Iron Butterfly's blog: "Life"

Well things are goin pretty good so far with this relationship. He asked me and Mykah to move in with him and his boys on St. Patricks day. I agreed. What the heck live a little you know. May be crazy, but who ever said I was completely sane to begin with right?? Gettin ready to enroll Mykah in pre-school there too. Hard to believe she will be 4 in a month!!!!!!! AMAZING!!!!

My ex still isnt adjusting to the fact of us divorcing and me moving on. He tries his best to put Mykah in the middle by telling her "oh, Roger is no good, dont like him" and all that crap. Stupid b.s. When her dad came to pick her up today I felt so bad... you could tell she wanted to stay with me and not go, but unfortunatly its out of my hands. I have to make her go with her dad... I wanted to cry so bad... I miss her when she's not with me within seconds of her being gone.... I wish there was something I could do to keep her with me...

and this BS of midnight shift til May 3rd is for the birds!! Its hard enough spending time with her on "normal" shifts, but this is even worse. I want more time with her.... this sucks :(