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I Miss You
so im layin here tryin to sleep but all i can do is think i am so confused right now i catch myself thinking out loud i wish there was something i couldve done and maybe this battle you mightve won though our friendship had just begun i had to leave to be with my son how can i write how i feel fuck it ill keep it real you know that i would fight for you you even saw it a time or two that bitch wasnt right for you and this everyone knew this shit is fucked up you shouldve dumped that dirty slut i am so mad at you you were so young your life had just begun but you hung yourself over a false love now your family and friends cant sleep right your memory haunts them day and night im sad cause now that we know you are gone not one of us wouldve left you alone by heather dattoli....rip my dear friend monty

Wish Upon A Hero
Calling all my friends at FUBAR! I need your vote to help those less fortunate at Christmas time. Please come and view my wish and rate and vote for it. This is a simple way you can help someone at Christmas time and it doesn't cost a thing. Thank you in advance, and be blessed. http://www.wishuponahero.com/wishes/?id=6071

Rough Sex Facts
Rough sex facts Repost this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one han d.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ..

If We Had Sex ..............
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Dirty Jokes
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!". ----

Saw This Bulletin Hope Whoever Made It Doesn't Mind Me Sharing It This Way , It's So Pretty!
- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU... ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. _____________

A Lonely Heart Is Easily Bruised
Today is a day like any other. Hoping today might be the day I find another. Another girl to love and hold. Someone who'll make my feelings grow, until we're old. Just someone to care for, someone to touch. But it seems like thats asking to much. The days keep coming, and I'm growing old. My hearts still in the past, left out in the cold. I know what my problem is, I can't find the words. And when I try and fail, thats when it really hurts. Months and years have passed, and I'm still alone. Now I'm wondering if I'll ever have a place that feels like home. Right now a glimpse of love is all I need. For anyone willing, to make my heart bleed.

This Is Not A Real Blog, This Is An English Assinement
Marriage is a union of two souls, not nessasarily a man and a woman. Gay Marriage should be legalized. Gay marriage has been a big argument in thr news of late and I don't understand why. The country seems to be split 4 ways. There are the Yay sayers, the ne sayers, their are the maybe sayers or the I don't care sayers and finally the yay but with a diffrent name sayers. First lets examine why people are saying no. One its said in the bible that two men shall not sleep together. two in webstire dictonary it was wrttien a long time ago that marrage was a union of man and woman. Three its said that being gay is a sin. Now lets get rid of these resons with some logic. One church and state are suppost to be seprate. Tow the dictonary is always changing, I mean they added Bootylisious. Three Reputen says yielding to temptation even for the purposes of humiliation was a necessary step on the road to repentance and salvation. In other words You must first sin in order to be saved. And a

Ha!
Okay, so there was this recent bill that passed in congress which through some oversight raised the price of birth control by about 900%. Women who paid $5 or $10 for their birth control pills will soon have to pay $40 or $50 for the same thing. Three guesses which part of society will suddenly be unable to afford it? It'll be a choice between kids, (fucking expensive) and birth control (suddenly fucking expensive). Yeah, this should make things better. Imagine the surprise of the religious folks when they discover that their advocation of abstinence fell on deaf ears and nobody stopped having sex, but now they get preggers when they do it. A whole new generation of poor kids. Sounds like a plan any government would be falling over itself to get behind. How much do you want to bet that things like viagra are steadily decreasing in price? I will never understand how people get voted in who don't stop to think it through. ...postscript.... It just occurred to me that it mi

Poetry
why do i feel the way i do mad at the world all day through everydays the same trouble expressing my pain i think im goin insane fighting and yelling its not me got me wanderin who i used to be who is this under the skin where has this person been i rally wanna run away and just get through this stupid day when i get home ill sleep it away try to wake up not so grey why cant things be done the easy way better people...make better days just when you think its figured out your whole world flips upside down headaches that wont go away at work or at play they come everyday im like a walking time bomb ready to explode when will i, i dont even know i just wanna know why inside i feel like ive died if i had one wish it would be to somehow set my soul free and find the true inner me by. heather dattoli

Thanksgiving
well this year is going to be different, mom isnt here she passed away and sis will be going to Tennessee to see her couisn and im goin to neice's house for thanksgiving plus im dog sitting againj for sis, hes a great dog just highly emotional when the ones he loves are away lol. Seems the family is getting so far apart these days....my sister's cousin livin that far apart from everyone else guess it cant be helped. I would love to keep us all together but am guessin my wishes are not gonna be very true lol. oh well;. hope all have agreat Thanksgiving.... all my best Highly aka Ted

Horoscope For 11/20
You need to deal with the situation at home before it gets any less stable. You've certainly got what it takes to handle it all, but the weirdness could get to be a bit much if you try to do it all yourself. ***easy solution to that , kids in a few years will be 18 and moving out , life will return to normal then lol like a friend once told me raising teenagers is like trying to nail jello to a tree ....impossible to do

If U Want It Verse 1
ARE U A GUCCI MOMMA OR LUIE VUTON? FENDI EYE WEAR LOOKIN LIKE YOU A STAR. MILLION DOLLAR SMILE AND I AINT TOUCH THE PRODUCT IN A WHILE IM REAL NERVOUS. AT THE POINT I'LL PAY FOR YA SERVICE WHAT YOU WANNA DO HUH? I GOT A JAY WE CAN BURN IM A LISTENER MA TELL ME HOW YA WORLD TURNS TELL ME BOUT PASSIONATE DAYS OF YA LIFE INVOLVE ME AND MAKE IT OURS WE DESERVE IT RIGHT? I GOT A ROOM A COUPLE MILES FROM THE CASINO LIHGTS AND YOU SEEM THE TYPE TO WORK YA HIPES LIKE ARABIAN NIGHTS WHAT YOU LIKE MA? I GIVE IT TO YOU,BACK SHOTS AND LICK A LITTLE. "YOUR MY LADY" INSTRAMENTAL IN THE BACKGROUND WHILE WE DOIN WHAT WE CAME TO,SCREWIN HOW WE CAME TO STRETCHIN YOU OUT KISSIN YA ANKLES YOU BETTER BE THANKFUL

Welcome To The Neighborhood~
I do feel lots better these days. The meds have kicked in and I have my energy back. So much so I decided to go out yesterday and blow more leaves and burn the leaves.....well, we moved and now live in the city limits. Nobody tells me it is against the law to burn in the city limits~! I was out there for about 45 minutes when the fire sirens went off and I look up and the trucks are pulling in MY driveway~! The chief was nice and the guys were nice. The chief told me to just finish what I had in the pit, since I was done and attending it properly and because I was new to the area. And they all left. So I was standing out there tending the fire and stoking it to get it all burned and look up and down the hill comes the truck again~! They had 3 calls from one of my neighbors and I had to put it out. The chief came back and I apologized. I told him I would have put it out before but he told me I could finish...he said no problem but one neighbor just called 3 times complaining.

A Fathers Pride In This Life...
NSCC Distinguished Service Ribbon Petty Officer 2nd Class Charles J. Mays United States Naval Sea Cadet Corp. F.C. Sherman Division Citation “For exemplary and distinguished service I am recommending Petty Officer 2nd Class Charles J. Mays to receive the Distinguished Service Ribbon for his calm and knowledge, reacting to a medical emergency, which resulted in the saving of a classmate’s life. On May 23rd, 2007 at 9:05pm during a night school class at Churchill Community High School, a fellow student crawled off his chair and laid inert on the floor. PO Mays responded immediately, ordering the hall monitor to call EMS and the boy’s parents. The boy was barely conscience. In the first survey, PO Mays checked his pulse which was weak, and breathing, which was shallow. He told the boy that he was certified in first aid and tried to get a response. PO Mays checked for injuries, and used capillaries refill check to check for circulation, which was slow. He determin

This Hurts
well yesterday i went and seen what WAS left of the car my cousin was in be4 she was killed and wow i lost it the only thing left of the pt crusier is the back seat and the ass end of the car the whole front end was ripped off. and i lost it when i seen it. now i really do feel lost.you know casey was my cousin,my best friend,my sister. you know we did everything together and now she's gone its not fuckin fair not one bit. i have mixed feelings right now im upset mad.hurt all in one and i feel like im losing it you know.WE LOOKED ALIKE. this really sucks. but i wanted to see what the car looked like but i seen one thing on that car i really didn't need to see i see casey's brain matters on the side and i flipped out. i miss you so much girl you didnt feel any pain but im feelin it for you and me both i love you i will see you soon

Pet Peeves
A. I'm not Bi! now, while there's nothing wrong with it, it just aint me. If it works for you, great. But please dont tell me how you would be able to turn me if you had the chance. Its not going to happen, I thank you for your time. B. If I dont answer your shout thing or your email, Dont call me a bitch. I mean really, if it bothers you that much then you need to step away from the computer. C. Please dont tell me you would like to see me and your girlfriend together. Yeah, aint happening D. I dont message people first. I never have and I never will. E. Dont tell me to rate your private pictures. I really dont need to see your dick. And I certainly dont need to rate them. So in closing, allow me to say I am a pretty nice person. I dont bite the heads off of everyone, and chances are I wont bite yours off. BUT, Stupid shit annoys the fuck out of me.

Halifax Explosion Dec 6 1917 Please Read.
On Dec. 6, 1917, a collision in Halifax Harbour led to the biggest man-made explosion in the world before the era of the atomic bomb. The blast levelled most of the city and sent shards of glass and burning debris flying for miles. It left thousands dead, blinded or homeless. Although the explosion occurred before the creation of the CBC, the Canadian radio and TV network has retold the story throughout the years to ensure that this crucial event in Canadian history is not forgotten. At the time of the explosion, the Mont-Blanc was carrying 226,797 kg of TNT, 2,146,830 kg of picric acid, 56,301 kg of guncotton and 223,188 kg of Benzol ..all highly explosive and dangerous chemicals. The 1917 explosion was 1/7 the size of the bomb dropped on Hiroshima Physicist Robert Oppenheimer, known as the "father of the atomic bomb," studied the Halifax explosion to calculate the strength of the bombs that would be dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Francis Mackey, the Halifax pilot who was a

Joke
The following is a courtroom exchange between a defense attorney and a farmer with a bodily injury claim. It came from a Houston, Texas insurance agent. Attorney: "At the scene of the accident, did you tell the constable you had never felt better in your life?" Farmer: "That's right." Attorney: "Well, then, how is it that you are now claiming you were seriously injured when my client's auto hit your wagon?" Farmer: "When the constable arrived, he went over to my horse,who had a broken leg, and shot him. Then he went over to Rover, my dog, who was all banged up, and shot him. When he asked me how I felt,I just thought under the circumstances, it was a wise choice of words to say I've never felt better in my life.

Prayers Are Needed-for Knightskittys Son
f you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact Rosalia Guntu - Kidney Transplant Coordonator 400 Parnassus Ave. San Fransisco Calif. 94143 Plaza Level Box # A68 415-353-4543 fax 415-353-8708 My sons name is Shawn Dunn He is 26 years old... He has 3 babies that need him very much.... God bless you all.... Blood types O and B positive and Negetive PRAYERS FOR KNIGHTSKITTY'S SON.STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOVE AND PRAYERS PLZ imikimi - Customize Your World rufnekraiders property of babyjessraiders also her real husband Club F.A.R@ fubar s alot of you know my son needs a kidney...We are looking for a kidney donor...If you are not already aware of this please read my blogs about my son...We got word today from the doctors that the next time my son is in need of treatment that we are not to stop at are hometown hospital but to take him directly to San Fransisco...They want him to go to emergency which will be

Take Note To The Words And The Underlying Message...
What You Waiting For? GWEN STEFANI What an amazing time What a family How did the years go by? Now it's only me Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock (La la la la la) Like a cat in heat stuck in a moving car A scary conversations, Shut my eyes, can't find the brake What if they say that you're a cutter? Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone Who really cares cuz it's your life You never know, it could be great Take a chance cuz you might grow Oh... oh ohhh What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting for!? What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting What you waiting for!? Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Take a chance you stupid Ho Like an echo pedal, you're repeating yourself You know it all by heart Why are you standing in one place? Born to blossom, bloom to perish

Vince Neil Contest
I need you help to get to 10 please vote for my ink in Vince's contest to go on the Motley cruise! Its sold out and this is my only chance! Thanks love you all! http://www.vniskinshow.com/skin.php?skin=1884

Yet Another Winner
lol if you read my blogs, then you know the kind of losers that apparently always seem to find me. Here is a brief conversation with yet another winner. (Sorry, read from the bottom up). My name is...: no probs ur not worth my time anyway i removed u as a fan n friend neva here frm me again ->Marina - t...: umm ok...think of it as whatever you like. Would you mind not contacting me anymore? My name is...: yea u sell toys fuk aware party ->Marina - t...: I wouldn't consider them adult parties...they are just girl parties really with adult toys My name is...: ooo adult parties for females sex toys The funny thing is that these idiots act like I'm the one stalking them. I guess I'm supposed to be very disappointed that he removed me as a friend and a fan. Yeah, my eyes are just teary right now.

A Special Wish For You
I apologize for this mass Thanksgiving Wish, but I want all my friends and fans to know that I wish each and every one of you a Blessed Thanksgiving and safe weekend. As you know, we just moved into a new place and I am overwhelmed with unpacking and trying to be organized for a family Thanksgiving here with about 30 people coming for the traditional dinner. Forgive me for not being here as much as I was, but hopefully soon things will settle back to somewhat normal. Please bear with me and remember that I love you all and wish you the best. Hugzzzz, Sharky nuttinbuttsexxy nuttinbuttsexxy

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/20/07;
The penis enlarging shit is getting to be too fuckin' much, I don't open em now but the few times they opened it's 99% to the email on my site! I been getting shit that says, "An erection in 30 minutes, blah fuckin' blah..." WTF? So if I take a pill in the parking lot, or similar place, the female has to fuckin' wait up to a half hour? I don't know about anywhere else but chicks, in NY, don't allow for men when you, or she, draw ya gun it better be ready to fire LMAO!

Support For Our Troops
When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001 Please repost. Have a great day. Thanks. Hugs Stace

Bouncer Check Says Me
Bouncer check to click to a page Bouncer check to still click to a page Bouncer check to still click to a page Bouncer check to post a profile comment Bouncer check to check that I posted a profile comment Bouncer check to friend request Bouncer check to click a page what the fuck????? 3 4 5 6 bouncer checks PER person I try to fan add and rate their profile. Lordy Forbid I try to lay a comment on their page too. Or open more than one persons page at a time bouncer bouncer bouncer check just to SEE the page. its fuckin stupid.

The Moving Walkway Is Now Ending...
I live in New York City. The pace of things here is to say the very least, faster then most. I find myself walking fast, eating fast, even sleeping fast. Every morning I have a similar routine; get up, walk the dog, feed the dog, shower and suit up, and off to work on the 4 or 5 train. I stand at the same place, get on the same train car, walk up the same steps, take the same escalator and out the same door of Grand Central. I do all these things to shave a few seconds off my commute to the office. I do it so that I will be there faster. The ipod is like my personal trainer for my commute. It pumps me up with its quick beats and flowing melodies all so that I can walk swiftly and with purpose, all so that my pace will be maintained. Take the ear phones out...and im like a child lost in a crowd. THis morning was no different from most, except I walked the dog to day-care/groomer for a "spa day" before I take her to Chicago for the holiday and I hopped the train. So much

How To Deep Fry A Turkey
Bayou Deep Fried Turkey glitter-graphics.com Oh NO not the Deep Dryer Dish Type: Marinade Marinade 1 (10 to12 Pound) WHOLE TURKEY, non self-basting 4 Ounces liquid garlic 4 Ounces liquid onion 4 Ounces liquid celery 1 Tablespoon ground red pepper (cayenne) 2 Tablespoons salt 2 Tablespoons hot pepper sauce such as Tabasco 1 Tablespoon Old Bay Seasoning OR 1 ounce liquid crab boil Note: You can buy a ready made marinade 1. Remove giblets and neck, rinse the turkey well with cold water and pat dry thoroughly with paper towels. Take care to dry both inside cavities. Cut off the wing tips and plump tail as they may get caught in the fryer basket. 2. Combine remaining marinade ingredients in a small saucepan. Simmer over low heat until salt is dissolved. Allow mixture to cool. Fill poultry/meat injector with cooled solution. 3. Inject turkey in the breast, wings, drumsticks, thighs and back. Place on a rack, cover and chill. Marinate, in the refri

Waht The Fuck
so i just answered my cell phone and it was a fucking telemarketer... the one type of phone i thought was safe from them damn annoying ass fucking people that call when you really don't want to talk to anyone...... that shit just fucking pisses me off.. okay now that is off my chest... so yesterday was a pretty bumin' day i only got to talk to my man once... i'm just lucky i got talk to him....it just drives me nuts when i don't get to talk to him before i fall asleep. cause when that happens i get the best sleep and the best dreams out of it..anyway i gotta get going and start getting ready for work so you all have a fun good day

Damsel In Distress
I have never known how to play that role. I don't know how to ask for help. I don't know how to be weak. When I was little I played mom to my brother and cleaned up after my mother. I had no choice but to be strong and take care of things. I spent two years out of control when I was seventeen. I got pregnant at 19 and it was time to step up again. I have consistently found myself in relationships where I was the support system. I take care of everything, that is no ones fault but my own and I know that. Of course with Wes it was different. Very few people have ever seen the weak side of me. Maybe one person on this whole website, and even in real life I don't open up. I hate it I wish I knew how to change. I wish that I could open up and not just play the role that people need. I miss intimacy, not sexual intimacy, just the intimacy of having another person to talk too. I feel myself crumbling and there's no one to catch me.

What A Birthday!
Now that several months have passed, I can explain this story, it took a while to cool off. Aug 30 was my birthday And I didn't feel very well Waking up on that morning. Hoping my GF would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", And possibly have a small present for me, or at least some head before chores. As it turned out, She barely said good morning, Let alone " Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's a live-in relationship for you, But the boys at the barn... They will remember. They didn't say a word. So when I left for work, I felt pretty despondent. As I walked into my office, My secretary said, "Good Morning Paul, And by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better That at least someone had remembered! I worked until one o'clock , When she knocked on my door And said, "What do you say we go out to lunch, Just you and me." I said, "Thanks! Let's go !" We went to lunch. But we didn't go Where

Marshals Investigate Potential Threats To The Nation
Marshals investigate potential threats to the nation Reno appologizes and says, "this is kind of old but this was the sonest I could get this out." so I will break it up in sections, Renos thoughts and words are in red. Marshals investigate potential threats to the nation By Michael Hampton Posted: October 7, 2007 3:50 am Satire became reality Friday afternoon when half a dozen armed federal agents wearing body armor showed up at this author's home and detained everyone in the house for nearly 90 minutes to determine who might pose a threat to the government. Marshal John Bolen of the U.S. Marshals Office of Protective Intelligence traveled to Manchester, N.H., to investigate threats of violence allegedly made against Steven McAuliffe, a federal judge in the district court in Concord, and other federal officials in the area. He brought along with him other marshals and agents who would only say that they were with the Treasury Department. Later in the afternoon

Level Ups
Good morning.. Just wanted too give you all a heads up on what I think will be a better way too do level ups with me working now. Im going too do a bulletin with more then on one level up in it . With me working now im not on when Happy hours occur. So if you see someone that you want too help with leveling with in our limits if im on shout me there link and if im not on send me a private message as early as possible with there profile link inside. Im going too do a bulletin before i go to work that way we all can help more level up. If im home and someone needs leveled ill do like we regurly do with what they need too level. This is just easier with me also on dial up. It takes forever too just do one blog .. this way more people can see it. The list if we have someone too level up will be in my blogs also..So look on Happy hour and see who hasnt leveled yet. Any questions go ahead and shout me. Im off today so ill be around if you need help. Have a great day..Big hugs

Money For Christmas
OK I did this as a mumm, but I know that some people don't do mumms, so I thought I would post it here too. How much do you spend on your child for Christmas? My husband is saying that buying a Nintendo DS for $129 is too much to spend. He spent $50 on his younger sister, But for my son he says there is a $100 limit and just wants to get him clothes. Dylan is only 11, he doesn't want clothes, he wants games and stuff. His mom and stepdad have money to spend on their daughter why can he afford to spend $50 on her but say $100 for my son is too much!! He says that he will get toys when he goes to his dad's house and from my parents. I think it is pretty bad when my mom is planning on spending more on Christmas for my son then his stepfather is. I think it has something to do with his sister is his sister and my son is not any blood relation to him. I don't think he is looking at the situation fairly. PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK!!

Trying To Find Out
I HOPE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME ...........I HAVE SEEN A FEW TIMES MY BAR TAB SAYING PATTIES FREND JUST WALKED IN WELL THEY ARE NEW PEOPLE BUT NOT ANYONE I INVITED ...........WHEN I SHOUT THEM THEY IGNORE MY SHOUT ..........MY QUESTION IS WHY IS IT DOING THAT ? HELP ME PLEASE

This Is A Poem I Wrote Called Vunerability
Maya Angelou once wrote a poem that said a woman is a woman phenomenally I have become that phenomenal woman, but she never mentioned vulnerability I'm strong enough to handle the loneliness of single life But sometimes I crave that touch for someone I love at night And I am proud to have a house at the age of 23 But I can't always enjoy it without someone to share it with me I bask in the knowledge that one day " will finish school and be a journalist But when I win my first Pulitzer prize who will I share it with I have so much unconditional love that I have in time developed for myself But how I long to hear those four letters from the mouth of someone else As a woman people say I'm needy for affection Someone in need takes what they can get, but I use my own discretion I credit myself as being an average woman with extraordinary commitment But without that equal, that rival, I still wouldn't reach contentment I don't need anyone thats my "strong black woman" attitude

Re: Fox Host Says Dissenters Should Be Tased
RE: Fox Host Says Dissenters Should Be Tased ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 Nov 2007, 06:27 Fox Host Says Dissenters Should Be Tased During a discussion about a Code Pink member heckling Hillary Clinton at a recent event, Fox News host Brian Kilmead said that people who confront politicians are "threatening" and should be Tased or "beaten to a pulp," as the establishment media continues to sell the idea that anyone who disagrees with authority should be brutally punished. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/201107_fox_host.htm

Broken Inside
I adore you but, I cant love you. I wanna caress you but, I cant hold you. I just wanna be with you but, I cant be here for you. Your hugs. Your kisses. My laughter. My deceiving smile. I'm happy outside...I'm broken inside. I wanna see you. I wanna talk to you. I wanna be with you. I'm fallin' for you. You cant be mine. Cryin' in my bed. Your words on my head. Pain in my heart. Bitterness in my soul. No place in your heart. I'm just a friend. I'm not him. I cant be him. All you wanted is him.

Things You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving... And Get Away With It!
1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. How long do I beat it before it's ready?

Random Story
well it all started when i was in da worm n i found a cord that was buggin me so i pulled it n then the next thing i remember is havin some stupid guy ina whit coat who hit me i was like OH no u didnt so i did was evveryone eles would ahve done n kicked him. then when i was 5 i wanted a tonka truck (its a brand of toys 4 ppl who r lower n dont know wat it is) n wat did i get thats rite a MUTHER FUKIN BARBIE DOLL DO I LOOOK LIKE I NEED MORE PRESSURE TO B LIKE EVERYONE ELES ? so sant didnt get me that i m still hurtin over that but the next thing was when i was 11 n some guy took my bike i was so not happy n had to say fuk u to da person sitin bhind u as u read this. ok now im 21 its 12.29am or pm wat ever its fukin late im bored outa my brain n darran has this to say so here he goes psycopathic RYDAS( wen i die show no pitty send my sould to a juggalo city dig my grave six feet deep... says: u is a funny 1 coze u is buggin every 1 and its funny wen u bugg ppl coze they get piss

New Family
new family begins to day Mystic Warriors Tribe. looking for a family that is not demanding? bomb when you can ? help friends when you can? and not have to worry about having to listen to someone fuss because you did not drop 150 comments at one time. this is simply friends helping friends.when you can and as much as you can and still enjoy being a part of fubar. if interested please get in touch with me will be glad to helpyou with any questions. Spirit Warrior **MWT**

Holidays
Remeber back when all the stores were closed on Christmas and Thanksgivinv?I do.Now I think that the Holidays are to Commercial and the only thing that anyone cares about now is money and not Family.I can understand that people in the Health Care Bussiness have to work but why does Walmart,McDonalds and places like have to be open during the Holidays? I think these days shold be spent with Family and not at work if your not in the Public Safety Bussiness,thats just my opinion,I dont know how everyone else feels!

Turn Me On Jody's Rockin Rodeo On 4 Est Today
I am doing my late night Jody's Rockin Rodeo on Round Up 4 est until almost 8 est then we r kickin over to simlcast D Johnson on dri , in meantime come turn me on join the ranch party in our new chat room click on the great banner Gold Records Production made me I Will try keep up in both chat rooms lol ITS BEEN A PLEASURE HELPING PROMOTE D JOHNSON FOR 2 YRS NOW, Dixie Radio Indy Radio Links- chat- http://www.dixieboysradio.com/radioindy/radio- http://community.loudcity.com/stations/radio-indyChat Room Here Tune In Here

He / She Poem
She walks straight down as far as she can go. He's losing the one he used to know. She hides herself away in the corner. He only wishes he could hold her. She breaks down alone on her bed. He cant stand watching her stand on the edge. She loses touch with reality. He loses her completely She carves his name into her arm. He knows she's drifted way too far. She only wants him to love her again. He wants to stay just friends. She slits her wrists in her sleep. Though its his heart that bleeds.

With You
Do you know you make me smile is true you always find a way to make me smile simple as it is you make my eyes sparkle with love Do you know you make me smile simple as it is your love is the greatest gift in life We might be miles apart But inside my heart your face is all i see all i know simple and true with you is all i ever want to be With you I'll be a fool in love loving is so beautiful with you Cos you always find a way to make me feel loved With you The taste of love is always sweet simple and true You always find a way to touch my heart and make me believe We are meant to be simple as it is I'm grateful for every moment to be spend With you

Discs With 15m Bank Details Lost
Discs with 15m bank details lost Chancellor Alistair Darling will make a Commons statement at 1530 Confidential details of 15 million child benefit recipients are on computer discs lost by HM Revenue and Customs, the BBC understands. The chairman of the organisation, Paul Gray, has resigned. Revenue and Customs says it does not believe the records - names, addresses, date of birth and bank accounts - have fallen into the wrong hands. Chancellor Alistair Darling is to give a Commons statement on "a major operational problem" at 1530 GMT. BBC political editor Nick Robinson said he understood ministers had been aware of the problem for nine to 10 days. Mr Darling is expected to outline the measures taken to protect those whose data has been lost. 'Privilege' The resignation of Mr Gray was accepted because discs had been transported in breach of rules governing data protection. In a letter to Revenue and Customs staff, he said: "This is not the way I

Please Read Profile
For the time being I have posted nsfw pics, if you come to my page and jump right to the nsfw folder and ask me to see them without even talking with me first or even getting to know me then you have to buy me a happy hour or a 7 day blast to see them, but if you get to know me talk with me then become a true friend then you gain access without purchasing anything. Ok here goes no salute no add, you must fan and rate me for before you add me as friend. No more blank friend requests if is blank I will deny all, all you have to do is say Hi. I do not look at nsfw pics or rate them. I do not cam or do any funny business either for that matter if this is what you are looking you might as well kept moving jack! I respect myself and my friends and this is a big deal for me! I also do not give out my yahoo id or do i give out my personal email address, please do not ask. If you want to chat with feel free to send me fumail i do answer. Thanks for understanding.

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 20,2007 Get started on something new -- your energy is perfect for initiating activity of all kinds. You may be starting up a new million-dollar business or just trying a new place for lunch, but it's exciting in either case.

Contest Standings 11-20-2007 8:30am
Here are the current standings as of 8:30AM 11-20-2007 Bomb your favorite contestant today Don't forget Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 5 points. Most points wins. This contest will end Tonight (11-20-2007) 11PM EST These totals are only the comments totals Current standing Name Comments 1 onesxybrat 33588 2 j-roxx(the evil twin) 11081 3 Sweetpea 3915 4 Sheena 930 5 Bignuts 432 6 Jenn 251 7 ♥Sweet Lips♥ 210 8 Will~~~~ FU hubby of SouthernbiPrincess 77 9 P-jizzle 73 10 Kellylee 10 11 Lolitanymphette 7 12 Ashalonius 2 13 SweetPea (just call me sweetnsassy) 2 14 Brandi

Life Has Sunk
MY LIFE FOR THE PAST 2 AND A HALF YEARS HAS SUNK TO A NEW LOW, EVER SINCE THE ACCIDENT 2 YRS AGO , I HAVE ENDURED LOSING MY DRIVING PRIVLEGES BECAUSE OF THE MONEY I HAD TO SHELL OUT TO PAY FOR MY MEDS FOR PAIN FROM THE ACCIDENT, PICS OF TOTALLED TRUCK IN MY PIC FOLDER,I ALSO HAD MY SON SENT TO ME FROM WASHINGTON HIS FATHER IS A DOPIE/ALCOHOL FIEND BUT AT LEAST I HAVE MY SON, I LOVE HIM DEARLY, MY DAUGHTER LISA IS DOING MUCH BETTER SHE IS WITH SOMEONE WHO IS GOOD TO HER, BUT MY SITCH STILL REMAINS, STRUGGLIN TO PULL MY SELF UP FROM THE ACCIDENT, STILL BEHIND IN EVERYTHING, ALWAYS HAVING CUT OFF NOTICES, THE JOBS ARE FAR AND FEW BETWEEN HERE, MY SON HAD HIS 16TH B-DAY YESTERDAY BUT I WASNT ABLE TO DO ANYTHING FOR HIM, AND I DONT SEE XMAS HAPPENING EITHER, I HAVE LAWSUIT AGAINST THE DRUNK DRIVER THAT HIT US, BUT IT SEEMS OUR LAWYERS ARE SLOW AS TURTLES,MY FIANCEE GOT THE WORST OF THE ACCIDENT 4 RUPTURED DISKS IN NECK AND SPINAL FIZZURE MESSING UP THE NERVES, AS FAR AS OUR RELATE,

Flurries & Holiday Spirit
The flakes have started flying. I woke up this morning to an almost pink sky. It was completely cloudy but there was a shade of pink. It was a little weird. I looked out the window and saw the cloudiness and immediately thought, "Oh no!" My first thought of driving with a bunch of lunatics in snow wasn't on my list of things to do today. I turned the TV on for the weather. Apparently they were forecasting snow in my area between 7-8am, drive time for me. I made it in to work before any flake hit the road. I don't think it was supposed to be much today but people turn into brainless 'tards the minute a single flake hits the road. So it is almost 9am and the first flakes are flying, well more like flurries. Makes the holiday spirit start to flow! Can't wait to see my family on Thursday and starting to get excited for Christmas now! I almost want to listen to some Christmas music....okay not yet. Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!

I Want To Go ...........
TO: Scotland New Zealand New Orleans San Francisco (again) Germany Greenland A Butterfly Garden Stonehenge Hawaii The Ben & Jerry's factory Puerto Rico The Bahamas Disney Land The Tower of London Dracula's Castle Ice Hotel Monterey Aquarium Easter Island Italy The Bat Bridge in Houston, TX

20 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 20: Yes, your online profile's full of the interesting things you do, but it lacks soul. It doesn't begin to describe who you really are or what you're about. Explore an anecdote that transformed your life, and incorporate it into your bio

Thinkin Of Takin A Break
I find it so unbvelievable that people on here have nothing better to do with their time other than be fake and harass other people. Too many people see Fubar as their life. It isn't f*ckin real people, get a grip! Am thinkin of takin a break from Fubar, so any of my friends that are true friends and wanna stay in touch, send me a shout or e-mail. Am not leaving Fubar, just taking a break, well, unless the bullshit stops any time soon. Take care everyone and Happy Holidays. I will still be here for a day or two.

20 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, November 20: Once again your Judy Garland impression gets you tossed out of a nightclub. When are you gonna learn that no one wants to hear 'Somewhere over the Rainbow' mangled as only you can do?

"a Tribute To Those Alone"
We are the forgotten, the abhorred, the pitied and ignored. We suffocate, gasping in the void, longing for what once was, that another callously destroyed. The loneliness is a companion and often silent friend, distant relative to Morpheus and the Reaper at our end. Just as hopeless, empty and incessantly futile, The complacency we seek is always elusive and nubile. We walk blind in the darkness, making our way with timid care, Seeking a sturdy handhold that another might share. We baptize our pillows, in attempts to filter out the pain, Attempting to keep alive hope, and prevent going insane. All we long for is the embrace of a kindred mind, an open heart, Something only another soul can satisfactorily impart. To those that take for granted what they have, and indifference remains, Realize how lucky you are, and know you have no right to complain.

Like The Song Says "respect Yourself"
Resolve to be thyself; and know, that he who finds himself, loses his misery. --Matthew Arnold We all have known the braggarts, the boastful ones who constantly toot their own horns. These people crave approval because they don't yet approve of themselves. There are those who do the same thing but they're not so noisy about it. The girl who says she's ugly even though she's pretty, or the guy who says he's dumb even though he isn't. These are not humble people. They are people who need to learn to approve of themselves. We don't have to be either of these people now. We can honestly look at ourselves and see our strengths and weaknesses for what they are. We don't have to put ourselves down today. Best of all, we can now accept compliments graciously. Today I will make an effort to accept myself.

Without Solitude, There Can Be No Real People.
Without solitude, there can be no real people. --John Euder We all need some time alone. It's a good idea to set aside a few minutes every day to be alone with ourselves. This is a very special time that is all our own. It's a time to relax and refresh ourselves. This goes for every member of the family, and it's important that we allow others some time for themselves. It shows them we respect, love, and care about them. Without that solitude, they cannot be truly themselves - and neither can we. Nature teaches us that each thing, even the earth itself, needs a retreat. Bears hibernate; cats crawl off out of sight, even the plants disappear for the winter. It is this time that refreshes life for the Spring to come. If we want to have healthy, fulfilling relationships with each other, we all need time to ourselves every day. Without being "real people"--truly ourselves - how can we be full members of our family? How can I better spend my time alone today?

“anyone Who Has Never Made A Mistake Has Never Tried Anything New.”
“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.” —Albert Einstein (1875-1955), theoretical physicist, philosopher Get busy A small, simple action is infinitely more effective than a big, complicated excuse. Instead of putting your energy into avoiding effort, put that energy into the effort itself, and you'll get something of value in return for it. There is something right now that needs to be done. Imagine how great it will feel to have it finished, see what a heavy weight will be lifted from you, then get busy and get it done. In this moment, in this place, you have a valuable opportunity. You can make something happen, and you can make a difference. Forget about judging whether one task is difficult and another task is easy. Don't be concerned about figuring out what is pleasant and what is unpleasant. Just take a deep breath, sit up or stand up straight, and with a steady and confident sense of determination, get busy. Soon you'll find yourse

A Cover Up In 1977
What Was the New Zealand Monster? by John Koster .. Begin Article --> Unidentified animal caught in the net of fishing vessel off New Zealand. (Taiyo Fishery Co./Michihiko Yano) On April 25, 1977, the Japanese fishing ship Zuiyo Maru, trawling for mackerel off the coast of New Zealand, snagged a rotting corpse at a depth of 900 feet and hauled in the remains of a beast that no one anywhere seemed to be able to identify. "It's not a fish, whale, or any other mammal," said Professor Yoshinori Imaizumi of Japan's National Science Museum, in the Asahi Shimbun newspaper story that broke the news to the world. "It's a reptile, and the sketch looks very like a plesiosaur. This was a precious and important discovery for human beings. It seems to show that these animals are not extinct after all." For the benefit of those who have never studied paleontology or seen the movie version of The Land That Time Forgot, a plesiosaur is a marine reptile, a cousin of the dinos

Mike Lowell - Boston Red Sox
So it looks like Mike Lowell will be returning to the World Champion Boston Red Sox for another three years. I am overjoyed at the news. And may I add that I think our Golden Glove winning, All Star, MVP third baseman is a class act. He wanted to stay with the Red Sox and he turned down several 4 year offers to remain with his team. It is also reported that he left up to 20 million dollars on the table to stay where he is loved best. To me, that speaks volumes. That he put heart and love of the game above his bank account. That to him, being in the right place at the right time is more important than being among the highest paid ball players. Mike Lowell, to me, personifies everything that baseball should be. He plays for the love of the game, for the hearts and souls of the fans, for the cameraderie of the team. He is no sell out. My admiration for this man is immense. I am very grateful that we are hanging on to his valuable player. I was so afraid we would lose hi

You Tell Me
You tell me There is nothing better, to be standing beside me You tell me There is nothing better. to be lying beside me You tell me At the end of the road, You will always find me there waiting for you with open arms In your eyes, I am the most beautiful girl even my shadow makes your heart ponder I am your inspiration your desire the strength that keeps you going on at all times You tell me I am the girl

T He ' L I T T L E 'thi Ngs .
T he ' L I T T L E 'Thi ngs . As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten and he went to the school. Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because of an auto accident. One of them missed his bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change. One's car wouldn't start. One went back to answer the telephone One had a child that dawdled and didn't get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn't get a taxi. T he one that struck me was the man who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, took the various means to get to work but before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid. That is why he is alive today. Now when I am stuck in traffic ,

Moving House
well, back to good old blogging again... Last weekend we moved house (finally) we're now living in Tullamarine, right near the main airport, and funnily enough, the planes dont sound any louder here than where we were before, which was a lot further away from the airport.... But anyway... we signed the lease on Saturday, and we got a bulk of things over (not including funiture yet) I had to break up a fight between my cat and the neighbours cat (old house) and when I picked spider up, he bit me on the wrist, broke the skin and went right down to the bone... so heres me on our moving weekend with an infected wrist that I can barely move, wrapped up in bandages and a sulky cat who decided to hide under the airbed we had set up when we bought both of the cats over to the new house... but thats not the worst of it... of course he had to do this just before we got the trailer to move the stuff over... so heres me with an infected wrist that I cant move, trying to help mike move the fr

Crabby Old Man
My friend sent this to me in an email and I just fell in love with it: CRABBY OLD MAN When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa , Florida , it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this ' anonymous' poem winging across the Internet.

I'm Allergic!
to life. i've noticed the one downfall for me waking up everyday is i sneeze for like a good hour until i guess i'm fully lucid. it's funny because i've never been allergic to anything before and i've realized just now that i'm allergic to life. next time i get asked at the doctor's or hospital if i have an allergies I will say... "Yes doctor. I'm allergic to life." :D

The Stewman!
Check out my buddy Stewie Griffin. He has a wonderful page with lots of games, live stream TV, etc... Be sure to rate, fan and add him and check out all of his blogs once you have been added. He's a great guy and a wonderful friend! '~SEXY~' StewieGriffin - Rate / Fan / Add Please!!!@ fubar

Justice In Florida
Justice in Florida Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge! In Florida, an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists had no holiday to celebrate. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!' The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such holiday!' The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your client is too confused to even know about, much less celebrate his o

Don't Mess With The Military
Just something to think about... A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in, he looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at t

Nice Guy's Still Finish Last!!!
Body: To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" - I LIKE THIS ONE To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. - I LIKE THIS ONE ALOT To every guy that kisses her with meaning. - AND THIS ONE To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. - AND THIS ONE To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. - AND THIS ONE To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. - ANT HIS ONE To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.

How I Feel This Morning
GOOD MORNING ALL OF MY GREAT LOVING FRIENDS.. AND THERE IS MANY . I AM HAVING TO BLOG THIS BECAUSE AS USUAL MY SHOUT BOX ISNT WORKING.. I TRY VERY HARD TO ANSWER EVERYONE.. PLEASE DO NOT FEEL THAT I AM IGNORING YOU THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN ..IF I DONT SHOUT BACK WITHIN SECONDS THAT MEANS MY SHOUT IS DOWN.. JUST THROW ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE EASIER FOR ME ANYWAYS ... THIS MORNING I ACTUALY FEEL MUCH BETTER EXCEPT I HAVE WOKE UP WITH A SEVER SINUS HEADACHE BUT I AM TAKING MEDICINE AND DRINKING MY COFFEE AS I TYPE... I LOVE YOU ALL PLEASE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CARRING ABOUT ME. IT MEANS A GREAT DEAL.. LOVE YOU. COME LUV ME

Is The Answer 2,397,207,667,966,701 ?
French "mathlete" Alexis lemaire showed off his rare mental agility Thursday, claiming a new world record after working out in his head the 13th root of a random 200-digit number in just 72.4 seconds. Lemaire, a 27-year-old doctoral student in artificial intelligence from Reims, near Paris, sat at a laptop computer that randomly selected the figure and displayed it on the screen. The number was so long it ran over 17 lines. Lemaire, who says he doesn't consider himself a nerd or a geek, then took just over a minute to identify two quadrillion, 397 trillion, 207 billion, 667 million, 966 thousand, 701 as the 13th root. In other words, the number multiplied by itself 13 times produces the 200 digit number originally generated by the computer. Complex numbers: "The first digit is very easy, the last digit is very easy, but the inside numbers are extremely difficult," said the mental gymnast after the performance at the New York Hall of Science a hands-on science centre in New York City, U

You Call Me A Bitch Because I Speak What’s On My Mind
You see the woman with the sharp wit, the woman that can and WILL tell anyone what they need to be told, and the woman that has learned to be strong enough to stand on her own. What I don't always show you is the girl inside…the girl that is sometimes afraid of her own shadow, and the girl that occasionally cries herself to sleep because she's so scared that she's making a mistake and she's going to fall on her ass YET AGAIN. I'm still the girl that will do it anyway. Because I can't afford to take the chance that it might not be a mistake after all. In the wee hours of this morning, I was called an opinionated little bitch. Then, the Viagra posterboy told me that my blogs were mindless and unimportant. All because I denied his request for friendship and told him that I didn't like the cult-like way he ran his blogs and that I felt that he exploited women by having them write their "sob stories" on his blogs and allowing him to take all the credit for it. It appa

More Seeing Ufo's
Unidentified Flying Objects have been in the news lately.It came up during a recent Democratic presidential debate. Apparently, Congressman Dennis Kucinich, D-Ohio, had previously stated publicly that he had personally seen a UFO. When he was asked about it, he admitted to making the statement and having seen a UFO. Three cheers for the congressman for his courage and honesty. No cheers for the press who made a major joke out of his statement.That was followed this past week by a national conference in Washington D.C. of a group of very credible people relating their experiences having seen UFOs during their careers. The participants were from seven countries and the United States. One was a former Governor of Arizona. Another witness was a former four-star general from Belgium. A lot of airline pilots came forward to share what they had seen. Transcripts of astronauts talking about seeing UFOs in space were read.When I was a police agent working in Lakewood, there was a report of a si

Noah's Flood Spurned European Farming
An ancient flood some say could be the origin of the story of Noah's Ark may have helped the spread of agriculture in Europe 8,300 years ago by scattering the continent's earliest farmers, researchers said on Sunday. Using radiocarbon dating and archaeological evidence, a British team showed the collapse of the North American ice sheet, which raised global sea levels by as much as 1.4 meters, displaced tens of thousands of people in southeastern Europe who carried farming skills to their new homes. The researchers said in the journal Quaternary Science Reviews their study provides direct evidence linking the flood that breached a ridge keeping the Mediterranean apart from the Black Sea to the rise of farming in Europe. "The flooding of the Black Sea was not well dated but we got it down to about 50 years," said Chris Turney, a geologist at the University of Exeter, who led the study. "As soon as the flooding is done, farming goes crazy across Europe." The researchers create

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, 80's New Wave Tuesday, Paltalk Cameras Are Live, New O&a Videos, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) USH! It's ROCK SCREAM TUESDAY! It's 80's New Wave Tuesday! It's also POVEMBER! (it's almost over, ladies!) For the whole month, we conitune to honor Master Po, and his trenchcoat-wearing silliness. Have yourself some hot tea, warm up those vocal cords, crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Luther Vandross impression (you know... cuz Po likes to sing along)... then pretend you know how to stick fight in honor of Master Po. Is your Paltalk turned on? It SHOULD BE. Why? Because you never know what's going to happen LIVE on the Opie and Anthony Show. Is someone going to get naked? Is someone going to get an ass-kicking? Will there be a naked Penthouse Pet in studio? Anything is possible, and it could happen at the drop of a hat, because sometimes WE don't even know. Turn on Your Paltalk NOW! EDIT YOUR OWN MASTER PO VIDEO: In honor of POvem

Hello Then Goodbye
A soft yet gentle stare. A warm and tender touch. We took each other's hand, And slowly we walked. We stopped. Arms fell around me, Cheek warm against mine, Breathing deep from the soul. Long have I searched, But still haven't found. Though we shared hours of intense pleasure. I left you wondering why you had given in, I wondered that myself. Something that animalistic Was just what I needed But as I told you, Not what I want. A long look, And a kiss on the cheek -Hurley (2007)

This Is What Life Is About.
"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." - Norman MacFinan I am very blessed to have wonderful friends who have made my life so much better. You give me hope for a greater tomorrow. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Wrong
I wanted to be all you needed, I was wrong. I wanted to be the reason you awoke in the morning, I was wrong. Exploring your body, getting lost in your soul, I was wrong. I was confident, too confident, I was wrong. I thought there may have been potential, I was wrong. I thought you were different, I was wrong, so very wrong. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

You
The day I stumbled across your picture I lost my heart, I lost it to you, to love. From that day forward, My dreams cannot part, From you, from love. I long for you to hold me tight, To me, to love. My thoughts are about you day and night, Of you, of love. I offer all that I have to give, To you, with love. I give you all my time to live, To you, in love. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

The Gift
You are the first thing I think of, Every morning when I rise. Ang you're the last thing I think of, Every night I close my eyes. You're in the thoughts I have, Every breath I take. My feelings seem to grow stronger With each move I make. I want to I love you, But for me that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving you all I have to give To you ... I give my heart. -Hurley (2007)

Beauty
Beauty Those lips, those eyes, that soul, Like a work of art. But the most amazing work of all, Is the beauty within your heart. If you were a painting, No colors could properly express, That beauty that's deep inside you, It's a rainbow, nothing less. If you were a piece of sculpture, The clay would always make, You posing as an angel, Without a mistake. If you were an euphony, Nary a choir could sing, The rare and beautiful music, Your eyes could possibly bring. I am just a writer, With words beyond belief But to capture all the beauty you possess, I'd need to be a thief. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Castaway
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com Curled up in my corner The light peeked in through pale glass Thesse days, in a haze Over the love I felt for you Passed by like ships in the night And I was to become the mourner Grasping my pillow close To try to find a scent A pause in memory of all I knew Torn and tattered my heart wept all night I woke to a dull lifeless self Could I see clear to bring in the new day? Taunted by faces similar to yours A smell, a sound a place we shared When would it end I feared And the questions that come to my mind Time was clearly making its mark on me For finally I could see What had lost was a part of me

Can We Just Give Thanks...and Leave The Holiday Alone..
Giving thanks. Thanksgiving…that is it. Celebrating what we are thankful for period…On MSN there is an article under today’s picks. The question asked is the article. Is Thanksgiving Religious? Do not get me into a discussion over this about this or even about taking Christ out of Christmas. I get so fed with the holeyer then thou extremist’s out there changing the face of the world. Can’t we allow Holiday’s to be what they are and allow people to celebrate them the way they choose or have we become so communist of a people that we have to cow tow down to fractions that just need to make waves… You know, I know and everyone knows the meaning of Christmas, the Meaning of Thanksgiving, Labor Day, Memorial day the list goes on and on…Why do we allow for these days to be taken away from us? Oh yeah, as a child which Holiday memories do you remember most? These dates are dates in time families cherish what they have and their friendships with others by inviting them into their lives, homes

Bullshit Marketing Propaganda
I was at the theater the other day.. it was one of those 4000 seat capacity theaters with 50 parking spots. I went to see the movie at midnight and even then, the theater was packed full of old people giving me crusty looks and attitude. This one old lady came up to me and asked me what I was waiting in line for.. when I told her, she rolled her eyes and walked off. Stupid old hag. Roll your eyes at me will you? CLOTHES LINE BITCH *POW*. Knock her ass to the floor. She had nothing on me. Grandma has NO GAME. So anyway, after standing around for 20 minutes, listening to the dipshits behind me flirt with every girl in the line (they'd say things like "So, where you from?" Like they give two shits where the girl's from... It's obvious you don't care dumbass, spare us your weak-sauce come-on lines), I finally got into the theater, only to sit down in front of an advertisement slide show for another 20 minutes!!! The main ads on display were for coke.. the ads were peppered througho

Discarded Treasure
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com I'm left forgotten in the shadows again Not in your thoughts not on your mind I'm abandoned here all alone trying to figure out where to go from here all on my own You just discard me like an unloved former treasure that no longer brings pleasure to your heart So I'm broken apart and scattered around I'm stumbling, hurt and falling down I'm nothing but torn and tattered pages you've written through the ages

So Fracken Pissed
What a great day this is gonna be. Still sick and sore throat came back. I got up at 6:30 when I didnt have too again. And well guess what... I got my computer back last night After what has it been.. seems like 2 months. And its sooo fucked up. All my icons on my desktop is gone. My screen is sooo huge and gay looking, I have no clue how to fix it. My photoshop is gone. Just everything is fucked up. All my pictures.. everything.. gone. Of course though no one around here can tell me anything. "oh it will be done soon hes working on it".. then dennis says that my computer ruined his.. wtf. If he knew it was a virus or something and he thinks he knows everything about computers, and thinks he some great hacker then well he should of known what he was doing and if he didnt then he shouldn't of taken that risk.. simple as that. Gahhh they just irk me here. We live in apartment above their garage. I just hate having friends.. who want want want want want and take advantage of yo

Happy Thanksgiving
I just added my stickam player to my pro for all those who are wondering well whats does flava do with himself or Maybe your skeptical and want to know if I look like I do in the pictures. well I'll be on my cam every so often. Hopefully i'll get some entertainment out of this. cause things have been boring around here as of late. Aight yall got 3 well deserved days off. I am defiantely thankful for that. Appreciate what you have because you never know what you have until its gone. Hold onto it forever and remeber to live everyday like its your last. I hope you all have a good one. Happy Thanksgiving.

Looking 4 Wii Players :d
I am looking 4 anybody that is interested in trading FCs 4 the Wii... I am currently playing Metroid 3... And have some Vouchers to trade... Message me with your FC if you are truely interested :D Thanks Game on :D Ciao Wiiheads

Video Games You'll Never Play.
Remember when it was okay for a video game to not have convex volumetric fog rendering and bilinear interpolated textures to be fun? Since when did it become acceptable for 30% of your system's resources to be devoted to rendering shadows, atmospheric scattering, ambient light effects, and all this other superfluous bullshit that game coders keep adding to their engines so they can win some imaginary pissing contest? Nobody cares about graphics if the game plays like dog shit. I'm bored to tears with first person shooters. Changing the theme from one time period to another isn't enough anymore, assholes. Did someone beat you to the punch on that killer WWII shooter you were making? Don't worry, just take the same concept, change a few textures, and call it Battlefield Vietnam. We won't notice. Hell, why not Battlefield Korea? So I've decided to make a few video game ideas of my own. Games you haven't seen before, and probably won't see in the near future: 1. Guess Who Forg

6am Sickness, Drugs And Rambling Do Not Mix - Lmfao
I was talking with someone the other day about finding pieces of you in others. How you search your entire life to find the pieces of yourself that were once lost and now you must find in others. How you seek out these people instinctively because you know they hold a piece of you within them, you just need to figure out what that piece is. That made me stop and think about the way I have thought for a long time now. Before the other day I had no other way to explain my feelings on this to people, so about a year or so ago I wrote a blog on myspace about finding your soul mate. It was in this blog that I explained that I didn’t think that everyone only had one soul mate that they are searching their life for. . .that they have many, one to fit each facet of their life. I know I have so many people that I know that I have no other way to explain why we are as we are except that it is meant to be that way. It was in this blog that I explained that each of the friends in my life

Appriciation For The Simple Things In Life
The holiday season is near time to evaluate whats dear.... Stop and look around for all the things that give you ground.... Little things often overlooked most the time.. the little things one day we wont find still waiting for us to see just how much they really mean to you and me... Busy in life to much to see these little things importance to life, love, and serenity... Little things like snuggly baby kisses, little childrens smiles, stupid little broken dogs, little boys and linkin logs, friends not always that we appriciate go unnoticed til its too late.... Our faithful dog waiting by the door just to have you throw that ball just once more.. these little things we dont appriciate until something tragic takes one of them away... Stop a minute, take a breath, life can sometimes wait... take that dog out to play... that little grand baby out to play... that little boy that grows up one day... call your friends just to say, Hey hope you have a beautiful day.... These are the best gif

Venting
WHY IS IT SOME PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO TRASH TALK PEOPLE THEY DONT KNOW? I MEAN COME ON NOW DO PEOPLE HAVE NOTHING BETTER DO DO IN LIFE THEN TALK SHIT ABOUT THINGS THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT? AND OMG LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THE FAKE PEOPLE PRETENDING TO BE A FRIEND WHILE STANDING BEHIND U WITH A BIG KNIFE IN THERE HAND WAITING FOR THE PERFECT MOMENT TO STAB U .....ITS FUNNY HOW YOU COULD BE GREAT FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE AND NEXT THING U KNOW SOME ONE TALKS SHIT AND BOOM EXPLOSION EVERYONE HATES U ....BUT THE FUNNY THING IS THEY NEVER EVEN CAME TO TELL U WHAT IT IS THEY HEARD OR SAW AND THATS THE PART THAT SUX WORD TO THE WISE NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE ON WHAT U HEAR ABOUT THEM BECAUSE U MIGHT BE MISSING OUT ON A GOOD THING IN LIFE .............

Frusterated
This is my first blog ever, I thought I'd finally write one, to see if its any help! I am kinda depressed, and I hate being single! Not for the typical guy reasons, but more because I have no one to hold, and cuddle, no one to comfort me after a bad day. I am not the typical guy, I believe in "Southern Hospitality", and treating women with respect, but that seems to go un-noticed!! I was cheated on for 6 months by my fiance, of 5 years, with no clue, I actually trusted her, and didn't hold back at all, giving her my heart, and what did it get me?? NOTHING but a broken heart, and low self-esteem!!!!! I dunno everybody has a story, and I know worse has happened to people, but my one question is how do I raise my self-esteem, and recover fro this??? Any ideas, suggestions, or wanna chat, message me! Thanks for reading my first blog!!

One Day
Once upon a time there were good people that followed the way of the nature, they talked to it and it talked to them, the trees , the animals, the fish, all had something to say and teach. There was an energy that flowed from one and all, and that energy enabled many races to do wonderful and awesome things. Most of the races were guided by an insight that astounded most. This caused fear within many mostly in the race of Man, they let that fear guide them into horrifying acts, they searched the world over killing and burning those they found that felt the energy, those that used it for good, they used there knowledge of this energy to heal, to teach, to guide. But in there fear and ignorance the race of Man tried to destroy this gift. Soon man understood that they needed a Sheppard, one that could and would be a beacon to attract man away from the energy of nature, away from the ways of the first Gods, towards a new God one that if not worshiped solely, if not placed above all else w

The Cannonball Is Heading Back Down Under
The Cannonball is heading back Down Under, and police are concerned, writes BARRY PARK. Organisers of next year's Cannonball Run are quick to distance the event from the carnage of 1994. It started as a cross-country race three decades ago in the US as a protest against speed limits, became a series of B-grade Hollywood movies, and now a Cannonball Run is set to return to Australia next year. Victoria Police is less than impressed, given the four deaths in a separately organised but similarly named event in the Northern Territory 12 years ago. It said it will keep a watching brief on the event, which will be held mainly on public roads. The company organising next year's event has held similar affairs in Europe, the US and Russia. The man behind the Cannonball franchise, Tim Porter, told Drive that next year's run, which would cross into Victoria as part of a three-state tour, would be nothing like the 1994 event. That Cannonball Run, organised by motor-racing identity A

Update
so ive been away for the last week on courses ... i now have a diploma certificate in massage aromatherapy cosmetic tanning and indian head massage ... heading back up there tomorow and will be back sunday with diploma certificates in nail art nail extensions manicure/ pedicure facials and bodywraps .... dont mind saying or sounding big headed but im well poud of me for finally getting my finger out my butt and doing something with my life.. lol.... so oncei get back i have plenty work to do to get my assesments sorted to get my nvq's and then im proper qualified to start up my salon !!! yay !! all exciting wish me luck xxx

F**k Emotions!!!!!
Ok for my first BLOG on here, some of you might get a little pissed off, but I need to get this out! For those of you that know me I normally keep to myself pretty much all the time. I don't tend to trust people with even the simplest things in my life. So when I do meet someone and open up to them, it's rare to say the least. For me to love someone, and I mean TRULY LOVE someone, is even more uncommon. So here is the situation, I'm very capable of love, no matter what some people might think! If I give my love to someone, it is a gift. Take it or leave it, but it's theirs. That doesn't mean that I will not love other people too. It is possible to love more than one person! It also doesn't mean that I expect you to love me in return. The love I give is unconditional! I can't put a limit on how much I will love someone or what they have to do to keep that love. Also, when I love someone, I'm honest with them. To a FAULT!!!!!! I can't lie to someone and say "I love you" in the same

Pain Of The Night
Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls watch it, its color has changed From blue to bright red, it has a wide range There it goes all alone, it continues to fall With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul The darkness of the night has taken its toll

A Heavenly Battle
My dreams are empty but my thoughts are deep I wait for you to rescue me save me from this state of illusion this altered state sparks my confusion the voices are coming from every direction speaking of anger, fear and rejection they destroy my heart and create new pain these god damn voices drive me insane i feel like an animal locked up and caged those fuckin voices ignite my rage the voice of an angel but its so far away perhaps shes come to save the day its cold and dark, im lost and alone shes making her way through the unknown its damp and scary, blacker then night in the distance i see a light a perfect shadow, a halos glow a warmth inside starts to grow my spirits rekindled, my fire grows strong ill rise above this, keep pushing along but demons emerge with their mischivieous ways surround my cage and hide her rays they use their powers to hide my fire keeping away my deepest desire a battle undertakes in the depths of my mind an endless battle, one of

My Out Look On Life
tonight while watching the secret for the 4th time i decided to blog it so i did. i am 27 years young and although i have my bad days just like we all do, i still try to remain positive. i do agree with it fully. i do agree that i am in charge of my own destiny. to think is to create. if i want positive results i need to think positive results. if i think negative i will receive negative results. the law of attraction is a very powerful~ what ever i want i can get i just need to visualize it and it will happen. i get what ever i want not because i am spoiled but because i make things happen. i know who i am and remember where i came from but i also know that i am in charge of my future. i live my life to it's fullest potential and live each day like it is my last. *if it's to be it's up to me** **to think is to create** these are my favorite quotes and they are so true i love my family and friends so very much but i love myself too :D although love my j

Another Song That Gets Me In Tears =(
German Words DER WEG - Deutsch Ich kann nicht mehr seh'n Trau nicht mehr meinen Augen Kann kaum noch glauben Gefühle haben sich gedreht Ich bin viel zu träge Um aufzugeben Es wär auch zu früh Weil immer was geht Wir waren verschworen Wären für einander gestorben Haben den Regen gebogen1 Uns Vertrauen geliehen Wir haben versucht Auf der Schussfahrt zu wenden Nichts war zu spät Aber vieles zu früh Wir haben uns geschoben Durch alle Gezeiten Haben uns verzettelt Und verzweifelt geliebt Wir haben die Wahrheit So gut es ging verlogen Es war ein Stück vom Himmel Dass es dich gibt Du hast jeden Raum Mit Sonne geflutet Hast jeden Verdruss Ins Gegenteil verkehrt Nordisch nobel Deine sanftmütige Güte Dein unbändiger Stolz Das Leben ist nicht fair Den Film getanzt In einem silbernen Raum Vom goldenen Balkon Die Unendlichkeit bestaunt Heillos versunken, trunken Und alles war erlaubt Zusammen im Zeitraffer Mittsommernachtstrau

The Spirit Of Dreams
As sleep overcomes me i drift off to dream The border where fantasy and reality meet this made up world consumes me whole a spirit realeases within me, lets me go rises above to explore and roam looks for another who is also alone wanders the world in the quiet, night sky he finds someone who catches his eye he holds her close as they watch the stars so close in his dreams but i know shes so far hovering heavenly over the water its getting early hes finally got her he holds her tighter as shes fading fast the night is restless a stones been cast as she goes she gives him a kiss "I will always love you remember this" and as the dawn begins to brighten once again hes alone and frightened soon to wake up and face the day ill return to the place where we once played start the day and start to train forever will hes heart feel this pain once again we two become one we wake up active with the morning sun he'll never realize the thing that i do both our hearts belong

A Christmas Poem
This poem has been widely circulated, however, with the holidays rapidly upon us, we should not, can not... forget those who sacrifice everything in defense of Freedom. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just

Work, Doctors, Legal Drugs And Donkeys...
So... I've been AWOL again. Apparently the doc has been having some problems getting my medication right. Well no fucking shit, Sherlock. It seems like all I've done for weeks is work and fucking sleep. I've been like a zombie but it's supposed to be "helping" me. It's supposed to making me cope "better". Well, fuck that shit. Apart from the odd manic episode and almost constantly feeling sad (for want of a better word) I was doing OK I guess. But now I'm Mr fucking Zombie boy all work and sleep. I've got to stick with this programme of medication for another 4 weeks too, "to give it time to work" according to the doc. Man, I never had this trouble when I was a total chemical freak. Street drugs are way fucking better than this shit they're prescribing me. They've made the wrong fucking drugs legal. It's time to review the system, lol. Anyway, work - warehousing for a company that supplies electrical goods and toys to major retailers ain't exactly a bundle of laughs on the run up t

"we'll All Be Rooned," Said Hanrahan
Well come this Saturday Australia maybe you'll look back on words from the past and remember with remorse that ya was Hoodwinked yet again to return Australia back to the time the Author of the following lived [Patrick Joseph Hartigan (1878-1952)],...Australia READ THIS AND DAM WELL remember who and where you placed your Ticks Said Hanrahan "We'll all be rooned," said Hanrahan, In accents most forlorn, Outside the church, ere Mass began, One frosty Sunday morn. The congregation stood about, Coat-collars to the ears, And talked of stock, and crops, and drought, As it had done for years. "It's looking crook," said Daniel Croke; "Bedad, it's cruke, me lad, For never since the banks went broke Has seasons been so bad." "It's dry, all right," said young O'Neil, With which astute remark He squatted down upon his heel And chewed a piece of bark. And so around the chorus ran "It's keepin' dry, no doubt." "We'll all be rooned," said Hanra

Updates About Me
I have been waiting all summer to find out if the school I am attending was going to let me into the program again and finally a couple of weeks ago got the word that I was in. I took a dosage calc test and missed 2 questions so now I have to take it again, can't miss any questions. I have 2 weeks to complete a whole bunch of stuff before I am guaranteed the spot but I know I can get through it, it involves going to the school into the lab and videotaping certain tasks and doing others live infront of the instructors. You would think after 10 years of being a nurse that this would be easy stuff but let me tell you, they are very picky about the material in your video and when you are performing tasks infront of them. After this level there are only 2 left so with any luck I will be an RN by May of '09.

Always
She will always be the center of my world. She always has. She will always care. She always has She will always love me. She always has She will always try to hide it. She always has. She will always support me. She always has. She will always confuse me with her words. She always has. She will always be confused about us. She always has. She will always be scared of us. She always has. She will never forget me. She never has She may never realize just how much I love her and how much she means to me. She never has. She will always fight and argue with me she always has. She will always make me mad. She always has. I will always forgive her. I always have. I love her sparkling blue eyes. I always have I love her innocent smile. I always have. I love her playful attitude. I always have. I love most of her friends. I always have. I will always love how I feel when im around her. I always have. I will always love lying under the stars with her. I always have. I will alw

Families
Families We are of the same Mother, Goddess. We are of the same Father, God. We are of the same Planet, Earth. You are my Brother, You are my Sister, We are all part of the Same. You are my Family. You hold within you a part of me. I hold within me a part of you. Your blood, my blood, they are the same. It is the same within us all. I need not ask why. I already know the answer. You need not ask why. You already know the answer. We are all of the same. Within us we carry a part of each. We are all micro pieces of Spirit. We are Spirit. So I say Hello Brother. I say Hello Sister. Welcome home, I have missed you. An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily © Copyright 3/2003

Having Surgery
I WILL BE GOING IN FOR SURGERY ON MY BACK I GO IN NOVEMBER 21ST,2007 @ 7:00AM CST SURGERY IS AT 9:00AM CST AT OUR THE LADY OF THE LAKE HOSPITAL IN BATON ROUGE,LA I AM HAVING A COMPLETE LEVEL 3 FUSION ON MY BACK....A CAGE, 6 SCREWS, AND PROTEIN THAT MOLDS INTO BONE....NOT SURE WHEN I WILL BE BACK ANGEL OF VENGENCE AND DJ LOVE WILL GET DAILY UPDATES THEIR LINKS AND THE LINKS TO THERE LOUNGES ARE BELOW ~KRZKT~ BBW SEXY & SWEET~*SNUGGLEBUNNY*PROMOTER 4 ALL DEMENTED RADIO LOUNGES~we play what others r@ fubar ÅÑGËL ÕF VËÑGÉÑ©È~SNUGGLEPUSS~DEMENTED RADIO CO/OWNER~LL @ JENS BBW FORTRESS@ fubar DJ LOVE (Love or Hate me its still an obession!) Owner of Demented Radio@ fubar

A Native American Prayer
A Native American Prayer Great Spirit who I am a part of, My heart cries out for guidance, My soul has forgotten the I am of the all; from which I came. Great Spirit of oneness, help me to return, Return to my heart where all answers dwell, Help me to see humanity as my brothers and sisters. Help me remove separation, Help me remove guilt and shame, Help me find that peace deep inside. And Great Spirit of Love, Show me the illusions that which I see and think to be real, Help me find myself again So I may serve. These are words from a CD that a very dear friend made for me. I do not know who does it, but I think the words are beautiful.If you know who these words are by please post a comment and tell me I would love to give credit where it is deserved.

Eternal Game
Take the knife and plunge it deep forever is my soul yours to keep in a box that said handle with care fragile as it was you threw it in the air its all just a game a juggling act take and break hearts you crazy acrobat the tables have turned the games on you what do you do when they know about you do you keep playin or do you run and hide afraid they may play the same game and tear your insides watch the clock as time passes you by gotta think quick the clocks got eyes watching you too and you dont even know it only one chance and i bet youll blow it blow it you did got caught in your lies and like i said the clocks got eyes take the gun and pull the trigger your killing yourself as the lie gets bigger you spread the lie you spread the word and soon enough the whole worlds heard take some explosive and blow up the world the bigger the lie the more you affect boys and girls plant the seed early make them think its alright so they lie to their parents about where

Yes!!
my book is now available for purchase at wordclay.com in the supernatural section.this book lists my time ghosthunting bosque bello cemetary,fernandina,florida.its real and graphic.check it out.makes a great christmas gift.thanks,to-wit.

Regardless
Heart, Mind, Body, Spirit. All one in the same, Yet completely different. The heart loves, The mind remembers, The body lives, The spirit hurts. And yet when love, memories and the body dies; the spirit continues to live on...and carries with it forever what the other three had. We have no control over any of these things, the heart loves who and what it chooses to love, regardless of what the mind and body tell it. The mind remembers even when we want to forget, forgets when we want it to remember. The body dies when we wish to live on, it may hang on when we wish to die. And the spirit well it still goes on and on, even when memories seemed to have faded; the spirit continues, in an endless pattern of loving, remembering, living, dying and hurting. It does so, regardless, of anything. An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily Copyright 2007

Im A Good Girl Or Bad Girl??humm
You Are a Very Bad Girl You are 10% Good and 90% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way. You Are 86% Perfectionist You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score. The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself

My Windows
My Windows My windows are clouded, My windows are stained, My windows are shrouded, My windows are chained. I peer out my windows, but can not see. My windows are withholding that view from me. I wipe and I swipe and try to clear my view, My windows keep me from peering at you. I sit and I ponder the dilemma at hand, Why won't my windows let me see on demand. I hear a small voice that says, "Back up a pace". There was the answer staring me in the face. Eyes are the windows to the soul, they be. You must step away to truly see My eyes are not clouded, My eyes are not stained, My ares are not shrouded, My eyes are not chained. I took a step back and could clearly see. The thing blocking my sight was nothing, but me. An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily Copyright 2005

Imperfection
Imperfection Temperance is what I ask for Patience is what I need Tolerance Perseverance Understanding How can I help one who is not willing to help themselves How can I understand if there is no explanation How can I give my love If it is not taken How can I guide If I have no followers How can I see if there is no light How can I listen If there is no sound I can not work miracles Though I may try I can not be perfect Though you may want me to be I am human I make mistakes I feel I hurt I love I am an imperfect person In an imperfect world Please don't ask me to be perfect Because I will disappoint us both. An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily 2006

Simple Illusion
Was this meant to be? Maybe it was . . But I can't help being Caught up in your love Your love is so innocent So pure and divine My heart finds no reason Why you shouldn't be mine So I sit here, mind boggled With turmoil, confusion And wonder if I've been caught up By simple illusion

Lost In Love
Listen girl They call me Polow da Don And I got my boys with me They go by the name I-15 And you know what we came to do.. (Get money!) [Verse 1: Castro] She don't know no better Triflin with my heart Like it was a parade of fun In and out of love Make me feel inadequate If I try to perfect it She wouldn't even let me (let me) And now it seems another man stole her heart And so I'm off in the dust again If you rewind and play it back And just do it all over She's bad Perfect frame [Lost In Love Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/] Flyest thing I've ever seen Super model Wedding ring But she's lost in love She got game Smoother then Big Daddy Kane Always therefore I ain't playin But she's lost in love [Verses 2: Das] I must have over slapped on her She wants me when she wants me Otherwise she really don't care She's a keeper with a players mind (yea) When we in public, she don't know me At home she treats me like a king She don't understand

Computer Problems
Hey How are you all doing, well I have been not on here for a while because my computer is acting up and I don't know why.. Let me fine the problem than I can get back of what I was doing ok you all.. Any how I don't want to be a bone head but I will let you all know or I will have one of my friends log under my name and post a blog for me if that is ok with that person.. Any how I have to go I have other things to do with this damn computer.. Talk to you all bye bye.. VIrgo24

When It Drops
When it drops, It drops hard. When it drops, It drops fast. When it drops it doesn't fall, It is more like a straight shot. I goes to the pit of my stomach. It is a warning sign. To say it feels like a tons of bricks, Doesn't do it justice. The feeling is indescribable.. A hurt that cant be explain. Not explain, but yet understood by all. Cause when a heart drops from love, It can not be defined. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved 11/21/07

What Will Be Will Be
I believe in fate and what it brings to everyone's life.Things happen for a reason whether it be for the good or for the bad.If something was meant to be it will be no matter what.It could be thousands of miles between something great or it could be some kind of tragedy that should never have happened.But fate plays a big role in everything that happens ans like i've said if it's meant to be it will be ans nothing will stop it from happening.

Rape And Internet Men
Let me start off by saying when I was 15 I discovered the wide world of the Internet. I jumped in head first and fell head over heels with first person that would chat with me then. Since then I have changed as when I was 19 I met a man in a chat room named Jeff aka yahoo id scarface65026 and instantly hit it off with him. He told me all the right things and all the things I wanted to here. How much he thought I was beautiful, sexy, and how much he loved me. We shared phone calls about everyday, talked on the Internet every night, and finally after 2 months we decided to meet in person. At the time he was a master chef at Tan-Tar-A resort and Spa in Lake of the Ozarks Missouri. We agreed that I would drive down to meet him but I would bring my little sister and my friend Chantel. When we got to the resort he already had a room waiting for all of us. We went inside and all was cool till he took me in the bathroom and proceeded to do anal sex with me. I didn't want him to but he he

Invincible Irony Pt 3.
I don't know why I'm typing this here. People on this site aren't here to actually learn anything about a person. I feel like locking myself in my room and never coming out. I feel like I need 'God' to love me and magically make me better. I don't feel like I need a savior from sin though, only from pain. I don't feel like sleeping. I feel like: abandoning all my views and doing something radically 'sinful' (in the views of a church that is). I feel like keeling over and never getting up. I feel like I've lived a lie. I feel like this is a waste of time. I feel like everything I have ever done has been a waste of time. I feel like I deserve nothing, but expect everything. I feel speechless and dumbfounded like a child who doesn't know yet how to speak. I don't feel like a child of 'God.' I feel like being completely honest. I feel like ditching my plans tomorrow to go see my nephew, spend time with my family, and to hang out with Alex and Scott.

Food For Thought
The paradox of our time in history is that we have Taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider roads, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, But have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have Bigger houses and smaller families, more Conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees But less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, More experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but Less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour. We conquered outer space but not inner s

Stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WOW I MUST COME OFF AS COMPLETELY STUPID TO SOME PPL AND MAYBE I AM JUST THAT...NO I'M JUST TOO DANG GULLABLE, I BUY INTO TOO MANY LIES PPL TELL ME AND I GUESS THAT DOES MAKE ME A BIT STUPID... HOW COULD YOU OF ALL PPL..U KNOW WHO U R..JUST FLAT OUT LIE LIKE THAT?..WAS BREAKING MY HEART NOT ENOUGH FOR U THAT U HAD TO JUST COMPLETELY LIE ABOUT IT??? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND Y U EVEN FELT THAT U HAD TO LIE ABOUT IT, IT'S NOT LIKE IT WASN'T OBVIOUS FROM DAY ONE,AHHHHH I'M EFFIN SCREAMING INSIDE!!!! OMG I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO DO THIS RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT U HAVE JUST TOOK WHAT WAS LEFT OF MY HEART AND DESTROYED..THANK YOU!! I'M SRRY GUYS I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OUT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!! I'M OUT SMOOCHEZZZZ!!!

Daily Motivator
Today has a reason Today is as it should be. Today is the result of reasonable, visible and even predictable influences. Though many of today's circumstances may seem unfair, unjust or cruelly random, to throw up your hands and curse them as such will only blind you to the positive possibilities. Instead, accept that there's a reason for today. Look thoughtfully at how you arrived at this point. Those same influences which combined to make this day what it is can be harnessed to bring you to wherever you wish to go. Today has a reason, and today has a purpose. Today has a cause and today has an effect. Today you can plainly see what has already happened and you can directly affect what is to be. Today is not just another day. It is clearly special, is yours for a reason and for a purpose. Put everything you have today into advancing and fulfilling those positive possibilities which are uniquely embodied in this irreplaceable moment.

Dr's
well since the darling dr's in florida didn't want to do anything, My husband John AKA Bull, took me to UAB in Birmingham Alabama, and wouldn't ya know it, they can help with this tumor i have in the left side of my brain. So out on the truck i went, since hubby's company was willing to get me there, i took the chance, so far after birmingham, been up north twice, and now were on our way back to Florida, for a few weeks cause i need to return to alabama on the 4th. I just wanna let my family know i was not trying to aviod them just hard for me to get on the laptop at times. Thanks for all the well wishes, and I'll be back full time soon...............Love to yall

No One
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cuz Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cuz Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel fo

Naughty Application
Name: Sher Age: 41 Favorite Positions? On top or Who do u think is sexy?(someone u personally know)TIM Would u have sex with that person? yes Lights on or off? off Would u have 2 be drunk? no Would u take a shower with them? yes Would you leave after or stay the night? stay the night if i could Do you like cuddling afterwards? yes Condom or skin? Skin Do you give Oral pleasures? yes Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? yes Have sex on the first date? no Would you kiss that person during sex? yes Do you think they would be good in bed? Oh hell yes would u have a three sum with them? HELL NO How many times would u like to cum? as many times as possible Would you use them as a booty call? if he wanted to What is fore play to you? touching, kissing, playing, teasing Do you like fore play? yes Would u take pictures naked? I have Would you make a movie of u and this person having sex? NO What would be the best position f

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor and sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze, but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays

Average Teen
Mark What You Have: [X] Mother [ ]Father [ ] Step-Father [ ] Step-Mother [ ] Step-Sister [ ] Step Brother [ ] Brother [] Brother In Law []Sister [] Sister In Law [ x] Half sister [ x] Half brother [x ] Nephew [ x] Niece [X] Cell phone [] Own bathroom [x] Own Room [] have/had a Swimming pool [] Hot tub [] Guest room [X] Living Room [X] Computer [X] TV Total: 10 [X] Full size or bigger bed [x] More than 8 pairs of shoes [] Sunglasses [X] Watch [] MP3 Player/iPod that works well [ ] PS2 that works [ ] Xbox that works [] Nintendo DS or PSP that works [] Gameboy/ Advance [] Gamecube [] Wii [] Laptop Total so far: 13 [ ] Basketball hoop [ ] Air hockey table [ ] Pool table [ ] ping pong table [ ] Fooseball table TOTAL so far: 13 [] Nightstand []Stereo in bedroom [x] DVD player in bedroom total so far:14 [x ] Goes shopping at least once a week [] Expensive cologne/perfume [x ] AIM/MSN [] Camera on phone total so far: 16 [] Electric

If We Had Sex Game
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be initiate it? 2. Would pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Do I want you? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. What do I think of you? 12. What do you think of me? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Am I boooty call or gilfriend material? 2

Fun Adult Quiz
Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) Ever been to a strip club? yes 2) Ever been to a bar?Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes 5) Kissed someone of the same sex as you? No 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yes 7) Had sex in a car? Yes 8) Had sex in a park? Yes 9) Had sex in a cinema? Yes 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Yes 11) Given or gotten road head? Yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? Yes 14) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes 15) Have you ever had a threesome?Yes 16) Are your breasts real? Yes 17) Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yes 18) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Yes 19) Ever had oral sex in a nightclub? Yes 20)

Easy Baked Chicken
INGREDIENTS * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1 cup French dressing * 1 1/2 cups cornflakes cereal crumbs DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. Place the dressing in a shallow dish or bowl for dipping. Do the same with the breadcrumbs. Dip the chicken breasts, one at a time, in the dressing, then in the breadcrumbs to coat. Place chicken in a lightly greased 9x13 inch baking dish and bake in the preheated oven for 25 to 30 minutes.

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't g

Irresistible Pecan Pie
INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 2 tablespoons white sugar * 1/2 cup butter, chilled * 4 tablespoons ice water * 3 eggs, beaten * 3/4 cup light corn syrup * 2 tablespoons dark corn syrup * 3/4 cup light brown sugar * 3 tablespoons butter, melted * 1 pinch salt * 1/2 cup pecans, finely crushed * 1 cup pecans, quartered * 1 cup pecan halves DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. To Make Crust: In a medium bowl, combine flour, salt and white sugar. Cut butter into flour mixture until it resembles coarse crumbs. Gradually sprinkle the water over the dry mixture, stirring until dough comes together enough to form a ball. 3. On a floured surface flatten dough ball with rolling pin. Roll out into a circle that is one inch larger than pie dish. Place pie shell into dish and refrigerate until pie filling is complete. 4. To Make Pie Filling: In a m

Pages 6&7 Tragedy Strikes
Graves waves to them and shakes his head no. He motions for every one to load up and roll out. The jeep starts up and the crew gets loaded down and strapped in blood mace and Krash takes positions on the two dragons that are mounted on each side. The chopper takes off and heads towards base. As tank and graves head off as well. They get into a little r&r time Tank cranks up the radio and “Born to be wild starts” playing. For once amongst all the fighting the entire killing and all the arguing a since of peace comes over them. Graves even seem continent for once and a little less stressed. The ride goes smooth for a while low activity practically no infected in sight. A few pop shots here and there but the two just jam out for the most part. Tank smiles and slows down a bit and motions for graves to open an ammo case in the back. Graves looks puzzled at first as they both have plenty of ammo but does so anyways. He grins as he pops the case open seeing ice and a few cold brews. ”You

Herbed Chicken Fettuccine
INGREDIENTS * 1 teaspoon salt-free seasoning blend * 1 teaspoon poultry seasoning * 1 pound boneless, skinless chicken breast, cut in 1-inch pieces * 2 tablespoons olive or vegetable oil * 4 tablespoons butter or margarine, divided * 2/3 cup water * 2 tablespoons teriyaki sauce * 2 tablespoons onion soup mix * 1 (1 ounce) package savory herb and garlic soup mix, divided * 8 ounces uncooked fettuccine or pasta of your choice * 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce DIRECTIONS 1. Combine seasoning blend and poultry seasoning; sprinkle over chicken. In a skillet, saute chicken in oil and 2 tablespoons butter for 5 minutes or until juices run clear. Add the water, teriyaki sauce, onion soup mix and 2 tablespoons herb and garlic soup mix. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat; cover and simmer for 15 minutes. 2. Meanwhile, cook the fettuccine according to package directions. Drain; add to the

Make Me Yours
Thinking of you Curiosities break lose Questions unanswered The silk of your lips Could they be like imagined Will your touch be as Electrifying as my dreams The possibilites of your fantasies I will them to be as dark as mine Can I trust you to know what to do When i'm bound, eyes covered And shaking in anticipation Can you torture me in ways That only foreplay deems excruciating Have you visioned me Biting into your shoulder To keep from screaming out When I finally reach the point Where I can't take anymore Will you push my limits .. When I beg you to stop Can you keep going - Ignore me Because you know I can't resist Just a little bit more Will you take me in every way And make me yours

~ive Always Wanted A Blast?!~
I know this may sound silly but ive always wanted a blast... i see ppl thank everyone everytime does someone have to buy someone a blast, or do yall have a "silent auction" and it goes to the hightest bidder. sorry im suh a douch just curious as to how yall do it?? thank you?

Move Over Ab Roller , Lets Try Sex!
I cant think of a better full body workout.. can you The key to great abs........... Doing thousands of crunches wont get you the abs you want, you must first get off the fat layer on your stomach. This takes strict dieting. Eat correctly and your abs will start appearing. My last tip is to have lots and lots of late night sex. It helps with sleeping as well which is the most crucial time for repair and muscle growth. So strap up and get your hips and abs working

Cranberry, Sausage And Apple Stuffing
INGREDIENTS * 12 cups white bread cubes * 1 pound sweet Italian sausage, casings removed * 1/4 cup butter * 6 cups coarsely chopped leeks * 2 tart green apples - peeled, cored and chopped * 2 cups chopped celery * 4 teaspoons poultry seasoning * 2 teaspoons dried rosemary, chopped * 1 cup dried cranberries * 1 1/3 cups chicken broth * salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Spread bread cubes in a single layer over two baking sheets. Bake until slightly dry, about 15 minutes. 2. In a large skillet over medium heat, cook sausage, crumbling coarsely, for about 10 minutes or until evenly brown. Drain off grease, and transfer sausage to a large bowl. 3. Melt butter in the skillet; add leeks, apples, celery, and poultry seasoning. Cook, stirring frequently, for about 10 minutes. Stir in the rosemary and dried cranberries. 4. Mix leek mixture and bread cubes with sausage

Singer For Metal Band Wanted
have a friend who is in a metal band and they need a new singer. they had to get rid of the last guy.if there are any singers out there in marysville ohio whom would like to get in touch with my friend please let me know...

Is There Really Anything You Can Do About Spam?
Is There Really Anything You can do about Spam? Yes There is a Way for of us to do away with Spam Forever! This UBIEE Earth Mail has me so Excited I am not sure who to tell First. You always want to help your friends first, if you can and I havent had time to get advertising out to many places yet so I decided I would give my testimonal here just so that All My Fubar Members would have a First Shot at this if they want it. Friends, Believe me when I tell you-- You do Not Want to miss out on this. If you do you will be telling your Kids and Grandkids later that--Yes I had a Chance to be at the Very Top of this Great System and -- I Blew it. Please - Please Dont be in that Situation. Not Next Year, Not Next Month, Not Next Week, Not Tomorrow, Not Next Hour-- Right Now, Get Involved so that you Have What You Deserve. Go To-http://earthmail.a-url.com/?tag=gewells And sign up NOW! You don't pay anything now, we are in Pre-Launch and you will start to see qu

Unfaithful
I beg you for flowers ~ But like the petals ~ I wilt ~ You plead for forgiveness ~ I overwhelm you with guilt ~ I hope to forgive you ~ But the feelings are chaste ~ I pray for your touch ~ Only to hide from your face ~

Awesome Sausage, Apple And Cranberry Stuffing
INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 cups cubed whole wheat bread * 3 3/4 cups cubed white bread * 1 pound ground turkey sausage * 1 cup chopped onion * 3/4 cup chopped celery * 2 1/2 teaspoons dried sage * 1 1/2 teaspoons dried rosemary * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme * 1 Golden Delicious apple, cored and chopped * 3/4 cup dried cranberries * 1/3 cup minced fresh parsley * 1 cooked turkey liver, finely chopped * 3/4 cup turkey stock * 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degree F (175 degree C). Spread the white and whole wheat bread cubes in a single layer on a large baking sheet. Bake for 5 to 7 minutes in the preheated oven, or until evenly toasted. Transfer toasted bread cubes to a large bowl. 2. In a large skillet, cook the sausage and onions over medium heat, stirring and breaking up the lumps until evenly browned. Add the celery, sage, rosemary, and thyme; cook, stirring, for 2 minut

Nothingness
In Love ~ I'm destined to failure ~ I Fall ~ Too hard ~ Too fast ~ Too deep ~ I Give ~ More than I have ~ You Take ~ My heart ~ And in time ~ You let it go ~ Without a thought I Search ~ And find only pieces ~ How Many Times ~ Can I repeat this cycle ~ Until there is no more left And I ~ Slip into nothingness ~

Some Thing To Make Soilders Laugh
ARMY= Aint Ready for the Marine Yet Marine = My Ass Rides In Naval Equipment LOL Marine Devil Dogs, Leather Necks, Jar Heads,Wing nuts Army puppies Airforce FlyBoys Navy Squids No matter what you call them no matter what branch they are form Deployed or Home Got to love them all Thank you for your sirvice and for the fight to keep us all free With all my heart I thank you

Wowwww Is All I Can Say
so here I am, survived the trip to Mexico. Wow what a ride hahha literally.and experience I will never forget. I imagine me at 80 with alziemers everyone trying to get me to recall stuff, and I bet that is what I talk about most hahahahhaha. So i'm sporting my first tattoo. Love it. Its a bunny, after a very long night of insanity and laughs. got a loose tie and smoking a cig hahhaha. its a whole new world down there. So friday night we finally get there. Not sure where we are going to stay cause its biker weekend. masses of bikers everywhere. We drive around looking for a hotel for ever and ever. finally going back to the original one we stopped at first. got settled and went out on the town. took us forever to get some food. which i dont understand, since all they got is dog tacos down there, and there are dogs everywhere hahhaha. gary looked under a cart for cages that shit was hilarious. Anyway not really sure if it was dog or not but it sure as hell dint taste like corn fed beef .

Captain Awesome Strikes Again
Usually... this kinda mess pisses me off.. I HATE when guys talk to me like this.. HATE HATE HATE But yea... So gonna be all girly and cry 20 days to become a wifey.... Can i do it? Hey... Sorry that it has been so long. I've been busy getting ready to come home. I only have twenty-some days left in Iraq. I hope you can work the school thing out. If not I will see you in the ATL. You are so sweet to think of me. I hope that one day I acquire great wealth. So, I can spoil the heck out of you. I'll give you a call once I reach the states. Oh, and I greatly doubt that any sunrise could be as beautiful as you.

Thoughts Of You
I miss you ~ Want to be in your arms ~ Feel your embrace ~ Breathe your air~ Melt in your presence ~ Lose myself in your gaze ~ Love you like you've never been loved before ~ I crave you ~ You're incredible ~ The song of my soul ~ My laughter ~ My fulfillment ~ Long for your closeness ~ Love you more everyday ~

What I'm Waiting For
Your closeness ~ Your touch ~ The brush of your breath as you whisper in my ear ~ The burn from your gazing at me in adoration ~ Knowing your love first hand instead of in words ~ Hunger for absence from this computer screen and for the presence of you ~

Tuesday November 20, 2007
NEWSFLASH has decides to pack everything up into the back of a bright red VW microbus with shovels and rakes and other impliments of destruction and roam. We're going on a road trip, a journey to far away places in order to bring YOU , the faithful viewer, news from all over the entire FUBAR-verse. So be on the look out for NEWSFLASH in a lounge near you! NEWSFLASH 12:56 AM: We began our trip in BLOOD BATH where local scientists have found a species of man eating plant. We would have photos... but mike, the camera man, was eaten. NEWSFLASH 1:06 AM: our journy then took us to SNAKE EYES RADIO ... there was talk of assgoblins, butt nachos, evil monkeys, and refried beans. We kept driving and tried not to make eye contact for fear of being eaten.

Mumm,
I don't often write these and it hurts when I do, but I often find that by writing it down sometimes helps me to feel better. I've been chatting with a person for quite a long while now, and I've really gotten used to talking with her. Its great, she sends me a txt in the mornings on my cell to say hi, or we'll banter back and forth while I'm at work texting on our cells. We talk on the phone sometimes also, and I've really begun to care the world for her. She told me once not too long ago that there are three people she'd trust with her life and that I was one of them. I've always been sincere and honest with her also. Thats what I love about her most but.... Like most women she's lucked out with some losers in love and she recently ended a 6 month relationship with a sponge. I told her to take some time, relax, be single think about your next steps and jut enjoy some you time and get your head together. She replied that its difficult that in her entire life she's n

Internet Love
I longed to spend time with you yesterday~ Simple conversation turned to more than just words on a screen! ~ A hollowness burning deep in my chest ~ A subtle nervousness that won't cease ~ A curiosity that drowns every thought (all reality) ~ A fear of falling to deep once again ~ A silent whisper (a prayer one might say) ~ That fate might bring us nearer ~ Heat penetrating my body ~ Invasively almost destructive! ~ Wonder if only my imagination ~ Getting away with me ~ A hunger far from being quenched! ~ An innocence ~ Begging to be lost! ~

Criss Angel Awesome Trick!
Hey go here, to see Criss Angel in action! http://www.freakyourmind.com/ make sure you put YOUR NAME and YOUR PHONE NUMBER! THIS TRICK IS SO COOL!! After you input your information copy and paste the link in your browser! you'll love it!! your freind dawn

Feelin Very Hurt!!!
I was seeing this guy from August till about the beginning of November and just recently broke up about 2 weeks ago. I understand why it needed to be done, but not the way he did it. He did it over the phone while he was in LA instead of doing it in person...i really thought that was a cowards way out. What pissed me off was that he was supposed to come back on Sunday. He had me think the whole time that nothing was wrong and that he would be home on Sunday. Well low and behold he had one excuse after another as to why he couldnt come back that sunday. So then he said he would be home on Monday, and once again he had another excuse and that was when he told me that we needed to be friends, get to know each other better, get that understanding of each other, and then get back together again to have a healthier relationship. I told him that I wanted to do it in person because its just wrong of the way he did it. I know that he had it planned the whole time, to not be coming back here to

Me...in Real Life.
Have you ever had one of those moments. You know what I mean...one of those life altering moments where you sit back and think about your life. I mean...REALLY think. Andy and I had one of those moments today. We just got out of watching "Dan in real life" which was by no means one of those deep thinking movies. It's funny the first have then a happy sad the rest of it. However, it got Andy and myself to thinking and talking about concerns, worries, and hopes. Have you ever sat back and really wondered if anything you have ever done in life was worthwhile? Have you ever sat back and really thought about something that happened and wondered what the hell you were thinking at the time?? I do. Constantly. I am probably the queen of screwing up. I have messed up so many things in my life. No, I am not afraid to admit it. I have made my fair share of mistakes....some which I will regret forever, but none that I haven't taken something away from. We were riding in a completely silent c

Lost
Lost For once, I tried to find. What before, I left behind. Lost in, a snowstorm. The daydreams I have, suddenly became to form. Clouds of gray, block out the light. In these dreams, I have to fight. Death and Death, are all around. coming from the sky, and up from the ground. By myself, I try to flee. But the evil begins, to overtake me. I try to, get away from this place. But every time I try, I fall right on my face. Dear God, I pray to you. Please let me see, the sky's of blue. Let me, get away. Sometime, someday.

Seeing Stars
Lol, I just had My slapping-bitch drop by. Lol, he says I am the only one who makes him see stars. The first time I slapped him I warned him. Even before working out all the time I could knock a boy in to next week with no effort at all. I even used to do it as foreplay with one of My exes. I'd sit there, slapping him silly saying, "Does it turn you on, bitch? It turns Me on. Does it turn you on?"

Second Chance
Second Chance By: Apposing Force I used to dream that I'd be someone but now my dream is gone. And now I walk down these lonely streets thinking of what I've done. I had a chance to make it big but now my chance is gone. And now I wait on these lonely streets for my chance to come again. If i only had a second chance I know that I could make it A second chance is all I need to turn my life around for me If I can't have a second chance will someone take my life. a second chance is all I need or my life will never be right. I knew that maybe getting high would bring me to an end. If I can have a second chance I'll start my life all over again. If i only had a second chance I know that I could make it A second chance is all I need to turn my life around for me

Pictures And Friends.
I just realized that I don't really talk to anyone that I know that can do those fun little pictures. And what I mean by fun little pictures are the ones with the boobies bouncing (I don't know why, but they amuse me haha) and the ones with mulitple images. So if you're reading this because you're that bored and wanna do one, that would be awesome. -L- P.S. DON'T SPAM YOUR SHITTY ASS LOUNGE ON MY PROFILE OR MY SHOUTBOX BECAUSE I COULD CARELESS. That is all.

Today
Today is my birthday and though I'm alive and happy, I can n ever be truly happy until the day we are together! You make smile a mile wide and make me feel like I can accomplish anything, the feelings I have for you cant be described. I cant wait until the day when i get to feel your touch and hold you. you are one of a kind and your beauty is blinding both inside and outside, your heart is bigger then one could imagine. I feel like the luckiest guy in the world just just to be able to know. Although I do promise we will see each other soon, and I will take care of you! after all as a couple wise people once said "you gotta take care of the ones you care bout" ;) so as my birthday comes and goes then thanksgiving, I want you to know how humble and thankful I am to know a amazing person like yourself

Still Working On This Give Me Your Thoughts
we often find ourselves wondering around this world with what we belive to be open eyes. Even with our eyes wide open we still find our that we are traveling blind. We keep many parts of us closed from our eyes to our souls. We do this for many reasons. Some to sheild us from pain and others to hide fears of the unknown. Even if we choose to no longer travel blindly will we still do not notice everything that is placed infront of us.

Grrr Not Again
Well I have just been informed that my internet is due to go off any day now. So I will not be able to log on that much. I can access internet at school and the library but thats it. And if they shut off my internet I don't think it will be worth it to pay the reconnection fee since I will be moving the first of January. So please to all my friends and fam I am not ignoring anyone I will just have limited time to log on so if I do not help on leveling or contests I'm very sorry but with limited internet access I can't do everything I would normally be able to do. I love y'all and will try to keep up with any love given to my page in fact returning love will be my main priority. If any one needs help please feel free to send me a private message and if I can I will be glad to help, but like I said please don't get mad if I can't. Abby

Plz Read!!!
alright to all those that helped me in the contest that i posted before i thank you but i have decided not to go through with that one cause i have heard that if i did win any place i wouldnt get the prize so here i go with another contest that i have entered so if yall may plz go comment bomb me purty plz!! salutes for all ppl that leaves me 50 comments luv yall!!! click the pic below!!!!!!

Baka...
So i met this guy, who I thought was decent, it was the most odd thing. He was real nice and sweet at first, seemed to have his wits, but later, totally scared me off. Not 2 days after talking to me, he decides to tell me that im "his" And I quote... "You're mine!" he said that like 4 times, I guess staking his claim? Im not sure, it was a difficult thing to accept, because the feeling wasnt mutual. i hardly knew him and wasnt too comfy with him telling me I belonged to him. Especially since I didnt feel anything for him. I tried to see if it would level out, but every day, I dunno, he seemed to sink deeper and deeper into this rutt. he got a glimpse of my myspace, with pictures of me hugging my MALE friends, guys ive been chummy with for a good number of years. He was MAD, and got off the fone with me. then Sunday, he calls and acts like nothing is wrong, he was really chipper. It was kinda crazy. then when he tells me that he wants me to move to Ohio with him sometime this spring,

Rant For 11/20/07
I just saw a video clip from 60 Minutes on yahoo.com. First of all, it reminded me why I don't watch shows like 60 Minutes, because they tell half truths and give just one side of the info to make the story more shocking. But what made me laugh was the video. There was a Nutritionist, a professor from Cornell, telling people about those heathen bastards at Subway polluting our bodies with high calorie food. The talk went something like... Nutritionist: Care to guess the calorie content of you lunch, consisting of a foot sub with mayo, chips, and juice? Re-tard: Uhh....300? Nutritionist: Try 1390! Now, if you are like me and don't care how many calories there are in what you eat, and you guess 300, then that's cool. If you do count calories, or have ever looked at those numbers and think a foot long piece of bread, chips, and a sweetened drink are 300 calories, then I am sorry but you are a moron! (Pounding their head) Think, McFly! Think! Also, if you are doing a study b

Depression Poem
Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch, in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down, its our cost of not being found. Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds. Graves of memories found in our dreams, deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action. Faith calling and showing our fates, knowing of death and full of hates. Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love, kind and gentle thoughts of warmness, Killed our fate of endless fought circles, lonelyness found here between worlds. The sound of calling, found and falling.

So Cold
My life is so cold without you here Each day I try not to shed a tear It seems like just yesterday you left my life When I first heard the news it cut through me like a knife I went to my room and sat on the bed As the words kept running through my head I kept wondering why God took you away Each night I kneel down to pray And ask if I could see you for just one more day Knowing that you're not here tonight Makes me wonder if I'll be alright Each morning I wake up and hope it was a dream and when I find out your not here It makes me want to scream Each day I think of running away Hoping I can find you some other day And since you're not here my life is so cold.

Shit On Again
i thought i was going to be with the man that i love. boy was i wrong. I guess the love that i have for him and the son we have together wasn't enough. he chose another woman. What did i do wrong. There is nothing i wouldn't do for him. I guess it's just time for me to move on and wait for the real love of my life. I hope he's happy with the other girl. If they split again he will be alone again because i won't be there waiting for him. I've had enough of the head games. My head and heart hurt way too much to put myself through that again. I'm sorry Kyle. I'll be your friend but nothing more unless you can show me you're for real. If not I am done.

Whats Up?????
LOL I am doing quite fine right now...about fucking time! I think today was my shitty ass day! LOL. After I found the news from my doctor...posted the blog on here. I got a invite to stay at a "friends" house to party...and party I is! LOL. I wont be back home till Thursday...since I have to go back to work. Then I got on here and I guess someone broke into Michael's profile on here. That is what Kandi told me. So I changed my password to the one I absolutely hate having. It is the hardest for me to remember. Which explains why he didnt get my message about borrowing the flogger. And I am on a blocked list which makes me laugh...and he shows up every once in a while being online. So whoever is playing Michael must be having a blast. Or maybe Michael just wanted to get rid of me and isnt saying anything...lol...I told him all he has to do is tell me to fuck off! I kno where the door is...I kno how to exit out of the building...lol...but Michael has balls and will tell me

To Poor, Leaving For A While...
So our Internet is probably gonna be cut off tommorow, and then we'll be in the process of moving. So i'll be gone for a little while but i'll be back. I'll probably get to check my E-Mail once in a while at the library so if any of you wanna send me a message or say hi. My E-mail is Suicideromance66@yahoo.com. Hope you all have fun without me for a while and send me lots of love. Fu Bucks are optional. Love, Mark Murderous ~Yr New Messiah~

Lonely Black Tears
I'm sitting here Sad and all alone Crying lonely black tears No one around to help me No one, not that I can I see Just leave me be To cry my lonely black tears Don't try to help Your just to late I can't escape My lonely black tears After all these years I'm still sitting here Crying my lonely black tears One day maybe They'll stop flowing The tears will quit growing Deep inside And I will cry no ore Lonely Black Tears

Fubar Nap
blah blah blah i can't wait to go home and go to bed my eyes are killing me its 12 32am past my bed time but i can't can't go to bed til i go home well i guess its time for a fubar nap zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hehe boredom hits me hard sometimes :)

To Someone Really Special....to Me.. Read And You Will Find Out Who You Are...
Recently, i reposted a mumm that upset someone i care very much for.... I am here to tell that person i am sooo sorry... I didn't mean to upset you in any way nor make you think anything else. it is all in fun and games, or so i thought... didn't mean to hurt you. there is alot of stuff that i know goes on , on the internet, and when you start to make friends, and feelings get hurt, and then you are hurting also, it just makes ya so you don't even want to do these things anymore. I have had enough pain in my life, losing someone that i care about , is not something i want to do.. i find it hard enough to make friends that are true friends..... don't know who to trust, who not to trust , where to turn half the time..... i know who i can trust on this site so far... and those who just want to be out for a piece of ass.... or those who want to cause problems.... drama, drama, drama..... i hate it all..... i like the simple life , want the simple life.... all i want is my k

Why I Hate The Holidays...by Ken Germaine
I remember years ago, Mom gettin all excited cause Christmas was commin..Back in the 60's when I was lil she went all out at Christmas. That was when we still Lived up North (Jersey) She won block decorating contests and was in the paper alot so I'm told. But when I was 7 things changed, My step-Father was ill and had to have a better climate or he would die so we moved to Miami Fla.. Miami was Beautiful in 68' Not the shit-hole it has become today..(Thank U Castro) But it REALLY sucked at Christmas! 70' to 80' degrees on Christmas Mornin really Blows! But my Mom did her best even tho we were now dirt poor and had to start over. (Step-Dad quit his CBS news job in New York, he was a Camera man)My Mother WAS Christmas.. On april 22 1998 Christmas ended for me forever for me. my Mother died of cancer. I had a brand New Baby daughter so it was ok for a couple Years, Got to watch her on Christmas mornin open her Presents, I Loved to stand in the doorway at night to watch her sleep

Just In Case [content Deleted]
[original post from late December 2007] [this was deleted - the people that know, know... the people that don't, can read my minsday blogs - m0ppy.mindsay.com - for the whole sick story. I chose to delete this, because I don't want reminders of how miserable I was last year, on my blogs here anymore, especially things regarding my daughter. I have a hard enough time just seeing her, and I don't need to be reminded all the time of how insane it was back then. We choose our state of mind, and I choose to be happy, dammit. If anyone really wants to know, just ask me, I'll tell you, or show you the blogs - they're saved on my PC.]

Pictures & Begging... Hey Maybe It'll Work
New pics were addeed last night and this morning, three pics in default i think, and the zoo album if you haven't seen them yet... So anyway, i finally reached fu-king the other day, so you guys all completely rock... but talk about fucking depressing... it takes as many points from fu-king to godmother as it took from level one to 24... So if anyone wants to help me feel less depressed about it... Wanna get me a blast? please? pretty please? with sugar on top? lol The only ones i've had in awhile are the ones i bought and i really can't do that anymore at all til i go back to work, which i REALLY REALLY REALLY have to do when i get back from jersey... oh that reminds me, i'll be mostly gone til saturday, cause... i'll be in jersey, lol... I'm beggin though, guys, please? Blasts, tickers, anythings?? Since i haven't added to family albums in a long time because i don't like you guys to miss out on anything, i can still give you family access for a 7 day blast, but un

Goodbye, Thanks For The Memories
It has come time for me to leave fubar and find what im looking for in life. let me say to the friends that i talked to on a regular basis, you know who you are, that i will miss the fu-fun we had. I have met some amazing people here, and will miss you dearly. there are several reasons why im leaving, some personal, and some due to the way things have changed on fubar. my personal reasons are more spiritual in nature, and have to do with me taking time to find a purpose and reignite my spirit to live and enjoy life. dont get me mwrong, im not judging anyone or saying im better than anyone either, just making some changes in my life to feel better about me and who i am. other personal reasons are that i need to focus on collge for now, as few distractiona as possible is what i need right now. the fubar reasons are that its not fun anymore. too many bouncer interuptions, and the bar tab is waaay too slow. i used to enjoy getting reactions from friends while stashing, but now

Feelers Mixed
yeah yeah here I go again... why do I fall so easily? Why can't I be hard as nails? I am just an old sucker that has lost the flavor... let me ask.... cause I am going crazy... oh hell that was great, had a damn brain fart and forgot what I was going to say... will write again when my head is cleared up... sappy tears are fallin and I hate it when I cry..

To All My Friends Must Read
Mickey and I are having some issues with our cable and such so until Monday My friend Mina Bloody Kisses will be using my page an hour a day. So is she doesnt get to you in the bar tab it is because her herself are having pc problems. If you need a message relayed I mina will give it to Debbie. Thank you for Readin. BTW debbie should be back on Monday!! She rocks!!! Bloody Kisses MINA

The Player And The Married Woman...
This supposed to be a single Site for people to make Friends, Dating and possible relationship... All this place has done to my friend was breaking her's heart, not once but twice by the same 'Rebel Redneck Yankee'. Oh, he thinks he is so smooth and the Lady that he loves now is still in a very unhappy marriage. Funny thing is the compliments were exact what he said to my friend, but we can't prove it cause she killed one account cause he was acting very strange to her, why? She didn't know the first time, second time he accusers her of making him have guilt trips about him coming up to Alaska to meet her the first. She really didn't ask him to come up here like she wouldn't, she didn't know him any better than a Tom, Dick or Harry or Michael Myers 'Halloween'. Oh, at first he talks like a Gentleman does until 2 weeks into August he just starts acting odder and odder. Then a Family situation pops up beyond anyones control, what I think as time got closer he just didn't w

Under The Stars
I slowly grab your hand as we're lying on the car its a beautiful night looking at the stars and they're shining bright {i turn and look at you stare deep into your eyes i stop and take a breath and ask myself why}chorus of all the guys what do you see of all the choices you chose me i look at your smile been together for a while its our 2 month anniversary and still wonder why you chose me {i turn and look at you stare deep into your eyes i stop and take a breath and ask myself why} end of high school back where we started whats our future are we departing we had a good run sure it was fun but can we survive or are we done ill say goodbye our time has come

Omfg!!!!!!
I'm like totally excited!!!!!! i'm only a little bit fromthe 2500$ mark on mfi towrds my 6200 goal for new boobies. so many keep asking why i want them bigger .... it's not so much bigger i want. I lost a lot of weight, with that i just dont like how i look. i am not happy with me. so i want them lifted and refilled in so wont be so much to say as bigger....but refilled in to a full F so without a bra i look good. thank you too all my friends here helping its so much appreciated!!! Bucks for Bigger Cups

With No One As Witness
(By the way, the villain of the piece calls himself Fu, after the Chinese symbol...) Without trying to reveal much more of the plot than is already on the back cover, well, a serial killer in London is taking his victims, a fact the police only start putting together after they find the fourth and first white young boy- and the Scotland Yard higher-ups start panicking when they realize what the tabloids will do with this collection of pieces of information (never mind that none of the newspapers had seen that even what information they had showed a pattern, either). So Detectives Thomas Lynley and Barbara Havers (regulars in this series, absent from one - maybe two? - of the novels in it I think...) find this case managed from the top in ways that ... do not help at all. They still seem to be on the trail of the killer when one of the worst and most painful "wrenches" the author has thrown in about a dozen books' worth of them... The book itself is wonderfully written as usua

~~colins Girl~~ Using Fake Of A Former Southern Charms
another lame fake, this girl is using pictures of a woman from the website Southern Charms, but the woman is not on Southern Charms anymore there are alot of people try to pretend they are her. ~~Colins Girl~~@ fubar as you can see all this person did was crop the copyright info from the picture reverse it and made it black and white. here is another crop job removing the copyright info again It is amazing how many people will pretend they are somebody else, and she has "dated" a few guys here.... i wouldn't of said anything but one day this Colin had on his status he was "heartbroken" seem like she is pulling his heart strings and broke up with him for like a day or so just to get him feeling bad, i told him she was fake and that her pictures were all over the internet i even have close to 800megs of her pictures because i was a member of the real girl's Southern Charms site before she quit it. she told Colin that her ex-husband posted her pictures

What Is A Real Friend
what is a real friend? is it someone that would lie to you or are the honest all the time? i know what i want in a friend, and that is someone honest with what they tell you and not play with ones emotions.i want my friend to be there for me when i need their support and i dont mean financial but emotional. I have two really good friends that i can say are true friends i dont see them very offten and only talk to one about twice a month, the other one is one i have known since i was 1st grade and today we are still friends after 42 years. but she is there when i need her.

Ich Bin Du ( I Am You )
Soul - listen to me! When I'm silent - listen to me! If I laugh - if I laugh If I laugh - you'll cry! Put me in your arms - release me! Put me in your arms - release me! Hold me tight - release me! Release me! Don't ask who I am! Don't ask who I am! Don't ask who I am! I'm afraid of the truth I'm afraid of the lie Before the truth - before the lie I am you! Fear! I'm afraid of you Fear! I'm afraid of myself I am you I'm afraid of you I am you I'm afraid of myself Soul! Shut your eyes - Show me your face! I am you Listen to me! When I'm silent - listen to me! I am your Soul - if I laugh I am you - I am you Listen to me! Fear! I'm afraid of you Fear! I'm afraid of myself I am you I am the truth - I am a lie I am you Soul! I know who I am! I know who I am! I know who I am! I know - I know!

A Silly Joke
Something to brighten your day! Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel! : You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted.

My Wonderful Son
Yeah, my son was trying to compliment me the other day. He started out by telling me how shiny my hair is. Then he adds, "must be all the silver you have in there mom, its so pretty." He has a lot to learn before he gets older.

Fifth Annual Olde South Christmas
Abbeville - Fifth Annual Olde South Christmas The Abbeville Chamber of Commerce Olde South Christmas Committee has met every month since January (and we are now meeting weekly) to plan our Fifth Annual Olde South Christmas. We of the committee are putting a lot of effort into making this the best ever Olde South Christmas. Please join us in this most enjoyable and important Southern cultural event. Please put the first weekend of December (Friday 30 November, Saturday and Sunday 1 and 2 December) on your calendar. If you did not attend the event last year, we can only say that it was impressive. There will be numerous authors in town (last year we had eighteen and we expect as many this year). They will be in several shops signing books. Last year we had twelve musicians, not counting the five members of the band Un-Reconstructed, performing at various times. We think that we will increase that number by at least fifty percent this year. Almost all of these musicians will

Flames Of Love
Baby when im with you that look in your eyes its like staring at a fire youve got me mezmerized that long blonde hair and your stunning blue eyes thinking to myself and askin myself why why you choose me over every other guy when i fucked up and made you fuckin cry i hope with everything that my second chance last that if we dont work out its not cuz of my past dont be afraid babe it wont happen twice i fucked up once and i payed the price when i look at you a fire burns deep you know that forever im yours to keep i watch you sleep i watch you dream and fire lives on i feel supreme when i first saw you my hear skipped a beat and because i love you i wont know defeat this fire of mine will keep pushing on it will continue in you after ive gone itll be in you then it burns in you now when i stand with you im happy and proud proud to be with you holding your hand happy to say "yah im leahs man" thers some guys around who arent full of envy bu

Love Pt 2
The passion of love the glory of romance a midsummer night a moonlight dance a moonlit dance under the stars the love is felt both near and far the air around as these two become one this fiery love has just begun they see their road long and clear love is a thing thats to be feared however dont treat love light of heart as easy as it mends it also tears apart heed my warning take my advice because if you dont the outcomes not nice love is beautiful love is real loves the one thing everyone wants to feel love is here love is there look around loves everywhere sometimes its mutual sometimes its not but you do the best you can with what youve got love is not a game though some see it as such one little word that means so much three little words i love you have so much meaning but only when true eight little letters three small words such a big impact when theyve been heard aphrodite and cupid play the roles that make life hell or make l

'im Coming Undone'
im bored... and i am sick of being lied to. dont tell me one thing and then do another like that... dont spare my feelings i rather have your honesty shit... the lies is that hurts me more..... fuck fuck fuck im missing seth like a monther fucker okay there is some truth... i miss him next to me.. and pissing me off and mkaing me laugh... i am still most likely moving to ohio still studying to join the navy... i need to do somethng ... sick of feel worthless

Don't Mind Me...i Just Need To Vent
The past week has just sucked in general. My sister has been in the hospital since Wednesday...she's a severe asthmatic (from the time she was two), and she has a nasty strain of pneumonia. (It is streptococcal pneumonia, usually a drug-resistant strain, and it has spread to her bloodstream) Long story shortened, she is doing better, but now that she feels better she is going back to her usual ungreatful self. I've been running like crazy between going to work, being at the hospital, checking on her apartment, and doing her laundry. I try to help out as much as I can but it so irritating when you feel like it's not appreciated. Then my mom and I had the annual argument over the Thanksgiving turkey. She asked what I wanted to cook it in; I responded by questioning if we want to roast it in the oven, or on the rotisserie? Evidently the rotisserie is just blasphemous, because I was informed that I could change things when she dies, cook it in the damn oven. I'm already on the edg

Midget Revenge
A midget walks into a bar and orders a beer. After a few drinks a tall, muscular, Asian man walks in and karate chops the midget in the back saying, "That's a fist from Vietnam." The midget is surprised but decides to just ignore it. After gulping down a beer the Asian man comes back kicks the midget in the face and says, "That's a foot from China." This time the midget is pissed and decides to leave. The Asian man sits down and orders a few rounds and gets really drunk cursing at the other men in the bar. The midget returned fifteen minutes later and hits the man over the head knocking him out. As the midget sits down again he says, "When he wakes up tell him that was a crowbar from Sears."

Going To Be Gone Awhile
Hey Everyone. Don't know how often I'm going to be able to get on for awhile. My dad was in an accident last night. He wrecked practicing for the Snow Ball Derby race that's held next month. He broke his left leg and we found out tonight that he will not have to have surgery. So, that's the good part. He has to go back in for more test on his chest and his head. I also had a friend who was in a wreck last night as well. He isn't doing so well. As of right now, he's still in the ICU and heavily sedated. He has surgery to repair his aorta last night and he's having surgery on his arm tomorrow. If things don't get any better, he'll be having surgery on Thursday as well on his kidney. They are still not sure if he's going to make it or not and if he does there is no telling what shape he'll be in. So, I'll be in and out for awhile! Talk to you guys soon!

Me Mudder
When me prayers were poorly said, Who tucked me in me widdle bed, And spanked me till me ass was red? Me Mudder! Who took me from me cozy cot, And put me on the ice cold pot, And made me pee If could or not? Me Mudder! And when the morning light would come, And in me crib me dribbled some, Who wiped me tiny widdle bum? Me Mudder! Who would me hair so neatly part, And hug me gently to her heart, Who sometimes squeezed me till me fart? Me Mudder! Who looked at me with eyebrows knit, And nearly have a king size fit, When in me Sunday pants me shit? Me Mudder! When at night her bed did squeak, Me raised me head to have a peek, Who yelled at me to go to sleep? Me Fadder!

Love
Give me a minute Give me an hour Give me a chance to show you my power the power to love the power to hold to seal our fate our tale unfolds ill show you my power in a story and it gives love awe and glory a splendid gift the gift of love an eternal bond blessed from above an abundance of love and a wee bit of fate a powerful weapon agains terrible hate a light wet kiss a heartfelt touch when it comes to love theres never to much loves not just an act but a touch and a feeling enough to keep even the underspoken believing love are the words that fluent the soul with your signifigant other it helps you feel whole theres no greater thing then finding your other half its like a warm spring day or bubbles in your bath the wonderful feeling a soulmate brings is equivalent to when an angel sings these words that are spoken by one in a pair of one thats in love truly are rare the awe of the feeling the fire of the passion of catching ones eye in

Random Convo
Z: What are you eating? Q: Gummy bears and Teddy grahms in milk Z: Yea that sounds healthy Q: What. Gummybears have no fat and its 2% milk Z: What kinda fuckin dinner is that anyway Q: I dont know. I just wanted to eat Bears today Z: Thats not normal Q: No whats not normal is i just thought of how cool it'd be to take a bite outta fucking Grizzlies Z: Why not a Koala Q: Those arent bears hun. their marsupials

Some Kind Of Wonderful
Some Kind Of Wonderful Lyrics » Grand Funk Railroad I don't need a whole lots of money, I don't need a big fine car. I got everything that a man could want, I got more than I could ask for. I don't have to run around, I don't have to stay out all night. 'Cause I got me a sweet ... a sweet, lovin' woman, And she knows just how to treat me right. Well my baby, she's alright, Well my baby, she's clean out-of-sight. Don't you know that she's ... she's some kind of wonderful. She's some kind of wonderful ... yes she is, she's, She's some kind of wonderful, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahhh ... When I hold her in my arms, You know she sets my soul on fire. Oooh, when my baby kisses me, My heart becomes filled with desire. When she wraps her lovin' arms around me, About drives me out of my mind. Yeah, when my baby kisses me, Chills run up and down my spine. My baby, she's alright, My baby, she's clean out-of-sight. Don't you know that she is ... she's some kind of won

No Heart No Pain
No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No more - no more No more - no more No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No, more - no more - no more No - no more If there's no heart, then there's no cure If there's no God, I'm not impure If there's no heart, then there's no pain If there's no mind, I'm not insane No, forget it - help me, please... No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No I don't need no mental healing, I don't need no kiss of light No, forget it - help me, please No, forget it - help me, please No, more - no more - no more No - no more Once more No more - no more - no more No - no more Once More No, forget it - help me, please No, fo

Texas
Been here n texas 3 weeks..same old story. The only guys ever interested are either way too young...19, 22...or way too old...69..72...I have no idea why life is doing this...I know someone up there is lying on the floor rolling in laughter ...saying send her another young one...make sure he lives with his mama....lol

Dose Heaven Have A Phone Number??
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away. Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now. I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big big words, I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry. Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you operator, I'll give them a call

Why Has It Come To Divorce
Divorce was something i never wanted. Split up and separated memories of how our love used to be in me are all that are haunted. Wishing and hoping our love was strong dreaming and wanting you to come along and realize the mistakes we made and that neither of us want to leave the other. You came by last night but only for a minute and never showed you cared. I feel our love slipping away in to darkness and now i'm scared. Scared of the loneliness i now feel. Scared of the pain divorce brings the kids. Scare of my life starting over again. Scared I will never again hear you say the three most important words (I Love You) Scared of the way you treated me I had to let you go. Knowing that you would never change was something i didnt know. I gave you more chances than you deserved both of us being here trying on this earth. Now the way you look at me im just a piece of meat. And when you've had a bad day i get the heat. Why do i keep letting you back after al

So True, So True
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from th

Going To Cut
Anybody who knows me knows I've been bulking up ( trying to gain some weight. So I've put on 6 to 8 lbs of muscle, but as well about 15 lbs of fat. So anyway now I get to spend the next 16 weeks eating chicken breast, rice, potatos, eggs, tuna, and protien shakes. If you check out the ab photo in my pictures I was at about 7.5% bodyfat and 173 lbs. This time I want to cut to about 179 lbs at 3.5% to 4.5% without losing any muscle. So if we got any bodybuilders, or models with safe cutting advice it's more than welcome. Wish me luck!

You Can't All Call Yourselves "crazy Bitch"
I believe the most over used handle (pseudonym, moniker, et. al.) on Fubar is CRAZY BITCH. A search of "Crazy Bitch" on fubar with that spelling yielded 116 names. This doesn't include all you KREATIVE SP3LL34S who might use your own unique twist on the spelling out crazy bitch. Are you truly proud to be a Crazy Bitch? Think about it. I, and every guy is going to say this, have dated my share of crazy bitches. Here's just some criteria I believe you must be able to meet or exceed to proudly refer to yourself as Crazy Bitch: 1) Ingest massive quantities of drugs 2) Threaten to kill mate - Not just use the phrase "I'm going to kill you", but I mean really put some teeth into the threat by brandishing a knife or a gun. 3) Have sex with more than 1 partner in the same day. Without the knowledge of one partner will get you bonus points. Triple points if you do it with more than one and without any protection. If you really feel the need to call yourself "Crazy Bitch"

"a Matter Of Pain"
(Intro to my first novel, presented in a poem regarding mental and physical pain, in a states of matter theme.) Pain is a malodorous vapor, permeating us like a silvery poison, dissipating in a draft of sleep, a breeze of drugs, or a whisper of time. Pain is a solid, mauling predator, twisting our faces and piercing our eardrums in delivery rooms and cemeteries. Pain is a liquid, furtive secret, yet displayed arrogantly in every pool of blood, and any trickle of tears. copyright 1995, by Steve W.

Friends In Low Places
BEST FRIENDS What is the true meaning of best friends and the meaning they have on ones life. is a best friend as equivalent and possibly the same and equal to the love of your life, or is it just someone who knows you so well they sometimes even know you better then your own self. can the 2 be the same or different ITS funny I remember how there was those days we could sit on the phone for hours with nothing to say but it meant so much. Those days when we would run and ask each other for advice for our lives regardless the situation. Those days when just a phone call to say HI, how are you, what you up to was the best feeling. I remember when we would go out of our ways to hang out and chill just because we liked each others companies. Those moments when things were bad and felt like crawling into a hole you knew the right thing to say to cheer me up and make me smile. In moments of weakness you would crack a laugh when i would say those random silly useless comments. Well all

Oh Yea
Merry xmas! Well lets try this a different way. No one seems to understand the fact that we own a store, in washington dc. And we bought a ton of over stock. And want to get rid of it, and be santa's little helpers. So we are offering, to sell some of our stuff to our great friends on here! We disappeared for a while, to get our life together, and open our store. Eventually we're going to go online and make a website and everything. What we have a lot of is : xbox 360's with 2 games and 2 controllers for $275.00 shipped to you. ps3 with 2 games, and 2 controllers for 330 shipped to you. A toshiba satellite a135-s7404 for 250 shipped to you Ipod Nano's 3rd generation 4gb and 8gb for 100 shipped to you. And we also have, some dvd's, video games, and digital camera's With every purchase, you recieve an apple ipod nano 2nd generation FREE! I do not charge for shipping, and i provide insurance on every package. Contact me for more details. Everything is BRAND

Amazing
My Angels, you are the reason I can find the will to get up each day when all I feel like doing is giving up on everything, you always find a way to lift my spirit and make the pain more bearable and you each hold a very special place deep in my heart and soul, although we have never met and our lives travel separate paths, I can always count on you and I hope that you know just how much you have all helped me through some really unbelievable shit in my life, I may be going in to the hospital again soon, just can't seem to get any better, after all these operations and I can't just keep going like this, I'm becoming a person I don't even know anymore myself, I find myself getting upset over things that should never bother me and taking it out on the ones that mean the most to me and living in constant pain and bleeding inside all the time is just getting the better of me. Want you all to know that no matter what happens or how things turn out I will never forget how you have touched

Scary Things
ugh another long night and its only 10 39 pm gezzz anyways i have two scared girls they are scared of something down the hall thats making some really weird sound so they are sleeping in the living room tonight until their mom gets home but its cool cause they have no school for the rest of the week cause of thanksgiving so they are staying up late tonight

Some Scribble, Idfk
You were the pounding in my bed, the bleeding in my head, The nights alone and on my own The fucking scratch in my screams, terror in my dreams The dry in my eyes, thorn in my side Step to starry sky; a glorious climb The foot on my throat it hurt to let go If love was a pill, I overdosed suicidal Bloody bond of tendon and meat, pulsing Addicted, attracted, attached, insane fucking love Fist around my throat, kiss on my nose Owning controlling, killing breathing, pulsing Loving caring, choking, punching, supporting Love leave me with a tag on my toe I'll slice my wrist to give your ring back A hand for the barter; concern and a quarter Crazy bailed quickly rather than deal with me I feel myself rabid, foaming in tantrums Feel my disease; float in my violence Silence the screams piercing my ears Pour blood in my throat; can't let you go You're my drug, my crack, my whore baby drink slowly, we both have to feed

Feelings Of Dread...
Ever get the feeling something really bad is going to happen? Ten minutes before I had to leave school I got this extreme anxiety. I was freaked for no reason! The same anxiety you get when you have to speak in front of a big crowd. You feel exposed and vulnerable. Only way I can explain it. I still feel it. I'm jumpy and paranoid. I was shaky on the drive home. I was so overwhelmed and distracted I couldn't drive! I tried to shake it off w/ some good music but nothing. I have incredible insight and I consider this a premonition. No visions just feeling. Call me crazy but this happens all the time. We'll see. I feel stupid for blogging about it but I had to get it out. -REL

The Pain I Feel Is My Own Desire In Which Im Drowning
Waiting to be set free, Wanting him to see the different side of me. Wanting him to except me. Their is a story behind theese eyes, Please! Don't say your goodbyes. Just sit and listen to what I have to say. Your special to me in every way. I want this pain to go way. things just seem to be falling apart. you say hurtful things, But you say your jokeing. Wish you could see me chokeing. My childhood fears, I cant get rid of I only pray to the higher power above! HELP ME PLEASE!I dont want to be alone, But then again I want to fly away from home!

Dust Off
First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for it's crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a week if they used any drugs. Makes them promise they won't. I like building computers occasionally and started building a new one in February 2005. I also was working on some of my older computers. They were full of dust so on one of my trips to the

Nsfw Pics.
i think this has to be said,i think the female body is very pretty but you need to ask your self why i'm doing this before you post a naked pic of yourself.yes i don't have to look but you don't have to post them.just a thought.

An Introduction
My name is Dennis and am originally from Alaska but now living in New York. I started getting interested in the computer started hanging out in chat rooms enjoying this new toy. I could meet people from all over the world. I met a person with a screen name "RavenSky." That was about seven years ago when I met her. This February we will have our first anniversary. She has helped and continues to help me with me. I know she has helped me to be a better man and am grateful for all she has done. There have been many changes taken place with us, but we have each other to lean on. I look forward to spending the rest of my life with her. She makes me proud. I had to introduce her since she is part of me. She is part of the Iroquouis Nation and I am from the Tlingit Nation. I consider myself optimistic always looking for the silver lining. I tend to look at the whole picture. I am adventurous and enjoy a good time like everyone else. I like to work hard. These days it isn't pl

Time Is Like An Oceans Wave...
Time moves on like an oceans wave The emptyness inside has made me a shallow grave. Imposters we are, searching for love Blinded by fantasie's of what we dream of. I would unlock the door,If I could imagine the key Mysteries unfold, Unreal to me. Pain has it's pleasure, It's called desire Endlessly burning from sufferings fire. The need to be needed becomes the strongest emotion and yet, Time moves on like a wave in the ocean... was written to be a verse in a song.... unknow author....

You Have To...
Dynamite Radio Announces It's Weekly Auction!! Bid on and Win The Hottest Guys and Gals on Fubar!! What Will You Do With Your New FuSlave?? Auction begins @ 10pm est sharp on Friday the 23rd *Bring Your Fubucks and come bid on these hot guys and gals!! *Auction rules are as follows: highest bid wins you the slave you bid on for 24hrs. High bidder wins the auction for each person being auctioned off. High bid winner must transfer fubucks to the person being auctioned off or purchase fubar gifts in an equal amount of bid price. This auction is for entertainment purposes only and does not entail actual physical ownership of said individuals. (repost of original by 'Jenn~DYNAMITE'S BADBITCH~sign my guestbook' on '2007-11-19 16:17:04') (repost of

My Time
I've got nothing for ya baby quit wasting my time got everything i need and im doin fine you'll regret it if you cross that line ive got nothing for ya quit wasting my time im like a old cat stealing your breath make you bleed with my claws ill be a witness to your death cuz its you and me til the end of time one touch from your soul drink from your wine spread your love around it makes me twitch come to you in the night scratch what you can't itch cuz I've got nothing for ya baby except a good time ive got everything I need and I think ill cross your line

Dynamite Radio Is Hiring
WE ARE LOOKING FOR DEDICATED SLAVES...I MEAN EMPLOYEES IN MANY DEPARTMENTS, IF YOUR INTERESTED IN A POSITION PLEASE DROP ME A LINE UNDER THIS BLOG, IN MY INBOX OR IN MY LOUNGE. IF I AM NOT AVAILABLE GET AHOLD OF MYSECRETSEXTOYS OR ANY ONE OF MY LOUNGE STAFF. TO CHECK OUT THE LOUNGE, CLICK THE BANNER BELOW!

I Think I Might F Somebody Off For The First Time In My Life
My husband told me he'll in time just wonder how I'm doing and hope I'm ok...these are the times when you really want to f ppl off WONDER IF I'M OK???????????????? after we were supposed to have a family together? you piece of crap!!!!

Thoughts On The Upcoming Season
I write this on a gray day after four wonderful services of Thanksgiving amidst plans for that holiday, but if I am honest, another holiday intrudes on my thoughts and plans. It has loomed in my thoughts since I saw the decorations and early ads sometime BEFORE Halloween. Even as the turkey recipe is checked and re-checked, the shopping list composed, or perhaps because the list can be composed, I am caught wondering this year. How will I ever make room for Christ this season? I have the presents for nieces and nephews already, my brother, sister and I have the plan in place for mom and dad and each other so that aspect is largely taken care of. My calendar is so full my BlackBerry can’t sort it out. Oh it will be a successful holiday season, lots of activity. How will I ever make room for Christ this season? I go and sit in my favorite book stores soon: Prairie Lights, Borders, Barnes and Noble, but not without a certain amount of anxiety and dread. It’s a busy season, lots of comm

Celebrities
Ok I have had about enuff of the shit that goes on in all Celebrities lives. Everday we go out in our little shithole life and our shithole jobs doing the samething over and over again, just like Celebrities. But if Jane down the road was at home when the court brought her kids to see her, and she did not come to the door even after 45 mins of her kids crying would it be on ever damn radio and TV a cross this damn world.... I thinking ummmm NO! And in James up the road got a DUI, ran from the cops, ran stop lights, and did not have a drivers permite, would that be on at all? When it might be on the News. BUT he would go to jail and not even picked up his $200 for going passed GO. If Celebrities do it then all they get is slapped on the hand and are told not to do it again after the 12 time. Or they will go to jail and say "OMG jail is like sooo hard please let me go home" So they let the bitch out. I thought that in the great USA ALL MEN AND WOMEN are the some, But I guess it all brake

Girls
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean YOU. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice

Workin Like A Canadian!
Greetings and Salutations All :), As this is my first offical blogging on said fubar site, I have to say that I am rather excited about this site and how much better it seems then Myspace or the ever old school Xanga lol. It seems proper that I would find something to yet again catch my interest on the World Wide Sinkhole. Now as to the subject of my blog.. I am guessing you are curious about the title and why I would say something so silly! Myself and mah friend came up with the saying for no apparent reason other then to give us something else to say and to have a sense of humour about it... Today was officaly work like a canadian day.. We had the complete enjoyment of spending about 10 hours of putting crap into a huge dumpster because... We are cleaning out our new house! And the dirty monkeys that the previous tenets were... They left the whole entire place trashed thrashed and destroyed to the best of their ability... So we gutted the house out, threw every last bit of

Loser #1
WHAT WOULD MAKE A PERSON DO THIS?? I JUST GOT DONE WORKING MY BUTT OFF IN A CONTEST JUST SO I COULD WIN A BLAST FOR A GROUP OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET ON FUBAR. WHY BECAUSE IN FAITH JUST LIKE EVERYONE OF US DOES WHO ENTERS CONTESTS TRUSTED THE HOST THAT WHEN THEIR END OF THE DEAL WAS MET THEY THE HOSTS ALSO WOULD IN RETURN MEET THEIRS.... SADLY AS TIME GOES ON I AM BEING FACED WITH MORE AND MORE HOSTS THAT MAKE A PROMISE BUT IN THE END NEVER PAY OUT.. I'M TIRED OF IT. SO ARE SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL. BOMBING A CONTEST TAKES UP SO MUCH OF ONES TIME.. WE ARE WORKING IN THESE CONTESTS FOR LESS THEN FIVE CENTS AN HOUR IN SOME CASES. ITS HARD ENOUGH AFTER ALL YOUR HARD WORK IN THE END YOU END UP LOSING THAT CONTEST.. THATS A MAJOR DOWNER BUT THATS PART OF THE RISK YOU TAKE.. BUT HAVING TO WORRY AND KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED THAT IN THE END IF YOU WERE TO WIN THAT THE HOST WILL BE HONEST AND GIVE YOU WHAT WAS PROMISED.. THATS A RISK AND A WORRY THAT NO ONE S

What Do You All Think?
I would like you guys 'n' girls to go have a listen to my band and my drumming then let me know what you all think. Be as brutal or as kind as you like, just as long as your honest. Just keep in mind that it is punk music....raw old school sounding punk music. www.myspace.com/feskit06 Would be much appreciated my friends. Much love Brian

One Question...
I have a question... are there any women left in this seething cesspool of shit, that's worth a fuck? I mean, is sluts and hoes all that's left? I can't stand liars, and cheaters. And women who play games, make me fucking sick. I'm so fucking tired of it. Hell, if I started slappin bitches around, and being a real asshole, they'd be all over me... what tha fuck's up with that? I just try to be honest, and treat em rite, and I get shit on. But some guy can treat em like shit, and he's got women all over him. You women have got some real issues. Oh yea, if anyone can answer that question, please tell me.

Nothings The Same
i flew away dodn't wanna catch my flight i let go and walked away but i had to run back for one last kiss... one more embrace since i've landed nothings the same the sadness in your face that's just imprinted into my brain we made a vow that this isn't the end a vow i will keep... simply because your my best friend i miss the laughter i miss the smiles i miss the fact we got lost in tampa for miles i miss the way you look at me the way you made me laugh i miss the way you held me tight not even letting go in the middle of the night though we fought over something major blaming each other ws never out flavor only one regret i have i could not become you wife the night you asked loving you came so easy dammit i can't even finsh this without being in tears balh blah nate i love you, and and the wait is gonna be long but i am will to do it sojust so i can get you home with me and fthe girls because that is where you truely belong

Stalker
oK here it is straight forward i like to chat here on fubar and yahoo if i want to add u i will if i wanna show u cam i will ask u to view. i dont want to meet u in person. i will not visit by train,plane,or automobile. i like to flirt but that is all that it is. im happily married to a wonderful man. so if u cant accept that then take yourself off my page and if i delete u then it was done for a reason leave me alone cause i will block you......... and u know who u are to all my real friends i hope i didnt affend you in any way

Adult Friend Finders
Adult Friend Finders has accounts on fubar, sending links to their site as profile comments. If you see any comments that look like this one, report the sending site to scrapper, so he can delete the account. The comment looks like a video, but if you click to play, it sends you out of fubar and onto the Adult Friend Finder site. It looks like they are only sending these comments to the newer members. It's against Fubar TOS, and is giving the wrong impression of Fubar to new members. This is a screenshot, so the link won't work here

Another Poem
"Tears Go Away!" When will my heart quit breaking? Why must it go on aching? I try not to let you hurt me anymore, But somehow you still manage to make my heart ache. Somedays I feel like everything is gonna be okay. Then other days I can't help but to let the tears fall down my face. I wonder how many tears will fall, Before no more will come. Everytime I think there is no more, My cheek is wet again, And I realize the tears are falling down my face again. Some days I just want to scream, "TEARS GO AWAY!" Tuesday, October 09, 2007 by: Tonya Roberts

Myspace Just Moved Ahead In The Ratings!
I have been on this site over a year and I have never been the subject of any kind of drama.... Until today. People on here who have no life or are not happy with someone just HAVE to fuck it up for the rest of us. GOD I wish people could just mind their own fucking business. FUCK I'M PISSED OFF!! I have been on myspace over 3 years and I NEVER experienced the bullshit I have encountered here. I thought this was going to be an adult site, but there are sooooo many fucking CHILDREN here, it makes me sick! Just keep fuckin with me all you drama WHORES!! It WILL come back to you.

Memory Poem
Two years ago God came and called you home. It has left a hole in our hearts that can never be filled. We have such good memories of when you were still here on earth with us. But now you no longer have to suffer, Or face the pain you had to face in the end. It broke our hearts to see your body broken, And to know that you were suffering more than any man should have too. You suffered plenty when you went to war, Not just once but a couple of times. Some may of looked at you and judged you, But no one knew you like so many of us did. We started out as family and we all became more than that. We became friends. Everytime I see someone on a motorcyle, I think of you. I think man I wish that was Sonny! You touched my life more than you will ever know. God sure picked a good one when he decided to take you home. I hope somewhere up there on the streets of gold, You have found a place to ride a motorcyle. I know you ar

What Is It?
I don't know what it is about you that makes me want to hang around. Words are something that is hardly ever spoken between us. Yet, when I see you I am drawn to you. I think of staring in your eyes, seeing it's true color and memorizing how the light will reflect from them. I wish I knew what is was. Do I want to know so I can stop it or do I want to know just so I understand. I am not where I was before, yet the feeling remains the same. Is it that I don't want to give up or is it I don't want to miss out. There is something about you that calls out to me and I can't seem to ignore it no matter how much I try. My head demands me to walk away, but my heart and soul begs me to stay and watch. Will I have to wait forever for this thing to manifest itself or when it does manifest itself, will it be too late.

Missing You
Like the perfume of a rose lingering to peek Your senses with its soft scent, The thoughts of You linger in my mind of Your gentle love, A love that will linger there always and forever. Like the sun that warms the earth and everything it touches, Your every touch, kiss, and smile warms everything in my body, A warmth that spreads throughout, making me glow. Like the wind sweeping softly through the trees, You swept me off me feet in a wave of happiness, A happiness that seems to have no end. Like all of the love You give to me, You will receive the same from me, Together, we are bonded forever and always. I miss and love you BOO

You Get To Ask Me 5 Questions
You get to ask me 5 questions. (TO MY INBOX) Any 5 question. Anything, no matter how crazy it is. and no matter how personal just ask And I promise to answer it truthfully. send your questions to my inbox please thanks No catch. BUT I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. Repost this as: **5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answer

Poem
I Am Here I wish I could take all your pain, and put it in a ball, I would throw it all aways, So no more tears could fall down like the rain! It makes my heart ache, To know you are in so much pain, I wish I could make you see, Your not alone that you got me. I haven't known you that long, But I still can feel your pain. I want to wrap you in my arms And make everything okay. I hope you know you can count on me morning, noon or night. All you have to do is call, I would be there in a heart beat. So please don't feel alone, And please don't close me out, Because I really want to help you out. Please let me be your friend, And gain the strength you need from me. I will hold you up until you can walk on your own again. But most of all, Please know you can count on me!!! Tuesday, October 23, 2007 by:Tonya Roberts

Help From My Fans And Friends
I thought this would be the easiest way to reach everyone...I could use some help levelling...Please!!! I will be sure to return all the help I get...even some gifts...been stuck here forever...lol Thanks in Advance...Luv you all...

Long-ass Girl Survey
LONGEST GIRL SURVEY EVER -don't be shy, fill it all out- 1. Do you sleep in your bra? Sometimes.. The ladies like to breathe every now and again lol 2. Have you kissed any one on your friend's list? Not here, but I copied this from Myspace, and I have kissed a few from my top friend's list. 3. Are you happy with your looks? Absolutely.. With one exception, I wish my hair would grow faster. 4. Do you enjoy drama? Ugh, I can't stand it at all. 5. Are you a girly girl? Not by any stretch of the imagination.. I do like to dress up occassionally, and I generally pull out all the stops. 6. Who was the last person you hugged? Amanda Kay, on Saturday (Hey, that rhymes lol) 7. Small or large purses? The bigger, the better.. 8. Are you short? Hell no. 9. Do you like someone? Sure do, and I met him on here! Woot! 10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? I get my ass smacked all the time, you get used to it after a while.. I just laugh now

The Christian Thing Aint Workin
I am tryin to find a way to make the guy who used to adore me fall madly in love with me from, when he gets back from war, 1000 miles away... I know he has always been uber christian... so i try to toss the word "god" into my emails...But i got alot more/longer letters from him when i was playin up the... "if i didnt turn you down, we'd have five kids by now" thing he brought up when i first refound him on badplace.... But i got bored with the repetitive letters and gah.. he is at war.. the direction he was goin in the compliments.. i am sure he woulda wanted to see some bobbie.. Technically i am not faking. i do believe in god. And My lack of belief is what tore apart our friendship back in the day.. so ...yea But.. that said. I did just get put in is top friends on Badplace. Sorry. I know this is a really fucked up blog.. But like.. He is Captain Perfect. Guy should walk around in a cape.. Tall, Handsome, Rich, Family oriented, Honest, His mom loves me (dad hates me

Low Raters
LMAO!! DID ANYONE EVER NOTICE HOW WHEN SOMEBODY RATES YOUR PICS LOW, HOW THEY ARE USUALLY UGLY ??? I LOVE IT!!!!! I HAD THIS GUY RATE ME A 9 AND I LOOKED AT HIM AND HES FREAKING U.G.L.Y !!!!!! I THINK THIS MUST MAKE THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES SOMEHOW. THIS GUY HOWEVER NEEDS TO DEAL WITH THE UNI BROW ISSUE THEN MAYBE HE WILL BE MUCH HAPPIER!!!! ROTFLMAO!!!!!! OctLord11 check em out!!!!!

Gifts Anyone???????
WHO ON MY FRIENDS LIST WOULD LIKE A GIFT? AND BY GIFT I DONT MEAN A LIL FRIENDSHIP OR A SEASONAL...I ONLY GIVE PIMPING GIFTS MOST OF THE TIME....IF SO I HAVE A NEW ALBUM IN MY PICS..THERE ARE A BIT OVER 70 PICS IN IT..ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE AND COMMENT EACH ONE OF THE PICS AND SEND ME A MESSAGE ONCE YOU ARE DONE. RULES YOU MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST MEANING YOU MUST HAVE FANNED AND RATED ME AND HAVE A SALUTE TO SEND ME A REQUEST ( I DO NOT ACCEPT REQUESTS WITHOUT SALUTES) YOU MUST RATE AND COMMENT EVERY PIC IN THAT ALBUM SEND ME A MESSAGE ONCE YOU COMPLETE THE ALBUM AND I WILL SEND YOU A GIFT THE RULE ARE SIMPLE SO HAPPY RATEING AND COMMENTING

Demons - Kenny Chesney
Demons Kenny Chesney Sometimes they're in a bottle, Sometimes a pair of high-heel shoes, Some come rolled in paper Some have six strings and only play the blues Once you've met the devil There ain't no way he'll let you be When I'm not chasing demons, There's demons chasing me Skeletons in closets Ghosts underneath the bed They hide out in pictures And words better left unsaid They hang around like perfume And haunt me like an ancient melody When I'm not chasing demons, There's demons chasing me There's things that I can't leave alone 'Cause they won't leave me alone What I want ain't what I need Still I reach for the things I crave Then try to run away Am I afraid of being free 'Cause when I'm not chasing demons There's demons chasing me So roll one up and light it Pick up my old guitar I'm playing crossroads Drinking whiskey from a mason jar Heartache at my front door Says she needs my company When I'm not chasing demons There's demons chasing

Loss!
I was in an arguement today about religion. normally, I can kick anyone's ass in a debate over religion.. proving my point and so on. But today, I met this guy who suprisingly beat me! I was crushed. Honest to god, I take my hat off to him. He debated a great debate and I would do it with him over and over again. It was fun. Well done, Crazyeyez.

Wedding
Today I had the pleasure of preforming the wedding ceremony of a friend. Her second. A much better man who loves her and loves her 10yr old son and even thinks she is fun. She is smiling all the time. Giggling now and then. And doesn't even care if her EX falls off the face of the earth. As long as he doesn't neglect or abuse his son, she can tolerate him. I got to see the look in both their eyes as they said they would love and protect and honor and forgive each other. I got ordained as a sarcastic response to a co-worker that said all internet minister are snake oil salesmen. I dressed up in a collar and brought a copy of the Farmers Almanac to carry instead of a bible. It was a fun Halloween watching the look slowly change on her face as I showed her the ordination documents that I printed off and the laws governing ministers in our state. And I was all legit. I have preformed 2 ceremonies in the last 2 years. Both as gifts to the couples so they had one less expense

De-paulification. Phase 1.
I need to hurry the process. The process of deleting him from my life. I just went all over my house throwing all kinds of shit away because he either bought it while visiting or he brought it from home. Anybody want some shot glasses from Cancun? How about a leather whip, the gimp mask, the wooden paddle, stripper shoes, monopoly money and liquid latex? Rubber sheets anyone? They're queen size..Err nevermind that Ill just throw that away. The kids the pictures drew of all of standing outside some pretend mansion,..it's in the trash. Hopefully they won't notice it's not on the wall in the family room. Goofy little pictures.. gone. Souvenirs from trips to crazy horse and the corn palace. Gone. That copy of some newspaper he was in.,It's in the trash. GAWD IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. Ok Im done venting.

I"m Proud To Be A Bahamain
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL Fa real tho. Bahamians BE We be the B in Bitch, We be the A in Attractive, We be the H in Honest, We be the A in Articulate, We be the M in Modest, We be the I in Intelligent, We be the A in Animated We be the N in Nice, We be the S in Sexy, We are just dat damn good B A H A M I A N S

Hello, Happy Thanksgiving
HELLO ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I LAST WAS ONLINE AND CHATTED AND COMMENTED. I DONT HAVE A INTERNET CONNECTION TO CHAT AND COME ONLINE I AM AT MY SISTERS FOR THANKSGIVING AND I AM HERE TILL SUNDAY AFTERNOON SO I HOPE TO COME ON HERE QUITE AWHILE WHILE I AM HERE I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS I HOPE THAT I WILL BE GETTING A COMPUTER OF MY OWN SOON. HAPPY THANKSGIVING ALL TAKE CARE.

"tattoo"
Oh, oh, oh No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed That truth is a stranger Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong And then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on And leave you behind [Chorus] I can't waste time so give it a moment I realize, nothing's broken No need to worry 'bout everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once, needed protection You're still a part of everything I do You're on my heart just like a tattoo (Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you I'll always have you, I'll always have you) I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking sides When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could Stop, admit that I'm wrong And then c

~*quotes~*
These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big" Thot I shud share a few of them with yall.... -If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is. -The road to a successful relationship is always under construction. -Forgivness is the key to happiness. -Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past. -Don't lead me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend. -A realationship is like a gem; it requires friction to polish it. -Negative thinking is mental malpractise. -If you don't know what direction to take, you haven't acknowledged where you are. -The best way to predict your future is to create it. -If you can't find the time to do it right the first time, when are you going to find the time to do it over? -If you and you partner always agree, one of you is unneccessary! -Therapist a

My Best Friend
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny! If any of you know me you know my best friend in this entire world is Misty "THE Oklahoma Bitch" well right now she is in a hospital in OKC going through numerous tests. They think there are major issues with her kidneys and bladder . Honestly I cant say more than that because I dont know anymore yet. Its killing me to be here thinking about her and not be there holding her hand. But with my grandmother I cant up and leave as bad as I w

If You Read This....
Well working my way toward pimp status on here... moving on up.... lol. So anyways.....I dont know if this should be marked NSFW but oh well.... I just wanted to say I am tired of the male whores on here... I mean if your going to act interested then be intrested!! woman are not here only to please you. I have a four year old who I take care of.. I dont have alot of extra time to date but im not looking for a one night stand O.K. ?? I have feelings I am a real person. My son is real and I dont have a 24 hour day care to take him too. I want someone to like me for me and my son. I dont want a fuck buddy i have a toy for that.. I might change my mind but its scarey in this world .. you never know what another person may or may not have. And I am not trying to have a baby so I can get laid.. O.K.??

The Navy Master Chief
Way to go Master Chief An Army MSgt, an Air Forces SMSgt and a Navy Master Chief were traveling together on their way home on leave. On the way their car breaks down by a farm in the middle of the night. They knock on the front door and this big burly man answers the door. He sees that they are all in the military and invites them in with open arms. He offers them a shower as his wife sets up the dinner table for them. As they prepare to eat the farmers three daughters come down stairs and each one is more beautiful then the next. The farmer says to the boys 'We really appreciate what you do for our country and as a sign of our gratitude you can sleep with our daughters tonight'. The next morning the Army Master Sgt comes down with a freshly shaved pressed uniform and buffed boots, shakes the farmer's hand, thanks him for a wonderful night and goes outside. His daughter comes down stairs, make-up on, hair brushed with a smile on her face. The Father a

Simplicity Of Life
Simplicity of Life I once wonder why life is so precious to God. I come to see that life is not about the simplicity of one, it is about the whole, yet life goes on saying and telling life, change is needed. How can life be so blind to reality of life that is just being brush away by the tide of each ripple upon existence? Hatred is preached about life like the gospel of God, but I come to see........ Mankind was the creator of belief not God, cause God created life, but he didn’t created all belief upon the world, he only created man and woman, which lead to us. So are we not creating a false God and belief than the one that God created for life? I have sat upon many benches in many different churches, I found fault in each and hidden darkness that seems to be an overlooked by all that is within that religion. Why is there no united upon mankind? Is it because we are selfish and uncaring beast that is now our own worst enemy? Has Satan become us? Or have w

Biblefucker...literal Meaning
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071119/ap_on_re_us/preacher_paternity Sex scandal hits Atlanta-area megachurch By DORIE TURNER, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 19 minutes ago The 80-year-old leader of a suburban Atlanta megachurch is at the center of a sex scandal of biblical dimensions: He slept with his brother's wife and fathered a child by her. Members of Archbishop Earl Paulk's family stood at the pulpit of the Cathedral of the Holy Spirit at Chapel Hill Harvester Church a few Sundays ago and revealed the secret exposed by a recent court-ordered paternity test. In truth, this is not the first — or even the second — sex scandal to engulf Paulk and the independent, charismatic church. But this time, he could be in trouble with the law for lying under oath about the affair. The living proof of that lie is 34-year-old D.E. Paulk, who for years was known publicly as Earl Paulk's nephew. "I am so very sorry for the collateral damage it's caused our family and the f

At The End Of The Day...
All I ever wanted was for her to validate my feelings and call me back. Return some of the effort that I put into her. At the end... she didn't want to. That make me cry. Tonight I will be getting a haircut. Then I will be drinking myself into a coma. After that I will come home... pass out and return to my life without her. I doubt I will ever find the one. As for these emotional blogs... no more. -Rafael

Will Need Help In My Contest Start Friday Please
the contests starts at 3 pm fubar time on friday the 23 of november heres your link to your pic [ fubar.com photo: 1700362680 ] http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=792703&i=1700362680 the folder wont be open until 3 pm on friday Please add, fan and rate this host that will be hosting me in a conteat, because I will need friends to help bomb me in this giveaway contest to win a vip and blast package so I desperate will need help with this contest every day bombing please! Thank you everyone! ☠ÅñÅ®¢H¥ §küLL☠ (§åÐì§Tï© LìgHt§ MÅ§TëR) GrØw ®oØm ØvE®LøRÐ@ fubar

Just Bored
Chillin in the spot rollin up waitin for the Monday night game between the Broncos and the Titans. I got a $100 on the Titans (so hope that I win)and feel real good about them gettin the dub.i was just looking and seen that i haven't put up a blog in a while.I usually only post one when I feel like I need to get my point across to some hater,but I felt like that wasnt the reason Fubar added as an option.they took away my mumms (which I really gave up on)and i am not about to make another account so that can be taken away a third time. Just felt like letting out a few choice words to the FUBAR community 2 anyone who dislikes me or feels like they are better than me..........I an only tell you one thing......U can neva do it like me sucka

Thanksgiving In Indy!!
Lordy.Oh my. Ok this is so bizarro i can't imagine it. Anyways fuck, my sis moved to Indiana over the summer. So like due to so many wierd circumstances,there is no thanksgiving at mom and dads...too much to get into. And we won't go to his moms because of some revelations about his brother in law...pervy fucker,another long personal story. So like my sister and i have been so close for like ever. We raised our brother and sisters so mom and dad could bust there ass to pay for catholic school....I have 5 brothers and sisters. We were POOR. But dammit we went to catholic school because thats what Irish Catholics do....so we had eachother to entertain in a one bedroom apartment. And the outdoors were our getaway...our vacation. Regardless, just laying a little foundation there. So My Husband,Children, And i are going to Indiana for Thanksgiving. This is so intense. We always have thanksgiving...alllll of us TOGETHER. We love eachother and fight. We are there when needed for eachother. W

Singles Ad
This has to be one of the best singles ads ever printed. It is reported to have been listed in the Atlanta Journal. SINGLE BLACK FEMALE seeks male companionship, ethnicity unimportant. I'm a very good girl who LOVES to play. I love long walks in the woods, riding in your pickup truck, hunting, camping and fishing trips, cozy winter nights lying by the fire. Candlelight dinners will have me eating out of your hand. I'll be at the front door when you get home from work, wearing only what nature gave me. Call (404) 875-6420 and ask for Daisy, I'll be waiting.... Please scroll down .... Over 15,000 men found themselves talking to the Atlanta Humane Society... If you don't pass this along, a dog Will come out and pee on your computer!

Pregnant Turkey
Pregnant Turkey Last year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey, and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Yep..................SHE'S BLONDE!

Didi
I met this girl a few years ago and at the first moment i met her i know i want to be with her. But it was difficult for me, she didn't like me. Only 6 or 7 years later she changed her opinion... Damn she start to like me. But to late i realize only as a friend. But it was to late for my feelings... I cant stop thinking about her.

Grown Women
Grown Women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goe

Shady's Not So Shiney List
WHAT WOULD MAKE A PERSON DO THIS?? I JUST GOT DONE WORKING MY BUTT OFF IN A CONTEST JUST SO I COULD WIN A BLAST FOR A GROUP OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET ON FUBAR. WHY BECAUSE IN FAITH JUST LIKE EVERYONE OF US DOES WHO ENTERS CONTESTS TRUSTED THE HOST THAT WHEN THEIR END OF THE DEAL WAS MET THEY THE HOSTS ALSO WOULD IN RETURN MEET THEIRS.... SADLY AS TIME GOES ON I AM BEING FACED WITH MORE AND MORE HOSTS THAT MAKE A PROMISE BUT IN THE END NEVER PAY OUT.. I'M TIRED OF IT. SO ARE SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL. BOMBING A CONTEST TAKES UP SO MUCH OF ONES TIME.. WE ARE WORKING IN THESE CONTESTS FOR LESS THEN FIVE CENTS AN HOUR IN SOME CASES. ITS HARD ENOUGH AFTER ALL YOUR HARD WORK IN THE END YOU END UP LOSING THAT CONTEST.. THATS A MAJOR DOWNER BUT THATS PART OF THE RISK YOU TAKE.. BUT HAVING TO WORRY AND KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED THAT IN THE END IF YOU WERE TO WIN THAT THE HOST WILL BE HONEST AND GIVE YOU WHAT WAS PROMISED.. THATS A RISK AND A WORRY THAT NO ONE S

What A Day
Well I don't Blog alot, But mostly when I do I am usually venting. But Not tonight I just have a few things to get off my mind for the day. Well It started this morning after I got to class , We had an in class project to do , using Adobe illustrator CS3 and well I am working on my project talking to the teacher about it and at the end of class after I save it and everything I get ready to print this thing out.... AND .. Take a guess what happened, Well first the adobe FROZE up, then shut down taking all my work with it a whole FREAKING 90 MINUTES WORTH. all Gone .. POOF BUBYE. I took a big big intake of breath my teacher heard me and asked me if the program had shut down on me I told her yes . She told me just to open it back up using the file I saved well ok this is all fine well I open adobe back up and look for my file that I DID SAVE and its gone .. no where to be found . But luckily my teacher had Already seen what I was working on and told me I would be fine not

Penis Wants A Raise
The Penis Wants a Raise: > > I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following >Reasons: > >1. I do physical labor. >2. I work at great depths. >3. I plunge head first into everything I do. >4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. >5. I work in a damp environment. >6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. >7. I work in high temperatures. >8. My work exposes me to diseases. >~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >Dear Penis, >After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have >raised, >the management denies your request for the following reasons: >1. You do not work 8 hours straight. >2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work >period. >3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. >4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen Visiting >other locations. >5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated >in order to start working. >6. Y

Sic
For those of you who know that I've been ill for the past 5 days, I've finally figured out why. I went to the ER today and spent 10 hours. After several cat scans, sonagrams, and numerous blood tests, it was concluded that I had a large cyst on my kidney that ruptured. So after lots of pain medicine and antibiotics, I've been sent home to recover. I'll be home for a week...no work no nothing. So feel free to keep me company!!! I'm always up for chatting!

Karma
TheKarmaQuiz.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Corey, Your Karmic Alignment is: Optimistic! Score: 10 In general, you tend to create poitive actions. You have a caring personality which gives you positive Karma. Every now and then you slip up and harvest negative Karma. But, all in all, you follow lines similar to the Monks on their way to enlightenment.

Rivera Accepts Yanks’ $45m, 3-year Offer
Nov 19, 7:13 PM (ET) By RONALD BLUM NEW YORK (AP) -Mariano Rivera told the New York Yankees he is accepting their $45 million, three-year offer and will remain with the only major league team he's ever pitched for. The closer, who turns 38 on Nov. 29, gets an average salary more than $4 million above what anry other reliever currently makes. Rivera's agreement is pending a physical. The Yankees also have a preliminary agreement on a $52.4 million, four-year contract with catcher Jorge Posada and are trying to finish off a record-setting $275 million, 10-year deal with Alex Rodriguez, who won his third AL MVP award. "We've got everybody back," Yankees senior vice president Hank Steinbrenner said Monday. "It's good to have both Jorgie and him back." Rivera was coming off a three-year contract that paid him $31.5 million. He had hoped for an extension before the start of this season, but the Yankees decided not to discuss contract extensions with any of their players u

Pics
I'll be cleaning up my pictures. Vote for your favorite one!! whichever has the most comments will stay. the ones that dont, will be deleted. also there is a nice little reward for the one that votes the most!!! a 7 day blast!!!!! care to take that chance???? ;-) so vote for you favorite pics!!!!! Thanks!!!

Thoughts To Think About ...
We all want it, we all search for it, we all hope once we find it that it stays forever. Now if youre asking yourself what is this, that we all want so bad. Its LOVE. Everyone wants to be loved, and needed by someone special. Well I have that someone special. Hes my soldier. He came into my life and totally captivated me. Theres nothing I wouldnt do for him. Id climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest ocean, or walk through burning coals, for I know at the end Id be in his arms where I belong.

Can 2 Cancer's Be Good For Each Other???
What do you think? Have you tried dating a Pieces, a Leo or a Scorpio? Or have you ran the gambit of most of the Zodiac signs whether you believe in it or not? It seems a couple decades my one friend also a Cancer found another Cancer they were a damn good match and she married him, too bad he was in the Air Force. Cause after they married he was shipped off to another location breaking off my friendship with my friend. As they say long distant relationships never seemed to work out, I guess it was the same with friendship. The only reasons I get paranoid : I always got cut cutting their hair, I used to be a Hairdresser. I knew every time one would sit in my chair an snip either my pointer or middle finger gets snipped. I always asked afterward if they were a Pieces and they said \"Yes, why?\" I told them for some strange reasons they make me cut myself and when I was using a pair of scissors razor sharp, sometimes I wouldn\'t notice till I would see blood running down my han

Today
Today it was confirmed that I am needing by-pass surgery. I am scheduled to go in Monday after Thanksgiving. I refused till after the holiday. I am a 41 yr old mother with a 7 year old at home. I inherited the heart problems from my dad who passed away when he was only 39 so I am scared to death. I have the fact that he passed 27 years ago and the technology has come along way since then on my side but the thought of something going wrong and my not being here to see my 7 yr old grow up is tearing me apart inside. And because she is here with me I have to keep it inside. So I thought I would blog and let my friends in on some of whats going on with me. I will not be on alot the next few days with the holiday and all. If you see my account on next week stop in and say Hi it will be my oldest daughter and she will know whats going on with me if anyone wants to know. Also if you need leveling let her know she will use my 11's for you. I've tried to tell her how to work Fubar so help he

Atlanta Ga
It was on the radio today that in Atlanta GA. a judge put a stop to the Santa's ringing the bells saying Ho Ho Ho. It seems that some of the so called ladies walking by resemblemed the remark or took offence to the saying! Damn just got to love the Christmas spirt!

Imvu
since i have no clue wth im doin i just thought thought id mention that i do have a imvu acct. imvu is a 3d virtual world where u create an avatar n go shoppin for all these kool items for ur avi. u can buy homes, islands, clothes, pets n many many more things. its pretty kool. ill get my link on here soon....

Thank You
Thank you to all my friends for your thoughts and prayers for the loss of my brother, Mike. This is the toughest thing I personally have had to deal with in my life and knowing there are those who truly care, helps more than you know. Thank you all!

Woud You Help My Wives And Friend Godfather?
I am asking for help to level my fu wives to GodFather. Please rate their Stash, Pics, Fan, Add and Rate their profile.. Meet Slave Princess ~Slave Princess~ Fu-Wife to Ser William & Seductive Princess~@ fubar This is my other FU Wife Seductive Princess ~Seductive Princess FU-Wife to Ser William and Slave Princess ~Co-Owner of Castle Secrets@ fubar And if you can help my sweet friend SUBMISSIVE SUBMISSIVE ¢¾ da FU FLING ¡ÚTOP NOTCH SECURITY FOR FUBAR'S AFTER HOURS ¡Ú@ fubar and CantSleepClownsWillEatMe she is in Germany right now and on her way home in a week back to the states. Torn away from her rl/bf She would like to GodFather before she comes back to the states in a week. Thank you all so much for any help you give to GodFather them. ~~CantSleepClownsWillEatMe~~~ FU-sis to greeneyedgermangirl@ fubar

Pantyhose Fetish???
I had a guy contact me today and he asked me if I would wear a pair of pantyhose for him and then send them to him. He then asked if I would send him two pair of pantyhose I have worn and send them to him. He sent his payment to my pay pal account so I will be wearing a pair of pantyhose just for him tomorrow and another pair the day after that. Are there any other guys who have a fetish for legs and feet who like to collect pantyhose? Or, is there some form of fetish that I "might" be able to accommodate for you? Get in touch with me and tell me about your fetish and lets discuss how I might be able to help you.

How Do You?
How do you keep track of all the people on your friends list? I don't have a whole lot, but I find it hard. There's only a hand full of people that I communicate with on a daily basis, sometimes a couple times a week, but a majority I don't think I have even spoken with. Or, there are those that I'll go to look at because I don't remember come to find out I hadn't even rated their profile so I am like how did that happen? Do we all just accept an add then read later? I jsut deleted some of the people I fanned because I was like why did I fan you for? Anyway, that's all.. just a random thought..

I Want To Be Yours For A Day
Dynamite Radio Announces It's Weekly Auction!! Bid on and Win The Hottest Guys and Gals on Fubar!! What Will You Do With Your New FuSlave?? Auction begins @ 10pm est sharp on Friday the 23rd *Bring Your Fubucks and come bid on these hot guys and gals!! *Auction rules are as follows: highest bid wins you the slave you bid on for 24hrs. High bidder wins the auction for each person being auctioned off. High bid winner must transfer fubucks to the person being auctioned off or purchase fubar gifts in an equal amount of bid price. This auction is for entertainment purposes only and does not entail actual physical ownership of said individuals. (repost of original by 'Jenn~DYNAMITE'S BADBITCH~sign my guestbook' on '2007-11-19 16:17:04') (repost of

Men/relationships/work
Why does a man treat a woman a certain way until they meet, and then all the cute little things they did before just go away? Like the sweet little texts to let you know they are thinking of you... the calls just to hear your voice...all the things that mean so much. Why does a man call you every night and talk about everything or nothing at all and then once you meet boom, it' s like they forgot how to dial your number? Do men not like affectionate women anymore? Women who love to hold hands and curl up next to you and kiss alot? Is it too much work these days when men can feed their savage beast at any time, especially when women out number them. And why are there so many people unhappy with the one they are with, yet not willing to change anything to be happy? Yes, unfortunately I speak from experience. What really upsets me is that so many women take for granted what they have and don't appreciate it when there are so many, like myself who search and search and sacrifice their hea