It's a damn cold day
Why'd I get out of bed
I'm sick of the questions and doubts in my head
Sick of the bullshit
Sick of being toyd with
Sick of being treated like I'm some kind of sped
I'm sick of the fake smiles
I see it in your eyes
I know what you really wanna say
Grow some fucking spine
Stop trying to hurt me
I'm not worth the energy
Just go on about your day and let me fade away
It's a damn cold day
Why'd I get out of bed
I'm sick of the questions and doubts in my head
I've just given up
I'm so sick of trying
Seems like the ones I trust
Are the ones always lying
Your words fall on deaf ears
I could really care less
Stop trying to fix me
It's not your fault I'm a mess
I'm a product of the worlds hate
A life full of fakes
Seems like when I get it right
They raise the fucking stakes
Now I'm so done with trying
I'm so done with crying
Fuck you and your bullshit and let me fade away
