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Friendship
How do i make you see, just how much you mean to me? Its not exactally love just a good feeling of friendship. someone that i can talk to about anything at all. Not having to worry about saying the wrong thing, or worrying about feelings being hurt. Not being taken too serously, when i say something out of the blue. Always willing to listen when i need to talk You are my friend. Always. Its like we have known one another for longer then we have. I hope we will always be friends. Sandy

Turning Blue
dude wtf.. im so freaking cold.. i have long sleeves on and two sweaters on plus thick yoga pants on.. and im still cold.. haha one of my pics looks like my hand is blue. which if you reading this you should comment those pics.. i dont take pictures too often. do you think why im so cold is because i have been fasting for so long? its starting to scare me a lil..

Hot Fuzz
***** This is a great flick. It's the one that had me falling head over heels for Simon Pegg!! I just adore him! To be honest I had no interest at all in watching this film. My daughter and my friend Scooter begged me to watch it and I said "NO!It just looks stupid.". Then I got to talking about this "stupid movie my daughter wants me to watch" at work and a co-worker said "Are you kidding it's brilliant!" so I gave in. I went down and rented Hot Fuzz and Shaun of the Dead (see review of that one!), ordered us up some pizza and had a movie night! I am so very glad I did! Nick Angel (that would be Mr. Pegg) is the best cop at the London Met. and his fellow officers, and superiors, want him gone so he stops making them look bad. So they re-assign him to a small sleepy little town of Sandford. He meets an officer there named Danny Butterman (Nick Frost, see Shaun of the Dead review), the police cheifs son. Danny is fascinated with Angel and dreams of the kind of action Angel saw

The Road Down
Chapter 1 A normal life I dont have a story to tell. There is not great tragedy in my life. At least not one that stands out from anyone else's. Sure there was once a woman. She meant more to me than any other. I cherished her. But to say that I treated her as such would be a lie. I always believed she was beautiful. I felt it. Until the day I die I will believe she is, rather, was my soulmate. But she is the past now. Now I am every man. I live alone. I am the guy next door. I have a few friends. I rarely get to see them tho because of the hours I work. You see, I work the night shift. Lets just say I work as technical support for an internet company. Its rather boring so I wont deluge you with the details. Life is simple there. I come in, I answer phones and varying degrees of difficult questions. It is the drive to work that I love, however. Its roughly a forty-five minute drive from my home to the office. Oh, but how I love that drive. Its starts jus

Group Member List
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Ya Know...
Ya know what really pisses me off????? People who add you as a friend and go straight to the NSFW pics. DAMN that really pisses me off. I'm a person, too! What? I can only be your friend if I look good naked or something?? WELL BITCHES, I FOOLED YOU!!! The NSFW folder on the top has nothing nude in it. HAHAHAHAHA!!! This folder has been kept private ever since I uploaded it. Was just a test to see if people really cared about me as a person or if they seriously just wanted to see nudies. The other NSFW folder is set for family only. The people who deserve to view the nudies cuz they like me for me w/out seeing "the goods". Just because this is the internet, doesn't give anyone the right to be an insensitive asshole. Would you just walk up to someone on the streets and say... "Hi, my name is _______. Nice to meet you! Can I see you naked?" Fuck no you wouldn't! So please, don't do the same to me.

This Is My November
Make Me Miss NOVEMBER!! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday!!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for November!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) More for the ladies: One day my housework-challenged husband decide

Rules Of Kindness
NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thubms down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and in

Blue Balls
BLUE BALLS (Dedicated to Dr Maxsmart) "I think I have a problem, Doc," says the patient, "One of my balls has turned blue." The doctor examines the man briefly and concludes the patient will die if he doesn't have his testicle removed. "Are you crazy?" bursts the patient, "How could I let you do such a thing to me?" "You want to die?" asks the doctor rhetorically, and the patient has to agree to have his testicle removed. Two weeks after the operation, he comes back. "Doc, I don't know how to say this, but the other ball has turned blue, too." Again, the doctor tells him if he wants to live, his other testicle must be cut off, too and, again, the man is very reluctant to the idea. "Hey, you want to die?" asks the doc, and the patient has to agree with the operation. But, about two weeks after he is testicleless, he returns to the doctor. "I think something is very wrong with me. My penis is now completely blue." After briefly examining the patient

It Is.......
It is the voice in the back of your mind that whispers all the things that seem too cruel to say. It is all that is locked up tight. Never to see the light of day It is not a husband.... It is pain. It is not a father.... It is failure. It is not a son.... It is hate. It lies drowning in a pool polluted with frustration and self loathing. It is all my hatred pressed down to the head of a pin. It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine. It is not a leader.... It is useless. It is not wanted.... It is black. It is not needed.... It is worthless. It is everything and nothing, all at once. All it has is darkness. It needs to feel. It needs to hate. Keep it locked up inside of me, so only I can feel the pain.

Lyrics
i'm through with standing in line for clubs i'll never get in, its like the bottom of the ninth and i'm never going to win life hasn't turned out the way i kinda wanted it to be i wanna brand new house on a episode of cribs and a bathroom i can play baseball in i wanna king size tub big enough for ten plus me. i need a credit card thats got no limit a big black gym with a bedroom innit join the mile high club at 37,000 feet i want a new tour bus full of old guitars my own star somewhere on hollywood boulevard somewhere between cher and james dean is fine with me, i'm going to trade this life for fortune and fame i'm going to cut my hair and change my name cos we all wanna just be big rock stars where the girls come easy and the drugs come cheap, i'll stay skinny cos i just won't eat hang out in the coolest bars in the VIP with the movie stars evry good gold digger will end up there, every playboy bunny with her bleached blonde hair, i wanna be a rock star, hey hey i wa

Hot Tamale
HOT TAMALE There was this couple who had been married for 50 years. They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning and the old gentleman said to his wife, "Just think honey, we've been married for 50 years." "Yeah," she replied. "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together." "I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here as naked as jaybirds fifty years ago." "Well," Granny snickered, "What do you say...should we?" Whereupon the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table. "You know honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you as they were fifty years ago." "I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps, "One's in your coffee and the other one's in your oatmeal."

Stalker And Drama Queen!!
Ok this woman has severe issues and is to be avoided by everyone I care about PLEASE!! She has done nothing but stalk some of my family members here on fubar and treat them like crap. She has been asked, told, and threatened to stay away and she will not listen. She has been blocked and she just keeps changing her accounts and joining different fu families. Please she is a point whore and will just use your family and dump you at any given chance. Thank you and massive love to you all! Marie

Address For Holiday Cards For Wounded Soldiers
When you are making out your Holiday cards this year, please make out one, two or a few extra for our wounded soldiers. The address is as follows: A Recovering American soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001 Of course they should/could be for Christmas....Hanukkah...Kwanzaa, or any other thing you can think of... or just in support of their healing... Thank you!

The Aging Penis
THE AGING PENIS (This is what we have to look forward to girls) My nookie days are over; My pilot light is out. What used to be my sex appeal; Is now my water spout. Time was when of its own accord; From my trousers it would spring. But now I have a full time job; To find the blasted thing. It used to be embarrassing; The way it would behave. For every single morning; It would stand and watch me shave. As old age approaches; It sure gives me the blues. To see it hang its withered head; And watch me tie my shoes.

Been 10 Years, But Still Hurts
They say you neevr forget your first pet, but you also never forget your very 1st best friend..it's true what they say..a dog is a man's best friend, and he was mines. imikimi - Customize Your World

Holiday Gifts & Cards For The Troops
This Holiday Season, please, remember our troops with cards or gifts. These brave people are thousands of miles from home, away from their families, friends and loved ones...alone during this special time of year fighting for our freedom. The very least we can do is make their Holiday a little brighter. Below is a list of suggested items that our soldiers desperately need or can use to make their life a little easier. Remember, our soldiers are hungry, dirty, tired, and need our letters, and continuing support right up until the day they return safely to us, not only during the Holidays. Thank you in advance for your thoughtfulness and support. HIGHLY SUGGESTED ITEMS AT&T international phone cards disposable cameras batteries drink mixes cooling misters OTHER SUGGESTED ITEMS FOOD AND TOILETRIES single serve packet drink mixes (crystal lite, kool-aid, Gatorade, ice tea, lemonade) beef jerky/slim jims sunflower/pumpkin seeds (salted) trail m

Hidden Pain
Ahh yeah Hidden Pain To be alone is not to sit in a valley deep, not the dessert or wooded glen. To feel isolation you do not have to travel as far as this, The city is the loneliest place of all, feel small, your nothing, a grain of sand. You see I’m alienated from my work; I have no connection with the process. Lord I feel pain but I cannot get angry! I internalise, rationalise and paralyze the pain: won’t anyone hear my cry? A bottle in my hand: alcohol numbing the abuse of years, fear and tears. God: what have I become? Where I work there is no fulfilment: I’m a number on a machine. I see no joy from what I do, it serves only demonic powers. The brilliance of pure light that once was, is no more. If there was ever a time that I needed a guiding light: this is it. The Galvanised Grey is killing me! The power of man changes from hand to hand over generations but nothing changes, The starving, sick and destitute are still here to mock the

To The Fart
TO THE FART... At times it is silent, at times it is not at times it sneaks out and burns oh so hot! When you'd like it to happen, it just won't come out it hides and it waits till you're out and about! The evil ones reek and embarrass us so then laugh as they trail us wherever we go! I know it's a function we can't live without, but on a first date must they really come out?? Men light them on fire - it amuses them so women fight to be quiet so that no one will know. I can't figure why after eating good food the smell that results could kill many a dude! So here's to the fart, our warm smelly friend you begin in my tummy, then come out my rear-end!

By The Cover Of Night
BY THE COVER OF THE NIGHT, YOU SING YOUR SONG TO THE MOON KNOWING SHORTLY THAT MORNING WILL BE THERE SOON MOST PEOPLE THINK, IT'S JUST A HOWL AND A CRY TO ME, ITS JUST BEAUTIFUL MUSIC THAT YOU SING TO THE SKY LOYALTY TO YOUR PACK, IS TO THE END AND YOU'RE ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS WHEN NIGHT FALLS YOU GO OUT FOR THE KILL IT'S JUST FOR THE FOOD AND NOT FOR THE THRILL YOU GO OUT WITH THE PACK AND HUNT LIKE MEN ALWAYS RETURNING BY MORNING TO YOUR DEN YOU'RE WITH YOUR FAMILY EVERY MOMENT OF THE DAY CONSTANTLY PROTECTING YOUR PUPS FROM THE PREY SO NEXT TIME YOU HOWL, SING VERY LOUD YOU'RE A GREAT FAMILY MAN AND SHOULD BE PROUD WE ALL SHOULD BE LIKE YOU, GIVING OUR FAMILY SO MUCH LOVE SO KEEP ON SINGING YOUR SONG, TO THE STARS ABOVE

Loves Sacred Bond
~ Love's Sacred Bond ~ When I lovingly look into your eyes I see the bond of love that ties A Sacred bond that none can sever that binds our two hearts forever Our two lone souls met by fate Two wild hearts that could relate with wild spirits others could not tame our love burns like a fiery flame The key to my heart had disappeared until you, my forever love, appeared You take my heart places it's never been Our spirited passions flying on the wind Unlocking love's mysteries of old as their great secrets to us unfold Their splendor is now ours to hold Mysteries of love more precious than gold Our nights filled with ecstasy's bliss Mornings greeted with passion's kiss I love you in so many ways You ever fill my nights and days... Everything our hearts ever dreamed of Strong as the eagle who soars above Soft and gentle as the purest dove This is our Sacred Bond of love... Memories of the heart to forever last Our nights of love in fields of long g

My I.b.i.c. Sistas
I.B.I.C. is looking for more members! We are an all female group! I.B.I.C. stands for Insane Bitches In Command! If you would like to join all you have to do is go to my blog and add, rate and fan all the members listed!When you are done with that add I.B.I.C. in your name somewhere then let me know so I can add you to the blog and the home page! Rules 1. You must have I.B.I.C. added to your name! 2. You must treat everyone of the sistas with the respect that you would like to be given to you! 3. If you have any problems with another I.B.I.C. member come to me with the problem! 4. No Drama! 5. Repost any I.B.I.C. bullys you see! 6. Please help the sisters level when they ask for help! Thank You, ~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~ And Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.☼»Fu wife to Jim«☼ ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C. ~D.S.C.~D.T.B.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~@ fubar Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.

My Love Is Like A Rose
Heavenly Father created the rose for us. It represents beauty. Its petals represents the gentle feelings we have for each other. Its leaves represents the outstretched arms, loving and giving. Its roots grow long and deep, gaining strength in every length and depth. I give this rose to you, for you are special to me. Each time you look at a rose, remember you are special to me. Whenever you catch its fragrance floating in a gentle breeze, remember you are special to me. If you should hold the rose in your hands and feel the strength in the stem, remember you are feeling the strength of my heart. If you should dig in the sweet earth our Father in Heaven gave us, remember you are seeing the depth of my heart. As you embark on your journey that will take you far from me, remember you are taking half of my heart with you. Hold a rose gentle to your heart, remember you are holding me. Every night as you gaze up in joyous prayer, remember as you think of me. One star und

The Defective Parrot
The Defective Parrot A man is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Golly, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot." "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird ." "Oh yeah?" the man asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, and philosophy. I'm especia

My Love
I see you you're in my dreams my thoughts my fantasies You are the sunshine on a rainy day You are a child's golden laughter a mother's loving gaze I see you I hear you I feel you You are my joy my warmth my one true love You make every day a treasure You are my life's breath

My Angel
I am blessed with the love of a angel, who's smile is brighter than the sun, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whose kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of her precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream come true, and my love for her will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have and hold dear to my heart the linger of her last touch; until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!

1st Blog
I don't even know where to begin: My life is what I make of it and yet I've been messing it up every since I've learned that little tidbit of information. From pushing people out of my life to cutting on my arms hoping to ease the pain I've caused myself, Both self inflicted. So where does this all go after I tell you all my personal victories? How the hell should I know? I'm just sitting in front of a computer spilling god knows what to whom ever reads my myspace page. I mean I'm just sitting here hoping and praying that everything will get better. At the same time I don't really want it to. I just keep asking myself the same questions daily hoping that someday the answer will be different then be for. Will everything be better tomorrow? Yet why can't I be happy? Maybe b/c I want everything to be given to me on a silver platter. Or should I say, "For my own selfish reasons." I'm jealous b/c I don't want Anyone else but me to be happy. I want everyone to loose and

Looking In Amirror
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

In Case You Were Wondering
In case you were wondering I will be here for you In good times and bad To help you see through. I will give you my shoulder If you need to cry And help you stay strong When you feel you can`t try. I will take away your pain And make it my own Just so you`ll know You aren`t alone. I will give you the sun When rain is all you see I will always be here for you You can trust me. I will tell you I love you Just because I can And listen to you always Even if I don`t understand. I will pick you back up When you fall And help you to walk When you can only crawl. I will encourage you To be all you can be This is all for your benefit It`s not for me. I will be nice to you When no one else will And it`s then you`ll know That I`m for real. And just in case you were wondering You mean everything to me All I want you to do Is open your eyes and see..

Bouncer Madness
lmao.... seems you ned to give a code t o sign out of someone's profile..its donwe it to me 10 times in 3 hours since ive been on here..what is it? B-O-U-N-C-E-R MADNESS? COME PEOPLE GET IT RIGHT..WHY DO WE NEED TO DO A CHECK WHEN WE LEAVE SOMEONE'S PROFILE OR WHATEVER?

A Lier Always Gets Caught........
FINALLY FED UP WITH BEING LIED TO AND TREATED LIKE CRAP, TELLING ME HE LOVES ME THEN SNEAKING AROUND WITH SOMEONE ELSE,MESSAGING, CAMMING U NAME IT HE NEVER REALLY CARED FOR ME.THEN HE ACTS LIKE ITS MY FAULT...TOO FUNNY ARE THERE ANY REAL HONEST TRUE MEN OUT THERE????? THIS GAME IS GETTING SO OLD

Getting Ready To Move Back To Houston For The Winter!!!!
I'm busy with packing and getting everything ready to move back to my place in South Texas...The Houston metro area...My job starts back up in a couple weeks and I am so stoked!!! I love being in the construction business,as I can work pretty much when I choose to....I work through the winter and into the early summer then hang out with my kids until late November,early December...The holidays go well and we have a blast...Then it's back to work and making that $$$$$$$$$.....My kids love it and they enjoy the beaches and fun stuff to do in the city...............

Excalibur Radio ~ Scooter Bar / Xxxtreame Full Throttle Radio Battle
HERE IS WHAT I'LL SAY ABOUT IT... WORKING WITH EXCALIBUR RADIO WHILE SLADE WAS RUNNING IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST TIMES OF MY LIFE ON FUBAR... HOW EVER THE STRAIGHT ROCK AND METAL IS VERY HARD TO TAKE AND ALL OF THAT ALL THE TIME LISTENING TO IT AND PLAYING IT FOR PEOPLE... I'M NOT USE TO DOING SUCH A THING... BUT HERE IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THE DRAMA... I GOT MY OWN DRAMA GOING ON... AND TO BE TOTALLY HONEST WITH YOU ALL SLADE IS NOT THAT BAD OF A PERSON FROM WHAT I KNOW ABOUT HIM... AND YANKEE IS NOT THAT BAD OF A PERSON FROM WHAT I KNOW ABOUT HER... EVERYONE I HAVE MET ON HERE HAS GOOD THINGS INSIDE ONE ANOTHER... I PROMOTE DRAMA FREE PLACES... WHICH IS WHY I DON'T GO BACK TO SOME OF THE OTHER PLACES THAT I HAVE WORKED AS A DJ AND PROMOTER FOR ON HERE... I WONT MENTION THOSE NAMES.. NEITHER ANY OF THE OTHER PROBLEMS I HAVE DEALT WITH IN THE PAST... I WILL SAY THIS... EVERYONE BOW OUR HEADS IN SILENCE FOR RESPECT TO ONE ANOTHER... CAUSE WE ALL SHOULD BE BROTHER TO BROTHER AND SISTER

Critical Findings
Night time set in cant sleep .Looks like the blood pack has fallen fast asleep .They need the rest they have had a long day. Krash keeps watch on the camp grounds as i go on patrol. I look down at my feet and see something that catches my eye. Its a tape recorder i wonder whats on it ? I press play and what i find sends a chill right down my spine . "my name is Kurtis I dont know how i got here and i dont remember anything before waking up . All i hear are horrifying sound day in and day out . The screams are getting to me as well as those damn doctors . I dont know what they keep pumping into me but it burns and all i want to do is eat . I cant take much more of this . If I have to stay here another day i will surely go mad . Why do they have me hear ? What do they want from me ? Ones coming now if he doesnt have an answer hell regret it. Ill make him pay ill make them all PAY ." The tape stops i let out a puff of smoke from my cigarette to help ease my nerves . Questions star

A Test Of Faith!!
Isn't It is amazing how people go thru life everday stressed and depressed about sumthing thats goin on, and how they think its the end of world..u eva notice how people really neva take the time to thank God when sumthin good happens but prayn all day when sumthin bad happens...or how u may be stressed about sumthing as simple as a cell phone being disconnnected or not having a new outfit for the club this weekend and u really neva think its somebody with bigger problems than u at that time... until sum big shit happens to u and u neva think it could, all that other shit jus seem supa small all of sudden and less important, its wild cuz u find urself wishing for those lil problems u were so easy to stress about... but when sum thing bad happens to u, or sumbody or sumthin plants fear in ur heart.. even if its to slow u down becuz ur moving to fast, or a ploy to get ur attention becuz God isnt a priority and he should be, or jus to say "wow false alarm that was close" how strong is ur

Wow
So much on my mind tonight. All I want is a hug. I hate soul searching. I feel akward lately in social settings. I really don't have much too talk about. I watch sports, take care of children (school) and my family. I look at myself in the mirror and just frown. I lay in bed and wonder about what tomorrow holds. People drift in and out your life. Lately, the "friends" that I once had were only around me when times were good. I want to roll over in the middle of the night and touch the back of someone who sees me as a treasure. I must say that I am human and I want what every woman wants. A romance. I am such a sap today. I can't help but listen to "Somebody's Me" and cry lol. I am such a nut......I am really laid back and cool. Just the death of a friend of the family and an incident with a student in my class, has made me ultra sensitive. God bless and goodnight

About Me.
I am sooooooo laid back and easy going that not much bothers me. If ya want to fan me or add me as a friend that cool, if not thats cool too. I am having a blast here on FuBar I hope to meet some really cool people on here. Till next time chillens be safe!!! And Oh yeah I'm also addicted to boobies!! LMAO

Southern Zodiac Signs
WHAT'S YOUR SOUTHERN SIGN? Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people that read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below... OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior o

Show Sum Ove
can you all stop by and show my friend some love, he has been helping me level up. i have been on the same level for over a week now, ugh!!!! so he has been trying to help me, and i would appreciate it if you all stopped by and rate his page, thanks http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=477704&albumid=652160&i=3371272253

Friends Forever
Friends are friends forever together 'till the end. You promised me that you would always be my friend. One day something changed I'm not sure what it was. I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight. And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right. We went our separate ways. This went on for days and days. I made new friends and you made yours, but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours. Times got really tough, my road of life was, oh, so rough. I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day, but the kind that will always and forever stay. Memories were all I had and just the thought of them made me sad. I cried every night wondering how to make it right. I wish you could erase that day and that fight. Would you please forgive me? I don't know where to start. It hurts me so bad to have this hole in my heart!

In Case You Love Me
In case you love me I'll pour out my heart to you In case you love me I won't hide the truth In case you love me I'll be all that and more But in case I'm not Don't shut your heart's door In case you love me I'll sit here waiting Ever so patiently For you to save me Don't leave me empty I'll be all you want me to be Don't leave me lonely In case you love me

Ufc 80- Rapid Fire.
UFC fans UFC presents UFC 80- RAPID FIRE January 18th in the metro Radio arena in UK. The Lightweight title is currently suspended- so we will crown a new interim 155 divcision champion "The Prodigy" BJ Penn will look to win the divisions crown, but will have to go through a top cxontender in Joe "Daddy" Stevenson. Also- Gabriel "Napao" Gonzaga looks to get back to his winning ways, but must face a tough opponent in Fabricio "Val Cavalo" Werdum in a clash of heavyweights. more will follow later this year

Hey
Hey everyone so this is my new profile the other one just wasn't cutting it anymore. So yeah this past three months for me have been going awesome. I have a wonderful fiance that i am so in love with him. I couldn't be happier with anyone else in my life. I feel me and him have the best relationship i have ever had in my life. Well i guess thats it for now i will be back to write more at a later date.

At Ease...
Well I found out what was going on with Master. Why I was feeling the way I was and why he hasnt been talking to me lately. Like he usually has been. He has been busy. But he has been having some things going on right now...which I wish he could have just told me regardless what I had going on with my life...that can be put on hold. I care for him and his welfare whether he likes it or not...LOL. I talked to him on the phone and asked if I could come over. So I went over. He made chili and he gave me some which, btw, was fucking awesome! He is a awesome cook. Especially on the grill...OH MOMMA! Well anyway we talked. He has been going thru some things like I said and namely his youngest son, Leland. Leland has heart issues and apparently his heart is extremely enlarged. Leland is only 1 he celebrated his Bday in September. So he is still a baby. He has been worried about that and a few other things. He said he didnt want to make me worried since I had a shit load of thin

~ Surprize While Planting A Ied ~ :)
Go ahead plant one of the IED's you son of a bitches we have something for your sorry ass :) Predator Drops 500 lbs Bomb on Insurgents One of the ways we've come up with to limit the number of IED attacks is to monitor our most heavily traveled areas using Predators. They are very quiet and fly high enough so that they can't be heard or seen. And because they don't have a pilot, they can fly over 24 hours at a time. In this video, a Predator comes upon 3 insurgents planting an IED. It then contacts a nearby F-16 who then drops a 500 lb bomb on them. BTW, the person controlling the Predator is 8000 miles away at Nellis AFB in Nevada. Clear demonstration of the power of a reliable network.

Looking For A Lounge? This Is The Place You Wanna Go.
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in CLUB OASIS ,,: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50173 -the management ----------------------------- If you wish to no longer receive messages for this lounge, click this link to unsubscribe: http://www.fubar.com/mylounges.php?leave=50173

Faulty Invention
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died andwent to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur. "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me...." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, " Ah, yes." "Well ," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inc

Because I Love Her
Because I love her ~Tony Martinez Why do I help you? It's simple Because I love her You my hated rival My worst enemy But for her Because I love her I'll do anything Swallow anything Bite my tongue Show you the respect you dont deserve All of it Because I love her It's a love you will never understand It's a love you will never match Because I love her I will lift you up Because I love her I will forsake all my needs Forget all my wants Deny all my desires Because I love her There is nothing I wont do Because I love her

~ Do They Know What A Stop Lights Are Over There? ~ Lol
One of the most dangerous intersections in the world travelers beware if ever driving in ST Petersburg Russia. the intersection in question is P.R SLAVEY & GLORY AV

The Stupid Stuff We Remember
The Stupid Things I Cant Get Out Of My Head Just An Outlook: 27 years isnt really that long of a time to live, considering atleast(if not more) 5 of them where years that were beyond your control where you didnt live just learned. I know you neer stop learning but those first five Where the most absobrent. Where You where pretty much Running On instinct, and depended on people th most. so yeah experencing life for only 27 years is just a drop in the bucket looking back as you grow, like loooking at 16 from 27 and laughing your ass off and crying inside about how wrong you where about life. Im Sure Im Wrong about what i think life is at this age as well, and ill probably always be wrong about what i think i want from it and what i think it should be. About Myself: As Youve Probably guessed (or already knew) im 27. Im A girl, i wont say woman, i havnt earned that title yet and probably never will. Sadly i would love to be tho, id love to be the person you can turn to when in n

Please Help Nicky!
Please Help Nicky for Leveling ... He only needs 4,636 points to level. So please click on pic to go to his page and show his some love. ((Ö_Ö)) *~Nï©k¥~ KïNÐRÈÐ§--ҒÚ-ß.Ғ@ fubar Thank you!

I Met Belladonna Today
I got to meet Belladonna today. What a thrill. I talked to her about fubar. She promised to get back online and say hi to friends and fans. Let's hope she has the time to do it. In person she is delightful and charming - not to mention stunninly gorgeous.

Stillness
Silence in all her emptiness beseeches me. Suffer and let the ache never lessen. All at once, I am alone. I am, myself, stolen. I reverently lay my head in the guillontine. How many others die so willingly? I am at once obselete. A feast of relinquishment laid out in farcical charade. The pain is cyclic and calls for me now. Contempt of self and of soul buries me 'neath the cold soil. My sorrow undying. My life unworthy of rescue. Thus am I free from scorn? Clearly not. Here my heart is euthanised as the dying horse who can no longer run. Empty, how ceaselessly empty. Pity falls from the eyes yet rage germinates in the lips. Spirit divided and yet so at peace. I weep tyrannically. And you will never see me. - written by Mordrid November 9th, 12:40 am

11-9-07 At Midnight Thirty
I haven't written a blog in here in a while. Since I"m getting ready for bed and need to wind down. I thought I would vent a lil on here. I am looking for another job so i can get out of working for the state doing land records. Its a very repetitive job. Not much alterations in what I do. I don't really care about that cause the main reason why I don't care for it. Is that I don't get paid scratch for salary. I don't know how people pay for rent or anything else based on my salary. They probabley have to take the bus and pray they don't get sick any day. That's the only reason I can see why you can do anything. It always makes me wonder how these people can have cell phones though. Personally I'm confused about resumes. I gotta work on re doing it to tailor to accounting which I wanna do. I would like to get into the company far enough so they can comp my tuition there. Thats what my other job was going to do before I got the state job. Right now I feel pre

Applyin For Fubar Hubby..
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Answered Prayer
An atheist was walking through the woods. "What majestic trees"! "What powerful rivers"! "What beautiful animals"! He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder & saw that the bear was closing in on him. He looked over his shoulder again, & the bear was even closer. He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw & raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out, "Oh my God!" Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. "You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident." "Do you expect

Fu Hubby Application Apply Within
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Application 4 Sex
APPLICATION FOR A PIECE OF ASS Name____________________________ Address_______________________________ 1 Hair Color______ Real? _______ Eye Color________ Real? ___________ 2 Dentures? ______ 3 Height_____ Weight_____ Waist Size___ 4 Marital Status: Married_______ Single_______ Divorced_____ Other___ 5 Chest or Bra Size______ Are they real? _________ 6 Do you like them: Sucked__ Chewed__ Kissed__ Caressed__ Squeezed___ None of the above_____ other___ 7 Can you stay out late? __________ How Late? ___ All Night___ Several Days? ___ What is the maximum amount of days that you Can stay out? ________ 8 Do you like to be screwed? ___________ How often? ____ 9 Do you like Oral Sex? ________ 10 Penis or Vagina Size: SM____ Med___ LG______ EX LG______ 11 While Screwing do you: Faint__ Fart__ Cry__ Moan__ Hum__ Scream__Whistle__ Yodel__ Scratch__ Just lay there__ Other___________

N.a.p. Update
Hi Family Member. Hope you are having a good day. As you know today is Friday and every family member was given until today to get a salute done.Please make sure you have one by the end of today. This is just a reminder to those who don't have one. If you have one disregaurd this email. Also. We are a leveling family. The idea of this is to help other family members level. We hope everyone is doing thier part. The names of the N.A.P. members who need our help can be found on the N.A.P. Homepage The blog is called N.A.P. Moving On Up. Each of those family members on thier needs our full support to help them level so please don't forget. Every 2 weeks the list of people will change so show them love if you want it returned when your name comes around. Again this is just a friendly reminder if you don't have salute please have one by the end of the day. If for some reason you don't have one we will consider good reasons and give you extra time but you must email the HOMEPAGE

City Of Heros
http://www.davidallenbaker.com/music.htm City of Heros Soaring over the darkness To an ocean of light It's been back haunting me And I'm ready to fight Now as far as I can see I've never had clearer sight And the city of Heroes Saves one more soul tonight Like Jacob with the stranger In that mythical embrace I might be over powered But thats a risk I'll gladly face And the City of Heroes Saves one more soul tonight City of Heroes Well I'm walkin through the danger And your walkin by my side And we'll find our way together There's not a trace of doubt inside Were gonna make it to the harbour To the beacon burnin bright In that city Soaring over the darknes To an ocean of light It's been back haunting me And I'm ready to fight Now as far I can see Sweet salvations in sight And the City of Heroes Saves one more soul Saves one more soul Tonight

In Our Dreams
I'm three thousand miles from home tonight But I can still hear your voice. I think you know I'd never leave your side If only I had the choice. This job is my personal ball and chain; Against it love seems to lose. In spite of it all, there's still one more Thing we can decide to use. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dreams, Tonight I am your lover. In our dreams, I can see your smile, In our dreams, We'll stay here for a while. In our dreams, We can share the laughter In our dreams, It's happily ever after. In our dreams, To you I give my heart. In our dreams, We'll never be apart. I know how hard it is to be my girl, When my job seems to come first. This army career's like an awful dream, I can't wait for you to burst. But through all the hardships and all he tears I'll always stand by your side. But if there's a time that you miss me too much, Fall into your dreams and hide. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dr

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I F*cken Hate Drama
My ex mother in law is putting me in the middle of her devorce. I called her husband and told him. Im not your fuckin kid dont put me in the middle of it. I have a son to worry about not drama. My ex mother in law is mad at me but i dont really care. Ill be glad when she goes to Ohio. I dont want to be around her any more. She takes drugs for her back. But she stays up 3 or 4 days at a time and wants to take care of my son. Nope sorry not going to do it. She wants him dearing the summer and We are going to let her have him. He was born in May and shes only seen him 5 or 6 times since then. Im sorry but thats not what a grandma does to her grandson. My dad takes him once a week and spends time with him thats what a grandparent is suppost to do. She dont act like she even gives a sh*t about my son. Well guess what I'll have to live with it i guess. I took my son to the hospital last night with a 103.9 fever. He had shots the day before. He had a ear infection that his doc said he never h

~ Sas Soldier Cited For Battling 20 Iraqi Troops ~
SAS soldier cited for battling 20 Iraqi troops (this is from the 1st war with Iraq, still a Amazing Story) ~ I thank you and Honor your Service ~ An SAS soldier who almost single-handedly fought off 20 Iraqi special forces troops in a fierce battle to capture a missile site was yesterday awarded the medal of gallantry by the Prime Minister, John Howard. Presented at a ceremony in Perth to coincide with the arrival of Australia's special forces contingent to Iraq, it was the first citation for the 2000 Australian personnel involved in the war against Iraq. Trooper X - a machine-gunner from the 1st SAS regiment, whose identity cannot be revealed - used the brute force of the latest weaponry and precision sniper fire to protect his patrol from numerically superior enemy forces. The SAS patrol, typically a team of six in two heavily armed long-range patrol vehicles, came under heavy fire in the western Iraqi desert as it approached a military command and control post

A Wish
When dreaming I'm guided to another world Time and time again At sunrise I fight to stay asleep 'Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place 'Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape From the life I live when I'm awake So let's go there Let's make our escape Come on, let's go there Let's ask can we stay? Can you take me higher? To a place where blind men see Can you take me higher? To a place with golden streets Although I would like our world to change It helps me to appreciate Those nights and those dreams But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same The only difference is To let love replace all our hate So let's go there Let's make our escape Come on, let's go there Let's ask can we stay? Can you take me higher? To a place where blind men see Can you take me higher? To a place with golden streets So let's go there, lets go there Come on, lets go there Let's ask can we stay? Up

Living Dead Girl
Rage in the cage And piss upon the stage There's only one sure way To bring the giant down Defunct the strings Of cemetary things With one flat foot On the devil's wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an ss whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Psyclone jack Hallucinating hack Thinks donna reed Eats dollar bills Goldfoot machine Creates another fiend So beautiful, They make you kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Blood on her skin Dripping with sin Do it again Living dead girl Blood on her skin Dripping with sin Do it again Living dead girl

More Than A Memory
People say she's only in my head It's gonna take time but I'll forget Say I need to get on with my life They don't realize Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone Driving across town just to see if she's home Waking a friend in the dead of the night Just to hear him say it's gonna be alright When you're finding things to do not fall asleep Cause you know she will be there in your dreams That's when she's More than a memory Took a match to everything she ever wrote Watched her words go up in smoke Tore all her pictures off the wall They ain't helping me at all 'Cause when you're talking out loud but nobody's there You look like hell and you just don't care Drinking more than you ever drank Sinking down lower than you ever sank When you find yourself falling down upon your knees Praying to god, begging him "please" That's when she's More than a memory She's more She's more 'Cause when you're dialing her number just to hang up the pho

The Only One
When they all come crashing down, midflight, You know you're not the only one. When they're so alone they find a back door out of life. You know you're not the only one. We're all grieving, Lost and bleeding. All our lives, We've been waiting For someone to call our leader. All your lies, I'm not believing. Heaven shine a light down on me. So afraid to open your eyes, hypnotized. You know you're not the only one Never understood this life. And you're right, I don't deserve But you know I'm not the only one. We're all grieving, Lost and bleeding. All our lives, We've been waiting For someone to call our leader. All your lies, I'm not believing. Heaven shine a light down on me. Don't look down, Don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you. Don't look down, you'll fall down, You'll become their sacrifice. Right or wrong. Can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you. If I can't feel, I'm not mine, I'm not real. All our lives, We'

Anything For You
I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, Come and find me Nothing's stopping you so please release me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be everything you need I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you

Wanna Have Sum Fun Come Join Me Now
COME CHECK OUT DJ CHULA LIVE @ THE ORIGINAL BLUE LOUNGE N COME HAVE SOME REAL FUN!! YOU READY??? WELL THEN WHATCHA WAITIN FOR?? GET YA SEXY ASS IN HERE!! DJ Chula JUST CLICK HERE AND ENTER THE (BLUE) LOUNGE (repost of original by '♥ Ðj Çhµlå Gº† Ðå† Kîllå G®îñd ♥' on '2007-11-08 20:10:43') (repost of original by 'DJ L.O.C. ~Blue Lounge Boss~' on '2007-11-08 20:13:56')

Mass Destruction
Well the day started out pretty darn good, then received a phone call saying that a lodge here by where we live was on fire. I was told get there and get there quick, gotta save the dogs. get there and everyman and dog was there already. at least 5 firetrucks, ambulance, oh everything. I work there part time cleaning up after hunters and fishers, and there isnt much left of it now, its burnt up! Was trying to make cookies, my cookies that usually only took 40 min all together ended up taking 3 hours to make. Boy howdy what a day, is it over yet ??

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

I'll Be Yo Huckleberry
I'm in and out, and partner you ain't knowin this She loves you goodly but she's all on a player's tip Cause you ain't givin, somethin that she really needs And that's that good ass lovin, partner can't you see She's bored no trust, she sits in the house all day While you out there ballin, tryin to have it the kingpin way She gets no time, your schedule way too deep You leaves out the house everytime you get a beep To all you ladies, sweet dark and lovely See players like me, I likes to taste the Easter bunny I likes to lick you down, give you self esteem I'm the playboy you want, on your under team Yo' huckleberry, mackin fast Sc One of them type of ballers on the same level as Gotti So all you tenders, it's all to the good So page me on the under and I'll creep through yo' hood Lookin at my oyster perpetual Rolex, browsin through my Rolodex Baby done left a verbal, want me to hit that girdle Come through on a tuck, while he's in the shower Get in on the ease wi

What She's Doin' Now
Last time I saw her it was turnin' colder But that was years ago Last I heard she had moved to Boulder But where she's now I don't know But there's somethin' 'bout this time of year That spins my head around Takes me back makes me wonder What she's doin' now 'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart Fillin' up my mind and emptyin' my heart I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows And I wonder if she knows...what she's doin' now Just for laughs I dialed her old number But no one knew her name Hung up the phone sat there and wondered If she'd ever done the same I took a walk in the evenin' wind To clear my head somehow But tonight I lie here thinkin' What she doin' now 'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows And I wonder if she knows What she's doin' now is tearin' me apart Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart I can hear her call each tim

Anything New
I AM A GUY LOOKING FOR THE ONE WHO IS REAL OR JUST FRIENDS, IF U R WILLING I CAN TRAVEL TO YOU FOR FUN OR WHAT EVER THEY MIGHT LIKE TO DO I AAM A FREAK OF NATURE TRY ME IF U MUST BUT BEWARE I DO GET OUT THERE. LET ME KNOW WHAT U WANT TO DO. CAPTIANNNNNNNNN CAVEMANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Take The Keys To My Heart
I've been out on this highway of heartache Hopin' that somewhere down the line I could find someday who Could rev me like you do So grab onto my wheel And I'll be fine Take the keys to my heart And drive me crazy I've been runnin' on empty way too long Honey you got the touch That heats my motor up Take the keys to my heart And drive it home I don't know where this road is gonna lead us But what a beautiful night for a drive Baby put your mind at ease Drop the top and feel the breeze Just follow all the signs to paradise Take the keys to my heart And drive me crazy I've been runnin' on empty way too long All that work under the hood Sure has got it runnin' good Take the keys to my heart And drive it home Tonight we're gonna set these wheels on fire And find out just how far this thing will go Honey we don't need no map 'Cause where we are is where it's at Drop the keys to my heart And drive it home Baby makes my motor yearn I love to feel that

To Make You Feel My Love
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Thank You Mike For The Roses!
Hmmmmm!?! There Are Some Sweet Guys Left In This World! ! ! I Want To Thank Mike For The Roses. All 18 Of Them. They Are So Pretty. They Have My Room Smelling Soooo Good. I Really Didn't Expect Them. I Thought It Was A Joke That You Were Playing. You Know That You Didn't Have To Do That. Atleast Someone Thinks Of Me. :) By The Way As I Read The Directions On How To Do The Roses I Poked Myself With A Thorn. Boy, Did It Hurt LOL. Can Ya Tell That I Hardly Get Roses!?! LOL. I Just Couldn't Wait To Get Them In A Vase. I Barely Had A Big Enough Vase To Fit All Of Them In. But Receiving The Roses Really Made My Day! My Day Was Alright All Together. I Went To A Job Interview And It Went So So. I Was Kinda Nervous About That. But The Guy That Interviewed Me Kinda Made It Comfortable For Me. It Was A Different Interview Than I Have Ever Had Before. If This Sinus Headache Would Go Away I Would Probably Feel Much Better. I Hate Them Darn Things! Mainly, I Just Wrote T

Shameless
Well I'm shameless when it comes to loving you I'd do anything you want me to I'd do anything at all And I'm standing here for all the world to see There ain't that much left of me That has very far to fall You know I'm not a man who has ever been Insecure about the world I've been living in I don't break easy, I have my pride But if you need to be satisfied I'm shameless, baby I don't have a prayer Anytime I see you standing there I go down upon my knees And I'm changing, I swore I'd never compromise But you convinced me otherwise I'll do anything you please You see in all my life I've never found What I couldn't resist, what I couldn't turn down I could walk away fromnyone I ever knew But I can't walk away from you I have never let anything have this much control over me Cause I worked too hard to call my life my own Yes I made myeself a world and it worked so perfectly But it's your world now, I can't refuse I never had so much to lose I'm shameless...shame

Politics
A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The Prime Minister. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his nappy. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed. The ne

~ Ron Jeremy Does Britney Spears... Impression ~
hehe poor girl, train wreak just waiting to happen. I will give her credit for one thing, i used to kid about her drivin but ya know after watching all the videos you run across them dam guys with the cameras in front of your car taking pictures and flashing as your drivin dam i would have wreaked more and took a few of them camera guys with me :) hehe

Some Good 'ol High School Football
ahh i freakin love it! even though im not in high school anymore the Devine/Hondo game has been a huge game ever since i can remember!! last year both were undefeated and played 4 district title, biggest rivaly in south texas 3A football this year though, both teams have lost at least 2 games each, tomorrow they will play again for the district title. go devine!!!!!! time to take back whats ours!!! lol

Men
so if ya red some of my other blogs you would come to know this situation....my husband has left me yet again for my ex best friend....yup the same one he left me for the first time! only this time it is OVER! now we have a son together...i feel sooo stupid for even thinking things could work out....i knew it! deep down inside...i knew...but i was in love....love..y does it have to turn the smartist people into dummies? he knew long before our son was born...he didnt want a family with her...so i was used...now he thinks our son needs to be around her all the time...like hes gonna change her...you cant change someone...they are who they are...you cant change something that doesnt want to change...and according to her shes perfect soooo what is there to change? he came to me a while ago telling me how unhaooy he was and how quilty he felt about everything...and now he wants me to feel sorry for him...he says he wants to be ther for me and help me thru all the pain i feel....how can t

Would You Participate?
I am thinking of starting a fubar talk show from a site i came across. You don't need to leave fubar to participate cause it can be embeded into your profile. If i was to start this how many of you would participate in it?

Agents Bloodmace & Bloodymary (aka The Blood Pack)
Finally our back up arrived it had been a while since our last communications with HQ . Wouldnt you know it they sent the blood pack .At least thats what i call them and for good reasons. These to couple of riff raff were anything but normal when i found them i didn't know if they were infected or insane . I later came to find out it was the later of the two . These two could take out a whole horde of zombies with a can of gas a tennis ball and a base ball bat , but thats another story entirely . They were good at what they do and what they do isn't pretty ,but it is pretty effective. they had shown up with the transmission equipment we had needed to contact HQ . As well as a few extra trophies hanging from there belts. They also had a nack for collecting parts of there kills before they incinerated the bodies. So we wandered on and gave HQ what they had been looking for. Hopefully they can make head or tales of it . Because we sure as hell couldn't Looks like nigh

The Ice Girls
THIS IS MY SEXY FU WIFE AND GIRLFRIENDS MAUHZZZZZZ BABY IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Owner of D&DC~@ fubar THIS IS MY GOOD SEXY FRIEND CALLIE ~SiMpLy AmAzInG {DSC} Fu Wife to Tim~Dirty Addiction Greeter~I.B.I.C.~S.B.A.B@ fubar THIS IS MY GOOD FRIEND SWEETFOX2007 SHES A HUNNY Sweetfox2007 DSC / D&DC ~ FU wife to " And your point is" Hooka to DoeEyes@ fubar THE SEXY BEAUTIFUL MYSTEFI IS A SWEETIE Mystêfyï~I.B.I.C.~♥D.S.C.♥~FB wife to Jim~@ fubar THE IS MY SWEET FRIEND AND A VERY CARING YOUNG LADY JADA ~ JADA ~ {DSC always} {IBIC} ~ Fubar Wife to Recondoc and His Real Life Fiancee'...hehehehe~@ fubar THIS IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST LADIES I HAVE EVER MET AND VERY GOOD FRIEND DANYA ~CCA~ LIVIN LIFESTYLES 2 LOUNGE OWNER~D&DC RECRUITER~*Virgo's Family~DSC~SPIRIT BOMBERS~@ fubar THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL LADY INSIDE AND OUT AND A DEAR FRIEND SHES VERY AWESOME THE LOVELY BRENNA DJ *Brenna~{Dirty South Crew} Dirty Addiction ~I.B

The Return
I walked through the door expecting to be yelled at but finding only silence. I found you sitting in your chair flipping through the newspaper; you didn’t even acknowledge my presence. The only movement you made was to flip the paper over to finish reading the article. I’m not even sure I saw you blink; you just stared blankly at the page. You knew what you were doing; you knew if you ignored me I would be hurt. I had hurt you by being gone so long and now you would hurt me by not paying attention to me. I silently prayed that you would look at me, yell at me, see me, and punish me. I needed to feel something from you; the silence was too much for me to bear. I just stood in the doorway watching and waiting for you. I had entered on my own but couldn’t leave without being dismissed by you. I knew to stand where I was for as long as you wished. I had to remain quiet and await instructions from you. I wanted to cry, I wanted to break down sobbing just to rid myself of the

Guys!!!! Applications Are Accepted
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 22. what do you rate me outta 1-10(10 being best)

Big Chair
wouldnt it be amazing if you were to wake and find that you're not half the girl you thought you were both of us in agreement with the notion that we're even even with the difference in the score wouldnt it be exciting to be writing while we're fighting so the point isn't lost here we could work out an answer to the problem - thats the answer now what is your problem dear can it be that we're satisfied and mortified and gratified with equal opportunity can it get any hotter here i'm burning with anger now you're making me crazy oi oi i'm sitting in the big chair - dying oi oi i'm sitting in the big chair - dying suddenly i'm aware that i am sitting in the same position that i was this morning everything is in pieces all around me - haven't found me but there's something that is dawning on me what is it that we're fighting for does anyone realy know i'm asking a question is it worth all the waiting for isn't it best to go

An Officers Life
You wonder why he pulled you over and gave you a ticket for speeding" He just worked an accident where people died because they were going to fast _________________________ You wonder why that cop was so mean He just got done working a case where a drunk driver killed a kid ____________________________________________ You work for 8 hours He works for up to 18 hours _________________________ You drink hot coffee to stay awake. The cold rain in the middle of the nite keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He goes into work still hurt and sore from the guy he had to fight the night before __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He spills his as he runs code to a traffic crash with kids trapped inside __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket before you leave the house. He makes sure his guns is clean and fully loaded and hi

Naughtiness
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Holy mother, full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him away from all other girls Bless his arms that are so strong Put his hands where they belong Bless his dick, the one i sucked Bless the bed, in which we fuck And if my mom happened to walk in Bless the shit I'd be in. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Sex is when a guys information enters a girls communication to increase the population for a younger generation do you get the information... or do you need a demonstration ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

What Is Love
what is love i never knew what love was til i met this girl it was love at first sight i love her more today i know what love is now ever we been though alot but we are making it so i really care for her

Special Thanks
I WAS RECENTLY IN A CONTEST AND I DIDNT THINK I HAD A CHANCE OF WINNING. THESE PEOPLE WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND MY WILDEST IMAGINATION AND SHOWED ME THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE TO WINIF I EVER NEEDED ANY HELP AGAINTHESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD CALL UPON~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubartxmom of 5~ Always blessing never losses~SPB~~ Fusista's~club far@ fubarlogmaster200@ fubar~~Sam's Seductive Angel~~ Fusista's Bombing & Leveling Crew@ fubar~Tina~Member of~ TheFlyByNight Family~IBN~Fusista's ~And anyone else who needs help !~!@ fubarchoppie@ fubarDAGWOOD-Bomb shell family@ fubarWill~~~~~ {{{after hours greeter}}}} fu fiancee to SouthernbiPrincess@ fubarFøøkêdµÞføøkê®@ fubar

Alive
Time goes slowly now in my life Fear no more of what I'm not sure Searching to feel your soul The strength to stand alone The power of not knowing and letting go I guess I've found my way It's simple when it's right Feelin' lucky just to be here tonight And happy just to be me And be alive Love in and out of my heart And thou life can be strange I can't be afraid Searching to feel your soul The strength to stand alone The power of knowing and letting go I guess I've found my way It's simple when it's right Feelin' lucky just to be here tonight And happy just to be me And be alive I guess I've found my way It's simple when it's right Feelin' lucky just to be here tonight And happy just to be me And be alive

Friends List
everyone is being removed. None of you read these things or my bulletines for that matter so see ya! To clarify this... Those who post buletines day in and day out and yet don't bother to read mine have been removed!

Salute To The 2007 Rockies
I know they didn't go all the way, but it was a wild year down at Coors field this summer. There was a time where the Rockies were the talk of the town. The Blake Street Bombers sold out all of the their games. And prior to the opening of Coors field, they drew 75,000 a game to mile high stadium, a record that won't be broken. But the lows have been here for the last decade or so. I know its gone back and forth, where the team would give us hope, only to crush it. This season was no different. After the hope of spring training, this team played awful for April and the beginning of May. Then they go on a run, taking two of three from the Red Sox, sweeping the Yankees, only to lose 10 in a row. And this went on all season. I remember with about three weeks to go attending a day game against Pittsburgh. They got killed and lost two of three to Florida, at home. But they were only 4 1/2 games out, but with three teams ahead of them. I remember having a conversation that Sun

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Bah
Sooo FUCKIN BORED But i goto actually study and i dont mean study while talkin to 5 people online while watchin tv and listenin to music Fuckin A... OH I just decided.... I am going to GA for christmas break... and I am also movin back in the summer...

Life
I am a woman with no nmae ...well i have a name i have always known but do not exist in the "system".I went to get my drivers license renewed and I was told my name was "flagged" whatever that means.My parents were not married when i was born they married a year after so my social has my moms maiden name and my birth certificate has my dads.So went to get it changed at the birth certificate place and they went to change it and they "accidentally"deleted all my information.what the hell!I have been trying for nearly 2 years to get it fixed and everytime i go they send me to new places I have been to 8 diff social security places and nothing.I CANT BUY CIGS,DRIVE,GO OUT OR ANYTHING.I am 23 and feel like an illegal alien.This stresses me out and gets me mad and depressed all at the same time.So if anyone has any advise im open ..pleassseee

Watch Out For Her
Guys, she's only using you, so don't fall for her lies. http://fubar.com/user/121811 Popsicle Gurl is a compulsive liar and said she used me a while back, and now she says she's gonna pay ME back? Wow, so karma only works in one direction? Let me tell you, she smokes and buys weed every chance she gets, she'll dance naked for you on cam, telling you she trusts you, and she's been declared legally insane. So who are you gonna believe? Yeah, guys, this one's a keeper...if you're a cop.

Thank You
I just wanted to say thank you to every one who sent me get well gifts and wishes. I'm trying to get to feeling better but this Bronchitis is kicking my butt. As soon I get better I will personally thank you all. Thanks again. ~ Will

~ Iran Hangs Young Gays, Is That A Country Of Peace? ~
Our Man in Iran said there was no Gay men in Iran. Well i guess as long as you keep hanging all those you find you may say that with truth someday. This is the same Son of a Bitch that come over to our soil and and was invited to our University and was going to be taken to Ground Zero by that dumb ass in New York. And he comes here and criticizes US? Gay Teenagers executed in Iran - Post Media Reply Marked as: Mature, Graphic Two gay Iranian teenagers -- one 18, the other believed to be 16 or 17, were executed this week for the "crime" of homosexuality, the Iranian Student News Agency (ISNA) reported. (The ISNA report is in Farsi, and was translated into English by the British gay rights group OutRage!, which released its report today--ISNA also provided the terrifying photos of the teens' last moments. The two youths -- identified only by their initials as M.A. and A.M., were hanged on July 19 in Edalat (Justice) Square in the city of Mashhad in north-eastern Iran, on the

Social Networking For Opportunity Seekers
Internet millionaire Armando Montelongo of armandomontelongo.com launched a new site called Armando Montelongo.com. This site is catered to one market, entrepreneurial people and business opportunity seekers. "The site is there for all types of people who want to meet with other who have some of the same business interests. It caters to any type of opportunity, investment clubs, franchises, Network opportunities, Day traders, you name it and the site caters to it. With so many filters on the internet, even legitimate subscriber email is getting blocked, which unfortunately rendering newsletters somewhat ineffective leaving opportunity seekers no valid or cost effective way to find or communicate with each other. ArmandoMontelongo.com is very different in that it allows people to communicate in real time audio and video conferencing in a secure environment. People can join free knowing that others on the site will enjoy hearing about their opportuniti

#2
ok so your semi absent minded author here ready for another round ... OF RANTING! the subject is ego. not the yummy breakfast waffels eggo but holier than thou better than thou ego. now we all have ego. thats not the issue the issue arises when this ego runs your entire person. now im a proud man by nature this is true but for people to say that they are better than everyone else is kind of silly. i mean honestly if your so much better than how come people force themselves to put up with you. the egotistical state of people nowadays is just out right sad if you look down at your fellow man for too long you wont have them around and the greatest fall of all is a fall alone. when you push people away then you will truely being alone and then who will you look down on? aha your own silly egotistical self. mmm taste like fun to me! lol. oh well i have to run enjoy and remember share my rants with friends and always do one good deed a day.

Just Me.
Ok so I sat down today I thought What do I want in my life. What is missing . I had a wonderful childhood. My marriage didn’t fair to well But I have 3 wonderful children that I am very proud of Yes it was/is hard being the mother father figure but we have to do things that are hard in out lives and when you look back and view the outcome and it’s a pretty good site you realize that all the hardship and heart ache was well with it. In a material sense my children and I want for nothing. I have a great job that I love, and a family I would not trade the world for. SO what am I missing? What I am missing and I think I always have is to MATTER to someone What does that mean well the definition for the word matter in this sense is (count: have weight; have importance , carry weight.) And in a way that sort of explains it. What I want goes deeper then that. I want to Matter to where I for once am the major thought, care, want, in someone’s life. I want to be in their every

It's Just One Of Those Days..
when you don't wanna wake up. Everything's fucked. Everybody sucks. Don't really know why, but you wanna justify, ripping someone's head off. No human contact. If you interact, your life is on contract. Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker. It's just one of those days. bah humbug. I want a hug. And cuddles. And a back rub. And a kiss. BAH.

~ 70's Rally Race You Just Gotta See ~ Lol
He watch this old rally race for the 70's notice nobody has on any helmets,, fire suits nothing, sunday best clothes lol @ 57 sec watch the guy on the bike lose it in the dirt, back on the road then back into the dirt again lol @ 1:50 watch the VW and when it spins it throws the guy outta the door, so much for seat belts lol @ 3:27 watch the IDOT in the VW convertible with passengers in the car race in and almost losing it lol

Love And Friendship
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Untitled
How pompous and arrogant to think myself beautiful Now sitting on the sidelines I see beauty in its fullest Beautiful body Trance-like movements graceful and endearing Pulling the eye Searching the soul Invading the heart The pure essence of all that is creative I watch from my lonely perch and hope for the opportunity To compete To strive for such beauty excellence and grace. For Jamie Delgrosso one of the most gorgeous dancers I've ever known Summer of 2000

My Favorite Song...
The lyrics (short but sweet)... At last by Etta James At last, my love has come along My lonely days are over And life is like a song Oh, yeah, at last The skies above are blue My heart was wrapped up in clovers The night I looked at you I found a dream that I could speak to A dream that I can call my own I found a thrill to rest my cheek to A thrill that I have never known Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile Oh, and then the spell was cast And here we are in heaven For you are mine At last

First Weekly Rant
ok im back and this weeks issue? people. yes people the wonderfull randome fuckheads that try to run everyone elses life to cover their own short comings. what the fuck man! cant you like just go eat a granola bar and sip you moca latte and just leave everyone the fuck alone? if i think i can fly who the fuck is anyone to say i cant? maybe i can huh? what then your gonna look dumb huh? screw it. people i can understand trying to help but by saying i cant do something thats not fucking helping anyone so just let me do what i do and fucking back me up every once in a while, cant be that hard i mean come on! oh well im out and remember readers if you have requests put them in my fumail ill getthem asap for you.

Women Friends
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how Many miles are Between you. A girl friend is never farther away Than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you Have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life Will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, Praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on Your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the Valley's' end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk Beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, Daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended Family, all bless our life! The world

Kochamcie Kitty Kat
The trees swimming around each other The river rushing towards the sky Even the mountains melting together all these unnatural sights as if the spinning in my brain is affecting the wayI see the world you're running around in my mind like a marathon champion and there is no way to stop it How Why When Where How did you get so deep inside Why can't this be easier When will I see you again Where will that magic moment be I want so badly to wrap you in my arms right here right now I want to feel you next to me The sun on our faces the grass on our backs The sand between our toes the trees rising around us The sky within easy reach the sea miles below The sheets tangled around our bodies Your voice in my ear and your eyes piercing my soul with every breath You don't even know what you're doing to me and I couldn't tell you how what's done is done and here I am in my life waiting

~ Some Say We Have Nothing To Worry About ~
These are the people you need to worry about. I hear on the news and in Washington some people say we have nothing to fear, there are no Islamic people wanting to hurt us. Well be sure you watch the beginning of this clip!!!

The Truth Of Evil And Where It Comes From
All through out the history of man there has been an evil seed that spawns evil into the world. More and more we see mothers killing their children, or abandoning new born babies in dumpsters. In Europe cannibalism is on the rise in the news. More kid's are getting into self-mutilation and blood drinking. Little boys of ten years old are beating other children to death with baseball bats. Torture has become the latest form of deep love making. It's getting to a point now where is it almost impossible to separate the so called normal people from the serial killers and satanists! So where did this intense evil come from? If you say the Garden of Eden then you are correct. But if you say that all the untold suffering of mankind is a result of a bad choice in fruit picking, then you are very wrong and have been deceived. Now some will say that the evil came from the fall of man and the curse of God. Well this is interesting because evil is not mentioned in the curse. God declares that

Words Cannot Express...
wtf is going through my mind right now. mick just got released from brazoria county. like, and i'm not shitting you, TWO FUCKINNG MINUTES ago. mom is getting ready to go pick him up and i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown/anxiety attack/some other fucked up mental disaster... i swear to god, or allah, or the fucking trees or whatever/whoever you believe in as a higher power... if he doesn't talk to me or touch me, i think i'll be okay but so help me if he says or does ANYTHING to piss me off i'm leaving immediately. i will go sleep on a fckn park bench or under the bridge or something. i hope i don't fuck up. (i.e. scream the wrong obscenity at him or throw something at him or do something else to get me or anyone else in trouble.) ... i can't wait for this weekend. being with josh and michael and jessica (and possibly chris) will make me feel better.

Door 9
I see the morning hit my eyes in a glaze full of hopes. I talk with my soul about what’s going to happen today in my life. What adventures these humans bring me into, another trouble full of trial I must go through and yet another process I must walk in to make learning. I always wonder why does all the biological-protein-based-machines so called living people, at all times loves to know the future. Horoscopes, test quizzes, fortune telling, online reading, they’re all the most common we found in everyday lives. Don’t they just feel satisfied by what they are at now? Is the Greater Power need to be peeked at? The mysterious it becomes the more human need to know about it. We live and open our eyes every single day with the same procedure, taking the same air to the same lungs, talking with the same voice and so on. So what do you expect that something different will going to happen today? Destiny. Hahaha, I’m talking shit again aren’t I? But I f you really think about it, life a

The Lies That Bind...
So where to begin...at the beginning. Sounds reasonable to me. What ever happened to that vision I had for the future? It got back filed or something and I was left open to mistakes. So many mistakes, so little time. It's kind of a wonder I'm still here actually. I just survive I guess. Maybe that's it. Maybe just survival isn't good enough anymore. What was the dream? To do voice acting and stand up comedy, to write stories and poems to educate people and share my experiences with them. What have I done lately that works towards ANY of those dreams? Nothing. I've gotten all caught up in checking shit off the big "To Do List" before I shift this mortal coil. I've gotten a lot of things crossed off, but for every one I do it seems another two present themselves worthy of a spot. I've climbed mountains, swam rivers, hiked trails that few people on this earth even know exist. I've checked off four of the top ten bands I need to see live in the last year and a half. I can lift 270 lbs o

Someday
When I sit here and think my life is beginning to stink... Stress, Love and Being a mom the drama seems to go on and on... Once things start going well, Everything just turns to hell... The farther up in the world I get, the farther down I seem to slip... My head seems to be going crazy, the thoughts I have become so hazy... At times I think I've found a solution, but in the end theres no conclusion... The same old things bother me everyday, I wonder how long I'll be this way... One day I feel great the next I feel sorrow because I'm worried what will come tomorrow... I just need to stop and get it together and know SOMEDAY things WILL get better!!!

Happy Thanksgiving
The Parrot A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious, and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music, and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up, and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot, and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hands, grabbed the bird, and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes, the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said to John, "I believe I may have offende

Do You Have The Balls?
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?? 3 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you done? 3 3. Ever been cheated on? Yes 4. Ever paid for sex? No 5. Ever been married? No 6. Ever been divorced? No 7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? Doggy (ok I'm a dirty girl) 8. Do you own any guns? No 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? No 10. Ever been in rehab? No 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? Yes 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on Fubar? Yes 13. Last time you masterbated? Saturday 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? No 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? Vin Diesel and I don't care if you think he's gay 16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? No 17. How many states have you lived in? 4 18. How many countries have

Fast Money
FAST CASH $6 PAYPAL as seen on OPRAH !!Quick Money!! THIS IS INSANE!!! IT REALLY WORKS!!! !!!!!!QUICK MONEY!!!!!! -- FAST CASH At first I thought this was too good to be true, how wrong I was!! I decided to give it a go, it was only 6 dollars ,so why not? Well I was astounded!! Money has, and still is coming to my account. As Seen On OPRAH & 20/20 - TURN $6 into $24,600! (or more, that's just what he made) Earn money using PAYPAL as seen on Oprah & 20/20 THE PAYPAL $6 DOLLAR MONEY-MAKING METHOD AS SEEN ON OPRAH EARN HUGE $$$$$$$$ Ok this is all you need: 1) An email address 2) A PayPal account 3) then POST,POST,POST,POST,POST,POST,POST,POST,POST.......... THIS IS A 2007, CURRENT EMAIL LIST Ever since the internet became popular, the word "scam" has become a daily term. I have never once tried any money making "system" outside of this because of that very reason. However, after reading reports on the validity and reputation of this money making syst

A Clarification
I was hoping that I wouldn't need to do this but, so many people are asking me about this, I have to do something ... Firstly, I'd like to say that, in this day and age, I can't believe that I have to feel like I need to explain myself but, there ya go. In my "About Me" section, I mention two subjects which seem to make ladies run off, screaming (or maybe it IS my ugly face?): D/s Lifestyle and Polyamory. Let's take the easier one first? D/s is NOT about leather and whips and chains and pain and what-not. It's about dynamics of the relationship. It's about the fact that I am an alpha type personality and there is just no way that I can have a loving, caring "marriage"-type relationship with any lady that isn't "submissive". Let me explain a bit more: When I refer to the "D/s Lifestyle", put yourself in mind of "Father Knows Best" or "Make Room For Daddy" or "Leave It To Beaver". For those of you who are not part of my generation, think: "Little Hous

Please !!!!
PLEASE RATE MY PICS AND I MEAN ALL OF THEM AND LEAVE COME COMMENTS PRETTY PLEASE!!!! When you are done let me and I will come rate all of yours and leave comments also!!! Come on if you area friend then be one also by talking to me! Love Maranda

My Angel
My Angel My Angel, take this hatred from me Fill me with peace, help me let this be I hear him threw the trees, he whispers my name I close my eyes It is filled with beauty, it is my lullabye As my body grows cold, I am all alone I beckon for my angel to carry me home He is my light, my love, all that I need he rescued me from myself my soul he has freed I walk with him, hand in hand He tells me, that our love is grand I want to believe what he says is true So hard to accept, with all I been through Never knowing a love, so pure and kind I always searched, nothing I could find I am staring at love, strait in the face Seeing his illuminating smile, his eyes full of grace I pray this is not another heartache I cannot handle the pain, no more I can take He wraps his arms around me, his warmth that covers me I welcome his embrace, I set my heart free D.L. Abrams

3 Words
Use only 3 words to answer the following questions. It's harder then you think. 1. Where is your cell phone? To the left 2. Your girlfriend/boyfriend/hubby? - Battery Operated Boyfriend 3. Your hair? Long wavy blond 4. Where is your father? Colorado log cabin 5. Your favorite thing to do? host for monkeys 7. Your dreams last night? hot and steamy 8. Your favorite drink? Diet Dr. Pepper 9. Your dream car? Purple Plymouth Prowler 10. The room you're in? my living room 12. Your fears? losing loved ones 14. Who did you hang out with last night? My body pillow 15. What aren't you good at? A few things 16. Muffins? no thank you 17. One of your wish list items? Find true love 19. The last thing you did? Read this item 20. What are you wearing? my work scrubs 22. Your pet? - Calico cat Katy 23. Your computer? got a dell 24. Your life? could be better 25. Your mood? lonely, exhausted, confused 26. Missing? my sex life 27. What

Dhs In The Morning
hey all i have that dhs hearing in the morning and i dont know weither to be scared nervous or pissed i mean it suck to have a stranger poking around your personal life o well guess i will see what happens in the morning

Random Survey
1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?.. a funk song - came on my phone 2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?..yeah. to work!!! where else on a Wed? 3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?..my little ones 4. Favorite drink?..diet dr pepper (and add rum if i'm not driving!) 5. Does the person you like know that you like them?..yes - i'm not a private person 6. Last time you talked to your mom?.. few days ago as she's 1600 miles away at the mo (in NJ) 7. Where are you right now?..in the kitchen.. 8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?..yes 9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?..the blender!! 10. Favorite pie?.. pecan 11. How is your hair?..nappy lmfao 12. Where's the last place you walked to? ..my son's room 13. Last time you had a sleepover?..... years ago 14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?.. midnight 15. What are you doing?..this survey 16. Have you been in a car accident?...2 (i wasn't driving) 17. W

Ladymoon
this poem won me a place in the book The book of who's whos poetry 2007 ~~~~~Ladymoon~~~~~ She leads me down to the edge of the wet, sandy beach I see her misty arms for me they try to reach She smiles at my nakedness, for I am free Her light caresses me, as I tip toe into the sea I stare at her with wonderous eyes She is so beautiful and serene as a lullabye She enlightens my spirit, and calms my mind She is the love I so desperately needed to find She loves me as her lover and her friend Never to abandon me, she will remain til the end I see her shine proudly through the darkest of nights I watch her rule the earth for it is her right When she is cloaked behind dark clouds, I still feel her presence there Her moonbeams caressing my lips, and gently brushes my hair Everynight I am hypnotized, truely amazed I will be inlove with her til my end of days D.L. Abrams

Missy Lost Her Level 20 Vip A Ccount Give Her Some Love
This Is Missy's Link For A Vip Giveaway She Recently Lost A Level 20 Vip Account And Is Starting Over Go Show Her Pic Some Love And Leave Her Some Comments For Her Giveaway.. All The Help Is Greatly Apprecitated! :D (repost of original

What A Jerk.anyone Who Fallowe's Him Need's To Read
Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:33:43 AM): u doing good job with kingdom babe proud of u sexy1goth (11/7/2007 6:34:01 AM): thank you hun sexy1goth (11/7/2007 6:34:39 AM): dont feel like it right now with evey one quiting after thay wanted me and said tha'd back me Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:34:47 AM): from my heart Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:34:47 AM): very welcome Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:35:54 AM): much anquishrunning the kingdom Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:36:48 AM): persurerance sexy1goth (11/7/2007 6:37:11 AM): aw i can handel it babe Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:38:30 AM): sure can talk to u later ok babe Lord Wolf (11/5/2007 7:39:50 AM): u got the kingdom sexy1goth (11/5/2007 7:40:05 AM): i didnt want it i fucki wanted your dumb ass Lord Wolf (11/5/2007 7:40:33 AM): i guess i am a dumb ass ty sexy1goth (11/5/2007 7:41:27 AM): you think if i wanted the kingdom i would have gave up every thing i had for some online shit sexy1goth (11/5/2007 7:41:43 AM): you are co owner you have say Lord Wolf (1

A Cop And A Little Girl
a cop and a little girl A city cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said, "Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector light on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got, did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the DICK goes underneath the horse, not on top."

Claim Poem By Me
CLAIM Look into my eyes, what do you see? I can give you eternity, I can set you free Come to me, I am your Devilish friend Let me lead you to your rightful end Come to me closer, lets seal this deal with a kiss I'm going to bring you into my hellish abyss breath fire into you, your blood boiling in your veins Welcome to my realm, this is where I reign Feel my heat as I burn you within Let me ravish you body as I feed from your sins I will punish and pleasure you, its all the same Im going to tie you up and bound you in chains Dont worry my dark angel it will be such a rush You may even enjoy the pain of my undying lust I have claimed you, you are my slave Now it is your flesh I crave Give into me, give me your all Give me your soul, and together we fall D.L Abrams

To All My Contest Friends
How to comment bomb like a champ. Using Internet Explorer Step 1 - Write comment but dont send Step 2 - Hit Tab Button Twice Step 3 - Hit enter 5 times rapidly At this point the bouncer should come up Step 4 - Enter the code but dont send Step 5 - Hit Tab Button once Step 6 - Hit enter 9 times rapidly Step 7 - write in different comment and repeat When I hit enter I count to myself. It makes it easier. Also if you hit the enter button to many times on the second part you'll hit the anti spam trap. At that point just start over from scratch. Using FireFox Step 1 - Write comment and hit submit Step 2 - Hit the back button on yr browser Step 3 - Make sure comment is still in the white box and hit submit again At this point you should get the bouncer Step 4 - Enter his code and hit submit Step 5 - Hit the back button on yr browser Step 6 - repeat steps 4 & 5 After about 10 comments you'll hit the anti spam blocker. At this point just open up the page link aga

I Cost $3250 A Night!!
How Much You're Really Worth! NO CHEATING!! Natural Hair Color: [] Brown - $100 [x] Blonde - $50 [] Black - $15 [] Bald - $5 []Other-$75 Total: 50 Eye Color: [] Brown - $50 [] Green - $75 [x] Blue $150 [] Hazel $200 Total: 200 Birth Order: [] Twins or more than twins - $300 [x] First Born - $300 [] Only Child - $250 []second born - $150 [] Middle child - $175 [] Last Born - $100 [] third born - $100 [] fourth born - $100 [] fifth born - $546 [] sixth born -$215 Total so far: 500 Drink? [] I did like once or a few - $400 [x] Only Holidays - $250 [] Sometimes - $215 [] YES - $200 [] only weekends - $300 [] Every other day - $50 [] Once a day - $15 [] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]] [] No/Not Yet - $600 Total so far: 750 Vision? [x]perfect vision $300 []need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200 [] No correction $100 []Glasses $50 []contacts $25 [] Surgical correction -$15 Total so far: 1050

Me
I CAN BE THE BEST PERSON. OR THE MOST HATED PERSON. EITHER WAY IT GOES I AM THE MOST RATED PERSON .I COME FROM SOUTHWEST. HERE WE DO IT THE BEST.WE DO IT MORE THEN THE REST.IF U WANNA HOLLA I COME FROM DETROIT WHICH THAT IS SOUTHWEST.

~how And What He Is To And For Me~
For all those times You stood/stand by me For all the truth that You made me see For all the joy You brought/bring to my life For all the wrong that You made right For every dream You made/make come true For all the love i found/find in You i'll be forever thankful Baby You're the One Who held/holds me up Never let me fall You're the One Who saw me through, through it all,, You were/are my Strength when i was/am weak You were my Voice when i couldn't speak You were my eyes when i couldn't see You saw/see the best there was/is in me Lifted me up when i couldn't reach You gave/give me Faith cause You believed/believe i'm everything i am Because You love/d me,,, You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand i could touch the sky i lost my faith, You gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and i stood tall i had/have Your love i had/have it all i'm grateful for each day you gave/give me Maybe i don't know that much But i

Let's Give Him A "name"
Oh, I don't know. Let's call him "Bob". Since that's such a universal common name. I'd never deliberatly drop "hints". Well local ladies. If you have a "nice" cop friend that's telling you everything you want to hear ... Hit me up. Aparantly he enjoys telling us all the same bullshit lies to get in our pants!!!! I can give you details you're dieing for!! Loves, Kandi

Server Hell
So I'm starting this blog about my work stuff... A way to bitch about some of the hell I work at... Let's see if this works... This week was hell... I know it's not over but my brain has shutdown for the week already. My week began on Monday... Went to work for a normal day... No biggie just a regular Monday... Mondays are never great, are they?? No this day went bad long after it was supposed to be over. Sometime around 7 pm I got this email on my phone (I have a PDA phone, really neat but keeps me tethered to work). This email basically stated an error had occurred on my email server. So I pull out my laptop, connect into work, and check it out. Didn't look good so I figured it was best to get into work and see what the problem was... When I got there (about 8 pm) the server was limping along with errors... And low and behold my file server was blinking red with a hardware failure... What the fuck!! So I fuck with my email server for hours I had to repair a bunch of shit on th

Dom(me) Vs Master/mistress
Dominant vs Master Dominatrix vs Mistress Those just entering the BDSM world will find the abundant usage of both of these words by members of the online community. This is primarily due to the rapid growth of access and the restrained attainability of quality texts to correctly interpret what these words mean within the community itself. Up to a few years ago the BDSM world was a tightly closed and almost secret society. Membership in this society was kept totally private and hidden with significant effort. Entree into the community was by referral and accompaniment only. Protocols or rules of conduct were strict and strongly enforced, not from some control standpoint but because those rules emerged from bitterly hard lessons in survival. A Dominant is a person with a dominant aspect in their personality. A Master is a Dominant with significant real life BDSM experience. They are not the same. It can be fairly said that all Master/Mistress's are Dominant. It cannot be s

All Firefighter Hall Memebers
OK THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM ASKING BEGGING AND PLEADING WITH ALL FF HALL MEMEBERS ON MY LIST...I NEED A VOTE, WHO WANTS THAT LOUNGE TO STAY OPEN AND ME TO KEEP DOING WHAT I WAS DOING BEFORE I LEFT FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS TO BE WITH FIREMAN185 CAUSE RIGHT NOW IT SEEMS NONE OF YOU MEANT WHAT YOU HAVE SAID TO JOHN OR ME ABOUT LOVING THE HALL AND WHAT IT MEANS..WE DID THAT AS A PLACE FOR EVERYONE TO GO TO HAVE FUN,FOR FIREFIGHTERS AND EMTS AND SO ON TO BE ABLE TO GO CHAT ABOUT THEIR DAYS WEATHER THEY ARE GOOD OR BAD IN THEIR TUFF WORK THEY DO AND MOST LIVE FOR. I WILL GIVE IT A WEEK IF THINGS DONE GO BACK IM OUT THERE IS NO MORE FF HALL SO IF YOU WANT IT PLEASE COME COME ME IN THERE IF YOU DONT WELL I UNDERSTAND THAT WHAT IM FEELING IS TRUE AND I WILL MOVE ON PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS EITHER WAY TY-MERCI

Parent Job Description
PARENT Job Description POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments = in far away cities! Travel expenses not = reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not

Submissive Vs Slave
SUBMISSIVE vs SLAVE This distinction appears muddled, misunderstood and generalized by a great number of the people that I converse with. First I would like to make a point. Language at it's best shifts from area to area. Within this one continent we have many variations or dialects of usage. This can be seen in terms like sweeper meaning vacuum cleaner etc. So, many words used within a community can mean different things to different people based on the 'age' of the person, their background and the common usage of the area they live in. The submissive is a volunteer. The slave is not a volunteer. This is the core and substantial difference between the two terms. Within the BDSM community this can be interpreted in this way. The submissive individual may be lightly, moderately or heavily submissive. The submissive has a desire to submit to the direction of another person which in this community we call the Dominant or Top. Their submission may be quite limited in range, for

Poetry
I look out the window, and watch the sun set I glance down ay my son as he pats his pet I see his smile, a smile so bright A smile that gets me through the darkest of nights I hold him close, I smell a faint fragrance of lavender in his hair I whisper in his ear "mommy loves you and I'll aways be near" I tell him "someday a girl is going to break your heart" "try not to dwell, there is always a new start" I tell him life won't always be fair but try to live it without worry or care Always be honest, loving, and kind Always be respectful, it will clear your mind things in life will tear you down be strong, pick yourself up off the ground Don't ever think you dissapoint me You are my life, you are the best of me How do I explain life to this little boy A life so precious, he has brought me so much joy when his little hand is in mine I realize life is good, and I am fine As he grows into a man, I will grow old But in my heart it's Zaynes smile I hold D.L. Abrams copy

I Cuddle With A Teletubby Because I Have Double D's.
Pick month you were born in!!!!!! 1 - I ate 2 - I jumped 3 - I RAN NAKED WITH 4 - I needed 5 - l cuddled with 6 - I ran naked with 7 - I smoked with 8 - I banged 9 - I shot 10 - I robbed 11 - I stabbed 12 - I killed Pick the day you were born on 01 - A toothbrush 02 - a dog 03 -a hottie 04 - A homo 05 - 06 - my lover 07 - a glass of milk 08 - my boyfriend 09 - the kool-aid man 10 - Paris Hilton 11 - the trojan man 12 - a teletubby 13 - the cookie monster 14 - a drink 15 - a horse 16 - a pot head 17 - a bum 18 - a stripper 19 - a condom 20 - a crack head 21 - a homeless guy 22 - Barney the dinosaur 23 - a porn star 24 - a easter egg 25 -a bowl of cereal 26 - the one i love 27 - a bag of weed 28 - a french fry 29 - your mom 30 - a mop 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - because that hoe stole my taco Black - because I'm sexy like that Pink - because I'm good in bed Red - because I have AMAZING boobs brow

Fu-king
I just want to thank everyone for helping me reach Fu-King! I didn't expect to level this quick, but thanks to Vittoria who is on my Godfather List who decided I should level made a bulletin. Next The Mafia for their support and pic bombing to get me leveled. Also Boo Boo and her list of levelers too. There were so many more to thank that I decided to put this in my blog. I hope those who helped, let me know here so I can return the love. Again, Thank You All So Much! :D

To The Perv Who Left The Nasty Comments
A woman is more than a physical attration Still U wonder why your comments get negative reaction I guess some girls like that type of attention all focused on their body;the mind is never a mention Don't assume all girls lack self-respect Get to know them first- make a bet---- between your lower anatomy and your heart This random girl could be the one you never part Stop judging a book by its cover- make her your friend before your lover.

Perfect Coffee.....
Brewing the perfect pot of coffee is really quite easy. best to use a stove top coffee maker....on a wood stove First, you put in one scoop for every two cups of coffee the coffee maker will brew. Fill with 12 cups worth of water. Bring to a rolling boil. allow to cool to a reasonably warm temp. keep on the warming plate all day. To brew second pot of coffee for the day, remove half the grounds, add three scoops of coffee, add water to remaining coffee to bring the level up to the proper volume, then bring up to a boil once more. You can actually keep the coffee going for a month using these techniques, once you start the first pot for the month, just keep adding to it. Now the nice thing about such coffee is that not only can you drink it, you can use it as an engine degreaser, parts cleaner and it will take the black powder residue off cap and ball firearms.

Not A Perfect Life!!
If life was perfect... Would we know happiness? If life was perfect... Would we know challenges? If life was perfect... Would we know what it feels like to receive and to give? If life was perfect... Would we know differences? If life was perfect... Would we know true love? Without sadness we wouldn't know what it feels like to be happy! Without a challenge we would be bored! Without wants we would not know giving and receiving! Without choices we would not know differences! Without hate we would not know what true love is!

Her Name
I see my Tragedies through the broken glass of my frozen dreams that cover broken lies within my words are things miss said and now I weep in my regrets in my regrets her smile her face her name always haunting her smile her face her name lost to memory These are my tragedies to a heart gone deaf of the apathy that spells my destiny any now I lay sifting through the pain weeping in all my regrets in my regrets

Sad
EARLIER I WAS AWAY FROM MY PC BECAUSE I HAD TO GO DO MAMA STUFF FOR MY KIDS. WELL, I JUST GOT BACK UP HERE AND WHILE I WAS GONE SOMEONE CAME TO MY PAGE, RATED AND FANNED ME, RATED A FEW PIC AND LEFT A PHOTO COMMENT. THEN IN MY FRIEND REQUESTS I HAD THIS..... well was going to shout to you to say i will rate more later but you have no shout box i friend of mine said you need rated so i told her i would THEN IN MY MAIL I HAD THIS MESSAGE..... sorry not going to waste my time good luck SO I WAS GOING TO GO TO THAT PERSON'S PAGE AND RATE THEM BUT THEY BLOCKED ME. WELL LIKE 99% OF YOU KNOW, EVEN THOE IT MIGHT SAY YOU ARE ONLINE, IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE RIGHT THERE AT YOUR PC. SORRY I WASN'T THERE TO JUST STOP WHAT I WAS DOING AND GO RATE UR ONE AND ONLY PICTURE RIGHT THAT EXACT MOMENT DUDE

Happy Birthday To Me
WELL AS U ALL MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW MY BIRTHDAY IS NOV.10TH AND I KNOW ITS GOING TO BE SHITTY.... SEE THE LAST BDAY I HAD THAT WAS GOOD WAS MY 20TH I WENT TO BUSCH GARDENS WHICH MY FRIENDS PAID FOR SO I THOUGHT IF I WENT THIS YEAR IT WOULD BE GREAT..FUCK NO...MY FRIEND SAYS SHE'LL PAY BUT I DOUBT IT AND MY OTHER FRIEND SHE GOT ME A PASS BUT IT DONT WORK ANYMORE I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE BLOWN MY SCHOOLING OFF MORE TO HANG OUT WITH HER... NE WAYS..IM OK I SWEAR BUT NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE EVER REMEMBER ME ON MY BIRTHDAY SO I FEEL SOO ALONE ON THAT DAY..MY GIRL IS IN ANOTHER STATE AND I JUST HATE THIS. PLZ SOMEONE MAKE ME SMILE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! MY MOTHER EVEN TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF WHEN IT COMES TO MY BIRTHDAY AND ALL HOLIDAYS TOO..MY DADDY IS ALL IN MY FAMILY THAT LOVES ME I GUESS BUT HE IS STIL IN HE HOSPITAL AFTER BEING ON LIFE SUPPORT TO LIVE..HES OK NOW THEY FIXED HIM...I LOVE MY DADDY! SO SEND ME SOME LOVE..A COMMENT OR GIFT I DONT CARE JUST TELL ME I AM SOMEBOBY AND NOT A NOBODY

Their At It Again...
Ok straight and to the point. The cheaters are at it again using there scripts and signing up fake accounts themselves through proxy servers etc... My sites get over 150,000 Unique visitors a day so that means 150,000 different people see that fubar link per day. Im not spamming so called other Social Network sites or Forums as some people here say they are and thats how they are getting all the referrals. I say BS to you cause I know the ratio is to get a REAL sign up. Some even say they get the referrals from a site they have which is really funny cause its from a site that has hardly ZERO traffic. Which would mean almost ZERO referrals. But oh no not with the Math of a cheater. With the Math of a cheater a site that gets 200 visits a day can bring in 200 referrals an hr especially during a Happy Hour. I honestly know that someone cant advertise themselves or a site to over 150,000 different people A DAY by spamming forums and other Social Network sites. Its IMPOSSIBLE. E

Cam Girl Profile: Lux
This little blonde hottie is named Lux, and just under a week ago, this lovely little fox from FOUNDRY CAMS made her debut with her rocking out in her fishnets (and not much else) video. Lux is off to a nice start, but before we hand over the keys to the kingdom, let's ask her a batch of dippy questions. What say you? Cool? Cool. CLICK THE PIC TO READ THE INTERVIEW! Then, when you're good and lathered up, HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS AND CHAT WITH LUX LIVE ON CAM!

Twelve Greek Orhodox Priests
Twelve Greek Orthox priests from Patmos were about to be ordained. The final test was for them to line up in a straight row, totally nude, in a garden while a sexy and beautiful, big breasted, nude model danced before them. Each priest had a small bell attached to his privates and they Were told that anyone whose bell rang when she danced in front of them would not be ordained because he had not reached a state of spiritual purity. The beautiful model danced before the first candidate, with no reaction. She proceeded down the line with the same response from all the priests Until she got to the final priest Father Euthimios. As she danced, his bell began to ring so loudly that it flew off and Fell clattering to the ground. Embarrassed, Father Euthimios took a few steps Forward, and bent over to pick it up. Then......., all the other bells started to ring.

Sweet Mrs. Jones
Toward the end of the church service, the Minister asked, "How many of you have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands. The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Jones? Are you not willing to forgive your enemies?" "I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly. "Mrs. Jones, that is very unusual. How old are you?" "Ninety-eight." she replied. 'Oh, Mrs. Jones, would you please come down in front & tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in the world?" The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said: "I outlived the bitches."

Yet Another Kid Has Joined...
Hey ya'll, Yet another kid of mine has joined fubar... This time it is Luke, one of my adoptees...He's a great kid and I will be helpiing him to improve upon his profile tomorrow...would love for you guys to help show him some fubar hospitality... Love ya guys and thank you so very much... Huggs and Kisses and much love... ~Sadie Grace~ still_trippen@ fubar

For All My Fufriends!
So i got a new job working from home to support my way through college. its pretty bad ass! Im basically gonna be selling healthcare savings plans... NOT INSURANCE and this really is WORTH IT! its pretty damn cheap and covers just about everything immagineable.even Over The Counter medicines and Medical supplies!!! If you want to know more just send me your email address and see if you are interested! And dont worry I wont take offense if you dont want to! i just dont wany any of my FuFriends to miss out on this great deal. Hell im signing up... its too good to pass up. Oh, basically i get "points" with my company depending on how many emails i send out.. so please just let me send you the email. if you dont like whats inside... Trash it! But at least read it first and see what its about bc the money you could be saving is GINORMOUS! lol... yea i know i cant spell. message me your emails NOW! Love you bitches!

Men
hey, been awhile . . . well Turtles finally over his col. but not before he passed it on to me. so now dayQuill is my new best friend. . . lol. . .well ive had an interesting week. the guy i posted the mumm about came up and we hang out well i was curious if things were as good as they once were.(wink wink) well they werent. andi dont know how to tell him kuze i dont want to hurt his feels kuze were still friends but i dont want to date him. then there has been this man whos been trying to get w/ me but hes married and i told him no. and hes understood. then last night this guy thats only been married for like 6 months. wanted to get something going. it shocked the hell outof me. kuze i work w/ his wife and shes crazy. so i told him no to but it just weird. what is there a sign on my head lonely married men only. all i want is a decent single guy to be fwb kuze after my friend came up for the night it got me thinkin i dont wanta releationship i just want a good romp w/ a SINGLE man.

My Angel
His innocense is overpowering. His Wickedness so sweet. Behold the Angel of Sunrise. Beware my God of Defeat. Chained to eternity, forever forced to see. The fatalities of the world, while he Bleeds in utter glee. Hes in love with her Sadness, though hes locked in a cage. Cursing those who apose her in an Undying fit of rage. Hes the angel that reigns between heaven and Hell. Slaughtering the weak, and giving her his lifelong spell. In Darkness, He is wild, the Abyss sets him Free. She gives him Herself, for Him to love and see. Her Angel lives, Her Angel cries, Her Angel Bleeds, But their love will never Die.

Plz Help Her
Plz help my friend level she is very nice and generous and will rate you back and everything just plz rate her pics and stash and comment her also let her know you heard about her from me okay thank you so much also message me and i will send you a gift and also rate you. http://fubar.com/user/657162

It's Been A Year Since.......
Wow, this is so great to me. On 11/9/06 I decided that I was gonna take a trip 100 mile's to meet the lady I had been chatting with for a few month's. We had chated every day and even seen each other on our web cam's. We talked on the phone quite a bit also. I made the trip all the way to a town called Mayfield in KY. It was a long trip and I got lost once in a town cuz my map didnt tell me the highway stoped then started again 10 mile's down another Rd. When I got to her town I missed my turn and had to call her. She helped me find my way to her house. When I got their I met her and I was so blown away bye her beauty. I fell into my shy mode and it took a while to get out of it. We sat around talking for awhile and enjoyed eachother's company. We ended up cuddled up on her couch watching tv and talking. I fell in over my head that night and I knew I had found my dream girl. We became a couple that weekend (I went right back up their that weekend) and Have been together ever since. We

Weathered
I lie awake on a long, dark night I can't seem to tame my mind Slings and arrows are killing me inside Maybe I can't accent the life that's mine No I can't accept the life that's mine Simple living is my desperate cry Been trading love with indifference yeah it suits me just fine I try to hold on but I'm calloused to the bone Maybe that's why I feel alone Maybe that's why I feel so alone Me...I'm rusted and weathered Barely holding together I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal The sun shines and I can't avoid the light I think I'm holding on to life too tight Ashes to ashes and dust to dust Sometimes I feel like giving up Sometimes I feel like giving up Me...I'm rusted and weathered Barely holding together I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal The day reminds me of you The night hides your truth The earth is a voice Speaking to you Take all this pride And leave it behind Because one day it ends One day we die

My Weird Sex Dream
I have very vivid, colorful dreams. Sometimes scary and sometimes very ummm not so scary lol. Sometimes I find myself wanting to sleep so I can dream they are like movies. So here is a crazy sex dream I had (I seem to have a lot of them lol) a few nights ago. Okay so I am in a desert and I am giving head to a guy that I don't even know. In fact I can't even see his face only his pubic hair. I am actually enjoying it. So as time goes on he pushes my head more toward him so now his dick is all the way in my mouth, so I am now deep throating him. As he his about to cum he shoves is dick even further in my mouth and I am taking it with no problem I am loving it. I feel him cum then cum again. This dude cums like five or so times can't remember how many. So here is the most weird part a take him in my hands and I am pulling him out of my mouth but it just keeps going and going. There is no end to his dick lol. I am getting annoyed that I can't pull this mans dick out of my mouth. And h

People Can Change You
As I walk through the garden of life Only certain people will touch And give you a warm fuzzy feeling inside When I look inside myself Thinking of her Makes me smile Knowing she has touched my world And made it a better place to live If you meet her just once You will leave with Something you only dream about Someone who You can call friend Her beauty will charm you Her smile will melt your heart But most of all You will have met something That was heaven sent

My Heart Bleeds..
My heart bleeds, and sometimes I think it will never stop. It's so scared and bruised and torn, and it happened so much that I don't think it's gonna heal anymore. My dream dried up, and I long for my passion to return... I am begging, pleading for all this hurt inside to stop. When is it gonna end?

Peasefultimes
hi all m/35 here from N H i am very outgoing friendly person with a great personality am very outdoors love the beach the mountains camping and my family and friends am always up for meeting new people

Mom Day 2
I have Mom's dogs. Her little poodle mix is a neurotic little sucker and barks all the dang time!!! He wouldn't stop last night, so I got this great idea!! I called his vet in Beaverton and called my vet here and got his a prescription for Valium. That should shut him up good tonight. I also found out that I am going to need minor surgery. The OB/GYN is going to burn out the lining of my Uterus. Girl Stuff as Steve likes to call it. It will probably be the middle of December. I am not too upset about it, it will make my life a lot easier. Going to go finish cooking for the troops!!!

Where's The Help When I Need It...lol
ok i am speechless...well not really...the contest i entered is for the "best smile". i wasn't sure about entering it but i said what the hell and entered thinking that maybe with all of the people on my friends list, who i have helped out, would be there to help me...wow was i ever wrong..lol not the first time i have been wrong and surely not the last. i went to check up to see how i am doing and to my surprise not only has there been very few people comment but some of the other contestants have thousands of votes already...so i guess if you are not in a family who bombs there isnt a way of staying in the race....now i am pretty sad over all of this...see i dont want a blast, or a happy hour...i want a vip cause i want to give 11's damnit...lol. then i find out that its only for a blast...so if i do win i will have to find someone to trade with for a vip...but anyway if anyone out there can spare a few moments of their time i would really appreciate some comments on my pic for the c

Lost In Paradise
I touched upon a valley That was quite new to me A warm gentle fire ignited from within I never felt like this before As I caressed your soft silky skin I tasted paradise as the stars danced The dream the desire Set my spirit on fire I could not express how I felt The sweetest aroma The sweetest nectar That came from paradise Which I explored in My dream time and time again If I was to follow you with desires If I were to hold you close As you set my world ablaze Would you then sing to me With the passion your heart displays And I search neath the stars The paradise of dreams The one where you set my spirit on fire

A Dream
I had a dream yesterday, and you were in it You held me tight and kept me safe You promised you'll love me always... I awoke from that dream Hoping how one day it'll come true I kept my hopes high But I don't know if I'll have enough strength to hold it up Until that one day comes~

A Different Me
Things are clear and I start to see. That my emotions are stronger & I am believing more in me. When you entered my life I had no intentions to find someone that touched my soul like no other kind. We clicked almost instantly our lips drew close. At that moment I felt my heart move & I completely froze. My heart was reeling in deep emotion. When curious fingers explored my body I felt every motion. A different me is trying to stay calm & collected. But I can't deny the feelings that I am completely affected. This time I am walking into it with open eyes & a clean slate I think somehow in the way we met was an act of fate. Other times before I would have jumped with both feet in. Losing the fight before I even had a chance to win. But this time I am trying to be patient & strong. I don't wanna lose you & make what we have go wrong. So some sincerity and trust on my part And follow my dreams that linger of you, so deep in my heart.

Wow !
For those of you who are having to many issues with Internet Explorer (IE), I HIGHLY recommend switching to Firefox. I did today and I'm completely amazed with it, 10x better than IE could ever hope to be with all the extra features makes it a must for anyone. Everything from custom skins and so much more .. everything carries over from IE so you don't loose anything. And its 100% free. Well I just figured Id put the word out!

A Desire Fulfilled
Lying besides you silently, Your lips pressed against mine The Aroma of tobacco, Intoxicating, Filling my nostrils. Your fingers playing, With my hair, And mine with yours, The warmth of your touch, Firing my emotions. Legs entangled, Arms encircled, Enticing, heavenly, We break free, happily.

To All The Girls Who Pass The Nice Guy
..I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep be

Just For The New Friends Today
LOTS of guys became friends today. This is a story for you guys... The many other friends have already read this one. Enjoy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some f

My Sacrifice
Hello my friend we meet again It's been a while where should we begin....feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me I remember When you are with me I'm free...I'm careless...I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We've seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life cn turn around in an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let's find peace there When you are with me I'm free...I'm careless...I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again

Why Sad
Ok the best way I can find of telling you all why I am sad is because someone who really did mean a lot to me on this site has left....the lil bird has finally flown............but I guess it was bound to happen at some point and I guess I may have to wait to see if what they say is true...if it was meant to be or not.......yeah I am gonna be a little down for a bit.......but I will live.....but for now maybe if I could be left alone I would be really greatful....thank you

Im Just F#@&%*d Up
where is my life going? i wish i knew i thought i did then he walked away for someone new i thought i was happy and content but i know see i wasnt why cant i just get over it? why is it taking this long? why cant i find someone else to prove to me he was wrong? am i that useless? am i that bad? am i that ugly? what did i do wrong? why do i have to feel so unworthy? why does it have to hurt this way? would anyone even notice if i was gone? would anyone care? would you notice if i was no longer here? you dont know me i dont know myself anymore my medications work to make me seem happy but i dont think i really am dont tell me im wrong dont tell me itll be ok let me have my thoughts my doubts words mean nothing actions mean everything i hear the words people say but their actions tell me differently which am i to believe? words or actions? actions speak louder than words but words you know what they mean actions can be deceiving id rather

Dear Fubar Friend's And Family's
Dear Fubar Friend's and Family, I wanted to know if you can help me leve up on here.And i can do the same to you.Cause i wanna get off level 19 and go to levl 20 or more.So can you please help me level up.And thank you for having me here. SexyBitch Cocoktails & Dreams Lounge aka Krystina

Ok....i Had To Post This Shit
See what you stand for! J-people adore me E-I'm awesome in bed N-I like to drink N-I like to drink I : You Are wild in bed. F: You are dead sexy. E: Awesome in bed R: You are awesome in bed. A: :You like to drink. B : You like people. C: You are very silly. D: You Are Great in bed. E: Awesome in bed F: You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are wild in bed. J : People Adore you. K : You're wild and crazy. L: You Are Great in bed. M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. P : You are popular with all types of people. O: You keep it gangsta. Q : You are a hypocrite. R: You are awesome in bed. S : F*ckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Your the best b/f or g/f anyone could ask for. Z: Always Remembered

My Friends List
Hi friends , As yall know I'm a Godmother now & I thank you all who helped me to get here. But I realized that I had a lot of people just sitting idle in my friend list , who they dont talk to me , comment me , or ever rate my things . So I just cleaned out my list , deleted about half the people in it , because now that I'm a Godmother I want to help my true friends by rating them and , helping them level up . I believe if your my friend please stop by and say hello to me , stay in touch . Cause if you just sit idle in my list of actually what good is it doing me or you ? Love yall , my true friends Lisa

I Love Music
I LOVE MUSIC ESPECIALLY THE ONES THAT GET YOU IN THE MOOD. CHECK OUT MY PLAYLIST ON MY PAGE. IF YOU CAN THINK OF SOME GOOD ONES I CAN PUT ON THERE SEND ME A COMMENT WITH THE SONG. I'LL MAKE SURE TO PUT IN ON MY LIST

Hmmmmmm Ok
ok lets see.... i think that i may have my head on again... how ever i never really know.. i feel like i lost a friend in a issue that went far to strange and got weird before either of use knew what happen... and for that to my friend I AM SORRY. I never ment for things to get out of hand... maybe it was just a strange mind set due to this and that and never really anything at all.. I will not take full blame for it though... and i dont think i should.. thing got said that prob should never have on both sides... so for my part i was wrong and i will take blame for that too now that my head is straight i realise that i may have jumped to soon on what i said about losen a friend... im here but it prob wont be the same for some time... and for that im not sure what can be done but time... but as a friend i still love you and i wish you the best.... so for the person taht understand this part... laters.. AMIS....

Tiền...nhà Nước Hay Của Nhân Dân
Từ thực tế xã hội lâu nay người ta hay nói vui- Cái gì cũng của nhân dân cả-tất cả vì dân- Uỷ ban nhân dân, Hội đồng nhân dân, quân đội nhân dân, Công an nhân dân...nhưng Kho bạc nhà nước, Ngân hàng nhà nước... Cái gì gọi là của nhân dân thì lại là nhà nước, cái gì gọi là nhà nước thì lại của nhân dân. Tiền Nhà nước? Có phải là của nhà nước hay của nhân dân? Tiền đó có phải là từ thuế của nhân dân. Có vay nước ngoài thì nhân dân cũng phải trả nợ. ..Cứ quan niệm tiền nhà nước nên tiền bạc của nhân dân- ngân sách nhà nước -hằng năm không công khai, nếu có, công khai cũng không đủ, nhiều kh&#

One Last Breath
Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding on to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

My Dinner Tonight. Among Other Things....
So yeah, here's a few photos of what I made myself for dinner tonight. If your Italian, you know what kind of food I made above. Pasta with chicken in the middle with meat sauce and Italian Sausage with cheese.. Then a salad with everything that makes up a full salad with soup. Known as Pasta fagioli..... With a long island ice tea..... So what do you think? Looks good? And here is four new photos of me. In other news today. I'm thinking of either deleting my account on a web site called Gamertagpics.com A site were people who play games etc would go to, to put a picture to a gamers face or something along those lines. I feel as if I'm the old guy on the site. I'm sure there are some people my age. Just don't seem to get many hits on that site. Who knows I might keep my profile just never go on it. Maybe once in a blue moon or something like my facebook account. I rarely get on that site and now with all these programs t

Say Its Not True Dawg!
LOS ANGELES - Duane "Dog" Chapman says he can be taught new tricks — and one of them is never to use the "N-word" again. Chapman, 54, has apologized to blacks and to all Americans for repeatedly using the racial slur during a March phone call to his son, Tucker, urging him to break up with a black girlfriend. The recent Web release of the recorded conversation by The National Enquirer led the A&E television network to put Chapman's reality show indefinitely on hold. Chapman, who had issued a written apology, followed it up in his first interview since the scandal broke by remarking: "Never again. This dog learns." In the interview with Sean Hannity for Fox News' "Hannity & Colmes" show Tuesday, Chapman denied being a racist and said he used the N-word conversationally when talking to black acquaintances. "I thought that I was cool enough in the black world to be able to use that word as a brother to a brother," he said. "I'm not. I didn't know really know until three or

Questions
If two lips said "Hi there" would two lips say "Hi",? Could there be a meeting, or two lips pass on by? How long could they savor? How sweet be the taste? Would they linger, touching, or would they part in haste? If two arms said 'Come here, let us circle round', would your body enter, or would you soon abscound. Could I pull you closer, hold you tight to me, feel you warm and sexy, purest ectasy. Would your eyes stay open thru the kisses long, or would they be closing, feeling nothing wrong. How long till you hold me, both now are caressed. Would it be a problem, If we both stay dressed. Or would hands caressing, undo buttons slow, Let the shirts and blouses, settle there, below. Little kisses venture, off the others lips, tasting of sweet nectar, savor little sips. Cheeks and eyes and forehead, each one kissed so light, How long till the murmur speaks out small delight? I can ask the questions, answers you keep near. Maybe one day spoken, you will let me hear.

Got Sent Home Early From Work
I am freaking pissed, I just got sent home early from work from the movie theatre I work at part time in the evenings when I work Thursdays and Fridays I was suppose to work tonight 5:30-11:00 tonight, but they sent me home early due to slow day tonight and shit. I was hot and heated since no one else wanted to go home, they sent me and three other people home,we were heated. Man I was hot!

My Lil Ladies Man....
I picked my son up from his after school program today... this is the second day that he's went... He is 8 years old for all of you who don't know...and is as handsome as ever...(check the pictures)! So he's very shy and isn't a "tough" boy....but this kid was surrounded by girls.... they were everywhere! Screaming his name....huggin on him... I am in so much trouble when he gets older.....anyone have advice...

Hello Everyone!! This Is Goodbye....
So....I am officially done with this site! It has been fun and I have had the pleasure of meeting some really awesome people....but life is taking a turn and it is for the better. I have gotten a divorce and in the meantime a long time friend found me on myspace and so...well the rest is history! I am happy to say that he proposed on Nov. 2nd and I accepted!! I am so happy!! But most of all finally fulfilled and content to have some kind of direction and happiness in my life. It has been a bumpy year and some of you were there during it and for that I will always remember you. Some of you tugged on the heart strings and you know who you are, but in the long run maybe we were just meant to be kept at a distance and never meant to be as close as we wanted. So...good luck...if you have my number feel free to keep in touch...I would love to hear from you! But for now my internet flirting and the need to fulfill an empty void is done. I hope everyone has a great upcoming holiday....and if

Signs
This is not about age time served on the earth Doesn't mean you grow in mind This is not about God Spiritual insinuations seem to shock the nation Come with me I'm fading underneath the lights Come with me Come with me Come with me now This is not about race It's a decision to stop the division in your life This is not about sex We all know sex sells and the whole world is buying Come with me I'm fading underneath the lights Come with me Come with me Come with me now Cant's you see the signs? See the signs now Cant's you see them? See the signs You see them All the signs we see them Can't you see them?

What A Day!
What a busy day! My house is almost completely painted. Tomorrow they are going to come back and do a second coat in some areas and the trim. It is looking nice! Peter and I just got back from a parent/teacher conference for Christopher. She told me his grades do not reflect his ability. That he is very intelligent but just can't seem to sit still and focus to get things done at times so a lot of stuff doesn't get finished. Isn't that just dandy? It is better news then I thought. Highly intelligent but can't focus. Hmmm? Something I have always known but not knowing how to fix. Now my neck feels like it is just going to fall off, I am in a lot of pain. It sucks. I could barely sit through the conference. I walked on the treadmill today without moving my arms as to not hurt my neck but it must have hurt it anyway. It makes me very sad to think that I can't do that without the pain afterwards. This better be something the doctors can fix! Have a good night every

What She Means To Me
I go through life thinking about her. As each day passess I don't know whether to be sad or happy to have her. My love is strong, but I feel as if I have failed. She believes in me more than I believe in myself. She completes every part of me that isn't whole. I wake up thinking about her and I dream of her. When I talk to her, she makes me feel so young. When I can't see her I feel so lost. I ponder what did I do so right in my life to achieve such a beauty. Then I think, who the hell am I. Does she want or need me or am I just a step. She is my world and I would gladly give my life for her. She is my everything. Her tears are like rain and she shines so bright. Days become weeks and then turn to months, can I live without her. As I go through the motions wondering what to do, she is always close to guide me. Whether I'm wrong or I'm right she does not falter, she is my strength, my power, my life, and most of all my love.

Joining Info
Hello, and Welcome to The Pride! We chose this name for two reasons. First, as a feeling of belonging and satisfaction. Secondly, as a collective number of lions, working together for the good of the group. Of course, we are a brand new family, but we do have high hopes for the future! We will be participating in several different areas in order to help our members, and hope to become a recognized force here in the Fu-world. So, let's cut to the chase. What can joining this group do for you? - Meeting friends - Our PRIMARY concern here is for our FAMILY. We aren't here to gain large numbers just to have large numbers, but we want a close-knit community of people that are here to join together and help out each other! We would rather have a small group of committed members than to have a large group of people that just come and go, as we have seen from many groups here on Fubar. This does NOT mean that we wish to control you, or to command each of your rates or comments...n

Im Sorry
I want to say to everyone on my friends ,fan, and family list that im sorry i didnt rate any of you.But i did ,my computer sucks and it takes forever for anything to happen .I have rated everyone on my list's a 10 but im sorry if you didnt get it ..So everyone should know that you are a 10 and i thank everyone for rating me ..

Her Knight
A Night in front of the Fireplace Tonight I am going try something new with Lady K. Lady K had let me know in no uncertain terms that the spark was fading and that if I did not rekindle the spark she was moving on . It was up to me to change her mind. So I decided that I had been to complacent in the bedroom and I needed to take back control. I called Lady K at home that morning and told her that I would be over to her place at seven o’clock that night. She cut in saying that she had plans to go out with the girl tonight. I told her I would be there at seven o’clock and she would be waiting for me. She again tried to cut in but I stop her. I let her know that if she wasn’t there that we’re though. I described what I wanted her to be wearing when I arrived. She was to have on a pair pink thigh high stocking with the matching pink lace shelf bra and panties that I had bought for her, as well as, her black mid calf skirt with the black two inch spaghetti strap pumps. Along wi

I Wish
i wish sometimes i could fly, then i would be with you. i wish you all the love and happiness in the world. i wish my prayers were answered sooner. i wish could be every little thing you wanted, all the time. i wish there was a such thing as peace on earth. i wish there were the good ole days, but they are all gone. i wish nobody had to go hungry. i wish i got just see you smile. i wish i could take away all the pain yeah i guess i wish too much huh !!!

I'm Back
Always try to break me down Feelings now have no feeling He tore them all away Laughing at the misery That he left me in his wake There was a day I could remember The feelings I once did feel The blackness filled void All that’s left and all that’s real There was a day I once could feel And these tears did not fall Fighting begets fighting The building of this wall I hide behind the fear you gave me The blackness of it all This rage I feel inside The pain builds up inspired Caged dogs in heat can smell the meat Saved energy for the fire I'm saving the siege I save it all for you I'm saving this thorn inside So you can feel it too Pent up pain fuels insane Feelings returned to the giver Could you hear my cries? Throughout the night Did you care that I was dying? This thorn in my side I can't take the feeling And now I'm here don't forget To return to you the bleeding Now it's done My pain set free A death to this feeling I could have done what

All I Want Is You
ILL TELL IT RATHER SIMPLY; I'LL SAY IT PLAIN AND TRUE, A SINGLE THING IS ALL I WANT AND ALL I WANT IS YOU! THERE ARE NO OTHER RICHES, NO OTHER TREASURES OR POSSESIONS THAT EVER COULD COMPARE WITH YOU, MY FONDEST OF OBESSIONS, YOU ARE THE VERY AIR I BREATHE, THE RATION THAT SUSTAINS ME, YOU'RE ALL MY THOUGHTS TIED UP AS ONE, THE LAUGH THAT ENTERTAINS ME. YOU ARE ALL THAT LIFE NEED EVER GIVE, THE THE MAXIMUM THATS DUE. IF I COULD ASK FOR ANYTHING I'D ONLY ASK FOR YOU.

When You Love Someone
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love. Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love. Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love. If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love. When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love. You keep telling

Who's Got My Back
Run....hide All that was sacred to us Sacred to us See the signs The covenant has been broken By mankind Leaving us with no shoulder... with no shoulder To rest our head on To rest our head on To rest our head on Who's got my back? When all we have left is deceptive So disconnected So what is the truth now? There's still time All that has been devastated Can be recreated Realize We pick up the broken pieces Of our lives Giving ourselves to each other... ourselves to each other To rest our head on To rest our head on To rest our head on Who's got my back now? When all we have left is deceptive So disconnected So what is the truth now? Tell me the truth now... Tell us the the truth now Who's got my back now? When all we have is deceptive So disconnected So what is the truth now?

Love Vs. Infatuation
Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you

My Home Cumming
Ok so where was I, Oh ya spending my first few days in a bubble. (if this makes no sence plzz read "MY FIRST FUCKING DAY") Ok so after a few days of chillin in the hospital watching all the crazy ppl pop by & listening to the earth shattering screams of the other lil babys I decided to get the fuck out of there, so I started smilin real nice @ my mommy & daddy every chance I got till they decided we should leave. The ride home was eventful, I learned several things most important of which is that my daddy has a heavey foot. (ya ya I know we now know where I get it from lol) Apon my arrival home I was overwelmed by the suprise of my young life all the crazy freaks that had been poping by the bubble to stare @ me were there & here is the big shocker it turns out I am related to over 85% of these freaks & the rest well lets just say they had nothing better to do lol. I was about to fake sleepyness & get a lift to my room to crash but out of the corner of my eye I saw HIM, damn was he

We Want You
you to can become a member of the Z.E.R.O. program 1 you must be uninfected 2 you must allow a picture to be used for a membership badge 3 you must not mind having fiction stories writen about you 4 you mus have a scence of humor 5 you must want to stop the undead and not become one ( kinda of a duh there ) 6 you must realise this is all in fun and do not start drama 7 you must be able to give me some imput about the charecter i help creat for you these are all the rulles its simple if you want to become a Z.E.R.O.

232 Reasons To Love The Marine Corps
November 10 is our birthday. Semper Fi to all my Marine Brothers. Pass this along to any Marines you may know and wish them a Happy Birthday! They'll know you know! Some of the "terms" used you may not understand, but that's OK. You will get most of the rest! 232 REASONS TO LOVE YOUR CORPS from the MARINE CORPS TIMES On Nov. 10, the Marine Corps turns 232 years old. Ever since it was formed in a Philadelphia bar in 1775, the Corps has given Marines countless reasons to take pride in the heritage of their organization. There is no shortage of instances in which Marine units and individuals have distinguished themselves in battle, but the bragging rights earned over the past 232 years weren't all born on the battlefield. The Corps' culture sets it apart from other branches of the military in ways that those who have never earned the eagle, globe and anchor find difficult to fully understand. But what is obvious to even the most casual observer is that Marines disti

Movie Kraken
Kraken- Tentacles of the Deep 2006 Director: Tibor Takács Writers: Nicholas Garland (co-writer) Sean Keller (written by) Actors: Charlie O'Connell ... Ray Victoria Pratt ... Nicole Kristi Angus ... Jenny Cory Monteith ... Michael Jack Scalia ... Maxwell Odemus Aleks Paunovic ... Ike Nicole McKay ... Kate Michal Yannai ... Sally Mike Dopud ... David Emy Aneke ... Principal Elias Toufexis ... Keith Christa Campbell ... Emily Nene rating :5 (on a 1-10 scale) I wasted $4 renting this dumb movie and It totally sucks. The special effects looked cheap and cheesy. The characters were not easily relatable. The basic plot of this movie is this. Ray watched the Kraken kill his parents when he was a boy. When he is grown he wants to seek revenge on the giant squid. He teams up with an archeologist names Nicole to try to find the thing while she searches for the

System Glitch Blog By Goddess
THEY FIXED THE GLITCHES SO PPL WE HAVE TO COME UP WITH A DIFFERENT TYPE OF SPEED BOMBING. IM OPEN TO ANYTHING THATS LEGAL. MY THING I DO IS AS MY BROWSER I USE FLOCK. WWW.FLOCK.COM. IT IS WAY FASTER THEN EXPLORER. ALL I CAN SAY IS HIT THE SPACE BAR COUNT TO 7 SUBMIT. ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO PUT IT IN A COMMENT HERE ILL BE CHECKING IT DAILY FOR NEW IDEAS. AS OF NOW THERE IS NO MORE SPEED BOMBING. SO WE NEED ALL HOTT MEMBERS ON THE CONTEST FOR WEST SIDE. SEE NEW TEAM BLOG FOR HIS LINK. AS A FAMILY WE NEED TO STICK TOGETHER AND HELP HIM WIN HIS VIP CONTEST. SO PLEASE ANY IDEAS FOR BOMBING LET ME KNOW AND WE WILL SHARE WITH OTHERS. OR EVEN SEND ME AN EMAIL. OK HAPPY BOMBING ALL

Stoned
It seemed cold to Jason when he woke up in Madelyn's bed, of course she had yanke all the blankets off him and wrapped herself in them. He sighed and rolle out of bed his hair tossled and messed up from sleeping so soundly from the party they had that last evening. he stumbled from the bed and walked to the bathroom and looked into the mirror..."Jesus Fuckin Christ" he thought to himself look like hell and shook his head. He grabbed his electric shaver and turned it on and it soundeed like someone had used it to shave the fuckin walls with it....he opend it and long hairs from somebody's kegs came falling out...awww fuck he t hought....and put it back together and cleaned it and then placed it in the charger.Hell iwont go into work today....they wont miss me shit all i do is sit in that damned cubicle and hear how Rob gets all the fucking promos anyway..he heard Madelyn spewak finally...You better show up for work...We need the cash Jason she mumbled. You know Madsy if you got off

Jr
i really falt dond to night caus i could not help a goos friend have all been there and help me so damn much and everthing i am really down caus i did not w what to say are anything to her but i was there fro here and i allwe will me..

Omg!!!!
You have to come check out this lounge!!!! It is really cool...I hate lounges myself, but this one has been rather entertaining for me lately.... The {CC} Lounge http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51636 Just stop in and check it out, you might be surprised who you see in there!!

Feeling Yucky
Probably just a pinch of the flu ... but, I am feeling very achy and pain all over my body. I guess all these late nights and early mornings have finally caught up to me. I guess I better take the hint and slow down and rest. Darn... and I had plans to rape my husband tonight too since I could not rape him last weekend. I am canceling my meeting tonight and will go to bed early. Do I ever feel horrible.

Moods
Mood I think you should be able to have a mood next to your status.Just so people can be forwarned before they talk to you. Look at it as a cautionary measure if you would. I got a whole list of moods you can be in one day. Bipolar,Schizo,Threatening,Vengeful,Pissed,Horny and others.I know you can just put that in your status but what if your more than one and maybe your not online or stepped away. I just hate not being able to type in what i really feel like. So,caution tomorrow I maybe a bipolar, pissed off,horny vengeful,crying woman.HA HA!!!!

Drama
I'm am sooo f#@kin sick of ppl!! I cant stand when ppl come to me and start an argument with me about the things I do on here and why they didn't get a comment from me then wonder why I'm not always nice to them because of it. If you come to me and start running your mouth to me..damn right I'm going to jump your shit. I'm sick of being nice all the time and getting walked all over and people saying I'm stupid because of my decisions that have nothing but good outcomes..I'm sick of people screaming at me because they think I'm not listening..I'm just tired of it all..I sit here and listen to everyone complain about how bad their lives are, I do everything in my power to help them feel better..I'm tired of getting no respect and I'm tired of people lying to me..I'm going to repeat this one more time.. LISTEN CAREFULLY: I hate liars!! I hate Fake people!! If your either of those, do not shout me, and do not try to be my friend, I can spot you from a mile away and I will not tolerate it!!

"rock With Me"
There was once an elderly, sad woman in a nursing home. She wouldn't talk to anyone or request anything. She seemed merely to exist - rocking in her creaky old rocking chair. The old woman didn't have many visitors. But every few days, a concerned and wise young nurse would go into her room. She didn't try to speak or ask questions of the old lady. She simply pulled up another rocking chair beside the old woman and rocked with her. Weeks or months later, the old woman finally spoke. 'Thank you,' she said. 'Thank you for rocking with me.' Just reminding you that in life there are times when we are meant to talk and be supportive, and there are times when we can help by just showing up. Actions, as we are told are often more important than words. The next time you know someone in need, just be there and be supportive.

I Think I Finally Have A Clue...
Well, after getting off to a little of a rocky start due to brutal honesty (even 9's wanna be 10's) and making a few friends who took the time to show me the ropes, I think I am finally figuring this Fubar thing out. Be patient with me, I'm an internet radio geek! I must say I have met some great people so far, and am looking forward to getting to know many more of you. And if you happen to have nothing to do at 10am ET/ 7am PT, check out my show on NowLive - MegaByte Me! I'm on the air daily for an hour. I would love to have some of you join me!

11-5-07
Today is the same, Yesterday too Claws scratch at my door, The search for it too Yearning for peace, Walking the edge Hoping for light, Blinded by the dead Curled up like a ball, I cry out in vein The woods are all empty,My life is in vein Author -me

Easy Italian Pinwheels
Prep Time: 40 min Makes: 24 appetizers 2 oz. (1/2 cup) shredded mozzarella cheese 1/2 cup sliced pepperoni, finely chopped 1/4 teaspoon dried oregano leaves 1 egg yolk 1 (8-oz.) can Pillsbury® Refrigerated Crescent Dinner Rolls 1 egg white, beaten 1 . Heat oven to 375°F. In small bowl, combine cheese, pepperoni, oregano and egg yolk; mix well. 2 . Separate dough into 4 rectangles. Firmly press perforations to seal. Spread each rectangle with about 3 tablespoons pepperoni mixture. 3 . Starting at shortest side, roll up each rectangle; pinch edges to seal. Cut each roll into 6 slices. Place, cut side down, 1 inch apart on ungreased cookie sheet. Brush with beaten egg white. 4 . Bake at 375°F. for 12 to 15 minutes or until golden brown. Serve warm.

Maple-pecan Carrots
Prep Time: 25 min Makes: 6 (1/2cup) servings A shiny maple syrup glaze complements the natural sweetness of carrots. Try them the next time you serve pork chops or roasted chicken. 1/2 cup water Dash salt 4 cups sliced fresh carrots 1 tablespoon butter 3 tablespoons maple-flavored syrup 1/4 cup chopped pecans* 1 . In medium saucepan, bring water and salt to a boil. Add carrots; cover and cook over medium heat for 12 to 15 minutes or until carrots are tender. Drain; cover to keep warm. 2 . Melt butter in same saucepan over low heat. Stir in syrup. Add carrots; cook until carrots are well glazed, stirring constantly. Serve topped with pecans.

Slow-cooked Garlic Smashed Potatoes (crowd Size)
Prep Time: 15 min ; Start to Finish: 4 hr 45 min Makes: 14 servings (1/2 cup each) No peeling, no boiling! Just add potatoes to the slow cooker with the other ingredients, and mash them a few hours later! 3 lb small red potatoes (2 to 3 inches) 4 cloves garlic, finely chopped 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup water 1/2 cup chives-and-onion cream cheese (from 8 oz container) 1/4 to 1/2 cup milk 1 . Halve or quarter potatoes as necessary to make similar-sized pieces. Place in 4- to 6-quart slow cooker. Add garlic, oil, salt and water; mix well to coat all potato pieces. 2 . Cover; cook on High setting 3 1/2 to 4 1/2 hours or until potatoes are tender. 3 . With fork or potato masher, mash potatoes and garlic. Stir in cream cheese until well blended. Stir in enough milk for soft serving consistency. Serve immediately, or cover and hold in slow cooker on Low setting up to 2 hours.

People Who Steal Pics & Pretend To Be Them.
Nothing pisses me off online more than when someone steals a pic from someone & uses it to try & pose as themselves, I've found 1 so far, I left a comment on her picture, then instantly she sends me a shout saying that "of course it is really her" When I know for a fact it isn't, The funny thing is I have seen this womans pics before on her website, does the name "Ann Angel" ring a bell? & she looks nothing like the fubar faker who tries to pose as her, people make me laugh. Pathetic. So if any of you are one of those impersonators, fuck off, & don't bother adding me as a friend, my whole purpose here is to meet real people. Cheers

Roast Turkey With Sausage-apple Stuffing
Prep Time: 30 min ; Start to Finish: 5 hr Makes: 12 servings Holiday turkey can't get any better than with this flavorful stuffing that's perfectly seasoned and dotted with apples and raisins. 1/2 lb. bulk pork sausage 1/2 cup chopped onion 1/2 cup chopped celery 8 cups (about 14 oz.) unseasoned stuffing cubes 2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh parsley 2 teaspoons poultry seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/4 cup margarine or butter, melted 2 cups chopped peeled apples 2/3 cup raisins 2 cups chicken broth or water 1 (10 to 12-lb.) whole turkey 1 . Heat oven to 325°F. In small skillet, brown pork sausage with onion and celery. Do not drain. 2 . In large bowl, combine stuffing cubes, parsley, poultry seasoning, salt, pepper and margarine; mix well. Add apples, raisins, broth and sausage mixture with drippings; mix well. 3 . Remove and discard neck and giblets from turkey. Rinse turkey inside and out with cold water; pat dry with paper tow

Pumpkin And Maple Turnover
Prep Time: 10 min ; Start to Finish: 1 hr Makes: 8 servings Just 10 minutes prep time for this luscious (and easy!) dessert, and it's off to the oven. Turnover 1 Pillsbury® refrigerated pie crust (from 15-oz box), softened as directed on box 1/2 cup canned pumpkin (not pumpkin pie mix) 1/3 cup packed brown sugar 1/2 teaspoon maple flavor 1/4 teaspoon pumpkin pie spice Dash salt Glaze 1/2 cup powdered sugar 1/4 teaspoon maple flavor 1 tablespoon milk 1/4 cup chopped walnuts, toasted* 1 . Heat oven to 375°F. Unroll crust on ungreased large cookie sheet. In medium bowl, mix pumpkin, brown sugar, 1/2 teaspoon maple flavor, the pumpkin pie spice and salt until smooth. 2 . Spread pumpkin mixture over half of pie crust to within 3/4 inch of edge. Brush edge with water; fold crust over filling. Carefully move turnover to center of cookie sheet. With fork, press edge to seal; prick top several times. 3 . Bake 23 to 30 minutes or until golden brown. Cool 5 mi

Stand Here With Me
You always reached out to me and helped me believe All those memories we share I will cherish every one of them The truth of it is there's a right way to live And you showed me So now you live on in the words of a song You're a melody You stand here with me now Just when fear blinded me You taught me to dream I'll give you everything I am And still fall short of What you've done for me In this life that I live I hope I can give love unselfishly I've learned the world is bigger than me You're my daily dose of reality You stand here with me now On and on we sing On and on we sing this song 'Cuse you stand here with me

Untitled Poem
Standing in a crowd, I knew you were holding my hand. Without a sound you effortlessly let go, tossing me into a sea of people, strange and unknown. If it were ever bright, the sun shown dark this day, cold and unfeeling. I screamed your name in a silent cry, drowned in the murmur of others dreams. Your unfaithfulness has caused my death, ever dreaming in still shrouds of dark. I loved you with all the passion a dead woman could, and you never, not once, thanked me for it. Instead I was left alone.

Torchwood: Out Of Time - Saturday Nov 10th At 9pm E/p On Bbc America
Out of Time- Saturday, November 10th at 9:00pm & Midnight ET/6:00pm & 9:00pm PT on BBC America. When a plane from 1953 makes an unexpected landing in present-day Cardiff, its three passengers are shocked to learn that they can’t return to their own time. Torchwood helps them to settle into contemporary society, but this simple task has painful emotional consequences.

Why The Hate For Rob Zombies Halloween
i go on imdb alot. great place to talk about horror movies and learn about old film ive never heard of, or seen, what i dont get, there relly seems to be a big hate for rob zombies halloween on there. i saw it a couple of months back and think it was ok not as good as john carpenters halloween, but then i did not expert it to be, but most horror boarders on there are calling it the worst movie ever. what i dont get is why i think the first part with mike as a boy was relly good did not like the second part as much but it still had its moments. but why the hate? what did everybody else think of it im i the only one who liked it

The Special Dinner
The Special Dinner by P-jizzle Kamai A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch,

Dr Who Children In Need Special - Behind The Scenes Promo Pic
Doctor Who Online has on its site a behind the scenes promo pic for the forthcoming Children in Need 'Who' special. The latest picture, shows Peter Davison (The 5th Doctor) and David Tennant (The 10th Doctor) on board the TARDIS set, standing in front of the TARDIS console. You can see a larger version of the image by CLICKING HERE. Time Crash can be seen on Friday 16th November 2007, as part of the Children in Need evening.

Mutter
The tears of a crowd of very old children I string them on a white hair I throw the wet chain into the air and wish that I had a mother No sun shines for me there was no breast that cried milk there is a tube that sticks in my throat I have no navel on my stomach Mother I was not allowed to lick any nipples and there was no fold to hide in no one gave me a name fathered in haste and without sperm For the mother who never gave birth to me I have sworn tonight I will send her a sickness and afterwards make her sink in the river Mother An eel lives in her lungs on my forehead, a birthmark remove it with the kiss of a knife even if it causes me to die Mother An eel lives in her lungs on my forehead, a birthmark remove it with the kiss of a knife even if it causes me to bleed to death Mother Oh give me strength

Sooo Lonely
ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I WENT OUT. I DONT KNOW ANYONE IN GRAND JUNCTION, SO I SPEND ALL MY TIME AT HOME OR AT WALMART. I GO FOR WALKS ALOT. CONVERSATION WITH A YEAR OLD ISNT TOO INTERESTING. I LOVE MY SON WITH ALL MY HEART, AND I NEED TO GET A LIFE!!! DONT GET ME WRONG, IM A GREAT MOTHER, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE A LITTLE "ME" TIME. I HAVENT FLIRTED WITH ANYONE IN MONTHS, I HOPE I STILL KNOW HOW...

Mein Herz Brent
Now, dear children, pay attention I am the voice from the pillow I have brought you something I ripped it from my chest With this heart I have the power To blackmail the eyelids I sing until the day awakes A bright light on the heavens My heart burns They come to you in the night Demons, ghosts, black fairies They creep out of the cellar shaft And will look under your bedding Now, dear children, pay attention I am the voice from the pillow I have brought you something A bright light on the heavens My heart burns They come to you in the night And steal your small hot tears They wait until the moon awakes And put them in my cold veins Now, dear children, pay attention I am the voice from the pillow I sing until the day awakes A bright light on the heavens My heart burns

The Numbers Are Growing
It has now become clear to us that the infected have risen in numbers. What we had hoped for a small out break seems to be generating more and more by the day . Our only hope resides in the members of team Z.E.R.O. . (evidance of the growing numbers can be found here http://fubar.com/images.php?u=834251&albumid=667689) It has been two days now since we have heard back from agent Graves we had him search the remains of the fallen compound the only thing we were able to retrieve from that mission were a list of names and scientist who were working on project K.U.R.T. (kryogenics of un-dead research & testing). As we reviewed the evidance of the K.U.R.T. project things became very frighting. Unlike most subject of the the virus he seems to show signs of intellegance this out come bothers us greatly . As well as the lack of communication with Graves and his team . We hope he knows what hes getting into end of data entry 110807

I Can't Sleep
Every now and Again I get the urge to express myself thru my writing, I hope you all enjoy. This poem I wrote about a year and a half ago. I can't sleep I toss and turn My heart races as it burns I hear echos of your voice Listening as it fills me with joy Thoughts of you in my head How I feel scares me to death I can't sleep I toss and turn My breath stops when I yearn For you Images I have are so Great and True That when we meet, we come unglued Every Inch of me Screams Your name I hope and pray you feel the same I can't sleep I toss and turn My Heart is tainted for you We don't know how the ending will be But I truly hope it is with me The only Question I have for you Does your heart yearn for me too?

Do You Love Me?
Do you love me? Do you not? You told me once but I forgot. It seems to me that God above, Created you for me to love. He picked you out from all the rest, Because he knew I'd love you best. And if I die before you do, I'll paint your name in baby blue. So all the angels there can see, That you meant the world to me. But if you're not there on judgment day, I'd know you went the other way. I'd give the angels back there wings, Golden harps and other things. To prove to you my love is true, I'll even go to hell with you.

Sonne
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, out Everyone is waiting for the light be afraid, don't be afraid the sun is shining out of my eyes it will not set tonight and the world counts loudly to ten One Here comes the sun Two Here comes the sun Three It is the lightest star of all Four Here comes the sun The sun is shining out of my hands it can burn, it can blind you all when it breaks out of the fists it lays down hotly on the face it will not set tonight and the world counts loudly to ten One Here comes the sun Two Here comes the sun Three It is the lightest star of all Four Here comes the sun Five Here comes the sun Six Here comes the sun Seven It is the lightest star of all Eight, nine Here comes the sun The sun is shining out of my hands it can burn, it can blind you when it breaks out of the fists it lays down hotly on your face it lays down painfully on your chest balance is lost it lets you go hard to the floor

Surfacing By Slipknot
Surfacing by Slipknot Running out of ways to run I cannot see I cannot be Over and Over and under my skin All this attention is doing me in Fuck it all Fuck this world Fuck everything that u stand for Dont belong dont exist Dont ever judge me Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentom is doing me in You got my love livin In ure own hate Dripping hole man hard step no fate Show you nuthin but I aint holdin back Every damn word i say Is a sneak attack When i get my hands on you Aint a fuckin thing u can do Get this cause you Are never gonna get me I a

Don't Stop Dancing
At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light A silver lining sometimes isn't enough To make some wrongs seem right Whatever life brings I've been through everything And now I'm on my knees again But I know I must go on Although I hurt I must be strong Because inside I know that many feel this way Children don't stop dancing Believe you can fly Away...away At times life's unfair and you know It's plain to see Hey God I know I'm just a dot in this world Have you forgot about me?? Whatever life brings I've been through everything And now I'm on my knees again Am I hiding in the shadows? Forget the pain and forget the sorrows But I know I must go on Although I hurt I must be strong Because inside I know that many feel this way Children don't stop dancing Believe you can fly Away.....away Am I hiding in the shadows? Are we hiding in the shadows?

Two New Members!
I keep posting blogs and bulletins and it is working slowly but surely. We have Two New Members I would like you to meet! Please add them on yuor list! CW@ fubar Big Daddy carl HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR!@ fubar

Hater's Not Welcome
DONT HATE ME HATE ALL THE HATER'S WHO HATE U I WILL TELL ALL THE HATER'S EITHER RESPECT OR WE WILL THROW DOWN RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW AND WHEN I COME I COME HARD SO GET READY TO DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE I AINT DEALING WIT U

Why Does It Happen?
Ok, where do I start? Recently, while I was driving to work, I was involved in a wreck. The teenage fucker who hit me, claims that I RAN A FUCKING RED LIGHT!! I was just leaving the stop light that HAD turned green and low and FUCKING behold.....here he comes in his 01 mustang. THE LITTLE FUCKER DECIDED TO RUN THE FUCKING RED LIGHT. On top of all that, he claims that his light was ORANGE!! HOW FUCKING STUPID. Lights are red,amber and green. I think the little dick sucker is just not wanting to pay cause his WHORE ASS MOTHER AND DICK SUCKING DADDY will take his mustang away. WELL THE FUCKING SHOULD. Yes by the way for all who wants to know the little fuckers name it is EDWARDO MENDOZA. And he lives on Holly lane here in Pampa. My insurance company is doing everything they can to make sure that EDWARDO pays. I too also want the litte coon fucker to pay. He couldn't mow enough lawns. Anyway......if this blog disturbs you OH FUCKING WELL. LIFE HAS JUST HANDED ME THE WORST HAND AND I

Patient Zero
Patient Zero aka K.U.R.T. (kryogenics of un-dead research & testing ) He is believed to be the first infected the one who started spreading the disease . Are files that we have found on him shows a mutation in his system we are currently unclear as to what this means at the time , but further research will be investigated. All that is known for now id that an underground facility started this ,and me and a few other members of the Z.E.R.O. unit aim to stop this virus if we can and if its not to late . Upon walking up to the facility it seem to be abandon no signs of life can be found . Only traces of a battlefield at this time. I can only assume that the scientist at the facility have been either turned or made into zombie snacks . The small crew that I have though hope to find survivors. As of this time though chances are slim. I leave behind this disc for anyone who happen to wander upon this facility . perhaps these gruesome pictures of the subject will help make this a real

Being Truly Rich
Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to another. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations and jealousies will finally disappear. So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It wont matter where you came from or where you lived in the end. It wont matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought but what you built, not what you got but what you gave. What will matter is not your success but your significance. What will matter is not what you learned but what you tau

Had A Great Chat Today With An Old Friend Hee He Isnt Really Old Hhahah>
My friend had advice for me and i think it is intresting and nice for him to help me to sort things out .Im clarified now and know whats best to do . I am happy with my life and someone I love very dearly with all my heart. awe but my friend is wonderful he helped me to see what i was doing wrong . now im ok i can think right > hugs all have a great evening. diana

A Memory
Today...where do I begin... I buried one of my brother's best friend who in so many ways was my little brother too. It was hard to sit there and not think about his smile and how much the world is going to miss his energy. Yet, I smiled for I was lucky to know him in my life. Somedays, I know I don't tell the ones who matter to me that I love them or that I care about them. I know they know that I care for them and love them with all my heart. I've been blessed with friends who mean the world to me. Those who stood my me when I was struggling through my grandmother's death and other things of this year. So treasure your memories of those you love and keep them close.

Friendships
FRIENDSHIP The comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to wiegh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them out, just as they are-chaff and grain together-certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what s worth keeping and with the breath of kindness blow the rest away!!!!!!!

Motocross Pictures (and New Folder) Added
Today I had the good fortune of a referral I made to a friend being accepted. Since I immediately had space for 10 more pictures I decided to add a new folder for my passion of Motocross. A while back...in 2004 I worked with a professional motocross team that was created to support newly turned pro rider Cody Gilmore. My job was basically gopher. Whatever the team needed...I went for it! lol I helped with advertising, contracting team sponsorships, answered the phone in the suspension shop and basically helped where-ever I could. Well..I got to be pretty good friends with Cody Gilmore and we've kept in touch since then. Cody has 2 amatuer national championships before he turned pro. Cody raced a few of the outdoor national races in 2004 and then we hit the areancross circuit hard and heavy. He wound up finishing 15th in the nation and got the AMA Rookie of the Year award. The second year Cody raced some supercross and a few outdoor national races...but lack of major sponsorsh

Wait And Bleed By Slipknot
Wait and Bleed by slipknot I felt the hate rise up in me Kneel downand clear a stone of leaves I wonder out were u cant see Inside my shell i wait and bleed Good bye I wipe it allon the tile The light is brighter this time Everything is 3d blasphemy MY eyes r red and gold The hair is standing streight up This is not the way i pictured me I cant control my shakes How the hell did i get here Somethin about this so very wrong I have to laugh out loud I wish i didnt like this Is it a dream or a memory I felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down to clear The stone from leavea I wonder out were u cant see Inside my shell i wait and bleed Get outta my head Cause

Agent Graves
Graves was an out standing soldier from the get go .He picked up quickly on the skills he needed to stay alive . We at the bureau saw great potential in him . Thus why we appointed him lead agent in the field . His main weapons to side throwing hatches two desert eagle 45s and one spa shotgun . He has the ability of a great warrior and leader. We had found graves snooping around one of the ex body farms that the facility had started he was able to find traces of selanum in the soil . Wedont believe he was ever infected but he doesnt seem to be a bit above average . For now we will keep him in his position but if thing do go wrong we have other teams to take him and his small crew out

And Another For Good Measure...
If you don't know what this is, SHAME ON YOU. There is a house in New Orleans They call the Rising Sun It's been the ruin of many a poor girl And me, Oh Lord! was one My mother was a tailor, She sewed them new blue jeans. My lover he was a gambler, Oh Lord, Gambled down in New Orleans. My lover, he was a gambling man He went from town to town; And the only time he was satisfied Was when he drank his liquor down. Now the only thing a gambling man needs Is a suitcase and a trunk; And the only time he's ever satisfied Is when he's on a drunk. If I only list'nd when my dear mother said: Beware, my child, when you roam, Keep away from drunkards and all those gambling men, It's best by far to come home. Go and tell my baby sister Never do like I have done, But to shun that house in New Orleans That they call the Rising Sun. With one foot on the platform, And one foot on

Agent Krash
I found agent Krash in a near by junkyard she had already fastened some weapons of her own . I was impressed to say the least as she had already disposed of some of the undead with out even a pistol. She was tough and resilant i knew i would need her apart of the team . It didnt take time for us to bond she seemed to know a lot of the landscape she had even known of the lab that bread Patient Zero , but had no knowledge of what went on there. She continued to prove usefull as we explored the vacant remains of the lab . It took know time at all to realize that this was a body farm. A place the government used to do chemical experiments on cadavers .So it came to no surprise that the virus know as salnium would have been bread here. I checked the lower compartments of the facility as Krash stayed topside i dint like splitting up but she was tough and could handle her own . We need to cover s much ground as possible my finding proved to be a success .What Krash found was equally

A Walk In The Park
I went to the park to take a walk. I stepped out of the car and went to the post to strech. After a bit, I was underway. It was a beautiful day. The air was crips, my lungs were light. My heart was almost giddy. I saw a bend in the path, and changed my direction. As I walked, I noticed that on either side, the path brush was growing. The brush turnd into trees and the light started to shade. I slowed and took note of my surrounding. Coming to a stop, I turned around. My eyes widened. The path had changed. It was more a path through a dense forest then a path in a park. I felt a presense. There is someone or something here, rather, here is something or someone. I was not feeling a presense around me, but, a presense about me. one would think I was fearful, or concerned, or worried. I was not. I was at peace here.I cannot place words on my condition, save one: contentment. I felt I was brought here. To be precise, I actually stated, "Why was I brought here?"

I Don't Normally Do Blogs...
but I figured I should have at least one. And to mark this special occasion, I'll post lyrics to one of my favorite songs. don't ask what it's about, I'm not sure anyone really knows... All I can say is that my life is pretty plain I like watching the puddles gather rain And all I can do is just pour some tea for two And speak my point of view but it's not sane It's not sane I just want someone to say to me I'll always be there when you wake You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today So stay with me and I'll have it made And I don't understand why I sleep all day And I start to complain that there's no rain And all I can do is read a book to stay awake And it rips my life away but it's a great escape Escape ... All I can say is that my life is pretty plain You don't like my point of view You think that I'm insane It's not sane ... I just want someone to say to me I'll always be there when you wake You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today So stay with m

Why The Drama?
Can't a woman like myself be on Fubar and have friends who I can talk to on a daily basis without drama coming into my life? Why does everyone seem to think that I'm trying to get naked with half the men on this site cause I leave them a comment a day? Don't you think I could just care for these people as friends? I have 4 people on here that I talk to on a daily basis that I enjoy conversations with and one person in particular, I actually can talk to him about everything and anything under the sun, which is what a true friendship should be about. It's not about talking dirty with him or planning on meeting him and getting down the first 10 minutes lol...I'm a very respectable female and love ADULT conversations which most women on here can't hold a conversation to save her life...maybe that's why I am favored by the people on my list! Women need to get a life on here and become more secure in YOU as a person!

Valor
We fumble; we make mistakes Do you have the courage to listen to what your heart needs? Not everyone has the courage Most are paper tigers hiding behind egos and excuses. I choose to misbehave; I choose valor. I bleed for all to see. There are those that pledge the oath of blind loyalty. No matter what toxicity seeps throughout Will you cling to them Instead of being with those who can keep you honest? (I'd rather be alone than flirt with malignancy.) I live my life open I keep my words my confessions my prayers Free for you to mock, to praise to scorn Give me a life lived unabridged! I'd rather die than stay afraid. "Pobrecito hablador" My words will hit you face to face given the chance Not just in cyberspace Unlike the "poor little talker" The anonymous coward (the joke, the punch line) A wannabe tarot Magician minus the charisma.

Mountaintop Thoughts
MountainTop Thoughts As I sit on the mountain top And look out over the plush valley The trees turning the color of fall My mind wanders through the tree tops Thinking of seasons long forgotten Raking the leaves just to jump in them Building the scarecrow for the front lawn Riding bikes with friends no longer seen A hawk screeches in the sky bringing me back To the present moment as I look to see Where the hawk is flying up in the vast blue Blinded by the brilliant sunlight soon to be fading into dusk. My thoughts wander back in time once more and your face appears before me I remember what you meant to me and I lay back on the grass and dream of our beautiful friendship, that like the seasons, has come and gone. For you are no longer with us in this world. I hope to see you in the next world. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, content in my thoughts of you. Karen Schaefer

A Poem Tree
Why do I let myself do this? Love so readily, Feel so intensely, Need so completely. I can't imagine "without you" now My future seems uncertain, unsettling, fast approaching, slow to arrive. I want to pause in this moment in your arms, dreams threatening arrival, the taste of you on my lips. for the first time i want "forever" I want for you to want it too i need you i hate that i need you but i can't help it, stop it, want to stop. because everything seems so clear, if still so scary, with my head upon your heart and though i may be losing control, though it may already be lost. my breathing stays in time with the beating of your heart like a clock always ticking, so sure, if only of right now for only now exsists, as in time, in love.

How To Name A Cat........
Some idiot in the mumms - OKAY. I am back. Last time, I asked you guys what to name my small white kitten 8 weeks old, and you all agreed that Amorie would be best. I am happy with her name and she seems to be getting used to it. Well now we have a new dillema. My mum got one of the black and white cats out of the bunch [no pictures yet] but she said she is naming HIM bree. The cat is thin, the stomach and paws are white, as well as under the chin. He is very hyper ALL the time. He chases feet, and pant legs for that matter. BREE is a girls name. Do you think that's an okay name or can you give suggestions? DJ Cooter - you should name him "skanky" after your own pussy

Scarred
I am pushing through the coat racks. Trying to make my way to the bleachers, or maybe to the playng field. Who am i running from? He grabs my arm and pulls me in. I'm screaming to be let go but no one is listening. or maybe they don't care. They just walk right by.

Daddy
I could see him lurking in the trees. I tried to warn my father, we tried to close the windows. But he was upon us, and my father was enamored by his charm, his basketball trophies. I ran upstairs to warn my mother, but he was right behind me. I tried to hide under the bed, while he raped her. He knew I was there. He pulled me out and I wanted it. His charm, his basketball trophies, his huge cock.

Who's Listening Now?
dear you, i am giving you everything i have. i am walking blindly with your hand in mine. i am setting myself up to get hurt. i am desperately lonely. i love to readily. i've said that before. you don't seem to notice. fervent and irrational. i am tired of trying so hard. my heart is heavy and cold. you make my eyes smile even when my lips are my lips are bleeding. i fear losing you. i know that you know that you have nothing to fear. i am trusting you. with all my heart.

Lifehouse... Everything... {my 'andrew' Song}
find me here and speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you you are the light that's leading me to the place where I find peace again you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this cause you're all I want you're all I need you're everything everything you're all I want you're all I need you're everythi

Ya Got That Right....
Today's FUBARoscope ... "You are filled with interesting, if odd, emotions today, many of which defy comprehension. Don't bother trying to understand them -- just let them work themselves out while you take care of business." NO SHIT! For once, they hit the nail on the head. My only problem is I can't seem to let them work themsleves out....I must, MUST analyze and understand them. ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH, it is making me fucking crazy. Please just shoot me now and put me out of my misery. *sigh*

Ancient Australia
A land of the south Smallest continent in the world Many lands that surround this country And like always this area too was also discovered 42 thousand years to be claimed of life 17th century it was discovered by the british and people up north The carriers of a gun and a knife Unknown land of the south it was called Such a different world of animals and species new settlers recalled Land bridges many historians claim how humans on this land came about South-East Asia, possibly the very first of mand kind Often do i wonder if the living habitat ever mind? First of the humans that survived in such a place Hunted and gathered, they did no disgrace Problems came when seeking such a land became a race Britain and United Kingdom now own this land Population grew and grew in a rush A disease swept across the land 150 years the population was simply canned In the middle of this sickly abyss A gold rush came about Of course rules and regulations where created ma

Tired Of Liers
Ok here I am ranting but it is really bugging me. Some people seem so honest and good they fool everyone around you. I guess they learn how to play with emotions and don't seem to care who they hurt as long as they are happy. I am tired of people like this. I think I am going to turn my shoutbox to fam only cuz I need a break. I am tired of the lies and games people play. I guess promises and words are empty to some people. It surprised me too cuz I thought this person was a really stand up person. Funny all my friends thought so too. I really want to feel that their is good in people but I keep being proven wrong and I guess that is what bothers me. I just hope that some people realize that words and actions do hurt very badly so be careful how you treat others.

Something That Is Going On Right Now!
I am not feeling like myself right now. I have to have surgery on the 19th and I will not be on for a few days or even a week after. I ave to have my uteris taken out because of internal bleeding inside of it. I am scared to go through this in many ys. I hate going under the knife for one and two because I feel like I wont be wanted if I cant have any kids. I know I already have three kids and I dont need any more but I want a huge family. I feel like I am not a woman right now and i hope that after I have this surgery that I will not feel that way, but I am afraid that I will feel like that! This is just my feelings down on. If you dont like what I have to say on here than dont read it or anything. I am going through something hard right now and I am not knowning how to deal with it.

Out Of Balance
out of balance ~Tony Martinez I'm not myself Yes I know this But when you've fallen as much as I have Rebuilding takes time I had everything I was king of the world I slipped and fellAnd lost it all So now here I am Out of balance Left with nothing Needing everything I will not ask for much Only that which I know you can give Want to give more? Be my guest But dont ask what more you can do For I will not tell you So until all is right Or at least until I can get my legs under me again I'll be out of balance Alone A shell of my former self

Hope This Makes You Think!
The year is 1907, one hundred years ago.... Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907 "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language her e, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American

State Of Mind
It's all a state of mind. Well if you didn't know, thats what StatMnd stands for. But at that time it took on a whole new meaning. Black, white, chinese etc. Being black or white or any race is a state of mind. If you stand back and look at you're surroundings you'll see what I mean. You have white people acting "black" and you have black people acting "white". It's really interesting if you look at it from the outside in. We as people have infiltrated and come accustom to each of other's state of mind so well, that people can't label a person by color any more. How a person acts isn't just color alone, again it's their state of mind. I had this epiphany one day while playing a video game, the likliness of all places. The character, who was white said, "I'm tired of people poppin caps in the hood, man" and the black character said, " No matter how hard you try you'll never be black." then a third character said, "Black is a state of mind.". All sort of things went through my he

The Time Has Come....
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end.

Nebel
Rammstein - Nebel (mist) (english) Lyrics Nebel (mist) (english)MistThey stand with their arms tightly around each othera mixture of flesh, so rich in dayswhere the sea touches the landshe wants to tell him the truthBut the wind eats her wordswhere the sea endsshe holds his hand, tremblingand kissed him on the foreheadShe carries the evening in her chestand knows that she must wither awayshe lays her head in his lapand asks for a last kissand then he kissed herwhere the sea endsher lips, delicate and paleand his eyes tear upThe last kiss was so long agothe last kisshe does not remember it anymore Nebel (mist) (english)

Soup
A little while ago here at work a co-worker asked me if I like soup and I said, "Yea I'm soupy kinda guy" and he gave me a top ramen won ton soup and he said, "I got alot of these dontcha know." he's from Wisconsin dontcha know. Isnt that an uplifting story? Didnt that just make for day? Now please give me some fu-bucks, I need to make a mumm.

Heartstrings...
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Promises...
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

10 Things To Know About Men
1.) You give us entirely to much credit, we don't think that elaborate. 2.) Stop comparing us to dogs, dogs can go down on themselves and we can't or we would never leave home. 3.) Remember we are men, we don't celebrate the same anniversary as women. We remember when you first gave it up not when we got married. 4.) The quickest way to our hearts is through our pants not stomach. 5.) When we tell you how good you look it usually means we are horny. 6.) Bringing that good looking girlfriend of yours into the bed will get you those diamonds faster. 7.) When it comes to women we do most of our thinking with our little heads not the one on our shoulders. 8.) If we are watching the big game don't bother us unless you have a T.I.V.O. 9.) You get the best sex out of us before marriage after that we have nothing to prove and no reason to show-off. 10.) If we get fat and ugly we still expect you to love us but if you get fat and ugly it's time to move on.

A Little Gone
I find that every time I lower my face to that table, and every time I get closer to that mirror, I think less about you. Every time I sniff the crushed up white power, your face disappears a little more. I find that this is changing my life, but I don't care. When I'm high, it's like you were never there.

Wash Away Those Years
She came calling One early morning She showed her crown of thorns She whispered softly To tell a story About how she had been wronged As she lay lifeless He stole her innocence And this is how she carried on Well I guess she closed her eyes And just imagined every thing's alright But she could not hide her tears 'Cause they were sent to wash away those years They were sent to wash away those years My anger's violent But still I'm silent When tragedy strikes at home I know this decadence is shared by millions Remember you're not alone For we have crossed many oceans And we labor in between In life there are many quotients And I hope I find the mean

Annoying Things!
Ever think about the little things that annoy you? Recently I've been thrown a few that annoy me so I thought I'd send out a little blog. 1. When someone adds a new roll of toilet paper and they put it on so that the toilet paper comes from the bottom back side... When common sense says...Hang it so it rolls nicely from the top front side! 2. When you ask someone a question and they turn to you and say "HUH" or "what" and before you can repeat the question...They start answering what you asked! 3. When you go into a public restroom stall (Bars excluded) and there is piss on the toilet seat. Noone wants to see or smell your piss...if you dribble..wipe it up... You are one nasty freak if you leave it. In a bar? Drunk chics should NEVER attempt to lean over a full toilet bowl and try to wipe anything! I've seen it done, its NOT pretty! 4. When people smile and talk all sweet to someone they dont like. If you dont like the asshole.....Dont fake it... Why do some people feel

The Sh*t Hit The Fan Today
So the shit hit the fuckin fan today at school. Or should I say that it continued to hit the fan and so I decided that I was sick of being the fall girl for it all. So I used my lunch not to eat lunch, hey i still havent had lunch... lol but to go and speak with my instructors Department Head. I laid all the issues out to her and she gave me a choice. I could either finish out the remaining 4 weeks of class or I could switch to another class that started after mine. It finishes on the 19th of December instead of the 5th of December. At first, I thought HELL NO! I'm almost done. But as I was driving back to class, I got more and more angry until I said FUCK IT! I called back and told her that I changed my mind and want to swap classes. So back to class I went to get my books and bag, and then home I went. The result of all this... I feel much happier. Now if only I could work out the other thing...

I Should Know By Now....
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a

Thought For The Day Thursday 11/08/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "The clouds, they slowly break and reveal the sun to me. Its warmth overtakes me and lets me revel in the peace of this day. Perhaps tomorrow may not be as forgiving, but today, yes today is a good day and I rejoice to see the sun. No one knows what lurks within but me. No other fights these demons and no other must show their mettle to themselves. Alone I stand against the tide with sure footing against this cause I cannot see. Its sight eludes me, yet it manifests itself throughout my body, twisting and destroying what is within. But today, there is the sun. My strength renews so I may continue, yet one more day." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Fairy Tales
I sit and gaze Into your eyes losing myself for days Though everyone else sighs Im so in love with you Just as you seem to be with me We find theres nothing we wouldnt do And everyone else can see We have such a happy life Without all the struggle and pain Lacking all the strife So let our love reign A perfect life is what we share Without a single worry No other reason to care No reason to be in a hurry But looking back on that day I see now, more then before I made a huge mistake And this is for sure This fairytale isnt all it was sais to be Reading about it to understand Even if it were to happen to me Thats not something I could stand To be swept right off my feet and placed on a pedistal Wouldnt be a treat It would be cruel Not able to do as you want It would be really bad Everyone else would begin to taunt And I would only be sad I couldnt live the royal life Its not something I want to do I couldnt play the part of a roy

10 Reasons To Have Sex!!
1.Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2.Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is the safes

Take Me
just a touch makes me shiver your words make me weak, i cant breathe why did you never tell me these words that now flow so freely from your mouth that sweet mouth i wish to taste again begging me to let you touch me feel you deep inside me craving you more than i ever thought i could those times we shared making me scream in ecstasy your fingers explore my body your tongue reaching places i never thought possible telling me your deepest fantasy making me wet with anticipation your eyes showing me your enjoyment as i please you take me there again one more time to heaven again as you make me cum over and over again I'm not sure if I can surrender so soon! Bring me down, toss me around, seductively, productively, you know you want, and so you taunt, I don't know if I can even go on! You're just too much...

Unbreakable Promises
To leave you out in the cold Isnt something I would do How many times you've been told I wouldnt do that to you I wish you would see That nothing that I said wasnt mean to make you flee or make you lose your head I said nothing to wrong you but with the words you hurt me And say that I hurt you too And you are gonna leave me be The things that were said I dont know what to do Those horrible things in your head Well I wish you'd see its not true With Nothing more to say to me I will leave you alone I cant believe this is going to be Even with all the love I've shown Im sorry you think so little of me Though I was there through it all You say you no longer want me to you be There for you when you fall Well if that is really the case Im sorry that you think its true I wont give up, I'll continue the chase There isnt one thing I wouldnt do I love you as a sister and my friend You cant push me away so fast I will be there to the end Even if I co

Sacrifice
These feelings I suppress The pain deep in my chest All the emotions I collect Only to be let out in a wreck I somehow manage to supply Everyone with a single lie One that says I enjoy The life that begins to annoy Hiding all I really feel Trying my best to conceal What I know to be true Though I'd never tell you Keeping silent and sliding past Running from life, finishing last I do all I can to make you smile But it fades away after a short while I try to perceive What it means to believe Trying to make you feel What for me isn't real I cannot deny it anymore I despise how I feel, that's for sure But I'll live with the pain in my chest If it means you'll get all the best Life has so many mysteries to find But not one should ever bind You to a world of love and hate One that you couldn't anticipate Therefore, be happy at my expense If it means I'll make a difference But don't pity me for I can deal with such pain And it wont drive me insane

I Want U
I want to fuck you beside railroad tracks as freight trains thunder past manmade wind and noise and oil perfume and the kinetic rush of a thousand thousand tons gliding and screeching past the feel of the earth rumbling beneath us. I want to fuck you near Cape Canaveral as the shuttle reaches and roars toward the sky. I want to fuck you in sight and sound and taste of ocean mountains, prairie, desert, glacier in the deepest primeval forest during a raging lighting-storm near the Grand Canyon on the moon. I want to fuck you in the magic sphere of Nature's vast power flowing within and between us. I want to fuck you during an earthquake near a roaring volcano in the midst of a hurricane and tsunami. I want to own my own home and gather all the internal strength I'd feel there then you come to me unannounced in the night or afternoon when we haven't seen one another in days, weeks, months, years.... I want you to devour me and me to devour y

Backed Into A Corner
I made you a promise And gave you my word Why is it, tell me this What is it you heard? I know I said I would stay away And keeping my word was hard to do I know there is nothing I can say But I am so sorry I hurt you There is always something That gets in the way And all the hurt it would bring If I were to say I fell for him too What more is there What am I to do And I know you care my intentions are and were As well as remain the same The have always been pure No, this wasn't a game I will back away but not too slow Give you the time and distance To think and in doing so By not giving in to your resistance I cant be the one to hurt you I wont be the one to make you cry acting as if you don't hurt, but you do But if you truly need me I will be by your side I wish you the best in life All the joys love can bring so I don't cause anymore strife Alas, good evening I love you both from the bottom of my heart