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As We Are
We seem to love , when its not returned back. we try to see things clearer, when perspectives what we lack. We tend to hold things tightest, when were forced to let them go. we dream our dreams a certain way, when we know it cant be so. We complain about what's wrong with the world, and yet do nothing to make it right. we complain about friends family and relationships, but often we find we started the fight. We try to keep things close, yet often we look from afar. so when we look back we stop and think, do we really want to remain as we are?

Why Not Me?
Like the last few pops of corn kernels in a fire, The explosions cease. Dense smoke rises like a final curtain call, For some, their bow is a gesture of gratitude to a deity. For others, it is an honorable last call on the stage of life. The soldier huddles close to his comrades, Crouched behind a fortress of sand. Echoes of mortar fire still ring in his ears, But his muscles slacken in the stillness of the moment, His body slumps with fatigue in the calm, And his mind wanders to the days of innocence and pleasure, Like the warm soft scent of spring grass as he slides into second base, Or the cool wet fingers of the ocean as they gently refresh him, Or the salty sizzle of barbecue fare turning on a grill. Memories flash, reality beckons, and desolation returns. He ponders, Why me? Why here? Why now? Movement. Voices around him. The soldier grips his weapon, his body tenses, his muscles stiffen. He studies his surroundings, With ears tuned to catch the slightest

~~~farm Boy~~~
A farm boy accidentally overturned a wagon of corn on the road. A nearby farmer saw the accident and went over to have a look and found the boy trying to right the tipped wagon. "Hey Chris," the farmer said. "Forget your troubles for a spell....its late, come have dinner with us. I'll help you with that wagon after we eat." "That's mighty nice of you, but Pa won't like that," Chris replied. "Aw, come on son. Take a break," the farmer insisted. "Well, okay," the boy finally agreed. "But Pa won't like it." After a hearty meal, Chris thanked the farmer. "I feel a lot better now, but I just know that Pa will be upset." "Nonsense," the farmer said. "Where is your pa anyway?" "Under the wagon."

~~~blonde Bar Chicks~~~
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair -- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler." "Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "Nope... Not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times!"

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~~~anal Glaucoma~~~
George called his boss one morning and told him that he was staying home because he was not feeling well. "What's the matter?" he asks. "I have a case of anal glaucoma," he says in a weak voice. "What the hell is anal glaucoma?" "I can't see my ass coming into work today."

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2 Ma Partna....
i HOPE BY TELLiN U DiS i AiNT CROSSiN NO LiNE.... BUT i GOTTA TELL YA 2 ME UR NOT JUS 2 FUCKiN FiNE.... U GOT THiS AURA BOUT URSELF THAT'LL CHANGE N-E-RAiNY DAY 2 STRAiGHT SUNSHiNE.... GOT ME WiSHiN U WAS ALL MiNE.... WE'VE BEEN PARTNAZ 4 SOOO DAMN LONG.... PLEASE DUN THiNK iM LiKE ALL DEM OTHA BiTCHEZ WHO DUN DiD U WRONG.... THiNKiN BOUT U GOT ME FEELiN ALL GUSHY.... LiKE WHEN U LiSTENiN 2 A SAPPY LOVE SONG.... YA YA i KNO iTZ STARTiN 2 SOUND A LiL 2 MUSHY.... iM JUS TRYiN 2 GET OUT WHAT i GOTTA TELL YA WiTOUT SOUNDiN 2 PUSHY.... i WANNA LET THiS SECRET GO.... i JUS DUN WANNA LOOSE WHAT WE GOT GOiN THO... BUT THA BURDEN OF KEEPiN DiS FROM U i DUN WANNA XPERiANCE NO MO.... THiS SHiTS SO HARD i JUS WiSH U ALREADY KNEW.... GOTTA TELL YA NO MATTER WHAT U GONNA DO.... BUT HUN...AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF BEiN PARTNAZ iVE FiNALLY FALLEN iN LOVE WiT U....

Emo...ajay?
iN THA VERY END.... WiLL U B READY 2 DEFEND.... 2 B BENT AS FAR AS U CAN BEND.... PAiN U BEGiN 2 FiEN... 4 UR OWN WELL BEiN... 2 FiNALLY FiND THA TRU MEANiNG... UR LiFE STARTZ 2 MEAN NOTHING.. KEEP ON TELLiN URSELF LIFEZ GOTTZ 2 B WORTH SUMTHiNG.. BUT AFTER EVERYTHiNG iS SAiD N DUN U CANT REALLY DEAL WiT N-E-THiNG...

Mercury Rising
In the shadows again Breathe in without it sounds the same If I wasn't afraid Inside it wouldn't be too late To kiss away the sorrow To shelter me from sin If i could change tomorrow what would it bring Mercury rising Never showing her face The secret she's hiding lies in empty space Heaven rising to praise Words of enlightenment vanish free of trace Mercury rising Heaven saltine to brazed Words of enlightenment vanish free of trace Mercury rising...

~~~the Why's Of Men~~~ Lmfao
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

Jeff Walker Plf
Jeff Walker PLF Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker's is the creator of a very successful product launch formula (PLF) home-study course that teaches people how to maximize the earning potential of any product they create and launch. Unlike many of the more products sold online in this day in age, Jeff's is one of the products which actually works for the people who apply the teachings and methodologies within. Numerous people have applied the step-by-step launch process to generate 5, 6 or even 7 figure launches - both online and offline. The process and sequences themselves are an integral part of any marketing strategy that one must understand to get the maximum profit from any product. Some of the results of Jeff's students are nothing short of astounding and prove that it is possible to generate huge paydays in any type of market. Joe Mercola is a doctor who used Jeff's Product Launch Formula course when attempting to sell an informa

Fuck U Hoe!!!
DUDE...I FUCKIN HATE U SO MUCH SO U’D B FUCKIN SCARED OF ME IF U ONLY KNEW... I SWEAR I FUCKIN HATE U SOOO MUCH U HAVE NO FUCKIN CLUE... I DUN GIVE A FUCK BOUT U UR LIL SCREAMIN FUCKIN BRAT OR UR UGLY FAG ASS HUBBY... IMA FUCKIN HURT U TUBBY!!! U N UR FUCKIN DRAMA CAN GO ELSEWHERE... KUZ THIS SHIT U STARTIN AINT EVEN FUCKIN FAIR.... THIS VENOM IM SPITTIN AT U...ITS GONNA HIT U LOW...N I DUN EVEN CARE... U’S A STUPID FAT ASS HOE.... I HATE U N I KNO U SAW IT LAST NIGHT IM NOT EVEN AFRAID 2 LET IT SHOW!!! AND U KNO WHAT THIS SHIT IMA LET UR STUPID ASS KNO... ILL PULLA SOULA BOY N CRANK U YO... ALL UP N UR UGLY ASS GRILL YO...ILL SUPAMAN U HOE...!! ALL THIS STUPID DRAMA U STARTED JUS LIKE IT I WANT U 2 FUCKIN DIE... I AINT EVEN GONE LIE... YO...U WANNA TALK SHIT BUT UR BIG ASS MOUTH...IT AINT FUCKIN SHY... U WANNA FUCKIN JUDGE SUMBODY B4 URSELF... TAKIN U...WILL JUS BE ANOTHER AWARD ON MA SHELF.... U FUCKIN PAWN ASS MAID... U FUCKI

Licking Batteries
ucking your ex is like licking a battery....you know you shouldnt do it but you just haveto see what its like...and aftetyou do you realize it hurts a bit and yet quite interesting......so you vow not to ever do it again bacuase you just shouldn't....but later onb you see it agan and wnder will it havethe same effects this time if i do it again......so you doit agina and yes it still hurts and yes t very intersting but the novelty of it ll is wearing off.....so the big question is when it sits itelf in front of you again will you do it just to see what happens?

~~~the Penis Wants A Raise~~~
The Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. 7. You don

Interesting Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me?

My Nanny Bananny
My nephew has Autism, he is by far the most adorable little boy in the world! When he first gets to see Aunt Jill, he is afraid of me, and wont let me hug or kiss him, but after being around me for a few hours, he will keep giving me kisses, hugs and high 5's, he will play with my teeth, and hair! I love this little boy so MUCH! When I got to see him on Sunday, I think I made him a little more confused when he saw me because my hair is a lot shorter, and he loved my long hair, and would play with it. Nanny is three and his two year old sister can say Jill, Nanny can't. He makes a grunting noise for my name, but I know he is trying to say my name. His vocabulary is limited to about ten maybe twenty words, but his little mind makes up for what he can't speak! He is so smart, His little mind just wont allow him to break out of the prison that holds him captive! I hate to admit it but Nanny is my favorite of all my nieces and nephews. I hate to have a favorite, but I do

Urls
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Final Version Of Firefox 3 Will Ship In June
By Michael Calore EmailMarch 26, 2008 | 1:55:55 PMCategories: browsers Firefoxlogo The final release of Firefox 3 is due in June, the company said Wednesday during a roundtable discussion with a small group of tech bloggers. During the event, the key members of the Mozilla team, including CEO John Lilly, gave a quick overview of the product release schedule for the next version of the open source web browser. According to VP of engineering Mike Schroepfer, the first Release Candidate will ship in early May. The RC1 stage is the point at which most of the larger extension developers re-work their code to be fully compatible with Firefox 3. So if your favorite extension isn't yet working, you'll only have to wait another month or so. Right now, the latest Firefox 3 release is beta version 4. The Firefox 3 betas have about 700,000 users right now -- a small but dedicated chunk of Firefox's entire user base of 160 million people. The public release of Beta 5 will be out the f

Day #2
Well, I just woke up, And My coffee is extra strong. The Dull ache of a craving is sitting in my gut, and I sip Coffee. Today should be interesting, I have to be at work 8 hours. I can't decide whther I shold bring a couple smokes with me, incase I feel the need to kill, I can go and have one. Ir if I just Leave them at home, and Kill when the need comes. ANyways, I will NOT Smoke today. I just have to remember that.

More Tests
those of you who know me well enough know i have been ill , well had another appointment yesterday to find out i need to have a endoscopy done soon and more blood work was done.. still not feeling well , so i will only be on from time to time.. love to you all, tracy

La Luna - Catfight
La Luna - Catfight La Luna felt a shudder pass through her body as her fist slammed hard against the heavy bag. She had taken up boxing after her granny had died as a way to fight the depression, anger and pain that swirled around inside her, and had found that she liked the physical exertion and the feeling of power it gave her. Today she was working out on the bag that David had set up for her in their flat and the thick carpet absorbed the sound of her heavy calf-length boots as she danced around and around the bag lashing out hard and slamming her fists, clad in leather half finger gloves, hard into it. Besides the boots and gloves she wore only some silk, French style panties and her hard lean body was covered with sweat. Faint yellowish marks told of the occasional bruises from her training sessions at the gym, but none were new and she was proud of that. She punished the bag for anther hour before she started the bath running and gathered her essentials for

For The Fam
YESTERDAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I VOLUNTEERLY SHED TEARS. ONE OF MY BESTFRIENDS KILLED OVER SOME BULLSHIT. I TRIED TO SMOKE THE PAIN AWAY, BUT EVEN WEED COULDNT FILL THE VOID I HAD IN MY HEART. I WAS READY TO GO MURK THEM NIGGAZ, AND I'M THE FIRST TO ADMIT, I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO ME. TO BE REAL I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH OUT MY FAMILY LAST NIGHT. YA JUST DONT UNDERSTAND, I FEEL MORE LOVE FROM YA THAN I DO FROM MY REAL FAMILY. SO FOR THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YA. I APOLOGIZE TO YA IF I HAD YA WORRIED, UPSET, OR WHATEVER FEELINGS YA WENT THROUGH LAST NIGHT. SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING I CAN DO, CONSIDER IT ALREADY DONE. BECAUSE AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, I MAY HAVE LOST 1 BESTFRIEND, BUT I GAINED 1 REAL FAMILY AND FOR THAT I WILL FOREVER LOVE AND BE THERE FOR YA.

Phobia's And You
University of queensland researchers have unlocked new evidence that could help them get to the bottom of our most common phobias and their causes. Hundreds of thousands of people count snakes and spiders among their fears, and while scientists have previously assumed we possess an evolutionary predisposition to fear the unpopular animals, researchers at UQ's School of Psychology may have proved otherwise. According to Dr Helena Purkis, the results of the UQ study could provide an unprecedented insight into just why the creepy creatures are so widely feared. "Previous research shows we react differently to snakes and spiders than to other stimuli, such as flowers or mushrooms, or even other dangerous animals….or cars and guns, which are also much more dangerous," Dr Purkis said. "[In the past, this] has been explained by saying that people are predisposed by evolution to fear certain things, such as snakes and spiders, that would have been dangerous to our ancestors. "[However], people

Once Upon A Time......
Once upon a time there were two friendly ladies in a blast giveaway and they needed some help. This is just another attempt to get some rates and maybe a comment or two in Bratty Bytch's Blast giveaway. If you have a minute, please just stop by and at least give a click to rate the pic for Pye and myself. We would certainly appreciate it! Woot!! Thankies, Mary

Jeff Walker
Jeff Walker Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker Affiliate - Jeff Walker's is the creator of a very successful product launch formula home-study course that teaches people how to maximize the earning potential of any product they create and launch. Unlike many of the more products sold online in this day in age, Jeff's is one of the products which actually works for the people who apply the teachings and methodologies within. Numerous people have applied the step-by-step launch process to generate 5, 6 or even 7 figure launches - both online and offline. The process and sequences themselves are an integral part of any marketing strategy that one must understand to get the maximum profit from any product. Some of the results of Jeff's students are nothing short of astounding and prove that it is possible to generate huge paydays in any type of market. product launch formula, product launch formula 2, product launch formula 2 review, product

Product Launch Formula
Product Launch Formula Product Launch Formula 2 is HERE! Product Launch Formula was created by Jeff Walker, and it was a huge success. Product Launch Formula 2 is going to be launched and you will find the Product Launch Formula 2 Review here. A little about Jeff Walker in his own words, "When I started publishing a free newsletter on the internet in 1996 a lot of people laughed - including some of my family and friends. And then when I told them I was going to start charging $700.00 a year for an email newsletter, they REALLY started laughing. That was in late December, 1996. And you know what? Right now I am the only one laughing, and I am laughing all the way to the bank. Now I want to be completely honest... so far, I have only done that "six figures in seven days" once. But I have done $20,000 or $30,000 in seven days many times. Let me repeat that... many times. Often enough so my bank no longer bats an eye when it happens. And to continue with the disclai

Soul Mates
Found @ CRYSTALINKS The term soul mate means many different things. These are souls that you have experienced with in past, parallel or future lifetimes. They can also be aspects of your soul experiencing at this time in another body. We are all multidimensional beings, your soul having experiences, in many realities, at the same time. As we all evolve from the same source of consciousness creation, we could say that we are all soul mates in a manner of speaking. Soul mate is sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, friendship, love, intimacy, sexuality, and/or compatibility. Soul mates can have various types of relationships, which do not always include romantic love. They can be close friends, co-workers, a teacher, anyone who influences your life one way or another. They play the emotional, spiritual, physical, and mental, games of third dimension with you. They can affect relationships in a positive or negative way dependi

Trying Not To Break...
time flew by, it seems like i just got here. i am not ready to watch him walk away next week, trying to be strong and not let him know how scared i am is making me go crazy! i havent cried yet, and i dont think i could. this all feels like a dream, or a nightmare... i cant sleep at night, cant eat at all, my chest hurts just thinking about all of this. all i know right now is i want the next 15 months to go by just as fast as the last yr. please!

Dude, Here Is My Cell Number, Call Me When You Are Ready To Be Robbed...
Good morning and hello there and how ya doing? My gosh I have to say it and say it right away… Conspiracy! Oh on IDOL I am sorry I am just so mad…it shows you the judging panel has the last say in this all…and all the American public that votes is doing is sweetening the Phone Industry’s text habit! There is no way on earth Chimp Easy (Ckikezie) should go home, those who watched it know he sang that song great sounded dead on to Luther VanDross but, like they say it’s Votes that count and he did not have the judging panels votes… Honestly don’t kid yourself if they do not mill around in the so called war-room and decide who leaves and who stays… come on it’s marketing and who Simon can market best…This show was not supposed to be about “Cute-&-Cuddly” Oh well I bitched enough… I just have no idea how a few of them sleep at night knowing darn well they could not even sing their way out of a telephone booth….Oh and while I am on the telephone subject… did anyone see this yet another in

Prayer For My Friend Shawna!!
hi everyone can you drop by my friends page and say a prayer for her please! she went to the doctors yesterday and got shocking news that she has cancer and well you may know the rest is you to friends and support... im just hoping that if we all pray that it will have a better out come and just be a mistake or glitch in the system, shes 35 and allready has burried her daughter and has a 7 year old son that took it hard hwen his sister passed, so please can you take a moment and drop by her page and show sum to her and pray............... shes on my top friends list and her profile page is (shawna)

Animal That I Have Become
"Animal I Have Become" I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't esc

Pain
"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Ca

Never Too Late
"Never Too Late" This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back

Those That Care
To those that don't care that are here what is your main purpose? Social sites should be social not anti-social. If you do things to offend, you will get offensive responses. If you don't like someone don't talk to them, if someone offends you let them know they have, so a rectification can be enabled. i am a blogger and will always will be, and one day I will create my own Legacy to pass on to my son.

What Is Love
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babies. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell eac

Dying For Better Boobs
Cheerleader’s death highlights rare surgical risk High school senior dies after undergoing cosmetic breast surgery March 26: Stephanie Kuleba went under the knife for a cosmetic procedure and ended up dying. What went wrong? NBC’s Mark Potter reports. Stephanie Kuleba’s friends called her “Sunshine” because that was the perfect nickname for the outgoing and bubbly girl who was everybody’s friend, the cheerleader with the near-perfect grade-point average who was too nice and too perfect for anybody to resent. “She was just the kind of girl that everyone loved,” a friend, Dayna Mercer, told NBC News. “There was nothing bad about her.” But the 18-year-old high school senior, who was headed to college and then medical school, felt she needed to be even more perfect. Her breasts were asymmetrical and she had an inverted areola, so she went to an outpatient cosmetic surgery clinic in Boca Raton, Fla., to have what she saw as a problem attended to by doctors. Story continues b

Wow Birthday Bliss
so this bday has just all round rocked started off with the weekend sat night being insane dancing free cover free vip free drinks do it up right ya :P here i thought no one would go dancing with few will had such a hard time but then my good friend saves me takes me dancing at the clubt its jsut awsome then enters mr. *i wear my sunglasses at night * :P dances up behind me dropa to his knees he wild he a dance my frind pulls us up to the frount of the club away from him and i am slightly sad but he finds me again once again coming up behind me ... we all had soo much fun dancing away hours and share a cab to my friends wre we party it up all night long .... sooo needed so weirder still i never been invted to easter but the guys asked us to come to there easter party it was awsome good drinks great meal so fun party party party they even had cake for me it was epic so sweet thoughtful fun and jsut a blast thre there friends were amaaing just good time all round so t

Memory Jogger About Goa To Be Added To When They Occur. For My Ref Only Really.
The flea, night and road side market stalls. Hampi in the care of the stall holders. Hampi station. Healing, massage, beach and prickly heat. The broken toilet and the shocked stewardess. For the love of Goa. The book story and caste away with the arrogant. Electricity, the things you need after 50. Drowning already dressed for the next world. The difference between gawk and hawk. The Talle heave ho or was it the rat droppings. An electric Thank You. Sam, Mandee and how to not travel, a bikers paradise lost and found a parking space down the drain/ditch+++ The banana festival. The tale of the holes in the ground and a stiking population.

Rising Stars
Rising Stars A rising star shimmers and shines is luminiscent and scintillating A rising star gleams and glows and is a pleasure to behold embrace and adore A rising star lives within us Close your eyes and open your imagination For We ARE The Rising Star

Roflllllll
lmfaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo a video prince jesse made for me and some other amazing fubar ppl...LMAOOOOOOO enjoy. here are the ppl in it ღAsH.WeeE™.[[.Mgr@Forbidden.]]. ♥SmokeyBeaЯs.R/L.Wifey♥@ fubar ♫Smokey BeaЯ®♫ღAsH.WeeE™ R/L Hubbyღ@ fubar §hÅñe0~Owner@fÖRBiDDeN-HoTTIES R US MEMBER~@ fubar Ellie ♥ Forbidden Owner ♥Owned by ShaneO ♥@ fubar *PRINCE*JESSE **Hotties R Us Member*@ fubar

My Dad
My dad went in for some tests yesterday and they put him in the hospital and he is having triple by pass surgery today....Just letting a few of my friends know! If I am not around for a while! Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers!

Why Men Are Happier
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5

Fubars Top Dance Crew Part 2
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Product Launch Formula 2 Is In Pre Launch
Product launch formula 2 is in pre launch Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product launch formula 2 is in pre launch. Product launch formula 2 download should be available soon. Jeff Walker is going to announce this. Jeff Walker is a leading internet marketer who has made a six figure income within seven days. Jeff Walker says, "You cannot imagine the thrill of getting your first order over the internet. I remember when I sent out my first sales letter back in 1996. I did it late at night and then I went to bed. The next morning when I woke up there was a $700.00 order from Switzerland... you want to talk about being on top of the world - that $700.00 was 100% pure profit! Now you are almost surely in a much better spot than I was, because that extra $700.00 really made a huge impact on my family. In those days, that was an unheard of windfall for us. Since then I have gotten to know a lot of other successful internet publishers, and just about

I Love You
I have a smile Stretched from ear to ear To see you walking down the road We meet at the lights I stare for a while The world around disappears Just you and me On this island of hope A breath between us could be miles Let me surround you My sea to your shore Let me be the calm you seek Oh and every time I’m close to you There’s too much I can’t say And you just walk away And I forgot To tell you I love you And the night’s Too long And cold here Without you I grieve in my condition For I cannot find the strength to say I need you so Oh and every time I’m close to you There’s too much I can’t say And you just walk away And I forgot To tell you I love you And the night’s Too long And cold here Without you

Relationships Ii
Well things are goin pretty good so far with this relationship. He asked me and Mykah to move in with him and his boys on St. Patricks day. I agreed. What the heck live a little you know. May be crazy, but who ever said I was completely sane to begin with right?? Gettin ready to enroll Mykah in pre-school there too. Hard to believe she will be 4 in a month!!!!!!! AMAZING!!!! My ex still isnt adjusting to the fact of us divorcing and me moving on. He tries his best to put Mykah in the middle by telling her "oh, Roger is no good, dont like him" and all that crap. Stupid b.s. When her dad came to pick her up today I felt so bad... you could tell she wanted to stay with me and not go, but unfortunatly its out of my hands. I have to make her go with her dad... I wanted to cry so bad... I miss her when she's not with me within seconds of her being gone.... I wish there was something I could do to keep her with me... and this BS of midnight shift til May 3rd is for the birds!! Its hard en

::i Am Pumped!!::
OMG, guys I'm very excited right now and can't sleep! In about 6 hours I will be in a car and on my way to a 7-hour drive back to my original hometown of Los Angeles =] I'm going down there until Sunday mostly to chill and to hang out with the family, some of them I haven't seen in years...I haven't been down there since I was 17 and even then it was a real quick trip and I didn't have much time to visit family....so I'm very excited!!!!!! Ok I have to get back to packing but talk to some of you when I get back!!!! =D Kisses, Message In A Bottle

Product Launch Formula 2
Product Launch Formula 2 Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker is the creator of the successful Product Launch Formula and he is going to launch Product Launch Formula 2 very soon. The prelaunch has already raised a lot of expectations. If you don't know who Jeff Walker is, then you should read the following paragraphs written by himself. "The odds are very good that you have never heard of me. That is because I have been sitting off in a little corner of the Internet since 1996, quietly running an internet publishing business. Most of my friends don't have a clue what I do for a living - but the ones that know what I am doing say that I have a license to print money. And the fact is, that is awfully close to the truth. The name of this site is "Six Figures In Seven Days". And yes, I have done that - I have actually made more than $106,000.00 in one seven day period. That was pretty thrilling, for me... and for my bank - the people at the

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links:nick Dipaolo, Floyd Mayweather Jr, Happy Birthday Ms. Travis, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Boobs On Paltalk, Animation Fest
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Opie describe his enormous TV getting delivered - online now!) The Opie and Anthony Show is once again LIVE for the SECOND day in a row! Holy crap! Today we welcome Nick DiPaolo back to the POgram. He's going to be at Caroline's here in New York City, so make sure you see him if you have the time and/or the inclination. Now, as if we didn't have enough shit to worry about, Floyd Mayweather Jr is stopping by to promote his appearance at Wrestlemania 24 (click for tix!), so we'll all be on our best behavior or risk getting our teeth punched in. Finally, it's our own Travis' birthday, so everyone wish the special little girl a happy happy birthday on her special day. We'll have to get a vagina cake for her or something. Remember, if you want to see any of these really important celebrities LIVE, in-studio... or stupid Bob Kelly, just remember to turn on

~fire~ Pimp Out By Special Request Of Beautiful Nightmare
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-sigh-
Take some time and actually read this, it's a guy talking... IT'S 7TH GRADE. I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long silky hair. And I wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that. I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks'. And gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I'm too shy to tell her, And I don't know why. IT'S JUNIOR YEAR. My phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears. Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone. So I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa I stared at her soft eyes. Wishing she was mine. After 2 hours. A Drew Barrymore movie. And 3 bags of chips. She decided to go to sleep. She looked at me.

The Thoughts In My Head
Well, this blog is going to give you a look inside the mind of someone with a mental illness. Maybe then you all will know that this isn't something to laugh about and know how serious something like this is. I know I will get a lot of people that will leave stupid comments about how retarded I am for posting this and all I have to say to them is FUCK OFF!!! Well it is 2:10am, March 27, 2008. I am sitting here because I can't sleep. I have been depressed all day and for no reason really. I woke up in a pissed off mood for no reason and decided that I would go off on everyone. Not meaning to do that I mean it just happens. BTW I am bipolar. For those that don't know what the hell that is it is a disorder that makes you go from being happy to depressed to pissed off yell and going off on anyone that is around. For the people that don't believe that mental illnesses like mine are real I would love for you to deal with me during my episodes and see if I can control it. As of now I am in th

Ha Ha! North-easterners Can't Get It Up!! Stressed Out And Pathetic.
New Census Data Shows Northeast Population Growth is Lagging By Bret Schulte Wed Mar 26, 7:57 PM ET The U.S. Census Bureau released some big news last week, namely that hurricane-ravaged St. Bernard Parish in Louisiana has transformed itself from the national leader in population loss to the national leader in population gain (as a percentage of its total population) as its denizens return and rebuild. The census numbers, which track population change at the county level from July 1, 2006, to July 1, 2007, don't all bear good news. While the West shows continued growth, the Midwest is struggling to keep up, especially in rural areas that don't attract, as demographers say, "domestic migrants," a.k.a. Americans in moving vans. But no region has flat-lined like the country's historical epicenter, the Northeast. Kenneth M. Johnson, a senior demographer at the Carsey Institute and author of more than 150 articles and reports on population trends, takes U.S. News behind the numbers

Somebody New !
Hmm... Well where do I start. I was introduced to this place by a friend. At first I thought this place was a shit hole for scum and dirtbags. (you have to know my background) Well any hoo, From there I was introduced to someone who I was possiably interested in employing to work for me. Well as time went by, I got to know this person a little better,and now am seeing her (I didn't say dateing) (there's personal issues that are being worked out) Well I must say tho that I am really happy that I got to know her better. She ended up being an amazing woman who I want to gegt to know more about. I have a 15mo daughter,and she has a almost 3 month old son. It works great all around ! She's great !

Auction
I will be participating in an auction hosted by Roger Lee Mostly my offering is rates which we could all use. Please come and bid on me more info coming soon. In the meantime listen to this great song. Stop by and see Roger Lees blog ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Wonder Woman ஐ@ fubar Heartistic Soul is also hosting an auction for the guys! Go check her out Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Pain With Compassion
When our heart hurts, and we must stand strong. It is a relief to know, that one shall be there to hold you. From a distance i offer my shoulder and ear, for you to rely on. From a distance i pass my sympathy and compassion for you to hold as your own. Till i can stand next to you, my heart weeps when you weep. Till i can hold you close i pass all my thoughts to you over the wind and across the seas. For when we ache it is hard to let it out, for when we cry its tears we tend to hide. But with me those tears i shall wipe from your cheek, i shall rock you in my arms, untill you feel safe. I will always be there even across the ocean, with a ear, and my heart ready for you to hold. No time, no distance, nothing shall keep me from you, for you are part of me now, a part i never wish to lose. Copyright Feb 2008, J.Stacy

Day 1 2008
Well didn't do much of anything today, other than spent lots of time on the phone making calls back home. Got an email from my son though so all in all it was a pretty good day. I think. So I will try and post more and more in the days to come.

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Follow Your Heart
I've got some insights will you listen? just give new love a start, forget the guilt ridden trip, and go on, follow your heart. I know it's so difficult, there's pain in the past, I'm not asking for you to forget, Just start a brand new life. Life wasn't meant to be easy, and a life is such a long, long time, hard to make some words fit, its sometimes hard to make them sound right. But I can't imagine life, without taking a chance. And now I know my decision, is one of those painful choices, damned if do and damned if I don't, I can already hear those voices. The what if's, The could have beens. We have cried and laughed together, oh, how I love to see you smile, and I will be so understanding, if you can only wait a little while. But life is not forever, and you need to take a chance when you can. But life is what it is, very few have mastered the art, and all I'll ever ask you, is please, just follow your heart. Copyright March 26, 20

What Am I Thinking?
"Tell me what was you were thinking," she asks me. What am I thinking, I wonder to myself. Is that what she asked me? Surely, that is not what has been asked of me. No, she doesn’t want me to say what will alleviate her worries. Nor does she needs to hearfrom me what will quiet his fears. "So tell me what will ease your mind," she should have said to me. "Tell me what will help make you sane. Tell me these things regardless of your fears, your dreams, your pain." Yes, these things I could believe. Yes, those words I could hear despite all others said. Yes, these are the words I hear deep within my busy head. And what, I wonder, is it that I think? I think She in some wicked way she has made some unholy pact with a wicked and unholy saint to change the course of my life, my fate. "It was not unholy," "There was never any saint..." She always smiles lovingly for me to see. "It was God, who I asked to alter fate." "God?!" I ask him, hoping that my heart had erre

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Heart Mind And Soul
The mind so strong The mind so weak The mind ever lasting The mind never ending. The Mind blocks what it hates The Mind sees what it loves Yet its the heart that guides us to truth The heart tells us whats right and wrong And in all that we are Our minds tend to grab for control. Our Hearts fight Our Hearts cry Our Hearts love Yet our minds block all Our minds control our pain Our minds control everything Yet its our soul that is most important and what we do to it controls how we think and how we feel For the mind is hardest to control while the heart is easiest to hide and our soul shines or dims according to all around us. And we must deside who we are and where we want to be with all we are heart mind and soul. Copyright March 26, 2008 J.Stacy

My Story
I was raped on a day in February 1999. I had husband at the time. my ex-bother-in-law, who I had previous friendly contact with, made his way into my home by asking to use the bathroom. There was not any sexual contact at all previous to that night! I was being friendly and did not think about anything bad. But when he stepped into my house he made a decision, which would change my life tremendously. He forced himself upon me, taking advantage of me feeling sick and being intoxicated. He held my arms up and took my clothes off. I told him to stop plenty of times and tried to push him away. But he just kept hushing me, kept holding me down and kept taking my clothes off, touching me and kissing me. I did all I could do with the power that I had at that point of time. I did not think about screaming, I did not think about scratching him or hitting him. He seemed just so extremely strong and it did not seem to make any sense to keep trying. I was worn out, tired and intoxicated. I was

Wanna Own Me See How Here
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A Few Things In My Past I Wish I Can Change
well let me start off but saying iam suprized i even get this many views on my blogs because there just my feelings and the way i feel. well hay okay this post here is about the things i have seen or done that i wish i could change. i was working at my moms bar Hot Shotz at the time as a security guy. there is a bar next door to were my moms bar used to be. it was a Mexican joint with under age kids going in there and it was known for serving alchoal to any one. and it has known for prostitutes. well one night it was just me and my brother Aron working security that night and about 1am there was a car that drove in the parking lot saying they owned it and it was there turf. we just always said yea it is man because we didn't want to fight the Mexican flannel gang. well about a hr after that they drove by the bar again and down the street were we saw 2 people walking. the car of gang banger jumped out and stabbed the 2 people walking. we called the cops right then and there and ran t

Why I Hate My Birthday!!
Ok for those who keep asking me this is why!! The main reason is the fact 8 years ago I almost died on my birthday from my first ex-husband on my birthday. And if you read my poems you have a clearer picture of why I hate my birthday. If not well I have had a very shitty life. I have lived through more shit than anyone should before I was 16. I may have many reasons to hate life, but I have two reasons why I need to go on(my daughters). My daughter is the rock I rely on to get me up in the morning to continue with this shit hole life. I may one day fine the love I want and need. I don't hold my breath for it. I thought I had it once, but as it turned out it wasn't. I have for many years believed that I am cursed when it comes to love!! Hence the reasons why I have the tattoo of a lone wolf on my chest close to my heart. I am not sure if I will have the future I dream about. I hope that I will find someone that will understand me and accept me. So far haven't found

Fullerton Cali Man.. I Want To
want to make love to you in a special way like glass, strong but crystal clear. I want to make make love to your spirit by first squeezing and sucking your lips to quench my thirst. Then gently blowing love through your lips and making love to your lungs, As my heart squeezes yours and mines together until your mind blows, And you can't think. I want to bite your fingertips sending a sexual sensation through your hands and into your heart, Pumping love in and out through your veins until it reaches your feet, And your toes curl. I want to stroke you gently and softly to caress not only your spirit, But to feel the warmth of your flesh. Your body next to mine, holding and embracing with the connection of a lock and key of life and love so you can't let go. Let me love you hard so I can drill through your hurts and your pains, Paving bricks to guard your heart from your trials and tribulations. Building a dam so that when your flesh feels weak your spirit won't break.

For My Mom
Please keep Micki's mom Sandy & the family in ur thoughts and prayers, she is having surgery (tumors removed from her head) on Thursday March 27th. I love ya Micki! Ur mom, u and ur family are in my thoughts and prayers! Big ((Hugs)) Jen Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar Sandys fav song :)

All These Words
I spoke all those words only for you to be free, Keeping you away from all the things I hated you to see. So long it has been since I ripped these words forth. But I have to ask my self what it all was worth. He is the man that you seen in me all I did was plant a seed, Yet the pain from it all makes me yearn to bleed! Free again is what I've learned. Better off than to get burned. RwsII

Prayers Needed 4 Mickis Mom Sandy
Please keep Micki's mom Sandy & the family in ur thoughts and prayers, she is having surgery (tumors removed from her head) on Thursday March 27th. I love ya Micki! Ur mom, u and ur family are in my thoughts and prayers! Big ((Hugs)) Jen Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar Sandys fav song :) This bulletin brought to u with lots of love and prayers from..... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"@ fubar

Back Door Slam Concert
So today is my bro's b-day so last night I paid his way to see back door slam in Philly.It was absolutely fantastic...I think i orgasimed 5 times...lmao. This band kicks ass. You can checkt hem out on the video on my page. BY the way, my bro's name is Hot Rod on my family list check him out and wish him a happy b-day.

My 3rd Hh Contest Winners
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My Moms Surgery Is Today March 27th
Please keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers.she will be having the knots removed from her head today.The Dr's think its just sist's and I hope so..shes not in good enough health for it to be anything other then that. They didnt do a biopsy,so im hoping for the best This is my mom Sandy

Thoughts On Patriotism.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Patriotism Current mood: thoughtful Category: Life Patriotism. What does that word really mean? My personal opinion is that it refers to the feelings one has when certain prompts are given to them about their country/flag/elected officials, etc. Other things enter my thoughts when I posed this question to myself. Such as, can a person be patriotic and an Atheist? Everywhere you look our country's symbolism is rife with the word GOD. Our money has it, our Pledge of Allegiance(sp), so if you don't believe in the Christian God, can you be a patriot? I believe so, 100%. I am Atheist and I still say the Pledge as I learned it. I definitely use money all the time. And I consider myself a patriot. I am respectful to the flag, I get choked up when I sing the National Anthem, I outright cry when I see images of the Vietnam Memorial Wall, and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because my father is a Vietnam vet and the stories I've heard from oth

Determined
what should i do,i need some help getting a job so i can better myself and my future or go back to the way that i put on my old face mask that i told myself that i was never to put back on and think that my life style,determins my death style and and remain a helpless soul?what should i do?

Rant Rant Rant
Sunday, May 20, 2007 More rantings..... Current mood: bored Category: Life I was searching for a grant recently on Google search. That's right sports fans, your old buddy is thinking about going back to school to be a small engine mechanic. One reason for this is my lawn mower broke down and my folks took it to a place in Raytown that repairs them. The labor ALONE is $55 an hour!! Anyway, while looking for grants I noticed something.....about 90% of them for single parents are geared toward single mothers...only. Why? Are single fathers not counted as single? Or, as men are we supposed to just suck it up and do it ourselves? This is sexism pure and simple, both ways. What they are saying is that fathers don't matter and mothers are either too helpless or stupid to do things for themselves. Some, or rather, most single parents did not choose to be in that situation. I certainly didn't, neither does my sister.

Hey Does Anybody In Hereket
does anybody on fubar live in orlando area and like wrestling cause i need to sell my buddys ticket cause he bought my buddys tickets since he couldn't go and we need to find somebody ASAS. IF SO MESSAGE ME HERE.

Final Inspection
Final Inspection The Policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deverve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around, except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, it needn't be so grand. I never expected or had

Honesty...really? Pt.2
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 A Couple More Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships Here are a couple more things you are likely to hear from Mr. Honesty. You're going to the movies, the choices: a syrupy love story in which one or the other of the main characters dies tragically at the end, or, a fast paced action movie with some nudity. Guess which one your open, honest man is going to actually shell out money for? You're gonna say, "Honey I want to see this one. It's supposed to be really good. Naomi and her boyfriend saw it last week and they both said it was good." Prince Charming knows Naomi and her wimp of a boyfriend, and knows that she has him totally pussywhipped. His response, "I really don't want to see it because I get the urge to slap you silly when you cry for no reason, and besides the other movie has tits and explosions." Now, he might change his mind if you promise a blowjob afterwards, but then again who wants a blowjob from a woman who's makeu

Love Is.............
Love is............. Love is.......................... being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength. Love is............................. being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting, the truth, and never pretending Love is the source of reality. Love is.................... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else. Love is the source of unity. Love is.................. the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individua

Honesty..really?
Saturday, March 17, 2007 A Question Current mood: curious Category: Romance and Relationships I just have a quick question for the women. First off, you all say you want an open, honest man, but when a guy is truly honest with you, you don't like it. For example, when you ask a guy what he wants from your relationship, you want to hear--" I want to be married and have kids and live a long life with you by my side." Right? Nearly all guys SAY this because we know that's what you want to hear. An open, honest guy would answer thusly--" I want to fuck you in every imaginable way. I want to share you with my friends, if you're any good. I want to blow my load on your face and laugh to myself as you look around disgustedly for something to wipe off with. I want to be able to fuck your friends and get away with it, but you better not try to fuck my friends, in fact, don't even look at them. If you want to talk about marriage I'll change my phone number, quit my job,

God's Garden
God's garden GOD LOOKED AROUND HIS GARDEN AND HE FOUND AN EMPTY PLACE.HE THEN LOOKED DOWN UPON THIS EARTH, AND SAW YOUR TIRED FACE.HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU,AND LIFTED YOU TO REST.GOD'S GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL,HE ALWAYS TAKES THE BEST.HE KNEW THAT YOU WERE SUFFERING,HE KNEW YOU WERE IN PAIN.HE KNEW THAT YOU WOULD NEVER GET WELL ON EARTH AGAIN.HE SAW THAT THE ROAD WAS GETTING ROUGH AND THE HILLS ARE HARD TO CLIMB.SO HE CLOSED YOUR WEARY EYELIDS AND WHISPERED,"PEACE BE THINE." IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU,BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE.FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME.

I Believe....
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 I believe..... Current mood: contemplative Category: Life My list of things I believe: -Tits are the greatest evolutionary advancement ever...ever -some people won't like you no matter how hard you try, so fuck 'em be yourself -cartoons can always cheer you up -red meat is not bad for you, blue-green meat is -marijuana should be legalized, packaged and taxed just like tobacco and liquor -everyone shold have at least one tattoo -chicks really do dig scars -"normal" people willalways stare at your piercings -you NEVER go ass to mouth -more people need spell checkers -fire is neat, unless it's you that is on fire -Paris Hilton and Britney Spears need more media coverage -Beavis and Butthead spoke for an entire generation -most dictators in history were overachievers I will add more as they come to me

My Love... Written By Me....
My Love... written by me.... My Love...... Stary Nights high above, Your the one that I love. You are my world and my heart, You make me never wanna part. When times get rough and things aren't right, Always remember I never wanna fight. I want you,all of you, Please tell me that you want me too. Some day I want to be your wife, Have a family and a real good life. My heart never lies,it's always true, So please tell me that you love me too. I will never try to change you, I want you to continue in what you do. Always remember I am here too, Because I enjoy you, and the things that you do. Your always on my mind, Always in my heart. My one simple wish, Is to have you in my life, Always and Forever.

My Heart....... Written By Me
My Heart....... written by me My Heart.... As I lay here thinking of only you I can only imagine if your thinking of me,too. How do I show you my feelings are real That your the one I want,I'm honest about how I feel. I can make you happy,make you smile, That being with me will be worth your while. I can't imagine my life with anyone but you, Because my heart never lies,it only wants you.

A Friend In Need, Is A Friend Indeed
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You,whoever You Are.... Written By Me
You,Whoever you are.... written by me I want to be your girl, I want to be your wife. I can help so we will have a nice life. I want to take a way your stress, To be there for you and all of your success. I want you,all of you... The good,the bad... My love for you is true. I'm honest and sincere, Life with me will always be real. I will never lie,never cheat. You truly are my life's favorite treat. So please be honest about how you feel, Please tell me your love for me is real.

The Thing’s You Didn’t Know.... Written By Me
THE THING’S YOU DIDN’T KNOW.... Written by me I DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT I LOVED YOU, OR THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND. I ALSO DIDN'T TELL YOU I WISH I COULD BE THERE, OR THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. I DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT MY HEART IS TRULY YOURS, OR THAT I TRULY WISH THAT THINGS COULD BE DIFFERENT. I DIDN'T TELL YOU HOW MUCH I WOULD CHANGE THINGS IF I COULD, OR HOW MUCH I WISH THAT I WAS YOUR WIFE. I DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE/ARE MY EVERYTHING, OR HOW MUCH I HONESTLY WANT YOU HAPPY. I DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT RIGHT NOW I AM EXTREMLY HAPPY FOR YOU, OR HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO BE SUCCESSFUL. I DIDN'T TELL YOU THAT I WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS AND SUSSESS IN THE WORLD. YOU NEED TO KNOW I HAD TO PUT MY FEELINGS AWAY. MAINLY YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.

Music Snob?
Thursday, August 30, 2007 P2P sites Current mood: pissed off Category: Music I've been downloading quite a bit of music lately and I've noticed one thing that bothers me. How can you not know the name of the band that does the song when it should be there right in front of you? Are you that fucking dumb? Really? I've downloaded the same song three different times thinking that maybe each of the bands had done and redone the song. The song is Circle Of The Tyrants originally done by Celtic Frost. And I know for a fact that Dimmu Borgir remade it for a tribute album. I saw it in my Opeth search, and wondered......Did they remake it? Nope it was actually the original version. The biggest mistakes are found in the oldies. The song House of the Rising Sun is listed under 1.Cream 2.CCR 3.The Rolling Stones 4.The Doors 5.The Animals 6.The Moody Blues and even 7.Led Zepplin Little Red Riding Hood is listed under: 1.The Animals 2.Sam the Sham and the Pharoah

Older Blog Reposted - How About These Guys? Lol
HOW ABOUT THESE GUYS??? I was just sitting here thinking about all the guys I've had contact with in the past... some that were just friends, casual boyfriends, serious boyfriends & even the "ex". I seem to (for the most part... although there have been some exceptions) attract losers. What is up with that? Do I draw in a certain type of guy because of the way I look? act? behave? Am I not smart enough? too smart? naive? Is it something I am repeatedly doing wrong? Is it some characteristic I possess that just attracts these men to me like a magnet? OR... am I seeking them out? Here is what I look for in a guy: Honesty, Sense of Humor, Compassion, High Morals, Ability to have "fun", etc. These aren't that odd are they? As for looks? I don't go by looks that much... yes, there must be a physical attraction or else what is the point? Because sooner or later, we will be intimate and who wants to make love with someone scary looking? LOL Here are the types of guys (contrary to w

I Can’t... Written By Me
I Can’t... written by me I CAN'T HELP BUT GET LOST IN YOUR EYES, THE STRENGTH THEY SEND IS NO SUPRISE. I CAN'T HELP BUT MELT WITH YOUR TOUCH, IT'S SWEET AND SOFT AND NEVER ENOUGH. I CAN'T HELP BUT TO LOVE YOUR KISS, IT'S SOFT AND SUCH A WONDERFUL BLISS. I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK OF YOU DAY & NIGHT, I KNOW DEEP DOWN THIS IS RIGHT. I CAN'T HELP BUT DREAM OF YOU, I DREAM OF OUR FUTURE AND NEVER BLUE. I CAN'T HELP BUT TO LOVE YOU EACH DAY, THIS IS AN AMAZING FEELING I MUST SAY. I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER ABOUT OUR LIFE, I'M EXCITED TO SOMEDAY BECOME YOUR WIFE. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY.... YOU BRING LIGHT TO MY DARKENED DAYS.

Being Lost...written By Me
BEING LOST...written by me I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM SO LOST INSIDE, I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I DO. I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING, I DON'T LIKE BEING BLUE. I AM NOT HAPPY WITH MY LIFE, I AM DEPRESSED IN ALL THAT I DO. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHANGE, I WOULD LOVE TO FIND HAPPINESS AGAIN. I AM GOING TO TAKE MY TIME, AND FIND ME ONCE AGAIN.

Damn, I'm Long Winded...
Thursday, January 03, 2008 2008..here we go again. Current mood: hopeful Category: Jobs, Work, Careers OK!! It's a new year, and with a new year comes new goals and lofty aspirations. Let's start with a few things on the down side. The Post Office will be closing down the Station that I work at on March 31. I most likely won't be there anymore anyway, but more on that later. The bad thing is my mom and uncle both work there and plan on retiring....wait... ARE retiring on July 1. But what are they going to do for the 3 months in between? Who knows? Ok, one thing on the down side.....screw you. I have a job prospect in the works right now that I hope will work out good. It's a job as a prison guard in Lansing, KS. One bad thing is...moving. My oldest boy, Austin has no problems moving, Dalton, on the other hand........ He's not too thrilled with the idea. I've said in other blogs, he has Aspergers Syndrome, a high functioning form of Autism, and cannot take chan

Even More On Dating And Relationships.
Dating and exes. Current mood: bummed Category: Life Here we are again sports fans. My subject today deals with something that I am personally dealing with at the moment. I know that she will most likely read this, but I've got to say something. Before we even start though, I want to make this crystal clear: I am not positive on anything I say about where her feelings are, it's just what I speculate. My girlfriend, Brandie, and I have been seeing each other since right after Thanksgiving, little more than a month. She had just gotten out of a bad relationship (I think) and in a way, so had I. So we're both rebounding. Now, something you need to know about me, I get a "vibe" from some people that tells me that they are going to be good for me. I felt it with my late wife, and I felt it when I first met Brandie. I get it from guys too, but in a totally non-gay way. So, going on the fact that we are both rebounding, we are both cautious about showing

I Thought I Knew You... Written By Me
I THOUGHT I KNEW YOU... WRITTEN BY ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU, I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE. YOU'VE BECOME A COMPLETE STRANGER TO ME, THAT I DON'T I EVEN UNDERSTAND ANYMORE. YOU SEEM TO BE A HYPOCRIT, YOU SEEM TO KNOW IT ALL. YOU THINK YOUR INDESTRUCTABLE, I GUESS I DON'T KNOW YOU AT ALL. YOU SEEM TO THINK YOU KNOW ME, BETTER THAN EVEN I DO. WHEN IN FACT I GUARENTEE, YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL. I THOUGHT ONLY I WAS LOST, AND NEEDED TO FIND OUT WHO I WAS. I AM BEGINNING TO SEE, THAT YOUR AS LOST AS ME.

More On Food...and Other Things.
Saturday, December 29, 2007 More on TV commercials Current mood: cantankerous Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Ok, so I'm usually up quite late and I've noticed something...even withthe TV on in the other room. There are three commercials that are getting a lot of airtime, and they are as follows: 1. Extenze male "enhancement" pills 2.Lipozene- fat reducing pills 3. Chat phone lines and I just remembered another one 4. Girls Gone Wild DVD's (still?) Am I mistaken, or are these commercials directed at fat, lonely guys with little dicks? Are they trying to tell me something? Am I up way too late? The answer to all three questions is a definite "YES" Not that I need any of the feces they are smearing all over the airwaves, far from it. I wouldn't mind the Extenze product, however. Surprise the shit out of my girlfriend with that one. Guess what honey, I've been feeding it a good diet. Check it out! BWHAHAHAHA!!! Another beef I have with commercials on

Change... Written By Me
Change... written by me THIS IS THE YEAR, TO HOLD YOUR FRIENDS NEAR. FORGET ABOUT THE PAST, MAKE TODAY LAST. STAND YOUR GROUND, YOU MUST NOT TURN AROUND. YOU HAVE TO LOOK ON, IT'S EASIER TO CARRY ON. STOP LOOKING AT THE FUTURE, SEE ONLY THE BIG PICTURE. YOU GOTTA LIVE FOR TODAY, TRUE FRIENDS ARE HERE TO STAY. TRUE FRIENDS WON'T STAB YOU IN THE BACK, INSTEAD THEY'LL BE THERE TO HELP YOU PACK. THEY'LL BE THE ONES TO SHOW YOU LIFE AGAIN, THAT THIS IS NOT THE END.

Food Commentary....(old)
Sunday, December 02, 2007 A couple more things on my mind...... Current mood: bitchy While watching the ill fated Chiefs game earlier, I saw a commercial that really made me laugh. Hardee's in now offering a new burger. But not just a burger, it also has a philly steak sammich on it. You know it was a fat guy with clogged arteries that came up with this abomination. You want a burger, get a burger. You want a philly steak, get one. You want both, you need a diet. What's next people? Hmmm......I want ice cream, but I want a pizza, too. I know! Ice cream pizza! Hard thing though, keeping the ice cream from melting in the oven and making a huge fucking mess. To prove my point I give you a few more abortions of culinary delight: 1. Cheeseburger pizza 2. Taco pizza 3. Pizza sub sandwich 4. Taco salad 5. Philly cheese steak pizza Just to name a few. Can't we just have food without mixing two or three different ones into a big mess. And mixing cuisines....taco pizza?

A Poem Called My Advice Written By Me
My Advice.. written by me IT'S TIME FOR ME TO TAKE MY ADVICE, TO STOP BEING SO NICE. TO SPEAK MY MIND, TO STOP BEING SO KIND. TO STOP LETTING FOLKS WALK ON ME, TO STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE. TO SAY WHAT I GOTTA SAY, THEN BE GLADLY ON MY WAY. I DON'T MEAN TO HURT ANYONE, BUT I HAVE TO MOVE ON. I HAVE TO PUT MY MIND AT EASE, SO PLEASE STEP BACK IF YOU PLEASE. STAND BESIDE ME THRU IT ALL, BUT PLEASE DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO AT ALL. TIME AND SPACE IS ALL I NEED, PLEASE JUST BE A FRIEND IN DEED

Wondering About Things...
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 People in general....... Current mood: pissed off Category: Friends OK, I have a serious question for everyone, but mostly the women. Are there any of you who haven't been abused, fondled, forced, molested or raped at any time in your life? It seems to me that there aren't any women left that haven't had a traumatic sexual experience (not including just bad sex) at some point. My most recent steady fuck partner refused to go down on me, even after I went down on her, because some guy had forced her to when she was younger. Or that's what she said, anyway. You know what? Get over it, It happened years ago. If you can't move beyond your past you need serious therapy and possibly excellent pharmacy provided drugs. If I lived in my past I couldn't do a damn thing. Something happens, you deal with it, you move on....end of story. Because in the long run, that's all life is. It's a series of traumatic episodes with a few moments, fleeting

Heroes?
Monday, October 29, 2007 Heroes addition I wanted to add this to my earlier blog. I'm in no way saying that what you do is not brave, it is quite brave knowing that you could possibly die doing your job, but, at the end of the day that is what your job is. It's not called hazardous duty for nothing. 10:36 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Heroes....and what really makes a hero. Current mood: annoyed Category: Life Here we are again.....with me ranting on about something that's bugging me. I am constantly hammered with military, police, and firefighters telling me that they are heroes. I beg to differ, and I am sorry if I "offend" any of my friends that are or were any of these people. To me, a hero, a true hero is someone who does something NOT in their job description. It is a police officer's JOB to help those in need. It's a firefighter's JOB to run into a burning building to save people trapped inside. It is a soldier's JOB to protec

Random Thoughts...
More random thoughts Category: Life I noticed something the other day when ripping into my box of cookies.The serving size for this particular type of cookie was 1 cookie. What the fuck? One cookie? Who in hell eats just one cookie? One bag, maybe. But one single little cookie? Gimme a fucking break. Another one I saw a few days ago is they are actually putting nutrition information on bottled water. Huh? Can you guess what all the values were? Take your time on this, I'll wait...........IT WAS ZERO!!!!!!!! zero carbs, zero sugar, zero calories, zero vitamin A, B,C,B12, zinc, iron, riboflavin everything. Why is this neccesary? It's just fuckin' water. I'm waiting for nutrition values to be posted on bottles of booze soon. Actually, I believe beer already has it. How fucking dumb is that? "Hey Manny, you want a beer?" "No thanks, I'm watching my carbs." Dumb Dumb Dumb Another thing I really, truly love is the new expanded rating system for movies. It's no longer good enough to ju

Haunted Houses In Kcmo.
The state of haunted houses in KC Current mood: aggravated Since 1991 excluding the years between 1995-2000, I worked for the best, scariest haunted house in Kansas City.....Catacombs. At Catacombs our sole responsibility was to scare the crap out people. That is, after all what they came for and paid for. In 2005 the owner of Catacombs/Fear, Dennis Kingsolver was tragically killed while doing some work in the elevator shaft (that's what I had heard, anyway) and everyone lost all the spirit of scaring. His parents took over running it, but being older folks couldn't really keep up with it. So they sold it to the owner of the only other haunted houses in KC, Monty. Monty believes that what you do in a haunted house is act out a role. BULLSHIT! If I wanted to act, I'd go to Starlight and be in plays there. My primary concern when in "character" is to scare people, however I have to do it. I'm not playing a role, I'm in my alter-ego....and he's a mean sumbitch. Anyway, Monty op

Relationships...
Just a few random ass thoughts..... Current mood: confused Category: Romance and Relationships What is the deal with some guys? I have a few friends that are dealing with these fucked up individuals. These guys are, apparently, so unhappy with their lives, or have such low self-esteem that thet feel that the only way to be happy is to act like a fucking tyrant at home. Guys.....get a fucking grip on reality, ok? You should be fucking ecstatic that you found a woman willing to put up with the mere fact that you are a man. Most of you assholes are NOT THAT FUCKING CUTE! You should thank whatever invisible father figure in the sky you choose that she is happy (for the most part) taking your pitiful attempt at fucking them and bearing your demon-spawn. I know some other women that will cut off your fucking balls if you even attempted to pull that "I'm the king in this castle" bullshit........others feel like they have no other option. Mostly because you won't allow them to work, so

Egg Mcmuffin Inventor Dies At 89
LOS ANGELES - Herb Peterson, who invented the ubiquitous Egg McMuffin as a way to introduce breakfast to McDonald's restaurants, has died, a Southern California McDonald's official said Wednesday. He was 89. Peterson died peacefully Tuesday at his Santa Barbara home, said Monte Fraker, vice president of operations for McDonald's restaurants in that city. He began his career with McDonald's Corp. as vice president of the company's advertising firm, D'Arcy Advertising, in Chicago. He wrote McDonald's first national advertising slogan, "Where Quality Starts Fresh Every Day." Peterson eventually became a franchisee and was currently co-owner and operator of six McDonald's restaurants in Santa Barbara and Goleta, Fraker said. Peterson came up with idea for the signature McDonald's breakfast item in 1972. He "was very partial to eggs Benedict," Fraker said, and worked on creating something similar. The egg sandwich consisted of an egg that had been formed in a Teflon circle wi

*friends Forever Nea R Or Far*
As we walk along our path of life, We meet people every day, Most are simply met by chance, But some are sent our way. These become the special friends Whose bond we can't explain, The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries, So even when apart, Their presence still embraces us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway Where even the miles disappear, And the special friends life sends our way Remain forever near. Thank you for being there!

I Live With An Idiot
SO my dumb cunt of a roommate messed up my apartment once again. SO far since august shes: -Broke the garbage disposal twice by fillin it with trash (not food waste) -put large dents/holes in the wall -thrown several parties breaking stuff/stealing my booze -she locks herself out 3 times a month at least. -and this time she kicked the door down instead of walkin to the office to get a key. she cracked the doorframe and dented the door. if she doesnt pay for ALL of the damages when she moves out im going to kick the shit out of her. and to top it all off she doesnt speak english.. i cant wait to move to my own house in may

Indifferent
meanace.. drifter leader of the forgotten never to be more than what i am not to be hated for less then what i have done i sit just out side the dimmly lit rooms and observe i act like i dont see or hear but my eye read and my ears hear words floating in and out on the breath of a distant storm i dont move or show that i understand they treat me like a child ...like a fool never seen as who i am or what that is fine then they wont see it comming

My House (grrr Stacie ♥)
1.) When you walk in your front door, which room do you enter? kitchen 2.)Do you have a dishwasher? no 3.) Is your living room carpeted or does it have hardwood floors? hardwood 4.) Do you keep your kitchen knives on the counter or in a drawer? knife rack 5.) House, apartment, duplex or trailer? house 6.) How many bedrooms is it? 4 7.) Gas stove or electric? electric 8.) Do you have a yard? yes 9.) What size TV is in the living room? 32 inch 10.) Are your plates in the same cupboard as your cups? yes 11.) Is there a coffee maker sitting on your kitchen counter? FUCK yes 13.) What room is your computer in? whatever room I'm in 14.) Are there pictures hanging in your living room? Yes 15.) Are there any themes found in your home? No 16.) What kind of laundry detergent do you use?? I don't know, I don't buy it :/ 17.) Do you use dryer sheets?? yep 18.) Do you have any curtains in your home?? Yes 19.) What color is your fri

Bad Karma
Well within a month I have or am having another week I would like to forget. I have been very negative about things. Actually closer to very angry. And I am tired of it, so I hate to say it, feel it, do it, or even act it. I am gonna learn to keep my mouth closed. And just give up, because it seems like no matter what sort of intention I have everything always works out wrong. I am the Best Friend, the Best Friend Forever, the Best Friend with Benefit's. And I hate this feeling because it just makes me feel like I am complaining an bitching. I have to admit my wrongs or things will never get better. But, when you practically cuss out your daughter. The one person who loves you unconditionally. You know your having a bad week. I will probably go to bed tonight have a good cry. And try to wake up tomorrow with a better attitude and out look. All I feel like is they won. Taking my Ex back to court why she doesn't show up. You know to get Custody of my daughter. Its not wo

*may You Always Feel Loved*
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were l

Chapter Excerpt. Fro Being Found.
She looked back to her car, the other truck sat parked beside hers, three men sat unmoving inside the truck, watching her. Tess nervously gazed behind herself and then back to her car. Pushing up her sunglasses, she began to walk casually, but cautiously towards her car. Watching the three men in the truck very carefully. She heaved a sigh of relief as she watched the truck back out and leave. She shook her head at their stupidity as she walked up to her car, quickly glancing over the body. Then glancing down the exit road to the interstate, she inhaled a deep breath and ran a hand threw her hair; pushing her hair out of her face and exhaled as she unlocked the car. Glancing down to the exit again before sliding into the seat. She backed out and headed for the exit. The two trucks sat waiting along the road ahead of her. "Oh shit," she mumbled as she pulled past them. They pulled out behind her and followed her to the interstate. "Bye bye. Play time is over monkey boys." She g

Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space Hate me today. Hate me tomorrow. Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you. Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow. Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you. I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again. In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

Spiders
So we're laying in bed, right, I'm about to make him watch streaming episodes of The OC. While screwing around on here, a spider started crawling up the wall. He wouldn't kill it, he made me do it. I was just going to let it go, but he demanded that it be killed, and wouldn't do it himself. I have a feeling that this blog has killed any ounce of manhood that he had remaining...

Preceptors
Thursday, March 27, 2008 preceptors Glory of lord speaks with clear version that those who adore and greet the pollen-like feet dust of their preceptors which in form refulgent, fragrant and flavored induce the true pace in their life. It note mare of dust called so but in fact it is a lovely powder of life giving herb, which allays the host of all attendant ills of mundane existence. The splendor of gem in the form of nails on the feet of blessed preceptor unfolds divine vision in the heart by its much thought. The luster disperses the shades of infatuation, highly blessed is he in whose bosom it shines. With the very appearance of the bright eyes of the mind get opened; the attendants evils and sufferings of the night of mundane existence disappears; the gems and rubies in the shape of glories of great lord, both patent and hidden, come to light to facilitate the world of true vision. May lord bless all on the subject of true human life. Thanks please.

Being A Child...
Have you ever noticed that we sometimes wish we were children again. We say how wonderful it is not to have to worry about the things us adults worry about. Jobs, Bills, Relationships, and so on. We see that being in love and sharing your life with another is hard, so we ponder those moments when we were children. As we grow it seems we forget, alot. We forget what its like to be a child. We forget what its like to be carefree. We also forget alot of other things. First and formost we forget how to imagine and dream. This is actually something we should always maintain. Kids see more then we do, because they are free and learning. We as adults tend to let all around us temper us into thinking dreams do not come true. however we fail to see the most imporatnt thing a child can do. that is love without reason. We all should relearn how to do such a thing. How to give love unconditionally and without a desire to receive it back. However even those children need love, they need it in

My Prayer
Tonight as I prepare to sleep I will say a prayer For the one who has my heart I will ask that he has the things in life That will give him the most joy Or that he be placed on the path That will lead him there I’m not going to lie I am hoping that it will lead Him back to me But it’s as the good Lord wants Tonight I will say a prayer That I have the courage to let go Or the strength to hold on And the piece of mind to know That I am doing what is right For the both of us Because the confusion Is tearing me apart Only God knows the plan It's as he wants Tonight as I lay in bed I will cry tears of joy Just for knowing him Tears of pain For not having him And tears of heartbreak For loosing him And again I will pray That he will someday Learn to forgive me And accept that I only tried to love him The way we were intended to love As I lay here I will drift to sleep Envisioning what could have been And dream about being wrapped In his str

Naughty Application
naughty application REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me?

Of Old Men Wanting To Be Young...
A friend of mine told me that if a man dumps a good woman in order to chase a piece of ass, he's not a man. He's an ass. Personally, I liken the whole mess to allowing children to eat freely from their Halloween bucket. Eventually, they gorge themselves and puke.

Eh...over My Block
The telling is not your forte. Rambling thoughts collide with the wall of emotion bottled deep inside, an explosion of the wills. The inner madness has driven the demon to expose herself. I grasp at straws. Words do not possess the energy to pave the road less travelled. Guilt, pleasure, fear, joy. All at odds, living harmoniously inside the fusion of mystery I call my mind. Too late to call, too early to forget. The twilight holds a symbolism to which my frail constitution clings. Kept secret, locked tightly within, like a hibernating creature hording staples to get through the season. Individuality, a treatise of self. Truth of action, clarity of time. I sing, therefore my voice soars. The rest of me cleaves to a life I do not understand. Hope and Wish, the twins, whose parents are Dream and Fiction. The lovers of a pretty lie. That on which all good intentions find their biggest failings. A mind bends and breaks, when the labor of love no longer holds the promise of hope.

Soulmate
It'd be nice to find...at some point. Song kinda hits me though. Tear..... :( Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told So

Momentary Madness
my mind is full tonight - thoughts of everything and nothing, importance and gibberish, love and hate, why does my mind always wait until the end of the day, the peaceful time, the quiet time, the time to shut down and then come alive, running full steam ahead, why does my mind strive to keep me out of bed? it ventures back to a past i usually keep covered up and tucked away and again it relives certain things, sometimes remembering things once seemingly forgotten, do these memories get sparked by something i see or hear, is it silly to dwell on past nightmares, should skeletons stay locked in the closet and why do they seem to constantly reappear out of the blue in present day? thoughts of decisions already made, were they right or wrong, what has time shown me regarding them, does it really matter now anyway...what's done is done, what of tomorrow's decisions? images of friends in past, some lost some still lingering, do any of them really know me or do they just think they

As Rome Burns.
Devoid of any sense. Numb, like a child left in winter's river. Frozen over, bloated with the osmosed fear of another unkind. The bandaged handle of a sword called trust... The edge has gone dull, cracked and shattered from hailing against a wall of truth. And the truth was... One cannot love what cannot feel. One cannot save what refuses to see. One cannot fight that which knows only to grow to cycle to infect. One cannot... and yet my hands still ringing from the clash of trust against truth try again and again to wrap around the pommel. They can no longer close around it... the numb throbbing pulse makes my hand slide limply from my trusted blade. I reach. I grasp. I clutch. I beg. My hand can no longer wield the blade. The last weapon of my arsenal. Paired with its sister faith, which I lost years ago. I am naked against the slaughter. The horrible truth. I came, I saw, I denied, I charged, I failed. Tried, and failed. O

Want To Be Home In Ny Where Men Are Normal
I must really know how to attract the wrong type of man, seems most of my friends who go to Iraq do not want to have anything to do with me when they get back, just don’t get it, send stuff, write mail, send email and yet when they get back guess they don’t want to be my friend anymore. Seems as though the only type of man that seems attracted to me are those who turn out to be users to see what they can get from me and then kick me to the curb. Guess that I must be destined to be without a man who can treat me right and actually care about me and you can’t fight destiny so I will accept that there is really no one out there for me at least in this little place known as HELL.

A Friend
When a friend drinks When a friend bleeds, Do not freak out. When a friend takes a puff Or says sex just wasn't enough, Do not sit there and pout. When a friend gets really high When a friend is about to die, Do not leave their frikken side. When a friend is drunk When a friend gets fucked, Don't leave them, be there. When a friend starves When a friend barfs, Let them know you care. When a friend needs you there When a friend says their scared, Go see them, and just be with them. When a friend gets abused When a friend has just been used, Hug them and say it'll okay, offer help. When you're getting torn down But a friend has a very long frown, Be happy so that you can cheer them up. Don't over stress Don't become a mess, You're life will only get worse. If you need more advice I shall suffice, Just talk to me, or call Ohh la la

Roller Derby Rocks
Is the fact that you don't know what Roller Derby is holding you back? Google it, Youtube it!!!! there is so much information right here at your fingertips. Come on you know where the buttons are right? Here is where we are right now........... We are skating at open skates, but a rink contract has been given to the owner of Columbus skate land. He is reviewing it and practices are slated to begin in the next two weeks! There are positions avail as refs or coaches for men, and of course women are wanted for roller girls, refs or coaches. Coaches DO NOT NEED TO SKATE! We need people to keep stats, bench coach, announce etc!!!! So Im gonna throw out our myspace. www.myspace.com/terrorzoftinyrownsrg and if you look on my fubar or myspace you will see the phone numbers and email addys of the people who have the know. Call us, hell come and skate with us.

Tear My Heart Open
blank screen flickers ....I lay in a pool of heart break and lies.... i fall yet again with the belief that some one any one is truthful to me... my breath stills stagnate in my lungs...... the cold air seeps in to my room chilling my dead core.. always the fool... always the shameful secret. tears dont come.. the dull numbing hate fills me my personal demons rise and with out a fight take me down..... i think nothing i feel nothing..... i tear my heart out what is left..... let it fall to the the dirt where is belongs no drug will fix me... not like before no drink will liven me...... shallow my breathe quells eyes glossy....... body hurts nothing left to do now but await the things i knew.... that i told you he will kill the last part of me.... i gave it so fast so willing was it me or was i commiting emotional suicide life rolls on ...hollow is my state of affairs now. i tear my heart open leave it to die.

15 Things To Do At Wal-mart
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares..... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows whe

Wtf
I HAVE HAD THIS PIC UP FOR ABOUT 4 WEEKS, AND FUBAR MADE IT NSFW IT ON ME, I HAD IT FOR MY PRIMARY PIC ON MY PROFILE PAGE, AND THE ASSES TOOK IT OFF FOR ME , AND THEY DIDNT GIVE ME A CHANCE TO MOVE IT, AND KNOW THAT PICS LOST, I THINK ITS BULLLSHIT, AND IT WAS NOT EVEN A NSFW PIC.............

You Deliver Great Impressions
Feed their dreams. Not their anxieties. Avoid the realities... Of their living days. Don't exclude their delusions. Use them to excite. Use them to ignite their hopes. With intoxicated appetites. Feed them a vision... Of what greatness means. Feed them and sustain their attention. Then do nothing you mentioned With an intention that is 'seen'. You deliver great impressions! But none of that expresses... What your suggestions are, For cleaning up your mess!

Red Fridays
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Hosting An Auction
hi everyone, I've been asked to host an auction, so after a couple of days of planning and discussions (and before we saw any others similar LOL), I've decided to host the guys side of an auction and Michelle is going to host the ladies side of the auction on her page. Her link ... ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ Entry fee is just 15K fubucks, thats right, just 15K, not 50K or 100K other people charge for auctions LOL. Lady entries must send your fee, pic and offer to Michelle at the above link. Males must send your fee, pic and offer to me ASAP Please rate fan and add both of the hostesses when you enter if you haven't already, this is a join fun auction, thank you. Auctions are a great way to make some new friends and have some fun. BONUS - The male with the most rates at the end of the auction will receive 30K fubucks off me and female receives 30K off Michelle. Here are our rules ... PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT THEM BEFORE THEY

My Pics Need Some Comments An Ratings
my pics need comments, an i mean all my pics even my private folder, so if u wanna be awsome an sweet go comment on my pics even my private folder, if ur not a friend an wqann check the folder out just hit me up an i'll add ya.. k lookin forward to the pic comments thats oif i get any lol

Will Homeland Security The Militarized Police State Shock You Into Submission?
Will Homeland Security the Militarized Police State Shock You Into Submission? Karen De Coster LRC Blog March 23, 2008 This is perhaps one of the most kooky and creepy Security State tactics that I have come across: the EMD safety bracelet, which is being billed as the "last line of defence." A company called Lamperd Firearm Training Systems (scroll down) is trying to commercialize this item as an "airline security product." The company’s video that hawks this device talks about the current facial recognition system called biometrics, where cameras capture photos of people and compare those images to the images of "terrorists" in its "terrorist" database. No matter how sophisticated this technology, it can all too often allow a terrorist on board a plane, and, this technology can also have the effect of creating airport bottlenecks. Ahem. The solution? The "viable, workable answer" is an electronic ID bracelet. This bracelet will replace the need for a ticket and cont

Re: Pnac Radio 6-8pm Cst Wtprn.com
RE: pnac radio 6-8pm cst wtprn.com ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 26 Mar 2008, 23:53 On PNAC Radio, we seek to give a spotlight to activism, both locally and abroad. While there is still quite a bit of a fight left there are countless groups and individuals using different techniques of activism around the country all committing themselves to the same cause. We provide an audio forum to explore these said techniques; so that they can be refined, shared, and spread to make our growing critical mass of activists more effective.Call in 512.646.1984 and 888.202.1984listen at www. wtprn. comwww. pnacitizen. orgwww. pnacradio. blogspot. comwww. bravenewbookstore. com

Feeling Fruity
You Are a Strawberry You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people. You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you. You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality. Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you. You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it. In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private. What Type of Fruit Are You?

Dont Be Mad Fam
Well Big P days might be gone and out might be 4 walls to fall might be darkness might be feeling forever but know if iam gone hold it down b/c i will hold it down for u where ever i go b/c i will miss yall but what iam trying to saying if i go to jail and dont come back from court know that u will be in my heart behind the 4 walls of hell love ya always

Having Surgery Tomorrow
I just want to thank all my fu friends for the support and care they have shown to me. I was in a pretty bad car accident in March 13th, and ended up crushing part of the bone that supports the right side of my right knee. I have to show up at the hospital at 6:15 AM, and will undergo a major operation, to repair my leg bone. Rods, screws, a bone graft or two, and possibly a plate will be needed to put everything back where it belongs... I can't thank you enough for the love you've shown, and the support, and care that you have given me. I look forward to getting back home, and back to all of you, my fu family and friends. Keep me in your thoughts, and prayers, that all goes well. Hugs, Crystal

Daniel Riley Being Shot At By Us Marshals Video
DANIEL RILEY Being shot at by US MARSHALS VIDEO Well folks right here we got vid of some Marshals shooting at an unarmed Daniel Riley, these shots being fired by the marshals the only ones whom have fired their weapons throughout the whole stand off. When will these snipers be brought up on charges with usisng a weapon in use of a violent crime?

How Well Do You Clean Up Contest
I WANNA SEE YOU ALL CLEANED UP AND IN YOUR BEST DRESS! GUYS IN SUITS! GIRLS IN DRESSES! CONTEST WILL START APRIL 3RD 9PM FUBAR TIME AND ENDS APRIL 10TH 9PM FUBAR TIME IT IS THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE END OF 7 DAYS NOT THE FIRST TO REACH AN AMOUNT! PRIZES! 1ST PLACE WITH AT LEAST 10,000 COMMENTS GET A MONTH VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE WITH AT LEAST 8,000 COMMENTS GETS A 3 DAY BLAST AND 3 BLINGS 3RD PLACE WITH AT LEASE 6,000 COMMENTS GETS A 1 DAY BLAST AND 3 BLINGS 4TH PLACE GETS 3 BLINGS the rules: 1~NO DRAMA! 2~NO DOWNRATING! 3~MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 4~MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER 5~NO SCRIPTING 6~TO GET ANY PRIZE YOU MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5000 COMMENTS... IF YOU DO NOT HAVE 2000 COMMENTS BY DAY 2 YOUR OUT! I NEED PEOPLE THAT ARE WILLING TO WORK AT IT! 7~MUST HAVE ALL COMMENTS NEEDED FOR PRIZE BY THE END OF THE CONTEST! 8~COMMENTS ARE WORTH ONE RATES ARE WORTH 5 9~NO MORPHS! AIRBAGS~CO OWN OF DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND~REBELS RULE~GOT-R-DID BOMBERS~@ fubar PRIVATE MES

Something To Think About...lol
AS I MATURE I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU. ALL YOU CAN DO IS STALK THEM AND HOPE THEYPANIC AND GIVE IN. I'VE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE, SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST ASSHOLES. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD UP TRUST, AND IT ONLY TAKES SUSPICION, NOT PROOF, TO DESTROY IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN GET BY ON CHARM FOR ABOUT 15 MINNS.. AFTER THAT, YOU'D BETTER HAVE A BIG WILLY OR HUGE BOOBS I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULN'T COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS - THEY ARE MORE SCREWED UP THAN YOU THINK. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN KEEP VOMITING LONG AFTR YOUR THINK YOU'RE FINISHED I'VE LEARNED THAT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT WE DO, UNLESS WE ARE CELEBRITIES I'VE LEARNED THAT REGARDLESS OF HOW HOT AND STEAMY A RELATIONSHIP IS AT FIRST, THE PASSION FADES, AND THERE HAD BETTER BE A LOT OF MONEY TO TAKE ITS PLACE! I'VE LEARNED THAT 99% OF THE TIME WHEN SOMETHING ISN'T WORKING IN YOUR HOUSE, ONE OF Y

Bleh
Ok, I'm in a funk. Thought it would have passed by now, but it seems to be getting worse. :( Everyone has some sort of suggestion to get me out of this crazy funk, but so far nothing has worked. It's gotten so bad that I don't want to be around people. I prefer my animals over humans. My funk is making life hard on everyone. Wish I knew what caused the funk, so I could get out of it. This is getting all over my nerves!!! Could it be I feel like a doormat?? One that has been stepped on a million times. Could it simply be my crazy life is finally drowning me??? Hmmmmmm........the possiblities are endless. I do know I'm getting tired of being nice. What's the point in always being nice??? All it's ever done for me is caused hurt feelings and heartache. Of course I know I'm not going to change into some mean bitch, because it's not my nature. Maybe I'll eventually figure out what's causing this funk and drag myself out of it. Oh well, C'est La Vie.

Re: Thursday Night ...
RE: THURSDAY NIGHT ... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: MANDI PERKINS Date: 27 Mar 2008, 00:11 Hey Guys --I am headlining a show at The Roxy in Los Angeles on Thursday March 27th. I need everyone to spread the word as much as possible. So please repost this and let all your friends and family in LA know. & for those of you living in LA, click below for a discount flyer and feel free to print out a bunch and spread them everywhere and anywhere ... Your support is HUGE!Here the details:Thursday March 27th THE ROXY9009 W. Sunset Blvd, West Hollywood, CA9;30pmClick to Print out Flyers to Pass Out

Re: Fema Occupies Real Town For Advanced "terror Training"
RE: FEMA Occupies Real Town For Advanced "Terror Training" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Mar 2008, 20:19 America's Future: FEMA Permanently Occupies Real Town For Advanced "Terror Training" The Federal Emergency Management Agency is spending $22 million dollars per year on a terror training program within a real town in New Mexico where helicopters buzz overhead in the middle of the night, mock nuclear explosions are drilled and "suicide bombers" are taken down by SWAT teams who pull citizens out of their homes. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/260308Playas. htm

No Wonder Children Are Growing Up With Such A Bad Body Image Ugh !
I found this web site via another site .. and am just furious that this site actually is still running . its called Miss Bimbo .. gearing to the ages of 7-17 .. This is what is posted on the site about the "game" Become the hottest, coolest most famous bimbo ever ! Welcome to Miss Bimbo. Enter the exciting world of the first ever, virtual fashion game ! Become the most famous, beautiful, sought after bimbo across the globe! * Find your own cool place to live. * Find a fun job to pay for your needs and all the clothes a Bimbo could possibly want. * Shop for the latest fashions and become the trendsetting bimbo in town ! * Become a socialite and skyrocket to the top of fame and popularity. * Date that famous hottie you've had your eye on and show the Bimbo world the social starlet you are ! * Even resort to meds or plastic surgery. Stop at nothing to become the reigning bimbo ! * Tackle your 104 tasks as quick as possible to become the ris

Mz. Chaos
Mz.Chaos my sis to heart i love her to death when she down she know she can come to me b/c bro will always be here and i know i been threw things in my life and i know she will always be ther to calm my crazy ass down =D just like her so dont think i dont love u b/c u the one that keeps me together so i will always love u muah to my big sis love u always

Unseen Bruises
Heart battered and torn, Emotions are worn, Tears running, No end, Nothing to depend. Pain that is real Clearly reveal: Attachments by one; Returned by none. Egos are bruised, Feelings abused, Dreams that are crushed By actions too rushed. Alone without care, Everyone aware: Troubled heart, Facts all too clear, Ending so near, Longing to stay, But forced away. Pleading, hope, Unable to cope.

Re: Wtc Collapse Cover-up Justifies Call For New Inquiry
RE: WTC Collapse Cover-Up Justifies Call For New Inquiry ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Mar 2008, 23:33 Report Of WTC Collapse Cover-Up Justifies Call For New Inquiry Richard Gage AIA, the founder of Architects & Engineers for 9/11 Truth, and hundreds of other industry experts' call for a new investigation into the collapse of the WTC twin towers and Building 7 is gaining strength following revelations of falsification and cover-up in relation to the FEMA-funded inquiry into the destruction of the buildings on 9/11. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032608_justifies_call. htm

Right Now
Sitting here on my couch my ankle proped up on some pillows. I cry. the pain will not stop and I have no one to make me feel better in anyway. I hate this pain,I hate it. ---Busted my ankle 3 times this morning :( ---

Throwing Away The Key
Betrayed by an actor so incredibly talented at lying So underserving, yet so believable Winning your trust and waiting patiently to break it Your desperate heart lead you into a trap Where you're left broken and alone Every night crying relentlessly till sleeping Waking only to find that nothing has changed How could what seemed so promising, have been so fake Anger strikes next, lying and decieving Convincing you that the blame is in your hands Now you regret ever opening up at all Swearing never to do it again You rekindle your badly broken heart and lock it away You bury it so deep in your chest It's beat becomes as faint as a whisper Painful memories are but dreams now You've overcome all vulnerabilties Making sure that you heart is still locked away tight

Mp
You my brother from another mother u know that i will always be here for u just like kaliko u know i got ur back and i know u got mine and u know if u need me and u know i will need u so i love u too always and for life big bro and if i would ever leave this earth just know that i love yall to the heart. To You My Big Bro MP I will always look up to You too

Dedication
*****Dedicated to Paramedics, Fire Fighters, Police Officers and their Dispatchers***** I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke sensations that I’ve become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call. Is this a false alarm or a working fire? Is the caller in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the Emergency Room, as a Doctor pronounces dead, the beautiful five year old girl that I have been trying to save for

Never Have I Seen
Never have I seen such strength shown Strength from a man I have known Facing adversity seemingly with ease While I stood watching weak in the knees Not once did this man seem to waver Even in his time of need, he was my life saver He seemed to worry more about causing me to cry More worry for me than himself, but why? Never have I seen such compassion shown Compassion from a man I have known I know in this part of my journey I have grown Grown because of the strength and compassion I've been shown

Happy
Ya know.. faking being happy is one the hardest things I have had to do..I have to fake it here.. put on a smile all the time.. so I don't lose anymore.. friends.. It exhausts you..I can't state what I really feel on things.. or my opinions... I have to fake it..Put on a smile.. and sit like a statue when spoken to.. Oh well, gotta do what you gotta do so you're not left alone.

Risks
Lonely tears upon my face dried My broken heart replied Will my shattered heart mend For time does a broken heart tend Days dissolve into endless time Tender memories play across my mind The bitter and the sweet do blend For the passing of love does end My heart keeps asking why My soul does ache to try Past the fear, past the pain Does one dare to risk it all To let her heart take a fall To take one's heart off the shelf To totally risk one's own self Will my heart not want to flee Can I think of more than me But I will anxiously await

Here For You
You may down and out like the walls are falling down but know that u have a lil bro that will stick and always roll. He will always be there for u and he know that u will be there for him.Hw will pick u up when u down he will be there to make sure u are always ok so when u think u r alone just know that u have a lil bro thats looking out for u and know that he will always love u. To u Big Bro Kaliko Always here for u

*snorts*
Your Thinking is Abstract and Sequential You like to do research and collect lots of information. The more facts you have, the easier it is for you to learn. You need to figure things out for yourself and consider all possibilities. You tend to become an expert in the subjects that you study. It's difficult for you to work with people who know less than you do. You aren't a very patient teacher, and you don't like convincing people that you're right. What Kind of Thinker Are You?

My Dad This Is For Him
hello people i was just puting this up for my dad i loved him so much when he went out on the road he was a long hall truck driver he would go all over the stats so he would be gone a long time wen he was on the road i would play roll on and here is the song i hope you like my dad went home to the father above july 26 1985 love you dad

Curious
Curious. About the box that sits before me. The more I stare at it the more it drains my identity. It's what's unspoken Words that rattle aren't much Those unspoken An underlying effect Those that should be touched Subjects, disregarded Flipped to sound Sound nonchalant A backside hum What this little box makes when it turns off A resounding tide That hits contemplation. Drained, by rattled off imitations. Processed information An obscure mess To a viewer's distress Written backwards, a code Words made fancy Dressed up with sugar coats And here we are With an identity that's stolen

++linkin Park Drum Kit From The 2007 Vmas For Sale To Benefit Mfr++
Visit musiciansfriend.com today to purchase the Gretsch drum kit played by Rob Bourdon at the 2007 MTV Video Music Awards! This Catalina Club Mod complete drum set was signed on the bass drum by all members of Linkin Park. It features a large Linkin Park logo on the bass drumhead. All proceeds from the sale of this kit will go to MUSIC FOR RELIF to support disaster relief and reduce global warming. The kit also comes with a complete set of Zildjian cymbals.

Stuck Between Moving On And Holding On Tight
It’s hard to go in one direction, when your heart is pulling you in another. It’s hard to let go of the one you love, when you have no choice but to give it up. It’s hard to go another day without anything, when you know you have everything. It’s hard to live life to the fullest, when the best thing in your life has slipped through your fingers. But the worst of it all is thinking that this was all meant to be, when you’re stuck between moving on&holding on tight.

Red Friday
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Communicate What You Will
Communicate what you will, Say what you will, Dress or undress The fact is fact Add or subtract Change is possible Change needs patience Changing is time consuming Change needs positive strokes..... If these positive strokes are given For wrong response Suitable for selfish ends You grow into different ends With time With pass of time The awareness Time enhanced Discerns Difficult childhood phases Follows you to bed Long after you leave home Your application or none Entirely different track Proves these words The responses you seek Must stand the test of time

You Only Get What You See
True love is NOT found on the outside! You know the old story...."You can't judge a good book by its cover!". Marrying someone because they are "good looking" and that reflects well on you, will not bring you happiness! True love looks at people from the inside, this is where "true beauty" lies, make no mistake about this one! People who "seem" average on the outside become above average when you get to know the real person that lives inside. There are many, many single people who would make fabulous mates, but are overlooked because they won't make the cover of your favorite magazine. Being outwardly focused will always lead to heartache! The message here is that true Love rests deep inside within the heart, NEVER on the outside! We must turn our eyes inward when seeking a lifetime mate! What you don't see.......is exactly what you get!!

Thank You
INSERT PRETTY BACKGROUND.......AND COLORED LARGER FONT, SHHHH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM... I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU THAT RATED ME, COMMENTED ME AND BOMBED ME DURING THE CONTEST I HAD ENTERED FOR MISH...I WON FIRST PRIZE, WHICH I WOULD HAVE NEVER DONE WITHOUT THE HELP OF ALL OF MY FRIENDS HELPING ME OUT....I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS TO MOLLY & LIBERATED SPICE FOR MAKING THE BULLY'S FOR ME PROMOTING THIS CONTEST...YOU ALL ROCK AND I LOVE ALL THE HELP THAT WAS SO WILLINGLY GIVEN TO ME...HUGSSSSSSS & MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU...I REALLY DO HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS ON HERE...TINA

Color My Heart
Your Heart Is Red You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart. Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty What Color Heart Do You Have?

My New Love! And Other Things
Subject: Stuff Current mood: excited It’s been a while since I sat and spilled my thoughts onto my keyboard (the last time, I had to clean it, and the screen, but we won’t go further with that...) A few new things to "report"... My Webkins addiction STILL has a stranglehold on me and my personal confuser - I log into my ’puter at home almost immediately and go to the Webkins web site and spend more time with them than with my family... or on porn sites... or here... I have a new love! I met her about a month ago! She’s sleek, sexy, fast... It was love at first sight! Oh, I saw a few others... Even considered one... But when I laid my eyes on her, I knew - she’s the one! I HAD to have her! My sister, mother and nephew met her, and they agree - she’s wonderful! She is GORGEOUS! I bought a 2008 Saturn Aura XR. Scroll down here to skip the stats... She is Deep Blue with black interior. She has a 3.6-liter, OHV V-6 engine with Variable Valve Timing, 252 hors

Agenda
You didn’t guise your query as a question – it was a statement part concealing some vague need; I felt no pressure then in answering. The game was squared and drawn by my weak reasoning, you’d made your play; and silly me – I’d left our discourse free of clauses binding. So it’s ok to change your mind again. Yes, I care, but that’s no way to lose with grace to curiosity – and any case, I haven’t an agenda to defend; I wish that you could say the same. In time, no doubt, you’ll state the reason why you needed me agree with you – before I ever knew the physics of your aim.

How Do You Explain It
Love isn’t blind; it just only sees what matters. Love is a Moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you Fall in love. If a tear fell from my eyes, every time I wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet. Through the wind I hear your Voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldn’t be the same If you love someone more than Anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart. If I had a single Flower for every time I thought of you I could walk forever in my garden. When I Saw you I was afraid to talk to you... When I talked to you I was afraid to hold you... When I hold you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I’m afraid to lose you. Telling someone you love them comes From the heart The place that made you loves them from the start. True love never leaves the Heart, so if you don’t love me now, you didn’t love me then. It is impossible to Fal

Consciousness Within
What shall I say? to wish you only the best you deserve it you have always been a mystery since the moment i saw you since the moment i got to know you that’s what made you so special that unique reserve smile of yours it’s very intriguing what shall i say? don’t ever lose it don’t ever change it a piece of advice control your destiny never lose your individualism never lose your independence once you lose it once you let another controls it once you let another dictates it you lose your self respect what shall i say? hold on to it tightly you.....my conscience.

Karakoe Anyone??
Your Karaoke Theme Song is "Margaritaville" You are a true party animal, but your style is mild and chill. Kicking back with a few friends and a few drinks is all you need to be happy. You certainly don't feel pressured to be a part of any party scene. In fact, you avoid trendier spots. You've been known to kick loose anywhere and everywhere. All you need is a cooler. You might also sing: "Gin and Juice," "Love Shack," and "Red Red Wine" Stay away from people who sing: "Wind Beneath My Wings" What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Bid On Me....see How!
Captain Caveman will be hosting his 1st auction and he is also up for bids! Anyone interested in joining, just send your offer and pic of your choice in a private message. Auction is open for bids and will run thru April 5th. {Captaîn Cavemãn}®~nWo~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Remember there's still time to enter...just send those pics and offers to Captain Caveman in a private message. Stop by and check em out, click on links below to see offers and place bids.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captain Caveman... ~angelynna~... ***Here's my tiny lil pic below...click on it to bid!!!*** ~*~Sweet~*~...

Want A Piece Of Gum?
You Are Fruit Flavored Gum You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book. You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources. While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people. You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all. You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure. You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them. What Flavor Gum Are You?

Things Are Funny That Way
stuck between reality and my dreams not figuring out which is which reading people isn’t easy anymore and being as open as i wish i was is proving harder than i thought you never know what the next moment has in store so many times i say i failed truth is i never even tried good info for those keeping score there are things i’d like to say but fear overcomes fear from the reaction seems a little silly when i just want to offer mutual satisfaction anything else i can say its usually just me rambling on about nothing what a fine distraction

The Perfect Guy
You are so nice you are so sweet you're just the best and no one can beat I love you so much 'cause you're always there you are so responsible and for me you always care A guy like you I cannot afford to lose and out of all the guys you're the one I would always choose 'Cause you are just perfect and you are so divine that when I look for you you're the only one that shines I love you so much you're just the perfect guy but please, baby, to me don't you ever lie 'Cause I think you're perfect and I don't want to change my mind and I will always hate a liar and the lies I always keep in mind I hope I'm not wrong in thinking you're a perfect guy 'cause I really hate the liars so you will never hear me lie

Hou Van Nederlandse Mannen - U Bent Zo Heet! Xxx Dreams 5
*FRENCH: Aucun soutien-gorge et aucun seulement slip sur, je pose à côté de vous. Ma seule vraie tentation. Vous me regardez comme ma langue tourne lentement autour de votre bon mamelon - mes clous tracent chaque courbe de votre corps très lentement - vous reculez comme il chatouille et vous riez qui fait me rit et longtemps vous plaire et vous donne le plaisir ultime au delà de votre fantaisie la plus sauvage. Je glisse sur vous léchant votre poitrine en bas à votre bouton de ventre, l'encerclant lentement avec ma langue, défaisant vos pantalon avec mes dents. ..licking juste au-dessus de votre palpiter uring de coq de palpitation pour sentir ma langue sur lui - mais sentant seulement que mon chaud respire comme je vous regarde - je vous sens - chaque désir chaque désir - je veux que me vous ayez voulu si beaucoup de cela Vous ne me partirez jamais si je lèche à peine le sommet de votre pénis. ... suce vos balles... l'augmentation Embrasse en haut votre bouche et masse votre coq avec

I B Owned ! :(
is owned by... It's True! She got me! Blairmare is AWESOME! Go show her lots and lots of Fu Love and tell her she's been "TAPPED!" Clickity Click her right here... &hearts Blairmare &hearts{OWNER of Tappinit!}{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar You know what to do! Be sure to leave her lots of comments on her upcoming animations made by me! A special thanks to the Auction Hostess: ~PebblesinAZ~I Luv My Tappinit (Bf and Owner)~Owner of Silent Lizard, Blairmare & Cherry Eater~@ fubar

Miki 3
People turn thier heads, As they pass by, He always wanted to ask, Because he never knew why. He would look in the mirror, To find any little defect. It all appeared good to him, There was nothing he could detect. Still noone would come near, Till one day it all came to an end. And with the sadness gone, A new way of life could begin. What was his problem? What was it that set him apart? Ever since this man was born, He has let out one long continous fart.

Not Really
ok so its been a rough week (and the first person who makes fun of my spelling is getting a boot). Me and my girlfriend are having a few problems right now. So this is a what the hell. Do you ever have a week were you feel like your dogma ate your karma. well thats my week. to top all that i think someone ran over my dogma too. We've been up some nights trying to figure out what we want to do. Stay together or go our seperate ways. Ya i know I should just get going and who cares what happends to me. Thats been the story of my life. When i got hurt as a kid or after i grew up no one really paid much mind to me. Now i face once again being alone and ya some part of me likes the idea but a much larger part does not. No I will not tell her any of this I just let her make up her own mind. Ah hell like anyones going to read this.

Current Update
OK, MY DAUGHTER IS BACK IN THE HOSPITAL. SHE WENT IN LAST NITE. SHE HAS BEEN BATTELING FEVERS FROM 101 TO 104.5! SHE HAS A STAPH INFECTION AND IS ON IV ANTIBIOTICS AND WILL BE FOR AT LEAST 3 MORE DAYS. SHE HAD 2 MRI’S DONE TODAY AND THEY SAID HER BRAIN BLEED HAS STOPPED AND IS NOW BEING ABSORBED BUT WILL TAKE TIME. HER KNEE HAS ALOT OF FLUID AT THE SURGURY SITE AND THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT DRAINING IT TOMORROW. SHE ALSO MIGHT HAVE A STOMACH BUG GOIN AROUND AND THAT IS WHY SHE ISN’T EATING. SO THIS IS GOOD AND BAD NEWS. JUST KEEP THE PRAYERS COMIN AND SEND POSITIVE THOUGHTS , THEY ARE WORKING! THANK-U TO EVERYONE, LOVE TO ALL AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE!

Why...............?
Why is it that men come off acting really sweet and once you finally decide to give in and give them a chance then boom they change into total assholes? They act like they never acted sweet to you and that it's all in your head. That is bullshit, they just play with a woman's emotions til they think that they have broken that woman down til she can't be broken down anymore. Once they have a woman right where they want her, which is to start really missing them, then they cut her completely out of their lives, like she was some piece of raw meat that had spoiled. Do men really have hearts or is that just another prize package that they want women to think that they have? As far as I can tell, they don't have hearts or at least most of them anyway, so they have to pray on the women's hearts. This pisses me off so much, cause men can never really tell a women exactly how they feel. Whether it is because they are scared of their feelings or they are just plain assholes I have

Are You Up For The Challenge?
Inviting all to take the Peter Britt book challenge. What is the challenge you query? The challenge, is to get a copy of Peter Britt's book, "All That I Am, I think!" in your hot little hands as fast as you can! The book has been critically acclaimed as "The Woman's Nightstand Companion". No, it isn't obscene, nor is it sleezy in any way. It is in fact, insightful into the psychology of a woman's mind. Understanding and thoughtful in regards to how a woman should be, and deserves to be treated. Lots more too. You will learn a lot about Peter Britt in the book and laugh your butt off, too hopefully. So, click something below and get yours today! Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby l

Sts-123 Endeavour Home Safe
STS-123 Endeavour Home Safe To enlarge video- right click/zoom/200% Running one orbit late because of troublesome low clouds, the shuttle Endeavour plunged back to Earth today, dropping out of the night for a picture-perfect landing at the Kennedy Space Center to close out a marathon 16-day space station assembly mission. Joining the shuttle astronauts for the trip back to Earth was European Space Agency astronaut Leopold Eyharts, launched to the station in February and returning after 48 days in space. Flying upside down and backward over the Indian Ocean, commander Dominic Gorie and pilot Gregory Johnson fired Endeavour's twin braking rockets for two minutes and 48 seconds starting at 7:33:14 p.m., slowing the ship by about 206 mph and dropping the far side of the shuttle's orbit deep into the atmosphere. After a half-hour free fall, Endeavour plunged back into the discernible atmosphere at 8:07 p.m. at an altitude of 76 miles above the south Pacific Ocean. Minut

The Kiss
The Kiss I am writing this story for a very special lady in my life, I have never kissed her as she lives in a different country, and I will probably never get the chance to, so this for her. As I held him and looked longingly into his eyes I could feel that he was going to kiss me, so I readied my lips in anticipation, But I was surprised when his lips touched my eyelids first, so softly as to be barely felt, and then I felt his tongue, caressing my skin with such desire that I almost fainted. The short, fine hairs on the back of my neck rose as his lips moved slowly to my ears and he traced them with his tongue, then using his lips he nibbled my ear lobes, I could hear, as well as feel his gentle breath on my skin. My legs were trembling and I clung desperately to him. I had started to sweat, and his tongue scooped the small drops from my flesh, I moaned, and , at last, his lips found mine. I could smell my sweat on his breath as his mouth moved slowly closer to

Sexual Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: BothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: BothHow often do you like to have sex?: at least 2 a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: noDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never, I always introduce myself firstHow do you feel about one night stands?: fun sometimesHow many one night stands have you had?: 2-3What's your favorite position?: doggieWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: kitchen floorDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: depends on moodHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: of courseHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: depends, min or hoursDo you get off first or do they?: my hubby always wants me to get off first.Do you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: loudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quit

Top Dance Crew Part 1
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50 Random Robin Facts
1. Do you like blue cheese? no way 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? duh 3. Do you own a gun? yes 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry and vanilla 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? no... why would i??? its not a test 6. What do you think of hot dogs? ewwwwiiiieeee 7. Favorite Christmas song? none 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? water 9. Can you do push ups? HA! 10. What do you order at starbucks? mocha latte 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? none 12. Favorite hobby? taking pictures 13. How do you eat your eggs? scrambles 14. Do you have A.D.D.? No 15. What's one trait that you hate about yourself? My fat belly 16. Middle name? Nicole 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.. no sex for 5 weeks wtf is he thinking and why the hell does this gay shit happen to me 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday: nothing 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink water, DP

Don't Ya Want An Angel?
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Soldiers Sexy Lil Brat.....thanks So Much!!!
~ Ty for that bulletin bout that cards....i went and checked it out...sent the link to my friends....im sure my sweetie and his buddies will love the cards....they need all the support yall can give...**HUGZ**~

Ending Day 1
I made it, the Cravings have gone from a roller coaster, to a dull ache. I am goin to bed soon, Good night all. And we shall see if I decide to be a non smoker tomorrow, i actually have to go to work, and be social...... tomorrow could be a very interesting day.

Leaving The Cincinnati Tri-state Tomorrow For 4 Days!
I am leaving town for the weekend tomorrow...going up to Wisconsin Dells for the weekend. I will be back on Sunday night, March 30. To all my true friends, y'all are kickass! And to D...I love you baby and I can't wait to fu-marry you next week! *MUAHZZZ* to you! Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsSince I'm leaving town tomorrow, this is for you...

Annoying Commercials.
AIGHT SO I WATCH A LOT OF TV. THESE TWO COMMERCIALS KEEP PLAYING OVER AND OVER AND NOW ONE IS JUST CREEPY, THE OTHER JUST HAS A FUCKING ANNOYING SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD. SO SUFFER WITH ME!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND BORED. CREEPY CLOWN!! GREEN SLEEVES FEAST!!

Now Open 24 Hours A Day!
We are now on the air 24 hours a day for the next 30 days . If you like being able to listen to us please , hit the paypal button on the main page www.thebig429.rocks.it & donate. We would like to continue broadcasting 24 hours a day, but we WILL NEED YOUR DONATIONS , or it will come to an end after 30 days.Thank you! The Big 429s Classic Rock Radio http://thebig429rocks.no-ip.org/ Take this Music with you with WMP ITunes Realplayer Winamp For Dial up Need Winamp or Foobar

Update
After some of the strangest, most tortuous and vile testing of my inner ear, we've found that out of the possible 200 pathologies, I have 3. I have NO Balance System. Both utricles of the inner ear are deficient. Ladies and Gentlemen ---- Stop the Presses! THERE IS A GENUINE DIZZY BLONDE --LOOSE IN FLORIDA! TALK ABOUT ONE-WOMAN ROLLERCOASTERS: SHE'S RIGHT HERE typing this silly blog. If you encounter a chat, message, IM or tryst with this particular blonde... she's insatiable and has no idea how many times she will be on top--spinning around your cock. Oh and did I mention she has a voracious desire to give oral pleasure? I'm the dizzy blonde....

03/26/08
Caressing her skin with my hands As they run over her breasts I feel a surge of energy burst through her Kissing her lips and gently nibbling her bottom lip As the bed starts to move my heart beats faster I lay there as she continued to ride me She grab the back of my head and run her fingers through my hair She let out a moan as she continues to pick up the pace Suddenly she slows down and changes direction My passion grows bigger as my cock grows harder I grab her by the hips and throw her to the other side of the bed She is now panting as she thrusts She grabs the sheets and twist them in her fists I throw the remaining pillows to the floor We both let out what has been trying to escape And it’s over I lay down beside her and kiss her I tell her, I love her as she strokes my face We lay there, together in each others arms.

My Deffinition Of A Friend
ok i guess people on here need a little help on knowing what a real friend is...a friend is NOT a fan stalkerish person, a friend is NOT someone who talks to you just to get NSFW pics...a friend is someone who talks to, hangs out and has stuff in common with you...got it people? if your deffnition of a friend is anything other then mine then please dont even bother talking to me i dont wanna deal with ur shit!

You're A Floridian If....
1.. Socks are only for bowling. 2..You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes. 3..A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, but everything to do with shade. 4..Your winter coat is made of denim. 5..You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites. 6..You're younger than thirty but some of your friends are over 65. 6..Anything under 70 is chilly. 7..You've driven through Yeehaw Junction. 8..You could swim before you could read. 9..You have to drive north to get to The South. 10..You know that no other grocery store can compare to Publix. 11..Every other house in your neighborhood had blue roofs in 2004-2005. 12..You've gotten out of school early on Halloween to trick or treat before it got dark . 13..You know t

Satan Vs. God
Is Satan Really Such a Bad Guy? According to Christianity, Satan is the epitome and embodiment of all evil things, described as "the father of all lies" in the Catholic Church’s Catechism. It is his works that tempt humans into doing bad deeds. If something evil occurs, we can be assured that Satan had something to do with it. The History of Satan According to Catholicism, Satan only exists because God allows him to, this raises some serious issues about how righteous God can be if he allows evil to exist, but I digress. Satan, as the story goes, began as the angel Lucifer, who outrightly rejected God and rebelled against him. God cast Lucifer and those who followed him into Hell, a place of eternal torture and despair, where God was not present. Like any good propoganda machine, Christian authorities have made sure to limit the disenimation of information on the enemy (Satan) to what they want the public to know. For example, we are never told why Satan rebelled against Go

Graveyard Suicide
I walked through the local cemetery last night It was so quiet, everyone was at peace I felt so welcome, so at home there among the deceased I begun thinking, why do I continue on why do I inhale even one more breath when all I dream of is the eternal slumber that can only be brought about by death Grief and pain are the only inhabitants of a soul which would otherwise be an empty space Was it time for the end? This was the choice which I faced After all, everyday is merely a continuation of the one which preceded it There have been times when I felt slightly hopeful but there was never any hope when I most needed it And there is little I wish to recall the years are wrought with sadness I've lost my mind, a million times but I always find it again within madness As my heart has drifted along I knew it could not stay afloat with each day that passed I felt it sink deeper in misery's boat So there, amongst the dead I came to the conclusion That it w

Fuck This Place
i hate your assumption i hate your goddamned presumption i hate how you say i'm talking in circles just because one thing i believe eliminates ninety petty things you believe i 'm never going to get out of here i hate you i hate this place i hate living with you, i hate you. i hate you. i hate how you take for granted that i have no reason to leave i hate how you expect me to "just get over" your modify-everyone bullshit AND share a house with you. i hate this suffocation. i hate how you "won't go there" about things that matter to me i hate how you expect me to drop everything and fill in the blank. i hate how you get too close i hate how you just don't get it i hate how you'll never know what's inside me i hate how you demonize everything and everyone i love i hate you. i'm never going to get out of here and be anything i want to be because you'll always accuse me of settling for less i hate the less that you call "more" and i h

Dark Love
Gladly I would come to you and I would come willingly within the dark, But it seems that this hell fire love was never meant to be, I know you fear me and would worship me from afar, I realise that you love me and would always give your life for your star, But still I can't help but wonder at your normal clothes, I can't help but laugh at the lack of sadistic content, I feel that even though you stay by me you'd never surrender to the night, I realise now that I can never turn you against the light, I thought time would heal you and so I kept you lingering, I thought it would help but it made your wound deeper, Every cut every bruise that you endured sliced into my heart, Every cruel word you ignored pulled us further apart, I would have made you so happy; I would have given you anything, I would have shown you every pleasure you could want, But I guess that you never wanted this thing, my tainted love, You wished for me to spread my wings and fly to the l

Everyone Should Read This
THE RULES of webpages ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. S

Ramblings
LOVE... Ok we all know this has to play a factor in anything...you have to have the ability to love....yeah yeah puke it up on that word....LOVE....hahaha had to rub it in one more time....If you aren't ready to want love then you shouldn't even be looking...life to me goes like this...You are born...you are raised to learn how to grow and accomplish things...you fall in love you have children and you start the cycle all over again with your kids....Love should be something sacred something that is going to last a lifetime...yeah I know it doesn't but that is because people are shallow and don't look deep inside of what they need to be seeing...I have a very kind and giving heart and it's not to play with or be stomped on...so if you are a game player and like to be a dick...get off my porch...I know your type and had the game played on me many times...I look deep into a person's soul..into their eyes and find the inner person and what I am looking for and well so far...I found ONE.

What Could You Say?
What could you say, if your daughter ever got raped? or say your son was a mass murderer, or had a life you couldn’t escape? What could you say, if your body was so broken, because your father beat you, and called you names the remain unspoken? what could you say if you fell into depression became bulimic or anorexic because of your body’s imperfections? what could you say, if tear came to my eyes? would you hold me tightly in your arms? or simply watch me cry what could you say if my words came to an end? Would you help me recover from broken hopes and help me make amends what would you say if I were never here would you continue on with everyday life as I slowly disappear? 12:16 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Monday, March 10, 2008 Graveyard Suicide Category: Writing and Poetry Graveyard Suicide written by acs 1/1/08 I walked through the local cemetery last night It was so quiet, everyone was a

Imbecile
Impertinent whelp foolishly offensive with no cause! Insults flung wrecklessly to the winds never directly facing or speaking to the one offended. Ignorant fledgling clumsily screaming over innocent matters! Foulness spread distastefully into the world without focus. Incapable pup carelessly carrying on in the shade of an indecent master. Anger pointlessly displayed for few to see as you cower behind indirect assaults that leave you empty, a hollowed out pretender. Insolent infant unwittingly stirring the attention of a vengeance poisoned beast! Rage and madness stalk you from every shadow, creep by the corner of your eye, and ache to watch you suffer. Impotent babe unaware of what it means to know magnificence! Pain, sorrow, malevolence, and a cursed lonely existence are tortures you will endure for blotting out my sunshine and silencing my laughter. I leave you with all the shattered pieces and your happily never after!

Numa Numa Lyrics
Ma-Ya-Hi Ma-Ya-Hu Ma-Ya-Ho Ma-Ya-Ha Ha Ma-Ya-Hi Ma-Ya-Hu Ma-Ya-Ho Ma-Ya-Ha Ha Hello, Salute, it’s me, your Duke And I made something that’s real To show you how I feel Hello, Hello, it’s me Picasso I will paint my words of love With your name on every wall When you leave my colors fade to gray Whoa I whoa I aaa Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa Every word of love I used to say Now I paint it everyday I sold my strings, my songs, and dreams And I bought some paints to match the colors of my love Hello, Hello, it’s me again, Picasso I will spray my words of my love With your name on every wall When you leave my colors fade to gray Whoa I whoa I aaa Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa Every word of love I used to say Now I paint it everyday When you leave my colors fade to gray Hey, little lover stay Or all my colors fade away Every word of love I used to say Now I paint it everyday Ma-Ya-Hi Ma-Ya-Hu Ma-Ya-Ho Ma-Ya-Ha Ha

As I Sit Here...
As I sit here thinking of the man I love...my heart is full of love and pain at the same time. I want to be with him more than anything! I cannot get to him soon enough. Our future together could never be long enough. I'm tempted just to sell everything I own and jump in my car and take off to Washington. I am so consumed with love, and the desire to be with him forever. My brain has difficulties processing anything but how can I get to him faster. He is the love of my life. My soul mate. My destiny. So what do I do? How do I get from Louisiana to Washington as fast as possible so that I can be with the man I love? I dream day and night of being in his arms. I know that I am blessed that I have found the PERFECT man for me, and I say perfect as in just who he is right now. I would change absolutely NOTHING about him. My heart, and my body, aches to be with him day and night. To feel his loving arms around me. To feel his love for me. And to be able to show him all of

Omg! Only In Berkeley! Planet California
For those that don't know the story, last year the US Marine Corps opened a recruiting office in Berkeley, CA. It caused quite a hubbub indeed! The City Council voted to ban Marine recruiting in their city, and sent the Marines an eviction notice. The Marines had taken the high ground and withstood the Council counter-attack. They held their ground, and the law was ruled unconstitutional by the California Appeals Court. Watch this Daily Show report. It is unbelievable to me the response to the reporter, an ex-Marine himself. Apparently some of these people never evolved past the 60's. I would never condemn anyone for their beliefs, especially something as noble as world peace. I am all for it. However, the reality of today's world is intolerance in the name of religion. IMHO, the most dangerous people in the world are those that wish to exterminate anyone that does not believe as they do. Especially if they are willing to sacrifice themselves to take a few non-believers

Romantic Thoughts
With every passing day, I find that my love for you changes and grows each day. I learn to love you more each day in every single way. I love the way you smile when you say good morning and when you say good night. I love the way you hold me and rub my butt just right. I love how even when you are mad at me you still kiss me when I come home. I love the way you tell me that everything is going to be all right and how when I look into your eyes I know that you are right. I love the way you love me and know just what to do to make me feel all right. I love how even when you are not around me I feel your love keeping me safe and secure. I love how when I look into your eyes I see a love that has no ending. I love how you brighten up my darkest days and loneliest of nights. I love when we make love how it feels our hearts and bodies have merged into one soul. I love how your love gives me the strength to carry on when I am tired and weak.

Trip
hello fu world.......im just lettin yall know...i wont be around much this weekend i will be leaving thurs nite to see my gf...and spend time with her and her kids....i be on to check mail and post pics....ill be back on monday.....so contiune to show love..and i will hit yall back..until then yall have a good weekend..i know i will holla back

Regrets ?- Do It Today
After this last weekend having to go to yet another funeral. I drove back here to Texas with the radio off in silence my mind just wandered then the last two days at work in an office by myself, I just couldn’t help but have thoughts of regret. In the last few years my God-Daughter was murdered, my best friend was taken by cancer in a matter of 4 months and died christmas eve. My God-son was killed by a elderly woman who drove her car through the school cafeteria wall. And this past weekend a friend of the family was killed by the floods in Illinois. I know a lot of people say they have no regrets in life but, I do many actually that tend to haunt me often. I regret not going the extra few miles to shop at the store where Jen worked just to say hi and see how she was doing, and if there was anything I could do for her. I regret not taking an extra Saturday off and taking lil Ryan fishing. I regret not going to see shannon play softball at her collage or having her and her family

I Have The Most Amazing Friends Ever!!!
So this goes out to everyone that helped me getting my 3 month VIP!You guys rocked the house :D Thank you for being there for me!I'm trying to get back to all of you I promise!Don't get mad at me if I left someone out.I didn't do it on purpose!!!Just let me know and I'll add you here! First of all I want to thank Mark for hosting this give away!Show him and his girl Stephanie Lynn some love!And anyone else on this list of course ;) Mark11779@ fubar ÐJ Esoteric ☣XHMH Metal Mafia Crew ☠Married 2 Meine Goettin Sandra☠@ fubar ♥ Shell ♥@ fubar One Of Life's Nice Guys@ fubar Savvy ♥ acidic@ fubar *~*Eyes of a Tragedy*~*Sandy's Sis*~*@ fubar Honesty911@ fubar Jables@ fubar Syn........Owned by Sweet ♥ Judy, Rebbie, Gelibean, Miss Donna and SkyBird....oh my!!@ fubar Skull_man BODYGUARD to Mizt ,Islandgirl ,submi$$iv&morbidmajik~~Vampire to MorbidMajik~~

Help Papercut Kisses
Papercut Kisses@ fubar See this woman? She needs fu bucks. :D She wants to buy a ticker to surprise someone for a special day coming up. I gave her 100,000 & a ticker cost 250,000 fu bucks. How much can you spare? (P.S. I now need fu bucks. :/ My wifey is expensive. LMAO j/k..love you!!)

Salutes
I'm not posting a salute photo. Why not? 2 reasons: a) My digital camera is broken. b) I'm me and the people I know on here already know me IRL, so why the hell would I need to 'prove myself' to strangers? Seriously. If I was going to impersonate someone I'd impersonate someone that was at least somewhat photogenic. I'm sick of the stupid Fubar support spam, "POST A SALUTE TO LEVEL UP", every fucking day.... ugh. Of course they don't reply to my return messages.

The Wayfarer Bids Farwell
Thrown here by a treacherous storm, the wayfarer has been stranded for 2 months now. He has checked the tides carefully and studied the wind currents for every minute detail. He has formulated many plans to leave this place of lonely contemplation. He has watched the ships come and go near the edge of the horizon and waved to many. He rated them all with glee and hoped and dreamed of salvation. He studied their shapes and hoped for miracles. As the ships he has come to know pass other ships to and fro, he becomes just a blurr in the memory of many who knew him. He sets his sail on a flimsy raft of reeds and sticks, and drifts into history. No need to wave. No need to say good-bye. He bids farwell to desitny.

Hehe
if you care to look the link is ttp://i110.photobucket.com/albums/n107/Mr_D_Long/aMouthFULL-1.jpg ->Mr_D_Long: you're kind of obsessed with your penis aren't you? Mr_D_Long: MONSTERcock_24_7@yahho.com ->Mr_D_Long: what? do you do some kind of cam show that envolves a snickers? kinky Mr_D_Long: I CAN PROVE IT ON MY WEB-CAM BABY...XOXOX ->Mr_D_Long: just saying Mr_D_Long: LMAO!!! ->Mr_D_Long: they have those little fun size ones by the registers here Mr_D_Long: the SIZE in the check out lines baby!!! xoxoxo ->Mr_D_Long: what size snickers? Mr_D_Long: GIRTH!! THAT IS A SKNICKERS CANDY BAR....I HAVE NEVER FOUND ONE WOMAN BRAVE ENOUGH 2 TRY 2 TAKE IT IN DA ASS!!!!!!? ->Mr_D_Long: did you send me that pic of the little kok? that is too funny ->Mr_D_Long: oh ok. Mr_D_Long: no, west coast ->Mr_D_Long: ok... do you live near me or something? Mr_D_Long: What's good beautiful? I just wanted to show some Love, introduce myself, let ya' know U caught my eye!!! xoxoxo....Holla @ y

Dirty Vacation Story..
well, this was pretty funny/ dirty so i thought fubar was the best place to tell the story! (cant share it with a friend, lol) well, i just was away on an 8 day cruise.. i was having some fun, dancing, drinking, etc.. i wasn't getting any vacation ass or anything though.. and i deff didn't have time to jack off b/c my buddy roomed with me. after about 6 days (plus a few for travel.. so really like 9 or so) my nuts were so full, lol. (i usually get off at least once a day) i was having fun thinking about saving my cum up.. and who i wanted to share the huge load with.. well it got me a little horny, lol. i was in the room by myself and decided to take some mirror pics for fubar or whatev.. (i haven't put any up yet) well they started w/o a shirt.. and then eventually w/o pants.. i got so hard, i was throbbing.. but i diddn't want to cum! so i was standing on my friend's bed.. looking in the mirror, with my shorts around my ankels.. cock throbbing- i wasn't moving or touc

Really Sad
During the past 10 days , I've been put into the fire , that we call life . I got an email from the lil brother ,of a real dear and close friend of mine , ( nothing surprising about that ) the message read ,big brother killed himself. That was all it said . I emailed him back and started asking questions .As the next day or two went by I was getting all this info about what had happend. This friend and I were in the Army together,( i had his back and he had mine ) ,when we would come home on leave ,we would either stay at my parents place or we would stay at his.We were the best of friends . This guy goes and comitts suicide...by taking an overdose of pills ,the only problem was that he done it in front of his 4 and 6 yr old children ,while his wife was asleep in the bedroom. When she come in to wake him , to tell him dinner was ready ...the kids told her that daddy was sleeping ...and he wouldn't get up to play with them ...she was also told that daddy had eaten some candy f

Is It True Love
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

What About Fubar Stress???
Short-term stress lasting as little as a few hours can impair brain-cell communication in areas associated with learning and memory, University of California, Irvine researchers have found. It has been known that severe stress lasting weeks or months can impair cell communication in the brain's learning and memory region, but this study provides the first evidence that short-term stress has the same effect. "Stress is a constant in our lives and cannot be avoided," said Dr. Tallie Z. Baram, the Danette Shepard Chair in Neurological Sciences in the UC Irvine School of Medicine and study leader. "Our findings can play an important role in the current development of drugs that might prevent these undesirable effects and offer insights into why some people are forgetful or have difficulty retaining information during stressful situations." For the rest of the article goto: http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2008/03/080311182434.htm

A Timeless Door
A thought ever so true, A dream Adorn from me to you, A channel without seam. Words of capture, And from ones mind frame. Recalls of this great wonder, One could never be the same. Inspirations a moment to grasp, As in time they all pass. Dear moments we want to last, As in life sometimes cast. Words of feeling, And motions we all know. A picture to one's mind, sometimes show. And we all hold a dream in hand, A parting hard to withstand. Tick Tick, as it leaves our mind, The wishing for more. Our dream leaves, Headed through its timeless doo

You Lied
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone Inside sleeping, my heart beating You know that you tried to hide it Shouldn't you have said what you meant? Oh... Time heals, time congeals around us Endless hours of wasted moments Understanding, not demanding Your eyes tell what you feel inside Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone Inside sleeping, my heart beating You know that you tried to hide it Shouldn't you have said what you meant? Oh... YOU LIED!

Drop By And View My Albums
FRIEND ON FUBAR, ALL FUBAR ADDICTS AND EVERYONE!! PLEASE DROP BY MY PROFILE AND VIEW MY PHOTO ALBUMS SKULLSNMORE AND SKULLSNMORE2 THESE ARE SOME NEW T SHIRTS AND OTHER ITEMS I AM CARRYING IN MY NEW ONLINE STORE ON YAHOO PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT AND RATE AND COMMENT ON THEM SO I CAN SEE HOW LIKED OR DISLIKED MY SELECTIONS ARE...... ALL OPINIONS ARE VALUED!!! THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!!!

--------------for Friends---------
A kid asked Jesus... how much do you love me? Jesus replied," I love you this much." and he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us. If you believe in God, you will send this to everyone on your list. If you delete this, I do not believe you will have a cold heart in 2008 (as they say). I like you because of who you are to me. I treat you as a true friend. But if I don't get this back, I get the hint. Send this to all people in your list within 30 minutes and something good will happen

2008 April Specials...
Guests at April Shows get their choice of two great deals! With each $35 you spend, you get your choice of Reed Diffusers or Petite 3-wicks Reed Diffusers Just $12.95 Retail value $39.95 Save 68% New Tri-Glow™ Reed Diffusers Fresh Home by PartyLite™ Well Being by PartyLite® Other popular favorites Petite 3-Wicks Just $9.95! Retail value $33.95 SAVE 71%! Choose from*: From the Winter/Spring 2008 Catalog: French Vanilla, Ginger Lemon Meringue Pie™, Bird of Paradise™, Strawberry Rhubarb, Cherry Orchard™, Wild Fern™, Agave Nectar™ From Summer 2008: Vanilla Peach™, Strawberry Fields™, Citrus Bloom Unscented Ivory 3-Wick *Excludes Specialty Pineapple and Pomegranate Mottled Petite 3-Wick. Accessories not included. For Guest Offer, Shows must be held April 1-30, 2008, and received and accepted by May 7, 2008. Guests may choose either a reed diffuser or a petite 3-Wick with EACH $35 spent. Hostesses and previous Hostesses are not eligible to purchase

Stuck In Mud
There is a long road that leads out of my village on the way to the autobahn. This road passes through the industrial section of the village. There is a turn at the end where you must stop. When the factory employees are getting out of work sometimes it gets backed up near the turn. Well one day I was in a hurry as per usual and I got stuck at the turn behind a bunch of cars. There is a stretch of grass next to the turn, and in a moment of haste I pulled onto the grassy area trying to get past the cars. Unfortunately the ground was saturated from rain and it was very muddy, and my van got stuck. I spun my tires for a few minutes but it was no use, I was just going deeper. In Germany they have this great service called the Yellow Angels. Its like AAA but much better in my opinion. They always come within an hour and they really are like Angels, fix your problem and send you on your way. So I called the Yellow Angels from my cell phone and they told me someone was on

R.i.p. Gary
Every funeral I have ever been to I hear the same thing. Death is a celebration of life, and that it is a celebration of "going home" to be with the Lord. I'm sorry lads and lasses, but I'm going to have to call bullshit. I definately don't feel like celebrating, nor am I for that matter. Instead, I plan on sitting here and ponder why if there is a Lord do we have to keep repeating the same cruel joke with no punch line? It goes a little something like this lads and lasses. A loved one dies, or a great friend dies,and you are left with open wounds. Open wounds that are vulnerable to infection. What is this "infection" I speak of? Let me elaborate and make it clear to the masses what I am talking about. When a someone close to you passes on, it opens serious emotional wounds,and just when you are able to stitch them up so they might heal with time they are ripped open again. Because that's how this cruel prank is pulled. These wounds when they are freshly opened get infected

March 26th Oh8
So here I am sittin here listenin to songs and reading comments abou the recent voters on the MuMM lol ...also im votin on MuMM's ...anywayz besides the point I am at today... its been quite the day already...my parents are not impressed with my atm...but they shall get over that pretty quick I've decided that I am going to be moving outa the little crap ass of a town I am in lol...and moving to a slightly ;) bigger city than this..haha not even a city but whaaatever...gonna live with my sister for the first little while then ima get a place with my friend and boyfriend :D and then yeah it'll be raaadtastic ;) then in the end of the year what I am mainly excited for is saving up for the Vegas oh8 trip with my best-friends and boyfriend and their boyfriends and what not :D it'll be hella aweesome I definitely cannot wait for that..also two of my friends are having babies, due dates the same day :-O how randomly wicked is that...anywayz July is gonna be one awesome month..also I fu

Rape!!!
Through a Rapist's Eyes This is important information for females of ALL ages! A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim. Here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women whose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse, or doing other activities while walking because they ar e off-guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00 a.m. And 8:30 a.m. 5) The number one

My Man Is Coming To Town....woo Hoo!!
Just want all of you to know...I am not going to be online that much this wkend...my BF is coming to visit from Fri-Sun., soooo I'm not going to take time away from him to play on the FU...lmao I will come to check messages & post pics that we are going to take...but that is about it... Hope you guys have a great wkend...& I will catch up with everyone Sun night after he leaves..... Until then, show me the love!! woo hoo!! I am here until Fri.....lol ~*Lena*~

A Lesson We Could All Learn
An unusual teacher....many today have no sense of patriotism nor reverence for military service. *A lesson that should be taught in all schools!* Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, 'Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?' She replied, ' You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. Maybe it's our behavior.' She told the m, 'No, it's not even your

Pets And Animals
I don’t care what anyone says, following Clooney from gay bar to gay bar is no easy task. Tracking George Clooney calls for an unbelieveable amount of caution. If he becomes suspcious he gives off an extra amount of smugness. This can be dangerous. I have given my word to stop the Clooney hypocrisy by capturing him and keeping him in my basement, which will then make the world a safer, more smug-free place to exist. Facts have shown that global warming is due only to the smugness given off by Clooney. He must be stopped. I have contacted my superior Chickadee and informed her of Clooney’s whereabouts. He is at The ManHole having a drink with one of my informants, Gerardo. Clooney seems to be unaware that I am tracking him. The weapons that would normally be used to capture someone had to be revised in this case. For instance guilt, this is something that is useless on someone who has no shame, and throwing things, his giant self-righteous jaw can deflect almost anything.

Sweet Torture
Sweet Torture Tonight to the bed you find yourself bound, Deprived of motion, sight and sound, What. When. Those are the questions, Trembling slightly with anticipation. A gentle breeze caresses your skin, Soon you know it will all begin, On your nipple a drop stabs like a knife, Your Master as started with ice. The nipple hardens, standing tall, As drop after drop begins to fall, A small cry escapes from your lips, As the ice connects with your nipple's tip. Around and around the nipple it goes, Arching your back and curling your toes, As the ice quickly turns to warmth you moan, With the tongue swirling around the nipple you groan. Teeth scraping the nipple, you shiver, Sucking it in deep, now you quiver, A tingling now starts at your toes, As your sweet juices start to flow. Feeling my weight lift off the bed, Straining, searching, turning your head, A nervousness fills you at what might be next, But the excitement makes you oh so wet. You j

Don't Ever Choke In A Restraunt In The South
Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shake s her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hill billy walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

The L Word
Perhaps that's love, the great love Who took me by the hand This cold feeling in the back And suddenly warms me up, when everyone is cold Perhaps that's what makes my heart beat. And during hours will make me remain there, in front of a telephone. Just to hear a voice. In front of a telephone which will not ring. Perhaps that's love, the great love. Who took to me by the arm. This brutal feeling when everything was going wrong. And suddenly feel great without knowing where that comes from. Perhaps that's what makes me cry of joy And makes me run on midnight under the rain Under the rain, without coat While screaming "the weather is nice!" While screaming that life, life couldn't get better then this. Before, right before going to sleep. Perhaps that's....Love. Amazing Love!

Red Marbles
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some e arly potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. 'Hello Barry, how are you today?' 'H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good.' 'They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?' 'Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time.' 'Good. Anything I can help you with?' 'No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas.' 'Would you like to take some home?' asked Mr. Miller. 'No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.' 'Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?' 'All I got's my prize marble here.'

"love Spell" Excerpt
“Good seats, huh?” Luke asked her with a huge smile on his face. “I suppose,” she answered hesitantly. “I ain’t never been to one of these before.” “Yer gonna love it.” She looked out into the racetrack and saw a line of old beat-up cars parked side to side in the center of the midway. There was a roar from the crowd as the first huge metal monster rolled out of the pits and into position. Darlene could feel in her chest the growling noise rumbling from its twin exhaust pipes as the driver revved the engine. She slid to the edge of her seat as the announcer’s voice began to scream from the loudspeakers. “Good evening, ladies and gentlemen! Welcome to Monster Truck Night here at the Rolling Oaks’ Motor Speedway! Tonight you’ll be thrilled to some of the biggest, baddest, and meanest monster trucks in all the world! Are you ready for excitement?!” The collective shouts and screams from the crowd thundered in response. “Are you ready for thrills and spills?!” They were ready. “Are

The Snake
Snakes are romantic and charming. They are deep thinkers and always mysterious. Snakes are graceful and soft spoken. They love a good book and appreciate all of the arts. They lean towards all of the finer things in life. Snakes trust themselves above all others and are seldom wrong; but behind a sophisticated front,Snakes are very superstitious! Snakes are good with money and don't have to worry about finances. Somehow, when money is needed, it appears. In spite of their good luck with money, Snakes should never gamble. They could suffer big losses if they did, but Snakes learn fast. Once they have made a mistake,they never repeat it. They also never forgive you if you break a promise. By nature they are skeptical beings but keep their suspicions to themselves. They are very private and not concerned with the business of others. Idle gossip is not for them. Snakes can be possessive in their relationships with others.They are passionate but jealous lovers. You can never tell ho

"a Terrible Tryst Of Fate" Excerpt
Amelia stepped out from under the awning and marched across the asphalt with a determined stride. “Find a nice man, settle down, and raise some kids!” she snarled to herself just under her breath. “Some people have no concept of personal space or privacy!” She moved between a pair of Pontiac Grand AMs and stepped in a large puddle she hadn’t spotted due to her inattention. The water splashed up over the tops of her short, black boots and poured down inside. “Just great!” she swore as her toes chilled from the cold soaking. Amelia emerged from between the two cars watching where she was stepping. Almost too late she saw the pavement illuminate from the headlights of an on-coming vehicle. The car accelerated without regards to her safety. She leaped back between the gap but was still hit with a spray of water as the speeding automobile passed her by. The unexpected face full of water made her sputter angrily as she furiously wiped at her eyes. “Wonderful,” she spat sarcastically as s

Change Is Inevitable - Except From A Vending Machine.
~~~He that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils; for time is the greatest innovator.~~~Francis Bacon ~~~Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.~~~Arnold Bennett ~~~We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance.~~~Harrison Ford ~~~All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.~~~Anatole France ~~~We live in a moment of history where change is so speeded up that we begin to see the present only when it is already disappearing.~~~R. D. Laing ~~~It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad.~~~C. S. Lewis

Whatever It Is I Doi'm Always Thinking Of You...
PM Dawn with the lyric... Unexpected days off are really cool when they happen... Just sayin’ How is everybody? I hope this finds you all in good spirits and lovon your lives... I’m still recovering from the first day back on the job last night... My body gave out last night. I didn’t quit, my body did... Wanna take the time to say hey and congrats to Jeremy & Diana... I’m happy for you both and 2 greater people could not have been matched. Who knew Liz could play cupid?? LOL I don’t listen to regular radio thanks to the fine people over at Fubar.com & Blue Orion Radio. Check it out... They play what you wanna hear and I can honestly say that they are the only radio station that truly listens to what their listeners have to say... On that same front... DJ’s bugz, jmos23, direct imput, dream king, and lady purr, and divine, thank you guys for making me feel so welcome over at fubar and on your station when I send requests... I appriceate what you do and if my sc

2/26/08
today is a lazy day..... apart from sleeping really late and doing nothing..... my time is almost up here in MA.... i will begin my work schedule starting april 7th... from here i will travel to colorado and then to california... to where my home is.... during in which time i will be working my ass off....i will then travel north to Washingtn state where i will then travel diagnol towards FL. but by by may 8th.... i will be in colorado for the summer working red rocks amp. as well as many other denver area venues.... it will be an exciting year and look forward to meeting some of you along my travels.... RP

Larry Is That You
so hmm as you who read my blogs have seen, it seems that someone has a nice crush on me..and let me tell you that he or she hides behind a nice little fake account i wish they would let me know who they really are so that i can show them how much it means to me that they spend so much time think of me and just how much i would love to repay them for all the kindness. Anyways i think i know who you are do to the fact that you seem to like to use the same phrases as my old friend larry, but who really knows

Government And Economy
Government The Philippines is governed under the constitution of 1987. The president, who is both chief of state and head of the government, is elected by popular vote for a six-year term. The bicameral legislature consists of a 24-seat senate and a 204-seat house of representatives, both of whose members are popularly elected. There is an independent judiciary headed by a supreme court. Economy With their tropical climate, heavy rainfall, and naturally fertile volcanic soil, the Philippines are predominantly agricultural. Rice, corn, and coconuts take up about 80% of all cropland. Sugarcane, sweet potatoes, manioc, bananas, hemp, tobacco, and coffee are also important crops. Carabao (water buffalo), pigs, chickens, goats, and ducks are widely raised, and there is dairy farming. Fishing is a common occupation; the Sulu Archipelago is noted for its pearls and mother-of-pearl shell. The islands have one of the world's greatest stands of commercial timber. There are also miner

Taking Chances
Don't know much about your life. Don't know much about your world, but Don't want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth. You don't know about my past, and I don't have a future figured out. And maybe this is going too fast. And maybe it's not meant to last, But what do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? I just want to start again, And maybe you could show me how to try, And maybe you could take me in, Somewhere underneath your skin? What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there's solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? And I had my heart beaten down, But I always come back for more, yeah. There's nothing like love to pull you up, When you're laying down on the floor th

Irony
We light a candle, we see the darkness around We feel the silence, after we hear a sound We drink a dropp of water and realize our thirst We come second in a race and want to be the first We perceive our ignorance after reading a page We say 'Youth is precious' when we reach old age We see our fortunes when a beggar cries We recognize a genius after he dies We think of our happy moments as we shed a tear We sense our loneliness when a friend stands near We become patriotic after leaving our nation We commit a sin and speak of salvation We trigger war and for peace we pray Only at night, we realize - the end of a day

My True Face! (sarcastic)
Friends who read this. It's time that I reveal some things. Because it is necessary that you know what is hiding behind the mask. I can't return services. I'm a concentrate of all the defaults. I'm always pretending, I cheat too. I make believe that I am a poet. And when i have to say thank you. I run away. I'm always late. I am malicious, vindicatory I have revenge for currency. And if you hit me in the face. I see red and I atomize you. I am odious with women. They hate me. People call me the Infamous. Do you regret reading this? Probably this portrait frightens you. I have nevertheless one last thing to say to you. I am also a big LIAR! :p

"like You'll Never See Me Again" By Alicia Keys
If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again Oh Oh Ohhhhh How many really know what love is? Millions never will Do you know until you lose it That it's everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found Everything that I been looking for I don't wanna forget the pres

Realest Alive
wat it do its DON B THE REEPA A.K.A. BLU A.K.A. DON GOTTI A.K.A. THE ANGEL OF DEATH and im the realest gang member alive CHICANO NATION ALL DAY shout to my niggas SPIKE, PERU, POPEYE, SHITFACE, SKUZZY, CRIAG, CHUCKY, and my best nigga WAYNE HEAD. its 3-14 fuck mx3 fuck rcl fuck gfm fuck ckrips fuck folks fuck kings i gotta send a shout out to are fam LATIN KINGS, BLOODZ, VATO LORD8, B3-14, CRAZY CHICANOS, AND CRAZY CHICANAS I cant forget my favorite girl MISS CLARISSA just to let you know my albums droping soon from them killers at SLAUGHTER HOUSE RECORDS

You Set Me Free, Michelle Branch
Can't you see? There's a feeling that's come over me Close my eyes You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless No need to wonder why Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny 'Cause I wanted to fly, so you gave me your wings And time held its breath so I could see, yeah And you set me free There's a will There's a way Sometimes words just can't explain This is real I'm afraid I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting You make me restless You're in my heart The only light that shines there in the dark 'Cause I wanted to fly, so you gave me your wings And time held its breath so I could see, yeah And you set me free When I was alone You came around When I was down You pulled me through And there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you 'Cause I wanted to fly, so you gave me your wings And time held its breath so I could see, yeah And you set me free

I Need You Now, Firehouse
Here I am At 6 a clock in the morning Still thinking about you It's still hard At 6 a clock in the morning To sleep without you And I know that it might Seem to late for love All I know [chorus] I need you now More than words can say I need you now I've got to find a way I need you now Before I lose my mind I need you now Here I am Im looking out my window Im dreaming about you Cant let go At 6 a clock in the morning I feel you beside me And i know that it might Seem to late for love For love Guitar Solo [chorus] I need you now More than words can say I need you now I've got to find a way I need you now Before I lose my mind I need you now More than words can say I need you now I got to here you say I need you now Before I lose my mind I need you now I need you now

Love Of A Lifetime, Firehouse
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share With you I never wonder - will you be there for me With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me Chorus: I finally found the love of a lifetime A love to last my whole life through I finally found the love of a lifetime Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime With every kiss our love is like brand-new And every star up in the sky was made for me and you Still we both know that the road is long (But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong Chorus

Friends
Friends come and Friends go. That being said. If I dont talk to you on a regular basis or you are not a member of my lounge. In a few days you will be gone off my list. You know who you are and who needs not worry. But for the rest. Sorry. Your history. If you choose to take this personal. Well I am sorry for you. Just that simple. I dont need a bunch of people on my friends list to make me happy. So either speak or be spoken for. Your choice. P.S. This is not a point whoring blog. You wanna rate Then rate if not. IDC

I Live My Life For You, Firehouse
Dedicated to the love of my life, Jimm!!!! Y'know you're everything to me and I could never see The two of us apart And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do I promise you my heart I've built my world around you and I want you to know I need you like I've never needed anyone before Chorus: I live my life for you I want to be by your side in everything that you do And if there's only one thing you can believe is true I live my life for you I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you But our love would last forever And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do As long as we're together I just can't live without you and I want you to know I need you like I've never needed anyone before Chorus I live my life for you

Show These Special Ppl Some Love
HEY!!! THESE ARE ALL SOME SPECIAL WOMEN WHO ARE REAL SWEET HEARTS AND NEED ALOT OF LOVE FOR STANDING BEHIND ME. PLEASE SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS YOU CAN. THEY ALL WILL SHOW U LOVE BACK JUST DONT MESS WITH THEM OR IM WILL HAVE ME IT DEAL WITH. THIS IS DJ NILLA OWBER OF THE GREATEST RADIO ON FUBAR DDR dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!)@ fubar THIS IS DJ DANI A CARING AND SPECIAL GM TO US ALL ~♥Ðani♥~DJ SMURFETTE~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*FU-OWNED BY DJ TAZMAN*AND PROUD FU-OWNER OF DJ BLOOD*@ fubar THIS IS Èvîl Àñgël A GREAT AND OUTSTANDING PERSON Èvîl Àñgël†Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠@ fubar THIS IS DREAMY A WONDERFUL AND GREAT PERSON TO KNOW Dr3@my3y3d_B@bygir!~Greeter 4 Dirty Deeds Radio~~Fu-owned by 'Innateness Hypothesis'@ fubar LOVE YOU ALL AND GOD BLESSS!!!!

"let Me Tell You..."
"Then we will stomp some log houses, am I right guys?" "I’ve been meaning to start running again anyway." "Darling, it’s better." "Quiet kisses are so hardcore." "Is it a boy or a girl? Maybe..." "I used to want to plant bombs the night of prom." "We’ve been good, but we can’t last." "You were always laughing!" "I can contain it if I have to." "Does he even clean his own hair?" "Really, I am glad the romance is gone." "What about their friends?" "You fucked it up." "I’m here for ART, sir." "Like she’s going anywhere." "I wake up in long term relationships." "Don’t you have anywhere else to be?" Damn, I missed you guys.

I Finally Found Someone, Bryan Adams
This is Jimm and I, without a doubt! I finally found someone That knocks me off my feet I finally found the one That makes me feel complete It started over coffee We started out as friends It's funny how from simple things The best things begin This time is different And it's all because of you It's better than it's ever been 'Cause we can talk it though My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime" It's all you had to say To take my breath away This is it, oh I finally found someone Someone to share my life I finally found the one To be with every night 'Cause whatever I do It's just got to be you My life has just begun I finally found someone Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind I apologize, baby that's fine I would wait forever just to know you were mine You know I love your hair Are you sure it looks right? I love what you wear Isn't it too tight? You're exceptional I can't wait for the rest of my life This is it, oh I finally found s

Don't Start!!!!
Smoking that is! God help me, I starteed when I was 16 (and that was a while ago). Well on March 6th I stopped, and for the past almost three weeks I've waited for the cravings to stop....lord do they every stop?

You Are So Beautiful, Joe Cocker
This is how my love makes me feel! I love you so much Jimm! You are so beautiful To me You are so beautiful To me Can't you see You're everything I hoped for You're everything I need You are so beautiful To me (repeat as needed)

Help Azureus Fight Isp Throttling
ISPs have been throttling BitTorrent traffic for years now, but only recently has this turned into a political issue. The BitTorrent client Azureus has now developed a plugin through which you can help distinguishing the good from the bad ISPs, data they will use to strengthen their argument in the ongoing Comcast debate. azureusLast November Azureus petitioned the FCC, resulting in a FCC hearing which was held a month ago. One of the issues raised there, was that there is little data available on the scope of BitTorrent throttling, a gap Azureus now plans to fill. “We at Vuze (Azureus) decided there was something important you can do to help elevate the debate,” says Jay Monahan, General Counsel at Azureus. “We created a simple software “plug-in” that works with your Vuze (Azureus) application to gather information about potential interference with your Internet traffic.” The main purpose of the plugin is to gather factual data on which ISPs are throttling with BitTorrent, an

Marcos And After
Ferdinand E. Marcos, who succeeded to the presidency after defeating Macapagal in the 1965 elections, inherited the territorial dispute over Sabah; in 1968 he approved a congressional bill annexing Sabah to the Philippines. Malaysia suspended diplomatic relations (Sabah had joined the Federation of Malaysia in 1963), and the matter was referred to the United Nations. (The Philippines dropped its claim to Sabah in 1978.) The Philippines became one of the founding countries of the Association of Southeast Asian Nations (ASEAN) in 1967. The continuing need for land reform fostered a new Huk uprising in central Luzon, accompanied by mounting assassinations and acts of terror, and in 1969, Marcos began a major military campaign to subdue them. Civil war also threatened on Mindanao, where groups of Moros opposed Christian settlement. In Nov., 1969, Marcos won an unprecedented reelection, easily defeating Sergio Osmeña, Jr., but the election was accompanied by violence and charges of frau

Brett Fave Cards
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Like To Know My Friends More!!!
questionaire would you make out with me me? [] Heck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] bang me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Eff Buddy Name: I want you to have my number( ) - Here is my yahoo: Would you share naughty pics? yes[] no[] REPLY THIS

Pearl Of The Orient
The Philippines is an archipelago's nation made up of 7,107 islands spanning 1,840 kilometers north to south. It is part of the East Indies, a vast island group lying south and east of mainland Asia, with Taiwan at its northernmost coast and Borneo on the south. The three main Philippine island groups are Luzon, the Visayas and Mindanao. Luzon is the island of contrasts. The most modern districts in the Philippines, including the capital city of Manila, are in Luzon, but so are some of the oldest tribal communities in the nation like the Ifugao of the Cordilleras. Luzon is also where a visitor can see the latest model luxury cars overtaking a carabao sled or modern skyscrapers within driving distance of primordial volcano's. The Visayas is famous for its charm, a trait shared by many other southern regions in the world, but here seems to run deeper among a people who are intrinsically connected to their sun soaked island home. The Visayas is also famous as a seat of history, bei

Torn Away.
You go through your whole married life wanting children, even just one. You see your friends having babies. You see strangers on the street pushing them in buggies or pulling them in wagons...and you think to yourself maybe one day. Then in an instant that one day comes, and in a cold emergency room your told your pregnant...but you know something is wrong. But you become elated, your husband grinning ear to ear...neither of you wanting to think what could be happening. All of a sudden you feel this incredible love start, for someone you have never met yet, but you know...or think, you will. And a feeling of needing to protect overwhelmes you. You beg God to let everything be okay, to protect this tiny creature growing inside you. Then.... Your taken to have an ultrasound, and your told nonchalantly that the heartbeat you hear is only your own, no other one can be found. So the test is over you step into a bathroom to get dressed, and out in the hallway you hear this stranger telli

Ride With Us Or Sleep With The Fishes. Ty ~dragonphyre~ 4 Including Me :)
"I'm gonna make him an offer he can't refuse." Godfather Limousine Do you want to be a Wiseguy? These are the top soon to be Godfthers... Let’s all help them level… To become a Wiseguy and ride in the Limo with the soon to be Godfather’s… you must rate, fan and add them all! As well as the the Wiseguys already in the Limo!! If someone is already in your friends... Leave them a profile comment You must have a salute photo to ride in the Limo... When you have completed this assignment… Send me a message and I will add you as a Wiseguy! ~Dragonphyre~@ fubar “It would be a shame… if a few rotten apples spoiled the whole barrel.” SOON TO BE GODFATHERS Jennifer @-->--- Life is what You Make out of it ---@ fubar

3/31/08---4/06/08 Auction I Am Hosting
JUST REMEMBER YOU CAN ENTER FOR FREE BUT I WILL NOT OPEN YOUR AUCTION WITH A REAL MONEY BID. JUST BECAUSE YOU SEND ME FU-BUCKS DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AM GOING TO BUY YOU THAT GIFT. THATS JUST AN OPENING BID. IF I WIN WITH THE OPENING BID THEN I WILL PAY UP. LETS TRY AND OFFER SOME GOOD STUFF HERE. I WANT THIS TO BE FUN AND A LITLE DIFFERENT FROM THE NORMAL AUCTION. HERE IS MY LINK, THANKS FOR YOUR TIME AND HAVE A GREAT DAY :-D chevy1514--> FU-OWNED by His Beautiful Broken Angel----> Fu-bomber family member!!!@ fubar please read the comment i posted yesterday. i NEED EVERYTHING sent to me in a private message. i have alot of responces and dont have time to chase evrything down for you or pry out of ya what you want to offer. please have everything all together and ready. those are the people i am going to choose to be in the auction. i have 4 guys and 4 ladies so far. i want 1 more guy and 1 more ladie to fill it up. first come first serve!! PLEASE HELP ME REPOST THIS AS MUCH

Lonliest Planet
What is this place that so many now call a home A vortex of gravity utilised by a light and a tome Of the green, the white, the blue and the scarred Sometimes so much love spilled and so charred In the burn of passions flame we always do forget The feelings of another in a decision so to inflect This place of so many and somehow so very few We ravage ourselves in the event if only we knew There is something within us that should ring true Open the heart and embrace the sky so very blue In open conversation we say not what we mean And too often it’s too late for the heart to intervene When a past event spears the agony of injured souls How much does it take one to seek that which involves? The healing or the acceptance of pastures in a kiss When the acceptance of love is lost in a false bliss That we all assume we are so in control of our heart And forgetting that the slightest move can tear us apart Do we spin as the world in this formation of a galaxy? Of stor

Act Of Kindness
I was on my way to Woodville, Ms (about 30 miles south of Natchez) to pick up my daughter. On my way home, the passenger rear tired blew. I was about 15 miles south of Natchez, just north of Sibley, Ms. I was struggling really hard to get the jack positioned, the lug nuts loose (it's those kind that lock), and keep my kids out of the road. People were zooming past me, no one was offering to help, and I couldn't reach anyone on the phone, so I was doing the best that I could. I was about to lose my mind when a couple pulled up in front of me. Their names are Mike and Ruthie Lemmon (not sure if that's the correct spelling) from St. Francesville, La ad they were on their way to visit some family. He's a fire fighter and was called from the National Guard Reserves to active duty in Iraq in July, 2007. He is only out for 2 weeks, then has to go back for 2 more months. He finished changing the tire for me, and I could not thank him enough. I've been really depressed lately and just that l

Wife Beats Husband!
My wife beat me today. That, for the first time She seemed absolutely delighted. Apparently she got a lot of enjoyment. She said: "Why would it always be the opposite. Her face showed "I am so proud. I finally beat my husband. I Finally succeeded" That hurt me very badly. To be beaten by a woman. It mostly hurt my moral. Perhaps also in my heart. That pleased her so much. Saying she hopes to do it again in the future. I said that the cards betrayed me. The cane flush, that made her win. Here i am, a beaten man. Without bruises, but disappointed.

Tired Of Users N Mean Ppl
QUESTION: HOW MUCH WORK DOES IT REALLY TAKE TO BE AJERK?THE QUESTION KEEPS POPPING UP IN MY MIND.... I AM NOT IN FUBAR TO COLLECT JERKS THAT DONT KNOW HOW TO TREAT ME RIGHT ,, I AM NOT IN FUBAR TO BE TREATED LIKE APIECE OF MEAT OR TO BE THREATENED BY MEAN PPL OR TO BE THREATENED THEYW ANNA TIE ME UP N GAG ME IN THE CLOSET THATS KINDA SICK I THINK .... THIS EPRSON KEEPS CHANGING HIS NAME AND MAKING THREATS TO ME AND I THINK HE NEEDS TO BE STOPPED HIS RECENT NAME IS SEX_ADDICT... HES ATOTAL MENTAL CASE THAT LIKES TO PUT FEAR IN WOMAN... AND AS LONG HE ISNT ELAVING ME ALONE I WILL CONTINUE TO MAKE THIS KNOWN EACH AND EVERY TIME TILL HE STOPS/...

Empathy
I was pushed off track today By a friend who understood I just took that for granted, now I don’t think that they could I went home and listened To my music, dark and drear I needn’t talk as its lullaby Gently pulled me near I felt its words,(and beats) and strong they were For it did understand Exactly what I’d gone through For it too, had learned first hand Friends forever sympathize And it’s all I’ve ever sought But music is always empathy Consoling friend or not

I Wanna Share
I wanna share Blingys and my FuMoney With U! 1. Rate AND comment 150 pics and get a blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} or just rate 350 pics w/ no comments. 2. Rate and comment 100 Pics and get 10,000 Fubucks. Per set that u do this can be done daily and as much as you wish...or rate 200pics w/ no comments. 3. Rate 350 of my stash and comment...get a Blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} 4. Want to make a fast 50K..buy my a blingy pack! YOU MUST EMAIL ME WHEN U HAVE DONE THIS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME. YOU NEED TO EMAIL ME WITH EACH SET YOU DO AND ALSO WHICH BLINGY YOU WISH TO HAVE. ***Blingys will be given out during HH...so that we both can get 2,000 instead of 1,000. This offer is standing and can be found either in a bully or my blog listed under *Standing FuBucks & Blingys* **YOU can do this as much as u wish...on any of them at all. Mauhhh {{hugs}} Jess aka: Shadow Brought to you by: †ŞħãĐØŴ† {owner of NBSD

"burning Man" Austrlian Edition
Australian Building His Own Stonehenge Mar 25, 6:24 AM (ET) PERTH, Australia (AP) - Pagans and druids, mark your calendars and book your airplane tickets. An Australian entrepreneur hopes to open a Stonehenge replica by the Dec. 21 solstice, just in time for New Age revelers. "I'm doing it because I can," said Ross Smith, the former owner of a successful microbrewery business who plans to build the monument on his property in Western Australia. "Nowhere in the world has a complete Stonehenge been built." The $1.26 million project, to be called The Henge, will include 101 granite stones arranged in an inner and outer circle, a central altar, and will span 110 feet. "I've studied plans of the original and that's what The Henge will look like," Smith said. Unlike the original Stonehenge, guests will be encouraged to touch and play around the new monument, which will also have an interpretive center and a children's playground. Smith called The Henge "a business ven

3-26-08 Everyday Life
Well this is the 2nd day being pain from my tooth surgery. UGGGGG still looking for a job today even though i am still kinda out of it. right now i am even looking into workin in the food industry even though i made a promise to myself and my dad that i would never do that. But you know something is better than nothing . OMG got a phone call from my dad today he took a nasty fall yesterday at the rehabhospital.. to be honest i don't think he is going to make it out of there. he has really changed from the 17th when he had his back surgery. I am soooo scared.. well my son and my husband will be home soon. i will be back on here I think i will be bloging more offen now it will help my stress level i think.

What? What's The Problem?
Man Leaves Notes Seeking Women's Undies Mar 25, 4:44 PM (ET) BETHANY, Okla. (AP) - Police in Bethany are looking for what Chief Neal Troutman calls a "sick individual" who's leaving notes asking for women to give him their underwear. Troutman said the person is knocking on doors and leaving notes with specific instructions asking for the undergarments. The notes say the women will be given $20. Troutman says the person apparently has a fetish and police are worried about what he'll do next.

People Of Low Ambition
The quintessential lack of imagination. . how pathetic. . . Lotto winner goes back to McJob A National Lottery millionaire has gone back to his old job - at McDonald's. Luke Pittard, 25, missed workmates after sharing a £1.3million win with girlfriend Emma Cox, reports The Sun. So he re-applied for his old post as a staff trainer and now gets up at dawn five days a week to earn £5.85-an-hour. His wages are less than the interest he earns on his winnings. Luke said: "Everyone thinks I'm mad but I tell them there's more to life than money. I loved working at McDonald's before I became a millionaire and I'm really enjoying being back there again." Luke and Emma, 29, worked at the same Cardiff branch of the burger chain when they hit the jackpot 18 months ago. They quit, got married and bought a £230,000 house to share with daughter Chloe, three. But Luke said: "To be honest there's only so much relaxing you can do. I kept in touch with old workmates so I t

Asians Apparently Need To Be Taught. . .
Jesus! Can you imagine someone having to teach this shit to students?? Good Lord!! Love lessons bid to boost birth rate Singapore is offering students lessons in seduction in an attempt to boost the city state's declining birth rate. Students at two polytechnics can earn credits towards their final degree by choosing the love course. Activities include watching romantic films, holding hands and "love song analysis", reports the Daily Telegraph. Besides "love and sexuality", the curriculum also deals with the importance of family life. The trainers are provided by the Social Development Unit, a government match-making agency that has married off 33,000 people since it was established in 1984. Mechanical engineering student, Isabel Seet, 18, told the Straits Times: "My teacher said if a guy looks into my eyes for more than five seconds, it could mean that he is attracted to me and I stand a chance. "It's very interesting, and if I have a boyfriend in future, I'

Just Alittle While
Just alittle while, one more smile. but is it even worhwhile, with every trial, and now the many miles. Just alittle while, was the pain all worthwhile. I havent lost but, have paid the cost, when you tossed me away. for no reason, you said goodbye, I will never know just why. But remember you said goodbye, never even a sigh. Just alittle while just to see. if the tears you cried, really meant anything. You say you had power, how come then you seem so sour, more with every hour. You caused the war, that plays a role in my life, what was it all for. Just alittle while, wanted to see you smile, but now i know it isnt worthwhile. you had a different style, you made the miles. Just alittle while, so you can see my tears, and now see my happiness. It has been hard, my heart is scarred, Just alittle while, I would like you to see, the person i was meant to be. Just alittle while.

Mentally Retarded Thief
Chicago's Dumbest Thief Bernie Tafoya, Associated Press Reporting CHICAGO (WBBM) -- CHICAGO -- Chicago Police say no one could make this story up... 18-year-old Ruben Zarate, entered a muffler shop in the 2600 block of North Laramie Avenue yesterday and declared a robbery. He allegedly waved a gun around and demanded money, according to police. When he was told the money was in a safe and that the manager who knew how to open it was not there, the suspect had a brilliant idea; at least he thought it was brilliant. He gave the shop employees his cell phone number and asked them to call him when the manager arrived so he could open the safe for him. He left and the employees opted to call 911. Authorities stationed plain clothes officers in the shop and called the would-be robber back. Zarate, showed up again, and waved his gun around again, but this time was shot in the leg by an officer. He had surgery at Advocate Illinois Masonic Medical Center and is s

Bully W/ Blog Link
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People.........
I don't understand why some people on here, constantly look at someone's profile just to see if anything is different. Also, why can't people let things drop? Repeat the same things over and over and over, the same complaint that they really have nothing to do with and can't do anything about. Why continuely try to make someone's life a living hell when that person wants nothing to do with you, or fabricate things to make drama that has no reason being there. Anything you do does not make their life worse..... Nothing you do will make these two people break up.....Just makes the bond between them grow stronger. These two people understand each other, love each other, will not split just because of some fabrications and assumtions that aren't true. By the way,.....she IS 22, and weatherholtz is not her last name! But, believe what you want to, you will anyways....... But, why do you always hang up when a certain someone answers his phone?? What are you afraid of?

03-26-08 (services)
March 26, 2008 Happy Hump Day ... Well, my eldest daughter made it back from Miami in one piece ... She did what I expected & hoped for: Had fun & got crazy and tried her best! She didn't get the spot in the TV show, but got some offers for modeling gigs (she's done many good paying gigs) but nothing as far as national/international "Big" Ads or famous shoots. She's considering moving south to pursue more chances at work Being she gets good paying jobs here ... but, they come sporadic & unsteady. We'll see ... I'd like for her to succeed at whatever she'd wants to chase, but I selfishly prefer she stay closer to home while Ella's so young? Just like her others decisions - She'll have to live & learn ... I'll always be here to

This Time
This time, this place, can never trace, must win this race. no more crying, no more lying. This time I must face what is left of what it use to be. I can never see you again. This time I must say goodbye, this time is the end, you once were my friends, but i have come to the bend, not playing your games, dont need no fame. with every tear, was it really for real could you really feel the pain, or see the chains that i couldnt break. Did you ever really hear me calling, everytime i was falling. I must awake, I must live, so i can give back the life you took from me, never allowing me to be, but i can see. This time I say goodbye.

Rock, Paper, Scissors...
You Are Paper Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation. People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of. Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active. You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery. A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces. When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

One For The Road...zomg
You Are Scissors Sharp and brilliant, you can solve almost any problem with that big brain of yours. People fear your cutting comments - and your wit is famous for being both funny and cruel. Deep down, you tend to be in the middle of an emotional storm. Your own complexity disturbs you. You are too smart for your own good. Slow down a little - or you're likely to hurt yourself. You can cut a paper person down to pieces. The only person who can ruin you is a rock person. When you fight: You find your enemy's weak point and exploit it. If someone makes you mad: You'll do everything you can to destroy their life Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

On This Day March 26
On this day, thirteen years ago, one of the first and most influential kingpins in Hip-Hop history tragically died of AIDS. The man who teamed up Ice Cube and Dr. Dre and gave the world Straight Outta Compton and irreversibly changed the way the ’American Gangster’ looked like, seldom gets the amount of props the ‘big’ deaths of Hip-Hop receive. This one is to set the record straight. In order to celebrate the larger-than-life impact Eric ‘Eazy-E’ Wright had, and still has on our lives, let's rewind. During the mid 80’s in South-Central Los Angeles, the crack-cocaine-epidemic was out of control. At the same time, Hip-Hop also began to infect the LA streets. Around this time, an aspiring Compton resident in his early twenties was thinking of legitimate ways to invest his obtained starting capital. The music business seemed like a feasible option and Eric Wright started recruiting peers for his own rap group. He came up with two ambitious member

Closing The Doors
Closing the doors, time to soar. Far away from the pain, and the many chains. Closing the doors, to what use to be, and the things that you couldnt see. The raging sea, still sittin on the shore, closing the doors. I look out into the empty sky, it is time to say goodbye, time to fly. Closing the doors it will never be the way it use to be, but now i see. The person i wanted to be. Closing the doors, I hit the floor, feels like a war, inside my head. Closing the doors moving on. I see the sun, never gonna run. closing the doors. I am faced to run this race, have to try and trace this place, once again. Closing the doors not sitting on the shore anymore. I have reached the middle of the core. Closing the doors to the lies, saying goodbye. with never another sigh. not gonna cry. Closing the doors, to what you have caused. Closing the doors.

Just A Matter Of Time...
Some times things are out of our control... and we find ourselves completely helpless. My boyfriend "Michael" AKA WOLFE is so ready to move to me. He has the cash, he has his truck... he is ready to roll. However, the state has not granted him his license back. He has been waiting and waiting to even hear from them... and nothing as of yet. It is almost 8 weeks later that his attorney sent in all his paperwork... and the state of Michigan are dragging their feet. He dotted all his "i's" and crossed all his "t's", yet still nothing. We have been waiting so long to be together... and it is sad that someone else has your future held in their hands. It was almost like a prison sentence. We are both so ready for this... We have not seen each other in 4 months... and still counting down the days till we are finally "together"... *SIGH*

Murphy's Sex Laws
Murphy's Sex Laws The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. Nothing improves with age. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. Sex has no calories. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. No sex with anyone in the same office. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. Virginity can be cured. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are usually the same ones she can't stand years later. Sex is dirty only if it'

My Oxymoron Is Mighty Weak
“Last night I was trying to do something and Sarah came over with a light stick and tapped me on the side of my head with it. I tapped back a little harder than I should have, and she fell down and cried horribly. I was sorry and wanted to hold her, but Martha shoved me out of the way like I was some monster ... I probably was then. It hurt then to be ignored and I got angry and smashed a plate against our kitchen doorjamb ... it took about two hours to get all the pieces up. Sarah hugged and kissed me before she went to bed, though. I was just so ashamed I lost my temper like that over something so small!” I told this to a friend this morning; it happened after dinner last night, and I hate to think I’ve got the potential or ever the will to become so disregarding and potentially abusive … oh, screw the doubletalk, I don’t want to hurt my kids! I say this with some trepidation (OK, fear; Martha’s been on me about using these ten-dollar words, and as a writer I should eschew – I

Comical
Your Inner Muse is Thalia You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! What Muse Are You?

Restlessoul59
-> why did you send me a link to some stupid site in your friend request? :s restlessoul59: what the fuck i didnt send you shit ->restlessoul59: uh, yeah, you did.. a friend request with this bs - PROFILEFANTASY.COM Take note assholes of this website: Just because you spend every waking moment of your pathetic lives on here, making you some stupidly high level, doesnt make you any fuckin better than anyone else.. I dont even care if you're a fucking VIP, bouncer, or any other bullshit label that you paid to get, If you act like a total fucktard, i'm gonna tell you that you're a fucktard. Its the internet people. Get the fuck over yourselves. Dont like this? Think I should have put lil stars in there somewhere? - feel free to email me your opinions to - gofuckaduck@screwyou.com ......

I Watch You Grow
I watch you grow with every rose, I have seen you glow. I have seen the pain, as you try to break the chains. You are so alone, if only i had known. If I could only mend the seams, Make it right again. If I could have been there, you were just a child. I watch you grow, with ever rose. Hurting inside, I have only cried, so many times I wanted to die, I had to sigh, and relive the lies. I watch you grow, the skies are now blue, I have no clue, what the future will hold, maybe it wont be so cold. I watch you grow.

Good Dj Here Come In See
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Hey Hugable Loveable Jenn Suck This Biotch ! Tysm "fat Sonny" Lmao U Always Make Me Smile/laugh
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Hold Me Now.
Hold me now, Hold me tight. Wrap me in your gentle strength, Embrace me warmly, So I can melt. You were the love, I can’t for get. The memories still exist. Time could never erase it all. My heart remembers your warm caress. The way it felt when our lips touch. Your hands softly holding my back. In those moments we took flight. We danced and sang under those moonlit nights. Embrace me now, Hold me tight. You will always be a fond memory in my life. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserve

I Wonder Why
I wonder why, you say goodbye. I have seen you grow, seen you glow. If i only knew. I have watched it rain, you were in so much pain, I tried to break the chains. With every hour, And every blooming flower, you were so sour. The sky turned blue, where were you, you know i had no clue. Like a bird you felt you had to fly. with every tear, i could almost feel all your fears. Every time I'd seen you cry, I remember the words goodbye. I wonder why you had to say goodbye. With ever sigh, I have heard the lies. every star i see the scars. but you have always been so far. My heart is broke, but i can't sit in the dark, and wait for you to decide. I wonder why you say goodbye. I wonder why you broke my heart, and why we are so far apart. I wonder why you felt you had to fly. i can only sigh, everytime i hear the words goodbye. I wonder why.

Day 1
For those of you who don't know, and that would be everyone reading this, because I told noone that today (March 26th 2008) would be my first day as a non smoker. I chose this day, as it is the Day after my Birthday, and like some else did, I did not want to be a miserable pick ON my birthday. Anyways, So far, I woke up and was craving, And I reminded myself, that I was not goin to smoke today. I got outta bed, went and made a pot of coffee..... And that's when the first "Oh shit" took place. I generally get the coffee started, turn it on to brew and go out to have my first smoke of the day. I can't tell you what I did instead of smoking, But I know I didn't smoke. After that, Things got tough. The cravings would wash over me. My muscles would tense tight enough, I am sure, to stop a bullet. My skin felt like it was crawling, Long story short, the height of the craving is a par to being elctrocuted by your standard 120V house outlet. To get through those intense cravings, I

I Have Found...
So I realized a few things today... After an entire life or running and hiding. I can face up to my life..I will no longer lock myself away and find my own "pain release". For I know that sometimes the bad just blinds us. There is no release...Only dealing with whats staring you in the face. After having a horrible morning.(Not to count the months leading up to this morning) ..I kept thinking about everything going on.. Then I kept going from the bad things..to the good things...Thats when I realized I could just focus on the good..So..I will realize.. Bad things happen to good ppl..Sometimes for no reason at all.. Regardless of what anyone says..I will do right by me and my children. I will hold my head high..Knowing my path was long and painful...But worth every step. I will no longer give up on life..Because my children need me not too...Children learn what they live..And I know I do not want to put this pain on them. I have proven to MYSELF time and time

Need Fubucks? Look Here!
SAVING FOR SPOTLIGHT? JUST WANT SOME FUBUCKS? HERE'S YOUR CHANCE! I’M HOSTING MY FIRST FU-BUCKS GIVE-AWAY! I will be running this contest for 1(one) month, starting on April 2, 2008 at 5 pm EASTERN time (4pm central, 3pm mountain, 2pm fu/pacific), until April 30, 2008 at 5 pm EASTERN time. YOU can determine how much you want to win by how many comments you can get in that time! For every 5,000 comments, I will give YOU 40,000 fubucks! By doing this, you can earn as many, or as little, fubucks as you choose. I will pay out as often as needed to. So, if you get 5,000 comments every day, I will pay you every day. If you get 5,000 a week, I will pay you once a week. HOW TO ENTER: You MUST private message me with the link to the picture you want to use. I will be uploading the pictures, NOT ripping them. Please, in the title of the message say that you want to enter the give away! I will be accepting entries until April 3, 2008 at 4 PM EASTERN TIME!

Update #1
THE BIDS ARE COMING IN FOR THE WILD HORSE SALOON AUCTION!!!!!!!!!! AUCTION O.K. All!!! I see that this auction is going to be a HUGE Success!!! BUT...BIDS DO NOT COUNT UNTIL FRIDAY MARCH 28 @ 7PM!!!!! Please feel free to decide who to bid on and what you want to bid...but posting bids now WILL ONLY HURT YOUR CHANCES IN WINING YOUR FAVORITE HOTTY!!!!!!!!!! Again, any bids placed now DO NOT COUNT!!! DJ Andi Auctioneer

Day Two
TODAY IT FUCKING HURTS...THE LAST 36 HOURS HAVE BEEN TOTAL HELL...ALL I DO IS BREAK DOWN AND CRY...YEP IM FUCKING WEAK....IM BROKE...I FUCKING ADMIT IT OK? I FUCKING DESERVED IT...I HAD IT FUCKING COMING TO ME OK? I FUCKING DESERVED IT AND IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL OK.....THERE I MOTHERFUCKING SAID IT...SO ALL U PEOPLE WHO WANNA HEAR IT....I FUCKING SAID IT OK....IT FUCKING HURTS....I JUST WANNA BE LEFT ALONE...PLEASE FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE OK....WHAT THE FUCK DO U WANT FROM ME?....I FUCKING SAID IT...IM WEAK...I GOT HURT....LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE...I CANT TAKE IT....IM FUCKING CRYING ARE U FUCKING HAPPY....IM FUCKING WEAK EVERYTHING MAKES ME FUCKING CRY....IS THAT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR U...IS IT...GOD FUCKING DAMMIT SOME PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING CRUEL....

Really Drunk
A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling Back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches, 'Can I help you Sir?' 'Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr', the man replies. The cop asks, 'Where was your car the last time you saw it?' 'It wasss on the end of thisshh key', the man replies. About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging Out of his fly for all the world to see. He asks the man, 'Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?' Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without Missing a beat, blurts out.... 'Holy shit! My girlfriend's gone, too!!

Listen Up
OK peeps listen up I am gonna be cleaning out my friends list you all have 72 hours to respond thats 3 days. you need to tell me weather you want to stay on my list or not I am kinda tired of having all these people on my list who I do not chat with. I am on here to make friends and have nice conversation and all that fun stuff. some of you this does not apply to you know who you are. later Gil aka Draven

10000 B.c.
I went and saw this movie last night with my baby boy, and have been thinking about it all day. Not about the story, because it was good, nothing new or earth shattering, but a nice message to it. Nor about the acting, because they're cave people, not that hard to mess up. The costumes we're even ok. Then today around lunch, it dawned on me what bothered me...the narration. It really could have been better with less narration, and about a half hour more movie. The CGI was good, the wooly mammoths kicked ass. The temple and city was incredible. Some of the scenes I really wondered if they had all the extra's, or if they were people. I do think that the Sabre toothed tiger could have had a little more work though. But the movie was too short. They crammed a 2 and a half hour story, into a little under 2 hours. And to be honest, they really could have made it a two parter, because thre was more than enough material to cover. I hope they have a Director's Cut DVD, and that it

Movie Review - Outpost
Outpost Ok, so picked up the movie the other day. I had never heard of it but it said on the cover "you can’t kill whats already dead" Immediately I was thinking allright a cool ass zombie flic. So I picked it up. Long story, but really cool. Basically a bunch of Nazi Zombie’s killing anyone that comes near their old base. Turns out the Nazi’s created a way to keep people living no matter what happens to them. They had created a small force through these experiments. Well guys show up to capture the machine that produces the energy to control them. Needless to say they well have to fight it out. Pretty good movie, watch it.. Previews..... Zombie Strippers - with Jenna Jameson, can’t wait to see it. Imagine Jenna with an AK. Bats, Human Harvest - Pretty sick. I am skeered of bats anyhow so it really has me. Boogeyman 2 - looks sick, but eh dunno. Was not a fan of the boogeyman, but Tobin Bell(SAW) is in it. Revolver - haha, Ray Liota is in it so I sort of

For My Friend Micke...
Lets help my friend get leveled! Come Check Out Micke Blue Eyes!!!! A real friend to all here on Fubar!!!! Lets see if we can help him everyone! He does not know I am doing this, but has been such a great friend to me. And he only needs about 248,000 to level! Micke_blue_eyes sayLs.... Bite me!!@ fubar Girls, this is one hot man here! Can we help him? Show him what girl power is allllll about!!!!!!!!!! Guys, he is also a great bud to have. He will always be someone you can count on! Can we all help him get leveled? Just Click The Pic Above Or Click His FUBAR Link Above!! Rate Him, Fan Him, And Add Him!! He Loves It!!!!!! This pimpout brought to you by: ~~Sunshine~~ ™ Dream Girlz ™ ~~Stilletto Girl~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar

Please Go Vote For This Hero
HERO Anthony Hess Is One Of The Greatest Men Alive. This Man Saved My Daughters Life. All I'm Asking Is For One Vote Please. Click The Picture And Vote. What are you waiting for click on his link and go vite for him.. This announcement was brought to you by the one and only.... This Announcement Has Been Provided By SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~@ fubar

I Want To Be Honest With My Friends
HEY YALL ITS SWEETKELL :P AND I JUST WANTED TO POST THIS BLOG TO LET YALL KNOW WHO I REALLY AM. WELL HERE WE GO LOL. I AM A SINGLE MOM OF 4 WHO WAS IN A VERY A BAD REALATIONSHIP FOR 8YRS. WITH A MAN I KNEW FOR 13YRS 4 KIDS AND 8YRS LATER. HE HAS LEFT A SCAR ON MY LIFE. OK FRIENDS SOME OF YOU KNOW THIS ABOUT ME SOME DONT. BUT I WAS BEAT VERY BADLY AND WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 2MONS. IT WAS BY THE MAN WHO WAS SUPOSE TO LOVE ME UNTIL DEATH DO US PART. WELL HE ALMOST GOT THE DEATH PART WITH THE BUTT OF HIS SHOTGUN. THAT HE REPEATEDLY BEAT ME WITH AND MY FRIENDS. THIS MIGHT COME AS A SHOCK TO YALL BUT THAT NIGHT MY EX WAS ABLE TO KNOCK ALL MY TEETH RIGHT OUT OF MY HEAD. NOW IF YOU WANT TO JUDGE ME FOR THE WRONG THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. YOUR NOT A TRUE FRIEND AND I DONT HAVE TIME FOR PPL WHO JUDGE IN MY LIFE, TY AND I WISH ALL MY FRIENDS THE BEST IN LIFE CAUSE WE ALL NEED IT LOL

My Heart
You had used your heart to teach my heart to not to be afraid to open up and let in Love, Unconditionally, and to trust and to heal and take your word and trust. This heart was scared and still trying to learn but in return it is told to be patient and patience it can do, Love it can do, Faith can do , Understand the fear it can do. But coming in all this time and just waiting to see if my heart is real. Here it is, my heart is real and loyal and Honest and Pure. Loves with the commitment and passion and Faith that can move the Mountains and will never hurt or use anyone on purpose. I Believe in the Bible verse 1st Corinthians 13 and love with that same believe and the passion that only comes from real love and not the empty satisfaction only that comes from Lust. The Love that was grown and learned and communicate in time, to me that is love only

Arghhhhh
This place (job) is driving me freaking crazy! I'm tired of being the one doing all the shit and getting nothing for it. I've been here 7 years and I'm still thought of as a peon when I'm the one that pretty much runs this fucking place. I've started looking for another job, but in this economy it's not going well, and I can't take a pay cut. UGH! What the hell do I do? I feel myself getting ready to go postal and curse everyone I see out, including customers. Man I thought venting would help...but it didn't. Maybe I'll just go home and drink instead lol.