to those who think i have it made in the shade well think again...i may take life one day at a time but it’s so hard for me i’m an ex drug user and i use to drink alot and lately it’s been very hard on me i’ve been drinking again and the other night i came across some people using coke and i was so tempted to do a line or 4 it took everything i had to just walk away and i’m proud of myself for that but what happens if it happens to me again where it’s infront of my face will i be strong enought to walk away to be quiet honest i don’t think i will and not as easy as some make it out to be i’ve fallen off the waggon a few times and yes i enjoyed it but i have others to think of then myself and i’m scared if i fall again will it be easy to quit again most likely not and i don’t wanna go back to rehab i don’t want to put undo stress on my child family friends relationships or myself so it’s going to take some suport from everyone i know to help me out
