I sit here listening to the wind outside. It’s been blowing pretty good today. Got me to thinking about how much time I have been sitting here. Inside and hurt. Soon it will be almost 6 months that I have endured.. Endured alot of pain with this ijury and still waiting to hopefully have surgery soon and can start to move on past it. Half a year basically stuck indoors. At times it gets me really depressed. I think what else can go wrong. It can get rather looney when you have so much time to sit and think. I wait for my girl to get home so I can ask her about her day and enjoy company with her. With anyone at this point. She has kept my spirits up beyond belief. Some of my friends call and help also to keep me going. One friend even came up from Ga to boost my moral.(thanks Mikey). At times when I feel most down I reflect back on what my friends and family have been trying to do for me. They try their best to help me realize I can get up everyday and still keep going. I hate the pain more than anything. Yet I have also seen the compassion of others through and because of it. It’s amazing how we weave our lives intwine with so many others. Outside the wind still blows.
This past weekend was rather good. My UNC Tarheels won the ACC Title. They had me worried a couple games but they pulled it through. My friend Caws team Duke lost and boy was he ever pissed off lol. We are hoping our teams make it to the finals and meet up again. That would be pretty wicked I think.
Dale Jr managed another top 5 finish at Bristol. I thought that was pretty good and he keeps getting these tops 5-10 finishes and staying in the top 10 in driver points. Hell of a improvement over last year. Yea Team Hendrick has not won a race yet but give them time. People already bitching cause Dale has not won a race. Gimmie a break. He is racing way better than last year. Has better cars than it a long time and people still not gonna be happy. Yea I want him to win as bad as anyone but you gotta look at the positives that he has going on now way past previous seasons. Yea I know he wants a win. I also can bet anyone he is fucking happy as hell to be having the season he is having right now. Give the guy some time and I am pretty sure this year he will find victory lane.
Easter is coming up and I am hoping my back lets me spend time with them. Gonna do my best to try and last a full day with everyone. Though I know most of the time I will be on the couch. Least I will be there to try and enjoy what I can. I hope all my friends and family have a safe holiday. Already know sunday the roads will be busy. We have the girls this weekend so is gonna make it even more fun.
Well gonna see how the rest of the day goes. Everyone take it easy and be safe. RON
