyone
Hey everyone. I hope everyone is doing well. For those who know me, you all know that my boyfriend (kyle gruber "hk_witches") is on here too. For those who don't know me, lets chat sometime. Interesting in meeting people for friendship only.

Bunny Bunny Poem
Bunny, Bunny Bunny, white bunny With ears so tall (Place pointer fingers beside head) And your two pink eyes And your mouth so small. (Make 0 with mouth) Wiggle goes one ear. (Wiggle one finger) Wiggle goes the other. (Wiggle other finger) Hop, hop, hop, hop Home to your mother! (Hop away in four hops)

Hop And Stop Poem
Hop and Stop The first little rabbit went hop, hop, hop. I said to the first rabbit, "Stop, stop, stop!" The second little rabbit went run, run, run. I said to the second rabbit, "Fun, fun, fun!" The third little rabbit went thump, thump, thump. I said to the third rabbit, "Jump, jump, jump!" The fourth little rabbit went sniff, sniff, snuff. I said to the fourth rabbit, "That is enough!" The fifth little rabbit went creep, creep, creep. I said to the fifth rabbit, "It's time to sleep!"

Five Little Easter Eggs Poem
Five Little Easter Eggs Five little Easter eggs, lovely colors wore; (hold up five fingers) Mother ate the blue one, then there were four. (bend down one finger) Four little Easter eggs, two and two, you see; Daddy ate the red one, then there were three. (bend down next finger) Three little Easter eggs, before I knew, Sister ate the yellow one, then there were two. (bend down next finger) Two little Easter eggs; oh, what fun, Brother ate the purple one, then there was one. (bend down next finger) One little Easter egg; see me run! I ate the very last one, and then there were none. (bend down last finger)

Drunk Poem
St Patrick's Day music, St Patrick's Day drink, St Patrick's Day merriment, Grand birthday for me. All are Irish on St Patrick's Day Shamrock stickers stuck to cheeks Bluegrass mixed with Irish drinking songs Makes your heritage feel complete. People dressed as leprechauns Drinking green beer Living the life of the "Irish" While making some people sneer. But the Irish unite around the world Singing songs on St Patrick's Day Tapping toes and whirling jigs While the Fae folk hide and play. Finnegan grabs his mug of beer. Paddy works hard on the railroad. Lanigan dances. Biddy Mulligan cheers. And down in the valley, the bogs explode. St Patrick's Day culture. St Patrick's Day birth. St Patrick's Day poetry and song Filled with magical St Patrick's Day mirth.

Leprechaun Poem
There's a Leprechaun in me head, and I wish that I were dead For I don't think he'll ever let me be. Ah, he tempts me with his gold, and if I were e'er so bold, I'd strangle him and leave him in the street. Then he says to me, "Ah, you're no Irish Laddie! And ye call that thing a harp?" But each time I share the lore that I am learning. He hides is head while my friends they chant. La ta tee, da diddley dee, la ta tee ta tee da La ta tee, da diddley diddley dai La ta tee, da diddley dee, la ta tee ta tee da La ta tee, da diddley diddley dai There's a leprechaun in my room. He swats me with a broom. That's the reason I forget the words of this song. Well, he shows a four-leaf clover, and before me song is over, He's buried it in a bowl of Lucky Charms. There's a leprechaun on the floor. He says that I'm a bore. His eyes begin to glaze and starts to yawn. He lays on down to sleep. But I can see one eye a-peeping. He's watching me with e

History
ruary 14 is Valentine's Day. Although it is celebrated as a lovers' holiday today, with the giving of candy, flowers, or other gifts between couples in love, it originated in 5th Century Rome as a tribute to St. Valentine, a Catholic bishop. For eight hundred years prior to the establishment of Valentine's Day, the Romans had practiced a pagan celebration in mid-February commemorating young men's rite of passage to the god Lupercus. The celebration featured a lottery in which young men would draw the names of teenage girls from a box. The girl assigned to each young man in that manner would be his sexual companion during the remaining year. In an effort to do away with the pagan festival, Pope Gelasius ordered a slight change in the lottery. Instead of the names of young women, the box would contain the names of saints. Both men and women were allowed to draw from the box, and the game was to emulate the ways of the saint they drew during the rest of the year. Needless to say,

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Traditions
The Traditions of Easter As with almost all "Christian" holidays, Easter has been secularized and commercialized. The dichotomous nature of Easter and its symbols, however, is not necessarily a modern fabrication. Since its conception as a holy celebration in the second century, Easter has had its non-religious side. In fact, Easter was originally a pagan festival. The ancient Saxons celebrated the return of spring with an uproarious festival commemorating their goddess of offspring and of springtime, Eastre. When the second-century Christian missionaries encountered the tribes of the north with their pagan celebrations, they attempted to convert them to Christianity. They did so, however, in a clandestine manner. It would have been suicide for the very early Christian converts to celebrate their holy days with observances that did not coincide with celebrations that already existed. To save lives, the missionaries cleverly decided to spread their religious message slo

Customs And Traditions
Customs and Traditions The person who was to become St. Patrick, the patron saint of Ireland, was born in Wales about AD 385. His given name was Maewyn, and he almost didn't get the job of bishop of Ireland because he lacked the required scholarship. Far from being a saint, until he was 16, he considered himself a pagan. At that age, he was sold into slavery by a group of Irish marauders that raided his village. During his captivity, he became closer to God. He escaped from slavery after six years and went to Gaul where he studied in the monastery under St. Germain, bishop of Auxerre for a period of twelve years. During his training he became aware that his calling was to convert the pagans to Christianity. His wishes were to return to Ireland, to convert the native pagans to Christianity. But his superiors instead appointed St. Palladius. But two years later, Palladius transferred to Scotland. Patrick, having adopted that Christian name earlier, was the

Lets Seem If I Can Make It
i looked to these eyes and all i see is stone cold hatred. And then I realizes they are my mother and father eyes. Then I realizes the only one i ever truely care about doesnt care. But who needs family. Fuck you mother, and a big fuck you father, but to you my brother, the only person i truely care about in my family what you have done to me, turned your back on me when i needed you the most... i cant even tell you how much that hurt nor can i put into words the feelings i have towards you now. And so lets see if i can make it with no family and with a boyfriend who treats me like i dont exist. I'm emotionally on my own and lets see how strong i really am.

In My Darkness....
In My Darkness… In my darkness I find you there, Waiting to embrace me, comfort me, You pick up the pieces of my soul, Gently handing them to me, Letting me know, where they belong. In my darkness you become a kindred soul, Not depending on me to be there, Nor letting me depend on you, You know where I am and I know why you are there. In my darkness you are there, You gently bandage my knees when I fall, Because you know how they hurt, For you have the same scars. In my darkness you comfort me, Because you need my comfort in return. You freely give me your passion, Because you need mine as well. In my darkness I know you are there, And you my dark dearest friend, Know I will always be there... In my forever darkness. Written by Paulette ~3-21-2008~

I'm Better Than Superman
One thing that has always confused me more than Confucius' sayings was the fact that nobody in Superman's world was smart enough to figure out that Superman and Clark Kent were in fact the same freak of nature. Not one citizen ever seemed to notice that Clark and Superman are the same height, same build, same well formed buttocks, same voice, etc. Apparently everyone in Metropolis is deaf, blind, and dumb. Equally ridiculous are the tools who will defend the man of steel against my brutal, kryptonite-like attacks. Hey nerds – go read a comic....err, I mean graphic novel. I'd love to know what Superman's inventor was thinking when he was designing the character. "Yeah, what we'll do is give Superman glasses when he's not in Superman mode, and a jerry curl when he IS Superman – BRILLIANT!" ...wow...glasses....nice disguise there buddy...very creative. If glasses hide superheros then I'd imagine it means grandparents, Star Trek fans, and all Japanese men who had ever appeared in

My Inheritance
My Inheritance I have no regrets of all the years. When the time comes is so near. I was there through out all the tears. And I received the most wonderful gift that is so dear. An Inheritance before the "Will", was even read in fear. I inherited the love; that I needed, to be kind and gently with all my peers. I inherited the knowledge of time; of the past, present and future, so I will become wise of the world's Premiers. I inherited the understanding; that I needed to grow with, and by my mistakes I learned the difference as they appear. And the list goes on and on to hear. You have to fill your heart with all the love, knowledge, and understanding of all you can endear. If it wasn't for my inheritance; I would have never know the world so clear. Now, I can share my inheritance with; the heirs of the future peers. All the collected items of the world; can be taken by whoever wants them, with all my cheers. Because there is nothing I need or want as

Just A Lil Song To Think Of Someone Special
Like a gift from the heavens It was easy to tell It was love from above that could save me from hell She had fire in her soul It was easy to see How the devil himself could be pulled out of me There were drums in the air as she started to dance Every soul in the room keeping time with their hands and we sang [Chorus] A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And the voices rang like the angles sang, singing A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And we danced on into the night [2x] Like a piece to the puzzle that falls into place You could tell how we felt from the look on our faces We was spinning in circles with the moon in our eyes No room left to move in between you and I We forgot where we were and we lost track of time And we sang to the wind as we danced through the night [Chorus] A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And the voices rang like the angels sang, singing A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a And we danced on into the night [2x] [Guitar playing] Like a gift from the heavens It was easy to tell It was love from above t

Dare To Be Different
You know what one of my pet peeves is? People who assume things without being adult enough to just come out and ask. If something is bothering me and I say I don't want to talk about it, it's just that. Don't assume anything else. Most likely it's my children pissing me off cause you know what? Most people don't know how hard it is raising two children alone. I am one to ask questions when I need to and I don't care what the answer is but I sure don't assume and I surely don't ignore someone either. Everyone has their days. A true friend would know that and would understand that. All I ask is don't assume...you sure wouldn't want me to assume shit about you that I see would you? And this goes out to everyone, but hey if you feel it's towards you, then it probably is! LOL...live, love and learn HONESTLY!

Its The End Of The World... Well Kinda Sorta
Just seen something on tv, n said the end of the world will be on dec 21 2012. Actually two different socities predicted it seprately hundreds of years ago. The south american mayain indians and the chinesse calander both predict our worldly demise on that date. Also apparently Nostodomus , in a lost book found of his makes no predictions after that date. The reason being is there is some big celetial alignment on that date, happens ever few thousand years. Well according to all these folks this time around when it happens, we're screwwed! Reminds me of 1999, remember everyone said that was the end of the world. Computers was suppose to crash, natual destiasters, crap like that. Well besides a bunch of shitty hangovers, that date came n went without much happening. So when i hear folks, even preachers saying the world is ending on a certain, youll excuse me if i dont give a damn. Do i believe the world will end? yes ma'am i do! But as it says in the Bible, no man knoweth the day or

::its Smokin'...literally::
Ok, so here I am in the den room on Fubar when I hear my dear grandma go "Andrijanaaaaaa get in heeeere!!" and when I open the door, I'm met with a cloud of smoke. Of course I run [[and hack and cough]] my way into the kitchen and apparently, Grandma burned her apple fritter she was making for Easter....at least thats what I thought but when I look into the oven it wasn't burnt or anything....hmmm...anyways, the house is covered in smoke and were coughing up a storm so we open all the windows, put on all the fans [[and its not warm today]]...but now were back inside even though there's traces of smoke here and there, which made me even have more mad respect for firefighters because I HATE smoke!! Oh and last night the power went out and I was stuck in pitch black, thank God my cell phone went off because the light from it went off and I got to walk my way to my room, pick it up and use it as a flashlight...so yeah...the conclusion?? I sometimes am a pansy ass...and am not afraid to

A Must See
This is one of the best presentations of life in the 60s that I've seen. Turn up the volume. Now if you were there you know you don't remember so you better watch. :-) COPY AND PASTE http://objflicks.com/TakeMeBackToTheSixties.htm

Feeling You
I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Life Rut
"Are there things in your life which hold you back, things you could easily let go of, and yet you cling to them because they are so familiar? If things are to be better, they must be different. You cannot simultaneously stay the same and improve your life. Moving forward means moving into unfamiliar territory. Yes, there will be new and unexpected challenges. There will also be new and valuable opportunities. Yes, it will be a bit uncomfortable, and maybe even a little sad to leave behind those familiar old burdens. It will also be filled with many positive possibilities. You'll soon get used to it and will be thankful you decided to move on ahead. Summon the courage to step out of your familiar, comfortable rut and suddenly the world will become a different place. Many of those things which held you back will no longer have the power to do so. Hold tight to those things of true and lasting value, and learn to let go of the rest. Lighten your load and move yourself to wher

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Modernising Sin
Modernising sin By: Steve The announcement by a Vatican official of ‘new’ mortal sins is further proof of religion’s man-made origins. It also shows that, whenever the Roman Catholic church tries to be hip, it reveals itself as painfully out-of-date. Speaking in an interview with the Vatican daily newspaper, L’Osservatore Romano, Monsignor Gianfranco Girotti listed among the new breed of deadly sin a number of modern ills including illicit drugs, pollution, genetic manipulation and social injustices that make the rich richer and the poor poorer. And he should know. Girotti heads the Apostolic Penitentiary, the Vatican department that concerns itself with sin, conscience and redemption. Mortal sins are the type that send you straight to hell unless you obtain the most stringent form of absolution, which requires profound levels of penitence. Traditionally, there were seven, familiar to any fan of the Brad Pitt movie of the same name. But self-indulgences like gluttony,

Never Too Late Fer Some Irish Humor!
--------------- Murphy told Quinn that his wife was driving him to drink. Quinn thinks Murphy's very lucky because his own wife makes him walk. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reilly went to trial for armed robbery. The jury foreman came out and announced, 'Not guilty.' 'That's grand!' shouted Reilly. 'Does that mean I can keep the money?' ---------------------------------------------------------------- Irish lass customer: 'Could I be trying on that dress in the window?' Shopkeeper: 'I'd prefer that you use the dressing room.' ---------------------------------------------------------------- Mrs.. Feeney shouted from the kitchen, 'Is that you I hear spittin' in the vase on the mantle piece?' 'No,' said himself, 'but I'm gittin' closer all the time.' ---------------------------------------------------------------- Q. What do you call an Irishman who knows how to control a wife? A. A bachelor. -----

Tribute To My Son
In Loving Memory of Our Little Angle Boy "Dale Lloyd Clark" May 18, 1988 - March 17, 1993 We love & miss you dearly...you are always in our hearts & thoughts! Keep watching over us, Punky With love from your family

I Don't Generally Ask For Advice, But...
n. A gal i've known for a while now, we've become pretty close friends.. And at first i Decided that it'd be best to NOT pursue anything more than a friendship with 'er. We hang whenever we have time off together (Both work @ the same place, different shifts.) and it's pretty much a toss up who picks up the tab whenever we go out. Prob is now I'm actually starting to have feelings for her. She tried setting me up w/one of her friends, and I was fine with that.. B/c i figured if that worked out, I wouldn't have to worry about the "what if i start to like her more than a friend" scenario.. The other problem is, seeing as how we are friends, and we talk about..well. everything. I'm about 90% positive that if she had the same interest, and we did hook up..it wouldn't last long because BOTH of us are notoriously bad when it comes to the whole..communication/emotion/Commitment thing, and seeing as it would be setting ourselves up for failure, i'm also quite afraid that our friendship "comf

Texting And Walking: Dangerous Mix
Texting and Walking: Dangerous Mix By Hilary Hylton You might call it an avocational hazard. A recent ITN News video in the UK shows that some London pedestrians have become so preoccupied with emailing and text messaging on their BlackBerrys and cell phones, that they can't make it down a city block without crashing into lampposts or trash bins. One of the most hazardous streets for "walking while texting," according to the Monty Python–esque video clip, is East London's busy Brick Lane, lined with trendy boutiques and curry shops, where people have been filmed walking head down, ricocheting off various stationary sidewalk objects. The solution? Wrap Brick Lane's lampposts with fluffy, white rugby goalpost cushions. The video hit the Internet in early March and was met with widespread media attention ("Britain's first safe text street has been created complete with padded lampposts to protect millions of mobile phone users from getting hurt in street accidents while walking and

E-fame?
Blocked already. Damn. ->****Dj DeA...: lmao Sad, pathetic people. Go back and try and earn your E-Fame. No one will cry when you die from eating too many twinkles because you're a fat miserable bitch. Thank you for being amusing though. You retards show that nature does have a sense of humor. ****Dj DeA...: u need to get a life cunt fuck u ->****Dj DeA...: And next time you attempt to speak to me, try making some fucking sense first, you pathetic shit bag of a human. ->****Dj DeA...: lmao You can always tell who has a life and who doesnt. I leave to go take care of my family, and I come back to some whiney cunt. Get a life or die. You already have one foot half way in the grave. ****Dj DeA...: what mommy didn't let y ou be a baalrinna who s living what dah ****Dj DeA...: i spent 6 years in the club bitch and i could out do u in anything so fuck u u little peice of shit http://www.fubar.com/user/538695

Women Over 40...........
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acti

Ivan Dixon
CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) - Actor Ivan Dixon, who brought the problems and promise of contemporary blacks to life in the film "Nothing But a Man" and portrayed the levelheaded POW Kinchloe in TV's "Hogan's Heroes," has died. He was 76. Dixon died Sunday at Presbyterian Hospital in Charlotte after a hemorrhage, said his daughter, Doris Nomathande Dixon of Charlotte. He had suffered complications from kidney failure, she said. Dixon, who also directed scores of television shows, began his acting career in the late 1950s. He appeared on Broadway in William Saroyan's 1957 "The Cave Dwellers" and in playwright Lorraine Hansberry's groundbreaking 1959 drama of black life, "A Raisin in the Sun." In the latter, he played a Nigerian student visiting the United States, a role he repeated in the film version. While not a hit, the 1964 "Nothing But a Man," in which Dixon co-starred with Abbey Lincoln, also drew praise as a rare, early effort to bring the lives of black Americans to the big

Somewhere Other Than The Night
Garth Brooks Somewhere Other Than The Night He could see the storm clouds rollin' across the hill He barely beat the rain in from the field And between the backdoor slammin she heard Him say "damn this rain and damn this wasted day" But shed been waiting for this day for oh so long She was standin in the kitchen with nothin but her Apron on And in disbelief he stood and he stared awhile When their eyes met they both began to smile (chorus) Somewhere other than the night She needs to hear i love you Somewhere other than the night She needs to know you care She wants to know shes needed And she needs to be held tight Some where other than the night They spent the day wrapped up in a blanket On the front porch swing He'd come to realize he'd neglected certain things And there are times she feels alone even by his sided It was the first time she ever saw him cry (chorus) To know shes needed She needs to be held tight Somewhere other than the night

That Cn G
Wat It Do ni99as Its your boy blu A.K.A. DonB THE R33P4 Reppin that CHICANO NATION ALL DAY and NIGHT NI99A its 3-14 CN FvCK^ mx3 FvCK^ rcl,gfm,cvraB^s. its 3-14 CN CHICANO NATION BRRRAAA for my BLOOD NI99AS F.O.B KEEP THAT 5 POPPIN IM BOUT to smoke me a fat Mary Jane Joint I DONT Give A FvCK^ im on my CHICH and CHONG.

Lost
DUNNO WHY TODAY SO MUCH BUT HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE U WERE STANDING IN A ROOM SCREAMING WITH A MILLION PEOPLE BUT NOONE COULD SEE OR HEAR YOU? LIKE YOU WERE INVISIBLE OR DIDNT EVEN EXIST OR BELONG ANYWHERE? WELL THATS HOW I FEEL TODAY...LIKE IF I DIED TODAY NOONE WOULD EVEN KNOW OR CARE....I KNOW A FEW WOULD BUT FOR HOW LONG? LOL ANYWAY THATS HOW I FEEL TODAY...

Awesome
taking it back i was a girl with a broken heart and no tears to cry. A baby with no dad and a mother who laid in bed depressed from being lonely. then i surrendered my heart. fell so fast embraced the pain just to be happy. physically abused finally pushed him away. Gave up on it all thinking i was never going to find love anyway doing drugs and getting drunk to drown the pain. fading fast something grabbed me to reality. my baby crying from her mommy being depressed she knew i was dying inside. met a guy who surprised me now i am living my life floating on serenity. now living, loving and happy. yet never experienced this before. screaming my love out loud jumping around so alive not feeling empty not feeling ashamed. loved so well feeling alive not like before.

Phrases For Girls
Listening to a song the other day and heared that term "dime piece". I was thinking about that and then thought of something else I heared about that--- something along the lines of "keep your dime piece...I'm worth more." Ya know, that's true. If that's all a guy's lookin for is a "dime piece"... then he's not looking for much. I don't have the best self-esteem, but it's getting better, and I can say that for myself. Keep your chump change. I'm worth more than that. That also can pertain to that term some females like for themselves--- princess. HORRIBLE!!! I've ALWAYS hated that phrase. I consider it an insult. So it goes for that too-- I'll treat you like a king while being your queen. You want the lesser, then that's too bad. Your expectations must be pretty low for yourself. I think I'm finally to that point where I'm done with that.

From Crossing Jordan
amazing song i just heard on Crossing Jordan...... Kate Bush: This Womans Work This Woman's Work Pray God you can cope I stand outside this woman's work This woman's world Ooh, it's hard on the man Now his part is over Now starts the craft of the father I know you have a little life in you yet I know you have a lot of strength left I know you have a little life in you yet I know you have a lot of stength left I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking Of all the things I should've said That I never said All the things we should've done That we never did All the things I should've given But I didn't Oh, darling make it go Make it go away Give me these moments back Give them back to me Give me that little kiss Give me your hand I know you have a little life in you yet I know you have a lot of strength left I know you have a little life in you yet I know you have a lot of stength left I sh

If There Were No Tomorrow
I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with Your laughter, love, and friendship Before there wa

Sexiest Eyes Contest
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Miki
How does a smile grow, When its shared with a friend. When shared with many, It never seems to end. So if you see a friend, Who seems sad and blue. If you give a smile to them, A smile will return to you. So to you all of my friends, To you my smile,a small gift. May it make your day a little better, And give your heart and soul a lift

Lost In Love An Pain
Shes sitting there trying to find out whats right How can this be such a big fight Lost between love and pain more an more everyday Her tears seem to fall like pouring rain If her heart breaks again can she stay strong? They keep telling her to walk away But he always has the right things to say She remembers all the lies She knows he doesn't care about her cries Yet she seems to hold on tight with all her heart Even if he was the one to rip it apart She feels as if the world around her is turning black Shes so scared to look back Losing him is scary but being hurt bad again is her fear She has tried to be his again an again for over a year Learning the truth sent her over the edge For the longest time she wanted revenge She is heartbroken that the thought of this being the end Maybe she should just go Being with him might not be her fate Yet it's him she still can't hate It doesn't even seem fair She knows he's never going to care Her little sister tells her no

Dream Me To U
Dream me to you A love quite true Feel my soft lips Hold tight, my hips Dream me to you No one else'll do Pull me so near Tell me you care Dream me to you We can get through Difficult time Long as you're mine Dream me to you So I'm not blue Miss you so much Long for your touch Dream me to you Keep our love new Feel me close now Show me somehow Dream me to you One heart, from two My love is yours You I adore So.....Dream me to you

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Story I Made About Rs Part 1
One day a I was making laws in to Dranor when a good friend Drizzts privet messaged me. Drizzts said there have been reports of a mad hacker riping people to shreds and he backed every thing he stole up on a 10 teribyte hard drive. Drizzts said there is a reward for the person who can slay him. But how do you think I could kill him? I mean if he is a hacker how can some one who is only level 104 like me kill him? I said. Well he said I don't mind meeting up with you and we can get some gear and find out more on whats happening meet me in Fally. So I grabbed my runes and rushed teliported to fally. When I got there I could see drizzts he ran to me form the west bank but there were so many people running around screaming about hackers are coming!. I hear there are the hackers coming form the north form the wildy yelled drizzts. Shouldn't we get out of here then I asked. Drizzts being as fearless as he is said no way!!! we are gonna stand there on the b

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me Together forever and never apart, Maybe in distance, but never in heart. A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears Love knows no reasons, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but doesn't mind Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end, always found with no regrets, forever valued and kept treasured. Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken, Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, Especially towards those we love the best. It is t

Something To Think About
Something To Think About Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance

So Called Family
why is it being a single parent do hard and dont get very much time to have alone time like when a relative says they will have her for the night then next thing ya know they are callin and changing there minds even if you already have plans and its not the first time this has happen . it really dont feel like i have a fam here just me and my girl thats all...!!!!!!!!!111

~11 Rules Of Fubar~
subject: 11 Rules of Fubar So very, very True !!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If al

Sad Story....
Chantal Sébire is dead, but the debate she ignited over French laws prohibiting victims of terminal diseases from receiving euthanasia is certain to live on. Just 48 hours after a Dijon court rejected Sébire's request that doctors help her end her agony-stricken life without risking legal punishment, the 52 year-old was found dead in her home Wednesday night. Initial tests Thursday were unable to determine whether Sébire's death was induced or the result of the rare disease that left her horribly disfigured and in near-constant pain. But news of her passing provoked renewed dispute over France's ban on assisted suicide, which the former schoolteacher had sought to overturn in her final days. Sébire came to national attention earlier this month, when French media picked up on her plea to get help ending her life. Her malady, esthesioneuroblastoma, causes inoperable tumors to grow in and spread from the nasal passages, disfiguring and destroying the face before finally destroying the

Why Me....
so the saga continues... now after not paying support, he files for a change in support, dissolution... he moved 2 1/2 hours away and now wants me to drive at least one trip to take my son to him.. I think not... he doesn't pay support so according to our divorce decree, he is not current, he doesn't get to claim any of the kids on taxes... now he wants me to revise my taxes so that he can claim our daughter... I think not. Such the liar he is... making false statements in these court documents... has even tried to make me feel guilty for going to school and said our son should come live with him while I finish school. You know what I wish?

Most Important Part Of The Body
Most Important Part of the Body My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body. Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer. When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy." She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon." Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her, "Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes." She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind." Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child." Then last year, my grandp

Passionate Sins
Passionate Sins By: Deborah Boyd The Night is Quiet The lights are dim We both lie here Oh what a sin The gentle touch Amongst my skin Send shivers of goose bumps From deep within The sudden passion So tense in force Send my mind wheeling Skin burning and scorched The desire grows deeper Oh what have you done My mind and body Is craving to become one The world spins around me Oh what do I care Nothing else matters When you are so near The cries of passion The clenching of hands The deep passionate kisses Is more then I can stand Then the next moment She awakes in a haze With the proof of what happened Her body is glazed She then looks upon What made her complete Knowing full well Her sins were a defeat

***tattoo Party - Vale, Nc***
This bad ass tattoo artist (and my good friend)..... MIKE420@ fubar will be hosting a tattoo party on April 4th at his house in Vale, NC. Here are the details: *there will be another artist there as well *breaking all SOP prices by 2/3 (so pretty much dirt cheap) *all flash work *can bring own design if you have one, however there will not be any time to do custom drawings If you would like more information, please contact me or Mike and we'll be more than happy to help you out. This post brought to you by...... YankeeRose..☆CELE§†iÂL☆§iNNERZ.·´¯`·->/Sarge's Bad Girls/DSC/Sisters 4 Life/Club FAR@ fubar

Another Thing
i do though i think i really suck at it is write cd reviews for this web page called music street journal copy and paste this link here for the website http://www.musicstreetjournal.com/ or you should be able to click here

Everything Is Good
Took my son to the neurosugeon today, everything has turned out fantastic. All he will need is physical therapy and maybe some chiropractic visits, absolutely no surgery and he has no limitations, I am so happy! I want to thank all of my friends for their prayers and support, I was really worried for awhile but you all helped and supported me thru your kind words of encouragment.

Uterus....
Well, so, i'm dying... my iud perforated my uterus. It caused a massive infection. I kept putting off going to the doc cuz i thought it would go away, I went to the ER because my temp wouldn't go away, and i kept getting worse... and apparently my bp was 94/48. I was dizzy as shit, felt like i was seriously dying... now my iud has to be removed. and i'm on a shitload of antibiotics.... So, other than that... Adam is still amazing. He does so much for me. More than one could really ask from a boyfriend. I'm so thankful I have him in my life right now. He truly is a blessing... so, for the record.... adam,I love you... with all my heart!!!

Oath Of The Guardian Aka What A Husband Does For His Family
I will comfort you and talk to you when you need me the most. I will always be there for you no matter what. I will guard your heart. I will save you from damnation so that you may receive my protection even as you die. I will guard your soul until that day. I will protect you from all harm. None shall hurt you whilst I am at your side. You shall never know the feeling of pain for I will guard your body. To those of you who read this and think that I am just being corny I hope someday you understand what this means... unconditional love prompts those feelings.

Final Orders
Today is Good Friday. I left work early (for once), walked out into the sunshine, and went home. When I arrived home, the mail was waiting for me. In it, was an envelope from the Army. I opened it, and found a set of orders; not for deployment again, but my very last set. I was finally Discharged after 9 years of Honorable service. I resigned my Commission (Captain) 8 or 9 months ago, I can't even remember...but, in typical Army Bureaucracy fashion, it took until today for the paperwork to come full circle. I am very happy, relieved, etc. And, also a little saddened. In addition to 9 years as a U.S. Army Reserve Officer, I served in the U.S. Navy for 4 years Active Duty. That's 13 years in the service of my Country; a little over half of my adult life. I can look back with pride, and I can be content that I've always done the right thing. It's just a little bittersweet coming to terms with one's own mortality. But, at age 42, my joints hurt, my kids are growing up faster than