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Tents
John woke up one morning immensely aroused, so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to take this note to his "beautiful mommy." The note read: The tent pole is up, The canvas is spread, The hell with breakfast, Come back to bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to daddy. Her note read: Take the tent pole down, Put the canvas away, The monkey had a haemorrhage, No circus today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen. His note read: The tent pole's still up, And the canvas still spread, So drop what you're doing, And come give me some head. Laughing, heather answered the note and then asked her son to take this to"the poor du

Yes, Tonight..and Forever
Most people i know. Are a walking lie, with rotting flesh with maggots and worms eating them out. Their wretched stench surrounds me. It's sickening! Grotesque. At least im at peace here right now. im home alone. thinking of a lost friend. And singing to the music im lsitening to. But i think my anexiety pills and insonneia pills are helping me realx. so ..GOOD! :) I know someone's here. but who? why don't they at leat show me signs of who they might be....i have a strong feeling i know who it might be...but as i siad..its hard to tell really. hmm...open rum....shall skull the rumm.....then open another.. .............................................. .............................................. sounds heeard. No visual presance. Can't sleep. Alcohol, is UN-EFFECTIVE once again. Cold-hearted world. Hollow - Pantera Things are inside-out. Still miss u jarrad. Mum said that you're still as good looking as u were when she saw u last. :)

Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and

We Are In The Air...25 On Cappys Flight Now Join In
CAPPYS FLIGHT A place to gain Friends/Fans/Rates so step up and hop on CAPPYS FLIGHT Its Pretty simple to join in if ya want to.Its just a fun way to meet some new peeps on FUBAR ALWAYS GO TO MY LAST FLIGHT BLOG TO ADD THE PEOPLE IT WILL BE THE UPDATED FLIGHT SCHEDULE FOR ALL PASSENGERS THANKS CAPPY (1) Must add Pilot and Co-Pilot and all Passengers (2) Contact me when you have all people Fanned/Rated/Added (a) when adding make sure you tell the people your from CAPPYS FLIGHT (b) CONTACT Pilot (me) or Co-Pilot by fu-mail (3) I want LEGIT people only so im makeing this FLIGHT to where you must have a salute to be added to the flight. Basically NO PASSPORT (salute) NO FLIGHT (4) NO DRAMA and NO LOW-RATEING rate with only 10's or 11 ONLY or DONT JOIN the FLIGHT (5) All I ask is to got to everyone on the list and FAN/RATE PAGE/ADD you may rate pics and stash if wanted and all people will return fubar LOVE.

Top 25 Stupid & Funny Pick Up Lines
The Best dumb pickup lines you should probably NEVER use: 1) I may not be Fred Flintstone but I can sure make your bed rock! 2) Is your dad a thief or something? Because someone stole the stars and put them into your eyes! 3) I've heard sex is a killer. Want to die happy? 4) Excuse me, but I'm new in town, can I have directions to your place? 5) Can I buy you a drink - or would you just prefer the five bucks? 6) I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart. 7) I wish I were a tear so i could start in your eyes, live on your face, and die on your lips. 8) If I could rearrange the alphabet, I would put U and I together. 9) Am I cute enough yet? Or do you need more to drink? 10) You must be the reason for global warming because you're hot. 11) You know what would look great on you? Me. 12) Can I read your T shirt in brail? 13) Do you have a map? Because I keep getting lost in your eyes. 14) You know what? Your eyes are the same color as my Porsch

Unbound (the Wild Ride)
Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should It's hard to find, but that’s alright, yeah yeah Searching for the way, push harder everyday It's deep inside, that shining light, yeah yeah But I'm scarred, by barriers placed in my path I'm scathed This ride that takes me through life Leads me into darkness but emerges into light No one can ever slow me down I'll stay unbound Sometimes when we're young, and always on the run It gets so dark and I know that place, yeah yeah So don't be too concerned, you've got a lot to learn Well so do I and we've got plenty of time, yeah yeah Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go Hold on This ride that takes me through life Leads me into darkness but emerges into light No one can ever slow me down I'll stay unbound Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own Living in fear, endless shame for countless years I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day I never viewed my l

40 Things You Have Not Been Asked In A Survey
40 Things You Have NOT Been Asked In A Survey 1. Do you know anyone in prison? Nope :) 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace, fubar or yahoo? I have helped them fix their profiles 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? a couple months ago... 4. Do you have a desk in your room? nope 5. Have you ever played spin the bottle? years ago... 6. What kind of car do you drive? 2005 Silver Ford Mustang Convertible with plates that say 1 SXY BBW 7. Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents? my step mom...her middle name Jean...because dad was seeing her behind my mom's back when they were married... 8. Does your first significant other still live in the same town as you? i have no sig other 9. Do you throw up gang signs? ummm no 10. Have you ever broken a rib? nope 11. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? a hermaphrodite....could go f*ck myself when I needed it...LOL 12. Who is the most s

Public Restrooms & Why Women Go In Pairs
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall.You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume ' The Stance.' In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'The Stance.' To take your mind off your

Gamerpets
Hahaha I'm a Dork! But thanks to my friend Pony we thought up a new folder. "GamerPets" I told him if he made a picture of his pet gaming it up I would make it. Well he did. So here are our babies gaming it up! Hahaha soo cute! So if you want your pet in it, just take a pic of them gaming it up! Hahah though my star I didnt need to pose she is a true GamerKitty! She can kick your butts! So watch out! SUPERMAN DAT HOE!!!!

Joke
The Big Horse Race Horses in the race are: 1. Passionate Lady 2. Bare Belly 3. Silk Panties 4. Conscience 5. Jockey Shorts 6. Clean Sheets 7. Thighs 8. Big Johnson 9. Heavy Bosum 10. Merry Cherry At the Post: They're off! Conscience is left behind at the post. Jockey Shorts and Silk Panties are off in a hurry. Heavy Bosum is being pressured. Passionate lady is caught between Thighs and Big Johnson in a very tight spot. At the Halfway Mark it's Bare Belly on top. Thighs opens up and Big Johnson is pressed in. Heavy Bosum is being pushed hard against Clean Sheets. Passionate Lady and Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly. Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Johnson. At The Stretch Merry Cherry cracks under the strain. Big Johnson is making a final drive. Passionate Lady is coming. At The Finish It's Big Johnson giving everything he's got and Passionate Lady takes everything Big Johnson has to offer. It looks like a dead heat but Big John

Word To Grow By
WORDS TO GROW ON... If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep. Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important. The best vitamin for making friends: B-1 The quality of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts. The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge. I should keep my words soft and sweet in case I have to eat them. One thing I can give and still keep: my word. One thing I can't recycle is wasted time. I lie the loudest when I lie to myself. Ideas won't work unless 'I' do. My mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.

Seahawks Schedule For The Rest Of The Year.
49ers Game 9 24-0 (W) 49ers at Seahawks Monday, November 12 5:30PM • ESPN Seahawks Bears Game 10 Bears at Seahawks Sunday, November 18 1:15PM* • FOX BUY TICKETS Seahawks Seahawks Game 11 Seahawks at Rams Sunday, November 25 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Rams Seahawks Game 12 Seahawks at Eagles Sunday, December 2 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Eagles Cardinals Game 13 Cardinals at Seahawks Sunday, December 9 1:00PM* • FOX BUY TICKETS Seahawks Seahawks Game 14 Seahawks at Panthers Sunday, December 16 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Panthers Ravens Game 15 Ravens at Seahawks Sunday, December 23 1:00PM • CBS BUY TICKETS Seahawks Seahawks Game 16 Seahawks at Falcons Sunday, December 30 10:00AM* • FOX TICKET INFORMATION Falcons *Flex Scheduling begins, time is subject to change Download Schedule to Outlook

A Little Heart
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 2001 A Little Heart All I ever asked for is a little love and some affection. It may seem like a lot to give, but all it takes is a little heart. I have given my all for what I want, theres nothing more that I can do. It seems like everytime I try, I am the one that hurts and cries. But what he don't know is that when I am tired of crying, and that last tear drop falls..... I will be gone. Dedicated to- The people that don't know how to care for the ones they love and need to show a LITTLE HEART more often.

When U Cant Get It Outta Ur Head......yea, Gettin The Lyrics Dont Help...lol
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torments and the pain, leak through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself, just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. She is everything to me, the unrequited dream, the song that no one sings, the unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in, all I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me. A catch in my throat, Choke, Torn into pieces, I won't, no, I don't want to be this, But I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me, I won't let this build up inside of me. She isn't real, I can't make h

Today On World Rock Radio
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Just Wanna Runaway
Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Now little Lisa is only 9 years old She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold Why she's all all alone and they never met her family Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy Part of her is missing and nobody will listening Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen Bringing home men at different hours of the night Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch' She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back. Runaway love Little Nicole is only 10 years old She's steady trying

The Cheerleaders For The Seahawks
I was drifting through the Seahawks web site and I found a few things I thought all you GUYS would get a kick out of seeing. You don't have to be a football fan to appreciate this. LOL http://www.seahawks.com/SeaGals/SeaGals.aspx?id=13898

Singing At Night
Twinkling in the black velvet night, A star catches his eye, And he makes a wish- The same wish he has made since he met her. The moon clears the bare treetops As he walks through the cold thickness His visible breath hanging around his head, And disappears in the night. His heart calls out to her, And he leans against a tree And mouths the words to his new song, The song written by his heart. The words that fill his mind, And escape his lips Were written on his soul As he slept- He didn't know it, and he didn't expect His heart to be singing in the night. Robert J Nye (2007)

2 New Downrater Alerts
2 new downrater alerts this first one rated me a 10 sent a add request rated a photo a 10 then came back and changed my rating to a 5 don't know why guess he thought i wasnt accepting his request fast enough funny thing i wasnt even home to accept it. Ray-of-Sunshine@ fubar this second one sent an add request (didn't even fan or rate), i sent a standard profile comment saying please rate and fan me like my profile says. he rated me a 1 and blocked me. Guess he thought that would make it so I could rip his pic to the downraters folder guess again buddy lol. lazyboy2511@ fubar please go show these 2 fools what downraters on fubar get

Friends Help
I was wondering is there a guideline for friends behavior anywhere? Maybe I just need to update my profile to state I will friend you for the points then delete me in 2 weeks. Been a few weeks and I still only see activity from 4 or 5 friends. I guess thats why they have top five friends option? Just need to know expectations I guess. Thank you for your support!!

Saturday Morning, Starting The Weekend Right!
It is a BEAUTIFUL fall day. Sunny and the air is crisp and cool! I can say that I barely have any pain in my neck! This is just so wonderful! It seems to be getting better and better! Now that I make myself sit up straight at my computer, it is helping a great deal. Now maybe I can go back to walking on my treadmill daily like before? I got my wish last night! We went out to dinner and then came home and had great sex! Wooo hooo! I thoroughly enjoyed myself! ;) Now, Peter is getting ready to take the boys and their friends out to ride their moto x bikes out at a local track. Anthony got a new motorcycle last Sunday and he has been dying to take it out ever since then. It is a bigger bike then before. It is a Yamaha 125. Christopher and his friend are bringing their bicycles out there since his friend doesn't have a motorcycle. I think they will have a lot of fun! We had a full house last night! 3 kids stayed the night. I get up this morning to find Anthony's

The Guy For
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in the beginning of 2001 The Guy for Me We started out just as friends, thats all I thought it was ever gonna be. But when you gave me the time of day, I thought to myself why me. I wished upon a star one night, I asked the heavens for Mr. Right. When you came into my life, they all to me your not my Mr Right. But he was the perfect guy for me, and he always will be. Dedicated to- Nicholas Christopher Lombardo (the 3rd)

Look At Me
when you look at me, what do you see, do you see someone that could be the best friend of your life, or possible lover, or even the soul mate that you always have been looking for... how can you begin to look at me for me if you don't see the inside of me, and who I am as a person. Did you ever take the time to talk to me and see who I was or am. Or did you just look at the outter appearance and made your own decision about me. You can never judge a book by its cover so why sit there and think you can judge me. I dare you to stop and take that time to get to know me for me and see who I am as a person..... oh hell I triple dog dare you.. ( this is not directed to anyone )

Wwe Recap, Survivor Series Rundown, Inside Bethea's Head, W2w4
Welcome to the final edition of Bethea's Byte before Survivor Series. We are just under 48 hours from WWE's Fall Classic. I have never been more excited about a Survivor Series event since the Main Event Survivor Series Match featured the Hulkamaniacs (Hulk Hogan, Big Boss Man, Tugboat & Hacksaw Jim Duggan) faced the Natural Disasters (Earthquake, Dino Bravo, Haku & Barbarian). I will rundown the card for the 21st annual Survivor Series later in the column. Also, I have decided to leave What Bugs Me on a recurring basis for serious topics. Next week, I will feature my thoughts on the CNN interview with former WWE Champion John Cena and allegations of steroid usage. This week, however, it's my usual suspects: Results recap, Inside Bethea's Head and What to Watch For. Let's get it on! WWE MATCH RESULTS World Heavyweight Champion Batista & Undertaker def. World Tag Team Champions Lance Cade & Trevor Murdoch Intercontinental Champion Jeff Hardy, WWE Tag Team Champion Matt Har

I Need A Name
I am writeing a horror novel. I need names for the main charecter (i want it to be sweet and innocent sounding) I have a name for her husband (Spencer Adrien Crow) I LOVE IT And im not sure where exactly this should take place....ohio, mayland. maine.... Also I am not sure what to title it, I will be posting bits and peices of it here every once and a while. but if you really are intrested give me a holla at.. fairie_queen_07@yahoo.com

Does She Know?
His words escaped before he could stop them, And the flooded the pages with feelings so true, But does she know that they are because of her? His words were supposed to take time to come forth, And he cannot stop what has been done, But does she know that his heart is hers? He stands in the darkness that they call the world, The intrepidness suffocating his every thought, And does she know that he is found again because of her? In a moment, he found what he had always been looking for, And it was in the form of an angel, Released from Heaven to bless this earth. Does she know that it is her? His heart is beating stronger now, And his hands, they shake slightly. His knees are weakened and unstable, But it is all nervousness, And it's all because of her, But does she know? Robert J Nye (2007)

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If you agree,when you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001 If you approve of the idea, please pass it on to your e-mail list. These men and women need all of the good cheer and support that we can give them.

Alls I Ask Is Why?
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 2000 Alls I ask is Why? Why can't he see me the way I see him. Why can't he feel the way I feel. I wanna be his companion, lover, n best friend. I want him to be able to come to me when he needs a shoulder to lean on. I wanna share this affection I have with him and only him. Why doesn't he understand, what am I doing wrong. What is he so blinded by, that he doesn't even notice. That I have been right in front of him the whole time. and if he does, why is he avoiding it. Alls I ask is Why? Dedicated to- Nicholas Christoher Angelo Lombardo (the 3rd)

What It Feels Like To Survive A Parachute Failure...
15,000 feetIt was a nice day over Lake Taupo, New Zealand, at the beginning of our summer. For a while, it was just another sky dive. When you jump out of a plane, you're in a cushion of air. You never seem to feel like you are falling, and this was just like the seven thousand other jumps I'd done. I was filming some of the other sky divers.4,000 feetI was about to open my first parachute when I realized there was a problem: I was spinning around. That wasn't normal. I pulled the release cable. Normally, this would fling me away from the parachute, and I'd have to regain stability and then open the reserve. But nothing changed. The chute was snagged.3,000 feetI was a spinning mess, falling fast. It was like something had a hold of me from my lower back and I was being twirled from that point. The more I tried to get on my back, the faster I would spin. My arms, legs, and head felt like they were being pulled away from me.2,000 feetI tried to get on my back so I could see what the prob

I Took Mine...you Take Yours
Take the Naughty poll Quiz ....Where Meeting, Matching and Fantasy Cums Together 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever

First Christmas Joke Of The Season.
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honour of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. It represents a candle, he said. You may pass through the pearly gates Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said you may pass through the pearly gates. The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols."

A Dream
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written summer of 2000 A Dream Everytime I look into your eyes I see my future with you. I see love and passion waiting to happen. I think of you holding me in your arms. I wish day after day that you were mine. I cry night after night for all the pain I feel. I do not know if we will ever be. I feel so lost when I am not with you. If I ever have a chance with you, I may never know. It would be like a dream come true. But thats exactly it, just A Dream. I really don't know what love is yet. I would like to learn, so I could give my love to you. Dedicated to- Nicholas Christopher Angelo Lombardo (the 3rd)

11-17-07
Something clicks and you recognize what you've been missing when trying to get inside the head of a certain someone. It may be romantic confusion or it may be a client at work, but things should make sense now. ************************************************************************************************************ Hmmmmmmmmmm...... I think this one is off today. *** I LOVE YOU AMELIA *** *** HAPPY 1 MONTH FU-ANNIVERSARY ***

My Braces Are Coming Off! Wooo!!!
I'm so happy happy happy! I'm finally getting these infernal contraptions removed! I've worn them for 18 months and before then, had to wear a splint for 9 months. Once these braces are removed, I will need to wear an appliance on my upper teeth for a year 24/7 that I can remove if I decide to eat or sing or play my flute. Its; hardly noticeable to the viewer - all they will see is a see-thru band across the front of my teeth. They will also glue in a wire with little round beads behind my front upper and lower teeth to keep them straight and I will wear those from 5 - 10 years. After that, I won't need anything at all! Wow..I never realized that fixing my teeth would take such a long time. Despite the costs, I'm very pleased with the results. I don't have the same type of 'bite'on my back teeth that I had before, but I can eat very well and my front teeth are beautifully straight! (It was crowded and crooked before.) Now I can smile broadly for photos!! WOOO!!! So happy!

Prayer This Happens To You In A Time Of Need
Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, 'Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat.' He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap.

Westlake Baptist Church
Here is a subject near and dear to my heart and I REALLY want to get an answer to this... Why are these assholes still consuming the valuable resources of our fair planet? For those of you who are not familiar with Westlake Baptist Church- these are the semi-evolved, mouth breathing, inbred morons who DARE to stage protests at US Military funerals, holding up signs like "God Loves Dead Soldiers". Back when I was still a cop, I had the consummate honor of escorting the first US Servicemember killed in action from the inbound aircraft to the end of our jurisdiction where he was picked up by New Hanover County Deputies; the escort going from jurisdiction to jurisdiction the same way. I arranged it and we had cops and deputies fighting over who got the duty. To me this is a fitting end to the life of a warrior- with respect and honor and dignity. The family was aware of our actions and sent in beautiful letters of thanks for our actions- but that is not why we acted as we did

Tragic Love
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written Aug 8th 1999 Tragic Love Love is tragic, very unpredictable. You never know what will happen. First there is a special someone in your life. The next thing you know your all alone. There is a person for eveyone. Sometimes it is hard to find. Sometimes we just don't wanna look for it. Because we are afraid of that.... TRAGIC LOVE! Dedicated to- Joey Lee Pierce

To Nice 4 My Own Good
aok am a nice guy i think i give blasts'vips and other gifts there has been 2 people that have been great to me anyway here my point is am friends with alot of people on here and i rate and comment on there pics but alot of them don't return the love am i wrong for being nice or should i be upset about that

Friends
sorry i haven't been here much and i know it has cost me some friends and for that i am sorry.the past few days with what i thought was a heart attack.dr.did a heart cath on me but said arteries were not blocked.they are not sure what it is but i intend to find out even if i have to find a new dr.pleas forgive me for not being in touch or finishing rating everyone's pictures and profiles.i will get it done and i hope i do not lose any more friends.take care all and please let me hear.

What Happened ?
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written Aug 8th 1999 What Happened ? I have had the best times with you. You were the best guy, a girl could have. When I was with you, I was the happiest person alive. You always knew how to make me laugh. You always knew how to make me feel good about myself. I loved you Joe, and deep down I still do. Things just went wrong, we had our ups and downs. All that I wanna know is, What really Happened? Dedicated to- Joey Lee Pierce

Time Change
I just went to the Seahawks web site and there is a time change for the game on Sunday. The game will begin at 1 pm NOT at 4:15. Here is the Seahawks web site. http://www.seahawks.com/Home.aspx It will be covered on FOX.

11-17-07
Wondering I'm wondering what I did wrong Looking around the room, but I'm all alone I'm so tired I want to go home But he's not there I guess he didn't care We has so much we were going to share I'm not sure if I could bear to do it again Feels like this pain will never end How am I to begin to trust again maybe this is going to be the end Praying to God to send me a friend to help me mend up all these loose ends.

Nov. 17th
This is Saturday and I have a 8 am meeting here in town. Then I am done!!!!! (for the weekend) I have a reception to go to tomorrow at 2 pm. Then the Seattle Seahawks are playing the Chicago Bears at 4:15. This is supposed to be another blow out for Seattle against Chicago from all the comments from the commentators on the NFL Network on TV starting yesterday. I have received many messages from friends on Fubar asking where I have been... I have been just about everywhere along the west coast it seems for the past week. I have a meeting on Monday 75 miles away from home followed by another one 50 miles from there and then HOME SWEET HOME for the rest of the week for the Holiday.

Wrong !
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 1997 Wrong ! What I did to you is wrong, I thought it would be for the best. BUT I WAS WRONG! I thought we could work it out down the road. BUT I WAS WRONG! You told me you loved me, I didn't listen. You wanted to be with me forever, I showed no affection. When you tried to make things right, I walked away. BUT..... I was WRONG! Dedicated to- Richard Jonathan Downie

Words Cannot Express
Words cannot express my love for you So pure, so wonderful and so true Words cannot explain My undying pain The pain I feel when we're apart Like a piece is missing from my heart But there's something you should know before I go on I'm really a flesh eating mutant monkey man for the planet Gorgon

Life In A Snow Globe
Life in a snow globe. Pretty inside but surrounded by glass. You can shake it, and shake it, but it always looks the same. Winter wonderland smiling back at you. Praying that it doesn't get shattered, but hoping someone will find a way inside to break the monotony. A beautiful thing separated from everyone... alone in a shadow of a world. Eyes all around stare through the glass cage, but they'll never get in. Not without breaking it first.

Your Peace
Your peace Peace is within you. There are other places to look for it. It happens from your understanding, Of your willingness to accept and Learn from the moment that you arrive. Where to find your heart, inevitably find peace. She is in the place where everything is reflected in you in balance, harmony and innocence. Your peace depends on your attention, inside of you, so it stretches you out, giving a new dimension to your reality where you manage to clear, through it, which seems obscure, undo the knots where everything seems tangle, without output. It gives a chance for peace, your peace, And you see that life colore to what seems gray, bringing love where there feel hatred, Which brings abundance think there misery, which brings warmth think there cold, loneliness. The life often does not seem to be easy, There are moments where giving all, to simply cry, for our apparent inability to harmonize size chaos we created, but I say to you: demand for thy peac

Love At First Sight
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 1995 Love at First Sight The first time I saw you, it was love at first sight. The more and more I think of you, makes me want to hold you tight. If only I knew, if you loved me too. I wouldn't be feeling, so god damn blue. If I could, I'd give you the satrs above. Just to prove, all my True Love. If you love me the same, let it show. Baby I would really like to know. Dedicated to- Richard Jonathan Downie

Freezing My Butt Of In Mississippi!
Good day one and all! I just got hold of a working computer here in Mississippi while Eugene and I "Camp Sit" here at Camp Sister Spirit in lovely Ovett and just wanted to let ya'll know we arrived safe and sound with our hounds. It's been an adventure from the start... introducing our four hounds to a pack of 7 that reside at the camp along with 6 cats, 4 goats and Circe, the camp mascot who is a 400 pound full grown sow (who was supposed to be a pot bellied pig and is not - LOL)! We had a freeze warning and been tending to the critters and fauna on the lovely 120 acres while our friends who run the place are tending to a family crisis in Arkansas. I do note bode well with the cold but am thankful to spend some time with my hunny in a beautiful environment even with the crisp chill and blue extremeties. We have been working hard to help fix up the place which still has some damage after Katrina and even had the opportunity to do some archaeological work on the grounds as well

If
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written in 1995 IF If we were together, we would have so much fun. We could be a team, we could be as one. You know I Love You, but do you love me. That is the question, what will it be. If you do love me, I'd feel so much better. I will Love You, always and forever. Dedicated to- Richard Jonathan Downie

Fuked
well as you all know i fuked up and i have realized that and for that i lost it all and i cant get it back but im not gonna get into that imma tell everyone that i am doing good and ill b ok i wish i could change this situation and start all over but i cant and if i could i wouldnt know how i have never been in a situation where i didnt know how to get shyt right and now that nall is lost i cant even attempt to get it right i guess if it was ment to b then it was ment to b and i really do have alot of great memeries lol great ones!!!!! well today is a day to remember osu vs michigan you already know go bucks lol well i guess i have nothing more to say halla at you RIDE N DIE

Horoscope For 11/17
Your relationship with money is a bit simpler than most people understand. Today is a good time to rethink things -- or complicate them -- just a bit and maybe to open discussions with someone else. *** oh wish they would give up talking about money , simple.....holiday seasons = no money lol

Warning: Story May Induce A Physical Reaction!
I want you standing against the wall, your arms pulled tightly over your head. You’re naked except for the binds around your wrists. I move close to you, placing my hands on your chest. Gently rolling your nipples between my fingers. Looking up at you, I softly whisper, “Do you want to cum for me baby?” You quickly answer, “Oh yes, baby I do”. I turn away from you with an evil little giggle and say, “No, you don’t … but you will”. Reaching the end of the bed, I kneel down and take a small wooden box from under the bed. I sit on the edge of the bed and grin mischievously. You watch me intently, wondering what I have in the box. Without saying a word, I take a small toy from the box. Standing before you in a shear black robe and panties, I can feel your eyes moving over my body. I lower myself to a thick fur rug at your feet. Laying on my back, looking up at you, I let my robe fall open. Spreading my legs, I place my feet flat against the wall, straddling you. It is now that you see my p

Day In Day Out
Day in Day out I think of you. Your smile brightens my day. Your eyes touch the furthest part of me. You have awakened the Giants within. Long lost and forgotten like time. I would sleep awake, Die in my sleep. Things can change things can get better. I never stopped believing I just protected my soul. Now I release a part of me to you Extending myself to the furthest reaches Allowing myself to dream once again To watch the world shine before me. The darkness descends, the light comes through. I feel your warmness I feel your touch. You have come to me for a reason Day in Day out I think of you Your smile brightens my day.

Wtf? Rated A 2 By #1210375!
WTF? I get up this AM to find that #1210375 aka "Block me....It makes my d*ck hard!!!!" rated my primary photo a 2! I do not think that I am a 10 or 11 by any means, but who am I to judge? But I digress. After reading a very small portion of his profile, I realized that he has a really poor attitude. So I blocked him! But that is what he wanted anyway. I can't win...I have enough real drama and toxic people in my life, I sure don't need the likes of this guy spreading his toxicity to me! Some people just put others down to build their own self esteem. That is so 'high school'! I left that behind years ago. Ok, I'm done...for now!

Lovely Couple In Contest Check It Out
HELP THIS LOVELY COUPLE(COME LOV ME) OUT IN THEIR FIRST CONTEST! LOOK AT WHAT GOD PUT TOGETHER AND NO MAN CAN TAKE APART! STARTING DATES ARE NOV. 26- DEC. 24. HELP COME LOV ME GET HER CHRISTMAS PRESENT EARLY FOR THE HOLIDAY.

Warm Welcome *smiles*
Hi Y'all, Wow, thanks for the warm welcome! I've gotten such a warm welcome at FuBar, it's going to take me a bit of time to meet everyone. If you haven't heard from me yet, please be patient. I'll be dropping by to show ya some love soon. I'm still working on my profile page. Feel free to let me know what ya think *Smiles* I've given up on posting videos.*laffs* There is just too much good music out there. I've created a Playlist instead. It's a collection of some very sexy songs *grins* Check 'em out and feel free to leave Comments. I hope you enjoy them! I'm also working on another story that I will be posting soon so keep your eye out for it *Smiles* Once again, thanks for the warm welcome. I look forward to meeting y'all. Much love to my friends ... and even more love to my family! See Ya! SE

Virtual Love Potion:)))
Virtual Love Potion... Gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! You just drank a virtual love potion! Someone will fall madly in love with you! The spell will take place in 15 seconds. As you scroll down the page, you must concentrate on the person you wish to cast the spell on. 15 14 13 12 11 10 09 08 07 06 05 04 03 02 01 Congratulations! The potion was successful. You will be loved by the one you admire! Happy loving! Kisses to you, Helena

My Baby Youþ
þ Always remember to forget The things that made you sad But never forget to remember The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget The friends that proved untrue. But don't forget to remember Those that have stuck by you Always remember to forget The troubles that have passed away. But never forget to remember The blessings that come each day. Love and kisses, Helena

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 17,2007 It's time to start a new chapter in your life, preferably one you've been thinking about for some time. Your mind is active and ready for new challenges, so don't be shy about moving forward quickly

Heaven's Door
Good morning all. I want to send you a personal invitation to a really laid back, fun, no drama lounge... it's called the.... Great decent people. Good music of all kinds..and I'll buy you a drink..Trust me in my lounge.. you'll be shitfaced for a month.. LOL.. anyways.. click the banner below and join the fun.. Hugs and Loves! Cassie.. the owner of Heaven's Door.

17/11/07
LARNE COLTS 2-1 CARRICK RANGERS COLTS The colts travelled to beltoy for this game against the league leaders carrick.And after putting in there worst performance of the season last week put in there best performance of the season this week.The colts started against the wind but goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and the defence of robert watson,thomas spence,jordan weir,thomas mcdowell and odhran kemp keeping things tight and the midfield of stephen gordon,jamie magill and david hunter working hard in the midfield it was the colts who took the lead midway through the first half when a through ball found reece mcginley who in turn found darren tennant who made no mistake.Carrick came back strongly and used the wind advantage when they got a corner and scored to make it 1-1.It stayed 1-1 till half time.The 2nd half was end to end stuff but the colts had to bring jamie millar on for the injured stephen gordon and it was the colts who took the lead when they were awarded a penalty and thomas spe

You Are Much Appreciated
Thank you so much for comming through when i needeed help to level.you are all awesome and im so proud and lucky to have you as friends and family.I have really felt the love from the confederate bombers since i became a member and my other friends are the best.You are appreciated and i will return the love i have been shown but if it takes awhile please bare with me im trying to rate everyone atleast some so i dont miss anyone before i run out of rates,but i will return the love,have a greatweekend and keep it southern,biker heart

Sick On A Saturday!
This sucks. With the change of weather in Arizona from miserably hot to almost cool it's common to get sick. Sure enough my kids were sick and I was hoping to avoid it but...didn't happen. So I woke up Saturday morning with a crappy sore throat and the phlegm draining from my nose to the afore mentioned sore throat. YUK! I had plans tonight damn it. lol.

I Can't Believe I Was Ever This Corny...
These wings, they push against my flesh, longing to break free. The restraint causes me such pain. I long to spread them open and take flight. If I could, I would fly to you. Soaring above you, watching over you, protecting you, and in the deepest darkness of night as you sleep, I would come to you, stand before you, look upon you with nothing but undying love. I would lie next to you and wrap my wings around you to keep you safe and warm. Then as the morning came, I would ascend into the sky, taking with me the memory of your warmth, the beating of your heart, the sound of your breathing, and the look of peace upon your face. Any price, I would gladly pay, if only to walk with you, at your side, my wings extended, my heart in the palm of my hands, my arms outstretched to you, and with just a look, show you how much you have always meant to me. For now though, I will come to you for those peaceful moments, hold onto them for as long as I possibly can, and I will leave as quietly as I a

Listen Up!!!!!
You know, there are many different types of people in this world. Some are takers, some are givers, some are winners, some are losers, some are achievers, and some are just plain L-A-Z-Y! Some are liars, some are too honest. There are also the independent people as well as the needy people. Well, I think the problem is that when people come together, they make the wrong connection. What are people thinking? Don't settle! Find someone who you are compatible with and vice versa. So he/she is sweet, so you like the same music.....SO WHAT! What is important to them? What do they think about politics, war, poverty, working hard. Do they truly have the same dreams, wants, desires? Do you have similar beliefs? IS THE CHEMISTRY TRULY THERE?!? SCREW how things are in the bedroom. That is not what I mean by " chemistry ". You can be a good lay but not be much of a human being. You can be smart and still make the wrong decisions. You can have a heart, but not the ability to express yourself. You

St. Albans Radio Disc Jockey Dies In Car Crash
St. Albans radio disc jockey dies in car crash Published: Thursday, November 15, 2007 Free Press Staff Report SWANTON -- A St. Albans radio disc jockey died Wednesday morning from injuries he suffered in a one-car accident on Bushey Road in Swanton on Tuesday, Vermont State Police in St. Albans said. Gerald Griggs was not wearing a seat belt when his 2000 Toyota Tacoma pickup truck rounded a sharp curve, left the road and hit a tree about 5:30 p.m., troopers said. Griggs was unconscious and his truck was on fire when rescue crews pulled him from the vehicle. Griggs was taken to Northwestern Medical Center, then transferred to Fletcher Allen Health Care in Burlington, where he was pronounced dead, police said. Speed may have been a factor in the accident. Anyone who witnessed the crash should contact state police at 524-5993. Griggs was known as G.G. Griggs on the WLFE Morning Show that aired weekdays from 6 to 10 a.m. "This is a big blow. He was an amazing guy

Blah
Ok now I must somehow learn to be positive or at least appear positive when my hunni is home. Yesterday was hard as heck on me, every little thing I would break down crying over. I know three months aint that long but yet, in my mind it feels like forever. This 3 months that I have been here in Germany I havent gotten to see him much, just on the weekends because of his work. I knew that and I understand that. I just wish we could have had alot more time together, I want to put into this relationship was he has done for me, but sadly at this time all I have to give him is my heart, and he already has that completely. I am so proud of him and all that he has accomplished these past 6 months. My Angel really is my life! I never thought that I could love like this, and it feels good to really truly be in love like this. I hate the pain though that comes with it, the pain of being away from him, the pain that I will have from not feeling his touch on the weekends, the pain of not looking i

Death Of A Dear Friend And Disc Jockey/song Writer/singer
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=131792882 11/16/2007 GERALD GORDON “GG“ GRIGGS ST. ALBANS — GG Griggs, 50, of St. Albans died in Burlington, following a car accident on Tuesday, Nov. 13, 2007. A gifted musician, songwriter, heart transplant recipient, GG loved his family, friends and acquaintances. GG loved freely and deeply and without pretense. His family was his home and music was his gift. Survivors include his parents, Reginald and Eleanor Griggs of Craftsbury; children, Jessica Flores and Jolene Griggs of Johnson; Lucas Griggs of Morrisville; a sister, Debra Lamphere of Lowell; two grandchildren, Julian and Reaghan Flores of Johnson; Deborah Miller; and special friends Dodie, Cody, Hannah and Hunter, as well as many extended family. A funeral service will be held Saturday, Nov. 17, at 11 a.m. in the United Church of Craftsbury, with the Rev. Alan Parker officiating. Burial will be in the Branch Cemetery in Craftsbury. Fr

Blah Blah
You know, I was having this conversation with some friends of mine. The matter of marriage came up. Some of my friends have been married but are no longer, some are presently married with kids/without kids, some of my friends swear NEVER to marry ( I used to be one of them ), and some of my friends are undecided. Now, my friends vary in religious beliefs. Some are Christian, some are Jewish, some are Wiccan, some are, well, let us just say...none of the above. We were catching up due to the fact that we all work alot and never truly have time to see one another for more than a few minutes here and there ( passing at the grocery, in restaurants, and for some, they live out of town/out of state ). I had told them of how I had reunited with someone from my past. Someone who I cared about deeply, loved immensely. I told them of how we have the same interests, the same tastes, the same likes, some of the same dislikes. I also told them of our plans to marry in one year if all goes well. Imm

You Know You're Living In 2000+ When
1.You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. 7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "0" to get an outside line. 8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies. 10. If you don't have your mobile on you, you have no idea what your wife's phone number is. 11. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news. 12. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job. 13. Contractors out number permanent staff and are more likely to get long-service awards. AND..............

Well, It's The Weekend
well, this week flew by quite fast for me. Maybe cause I been sick and have laid around all week having no energy with fevers and chills. Either way it is here and the contest is almost over. I am no where near first. DUH! What was I thinking joining a contest? No one wants to see flabby old boobs~! They want perky young boob~! Oh, well, I tried. Gotta have umph to at least post these old flabby boobs, I guess. I was really hoping to get 100 votes but I see I got none since yesterday when I asked some guys. No one is randomly voting in this contest. I did go and leave a comment for all the girls so I was good. I wished everyone good luck. I played fair...unlike some I heard about. But we'll not go there. I have a clean conscience. I enjoyed it for the most part. I feel like if I wasn't sick I could have spent a little more time on the computer 'pimping' out and getting more votes. I am not sure I will ever enter another contest...but who knows till the time comes?!?!

Funny Thing . . .
It's been a week since I wrecked my car. An I'm guessing concussion did a little more damage then the one's I've had before. The shitty part about it is that my motor skills are not 100% yet. Then again I'm just happy I'm not a vegetable right now. So I know it's time for me to start to take it easy from now on. At least that's all that really happened aside from some bumps and bruises. Plus this whole experience gave me a new found hate for drunk drivers.

Avoid Parenthood In 29 Easy Steps
The wife wants kids? Then start acting up, says Kerri Sackville. My friend Sophie wants to be a mum. But her husband, Jake, isn't so sure. He wants kids, but suspects his wife has an idealistic view of motherhood, so he has embarked on a course of action to prepare her for the task ahead. The program is simple. Jake has adopted many of the behaviours that Sophie is likely to encounter when she is a mother. He yells "No!" for no apparent reason at random intervals during the day. He runs around the house with his underwear on his head. He also plonks himself down in the supermarket and refuses to budge until Sophie has given him a treat. I think Jake has hit on a brilliant strategy. Still, his program is far from comprehensive. So for Jake, and others out there wishing to prepare their partners for motherhood, I have compiled the following list. 1. Eat with your fingers. 2. Fling bits of your dinner in your partner's face. 3. Reply "I don't know" or "chocolate

Favorite Memory Contest!
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Cat Bathing
Some people say cats never have to be bathed. They say cats lick themselves clean. They say cats have a special enzyme of some sort in their saliva that works like new, improved Wisk, dislodging the dirt where it hides and whisking it away. I've spent most of my life believing this folklore. Like most blind believers, I've been able to discount all the facts to the contrary, the kitty odors that lurk in the corners of the garage, and dirt smudges that cling to the throw rug by the fireplace. The time comes, however, when a man/woman must face reality; when he/she must look squarely in the face of massive public sentiment to the contrary and announce: "This cat smells like a port-a-potty on a hot day in Juarez." When that day arrives at your house, as it has in mine, I have some advice you might consider as you place your feline friend under your arm and head for the bathtub. -- Know that although the cat has the advantage of quickness and lack of concern for h

5:41 Am
So, I figured I'd write something. Why not, maybe I'll spill some deep dark inner secret that somehow is tearing me up inside. -snort- Yea anyway. So it's 5:42 am. I have to be at work in about 45 minutes. I'm in my pajamas, a shirt and undies and I have a fro. Oh well. I'm talking to Vampi, my internet lover, owner, best friend, and all that jazz. I don't know why the crazy bitch is awake as it's saturday but I love her anyway. Freaking nut. I'm wearing capri's and slippers to work. Fuck it is the weekend I can wear pajamas if I want. Though I do have to wear some form of pant lol. Possibly a bra. Maybe. So lets see. I'm actually sitting here waiting for a cd to rip to my ipod. Hence my delay at getting ready. The book is due back at the library so I have to upload it today before it starts costing my broke ass dollars. I don't think my mother made coffee. Bitch. I'll stop at starbucks :D That'll show her. Yea I live with mom. 24, doing it again.

Everywomans Dream
Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home andp icked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor. Ran to the school to pick up the kids and got into an argument with them on the way home. Set out milk and cookies and got the kids organiz

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/17/07;
I was talking to a friend, in front of the A&P, he was complaining about his automobile! Saying, he just changed the heater thermostat, he finished by saying "cars are a pain in the ass!" I looked at him and said, "Man everything's a pain in the ass, cars are a PITA, waiting on a cab is a PITA, taking a goddamn bus is a PITA, trians are a PITA, waiting at an airport is a PITA, but the biggest PITA is walking to the fuckin' A&P!" We both got a laugh, he agreed with me and gave me a ride home! Thanks Vinny!

Help Me Get My Dammit Cowboy To Number 1 On Soundclick
SOUNDCLICK ITS AT NUMBER 6 IN HONKY TONK, 188 IN COUNTRY HELP IT CLIMB , GO TO MY SOUNDCLICK BY CLICKIN ON BANNER BELOW GIVE IT LISTEN HIT 5 STARS, THANK YOU I WROTE THE LYRIC, MY CO WRITER MARK ELLIS THE MELODY, CAROL KIRKPATRICK IS THE ARTIST SINGING IT CHECK THEM BOTH OUT SOUNDCLICK AS WELL, GOT TO THANK HARVEY BARR FOR REMASTERING IT JUST RIGHT !!

Friday Nite...
Not much went on last night, since I have to work today. It may only be 1/2 a day, but that's enough to put a kink in the best of evenings. We decided to get some mexican last night, I love strawberry margueritas. I have NOT had one as good as the one I had in Charleston, SC, so I forever go looking :P When we came back, I worked on leveling up on Fubar (addictive, isn't it :P), and then started my podcast. I haven't done one of those in a long, long time, and the rustiness showed. I will get some music mixed in this weekend, and put it up hopefully by Sunday night. So here I sit, and I really should get some work done. Seizure.

Granddaughter
Last night me an my 7 yr old granddaughter were talking about going to louisiana with the family for Christmas. Then I told her that I was going to be gone for 2 weeks to Ark for Thanksgiving to see my family there an that her Aunt Trinity was again preg an due in april. She said Mawmaw my bday is in April!! I said no hon its in Aug, "YOUR crazy pawpaws is in April the one that dumped me lol.She looked up at me an said to me "mawmaw you just need to find you another husband"!! I laughed so hard i was hurting , kids do say the cutest things!!

Trust
Im scared to trust now. I had my trust broken many times before. I was left a broken girl. I still am broken inside. I simply cannot trust. Its not you its me. My trust cant be broken again. So dont ask me to trust Cos I cant do it. Im to scared to trust

Looking Back....
Looking back.... Upon looking at my life I realize my life did not begin until I met you. Looking back... Through the deep, dark shadows of my past I have seen that no one has loved and cared about me the way you have. Looking back... I have come to the conclusion that I have made some pretty big mistakes in my life. So how did I get someone as perfect as you? Looking back... People have come and gone in my life who have taken advantage of me...but you stay constant no matter how much I give. Looking back... Over the years I wonder how I managed not feeling the way you make me feel. Looking back... Is looking to the past. And looking at my past I have come to a very key decision I do not wish to live my life in the past. I want my future with you. Forever. So my love... no more Looking Back. Wrote by: Me©

Pay Attention
What is the difference between girls/women at ages 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58, 68 and 78? At 8 You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 What story??? What bed??? … Who the hell are you???*

Strip Club
Once there was a little boy who was curious about what a strip club was like so one day he decided to sneak into one. Once he was in, he watched as the strippers danced. He watched until they started taking of their clothing. That's when he bolted out the door and started running down the street and into a man. The man asks the boy, "What's wrong young man? You look like you just saw a ghost!". The little boy replies, "My mommy and daddy told me that if I ever watched anybody undress, I'd turn to stone...and all of a sudden I felt something hard!".

Black Box
Three ladies were on a flight when suddenly the captain announced " Please prepare for a crash landing ". The first lady put on all her jewelry . Surprised by this the other ladies questioned her actions. The first lady replied, well when they come to rescue us they will see that I am rich and will rescue me first. The second lady not wanting to be left behind, began to take off her top and bra. Why are you doing that the other ladies questioned, well when they come to rescue us they will see my great tits and will take me first. The third lady who was African not wanting to be out done took off her pants and panties. Why are you doing that the other ladies questioned, well they always search for the black box first ?

Convict Joke
An escaped convict, imprisoned for 1st degree murder, had spent 25 years of his life sentence in prison. While on the run, he broke into a house and tied up a young couple who had been sleeping in the bedroom. He tied the man to a chair on one side of the room and his wife on the bed on the other side of the room. The convict got on the bed and it appeared to the husband that he may have been kissing her neck. Suddenly the convict got up and left the room. As soon as he had a chance, the husband made his way across the room with the chair in tow, and turned to his pretty young wife, bound up on the bed in a skimpy nightgown. He whispered, "Honey, this guy hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw him kissing on your neck and then he left in a hurry. Just cooperate with anything he wants. If he wants to have sex with you, just go along with it and pretend you like it. Whatever you do don't fight him or make him mad. Our lives depend on it." "Oh honey", the wife said, spitting out her gag,

Ducks On A Fence
Dirty Little Matt is sitting in the back of math class, obviously not paying any attention, when the teacher calls his name. "Yeah teach?" he replies. "If there are three ducks on a fence and you shoot one of them with a shotgun, how many are left?" asks the teacher. Matt answers "Well, teach, if I shoot one of them with a shotgun, the loud noise is gonna make them all fly off." "No, Matt, there will be two left if you shoot one with a shotgun, but I like the way you're thinking." the teacher responds. "Well, teach, I've got a question for you... There are 3 women that come out of an ice-cream parlor, one is biting her ice-cream cone, one is licking it, and one is sucking on it. Which one is married?" The teacher, a little taken back by the question answers, "Well, uh, gee Matt, I guess the one that's sucking on the ice cream." Matt replies "No teach, the one that has the wedding ring on her finger, but I like the way you're thinking!"

Sperm Donor
A guy walks into a sperm donor bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and demands her to open the sperm bank vault. She says "But sir, its just a sperm bank!", "I don't care, open it now!!!" he replies. So she opens the door to the vault and inside are all the sperm samples. The guy says "Take one of those sperm samples and drink it!", she looks at him "BUT, they are sperm samples???" , "DO IT!". So the nurse sucks it back. "That one there, drink that one as well.", so the nurse drinks that one as well. Finally after 4 samples the man takes off his ski mask and says, "See honey - its not that hard."

Argument About Sex
A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more. The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered. "Think about this... When your ear itches and you put your little finger in it and wiggle it around, then pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger?

Big, Fat And Juicy
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber tarp on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!."

So Can I Get An Honest Opinion?
Okay so I would like to get some of your thoughts on this subject please. If you are reading this and have even the smallest thing to say please do so.. Alright so I love my BLOCK button, I use it when I feel my profile is at risk of down raters/haters. I have also used it for personal reasons as well. But this is my questions, Whether you block someone or are the one being blocked, Would you unblock them to go look on their profile and make sure they knew you were there? Just to re-block them? And how would you feel if someone did that to you? They Block you then come to your page while you were Online almost to see if they can get a reaction out of you. And then they RE-BLOCK you... ????? Whats the point? Myself, I think its confusing. If I Block someone for personal reasons it would be totally inappropriate to wander around their page and all but WAVE at them and then hit the BLOCK button again. But I have also been told I sometimes take things the wrong way. An

Two Weeks Without Sex
Three couples went in to see the minister to see how to become members of his church. The minister said that they would have to go without sex for two weeks and then come back and tell him how it went. The first couple was retired, the second couple was middle aged and the final couple was newlywed. Two weeks went by, and the couples returned to the minister. The retired couple said it was no problem at all. The middle-aged couple said it was tough for the first week, but after that, it was no problem. The newlyweds said it was fine until she dropped the can of paint. "Can of PAINT!" exclaimed the minister. "Yeah," said the newlywed man. "She dropped the can and when she bent over to pick it up I had to have her right there and then. Lust took over." The minister just shook his head and said that they were not welcome in the church. "That's okay," said the man. "We're not welcome in Home Depot either."

You Need To Know This
Random numbers are critical for cryptography: for encryption keys, random authentication challenges, initialization vectors, nonces, key-agreement schemes, generating prime numbers and so on. Break the random-number generator, and most of the time you break the entire security system. Which is why you should worry about a new random-number standard that includes an algorithm that is slow, badly designed and just might contain a backdoor for the National Security Agency. Generating random numbers isn't easy, and researchers have discovered lots of problems and attacks over the years. A recent paper found a flaw in the Windows 2000 random-number generator. Another paper found flaws in the Linux random-number generator. Back in 1996, an early version of SSL was broken because of flaws in its random-number generator. With John Kelsey and Niels Ferguson in 1999, I co-authored Yarrow, a random-number generator based on our own cryptanalysis work. I improved this design four years later -- an

Computer Quotes
Programming today is a race between software engineers striving to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the Universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the Universe is winning. Microsoft: "You've got questions. We've got dancing paperclips." "Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." Failure is not an option -- it comes bundled with Windows. Want to Make $$$$ with your Computer? No Risk! Simply press shift-4 four times in a row UNIX is basically a simple operating system, but you have to be a genius to understand the simplicity. Sexy Unix Commands: date; unzip; touch; strip; finger; mount; gasp; yes; uptime Q: How does Bill Gates screw in a lightbulb? A: He doesn't. He declares darkness the industry standard. Computers make very fast, very accurate mistakes. Computer dating is f

Comet Bigger Than The Sun
A comet that has delighted backyard astronomers in recent weeks after an unexpected eruption has now grown larger than the sun. The sun remains by far the most massive object in the solar system, with an extended influence of particles that reaches all the planets. But the comparatively tiny Comet Holmes has released so much gas and dust that its extended atmosphere, or coma, is larger than the diameter of the sun. The comparison is clear in a new image. "It continues to expand and is now the largest single object in the solar system," according to astronomers at the University of Hawaii. The coma's diameter on Nov. 9 was 869,900 miles (1.4 million kilometers), based on measurements by Rachel Stevenson, Jan Kleyna and Pedro Lacerda of the University of Hawaii Institute for Astronomy. They used observations from the Canada-France-Hawaii Telescope. The sun's diameter, stated differently by various sources and usually rounded to the nearest 100, is about 864,900 miles (1.392 million kilom

Major Food Groups......
I dont care one damn bit what the medical people say are the major food groups, simply because they dont make sense. I mean, dairy, meat/fish, vegetables, grains.... that is so much BS. Its not really food groups that humans use, but more like 'vital nutrient list' that humans work on. And they change as the day goes on. Using myself for an example, I will explain what I mean. Morning/breakfast (have I ever mentioned I hate mornings) Nutrients needed immediately: Coffee, nicotine, and coffee, more coffee, nicotine. Environment: Very dark room, low sound levels, ZERO Perkiness exposure. Continued morning intake, coffee and nicotine on an as needed basis. Lunch: caffeine, nicotine, crackers sometimes something else, like smoked oysters or chili. Afternoon intake: caffeine, nicotine, and sometimes rolaids, depending on the amount of tiger sauce added to the oysters or chili. Dinner: Caffeine, meat, veggie, starch, nicotine. anti-crazy meds Evening intak

Funny Quotes
When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car. Behind every successful man is a surprised woman. The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think. Men are like parking spots, the good ones are taken and the free ones are handicapped. Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings. What are the three words guaranteed to humiliate men everywhere? 'Hold my purse.' Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling. A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing When there's a will, I want to be in it. Your mama is so fat, when she sings, its over

Cleanin Out My Closet...lol
Here's the deal folks...I'm not complaining, I have met some really cool people on here, some rate some don't. Frankly I could really care less. But if I haven't talked to you at least once since I've added you, I have one thing to say....bye-bye. I'm cleaning out my friends list of all the unnecessary garbage, yanno those that dont talk to me or dont rate even one picture...I mean come on...how hard is it to click on one measly picture and rate it? It's not rocket science people. And another thing...my shout box is always open how hard is it to stop by and say hi once in a blue moon? Yanno so I know your alive and REAL...key word there people...REAL. I don't want people who are gonna sit on my friends list and try and mooch points off of me, thats not the way it works...for me anyway. I'm not gonna go to your page and rate EVERYTHING, only to have you check me out in return, god do I hate that. But all in all thats what I've got to say, like it or not. Thank you, Please drive thro

Sorry Everyone For Not Being Around!!!
HEY ALL , JUST THOUGHT THAT I\'D LET ALL IN ON WHATS GOING ON AND WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH ME AND HERE AROUND THE HOUSE. SEPT.1ST. I WAS PUT IN THE HOSPITAL WITH GAINGREEN IN MY LEFT LEG.. THANK GOD AFTER A 49 STAY THERE I CAME HOME WITH MY LEG INTACK. TWO SURGERY BUT I STILL HAVE MY LEG , NOT LIKE IT WAS BUT AM ABLE TO WALK AND GET AROUND . THEN THE SHIT HIT THE FAN HERE. SOMETIMES HAVING TO SAY YES TO THINGS AREN\'T WHAT WE WANT TO SAY BUT AT THE TIME THERE WAS NO CHOICE ON MY END. HOILDAYS ARE JUST AROUND THE CONER AND THAT USED TO BE ONE OF MY MOST FAVOORITE TIME OF THE YEAR BUT THIS YEAR WILL BE A LITTLE DIFFERENT. MY KIDS ARE MY WORLD AND TO KNOW ME WELL YOU WOULD SEE THAT. MY DAUGHTER IS NOT HERE RIGHT NOW , NOT BY MY CHOICE BUT BY SOMEONE THAT CLAIMS TO LOVE ME ..YEA RIGHT!!! anyways .....I\'M GOING TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF THE HOILDAYS BY GOING TO MY KIDS AND MAYBE MAKING A LIFE CHANGE ONCE AGAIN .. WISHING ALL A GREAT HOILDAY COMING UP , THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS

Have You Found This Guy Cos I Did Im Lucky!
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.

Does Anybody Know The True Meaning Of Hurt And Love
Does anybody know the True meaning of Hurt and Love Have you ever been rejected by anyone you love? Have you ever hated someone you love and it's hard to really hate them? Have you ever been hurt by someone you love? Have you ever felt like why are you on this Earth why are you here or what's your purpose for? Ever felt like nothing is going right in life? Is your mind always turning hundred miles per hour? Also if our lives sucks are we being puinish by God? This is me and that's how I feel most of the time. All this questions is for family members you knew your whole life no friends or boyfriends nor husbands involved. just realtives. I got hurt by two people my daughter and her grandma. I'm not going in to details but if you would like to know you have to know me first I mean really know me a few people on my friends list knows what I'm going through right now and they will always be there for me no matter what. I do live a happy marriage I can't complain about that I love my hu

A Wwe Thanksgiving Tradition
Don't miss World Heavyweight Champion Batista defend his title in a Hell in a Cell match against Undertaker. Plus, Shawn Michaels gets his chance for revenge, as he takes on WWE Champion Randy Orton, and a ring full of Superstars fight for survival in a tri-branded Traditional Survivor Series Elimination Match. Live on Pay-Per-ViewSunday, November 18th at 8pm ET/5pm PTDetails and more matches at wwe.com.

Stop Wishing And Start Taking Action.
Feeling the progress If you merely wish for more, what you'll get the most of is frustration. Yet when you make use of what you have, what you'll get is real accomplishment. When you complain about your situation in life, what you'll get is a lot of destructive, depressing anger and resentment. When you use your situation as a platform from which to move forward, what you'll get is the life you choose. What you have does not matter nearly as much as what you decide to do with it. Where you are now is trivial when compared to the direction in which you are moving. And you can move yourself in a positive, fulfilling direction no matter where you happen to be. You can create the life of your dreams no matter how much or how little you have with which to begin. All the money in the world cannot equal the value of being alive, aware, and able to take action. That's exactly what you have in this very moment, and it's a treasure beyond compare. Take the magnificent opportunity

Dollhouse Redub :p
Sorry, I know I already posted this, but I meant for it to be in my poems blog after reading Roxy's poem, I was inspired to post some of my own, so, here we go!: DOLLHOUSE Growing up behind these eyes The vision blurs, the memories hide I see my truth, it's only lies All that I've learned is falsified Surrounded by these faces cold I feel the weight, I turn to stone Uncaring eyes bore through my soul I'm nothing now, I'm all alone The years drag on unceasingly I live to hide, I'm never seen I always fail so perfectly I can't escape your view of me Within your eyes I know my place Fully exposed upon your face I see the shame, open disgrace The bitterness invades my taste There is no hate, just emptiness No jaded love, not even missed An open sore, a gaping wrist In all your lives I'm just a cyst My cancer grows, pale death is near Within my cell I face my fear I drown myself with unshed tears I squeeze the pain until it sears Sever flesh away from bone

Whats Your Fighting Style?
Whats Your Fighting Style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as KarateSomeone Throws A Punch At You, You Qickly Dodge And Side Kick Them In The Ribs. You Then Jump And Take Them Out With A Swift Kick To The Head. Karate 90%Soldier 75%Bar Room Brawler 70%Cat Fight 65%Boxing 65%Wrestling 65%Little Girl 15%

Emergency
I will be at the hospital this morning..My Grandmother got up sometime during the night and was roaming the house and fell down the cellar steps at my mothers..they called me at 615 and said they are life flighting her to Geisinger ...

Cheap Car
Ok this kinda for anybody from N.C., my son is looking for a cheap car that is in good shape, and doesn't have alot to pay for it. He's in college and needs a means of transportation to and from. He is a good kid who was awarded a Scholarship to college in the 7th grade. So if anybody knows where to find a good car around $500.oo it would really be appreciated.

Whats For Dinner?
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, "it's what mommy calls me sometimes." The little girl screams to her brother "don't eat it, it's an asshole."

I'm Mean!
Wow. I just read something that I wrote to one of my friends reference my annoyance during the rioting and shootings way back when. I'm horribly mean. I stated that though I didn't wish for violence, if they insisted on killing each other, stabbing would be so much more convenient, as it doesn't make as much noise as shooting does... Maybe I am heartless.

The Nights
The nights are lonely here without you that is why i am ever so blue watching the rain fall down the window pane my heart is melting at the thoughts of watching you walk away I light a candle to remember those times the scent that drifts from the candle tonight is the scent of your shirt when you held me so tight for this i am lonely here in the night as i watch the rain and the northern lights wishing that with each passing wave you were thinking of me like i am thinking of you miss you so much that it hurts wishing with each drop i could cry inside i can only die loving you love me

The Military Mind Set
When I joined the Army, I was a Private, and they removed my ability to speak and think. When I later got promoted to Sergeant, they restored my ability to speak. I finally got promoted to Sergeant Major, and they restored my ability to think.

Those Quiet Days Of Yore
Those quiet days of Yore Where have those quiet days of yesterday gone? Lost in the shuffle and bustle of today.. I am caught in the crosswinds, blown far from known waters. Where is the eye of the hurricane? That quiet point where all is still..... Somewhere In the middle as I recall. Is that all? No there's more... A dull roar.... Clashing and crashing the walls come down.. I have no fear of the things others hold dear. Things that seem so important and so dire.. I care only because I desire to be gentle. As I shatter the Illusions they cling to like life itself.. Why do I discard what I have known so easily while others only let slip a little peice at a time? Because after being shattered one or twice it becomes simple.. Easier to let go of what one never had for long.... Fragile is what describes it best.... Such a word......to mean so much...apply to so many things and moments. Existence hangs on a thread.. Trouble

Random Thoughts
Random Thoughts Random thoughts Twisted knots Wayward glances Taking chances Memories mine Mental shrine Unspoken secrets Without regrets Passions flame Lovers game Emotions flowing Hopes growing Arms reaching Hands teaching A.Boudreaux 2007

Job
I have a job interview on Monday and I am very nervous about it.If I get this job I will be working from 3 in the afternoon till 12 am and while I am working I will be staying at my cousins till I can afford my own place. I will let you all know how it goes.Didn't get the job so I am moving to Florida.

Http://freedocumentaries.org/
http://freedocumentaries.org/ The Israeli Lobby For many years now the American foreign policy has been characterized by the strong tie between the United States and Israel. Does the United States in fact keep Israel on its feet? And how long will it continue to do so? A Dutch public broadcast shows insight on the subject. The War on Democracy "The War on Democracy" is a 2007 documentary film directed by Christopher Martin and John Pilger. Focusing on the political state of Latin America, the film is a rebuke of both the United States' intervention in foreign countries' domestic politics, and its war on terrorism. Baghdad ER With unprecedented access to the 86th Combat Support Hospital in Iraq over a two-month period, the producers captured the day-to-day lives of doctors, nurses, medics, soldiers and chaplains in the Army's premier medical facility. This film offers an unflinching and at times graphic look at the realities of war. http

I Dont Know What To Do
Im just going to let my feelings flow right now im depressed down and dont feel like any one wants me or im not good enough i gave a man 5 yrs of my life just for him to tear it down and tell me he could never be with me again what am i suppost to do i feel like i cant move on cause he still has my heart and wont give it back and is still hurting it everyday every moment every sec. i want to move on so bad but i feel as if i am stuck and i cant move i loved him with all my heart gave him everything he ever wanted and needed i had a few blow ups but shit who doesnt right he keeps saying i love you i love you BUT WHY DID HE LEAVE me and why cant he be with me cause he has fell out of love with me is that it or is it just cause he wants to hurt me and he wants to see me cry i feel so bad so guilty is it something i did or something i did not do or just plain out nothing to do with me at all . i feel as if i cant go a day with out him popping up in my head why cant i just move on or let hi

Sonnet 4
Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend Upon thyself thy beauty's legacy? Nature's bequest gives nothing but doth lend, And being frank she lends to those are free. Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse The bounteous largess given thee to give? Profitless usurer, why dost thou use So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live? For having traffic with thyself alone, Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive. Then how, when nature calls thee to be gone, What acceptable audit canst thou leave? Thy unused beauty must be tomb'd with thee, Which, used, lives th' executor to be.

Sonnet 3
Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest Now is the time that face should form another; Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest, Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother. For where is she so fair whose unear'd womb Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry? Or who is he so fond will be the tomb Of his self-love, to stop posterity? Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee Calls back the lovely April of her prime: So thou through windows of thine age shall see Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time. But if thou live, remember'd not to be, Die single, and thine image dies with thee.

Sonnet 2
When forty winters shall beseige thy brow, And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field, Thy youth's proud livery, so gazed on now, Will be a tatter'd weed, of small worth held: Then being ask'd where all thy beauty lies, Where all the treasure of thy lusty days, To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes, Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise. How much more praise deserved thy beauty's use, If thou couldst answer 'This fair child of mine Shall sum my count and make my old excuse,' Proving his beauty by succession thine! This were to be new made when thou art old, And see thy blood warm when thou feel'st it cold.

My First Time Here....
I was really nervous about joining fubar, but after making 2 new friends right off, I see that I have nothing to be nervous about. I would like to say thanks to those who have viewed and rated me and my pic. Thanks to the 2 new friends I have, and thanks to my step-dad for telling me about this really cool place. I hope to meet and make many new and different friends in here.

Who Ever Loved That Didnt Love At First Sight
It lies not in our power to love or hate, For will in us is overruled by fate. When two are stripped, long ere the course begin, We wish that one should love, the other win; And one especially do we affect Of two gold ingots, like in each respect: The reason no man knows; let it suffice What we behold is censured by our eyes. Where both deliberate, the love is slight: Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight?

Sweetest Love (i Do Not Go) /song
Sweetest love, I do not go, For weariness of thee, Nor in hope the world can show A fitter love for me; But since that I At the last must part, 'tis best, Thus to use myself in jest By feigned deaths to die. Yesternight the sun went hence, And yet is here to-day; He hath no desire nor sense, Nor half so short a way; Then fear not me, But believe that I shall make Speedier journeys, since I take More wings and spurs than he. O how feeble is man's power, That if good fortune fall, Cannot add another hour, Nor a lost hour recall; But come bad chance, And we join to it our strength, And we teach it art and length, Itself o'er us to advance. When thou sigh'st, thou sigh'st not wind, But sigh'st my soul away; When thou weep'st, unkindly kind, My life's blood doth decay. It cannot be That thou lovest me as thou say'st, If in thine my life thou waste, That art the best of me. Let not thy divining heart Forethink me any ill; Destiny may take thy part,

Lookin'
friggin' frag and such...been in recovery for a couple of years from a ten year deal(relationship) and am just now getting the yearning for a potential "relationship"...the kick is...i'm still beyond gun-shy and might rabbit away when a potentiality comes along....

The Indifferent
I can love both fair and brown; Her whom abundance melts, and her whom want betrays; Her who loves loneness best, and her who masks and plays; Her whom the country form'd, and whom the town; Her who believes, and her who tries; Her who still weeps with spongy eyes, And her who is dry cork, and never cries. I can love her, and her, and you, and you; I can love any, so she be not true. Will no other vice content you? Will it not serve your turn to do as did your mothers? Or have you all old vices spent, and now would find out others? Or doth a fear that men are true torment you? O we are not, be not you so; Let me—and do you—twenty know; Rob me, but bind me not, and let me go. Must I, who came to travel thorough you, Grow your fix'd subject, because you are true? Venus heard me sigh this song; And by love's sweetest part, variety, she swore, She heard not this till now; and that it should be so no more. She went, examined, and return'd ere long, And said, "Alas !

The Dream
Dear love, for nothing less than thee Would I have broke this happy dream; It was a theme For reason, much too strong for fantasy. Therefore thou waked'st me wisely; yet My dream thou brokest not, but continued'st it. Thou art so true that thoughts of thee suffice To make dreams truths, and fables histories; Enter these arms, for since thou thought'st it best, Not to dream all my dream, let's act the rest. As lightning, or a taper's light, Thine eyes, and not thy noise waked me; Yet I thought thee —For thou lovest truth—an angel, at first sight; But when I saw thou saw'st my heart, And knew'st my thoughts beyond an angel's art, When thou knew'st what I dreamt, when thou knew'st when Excess of joy would wake me, and camest then, I must confess, it could not choose but be Profane, to think thee any thing but thee. Coming and staying show'd thee, thee, But rising makes me doubt, that now Thou art not thou. That love is weak where fear's as strong as he; 'Tis not

The Broken Heart
He is stark mad, whoever says, That he hath been in love an hour, Yet not that love so soon decays, But that it can ten in less space devour; Who will believe me, if I swear That I have had the plague a year? Who would not laugh at me, if I should say I saw a flash of powder burn a day? Ah, what a trifle is a heart, If once into love's hands it come! All other griefs allow a part To other griefs, and ask themselves but some; They come to us, but us love draws; He swallows us and never chaws; By him, as by chain'd shot, whole ranks do die; He is the tyrant pike, our hearts the fry. If 'twere not so, what did become Of my heart when I first saw thee? I brought a heart into the room, But from the room I carried none with me. If it had gone to thee, I know Mine would have taught thine heart to show More pity unto me ; but Love, alas! At one first blow did shiver it as glass. Yet nothing can to nothing fall, Nor any place be empty quite; Therefore I think my

Juliet.
just saw juliet and the licks and she/they rocked. still....SOOOOOOOOOOO many OLD people. they were all into it...lol, but still, they were old. AND. she didnt crowd surf...thats a first.......and this was the 4th or maybe? 5th time seein her... ANNNNNNNNNNNND. she didnt play 'SEARCH AND DESTROY'. *(for those of you that are retarded/ignorant enough to admit to either a)never hearing this song or b)doesnt recognize it, you need to be facial-dong slapped. check it out...'SEARCH AND DESTROY' by Iggy and The Stooges on the album 'Raw Power'. ANYGAY...juliet and the licks have also done THIS every show ive seen them play....except tonight. *sigh* but we were on the list and i had PBR. so it was okey doeky. lol this sounds so bad. but ive had a LONG fucking day. jesus, work was fucking ridiculous. thats for another blog though. so....this is it. the show was so-so, but an AWESOME way to end a fucked, shit night/day of work. word.

Love's Philosophy
The fountains mingle with the river, And the rivers with the ocean; The winds of heaven mix forever With a sweet emotion; Nothing in the world is single; All things by a law divine In another's being mingle-- Why not I with thine? See, the mountains kiss high heaven, And the waves clasp one another; No sister flower could be forgiven If it disdained its brother; And the sunlight clasps the earth, And the moonbeams kiss the sea;-- What are all these kissings worth, If thou kiss not me?

Clothing Optional
Have you ever been to a clothing optional hot springs? That's right where no clothes are needed. Well, let me tell you it is very liberating. To shed off all your inhibitions and go for it. It's only a body anyhow, but I must say that our bodies were in so much better shape than anybody else's there. If I must say so myself. Anyhow, the freedom it creates in your mind is awesome and the hot water is great too. But if you do go remember, go with someone you love and don't mind being naked in front of. No telling what will happen, sky''s the limit there.

Cheating
Cheating by Sarah Boom Well I digress I must protest The way you are behaving For it was love And never lust That I had been craving I gave up every word And Every tear That ever I'd been saving The silver blade The red, broken vein You called it misbehaving Well I digress I must protest In the way that I've been treated For It was you Twas never I Who said I'd been defeated So here I stand Leather bags in hand And away I am retreating Of your cold heart I've tired There's nothing left of you to be admired And It is I, whom you've been cheating © Sarah Boom October 14th, 2007 read more of my poetry here: http://www.pathetic.org/library.php?i_memberid=6526 see my photography/edits here: http://twistidhalo.deviantart.com Show the love!

Sonnet 116
Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wand'ring bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come; Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom: If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

First Timer! Getting My Feet Wet
Anyways, greetings, I'm Wayne...avid metalhead and rock buff (wrote reviews and did interviews for 16 years..some major artists, etc) just getting aquainted with the new website here. I'm not one to blab and hangout online so I apologize for anyone who waited awhile for a response. I gave up the music BS and have anice quiet job now just driving a van from state to state..it's a beautiful thing working by yourself! Drop a line if you're bored! Cheerzzz

Love One Another
Love one another, but make not a bond of love Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other's cup, but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread, but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone, Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping; For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts. And stand together yet not too near together; For the pillars of the temple stand apart, And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

The Fool's Circle...
i guess i've never really gotten out of this circle...but just twirling inside... i've never asked for ppl to come into my life...i've never done any harm to anyone...i've never asked for sweet talks...all i did is registered in here and just talk...get away from real life for awhile... but i keep somehow...let ppl pushed their ways in...maybe i feel sorry...maybe i want to believe in the goodness of ppl...i don't know...this is a never ending story...but i managed to let my guard down..and exposed my vulnerability to ppl who has no qualms about hurting other ppl...just because they can do it hiding behind the monitor screen...menouvering their ways into my lifes...gained my trust than shoved it in my face... just need to get this off my chest... wondering why i'm still here??? i do meet some really nice ppl...ppl who are honest...sincere...i just won't let the other jerks change my mind about the goodness of ppl...i really do have nice friends in here...sam...stephen...phil...to n

4am Poems
Glass eyes staring outward. able to see into the souls Painted on lips deep into a false smile. Naked sitting on pedistool All look and adore. but love cannot reach it Heart torn at the seams only shreds remain unseen Who put it on a pedistool? It didn't ask to be there Who said adore it, love it true It knows nothing of emotion. Taught to be a perfect china doll Fragil at its most perfect form No-one saw it.. that invisible hand Pedistools now empty shards on the floor Glass eyes still staring lips broken in two Still it feels nothing Not that love, and not that fall Its nothing but a broken doll afterall. _________________________________________________ In a cage on a leash no room to move no rom to breath easy no worries or fear however soul is already free just waiting on now that blood to stop flow _________________________________________________ Trampled on and even pluked torn at roots or even broken in two adored at death ripped

When You Say You Love Me
When you say you love me Did the time stop? I think it does Everything goes still The sound of those words makes my heart stops beating When you say you love me Am i sleeping? Was it a dream when you say those words The sound of those words makes me breathless Did i just lost my breath to you? For a moment in time When you say those words Everything around us seems to disappear There is only me and you in this world When you say you love me My heart blushes with love at that moment I know I never want to part with you And, when you say those words you know my heart is saying I love you too

No More Cloudy Days
No More Cloudy Days Lord's word fulfilled Since I was called home My task now complete No more time alone Light replaces longing To set my soul at ease Our reunited love Is carried on a breeze Divine Spirit and guidance Erase the lonely nights Now dwell with each other Ending a long and painful fight Eternity of peace Warmed by God's loving gaze Shroud of gloom now lifted No More cloudy days

Poem
As he said vanity, so vain say I, Oh! Vanity, O vain all under sky; Where is the man can say, "Lo, I have found On brittle earth a consolation sound"? What isn't in honor to be set on high? No, they like beasts and sons of men shall die, And whilst they live, how oft doth turn their fate; He's now a captive that was king of late. What isn't in wealth great treasures to obtain? No, that's but labor, anxious care, and pain. He heaps up riches, and he heaps up sorrow, It's his today, but who's his heir tomorrow? What then? Content in pleasures canst thou find? More vain than all, that's but to grasp the wind. The sensual senses for a time they pleasure, Meanwhile the conscience rage, who shall appease? What isn't in beauty? No that's but a snare, They're foul enough today, that once were fair. What is't in flow'ring youth, or manly age? The first is prone to vice, the last to rage. Where is it then, in wisdom, learning, arts? Sure if on earth, it must be in those part

My Life
My life as a child was swell. As i grew up it wasn't all that swell. My life turned into a living HELL. Then I met you, and my life to being swell again. Without you MY DEAR/FRIENDS my life might as well be HELL. My life right now is turned upside down because its not so swell. This is my life when it was well and gone to HELL. My life will some day again be swell, but for now its HELL. This is my life as well as it is with it being HELL. written Aug. 29 2005

Twisted Transistor
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it makes you look. 4. Post your results in a blog or bulletin so that I can see your results. :) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? At Last (Etta James) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Before I Forget (Slipknot) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Questions! (System of a Down) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Red Rover (Rosie Thomas) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Natural Fool (Lil Cap'n Travis) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Dreams Can Come True (Gabrielle) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Firestarter (Prodigy) WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT? Portal (Dave Peterson) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Rip Out The Wings Of A Butterfly (Him) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Call Me When Your Sober (Evanescence) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? The Only One (Melis

Something Like It.
looks can be decieving good girl i may be I can be anything you want me to be but inside i'll never change i am who i am and i give not a flying fk if you do not like me i say what i feel all talk and no play not neccesarily but do you dare find out mystery

Poem
In secret place where once I stood Close by the Banks of Lacrim flood, I heard two sisters reason on Things that are past and things to come. One Flesh was call'd, who had her eye On worldly wealth and vanity; The other Spirit, who did rear Her thoughts unto a higher sphere. 'Sister,' quoth Flesh, 'what liv'st thou on Nothing but Meditation? Doth Contemplation feed thee so Regardlessly to let earth go? Can Speculation satisfy Notion without Reality? Dost dream of things beyond the Moon And dost thou hope to dwell there soon? Hast treasures there laid up in store That all in th' world thou count'st but poor? Art fancy-sick or turn'd a Sot To catch at shadows which are not? Come, come. I'll show unto thy sense, Industry hath its recompence. What canst desire, but thou maist see True substance in variety? Dost honour like? Acquire the same, As some to their immortal fame; And trophies to thy name erect Which wearing time shall ne'er deject. For riches dost thou

What Do U Do When Ur Friends Change And U Dont
i moved and i'm tryin 2 make new friends and its not easy new state new place and my kid goin back and forth. bein on my own its good one day and a heatace another. i get calls from friends and my ex back home from n.c and they miss me and of course i miss them and its hard. plus i'm stuck now in a year lease so i cant just change my mind again. life can be so fun but so cruel lol

Whining, Insomnia And The Green Green Grass Of Home
Most sensible people are still in their beds at this time of the morning, but yet im here, writing a blog at half 8, wishing I had ignored the whinging of the dog and carried on my quiet slumber. But if i'd done that, the carpet would be thick with shit and piss and i'd have to clean it up... So, another day dawns...what could i possibly do today that I havent done on an other day? Not much probably, its Saturday and feck all happens on a Saturday in this part of the world unless you like Soccer. Wish I could be one of those people that could fall asleep at the drop of a hat. But it takes me ages to get to sleep, no matter how tired i am. my damn body clock is all to heck. Still, at least im not the only one

Come And Be A Part Of The Action!!!!
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA Club Fantasia is looking for new members, along with new staff...Bartenders,greeters,promoters and Dj's Come Join Fantasia A Place where the ppl are friendly and the party never stops!!! Click the link and come join the fun!! Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar

You Are My Everything
You are my everything You are the light that shines upon my soul where darkness cloud over it you are my hope that gives me strength calling me to move on never letting me fall you are my angel that watch over me Protect me make me understand who i really am You are my everything with your presence i stand strong no matter what problems i be facing you are the strength to keep me walking You are my everything that I want that I need When tides are rough When days are filled with sadness you are all i need to make me happy to make me strong to make me go on each and every day you are my everything

Secret Bank Of The World
The Federal Reserve System is a tool of diabolical mass enslavement. As an institution, it represents the subjugation of the most prosperous civilization in the history of the world to the rule of a handful of globo-fascist robber barons and international bankers. The current generations have difficulty to discern. The more so as their members - this observer not excluded - have difficulty grasping and dealing with the information tsunamis hitting them essentially unprepared. Helplessness, saturation and other IT age effects increasingly take their toll also on the classes now dominating the decision-making strata. It would thus be even surprising if memories of Lousiana, Pearl Harbor and even the "non-conspirative" Kennedy assasination were to effectively help us understand what's really going on. We seem to be loosing the faculty to overcome a growing sceptisism, muteness and generalized sheep-behavior. Fritz Stern's "carefully" drawn parallels - made in an interview with the S

What Kind Of Weather Are You
You Are a Rainbow Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing What Type of Weather Are You?

A Modern Man
I'm a modern man, a man for the millennium. Digital and smoke free. A diversified multi-cultural, post-modern deconstruction that is anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I've been up linked and downloaded, I've been inputted and outsourced, I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading. I'm a high-tech low-life. A cutting edge, state-of-the-art bi-coastal multi-tasker and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond! I'm new wave, but I'm old school and my inner child is outward bound. I'm a hot-wired, heat seeking, warm-hearted cool customer, voice activated and bio-degradable. I interface with my database, my database is in cyberspace, so I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive and, from time to time, I'm radioactive. Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, riding the wave, dodging the bullet and pushing the envelope. I'm on-point, on-task, on-message and on drugs. I've got no need for coke and speed but sometimes I've got an urge to binge and purge. I'm i

Twelve Days Of Christmas
Twelve Days of Christmas On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . a partridge in a pear tree! On the second day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree! On the third day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . three French hens two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree! On the fourth day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . four calling birds three French hens two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree! On the fifth day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . five golden rings! four calling birds three French hens two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree! On the sixth day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . six geese a layin' five golden rings! four calling birds three French hens two turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree! On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me . . . seven swans a swimmin’ six

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.

Save The American Republic From The British Empire
"In early January of 2001, before the inauguration of George W. Bush as President, I warned that the general nature of the catastrophe would be, that the U.S. economy would be a failure—the policies of Bush would be a total failure: We were headed into a downslide, which in fact has happened, all throughout this period. And the thing we had to fear, from inside the U.S. government, was that someone would set off a form of terrorist incident within the year, which would shock the nation into submission." "In the Summer of that year, 2001, the recession was fully on. The collapse was on; the political systems were shaken by the collapse. And then, on the famous Sept. 11, someone, with cooperation from inside the highest levels of power in the United States, unleashed an incident which is called the 9/11 incident. That job was done with the complicity of the British Empire. It was done with complicity of elements in Saudi Arabia, as all the evidence would plainly tell you. That was a t

All About Me
Ok thanks to all who have come and visited my page on my first day,,, I am sorry if i didnt respond to u all but my shoutbox was going mental... Please keep in contact all i love u all... As most of u know my main aim is to increase my size all more of me to love,,, yes lol it is weird or strange to hear a woman who wants to be much larger but yes infact i want to try and double or triple my size,,, in my stash u will see a simply beatuifully large woman, i think she is absolutely gorgeous,,, makes me look sick and aneroxic,,, i strive to be at least 500+ lbs by next April,,,, I am gorging myself to the extreme to add the extra pounds but as u can see doing it slowly so i dont get the ugly stretch marks,,, just the gorgeous round belly and the massive boobs and yummmy butt. MMMMMM i am so horny right now thinking of how hot i am going to be,,,, Funny thing is when i was younger i starved myself to be a stick thin person,,, now i have given up and love me for me,,, and want to i

The Old Paths
THE OLD PATHS I liked the old paths, when Moms were at home. Dads were at work. Brothers went into the army. And sisters got married BEFORE having children! Crime did not pay; Hard work did; And people knew the difference. Moms could cook; Dads would work; Children would behave. Husbands were loving; Wives were supportive; And children were polite. Women wore the jewelry; And Men wore the pants. Women looked like ladies; Men looked like gentlemen; And children looked decent. People loved the truth, And hated a lie; They came to church to get IN, Not to get OUT! Hymns sounded Godl y; Sermons sounded helpful; Rejoicing sounded normal; And crying sounded sincere. Cursing was wicked; Drugs were for illness; And divorce was unthinkable. The flag was honored; America was beautiful; And God was welcome! We read the Bible in public; Prayed in school;

Just My Thoughts
I ASK MYSELF WHY DO I BELIEVE EVERYTHING PEOPLE TELL ME... I AM SO DAMN TRUSTING AND BELIEVING IN THE END I ALWAYS END UP GETTING HURT LEFT WITH EMOTIONS AND REGRET WONDERING WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS ONLY TO GO ON BELIEVING AND HOPING MAYBE THIS FRIENDSHIP IS DIFFERENT ONLY TO FIND OUT WAY TO LATE THAT IT'S THE SAME AS BEFORE I ASK MYSELF WHY ?? BUT I CANT FIGURE OUT THE ANSWER MAYBE IT'S MY HUMAN NATURE TO GIVE THE BENIFIT OF THE DOUBT AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP GOING THROUGH THIS CYCLE AND KEEP BELIEVING EVERYTHING I AM TOLD GOD I HOPE NOT

Just Think About It
if it were not for our mothers none of us would be here today. again thank all the mothers you know including your own. i know we all put our moms throught some hard times over the years. if you are a mother you deserve everything in the world.

My Thoughts
I'm going to start this blog out with a hey and hope everyone is doing well. Lately i've had these feelings of heartbreak for some reason and i've got no girlfriend soo i'm not understanding it at all?! I've been single for a while now and its been cool so far, i've got support from friends and family, specially about zacky. there have been times where i feel like i just want to just give up but i know i cant for the sake of zack, cause he needs his daddy, he's my world and nothing will change that. i just hope my life from here on out gets better which is a big thing for me, i do want to say thanks to everyone who has help me out and been there, even though certain one give me crap lol, but i know they do it out of love. good news (at least for me) i found out that they are FINALLY making a Ghostbusters game! i cant wait for it to come out!!!!!! right now im listening to armor for sleep walking at night, alone (thanks keena lol) good song btw ;) my dating situation is still the same b

Gettin Married
hey ppl im goin to the chapel tomorrow and Im ganna get married!!!! WOOT WOOT for me! anyways... im offering a big pimpin gift to the first two people that inbox me sayin that they will be our witnesses.. you will get the gift after the cerimony.. so cmon ppl.... be there for me! Kandi Kayne

My Friends Mean The World To Me
It's been a day when a couple of my friends had tough times, and I wanted to say something. If I have you in my friend and family lists, it is because you mean something to me. You make me smile, you make me laugh, and when you hurt, you can make me cry with you. I don't know how to tell who's making it into that circle, but something brings you there. I am like that stupid, lovable pup, so ugly that he's cute, with a big, gracious heart, but also with the habit of chewing up your favorite shoe, or tripping over the water bowl. I promise I am house-broken! And I'm too big to be a lap dog, like the outdoors a little too much to be cooped up for long. I am here to make friends, to meet people and to be an encourager, a challenger, a playmate, a listener, and you should know, how you feel is important. When I ask how you are, it's because I wanna know. So the bottom line is this: if the world around you has you feeling like you are the gum on someone's shoe, I am here to tell you th

We All Need A Stripper Name...
We all need a stripper name... See what your stripper name will be, and share it with your friends: We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a prude and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. And, if we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = Chesty b = Fantasia c = Starr d = Diamond e = Montana f = Angel g = Sugar h = Mimi I = Lola j = Kitty k = Roxie l = Dallas m = Princess n = Heidi

Life Sux
Life is good sometimes, untill one think sends it right into the shitter. I wish me life was full of love and laughter, but its not everytime I think its goin to be ok someone comes along and shit all over it, and its gettin to the point where i can deal with the pain anymore. I don't know where to turn to anymore, everyone just puts me down. tells me i need to do this or i have to do this. O wish someone would just help me and not just order me around or run my life. help thats all i need someone to talk to to love me for who i am.

Words On A Page
I saw your words on your page, the very one that nearly sent me into a rage. But then I saw and read your word, and it felt as though your voice I had heard. For never have I heard words fit so right, or strike me with such a force of might. I sit here now wondering why, I never saw this side of you, or did I? When did your write them, or have the time, to put those words together so sublime. And not I wonder how much is true, for I have found myself falling in love with you. I wish to be your raging storm, to guide you through to the dawning morn. So if you will have me, I wish to come, and be your one and only one. A lonely loner with silent paws in the night, a dying breed with amber eyes so bright. All of this seen from eyes of blue, ice colored eyes that belong to you. Take me, hold me, love and care for me please, for I now find myself on my knees. So pull me up, take me into your arms, and keep me safe forevermore from harm. HwyHoney 11/6/07

Eyes Of Ice
Eyes of ice that see through your soul, and know everything there within. I can't hide from them for they have a goal, to see everything thats outside and in. I shiver when these eyes look at me, and my tongue get tied in knots, because I know that these eyes will be seeing everthing that I have got. I try so hard to save myself, by putting myself on guard. I put my soul on a high shelf, but keeping it there is so hard. My soul has become his for the taking, from this there has been no help. A souless creature in the making, a shamless little whelp. I can only hope that he will be kind, and not misstreat this soul of mine, because I feel I am loosing my mind, and no longer will I be fine. I can feel his eyes watching me now, waiting for mine to follow. It will only take one little bow of his head and I will be hollow. Lord take pitty on me and save me please, for I am a wretched creature. I am down on my knees, begging you please. and maybe I shou

Dreams The Future
A dream is an insight, a window, a door, to places untraveled and traveled before. Dreams will depict the present, the past, and don't forget the future having saved the best for last. My dreams are of future, things that haven't yet come, a fragment in time, things that will be done. A picture, a snapshot, a moment in time, that comes with no reason and with no rhyme. Yes dreams are a wonderous, mysterious thing, but a different perspective they will bring. But if you look closely you just might find, that dreams are a creature that can blow your mind. Dreams can bring you a wonderous gift, that can easily give your heart a lift. You never know what you will find in them, so treat each one like a precious gem. In dreams you can be anything you want, and have nice things that you might like to flaunt. If your dreams are like mine then you'll surely see, that you should always let your dreams run free. I have dreamed of my soulmate, and found him i think,

A Friend For Life
A friend is a friend for life, but when they leave it cuts like a knife. A friend is someone you can count on through thick and through thin, for without them you just don't know where to begin. Over the years i have had many a friend, and on them i can always depend. For what can a friend be for, if not to be there when you need them more. Sad as it is as time goes by I loose one or two, which leaves me clinging to a select few. The friends I have lost will remain forever in my heart, a place that has been theirs right from the start. To have a true friend is something to cherish, for without them life as you know it just might parish. Life without friends would not be any fun, like a dark and dreary day without any sun. So to all of my friend I give a shout out, wherever you are and whatever your about. And if any who read this call yourself a friend of mine, then please let me know so I can keep you in mind. HwyHoney 11/8/07

For Carrie
Earlier, she felt I was being quiet and I told her I was watching a video, just didn't want to say what kind.. It has been a rough week for us both and hope it gets better. I will say, if this is looked at, as a negative message, that was not the intent. I knew this was one of her favorite songs when we first met and with all the happenings, I wanted to use it instead of another one. Hope you like it Carrie.

Like...
you know that commercial for Five gum? how they have all the ball bearings in a giant speaker and the guy walks into them barefoot and lays down in them in his boxers? then turns on the sound with a low thrumming bass that makes all the ball bearings vibrate around his body? I want to do that.

"when A Guy Misses You"
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Some Of My Shitty Poems
Just A Man As i got down on one knee I pledged myself to thee I give you my heart I give you my soul....... Now to thee I ask Why am I so bad Did I do something wrong I feel as if I dont belong Is there a place for me in this world some days i think not i ask my self why what have I done why does every one hate me Do people not care any more Do they think this is a game do they not realize I am man Do they not know when i am cut I BLEED RED just like they doo That i feel pain I am not as strong as every one thinks i have feelings i have thoughts I feel love and I feel hate I cant keep going on this way I dont want much I just want to be happy to share my life with some one special to have a friend a lover a wife an equal nothing more nothing less Is this too much to ask for I think not I am just a simple man I am just a man I have spent so many years not caring now i do care and the world seems to not i reach for a hand up wha

Biggots
This is what is wrong with our country: This dick had a (white power) status next to his name. Can you be any lamer? This is a conversation I had in yahoo with him but his id is basically the same in FUBAR. without the 224. tryme69times224: what up sexy BUZZ!!! ME: not much i have buzzing issues if you buzz me .. i get a bit aggitated tryme69times224: why ME: cause its a sign of impatience tryme69times224: lol tryme69times224: ok then wow ME: lol ME: lol what wow tryme69times224: nothin ? for u BUZZ!!! tryme69times224: dambit tryme69times224: sorry ME: what question tryme69times224: have u ever had innercourse w a black man ME: and you care why? tryme69times224: i was just wondering u have havnt u tryme69times224: hey i aint trippin tryme69times224: i had sex w a black woman tryme69times224: so shit its a ? ME: lol honestly i dont beleive its any of your business but yes i have black friends though i havent slept or had sex with one ... yet

Friend With Cancer
I HAVE A FRIEND I HAVE KNOWN FOR 4 YEARS, WELL ANYWAYS 2 YEARS AGO HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER, I HAVENT TALKED TO HIM FOR WHILE FOR OVER A YEAR, WELL TONIGHT HE MESSAGED ME SAYING HE HAS BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, NOW HE HAS TO GO FOR CHEMOTHEREPY AND HE LOST ALL HIS HAIR, AND HE LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT..AND HE LOOKS VERY SICK, HE ALMOST HAD TO HAVE HIS LEG AMPUTATED CAUSE OF A BLOOD CLOT..THAT IS FIXED BUT MY HAVE SOME TOES THAT NEED TO GO..:( ANYWAYS HE SAID HE MIGHT BE IN REMISSION AGAIN IN DEC..I SURE HOPE HE DOES FOR HIS LIL KIDS SAKE..TO BE WITH THERE DADDY AT CHRISTMAS

In The Mind Of A Confused Women
Something must be wrong with me. No really, something must truly be wrong with me. I keep telling myself this is the last time, but it never seems to happen. I mean why in the hell did I let him talk me into letting him come over. "I just want to talk" my ass. I knew exactly what he wanted, but for some reason I caved in. Just look at him hogging all the covers. He doesn't have any type of concern for me. He's a selfish bastard, and I let him in my bed. I met him three years ago at a friends birthday party. I was attracted to him the minute I saw him and the minute I saw him I knew he'd probably be trouble, but like typical True I wanted him anyway. So I pursued him. And at first like every relationship it was like heaven. We talked for hours on the phone, he took me out all the time, he brought me things, he was romantic. I fell for all the tricks in the book. I was in love, still am and I wanted to believe all of his promises. He had a great way in making things sound so good, hel

Taino Launguge
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 TAINO LANGUAGE TAINO WORDS Taíney..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Nuestro Idioma/Our Language La información sobre el idioma Taíney localizada en esta pagina es basada en el trabajo filológico de aproximadamente 30 años del Kaçike José Boriwex Laboy. Entendamos que esta es una obra en proceso y que habrá cambios y correcciones de vez en cuando. Trataremos de incluir listas de palabras y frases que tengan utilidad para uso diario y así comenzar a poner en práctica el idioma como otro eslabón en la restauración de nuestro pueblo. The information found on this page is based on approximately 30 years of language research by Kaçike Boriwex. Understand that this research is a work in progress and updates and changes will be made from time to time. We will try to include word lists and phrases that will be useful in daily speech, that way we can put into practice our language as another step in

Young And Beautiful
While we're young and beautiful.. Kiss me like you mean it Treat me like I'm special Cover me with sweetness Cuz the time will come when we're not so young and beautiful. While we're young and beautiful... living free and easy here with out a worry dancing in our bare feet cuz when the summers done we might not be so young and beautiful. It' a crazy ride, but baby you and I are keeping our sweet love alive. Tonight while we're young and beautiful. While we're young and beautiful... we'll party down on main street wearing next to nothing feeling every heartbeat having fun while we're still young and beautiful It's a crazy ride, but baby you and I are keeping our sweet love alive. Tonight...while we're young and beautiful. Beautiful. Beautiful. Young and beautiful! Beautiful. Beautiful. Young and beautiful! It's a crazy ride, but baby you and I are keeping our sweet love alive tonight while we're young and beautiful. Ohh...so beautiful. While we're y

Something Small Is Better Than Nothing At All
So far I have ripped myself apart. I have ripped that other person apart. Out of hate, anger, frustration. I finaly got something. Small, a little hurtful but it was honest. I would rather be hurt honestly than with a lie. For any reason the truth hurts less and not as long. Of course I know that I will never have her back in my life and after today I am going to be ok with that in a better light. No, it's not that "I" dont want her back. But there is a time when people have to do things they really dont want to do. There are times when you are shammed so badly that you can never go back. And those are things that I can deal with if given the chance to hear it from them. So, I understand now. I know people just like to read blogs and not comment on them. Sometimes it would be nice to hearf rom people once in a while. To know that they have an opinion. Or maybe can pass on some wisedom. Maybe not the consoling "it'll be ok" or the "time heals all wounds" stuff. I

Ugh
A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO MY EX CHEATED ON ME WITH SOME BROAD..SHE GOES TO MY PAGE ON MYSPACE GETS MY FRIENDS AND STUFF..WELL AFTER MY EX CHEATED ON ME WITH HER, I STARTED TO DATE A GUY WELL I WASNT ATTRACTED TO HIM BUT A YEAR LATER THIS YEAR IN OCT HE TRIED TO RECONCILE WITH ME..WELL I JUST COULDNT DO IT..WELL I WENT TO HER PAGE AND FOUND HIS PICTURE PLASTERED ALL OVER HER PAGE..SO BASICALLY SHE LIKES 2 OF THE GUYS I DATED..WHAT A BITCH I TELL YA..I DONT LIKE BACK STABBING PEOPLE..SO ANYWAYS I MESSAGED HIM ..TELLIN HIM ABOUT HER, HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT THE SITUATION SINCE HE WAS THE GUY AFTER THAT..ANYWAYS I JUST HAD TO VENT..

In Need Of Some Love..plz
As most of you know, my other half's account was unjustifiably deleted, well he is back and I am asking you all to PLEASE help him get back into the swing of things. Any "Love" shown will be returned ( within reason...lol ). Thank you all for taking the time to help him out. Sniper___@ fubar

Cops Life
AN OFFICER'S LIFE You wonder why he pulled you over and gave you a ticket for speeding" He just worked an accident where someone died because they were going too fast _________________________ You wonder why that deputy was so mean He just got done working a case where a drunk driver killed a kid ____________________________________________ You work for 8 hours He works for up to 18 hours _________________________ You drink hot coffee to stay awake. The cold rain in the middle of the night keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He goes in to work, still hurt and sore from the guy he had to fight the night before. __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He spills his as he runs 10-39 to a traffic crash with kids trapped inside. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket before you leave the house. He makes sure his gun is clean and loaded, and th

22 Years...jesus
o, if you know me at all you know that my family tree is a bit confusing. Brothers are cousins, I'm adopted..yadda yadda. I'm not going to go in to detail about it all on here because quite frankly, you would still be confused afterwards. So here is the simple version: I have an older brother named Shawn, a twin brother named Shane, and a little brother named Joey. I was adopted, and due to some weird timing on the part of my family and thier relationships, Joey is technically my brother/cousin, and the one out of the other 3 that I keep in contact with on a frequent basis. When I was 8, the four of us spent the summer at my mother's house. It was the last summer I would have contact with Shawn or Shane, as Shawn left with our mom to PA, and Shane headed off to TN with our sperm donor. Joey still lives in Mo and we talk often, but until tonight, I hadn't spoken to or seen Shawn or Shane since that Summer, 22 years ago. Now for some of you reading this, you know how much effort

Till Death Do Us Part...
Inga looked like one of two things: model, or angel. She was a study of angles, long, lithe, muscles running the course of her body like strands through a celery stalk. She was in the bathroom, right then, slipping into some imported silk number from her wedding trousseau that could easily fit through the wedding band he placed on her fingers hours ago. He smiled to himself, knowing he was the luckiest bastard on earth. The cost of the wedding could have easily bought a small country, but she could afford it. Not only was she the heiress of a huge oil fortune, she was also a mogul in her own right, using her success as an international model to launch the startup of her cosmetics empire. He thought about pushing her flexibility to the limit as his cock grew hard. She made 69 into 96, executing a perfect backbend, holding his face between her rock hard slim thighs. One lucky bastard. The thought made him remember the night before. Maria. Maria was such a contrast from Inga o

This Technique Is Called Partial Penetration
Here´s how it works: Right before you decide to engage in actual intercourse, you may want to step up the teasing. You see, researchers have found that when women are highly aroused and are near the height of the plateau stage, they feel a yearning to be penetrated. That's why so many women resort to using "toys" during masturbation. When your partner is begging you to fulfill that need, you can tease her a little more by only penetrating her vagina with the very tip of your penis. Then very slowly use more during each stroke. By the time you reach full penetration, she'll be groaning with relief and pleasure.

Always Screaming
So I've been fighting with my husband for a couple of days now, well actually it's been a 13 year fight, but we started a new chapter on the 5th. The 4th was our 12 year anniversary. I got the spoiled ass brat a Wii. I got a singing balloon and a mini rose plant. Ughhhh! I'm allergic to roses and don't really like them anyways. I'd much rather have something creative like Orchids or Stephanotis. Anyways....I hate the way he shops, I've even gotten to the point that I will cut out pictures of things I want for him, or just buy it myself. He doesn't listen to me, pay attention to me or the things I like you would think in 13 years he would have gotten something right. You're all probably thinking I'm some money hungry bitch, or ungrateful. That's all right, because I'm not. Everyone says "it's the thought that counts" and I agree completely, however when you are "thinking" of that person, you at least try to give something from your heart and something you think they would li

Tips To Control Premature Ejaculation
Premature ejaculation or PE is generally acknowledged as one highly feared sexual problem among men. It usually has far-reaching consequences, often affecting to a certain degree the relationship that a man has with his sexual partner. Medical practitioners, including sex therapists, often give varying premature ejaculation definitions, usually disagreeing on what actually constitutes PE. Nevertheless, the general agreement is that, as a dysfunction, it occurs in men either on a consistent basis or during particular periods of their lives. Either way, when premature ejaculation takes place much too often and begins to severely affect relationships, appropriate solutions need to be explored. Premature ejaculation simply refers to the act of ejaculating a bit too early, approximately several minutes after sexual intercourse has commenced, and either before there is penile penetration or shortly afterwards. Most men feel that the dysfunction is something that they cannot really

Stimulate Her Sexual Center
Let´s be honest: The key to seduction is to understand where feelings of lust, desire, and attraction originate in the woman’s brain. You see, our brain has evolved over millions of years, through a series of stages each one added upon the last. The first, most primal part of our brain is the brain stem, which is the oldest and smallest region in the human brain. Our brain stem controls various processes such as breathing, our heartbeat, and the flight or fight response. The second part of our brain, wrapped around the basic brain stem and having evolved later, is the limbic brain. The limbic brain is responsible for women’s core emotional experiences including lust, desire, and attraction. Lacking language, the limbic brain is both impulsive and instinctual. It’s sometimes called the pleasure center because sexual stimuli that we experience pass directly to it. Later, over millions of years, layers of more sophisticated reasoning have been added on top of the limbic

The Magical World Of Tantric Sex
“Tantra does not require “believing in” something, or even “agreeing with” anything. There is nothing to accept on blind faith. The validity of Tantric teachings and practices lies in our own experience, our own inner process. We don’t have to take anyone’s word for anything. No one is asking us to believe anything. There is no dogma. The only way we can truly practice Tantra is to give up our concepts of what we think is happening and see what is actually happening. Through the process of Kundalini awakening we open up to inner or intuitive knowledge. The Shakti stimulates insights and breakthroughs. We practice Tantra and relate these practices to our day-to-day life. We become more fulfilled and powerful.” —– Gurumayi Chidvilasananda Supreme Bliss Tantra Supreme Bliss is the zenith of sexual ecstasy that transforms Kundalini, or orgasmic energy, into expanded consciousness. Tantra believes that all energy is life force energy. Supreme Bliss Tantra is the modern system of p

The Mystery Of Female Oral Sex
Pleasuring your partner is an important part of a great sex life. You definitely know that, right? Well, one of the best ways to pleasure her is by giving her a little selfless attention – that means doing something hot to make her feel amazing even when you’re not getting anything back . . . at least not at that moment. I’m talking about oral sex or, in this case, cunnilingus. The good news is that oral sex can be amazingly pleasurable for your partner. The bad news is a lot of guys just don’t know what their doing and that ruins the experience for both of partner. But you’re not going to be one of those guys. Let’s look at some pointers to improve your oral sex aptitude. Oral sex is one of those things guys have to pretty much learn how to do on their own. It’s not like driving a car where they can ask their dad for advice and it’s not even like vaginal sex which you learn how to do from watching a couple of X-rated films. You’re pretty much on your own with this one

Using Handcuffs For Wild Sex
Sex Toy/Accessory: Handcuffs Description: Most of us are familiar with those two cold metal bracelets carried by the police around the country. Even if we’ve never worn them, we’ve certainly seen them at least on television and in the movies. While some of the handcuffs available in erotic retail stores do closely resemble the police models, you can also find other types to play with as well. Leather handcuffs, furry handcuffs, different colored handcuffs – if you search around you can find almost anything you’d like to use. How to Use It: The best way to use handcuffs is to either trap your willing partner to the bed or to make sure he or she keeps their hands behind their back while you do whatever you want (within reason, of course) to them. You can add in a blindfold for even more intense effects. Why to Use It: Losing control over what is going on can be a huge turn-on for some people. When they are handcuffed, their partner gets complete control over

Not A Good Week...
It's not been that good of a week for me. I've been caught up with going to school and working. I've gotten on here some too. Got into an arguement with a friend over something stupid. On Wednesday, I found out that 2 of my uncles (they are both my daddy's brothers) were in the hospital. One went in because he had pnemonia and the other had a stroke. The one that had the pnemonia wound up having a massive heart attack that night. Then Thursday, he started having kidney failure. He passed away today. As far as I know my other uncle is in the hospital and fighting. I think that he well bounce back in time. So, I have a funeral to go to sometime here the next couple of days. And next week I get to see my friend and spend some time with my friend... We're spending Thanksgiving together because of my friend not having much family and I'm so sweet hearted (I know it's really funny, ain't it.. lol) that I offered my friend to spend it with my family. So, thank you in advance for any prayers t

A Christmas Carol- The End Of It....
Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, the room was his own. Best and happiest of all, the Time before him was his own, to make amends in! `I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future.' Scrooge repeated, as he scrambled out of bed. `The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. Oh Jacob Marley. Heaven, and the Christmas Time be praised for this. I say it on my knees, old Jacob, on my knees.' He was so fluttered and so glowing with his good intentions, that his broken voice would scarcely answer to his call. He had been sobbing violently in his conflict with the Spirit, and his face was wet with tears. `They are not torn down.' cried Scrooge, folding one of his bed-curtains in his arms,' they are not torn down, rings and all. They are here -- I am here -- the shadows of the things that would have been, may be dispelled. They will be. I know they will.' His hands were busy with his garments all this time; turning them inside out, putting them on up

A Christmas Carol-the Last Of The Three~
The Phantom slowly, gravely, silently approached. When it came, Scrooge bent down upon his knee; for in the very air through which this Spirit moved it seemed to scatter gloom and mystery. It was shrouded in a deep black garment, which concealed its head, its face, its form, and left nothing of it visible save one outstretched hand. But for this it would have been difficult to detach its figure from the night, and separate it from the darkness by which it was surrounded. He felt that it was tall and stately when it came beside him, and that its mysterious presence filled him with a solemn dread. He knew no more, for the Spirit neither spoke nor moved. `I am in the presence of the Ghost of Christmas Yet To Come.' said Scrooge. The Spirit answered not, but pointed onward with its hand. `You are about to show me shadows of the things that have not happened, but will happen in the time before us,' Scrooge pursued. `Is that so, Spirit.' The upper portion of the garment was

A Christmas Carol-the Second Of The Three~
Awaking in the middle of a prodigiously tough snore, and sitting up in bed to get his thoughts together, Scrooge had no occasion to be told that the bell was again upon the stroke of One. He felt that he was restored to consciousness in the right nick of time, for the especial purpose of holding a conference with the second messenger despatched to him through Jacob Marley's intervention. But, finding that he turned uncomfortably cold when he began to wonder which of his curtains this new spectre would draw back, he put them every one aside with his own hands, and lying down again, established a sharp look-out all round the bed. For, he wished to challenge the Spirit on the moment of its appearance, and did not wish to be taken by surprise, and made nervous. Gentlemen of the free-and-easy sort, who plume themselves on being acquainted with a move or two, and being usually equal to the time-of-day, express the wide range of their capacity for adventure by observing that they are good

A Christmas Carol-the First Of The Three Spirits~
When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from the opaque walls of his chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring church struck the four quarters. So he listened for the hour. To his great astonishment the heavy bell went on from six to seven, and from seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve; then stopped. Twelve. It was past two when he went to bed. The clock was wrong. An icicle must have got into the works. Twelve. He touched the spring of his repeater, to correct this most preposterous clock. Its rapid little pulse beat twelve: and stopped. `Why, it isn't possible,' said Scrooge, `that I can have slept through a whole day and far into another night. It isn't possible that anything has happened to the sun, and this is twelve at noon.' The idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of bed, and groped his way to the window. He was ob

My Son Update
As alot of you know my son needs a kidney...We are looking for a live donor...If you are not already aware of this please read my blogs about my son...We got word today from the doctors that the next time my son is in need of treatment that we are not to stop at are hometown hospital but to take him directly to San Fransisco...They want him to go to emergency which will be waiting on him and they will admit and send him to the nerphrology (KIDNEY)Doctors that will then take him to surgery and shut his kidneys down so they can remove them...He will then go on dialisis as he can wait no longer he is getting to weak and his heart is becoming a problem...We had hopes of finding a match befor so they could just take his out and replace with new kidney but looks as if this will not be the case...We still need a kidney so if you know of anyone that would concider please contact the hospital that is listed in my blogs and on my profile page...We are also asking for prayer as this is our bigges

A Christmas Carol-marley's Ghost~
Charles Dickens-"A Christmas Carol" "Marley's Ghost"Marley was dead: to begin with. There is no doubt whatever about that. The register of his burial was signed by the clergyman, the clerk, the undertaker, and the chief mourner. Scrooge signed it. And Scrooge's name was good upon `Change, for anything he chose to put his hand to. Old Marley was as dead as a door-nail. Mind! I don't mean to say that I know, of my own knowledge, what there is particularly dead about a door-nail. I might have been inclined, myself, to regard a coffin-nail as the deadest piece of ironmongery in the trade. But the wisdom of our ancestors is in the simile; and my unhallowed hands shall not disturb it, or the Country's done for. You will therefore permit me to repeat, emphatically, that Marley was as dead as a door-nail. Scrooge knew he was dead? Of course he did. How could it be otherwise? Scrooge and he were partners for I don't know how many years. Scrooge was his sole executor, his sole administr

Choices
You made your choice- You choose her. Its nothing new- and it doesn't hurt! For your choice- I pray that you are true, You never lie, and You never cheat! For me- you were never there. For her- you always were. Never in my time of despair. I excepted it then, Not Now- Not ever again! One day you will find, Love is not a game. I hope its not to late Your LOVE hasn't gone and left you behind. You are her "Perfect Man", Like you once were mine. Ya'll bring each other happiness, Like we did- once upon a time! Some time ago- I told you how it would end, She won't go through what I let fly- Into the wind. My heart and soul to kind to put ANYONE- In that kind of a bind. I said- "I couldn't be a part of you" because if you screw this up, In my heart, "I didn't help" and that I knew. In the choice that you made, In her heart that you mend, You lost the greatest of friends!

On The Road...sort Of...
Well, we left P.A. just after 5pm and arrived in S'Toon approx. 6:40pm. We made pretty good time considering the roads are a tad bit icy and the traffic was uncooperative (everyone seemed to either be a) in a tremendous hurry when oncoming traffic; or b) painfully slow when traveling in the same lane as us. The hotel is rather sweet. **grinz** Two rooms, so we're doubling up. Two words: Complimentary Breakfast! And...even better...WIRELESS INTERNET!!!! **squeees** This is going to be a great weekend...even if it does involve 12 hour shifts and sleeping in a bed that isn't my own. Will miss hubby terribly, though. T_T Ate at a nice restaurant...stuffed ourselves on kalamari and lasagna. Yum yum! I'm taking advantage of the quiet evening and just relaxing 'cause I know for a fact that tomorrow is going to be insane. @.@ All I'm going to want to do is sleep when we get back to the hotel. **laughs** Though I'm treating this as a working holiday, I can't help but

Bring In The Camel
A Captain in the foreign legion was transferred to a desert outpost. On his orientation tour he noticed a very old, seedy looking camel tied out back of the enlisted mens barracks. He asked the Sergeant leading the tour, "What's the camel for?". The Sergeant replied "Well sir it's a long way from anywhere, and the men have natural sexual urges, so when they do, uh, we have the camel." The captain said "Well if it's good for moral, then I guess it's all right with me." After he had been at the fort for about 6 months the captain could not stand it any more so he told his Sergeant, "BRING IN THE CAMEL!!!" The sarge shrugged his shoulders and led the camel into the captains quarters. The captain got a foot stool & proceeded to have vigorous sex with the camel. As he stepped, satisfied, down from the stool, and was buttoning his pants he asked the Sergeant, "Is that how the enlisted men do it?" The Sergeant replied, "Well sir, they usually just use it to ride into town."

Hospice
After another week in the hospital dad is now home. He was there because the chemo damn near killed him before the cancer could. He had no blood and still has no platelets. He is now on hospice. The chemo can't cure his cancer and continuing it will only give him another month to three months of life and there is no guarantee he will not be sick and miserable. So, since there is no cure he decided he had been through enough....and now we will just see how it goes from day to day. This is when it gets tougher. As a nurse I see this every day but damn it is different when it's my daddy. Talk about a helpless feeling.... Anyway, just updating the friends that keep coming to check on me and keep lifting me up with their prayers, words of encouragement and support. Thanks also to my lifeline, daddyfirefighter...I never would be able to cope without you.

Uscg Reserves
I'm looking into joining..I'm looking into become one of the proud Coast Guard memebers!!!!! seriously..this is a really big step for me...I'm only looking at reserves...and I'm gonna hope & pray that I can do it...I honestly...think I could..but I don't know...what do you guys think?

Sticking Up For A Friend
To all of you ass's that are Bashing LadyLoneWolf she is right you people dont givr a fuck if she tryed for you or not. She is a far better person then most too bad you didnt find that out sooner you might havejust made a friend for life but thats in the past now. Just remeber that there are alot of people out that there that want just to belong and to make friends and thats no no drama orshit like that but some of you wil never know Jess I love you girl and dont let any one ever tell you that yournot worth it Because you are better then most

My Bar Tab Is....
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's

What Kind Of Sportscar Am I?
I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena! You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it. "Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

To Ths Stars, Moon And The Earth. I Am The Sun.
My heart is lost in the wonderful cosmos, learning from all of its splendor... To the stars: You showed me that there is more out there than my safe zone. That life can take many different paths to the future. With all of your strifes you still stayed bright. Thank you stars. To the moon: Another beacon in the night. Can't always see you, but always there. Spirit of adventure on exploration. You have seen my light almost diminish, caught me when I fell. Lunacy comes from you, one of my worst traits. I always remeber the good things though. Thank you moon. To the earth: Vibrant life, soothing healing waters. you kept me grounded, where I needed to be. You deal with the the seasons, it makes you sad, but life is always around the corner. Rest you eyes tired earth, you still have much to do. Thank you earth. The cosmos it full of beautiful things, you just have to take the time to stop and look. "When I became the sun, I shown life into the man's heart. When I became the sun, I sho

The Verdict......justice Has Been Served!!!
THE VERDICT CAME IN TODAY! THE GUY WHO KILLED MY HUSBAND WAS FOUND GUILTY OF 1ST DEGREE MURDER WITH GANG ENHANCEMENTS, AND A FEW GANG CHARGES! THE DA SAID THAT HE WILL SPEND ABOUT 50-60 YEARS IN PRISON BEFORE HE EVEN IS ELIGABLE FOR PAROLE! HE WILL DIE THERE! I FEEL RELIEVED AND YET AT THE SAME TIME SAD! THE SYSTEM WORKED FOR MY FAMILY AND SO THERE IS HOPE! WE HAD THE MOST AWESOME D.A., DETECTIVES, AND POLICE OFFICERS IN THIS CASE AND A FORTUNATE BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE DON'T HAVE THAT! I AM VERY GREATFUL AND FINALLY RELIEVED TO HAVE SOME CLOSURE! I STILL MISS MY HUSBAND, BUT I FEEL THAT A BIG WIEGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED FROM ALL OF OUR SHOULDERS AND AM GLAD THAT HIS MURDERER IS BEHIND BARS AND CANNOT DO THIS TO ANOTHER PERSON AND THIER FAMILY!

My Family In Afterhours
Wow!..Check Out All These Hot After Hours Staff!!..They Are All Great Chicks And Alot Of Fun To Talk To. Don't Know Them Yet?..Why Not Stop By Their Pages And Fan/Rate/Add Them..Heck Send Them A Message Too If You Want!..I Promise You Won't Be Sorry You Did! (d) ------------------------------------------ Manager ?Neabear?JEEZY'S R/L GIRL?AFTERHOURS MGR?AsH'S Lover@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Assistant Manager -->?AsH.WeeE..?AFTER HOURS ASST MGR?..?Nea's Lover?@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Greeter Southern Bi Princess {{{{FuBa?'s After Hours™ "CAM G!RL"}}}} PLZ R8, FAN, ADD@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Promoter ?Cryst@L?FuBa?'s After Hours™ Head Bartender & "CAM G!RL"}}}}@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Security

Sexinessssssssss
Wow!..Check Out All These Hot After Hours Staff!!..They Are All Great Chicks And Alot Of Fun To Talk To. Don't Know Them Yet?..Why Not Stop By Their Pages And Fan/Rate/Add Them..Heck Send Them A Message Too If You Want!..I Promise You Won't Be Sorry You Did! (d) ------------------------------------------ Manager ?Neabear?JEEZY'S R/L GIRL?AFTERHOURS MGR?AsH'S Lover@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Assistant Manager -->?AsH.WeeE..?AFTER HOURS ASST MGR?..?Nea's Lover?@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Greeter Southern Bi Princess {{{{FuBa?'s After Hours™ "CAM G!RL"}}}} PLZ R8, FAN, ADD@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Promoter ?Cryst@L?FuBa?'s After Hours™ Head Bartender & "CAM G!RL"}}}}@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Security

Hey Jim
I'm sorry for not being perfect I'm sorry I disappoint. I'm sorry that I'm honest I'm sorry you missed the point. I'm sorry that you hate me. I'm sorry for my ugly face. I'm sorry about my problems and I'm sorry about my disgrace. I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry for my insecurties I'm sorry for screwing around. I'm sorry for my moodiness I'm sorry for my tears. I'm sorry for my feelings And I'm sorry for my fears. I'm sorry that I'm human And I'm sorry that I care. I'm sorry for making you laugh I'm sorry that I shared. I'm sorry for having ideas of my own Sorry 'bout trying so hard So sorry for trying to be nice to you I'm sorry I played the wrong card. I'm sorry for you, And I'm sorry for me But most of all, I'm sorry for being sorry.

Whispering Willows And Cold Pillows .
whispering willows , billiowing, and sobbing , as the wind cuts thru the trees, and carries the ferment a way . pollen every where and eyes wattering, dust and dew, and these are just a few , to sleep at night on a cold winters eve, knowing and thinking of all the alergies. Sniffing sneezing tis thisis the season. happy thankgsgiving. hugs diana

Grandpa And Grandson
One afternoon Grandpa was sitting out back having a cigar...and his grandson came up and asked if he could have a cigar...grandpa said, "can you put your dick in your ass?" the grandson answered, "No grandpa I'm too little" then grandpa said your too young to have a cigar then. The next day grandpa was out back drinking a beer. The grandson came up and asked, "Grandpa can I have a beer?" then grandpa said, "can you stick your dick in your ass?" the boy replied No grandpa I'm too young. So he walked off. The following day the little boy was out back eating sugar cookies... grandpa came up and said, "Boy those look really good, can I have one?" the grandson said, Grandpa can you stick your dick up your ass? Grandpa said, I sure can... the grandson looked at him and said.... "Great then go fuck yourself...grandma made these cookies for me" he got up and walked off.

Turkey Day!
This is the first year that I will host Thanksgiving! *gasps* What if I fuck it up? LOL. Oh well, I am sure worse things could happen, but I am a great cook, its just baking, isnt so much my thing. I guess I shall just try my best, and cross my fingers! Any tips??? :D

Who Knows
who ever knows what im talking about. im still trying to get deployed back to iraq. im down here in texas till janurary 31st. been toying with the idea of trying to go to ft lewis washington. been told they arent taking anyone in the unit im with. been thinking about wisconsin, or maybe georgia. my main thing is trying to get deployed. i know i would make my family sad, but hey i got 2 other brothers, if something happens to me. i have a brother who says i need to be checked out for PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder), and for mTBI(mild traumatic brain injury). still not sure if im gonna get checked out or not.

Okay, Now I Have Seen Everything!
The Voluntary Human Extinction Movement.... Yes, the organization is real. They even have a website, http://www.vhemt.org/ Their philosophy: Phasing out the human race by voluntarily ceasing to breed will allow Earth's biosphere to return to good health. Crowded conditions and resource shortages will improve as we become less dense. Alright, I have ranted and vented about the human population and the planetary ecosphere enough times concerning this type of stuff. Humans dont have to volunteer for anything dealing with the reduction of the human race. Consider: Natural Disaster: There are six known super volcanoes on the planet, four of them with in the borders of the US, Yellowstone, Long Valley California, and two in New Mexico. Now, if any one of these were to erupt, the ash, dust, and sulfur compounds in the upper atmosphere would solve the global warming period. Of course, the volcanic winter would bring on another Ice Age resulting in the death of abo

After Hours Pimpout!
Wow!..Check Out All These Hot After Hours Staff!!..They Are All Great Chicks And Alot Of Fun To Talk To. Don't Know Them Yet?..Why Not Stop By Their Pages And Fan/Rate/Add Them..Heck Send Them A Message Too If You Want!..I Promise You Won't Be Sorry You Did! (d) ------------------------------------------ Manager ?Neabear?JEEZY'S R/L GIRL?AFTERHOURS MGR?AsH'S Lover@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Assistant Manager -->?AsH.WeeE..?AFTER HOURS ASST MGR?..?Nea's Lover?@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Greeter Southern Bi Princess {{{{FuBa?'s After Hours™ "CAM G!RL"}}}} PLZ R8, FAN, ADD@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Head Promoter ?Cryst@L?FuBa?'s After Hours™ Head Bartender & "CAM G!RL"}}}}@ fubar ------------------------------------------ Security

Trust In Me
Trust in me I may only be seperated but please have faith in me. I promise it will happen Just you wait and see. He treated me like spit, I finally got fed up with it. The Divorce is soon to come, While waiting were having fun But once its said and done. I hope you'll see Baby you can trust in me! Michelle Renee Elston Copyright ©2007 Michelle Renee Elston

Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

I Love You So Much
I love you so much I love you so much i love you so much it hurts me to see you feel this way the pain i feel for you could kill me and take my heart away i love you so much it hurts me it makes it hard to say the emotions i am feeling hurts me more today as time passes and goes from day to day the pain and tears im having might fade away i love you so much it hurts me but the love i feel for you will never go away i love you so much it hurts me but nothing could ever hurt me as much as it did when i turned you away michelle hawkey Copyright ©2007 michelle renee hawkey

Lmao Funny As
A new priest at his first mass was so Nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door from the monsignor: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath; he did not kick the shit out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey

Hurt Love
Hurt love I have been hurt a time or two by giving my heart to any guy who said I LOVE YOU. My heart has been hurt it feels like its been stepped on and burnt. They'd take my love and give nothing in return they'd use it and abuse it without knowing how much it hurt. So if you want my love It will be hard and might take some work. But if you give me your love and its true. It could be to late I would have already fallen in love with you! WRITTEN BY : ME and Sealed with a kiss

Look My Way
Look my way Baby I know your hurt inside and I'd just like to say I'd climb the highest mountain and swim the longest sea for one moment alone with just you and me Cus, baby I know, you know, I know how you've been hurt along the way so look into your heart and find a new start throw all that bad away I know its hard starting over most girls try to capture your heart just to play all they want to do is bring you down please dont go that way baby I know, you know, I know how I feel about you today so look into your heart and find a new start and baby you can look my way Please, oh baby, Please look my way Michelle R Elston Copyright ©2007 Michelle R Elston

A Path To Live A Path To Die
A Path To Live And A Path To Die She's cold, And frozen with fear, A gentle tear, Keep her warm right here, As I hold my baby near. We move, Through blackend skies, The sound of sacrifice, And eternal cries, A path to live and a path to die. We make, Only gentle sounds, As the moon shines down, In it's light we drown, On this burial ground. The light, Shines from her face, In this graveyard place, Our fall from grace, And we're gone with no trace.

But Let Me Reinerate Them...
please dont ask me to help u level up, when i have leveled up 90% of the time on my own... u can rate pics, just as well as i can. hell, i dont remember too many people even thanking me for helping when i did... sorry, it aint happening again. get over it... im sure there are plenty of others on here that will help... again, if i offended u, im sorry... ur a big kid now, get over it! i know its a hard concept for sum of u, but i do have faith that u will be ok! now, as for everyone asking me whats in it for them or what im gonna do for them, if they give me fuBucks... im pretty sure i said it before, but i will say it again... i will fan u if u give me fuBucks... other than that, i dont have anything to offer u! its fake, free money! unless u have over 6 million and are going for the spotlight anytime soon, im sure u will survive without it! oh yeah, and please do not email me asking y my shoutbox is turned off! i have a blog about that whole subject! read it! a

What Is Love
what is love? What is love I ask you Is it a state of mind Just a thought shared between two something only some find Is it real or is it fiction Something we dreamed about Just a figment of the imagination Is love family Or is it friends What is love that's all I ask Is it this feeling I have for you Will it fade away I know it is strong and feels like it will last Its quiet but can be very loud Is it why my heart beats so fast When ever your around What is love Can you tell me, do you know Love is life Its all around us and it shows!

Human Sexuality Previously Covered
Human sexuality is an amazing thing. The simple act of softly touching someones lips with a tounge or the brush of fingertip across an exposed breast. Many times we take these beautiful things for granted. I am very proud to say that i have not but that doesn't change the fact that the slow soft touch has it's place in a world where sexuality seems so consist of slaming against a wall... not that i don't like getting crazy, but there has to be something said for the soft bite of a lower lip. The slow runnings of a tounge down the curves of a womans body to explore each inch with only one sence the sence of taste. Too many times men and women are so self absorbed that they completely forget it is the journey as well as the goal you will find ecstasy in. I can only attribute this rush to the finish to neither side of the bed actually having a truly mind altering earth shattering breath taking sexual experience, this is a sad thing to come to the realization of... I mean don't get me wro

See Who I Am
Is it true what they say? Are we too blind to find a way? Fear of the unknown Clouds our hearts today. Come into my world, See through my eyes. Try to understand, Don't want to lose what we have. We've been dreaming But who can deny? It's the best way of living Between the truth and the lies. [Chorus:] See who I am, Break through the surface. Reach for my hand, Let's show them that we can Free our minds and find a way. The world is in our hands, This is not the end. Fear is withering the soul At the point of no return. We must be the change we wish to see. I'll come into your world, See through your eyes. I'll try to understand, Before we lose what we have. We just can't stop believing Because we have to try. We can rise above their truth and their lies. [Chorus x2] See who I am, Break through the surface. Reach for my hand, Let's show them that we can Free our minds and find a way. The world is in our hands. This is not the end.

Get A Blast On Me
So I am rather new to this site. Nor have I ever done a blog before. I like what I have found on fubar so far and have invested several people here. I like putting up the pictures I have taken and I love the comments and getting rated. I want more FAns, I want more friends and most of all I want more models all over the country and some other countrys to work with. I like to travel, I like to fly. I've driven most of the United States. Every model that works with me I will buy them a month blast 3rd month of working with me I will buy them a month blast and happy hour. Firth person that contacts me thats between a level 15 and 24 I will buy them a blast but I want you to tell everyone to check out the beatiful woman in my pre not. As I said I need more fans I need more Friends I need the word spread that I am here.

My Wish Is You
My Wish is You The changes come and go like the ocean's ebb and flow... and my dreams... like frozen rain drops fall. I could cry down deep inside but those feelings I've denied... for the heartache in my eyes just says it all. I could issue my soul demands and try and mold life with these two hands... though I know with my whole heart... it would be wrong. I could send wishes to the stars and pray that they could find your heart... but instead I turn my heartbreak into songs. I love you without reasons through my life and all its seasons... and I pray that someday you will love me too. And if that is in life's book then I plead... just take a look and you will see me looking back... just loving you.

Just To Show My Appreication For A Special Friend
Just wanted to say a special thank you to N B K, who rated my stash and pictures for 3 hours and made sure that i levelled tonight!!! thanks, couldnot have made it with out you dude!!!! would get down on my knees for you if i could, but ........

Grrr
It has been a fun few days for me. I make money online blogging and one big factor of this is the wonderful google page rank. If you don't' know what that is, it's googles opinion of how good your site is based on who links to you. BTW if you think google is good because they have the best search results, this will now change all of that. The problem is they don't like what I do, it takes money from them and now they have downgraded most paid bloggers to zero. So now people trying to keep a roof over there heads and food in there children's mouths are not sure what they are going to do. Many can not get other work because it's not there, me included. I've stopped using google for anything now. I was really looking forward to the week off from school to get some stuff done. Does anyone else hate google? Anyway I'm done complaining now, I'm tired, I've done alot of work today and I have a ton more to do tomorrow. I wish I had friends I could go drink with. I really need

Woman An Guys Hurting Each Otherwhy?
why do guys cheat on a good woman?? why do most guys only think with there little head an not the brains. an woman why do woman like the damn dear john letters when leaveing a guy just to hurt him more when he loves her?? some one please give me the answers.

Wildcat Lounge......come Visit Us!!!!
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My Accident
Hi I'm Ray & I am a C4C5 quad I'm paralyze from mid chest down,What happen is I was working with a friend on a garbage truck for a news paper recycling company,We would go places & fill the truck with news paper & cardboard & turn it in, well one day we went out to fill the truck up, the truck was half way full & I fell against the truck & then the blade came down on my neck & crushed my spinal cored,it has been 23yrs now & I've had a good life & I've been places & done thing I don't let it stop me from living.

The True Wolf
A true wolf pack stands togeather no matter what. They dont stab eachother in the back or lie to to eachother or play games. A Pack is a Family till the end No matter what happens. I guess some people that clame to be Wolf have no clue what the real meaning of family is. I have said my peace so I wont beat a dead Horse or in this case wolf just remember When you asked for help for another family I Helped no qustions asked too bad there aint meany like me. thats it I have said what I needed to say BE GONE Im done with it Jess LadyLoneWolf THE TRUE WOLF

Las Vegas Bound
Hey all!!! i will be away on vacation for a week so i won't be able to show anyone any luv for a week but u all know i luvya!!!!!!! i'll try to hit u all up when i return although i may miss some things if it disapears from the alert box. so here is condensed version of comments to tide u over.... showin luv, good morning, good afternoon, good nite and sweet dreams, good friends, happy (insert day of week here) and last but not least HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!! luvya, zoeygrl

Free Enlightenment Friday!! A Must Read!! If Anyone Is Friends With Bbg I Strongly Advise U To Remove Her, I Back This Bulletin 110%
Oh another bulletin. I am getting in a bulletin making mood. I feel it is my Fu-Duty and responsibility to gently and kindly enlighten a few thousand people about some things in the drama filled world of Fubar. This is long....get comfortable. :-) I have been fooled, as many of you have and are. Don’t feel bad. You don’t know until you know. I, as well as my bomber family, The FuBombers have recently STRONGLY supported the infamous BBG in her obsessive quest for red.(Not gonna happen by the way, she pissed too many people off acting stupid- they will make sure it never happens) We bombed the hell out of her page. We made, posted, reposted and stickied tons of bulletins asking our friends and fans to go rate/fan/add her. I, like you, assumed she was nice, deserving lady who was being undeservedly attacked by people who were just jealous of her and trying to keep her down. (rolls eyes) OH MY, OH MY how we have all been fooled. (If I ever asked you to go rate/fan/add her, I ap

Heritage
id like to know the answer to one question,why is it everyone is intitled to the heritage except for southern people.we are told we cannot fly a confederate flag and that it offends people.i am southern,born and bred and very proud of my heritage and my flag.i am not ashamed and should not have to be ashamed to fly it high.heritage not hate. southern people have the right to be who they are and not to be hated for being proud of their roots like anyone else.i donot put people down for wanting to enjoy their heritage and who they are.there will always be haters and to them i say,its a southern thing you just dont understand much luv to all biker heart

11 Rules To Date My Ego
1. i'm not kissing your ass or begging you for a damn thing. 2. no, you aren't the prettiest woman that i met. 3. i won't use you and u damn well better not try to use me. 4. yes, there are other men in your life that you may or may not be intimate with. unless you can handle me doing the same thing in your face, don't lie or get rid of them. 5. if you don't like the arts or books, we probably will have very little to talk about besides 'what position do you like?'. so don't say you don't want someone just for sex. if there's nothing upstairs, it's probably downstairs. 6. i love god, yeah i said it. and i like church too! yes, i'm a sinner and damn good at it too! at least i know i'm trying to be good--lol 7. 'i've never cheated'. OMFG STOP LYING! if there hasn't been at the very least no more than 3 months no talking to men, no dating and no sex between your relationships for each year you've dated... yeah ya did! (at least twice) just like men, these days women are only as fait

To All
OK for all the KOW menbers that Im good with Im sorry. for the rest fo you Fuck Off Ihave been invited to another family and at least there they wont play games or any of that other shit. I just wanted to be a bomber but whatever its not worth it all you people are going to do is fuck me around So here is what I say to you * holds a shot* heres to you and heres to me if we should ever disagree FUCK YOU and heres to me SEE YA

Charity
Well, it's all over for another year. The BBC's annual Children in Need telethon appeal has just finished, and has so far raised just over £19m ($38m) which will go to charities all across the UK to help children who are in need in some way. This has got me thinking. It is a very strange giving culture we live in. While I know many of us may give to various charitable organisations on a regular basis (although I admit I don't do this as often as I'd like) or will give our loose change to people collecting for various good causes in the street, generally speaking charity doesn't seem to come easily to us. The Children in Need appeal is a good example of this. The BBC arranges for celebrities all around the world to perform for free in order to encourage the British public to pledge as much money as possible. Top names such as Kylie Minogue, the Spice Girls, Sharon Osborne and Orlando Bloom, to name but a few, all appeared in tonight's telethon to ask people to part with their mone

My Sign Leo
The Sun is your ruling planet Leo. Of course the Sun is not really a planet; it is the centre of our solar system. And, as above, so below! You shine as brightly as the Golden globe because you reflect the characteristics of the heavenly body that rules your star sign! You too are a ball of dynamic energy. You are warm, bright and self-motivated, and you want to make an impression in everything you do — your work, your love life and your social life. Because you are extremely generous, you expect others to be just as big-hearted. So when you see others holding back, you find it hard to not jump in and try to change that. You want to see everyone giving to the best of their ability. To other people, you can look like a bit of a tyrant, asking for more than they can give. When you are feeling upbeat, you carry people away with your energy, and they love you for it. You love sharing your joys and successes with the people you love, and when you do, you are magnanimous — you never

Just When You Think...
Just when you think things are winding down it all starts over again. Mom is feeling better, Grandpa is out of the hospital, our home refi is done, and I pulled off a $19,000 deal at work then my uncle goes and has a heart attack. I am so sad because he is my favorite uncle. He gave me away at my wedding after my dad passes away and has always been fun to be with. We are close even though he lives in Jackson, MS. Lissy loves him to death and the feeling is mutual. He calls her his "little mermaid" because the last time we were down there she spent an hour a day in his tub! Steve admires him because he is a master sneak. One time he ate an entire package of oreos in the boat one day and Steve did not see him eating even one (I guess with that a heart condition was impending!) Please keep my Uncle Dave in your thoughts and prayers. He is going to need lots of them.

Story Time
This is a story about a toad and a very beautiful woman. Once upon a time... There was this toad that met this very lovely and intriging young lady. He never thought that he had a chance with something so beautiful. But he was wrong. Though he was a mere bitter toad, she helped to change him into a wonderful man with a beautiful heart. Moral of the story, you can't judge a book by it's cover. Though he may have been a toad and slightly ugly, he had a good heart. You may think that I'm pretty and such and out of your league. You will never know whether I am or not. So take a chance... I did...

Comming Home
today was just the best day. my sis had to go to court this afternoon and it was killing me all afternoon. but i got the best news that i've been wishing for. She gets her lil girl back. but there are still something that need to be taken care of in the comming months. i feel so much better and i will just keep beleiving thatn this will stay that way.

Remember Us...
THE GIFT T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,

Not Feeling It
Ok so here goes lets just get this out in the open and off my chest.I Do Not Like Feeling Used.My feelings are really hurt right now.I am a real person with real emotions so please treat me like it.Do befriend me and then just push be away to the side like im not even here.If you need points and thats why you have contacted me fine rate my pictures,blogs,send me a comment what ever.Do not start talking to me unless you intend on continuing the conversation.If you do and decide that you do not like talking to me fine so be it let me know thats all good do not just keep me on your list as head count.Do not ask me to join something and then make me feel like im being used.For those of you that see me as just another pretty face well that just shows how shallow you are.I am a real person I smile I cry I laugh I love I hate.Ihave real emotions just like you do.I do not like being treated like just that pretty girl thats nice to look at...talk to me get to know me...You may learn to love me

I ♥ My Lindsay Pee
JUST WANTING TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO MY GIRL LINDSAY SHE HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN SO PLEASE YALL SHOW HER SOME LOVE R8/FAN/ADD Tormented Soul~Jenny's Lindsay pee~@ fubar THIS HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY HER JENNY POO JENNY~Jam Bear's Lil Sissie~Kae's Twin~My Lindsay Pee's Jenny Poo @ fubar

Hey All
hey everyone i'm sorry but i just found out that my aunt passed away today.....i will be busy for a while on the phone with family......i will try and come back later and get some more of you rated. tastytease aka janet

2time
didnt i say what u denied didnt i say u told me it was a lie didnt i say made u scream didnt i say call me crazy not what it seems what does it seem when i've seen it what does it seem when your actions complete it what does it seem when it's all there and u suddenly disappear didnt i say touched, when i didnt touch u didnt i say not much, to him 'i love u' didnt i say i know u say whatever! or is it whoever and whereever and it's not me in what u call 'we'.. together

Please
Please everyone, pray for my girlfriend Rachel. She has to have surgery again on her knee. She has a lot of fluid on her knee which is not god. This will be her second surgery on her knee and the doctor says if this surgery don't work, she may have to have something like a kneecap replacement surgery...or something like that.

Simpledream But It's Complexreality
heart broken smashed to pieces relentless no repenting no reason left alone questions unanswered day by day they trickle down like my tears and a cancer knowing hurting revealing growing aching when knowledge burned me to ashes no heart no soul no love so cold that broken heart burned to ashes from you blows away...

Our Crew Is Awesome!!!
I just wanted to tell everyone thank you for your help. each of you were great!!! and it was crazy on my end,,,,,something you have to see to appreciate. and i really appreciate it.. thank you all dont forget. i started a lounge for us. dont forget to join http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52052

Celb Look A Likes
WOW! SOME REALLY GOOD COMPANY THERE http://www.myheritage.com/collage ISNT IT FUNNY HOW ONE PIC CAN MAKE SUCH A DIFFERENCE! ADN WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND ORIENTALS? 73%???? LOL THEY ARE REALLY HOT THOUGH SO ITS ALL GOOD!:)

Your Soul
Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but oh! How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes!

Rip Donna
I just got a call from my son, I was married 25 years to a man name Don, well his twin sister Donna Marie Peterson passed away on Nov 14, 2007. She was 53. tomorrow is her services, please take a moment of silence between 2-4 and give this family strenght to get through this. Even though I am away from this family my heart goes out to them. Sassy

Your Heart
Your heart is just as lovely as your face. I can't believe you ever could love me. Gifted with a more than human grace, You're meant for some more noble destiny. I watch you from the sidelines in a dream That never can come true. Yet nonetheless, My heart is happier than it might seem: I shiver in the warmth of your caress. I may not be the mirror for your eyes, But fortune has been decent, on the whole. I cannot know your heart or hear your cries, But love for you illuminates my soul. My looks have made me shy, so please take this As it is meant: an unrequited kiss.

No One Knows I'm Gone
Hell above and Heaven below All the trees are gone The rain made such a lovely sound To those who are six feet under ground The leaves will bury every year And no one knows I’m gone Live me golden tell me dark Hide from Graveyard John The moon is full here every night And I can bathe here in his light The leaves will bury every year And no one knows I’m gone Someday the silver moon and I will go to dreamland I will close my eyes and wake up there in dreamland And Tell me who will put flowers on a flower's grave? Who will say a prayer? Will I meet a China rose there in dreamland? Or does love lie bleeding in dreamland? Are these days forever and always? And if we are to die tonight Is there a moonlight up ahead? And if we are to die tonight Another rose will bloom For a faded rose Will I be the one that you save? I love when it showers But no one puts flowers On a flower's grave As one rose blooms and another will die It's always been that wa

To My Love
I will always respect you even if I don't respect what you do I will always care for you when your down I will always look out for you even though you are bigger I will always hold you when you need a hug I will always kiss you when you ask I will always hold your hand no matter what people say I will always think your sexy even when we are old an gray I will always love you even if you go away but my love I hope you will stay I want to spend the rest of my life with you an I hope you feel the same For today,tomorrow, and always I will love you Forever an a Day

Bada Bing's First Family Wedding And Two Very Special Friends... Sat. Nov 17, 4pm Est... Show Some Love
Join Us In Celebrating the Wedding Of Bada Bing's Own Doug and Fallin Angel at Bada Bing Lounge on Saturday, November 17th at 4pm eastern time. " /> Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Plan to be there as we share and celebrate a beautiful time with these two very special friends! >Host Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

This Kinda Fits My Life.
SEETHER LYRICS "Fuck It" I guess I like it when we play (The way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you hate me (The way you drag me down) ‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror (I’m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I’m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me I guess I like it when we fight (The way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you smite me (The way you drag me down) ‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror (I’m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I’m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me You’re out of luck - can’t get a piece of me It’s all blown up. Don’t even fuck

I Love My Friends!!!
WOW... Once again my friends Rock! You did it! It was all you! Thank you so much! I am truly convinced that I have the best friends on Fubar! My HH was an awesome success, thanks to all of you! So to everyone who showed love... THANK YOU!! These awesome people below... deserve some love! Hit em hard! #●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#~Mëmbër Öf Thë Sistërhööd~@ fubar HoakieGirl, Member of the ArchAngel Family@ fubar Will-yum ~-~ Proud" Member Of CBF@ fubar ŦxSüNRISE ® -PiTBuLLs-CLuB FaR-OFFiCaL GReeTeR@ fubar ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.♫I.B.I.C.♫DSC~@ fubar ~JaMie~CO OWNER OF CLUB FAR~TIM's FB WIFE~ I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~@ fubar DJ ♥ TINK ♥ @ Club Fantasia~Vixen La La's Wifey~Legz DH Diva's Mgr~@ fubar *~Pure Sweetness~* Official greeter for Clu

If You Know What This Is Then You Will Understand
"I cast you back I have no fear,With the speed of wind and the dark of night,May all of you harboring take flight, With the swiftness of the sea And all the power found in me As I will so mote it be"

Fire And Ice Leveling Crew
Started a lounge so we can chat and meet. sorry it is not much right now. i will work on making it pretty later. please join, it might be easier to meet in a lounge then to shout out. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52052

Partying...
I am here...just partying a bit...LOL. I am in Columbus at a "friends" house. He invited me over to "cheer" me up. LOL. Boy did he! LOL I have my Jack...I have my laptop...I have my fun...what more could I want? LOL Well...I kno...but do you? :D I am getting nervous about the game tomorrow. But I will win...I better fucking win...LOL. If I win instead of 48 hours...I get 51 because he owes me 3 from a bet we made the other day. Why is it, when you talk to people on here or myspace...you give them your id...they instantly want to cyber with you? Ummmm...can you NOT read a profile? I am gonna have me some garlic chicken for dinner....that is if he can see straight. LOL. He almost cut his hand cutting the chicken. I am actually craving a Big Mac and Strawberry Shake...but I also want Long Johns...LOL. But garlic chicken is my dinner for tonite. :D At least its food...hopefully with no fingers.... I added more songs to my music on my profile and in my lounge

The First Time
The first time I heard you laugh... it filled my heart with joy The first time that I seen you smile... it melted my heart The first time you spoke to me.. I had butterflies in my stomach The first time I looked into your eyes... I saw your kindness The first time you held my hand.. I felt your warmth The first time you kissed me.. I felt your warmth The first time you held me.. I felt our hearts beat as one The first time that I truly felt loved was with you and it was the first time that I knew what love was is with you

I Seek!
I SEEK A SPECIAL WOMAN! I seek a special woman who she is I do not know. But if I ever find her my heart will tell me so. This woman takes my breath away but doesnt leave me gasping for air. and I can give my heart to her and know its in good care. she doesnt tell me lies, deceive me or any of those games. she treats me with respect you see and I show her the same. she does not judge a person by the color of their skin. she simply gets to know them and judges from within. she doesnt punish me for the sins of other men. and she knows the best relationships are the ones that start as friends written by Some1special2k

Idiots.
I made plans with mulitple people tonight. Which is Friday. No one ever confirms. The couple people that want to hang out, AREN'T ALOUD TO COME OVER. What the hell. And theres no where else to go... The worst is when people don't answer my calls, or when they do they act like GOSH DARN why the heck this girl blowing me up. I don't mean to. I'm just not happy being alone. I don't like to fight with my boyfriend and have to sit at a Subway by myself all night because I have no one to talk to about it. I honestly think I don't have one person besides my boyfriend which doesn't even seem like he cares, that actually cares about me. I could jump off a cliff, and I bet at least 10 people would says, GOOD NOW SHE WONT WASTE ALL MY MINUTES. I have no friends. And I hope none of you consider me friends. Because. Everyone ARE bitches. No matter what, their cool for 6 years, they find out their not gettin' those panties off you. Bam! Where do they go. Not hanging out with you. F

Alone In This World
Locked up again and playing spades with cellies. Rec time is only an hour a day. Smoke fills the air as the smell of smoke fills the lungs. Baseball is on tv while the guards watch our every move. Someone yells dominoe at the other end of the hall. Underground prison in the capital of the nation. Only thugs and killers are in the section we are in. Guards with guns and batons fill the hall up and down. The tone is set, but not everyone here is sane. This one guy small as can be thinks he is Humphrey Bogart and tries to have his way. The guards call for lockdown as he yells he's the kingpin of this bitch. We all get in our cells but he thinks he's in control. He asks a guard for a light for his cigarette and keeps the lighter. Tells a few words and gets in his cell. The guard looks at him laughing as the cells are on lock. Moments are quiet now as the tv is turned off. Then when the silence is broken a tall man appears. He is 6'8 and about 350 in weight. One cell opens and it's right ne

Stoner Bear Thanks You All!
I Would Like To Thank A Few Ppl For Getting Me To Godfather Today These Ppl Are Awesome! Nuff Said ♥PolskiCherry♥Co-Owner of L.O.L Levelers@ fubar → §iηƒüL ÅÐÐï¢†ioη → Member of L.O.L levelers@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~Member of L.O.L Levelers~@ fubar Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Army Wifey To John~Dracs Bloodbath Promoter!@ fubar Brandi@ fubar *Rain*~Your Worst Addiction ~*Owner of Wicked Storm Crew~*@ fubar Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! x.Fury.x's Everything :) *Demon House Diva & Member of L.O.L levelers*@ fubar ~~♥~~(¯☆Ðå Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§☆¯)~~♥~~Wicked Storm Crew~~♥~~@ fubar HOT_N_HANDY( W.I.S.E UK FRIENDS) ~~WICKED STORM CREW~~@ fubar John ***John...... Having Fun Living It Up!!!!.... Fubar Husband to Shelly. I LOVE YOU SHELLY!!!!!

The Room .....please Read This!!!!!
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School . Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was drivi

Why Me ?
You looked my way.... Why me You smiled.. why me You asked me out... Why me.... You gained my trust.. Why me You said you loved me... Why me I belived in you... Why me You hurt Me.... Why me Because I am the biggest fool around..... that's why me

Little Nikki Update
I just wanted to update the post. My sister-in-law Meggie is about to give birth to a new son in a week or so. After much pain and heartbreak she and her boyfriend were surprised to find she was preggers again. In the last year she finished school to become a pharmacy tech. I will update when I know more details. I wanted to thank everyone who called me, hugged me, said a prayer or otherwise. It is ironic that the first part of the year was spent trying to get that feeling of sadness out of system, my actions in the early part of the year were a reflection of a man looking up at a deep dark hole. In a lot of ways Bloodview and the Legion ended up saving me, the house served as an outlet for a lot of pain. My season was in a lot of ways a reflection of a mother's love for her son, and a dedication to a little boy who for a little while, lived live to the fullest and did not want to give up. I have had to come to terms with a lot in the last year, love is truly a powerful thing. Th

Depressed!
So you hold my heart in your hand What do you do with it? Would you give it back because you don’t want it anymore? Would you cherish it like the gift it’s meant to be? Or would you give it to another person and say it was yours? You hold my heart in your hand please don’t hurt it because it’s been through enough as is. In your hand is my love for you that deserves to be loved back. Will you love it too? I love you Adam and here is my heart. Don’t drop it because it will break. Don’t throw it away because it’s the only one I have. My heart is yours and you’re the only one that can have it. Now what will you do with it now that I have given my heart away.

Look
look in to my eyes and tell me what u see if u can sit and be still and romove all thoughts and then block things around u and then tell me what u see in my eyes, if u look deep u might see something u like and u may see something u dont like but be warned u may not beable to look away lol, to feel these things and to have these feeling is like being born again but with sences sorry bout the spelling, if u can do that then u can see more then u relize, u wont get as angry u wont arguee as much ull feel good, lets say ull be a whole new persone r u willing r u ready to try anything to feel all this in side u? i was and i changed and it feels good

Amazing Feeling!!
Isn't it something when people come back into your life when your not even expecting it they just come back and you relize the connection you once shared is still there maybe a lil bruised but there none the less and you know that this time it can be stronger even deeper then before and when you think about them you can help but get that goofy smile and a sudden rush of happiness floods over you you remember why that person made you feel so amazing.And people come into your life for so many reasons and maybe at that time it wasnt your momment but now is just perfect!

Guy's Rules
Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear ' the rules' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Nul

A Wise Man Will Hear
Whatever you cannot understand, you cannot possess." --Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe A wise man will hear, and will increase learning; and a man of understanding shall attain unto wise counsels…With all thy learning, get understanding…Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not to thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths. The Proverbs

Bs
well to all those know me. i dont think i will be on much. the person im married to has been trying to run my life. she ended it with me and admitted some stuff so i filed fo divorce today. so she messages the girl i thouught i was seeing to try to keep me and her from being together. she just dont want me with n e 1. she is deceitful and manipalative. so i may not be on much n e more since i will be going thru this divorce. thanks all brian aka big daddy

Be Back Soon
Sorry I haven't had a chance to get on til now. I'm still in Italy, we are packing up the villa and on to the next place. Still don't know where yet, but as soon as I get my Aunt settled I will be back in the states. I miss everyone very much hope to talk to everyone soon. I wont be able to get on til we get moved so,cause I'm packing the laptop now, I will have my sister check my messages. Hugs and Kisses to all, Michelle

Life As I See It
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, gr

Can U Tell Me
in the world of mythical what would u be what is the thing u would be, dragon demon angel dark angel fairy dark fairy devil evil good light dark human animal wolf dark wolf and more, these r the things i like and always will, i just like to know what u like and more about this stuff can u tell me

Thank You For Remembering
Just wanted to say thank you to all my friends who wished me a happy birthday. And incase i missed anyone with a thank you response i'm sorry. Joining here has been a great experiance and fun. Thanks to you.

Light Or Dark
the light and the dark is an interesting thing when u really look at it, and when u look in to someones eyes u can see if there dark or light ya i know thats danm but if u really look u can see, what can i say im into this stuff i like mythical and more its not bad, its how u look at others that matters, to stop and feel, see, hear, touch, and grab all thats around u is great, just relaxe and u can do all this but people r to bust to sit and relise this and dont know whats going on around them they just dont care, but that tells me that there lives r to busy to even notice the lil things in life even if they hurt someone thats close or dont even know them, well its true and u cant arguee with that, so tell me r u dark or r u light i know im light but i also have a dark side to me that no one sees and i dont care to show..........But oh well see whats in u

I Need A Miracle.........
Somebody in need of a miracle.... What will you do??? If someone you know were to have severe health problems, and most of their family had cancer or other health problems??? Unable to work but trying to complete college degree, one child out of the home in care,supporting two disabled children and their ex will not even help with the simple things in life or help support his children... About to lose all our possesions in storage... All the bills comming in as Shut off notices or have already started to be shut off... What do you do??? Who helps? when the community agencies say they have no funds... When family and friends are just as strapped?? you pray for a miracle....at least that's what I do... Please keep my family in your prayers as we are about at our wits end. Not knowing which way to turn in this time of crisis.

Re: Turning The Police State Apparatus Against Dissenters
RE: Turning The Police State Apparatus Against Dissenters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Nov 2007, 14:43 SPECIAL REPORT: Turning The Police State Apparatus Against Dissenters A sustained media propaganda campaign in support of the move to swing the apparatus of tyranny away from phantom Muslim terrorists and towards the American people is in full operation and may pave the way for further attacks on US soil to be blamed on dissenting Americans who speak out against the war and the rise of the domestic police state. http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/161107terror_hell.htm

Fairy Or Dragon?
Fairy or Dragon??DragonYou are a dragon,Your mercy is limited to certain people/things. You can be very vicous at times and you are very mysterious most ppl want you dead but you are way to powerful to be killed.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

This Is The Beginning.....
I caught this on the news ticker I have.... Army desertion rate highest since 1980 By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Writer 23 minutes ago WASHINGTON - Soldiers strained by six years at war are deserting their posts at the highest rate since 1980, with the number of Army deserters this year showing an 80 percent increase since the United States invaded Iraq in 2003. "We're asking a lot of soldiers these days," said Roy Wallace, director of plans and resources for Army personnel. "They're humans. They have all sorts of issues back home and other places like that. So, I'm sure it has to do with the stress of being a soldier." The Army defines a deserter as someone who has been absent without leave for longer than 30 days. The soldier is then discharged as a deserter. According to the Army, about nine in every 1,000 soldiers deserted in fiscal year 2007, which ended Sept. 30, compared to nearly seven per 1,000 a year earlier. Overall, 4,698 soldiers deserted this ye

Hooray!
I'm finally gonna get laid tomorrow! It's been a month since Marc has been in Florida and while I love my rabbit, I miss him. :( I finished cleaning the house from top to bottom, minus my desk, which I'm about to do in a minute. Then I think I'm going to bake him some chocolate chip cookies and brownies. He all ready planned out my outfit, so now I have to try and get my garter belt on another set of thigh highs. They're a pain in the ass. I picked up a "soft" whip today, so he wouldn't be afraid of hurting me while he spanked. lol. I'm just so excited to see him again. I've missed him soooo much

New Survey
1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with? My sons, last night crossing the street. 2. Whats bothering you right now? My head hurts a little bit, 4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? My sweetheart! 5. Backround on your cell phone? ummmm.....I dunno 6. What do you want in your life right now? My WHOLE family 7. Listening to? TV 9. What do you smell like? WD-40. Just got home from work. 10. Drinking? Nothing 11. Whats your favorite thing you have on your bed? Sex 12. Who was the last person to sleep with you? 8 ) My son Kevin 13. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? I'd jump forward a few months 14. What do you wear to bed? Usually shorts and a tee 15. Who will you sleep with tomorrow? Nobody 16. Have you ever been gambling? I have 17. Whats something you wish you could understand better? Why all my "pre-qualified" Fu surveys tell me I'm not qualified 18. What did you do la

Strangers In The Night
Mutted sunshine in his hair, soft cherries upon thy lips. Passions desire taking hold, and causing me to slip. I think of you always, deep into the night. Wanting in those times, for what is in my sight. My aim was to be your friend, so loyal and so true. Thinking of you wickedy, brings my cheeks a rosy hue. Never had I imagined, a man could be so true. Till that fateful day, I finally met you. Your one of a kind, your fame has not made you vain. I pray that someday, to be that very same. Like a shadow in the night, your wild eyes haunt me. Telling me all the ways, your body seeks to please. Just thinking of your passion, as it thrusts deep inside. Sets my soul on fire, and brings out that wild side. Do you know what you do to me, into the stillness of the night. Driving me crazy, with passions great delight. Do not be a stranger, that flees from my sight. Stay with me now, until the morning light.

In Need Of A Miracle....
Somebody in need of a miracle.... What will you do??? If someone you know were to have severe health problems, and need medication they can't afford??? Unable to work, and their spouse unable to find employment... All the bills comming in as Shut off notices... What do you do??? Who helps? when the community agencies say they have no funds... When family and friends are just as strapped?? you pray for a miracle....at least that's what I do... So keep this family in your prayers that they may find the help they need. Mr & Mrs Longarm - Member of The American Family@ fubar CommentCountry CommentCountry

Weeeeeeeeeeee
I had my doctor's appointment today and I got to see my baby!! I wasn't supposed to have an unltrasound until I was 20 weeks, but I wasn't sure of my last period so she said she'd get me one before my next appointment. I am about a week farther along so now I'm 13w5d. Everything is looking good! I'll post the pictures up as soon as I find some one with a scanner that works. That's all for now :) XOXO

Life
As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room, filled with sadness , and with gloom. I listen for your breathing, but it's not there. I reach to touch you, but touch only air. In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare. I feel all around me there is no one who really cares. So, forgive me if I must cry out "Is This What Life Is All About?" to feel so empty, and cast out. Where are the ones who said they cared! Where are the ones who said they would always be there! So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room , filled with sadness, and with gloom. Forgive me if I must cry out, "Is This What Life Is All About?"

Emotions
Hearts pounding emotions forging savagely feverish kisses souls entwining Minds melding heart beats harmonizing primordial screams of ecstasy Only a moments time do our souls meet that moment is engraved on our minds and souls for just a second we become one truly knowing the other

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Win Fubux & Blasts!!
WRR Scavenger Hunt Sweepstakes Rules Scavenger Hunt starts Monday, November 26 12:00pm (noon) EST 1. Create a photo folder on your fubar account titled WRR Scavenger Hunt Sweepstakes 2. Listen to DJ's shows for clues given out. Each DJ will have different clues for their shows. 3. Find the pictures of the clues on the internet and put them in your Sweepstakes folder 4. Collect all the clues and win the Weekly Spotlight in the WRR lounge, 1000 fubux and a big pimpin' gift! (In case of a tie there will be a random drawing between those that have collected all of the clues that week. One will be chosen for the weekly prize, the others in the random drawing will each receive 200 fubux) 5. The monthly grand prize of 10,000 fubux and a 3 day blast will be given to a winner selected by a random drawing between each of the weekly winners! Click button to sign up to play! Click banner to enter lounge

The Prelude: How On Earth Did I...
You know, it's funny. Very funny. I joined here back in April. And surprise, it's now November. I don't usually do this. Bad enough I've got two blogs and a Kraftwerk fan fiction to fight with!! *head bash on desk* Well, anywho, to those of you who're my friends on here, heylo and, good to see y'all. Especially to my pal Mojito. You know darn well who you are. Yup. Otherwise, for the moment, check the music--yes, I finally got around to putting a decent playlist on there. The music's all Kraftwerk, going from '73 [like "Kristallo"] to 2003 ["Aero Dynamik"] and even some remade-in-'91 classics [like 1977's "Trans-Europe Express"]. Enjoy and, until the next round, Cheers!! ~ 'Sunshine'

I'm Out!
I will be deleting this profile by tomorrow. I just wanted to give all you people who want to remain my friend, to add my other account and I will explain why I deleted this one. To those who don't want to be my friend, I understand and fuck off. To those who want to stick with me, the new one is... www.fubar.com/manda_murderface Don't be a stranger! - Manda

Appreciation
Thank you for your caring heart, it can warm the soul of the coldest man. Thank you for your loving words, they brighten my darkened world. Thank you for the honest way you give yourself to others, I wish I could be more like you. Thank you for your generous nature, many ppl have been blessed by your givings. I want you to know that you are very appreciated in this life...I want you to know just how much you have made my life happier just by being a friend. If we never meet face to face, I still count myself lucky to have known you. But if by chance we meet, to be in your presence I will never be able to repay you. When you get down, I hope you frequent these things I write for you, and only you! You are dear to many ppl, so never feel that you are not loved and important..I know you are to me...thank you

Angels.......
Angels Sparkling angel I believed you were my saviour in my time of need Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear all the whispers the warnings so clear I see the angels I’ll lead them to your door There’s no escape now no mercy no more no remorse Because I still remember the smile when you tore me apart You took my heart deceived me right from the start You showed me dreams I wished they turn into real You broke a promise and made me realise It was all just a lie Sparkling angel I couldn’t see your dark intentions your feelings for me Fallen angel tell me why what is the reason the thorn in your eye I see the angels I’ll lead them to your door There’s no escape now no mercy no more no remorse Because I still remember the smile when you tore me apart You took my heart deceived me right from the start You showed me dreams I wished they turn into real You broke a promise and made me realise It was all just a lie Could have been forever now we have to sleep This world

The Marine (aaron's Letter)
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad.For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter fromhim to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankfulfor not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops.The MarineWe all came together,Both young and oldTo fight for our freedom,To stand and be bold.In the midst of all evil,We stand our ground,And we protect our countryFrom all terror around.Peace and not war,Is what some people say.But I'll give my life,So you can live the American way.I give you the rightTo talk of your peace.To stand in your groups,and protest in our streets.But still I fight on,I don't bitch, I don't whine.I'm just one of the peopleWho is doing your time.I'm harder than nails,Stronger than any machine.I'm the immortal soldier,I'm a U.S. MARINE!So stand in my shoes,And leave from your home.Fight for the people who hate you,With the protests they've shown.Fight for the stranger,Fight for the young.So they all may have,The greatest freedom you've won.Fig