The kid is gone with her boyfriend. Don't expect her back until late this evening. That leaves me here alone as usual. She could care less about dear old mom when she has her boyfriend.
My family went to the lake this weekend in Woodville. Love them all, just didn't think it was a trip I needed to make. I don't like people asking a lot of questions about my personal life. And, my family likes to ask questions. I'm the baby of the family, and there are times they still treat my like I'm a kid. I just want to scream sometimes that I am 38 years old!!!
Anyway....going to a friends house today. She's having a b-bq and invited several of us over. Not sure how long I'll stay over there, but at least it'll be something to do. I wish it was a little warmer out, but at least it's not raining. I hate wearing a lot of clothes when it looks like it should be really warm, but, it's cold as hell. I'm tired of wearing winter clothes. Time to break out the shorts, and tank tops, and sundresses.
So, I screwed up again! I was dating a guy that lived on the bay. That meant lots of time in the sun having fun. But, I wasn't ready for the kind of relationship he wanted. Then when I called him and he griped at me for not calling him. Bad mistake!! I don't like being griped at, especially since the phone calls can go both ways. I hate phones enough as it is. So, I didn't call him anymore, and didn't kiss his ass and e-mail him either. Needless to say that relationship went to hell. But, I'm okay with that. I'm not ready to date just yet. I'm still trying to figure out what I want in a relationship, and trying to heal from the last one. Even though I was the one that broke up with him, doesn't make it hurt any less.
So, going to try and figure out what to wear with this weather being like it is.
