Yep, that's right....I'm single again!! I miss him, but, what in the hell am I supposed to do? So, I'm having a good time. Hanging out with old friends, meeting new ones. Trying to figure out what I want in life.
So, lastnight I went out with a girlfriend. Many of our friends were there.....cowboys and bikers. It was actually a very funny evening. There were problems, but it was all okay. A man asked me to dance and I turned him down. He kept trying to talk to me for a while, then got the hint, that i wasn't interested. That wasn't what I was there for. I just wanted to be away from Liberty and relax. Then half of Liberty was there. Another man I have known since high school was there. He took my hand and said....I see you traded a ring on the ring finger for your middle finger. Told him there were no more rings. I returned those to the man that gave them to me. So, he asked if I could get the wiatresses attention he needed a beer, and I was sitting at the bar. I got him one and paid for it. He asked what he'd have to do to make it up too me, because he didn't like owing people. Told him he didn't owe me jack shit, and I didn't want anything for it. He said well maybe there's something I can do for you.....yea right mother fucker.......not a chance in hell.
SO, have been meeting some interesting people. One likes to sniff me, when I walk by. My cologne does something to him. He's funny as hell. Another one is cute as all get out but a little younger than me. We've all been hanging out here and there, or they come to see me at work. And, of course my old friends. I forgot how much fun it was to hang out with them.
But, I'm going to have to stop some of that. My daughter is out of control. I can't have a life, because when I try too, she goes hog wild, sneaking out. Found out she had been skipping school a lot. But, I wasn't going out when I found that out. I mean she missed a lot of school!! She was erasing the messages on the answering machine, and getting hold of letters from the school before I could. Incredibly....the school never once tried to reach me at work. And, I know the numbers are on file!! Teenagers!!! She's about to be the death of me. Who wants to be in a relationship with me, when I'm working all of the time, and when I'm off, fighting with my daughter, or up all night looking for her?? I try to keep anyone away from my home because of that. Parenthood is not for the weak hearted!!
