IM AT THE POINT IN MY LIFE I THINK IM SERIOUSLY WITHOUT A DOUBT DONE WITH MEN! EITHER THERE CRAZY, POSSESIVE, ABUSIVE, UNPREDICATABLE, ASSHOLE, AND TO PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE SUICIDAL! I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS WITH ME FINDING THESE TYPE OF MEN ALWAYS BUT IT NEVER SHOCKS ME TO SEE THERE TRUE COLORS WHEN THE TABLES GET TURNED! LAST NIGHT MY EX CALLED ME REPEATIVITELY IM TALKING PROBABLY 35 TIMES IN 1-1 1/2 AND LEFT ME CRAZY ASS MESSSAGES LIKE I SEE YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME WELL YOU BETTER ANSWER THE PHONE OR YOU WONT LIKE THE OUTCOME! OR EVER BETTER THIS MAYBE THE LAST TIME YOU HEAR FROM ME SO IF I DO SOMETHING STUPID TO MYSELF YOU'LL HAVE TO HAVE THAT HARBOR OVER YOUR HEAD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, IM NOT HAPPY UNLESS IM WITH YOU, YOUR MINE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! IM MEAN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM WHO SAYS SHIT LIKE THAT! I KEEP TELLING HIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN IM DONE WITH HIM HES FINALLY ADMITTING THAT HE WAS WRONG AND HE SHOULDNT HAVE TREATED ME THE WAY HE DID BUT WONT TAKE A NO FOR AN ANSWER SO WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO, RUN, HIDE, MOVE? I REALLY DONT KNOW ANYMORE THE PEOPLE THAT I TRUELY CARE ABOUT IN MY LIFE EITHER DONT HAVE TIME FOR ME OR MOVED ON WITH THERE LOVE LIFE! THAT RIGHT THERE IS THE WORST SITUATION IM FACING I CAN DEAL WITH CRAZY MEN BECAUSE IM USED TO THAT BUT LOSING A FRIEND/ SOMEONE ONE I TRUELY CARE ABOUT BREAKS MY HEART INTO A MILLION PIECES! IT MAKES ME FEEL COMPLETELY EMPTY INSIDE LIKE ALL I AM IS JUST A CAVITY! I REALLY HOPE THINGS START TO LOOK UP BECAUSE I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS!
