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Celebrating My Veterans
AS WE CELEBRATE THIS DAY, I THINK BACK ON ALL THE TIMES MY DAD HAD TO DO HIS WEEKEND DUTY AND THE GIFTS HE BROUGHT HOME. WHEN I WAS SMALL I DIDN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING. BUT NOW THAT I AM OLDER AND ALOT WISER I HOPE, I REALIZE JUST WHAT A HERO HE IS. MY DAD IS A 41year RETIRED GUNNY FROM THE MARINE CORP. OR SHOULD I SAY IN THE MARINE CORP. BECAUSE ONCE A MARINE ALWAYS A MARINE. HE FOUGHT IN KOREA AND IS ONE OF THE FROZEN CHOSIN. MOST OF YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS. I HAVE HAD A MEMBER OF MY FAMILY FIGHT IN EVERY WAR SINCE THE UNITED STATES BEGAN. ONE GREAT STORY IS OF A GREAT GRANDFATHER THAT WAS AT SAN JACINTO WHEN SANTA ANNA WAS CAPTURED. AND THE OTHER STORIES MY DAD TELLS. MY LITTLE BROTHER WAS ALSO IN THE PERSION GULF WHEN IT ALL BEGAN IN 91. SO WE HAVE A LONG MILITARY HISTORY. THE SLIDE SHOW THAT IS IN HERE ARE OF SOME PICTURES I TOOK WHEN THE NEW MARINE CORP NATIONAL MUSEUM WAS OPENED IN VIRGINIA LAST YEAR. TO ALL OUR VETERAN'S PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE....SEMPER FI

A Copy Of My Bulletin On The Asshole
http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1049839&friend=1049839 gqguy4u@fubar This piece of work sent me a message saying: gqguy4u: damn id like to fuck the shit out of u And when I Shouted back at him and told him off...he downrated me before I could block him. Then he showed up again in my shout box with another name: http://fubar.com/fastgt2003 F*ck Models !!! Love strippers I go... ------------------------------------------ I would certainly take some pleasure in knowing my friends stopped by to show HIM some of the same love he showed to Your SuperGirl. ----------------- PS. Check out my other blog to see what exactly I told him in the SHOUT BOX.

I'm In Uraine As Of November 11th.
Hi there!! Just want to say hello and hope things are well with everybody. I got into Kiev, Ukraine as of yesterday. It was raining yesterday but as of today it is snowing right now. I am doing well and I am enjoying this educational experience. Even though I have internet in the apartment that I am at right now I wanted to go out and explore this city. I was with the manager and paid for my stay to the 23rd..... I have tons of photos taken and more will be taken very soon. Take care everyone and hope to run into anybody soon!! :) Jeremy :)

197,000+ Lives
197,000+ lives Bow your head and remember, for the efforts, endurance, courage and determination do you live your life today as you do, whilst others were cut in there prime. By the hand of the few do the masses enjoy, but for those hands do you even exist today. Give the miserly two minutes of thought for those who fought and forever remember……. forever remember. King5lay3r 2007

Sick Of It All
I just want to make one thing clear before I start this blog, This in no way has anything to do with Fire and Ice Crew members. With that said, heres the deal. I noticed something last night while I was in a rating mood, that most of my friends list is a bunch of bitchers and complainers. Because A. they can't level. or B. they are in a contest and no one is helping them bomb a picture, but when you go help, they only complain that they didn't win the contest. Now as far as me rating stuff from now on goes, I WILL NOT BE RATING ANYONE NEW. I'm tired of rating all of someones stash/pics only to get a cheap ass fubar gift as a thank you. Another thing im tired of, Bouncer ID checks. Lets face it folks, these are just plain ridculous. My fiancee ripped 7 pictures last night from a friend of hers only to get, wait for it......7 count em 7 bouncer ID checks. The fact of the matter is what good are the Bouncer ID checks, we still get PornBots, and spammers, and scripters.

Sorry To All My Friends And Fans. I Do Normally Come On Here...
To Blog or Stash things. Lately I am not feeling good, am I sick or heart-broken? The latter is true why do I always get involved with a Man and they turn around and hurt me one way to 2,000,000 ways. Dating on the Net hasn't worked for me, if it does for others you are blessed. For the last 7 years there has been a few guys that have said they will come to meet me, long story short they haven't. Do you know how a wine glass shatters and it makes that tinkling sound. Each time a guy builds me up with their loving typing, phone calls and e-mailing. I was letting Fate to show me who would love me no matter what and would be with me until the day this Angel leaves this Plane for the next. Yes, part of my enlarge heart is starting to break, this is why I don't come on here mostly or it is my Son playing Halo3 on-line. Sometimes I wish I could feel no emotion cause these guys show me no emotions...

Political Parties
It is funny when you actually take a look at political parties in conjunction with the region of the country. In the North East, Democrats are strongly anti gun, while in the southern states, mid west, plains states, and western states with the exception of california, gun control is not a big issue. Since 9/11, Republicans have been pushing laws that are basically unconstitutional, (supreme courts have cases dealing with the patriot acts on the dockets) and the democrats of southern california have actually supported them, even introducing what can be called a thought crime bill. (HR1955) Everything that this country is based on is under threat, not by outsiders, but by people within our own government. Do your own research, look into the secret terrorism/organized crime courts, the patriot act clauses that allows for long duration incarceration without charges filed, the fact that the 'sedition and treason act' was modified last year to allow the president to declare a

Keep In Mind The Soldiers Who Are Yet To Die
Our thoughtless approach in Afghanistan guarantees to add more names to our fallen RANDALL DENLEY We will pause today to remember the sacrifice of those who have died in the military service of their country, but what about those who are yet to die? What are we doing to prevent their deaths? The two world wars were cataclysmic global events and Canada naturally participated. The effort to turn Afghanistan into a model democracy is a historic footnote, doomed to failure. It’s not worth the lives of any more young Canadians, but we lack the resolve to end the mission. Instead, we offer politics, posturing and propaganda. Our thoughtless approach guarantees that we will have more names of the fallen to remember a year from now. In the book The Unexpected War: Canada in Kandahar, foreign affairs expert Janice Gross Stein and Eugene Lang, a former chief of staff to two Liberal defence ministers, argue that Canada backed into its Afghan commitment after strong urging from the mil

Fake Pic Rofl
So, this morning am watching the pic ticker and saw this HOT guy, shirt off, towel drapped across his arms, what do I do I click on it. LOL I was about to rate it an 11, because come on, don't tell me others don't rate profiles with HOT pics as high as possible, but when I saw the thumbnails next to the pic, it was actually the profile of a much older gentleman with nowhere near the physique of his default pic. Now nice as I am I gave him a 10 anyway, but I thought that was low. Why do people go to extremes to put a fake pic up to get others to click on their profile. Eh, guess I am just one of those silly ones that don't want people to mistake who they are talking to.

I Am......
I am your night, you are my moon Only for you my heart plays a tune. I am your rose, you are my garden It's for you my rose keeps growing. I'm your blue sky, you're my bird Flying high with beauty as you soar. I am your wings, you are my angel My gift from god, my heart's savior. I am all your dreams you dream of Inside of your heart, I am your love.

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Sharon 'Shash' PEACE N LOVE My Status: Online Stuffing my face Stepped away Trying to work Passed out Hung-over Sick Customize Back Buzz: 40% -- buzzed.. My Public Profile: http://fubar.com/user/165471 My fubar Stats My Info My Giftbox List Gifts Sent | List Gifts Received Dozen Roses from Amity Pint of Guinness from Tracey Diamond Earrings from (sweet) Member ID: 165471 Member Since: Aug, 12 2006 Birthday: October, 4th Age: 2007 Gender: Female Location: Oklahoma City, OK My Public Profile: (customize!) Referral Path: Passion beyond your wildest dreams -> Shash Core Interests: booze, smoking, movies, partying, traveling, volunteer work, ink, photography Points: 750,718 [?] fuBucks: 749,408 [?] Referrals: 30 sent, 13 joined Fuberlord --> Henchman 749,282 Points to go! Level: Fuberlord (21) [?] Today's Rank: #232 Rank: #892 Rating: 10.06 (4299

"new Virus Alert" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point presentation " Life is Beautiful" If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, an delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: "It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner". PLEASE SEND A COPY OF THIS E-MAIL TO ALL YOUR FRIE

Would I Go Back??
i got ask a question 2 day that ive been ask a million times. hey joe would you go back in the marines? HELL YEAH if they call i would go back in a second. i wouldnt go to make sure my family now or the family i will have in the near future could have it a lil bettr,i go back for that guy on my leftand rite of me. now im not going to even try and xplain at all to you what that means. this is either sumthing you understand or you dont! well here on the day everyone honors all who have served im going 2 say that one thing everyone says. THANK YOU...for making life a little easier for us thank you for giving my boyz(yes all three of them a better more safer world to play in. thank you for your deaths in countries most people will neveer see in person.......thank you!!!

Oh Grow Up......lol
We shall not cease from exploration, And the end of all our exploring Will be to arrive from where we started And know the place for the first time. --T. S. Eliot We spend much of our lives looking forward to milestones we hope will mark our passage into wisdom - that time and place when once and for all we will know all there is to know. When I am 13, I'll be grown up, we say. When I am 16, 18, 21, drive a car, graduate, marry, write a book, own a house, find a job, or retire; then I'll be grown up. When we seek complete transformation, mere insight is disappointing. We find we don't know all there is to know - not at thirteen or 35 or 80. We are still growing up. The baby, the child, the younger person each of us was yesterday is still with us; we continue to love, hate, hurt, grieve, startle, delight, feel. There is no magic moment of lasting enlightenment; simply a series of fleeting moments lived one at a time each day. They bring us home to who we've always bee

X Rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball. Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. Why do Gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For traction in the mud. Q: What's the difference between pu

Sorry
I wish to apologize for the obviously outdated sentence in my previous blog, concerning Coco Wheats. "Kids love the warm cocoa taste and moms love the fortified nutrition." Certainly, dads would appreciate the nutritious goodness. And of course, it should not be limited to the traditional family unit. I'm sure parental figures, be they grandparents, uncles, aunts, dad's "significant other" "life-partner"....whatever, will all be happy.

Remember A Soldier
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to the address below. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful, special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D..C. 20307-5001 God Bless America!

Grrrrrr Really Aggrivating...too Much For One Person..!!!!!!!
I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT IN MY LIFE......I CAN'T DEAL WITH OTHERS.....AND ISSUES THAT I CANNOT CONTROL...........OTHER THAN LISTEN, BE YOUR FRIEND, AND CARE, AND UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH..........BUT I REFUSE TO BE PUT IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ...OR ....DONT HAVE A POWER TOO........SO I LEAVE THIS..........I LOVE ALL WHO IS MY FRIEND AND WHO HAS BEEN MY "FRIEND" ......BUT I WILL NEVER BE A FAKE FRIEND WETHER YOU SEE THAT IN YOUR EYES OR NOT ......YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO LOSES IN THE END ........AND FOR THOSE WHO REALLY AND TRUELY "KNOW" IM YOUR FRIEND .......I WILL BE THERE TILL THE END.......JUST NEED SOME TIME OK!!!!!!!!

I Can't Believe This!
It's hot! It's chocolaty! It's nutritious! Here's the scoop, now go ask your friendly grocer to start stocking it. "The creamy hot cereal with the cocoa treat!" CoCo Wheats was introduced in 1930 with the belief that hot cereal could taste good, and be good for you. Kids love the warm cocoa taste and moms love the fortified nutrition. -CoCo Wheats is now enriched with calcium, something both kids and adults need for a healthy body. -Easy to make -- takes just 1-1/2 minutes on the stovetop or in the microwave -Enriched with calcium, plus 7 vitamins and iron -Made with wheat farina and pure breakfast cocoa -No added salt or sugar -Great for breakfast or snacktime

Let'sdo For Our Own!
I remember when my uncle moved to Texas, we had to ship him Coco Wheats. I always felt sorry for those people. Well now I find out in the year 2007, we have GPS on golf carts, we have cell phones, heck we even have karaoke right on our cable boxes. And yet some parts of the world still cannot buy Coco Wheats! We can talk about it for another 77 years, or we can get it distributed to those who are currently without. Maybe it's time for a Coco Wheats ribbon campaign? I don't know, I am just one person. But maybe we can do something!

Just A Hello
good day to all on fubar hope you are all well. rate me/ fan me/ even abuse me just add me. My Scottish Pride I Will Not Hide My Scottish race I Will Not Disgrace My Scottish Blood Flows Hot And True My Scottish People I Will Stand By You Thru Thick And Thin Till The Day We Die Our Scottish Flag Always Stands So High I Shout This Poem Louder Than All The Rest Cos Everyone Knows We Scottish Are The Best

Ramblings...about Lounges...
I just found a cool lounge...called World Rock Radio. Awesome DJ Mystic 777 she had played some awesome classic rock! And then, I had found out the right bands to the right songs. :) I felt like a duntz...but I got 'er done...and requested away... Go check it out, if you like that kind of tunes. :) Have a good blessed night!

Copyed From A Friends Page
THIS WOMAN SHOULD RUN FOR PRESIDENT!!! I'D VOTE FOR HER!!! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores onSeptember 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" w hen an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all . I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy

Moving Soon!!
Well, we have been house hunting for a while. Finally we found a place my hubby and I agree on. I want to live in a neighborhood and he wants to live as far away from civilization as possible. LOL! We looked at a house this weekend. It is gorgeous! The place has 4 bedrooms, 3 and 1/2 baths, and a fabulous kitchen and foyer! Plus, a huge yard and it is brick all over. One bedroom will be my office! Yes! I was afraid it would be way out of our budget, but since it is owner financing, we can swing it! Wooohoo! We made an offer, and they said we would talk things over Monday and get the paper work started. Hopefully all will go smoothly! Wish us luck!

Ben Dover
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Mmmm!
Is there anything better than Coco Wheats for breakfast on a weekend morning? I mean seriously! Sure, sometimes on a Sunday morning I'll make homemade biscuits and sausage gravy, but damnit, there's just nothing with more chocolaty goodness...or wheaty goodness than Coco Wheats. I might make me a second bowl :)

Education......
In today's world, people have begun to confuse education with learning, and there is a difference. Education is what the system teaches you based on what it wants you to know. Learning is what is done when you go out and seek knowledge yourself. Yes, it sounds paranoid, but when you consider the fact that in the case of history, the victors write the history. Consider American History for example, when the Native Americans won a battle it was called a massacre, when the US Army won, it was called a victory. Lately, the whole westward expansion and Indian wars part of American History is barely touched in high school. Dont Educate yourself, but learn for yourself the truth. Unfortunately, if the government keeps going the way it is, the truth will become forever lost.

Come To Club Wet Bar Where Ur Socks Will Get Rawked Off!!!!!!!!
COME TO CLUB WET BAR AND RAWK OUT WITH DJ TWIZTID! SHE IS FAWKIN RAWKIN THE SOCKS OFF FUBAR!!!!! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO COME IN AND JOIN US! Firework My Words

When I Get Where I'm Going
Lyrics for "When I Get Where I'm Going" When I get where I'm going On the far side of the sky The first thing that I'm gonna do Is spread my wings and fly. I'm gonna land beside a lion And run my fingers through his mane Or I might find out what it's like To ride a drop of rain. Chorus: Yeah, when I get where I'm going There'll be only happy tears I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years And I'll leave my heart wide open I will love and have no fear Yeah when I get where I'm going Don't cry for me down here. I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy And he'll match me step for step And I'll tell him how I missed him Every minute since he left Then I'll hug his neck. Chorus: Yeah, when I get where I'm going There'll be only happy tears I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years And I'll leave my heart wide open I will love and have no fear Yeah when I get where I'm going Don't cry for me down here. So m

Moved
October 22, 2007 - Monday What Bird Am I~~ White Breasted Nuthatch Current mood: creative She has one special skills that NO OTHER BIRD HAS! Answers: The White-breasted Nuthatch is normally territorial throughout the year, with pairs staying together. The male is more vigilant when he forages alone than when he is with the female. The female, however, is in danger of having the more dominant male displace her from foraging sites, and she is more vigilant when he is around than when she is alone. In winter, the White-breasted Nuthatch joins foraging flocks led by chickadees or titmice. One explanation for these flocks is that the birds gain protection from predators by the vigilance of the other birds. In support of this idea, one study found that if titmice were removed from a flock, nuthatches were more wary and reluctant to come to exposed bird feeders. Forages by searching tree bark of trunk and large branches, usually coming down headfirst. Plac

Real Love
Just 3 years ago our lives were not the same But one date and a kiss lit our flame Once only friends, we showed no care We were looking for someone Who was always there If I could I'd whisk you away to a far off land We'd go to the beach and make love in tha sand If I could I'd give you the heavens above We would shine tha light of the world with our love As tha days go by I am only complete with your kiss Should we part Tha beauty you give my world I would miss So light up my life with your smile and your laugh Tell me this is real and it will forever last

My Fallen Angel
my angel has fallen away from me. my devils have finally got the best of me and now the love that was once in my heart is gone. she left me for good and i already miss her. so many thoughts race through my mind, will she ever be happy again, will i ever be happy? i cry for her and she she isnt there to comfort me anymore. no more cuddling, no more fun with my best friend, no one to call my own and say "I Love You", i wish i could remove my heart from my chest to stop the hurting. the only person that i loved in my life is no longer with me, my love is gone, my angel has fallen.... i love you sammy... i will never be the same without you.

Sums It Up For Now
this song say's it all right now, me and my family have been through the same place here, and it's where i come from............... michigan. In the town where I was raised The clock ticks and the cattle graze Time passed with Amazing Grace Back where I come from Now you can lie on a riverbank Paint your name on a water tank Or miscount all the beers you drank Back where I come from Back where I come from Where I'll be when it's said and done I'm proud as anyone Back where I come from We learned in Sunday school Who made the sun shine through I know who made the moonshine, too Back where I come from Blue eyes on a Saturday night Tan legs in the broad day light TV's, they were black and white Back where I come from Back where I come from Where I'll be when it's said and done I'm proud as anyone Back where I come from Some say it's a backward place Narrow minds on a narrow way I make it a point to say That that's where I come from That's where I com

Pain
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I k

November 11, 2007
Something that seems to be an impassable barrier is actually just slowing you down a bit -- as long as you're willing to keep trying. Your perseverance should pay off in a big way in the long run.

Perfect
You make me warm You make me sigh When I see you In my mind Your beautiful hair Your Beautiful eyes Make me feel Like I'll never die When I am sad And cant make it through I just close my eyes And dream of you For at that time While your on my mind All my problems Are left behind If I had a choose I wouldnt change a thing Because your perfect Just like a dream I'd kill for you And even die To make your life Last a longtime You were sent from heaven I know its true Because no one else Is as perfect as you

Rushing
You came rushing back to me in my dreams last night Its been a while since I’ve felt your touch heard your voice saw your smile You came rushing back to me in my dreams last night I thought it was real I thought it was you holding onto me so tight You came rushing back to me in my dreams last night Please dont wake me I’m finally alive again I need you don’t go you feel so real you feel so right oh baby its got to be true cause in my dreams I’m rushing back to you Please don’t wake me In my dreams I am alive again I feel your touch I hear your voice I taste your smile Its seems so right It feels so real Its go to be true because in my dreams I rushing back to you

Ha Ha
Born a Baptist Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic....And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bu

I Just Want It All ...
to stop all the hurt i feel all the hurt i cause everyone i kick my best friend out i hurt my boyfriend nothing i do is right why doesnt god just take me out already what purpose do i really have.. seriously... i am shit not in school no job nothing no one wants me .... no one ever has...... please god show some mercy and kill me please dont let me wake up PLEASE..... i want out of my skin please let me out of my own head no one talks to u the way u do??? well fuck..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Funny
John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs (for you city folks). The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn't ri

Why Do People Think Its Ok???
why do people honestly think that someone who actually has a heart ...or like anyone else who actually has feelings .can just sit there and let someone else mess with them??????huh....tell me???????please i need to know!!!!!!!! P.S. DON'T MESS THE ONES .....WHO ACTUALLY CARE!!!!!!!!! please tell me?? tracy

This Is Sick, But Still A Lil Funny Lol
One day little Johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room to check it out. He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going at it, behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink and a smile as Johnny closed the door. After business was finished, Dad went to check on little Johnny. He opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and little Johnny going at it behind her. Dad yelled, "Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!" Little Johnny replied, "It's not so funny when it's YOUR mom, is it?"

I'm Dumb
alright well I don't know why I was upset over this guy Mitchell. I mean he had his chances with me many times but he blew it also, but whatever, I seen some pics of him and his gf, and I feel better because I know I can do better than that. They look like they are teenagers LOL He was 18 and I was 22 when I met him. Now hes 21 and I'm 24 LOL I need someone my own age. But young guys are soo hott LOL yeah yeah looks aren't everything, but it doesn't help when your a horny bitch LOL I haven't had sex in 3 fucking years... I'm as horny as I don't know LOL But thats not my point, point is I'm looking for love in the wrong places.

About The Straight Edge Movement
About Straight EdgeTo be Straight Edge is to keep one's mind, body, and soul free from self-destructive behavior, including drug abuse, alcohol addiction, and smoking. Straight Edgers see the harm that substance abuse can cause to individuals and choose to free themselves of any crutch that may be used to synthesize temporary happiness. Drugs and alcohol inhibit the ability to think clearly and are used as an escape, to temporarily hide from and mask one's daily problems. Straight Edgers are strong enough not to hide from their problems and strive to make their lives better and themselves stronger by passing up the easy way out of situations.When attending a hardcore punk show, Straight Edgers can be easily spotted in the crowd due to the giant X's that are drawn on their hands, usually with a black magic marker. The X has become the symbol adopted by Straight Edgers because of the practice in clubs where bouncers would mark an X on the top of the hands of anyone under the age of 21 wh

Silence
I sit in silence, and wonder what I did wrong, As you live your life, and things go on, But I loved you truly- Just like you asked, And nothing was asked in return. An ocassionaly acknowledgement is all that I need, And all that I ever sought. My heart calls your name, true, But never did I allow my mouth To tell you. My words they are from my heart, And I never forced them onto you, But alas, now I don't hear your voice, And it make me wonder-- How can love be bad, how can true feelings Drive someone away. The darkness that once surrounded me Was driven away by your light, But now I see that light waining, As the darkness pulls me back in, And I have nowhere else to go, I have no one else to love, I was yours solely, I am yours still, Yet you don't know, And you can't accept my love. My heart calls your name, My lips to touch the warmth of yours, To feel the soft touch, To hear those words That only fire up my soul, And now, I am watching you from afar,

I Dont Know
why i am the one at the end of the night... all alone... why one side of my bed.. is always cold.... why cant anyone .. want just me... why im not good enough... i am me i know i am beautiful... but why cant i just belive it.. why do all women need a man to jusify themselves? i lost one of my best friends and my heart is empty i have expected breaking his heart and feel proud of it for standing up for myself which is good but why does everyone see it as good... it is but its bad ... i lost one of my loves on of my pieces of my soul but i stood up for myself something i wish inever had to do.... god i wish u all read this i need help .. im drowning say something anything please......

Friends Over Seas
well now the count has went up for the number of friends i got in iraq and that is 2 1.) spc. danny howell of the united states army currently serving in mosul iraq who has been there since nov 1 of last year will be comin home in decemeber of this year his mos a combat medic.... 2.) spc .curtis peayyt of the united states army is goin to serve in mosul for the next 15 months he also happens to be a combat medic for his mos - aka job title so to all of our troops out there i just wanna say thanks and be safe sn take care of each other cause in a place like that you aint got friends family all you have is one another take care of yourselves and come home safeand much respect to you all

Longing For Desires
Bloodlines ending Life refraining Time always changing Hopelessness neverending A chance at eternity Baring chastity She sheds the shrouds Entrapping her soul Lifelessness enters her eyes Born from Him Lust renewed Brought to a life of Willing servitude His duties she fulfills Loving without envy Nore anger, nor rage Obsessed by the dark To the skies like a hawk Rain flowing down their backs Bodies one as their souls before

Kiss Of The Soul
Walking in the shadows In the midst of the unkown Lost in the moment Looking, but never finding Is there someone out there Who can fix this broken me Tame this wild animal Hidden deep within my soul Caged and waiting For Him to release me Bring my darkness to light For He will have my all my heart, my servitude Anything He desires

Worth
We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...Sacrifice... After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure....that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.. Today seems to be the day, when so many people turn t

I Feel Soo Depressed
Alright I'm real depressed now. I've a had a crush a huge crush ok more than a crush on this guy i've met two summers ago, we clicked instantly, at the time he wasn't looking for a relationship, just friends, but I rushed it and we ended our friendship and every so often he would msg me etc... chat on the phone again, then stop talking. Before we ended our friendship, I found out that he liked me alot. But I had to fuck this things up. We always seemed to find a way back to each other somehow. Anyways, just today I added him to facebook and I seen his status to in a relationship, it broke my heart, because all this time I was hoping that me and him would end up finding each other again. He to ld me he'd give us another chance, that went no where because he stopped talking to me. He was soo perfect. GRRR!!!! I'm going to go cry now. He was everything that I was looking for, we had soo much in common, we had the same personalities, and he was soo damn gorgeous. I am je

Dear Ken
Dear Ken I ___ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. If I could take you anywhere in the world with me I would take you______________. Life without you would be like________________________. If you died tomorrow my reaction would be____________________. I filled this out most of all because_______________________. So now for my final words ____________________________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this lots of fun and you can really make someone's day. I can't wait to see what I get back! Message them and dont be afraid to see what people will put!!!!

It Is The Veteran
It is the VETERAN , not the preacher, who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran , who serves under the Flag, ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all. Forward this if you support your veterans

Hey You Motherfucker You Shoulda Read My Blog
b4 rating my pix i mean you sure the fuck aint no ravin beauty with your ugly ass your just a jealous bitch that no one likes go give yourself a blumpkin you fuckin douche bag

Again
Okay so its almost 4 am and I'm just getting home from the hockey game, bar and McCreary's after after party. DAMN sooo much fun, must remember to post this weekend and lasts pics. I caught the winning puck that was tossed off the ice!!

I Don't Know Why
I Just Don't Know Why I stand here alone surrounded in darkness, confused and disoriented unsure of which way to turn.I don't know why.Left deserted, hollow, and brokenunsure of why my eyes have filled with tears.I don't know why.I do know it means something.I just don't know what.I see a little book here at my feet.It is familiar but foreign just the same.I just don't know why.These words I have heard before.I read the pages and I see me.I just don't know why.As I read, a movie appears before my eyes,I have the leading role.I just don't know why.I cannot help but to be mesmerized unable to turn away.I just don't know why.These are my words.I can hear myself saying themand it's I that I see struggling for air.I just don't know why.One simply little breath I see myself prayfor there in the grip of the beast I lay.I just don't know why.That's him the beast.He's what has consumed my sleepless nightsand tormented my days.I just don't know why.He is real, he does exist,and there I am.Tha

Guy's Should Know Some Things.
Guy’s should know the truth 1. Size doesn’t matter as long as you know how to work with what you have 2. Bragging about your size is not cute. Makes u less attractive. 3. Girl’s love when you hold there hand and when you don’t want to let go. 4. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind 5. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around 6. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games 7. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever 8. When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she’s scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever 9. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply 10. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand 11. When she wants a hug she will just stand there 12. When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 yea

Reflections Of A Hawk
I’ve always been the girl that people confided in. A blessing yet a curse; I am considered an understanding person, a wonderful shoulder to lean and cry on and a strong support when the world feels as it is about to crumble beneath your feet. Like a hawk, I always observed, kept my eyes focused, soaked in my surroundings. I quickly learned how the world worked. At a young age I had matured and had a good understanding about things people even in their forties still tried to get a grasp on. At the tender age of seven I was giving relationship advice to adults! A seven year old who never even experienced a relationship; who should have been to young to even have a idea what love really is. Yet, my advice was always taken and it worked. At a young age I knew that communication, understanding and compromise makes a relationship work. Things these adults had no idea about, that a mere child had to come along and tell them. Its strange how life goes at times isn’t it?

Just For Fun.
I love this site very much,because you can add a lot of people and new people on here too,you can sure do a lot of fun stuff on here just as well,I think some times that this site is better then myspace some times.I guess we just make the most of this site.Who ever came up with this site sure did well, but some times you really have to pay for some things on here too just as well.For everyone out there do the best that you all know how to do this and keep up the good work,thats the cool thing about this site too.

Sleep???
so i get up out of bed and see my computer on ...that is just odd but come on it anyways since i cant sleep decided to do a blog....found a truck for work yup a dodge...so i cant stop whinning about that...monday is a holiday but my kids have school wich is really weird... I listened to screaming guitar riffs all night ...head is hearing that sound eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee not sure how the kids slept threw it all i kept thinking was when are the drums showing up lol Feeling a little lost with my life lately but what else is new i always wonder if i make the right decisions...I care deeply for those around me even though sometimes i dont show it.... hmmmm well its 1:30 and i'm sooo bored and i have to turn off my mind cause all i can think about is one thing and no its not sex lol...i'm a girl hopeless romantic over the top drama as i keep noticing....like i say ...what has happened to me. i was never like this before. or at least no one pointed

"no Means No Asshole"
if u read this all then nothing will happen to u ONLY if u report this. If u dont then just read all of it and ull find out. Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

What Happens When Exes Attack
My ex Josh Bradburn, is taking my kid to West Virginia and I will never be able to get pictures of him unless I was to move there with them....well I dont think so. I am not getting used like trash again. I am through with my kid being used as a door mat. I dont mean to sound like a bitch but I am sorry.

Written By A Good Friend Of Mine
I would open the champagne and make a toast Take a drink then pull you close I'd close my eyes then and kiss your lips I'd caresse and rub your sexy hips I'd pull you close so I could fell your body heat I'd kiss your neck, till your body got weak. I'd kiss from your neck down to your chest I'd unbutton your shirt to free your breast I will kiss and like your nipples and flick them with my tongue At the same time, I'll be fingering you, feeling your hot wet cum. I go back to kissing your lips, as I slide you pants to the floor Then I'll slide off your panties, and rub you down there till you're begging for more. I'd lay you down on the bed, and start kissing you more I start kissing down your body till you can't stand anymore You push my head down to where we both wanted it to be I lick and suck till you start scream, I keep going cause you taste so goo d to me You wrap your legs around my head as I'm sucking your clit I reach up with both my hands a

Life
heres me newest blogg lol novemeber 10th 2007 well where do i start im now single well have been for just over a month now didnt really see it comming as such, but when you feel something aint right you have to do something about it, so i did its funny how much people change and you think you know them but you realise you just dont know them at all well thats life and by my age i should know that by now so for me ive had me fill of relationships as such, but im not bitter not by any means just realised theres more to life than washing someones dirty pants and socks hehe also ive met up with me old mate jason ive known him since i was about 11 may be 12 so its well good its like ive got me big brother back now, he see me profil on my space and thought it was me and of course it was and im still as nutty as ever so he says lol another good thing is ive got back in with me mates wendy,jo,jenny,angie,leigh just makes you feel guilty you have turned your back on them for so lon

Ramble
...If something you never knew you had dissapears, do you miss it? I think i'd love you if we never even met, my heart would have felt those same butterflies, but, without cause, it would even have felt heavy on a sunny day. When is the right time to let go? When you say you let them go, truely let your self be convinced you actually had and then you find other things but still they aren't gone; what now does that mean? How do you know which things, which decisions are mistakes and which "mistakes" are just the ones that are simply making you that stronger person u need to be and getting you where you need to go? When is the right thing to you actually the right thing? And even more importantly, how can you tell when it's not??

My Own Stupidity, Or My Desire 2 B Loved..idk Which
WELL BOYS AND GIRLS IT SEEMS I'VE DONE IT AGAIN, ALLOWED MY HEART TO OVER RIDE MY BRAIN AND AS A RESULT ITS NOT PRETTY, SO THE NEXT QUESTION IS THIS DO I GIVE UP ON LOVE ENITRELY AND SAVE MYSELF FROM THE HURT OR NOT? GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS! THANKS GUYS FOR LOOKIN OUT 4 ME

Ironies Of Life
The greatest ironies of life: having the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone after that person walks out of your sight ....

I Am Hated For Loving
I am hated for loving I am hated for loving Anonymous call, a poison pen A brick in the small of the back again I still don't belong To anyone - I am mine And I am hated for loving I am haunted for wanting Anonymous call, a poison pen A brick in the ... ah ... A brick in the small of the back again I still don't belong To anyone - I am mine I am falling With no-one to catch me I am falling And there's still No-one to catch me Ah .. Anonymous call, a poison pen A brick in the ... ah ... A brick in the small of the back again I just don't belong To anywhere I just don't belong Mmm ...

Hold On To Your Friends
A bond of trust Has been abused Something of value May be lost Give up your job Squander your cash - be rash Just hold on to your friends There are more than enough To fight and oppose Why waste good time Fighting the people you like Who will fall defending your name Oh, don't feel so ashamed To have friends But now you only call me When you're feeling depressed When you feel happy I'm So far from your mind My patience is stretched My loyalty vexed Oh, you're losing all of your friends Hold on to your friends Hold on to your friends Resist - or move on Be mad, be rash Smoke and explode Sell all of your clothes Just bear in mind : Oh, there just might come a time When you need some friends

Why Don't You Find Out For Yourself
The sanest days are mad Why don't you find out for yourself ? Then you'll see the price Very closely Some men here They have a special interest In your career They wanna help you to grow And then syphon all your dough Why don't you find out for yourself ? Then you'll see the glass Hidden in the grass You'll never believe me, so Why don't you find out for yourself ? Sick down to my heart That's just the way it goes Some men here They know the full extent of Your distress They kneel and pray And they say : "Long may it last" Why don't you find out for yourself ? Then you'll see the glass Hidden in the grass Bad scenes come and go For which you must allow Sick down to my heart That's just the way it goes Don't rake up my mistakes I know exactly what they are And ... what do YOU do ? Well ... you just SIT THERE I've been stabbed in the back So many many times I don't have any skin But that's just the way it goes

Death
if u read this all then nothing will happen to u ONLY if u report this. If u dont then just read all of it and ull find out. Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

For Insanepeaches
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA insanepeaches@ fubar Go Go AMBER ! It's your birthday! We're gonna party! It's your birthday! Go show this great friend Some awesome birthday luvin! insanepeaches@ fubar

Chicken Enchiladas Verde
8 bone-in chicken breast halves, skinned 2 quarts water 1 tablespoon ground red pepper 2 teaspoons salt, divided 23 fresh tomatillos, husks removed 1 medium onion, chopped 2 garlic cloves, minced 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro 2 cups (8 ounces) shredded Monterey Jack cheese, divided 1 tablespoon water 10 corn tortillas Verde Sauce (recipe follows) 1 (4-ounce) package crumbled feta cheese Red Pepper Puree (recipe follows) 1. Bring first 3 ingredients and 1 1/2 teaspoons salt to a boil in a Dutch oven. Cover, reduce heat, and simmer 30 minutes. Add tomatillos, and cook 5 more minutes. Remove chicken and tomatillos, reserving broth for Verde Sauce and Mexican Pinto Beans. Bone and shred chicken. Chop 7 tomatillos, reserving remaining tomatillos for Verde Sauce. 2. Saute onion and garlic in hot oil in a Dutch oven over medium-high heat until tender. Add chopped tomatillos and remaining 1/2 teaspoon salt. Cook 5 minutes. Add chicken,

Chicken And Dressing Casserole
1 (2 1/2 to 3-pound) chicken, stewed and de-boned 1/2 cup butter, melted 1 (12-ounce) package stuffing mix 1 can sliced mushrooms, drained 1 cup sour cream 1 1/2 cup chicken broth 1 can cream of chicken soup 1. Preheat oven to 350*F (175*C) 2. Combine stuffing mix and butter; mix well. Spread 3/4 of stuffing mixture in bottom of greased 13 x 9 x 2-inch casserole dish. Lay pieces of chicken on top of stuffing. Add mushrooms. 3. In medium bowl, combine sour cream, cream of chicken soup and 1 cup of chicken broth. Spoon over chicken and dressing. Drizzle with remaining 1/2 cup chicken broth over all. Bake for 45 minutes. Serves 4 to 6.

November 11th
Today is not only Veterans Day but it is also the day that me and my late hubby got married 29 yrs ago so its kind of a bummer for me. So if u don't c me on here today-you'll kno why. It just seems that life just sucks sometimes. I do hv some good news tho-my daughter is approx 2 mths pregnant so I'm going to b a grandma again. I sure do appreciate and love all my friends on here that are so thoughtful/kind and caring....huggzzz to u all.......

3-cheese Chicken Cacciatore Manicotti
Nonstick cooking spray 1 box (8 ounces) manicotti 1 teaspoon olive oil 1 cup chopped onion 1 cup plum tomatoes (approximately 2 tomatoes), chopped 1 cup chopped green pepper 2 cloves garlic, minced 3 (4-ounce) boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cooked and diced 1 1/2 cups (6 ounces) shredded reduced-fat Mozzarella cheese 1 cup part-skim Ricotta cheese 1 large egg, lightly beaten 3/4 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese, divided use 1/2 cup fresh basil leaves, chopped 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon black pepper 1 jar (26 ounces) low-sodium, fat free marinara sauce 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit. Spray a 13x9-inch baking pan with cooking spray; set aside. Cook manicotti 9 minutes according to package directions; rinse with cold water and drain. 2. Heat oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add onion, tomato, green pepper and garlic; cook 5 minutes, stirring often, or until vegetables are softened. 3. In a large bowl, mix vegetables, chicken, Mozz

Choco-scotch Banana Bites
4 medium-size bananas Plastic straws, cut into 2-inch pieces, OR lollipop sticks 1 cup HERSHEY'S Butterscotch Chips, divided use 1 cup HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips OR HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips, divided use 4 teaspoons vegetable shortening (do not use butter, margarine, spread or oil), divided use 1. Cover tray with wax paper. 2. Peel bananas; cut diagonally into 1-inch pieces. 3. Place straw piece halfway into each banana piece. Place on prepared tray; cover and freeze until firm. 4. Coarsely chop 1/2 cup butterscotch chips; set aside in small bowl. Coarsely chop 1/2 cup chocolate chips; set aside in separate small bowl. 5. In small microwave-safe bowl, place remaining 1/2 cup butterscotch chips and 2 teaspoons shortening. Microwave at HIGH (100%) 1 minute; stir. Continue heating 15 seconds at a time or until mixture is melted and smooth when stirred. 6. Covering each banana piece completely, dip half of banana pieces into but

Poem For Rememberance Sunday
When you go home tell them of us and say, for your tomorrow we gave our today. I believe in the sun, even when it does not shine. I believe in love, even when I cannot feel it. I believe in God, even when he is silent. this was found on a wall in a pow cell at the end of world war 2 at the riseing of the sun and at the setting of the sun let us remember them and what they gave never forget them

Stolen Delight
On that day not long ago, you told me how you wanted to go. No more life or tortured hurt, your mind was set in reddened mirth. You took a chance and spoke to me, hoping again to finally see. Your soul was broke and battered deep, from a fatal love that could not sleep. A bond was forged with kindred souls, that had their share of pain untold. My heart was sure as any could be, that you were the one meant for me. Now time stands still in a confused state, waiting paitently for the decided fate. Your angel I was on that great night, bringing you back into the light. Do I have you deep inside, there to grow and no longer hide. Things have changed since that great night, bringing me thoughts of hurried flight. Away from me your heart has flown, leaving me crying and all alone. Another has taken this angel's grace, within your heart to take my place. No more my prince within the night, to thrill your angel with delight.

United In Grief
United in grief After the recent horrendous and unbelievable tragedy in the city of Georgia, where 33 people were killed by a fellow student, the American Nation is now in mourning; and thousands of people are now united, united in grief, to mourn and to remember loss loved ones, with lighting candles. It is always the same, people are united only after a tragedy or disaster for a little while only, soon to go their own separate ways. I believe that if people were united like this, all the time, in friendship and in love, the world would be a different place to live in, with much less such tragedies, because everyone would know that everyone care and when anyone has problems, he or she will know that there are people who care and who they can turn to, instead of resorting to some desperate and despairing acts. So, world, let us today unite, not in grief, only for a while, but permanently, in friendship and in love, offering our help and our support to anyone else in our wor

Happy
There is always something to be happy about. Truly happy. And if you have the audacity to find it and the courage to make it your focus, in spite of the countless temptations to dwell upon problems that don't really exist, you will have learned well, your life will be transformed, and all things will be added unto you.

Why Not Five Me A Chance To Be A Friend?
Why not give me a chance to be a friend? What is Friendship? I am neither a psychologist nor an intellectual, therefore I find it impossible to define friendship and put into words my understanding of it. But what I do know, is that I will laugh with you when you are well and happy and I will cry together with you when you are sad and I will light a candle for you when you are ill or beset by seemingly impossible problems. Friendship is based on understanding and trust; without these qualities, there cannot be true friendship. I believe that true friendship is sorely and sadly lacking in our world today: There too many crimes; too much hate, prejudice, envy and jealousy. I don’t think we can change the world where Politicians and even the Church have failed to find any solution, but we can try and do our bit – create our own world, our own better world, the perfect world. I Love classical music, operas and waltzes, which I just love to conduct. I am looking fo

Interesting Happenings
I had to put this in a separate entry. I got told today that I'm trailer trash. LMFAO! I am far from trailer trash and it's actually funny to hear especially coming from the person that said it to me. He also accused me of playing games and needing professional help. His exact words were, "You're a real fruitcake." I actually was stunned when I read that message he sent me. I never thought having to cancel plans with someone because you aren't feeling well meant I'm playing games. And to top it all off, he's posting things about me online.....

Gold And Silver Wattz
Would anyone care to be my pen pal? If so, please be nice and write to me on email address, which is: Gabrielfc@inbox.comn This is me: Gold and Silver waltz by Franz Lehar Shakespeare wrote: If music be the food of love, play on, give me excess of it. I wrote: In beautiful music there is no sin, only beauty and happiness. From a very early age, I wanted to play the violin and become a conductor. But my parents could not afford to buy me a violin or pay music lessons for me. So, I never played the violin and did not become a conductor. But I spent hours, in my house, standing near the record player and conducting the music with a stick. And when I went to parties at my relatives’ place, for Christmas, New Year and for Birthdays, the music that was always played at that time, was the music of the Strauss family and that of Franz Lehar, especially the waltzes. Instead of dancing with the pretty girls, I stood all night near the record player, conducting the mu

The Way I Want To Live
The way I want to live Human history is not a history of increasing cleverness or increasing acuity of vision. It is just that we change our views. It is astonishing how many people, in this day and age, are still incredibly negative and cannot or will not change their views on certain matters. I think that no one will deny that we, Homo sapiens, are not always guided by reason. I tend to agree with Schopanoer, the German writer and philosopher who argues that human behaviour is governed not by the intellect but by the irrational impulses of the human will – which includes ambition, hate and sexual desires. A central concern in my thought is that man is a being unique on this earth; he is endowed with an essential worth that exists nowhere else in the known world. Man is a being who may easily be degraded, but to degrade him is wrong. If he is debased, man is forced either to succumb or to defend himself and fight for his own human dignity. In some of his Songs, Gustav Mahl

We Salute Our Guardians Of Liberty.
Within a very short distance of the United States Capitol, our country has built inspiring monuments made of marble and steel, copper and black granite -- to commemorate the price former American warriors paid for freedom. From the World War II Memorial to the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall, the Korean War Veterans Memorial and even the Lincoln Memorial, which commemorates the President who led our nation though the Civil War -- we salute our guardians of liberty. Please join me on this Veterans Day in remembering those who served our country honorably in times of peace and of war, at home and on foreign battlefields, on land and at sea. For it is these veterans on whose shoulders stand today's soldiers, sailors, airmen and Marines. And let us not forget those who, at this very moment, are standing guard in protection of freedom and the American way of life. Their sacrifices, and those of their families while they serve, act as constant reminders to all Americans that freedom is

My Quilt
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally the time came when each life wa

Blech
I just woke up feeling like I was run over by a bus. Wish I could lie back down and sleep but every time I do, I'm right back up. I think I'll be headed back there in a moment though. Other than that, I have been at my new job for 3 weeks and I love it. Despite getting screamed at for 8 hours a day, it's something that I've wanted to get back into for a little under 2 years. My son is doing wonderful. Feisty as ever. He's up north this weekend with my parents so I hope he's having a blast. Have a great night everyone!!!

Hunger Of The Wolf
Hunger Of The Wolf~ Would you offer your throat to the wolf? Do you secretly burn to bear it's mark? Has your heart ached to feed it's soul? Do you hunger to surrender your flesh? Do you know how hungry I am for you? Would you offer your body to the beast? Do you ache inside with a need to tame it? Have you ever dreamed of being mine? Can you conquer your fears and claim it? Would you offer your throat to the wolf? A good friend wrote this and I love it

***clash***
what do u do when ur torn between everything? between finding a psychology career or criminal justice career.... dwelling on the fact that you cant do your dream job (being its impossible) or looking forward and just hoping one in reach will be even CLOSE to as good as what u dreamed of.... staying in ohio (being held back but people to help support you if you need anything) or going to the east coast (being free & independent yet screwed if u got in trouble and needed help).... going back to an asshole who has some invisible gravitational pull on u or looking for someone new and risking that maybe every other guy was a bigger asshole than him...too many decisions with so little time to choose...so many risk with being fucked over in the end....all too depressing....

Goodbye..... Will Miss The Young Lady That Did This We Came Close
SAYING GOODBYE Hey People! Hope everyone is doing fine...well i just thought I'd let u know that i will be leaving this site soon due to my personal life and I need to take care of things that are very important to me and I have thought this over many times and came to the conclusion and fact that I dont need to be on this site if i am in a relationship at all...this isnt for people who are in relationships at all to my opinion. So i want to thank you all for helping me out on here and giving me vipz/blasts...fu gifts etc. I appreciated everything. I want to say i have met very nice people on here but I am doing this for myself and just wanted you to know the situation!! I will be deleting this account when my VIP runs out!!! Last but not least I would like to say to the ones who I have met in R/L and the ones who i just became good friends with that I will miss you on this site and wont forget you!!! SPECIAL THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING NAMES BELOW WHO I HAVE BONDED WITH SINC

Contest
Hi all I just wanted to let everyone know we have some members in both a contest and give aways that might need help, here is the link to my picture in the contest. And here are the links to the give aways we have 8 weeks left on the give aways to reach 60,000 so lets see what we can do, any help is appreciated. Thanks for all your help in advance Tami

Who Said God Doesnt Have A Twisted Sence Of Humor.
so i did the myspace and found a couple crazy ass people. so my friend steph invited me here and its great. ( iv meet one that might be nutty but i like her) but i didnt think i would find another me. but i did and every thing she types draws me closer to her.if she was down the street from me i would woo her till she said yes, i made this known to her and she says the same thing about me. shes not down the street. shes not in another state,but rather the other side of the danm globe. and just as shes got me on lock down she takes atrip leaving me lonely and lost. i found the girl that best fits me and yet is so far out of reach. is this gods way of telling me to lower my standders and settle for what i can get closer to me? is he telling me im not so danm uniquic that chicks should try to get to know me?have i tried too hard, just to find that my kinda girl is not likely to just show up on my doorstep? i need to think this one out. if you think you have a salution to my quary just hit

A Walk In The Park
Went to the playground for the first time(for me, second for him) today, and had a great time. He had tons of fun, and totally dug walking around and exploring it all. He likes the slides, though after the first, not as much, cause he shot right off the end, and bonked his head on the ground at the end. He liked the swing, but really liked the tire swing, and watching him stagger around after getting off was hysterical. Lots of smiles laughter, and enjoyment was had by all four of us. We also got some pretty nice photos, and I still have a roll of film to be developed with more photos from today.

The Weekend!!!!
Yes it is that time again!!!!!!!!! The weekend!!! Ok so I got off on Friday and don't have to go back to work until Wednesday...I get a 4 day wekend!!!! That is the joys of working for being empoyed by Police Dept as a crossing gurad. I am off when the kids are off!!!!!!!!!! So tomorrow is Football Sunday and I cna now get totally shit faced since I don't have to work Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend!!!!!! Don't party to hard!!! I am!!!!

No Means No Asshole
if u read this all then nothing will happen to u ONLY if u report this. If u dont then just read all of it and ull find out. Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

Just Something Goin On In My Head
my worst crime was giving myself away to the things i love but i havn't sold my soul just yet i swear my intentions are not cruel your words bite deep into my mind my fears become eminent under your spell destroying confidence and security i swear i'm not evil you're predictions are wrong i never intended any pain my heart is no shallow grave don't push away and hide pieces of me still show if my demons still haunt me i won't let them get to you i know you think heaven is far away but i swear we'll make it

Bad Smells
A handsome young man and a beautiful girl met and it was love at first sight. They immediately got married and went on their honeymoon. On their wedding night, the bride went into the bathroom to freshen up. Unfortunately, she had a case of bad breath so severe she had to take a powerful drug to control it. She was about to take the drug when she decided it would be best to let her husband in on her secret since they would be spending the rest of their lives together. So she returned to bed without taking the drug. Her husband then went into the bathroom to freshen up. He also had a problem with foot odor so offensive it required a special preparation to keep it under control. He was about to apply the preparation when he decided it would be better to let his wife know about his problem because she would find out about it sooner or later anyway. He skipped applying the preparation, returned to bed, grabbed his wife and gave her a big kiss. She said, "Honey, there's so

About Ravyn!!!
I have to make this quick, but here is a little note about what's going on. Some of you already know, that our 2 year old was brought to a Ft.Wayne hospital Friday night. She spent a little over 24 hours in the pediatric ICU, but has now been transfered into the regular Pediatric unit. She was critical but things are starting to look up. I will be at the hospital with her until she is discharged, being that the hospital she is in is about 45 minutes from home. I will let you all know when we get back home. So PLEASE send up those prayers that she gets better and nothing else comes up to halt her recovery. Much love to you all!!!! Hugs~ Alexa ( Mystic Illusions )

"i'll Kill Any Fucker Who Does This To My Girl Or Any Girl
if u read this all then nothing will happen to u ONLY if u report this. If u dont then just read all of it and ull find out. Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.

Anti-drugs Rabbit
A little rabbit is happily running through the forest when he stumbles upon a giraffe rolling a joint. The rabbit looks at her and says, "Giraffe, my friend, Think about what you're doing to yourself! Come with me running through the forest, you'll see, you'll feel so much better!" The giraffe looks at him, looks at the joint, tosses it and goes off running with the rabbit. Then they come across an elephant doing coke. So the rabbit again says, "Elephant my friend, why do you do this? Think about what you're doing to yourself! Come running with us through the pretty forest, you'll see, you'll feel so good!" The elephant looks at them, looks at his razor, mirror and all, then tosses them and starts running with the rabbit and giraffe. The three animals then come across a lion about to shoot up. "Lion my friend, why do you do this? Think about what you're doing to yourself! Come running with us through the sunny forest, you will feel so good!" The lion looks at him, p

What Are Friends?
True friends are someone that u can set down and talk and tell them anything. Friends are people who will stand behind u when u need help. Friends are there when u need a helping hand to lift u off the ground. So if u have a good friend just tell them how much they mean to u. Don't ever lose your best friend because they don't come easy. Just tell them how u feel about them.

Work..
Another night shift drawing to an end, i have been sitting on my ass for 10 and a half hours drinking coffee and spewing out rockabilly licks on my Jazzmaster. Im one of the lucky people i guess, i get payed for doing the stuff i would be doing anyway if i wasnt at work, thats a pretty sweet deal, i cant complain.

Watch.
It was cold that night, so I stayed inside my car. The window rolled up, heater blasting on my face and neck. I watched two buses pull into the station. The inside of them lit dimly, passengers hurrying to grab their bags and depart. I took in each face and wondered where they had just come from. Were they home at last? Visiting family? How far had they come? I watched a man hurry down the steps of the bus. His right shoulder dipped from the heft of his bag and his eyes scanned the parking lot quickly. His urgency interested me, and so I kept my eyes on him. He lifted his arm and looked at his watch, his eyes peering into the dark lot once more before he sat on a metal bench that I imagined must have been quite cold and uncomfortable. Families hugged as sisters and aunties climbed into the waiting bus. I smiled softly at a couple who argued over the window seat. My eyes kept going back to the man. He sat with his elbows leaning slightly on his knees, staring out. His

A Love Poem (untitled)
This emotion that I have for you, something so deep and so pure my heart almost aches for you. This passion I have for you, this desire to please and pleasure you, your mind, body, and soul. Something so strong and so tender my life is rapped inside of you. I, breath, eat, and sleep you. My mind is consumed in every thought of you, how you look at me, how you kiss me, how you touch me. I am completely and totally in love with you. My days begin and end with you. My spirit is intertwined with yours. My heart beats in rhythm with yours. I am in all of your affection and love for me. I look at you and I see love, I see passion. I see the want and need for me. When I’m not with you I yearn to be in your arms. I love your arms. I feel safe in your strong loving arms. You are my everything. My love, my heart, my friend. This emotion I have for you. This wonderful adoring, splendid, scary emotion I have for you, that my whole body responds to is, loving you and being lo

I'm Sorry
I wanted to apologize for neglecting my friends and family today/tonight. If I have talked to any of you and have not seemed myself I also want to apologize for that. I lost a very good friend today. He was killed in a motorcycle accident. It has hit me hard, harder than I thought it would. I’ve noticed that I’ve been a bit over sensitive today so If I’ve said anything that seemed out of character or that upset you today please accept my apologies. I also wanted to apologize to the Family for not doing any bombing or real rating. I probably won’t be on much tomorrow either but I will be back this week except for the night of the visitation. Love & Respect, Beth

Server Blocking
ok where do i start grrrrrrrr.... well to start with we have found out that fubar well it was cherrytap at the time have blocked the optus server as someone from Australia caused alot of problems for the site... the only problem is that half our country uses that server thus the rest of us are having problems even getting to the site to sign up it actually took me 3wks to sign up on this site and ive had problems since... i have to sit and turn my modem off and on till i get an ip address that gets through the server blocking and that can take hours even days... i have sent many emails to the site about it spoken to them in the support lounge, even private messaged bouncers that are ment to know about it and recieved nothing back... i have many friends that ive invited that can not get to the site at all... there is also another member that hasnt been able to get on in 2wks he changed his net speed which then put him on the optus server (the one thats blocked) and now hes not been abl

A Word Of Gratitude
I just wanted to say thank you so much to all of those who showed me love for my birthday. The gifts, cards, comments and private messeges were awesome. I felt the love.. Thanks again! Charlotte

Hey To All My Freinds And Famil;y And Fans Plzz Read
I AM TRIN TO LEVLE UP SO I CAN PUT UP SOME MORE RESCENT PIX UP IF U ALL CAN HELP I WOULD APPRECIATE IT AND PUT THE WORD AROUND PLZZZ IF U CAN TY AND U ALL HUGGZZ..TY SO MUCH WHO CAN HELP..TY TY ^^ STACIE

The 232nd Marine Corps Birthday
Its weird cause I got a letter a few days ago from the Marine Corps asking me to come back.... It was weird cause it sounded like they were trying to say that the job that I did wasnt finished...... needless to say I was a bit peeved when it said that..... o well Semper to all the men and women in service before and today. CHEERS!!!!

This Is To All My Friends And Family Memebers I May Of Missed ..huggzz
YOU WERE VOTED ONE OF THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR....WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU MUST SEND THIS PLAYBOY BUNNY TO ALL THE SEXY PEOPLE YOU KNOW INCLUDING THE PERSON THAT SENT IT TO YOU... ___$$$$$$$___________$$$$$$$ _____$$$$$$$$_______$$$$$$$$ ______$$$$$$$$$_____$$$$$$$ ________$$$$$$$$____$$$$$$$ _________$$$$$$$$$__$$$$$$ ____________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _______________$$$$$$$$$ __________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ________$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _______$$$___$$$$$$$$$$$$ ______$$$$$_$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _____$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ______$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ _______$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ___________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ __________$$$$$$$$$$$$$ 1-3-YOUR UGLY 4-6-YOUR FINE 6-8-YOUR HOTT 8-10-YOU ARE Freakin SEXXXXXXYYYYYYY .. ..........LOTS OF LOVE TO YAZ ALL STACIE

Hmmm Thinkin
Okay some of you guys know that im a writter but some of you dont....I like to write poems and songs but soon my poems are going to be on here once I find my damn note book I've been writting in for 9 years now....I know that I have over 300 poems and songs I have written....Some of em are sorta mushy and some of em are about life and death....So if you like to read my poems, please feel free to e mail me.....Right now im sorta in a thinking mode on what else to write....I need to stop thinkin so hard LOL....Talk to you guys later....Peace out =)

Ced
While I'm stuck wonderin if this could be true, This man, could he really be my ever lasting Boo. He's just a friend but yet always on my mind, I dont want to lose him for a man like this is hard to find.. To keep a smile on my face all i have to do is say his name, He's God's Perfect Creation, for whome belongs in the Hall Of Fame..

Hello Out There
I am nosy.. I am curious... I am not interested in you if you are male and under the age of 35. I am curious about bdsm and still figuring out if I am more sub or domme... over 35? male? intelligent and articulate? I want to hear from you, mister :)

Fuck Me Good
He pulls to the front of my house in his navy blue car. Stepping out he cautiously walks up my driveway. Coming to my door, he looks around, making sure there is no one watching, and walks in without knocking as I had asked him to. I am sitting in my living room when he walks in. I look up at him as he walks through the doorway. He doesn't say a word. He just sticks his hand out like he wants me to take it. So I do. I stand up off of the couch as he gently pulls my hand and heads toward the door. He leads me through the dining room and into the stairwell. Turning around and facing me, he pulls me in close, putting my hand on his chest, and looks deep into my eyes before he leans in and puts his soft and tender lips on mine. Running his hands down my back as he kisses me, driving his tongue deep into my hungrily awaiting mouth. Pulling the back of my shirt up and over my head, exposing my round, luscious breasts, kept in by a blue and Lacey bra, and allowing my long hair to fall gently

Horoscope For 11/10/07
Your mood is a bit out of sync with those of the people around you, but you shouldn't let that affect you too deeply. It's a temporary situation and if you just slow down for a while, things should pick up soon. this just fits so much right now since my big move from pennsylvania to arizona ....

No Movie For Old Ed
No Country for Old men isnt playing near me. And it wont be playing near me anytime in the future. The two part episode of Star Trek "The Menagerie" isnt playing near me. During Halloween,The 3d version of Nightmare Before Christmas wasnt playing near me. When smaller films like Micheal Moore's Sicko and Farenheit 911 open,they dont play near me.

More Complete History On The Day Of My Most Recent Mri
I Am No Hero I have brain cancer, or, rather, it has me. It invaded my body from inside. There was nothing I could have done to prevent it just as there was nothing I did to cause it. Somehow, somewhere, for no discernable cause, a single cell in my brain mutated and began growing abnormally. In hindsight, the first evidence was early in 2006 when the bar of soap began slipping out of my right hand. In March/April I was noticing some numbness in my right “pinky” and ring finger, as if I had sprained them. I went to my family doctor in May about it and was diagnosed with an inflamed ulnar nerve (funny bone nerve). I was told to reposition my arm and wrist at my desk/computer and it would eventually resolve itself. By July, it wasn’t any better, and then a very weird event sent me to the ER. Waves of intense tingling raced up and down my arm. It wasn’t painful as much as uncomfortable and anxiety causing. It subsided after a few days, but I’m convinced it was somehow re

My Cheryl's
The one person who can put up with me. I work insanely long hours, I have 3 daughters, the oldest not that much younger than her. I don't know how she does it half the time, but thank the maker that she does. It's not as if I couldn't survive without her, but would I want to................ I love you Cheryl

Thoughts
Isn't it interesting how things periodically change; people you thought would be in your life forever, the ones you couldn't ever imagine being able to live without gradually are replaced? People change, styles... change, && maybe over time even hearts change. 'They' always say that love, taste, thoughts, desires are all a choice, a concious decision that you can choice to make. And i guess it's just supposed to be that simple. It's one of those things you never truely understand until one day you wake up and you just sort of know it's time to just let go, and you too unaware give in to the "choice" theory. That morning you wake up in a calm and rational state, you assemble perfect attire, and it just so happens to be the perfect weather so you walk out of the house start the car drop the top pick the perfect song and as you start your drive along with sun and hair in your face.... you let go. It's funny, strange rather, how hearts too can change. It happened to me recently

Taking Baby Steps
Today is a little better. I'm trying. I just feel I should take a ME break for now and get my shit together so that things don't get out of control again. Had a friend tell me: "Think of it this way... when life takes something very important from you.... fate (god) will bring you a bigger better more beautiful present than you imagine". So I am going to run with that. I would love to meet that someone special when my time is right but for now....just going to chill. I do have some wonderful men friends on here that I adore. A couple I just would love to wrap my arms around (ya know who ya are) and they continue to be my friend(s) through all this crap and have been very supportive and I appreciate it all very much. When its my time to meet those individuals....I know its going to be BEAUTIFUL!!! For my friends...XOXOXOXOXOXOX, THANK YOU.

Sex, Frustration
Yeah I'm bogging again... but what should I really be doing? oh how about having so great, or even mediocre sex! I mean come on, nothing... nothing at all, and porn just ant doing it like it use to, and I'm running low on fantasy! You know the stuff you make up to think about in your head when you masturbate! Which I do every night I'm not getting layed or wasn't pleasured, which is actualy really easy to do, but one person did manage to screw that up. what the fuck, How how do people survive like this? how am I surviving like this. I have a guy upstairs right now, who I have fucked with before and its been good, I rate him in with me top 3. I know I've gotten him off, so why has his penis shriveled up and died? I don't know its a mystery. one I'd really like to solve so I can et off, damn it! I'm an angry, horny person, and theres nothing I can do about it.

Red Flags ~ Don't Close Your Eyes
Signs to look for in a battering personality Red Flags Many women, young girls and the parents of them are interested in ways that they can predict whether they are about to become involved with someone who will be physically abusive. Usually battering occurs between a man and a woman, but lesbians can be battered too. Below is a list of behaviors that are seen in people who beat their girlfriends or wives; the last four signs listed are battering, but many women don't realize this is the beginning of physical abuse. If the person has several of the other behaviors (Three or more) there is a strong potential for physical violence. The more signs a person has, the more likely the person is a batterer. In some cases, a batterer may have only a couple of behaviors that the women can recognize, but they are very exaggerated, e.g., will try to explain their behavior as signs of their love and concern, and a woman may be flattered at first; as time goes on, the behaviors become more and more

Blogs
ya know what i dont get it! what the hell are these blogs for ne way, so you can let other know what your thinking, i mean come on if half the time i dont wanna know what im thinking what makes you think your going to. its like those people who write blogs about what their feeling, who cares! Is it really so bad that you have to get the whole world to feel the same way just so they can sympathize with you. Theres no need for it.

Marriage
Hay all who know and love "Country Boy" Mario and I will be soon married. Just thought we would spread the good news a little faster through a message for all. ~LOVE YA ALL WE DID IT.... Were married now.....

Badness
Ever have one of those days.....well, mine is lasting far too long, 2 weeks. First I broke 2 bones in one foot and a toe in the other foot. Then, I got put on a new nerve blocking pain med, which I am "intolerant" of, so I was having 3 or 4 days of feeling weird and confused and having some short term memory issues. I ended up spending 5 hours in the ER on Thursday. Dazed and confused and with low blood sugar. They put one of those oximeter readers on my finger, and it must have been contaminated, because now I have an infection in my finger and went back to urgent care today. The infection has entered my blood stream and my finger tip is swollen twice it's normal size with a red streak that goes halfway up my arm. The antibiotic they gave me is a pill that is as big around as my pinky and half as long. When will the madness end?!?!?

Parking Ticket
> > The other day I went downtown and went into a shop. I was only in > > there for about 5 minutes. When I came out there was a cop writing out a > > parking ticket. I went up to him and said, "Come on, man, how about giving >a retired person a break"? > > > > He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a "Nazi." > > He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. >So I called him a "doughnut eating Gestapo." He finished the second ticket >and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he started writing a third > > ticket. > > > > This went on for about 20 minutes. The more I abused him, the more > > tickets he wrote. Personally, I didn't care. I came downtown on the bus. > > > > The car that he was putting the tickets on had a bumper sticker that > > said "Hillary in '08." I try to have a little fun each day now that I'm > > retired. It's important to my health.

Bcs Championship????
Ok....so lets see...USC has 2 losses this season...first one to stanford, which I am still trying to comprehend and the 2nd loss was to oregon...good game though.... now...the guys have to win these next few games to even be consider for the championships...they just beat cal 24-17 so as long as they win their last 3 we should be good...We lost our spot for the rose bowl but I believe we got the Fiesta bowl...so thats good... I love my boys and I have hella faith in them!! LETS GO TROJANS!!!!!!!!! I

Why Is It...........??
...that when you try to quit doing something, like smoking, everything aggravates you? That when you are aggravated, it seems everyone and everything around you is trying to aggravate you more? That the more aggravated you get, the more you want to take someone's head off? Anger begets violence? I can see why. Everyone in the house, all the adults that is, is trying to quit smoking. We've all taken our turns at different methods in order to try and quit without all the "pains" of withdrawal. All to no avail. What seems to work for one doesn't work for another and after awhile, seems to quit working for the one it WAS working on. Tried the gum, the lozenges, wellbutrin, chantix and now patches. None of it gets rid of the craving, has some serious side effects and does nothing for the "mood swings" you seem to get when you don't get that nicotine fix. My tongue is going to be really sore or gone by the time this is all said and done! I've been biting it for so long now in order to not

About Me A Little
Its simple Love me or Hate me.. I am not fake or into Games Looking for that Guy to sweep me off my feet. Im simple a love note will do me just fine instead of a gift its the words from the heart that matter most to me.. I have three great kids and my oldest if married.. Im 35 will be 36 in Jan. I have lost 200 over the past three years and Im loving life and everything in it. Im as true as you can get I dont play games or Cheat. when I find mister Right he will know it he will have my heart and soul...FOREVER

New Love
As i sit in the darkness, dreaming of days soon to be. As i close my eyes wishing for time to stand still. As i open my heart to let the flood pour in. As i open my arms to draw you in closer. As i wrap myself within you, becoming one. As i breathe the very breathe which keeps us alive. The darkness turns to light. My eyes open to see you there now. My heart is filled with all you have to offer me. Your arms wrapped around me aswell. Your body entwined with in mine. You breathe with me in unisone. All because you Love Me.

Long Ass Trip
mental note to myself.... dont ever drive to and from Pa again alone cuz it sucks.... ended up drivin up there all nite which wasnt too bad...left here about 9 pm and i pulled in about 8...not a bad trip... however some dumbass thought i should leave on a friday afternoon where i ended up sittin in traffic for like 3 hours in damn Va..........i left pa about 11 am and i got back to Ga about 130 am....sucked so bad i wanted to die sittin there....so never again.... however it was kewl hangin out with my kids and seein how happy my son was buyin himself a 2008 VW Rabbit.....

Happiness
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. THEN we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After THAT, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will CERTAINLY be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best t o admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with..... and remember that time waits for no one. There is no better time than right now to be happy. Happiness is a journey,

I'm Fu-married!!!!
Sorry people, I got Fu-married today. We eloped, so there wasn't a formal Fu-wedding! We have been quite in love for some time and although we love all of our Fu-friends.... We wanted to keep it private. I'm sure you can all understand. We are registered at the Fu-giftshop if you'd like to buy us a happy hour, V.I.P., blast, or hell. Even a friggin lollipop!! Here's the cheap ass picture that the drive-on-through Fu-wedding chapel gave us. We'll be burning off copies, and sending them out as holiday cards too!! Enjoy your lives as we will enjoy ours. :) imikimi - Customize Your World

D's A Shit Talker
yeah this blog is about a certain someone who knows who he is always being a fricken shit talker, hes the biggest shit talker in the world, he jus never stops talkin shit, he never goes a day neverless a minute without talkin shit. he talks more shit then anybody i ever know, he even talks shit about his damn self, he makes me feel bad when i try to be sweet to him, but i luv him anyways n he knows it he's one just ONE of my best friends n ima luv him forever

Rating And Commenting..
Hey I am going to be on later on next week, I have been busy fixing this computer that is mine we had some things wrong with it and now I will be back next week to rate and comment.. Sorry if I was not on I have a life you know that.. I have to go and I am going to go to bed ok.. Night all.. Alisha aka Virgo24

Hiking
Today I helped with a food drive in the morning and then went for a hike in the Cascade Mountains near my home. Visited the river and walked through a misty rain forest. Check out my pics in my MY PICS album. It was very quiet and peaceful. And... I was all alone totally surrounded by nature. I loved it.

" A Friend"
"A Friend" (A)ccepts you as you are elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality whats minnie w/out mickey? whats tigger w/out pooh? whats patrick w/out sponge bob? whats me w/out YOU???"

Just Venting
I dont know if anyone else has days like Ive had but you feel like a yo-yo yanked back n forth and passed fron one person to another. This person has to have this to make them happy that person has to have that to make them happy. THEN you are trying to do what u feel is the best thing to do to make you and ur kids happy. and of course there is always someone on the sidelines instead of cheering you on they are whining and bitching.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! Last time i looked i was 35 years old I do think I know what i need to do to make MY LIFE the way I need it and want it to be. .I dont know when you think you got the crown to rule my world but let me tell ya Take it back to Burger KIng thats all its worth. I RULE MY WORLD. and when u push n push n push to get me where you want me to be all you are doing is pushing me further than u ever wanted me to be.. quit thinkin everything in the fucking world is about you quit thinking every lil snag is about you ..realize there are others in my l

Don't Hate The Game Hate The Playa?
I'm sick of that saying. At this point I say FUCK THE GAME and FUCK THE PLAYA. There comes a time where you need to grow the fuck up. Age has nothing to do with it. I've dated them as young as ummm 22 and as old as 44... the youngest one can act more mature then the oldest one and vice versa. You know who invented "the game"? some immature prick who needed to boost his self esteem by leading a bunch of chicks on. Yes, I know, chicks play it also. I know some. At least if you play the game be HONEST about it. If I'm talking to a guy I'm honest with him and let him know I talk to several guys. If I become interested in one then I focus my attention on him to see where it can lead. And I don't tell all the guys the same thing. I've had that happen to me alot. All I want is honesty. No matter what. Is that too much to ask?

Drunk Poem #2
I'm tired of being single; No longer do i want to mingle. I want ONE man to hold So tonight my hands I fold God bring me my love The one you've sent from above Dry my tears. ease my fears Alone isn't for me. Send me the one that'll get down on one knee I know he's out there for me... waiting Show me where to go to stop the inner debating Give me a man to love and cherish I need a love that'll never perish I'm on my knees crying Inside I'm slowly dying I dont like coming home to an empty bed Please put my soulmate there instead.

Drunk Poem #1
Tonight I saw Blood; My eyes didn't flood For it was caused by my own hand Tonight I hit a man. My girl had to hold me back I was on the attack How dare he do that to her-- Then have the nerve to send his friend back there Does raping a girl make you feel good? Does it make you feel hood? Don't get it twisted or confused. Alcohol should've been the only thing abused Men like you two aren't shit In your directions, i spit What you did to my girl sucked... but boy check yo face, cuz you got fucked Asshole number two; I didn't forget you Don't meet me in a dark place... Cuz i won't be afraid to fuck up YOUR face.

Friends Are Priceless
Friends are priceless and that you have to keep them near and far and no matter were you are they should come runny if you are in trouble not askin what is in it for them, they could not complain or backstab you or talk down to you or about you behind your back, if they cant say it in front of your face than they should not speak at all to you they are not truely your frined if they talk about you behind youre back and they are not worth it,

The Myth Of Persephone
Persephone is the goddess of the underworld in Greek mythology. She is the daughter of Zeus and Demeter, goddess of the harvest. Persephone was such a beautiful young woman that everyone loved her, even Hades wanted her for himself. One day, when she was collecting flowers on the plain of Enna, the earth suddenly opened and Hades rose up from the gap and abducted her. None but Zeus, and the all-seeing sun, Helios, had noticed it. Broken-hearted, Demeter wandered the earth, looking for her daughter until Helios revealed what had happened. Demeter was so angry that she withdrew herself in loneliness, and the earth ceased to be fertile. Knowing this could not continue much longer, Zeus sent Hermes down to Hades to make him release Persephone. Hades grudgingly agreed, but before she went back he gave Persephone a pomegranate (or the seeds of a pomegranate, according to some sources). When she later ate of it, it bound her to underworld forever and she had to stay there one-third of the yea

Lest We Forget
To all my friends i want to say lest we forget and never forget to some of you it's veterans' day and remembrance day so let's remember the troops anywhere in the world they might be including the US forces and Australian forces in Iraq and other places and hopefully we will have worldwide peace someday and i also hope that the troops of each country no matter which country you are from comes home safely and alive and we'll always remember the fallen troops who died fighting for peace in this world to make it safe for the next generation of this world from Bruce.

When I Think About Angels
Why does the color of my coffee match your eyes? Why do I see you when a stranger passes by? I swear I hear you in the whisper of the wind I feel you when the sun is dancin' on my skin And, when it's raining You won't find me complainin', 'cause... (Chorus:) When I think about rain I think about singing When I think about singing It's a heavenly tune When I think about Heaven Then I think about angels When I think about angels I think about you The taste of sugar sure reminds me of your kiss I like the way that they both linger on my lips Kisses remind me of a field of butterflies Must be the way my heart is fluttering inside Beautiful distraction You make ev'ry thought a chain reaction (Repeat chorus) (Bridge:) Anywhere I go Anything I do Ev'rything around me, baby Makes me think of you

Bouncer Id
This Bouncer ID check every five minutes is so pathetic do we really need this on here ? Are we Prisoners kept in Jail or are we ppl who log in to have a good time on here:) I think its about time we stood up to be counted & let the Bouncers to back off. This is my rant for the day. Hugs to all ~ Jovichick ~

Bodies
I went to see the Bodies Exhibit tonight. They used real human bodies that they have preserved and they were on display. Every single body part, including nerves, veins, arteries and such. It was really cool how they did it. Definitely something everyone should check out if it comes to your city. There is a bit of controversy behind it since they are using Asian bodies and the origin of them is a bit iffy. Who knows though. I guess I am just going to go to bed now, not much else to do really. I could go out and drink and such, but after seeing the damage that can cause to your liver, I think I'm going to wait a week or so ;)

I Need A Girl!!
Why wont anyone addme or talk to me even the ones that r on my friends list does it matter what i look like I was a great ball player when i was in school i still keep up with working out n playing sports i still got a nice cock so what seems to be the problem no matter what site it is I cant seem to get anyone to add me or talk to me I seen girls with such ugly friggin losers who dont work out or nything so tell me what is it what do i have to do with my personality and everything I should easily have lotsa girlfriends. Yet online i dont I even had this one bitch block me before for no reason what a bitch her loss

Anytime
Anytime you feel Like you just can't hold on Just hold on to my love And I'll help you be strong But you're so afraid to lose And, baby, I can't reach your heart I can't face this wall That's keeping us apart When I could be the one to show you Ev'rything you've missed before Just hold on now, 'cause I could be The one to give you more Let you know (Chorus:) Anytime you need love, baby I'm on your side Just let me be the one I can make it all right, I can make it all right Anytime you need love, baby You're in my heart I can make it all right When I look into your eyes And I feel it coming through I can't help but want you More than I want to So, baby, take all of your fears (So, baby, take all of your fears) And cast them all on me 'Cause all I ever wanted Was just to make you see That I could be the one to give you All that you've been searching for Just hold on to my love And, baby, let me give you more You know (Repeat chorus) (Bridge

Hmmm Should I?
I was just wondering if you would read this. Yes, now I am positng a blog about you. Still can't find the book tho. Did you take it with you? lol I promise that if I find it I will show you "The List". lol I don't even know why I am writing this. I am just board and a little sleepy. I can't believe that I spent last night at McDonalds hanging out with Beth while she worked and trying to pick up this chick. Oh well maybe next time. Sorry this one sucked so much, I don't really have anything to write about.

Does God Still Speak To Us?
A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God.. If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought, stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy t

Universal Love
Up and down around the world we go Nothing has shined so bright as Your love Been shown the best of love that man could show Nothing has felt so right as Your love Now I could see if all these words I speak were only from myself (Not just me, everyone feels the same) But everywhere i go the record shows (They keep talking about you) These are the sentiments of someone else (How your love won't ever change) So I feel justified to stand eye to eye and say the things i do About the greatest charity the world ever knew You're a universal love Somebody, I believe (Somebody said, said i believe, He's all that i need) And you've proven to me You're a universal love (You've proven to me) All over (All over the world, feels like love to me) All the love i need In the street around the beat I searched And no one I found so kind (so kind), as Your love In the heavens above or underneath the Earth Not another one so f

A Moment Like This
If I told you it was all meant to be, Would you believe me Would you agree It's almost that feeling that we met before So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy When I tell you love has come here and now A moment like this Some people wait a lifetime For a moment like this Some people search forever For that one special kiss Oh I can't believe it's happening to me Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this. Everything changes but beauty remains Something so tender I can't explain Well I may be dreaming but till I awake Can we make this dream last forever And I'll cherish all the love we share A moment like this Some people wait a lifetime For a moment like this Some people search forever For that one special kiss Oh I can't believe it's happening to me Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this Could this be the greatest love of all I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall So let me tell you this Some people wait a lifetime

You Will Know
Lonely one of young so brokenhearted Traveling down the rigid road of life Using pharmaceutical extractions To find the paradise Finds the high but comes down feeling lower Gets down on their knees and starts to pray Looking up to heaven for the answer They hear a voice that says You will know Troubled heart you'll know Problems have solutions Trust and I will show You will know Troubled heart you'll know Every life has reason For I made it so Single parent trying to raise their children But they would much rather not alone Reaches out to find that special someone To make their house a home Finds someone but no one is the right one Gets down on their knees and starts to pray Looking up to heaven for the answer They hear a voice that says You will know Lonely heart you'll know Problems have solutions Trust and I will show You will know Lonely heart you'll know Every life has reason For I made it so"

At Night
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

Stop Abuse
PMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING. if you dont repost you have no heart [to repost click reply to poster and copy the code

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Stormy Night Pleasure
Its dark stormy night rain pouring down like a powerful water fall over the roof. The lighting flashes brightly off and on followed by the loud rumbling whip crack of thunder. Shaking her deep within core of her sensually seductive soul. The power is out so she has lighted candles about her living room all different romantic passionate scents as well as a roaring fire in her marble fire place. She's wearing a short tight black backless low cut nightie and silk stockings waiting for him on him leather couch. She's sipping red wine and eating chocolate covered strawberries slightly worried about him but more desiring his presence. He arrives in her living room soaked to the bone having tried to out run the rain on his motorcycle only to be caught in it. She coos seductively as she stands up walking toward him in a deliberate hungry manner. "Lets get you out of that wet shirt before you catch a cold" He trembles nervously as her warm mature hands slowly pull off his wet t-shirt. After she

A Secret Promise Kept.
A Secret Promise Kept The appointment I was on my way to was very important; I was very late and very lost. With my male ego in check, I began to look for a place to ask directions, preferably a gas station. Since I had been crisscrossing the city, my gas gauge was perilously low and time was of the essence. I spotted the amber glow of light outside the local fire station. What better place to ask directions? I quickly stepped from my car and crossed the street to the station. All three overhead doors were open and I could see red fire engines with their doors ajar, chrome shining, waiting in anticipation for the bell to ring. As I stepped inside, the aroma of the station assaulted me. It was the smell of the hoses drying in the tower, the oversized rubber boots, jackets and helmets. These smells, mixed in with the freshly washed floors and polished trucks, created that mysterious scent associated with all fire stations. Slowing down, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes a

I Think Lately
I think lately I've been feeling ok I often stay awake til dawn and sing the night away I think i seen ya just the other day and I was wondering if you still feel that way I think about all those nights when you'd watch me play then wed make love 'til the light of day ill bet you didn't even know that I moved again I picked up my guitar and took that train you know the one that always takes me home the one that keeps me from being all alone and its been lately I've been doing alright i go through my list of memories by candle light and if i seen ya hanging around some day I think id ask you if things were ok then id take that old train alone you know the one we always said would take us home and id end up singing the night away and id be asking for forgiveness like it was yesterday

Slow Tears
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Marines
Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere. In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something it's usually 30

Why Things Are So Different
why do things have to be so different ? why cant they stay the same? why do people have to change? or be so mean ? yes i know that things are not ment to stay the same but i want things back to the way that they were

You Get To Me
You get to me, Just by the look in your eyes, The touch of your hand, As gentle as a sun rise. You get to me, With the kindness of your heart, The way you speak so softly, I feel as though we’re never apart. You get to me, With every breathe you take, Every word you speak, Every move you make. You get to me, Fingers intertwined The feel of your heartbeat, I know you’ll forever be mine. Written by me....Little Lee

Keep Your Head To The Sky
Master told me one day I'd find peace in every way But in search for the clue Wrong things i was bound to do Keep my head to the sky For the clouds to tell me why As i grew, and with strength Master kept me as i repent And he said Keep your head to the sky Keep your head to the sky He gave me the will to be free Purpose to live his reality Hey, and i found myself never alone Chances came to make me strong To step right up and be a man 'cause you need faith to understand So we're saying for you to hear Keep your head and face atmosphere Keep your head to the sky So the clouds Keep your head to the sky So they can tell you why, lord Keep your head to the sky Surely, the clouds are gonna tell you why Gave me the will to be free Purpose to live his reality and i found myself never alone 'cause chances came, they came to make me strong Hey, to step right up and be a man you need faith to understand So we're just saying for you to he

Wo
These women have me paralyzed! Go buy them a mojito so they will un-paralyze me or whatever lol. And if you add them ALL fan them ALL and rate them ALL and msg me maybe ill buy you something dope boy fresh from the gift shop! Make sure you tell them Jeezy sent ya in a comment so i can check and see if you were there! Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING!!!!@ fubar *Princess RBK * Dirty Little Secrets Owner*@ fubar ~*~CyBer~*~Co~Owner of HU$TLER's~*~@ fubar Luscious?Mami - New Co Owner of Club F.A.R@ fubar CASEY ~ HECTOR'S LUV GODDESS~OFFICIAL JEEZY PARTY GIRL~@ fubar ::Alex::--?..C.W.O.F Member..?@ fubar *~Anastasia~*@ fubar **?BlAZEnBooTYBaBi aka Pimpette Barbiie**?Wiccan gf/owned by calico

Fundraising
Ok, I had an epiphany this afternoon that makes things seem a little more possible and not so overwhelming. I just need to make $1k by Monday am. Then all I have to do is make $1k each week from here on out and I'll be good. Even caught up on all bills after 2 weeks. It's Saturday at 10:00 pm.... $1k to go... Will check in later... I need lots of lucky wishes....I can do this. I am a Taurus after all. and so there u have it...

L
i wish upon a star...that no matter how far apart we are...you will find and you will see....how perfect are we....i wish that if for some reason my wishes dont come true....that another person out there is wishing for me....hopefully that person is you

Bored
nothing to do just sitting here noone to hang out with just sitting here i read books i write poems i dance around i sing a few songs i clean the house i clean my room with noone to hang out with i am doomed homwork is a bore i'm very tired i wanna sleep yet i am wide awake food is blah makes me wanna puke beverage is nnnh i just wanna sleep sleep sleep this boreing world away in a wonderful dream land where i can say "YAY!" i sit here nothing to do i sit here wondering where are you?

H
Well I have a personal pimp out. She's been my best friend since we met about 3 years ago. I brought her to this site and she's needs lots of love. Because she doesn't make on here often. So..... Let's give her a reason to keep coming back!!! Here's her link and if you rate all her pictures, fan her and add her... I'll buy you a gift. ;) Go show her some true fubar love!! my boo,leana,mystic butterfly@ fubar

Life
So many people take life for granted. They don't cherish the small things such as a genuine friend or a loving family. We think that its no big deal but i lost a friend the other night to an idiot that decided to run from the police. So please, dont take anything in life for granted and cherish EVERYTHING that means something to you. Most importantly, follow directions and do the little things that seem like nothing cuz it could save someones life in the long run.

Prayers,love And Support Needed
I WOULD LIKE TO ASK FOR EVERYONE TO PLEASE STOP BY DREAMER'S PAGE TO SHOW HER LOVE AND SUPPORT! HER DAUGHTER JADE IS 6 MONTHS OLD AND HAS BEEN SICK MOST OF HER LIFE! NOW JADE HAS TO GO FOR TESTS FOR CYSTIC FIBROSIS! DREAMER IS A GOOD FRIEND AND SISTER TO ME! PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO SHOW HER AND HER DAUGHTER PRAYERS,LOVE AND SUPPORT! dreamer ~HeadGreeter @club wet bar@ fubar Created by Crazyprofile.com WITH ALL MY LOVE ~TAMMY~ (repost of original by '~TÅmmY~ Å§§T mÅngër @ clüb wëT bÅr & bÅckØffÅngël§ për§ØnÅl Å§§T & prØTëcTëÐ bY~mërlïnlïvë§' on '2007-11-10 18:45:54') (repost of original by '~DJ ~TWIZTID ~JUGGALETTE`~FU~ WIFE~ TO~ KRAZY~ WHITE~ BOY ~' on '2007-11-10 18:51:15')

Come Party With Us And For My Birthday!!!!!
THE LONG AWAITED ANNOUNCEMENT IS HERE!!! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/PhatGirlzIndy/ www.myspace.com/phatgirlzindy/ The First Phat Girlz Indy Party!! Mark your Calendars! When: Saturday, December 1st, 2007 Where: Claude and Annies West (near the Airport) 1229 So. Girls School Road Indianapolis, Indiana 46224 (317) 247-8124 Time: 7:30 PM till Closing time EVERYONE is invited to join us at Claude and Annies for the first official PHATGIRLZINDY party!!! We are going to be celebrating Roni's birthday Phat Girl Style :D Starting at 7:30 pm We will kick off the party with a Co-Ed SEXy adult toy party presented by Shiloh of Pure Romance! Come check out the newest toys, lingerie, lotions and potions for a romantic night with that special person! ;) This should be very interesting and alot of fun!!! Check out the websight at http://www.shilohtolbert.pureromance.com/. The BAR and kitchen will

Oh Yes Great News For You All
THE WARRIOR IS BACK WITH GREAT IDEAS AND AWESOME PLANS FOR ALL YOUR FUBAR PEOPLE... join the greatful chaos he brings with him... and rock out to the tunes ! ROCK ON EVERYONE IT'S ME DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW... I'M BACK IN THE SADDLE AGAIN... IF YOU WISH TO COME AND ROCK I'LL PLAY YOU SOME OF THE MUSIC I HAVE GOT AND TRY AND GET SOME MUSIC I DON'T HAVE SO HANG WITH ME AND ROCK OUT... COME ENJOY DJ SHADOWING RAGE.... WE CALL HIM RAGE AROUND TERRITORY... AND JOIN THE REST OF US TOO. WE ARE GONNA PARTY TONIGHT... big props to you all and we got a new lucuky member 69 join her tonight to party hard with her and the rest of us in intoxication INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and crazy parties and AWESOME people we have got a new home now.. so please join us click this picture banner and save your self from another night of lounges with rules and harsh people we here don't judge and we for sure have fun INTOXCATION is a great pl

I Dont Think I Will Ever Understand Guys
So there was this guy I was talking to and he said something so insulting and hurtful to me, it made me realize why I had some issues with guys... He told me that since I was a thick girl I was the kind of girl that was not good enough to date but I was good enough to hook up with every once in a while. So the way I am taking it is that Im not pretty enough (lets face it, we know he didnt like my personality)...I dont have the body he desires...but I am good enough to fuck on occasion...if that is not insulting on all levels. Let me tell you guys something...we females have feelings ok...they get hurt like urs does when we are insulted. Its bad enough that there are so many people who make comments about big people that are negative...yes we know we are big, we look in a mirror everyday. You dont have to tell us every day and you dont have to bring us down.... I am proud of who I am...yes I have issues with my body but what girl doesnt...But I will be dammned if I am gonna

Why Guys Fall In Love With Girls. (i Agree)
Why guys fall in love with girls. Dont break this; its so sweet! : ) 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The

You Know You Like It (part1)
You know you want my tongue between those lips of yours running it up and down your pussy You know you like it, specialy when your juice runs down my chin and I lick it up with my long tongue licking round that tiny assshole of yours all the way deep in your hott box I slip my tongue curling my tongue inside you deeper, faster pressing it against your clitoris circling your clit slowly sucking on your inner lips sucking your lips like you suck my cock do you like MyPrecious licking your thighs next to your pussy Trailing my tounge all around your lips and the best part is MyPrecious? do you know? I CAN DELIVER WHAT MY MIND THINKS sit back watch as I stroke my cock are you watching Precious I know how you like to watch Daddy touch your lips, for Daddy suck on your fingers like Daddy likes his cock sucked do you like what your mind invisions MyPrecious I can make it hotter do you feel any wetness in your pussy i want you to feel my dick inside your mouth feel m

Machiene Head
welp... its official i pretty much suck contrary to my mumm i am NOT getting ice cream and watchin a movie. i am just going to bed. I completely dont get people at all whatsoever but whatever. my headache is back N i goto be well tomorrow for my study buddy

God's Gift Devine
love is enduring and patient and kind, it judges all things with the heart not the mind, and love can transform the most commen place into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace... for love is unselfish, giving more than it takes, and no matter what happens love never forsakes, it's faithful and trusting and always believing, guileless and honest and never deceiving.... yes,...love is beyond what man can define,,, for love is immortal,, .....GOD'S GIFT DEVINE....

Demons Whispers
DEMONS WHISPERS they come like the wind back to my mind telling those lies I've tried so hard to forget lack of sleep and fever only help those words come ever so clearly into my broken spirit so easily as if they never left no one here to help chase them away all I can do is listen and look for my beloved paper clips, for my delicious agony to return in beautiful crimson color seeping through my skin as i scratch, scratch, scratch away the pain. giving myself control yet again over something, anything. tears flood into my eyes as i throw the bent pieces of metal across the room and I scream, holding my hair so tight it might rip out. demons whisper into my ears you are fat, you are stupid, you are so ugly.. no wonder why he stays in Kentucky. Its so clear why you are still single, why all anyone has wanted from you is sex, because that's all you're worth. STUPID, FAT AND UGLY! You are destined to be alone.. remember me telling you this not to long

Very Very Pissed Off
today was supposed to be the best day of my life but it turned into the shittyst day ever. I am here in maine to see my son which is a good thing but my ex wife was a bitch and wouldn't follow the court order saying that he was supposed to spend the night with me. So we had to go to the police and have them call her and she told them that I could only have him til 7:00 tonight. So we went to pick him up and I found out he remembered me and he hugged me and wouldn't let go. The ex had to come to the hotel where we are staying and had to stay for an hour to make sure he was ok. Then she left. 5:00 rolls around and my son starts to get tired and he wanted to go home so I called her and ordered some pizza. When she came she started accusing me of leaving the hotel with my son and not telling her where I was when I never did leave the hotel. It was my sister and her husband and kids that left the hotel not me. Any way she stormed out of my hotel room and slammed the door. she told m

Technical Difficulties
Well my darklings here's the latest in the website updates and saga of Jezebel Tempting.Due to some technical difficulties the website should be Beta launching by mid November.I'm so glad that I'm not having to do all the bloody coding...lol My production company is on top of the issue and is busting balls(nearly quite literally) to resolve the technical issues. I can't wait to for you all to join and see the all naughty things I get into.The site is going to be a paysite.It will have pics and videos.It will also have video blogs and written blogs.Once or twice a month I will be in the chatroom on the site for live interaction discussions.Not just typing in a chatroom.... oh no.. that's not good enough for all my darklings but live webcam chats;)(The webcam chats will be clothed and I will not be doing any live demonstrations or scenes at this time) As these technical issues are worked out I am always busy creating new things to be added to the site as far as content goes.Yo

....................a Mother's Love.................
A mother's love is something that no one can explain,,,, It is made of deep devotion and sacrifice and pain,,,, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may for nothing can destroy it or take that love away,,,, it is patient and forsaking, and it never fails or falters,,,, even though the heart is breaking.... it believes beyond believing when the world around condems, and it glows with all the beauty of the rarest,brightest gems.... it is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, and it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation.... a many-splendored miracle man cannot understand, and another wondrous evidence ..........of GOD'S TENDER GUIDING HAND..........

The Women Of My Country Years Ago
THIS IS WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT THE DACIANS WOMEN, THE ANCESTORS OF THE ROMANIAN GIRLS TODAY:P! JUDGE URSELF:) "For years Trajan(the roman emperor) had been celebrating his victory against the Dacians through various feasts, important buildings, or through different art monuments. Of course the artists working at these monuments were impressed not only by the Dacian men, but by their women too. The Column shows us the Dacian women in different moments: they appear as thin, determined, proud and harsh women, with graceful features, oval faces, wide foreheads, expressive eyes, straight noses, beautiful lips, long hair parted in the middle of the head covering their temples, leaving the years uncovered and tied up in a loop on their nape, all covered with a kerchief. If after 2 millenniums their grace has not faded nor is it too hard to imagine how beautiful they were in the real life! "

Bouncer Check
I have experienced the same problem as everyone else. The bouncer check popping up after every comment, or anything else here. I did out of frustration figure how to avoid it while bombing. Go to the pic your going to bomb, when you go to make a comment, rest your hand across the letters on your keyboard which should give you random letters like this iujnyhbt, then hit send. As long as the letters are different everytime you won't get the bouncer check. Now, I'm only telling you what has worked for me. I don't want to promise this will definitely work and some of you still get the bouncer check. But try it and if it works, good, if not then I'll try something else. Thank You for taking the time to read this, and I hope this has helped relieve the stress.

Beauty
My eyes beheld a sky one night, It seems so long ago, A perfectly painted portrait, Be-speckled with blue and gold. As I sit and ponder more, It strikes me that you were there, And it was truly your simple beauty, That gave the stars their perfect glare.

You
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Dance Me To The End Of Love
Dance with me in love Dance with me in life When did enduring love begin? The day we became man and wife There is patience and understanding We try to be unselfish and kind Though not a fairy-tale romance No greater love will we find Sharing dreams, passions, and desires Building each other up when we fall We've learned to say I'm sorry And I love you through it all Our two hearts beat as one Cherishing what we have from above Dance with me forever Dance me to the end of love

Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Luckiest Woman
I love the way you touch me so soft and sensuously. It makes me tingle all over. I love the way you kiss me. It starts a fire deep down inside of me and makes me yearn for you even more. I love the way you look at me. It makes me feel beautiful and treasured. Most of all I love the way you love me. When you walk in my whole day gets better. And even when you're not with me you're in my thoughts always. It doesn't matter what we don't have or what we do have. The most important thing is we have each other and no one can take that away. I am the luckiest woman in the world and I don't need or want anything but you beside me loving me to the end of our days.

Beerday Survey
1. How did you do on the last test you took? The final test for my aged care course... and passed, of course :D 2. What is your ringtone for when people text you? just a tune I made up on my phone 3. What show did you last watch? Hero's I think... 4. Whose arms do you feel the safest in? Mikes 5. What foods make you sick? Kidney beans.. and devon, and a lot of seafood. 6. Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like? Shy? me???? 7. Do you remember what you were doing a year ago? Still in my traineeship... ick 8. Do you still have feelings for your ex? Faint tones of regret sometimes... but not that much anymore... 9. Name something you like and hate about your default pic: I love that it shows some of my personality, usually a lot of photo's dont so that for me. 10. Do you have family problems? I disowned most of my family, so no :D lol 11. Where are most people in your top friends from? All over the world... I dont think I have two from the same place.

Tequila And Violins
are better than sleeping pills. Got some free tickets and dragged the girl to the philharmonic, accidentally an hour early last night. So we drank kiosk margaritas until it started and I along with quite a few elderly men nearby was nodding off as the second half had barely started. Had a really great time anyways and laughed the whole way home. I love her. Even if she looked nonplussed at my pilfering the old folks cough drops.

Numb
have become Comfortably Numb Trickling down my forehead a drop of sweat moistens my lips falling from my nose the smell makes me sick wishing i was dust and i coudl fall to the ground forgetting whats above beneath and all around trying to catch my last breath before im joined by my neighbor death holding on to whatever else is real in my own skin im left to squirm and sqeal take it away as soon as you can take it away ill be your biggest fan Damn you, you devilish soul you try and try to take me whole i wont let you i wont id rather be a wimp and cry so dont even think twice before you come close just walk away and my lyrics wont become more verbose ive had it with your ignorance they say that a little bit is bliss arrogance is just the same except from you they are both lame stubborn as a door nail they say I reply, "no". stubborn as a stale corpse lying six feet beneath our feet constant pain ailing your body all crys for help are answered by nobody. what

The Patriot Guard Riders And Then Some...
I pulled this from my yahoo 360, dated the very day I joined the Patriot Guard Riders (Ga) A year and 1/2 later, truth is, even if the WBC faded into nothingness tomorrow, as long as we lose Warriors anywhere, I'll still ride, still stand and still honor my fallen brothers, sisters and their families in their time of need. It is... simply the right thing to do. Patriot Guard Riders & then some... 29Jun06 It's taken me literally all day and then some to 'rachet down' on this one... As you'll see from my post, I dunna think ah'm quite dere yet, laddie... Beam me up Scottie! I made a mistake today, kinda sorta, but there's good stuff to be pulled from bad, as in ALL things... As it's 0300 presently, I'll make this as brief as possible. (Those who know me well are thinkin', 'Yeah, right girl, LOL) Over the past few weeks, I'd been seeing references to a fella named Phelps, and then the Patriot Guard doing their thing to block him & or his group... I sorted the 2 (gotta love the

Cold
Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high [Chorus x2:] What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high [Chorus x2] I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold [Chorus x2]

Invincible
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to

Another Random Survey From Myspace
SAY EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON’T CHANGE IT 1. you & your ex depends which one, hate most of them 2. I am listening to. jack off jill 3. Maybe I should go lay down 4. I love my baby girls, and andrew 5. I don’t understand men 6. I have lost my respect for dennis 7. I last ate a big steak... gotta love low carb diets 8. The meaning of my display name is.. i'm the queen... DUH?!?!? IS YOUR/ARE YOU 1. Is your hair wet? no 2. Is your cell phone right by you? duh 3. Do you miss someone? very very much 4. Are you wearing chapstick? yes actually 5. Are you tired? not really 6. Are you wearing pajamas? no 7. Are you mad? usually 8. Are you upset? always 1. Recently done anything you regret? yeah, always 2. Ever lied? duh 4. Have you ever kicked someone? lol yeah 5. Ever tripped over your own feet? lol yeah TODAY HAVE YOU: 1. Have you cursed? yup 2. Have you gotten mad at someone? yes duh RAND

Glycerine
It must be your skin that I'm sinking in It must be for real 'cause now I can feel And I didn't mind It's not my kind, it's not my time to wonder why Everything gone white Everything's grey Now you're here Now you're away I don't want this Remember that I'll never forget where you're at Don't let the days go by Glycerine Glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time Are you at one, or do you lie We live in a wheel where everyone steals But when we rise it's like strawberry fields I treated you bad, you bruise my face i couldn't love you more you've got a beautiful taste Don't let the days go by Could've been easier on you I couldn't change though I wanted to It should have been easier by three Our old friend fear and you and me Glycerine Glycerine Don't let the days go by Glycerine Don't let the days go by.... Glycerine Glycerine Glycerine Glycerine Bad moon white again Bad moon white again As she falls around me I needed you more when you

See You Again!
I kiss your eyes I say goodnight I love is pouring out to you I feel you cry It's not goodbye I'm only leaving for some time Know I'll see you again Don't forget I'm your best friend Know I'll see you again So let me go 'cause this is not the end I feel you breathe You mean so much to me I mean you make me feel like so much more Don't look away this time Don't be afraid when I'm Just trying to say what I didn't before Know I'll see you again Don't forget I'm your best friend Know I'll see you again So let me go 'cause this is not the end Is it not fair To let me fly Awhile I will see you again Don't forget I'm your best friend Know I'll see you again So let me go 'cause this is not the end

Random Survey From Myspace
1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with? um, they're still my kids 2. What's bothering you right now? dennis, as always 3. Favorite memory from this weekend? got to talk to andrew for a while 4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? the girls 5. Background on your cell phone? andrew's pic 6. What do you want in your life right now? to be away from dennis, be with andrew, and to be happy 7: Listening to? jack off jill 8. Do you think you will be in a relationship a couple months from now? i sure hope so 10. Drinking? water 11. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed? the girls.... ooorrr andrew if i could :D 12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? be far far away from dennis 13. What do you wear to bed? nothing, if i can get away w/ it 14. Do you remember your dreams? quite ofte yes 15. Who will you sleep with tomorrow? tomorrow??? probably the girls 16. Have you ever bee

Romantic
Where did all the romantic guys go to? Because I can't seem to find one... You know the ones that would pick you flowers on the way over to see you as good as go and buy some, but the thought is more sincere... How about the ones that call you just so they can hear your voice.. Or walk a few miles just to see you even if they had to walk back 5 mins later. What about the ones that write letters to you just to express how they feel. Let you pick the movie even though the hottest and newest action movie just came out and they really want to see it. I wish they were still around. Call each night to tell you they love you right before you go to sleep so their voice is the last thing you heard. When your sick they do everything they can to make you comfy and happy.. Plan a romantic night just for the two of you all by their selves. Have flowers, cards, candy, candles, wine, or champagne, cook a nice dinner and then MAKE LOVE not just have a quick pickle me tickle me in the sheets. Now

Thoughts
1. What have I received from what I have given ? 2. Can you truly say \"Gratitude and thanksgiving are my way of life\" ? 3. Gratitude is the substance of a heart ready to show appreciation & thankfulness. 4. What you focus on is what happens in your life. 5. When you help other\'s,you go outside yourself. 6. When you change your perspective,you change your life. 7. You cannot express what you are not, it is not congruent. 8. Change your thoughts and you change your actions. 9. Values are like finger prints, you leave them on everything. 10. A goal is a dream with a deadline. 11. They may forget what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel. 12. Our thoughts create our reality. 13. You gotta let your heart be broken by what breaks God\'s heart. emotion is the end result of a feeling, Feeling is defined as a partly mental, partly physical response marked by .... pleasure,pain

Senior Year Survey,,,,lol
Fill this out about your SENIOR year of high school! The longer ago it was, the more fun the answers will be!! 1. Who was your best friends? krystal, kari... and ryan 2.What sports did you play? sports? me? riiight 3. What kind of car did you drive? 99 taurus 4. It's Friday night...where r u? hanging out w. my friends and such 5. Were you a party animal? towards the end yeah 6. Were you considered a flirt? eh not really 7. Were you in band, orchestra, or choir? band 8. Were you a nerd? nope 9. Did you get suspended/expelled? nope 10. Can you sing the fight song? nope 11. Where did you sit during lunch? court house usually 12. What was your school's full name? Newkirk High School 13. School mascot? tiger 14. Homecoming Court? me dejah and heather were the girls, i don't remember which guys... i can picture their faces... lol 15. If you could go back and do it again, would you? yeah 16. What do you remember most about graduat

Why People Judge By Looks
First of all let me tell everyone, just because girls have meat on their bones, does not mean that they are any less loveable than the damn barbies of this world. Big girls are the best lovers, and wives. And for any men who fail to see this, well you are just blind. I will be the first to tell ya'll I am not a barbie bodied beauty.Hell I am not even pretty, never have been, never will be. No I am a big beautiful woman though, and I love me. I get lots of people who talk to me like I am just a blob of fat, and they do this because that is how they see me.I get lots of people who treat me like I am a piece of shit, well that I am not either. Well those people are nothing to me. I do not ask that everyone love me, but you should respect me first as a woman, then as a human being. I do not judge people by how they look but by how they treat me when I speak to them or IM them. I have feelings just like every other human being on this earth. And another thing, why do people come on my pa

Here Are The Winners
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Come See Me Dj At Club Wet Bar
COME TO CLUB WET BAR AND RAWK OUT WITH DJ TWIZTID! SHE IS FAWKIN RAWKIN THE SOCKS OFF FUBAR!!!!! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO COME IN AND JOIN US! Firework My Words (repost of original by '~TÅmmY~ Å§§T mÅngër @ clüb wëT bÅr & bÅckØffÅngël§ për§ØnÅl Å§§T & prØTëcTëÐ bY~mërlïnlïvë§' on '2007-11-10 17:22:05') (repost of original by 'ÅlphÅÐØg_69 ~fü hübbY & r/l/l2 bØÅngël ~cØØwn wëT bÅr ~hëÅÐ §ëcürïTY@ wëT bÅr ~' on '2007-11-10 17:24:10')

Cleaning Out My Friends List
ok this is just to let all who are on my friends list know that i am cleaning house ...if you wish to stay on my friends list please private messege me or i will delete you,i have ove 500 friends and only a handful talk to me or help me,as i help them as well.This does nnot include DSC or D&DC or I>B>I>C> members.thank you for your coopreation in this matter...much love Lady Raven

The Darkness Inside
Here I sit as an empty shell, of a man that I used to be Now my life has turned to hell, and my soul breaths misery A dark black cloud hangs overhead, and a cold rain consumes my soul My body is alive but my soul is dead, and so shattered It can never be whole I sit in shadows and veiled in tears, my world so silent alone and cold Memories of good times and wasted years, I feel so withered broken and old There is no helping hand or guiding light, to pull me from my own dark despair I am like the blind with no chance of sight ,and I am broken beyond all repair I hope that one day the sun shall rise ,and bring an end to this endless night But now I am alone with only my cries, and all my wrongs I can not make right.

Race, Writing And Difference
A lynchee, hung from a wild cypress my daddy burnt black flesh searing strung up not for biological difference but by white metaphors who didn’t want to be- come mixed I was an embryo more biology than person when it happened My daddy was a lynchee hung from a tree an element of blood and flesh in a ritual of communal cleansing a necessary sacrifice, toasted blacker than any vernacular strung over multi- colored flames not by bio- logical difference but by white hooded metaphors who couldn’t conceive of him in any kind of non-literal language in any kind of relative terms.

A Spc Flight Medic Needs Some Love
THIS ARMY BRAT NEEDS SOME LOVE! SHE HAS BEEN WORKING HER JOB MORE THEN SHE CAN BOMB. SO HELP THIS SPC FLIGHT MEDIC (US ARMY) GET HERE BLAST NOW GO SHOW ME SOME LOVE, AND MAKE YA A NEW FRIEND! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ GO SHOW HERE SOME LOVE AT HER PAGE EVEN!! **DJ Devil Witch**@ fubar

Entry #4
Love Curse I miss the way you wrap yourself in my arms in bed at night I miss the smell of your hair I miss the serene glow in your eyes And the softness of your kiss But now you've left me, with no reason why Now I lie awake at night with only insomnia to comfort me Instead of hearing your soft whisper, I have only the endless scraming voices ringing in my ears Paranoia and insecurity have now replaced contentment and fulfilment Each time I see you now, my sanity fades that much more I will have vengeance But now is not the time Until the day comes This is my curse Every time you talk to another man You'll hear my voice Every time you look into his eyes You'll see my reflection Whenever he kisses you You'll taste my lips As you cuddle in his arms You'll feel my presence On and on it shall go Until at last you're driven mad And all you can think about is me That's when I'll come for you And when you grovel for forgiveness I'll sho

Not Here Not Now
Wipe away these frozen tears from this icy cheek, and close these shuttered eyes. There is nothing here that they will ever see again. Close the mouth, gasping in its last. There is no air to ever breathe again, not here. Not now. Lay out this broken body, nothing left but skin and bones, worn away and withered. There is no strength left lying here beside it. No strength that can brace to stand here. Smooth away the straying hairs, and ease away the lines. There is no pain, no suffering, not here. Not now. Hold the hand between your own. But there is nothing left to hold. Nothing left to grasp back. No flickering pulse, no warmth of life. They are cold and hard and unforgiving. They will not listen to your tears. They will not hear your pleas. There is nothing left of recognition, nothing left to hold. The tears do not mean a thing, not here. Not now. Our words they will not carry, not to your ears, shut away in that box. You are not there, there lies just your

You Made Me What I Am Today
You made me what I am today, courage at its best. You wanted me to know no fear, a cut above the rest. Not only did I master that, I've thrown in loyalty, too. Look past my eyes into my soul, you know I'd die for you. I'll watch your kids, I'll watch your house. Your praise will be my crown, ask what you will-I'll do my best. I'll even be your clown. But some of you don't like me, I'm sure I don't know why. The only thing I'm guilty of is courage, love, and try. But still they want to see me go, they want my breed to end. Will I see you sitting idly by? You, whom I call a friend? You made me what I am today, you never saw me waiver. I've done my best to keep you safe. Won't you please return the favor.

Pitbulls Dont Cry
I see the children in the lane They look like friends, we'll have a game They've got a stick, oh boy, what fun They'll throw it for me and I'll run But someone stops me, I wonder why their mother screams "Don't go near those" Horrid Dogs, come here, come close They're dangerous-I'll tell you why They bite little children and they die All I can do is watch and sigh Cause now I know that Pit Bull's don't cry Mum cuddles me up and says "My pet We love you dearly so don't you fret" But I love everyone out there Why can't they love me, I do care I wish they weren't made to pass me by I'm a Pit Bull, I don't cry I sit behind my padlocked gate From early morn til quite late When I go out it's on a lead Is mine the only heart to bleed I'm held in check as the world goes by I wish the Pit Bull heart could cry There are some dogs, and also men Who cannot tell a foe from a friend So all of us must bear the blame Expected to live a life of

What Animal Do I Speak Of ?
Their love is like no other, their heart as pure as gold. Yet while going on a friendly walk, they're faced with stares of cold. They're so very close to human, in how they act and what they do, Unless you've known their devoted love, it's impossible to explain to you. They are greatly more misunderstood, than any other breed. We tend to punish this loyal dog, Instead of mankind's deeds. They are always and forever clowns, with a wish for center stage. Yet while displaying this sense of humor, most people disengage. They, oh, so want to make new friends, and run and jump and play. Yet when they happily approach, most people shy away. Often I've seen children poke, or hop on for a ride. And when I felt thay might get mad, they've only beamed with pride. I've seen there children yank and pull, with nary a reaction. Yet media's not interested, unless they've put someone in traction. When other dog's have made the news, this breed's

Her Best Friends Son....
HER BEST FRIENDS SON It's summer time.. the ladies are out at the club dancing.. drinking.. reminiscing.. Brandy decides to invite Kimberly out for the weekend. They haven't spent much time together in the last couple of years.. it will be fun.. Kimberly remembers Brandy has a son ... a gorgeous son named Grady... she decides to except the offer.. thinking about his dark hair.. his lean body.. she has to see if he has grown into a man.. she remembers him from before.... it is only Saturday night and she has to think about him for 5 more days.. the night is hot and she is drinking her sex on the beach and sucking on the straw like it is Grady's cock... licking the straw up and down.. imagining him as a man... it has been more than a year since she has secretly seen him.. she just can't wait... Thursday comes and she is in a panic.. does she have the right clothes on.. is she skinny enough.. does she look to old.. what if he doesn't look at her like that anymore.. see long ago he

All I Can Do Is Cry..........
its one of those days where I am an emotional wreck and don't feel like talking. please don't get upset if I don't write you back, or if im not talking, its just one of those days where all i can do..... ...... is cry I just want that one person here with me that can hold me and make me smile through the tears without even trying

Request To Santa
Dear Santa, I haven’t written to you in a while. Well, years actually. It’s not because I didn’t think about you but I thought you’d be busy with all the children in the world. As an adult, I didn’t want to bother you.... Oh and by the way, thank you for the doll when I was five. It was just what I wanted. Anyway, lately I’ve been feeling a little neglected. I know you’re busy and I know you probably don’t think adults need you as much, but, well, Santa, I do. For a long time now, there has been something that I really want. Something important enough that I’ve finally sat down and decided to write my Christmas letter to you. I hope you can get this. It’s not a doll. It’s not a bike. Nothing your elves can probably help you with. No, Santa, what I want is special. Here goes... Santa, I want a lover. A hot, sensual lover who will make love to me all night long, never get tired and be concerned about my pleasure first and his second. I know this is an unusual request, so I’m pre

Broken By Lindsay Haun From The Movie Broken Bridges
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Heaven knows that getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When you're brok

The One For Me
Sunlight filters down and runs across my cheek A smile grows upon thy face His gorgeous self lights up the mind As if you were only a dream But you're not a dream We belong together my diamond in the starry sky When you kiss me goodnight kiss me good morning I melt into your arms The way I can feel you touch miles apart, alone no more Every step of the way Isn't that what you always say We're meant to be together You and I. To my wonderful darling Steven!

Lest We Forget
In Flander's Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flander's fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, tho poppies grow In Flander's fields. Liet. -Col. John McCrae Poppy Poppy we are but children small, We are too little to do it all. Children you may do your part. Love each other is how you start. Play without fighting. Share your games and toys. Be kind and thoughtful, To all girls and boys. Remembrance Day We wear a poppy On Remembrance Day, And at eleven We stand and pray. Wreaths are put Upon a grave. As we remember Our soldiers brave. Little Poppy

My Immortal ( Evanescence)
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

For November 10,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 10,2007 Something that seems small to you is a big deal to the world at large -- and your reputation is climbing steadily as a result! You don't need to set anyone straight, because you can tell that it's all relative.

Abusive Men
I have someone very special to me going thru an abusive marraige, and im NOT liking it! Come on guys, trying to prove you're tough? A real man will not ever lay a hand on a woman in anger. It seems several of my friends are going thru it too, and im not happy about it at all. I think its a really sad thing to do, and for the women going thru it, just get out of the relationship or marraige, the guy isnt worth it. Find a REAL man who knows how to treat someone!

Pitbull Poems I Wrote
I was born today. One of 10. My daddy was very famous. I have lots of half brothers and sisters. My mother is very famous. Since she got famous, she has only had puppies. No more loving hands, no more fun trips...just puppies. She is always sad when they leave her. I left home today. I didn't want to go, so I hid behind my mama and three litter mates that were left. I didn't like you. But one day they said I would be famous. I wonder, is famous the same as fun and good times? So you picked me up and carried me away, even though you were concerned about me hiding from you. I don't think you liked me. My new home is far away. I am scared and afraid. My heart says "be brave." My ancestors were. Did they go to good homes like mine? I am hungry because I can't eat too much because it will be bad for my bones. I can't bite or snap when the children are mean to me. I just run, play, and pretend I am in a big green field with butterflies, robins, and frogs. I can't understand why t

There Is No Title To This
the hot water washes over her bruised and bitten skin she looks to me for help she wants to hide behind me again like so many years ago i scream at her because she can't see past her own reflection she is jealous but of what... she does not know burning with a fever shaking with a pain she names all of them...one by one some of them bring a smile to her face a few bring tears to her eyes and she laughs all in the past i tell her all in the past she says 'fuck you'...its the past i can't get over i cannot pity her she doesn't want to be touched maybe not even loved she hates me because i am her.

Come Dream A Lil Dream With Me
Close your eyes and touch the air For in the breeze, I am there Surrounding you with loving grace Warming your body with my embrace So let's dream together and make it last We can take it slow or take it fast Because the only thing I want tonight Is for you to kiss me and hold me tight Gone is the loneliness from a discouraging day In our own passionate world, everything is okay The closeness of bodies gives warmth to each heart Even though many miles are trying to keep us apart Maybe someday we could be more than this To have and to hold instead of only to miss And until that day comes..... I'll meet you in my dreams ~~~~

How To Make & Store Holy Water Or Sacred Water
How To Make & Store Holy Water or Sacred Water Holy Water Carrier for potions and for special purposes. Keywords: Sacred Water, Holy Water, Programming Water, Healing Water, Carrier Water For Potions, Spell Water, Magic Water. Holy Water has been around since the dawn of time and in homeopathic circles it is well known that just placing a glass of clean water onto a piece of paper with the prescription written on it will replicate the effects of giving the actual tincture most precisely. It stands to reason that one of the most useful prescriptions you can make to any client is a very personalized potion in a nice bottle with instructions as to how often it should be taken. To facilitate this and do it right, here are the instructions: • Use any water source that is both safe in the Hard way as well as attractive to you when you tune into it in all the other ways. I make the safety note because pretty magical brooks these days can be laced with just about anything and

Friends Are Priceless
ok today i learned a very importent lesson today that no matter who are your friends you can learn too trust them it dose take time and work and i am learning it the hard way so if you want to blame someone for your mistakes and all dont blame them you are the one to blame and dont push them to do something you and they will regret later what gose around comes around trust me i have learned it the hard way and dont drag there name threw the mudd to make yourself look like peaches and cream when you are the one who started it all

I Won
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS WHO HELPED ME SO MUCH ON MY CONTEST I DID WIN FIRST PRIZE I WON A HAPPY HOUR!!! I WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED ON WHEN I WILL BE HOSTING THE HAPPY HOUR. I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE TO THANK. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!! LOVE YOU ALL MINA

Schedule Of Shows
January 2008 Ashland Elks February 2008 Portsmouth Moose March 2008 Greenup VFW April 2008 Vacation May 2008 Ashland American Legion June 2008 Greenup Amvets July 2008 Greenup VFW August 2008 Greenup Amvets September 2008 Ashland Elks October 2008 Greenup VFW November 2008 Greenup Amvets December 2008 to be announced

Fertility Spells
Fertility spells or Pregnancy spells are often used by women's who want to start her own family. But due to unknown problems she is not able to conceive and some time they may also be scared at the time of pregnancy thinking about the baby, fertility spell or pregnancy spells should be used for the above reasons so that they may have a safe pregnancy and without any problems or complications. Also fertility spells should be used to prevent Miscarriages. First, you and he should be trying these different medical methods as well. Just because they did not work for he and her, does not mean they won't work for the 2 of you. As for a spell, try filling a leather pouch with 1 of each of these stones: amethyst, clear quartz crystal, chrysoprase and aventurine. Place fresh rosemary under the bed when trying to conceive and wear the pouch around your neck each time you try. This will increase your chances of becoming pregnant. Once pregnant, keep the pouch until after you deliver to easy yo

Reflections Of Myself
They say mirrors don't lie And what you see Is what you are But it's only a reflection Of what's on the outside. But what about the inside Where no one can see? No, a mirror can't reflect That part of me. It can't see my pain It can't see my fears It can't see my hopes It can't see my dreams. No, a mirror can't see That part of me It only sees the outside It only reflects the outside The grown up part of me.Only the part I allow you to see~~~

I Am Missing You!
Though I want to see your face, and ache for the touch of you Being satisfied but not complete With words that are sweet; They flow, they glide, they fade away. Yet they linger to spur me on To heights of emotions; awakenings; stirrings. . . GAWD... I am missing you!

Fighting The Pain
shattered dreams, broken hearts. Friends i have lost along the way. It doesnt seem fair this life i live. It seems i have seen it all, the price i have paid is painful. I am fighting the pain fighting the tears. The rain is falling once again, seems i have lost the fight to keep going. Nothing will ever be the same. I have seen the rain fall so many times, just like the tears are falling. everyone has there own lives to live, i just dont seem to be a part of it. They say friends are friends forever, but where then did everyone go. No friends here to wipe away the tears, no need for me to stick around. I wish the best for everyone and hope that someday we will meet again. Fighting the pain where did it all go wrong? This life of mine is over tired of fighting the pain, the tears still fall. Fighting the pain.

Sumthin In The Rain
I see him standing in the rain His eyes shining with emotions untold The storm comes in torrents Pelting his rugged skin He does not move But to spread his arms Welcoming my soaked form in his An embrace so warm it It makes the rain chase away any lost hope. Yes, there’s sumthin in the rain… That brings me back again

For Health "sex"
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes.The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

Grr
Your mood is a bit out of sync with those of the people around you, but you shouldn't let that affect you too deeply. It's a temporary situation and if you just slow down for a while, things should pick up soon. does mean that it's ok that i'm pissy? i really wish i could get that stereo wired in my truck and get it over with. i'm so sick of driving it around like this.

My Mom
please pray for my mother she is in the hospital at morris i have no further ideas of why she is in there except they took her off a pain patch and gave her pills, well shes doing pretty bad, and needs prayer. she has diabetes to explain some things thanks for your time

My Grandfather ....a Hero
at the local childrens museum they have an exhibit that opened today "the power of children: making a difference" it honored anne frank, ruby bridges and ryan white. my grandfather was suposed to be there with ruby bridges to open the exhibit, he is the only us marshal living that walked ruby bridges in to that school. he isnt well so he didnt go.....i wanted to be there too but didnt have enough $ to take my girls and i. im so proud of him...that he was apart of history like that. the norman rockwell painting that is so famous of ruby in her white dress walking with the marshals and all you see are their torsos and feet....one is my grandfather....ruby gave my grandfather the portrait at his home....and had dinner there with my grandparents! she gave my grandmother the doll from the picture...its so awsome! the book ruby wrote "through my eyes, has photos of my grandfather.....he was present with 2 other marshals at her book signing...she gave my mother a signed copy for m

Contact Us. We Would Love To Hear From You.
You can email us at: whiskeycreekroks@hotmail.com or whiskey_creek@hotmail.com. Send us a note, request a tune, submit ideas or comments, or just drop a line to say hi. We will do our best to reply to all. Feel free to visit our websites at www.myspace.com/whiskeycreekroks, www.myspace.com/whiskeycreeklive, www.whiskeycreek.wetpaint.com or www.fubar.com/whiskeycreekroks. We appreciate your support and loyality and would like to thank you. We enjoy what we do and hope you enjoy it as much as we do. Shawn, John, T.Kane, Bill (Whiskey Creek)

Inro To The Black Cauldron
When we are young, we are told fairy tales - about evil witches, mostly older women, and wishes that lead to disaster; about magic gone wrong and full of dire warnings to not stray from the straight and narrow or else terrible things will happen. These things sink into a young child's neurology and there they stay, and there they sleep, and there they wait until the moment comes when an adult might want to make a wish, but all of sudden and seemingly from nowhere, there's fear. There's doubt. There's confusion. Bad things happen when you make a wish ... don't trust that genie in the bottle ... magic leads to no good in the end ... And that's a magic reversal in action, old programming that is just the same as brain washing or cult control, but here the cult is the Spanish Inquisition, reaching across the ages through the medium of fairy tales and affecting people in their millions, still here and right now. You are a free people with the ability to think outside the box you mak the

If You Don't Tell Me
IF YOU DON'T TELL ME By WILLY SENKIWSKY 1/6/05 1:00 pm, A-Harp, Key of E, Midtempo Boogie We've been goin out so long Baby we been goin out so long But if you don't tell me I think nothin is wrong! It never bothered me the smell of my socks I'd rather hear the Blues than psychedelic rock! Leavin the seat up; am I the only one?! If you don't tell me nothin will be done! I was out back shooting at squirrels You're lookin for perfection in an imperfect world! I'm too old to change that should be plain to see But I don't know what to change if you don't tell me! I can sleep for days I'm really good in bed I can sleep for days I'm really good in bed Hey stop those eyes rollin to the back of your head! I like meat with hot sauce no salads here Keep your yogurt and cottage cheese my dear! In the mornin I drink coffee black no tea We wouldn't have the kettle; if you didn't tell me! I drink real milk not that skim stuff Yeah I'm the original cave man I

Whiskey Creek Merchandise
T-Shirts and DVD's are available at the shows. T-Shirts feature the Whiskey Creek logo on the front and "Country the way it should be! Rock the way it's gotta be! on the back. T-Shirts sell for $15 and are available in all sizes. DVD's featuring 11 songs performed live at Portsmouth Moose, Raging Bull and Walker Branch VFW are selling for $8. DVD's are taken from the live performances and are unproduced and raw, giving you the feeling of a live show. These items are only available at the shows. We hope you enjoy these items as much as we have enjoyed bringing them to you.

Dim
Life is so unpredictable... At one time, everyone, and everything together, happy as could be, the colors: vibrant and unscathed... Now, reality is dim, at least for me, you have forgotten so it seems... I thought we were best friends, I thought we were close, I thought that you cared, Wishful thinking at the most... We both are cold, stubborn, & scorned, No one forgives, our lives continue, separate. My pain turns to anger my anger is unleashed no one understands what I am going through. Life goes on, brutal, or not. Denial, sadness, tears, and anger wonder, thoughts, memories, laughter, knowing you, I will never have any regrets...

Since No One Came To Help
Since no one came to help I did my cleaning by myself lol. I actually got the upstairs cleaned except for one room that is in the middle of a "remodel". All I have left for tonight is to put new caulk around the tub as soon as its dry enough. Also did a few loads of laundry. Please don't let me get too domesticated here. I suppose its time to stop and eat.

Whiskey Creek
In case you don't know us, we'll give you an idea of what Whiskey Creek is all about. We're a party band that loves music of all kinds and loves meeting and playing for people. We play cover tunes as well as some of our own origionals. We take requests and if we know it, we'll play it for you. Our band consists of Shawn Davidson (founder, owner, drummer, vocals), John Page (bass, vocals), T. Kane (lead guitar, slide guitar, vocals), and Bill Caines (lead guitar, keyboard, vocals). Each member brings their own style to the show and this allows us to play a wide range of music from early/classic country and rock n' roll to modern country, blues and rock. Everyone likes different things and we strive to have something to fit everyones taste. Whiskey Creek offers DVD's titled "Live & Raw". These feature 11 songs performed at several local clubs. The DVD's have not been produced to allow you to have the experience of being there live. You will see and hear the same things we did at the liv

What Does The Watcher Like To Watch?
Easy. The watcher likes to watch girls. Girls alone. Girls with other girls. And occasionally, if I'm in the mood for it, girls with boys. They are so much prettier to look at than boys, don't you think? Well, most of the time at least...

Poems Of Debbie
Love and Lust Kisses as soft as butterfly wings Touches as gentle as a kitten Words whispered so sincere With promises of love forever She absorbs him into her soul Drinking in the passion of his spirit Drowning in the sweetness of his voice He becomes the essence of her life Sitting by the fire gazing into each other He slowly undresses her Freely giving love and passion With hands exploring unknown regions She quivers with excitement and lust Feeling him pressed against her flesh Wanting his manliness inside her He slowly enters as she sighs his name Time becomes a useless tool of life They are the only two that exist With looks of I love you and need you Days become nights to remember Deborah Ann Krouse

Something's Wrong
Something's wrong but I don't know what. I can't snap out of it what the fuck? My mind is racing and I can't concentrate. Can I catch up or is it too late? So much is going on but nothing's going right. How do you live when you just wanna give up the fight? I have no urge to carry on. Fighting back tears, I have no one. Never knowing love,'cause people are fake...has taken it's toll fillling my heart with hate. They say deal with the hand that you've been given...that very thought makes me shiver. So what do you do when you have nothing left? Sit and impatiently await oyur death!!

Take Me!
Feeling lost I have no one; wondering around this world with no purpose. Numb, scared of everything. Allowing myself no pleasure. Why should I? A barrier I don't want broken. My security My safety Who am I? All used up Every attempt to free myself DENIED! WHY? Why do I wake up? Just let me go. I won't be sadly missed, just another numbered tombstone. Boken mind Fake smiles Everyone lies I wanna die; be set free PLEASE LORD, COME TAKE ME

Real People
STARTIN TO WONDER WHO ARE REAL FRIENDS AND WHO ARE NOT, MANY OF U STOP BY EVERDAY AND SHOUT OR LEAVE LOVE, THEN THERES THE MANY WHO DON'T , I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR FRIENDS NOT PEOPLE WHO ONLY SHOUT AT YOU WHEN THEY NEED RATES, OR A FAVOR, IF YOU NOTICE YOUR NOT ON MY PAGE ANY LONGER , HERES YOUR ANSWER........

Searching
Searching for right, finding only wrong. Watching myself fade away 'cause I don't feel like holding on. I have no will to keep going, wanting only death. Having lived a life knowing nothing but regret. I see myself plunging off the highest cliff or maybe I'll just take a bath after I slit my wrist. Fuck emotions! I don't feel no more. Yearning for the darkness on the other side of the door. I pray my time is coming I've waited long enough. Treading in these waters, so choppy and too rough

To Lookin The Mirror
To look in the mirror* *To look in the mirror* *By Eric Ethan* *Take my hand and let’s walk to see the mirror I put you in front of the mirror, what do you see? When I put in front of old fashion standing mirror I see a beautiful lady that is a darn right sexy friend to me The mirror is missing that something to reflect Is that inside you a mirror that can’t detect A kind hearted women that has a heart of gold A angel that has the coolest hugs that make the day good You are a mother , a grandma with the coolest love in your heart for them* *A friend with the kindest heart that I trust* *A friend that make s me feel comfortable* *That s

Missing Something
“I’m lonely,” Minna admitted. “So am I.” He didn’t look at her, but looked away, beyond the trees, down the path to the valley. “I didn’t like living with the children’s father, but I’m still lonely for a man. Crazy, isn’t it?” Her words were thoughtful, musing. She let her sewing drop to her lap, stilling her hands. Instead of following his gaze, Minna looked the other way, down to the sparkling lake that fed the crops and watered the livestock. They were both quiet for several minutes. “Do you know what I miss?” Minna’s voice had a dreamy quality to it. Unnoticed by her, Ben had leaned back into the grass and was watching the clouds and they took on the colors of late afternoon. He turned his face toward her now, seeing that her chin was in her hand, her eyes glazed in her daydream. Startled by how young she looked with wisps of hair escaping her braided coil, he could only stare. In this light, her hair looked like flaming silk of scarlet, gold, even platinum. Her face

Monster
You are a vampire! You are suave and seductive. Eternal life is yours and you never tire of coming up with crazy ways of amusing yourself and others. Sometimes, however, your taste for blood comes in the way of friendships as you are constantly turning your friends into vampires. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Ummmm Yeah
I'm sitting here drinking my super awesome starbucks WOO yes I'm quite hyper it happens on a regular basis...I thought I'd introduce myself a bit more :). ummmm lets make a list! -I'm 19...pretty much sums up that for ya. -My name is Acacia I go by AK (AK47) I am nicknamed after that particular gun because A.Mark was drunk & B.someone in the marines said "your merciless and god you'd look hot with an ak-47" haha THANK YOU RUSSY!!! -I support our flipping armed services more than anything...more than trees (if you know me..thats a big deal) I was going to join the USCG (COAST GUARD) but after a car accident I was no longer physically able to preform at top level & was threatened by my doctor that if I joined he'd beat me...yeaaaaah! -I'm single..its sad...I was gonna get married..now I'm not. -I'm told I ruin moments...its kinda funny. -I am your basic average crazy girl who loves music & swimming. I have been a swimmer my whole life...which means I have killer shoulders which me

Got To Go
SORRY YOU ALL IM JUST BEEN ASKED OUT SO IM GOING CATCH YOU ALL LATER BYE BYE ---TAKE CARE SEE YOU TOMORROW - this friend knows who you r i have more stufffor you an whats there enjoy take care an may God Bless You My prayers is always with you .hugs

Veteran's Day
VETERANS DAY Veterans Day is an American holiday for honoring war veterans. It is celebrated on the same day as Armistice Day or Remembrance Day in other parts of the world, falling on November 11, the anniversary of the signing of the Armistice that ended World War I. It is both a federal holiday and a state holiday in all states. All major hostilities of World War I were formally ended at the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month of 1918 with the German signing of the Armistice. Armistice Day was first commemorated in the United States by President Woodrow Wilson in 1919, and 30 states made it a legal holiday. Congress passed a resolution in 1926 inviting all Americans to observe the day and made it a legal holiday nationwide in 1938. The holiday has been observed annually on November 11 since that date - first as Armistice Day, later as Veterans Day. When holidays in the United States, with the exception of New Year's Day, Christmas Day, Thanksgiving Day and Independence

Soul Mate
philosopher your partner will be a very deep thinker. most likely not concerned with fashions or popularity. they care about whats important to them. but one thing is sure the one thing that means the most to them will be their soul mate..you! remember that when their deep in thought, it may be about you! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

I Wrote This Too
I HAVEN'T SAT DOWN IN A LONG TIME AND WROTE , MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS IN 2 YRS . AND TO START WHERE I , LEFT OFF IS NOT SO EASY . SINCE 2 YRS HAVE PASSED ALOT HAS HAPPEN , SOME " GOOD " SOME NOT . THE PAST IS THE " HARDEST " MY MARRIAGE A JOKE , AND TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK AND NOTHING IN RETURN " BUT ABUSE " MENTAL , PHYSICAL , VERBAL AND THE " BOYS " BEING DONE TO THEM TOO. " SO " IT GETS "BETTER " WHEN ? IF YOU MET SOMEONE TOTALLY DIFFERENT ? BUT, CAN YOU " TRUST " SOME DON'T EVEN KNOW THE MEANING , I'AM SO " WITH A WALL " AROUND " ME " BECAUSE , I DON'T " WANT THAT HURT AGAIN " . AND THE WALL IS SO UP THERE THAT ITS REALLY HARD TO LET IT DOWN . AND ALL THE " FUCKED UP " PEOPLE AND MARRIAGES ARE NOT LASTING . EVERYoNE " LOST " THE REAL MEANING OF THEIR " VOWS ' I BELIEVE WHAT " GOES AROUND " COMES AROUND " JUST A MATTER OF TIME . ( FOR SURE ) . I WOULD LOVE TO BE ON A ISLAND AND WHITE SAND , DEEP BLUE CLEAR WATER AND JUST FORGET . BUT, OF COURSE THAT WOULD BE " REALLY TO EASY ". SO

Ode To Virtual Friends
An Ode to the virtual friends we chat with on the Internet Friends With/Without Faces and odd little names. Take a moment to sing outloud these very special words We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, What this possibly means. With our mouse's we roam, Through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, We type all our woes, Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, To type out our name, We want recognition, But it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes we flirt, In MIRC we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships But why we don't know, But some of these friendships, Will flourish and grow. Why it is on the screen, We can be so bold, Telling our secrets, That have never been told. Why is it we share, The thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, As though we were blind. The answer is

Im Mrs.frankstein
alright well its been since forever i noticed that i like guys older then me...like in their late 20s and older =/ i mean ive liked them older since i was like 14 haha is that weird? or am i a skank? lol well i dont know older guys i think are better haha well anyways thought i would write about this..lol ok then thanx for reading =)

Sometimes Love Is Sleeping
He looked at me and there was emptiness in his eyes It was plain to see And he turned and said Once I loved but love was dead And I whispered Some times love is only sleeping. He said I can not love nor feel, And his voice was hard and cold, And his sweet young face was old. And I whispered Sometimes love is only sleeping He looked at me And his smiling face was warm, sweet and free And the moonlight kissed our eyes As it mingled with the skies And he whispered Some times love is only sleeping.

Veterans, We Honor You!
November 11th is Veterans Day. Veterans Day is largely intended to thank veterans for their service, to acknowledge that their contributions to United States national security are appreciated, and to underscore the fact that all those who served - not only those who died - have sacrificed and done their duty. With that said...Take some time and show appreciation to a veteran. Below is someone very special to me and is a very important person in my life who is a veteran. May we take a few moments to reflect, remembering those who served our country well ... "You gave for peace with courage That families may be free So children could grow strong And safe they'd ever be. photo credit Susan Kramer In giving for the sake of peace You may have suffered loss Your body may still show its wounds From taking up the cause. May remembrance of your time away Your sacrifice for peace Spur us on to strive more strongly For freedom, that there'll be releas

Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Abchanchu
Abchanchu: Bolivian Vampire The abchanhu pretends to be a kindly old man who loses his way. His well-meaning helpful victims are either stricken with a fatal disease or are sucked dry of their blood while they are asleep.

I Am That Girl
Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

I Want This Girl
Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

Life Sucks
Okay well for my first entry I am just going to rant. lol Well lets look at my life shall we? I am a DIVORCED mother of 3 at the age of 21 NONE of my babies fathers care about there kids and I am the only one busting my ass trying to support them. I only have dated losers in my life and now my kids are suffering for that. I am so sick of all this drama that I have created for myself. I always pick Low life losers to date. People who rather use me and my children for a house to live in food in there stomachs (SP?) and money in there pockets (SP?) NO more of this shit is going to happen. I have growen up alot in the past year but I will amit i have had my down faults and I hurt a friend in the process but i cant live my life as a teenager anymore. I am a adult now i am 21 years old it was my choice to have my children younge and now i relized I forfited my ttenage years when that happend. (Not saying im a stuck up old lady :) ) but i relize i have to work hard for what i want in li

I Am This Girl!!!!!!
Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

Your Eyes
Your eyes Have shown me you have a dream In vast fields A place is waiting Quiet, Serene, Peaceful Most of all Your eyes Glow like stars In the universe What a glittering glow You have a dream A place Is waiting Far off, close, yet near Yes that's it ! I too see Your dream Only without me As a tear drops from my eye.........

Story
As I unbutton my top I watch in the mirror as my breasts fall out, my nipples pert and rosy. I shiver as the air from the open window turns them instantly hard and a deeper shade. I stare for a minute admiring my shape and the way the contours create tiny shadows on my chest. I can still smell the scent from the lavender oil applied hours earlier. I unclip my hair from the twist that holds it and as I do my arm lightly brushes the tip of one of my nipples and a tingling sensation goes right through me. My hair cascades over my shoulders and the light feathery ends stop loosely just above my breasts. Still admiring in the mirror I gently rub the palm of my hands around them feeling their plumpness and fullness, my skin soft and warm, silky and smooth, against my cold hands. I let my fingers wander, tracing circles around my nipples. A more intense feeling comes over me. Ummmm. I close my eyes. I let my fingers stroke their tips, gently pulling and twisting. It feels so nice. I ca

Marines' Hymn
From the halls of Montezuma, to the shores of Tripoli, We fight our country's battles in the air, on land and sea. First to fight for right and freedom, and to keep our honor clean; We are proud to claim the title of United States Marine. Our Flag's unfurled to every breeze from dawn to setting sun. We have fought in every clime and place, where we could take a gun. In the snow of far off northern lands and in sunny tropic scenes, You will find us always on the job, the United States Marines. Here's health to you and to our Corps, which we are proud to serve. In many a strife we've fought for life and never lost our nerve. If the Army and the Navy ever look on heaven's scenes, they will find the streets are guarded by United States Marines.