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Less Than A Day
Well this will be about the last time that I'm seen around here for about a month. Tomorrow afternoon I will be finding out exactly when my flight is leaving to go home to Germany until Dec. 1. Then I will be back in the States for a little more than a month. I will be returning to the States permanently in Feb. and will finally get to spend more then 2 weeks a year with my wife and daughters. So until later. Peace out. Warlock

Tropics Sunlights
Singer : Gilbert Montagné Song & Lyrics / Gilbert Montagné Live under Brazil equator Between Cuba and Manila At the summer-time it is easy Take me the hand, come to dance I have sun on the skin I have in the heart a bongo I have in the head a bird Which says you high Come to dance, Under the tropics sunlights the love is told in music One has all the night to like While waiting come to dance I like the Pacific Ocean That does something of magic Has anything to make that to dream Take me the hand come to dance I’ve, between the waves and the sky You will be never again beautiful That this song which calls you Take me the hand come to dance I drew on your skin A palm tree at the edge of the water What one is well, all is beautiful fa mi fa sol do Come to dance, come to dance, come to dance, Ooh, dance, dance, dance, dance, Come dance to dance, come to dance, come to dance Under the tropics sunlights the love tells itself in music There

Good Morning
Hello Spirit Bombers I have not been on much the past week, just going though some stuff and Painter has been doing everything and i want to say Thank You for That Painter, and i do miss every1 and i would like to hear from every1 more often and if u have a problem come to me so i can give Painter a break to which he so much Deserves, Every1 right now for this Weekend WE ALL should be helping Joker in Becoming GodFather And there should not be any, any contest unless u come to us first, we need to know what is going on ahead of time. Muahzzzzzzzzzz to all INFARRED

Shitty Life Lately.... :(
not so much for me, but for someone really important to me. he is the one that is there for me when im down and always seems to have the answers to everyones problems. he is my best friend and i want to help him cheer up. he wont be online till tomorrow night and i wanted to do something nice for him. will you help me? i want to try to get him leveled, or at least close to it so he has something to smile about when he gets home. will you help? please go to his profile and leave him as much love as possible? PLEASE!!! it would be awesome if he got a lot of awesome comments so he can see that people to care, plus photo comments are his fav thing too. lol. its always cool to hear people say good things about you. it helps cheer alot of people up :) please and thank you in advance. God Bless SilverBlood (rate/add/fan plz)@ fubar

Time To Go
I think you are all georgious and wonderful - that being said I am leaving fubar. If you would like to talk sometime hit me up on myspace at myspace.com/ariesram2 . Thanks for sharing the beauty of your life.

Divorce Letter!
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receivin

For All My Friends
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, an d send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will

For The Ladies
The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, 'You >>>Can Be THE Man Of Your House.' >>> >>>He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, 'From now on, >>>you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is >>>Law. >>> >>>You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished >>>eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. >>> >>>After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will >>>have the kind of sex that I want. >>> >>>Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You >>>will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. >>> >>>Then, you will massage my feet and hands. >>> >>>Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?' >>> >>> >>>The wife replied, 'The fuckin' funeral director would be my first >>>guess.'

Everythin Happens For A Reason
SOMETIMES PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE AND YOU KNOW RIGHT AWAY THAT THEY WERE MEANT TO BE THERE...TO SERVE SOME SORT OF PURPOSE. TEACH YOU A LESSON OR HELP FIGURE OUT WHO YOU ARE OR WHO YOU WANT TO BECOME. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE MAYBE BUT WHEN YOU LOCK EYES WITH THEM, YOU KNOW THAT EVERY MOMENT THEY WILL AFFECT YOUR LIFE IN A PROFOUND WAY. SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU AT A TIME THAT MAY SEEM HORRIBLE, PAINFUL, AND UNFAIR. BUT IN REFLECTION, YOU REALIZE THAT WITHOUT OVERCOMING THOSE OBSTACLES YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER REALIZED YOUR POTENTIALS, STRENGTH, WILL POWER OF HEART. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. NOTHING HAPPENS BY CHANCE OR BY MEANS OF GOODLUCK. ILLNES, INJURY, LOVE, LOST MOMENT OF TRUE GREATNESS, AND SHEER STUPIDITY ALL OCCUR TO TEST YOUR SOUL. WITHOUT THESE SMALL TESTS, LIFE WOULD BE LIKE A SMOOTHLY PAVED, FLAT ROAD TO NOWHERE. THE PEOPLE YOU MEET AFFECT YOUR LIFE. THE SUCCESSES & DOWNFALLS THAT YOU EXPERIENCE CAN CREATE WHO YOU ARE & THE BAD CAN BE LEARNED FROM. IF SOM

On Compatibility
Many people speak of compatibility. I don't think that there are any two people that are the same. I wouldn't want to be someone else or something other than me. I am an individual and am me and not you. I don't think its good to change who we are to be like or please someone else. How boring would it be if we agreed on everything? There would be no fun, no competition, nothing. Just bored of the same old thing and nothing new to grow with. We would have nothing to talk about if you didnt have something of your own. I love the Steelers!! I love Jeff Gordon. But if you did not love the Browns then I would have no fun on game day. Who would i have to harass? Just an example. I need you to be exactly what and who you are. I even like to roller skate.. I don't mind if you don't. I have friends already that do. Make sense? Common interest is important. Its a known fact that opposites attract though. Musical and movie tastes are important with friends and

November 10, 2007
Something that seems small to you is a big deal to the world at large -- and your reputation is climbing steadily as a result! You don't need to set anyone straight, because you can tell that it's all relative.

A Friend In Need
Many of you would have seen a bulletin going around about my good friend Count Smokula who is going through a rough time at the moment after his Father was diagnosed with cancer Well we were able to get him into this giveaway where he wins a whole bunch of great prizes. We need 140K comments in total so would really appreciate any help we can get. BOMB THIS! Count dosn't know he is in this giveaway yet as he is with his father. Would love to get a good start on it before he comes back! BOMB THIS! So PLEASE stop by and leave a few comments this would brighten up his day a bit! BOMB THIS! THANK YOU!

Tenjooberrymuds
TENJOOBERRYMUDS"... This is a hoot .... sad, because it is TRUE ..... but a hoot!!!! By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND "TENJOOBERRYMUDS"... In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOO BERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in. Now, here goes... The following is a telephone exchange between maybe you as a hotel guest and call room-service somewhere in the good old U S A today...... Room Service : "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest : "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." Room Service: " Rye. Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" Guest: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs." Room Service: "Ow July den?" Guest: ".....What??" Room Service: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" Guest: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them?

Open And See.
The newness of life In order to learn something new you must first accept that you do not know it. To fully understand another person, you must let go of your desire to make blind assumptions and judgments about that person. Turn down the volume and intensity of your own chattering thoughts, and you can hear the music of life. Stop expecting to see what you've always seen before, and new and wondrous beauty will appear in front of your eyes. When you continue to perform a task the exact same way you've always done it, your effectiveness cannot improve very much. Be open to new ideas and techniques, and you can vastly accelerate your performance. If you cynically think you've experienced it all, you'll close yourself off from much of life's richness. If you consider yourself smarter than everyone else, you'll be supporting and advancing your own growing ignorance. Open your mind and your heart to the newness of life that comes with each moment. There is always more to learn,

Friends
What can you find to your left or right? I bet you can find this before bed tonight. You can find it here and there You will find this anywhere Many of you might look at the ground But that will be the only place it's not found Have you figured it out yet? Do you know what we're talking about? Friendship is the key This is true for you and me Friends are people that can't be replaces They can take up much time and space So think about what we said to you Think about it when your feeling blue A friend will never let you down And will pick you up off the ground So look to your left and right And say hello to a new friend tonight I wrote this one when volunteering my time at a local 4-H camp. Me and a group of friends were doing something called reflections, which is where the kids get a chance to look back on the day and see what they have learned. Many kids and adults loved this. I hope that you do too.

Thank A Veteran Today
Keep it moving, please, even if you've seen it before.It is the VETERAN , not the preacher,who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press.It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial.It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran ,who serves under the Flag, ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all.Forward this if you support your veterans and everythng they have ever done for this great nation

If You Love History, You Will Appreciate These Old Photos!
If you love history, you will appreciate these old photos!Unusual old pictures! Look closely at the pictures, they are soldiers and sailors. During the WW I years, Arthur S. Mole and John D. Thomas Made some incredible human pictures by using Thousands of sailors or soldiers in uniform to create the following images.

Womens/mans Poem
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

He Wished Me Death.
I was just attacked in my shoutbox.. Everyone pleaseeeeeee look at my viewers at a name "angelogabriel" He said this to me... angelogabr...: i need to delete u ....u look fake and u have devil symbols on your profile u r stupid and nasty die bitch Why do people have to be this way? Wishing people death? :( :(

My Beautiful Lady
My Beautiful Lady I don't know what to write I don't know what to say I wanna tell you that I love you But still can't find the way I wanna tell you� That you are the most beautiful girl I ever met And the only one I will never forget I wanna tell you That the beauty lives in your eyes For they are the nicest home, On the earth and in the skies I wanna tell you That I will give you my all My love, my care� My heart and soul Darling I can't imagine That you might be gone. I wonder� How my life would be If I lost the sun? So Please� Stay here by my side, I am so lost And you are my only guide. My beautiful lady, I just wanted to let you know� That "I love thee so

Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Hi Everyone!
A curious thought I figured i'd share.....if a cat always lands on its feet and a buttered piece of toast always lands buttered side down....what would happen if u tied a buttered piece of toast to a cat's back and dropped it out a window haha sorry to anyone that offends.

Reality
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its p

New Update On Witoka (deanna)
Deanna is still in the hospital and doesn't know when they'll let her out. The stroke affected her hands and she will have to have theropy to get back to her old self. We need to keep praying for her and burning candles or whatever your faith calls for. There is s strong possibility that she wont be able to do morphs for a little while and her typing is a little scattered so I'm asking that you all please show some patients and a lot of love. Thanks, Momma Rox

Saturday November 10, 2007
We begin our show tonight with some words of wisdom straight from the Dali lama : Zibbedy Zibbedy Zibbedy Zibbedy KANGAROOOOOOOO! Our translators are all autistic. NEWSFLASH 5:35 AM: Cheese wiz has been found to cause cancer. The surgeon general has indicated that, Studies show smoking cheese wiz may cause pneumonia, lung cancer, and having your head blown off when the aerosol can explodes from the heat. NEWS FLASH 5:40 AM: Finland hasbeen taken hostage by penguins. They are demanding $100000, a flight to the pole, and fish.

Funny
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that makes you believe that we can make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time... A young family moved into a house, next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little

Llisten To The Wind
When i see you in my dreams, I know that your with me, i cant see why u left me, i cant understand why listen to the wind, life for me begins, listen to the rain, i know you have gone away, i can try to stop the pain, i feel so helpless, i know you are with me now, but i cant see, that you cant be listen to the wind life for me begins, listen to the rain i know your back again free me from these eternal tears, i cant forget you, all i see is pained memory of when we were listen to the wind, life for me will bring listen to the rain i feel no more pain shadows fade, i hear no tears, i have found peace, thankyou for all of the years that you have made listen to the wind, m life now will bring, listen to the rain, my tears will form again` echo's of your last goodbye, whispers in the shadows, i can now finally smile now that you have rest in peace listen to the wind, my new life now begins, listen to the rain, ill be with you one d

This Is Why We're Hott
OK HOTT! We are still in this race. I know things seem more difficult with the bouncers bouncing up so many times and all but we really need to do our best to comment bomb our team member! Things will get better I am sure of it! We aren't that far behind rightnow, so PLEASE Help Out! THIS IS WHY WE ARE HOTT!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

This Is Why We Are Hott
OK HOTT! We are still in this race. I know things seem more difficult with the bouncers bouncing up so many times and all but we really need to do our best to comment bomb our team member! Things will get better I am sure of it! We aren't that far behind rightnow, so PLEASE Help Out! THIS IS WHY WE ARE HOTT!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Untitled 2
What more is there to say I am not sure if there is You don't love me the same way The same love that use to sizz Is it another guy or just me You've been acting different Very different to me I am not sure what this has meant I would like to talk I would you see A person to person talk Just you and me I feel like I am holding you back Holding you back from fun If I am holding you back Then do what needs to be done I want to see you Just you alone I think I love you I don't even want a phone

The Eleventh Hour
At the 11th hour on the 11th day of the 11th month of 1918, the Great War ends. Germany, bereft of manpower, supplies, and food, signs an armistice agreement with the Allies. The war left 9 million soldiers dead and 21 million wounded, with Germany, Russia, Austria-Hungary, France, and Great Britain each losing nearly a million or more lives. In addition, some 6 million civilians died from disease, starvation, or exposure. Today it is a solomn day, a day where we remember soldiers from around the world, who have given their lives in various conflicts around the world. The poppy symbolizes peace and rememberance, as it freely grew in the terrible fields of flanders, as remember by one of the greatest ever war poems In Flanders Fields By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the

Jesus & The Redneck
An Italian in a wheelchair entered a restaurant one afternoon and asked the waitress for a cup of coffee. The Italian looked across the Restaurant and asked, "Is that Jesus sitting over there?" The waitress nodded "yes," so the Italian told her to give Jesus a cup of coffee on him. The next patron to come in was an Irishman with a hunched back. He shuffled over to a booth, painfully sat down, and asked the Waitress for a cup of hot tea. He also glanced across the restaurant and asked, "Is that Jesus over there?" The waitress nodded, so the Irishman said to give Jesus a cup of hot tea, "My treat." The third patron to come into the restaurant was a Redneck on crutches. He hobbled over to a booth, sat down and hollered, "Hey there, sweet thang. How's about gettin' me a cold glass of Coke!" He, too, looked across the restaurant and asked, "Is that God's boy over there?" The waitress once more nodded, so the Redneck said to give Jesus a cold glass of Coke, "On my bill." As J

Waterfalls
Her Keggle muscles pumped me with abandon, riding me like a stallion and with her first muted groan I couldn't hold it any more and shot what I had left in my balls deeply into her just as she let out an incredible groan of pleasure that seemed to last forever. Finally she collapsed, rolling off me onto the blanket. Both completely spent, we lay there for quite a while, enjoying the feelings of a great lay. At some later moment a pang of fright shot through me. Had they heard us? Lifting myself up I peered over the ledge to see Meg and Bud getting dressed and leaving. They seemed in a hurry as they disappeared through the maples. Damn. I thought. What if they'd heard us? Bud and Meg own the orchard next to our little place 40 acres of Christmas trees. We can see their house from ours, about four hundred meters from us. We visit often, crossing the quaint bridge across the stream that separates our properties and lets them share our drive up to the roa

Shawn Casey
Shawn Casey Shawn Casey Donates $22,000 To Unitus To Help 4,000 Budding Entrepreneurs! Have you ever wondered if one person could make a difference? Well, one person can indeed make a difference. And today, that one person is YOU. Imagine an individual able to live their dreams, able to become self sufficient, and finally achieving their seemingly impossible dream…all thanks to you. Over 100 marketers are working together with IM Against Poverty, and we're hoping to transform the lives of thousands of people all over the world by raising at least $110,000 and giving it to the Unitus organization. And right now, we're asking you to join us in this crusade to end poverty. By raising $110,000, we will be helping 20,000 micro-entrepreneurs around the world take a step towards a better life for them, their families, their villages, and society in general. For the first $22,000 in donations that will help 4,000 entrepreneurs, Shawn Casey personally match those dona

Side B
I send the crew on ahead to scout out in the hum-v I stay behind and patrol on foot. The recorder haunts me teasing me to find out whats on the other side . I move on as i press play and listen on . "Those bastards i told them i told them i would make them pay.... They didnt listen ..... Fuck my skin is still burning my mind is lost ,but i know what i must do , I have killed four of the doctors so far i used my bare hands choking the life out of them. Then the hunger took over i couldnt stop . Once my teeth sunk into thereflesh i just continued to eat . I dont know whats going on but im finding my self enjoying it...... That bastard gaurd shot me but its funny i dont feel any pain ,and i dont seem to be bleeding that badly ................ I thought i killed that doc what the hell is he doing up .HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA looks like hes joining the party now ....... The ones that havent been completly been devoured seem to want to play as well it looks like im finally makijg frie

So Pissed
So it's 5am. John went out to the bar with his aunt at around 7pm...bars close at 2am. the nigger he cheated on me with goes to the same damn bar... what am i supposed to think? no phone calls, at all! not even after the bar closed, saying "honey i'm at so and so's place" NOTHING! after he promised me he'd be home tonight (which is why i didnt go back to my house) and that he'd call me tonight (which he hasn't done yet)...wtf?! i'm about to call my mom to come and pick me up and bring me home :( i tried calling shelly to see if maybe john called him, but shelly didnt answer (he's prolly sleeping) ...his nan hasn't heard from neither john or his aunt. i dont know what to do... i just wanna go home and snuggle in my bed with my puppy, i miss him. haven't seen him in so long or slept with him curled around my head in what seems like forever.. i'm so depressed... over something i shouldnt be. but thats what happens when your trust gets betrayed, once more i guess...

Get To Know Your Friends..
I've been thinking,... everyone says "fan, add, rate"... well you end up adding them and thats it... most of the time if you try to say a word to them you get ignored. So im puting all my "friends" on notice, if i try to talk and i feel im being ignored, consider yourself deleted... And to those who know they wont and if you read this... do me a favor, save me some time & do it for me. Just Sal...

Why Me???
as i sit here and watch everything you do no trust i have in you, i know of these others i can't take any more of this it kills me damn i let it happen again, secret sites and emails to afraid to let me see or let them know your part of my life, it's okay it will all fall one day something will happen, it always does then your world will crumble to the ground baby boy cause on that one faithfull day i will be gone so go ahead keep your emails, secret sites, ok if you really don't love me then let me know don't keep me around just to hurt and lie to me you say things i don't believe it seems everyday some new lie some new tale something to hurt me so if love isn't supposed to hurt then why me? Robin Kay Ortega Copyright ©2007 Robin Ortega

Hopelessly Forgotten
Hopelessly Forgotten By: April Terry Another day fades into night. Once again she’s all alone. She watches as the shadows, Swallow her alive. She remembers of a time, When the darkness was light. A time when she didn’t feel all alone. She tries to smile, At the memories, But instead all she does is weep. She looks deep within, For the soul that once thrived. In hope that it may be alive. Even if just a little. After some time, She comes across it. Carefully taking it into her hands. She finds it as dead as she feels. She holds it close, Hoping somewhere deep within, There shines a little light. She decides its best to move on, Maybe she can find her heart. Just maybe, It’s still alive. Going even deeper within, She slowly wonders though it all. The land of forgotten memories. Good and bad. And in the middle of them all, Laying on the ground, Is a scared bloody matter. At first she bypasses it, Then she hears a faint thump. Coming back to it, She r

These Are The Real True Friends
These people below are my most cherished friends. They all asked for friendship and instead they have captivated my heart. these people know the meaning of true friendship and i am very honored to have them as friends. please go show these awesom people some love for they of all deserve the best.because they are the best!!!! Wild Horse ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar LarryB@ fubar JJ - Founder of Stiletto Girls and Club F.A.R Member@ fubar ~ Dime ~ S*U*P - Moving To China@ fubar drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~@ fubar *h2o*@ fubar Metal Ron@ fubar ~Brian™~@ fubar

Drunk
Hey there ya'll... I just got home from the bar with my oldest son...If you KNOW me, then you know this is something I don't usually do...I have a damn good buzz goin' on...hehe If ya'll don't see me by the usual time and you have my phone number, please call and wake me up...I have slept to long...lol Proof for tomorrow, of my stuper...lol Huggs and kisses and MUCH LOVE to all, ~Sadie Grace~

Ranking
So I was just doing my own thing today.. which was pretty much half the day nothing and half running aorund. Anyway.. once ina while I somehow manage to rank, but it's like around 500 or something like that. Today I ranked 128. Now I really don't care about that ranking stuff, but I thought WOW that's pretty cool, how did that happen. Well, I went to bed tonaight, just happen to wake up, went tp bed too early I guess, and saw I managed 104. I must have been busy on here today. I got that ran out of pic rates messege. Wow. Bought me another blast for the hell of it since my current one expires today on my BDay of all things. Sad thing about all of this is..lmao.. I have no life..lol

I Dont Want To ( Ashley Monroe)
I could go out tonight and find some stranger It wouldn't be wrong No, It wouldn't be wrong Cause it ain't no crime, no felony There ain't no chains here holding me down Holding me down There ain't no place here on this earth I'd rather be So why would I leave? I could want somebody else I could need somebody else I could love somebody other than you, but I don't want to There is no good out there for me now Theres nothing I can't do without I can't live without You make me feel like heavens pooring down on me I know I'm free I could want somebody else I could need somebody else I could love somebody other than you but I don't want to I could dream somebody else, be treated like a queen by someone else I could love somebody other than you but I don't want to I don't want you to leave I could want somebody else (I could want somebody) I could need somebody else (I could need somebody) I could love somebody other than you but I don't want to I could dre

The Impossible
Joe Nichols, The Impossible Lyrics Looking for Joe Nichols tabs and chords? Browse alphabet (above) Artist: Nichols Joe Song: The Impossible Album: Man With A Memory Buy Joe Nichols Sheet Music Buy Joe Nichols CDs My dad chased monsters from the dark He checked underneath my bed He could lift me with one arm Way up over top his head He could loosen rusty bolts With a quick turn of his wrench He pulled splinters from his hand Never even flinched In thirteen years I'd never seen him cry But the day that grandpa died,I realized Unsinkable ships, sink Unbreakable walls, break Sometimes the things you think would never happen Happens just like that Unbendable steel, bends If the fury of the wind is unstoppable I've learned to never underestimate The impossible And then there was my junior year Billy had a brand new car It was late,the road was wet I guess the curves was just too sharp I walked away without a scratch They brought the helicopter in And

You'll Think Of Me (keith Urban)
I woke up early this morning around 4am With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms I've been tryin' my best to get along But that's OK There's nothing left to say, but Take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em Take your space and take your reasons But you'll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater 'Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact I'll feel a whole lot better But you'll think of me, you'll think of me I went out driving trying to clear my head I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this And all the baggage that seems to still exist It seems the only blessing I have left to my name Is not knowing what we could have been What we should have been So Take your records, take y

A Good Man
In life there are very few satisfying things but one of them has got to be the love of a good man. To have him wrap his arms around you and keep you safe from the world is a blessing. I am lucky to have this in my life.

Alabaster Box
The Alabaster Box Regret. Oh, that we could have done things differently - if we could only turn back the hands of time... How different would life have been if we'd only known then all the things we know now. . . Maybe. Inside every person is something called an "Alabaster Box." It is the most sacred and secret place in the human heart where the precious and carefully guarded truths of your existence are stored. What you believe to be true about yourself and what you hold most dear is kept in there. Memories, emotions, heartache, love, the deepest and most profoundly felt of all your experiences have been distilled into the most potent of all elixers - the essence of you. There's a story of a woman named Mary who brought an Alabaster Box of perfume to Jesus and poured it on his feet. In her desperation and sorrow she washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair as she lovingly poured her most valuable possession on the feet of God. There were those

Nobody
A Tribute to Nobody "Take time to care, for you may be among angels unaware." A word to the wise - watch out for the nobodies. You know the ones - people who seem to blend into the crowd; the faceless, nameless souls you pass by everyday and almost never notice. The "Plain Janes" and the "John Does" who have somehow turned being invisible into an art form. For every person who draws attention to themselves, either intentionally or unintentionally, there are hundreds who go by undetected, yet they are the ones who hold far greater power and influence than any public figure whose every move is made known. Getting too deep for you? Consider this: For every act of terrorism, it's not the leader of the terrorist group who carries out their evil plans, but the silent followers. The nobodies who slip by unnoticed and set off bombs or fly planes into buildings, leaving mass destruction in their wake. For every campus massacre there was a nobody or a group of nobod

Who Wants Me Is The Q's :d
ok I'll try this!!!here gose Fubar Adoption...lol here's the rules of the fubar adoptionend this to all the people on your list or blog the damn thing and see who wants to own you, the first person to send you a message saying "I own you"owens you, it simple...p.s.send it cuz its kinda crazy and funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first...so let the games begain...

Think About This
The next time you are washing your hands! And complain because the water Temperature isn't just how you like it, Think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: These are interesting. Most people got married in June because they Took their yearly bath in May, And still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, So brides carried a waist high bouquet of flowers to Hide the body odor. (Once, maybe twice a year MAX in May, eh?) Hence the Custom today of carrying a bouquet When getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had The privilege of the nice clean water, Then all the other sons and men, then The women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually Lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, W

Music In Me
i must be "sonny" you must be "cher" cause "i got you babe" jus call me "marvin gaye" baby and "lets get it on" something strange is goin on cause i smell a "ratt" cause this shit jus keeps goin "round and round" someone call the "police" cause without you i have a "hole in my life" "tbc"

♥ Why I Love You ♥
TO MY BABY RJ... YOU ASKED ME EARLIER WHY I LOVE YOU... WELL HERE ARE JUST SOME OF THE REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU, AND THE THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOU... 1. How you are always 100% honest no matter what 2.Your kindness 3.You are totally loyalty to me and everyone or everything that matters to you 4.The way you always try to help others 5.How you always can make me laugh or smile even at times when I don’t want to 6.How you are always concerned about me and my well-being, as well as the well being of others 7.How you always help me when I need or ask you to and sometimes even when I don’t ask 8.Your intelligence 9.Your beautiful blue eyes 10. those sexy lips that i cant wait to kiss 11.The way you make me feel about myself 12.How you always tell me and show me everyday how much you love me 13.The fact that you were willing to take a chance on me even tho we are so far away from eachother 14.The way you always encourage and believe in me 15. How you sometimes give up things yo

Relationships
Relationships Current mood: worried The title says it all. Relationships mean a mass of things. Drama, Tears, Self Doubt, Anger, Sadness, Suspense, Etc. It has everything all contained in one word. So I am lost. I moved to Wyoming to better my life and I feel as though I am only making it ten times worse. I want to go home. back to California. I understand my place there. Here, I'm one face and there are two sides of a coin. Half the people here call me a fat ugly bitch. Those are the people who have never met me, seen me in real life, or even talked to me on the phone. The other half say I'm the hottest girl out here. Those people are the ones who know me or have taken the time out to take a new Cali girl under their wings. Honestly, I dealt with that in Cali but I am so far away from anyone who knows me that it hard to take it. I want friends. I'm dating this guy who is pretty chill but I find I am better with him when we hang out as friends. He doesn't make me fee

I Am Going To Die
well i figure ill complain about this now so i can get it out and over with i suppose, im going to die the day after thanksgiving from being over worked...I have to work at 5:45 AM in the fucking MORNING till 3pm in the afternoon...sooo ya im going to end up dropping dead befor im off that day i just know it! I have never worked let alone been up that early ever befor soo i really dont know what to expect come that day....

Sweet Goodbyes
In the start of this, you were the only one for me. Making me breathless, I rushed to what I could not see. You were my lover, you were my friend. My heart could never see, how the mind knew it would end. I held on so tight, hoping against all hope. Thinking thoughts of you, made life easy to cope. You told me of forever, with deception on your lips. Giving me what I needed, while thrusting your hips. The passion was hot, and out of control. But when that all faded, it took its sweet toil. How could you lie to me, with such a careless ease. No matter what you said, those lies could never appease. You found forgiveness for your lies, in the arms of a stranger. She'd told you what you wanted, seducing you with her danger. I've since then moved on, to a better life it seems. To a very special man, that treats me like a queen. I've found forever again, deep within his arms. Not needing my lost Teddy Bear, to save me from all harm.

Tired Of It
Why is it when you have a fight with someone they try to make it out to be your fault. When I'm tired of it. Its bull when all you want is to be respected and people make it out to be like you ask for a lot. So I'm done you can't respect me then you know where the door is or in this case the X.

Ripper
Hey Ladies.. If you have dark hair and dark eyes.. be careful.. A man here is ripping pictures without permission.. He just ripped mine.. Here is his link... ricky@ fubar He has an album full of people he has ripped.. titled.. "Just couldnt help myself"... so if you have dark hair.. and dark eyes.. Go see if he ripped you...like he ripped me.. Mother fuckeres should learn to ASK first.. Thank you.. Cassie..

My Life
Well for some people it may be a choice they make at some point or time in there life, but for those selected few it just comes down to genetics,it's actually in the blood line and that means for those; there is no choice but to follow there natural born instinct. For me that means;from my earliest child hood memory, hauling scrape metal has always been a main part of my life. It's who i am,it's what makes me tick,it is my inner clock,it is the fabric of what makes me who i am today. Thank You All

Im Sick Of It
PEOPLE ON HERE RUNNING THEIR DAMN MOUTHS YOU GOT A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME THEN BRING TO ME DO NOT GO TO MY DAMN FRIENDS AND TELL THEM IM PLAYING THEM AND SHIT THIS IS GETTING OLD YOU ARENT A MAN OR A WOMAN IF YOU GOT TO PLAY GAMES SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME THEN I DONT GIVE A SHIT YOU CAN KISS MY ASS BUT MAKE SURE YOU COME TO ME WITH YOUR PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF TALKING SHIT

This Time Imperfect
I cannot leave here. I cannot stay. Forever haunted, more than afraid. Asphyxiate on words I would say. I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue. There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, Could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me. I cannot stay here. I cannot leave. Just like all I loved, I'm make-believe. Imagined heart, I disappear. Seems no one will appear here and make me real. There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these stark words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, Could I only speak, Just how much this hurts me. I'd tell you how it haunts me. There are no flowers, no, not this time. There will be no angels gracing the lines, Just these starks words I find. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with yo

My Birthday......
HEY yall.. its MY BDAY.. and well theres only 15 mins left at the time im posting this.. it sucked ALL DAY... i dont wannt talk about it.. just send me some love.. i REALLY NEED IT.... Lover1371

The Love I Chase !!!!!!!!!!!
I KNEW OF YOU BEFORE YOUR BIRTH, I LOVED YOU BEFORE WE EVER MET, I PRAYED FOR YOU DAY AND NIGHT THE WAITING WAS SO ANXIOUS AND HARD, YOU ALREADY HAD A PLACE IN MY HEART. YEARS WENT BY, AND MANY TIMES I CRIED. FINALLY ONE DAY CAME A CALL WITH GOOD NEWS. AS I FOUND OUT YOU WERE TO BE MINE! TEARS OF JOY FELL ON MY CHEEK THE FIRST TIME I HELD YOU, PRECIOUS BABY, SO TINY AND SWEET. THE YEARS OF WAITING NOW BECOMING A MEMORY. YOUR EYES, YOUR SKIN, YOUR HAIR. OH THE WONDER OF YOUR FACE! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS DAY WE HAVE FINALLY EMBRACED! THE PAIN I FELT SO DEEPLY HAS NOW GONE.

Sick And Tired
I just wanted to hop online and drop everyone a line to let you know I am still sick. So if you try to talk to me and I don't answer; I'm either not at my desk or I'm feeling to crappy to type. Either way I'm not ignoring anyone I just feel trashy. Just a little FYI for everyone; as you've probably read at least some of my profile I'm 31 and I've had a bad heart since I was born. When I turned 16 I had to have a pacemaker implanted. I didn't want it and I still don't but without it there is no me. So here I am and although the pacer has helped me greatly each year my health gets worse. The doctors have given me 14 months before my health completely takes a shit. You can ask anyone of my friends, Nick, Daniel, Sharon, Verna, Jamie, and momma Panther. They all are very near and dear friends in real life so they would be able to at least back me on this so you know I'm not full of shit...hehe..well not totally..lmao... Nick and Daniel are my roommates and they both have been to the d

Live, Laugh, Love!
LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE!!! and LOVE LIFE every second of it. LIVE, like there's NO TOMORROW! imagine this is your LAST DAY. LAUGH, even thought your in pain, keep your head up high and SMILE! LOVE, like you've never been broken. Spread the LOVE, with just EVERYBODY! LIVE LIFE CRAY! make every day worth it to be ALIVE! GOD is also LOVE BELIEVE in him, that's all it takes. BE a mentor, BE a teacher, BE a friend, just BE THERE! Be reckless for a while, takes risks if necessary, EVERYTHING happens for a REASON! In LIFE, that's a BIG LESSON. BELIEVE in yourself, LISTEN to what your HEART has to SAY.

Talking Heads-once In A Lifetime
And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack And you may find yourself in another part of the world And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful Wife And you may ask yourself-well...how did I get here? Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/after the moneys gone Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground. And you may ask yourself How do I work this? And you may ask yourself Where is that large automobile? And you may tell yourself This is not my beautiful house! And you may tell yourself This is not my beautiful wife! Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/after the moneys gone Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground. Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...same as it ever was... Same as it ever w

Omg
this is my horoscope for today... wow... i should of read it earlier- Your emotional state is pretty intense at the moment -- it may be a new romance, or some new issue that is getting you excited. Try not to worry too much about whether or not it's going to work out.

November 10, 1775
On this day in 1775, the greatest fighting force was formed. It is called the United States Marine Corps. It is America 911 police force. We will go anywhere and fight anyone. With Honor and Courage. Today we are 232 years old. It is a day to reflex and honor our fallen comrades. Those who gave the biggest sacrifice. We wish we never lost you, but you are not forgotten. Today we all will raise our glasses and salute you for your courage and can-do attitude. A day should not go by when we should not give thanks to you and all you have done. And today I am proud to say that I was once part of the world greatest fighting force. God Bless and Semper Fidelis

Unfair!
wow i just got some news tonight that upsets me. my g-pa went to the dr the other day. he has been having problems for some time now and i didnt really know what was going on. you know its my g-pa of course hes getting old and i figured it was old age. the dr told him that he has lou gehrigs disease they gave him anywhere from a year to five years. i dont know how to accept this at all. my g-pa means so much to me, he has always been there for me, so now its my turn to be there for him. out of all the people in the life i always turn to him for anything. i know he loves me unconditionally and he has never judged me for anything i have ever done. i know that when its time to go theres nothing you can do im just not ready!

Bury The Devil
Again, I've dug myself too deep. And it's going to take more effort than just jumping to get me out. The hell beneath is dragging me down, and ripping the good from my heart. What is it going to take to rise above? To gain the strength to get out, and stand up? To earn the knowledge to know who to follow? To walk in the sun away from the sorrow? This is my fight to bury the devil.

Really Annoyed
I am getting so sick and tired of people these days trying to decide who i should or shouldnt be with im tired of ppl in my life trying to force shit on me, im tired of ppl telling me i need to be with a white man, ok get it in your head IM NOT RACIST I HAVE A MUTHA FUCKEN PREFF AND ITS NOT WHITE. im sick of ppl color basing everything the color does not make the person, there are just as many dead beat white guys as there are black, im not gunna be with someone to make my family happy, ive never been with a white guy nor will i ever be and im tired of ppl trying to force shit on me why cant they just understand that im me and i wanna live my life the way i wanna live it, why cant they just accept me for who i am instead of who i date. im just getting tired of having to defend my choices to everyone, i shouldnt have to, im tired of everyone making me feel like less of a person because of my life choices, why cant you just let me be, and let me be happy, is that so much to ask for, I DO

If I Died???????
if i died tonight, and you would never get a chance to see me again. [be honest] 01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me? 1] 2] 3] 4] 5] 03. If I died, would you come to my funeral? 04. If I died, would you cry? 05. If I died, would you forget me eventually? 06. If I died, what would be going through your head? 07. Would you tell me you loved me before I died? 08. Would you mean it? 09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me? 10. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven't already told me? 11. If I died, what would be your last memory of me? 12. If I died, what would you remember me by? 13. If I died tonight, I would want to know your true feelings about me. What are your complete feelings about me,to this day? You will

In Your Castle
You made me a castle out of love, and placed it in my hands. We sit here watching ourselves, run around inside. Running continuously. No thought, no care, No breath. But we keep chasing each other. I look up and you're gone. I'm watching this alone. I look down and you're not there. I'm chasing nobody. I stop in your footsteps, and look up at myself. A breeze twirls me and I collapse. Down with me falls the castle. I sit here in the dark, the castle pouring through my fingers. I quickly open my eyes, to find you handing me the castle, I carelessly let drop.

I'm Hurting In Side
i found out i'm hated i think i knew this before all those name those words i slam my door called such evil things by a friend i know i can i know i tend to pretend pretending it doesn't hurt but i know it does and to say such a thing to someone i didn't even know for you that's a whole new low poetry will comfort me i'll forget, you see, i'm not going to remember you, so it won't last you'll always be my past i'll never see you again and then i will laugh and i will smile at least i'm not the one who acts like a child i'll get it all out tears coming close i cry everyday

Men/women And Cars........
Why is it that men assume that women dont know anything about cars.....age old question.... I took my daughters car....that I just bought her back to the dealership....Told them when she goes on the highway speed past 50...steering wheel shakes......ok that is bad wheel, alighnment...etc...They check out the car....Now the manger comes back and tells me that its my daughters fault....That it happened becouse she was out "MUDDING"......now for the best part.. We live in the city of Dallas..... She mainly drives from home to work...(approx 1/2 miles)....And it hasn't rained at all...the kicker .....its a 06 Nissan Sentura....Now who in their right mind is going to go mudding in that car.........When anyone in their right mind would know that a if ur going to go mudding u would go in mud first of all...(which would need rain/water at least)....and u would do it in a truck/jeep/4x4....something anything not a Sentura.......this is my pet peev for the week....it blows my mind on how thes

Goodmorning, From Yours Truelly.
Does anyone really give a shit? about anything anymore? My guess is no. But it feels good when theres just a little bit of hope left doesnt it? Even if you dont want to admit it. Something actually feels good when it goes your way. Ive come to the conclusion that just about everyone I know is fucked up.. in one way or another. The sad thing is.. I waste my hope on these people, I waste my hope on people I dont know. Sometimes I wonder to my self why I bother. Other times I wonder what it would be like to have a friend... Its all a big waste of time.. you know why? because people suck. I havent met one person yet who doesnt use people to get ahead in life. Im thinking of creating my own religion.. One that takes a Vow of silence 4 hours a day. In my job you wouldnt have to question why I would request that. Im so sick of people bitching about pitty shit. For example... someone calls me at work.. crying... no wait... Screaming and Crying because they have a bill for a magazine and they

How Life Treat You
she lyes there drowning in her tears... wanting to give in to deaft.. knowing nothing good can come out of her desison...it hurts so bad she cries as her heart tears in two.. she curls in a ball ((rocking back and forth trying to make the world explode in her mind... wishin she could just know why life has to be so hard...when your as young as she is... wishing she didnt get so strong of feelings for him ((that she thinks shes in love with)).. she really dont no wat it is or might feel like ... she hates how ppl lie and just throw it around so much.. cuz it makes

I Am Lost
I am Lost Lost in a sea of troubles, without a life vest Nothing to save me now For defeat and sorrow are sure to obtain all glory I am forgotten, Forgotten because other people are more worthy than I So I am simply left in the shadows of imaginary friends and deception I am hurt Hurt from striving heartaches that wont subside Hurt from no one really caring Hurt from no one knowing… I am scared Scared to be hurt For my fragile heart can only take so much Before it stops believing I am angry Angry at the world How could they leave me to decompose all that has ever been said To go back on their word To never really care I am seeking Seeking and not finding Maybe I am trying too hard, For that’s what others may tell you But I can never know for sure Only time will tell, Only time will tell I am waiting Waiting for a special person to find me To notice me To heal me To protect me To comfort me To love me… But it seems as if the world has

Your Fragile Heart
So here I'm sitting, about many things I'm thinking, feeling lonely, feeling sad, just can't stop thinking about that. You are sitting at home, maybe you're also feeling alone, but I'm thinking about you, still hoping you're missing me, too. Starring at the window, my head is leaning on a pillow, hope you know I love you so, that is all I want you to know. I remember the day we first met, my mind's reminding me of that, you looked at me with a smile, so cute, showed me your soul so fragile and abused... I promise to never make you cry, before I would, I'd rather die, please, just tell me if I did, I clench my fist and myself I will hit! 'Cause if you cry, my soul will fall, again I'll be in that darken hall, with nothing left, but your sadness inside and feelings I just want to hide. You think I don't know who you are, but this is what I want to bar, 'Cause you know nothing about me, only the things I've let you seen! But this I'm telling you again, I'll be

Re: December The 16th Let's Make History
RE: December the 16th Let's Make History ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SafetyJoe ( Ron Paul 2008 ) Date: 09 Nov 2007, 21:59 December the 16th Let's Make HistoryThanks to: FloDate: Nov 9, 2007 7:39 PM President Ron Paul (supporter) />On December 16th, 1773,American colonists dumped tea into the Boston Harbor to protest an illegal and oppressive tax. This December 16th American citizens will dump millions of dollars into the Ron Paul campaign to protest the illegal and oppressive inflation tax.Please join us this December 16th for the largest one day political donation event in history. Our goal is to bring together 100,000 people to donate $100 each, creating a one day donation total of $10,000,000.Each day you'll receive an email with our total number of subscribers. In this way we will know exactly where we stand in our efforts. Our goal is 100,000 subscribers.Please subscribe now.Please spread the word.Thank you.

From A Little Man's Sad Heart.
How does a guy like me let my feelings get the best of me? Seems like here lately all the bad things have happend to me. I fall for all the wrong girls. I mean sure they say they like me only to find out they've already got someone, or just flat out loose interest in me. I really don't get this relationship game anymore. Quick story, 5yrs ago I was engaged, caught her cheating on me, we broke up after having it all planned out. Since then my life has become a living hell. I can't get into a steady relationship with anyone, and it's really beginning to bring me down to a low point in my life. I seriously need friends to be there for me. I'm not talking bout friends that just want the points and become your friend, I'm talking about the true friends on here. Sure I've made alot of contacts on here, but none actually talk to me so I can't really call them true friends. So, if any of you are true friends to me, please help me out. Help me to bring myself back up to my happy self and ou

Something Like Me?
How could I have been so hopeful? So trusting? How could I have believed that someone like you could love something like me? Although I know it could never be true All my thoughts are still filled to the brim with you And I still dream of you and I Even though these are just stupid fantasies of mine I know the sweetest dreams are all in my mind For someone like you can never love one of my kind I hope that she treats you right And holds you tight When she does, don't let go Because I know that you love her so How could I have been so hopeful? So trusting? How could I believe that someone like you could love something like me?

Life
Friday, November 09, 2007 ramblings of a twisted mind...... Current mood: numb Category: Life The time is 11:42pm and i am restless..... My mind is somewhere in a far off place and my body is left in the present. I wonder if life is supposed to be this difficult or have I choosen to be lost?? The words are so hard to find these days and I think it is better to just not talk at all. I guess i feel like if i had something profound to say it would have already come out but, again i am speechless. That does not mean that i dont think or feel it just means that i am not sure what is right to say. The whole love thing has me completely misunderstood! I have always been told that i am a mean person when it comes to relationships. Maybe i am just one of those people that have to be alone. Maybe i am to difficult for the average person to be with. I think i am misunderstood alot of the times. I grew up a lonley person and had to depend on just me. I have always ma

Broken Angel
She has a smile that can light up the night, and eyes I swear that shine so bright, But when she can't take it no more she breaks down and cries, Yeah she dont know it but a little piece of me dies, oh Shes the angel, that forgot her wings, she's missin her halo, and man she can sing. But every time that her hearts get broke, she stands up and sings at the top of her throat, I'm a broken hearted angel, without my wings I can't fly. but Nomatter what happens i'll always get by. after all this time, its so hard to let go, but It will be the last time i ever leave my tears in the snow. She's got a baby, that looks up to her mama, she'd do anything just to see her baby smile. But she's not as strong as she pretends to be, she falls apart every once in a while, At night when she puts her to bed, they fold their hands and talk to Jesus above, she thinks in her head, "Help me understand how he could just walk right out on us". He doesn't answer but she k

Click Pics To Enter Lounges
/> COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Talking to some fake person? Staring at Nude pics which really are not them? Bored as hell? Then come join me in one of my lounges. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click one of the pics below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Come take a trip through ~ஐ~Oñyx Pórtál~ஐ~ & Magikal Seductions!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!! (repost of original by '~ஐ~ ONYX ~SB Fam ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál' on '2007-11-09 21:35:36') (repost of original by '~ஐ~ EMERALD ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál Co-Owner' on '2007-11-09 22:00:57') (repost of original by '~ஐ~ O

A New Song To Honour Our Soldiers & Their Families
This song is dedicated to "Gold Star Families"... those who have lost loved ones in Afghanistan and Iraq. Please support those soldiers still working their buts off...give them the support they need to finish the job started over there.

Women.....
Women First let me start by saying that not all women are bad and I know this to be true. But it seems to me that I can only find the bad ones. It seems that I get the one that likes to play games with you feelings, and toss you aside when they are done with you, until there ready to play again. Those are the ones I find, the evil and hurtful ones, the ones that have turned me into a bitter, hateful, mistrusting, jaded man. I use to think that there was someone out there for me; I no longer think that, if she’s out there she’s in hiding, because I sure as hell can’t find her. Now I know that some of you are reading this and think I be hatin on you ladies, quite the opposed! I will admit I don’t know everyone on my list, but the ones I do, I have a lot of respect for. You have always been kind to me, and sweet and buy me rum, rum good!!! You know who you are. I think to my self why can’t I find ones like you here? Who knows but I have decided that I am not going to look anymore, I gi

What Can You Do On The Internet???
"What can you do on the internet?", asked one of my customers just a few days ago. I was, of coarse, quick to come back with the "What can't you do on the internet?" answer. Alice, my new (75 years young) customer, is getting her first computer. She HAS NOT been locked away in a box she assured me. But, until her Great Granddaughter, who is moving to Seward, Alaska with her parents, asked her if she would keep in touch with her by email, Alice, never even thought of having a computer for herself. Continuing our little conversation, which happened to last quite a long time, Alice not only discovered that she could NOT ONLY receive pictures of her family over the internet, pay bills over the interent (since she has such a hard time getting out into bad weather), keep up with news in Alaska over the internet, hold voice and video conversations via the internet, shop for groceries, clothing, learn new things, read good books, see new movies, and SO MUCH MORE over the internet, BUT, YES she

Just Saying Hey
I just wanted to say to all my friends out there that I feel bad for not being on more. I have been very busy lately and I will do my best to get on and rate pics and drop comments more often. Sorry!!!!

What Is A Man For Me
YEarNing... I yearn for a man who will leave me a love letter on my pillow... A man, who would bring me flowers when HE comes home. I yearn for a man who would enjoy a cold bath in the rain with me... A man, whom I could sip coffee with in the porch steps. I yearn for a man who would appreciate my writings and can give me a piece of His mind... A man, who would encourage and inspire me to write great stories and poems. Wanting... I want a man who will consider me not just His woman, but as His partner in life... A man, who could argue with me, and agree with me afterwards because He respects me. I want a man who could promise me something, and has the honor to keep what He has pledged me... A man, who would vow not just to me but also to himself that He will love and be faithful to only one woman. I want a man who would never raise His voice at me even when He has too much to drink or has a bad day at work... A man, who would love me still even

An Excerpt From The "mountains" Of The Famous Paolo Coelho
This is one of my guiding principles in life. My growing up years are bounded by these as the time goes by. The simplicity of it's meaning gives me strength and gain more confidence in everything that I do. --- Respect your soul: don't keep repeating "I'm going to make it". Your soul already knows that, what it needs is to use the long journey to be able to grow, stretch along the horizon, touch the sky. An obsession does not help you at all to reach your objective, and even ends up taking the pleasure out of the climb. But pay attention: also, don't keep saying "it's harder than I thought", because that will make you lose your inner strength. Learn from someone who has already been up there: no matter how unique you feel, there is always someone who has had the same dream before you and ended up leaving marks that can make your journey easier; places to hang the rope, trails, broken branches to make the walking easier. The climb is yours, so is the responsibility, but don't f

Poem
November 5, 2007 @ 11:39 am Roses are red violets are korny, when i think of you ohh baby i get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!! pass this on to at least 8 people..... if you get it back at least 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast

Picture In A Frame
Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall, To have you here again, I would give them all. A picture cannot capture, the beauty of your skin, Or the radiating glow I'd feel, whenever you would grin. They cannot talk or sing to me, the way you used to do, I'll never love another, the way that I love you. So I look at you my soul mate, a picture in a frame, I cry my tears of sorrow, cause I feel God's to blame. He came and took the one, who made my life complete, And all that's left are pictures, and an empty seat. I also have a feeling down, deep within my heart, It's the pain of loneliness, since we've been apart. I try not to let the grief, just overcome my day, I'll blow a kiss to heaven and send it up your way. I'll ask myself to free me now, from a world so blue, To take me up to Paradise, so I can fly with you. I'm waiting for the day you come, calling out my name, Until then I'll be staring at your picture, your picture in a frame .

Season,reason,lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, You will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, This person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. An

Embers Of The Night
My heart burns for her like an open flame dancing in the midnight wind. Although I know she can not feel the same I simply can’t let the fires end. Burning now long through the night and in my dreams I see her face. A scared little girl shaking in fright yet a woman elegant and full of grace She knows not how I long for her the embers in my soul burning bright Veiled in shadow my love for her must hide like an assassin in the night Cold and wicked yet burning with lust I need her and want her more each day I’m not the one who betrayed her trust ,still how can I be the one to steal her away I shall try and fall get up and try once more try for as long as my heart will allow Her heart will be mine and I will heal the sore though I cant know when or how So I sit and I dream my heart is still aflame the wind blows and sings loves sweet song Her heart shall ignite in this passion game she will be my sweet prize for right or wrong

Bukkake
I am getting ready to shot a "Bukkake" video. Does anybody know that is? The lady that will be in it, this will be her very first video. She tells me she can't wait. She tells me, she wants to be a "star". We will see. I think she will. This will be my first time shooting this type of video. I will post pics.

Distance Between Us..
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're one Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on There is some love that will not go away You're here, there's nothing I fear, And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on

If We Hold On Together
Don't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith, hope & glory Hold to the truth in your heart If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I Souls in the wind Must learn how to bend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears all away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come home to stay If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I When we are out there in the dark We'll dream about the sun In the dark we'll feel the light Warm our hearts, everyone If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever As high as souls can fly The clouds roll by For you and I

Guitar Hero 3, And Online Play, And Pwnage. Not The Good Kind, Either.
So, since I'm poor at the moment even though I just got paid, and I don't have an XBox Live Gold account, I activated my free two day trial that came with Crackdown so I could link up my gamertag to my GH3 account online. Also decided to play a few matches through the online system... Apparently, everyone playing online is like, WAY better than I am. I mean, I can throw down on Expert fairly decently, I can keep up, and do fairly well... but... yeah... this is just sad. Serious pwnage is being laid upon me. So. If anyone else feels like pwning me in some GH3 online play, I've got about 46 hours left of my free trial. gamertag is tf5bassist :D

Loving You...
When we first met I gave you my heart, Our first night together, you were in my soul. This is not the way it is supposed to be I belong with you and you with me. I lie awake night after night, wondering if you are thinking of me, and if you miss me too. The is a part of me that is gone, untill I am with you again, it will always feel wrong. I love you with everything that I am Heart, Soul, body and Mind. A love like ours some people never find. I cannot forget what my heart tells me is right, Listen to your heart, it will tell you the same. Fate brought us together, it was destiny This love is meant to be, Please open your eyes, it is right in front of you I love you more than you will ever know, Im sorry I cant give up on us, I cant let you go. I need you, dont you understand? I want to be with you forever, to walk through this life with you hand in hand. i love you sweetheart....much more than lyf itself...

The Twenty Year Road To Newbie Creek.
Where to start? Jesus, this screen name comes from a time when most computer users still remembered the days when computer programs were stored on plain audio cassettes. Kurt Cobain was still alive back then. He would be for quite some time. So yeah, it's been that long. I have seen communities come and go, watched mighty internet empires fall, and gotten in flame wars with people from all walks of life. In that, I lived the life of an internet Hermit, only rarely checking with a few friends or posting to a Livejournal. The drama had eaten my spirit. I have come full circle. I am trying to be social again in new environments. My first time online was in the mid 1980s, and twenty years later I feel again like some n00b.

Freestyle King
I'M NUMBER ONE WHEN IT COMES TO HAVIN FUN/ THIS IS FUBAR,WHERE I MAKE A QUICK STAND/ WHERE ALL MY FANS BE IN SUPLY AND DEMAND/ THE MIC'S SET TO GO,GOT TO MAKE THE MIC GLOW/ AND AIN'T NOBODY HAPPY,UNLESS I BURN AWAY SOME WORDS/ I GET IN TIGHT SPOTS, WHEN I'M SUROUNDED BY SOME HERDS/ SHOWIN RIMS AT THE SHOW,WINNER'S TAKE ALL/ AND YOU ALREADY KNOW/ AND MY GREEN STACKS LARGER EACH SEED THAT I GROW/ THROWIN PARTIE'S AT MY CRIB/ AND EVERYBODIE'S INVITED/ AND THE SHAWTIE'S GETIN CLOSE,TRYIN TO MAKE ME EXCITED/ SHORT BLOG! A.K.A DULEY PEEPS!

The Last Time....
The first time I fell in love was long ago. I didn't know how to give my love at all. The next time I settled for what felt so close. But without romance, you're never gonna fall. After everything I've learned; Now it's finally my turn. This is the last time I'll fall... in love. The first time we walked under that starry sky, there was a moment when everything was clear. I didn't need to ask or even wonder why, because each question is answered when your near. and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds, this is the last time i'll fall in love. Now don't hold back, just let me know. Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow. 'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day. To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same. You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words. And now that I've said them, they could never be enough. As far as I can see, there's only you and only me. This is the last time I'll fall in love. Last tim

Wiccan
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine

Don't Quit
lYF IS QUEER WID ITS TWIST AND TURNS, AS EVERY ONE OF US SUMTYMS LEARNS AND MANY PERSONS TURNS ABOUT WHEN THEY MYT HAVE WON HAD THEY STUCK IT OUT. DON'T GIVE UP THOUGH D PACE SEEMS SLOW.... U MAY SUCCEED WTH ANOTHER BLOW. SUCCESS IS FAILURE TURNED INSYD OUT... SO STICK TO D FYT WHEN UR HARDEST HIT IT'S WHEN THINGS SEEM WORST DAT U MUSTN'T QUIT....

Searching For My Baby
im fun, loving,careing, respectful, trustworthy, honest, open minded, get along with others,down to earth , i love family, dont put myself before others needs, gives spave when needed, not jelious of better halfs friends being male or female, i dont judge i work, i love to help people

Agent Tank
Day break the sun comes out like the fires of hell blinding me for a bit . I must of dozed off i dont get much sleep most days .I look down still see the recorder in my hand not sure what to make of it but his voice echos in my skull.I shake it off looks like the rest of the crew is ready to roll out. We hike a few miles durning the day over some harsh terain until we get to the outskirts of a small town ,and things dont look good........... I call into HQ and tell them were going to need back up . My fears quicly become a reality as i look across the landscape .This small town lies in remains buildings burning,and death all around. What ever happened here came with out warning and came fast . Time was of the essance if we wanted to contain this thing we would have to do it here and now . We wait for back up to arive going in right now could be scuicide . Two hours later back up has arrived and not a moment to soon . Tank shows up in high fasion. Hes our Heavy artilery exper

A Time For Me..a Little For You To See
So tomorrow I start my diet. I figure the best way to help me is to keep a food journal. I am going to be keeping this journal here. It's a new feeling to be posting something so private here, and I probably won't post my weight here, not atleast until I am happy. Wish me luck, and when I'm done, hopefully I'll be a much smaller, healthier me. *Hugs* Today, I learn to appreciate me. Tomorrow, I learn to love.

I Smell Like Fish.....eew!!!
Helloooooooooooo!!!! Today was a good day for me. Sure, I had to pull a double, but I made almost $200 in tips. Sure...I smell like fish, but thats what happens when you work Friday fish fry. Last week I felt like such an idiot because I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off. It was my first Friday night so...I guess that is understandable. Tonight, I was calm and handled almost everything all by myself and was even helping others!!! Everyone else was freaking out, but not me. It felt good. I think I showed everyone my real potential and my real self. YAY!!! I gave up my Saturday morning shift (even though I didn't want to) to Lindsay because she got back earlier than expected and was kinda upset that her shifts were given away. Considering I didn't fall asleep till 4:30 this morning and woke back up at 8....I figured sleeping in tomorrow morning will be nice. The money I would have made would be nice though...oh well. I am kinda bummed because I am working al

Darwin 1
(26 August 2006, Glenfield, Leicester, England) Despite months of investigation, Darren's death remained somewhat of a mystery. The 33-year-old was found in the hallway of his wife's house, bleeding from stab wounds to his chest. The wounds proved fatal despite the best efforts of paramedics and doctors. No one witnessed the events which lead to his death; however, eventually enough evidence surfaced to stake a claim to his place among the winners of the Darwin Award. Police initially assumed that an unknown assailant had attacked Darren. However, they could find no supporting evidence. An inquest held nearly a year after Darren's death revealed some salient details about his final minutes. A friend told police Darren had called and arranged to visit him. Three minutes later, Darren phoned again to ask for an ambulance. The friend summoned the ambulance, and rushed to Darren's house. The front door was ajar, and Darren was lying on the floor. A bloodstained lock-knife was f

If I Never Wake Up Again.
If I never wake up again. If tommorow I should never wake up then I wanted to say I'm sorry. If I harmed you, yelled at you, ignored you, or just didn't care, I'm sorry. If I never get the chance I just wanted to say thank you to all my best friends, thank you for always being there. If you're someone I have lost over the years then I miss you. If I never wake up tommorow I want to say all the things I never had time to.

Gonna Leave Well Enough Alone
i just cant deal with it ya know....im not even gonna try to flirt or anything...i may even make all my pics totally private. i wasnt even trying to hurt friends or even thought it would hurt me to flirt...but guess what it did.... a friend started talking to me last night....seemed so sweet (he is) and the tonight too i flirt, but he likes someone else which is cool....and i know i would never be her...try to take him away from her...but i guess i was and i hurt 2 friends. in turn it hurt me to be told i would never be better than her.....i know that....im not better than anyone....i dont try to be...never will be... and these people that post on my pics "oh your beautiful" or "pretty" "hot" whatever...look i know im not all that and all it does is hurt whoever you are with or likes you .....and hurts me cause i know im not those thing and i start to believe i am...so i flirt and get hurt or hurt others.... my heart is to fragile right now so i am protecting it now....im buildin

Getting Ready To Take A Trip
well in a few hours we leave for a "day" trip to cincinnati, ohio....my 15 year old daughter is auditioning to work at King's Island in their dance company....it is a long drive for us and since i don't drive it puts all the driving on Master....lucky him lol... i am nervous for her and she is excited and he has to deal with us in the car all that way...thank god for her iPod and her portable DVD player that will at least keep her semi-quiet... well better try to get some resembelence(sp?)of sleep before the long trip...

Eh Just Ramblings
my random thoughts are who I am, my emotions and heart are on my sleeve for all to see the scars left behind from past endeavors in love, failed terribly crushed only by my dreams I wake up screaming in the night, they're the only constant I have to rely on anymore, You'll never know what you mean to me The little bit of your world you allow me into, you have a piece of me and always will, unrequited as it may be, scars on my arm remind me who I really am, life is but a dream for the dead it seems....

Wrapped Up
Wrapped Up One glance in your direction And this sensation takes flight I'm hopelessly lost in your eyes And I don't want to be found Wrapped in your blissful smile Losing all sense of reality Consumed by your sultry scent Conveying images in my head Your voice silently appeared in my heart As if it genuinely belongs there This yearning I have to be with you Has quickly grown fierce The passion in how you hold me Haunts my aching dreams This pull you have on me Shows no sign of weakening The charm you effortlessly radiate Has me utterly mystified Under your playful spell I am wrapped up in you And I don't want to let go

Can I Just Die ??
just 2 days ago i get a phone call after my parents were fighting, and i hear my mom say your dad and i are done because of him filing divorce papers but everyone in town conveniently knew 2-3 hours before me.. 2-3 hours i hate this grapevine shit i mean its my parents for 16 fucking years and now i dont have a mom??? for what because of "hear say" she fucked another man shit im not dumb i know my dad was fucking other chicks i mean hello its not nuclear physics dad always wants to be alone with females ?? isnt that a sign... but anyway i dunno whats to become of this "rampage" of the parents but they need to chill the fuck out im 20 yrs old and been through enough shit in life to be adding this to it.. oh btw 17 yrs as of december the 4th this is rediculous so anyway i hope to somehow go on a violent rampage and maybe kill all the trees in my areaand go to jail who knows i dont but peace

~ First Lt. Walter B. Jackson - Us Army - Distinguished Service Cross ~
First Lt. Walter B. Jackson - US Army WASHINGTON (Army News Service, Nov. 2, 2007) - First Lt. Walter B. Jackson became the seventh Soldier since the Vietnam War ended in 1975 to receive the Distinguished Service Cross for extraordinary heroism in action. Secretary of the Army Pete Geren presented the DSC, which is second in precedence to only the Medal of Honor for valor in battle, at a ceremony held in the Pentagon's Hall of Heroes this afternoon. A second lieutenant at the time of his heroic action on Sept. 27, 2006, Lt. Jackson was cited for selfless courage under extreme enemy fire while serving as a company fire support officer with company A, Task Force 1st Battalion, 36th Infantry Regiment in Al Anbar Province, Iraq. Lt. Jackson was engaged in combat operations with his unit against insurgents and while he attempted to recover a disabled vehicle, his unit came under heavy machine gun fire, which resulted in several Soldiers being wounded. As he appl

Then The Wind Changed
Then the Wind Changed Then the wind changed empty arms left behind kaleidoscope of thoughts windmills of the mind. Then the wind changed memories whisper through trees words of love spoken drifting in the breeze. Then the wind changed autumn tears fall slowly down leaves of love left lying scattered on the ground. Then the wind changed no longer bearing fruit barren..slowly wilting dying at the root.....

Bathtub Test
During a visit to a mental institution the visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ONE ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

In Memoriam
In Memoriam Thu, 18 Oct 2007 20:16:48 -0500 IN MEMORIAM -- This week the schools throughout United Kingdom have removed The Holocaust from its school curriculum because it "offended" the Muslim population, which claims it never occurred. This is a frightening portent of the fear that is gripping the world and how easily each country is giving into it. It is now more than 60 years since the Second World War in Europe ended. This is being sent as a memorial, in memory of the six million Jews, 20 million Russians, 10 million Christians and 1,900 Catholic priests and Nuns who were murdered, massacred, raped, burned, starved and humiliated with the German and Russian peoples looking the other way! Now more than ever, with Iran among others claiming the Holocaust to be "a myth", it is imperative to make sure the world never forgets. This is intended to reach 40 million people worldwide! Join us and be a link in the memorial chain and help us distribute it around the world. (THIS I

General Interest...
I was at work today and we had the television on VH1 in the morning before patients get there listening to music (my favorite past time) and the Killers/Mr. Brightside came on. And all my co-workers chimed in saying ohhhhh here is your song! Yeah yeah so they know me well. Anyhoodle it got me to thinking and so I asked them and now am asking all of you.... If you knew you were going to be stranded on a deserted island and had only 12 songs to pick to listen to forever and ever what would those 12 songs be? Please comment... I'm interested in knowing if anyone out there has the same taste I do. Thanks :)

Some Thing New
i wish there was something new but there aint i guess being single for almost two years kinda sucks and here in kansas i have not found a single woman that likes me i dont know what it is i know i am a big guy and i know i have alot of tattoos but i am a giant teddybear

Bad Haircut
A guy stuck his head into a barber shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About two hours." The guy left. A few days later the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around at the shop and said," About three hours." The guy left. A week later the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said, "About an hour and a half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back. "A little while later Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves?" Bill looked up, tears in his eyes from laughter and said, "Your house."

Update On Life
ok now where should i start tonight??? first lets talk bout my lil angel. Heaven is now 16 months old and god has she gotten big. She has such a personality for being a lil girl. and is very indepenedent. she has to feed herself, brush her own teeth and help us get her dressed. and she has to help us do everything no matter what it is she wants to help. would definitely have to say she is a grandpas girl and that daddy is almost nothing to her. she has a really weak immune system but im still tryin to figure all that out. but yeah shes gettin really big! next work...still workin at the hardware store. pay sucks and the managers drive me nuts but im hanging in there. got some really good friends who know i work there so they come in once in a while just to shoot the shit with me. made some pretty good friends from there as well. been there almost like five months now and nothing much has really changed there. now i will update you on the guys...bubba and rob. bubba a

Fake Ass Hoes
fake ass hoes go blow your nose on your dirty ass cloths stay out of my shadow get your own jealous you must b to hate on me to talk b hind my back you must b smoking crack it must kill you to c you cant b like me that is y you are a fake ass hoe talk the talk but you cant walk the walk i would luv to knock you in your block but you have to play hide and seek it's ok i will find you with out a peak its ok i dont play thats why you are a fake ass hoe

Responsibilty
as dj's we all hold a certain responsibilty for the music and talk that goes on. on air and off and we all need to take the risk of being more political, social, and aware of everything that surrounds i am not saying just for my behalf but for the behalf of the listners who support us i think we owe to them to be responsible for what goes on in society today and talk about it and when our kids have history of any kind in school wether it be american, black history tell em you want them to go beyond the books to teach because the system has failed us but don't let it fail your kids because without knowledge of the past there will be no future i mean why is it when it comes to black history all we hear is martin luther king this and martin luther that yes he was a great man but they are so many more black leaders throughout history look at huey p newton, malcolm x, marcus garvey, european history halie selassie, napoleon bonaparte (maybe not best example but he stood up for w

Here Come The 90s Playlist 11/09/07
DEPECHE MODE - Halo SIOUXSIE & THE BANSHEES - Face to Face SWITCHBLADE SYMPHONY - Bad Trash DUBSTAR - Not So Manic Now KAVANA - I Can Make You Feel Good THE DEVLINS - Crossing the River ACE OF BASE - All That She Wants ROBERT PALMER w/UB40 - I'll Be Your Baby Tonight INI KAMOZE - Here Comes the Hotstepper GEORGE MICHAEL - Fast Love TAYLOR DAYNE - I'll Be Your Shelter FATBOY SLIM - Praise You INXS - Bitter Tears ANNIE LENNOX - Walking On Broken Glass PM DAWN - Looking Through Patient Eyes GENESIS - No Son Of Mine NELSON - After The Rain DAVID BOWIE/PET SHOP BOYS - Hallo Spaceboy (PSB Extended Mix) SAVAGE GARDEN - I Knew I Loved You (Daniel's Mix) KYLIE MINOGUE - Better The Devil You Know MICHAEL JACKSON - Beat It (Moby's Sub Mix) PRINCE - Race UTAH SAINTS - What Can You Do For Me? DEF LEPPARD - Two Steps Behind ALICE IN CHAINS - Nutshell OZZY OSBOURNE - Mama I'm Comin' Home BONNIE RAITT - Have A Heart TASMIN ARCHER - Sleeping Satellite ELTON JOHN - The One M

My Life Its Real
WELL OK EVERYONE I DONT KNOW IF YA ARE READEN MY MUMMS BUT MY CHICK SEEMS TO THINK IM PLAYEN HER THATS ALL WRONG I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY CHICK SHE WONT LISTEN AND THIS IS THE ONLY WAY SHE WILL LISTEN SO LISTEN UP OK THIS CHICK MICHELLE SHE IS HATEN CUZ I WONT B WITH HER AND DAWGEN ME TO MY CHICK I THINK ITS ALL BAD CUZ NOW MY CHICK IS ALL PISSED AT ME AND SHYT IS ROUGH YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYEN I KNOW THAT I WOULD NEVER HUMP ANY CHICK WITH BUMPS ON EVERYTHING AND I KNOW THAT SHE SENT MY CHICK SUM BULL SHYT MAIL AND SHE RIPPED MY PICS AND THAY ARE OR WERE ALL OVA HER PAGE MNOW FOR ONE ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS IM DOWN WITH SHORTY THATS MY LIFE YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYEN SHES BEEN WITH ME FOR 3 YEARS ALMOST 4 AND I AINT ON LOSEN THAT I HAVE LOTSA FOND MEMERIES AND LOTSA BAD ONES BUT I WANNA CONTINUE TO HAVE GOOD AND BAD MEMERIES CUZ I LOVE HER MORE THEN ANYTHING BESIDES MY KIDS AND I THINK SHES DONE WITH ME CUZ THIS BYTCH AND ITS NOT FAIR I AINT DO ANYTHING I MEAN DONT GET ME WRONG I HA

To My Friend Dominic L
wow hunni i thought things were getting better between us again when we started talking once again. but then suddenly you stopped callin me. and i ahvent heard from you since. whenever i try talkin to you on hotmail you instantly sign off. im sorry but i cant deal with the games and im not waiting any longer for you to decide what you want in life. you know that i need a man in my life who isnt gonna dick me around and i had givin you that chance but every time you do this to me it breaks my heart and i cant take it any more. i am moving on...i have to for me and Heaven. Im not sayin i dont want us to be friends still cuz i do but im not even gonna dream of us ever being together. that dream is long gone now hunni...and honestly you can thank yourself for that. last week when you tried callin me i was at my friends as i told you i was gonna be and i didnt get shit for service up there. so if you want to act the way you have so be it...im done hurting over you. i thought you were b

Thinning The Herd!
THINNING THE HERD" 2007 Eighth Place: In Detroit, a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate while trying to retrieve his car keys. Seventh Place: A 49-year-old San Francisco stockbroker -- who often bragged he was "totally-zoned when he ran" -- accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily workout. Sixth Place: While at the beach, Daniel Jones, 21, dug an 8-foot hole for protection from the wind and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach used their hands and shovels trying to get him out but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him Jones was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Fifth Place: Santiago Alvarado, 24, was killed as he fell through the ceiling of a bicycle shop he was burglarizing. Death was caused when the long flashl

Vip Giveaway....help Please Please Please
THANK YOU TO ALL OF THOSE WHO HELPED WITH THIS CONTEST. I HAVE A LOT OF PICS AND STASH TO RATE AND BELIEVE ME TO ALL THOSE THAT HELPED ME, THIS IS THE LEAST I CAN DO. IF YOU DID HELP AND YOU WOULD LIKE HELP IN RETURN PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR COMMENT ON THIS BULLETIN AND I WILL HELP WHERE I CAN.......THANK YOU ALL AGAIN SOOOO MUCH FOR HELPING ME WIN THE VIP!!! Please comment bomb this pic....I only need 10,000 comments for a VIP and it's helping my friend become godfather

Finally, A Fishing Story...welll Sorta Lol
Gone Fishing We had been talking online for weeks before we decided to take our fantasies to the phone. I've lain in bed several nights with you on speakerphone as I rubbed my clit and squeezed my breasts, wishing it were you. I knew you were stroking yourself as I described how I wanted to suck you and make you cum in my mouth. How badly I wanted to taste you. We always managed to get each other off, no matter if we were online or on the phone. We were talking one evening about you going fishing over the weekend. You told me where you were going and told me about your lucky fishing vest. When we first starting talking online, we had described ourselves so we'd have some sort of visual for our fantasy masturbation. I woke up early Saturday morning, gathered a few supplies and set out for my drive. I was nervous, we had never met each other, or even considered it. I arrived at your fishing spot and went looking for you. You had told me that you'd be on the boat for a couple hou

200
Body: 200 THiNGS AB0UT ME: 200: My name is: ELLY 199: I was born in: QUEENS GENERAL HOSPITAL 198. I am: RESTLESS..MISSING MY LOVE 197. My eye color is: BROWN 195. My shoe size is: 9-9 1/2 194. My ring size is: 10 193. My Favorite Color is: ANY SHADE OF PURPLE 192. My height is: 5' 2" 191. I’m allergic to: STUPIDITY 190. I live in: PULASKI FOR NOW 189. The last book I read: THE HA HA 188. My bed time is: WHENEVER I GO TO BED 187. First IM Screen name: SWEETLILBTCH521 186. Current IM Screen name: DARKNESS FALLS 179. My favorite Holiday is: HALLOWEEN 178. The perfect kiss is: WHEN JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT MAKES YOU STOP WHATEVER IT IS YOU ARE DOING SO YOU CAN TAKE A MOMENT TO TRY TO CATCH YOUR BREATH AND SMILE WHENEVER YOU THINK OF IT 177. The last band listened to: ELO 176. Last song that made me almost cry?: SONGBIRD 167. My skin's reaction to the sun is?: BURN THEN TAN =============================== :::::I D

Ok
i dont like it today,life. Imagine holding something that sacred in these terrible hands. I cant love or hate without any self doubt. I try to love but it comes out stunted.Who am I? I'm a nice guy that use to have good hair. I cant be nice cause someone thinks im up to no good. So my conclusion is, im a loser.

Standing Here Tonight
Standing here tonight by eric ethan I'm standing here with a dozen of yellow roses for you tonight, wanna dance tonight I have a dark suit on for you, and the smell of old spice for you I have a carriage ready for you lets get in the this big carraige with the bush horses pulling us through the night as the moon shines through the night I get the fur cover to cover us and keep us warm through our ride tonight I have some hot apple cider for the ride and nice glass of wine waiting for you and i when we get back from our ride. I have the fire warm and ready for us so we can enjoy the fire togeather adn snuggle togeather with the lights out with one candle that has cimmonan smell to it. I give the a kiss on the lips so gently and softly but with

Bright Blessings
Well, how's this for a 1st blogpost: I'm a Witch I have eclectic taste in music I like Adventure, Mystery, SciFi & Fantasy movies I like CSI (vegas), Without A Trace, Mythbusters I hate the words snuck and guffaw and forlorn

Relationships
alright for awhile i didnt want to be in a relationship after my last relationship. iv been hangin out with afew people but no one meets my few requiements. dont be a drugie, be around my age, and be attractive to me (inside and out) iv meet someone but shes a pot head. and it seems most people around where i live are. i dont have anything agenst weed except that its illegal. if it wasnt i would smoke too. but i dont want someone who is going to be high all the time. another is cool but im just not attracted to her in that way. yea so if you live near me and want to chill...even if we just become friends, send me a message id like to meet up and chill. well here is me bitchin about nothen that i know sooner or later it will end, i'll find someone for a few months then it will all start over again. its an endless cycle.

Child's Ten Commandments......
1)My hands are small; please don't expect perfection whenever I make a bed, draw a picture or throw a ball. My legs are short; please slow down so that I can catch up with you. 2)My eyes have not seen the world as yours have; please let me explore safely. Don't restrict me unnecessarily. 3)Housework will always be there. I'm little for only a short time - please take time to explain things to me about this wonderful world, and do so willingly. 4)My feelings are tender; please be sensitive to my needs. Don't nag me all day long. (You wouldn't want to be nagged for your inquisitiveness.) Treat me as you would like to be treated. 5)I am a special gift from God; please treasure me as God intended you to do, holding me accountable for my actions, giving me guidelines to live by and disciplining me in a loving manner. 6)I need your encouragement to grow. Please go easy on the criticism; remember, you can criticize the things I do without criticizing me. 7)Please give me the

Comment Contest
It's another contest going http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=848983&albumid=667791&i=3701351344 I doubt if I did the code right, but if you would like to help. be friends with the host of the contest to get in and help comment. thanks

Swallowing The Flames
Swallowing the flames of my shame and redemption. Swallowing the flames to my last salvation. Burning desire feeding the fire. The fire burning away the darkness inside. Leaving me chained to the ashes of love. Swallowing the flames never felt so great. Gnawing at the chains hoping they'll break. Running free from the ashes of the wake. I'll never be a slave to the world your God will forsake. Swallowing the flames to this I swear. I will not submit to the ever presence of fear. Succumbing to the hatred growing inside. Fighting for the loveless reich. Rising to the empowerment of a new life. Lifting the veil that has blinded my sight. I am born anew. I have learned the secret, killed the teacher for thousands I slew. Fought for a cause worth dying for. Condemning the children of the unborn world. Swallowing the flames I have reached my end. Swallow the flames let it all in. Burn away all of my sins. Burn the fear and the

Idiots 2
Okay so my last blog was about Idiots. This one is to. So some people seem to think what i have to say is b.s. What ever welcome to the U.S.A sweetheart. it is called freedom of speech. I will say what i choose. I am not a BITCH that wants attention I am a WOMAN who wants to be heard. It has nothing to do with attention. I get all i can handle in real life. I have that right and will use it to the fullest. I will not sit back and let mean walk all over me and treat me or any WOMAN i know like shit.

Boo Fucking Hoo!
SOO TIRED OF WHINERS!! You know I just have to vent a little. I am sorry, but I see stupid shit again, and its driving me nuts to sit back and watch it all going on. For starters...the whiners that were bitching about scripters! WOW! Why the fuck are you still whining? You got what you wanted..bouncers left and right! Oh no, not good enough for you either right? Calling people cheaters when they weren't cheating! Fucking ridiculous! Now you are bitching cause of the bouncers? How about the people that really work hard on contests (even though being called cheaters)? Its all about you big fucking babies isn't it? Second! Who the FUCK cares if someone is inviting people and are now purple! Why the fuck does it bother you so much? I think you are jealous, of course that is just my opionion. Get over yourselves. You don't OWN Fubar! You are like all the rest of us on here. Doing the same thing, only bitching and moaning when things aren't going your fucking way! Oh W

Good News
Today my dad was discharged from the hospital and sent to a rehab facility. When I walked in there with him my heart fell in my chest. The place was disgusting. It was old, smelled and just plain gross. There was no way in hell I was letting my dad stay there! I wouldn't even leave my worst enemy there. I immediately got on the phone with my dads Dr and insurance. After a major fit on my part I got him into another one which where he went before when he had his first amputation. The administrator of the first facility wasn't too happy with me, but frankly I really don't care. So everything is going well with him and hopefully stays that way. Things are looking up for me as well. Last Monday I interviewed for a higher up position where I work and today I was notified that the job is mine. :D A few of you know what this means to me. Hopefully now that things are settling down with my dad I will have a little more time to be on here. I wish all of you a great and safe weekend! H

23,000 To Godfather!!!!!!!!1
Hes getting so close too being our next Godfather. Stop by and show some love. Hes got 23,000 to go. Rate his pictures and stash .Thanks too everyone for helping him get too GodFather. -Rich-@ fubar

Yep, You're Tough
Kind of wondering what goes through some women's minds as they go through life constantly complaining that "good guys" never ask them out, or that claim "guys only want 1 thing". Give me a break...I'm a nice guy and it just means that women who say those things don't really want a nice guy, they want a "sugar daddy" or someone who's a fool that they can convince to pay all their bills and ask for sex as infrequently as possible. I've never thought I was much to look at, never considered myself a "great catch" because of my looks, but rather it was my sense of humor, loyalty and intelligence that made me appealing. This week I found out that a woman from my past who always used to complain that she couldn't find a nice guy or meet Mr. Right died of an overdose...no surprise and I'm actually not that heart broken other than I'm sad to see her life end so short and so empty. At one point in my life I loved her deeply and told her so. She always told me I was a good friend, but

Shallow
why are you always there just when im walking out the door on someones lips in my dreams in black and white i am singing your songs now i am looking for the way out i am ready to forgive you and dying to hold a grudge. you were just what i needed at exactly the right time now i think about it i cringe yet the longing doesnt fade i still taste you god you were sweet and i became so sour tainted and wrong. why are you never here? when im looking for you? when i want you your fingers your strong arms the salt the see-through smile. im getting in so deep.

When You Were Young
When You Were Young ( the killers ) You sit there in your heartache Waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways You play forgiveness Watch it now ... here he comes! He doesn't look a thing like Jesus But he talks like a gentleman Like you imagined when you were young Can we climb this mountain I don't know Higher now than ever before I know we can make it if we take it slow Let's take it easy Easy now, watch it go We're burning down the highway skyline On the back of a hurricane that started turning When you were young When you were young And sometimes you close your eyes and see the place where you used to live When you were young They say the devil's water, it ain't so sweet You don't have to drink right now But you can dip your feet Every once in a little while You sit there in your heartache Waiting on some beautiful boy to To save you from your old ways You play forgiveness Watch it now here

No Fun This Weekend
It's gonna be a busy, and work filled weekend for me. While I do get to see my daughter, and grandson, my son-in-law, and I will be spending all day both Saturday, and Sunday trying to get the garage cleaned out, and organized enough to make space to pull a car into it to be worked on. I am not looking forward to it as it's a huge ugly mess. Got to be done though, so I will force myself to do it.

Vote
Hey, would you help me win my first contest by rating and bombing my pic? Also, would you copy this and post it into a bulletin and blog to help me out as well....It would be greatly appreciated....Thanks! this is my best friend we go way back & she came to me for help & I am going to try to help her out that is were i need you all that is on my frind list to vote for here & do the same has i did ...... you will see up at top what to do ...... ty all .....

Lost But Not Forgotten...
Sometimes it weighs so heavily on me I feel as if the world is on my shoulders. It would be easy to just put it down. Or so I tell myself constantly. Putting it down would be quitting though and that's just not me. I get so tired of the bullshit games and rules that everyone pretends to follow. Rules are for lazy selfish people who need to be told what to do because they can't do it otherwise. Fuck rules. Everyone knows what they have to do to make life possible. If someone doesn't want to do it then life is not possible for them. That's the law of nature, which we continually tell ourselves we're better than. Why aren't we more like the Romans? At least they were honest about their politics. Conquer, then democracy. We may as well go to the colloseum and watch gladiators kill each other for the violence and gore that's on tv. Because it's not real it's less bad? Since when? Is that why it's okay to put cancer causing perservatives in our food? Don't try to tell me it's not related

Helping A Friend To Level
Hello, I was helping a friend level today, and had some help earlier, but it stopped.. so I am trying this blog to get some help to level this guy he only has a little over 4500 to level. If you do help the luv will be returned. Please help if you can anything will help. This is his link. nymphofreakandnympho4life@ fubar

Picture Perfect......
A very wonderful friend of mine took some photos of me and not only made a work of art but made a series of wonderful photos into one. So I thought I'd share what wonderful magnificent portraits she made :) since she took time to make them for me. Thank you again beautiful for the lovely portraits :)

In The Flesh
in the house where the dogs wait across the water the lake trapped. rope burned wrists tear-stained pillow bleeding. the apathy in his eyes. i am bound by my hopes my fears my heart his hands. they want it more than him to see me shake cry resist give in enjoy. moan thrust close your eyes. in the boat. across the sky. a lifetime of nights left

Club F.a.r Member Needs Help Leveling
She is getting ready to be GodMother! Can I get some help to get her there tonight???? PLEASE With CHERRIES on TOP!!!!!!!!! ~H♥t~Cherry~Lici♥us~*♥*~Club~F.A.R.~♥~@ fubar

I Am So Tired Of Idiots
I am so tired of idiots popping in my shout box. "Hey baby","Can I Fuck you",Hey SEXY". Yeah i guess some would say the hey baby and hey sexy they are just being nice. O-kay,but if they stopped to even read my profile or for that matter read my name it says i have a man.Yes, there has been times where My Man and I would mess with them just because of something to do. The normal is talking about surgeries on those parts(NSFW).Other times I get shitty and my man gets shitty. Depends on the day and mood. Yes, this is just the net,and people don't always act like them selfs. Then there are the ones who do. What pisses me off the most is they are treating woman like 2 cent whores. BOYS SUCK NOT ALL JUST THE FUCK HEADS THAT NEED TO GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gas Price Solution
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved. If you think this is a good solution to both the proble

Marriage...
My boyfriend and I have been together almost a year now..He recently asked me to marry him and I said yes...I wanna know what you think 'should we do it now around the holiday's or wait until June...Thxs for your time....

In Spanish Sorry!!
Sorry i do speak english but i just wanted to have people see this just to see if u guys can understand and comment on it!!! Arg me estoy cansando de esto, me llenan el My shoutbox de pura publicidad de gente que ni tengo en mi lista de amigos, que vote por el contest tal que rante que esto que lo otro, y ni que hablar del bullentin cada 5 minutos el mismo pinche bullentin de que vote por ella en tal lado arg como cansa y aburre estar leyendo eso. Y lo que mas cansa y aburre es estar leyendo eso de que quieren subir no se cuantos puntos asi que se vote y se rante su perfil y fotos, pero si ellas ranteando y comentando tambien suben, pero noooooo quieren de la manera mas facil -.- arg ya la verdad cansa. En fin eso era, ahhhh ya me siento mejor, a ver quienes entienden y me comentan si tengo razon o no (hahaha igual solo 3 o 4 personas entraran como siempre hahahahah)

My Horoscope For 11/9/07
Your sweetheart or spouse isn't telling you something that is bothering them or that they want to change. You may not be able to hear it directly, so read between the lines and do your best to get at it.

Zipper
Your Zipper is Down A man walked into a supermarket with his zipper down, and his fly wide open. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, "Your barracks door is open." This is not a phrase men normally use, so he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he was about done shopping, a man came up and said, "Your fly is open." He zipped up and finished his shopping, and remembering what the cashier had told him, finally understood. He then intentionally got in the line to check out where the lady was that told him about his "barracks door." He was planning to have a little fun with her. When he reached her counter he said, "When you saw my barracks door open did you see a soldier standing in there at attention?" The lady thought for a moment and said, "No, no I didn't. All I saw was a disabled veteran sitting on two duffel bags."

What Bugzzz Me
I hate people who can't speak there mind. who hide behind other people to talk shit.If you have something to sayt,than just say it. SAY IT TO MY FACE.Dont let it go through the great vine or myspace,etc.

Toilet Seat Incident
The Toilet Seat Incident Charlie's wife, Lucy, had been after him for several weeks to paint the seat on their commode. Finally, he got around to doing it while Lucy was out. He left to take care of another matter before she returned. She came in and undressed to take a shower. Before getting in the shower, she sat on the commode. As she tried to stand up, she realized that the not-quite-dry epoxy paint had glued her to the commode seat. About that time, Charlie got home and realized her predicament. They both pushed and pulled without any success whatsoever. Finally, In desperation, Charlie undid the commode seat bolts. Lucy wrapped a sheet around herself and Charlie drove her to the Hospital Emergency Room. The ER Doctor got her into a position where he could study how to free her. Lucy tried to lighten the embarrassment of it all by saying "Well, Doctor, I'll bet you've never seen anything like this before". The Doctor replied "Actually, I've seen a lot of them. I ju

Thanks To All Who Serve!
While most of you are partying.... I will Be Missing My Grandfather.... He was commander of his DAV chapter. He stormed the beaches at Normandy. He was and Always will be One of My Biggest hero's... He taught Me the worth and cost of My freedom. I love you Pap!

*marines Prayer*
The Marines Prayer Almighty Father, whose command is over all and whose love never fails, make me aware of Thy presence and obedient to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self, guarding me against dishonesty in purpose in deed and helping me to live so that I can face my fellow Marines, my loved ones and Thee without shame or fear. Protect my family. Give me the will to do the work of a Marine and to accept my share of responsibilities with vigor and enthusiasm. Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to my superiors and to the duties my country and the Marine Corps have entrusted to me. Make me considerate of those committed to my leadership. Help me to wear my uniform with dignity, and let it remind me daily of the traditions which I must uphold. If I am inclined to doubt; steady my faith; if I am tempted, make me strong to resist; if I should miss the mark, give me courage to try again. Guide me with the light of truth and grant

A Bathroom Disaster
The Gross Bathroom Disaster A little boy blows up his balloon and starts flicking it all around the house with his finger. His mother tells him to stop it as he's liable to break something. The boy continues. "Johnny!" mom screams. "Knock it off. You're going to break something." He stops and eventually mom leaves for a short trip to the store. Johnny starts up with the balloon again. He gives it one last flick and it lands in the toilet. Mom comes in and while putting away the groceries gets the urge. A diarrhea run. She can hardly make it to the toilet in time and SPLASH, out it comes. When she's finished she looks down and can't believe what she's seeing. Diarrhea everywhere! She's not sure what this big brown thing is in the toilet! She calls her doctor. The doctor is baffled as she describes the situation, but he assures her he'll be over shortly to examine everything. When he arrives she leads him to the bathroom and he gets down on hi

I Touch Myself
To that special person...he knows who he is *winks* I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus: I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me happy honey You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I'd do anything for you Chorus I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus I want you I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah Chorus

Guy Goes To The Post Office To Apply For A Job.
The interviewer asks him, 'Have you been in the service?' 'Yes,' he says. 'I was in Vietnam for three years.' The interviewer says, 'That will give you extra points toward employment' and then asks, 'Are you disabled in any way? The guy says, 'Yes 100%...a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off.' The interviewer tells the guy, 'O. K. I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00 A.M.' The guy is puzzled and says, 'If the hours ar e from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?' 'This is a government job' the interviewer says. 'For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls. No point in you coming in for that.'

Even Though We Fight A Lot, I Love You
Even though we fight a lot, I love you. We fight, I think, because the stakes are high. I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you, But underneath my anger I could cry. I have an uncontrolled need to control you, To be your only destiny and guide. I know it isn't fair to try to mold you, But my poor love's entangled in my pride. Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury, Which rises like a tide beneath the moon. I plead before my only judge and jury: I want to change, but know change won't come soon. Love finds it hard to let the loved one be The person who is loved so passionately.

Eighty-six Must Be Our Secret Number
Eighty-six must be our secret number To say we are in love among a crowd. We are one whenever we're together, Though we daren't mention it out loud. We giggle at the same idea unspoken And smile in simultaneous disdain, Existing in a single cell unbroken, Two nuclei alike in joy and pain. Outwardly we are just closest friends Because we do not wish to cause distress. But when we're grown, the fairy tale ends As we come out in more authentic dress. Meanwhile we're ourselves in secrecy, Our silence merely adding to our glee.

Do You Want Me? What's The Matter?
Do you want me? What's the matter? You're afraid some door will close? You want the scent without the rose? The moans of love without the chatter? You think our love might be a tomb, The only exit through my pain? You'd rather put things off again To give your fantasies some room? You think: she's great, but in a while I might get bored? Or something better, Filling out a tighter sweater, Might flash me a quick come-on smile? You don't want to be tied just yet To just one future, just one kiss? You think about all you might miss And hold out for a better bet? Well, fine! But then why do you haunt Me like a jackal night and day? Why, when my interest seems to stray, Are you so sure of what you want? Why, when I dare so much as laugh At some guy's jokes, you go ballistic, Nasty, borderline sadistic, As if somebody touched your stuff? And yet when I hook on to you, You will not let yourself be mine, Take out your fears and draw a line Between wha

Beer V Pussy
Beer V Pussy Its time to do a comparison between two things treasured by men, beer and pussy... A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. advantage: Tie If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, your wife may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive

Do Not Doubt I Love You
Do not doubt I love you, even though My actions may have undermined my words. We could be as connubial as birds Had I not let my wild longings show. I cannot help wanting to devour All the world that comes before my eyes; But more than all the world is that which lies Within the precious circle of our bower. I'll do anything to keep you with me; Our love will last as long as you have will. Despite my untamed need, my love is still A rock against the surges of the sea.

Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You
Do not doubt how much I love you Though my time with you is thin. I am always thinking of you, Always loving you within. A full-time working mom and wife Just doesn't have much time to give. But I have given you my life, And you still reign where I most live. I do the best that I can do And hope that you will understand That everything belongs to you: My eyes, my thoughts, my heart, my hand.

Something I Wrote
This is just i was inspired to write while viewing a friends profile, and i hope it's not a sin to like ones own work. ------------------------------------------------- Seen but not seen The alarm sounds, you wake,can you see it? Just there! No you can't, how can you, it doesn't exist. But wait! How can somthing be seen if it doesn't exist? You wander slowly as it draws near.Do you notice? No. It's all around you, but what is it! Two words+ Self-Hatred. Things said or done to you that cause you to hate your life, which is part of you therefore hate yourself, and this not known by you everyone else sees or has forced upon them, and this as is always the case causes things to get well... uncomfortable.

Before You, I Was Just Hanging Out
Before you, I was just hanging out. My days were all hubbub, no beauty. Boredom seemed what life was all about. Excitement meant going to a movie. Then I fell in love with you; my mall Opened to a sudden rush of sky; Trees turned into happiness; and all The things I had forgotten made me cry. The loves that fasten one to life grew strong: You, the thought of seeing you, your touch, My love for those I'd loved my whole life long, Knowing, but not feeling it too much. You brought my life to life, my love to flower; Now love me well, and through me taste your power.

The Preacher
he stood on the stage where the podium was and stood behind it his church full of brothers and sisters of his congregation..he smiled biggly (yes thats a word) lol. and spoke these words: "Brothers and Sisteres, little ones of all ages, God!!!! everyone jumped! did not bring us here to talk about our sins...someone yelled out an Amen! he brought us here today to be with his Hollllllyyy FAMILY! all jumped again. he was seeing who he thought was innocent, not guilty of sin..and he smiled. he strode across the stage with a gait of pride in his congregation and then stopped and pointed at a young man....SON! the boy nearly flew out of his seat as all chuckled....y-y-yes sir? You sinned last night did you not? The boy paled as his parent looked at him with their mouths on the floor their little boy had sinned?OMG!!! Tell us what you did my son? the boy blushed and sasid well last night mom and dad were in the shower i heard he moaning and dad too..so iwent to investigate..i took the

Before Love, That Jolting Lilt
Before love, that jolting lilt East of roses, in perturbed darkness, Missing the eternal circumstance, Yearning still, again, for that exploratory tilt … Vainly would I fly into your heart Afire, burning, consumed, expended. Love is not an ending; nor does it end Easily: becomes pith, becomes seed, starts Needing, kneading, mid-desperation, The long climb out of loneliness, turning In hope, in anguish, in foolish expectation. No two are joined except in painful learning: Each frightened lesion closed for restoration.

As My Debt Grows, So My Love Does, Too
As my debt grows, so my love does, too. What you give I cannot half repay. Your love for me enflames my love for you. I can't help being moody, often blue, Irritable, anxious, sad, and yet you stay. As my debt grows, so my love does, too. I know I'm lucky to have someone who Will love me through this, day by troubled day. Your love for me enflames my love for you. Gifts like yours to me do not accrue. Still, it's hard when giving goes one way. As my debt grows, so my love does, too. Yet unlike money, love is never due. Its return is free, in just the way Your love for me enflames my love for you, A natural grace, making one of two. And so this darkness has its own bright ray: As my debt grows, so my love does, too; Your love for me enflames my love for you.

All I Ever Wanted Is In You
All I ever wanted is in you: Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears. I want to give and to be given to So I might feel myself flow through the years Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.

Welcome To The Office Baby Grl
baby grl is a new nurse working at an outpatient clinic. The doctor is "showing me how things work". While we are in his office doing paperwork, he catches me bending over the desk. I feel his hand slide up my thigh and under my skirt. As I protest, he insists I need to learn how things work. I feel his fingers guide my thong to the side as he begins caressing me softly. I can't help it and I start to swell and get hot. The gentleness of his fingers brings me to life and my body instantly betrays me by responding to his probing fingers. When he feels this he slides his fingers inside of me, increasing my heat and making me catch my breath. When he asks me how I feel I can only let out a moan. "Good, " he says, as he pushes down between my shoulder blades until my breasts are touching the desk. He unbuttons my blouse and while he is massaging me, he tells me he thinks I am ready. I turn to look at him poutting wondering what he means. He explains that he is going to fuck

To Maintain A Relationship
If you need love to keep your love true, This simple rhyme tells what you must do. Open your mind to a magickal way Of keeping your partner from going astray. When the moon waxes you must brew a tea From magnolia buds gathered most secretly. Sweeten with honey if you should prefer; Clockwise with silver spoon be sure to stir. For vows of love from being recanted Make sure as you stir, these words are chanted: "Lover be faithful, lover be true. This is all that I'm asking of you. Giveth thy heart to no one but me. This is my will, so mote it be!" As soon as you can share this herb tea With your woman/man to ensure loyalty. But 'fore to your lips the tea cup you raise, Chant with a whisper this rhyming phrase: "Brew of Magnolia, Venus' herb, Work for me now enchantment superb. Let (name of lover) and I be united as one. With harm brought to no one, this spell is done." Provided your magick is sealed with a kiss, A faith

When Can I See You Again By Babyface
When can my heart beat again When does the pain ever end When do the tears stop from running over When does “you'll get over it” begin I hear what you're saying But I swear that it's not making sense So when can I see you When can I see you again When can my heart beat again When can I see you again When can I breathe once again And when can I see you When does my "someday" begin When I'll find someone again And what if I still am not truly over What am I supposed to do then, babe... Do you see what I'm saying Even if, if it's not making sense So when can I see you When can I see you again When can my heart beat again When can I see you again And when can I breathe once again And when can I see you... again Yeah, baby Do you see what I'm saying Even if, if it's not making sense, baby So when can I see you again When can I see you again Can my heart beat again, baby When can I see you again And when can I breathe once again And when can I see, b

Thats What She Gets By Brooks And Dunn
the first couple of verses explains me so well...i heard this song when brooks and dunn made a guest appearance on the las vegas series. She said what she wants is a man to be faithful A true heart somebody willin’ and able To stay by her side through thick and thin A tender touch every now and then She’s not hung up on fairy tales Or some dream at the bottom of a wishin’ well Fancy cars or diamond rings What she wants most are the little things That’s what she gets That’s what she gets That’s what she gets for loving me At times I lay awake at night Stare at her laying by my side Knowin’ there in her heart as she sleeps She can forever count on me That’s what she gets That’s what she gets That’s what she gets for loving me Whatever turns her on I’m here to do it Till the day they write my name in stone I’ll live to prove it That’s what she gets That’s what she gets That’s what she gets for loving me That’s what she gets That’s what she ge

Be With You
Be with you ~Tony Martinez So close and yet so far How I've dreamt about caressing that face and staring deep into those eyes Those eyes that get me everytime Will you dance a slow dance with me Anything just to hold you close Can I keep you Can I hold on to you forever Just lay with me Let our bodies get all twisted and tangled up In a loving embrace, oh so close Let me whisper mi amor te amo As I caress that glowing face And stare into the beautiful oh so beautiful eyes Oh how I want to Be with you

Quote Of The Day...
Walk the fields and forests, be refreshed by the cool winds and the touch of a nodding flower. The Moon and the Sun sing in the ancient wild places. The deserted seashore, the stark desert, the roaring waterfall. We are of the Earth and should revere Her, so do Her honor. Scott Cunningham

Quote Of The Day...
... souls, which are a burning breath, rose through the air towards the fires of the sky, in virtue of their lightness. When they reached the upper zone, they found in ether about the moon surroundings like their own essence and remained there in equilibrium. Conceived as material and as circular in form, they were, like the heavenly bodies, nourished by the exaltations which arose from the soils and waters. These innumerable globes of a fire endowed with intelligence formed an animated chorus about the divine luminary of night. Franz Cumont

Over There
The day is comin The drums are drummin If you know one say a prayer. Theres mothers cryin And fathers sighin, uh hum War is in the air. The trains are fillin up with boys They've left behind their favorite toys They're goin over there Over there Where someone has to die Over there, Where ours is not to reason why. Over there, Where someone has to die! Over there..............

Word's To Live By...
Bide the Wiccan Law you must,in perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live; fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about, to keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of the eye and light of touch, speak little and listen much. Deosil go my the waxing Moon, sing and dance the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go when the Moon doth wane, and werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady' Moon is new, kiss thy hand to Her times two. When the Moon rides at her peak, then your heart's desire speak. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the Westwind blows o'er thee, departed spirits restless be. Nine woods in the cauldron go, burn them fast and burn them slow. Elder be the Lady's tree-burn it not, or cursed be! When the Wheel begins a turn, let the Beltane fires burn. Whe

Here I Am
Here I am. But you cant understand. As I am here to express all that I am. I pour my heart. I tear my soul. But away will you walk. Only to leave me in the cold. Here I am. Cold as if buried in the iciest of snow banks. As you look at me. Accusing me. As if I am in the wrong. Wrong for what? For showing my feelings. For showing you all of me? For expressing all that I hide inside of me? But yes I am wrong in your eyes. Because we do not seem to agree. I see beyond that in which you in your mind see. As you swear all you think is right and all else is wrong. Who then in the end shall looked down upon. As from your wall to reality you fall off. as in the air you fall before all you know is crushed. To wake up and see what I see after you were tossed out of your world of dream. Here I am. The one so wrong. The one accused as a fool so stupid. Yet I have known all along. And here you are just waking up. To realize all your lies as they burst to flames and reveal the truths. The truths in w

Cancer
It's the major C.. How do you react when someone tells you they have CANCER? Do you freak you? Do you start to cry? What emotions do you use in this case? How are you going to handle knowing that one day that person is no longer with you? Im not to sure on how or what emotions to use. Or to that fact even think. Although this person who I am talking about survied Breast Cancer, now is diagnosed with Colon Cancer. She is a stronger fighter, but how is she keeping her head up high. Knowing what she has. How do I be strong for her? What can I do? We all have a loved one or someone near and dear to our hearts who has Cancer or who has gone through it. Show your support for them.

Dui, Kentucky Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Whitesville, Kentucky after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the park

Ice Girls 2
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Single!
hi look im really not looking for anyone but im bored and depressed so i need to get stuff off my chest.... well im single as of today, the reason is, is cause i was accuse of cheating which never happened.....i really love him and i cant get him off my mind....im not eating or sleeping to well and im 7 months preg with his baby....i dont know what else to do but sit here and cry all night....but i guess my tears arent going to help me out so i dont know what else to do about him...its said to love someone so much that u cant get him out of you mind.....well pls comment on this and let me know what u think i need some support...

I Still Will Love You
I still will love you ~Tony Martinez We are close Have been from the beginning Growing stronger with each passing day He's always been there in the background I always said I still will love you Now comes the news He might be stepping into the spotlight I dont care I still will love you He doesn't deserve the respect Of me shrinking back inot the shadows So I say again I STILL WILL LOVE YOU

I'll Be There
I'LL BE THERE.. ♥-When no one is there for you ♥-When you think no one cares ♥-When the whole world walks out on you ♥-When you think you're alone ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When the one you care about most could care less about you ♥-When the one you gave your heart to isn't ♥-When someone throws something in your face ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When the person you trusted betrays you ♥-When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine ♥-When all you need is someone to catch your tears ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When your heart hurts so bad that you cant even breathe ♥-When you just want to crawl up and die ILL BE THERE.. ♥-When you start to cry ♥-Or when hearing that sad song ♥-When the tears just won't stop falling down ILL BE THERE.. ♥*So you see I'll be there un

Please Help Me Out!!!!
Im in my first giveaway/contest and I would really appreciate all the help I can get!!!! IM MORE THEN HALF WAY TO THE END. NEED MORE HELP PLEASE!!! First 10 people to hit 20,000 comments wins a VIP. SOOOOOO PLEASE PEOPLE¡¦HELP A GIRL OUT..LOL ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ This is the host of the contest Fan/Add/Rate him. Cup Of Joe@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾ sTaRr ¢¾ ~Proud Member of the Latina Mafia~ and ~The Graveyard Family~' on '2007-11-09 16:28:54') (repost of original by 'SBG Bombers Family Homepage' on '2007-11-09 17:49:21')

In Need Of Help!
We are still in need of much help on this contest! If we could get all members to take part we have a chance! Please go and comment bomb the heck out of him! HOTT will rock even with the system fix!

Really Need Everyone!
We are still in need of much help on this contest! If we could get all members to take part we have a chance! Please go and comment bomb the heck out of him! HOTT will rock even with the system fix!

Passing Away
Yes the leaves are turning colors,the weather is getting cold, the deer hunters are out and most of all the holidays are coming The most joyuas time of year . Well for me at least i just wish that it would fly right by. On novemer 16 of last year i lost my best friend my biggest suport person my idol yes i am talking about the passing of my father . He passed away fighting to last days.. I have also broke up with my girlfriend. So as you can see this is going to be a tough time for me but i know that i will get through it with the help of my friends.

Infinite Impossibilities
Where you find yourself tomorrow is a result of the thoughts,actions and decisions you make today. YOUR INNER POWER HAS NO LIMITS. It's time to ignite your passion and embrace your purpose...the most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire. Let your energy and enthusiasm and discipline guide you towards infinite possibilites. Decide where you want to be tomorrow and then committ to the process. IMAGINATION is everything...It is the preview of life's coming attractions !!!

Here For You
here for you ~tony martinez I cant imaginee the hell you and been through The nightmares The nights with no sleep at all All you could do was cry The metal flashes, followed by the red curtain Mask the pain, or at least justify the tears It runs so deep You just can't You wont allow yourself to feel You did once and look what happend Just want to let you know I'm here for you No matter if that day ever comes Where you can feel again Who am I right? Some Joker Some loser You dont know from adam Yet here I am I can't explain why All I know is I'm......here for you

I Have A Box!
Our Curves gym was chosen as one of the few in the State, to be a "Smart Curves" training facility. It's going to be part of medical history supposedly. Baylor University is doing a study on all of the gyms in our State participating in this. There are some YouTube videos out there that explain how it works better. But, basically, it means the old equipment gets computer upgraded. It's voluntary to do it. It costs extra, of course. But I think it's worth it. You get to see how much energy and cardio you're using, automatically monitor your pulse, see how many reps you're doing and if you're properly working your body, under working or over working it. Once you "train" on the machines, the workout gets customized to you - based on your abilities and what you want to achieve. Momster and I were supposed to train on Wednesday. but the owner basically triple booked that day. So we didn't get to train until today. We had to pay the one time fee for the upgrade and fill out new me

Why, Why, Why???
Why does life go on the way it does. Why can't people be honest and why do people let things go on and on then when they are done it just hits ya like a ton of bricks? I try to understand....I guess I can't really. When someone knows your feelings, you give and give and give and get little in return and then just totally act like you never meant anything. At least this is my interpretation of it. They say they made a mistake....but am I really the mistake?? Is there a way to get over it...I don't know. I keep ending up in the same situations. I guess I need to block everything out and keep to myself. I feel thats the only way I can keep from getting hurt. I don't get it. Why does life have to be so complicated.??

Precious Moments
The birth of a child, that perfect wedding day. The first love of your life and your first kiss. These are just a few of those precious moments. Getting those divorce papers from the one you use to adore. The photo's of loved ones from the past and present. The loss of your virginity that you held for so long. These are just a few of those precious moments. Sidelining as a cheerleader or out on the field. Wiping those tears when your child falls down. Going to the dance and doing your thing. Moving from home for the very first time. Knowing that you learned what your parents did share. These are just a few of those precious moments. Giving of yourself because you really do care. Last but not least something you should know, those few precious moments happen everyday that you grow.

These Are Mine.. Add Your Sif You Like :)
With all the changes this is alot to ask of anybody, but if you'd like to help I'd appreciate it :) Most comments wins, Just for fun contest runs nov 9th til nov 30th 95,000 comments, 30 day blast give away...

Did I Mention
Oh and yeah, so when I reformatted apparently I ixnayed my hacked copy of photoshop *hides* hehe and Now I also need to design a spine to go with my covers (duh why didn't I make one in the first place?) and no way to do it ! shoot me please.. I need more beer *sighs*

Used Condoms
Who said there aren't perfectly good uses for used condoms? I can give you at least 50 that are sure to be great examples... Bicycle handle grips. French tickler animals. Shower caps for people with tiny heads. Put one on a light bulb for mood lighting. Fill one with helium and tie a note to it. Get 1000 and make a submarine. Put one over the showerhead to surprise Dad. Put 'em on your cat's feet to keep it from climbing the curtains. Blow a bunch up and tie them to the cars outside a wedding. Put one on your nose and be Bobo the clown. Water wings for those non-swimmers. Use 500 of them to spell out "We Want Women!!" on your house. Jello molds. Finger puppets. A wind sock. Use as a bobber when fishing. Put them on soda cans to keep the fizz in when you're not drinking it. Practical joke: Put one on an exhaust pipe. Suspenders. Recycle as a Burger King ketchup baggie. (or would mayonnaise be better?) Small animal muzzle.

Anyone Out There?
So i kinda droped off cherry tap for a bit but im still here and alive !To all the horney guys sorry yes im sexy yes I like to have a fun time no I dont wana cyper sex ya or meet up.my heart is on over flow and lost as it is. why im here who doesnt like to get drunk and have fun?Do I have awhole bunch of pics no what ya see is what ya get my jobs not to jack ya off . Anyways hope to hear from yall soon and heres to a good time :)

Its Always About The Penis
important tax information just about the only thing the IRS has not yet taxed is the penis. this is due to the fact that: 70% of the time it is hanging around,unemployed 13% of the time its pissed off. 12% of the time it is hard up. and 5% of the time,it is in the hole. it has two dependents,and they are nuts,completely nuts. issues still under consideration are as follows: are there penalties for early withdraw? do multiple partners count as a corporation? are condoms deductible as work clothes? effective jan 1,2008,penises will be taxed according to size the brackets are as follows: 10"-12" luxary tax 8"-9" pole tax 6"-7" privilege tax 4"-5" nuisance tax note: males exceeding 12" must file under capital gain. anyone under 4" is eligible for a REFUND. "PLEASE DO NOT FILE FOR AN EXTENSION"

Grrr Arrrrrghhhh....
So I finally got word and adobe to work again after reformatting the computer completely.. I finally sit down to dismantle my manuscript... which took me the better part of a year to put together just how I wanted it *grin* And I've decided I hate the whole book! *laughs* okay not quite , But.. here I have been sitting for over 3 hours and the only thing I have managed to get done was remove all the pictures! Meanwhile, of course going back through and reading it and now Im of course second (or more like 1000th) guessing everything! I so need someone to help me with this,... is there any editors, or literature savvy people out there who feels like talking me out of deleteing everything?! hahaha yeah, I'm drinking beer now, hopefully it will make me feel better about this whole damned thing. Did I mention I'm 13 days over due getting this back to my publisher? Please shoot me . HAH!

Just A Poem
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Staying In
Staying in ~Tony Martinez Hey hun Yes my love this is all for you All the lights are out The phone is off Your skin looks so beautiful against that candle light Come here Let me hold you tight I love you Nothing else matters Just me and you Right here, right now Aren't you glad We stayed in

My Work Pic
So many of you have told me that you thought I would look sexy in my white nurses uniform. I have repeatedly said that nurses do not wear white dress uniforms any more... they were eliminated as the uniform for nursing. I just uploaded a pic a little while ago that my husband took earlier today when he came to visit. As you can see, I wear scrubs just like they do on TV. Not very sexy I know... it is just a uniform. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156363&i=148408245 What do you think?

Broken Rubber
Kept calling this guy at work for the longest of time now Broken Rubber. Think it finally sunk in it had some meaning to it! Almost had to draw him a picture while explaining it to him. " If the rubber hadn't broken you wouldn't be here "

Time For An Update I Guess..
Time to say hello to those I haven't talked to in a while. Although that list is a lot smaller now. I went through and removed over 400 friends yesterday and have removed a few family members the past few days. No offense to anyone affected, not that they would probably see this anyway, but it was just time to return to normalcy as far as this place goes. I never could keep up with that many people and it should be as I have stated on my profile, I am her for friends, not points. Anyway, I know I haven't really been very talkative lately. Things at work has me drained and for the past three weeks, Carrie was here and we would rotate the computer usage. I did hate the fact that work became so much worse just as she got here. I was drained when I would get home and didn't feel like doing much. And now, it is on-going just as much as ever as I have been the only one there for ADMIN, so everyone has been calling my name in some aspect or another. Between routine administrative issues,

So It's Like This
mom has bought into the bullshit yet again, so we are, once again, stuck with cumdrop stepdad. i told mom earlier today that once mick was back, i refuse to stay in this house with him again because he's fucked us over three times and i won't go through that again... mom won't leave because they're married and she's in a commitement and blah blah blah. the way i see it, i have three options: 1. destiny (my little sister) and i could go live with davis (the stepfather i like). the problem with this is i won't be in la porte anymore, and he probably won't let me out of the house EVER. (he's very old fashioned and is working in kirville at the moment.) this is my "last resort option". 2. i could run off and join the renfest under an assumed identity... again, i would only be in the area for like a month every year.... and even then it'd be really expensive to come and see me. not the best plan, but still prefered to option 1. 3. i could get married. this only requires me to forge

Info
Hey there. I am a fun loving guy that works too much and plays to little. I like to have fun no matter where I go. I love to chat and meet people. I have a cam and love to chat on cam. I do not plan to try to show anyone my stuff. It is not that impressive until in use. lol Gimme a shout, or mail if you want to chat on Yahoo with your clothes on. (not gay, just would rather see it in person than on cam) Have a great day/night or what ever. Peace out! Wes

New Contest
i am going to hold a sexiest woman in fubar contest! i will post all entry pics at the end of the contest. NSFW is not required but recemended. you can either send me the image in my private messages, send me the location of the pic and i'll get it (make sure i can get to it), or message me for my email. i'll run the contest untill atleast dcember first. any questions please message me.

I Miss You
so i had made a great friend on here used to talk to him about every day this is the old head that had me smilin when i didn't think i could and then poof gone had to go take care of some business and never hopped back on here as far as i know but i just wanted to say Popzz man i miss ya and hopefully some day i'll get back in contact with you

Shaving..
ahhh! just got out of the shower,and clean,and shaved.what can I say! it sucks to have to shave all the time, but I LOVE the results!!! its SO worth it! I love the feel of my skin after and the smell the the shaving lotion!I just can't stop touching the so smooth skin!ummmmmmmmmmm! of course you have to go through the pricklys in a few days but even if I got my hair perminitly removed I dont know if I would because I love that"just shaved feeling!"i wonder who first thought of shaving? what woman i wonder is the first person to shave? I can understand where shaving "down south"would come in,but I wonder who thought of shaving legs and if legs why not arms? THANK HEAVENS I have never had to shave my arms!!!:)hehe!anyway,I will stop this wierd blog! after all it's only skin deep!p.s will get back to touching my silky smoothness.:)

I Think I Need Help
I am so hooked on making mumms that I reached my limit for the day and now Im fiendin' Why is there a limit? DO people get sick of seeing the same person mumm? Not of me? Im special. SOmeone help me!

Please Read
Subject: Please sign and forward Went to a party Mom... (read all the way to the bottom and sign your name) PLEASE!! I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one p iece. I n ever knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would ha

Well, I'm Lonely Again
I hat e ths feeling. Nobody around to talk to nobody to laugh with, nobody to fall asleep with watchin a movie on a saturday afternoon. It's Friday and I don't have any friends here to go out with later on. My only option is to go on the internet deal with folks thousands of miles away that I don't know if they're real or not and chat. Fuckin CHAT! Then I gotta see all these people with their loved ones and significant others. Happy as shit takin pictures with them and all that ol bullshit! No friends + no pussy = A lonely ass nigga complainin for all to see and knw that I'm serious about this and I'm tired of it. No offense to anyone I'm just lonely again. No comments please Just read it and feel my pain Realest

Doctor Who Nominated For People's Choice Award
Doctor Who has been nominated as Favorite Sci-Fi Show in the prestigious 34th annual People's Choice Awards. The programme is up against Battlestar Galactica and Stargate Atlantis in the poll where members of the public vote for their favourite shows. The results will be announced at a ceremony, hosted by Queen Latifah, on Tuesday January 8th, which will be broadcast in the United States on CBS Television. Voting is open and can be done via the People's Choice website. Reported on The Doctor Who News Page. P.S. After you vote, you can get a nifty little MySpace widget so you can spread the word on your choice. Not sure it will work on this site but you can try. P.P.S. As I feared, the widget doesn't work on Fubar. Hopefully the People's Choice webmasters will resolve the issue.

Still Feels Good
Ooo, Ooo, Ooo-come on, Still feels good-oh,oh,oh That old t-shirt you wear to bed Hangin' off your shoulder by a thread The one you ripped off me when We first met Still feels good That old familiar song blarin' From my car We know every note, every word By heart Puts a smile on your face 'cause You know it's ours And it still feels good [CHORUS] Your fingers hooked around My belt loops Leanin' up against my ride Remember that first time I touched you It doesn't matter-I've held you a Million times Oh, and it still feels good We made some crazy plans, had some Crazy dreams And now that we've reached A few you would think That it would get old to you and me But it still feels good, still feels good [Repeat Chorus] Oh, your fingers hooked around My belt loops Leanin' up against my ride Remember the first time I touched you It doesn't matter, I've held you- I've touched you I've felt you-I've loved you- And it still feels good Yeah an

Repost Of A Friends Blog And Very True
Ugh I am so tired of seeing bulletin after bulletin BITCHING about bouncers and the fact that we can no longer fast bomb. When we were able to fast bomb it was because we HAD the bouncer. Ya'll bitched so much then that they changed it up and now you get a new bouncer each time you try to power bomb. So power bombing is out and now ya'll wanna cry like little kids and blame the bouncers? LOL I find that funny. It seems as though no one is ever satisfied with the way things are and no one wants to blame them selfs for the way things are. They wanna post bulletins blaming FUBAR and claim that with power bombing out we will eventually lose contest hosting etc. Hmmm funny...how many bulletins have we all seen before that ability was taken away complaining about it? No one seemed worried about all this THEN. Don't get me wrong, I am not happy that we cant power bomb. We are only allowed so many comments per user level and so what if you sped through them or went slowly? It still was the sa

Stay
SUGARLAND LYRICS "Stay" I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why

Staples
well the staples are out and it was a whole week earlier then they thought. im very happy bout that and im healin fast. i have to go back into surgery friday so they can put the port in my heart to do the chemo with. its day surgery so i will be home that afternoon but prolly wont be on fer a few days after receivin chemo. hope this finds everyone well and that is this weeks updates.

Program
Finally foudn a program that actually properly works without compatability mode in windows vista. its called registry smart. link is below for anyone who needs. it does cost small fee but it does work excellent. Click Here!

The Curtain Rods
>She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates, and >suitcases. > On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. > On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful >dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft background music, and >feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of Chardonnay. > When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a >few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the >curtain rods. > She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. > When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the >first few days. > Then slowly, the house began to smell. > They tried everything: cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out. > Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. > Air fresheners were hung everywhere. > Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which >the

100 Doors
ok everyone, heres another riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right i have 100 doors, i'm going to number them 1 through 100....how many times am i going to wright "9"

The 63 Doller Question
ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right i have 6 bills, that = 63 dollers, but theres no 1's(and theres no change)......what do i have

Men's Answer To Maxine- Men Strike Back
I will probably catch heck for this one but oh well LOL Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------ How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men

Back Monday
I'm way behind, but will return Monday...please give me a few days to catch up!:-) My kid and I are going to an annual retreat in West Marin for multiracial Jewish families.:-) Honor our Veterans and our Active Duty personnel...let's work to support our returning troops needs and bring the rest of them home ASAP. Shalom!

Evoke A Feeling
subject: evoke a feeling post date: 2007-11-09 13:24:35 when you look at me like that i feel so squishy and so gooey your sad puppy dog eyes makes me melt when you touch me i feel so sensual desires my very essences are aroused during the embrace i hear you gasp know you inhale my scent just the perfume of my body scent i smell your scent musk of sweat as you labor over me ahhh musk so sweet the odor so squashy i feel with your smell your touch as you look at me dont ever stop i love you too

Gifts Here
Today.. I was talking to someone.. and I changed my status to .."Headache" and I got seven bottles of aspirin.. then I said... If I ate.. drank..and used everything people has ever given me here.. I would be a 1000 pound, alcoholic, sex toy using girl covered in chocolate. LOL!!!

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They brin

Nikki Sixx Is An Icon
August 27, 2007 - Nikki Sixx is an icon. There aren't too many rock musicians who can lay claim to having sold 45 million albums, started trends, headlined the biggest festivals, written a bestseller, married a Bay-Watcher, launched a fashion line, redefined the power ballad and…oh yeah, died and come back to talk about it. Sixx is everywhere these days with a new band (Sixx: A.M.) and his upcoming literary release of The Heroin Diaries.??Enduring a troubled upbringing that saw him grow up fatherless and shuffled back and forth between various family members, Sixx's only solace throughout all the turmoil was music. His vision of the ultimate rock 'n' roll band consisted of Kiss theatrics, Van Halen swagger and the sneering bravado of the Sex Pistols. This childhood fantasy came to fruition in Motley Crue some 25-plus years ago, the band that he masterminded along with Tommy Lee, Vince Neil and Mick Mars. Hitting the scene about the same time as the LA-metal boom of the early '80s, The

A Woman
Able to leap small buildings, in a single bound Yet unable to keep all her emotions down Mysterious questions swim through her head The only way to beat her, join her instead She is stronger than the others, invisible power Yet deep down inside she’s as fragile as a flower With the ability to squeeze a watermelon through a dime She holds the ability to choose every time She keeps it together so well that she’s worn Just don’t mess with a woman whose scorn Bleeding five days without death P.M.S. the reason for fiery breath All that she says and all that she’s for Becomes overlooked, just to settle the score A mother, a teacher, a child, a bitch No distinction on the fine line of which. She’ll shop as long as the money is there She has over one hundred pairs of underwear She listens, and talks, letting all be known The reason, you see the high bills for her phone No vinegar, spiders, or puppy dog tails She’s sugar and spice and manicured nails Beauty, Intelligence,

Nikki Goes To Washington
Mr. Sixx Goes to Washington Body: Lianne George | Oct 26, 2007 | 3:35 pm EST Related content:Maclean's Q&A with Nikki Sixx Standing in an alleyway behind the Barnes & Noble in Washington, D.C.’s posh Georgetown district, Nikki Sixx, the brains and cojones behind the ultra-hedonistic ’80s metal band Mötley Crüe, is eating a grilled eggplant sandwich. He is 48, and six-and-a-half years sober. And while he’s not a vegetarian, he says, taking a bite, he generally likes to separate his carbs from his proteins. Not everything about him has changed, though. For example, his ’80s rocker aesthetic is more or less in tact: Marlborough dangling between the fingers (check); helmet of over-processed black hair (check); full-body schmear of tattoos (check); skull-and-crossbones bandana tucked into back pocket (check); layers of black on black clothing (check); liberal sprinkling of chains and studs (check and check). That said, the make-up is gone. Also, the whole look is updated with modern

Life's Lessons
Never let your gaurd down Never let it through For if you let your gaurd down You'll wind up forever blue. Day and night Alone you'll live With the children He left you with But when all is said and done You'll find yourself the only one Around. To clean and cook, shop and spend, Oh! The challenges never end!! But still you'll sleep Just like me Alone at night- You too will weep- And ponder how it was You ended up here In this place Not that you won't Thank God/Goddess for this grace, But calling out HIS name inside You still want to run and hide Because the pain Is still so new So Fresh So much a part of you.

The Apple Tree
ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right:D i have a bag of apples, i give half of what i have plus 1/2 of an apple to a guy........i see another guy, and i give him half of what i have left, plus 1/2 of an apple......i see another guy, and i give him half of what i have left, plus 1/2 of an apple, when i get home and look in the bag, i have 1 apple left.......how many apples did i start with?

~bait & Switch~
Ok here is the deal. One of my many sisters is going out on a date this comming weekend. The deal is that she has to bring somene with for the guy shes datings friend. Of course as my sister said you dont have to do anything. The odd part about it is that the guy my sister is going out with said that it had to be one of her sisters that had to go out with the friend?? Im grown i can take care of myself.. but here is the dilema. I really dont want to go but then again it is my sister??? what do yll think? or what would yll do???

Apart
Waking up to feel your soft lips all over me.. Only to find it was just a dream.. Feeling your body next to mine Sharing secrets of the nite.. Now lay restlessley next to me.. Shared only by the mornin light.. Missing your arms that held me tight, in the middle of the night holding hands as we sleep.. god give me strength for these memories that i keep...

Life Update/relationship
Possible controversial matter! HOWDY ALL, i guess i should update this thing huh? well here go's as some of you may know, i have a new person in my life, if you want to get to know her, by all means go ahead, i WILL warn you, she has a B.S. meter on her that rivals some teenagers i have met in my life,lol L, is 1 of the coolest sexiest people i have met in a VERY long time, she allows me to be the person i have always wanted to be.This includes but is not limited to me being Bi. much less being a(what i call)"multi/sexual" person in this i mean that if i find another person sexually attractive, and she is OK with me wanting to be sexual with the IE: "knocking boot's,hooking up,etc." she is OK with it as long as she doesn't have a problem with it, if she does we discuss it, and go from there. we now live together with her daughter, and a close friend of hers she has known a few years she met in AZ. ( she lived there previously to moving here to Salem) part of our roo

Support Our Troops And It Takes Just A Second Of Your Time...
can completely brighten a soldier's day! Something cool that Xerox is doingIf you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second.Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these?Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them. spread the word!! i plan on sending some everyday :)

My Hideous House!
Wow, what a mistake I made on the color (cloUr) of my trim on my house! I went out there earlier today and didn't like it when they first started painting the trim. I should have had them stop if I had used my brain. No...I think that maybe it will darken and look better when it dries. HELL NO! It is uglier then before. It is really bad around my beautiful front door. It ruins it. The guys painted part of the door that they weren't supposed to paint. They also got trim around the garage door they weren't supposed to get. I want to scream! I just hope it is fixable. I am going to go with a nice blue color for the trim instead. More subtle then BRIGHT PURPLE! I can't believe it turned out like that. Sometimes the color of the paint doesn't look like the chip you see. The only bad thing besides having to prime over it and then paint all the trim again is that we will have to wait. It is supposed to rain and we all know you can't paint when it is raining so we ar

I Smell Like Oranges
Overall today has been a positive one. And now my hands smell like oranges since I just took 15 minutes to peel a single orange. Clematines are so much better. So much easier to peel. Thankfully I didn't have to escape over to Brad's house tonight. Mom's bf was going to have a friend over for supper- the friend he has been trying to set me up with. Um.. no. I don't like mom's bf and would not be interested in a friend of his. Actually I'm not much interested in anyone right now. My back still hurts. I hate my mattress. Phoo.

If A Dog Was A Teacher
If a dog was the teacher you would learn stuff like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back in the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout , run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not.

Scout
so i was petting my trusty steed earlier and with every pat, dust went everywhere. he reminds me of pigpen on charlie brown. too bad it's getting too cold to give him a bath. i guess i'll just have to wait untill spring.

21
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements

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Stress
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, >>raised a glass of water and asked, >>"How heavy is this glass of water?" >> >>Answers called out ranged >>from 20g to 500g. >> >>The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. >>It depends on how long you try to hold it. >> >>If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. >> >>If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. >> >>If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. >> >>In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the >>heavier it becomes." >> >>He continued, >>"And that's the way it is with stress management. >> >>If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the >>burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. >> >>As with the glass of water, >>you have to put it down for a while >>and rest before holding it again. >> >>When we're refreshed, we can carry on >>with the burden. >> >>So, before y

From The Depths Of The Hollows
From the depths of the hollows, The darkness creeps in. With the light cast away, I don’t know where to begin. Too much to say, The story’s untold. I try to speak out Before the shadows take hold. Desperate to escape The penetration of night, Lost and tired Of the continuous fight. Frantic to be heard, I scream out loud. As I claw my way out Of the deafening shroud. I lose my center. My frustration grows. But the only reply, Is the chilling echoes. Too much to lose, Blindly I grope. In the infinite search, For the ray of hope.

For The Someone She Knows Who It Is
anytime anywhere any place you could be anyone today maybe I recognize you on a crouded street maybe you take me by suprise will you be the one I had in mind there come a day when you walkedout of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable people say I'm watching life through a glass desprately waiting on a chance I know you love holding on holding out for me but how we gonna know the time is right what if your here and I'm just blind there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable how can I know a song I never heard how would I know your voice when you haven't said a word how do I know how this will end before we begin there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be un

Suzy
My Suzy I was alone and sad Miserable and tormented Then I met you You uplifted me to new levels of happines You fill my heart with joy A joy that I have not felt in years Your voice is that of an angel It soothes and calm my heart Your words inspire and enlighten my mind Your beauty blesses my eyes You may be the part that is missing The part that makes me complete. From, Nook Nook

I Hate My Job!!!
ok so i work at this place that only pays me $8.50 an hour as a supervisor and i work 12 hour shifts i have a boyfriend and 2 kids and i am barely afloat i have put in apps at other places and i work my ass off when i took this job i was told i would get a raise and ha ha i didn't its really starting to get to me and now to have extra money i am working 7 days a week just so i can buy christmas and its really getting to me i am used to making $17-20 an hour there are just no jobs worth having here its no wonder the suicide rate is up i mean look at how high everything is now and what us hard workers are getting paid cause some big time company thinks they can pay shit and they wonder why we dont make qouta i mean come on pay us what we desiver and i am sure everything will go up but no they can't do that cause it wouldn't work for the company now would it ha thats a crock of shit i mean come on and the goverment wonders why we are going bankrupt and why we have so many homeless sorry t

Do You Want A Tag
Do You Want a Tag? Heads Up Friends and Confederate Members! The Watcher needs 136,388 to Henchman. We need to get him leveled, PLEASE HELP. For ONLY TONIGHT the First 20 people to rate at least 30 of his pictures and 30 of his stash items gets a new personal or Confederate made by me. If you are out of rates you can rate 60 stash items. If you want to check out some of my work first please do so. You want be disappointed. Please leave me a comment in this blog so I will know who you are and The Watcher will let me know who is rating. Thanks Everyone! Peace! Here is The Watchers link…SHOW HOW WE ROCK!

Im Here But Can Sit Up Much,yet...
I had a serious problem last weekend...my colon rupture a little (Thank God just a lil)and i had to rush to the hospital and heve a cpl surgeries...and i have at least one more to go but not for about 6-8 months they say....Im sure ill be fine, im on sevearal antibiotics and pain meds....Please dont worry if your in one of my giveaways i have plenty of money in my accounts and if for some reason im unable to do so myself i have friends watching for people ready to be paid off...if you complete a give away , you will recieve the said prize directly after....and also as i get better i will be on more ,and will be back to returning all the love people leave me...Dont worry about me ...ill be better soon I do love and miss you all...

Come And See Tha Sexiest Ladys Get Down And Dirty
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Tax
What Happened? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts R

Book Info- Mailing Lists-
So my publisher offers up to 100 contacts for me to have on a mailing list to keep informed of my book, signings, releases special offers etc. If you would like to be put on this mailing list please let me know here, I do need your contact info. Please don't leave it on this blog, (though you can say me me pick me! hehe) PM your info to me or you can email it directly to me at melanderson7079@comcast.net (my email will be changing as soon as I get my Authors website up.. yeah I've been slacking on that as well. But I will keep you posted!) Love you all! Oh and please hurry I'm already way past my deadline due to pc probs *cries*

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Why? Why? Why?
do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a s

Image
what ever happened to the days of the bigger women were considered beautiful and healthy. what happened to there not being a body image. now a days you have to be skinny or have big boobs to get noticed. Now don't get me wrong I am not putting down the girls that are skinny and all that but damn guys come on the bigger girls can be beautiful too. Yea we may not have the body of a goddess or of a model but he do and most of us can be more sweeter then most. If our body is our only flaw then hey I can live with that. and If you haven't had a big girl in bed you don't know what you are missing. For all the people that think of us as gross and unappealing FUCK YOU! U all are the reason all the plastic surgeons have the nice ass houses and cars. Be happy with your body if you got it let them know. But do it tastefully. Ladies not everyone wants to see your tits and your pussies so put that shit away have some respect for yourselves. Guys not everyone wants to see your penis's and balls and

Transmissions Are Heavy
so today i was taking a transmission out of an F150 to replace the clutch in it. i was supporting it, keeping it stable while the guy i was workin with was lowerin it down on the jack. the jack gave way, and i was stuck there basically catching a 350lb transmission. i strained/sprained every muscle in my back, my acl/knees, my right ankle, my biceps, triceps, pecs and delts, and my spine.

Poem I Found I Really Like It
I can move on But I can�t move past I�m always going to find my self Looking back Wondering is it gone? Am I really ready� to move on? Or am I still holding on steady� to you? What am I left to do? When every moment I wish I was sharing it with you I can close my eyes And find you there When I open them again I stare into the air And you�re never here Can you image the pain I bare? With this recurring torture I wish I could share it all with you So you�d know the truth That deep down I�m still in love with you

19 Long Days
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 19 days, 2 hours, 21 minutes and 25 seconds (19 days). I've not smoked 382 death sticks, and saved $66.90. I've saved 1 day, 7 hours and 49 minutes of my life. it really does get easier after the first 2 weeks. yesterday, i had an argument with my boyfriend, and i didnt even think about smoking. the only bad news is i think i'm getting sick :( headache, sore throat, achiness, i think i even had a mild fever for a while there. hopefully its already getting better.

The Tablecloth
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn , arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc., and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else t

Why?
i guess its depression but i ask myself why do i have to feel so alone? why dont men want a woman who can love, be faithful and want nothing in return but their love? why do i go to bed alone and wake up alone crying? why do i live on a dream of someone loving when they satre so damn far out of my reach? why do i believe the I love you's when I love you are thew three most sacred words in the world..why does my heart get broke time and time again? i keep telling myself that in time the pain will end and some day just SOME DAY.... Will the SOME DAY ever come? will it only be when i lay my head in the ground to rest that happiness will finally come....

Da Warrior Is Back
THE WARRIOR IS BACK FOR A SHORT TIME ONLY... join the greatful chaos he brings with him... and rock out to the tunes ! ROCK ON EVERYONE IT'S ME DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW... I'M BACK FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME... IF YOU WISH TO COME AND ROCK I'LL PLAY YOU SOME OF THE MUSIC I HAVE GOT AND TRY AND GET SOME MUSIC I DON'T HAVE SO HANG WITH ME AND ROCK OUT... T.G.I.F. from INTOXICATION HOME OF THE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTY'S AND AWESOME PEOPLE INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and crazy parties and AWESOME people we have got a new home now.. so please join us click this picture banner and save your self from another night of lounges with rules and harsh people we here don't judge and we for sure have fun INTOXCATION is a great place for you to come and play requests tunes and all that great stuff you'll love the people there cause they love each other... very open minded and all of that great stuff.. rock on and rock away with the tu

Believe In Santa Claus
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" she snorted...."Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second world-famous cinna

The "f" Word
Perhaps the one of the most interesting and most colorful words in the English today is the word "Fuck." It is the one magical word which, just by its sound can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate. It language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John Fucked Mary), and intransitive (John fucked). It can be used as an active verb (John really gives a fuck), or a passive verb (John was fucked by Mary); or as an adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John), and a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Mary is fucking beautiful). As you can see, there are very few words with teh versitility of "fuck." Besides its sexual connotations, this incredible word can be used to describe many situations: Greetings..............How the fuck are you. Fraud..................I got fucked by the car dealer. Dismay.................Oh, fuck it. Trouble..............

Rapist's New Trick
Subject: 'A Rapist's New Trick' Please take 3 minutes and read this...then pass it on.... When I think about it...I probably would have believed him and opened the door..... RAPIST TRICK Know what money you are carrying. You will see why as you read. Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. Share it with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying... This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this..... I wanted to pass it along. Be safe! Something very serious to pay attention to. Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so we have to be extra cautious. I live in Alexandria , VA , but I often work in Lafayette , LA , staying with friends when I'm there. As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, as well as the news media, there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. I just want to let you know about an 'incident' that happened to me a few weeks ago, and could have been deadly. At first I didn't go to the

Blonde And The Sheepherder
Once upon a time there was a blonde. She had long, blonde hair, blue eyes, and she was sick of all the blonde jokes. One day, she decided to get a make over, so she cut and dyed her hair. She also went out and bought a new convertible. She went driving down a country road and came across a herd of sheep. She stopped and called the sheepherder over. That's a nice flock of sheep. she said. Well thank you.", said the herder. Tell you what. I have a proposition for you.", said the woman. Okay.", replied the herder. I can guess the exact number of sheep in your flock, can I take one home?", asked the woman. Sure.", said the sheep herder. So, the girl sat up and looked at the herd for a second and then replied,382". Wow.", said the herder. That is exactly right. Go ahead and pick out the sheep you want to take home." So the woman went and picked one out and put it in her car. Upon watching this, the herder approached the woman and offered, Okay, now I have a pr

Odd To My Family
Band : Cranberries Song & Lyrics : Cranberries Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo... Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me, 'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree. Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me? Do you like me standing there? Do you notice? Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me? Does anyone care? Unhappiness where's when I was young, And we didn't give a damn, 'Cause we were raised, To see life as fun and take it if we can. My mother, my mother, She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there. My father, my father, He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care? Understand what I've become, it wasn't my desing. And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am. But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it, 'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this? Do you know you did not find me. You did not find. Does anyone care? Unhappiness where's when I was young, And we didn't give a d

3 Men In The Desert
Ok, three guys are walking though the desert when they come across an orchard in the middle of nowhere. They walked through it until they came to a house. Because of being half dead from walking so far in the heat they go to the front door and knock. A man opens the door. "Food, food, water, water" they all chorused together. The man agreed to let them stay the night with a few rules, "in the left door, there is all the food you can eat, the right all the drink, but never ever go into the end door, do you understand???" The three men agreed, and went to the left door to find the biggest amount of food ever! After a big feed they go into the right door. In the room was soft drink, water, wine, and a much appreciated alcohol. They drunk so much alcohol that they all stumbled their way into the end door. As they went in, they found a man sitting in a big room full of gold. The man said "Ok, I told you not to come in here, you'll have to pay the penalty!" "what's that?" the 3 men asked.

The Beauty Of The Heart
One day, a young man stopped in the middle of a big town, and started telling people who passed by, that he has the most beautiful heart. Not after long, around him gathered many people, and they were all admiring his perfect heart. You could see in his heart not a mark, not a scratch. Yes, everybody agreed it was the most beautiful heart they’ve ever seen! The young man was very proud of his heart and he kept praising about it. At one moment..an old man approached. With a low voice, as for himself…he wispered. : « -And still, the perfection of his heart doesn’t compare to the beauty of my heart! » All the people around looked at the old man’s heart. Even the young man was curious to see what heart dares to compare with his. It was a strong heart, it’s beatings could been heared from far away. But it was full of scars, it had places where some pieces of it were replaced with other pices…which didn’t really fit; the lines between the pieces were sinous and even craggy. Even m

The Fifty Mistakes Men Make When Having Sex
THE FIFTY MISTAKES MEN MAKE WHEN HAVING SEX 1 Going straight for the naughty bits You've got to be sensitive to the fact that a woman is more likely to be irritated than aroused when a man dives for her breasts and vulva after a few minutes' perfunctory kissing. While you might get to feel the goods, you're not going to be invited back. 2 Not knowing how to kiss sensitively Passionate or sensitive, firm or gentle, good kissing is an art form which lubricates the wheels of sex and gets everyone in the mood for more intimacy. Learn how to kiss, and do it well. That doesn't mean sticking your tongue in her mouth and wiggling it around like you're trying to floss her teeth. 3 Being too rough when you touch her erogenous zones Men like a firmer touch than women, especially when it comes to our penises. So if you touch her clitoris with as much force as you apply to your penis when you masturbate, she's most likely to howl with pain - and then kick you out of bed. Remember:

. :george Thorogood And The Destroyers - I Drink Alone
I drink alone, yeah, with nobody else I drink alone, yeah, with nobody else You know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself Every morning just before breakfast, I don't want no coffee or tea Just me and good buddy Wiser, that's all I ever need 'Cause I drink alone, yeah, with nobody else Yeah, you know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself The other night I laid sleeping, and I woke from a terrible dream So I caught up my pal Jack Daniel's, and his partner Jimmy Beam And we drank alone, yeah, with nobody else Yeah, you know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself The other day I got invited to a party, but I stayed home instead Just me and my pal Johnny Walker, and his brothers Black and Red And we drank alone, yeah, with nobody else Yeah, you know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself My whole family done give up on me, and it makes me feel oh so bad The only one who will hang out with me, is my dear old granddad And w

God? Freedom? Truth?
I use to think god was dead, instead I know now god never existed. I was born a different creature then what I was taught to be. Religion is a lie, a poison that has corrupted the true nature of humanity into a race of separatist warmongers. We have been tricked into becoming worker ants for our corporate master for no other reason then tradition. Only through realization of this of these truths can we hope to seek redemption for our ignorance. This closet-dictatorship that dangles freedom in our face while taking the very liberties we pride most is nothing more then a system of hypocrisy. My only real fear is that there is nothing we can do to stop it…. Before sending me hate mail because you’re too stupid to see what is really happening for yourself, watch this and then tell me what u think: http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Are You Smarter Than A 4 Year Old
1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All of the animals attend... except one. Which animal does not attend? Correct Answer: The Elephan t. The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there.This tests your memory. Okay, even if you did not answ

I Am On My Way....
I am on my way to getting over my ex. She has for the past couple of days, tried to play her game, doing things like calling my work and leaving messages for me and the such. Yesterday she stopped me as I was coming into work and was being all nice and the like. I almost fell for it almost.... I come to work today and stop to talk to her, she was on the phone and got off of it real quick, we talked for a few and I came on in to work. I had to leave to go change my shoes and when I got back one of the fucktards that work here was there and she was just drooling all over him didn't even look my way. After a few I went back out and confronted her, and I let her have it, won't go into details here but I let her know that "I am not going to put up with this shit from her at all" the nice part is the guy that was there I know his wife, and I just placed a call to her friend for her to call me, evil aren't I?? Oh but it gets even better, I have nude photos of her, well I have decided that I

Lyrics To Disconnected By Candleblack
Did it make you stronger to take away that piece of me? Did it feed your hunger, for whats left inside me to bleed? I dont know why you feel i should be punished in this way. And i dont think i deserve, dont think ill let you in this time. Cause you, leave me so, disconnected i cant feel a thing at all when i dream, im still reachin out to find whats left of me. And all this time i wandered, plagued by thoughts of givin up. Hidin the pain in thunder, leavin my demons in my dust. Breathin it in, slow suffocation, drownin in this misery i dont think, i deserve, dont think i'll let you win this time. Cause you, leave me so, disconnected i cant feel a thing at all. When i dream, im still reachin out to find whats left of me whats left inside of me..whats left inside of me.. whats left inside of me? © 2007 Candleblack

~if Only Guys Realized~
A very SMART girl wrote this.......And I think it's PERFECT !!! This is a tribute to the nice girls. The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker sluts men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don't feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterate how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the girl of his dreams who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This

Nsfw Photos
If any of my friends and fans have the NSFW photos might I please be added to those photos so that I can see what others are seeing unless they are just for certain people then I can understand and will leave it alone....lol

Days Of Our Lives
As today is here we look towards tomorrow wishing, waiting for it to be better. In the meantime neglecting today, before you know it today is gone. Now you are on tomorrow and what are your thoughts, that would be looking towards tomorrow. If we took today and used it to the fullest then we would have no time to worry about tomorrow. Imagine how much more of today we would have for the family dinner or helping the children with homework. Being parents means taking the time for our kids. We are giving our kids to the streets. What we do today reflects on our tomorrow. So why ponder tomorrow before you have lived today. As the days of our lives come and go what do you want to be remembered for, what you could have done or the legacy of what you did do. So lets take our kids off the streets and show them how to use today to it's potential since they will have tomoorw to do the same.

Men Will Appreciate
But... I was once told..."If you don't do it; someone else will..At least try it once...and he will appreciate you for it" This applies to EVERYTHING not just SEX !!! 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it

Tired Of Being Tossed
I'm seriously thinking of leaving fubar. I've lost so many people I call family. No this is not a self pity job, I'm just tired. Alot of people dont know that I'm manic depressive and have general anxiety disorder, well I do, on meds for it to. I have a net family and I've known them for more than 7 yrs, they've been there for me more than my own family has....and the funny part is that we all met and hung out in a pagan chat room on yahoo..(P2) All that went to hell and back when one of our best friends died. His name was Shadowfeel, we called him Feelie. He was one of a kind, sweet, fun, loving, always made the girls smile and the guys laugh. He was the type guy your parents would love knowing you had as your friend. All this he did while never letting on he was in pain and suffering. We never truely know anyone we meet on the net or in real life. I choose whom I call family on the net and in real life, and when ya get thrown away by them it drags ya down. I love all my fr

Halten
halten halten halten Ich sehe die lange Hand sich zwölf zuwenden Ich sehe die Winter sich bieten Sie wünschen die Tränen von mir Aber ich gebe ihnen nichts! Halten halten halten Sie fragen sich, warum ich noch hier bin Sie fragen sich, warum ich dont Sie lieb töte Die Zeit ist für Sie bald richtig die Zeit wird kommen, wenn ich Sie töte halten halten halten Ich sehe die lange Hand sich zwölf zuwenden Ich sehe die Winter sich bieten Sie wünschen die Tränen von mir Aber ich gebe ihnen nichts! Halten halten halten Sie fragen sich, warum ich noch hier bin Sie fragen sich, warum ich dont Sie lieb töte Die Zeit ist für Sie bald richtig die Zeit wird kommen, wenn ich Sie töte

Hold
hold hold hold I see the long hand turn to twelve I see the winters offer themselves They wish the tears from me But I give them nothing! Hold hold hold You wonder why I am still here you wonder why I dont kill you dear The time is right for you soon the time will come when I kill you Hold HOLD! HOLD! I see the long hand turn to twelve I see the winters offer themselves They wish the tears from me But I give them nothing! Hold hold hold You wonder why I am still here you wonder why I dont kill you dear The time is right for you soon the time will come when I kill you