i guess i've never really gotten out of this circle...but just twirling inside...
i've never asked for ppl to come into my life...i've never done any harm to anyone...i've never asked for sweet talks...all i did is registered in here and just talk...get away from real life for awhile...
but i keep somehow...let ppl pushed their ways in...maybe i feel sorry...maybe i want to believe in the goodness of ppl...i don't know...this is a never ending story...but i managed to let my guard down..and exposed my vulnerability to ppl who has no qualms about hurting other ppl...just because they can do it hiding behind the monitor screen...menouvering their ways into my lifes...gained my trust than shoved it in my face...
just need to get this off my chest...
wondering why i'm still here??? i do meet some really nice ppl...ppl who are honest...sincere...i just won't let the other jerks change my mind about the goodness of ppl...i really do have nice friends in here...sam...stephen...phil...to name a few...
