taking it back i was a girl with a broken heart and no tears to cry. A baby with no dad and a mother who laid in bed depressed from being lonely. then i surrendered my heart. fell so fast embraced the pain just to be happy. physically abused finally pushed him away. Gave up on it all thinking i was never going to find love anyway doing drugs and getting drunk to drown the pain. fading fast something grabbed me to reality. my baby crying from her mommy being depressed she knew i was dying inside. met a guy who surprised me now i am living my life floating on serenity. now living, loving and happy. yet never experienced this before. screaming my love out loud jumping around so alive not feeling empty not feeling ashamed. loved so well feeling alive not like before.
