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13 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, November 13: Posting your roommate's vintage ashtray collection on Ebay only seems like a good idea at the moment. But, by the time you figure this out, you'll have a full-fledged bidding war on your hands.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Thought Of The Month
Okay here it is now the thought of the month....And it is..... Be thankful for who you are and who you spend time with....The ones that you spend time with, will be with you for life

Tuesday Trivia #1
(Ok they are gonna get a little harder cause I'm actually getting some hardcore trivia buffs telling me to go harder. Since it's only soo big I can just make the questions harder.) On this day in history: In 1933 The 1st modern sit-down strike happened here.

Singing In The Halls On The Hotel Floor
Last night was kinda boring ya know....Dead as a door nail and quiet as a mouse....But when I was walkin the floors last night lookin for time orders I saw a dude wearing an Ozzy Shirt then I started singing Mr. Crowley like 5 times....When I sang the song for the 5th time I was passing a old couple and they told me that I do worship the devil and I said no I dont I just like Ozzy's music....They tell me that Rock & Roll is the devil's music...Come on now were not like living in the 50's anymore....But other than that it was fun I think they both got scared of that song...One of my all time favorite Ozzy tunes along with Crazy Train =)....Anyways, it was a fun night after all....Just had to ignore their stupid ass drama bull shit =)....Lata people

Hush
Hush I can hear you breathing Sweet The taste of your tender kiss I'm crazy, crazy tonight Baby hold me tonight Capture my heart Hold me til morning Love me right now Catch me, I'm falling Never let go Hold me til morning Love me right now Stop Let my love surround you Safe My face inside your hands I'm crazy, crazy tonight Baby hold me tonight Capture my heart Hold me til morning Love me right now Catch me, I'm falling Never let go Hold me til morning Love me And I will never be the same again Tonight lives forever in my dreams And I will be there when the morning comes Tonight lasts forever And I will never be the same again

Crushes!!!
Ok here is the dilioo!!! This is for all of all with the whole little crush thing on me!! you need to stop!! there is only one woman that i will ever want, or need for that matter, in my life!! i lay beside her in our bed, and kiss her sweet lips every night!! she more than satisfies me in bed!! she is my world!! so get the whole thought outcha minds!! I would never leave her, or hook up with any one else, or even let you give me head!! IT AIN'T GOING TO HAPPEN!! Most of the time when i'm on here i am drunk off my ass!! and will say any thing to see pics of you naked, or booobies! I love Boooobiess!! Or i'm just playing with head to see if i can get you to cyber!! I think its Funny!!! My little mind game!! God I'm Evil! So in closing!! If i did not kiss your lips last night, before i went to work!! Or Your fist name don't begin with a D or your last a P!! Then step the fuck OFF!! Trust ain't shit going to happen!!! Your just going to make your self look stupid!!!!!!!

...and These Guys Advertising Lounges Would Be The First Ones In My Crosshair...
i hate being depressed. Specially when its the ones you care most about causing it. No this isnt some love sick emo rant. I wont be playing wrist violin over this one, sorry to disappoint. Although the ultimate result sometimes seems appealing but a rifle, a high building, and an open field view of a plaza sounds good. Hey, who knows how long the trip to hell will be. I need someone there to entertain me, shit. Besides its not technically killing myself, thats what the police will be for. Yeah neway...same ol shit new disappointments, i put out enough of what i think people need to grow but god damn it i wont hold anyones fucking hand. everyone seems to be on a perpetual downward spiral of self destruction. Which in all honest is normal for just about everyone but these fuckers are kick'n it full throttle. wheres an anvil on the head when ya need one?

Nonpoint - The Wreckoning Live
mornin fuckers here we go again its tuesday :D Broken glass all around you. Try to hide but they find you every time. Even with everything you try to do, people can still look and see right through you. Looking like you came from a magazine. Regular Jockstar/Beauty Queen. Covered in labels barely able to speak for yourself. So you look and other people and help yourself. You have your passport so you can be identified. In case the most important thing is lost (your life). Every chance you take, just to be glorified, is just another link in the chain of your wrecking ball. [Chorus] This is the wreckoning that you feel happening. The wrecking ball destroying it all. The bullet inside of the smoking gun. The knife in my back when I try to run. The rain on the day's that I'm stuck outside. The one to reveal when I'm trying to hide. Mr. and Mrs. Popularity and the life of all the parties, got to be the first to be the bad ones, get fucked up and have too much f

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/13/07
This is one I made up myself; when people say, you're too old! I say, "I ain't old I just have more fuckin' yesterdays then you do!" Think about this; you, and I, will never be as young as we are now!

Sex Stories, Are They Good?
These are stories that I wrote to my BF while he's out at sea. Give me your honest input on whether or not the vision aspect was solid enough for you to actually picture in your mind what I am saying and doing. THANK YOU! I wish you could lay here on my bed. Proped up on pillows with your legs slightly spread...looking at me standing at the foot of my bed just staring at you. Wearing one of your shirts and some booty shorts. You start to tease me by looking at me, licking your lips, and barely touching yourself. Everytime you do that I just look back at you and everytime you lick your lips it makes me want to touch myself and when I touch myself I can't help but let out little moans. I can see that my moans turn you on as you begin to touch yourself more and you begin to stiffen. The sight of this just turns me on so much I can't help it anymore...so I bend down and put my hands on the bed. Slowly I start crawling towards you and the closer I get the harder you grab yourself and

Child Support Bullshit!!!
You know, I have been stewing on this for a very long time.... I have paid child support religiously for 18 years.... I have never been behind or late until now. I am behind because the family and I moved to Alaska to try something new, it did not work out and have returned to Iowa. While I was gone, I was not able to pay child support. My ex-wife, keeps throwing in my kids faces how she can not give them 5.00 here or 10.00 there for anything because I am not paying child support and she can not afford it.... Ok, so here is where I start bitching... This ankle (lower than a cunt) has 2 gym memberships, goes tanning, has a house full of exercise equipment, is buying a house and has a new car. I on the other hand, have to rent a house at a very cheap rate because it is owned by my brothers wifes family, own a used car and can no afford to put my kids in any kind of extra curricular activities. Now what really pisses me off about the system you ask... I paid just over 600.00 a

Spanky And Waheed Got Married
Spanky and Waheed Got Married Getting married in Pakistan... WaHooooooooooooo ... what an adventure. hahahahaha. Because i am non-muslim, Waheed and I had to get married at the Karachi City Court House. This in and of itself would be a normal experience, however, because of the political troubles in the Judicial Branch of Pakistani government, it was anything but normal. Last week, the Pakistani Government forcefully retired many of the Chief Justices within the country. This has thrown the Court system into complete chaos. The court house used to be disciplined and ruley but now ... Waheed said it reminds you of going to a Fish Market... hahahahahha. So we arrived at the court house with four of Waheed's closest friends. The Court house was crawling with people and I was seriously being stared at by every person who passed by as we waited in the streets. Waheed didn't want me to have to go into the "fish market", so he went into the court house, using his pull, to have a

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

Spanky In Pakistan Nov. 9, 2007
Having a wonderful time. Waheed and I will be married on Monday, of course, that is dependent on whether or not the court opens. Currently, there are many politcal issues here with the Judical Branch of this young and growing democracy. Today Waheed and I drove around Karachi with his friends and we had to make a few stops. Day two in Karachi traffic..... WaHooooooooooooo. Karachi is live and kicking. Lots of people, traffic, and businesses. I don't think there is anywhere in the US that is comparative. The amount of traffic and people is like a major city such as New York or Chicago. However, that is the only comparasion. Hahaaha... Waheed says Karachi has been "under construction" for over forty years. The buildings are old and some lay in rubble. Bridges partially built, roads are paved somewhat but in certain spots you can go from paved to unpaved. Hahahahahha... which further lends to the complete chaos of Karachi traffic. Imagine this... driving down the road and it is a fo

Spanky In Pakistan
Spanky in Pakistan. WaHoooooooooooo.... I finally arrived in Pakistan after 3 planes and 24 hours later. My God... what a ride !! Don't know if it is day or night anymore and suffering a severe case of jet lag. Slept most of my first day here. Then went for the ride of life to McDonald's. Karachi Traffic... Dayum. A place for only the brave at heart. I have never seen anything like it in my whole life. American traffic is extremely boring comparatively. Mode of Public Transportation consists of colorfully decorated little buses. Not unusual to see men hanging off of them in the midst of crazy driving hanging on for their lives. Lots of people on mopeds weaving in and out of traffic creating even more confusion. NO SPEED LIMITS. NO RULES OF THE ROAD. It was truly a ride and I completely enjoyed the free entertainment. McDonald's was interesting.... couldn't read the menu. Have met some of Waheed's friends... they are very cool. His family is lovely and the food is wond

Another Prime Example Of Someone Being Stupid And Retarded
HEY YALL DUE TO PAGANS EX- GIRLFRIEND I HAD TO REMOVE SOME OF MY PICS BECAUSE SHE DECIDED TO ACT LIKE A CHILD AND DOWN RATE ALOT OF MY PICS SO NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK AN CLEAN UP HER MESS.. SHE IS A GROWN WOMAN AND IS ACTING LIKE A 2 YEAR OLD LOL SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GET TO ME BY DOWN RATING MY PICS LOL WRONG THE ONLY THING SHE DID WAS MAKE HERSELF LOOK STUPID AND PATHETIC LOL MOST OF A SCRONED WOMAN AS FAR AS ME AN PAGAN GO RIGHT NOW IM NOT SURE WHAT GOING ON THERE BECAUSE I AM NOT SPEAKING TO HIM RIGHT NOW BUT I DO KNOW UNTIL HE DEALS WITH HIS EX AND GETS HER OUT OF HIS WAY I WON'T PUT UP WITH THE DRAMA I DON'T NEED TO I SUPPOSE SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD RUN ME OFF HERE BY SCREWING WITH MY RATINGS. JUST TO ENSURE HER IF SHE COMES BACK TO MY PAGE AND SHOULD HAPPEN TO READ THIS BLOG I WANT YOU TO KNOW MISS LUNA YOU HAVE NOT DONE ONE THING TO ME TO MAKE ME LEAVE HERE AND IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN SO JUST STAY OFF MY PAGE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND LEAVE ME OUT OF YOURS AN PAGANS PROBLE

Think Fast
How about word association! We haven't played that yet! Try not to think too long for a perfect answer, just whatever slips off your tongue (or finger tips) then comment below. Enchanting Style Lassie Potato Schizophrenic Home Island Sex

Saint Blogroach Of The Comment-box
Feel free to delete this comment Just claim this is verbal vomit You’re mad at what I believe in Too livid to hear my reasons Keep getting it out of your system That’s fine because I’m on a mission We who disagree with your views are not alone That’s the signal I’m sending until this comment’s gone

Women And Farts
Attention women: until your farts start smelling like cinnamon buns, quit bitching. I'm tired of women bitching when guys fart. Farting around a woman is like listening to a radio permanently stuck on the wailing bitch station: "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FARTED." Yeah it's real hard to believe that guys have the ability to let out air from their colons, call Ripley. Women shriek non-stop about how bad guys stink when they fart, then they act like they fart sunshine and kittens from their assholes when they rip one. Women farts smell like old men. Not only is the elusive potpourri poop-chute a myth, a woman's fart is embarrassing whereas a guy's fart is something to behold, like a fine wine you swish in your mouth and spit out to savor the flavors. A real fart is beefy, has a density greater than or equal to the air surrounding it, consists of the unmistakable scent of broccoli, and usually requires wiping afterwards. When a woman farts, it can best be described as "efficient."

"the Guardian"
"THE GUARDIAN" .............................................. THE ADDICTIONS THAT HAUNT ME,ROB ME FROM MY SLEEP; LURKING IN DARKNESS,CONTROL I MUST KEEP. THIS BEAST HAS FANGS,MORE POWER THAN THE SUN; WHO WILL WIN FIRST,ME OR THE GUN? TO GET WHAT I NEED,I POUNCE AND ATTACK; IT AWAKENS THE MONKEY,AS HE CRAWLS UP MY BACK. AS IT CONSUMES MY BODY,WHO HAS THE WHEEL? MY EMOTIONS MUST NUMB,THAT WAS THE DEAL. MY PROBLEMS AND WORRIES,SEEM A MILLION MILES AWAY; A FALSEHOOD OF PEACE,UNTIL THE NEXT DAY. IF I DIE WHILE I'M NEAR YOU,THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO SAY; TAKE MY BODY ELSEWHERE,THE PROBLEM AWAY. I'VE SEEN THE REAPER MANY TIMES,ALMOST HELD HIS BONEY HAND; THERE MUST BE AN ANGEL,THAT KEEPS ADDING MORE SAND.

What Happened???
What happened to us? All of us? When did we become so grown up and why? What was so bad about falling down the rabbit hole and losing ourselves to Wonderland for a bit? I am not sure when this personal evolution took place, I just know I lost some of my free spirit. "That which nourishes me destroys me." I saw that statement for the first time on Angelina Jolie, God the woman is stunning, she oozes sexual poweress, but anyway... Since then, I cannot shake that statement from my mind. Destroys me... Does it?

The Reason Why I Sometimes Dont React
I had a surgical treatment on my finger, but it still isnt over an I have to go to the hospital again on thursday. The pain is sometimes so bad, that I cant type or use my mouse. So Im just hanging around here when that happends. So please dont be angry when I dont react or give a very late reaction. This is what my problem is (also on my right hand and Im right handed): A trigger finger occurs when the motion of the tendon that opens and closes the finger is limited, causing the finger to lock or catch as the finger is extended. The Cause: Tendons that control the movements of the fingers and thumb slide through a snug tunnel of tissue created by a series of pulleys that keeps the tendon in place. The tendon can become irritated as it slips through the tunnel. As it becomes more and more irritated, the tendon may thicken, making its passage through the tunnel more difficult. The tissues that hold the tendon in place may thicken, causing the opening of the tunnel to become

Keep It 100
Why are people so damn fake these days? I don't understand what is so hard about being REAL... I mean damn is that serious?! Do you really need to lie and be fake? Folks say one thing but their actions completely contradict all the bullshit that they have been feeding you!!! I'm one of the guys that if you ask me a question I will give an answer raw,uncut and no bullshit. It might not be what you want to hear. But I would rather be honest about it than to be fake. I'm sure I am not the only one dealing with this but, I had to get it off my chest! YES this does apply to someone! YOU KNOW WHO U ARE!!!

Captivity
i usually do whatever He orders me to do. He usually tells me to have dinner ready for when He comes home. But today, i forgot that He would be home early... An hour before He was usually due home, He walked through the door. i could tell that He was tired and had expected to eat as soon as He had come in, but i was not ready, i had forgot, and i knew with one glance that i was in trouble. He walked towards me looking into my eyes with an angry look. Grabbing me by the wrist, he dragged me down the hall into His bedroom. He span me around so i was facing him, and proceeded to rip my clothes of. He pulled down my jeans, yanked my top over my head, and ripped of my underwear, until i was stood there infront of him, shivering and nude. He had made a special bed in the bedroom with torture in mind, and He had also sunk four eyebolts into the corners of the room in the walls. i had had many experiences of being tied up with these, undergoing various whippings and tortures, but th

Liz Pulliam Weston Bashing...
Good Morning happy day. I am back at work, why because it’s Tuesday I guess. No not why I am back at work why today is a Happy Day. Tuesday is one step closer to Friday and Friday is the start to the weekend yeah…. All together now yeah… Ok, be stuck in that I am not happy to be here rut…been there done that. It is no fun! Ok I will just move forward… Hey just who the hell is this Liz Pulliam Weston anyway? I believe I have critiqued her articles before. This week she is doing the Bah Humbug Christmas thingy. It has articles on re-gifting, a gift card is not a real gift and Holiday spending mistakes and you name it she can tell you how to do it correctly. Well Bah my humbug to that. First off gift cards are practical when you have no idea what a certain person wants or needs. I always think it is better to give then to receive a teddy pink leisure suit… That was meant to be Teddy-Bear pink not the nightwear version…however not everyone can don a pink article of clothing and make it say

Contest For D&dc Members
I WAS APPROACHED BY ONE OF THE COFOUNDERS AND GAVE ME A IDEA I AM THINKING OF DOING A ENTERNAL CONTEST EVERY MONTH FOR OUR MEMBERS TO WIN SOMETHING I WOULD LIKE SOME INPUT ON THIS IDEA AND LET ME KNOW BY YOUR COMMENTS IN HERE WETHER WE SHOULD OR SHOULDNT TRY THIS

Please Stop Sending Me Im's Saying Hi Sexy,,,,
Honestly, yeah I'm alright if you get me at a good angle but I'm a fuck of allot more.. check out my blogs or .. hey I have a profile..! I know it's insane.. but I really it's an insight as to who I am ... as a person; either than who you may be, check it out, thanks to the 50 some people I have waiting for a friend approval :)

"sit On My Frosted Face"
I once had a snowman,and frosty was his name; it started off as fun,and wound up as a game. i made some minor changes,and moved things around; i have to work quick,or he'll melt to the ground. most people use buttons,and a carrot for his nose; i was thinking,ski mask,leather jacket,and panty hose. have you seen my "snowballs"?,you can hold them in your hand. i play with them often,except when holding sand. frosty wants to know,if you'll help to wipe his ass? with those sticks for arms i gave him,he can't make a clean pass. he should have a "top hat",upon his frozen head; sorry it's only bird shit,from the crows eating bread. i got in moms dresser drawer,i had to move really quick; frosty has a new nose,it's a 2ft. rubber dick. i must go for now my darling,time for me to go; always remember,don't eat that yellow snow. the next time you eat cereal,always take your place; please be courteous my darling, and SIT ON MY FROSTED FACE:

Integrity
defines INTEGRITY as: ..> ..> ..>..> 1. adherence to moral and ethical principles; soundness of moral character; honesty. ..> ..> ..>..> 2. the state of being whole, entire, or undiminished: to preserve the integrity of the empire. ..> ..> ..>..> 3. a sound, unimpaired, or perfect condition: the integrity of a ship's hull. What I want to know is where does it come from? And just why is it for some people to do what they say they are going to do? If there is some reason, you cannot keep your word, please call someone and let them know you will not be able to make it. Do not leave them hanging. Nothing pisses me off more than for someone to do this. In my opinion, when someone tells me they are going to do something and then they don't without a reasonable reason as to why not, my respect for them goes down to almost zero. Is this really the way you want to be treated. What's so hard about keeping your commitments to others? Or the promises one has made? Huh? W

Paulie Sabol
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Someone Tell Me Whos Checkin Shit Here?
Ok Its Bad Enuff Half The Profiles We Look At Are Fakes Or You Get Baited Into Looking At Someones Profile Because You See Oh Ok They Got 400 Pics Uploaded Gotta Be A Real Person!?!? Only To Find Out 399 Of The Pics Are Some Shit Ass Artwork They Stole Or Collected But Have Nothing To Do With Showing People Who They Are Right ? OK So Now Comes The Younguns This Morning Im Bored Sitting Here So Im Watching The Scrollers And One Catches My Eye So I Hover ON Their Name Says Shes 30 Years Old OK Fair Enuff I CLICK ! Bad Move ! This Chick Made Me Feel Like A Total Scumbag She Couldnt Have Been Any Older Then My 15 Year Old Son ! And Who The Hell Is Taking Pics Like These Of A Kid This Young ?? Does Fu Check These Things ? Is There A Way To Notify Fu So They Go Take A Second Look And Toss These Damn Kids Off ? Someone Please Let Me Know So Us Normal Guys Can Click And Not Worry About Gettin Sick To Our Stomachs Cause We Just Found Someone We Knows 15 Yr Old Daughter Half Nake

The Legend Of The Five Sisters
There is a legend of five angels who fell from heaven because they wanted to live on earth. There were five of them. Wind, Water, Fire, Earth and Spirit. All of them beautiful, all different in their own ways. The angels wanted to be part of the great plan for heaven was not as fascinating as the plan. So the divine one set them on earth to find and keep peace with the plan. Soon they split up after they all decided to explore on their own. But instead of make peace, they shot the plan out of its original course. But the divine one enjoyed it, for they made the plan a new path. One that could never be seen. The divine one enjoyed this and left the sisters. They made the greatest changes in the plan. Earth created the ground for each to walk on. So that they would be able to sleep when the Goddess came out to shine soft light on them. Spirit made the plants grow, so they would have fruits to eat and trees to keep them cool from the God's strong light. Fire made light and gav

The Promise
darkness, then it comes up from nowhere. a blink, and a drop of blood hits the puddle it has made. the blood drips trail upwards to a table where the little river has been left to trail. it follows to a face, the woman.. she lays there over the table, her mouth open, her eyes open, she is staring as blood drips from her nose and her mouth. a whimper comes out... then a mumble as a man is revealed in the corner, hunched over and in the fetal position. he looks up, his eyes are not blinking but he is looking at her. a smile on his face as he lowers down to cover his face in his knees. she is unmoving as he speaks now slowly. “why honey. I did it the way it was done on me, I did it the way I was told” he looks up and he moves over to lift her up setting to sit up straight. he lifts his arm and putting his wrist over her mouth, slowly letting a trickle of blood into her mouth as it fills then seeps over her lips. he closes her mouth for her and then lets her go. she slumps forward and h

Alone
alone am i im missin you so now i cry im glad you got your ring cause i woulda been upset if it ended up missing i just wanna be your one and only cause me plus you meens neither of us will ever be lonely i cant wait to make all your dreams come true my lil angel with your sexy eye's of blue i want you i need you you are my fantasy i am your man and baby you are my sexy lady so please never leave me as i stand by your side as we go through life on this crazy ride "tbc" not feelin 2 good

Midnight Rendezvous
Opens to two fairy like figures standing beside a bed that separates them. Both are looking down at the third who is asleep. LUCIF is dressed in red and BEALE is dressed in black. they begin to speak in whispers. LUCIF To tame this plot which we make due change. We bring this man our most merry arrange. Our potion of change which shall tempt his mind to grow uneasy with our ways so unkind. BEALA And with this potion we spread upon his brow such sadness to which we take so much of now. And in this moment we seize the time due to make us partners in crime. LUCIF Alas we stand side to side this poor sleeping mans bed chambers reside. To this potion my younger I did recall, this potion is such a lovely lotion that it doth stick. And stick and stick and stick. BEALE And stick it shall, for upon his brow we lay out potion this lovely lotion of which we have made tonight for this evil plight. And in merry shapes and in merry ways we shall enjoy his horror. When he sh

Rockin Rack Contest
Please hit up this post and rate/vote plus comment on Bewbs ID#1041R. Thanks for showing your support and love. Angel Eyes Time to vote! Cannibal ~ Show some love@ fubar And you must befriend her to vote, as the pics are NSFW.

A Red Ball
dark at the bottom when the light hits shines bright in the middle the light never graced it there the top shines bright with the rays the shadow equal to the light but always there the darkness cannot be without the light the light cannot be without the darkness same on both sides but the shades of darkness come loose instead of red orange is made from the red difference is caused nothing is as it seems yet the red ball is there red and redder when darkness is shown orange and yellow when the light hits the angles are there yet the red ball is always there

Winter In A Cold Wind At My Window
Snowflakes cascaded down an imaginary line Falling into place within an invisible catch Only the wind could change its path Slowly it fell onto the glass Clear shields that hold the cold away Un-awakened beings that tremble near heat Slowly melt away In clear crystal, lighter than a feather Hard as stone, it shifts when blown Lifting up then returning home Crystals hanging onto glass Outside in a cold winters night They vanish in the morning Screaming in pain when the sun creeps in Huddled close together in heaps of white cold Burning when they get old Shoveled into heaps into the road Trampled under foot Then burned over with salt Genocide at my window on a cold winters night

Non Faeiro
Non Faeiro non tia yon tus se von hamiore che ontol yavais on'ecun samet'e non tia yon tus se von turo sametio rafa unche' torpe't A' mirow non tia non pali non havior A' mirow non faeiro non faeiro tia soun A’ non hamiore A’ samet’e ylA’ sametio A’ gria non gria vure che ontol A’vai on’ecun samet’e A' mirow non tia non pali non havior A' mirow non faeiro non faeiro

Never Forget
never forget you dont want to stay with family death takes you sweetly you dont want to leave a sleep that is after life i wont forget no kiss no breath i wont forget never never forget day rise im alone im dead and im alive im whole but empty i want death sweetly i wont forget no kiss no breath i wont forget never never forget (this is the translated version of Non faeiro, it was written in Dragoon. A language I will teach to only one other person who is truly worthy of it)

Omega Zed Century
we bathed in heat worked from sweat and slow decay thrusting in moist warmth pulsing in darkness breath becoming hard warmth becoming heat like ripe fruit being plucked each movement making an end forming richness and heat vibration forming to anger moans to groans tension expanding the body weakens to form the rush blood moving quickly now pulsing hard in spasms of a heart beat hard bodies becoming mush and death comes as screams are freed from within throbbing passion gone as it runs down the body like sweat eyes meet and lips close together then sleep comes to both lovers as they die in each others arms

Something That You Show Me Everyday
So what have I done this for? I don’t think I have changed a thing I’m falling inside Nothing helps I keep on crashing So let it be Open my eyes Show me the way Just tell me how to be today I knew I know I know you knew That my love for you is true So if I’m to die Let me be If death is alone I want to be free So here I stand alone in the dark Waiting for death to come by now… It’s in me (It’s in me) It’s in you (It’s in you) So now it comes from nothing more I’m lying alone and you are very far I wish I could Feel your warmth Instead I feel The coldness of what I have done So now I’m crying today… So now I’m crying today… So now I die today...

Sonnet 1
Care not for the trace of life that is immoral for in said life can bring to bare such toil how then must one begin a lie to live that in a lie, its end to mend must reach where in the wrongs come forth to raise past scars how then can man amend the wrongs of one cannot the favor cast over him judge is this not life where sin is gray on gray one who sins can no more be judge and jury for my sins no others can raise their fury and judge with open eyes and open minds think then first of your own sins and then judge so when the gavel falls, you will know truth that i am innocent of sin and youth

Go Show My Friend Some Luv!
THIS IS MY FRIEND AND SHE IS GOIN TO BE GETTIN MARRIED JUNE 28TH,2008! PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME LUV! ~TÅmmY~ Å§§T mÅngër @ clüb wëT bÅr & bÅckØffÅngël§ për§ØnÅl Å§§T & prØTëcTëÐ bY~mërlïnlïvë§@ fubar

Come See Me Live Via Cam In My Lounge And Meet New People
POSSE AND THOSE WHO WANT TO BE WE HAVE AN EMERGENCY MEETING IN OUR NEW LOUNGE TODAY WHICH IS TUESDAY.. THE 13TH OF NOV. AT 9AM. IT WILL GO FOR ABOUT 1 HOUR.. IT IS VITAL THAT ALL MEMBERS OF THE POSSE AND FRIENDS ATTEND THIS MEETING.. TODAY FROM 9am TILL 10am. PST. THATS FUBAR TIME.. OKAY GUYS MIZZ SHADY WILL AIR LIVE ON CAM DURING THIS MEETING SO EVERYONE WONT MISS ANYTHING DO TO POSSIBLE OVER CROWDING. SO HAVE YOUR SPEAKERS OUT AND YOUR EYES OPEN. TODAY ~ TUESDAY 11~13~2007 9AM TILL 10AM~ PST=FUBAR TIME= CALI TIME. 5pm-6pm UK Time MEETING IN OUR NEW LOUNGE FOUND ON MY PROFILE PAGE. VERY IMPORTANT THAT IF YOU ARE LOGGED INTO FUBAR DURING THAT TIME THAT YOU PLZ ATTEND THIS MEETING.. I'M MAKING CUTS TO OUR POSSE AND ADDING NEW MEMBERS ON AND APPOINTING LEADERSHIP ROLES TO MEMBERS THAT MADE THE CUT. ALSO A CHANCE TO MEET EACH OTHER. IF I DECIDE TO CUT YOU THEN YOU WILL RECIEVE AN EMAIL SHORTLY AFTER THE MEETING SAYING SUCH AND EXPLAINING WHY I DONT THINK THAT

Poetry
........WHERE ANGELS TREAD......... WHERE ANGELS TREAD,DEATH DOES COME,TO DELIVER MY LOVED ONE.HE BRINGS THEM HOME SAFE AND SOUND, TO THE GATES OF HEAVEN AND TRUMPETS SOUND.THE GLORY OF THE ANGELS ARE WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTH TAKING RISKS. THEY SING IN OUR HEARTS,WHISPER IN OUR EAR,GUIDE OUR CONSCIENCE,AND SHOW US FEAR.THEY TREAD UPON THE FIBERS OF LIFE,HOLDING OUR HAND AND TEACHING US RIGHT.THEY SEEK TO PLEASE,GIVING UNCONDITIONALLY, THE LOVE WE SEEK AND THE HAPPINESS WE BREATHE.GOING IT ALONE,IS NOT AN OPTION,FOR WHERE ANGELS TREAD IS THE LAND OF THE DEAD,TAKING US HOME TO GOD ABOVE.THEY FLOW THROUGH THE FABRIC OF TIME, GUIDING LIGHTS AND BEACONS OF LOVE.GIVING TO EACH OF US.NEVER ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN, THEY ARE THE LIGHT WE CAN NOT SPURN...TODAY WAS A SORROWFUL AND HARD TIME,FOR THE ONES I LOVE AND CHERISH IN MY LIFE,THEY NOW KNOW WHAT IT MEANS FOR THE ANGEL OF DEATH TO COME IN BETWEEN. HE TOOK AWAY A SON,BROTHER,GRAND CHILD AND FRIEND,LEAVING BEHIND THE HURT AND

To Help A Dream
would any females be willing too make a pic with your face showing and your boobs with nipples showing and 13 above each nipple it is for my personal art project if you want too know what it is read my profile but noone else will see your pic please help with my art project i have been working on it from the age of 16 i am thankful for any that do help with my project thank you for at least reading and thank you for if you do send me pics too help this juggalo's art project and noone but me will see the pics please repost

Suicide On My Mind
it first came to me like a wave from the heavens a way to escape this life of demons it whispered in my ear sweet words of peace and kissed the pain of life with bleech potash whimpered at me feet wishing me to see it and becon me to meet knives sang honey in my ears and poured blood from my tears i see the pills i swallowed they howl as they burn my insides i watch as time flies black over my body i taste the laudnum on my lips i feel it caress and linger on i hear the angels and devils they sing both dirge and glory i witnessed my death slowly in bits of memory i watched time fly as i began to die

Omg Reality!!
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 13: Security is important -- of course you want to feel like you know where you stand with your partner and vice versa. However, if either of you has to keep asking where that position is, there are other issues at hand. -------------------------- Wow the reality of this is amazing...

Deployment
Ok everyone so another deployment is coming up for my husbands unit. This will be our second and the first was a trip. I had no idea what to expect but i did learn a couple of things. 1. Don't cry when they leave, smile give them a hug, kiss (grope if you like to torture your spouse) have them hold the baby, but don't cry till after they leave.....it makes them feel not as horrible as they leave you to get on the bus. 2. Get a babysitter for the first night cause you'll probably have a friend like mine who gets you tipsy on wine and than lets you cry in the shower. 3. Don't expect phone calls until at least 3 weeks after they leave....because if you do you'll drive yourself crazy. 4. Don't watch CNN or news channels, you'll never leave the living room you'll never change channels unless its to change the channel to another news channel while the first one is on commercials. It drives you crazy espically when you're hanging around just waiting for them to call 5. Don't expect calls

Just About Me
As everybody know that I'm going to be turning 29 this year and it makes me think back at my life how it was. I went through a lot for a young age. Sure we all do but what make me different nothing I'm like you only just me. After H. S. I went to college for 2 months during that time I met someone online I never had a boyfriend and never went out on a date we met each other in person I thought it was love at first sight (HA now thinking about it) I ended up moving in with him if I remember 2nd or 3rd date I kick myself out of my mom's and step dad house because I was 18 wanting to live a life (Boy was I wrong) I ended up pregnant, married and living an abusive life with this man. We never had a stabled life I be always moving every year so he wouldn't have to pay the rent on what he owes or something like that. I was never able to have any money I could never go shopping by myself also when I worked I could never keep the money or shop with my money I had made. After the 3rd year of ou

The Love For Me Daughter And The Hate My For My Mother
The Love for me Daughter and The Hate my for my Mother My love for daughter is so powerful and nobody not even my mom can't stop me from loving her. Right now My mom won't let me talk or call my because I don't want a realtionship with her I just want a realtionship with only my daughter. So now my mom is jealous that I'm giving my child the love and attention she needs and she hates it. My daughter lives with my mother and only way I get to see her if I have to spend a night at my mom's apartment that's when the stress level goes up. I love my daughter and I would do anything to get her back in my home but I won't because my mom turned my daughter againist her step father who was a daddy to her. My mom is not well all I can do is pray for her to get better and sane. My mom wants me to divorced my husband so I can be with her and my child. Only thing is I have a wonderful life with my husband I live on a nice piece of land, have a home to live in that nobody can never take and process

My Fucking Shitty Ass Day
Well to day has been one crazy ass day for me it started out with me getting to work and I had to take a lode of calendars up so I head over to the services elevator and I had to run all the way upstairs to bring it back down cause some fucking dumb ass left it open so when I get to kiosk I tell the new guy to go take his 10 and he goes and look at me like what the hell are you saying to me and I go and say once more go take you 10 you 10 min brake so he leaves and at this time its 2:45 so he needs to be back by 2:55 and the next thing I know its 3 o’clock and he’s not back yet so when he does come back I tell him that next time he just need to take a 10 min back and nothing more unless I tell you to and then he goes and tell me not to yell at him ( and I was loud and the only reason why was cause it was loud in the mall and I also can be loud at time but hay what ever) so then I proceed to tell him that I was not yelling at him and that he need to just listen to me cause I am his boss

A Good Boyfriend
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. ¢¾ give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in? ¢¾ leave her cute notes? ¢¾ kiss her in front of your friends. ¢¾ tell her she looks beautiful. ¢¾ look into her eyes when you talk to her. ¢¾ let her mess with your hair. ¢¾ touch her hair. ¢¾ just walk around with her. ¢¾ FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. ¢¾ look at her like she's the only girl you see. ¢¾ tickle her even when she says stop. ¢¾ hold her hand when you're around your friends. ¢¾ when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. ¢¾ let her fall asleep in your arms. ¢¾ get her mad, then kiss her. ¢¾stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. ¢¾ tease her and let her tease you back. ¢¾ stay up all night with her when she's sick. ¢¾ watch her favorite movie with her. ¢¾ give her the world. ¢¾ let her wear your clothes. ¢¾ when she's s

Sometimes You Just Have To Find Out
From someone else... There are times that information is with held. Sometimes it is not the truth when it is told to you. The you find out information that makes it all clear and something that you can understand better. And then there is information that could have helped you make better decisions. Thats when you realize that you are no better off with what you know and what you think you know. You just have to be careful with whom you get close to. And even then you have to understand that they will NEVER EVER tel you everything. Like I always say. Secrets. I amy not look for them but I always always find out. Sooner or later, I always find out.

Shootin The Breeze
i wrote so much and it disappeared when i ventured off to familiarize myself with this page. Darn..i'll think of more in a minute to post. I guess I could post about me. Im 25, originally from Anniston, AL. Ive lived in a few places. I lived in iceland for a few years. My dad had a hit record in Iceland back in the 80's. Ive grown up for a majority part of my life in MS. It's not too bad I guess. Very diverse here and I seee all kinds of people. I LOVE it. Ive always been a unique kind of person. I like doing different things. I am VERY random. I like being that way. I laugh a lot and crack jokes on others....at most whenever I can. LOL. People who know me, think im quiet. I'm far from it. I do speak my mind, but can be one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. I dont try to inflict any harm on anyone else or make people feel bad. We need to support eachother more in this world and practice compassion. I love intelligence. Im a sucker for smarty pants. I guess cus..I dunno. Ple

Where Is The Peace
Hello humans I came too this world many years ago i have seen the beauty of your many cultures.Your Great acomplishment, And the Terror of your wars! Every day i watch your news programs and horrified at humans that kill other humans. did we loose Your selfs after 9/11! Why is it after the worst day of your lives when you all came side by side too help out your fellow man or woman. Can someone tell me why humans hate i mean you all live on a great planet. The earth has so much too offer but you all are trying too destroy it! Please help make the world a better place. Just my Feelings Superman

Why Is My State Better Then Yours
Body: Some Jerk-off from "Cali" wrote this shit and it took a real person from the Grand state of Illinois to offer the rebuttle---------- CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around

Awesome =)
In a zoo in California, a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, Due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny Size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, Although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused The tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate Another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there Were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians Decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother Of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only "orphans" that could be Found quickly, were a litter of weanling pigs. The zoo keepers and v

Games
Just a game, i learnto play. Emotions involved,a price to pay. For everyone wants more than they have. Hurt in the process we we roll the dice.Just A gamble to spice up a life. No biggie, right, i'm just a pawn.It's ok tomorrow you'll be gone. Find an ace next time if you are lucky, trouble is, no one fits in place. Move them pieces around the board,fix it, try to, draw your sword. Play the game as only you can. Lets see what comes with this next hand.Good enough? Probably not. Hit me again..Who really truly knows the plan?? Unlock the door, find the key,Dropped it on the floor. Its ok its just me.....

Lost In Hell
Curled up in the corner, i bleed alone, crying my tears of sorrow in the shadows there is no way shown.... im lost in this hell, afraid and scared, i bleed from within im so weak...can you tell? the sadness weighs in inside, all the happiness cries, as the essence of my heart dies.... my chest hurts as i take small breaths, my tears sting my eyes, i have no more strength left. i wait here for the devil so he can take my soul, i deserve to be tortured throw me in the firey hole, i dont care about myself anymore, cant you see? cant you see how my eyes pour?? im the angel, you all took advantage of, i gave you all i had, and you took all my love. gave nothing in return, so hear my peircing screams as my flesh burns smile and laugh as i scream in pain, watch me fall, beware...i will rise again......

Life
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never delt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within..

Have Motor Home, Will Travel The Us
Fiancially secure male looking for that special someone to travel the US in a class A 36 foot motor home. Winter in Texas and AZ and then to the Northwest for the spring and then accross to the East Coast for the fall. Any age or family situation concidered. The person I am looking is honest, caring, fun loving and has vest for life. They must like being pamper with massages and candle light dinners, dancing, walks on the beach. Looking for a single woman any age or with one child. Let me know why you would make a great companion. Must be comfortable going to upscale resorts, taking a boat cruise or going to a nude beach or hot spring. Hope to hear from you. Larry

The Year I Was Born This Song With Already A Hit!
The year I was born this song with already a hit! I loved this song and the music video too..... It always reminded me of like a murder mystery type video like it was being solved while it went through scene by scene .... Thank you Tink! I love this song sweetheart, thanks for having this song on your page. I haven't heard it in a long time. Probably the last time I heard it I was play GTA: Vice City!

My Vacation
On Dec 5 through Dec 13th, I will be flying to Australia for vacation. I am totally psyched. I have always wanted to go and now I have the chance. If you are in the Sydney area and want to have a drink, let me know. I will be staying at the York. Peace out! I will document my vacay here :) Oh..and after Australia, I will be going to Indiana to see family. the Dragon

If You Had Me Alone...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

What Ever You Can Do
Being in Love? is a question in my heart. Is being in love suppose to hurt? is it a one on one thing? Or you do ur thing and I'll do mine? do you listen, give up things when u dont want to, not criticize, be there for each other no matter what,bite ur tongue? The BIG one is trust..... If the one you love has been hurt in the pass, how can you help them to trust you? These are Questions that I have that are confusing to me. If anyone was any answers blog them. I WILL READ THEM Thank you so kindly

Ok Ive Officialy Had My Fill Of The Bullshit
some of you have already seen this on my other id in the coming days and weeks my name will be run through the mud, or atleast they will attempt to do so, however they will not succeed, for i refuse to allow them the room in my head or life required to win. therefore it is with this blog that i make them all aware that i am VERY aware of the things they have done and im pretty sure im aware of the things they have YET to do, so to them i say this: BRING IT ON MOTHERFUCKERS I GOT NOTHING TO HIDE, I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND IF YOU TAKE THE ROUTE I THINK YOUR GOING TO TAKE THEN THE JOKE WILL BE ON YOU FOR I AM NOT GOING TO HIDE OR BACK DOWN NOW OR EVER! THOSE WHO NEED TO KNOW THE REALITY OF THE SITUATION DO , SO ANYTHING U CAN SAY OR DO WILL ONLY REFLECT ON YOU NOT ME, MY CONCIOUS IS CLEAR I'VE DONE NOTHING MORE THEN BELIEVE THE MISGUIDED RANTINGS OF AN EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED JILTED EX WHO REFUSES TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THE MAN SHE HAS SHE STOLE AND THE ONE SHE LOST SHE CANT GET BAC

Help Mike Out In His 1st Happyhour Today!!!
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!! Get your HappyHour wrists and fingers warmed up... your arms pumped up!!!! EVERYONE START YOUR PARTY RATE ENGINES!! The Rockin Man below needs our help!!! ~*Mike S*~(Taken ! MzMic's REAL LIFE BF/ FIANCE)@ fubar HELP THIS Awesome FUGUY... MikeS WITH HIS VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR TODAY Nov 13TH at 9:00AM PST. THE 13TH HAS ALWAYS BEEN A VERY LUCKY DAY FOR MIKE....OR AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT HE HAS TRIED TO CONVINCE ME... (HE EVEN CONVINCED ME TO MEET HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME ON A 13TH LOL...AND well its still working out for us lol.. we are working on being together now for 11mths since we first met here on cherrytap) SO LETS CONTINUE HIS LUCKY STREAK WITH THE DAY 13 BY MAKING THIS HAPPY HOUR ONE OF THE BEST ONES ON FUBAR!!!! YOU CAN HELP HIM OUT BEST BY LEVELING NEWBIE ACCOUNTS SO THAT HE CAN GET BONUSES !! You ask .... How do I do this? 1. Click on New.... Click on Members....Choose one with the lowest points to the next level.

Leave Me Alone About Ur Shit
IF I GET ONE MORE MESSAGE OR SHOUT OR EMAIL ABOUT JOINING YOUR FUCKING LOUNGE, I WILL DELETE YOU AS MY FRIEND AND BLOCK YOU. ITS FUCKING ANNOYING, I DONT WANNA JOIN UR STUPID ASS LOUNGE. AND IF IM ALREADY APART OF YOUR LOUNGE, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, JUST B/C IM NOT IN THERE EVERY MINUTE OF THE FUCKING DAY DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO PESTER ME TO COME INTO UR LOUNGE. SORRY, REAL LIFE SHIT HAPPENIN HERE. THANKS.

Damn I Get That Mad
hmmm so i was agruing about all this bull shit going on right now ... and i said over and over and over to just drop it and with being homless right now and being stressed out anmd not knowinghow the hell anything is gonna work i dont need ppl giving me hell i guess i am a lil lose canon right now cuz i was freaking bashed my head agaisnt the car window and wow i smashed it looks down fuck i didnt know i could get that mad but i am ok not a strach and they agree they were pushing me cuz i had said about 200 times for half an hour to jsut fucking drop it so no one is mad at me just the same i dont feel right right now

Choices
She walks alone Thinking back How did she let it get this far She runs her fingers cross her arm Feeling every line Remembering every story Remebering the first time Every sensation She still feels it everytime A car passes by and for a moment in time the light dances across her scares Looking ahead shes almost there She wonders what will happen Knowing no one will be looking for her A single tear slides down her cheek She touches her pocket and feels her familiar friend in the form of a blade She is there Her heart skips a beat as she climbs to the top She looks down into the cool rippling water Two decisions battle in her mind Just to end all the pain Or give up the one thing that has made her feel alive She pulls it from her pocket Dried blood slightly dulls the gleam Hot tears stream down her cheeks In the distance she hears a car door slam a familiar voice resonates through the night air She looks back at the face running forth

Devious Intentions
All I can feel is two eyes burning into me Searching every part of me tearing me apart bit by bit, scanning my mind and discovering every weakness, Destroying every moment of happiness, It haunts my dreams and lingers within my world fixated upon me As if I am its toy Walking erect for so long watching every step Knowing if I slip or stumble it will allow it to close in More and more It gets closer day by day The heat from the glare gets harder to bare I can feel its passion and hunger It envelopes me and intoxicates my sences clouding my judgment If I run all I hear is laughter taunting me pushing me farther into the blackness No place to hide The darkness is his playground It allows him to get close enough to touch To breath in my scent I feel him all around me I smell his pugnant stench His breath hits my skin sending shivers down to my core He knows this It causes pleasure for him he is fascinated with every move I make When the light o

Oh Well
On 9/10/06, Darryl Turnbull wrote: This song, Zanne HAS always been a favorite.....The music accompaniment is exceedly beautiful, but the lyrics have ALWAYS captured that romantic yet tragic side of me....l I, by sending the lyrics am only projecting myself from her view, however it should be reversed in one verse.... But in the depths of my soul I have always felt the tradgey of LOVE, without EVER experiencing it....Once I did, this song did not fit that experience....I feel comfortable enough to say the song has meaning for now, however not exactly what I had imaginged or fantasized over the years . ALL THE SAME; its intense! Beauty and the Beast - written by Stevie Nicks - appears on The Wild Heart (1983); Timespace (1991); The Enchanted Boxed Set (1998) - b-side to 12" single and CD single Whole Lotta Trouble (live version) (U.K. October 1989) Lyrics You're not a stranger to me And you are something to see You don't even know how to please You

Escape
I need to escape; break away from this hell My incubus has me under his spell Enslaved by what’s pure, sophisticated, and refined How can my life be so intertwined There has to be more than all that I am A life of a lady I’m forever condemned To scream out in frustration, or pain, even pleasure Is forbidden for someone whose virtue is treasured I have the desire to be eternally here I hope that my memory will persevere Immortality is something that few can obtain It’s not for the shy timid mentally sane Will ever I be what I am in my mind? Will I ever break free of the pure and refined? I have failed no matter whom I chose to be So I will sit back and wonder, who is the real me?

Insomni-psycho
Insomni-psych: Going insane from needing to sleep and being unable too. Well hey, at least there's a plus. I was bored and checked out fubar. Now, I haven't quite gotten the hang of it, but bear with me as I start out. We'll see how it goes.

It's Time
Fare thee well bright sunny days forever lost in endless dreams These fickle wishes of timeless love eternally block your beams The silent screams deafen my ears and darkness lights the room While lonely emptiness restrains me and invades my happy tomb Solitude and isolation keep me company so I’m not alone Deadly secrets hidden deep within sit proudly on their throne The angel of virtue would rescue me if I had not clipped her wings Wicked delusions entrap me instead and inflict their deadly sting The time to face the truth has come; no longer am I free I have no other one to blame; the fault now falls to me I chose the path I walk on now; it was never laid before I left the battle before the end and the penalty I chose to ignore The cost of my ignorant surrender was more than just defeat I could have had my hearts desire but lost it all by my retreat I now fight for a shadow of what was once my own But I cannot calm the fear in me as I stare at the unknown

Apotheosis
APOTHEOSIS An enervated charlatan with vagrant contingency, bemused by the regency of such indeterminate beauty. Causation rapt in the eyes of asceticism.... For the inquest is essential to course A harlot to its eloquence. Contemptuously thwarting the palor of dicourse, Crusade for consecration of incarnate desire and ambivalence for the thought of IF....... Nirvana, a tangible penchant of nuance through eyes that behold a cherub. Sauntering through the peel, bridging the chasms of trancendental myre, He ascends the pinnicles of ecstasy through the vocations of covetousness..... sublime ......requisite........ elemental...... and indicative of fortune. Such is the oddesy, that of prophecy and forbearance. That which was written in the stars In times of pother testament to the powers of neither chance nor luck, Powerless to the axioms of perseity and that of quantum voliton .................... He shall forever bear the stains of his baptism of

More Nothingness
But I am tired Need to rest the heart And want to Talk tommorrow if alright with ya Talking is taking alot out of me But I really dig what I know about ya. I see in 3 minute intervals I see in infrared i see broken people in bamboo hats starring back at me. DAMN FLASHBACKS I need a vaca I need a friend I need love as gift not as tax. I want to grow I want to feel something other than torture. I want freedom from the manacles I have to find ME! Knowing Ill be looking for for a soul like yours, I am safe! Guide me through to land gently I have been aloft alone among the multitudes. I see broken people I see ME! I see flames in mirrors starring back at me! I hear the whispers of tortured souls. OH thats only me! I feel teased by me. FREE me

Every Second Beat
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours.

All I Need
Your love surrounds me like the air that I breathe. Your kiss touches me as gentle as a breeze. Your touch is as tender as that of a child. Your hug is warm, meek, and mild. Each day we grow older and its plain to see, The love that you give me is all that I need.

Girls, Why Is It Always Like This??!?!!!?
I've known this girl since we were in Kindergarten (16 years ago) and have kept a damn good relationship with her over those 16 years. We're as close to a relationship as you can get, but without the relationship. Her and I both have very strong feelings for each other, and have for the past 5 years or so, since somewhere between our Sophmore and Junior year of High School. She has been 'dating' this guy who constantly talks down on her, belittles her, and embarasses her in public. I have told her before how I feel about her and that I would really like to try a relationship between us that we could call each other b/f and g/f. She says that she just isnt ready for that and that she doenst want to ruin our already exhisting great relationship. Well lately, the guy she's 'dating' has started to shove her around...but she insists that she 'Loves Him'. Why do girls stay in realtionships like that? Is it true where the 'Nice Guys Finish Last', or what? I have been nothing but gr

You
You kissed my lips and I felt a flutter in my heart, You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body, You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul, You put your arms around me and I was finally complete

Off The Air...
I post the playlists, in hope of people wanting to tune in. I post the link so people will tune in. I advertise the lounge so people will tune in. I post bulletins so people will tune in... ...and nothing... I'm off the air this week...maybe even next week...after that, who knows...'course maybe I should be saying "who cares?" Rick/Bludston

Everytime I Look At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The man of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS.

When I First Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

Are You Strange Too?
Only great minds can read this fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr theltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe . Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

On Special Night
As I sit here gazing out the window, Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you... And wondering if while you’re in your own world, You’re thinking of me too. I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel, Looking at the glowing smile on your face, Staring into your dreamy blue eyes, Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace What a special night that was... And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside, Like nothing or no one else can make me feel... Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts, Looking forward to the next time we meet. What lies ahead, down the road to love? Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for? All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes... Glaring now before me with great anticipation. No one knows what tomorrow brings... One can only wish and believe... I have abounding faith that God will take care of me, And bring the right person into my life. Could it be you? Time will tell... I feel a special bond starting b

Tick!
All meaningless now pre 1/09/07 WARNING!!LOTS more intraspective nothingness! More vile cerebral effluence,, READ AT OWN DISCRETION!!! Nothing! TICK I muster strength to attain terminal velocity Shadowing spasms yield to nervous twitch Hairtrigger lightspeed reaches course Witness to resolve Countless days of sedusion Apparitions of past burned fires Troves of peace bestowed upon the mass Echoes caping within No voice to secceed from this Reason but a coffer Filled by riddle Answers too, but too few Ticking aimlessly adrift Release..... Spring to life Cold memory metal Sonance achieves light Ignite the soul for renewel Believe Why You've come here by mistake No return address Forward motion abomination Taught to breathe Through THEIRS Not your OWN Acclimate to listlessness For shockwaves are imminent And deadly The deeds of one mistake A burden eternal Stained by time Alone Under

Raison D'etre
Once again I wake to the thoughtof us And I can nearly taste you. I cant almost touch the skin my skin pines for. I long to wake, just to watch you sleep. I face a plight of complete and unadulterated dependency, of more than lust, of more than convienence. I, without having touched you, crave your sex. My body chases after the memories of us together! My mind faulters without the thought of your being! I wish to face these tides of life with you wrapped around my soul, struggling to keep afloat without! Never in time nor space have we passed the days, yet the fondness of your touch seems earily familiar. I ache, having thought but cannot feel. I cry rivers in the midst of confusion, yeilding to the mysteries of how! But when all is said and done, Its what you HAVE become: My reason..... My rhyme..... My fall from grace.... I wander aimlessly, yet have one destiny. I cringe at the agonies of seperation from what I have never known, only feeling the ecstasy of W

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Meoooow!
Day 1- I gets a call from my cousin. The apartment next door to her is up for grabs. We talked the landlord down from $650 a month to $450. For a three beedroom. Yeah. Badass. Day 2- Sam & I go to look at the apt. It's a work in progress- stains on the carpet, crayon on the wall, and stain parties in the bathroom and kitchen. Layout: Living room. One bedroom right at the front of the apt. Very decent size. Tiffany's. Another room right off the living room. Also very decent. Mine. Then the kitchen. Bathroom to the right. Third room right off of the kitchen. Smallest room. Sam's. Her bed won't even fit in it. Then there's the little pantry area and stairs. Which lead to a basment that makes you think some blaire witch shit. But. We found a bad ass mural painted on one of the walls. We're getting it if Tiffany approves. [she did] Day 3- Sam call to get electric turned on. We don't have that or gas. Gas is getting turned on Monday. Electric? 5-7 business days. That put

Uhhhh. Yeah
a barrage of logic, incessant in sum.. a charge of elation interminably. an egre of cognizance , exotic in its nascency............ adrift.....ethereal spate of revelry. Ocassion amongst the incubus of us, I ascend the minarets of amity, asylum for the enamoured... There I linger in delirium for amnesty within you! Or impalement on the sabre of IF!

One Thing That Is Impossible
Is to make someone love you. It doesn't matter how hard you try. Or what you do. They don't care how you feel. To them you aren't real. It doesn't matter if what you tell them is coming from your heart. The only thing that could make them love you is fate. They love someone else. There is nothing you can do. One thing that is impossible. Is to make someone love you

Thanksgiving
Hi Everyone, With Thanksgiving just around the corner, I thought I'd share a story written by Dave Barry to lighten up and cause a little laughter during the hectic chaotic times that we all go through when preparing for the Holidays. Enjoy. 11/14/2005 Dave Barry: Tips for getting out of hosting Thanksgiving dinner next year None Midland Reporter-Telegram Advertisement Originally published Nov. 15, 1998. Tips For Getting Out of Hosting Thanksgiving Dinner Next Year. So this year, you agreed to host the big family Thanksgiving dinner. Congratulations! You moron! No, seriously, hosting Thanksgiving dinner does NOT have to be traumatic. The key is planning. For example, every year my family spends Thanksgiving at the home of a friend named Arlene Reidy, who prepares dinner for a huge number of people. I can't give an exact figure, because my eyeballs become fogged with gravy. But I'm pretty sure that Arlene is feeding several branches of the armed forces.

Conceit: Hedonism Of Self! Profuse Illations Elucidating My Avidity!!!
CONCEIT: Hedonism of self! Profuse illations elucidating my avidity!!! No adversions to their solicitude! No animosity for yore! Abundant sentiment traversing present course! Surreal polish in a terrene of ataxia...mere confusion in this microcosm of such naught! Bliss: fathomed for untold opulence, those sought endogenously without tangible devoir nor that of inhibition for just such! Verity: contrived through empathy and fortuity yet a repose to speculation and contingency! Behold the allurement of this rose and gaze within the essence of this which I discant! To ken these paragons of deliverence intrinsically and with all veracity impels honour and grace; this bestowed upon me of all! Conceit it seems dispells perception of exactly why I linger..... I occupy the bosom of two as one nehil of such reverence can boast! Meus rara avis: MOPAs.... and heres a song! Sanctuary....UTADA HIKARU Sanctuary Lyrics In you and I there's

The Night Before Christmas
T'was the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures, Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A Canadian soldier. Was this the hero, Of whom I'd just read?, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families, That I saw this night, Owed their lives to these soldiers, Who were willing to

Another Old Writing Of Mine
FROM A LONG TIME AGO.... NOTHING REALLY...JUST THOUGHTS. But once of the mind for the admonitions of flight, the soul disconsolate amidst its own portentous plight, the incessant aural mumur of stricture abodes the whim.....and elucidates itself to acquiescence amongst them......lucidity all but strewn and deluded into a paroxysm of colour, the tepid beads of rouge a fading fucking intimation to sanity.........and its putridity!!! DJT...??? SOMETIME/2K6 SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN THE LAUGHTER AND THE TEARS I AM PULLING SONGS OUTTA MY HEART. I PERSONALLY AM IN THE MIDST OF WRITERS BLOCK AGAIN AND WHEN SITTING AROUND I CONSTANTLY LISTEN TO MUSIC, WELL THIS SONG I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE THE CHORDS OUT TO.. OVER THE LAST 10 YEARS THIS SONG HAS BECOME MY MANTRA,THE LYRICS PLAIN, AND INTENSE. SO THIS ONE IS FOR YOU ANGEL..... HIDDEN TRACK...FROM WAX ECSTATIC, BY SPONGE..... Ordinarily I don't feel so buried but I'm thinking again and I've lost some time. I disappear an

Rob... Monkeyshine Bafoonery! Or Thumper!
WHAT A PATHETIC LOSER THIS CAT IS.. NOTHIN BETTER TO DO THAN TO BORE PEOPLE WITH RESONANCE RESOUNDING FROM ITS STEEL BALLS CLINCHED IN ITS OWN MOUTH! ITS BOMBASTIC DISPOSITION IS THAT OF AN ALPA MALE BONOBO... TRANSFERENCE OF ITS EPICINE CRUX ALL BUT A PARTI PRIS TO AN ESOTERIC CONSUMMATION THAT IT CAN AND WILL VICILLATE ITS OWN TERRENE; AKIN TO A CHAMELEON POSTULATING EXISTENCE AS A KOMODO DRAGON. ACCEDENCE IT ENCUMBERS WITH MERE PLAUDIT OR REVERANCE FOR ITS HIGHFALUTIN ARRAYAL OF LANGUID VIRILITY WHENST ITS UNTENABLE INDIGNATION OF VERITY LACKS ANY ELOCUTION OF DIGNITY NOR THAT OF LUCRE AND ERGO, DILUTE.. DISCORD...VENEER! CONTRITION BIDES THOSE CLOTHED IN TRANSCENDENTAL ROBES IN MOUNTEBANK FASHION. RHETORIC AND SOCIAL GOSPEL DISPELLS ITS PLEBEIAN DERIVATION POLEMICALLY FEIGNED AS SCHISMATIC DIATRIBE BETWIXT SUBLUNARY AND SOMEWHAT QUASI-PHILOSOPHIC PARROTING OF THOSE INCULCATED THROUGH THE TEMPORAL INVOCATIONS OF THE SUPERMUNDANE ASCETICS OF THE PARSON LURKING, ALBEIT SURREPTITIOUSLY

Real Stupid One I Wrote
Entry for October 04, 2007 Don't remember when, where or why I would write such a thing but I did so here it is...crap I write making no sense ...cant rhyme or write anything good anymore... all that was good was losy when i deleted the page before and my laptop crashed. well no worries, soon enough there will be no need for any of this trash ass cyber world I despise so much... here for one, well 2 great reason yet i am still alone. I try as hard as I can but nothin seems to work. Nothing works out, and nothing is what I remain. I hear the echos yet cannot understand your voice I feel what I cannot touch the spiral is coloured now The thoughts crisp as Autumn You feed me I grow to shelter only you I will die with your winter My rebirth is in your spring In the summer of life I forage for tenderness The drops on your web my pain You spin it for life you spin it for keeps I cannot struggle, entwined in the silk of love I will die for your essence

Z.e.r.o. Hour
11120701 The jeep drives off leaving agent Graves behind .The four other agents keep there eyes peeled .As they roam through this now vacant city searching for signs of survivors ,or even worse the undead. They remain calm and focused at first , but shortly after graves is out of site . "Has anyone noticed that Graves has been acting strange here lately. You know like hes paranoid about something. " Exclaims Krash. "Eh your probably mistaking paranoia for being overly cautious " Tank said. Krash rolls her eyes to tank and sighs as shes states " You know thats basically the same damn thing right? " Tank speeds up some jolting the jeep forward and seemingly to piss off crash as he grumbles " You know you'd do more hunting if ya kept your mouth shut." Blood Mace & Blood Mary speak up at this time Mace sys" Hey why don't ya pull over here Mary and me can cover more ground . Tank you can patrol the out skirts of the city and Krash stay with tank make sure he do

An Older Writing
AN OLDDDD WRITING.... POEM OR SUMPIN! Clever....again I read...to see IF IT COULD be me... Tourtured long enough! Ready for flight of fancy. and I SOOOO fancy YOU! I am one, you are tooooo The TWO can be one! One heart, one soul! TWO of ONE kind. Mates of souls parted, but united in heart. Desire trivial, another pause of breath. Though rapture captures the essence of TO BE, wait upon thy throne and Treasure me. I float upon whispers flung by feathered lips, Enticed by grace and possessed by chance I prize you, one of feathered lips, this kiss of LIFE placed upon my brow. And I seek you for sactuary from the conflagration of my yesterdays And for the journey of morrow.

Force Fed Blondie Blog #1
FORCE FED BLONDIE BLOG #1 LOL....ACTUALLY TO TELL YA ALL SORRY I AM ME! MY COMPENDIUM OF EXTINUATION: An Intraspective Guise? This is a bit old and rather directed to ONE...but now has a bit wider plane to sail! I appreciate you all...and your words of wisdom and hope...I am not able to clarify right now........accept my apologies Never averse to obfuscate the acuity of my own empiricism, I must draw retrospectively from the modalities of langour whenst pretentious utterences, once ephemeral, become none the more than veritable conjecture. With all veracity opined, my acromonious and iracible behavior, however mundane, has become emanantly palpable in essence. Quite amenable momentarily, I write this not to confute, but to assuage these dogmatic tendencies of late for a more terse euphemism of sort: I am now compelled to ascribe these seemingly congruent corallaries to mere tenet; I am incontrivertably a jackass with indelible flaws though explicable by

Our Sonnet
Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures – like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us walk through th

Your Name
I close my eyes And everyone disappears There's only me, There's only you. You're all I hear, You're all I feel. You're all around me And in that moment I'm free. I doodled your name on my desk today. You take me by the hand And lead me into the dark Somewhere under the pale moonlight I feel the breeze against my face I feel the waves at my feet I feel the touch of your embrace You're all I sense You're all I taste. I cut your name into my wrist today. The world around me is spinning Round and round like a carousel ride You're consuming me Invading my mind. You're all I feel You're all I see You're all I want You're all I need I carved your name in my heart today

You Make Me ...
You make me feel special, You make me feel new, You make me feel loved, With everything you do. You hold me close when I am sad. You wipe the tears from my face. Every time we are together, It seems like the perfect place. My eyes light up when you enter a room. I smile when we are together. No matter how bad things are, You always make them better. I love the way you kiss me, The way you hold me tight. I love the way you touch me, I could be with you all night. I love the way you can make me laugh For absolutely no reason at all. I love how no matter what I do, You will be there to catch me when I fall. I just want you to know, That even though we sometimes fight, I will always love you! No matter what, day or nigh

Withhout Love
Life without love is like a tree without blossom or friut,inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to beunderstood by some one who really cares, when a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the word the heart is the place where we live our passion

Opening Doors
I open the door and let you in. Trusting you completely. I felt happy. Then something happened. I am not quite sure what it was or when exactly it took place. Doubt started to creep in. Doubting you, doubting me. Things just didn't seem to be the same. I put myself out there, which I just don't do, and tried to tell you about it. You got pissed. It's my fault. Some doors just should never be opened. It's not worth the effort it takes when the hurt sets in. I should have just let them peek through a window, no one would ever know the difference. I will not make that mistake again.

Now And Zen (variation 1)
1. Keep your bodies close together and let her run her chest over yours. 2. The male should place his hand on her bottom as the female embraces him and kisses his lips and his neck. 3. Pull her close as she moves horizontally during intercourse.

Rememory??????? Lol
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you... FEEDINGTHEDESIRE CLICK HERE FOR FEEDINGTHEDESIRE GRAPHICS FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

Unreal Memories
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you...

Alone
I woke up with a start; what a terrible dream. Dreamt I was alone; no one here but me. The whole life I had was just imaginary. Had no job; my house in ruins. Reached for my wife; she laughed and said nay. Reached for my children, and they faded away. I lie in bed shivering; crying in pain. I jump with a start, as an arm grabs me tight. My wife holds me close, and whispers: “every things alright.”

Ex-wife
I TRYED TO BE A NICE GUY AT FIRST, HELPING AND GIVING TO HER. ONE BECAUSE OF THE YEAR'S WE HAD TOGEATHER, THE OTHER WAS DUE TO THE FACT MY DAUGHTER, SON AND GRANDAUGHTER MOVED IN WITH HER [ SHE SAID TO HELP THEM, ACTUALLY IT MORE THE OTHER WAY ; THEM HELPING TO SUPPORT HER.] SO LAST FEBUARY I HAD THE HOUSE MY FATHER LEFT TO ME AS INHERITANCE SOLD , WELL THE EX GOT WIND OF IT AND FILED SUIT ON ME STATING I LIED TO HER ABOUT MY FATHER'S TRUST OWNING THE HOUSE AND ALSO THAT BECAUSE WE HAD DEFAULTED ON A TRUST DEED LOAN TO PAY OFF THE MORTAGE COMPANY, AFTER ONLY 6 - 8 MONTH'S. WE CONTINUED TO LIVE THERE BY MY FATHER'S GODD GRACE'S , SO NO EQUITY WAS BEING ACCURED OR AT LEAST THAT WAS HOW I THOUGHT ANY ONE WOULD SEE IT........LOL, OH HELL NO SHE GOT HERSELF A DUMB ASSED SHEISTER OF A LAWER WHO PROMPTLY FILLED HER HEAD WITH VISSION'S OF GETTING NO LESS THAN HALF OF THE SALE. SO THAT SCREWED UP THE SALE IN FEB. AND NOW IT HAS SOLD ONCE AGAIN, I'M FORCED TO SET ASIDE A SUM TO COVER WHATEVE

Black Satin Panties
She dressed in the morning in a short, casual jumper. She'd made it from a fine wale corduroy in deep, autumn tones. She wore a green turtleneck underneath, but no panties. She put the black panties into her pocket. No one would even suspect such a thing. Not about her. She'd been awake most of the night. Her mind was floating into the realm of the unknown. Into possibilities of fucking the forbidden. She wanted that guy at work so bad. But he worked on the docks. She worked in the office. There was this interoffice no-no at The Company about being friends with those from "the other side of the tracks" even though they worked at the same place. She was the college graduate, he was the felon. Everyone upstairs would die if they knew she was interested. It wasn't even daylight yet. He arrived at his job at 4:30 a.m. She walked from the bus to The Company, crossing city streets, into the industrial end of town. She doubted she was going to be able to go through with what she'd i

Thank You!
I want to thank everyone who showed concern for my well being while I was laid up. I never realized how much love was out there but I'm glad to call you all my friends. I have enough love to go around and you all have a share in it. Thanks agin and I'll soon be 100% ou people are wonderful and I truly love you all!

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Dream Girl
Who is this woman who haunts my dreams? Always so close yet beyond my reach. I smell her sweet scent; feel her breath on my cheek. She caresses me softly, but evades my grasp. She comes to me faithfully night after night. She invades my day dreams, when I close my eyes. I first came across her on a web site. You can find her on fubar as …..~Sweet Cherri Pi©~

Life And Death
Life and death are the only two things in this life guaranteed to happen.We come into the world in a burst of light and leave it in a cloud of darkness.Everything in between is the sprinkling of star dust and moon beams.We choose whether or not they shine or fade out into nothingness.Giving it our all and trying to reach the sun,for one tiny moment in time,to say we did it all.We have lived life to the fullest,gotten our kicks and enjoyed the time we had.We need to remember that in the small moments of time every little thing matters,and to do the best we can with what we have.Don't take for granted the things we are given,the love we receive freely,the holding hands,walks in the dark,snuggling up on the couch with the loves of our lives.Give unconditionally so that our consciences are guilt free and our lives are balanced with everyday duties...We must respect those around us and help where we can.Give to those in need and ask for forgiveness whe we screw up.Take the time to say "I lo

Pain
Though I try and try to make it end I can’t seem to find the strength to try again Burdened by the weight of a cold hard world My anger and sorrow building like a runaway train I slit my wrist to release my pain I feel the depression flowing out my veins I plan to keep typing until the bloody deeds done As I sit here dripping, remembering my waste of a life Wishing for a magic button that says rewind So I can go back and begin anew This fucked up existence That I’ve been through Or ………at least enough time To explain……………..to you All the shit I’ve had…………. to deal with The shit I’ve……….. Had to do But my head is growing heavy ………………. My sight…………….. Is growing dim Going to try to hit……………. Enter Before all my pain………………ENDS.

The New One
Monday, November 12, 2007 Ohhhhh life... Current mood: tired Category: Life It's been a long time since I've written anything that I was thinking down!! Lets start with Kyleigh!! As you know, the baby will be here very soon. You also might notice the baby and her "father" don't know one another. I guess that would be because her "father" thinks I'm a bitch and wont help me pay the bills for her and wont take the time to talk to me. He ignores my messages and my calls and has been ignoring me. I'd like to point out that he tells people about her like she's a toy for him to play with. He's not ever felt her kick, talked to her or even been around long enough for her to get comfortable. He says it's my fault that we don't get along. I'm sure part of it is me. My choices are my own. I've made them to help with her directly. Eric irritates me a lot and having him around would make me sick to my stomach at times. It wasn't always like that. Since I've been pregnant I've wante

Test For Smart People.....
Test for Smart People..... I have determined that you qualify. The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be classified as a smart person. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question! 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal

Soooooooooooooo
I thought being that is one of those great days where we honor our loved ones who have served/serving our country...I'd tell all you fucking liberals to SUCK IT & get a life...these men & women fighting for your rights ...are the real heros. "the biggest protesters are the men suiting up to go fight for your right to disagree with them"-R.P. my grandpa said that during Vietnam... and yeah...he served during nam..and he never once complained when you spit on him..he never once held it against someone when they called him a baby killer...he never once said "I wont fight for you" because HE WAS A REAL SOLDIER... I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS/THIS WAR/OUR COUNTRY -ak

Unconditional Love
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the son hung up th

Dont Let Friendships Slip Away
In the last year, I have lost two of my best friends in Motorcycle Accidents. They were the only two I could talk to everything about and they could talk to me about anything as well. On August 15th, 2006, Leo, one of my best friends came over the top of a hill in Kansas and hit a Tahoe head-on. He was killed instantly. Leo had come to me and asked me about motorcycles and that he would really want to ride sometime. We went out and got him an old dirtbike to learn the basics on. When I felt he was ready, we went out and got him a badass bike in great shape. The bike was a 2001 Yamaha R6. He loved that thing more than anything. He was an excellent rider and never did anything stupid on the bike. He babied it everywhere he went. Then, one day, riding along, he crested a hill and the hill made an unexpected right hand turn just over the crest. He was going the speed limit, but was unable to negociate the turn. He drifted into oncoming traffic and hit the Tahoe head on. I was

Medical Problems
Well i figured this would be the easiest way to tell yall but Monday the 19th i will be going to have my Gall Bladder removed. As my Dr said its really really really bad n has to go bye bye LOL anyway thats it L8RZ

God's Lessons
A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and though

A Little Help For My Friend =d
YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO HELP HELP I LOST MY LEAD.. THATS WHAT I GET FOR SLEEPING.. BAD ADVICE TO WHOEVER TOLD ME TO GET REST.. LOL (repost of original by 'S*U*P* MIZZ SHADY' on '2007-11-11 16:01:00')

Our Men And Woman
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and made

11-12/13-07 40th Entry
Wow! My 40th entry already. I used to think I'd never make it to 10 let alone 40th lol. The odd date is because I started this entry late on the 12th and finished on the 13th hehehe. So I guess I'll do a lil bit of updating. Yea yea yea, quit yer groaning, we all know its more then likely gonna be another mini book entry lol. Bite me! I like to write ok lol. I can't believe how many compliments I've gotten sine I put up the new pictures. Totally blows my mind at points. I've even got a few guys wanting to get to know me (*faints in shock lmao). Its so weird! Must admit, it does help the ego with a lil boost while at the same time overwhelms me. I started working on the website to put this in. Gonna take a while but its started lol. Luckily I put this journal in other sites because I discovered VampireFreaks didn't hold all the entries. I was like oh phooey patootie lol. Good thing I decided to do the site, that way I know I will have all the entries when the time comes to deci

I Cant Help Anymore
To all the my family and friends i cant help bomb in contests anymore the bouncers wont let me get one comment out without getting bouncer checked so i want to let you guys know now that i dont have the time to hit the bouncer every comment so i wont be able to help anymore im sorry to you all!!!!

Butterfly
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get

Smart A$$!!!!!!!
Being a smartass is very simple; there are only two rules you need to follow. 1. Tell people what they most want to hear, with a straight face. 2. Then tell them the truth. Friend: Do these pants make my butt look big? Smartass: No, not at all. Really, they're quite fetching on you. Friend: Really? Smartass: No, not really. They're squishing your enormous ass like an over-sized pressed ham. Maybe if you'd tuck the bottom of your cheeks into your socks, that would be better. Then of course you have the following items of interest............. The Bible was written by the same people who said the Earth was flat. A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth. Did I mention the kick in the groin you'll be receiving if you touch me? It ain't the size, it's... no, it's the size. I think it's the duty of the brave ones to find out where the line is drawn and cross it deliberately. I don’t have pet peeves — I have major psychotic fucking hatreds! The

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

Wow
Take this quiz: 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 4. Think of a few people who have made you feel, appreciated and special. 5. Think

Back In Hospital
Well, dad started chemo last Wednesday.... And ended up in the hospital on Sunday....Nice huh? It completely wiped out his white blood cells...as of today his White Blood Cell count was 600 which means he has NO way of fighting any kind of infection. He also already has an intestinal infection and is very sick and weak....so it hasn't been a good few days....He should pull out of it in a day or so tho...Keeping fingers crossed and the prayer lines open...... Thanks all for your support...I will be thanking those of you who continue to show me daily how great friends can be....

Things I Did In Devon When I Wished I Was Dead
I exposed myself. I scared some people. I had a tea party. I put things in their place. I had some uninvited guests. I invented 'guest control'. I tried to stop everything. There was an explosion. I picked up debris. I compiled some things. I got a letter from a stranger. I convalesced. I trespassed. I avoided security lights. I watched a film. I fell into the sea. I submerged. I feared a monster. I listened to a song called: ‘Masculine women, feminine men.’ I wanted to join a club I wasn’t eligible for. I thought about nakedness. I had an affair of the mind. I had an illegitimate brainchild. I discovered the glory of depravity. I realised I can’t paint. I read some rules. I applied wound dressing and surgical tape. I painted my body. I saw a man fall. I read books. I wrote something about treacle tart falling out of the sky. I decided I hate my sugar daddy, but I still wanted to lick his face. I did not go through a period of denial. I got hungry. I g

How Can I...
How can I... ~Tony Martinez All day and night I think about it Rack my brain How can I Show you Tell you Make you understand All day I hammer against that wall Trying to break through So hard but I will never give up How can I What can I say What can I do To help you Right there on the edge About to turn that corner But just can't take that last step Can't make that leap of faith How can I Help you reach for me Fall into my arms Trust me I ache for you I need you Please Tell me How can I

Veterans Day 2007
Today is the day to honor the Veterans who have given their life for Americans. Tho I didn't give my life, I did serve an honorable 8 years in the US Military. I have been around the world and seen many things that many haven't seen. My ship was one of the first to respond to the USS Cole when she was bombed overseas and 17 sailors died. I did a 7 month tour in Kuwait. And of course that fateful day on 9/11/2001, the whole US military responded to the attack on the USA. I just wanted to say a special thank you to all my veteran and active duty military families that are still serving our country proudly. If there's nothing else you do today, please thank a Veteran...and pray for those still overseas and those who have lost their lives so we can still live as freely as we do today

Things About Me
Name? .......... here I am Jack Eye colour? .......... blue Shoe size? .......... 8 UK Height? .......... 5-8 Naval: Innie or Outie? .......... innie What are you wearing right now? .......... black old navy pants (uk pants) levi jeans Pirate t shirt black and red head scarf leather boots How much money do you have on you right now? .......... I dollar 80 uk pounds and 10 euros Best place to go for a date? ..........? where ever you are Your favourite kind of pants? .......... my Levi jeans Your favourite number? .......... 5 Your favourite boys Name(s)? .......... Jack Your favourite girls Name(s)? .......... Samantha Your favourite animal(s)? .......... Panther Your favourite drinks? .......... coffee and sweetener Your favourite month? .......... June Your favourite juice? .......... Mango Your favourite breakfast? .......... eggs Benedictine on whole meal toast Your favourite cartoon character(s)? .......... Bugs Bunny Your

Alittle Fed Up With Fake Friends
I have a Fubar account and all week have been thinking of completely deleteing it once again. why? Oh cause most of the people who is on my list dont talk anymore fan me rate me and give me points i need and i want is all bs to me.On their profiles it says looking to meet new peo ple but what it comes down to anymore is what they want is points and rates and look at my body parts and when something happens to them blame the other ,whatever. Lots of people dont pay attention to the ones who actually want them as Friends. I had one person tell me today she was gonna leave cause she didnt think anyone would miss her well i hate to burst her bubble of thinking but I would miss her she is a wonderful person to talk to or joke around with. Some are great but the ones who are all about themselves makes me sick. If you want more friends Dont ignore them give them a line sometime it wont hurt.oh well, im done. oh btw , I wont be on for a bit here cause Im going in for Knee surgery on Wed. at 6a

Warning For Senior Men
I am 67,a widowed lonely and horny senior citizen who is searching the net for a woman, within 25 miles of me, who would like to have a friend with benefits and/or fun. I am not financially stable therefore I cannot afford to take a woman out and then follow up. I had a couple of friends suggest that I try a dating site. So I thought I would give it a try. I joined some that let you join for free. Can't afford the fees. I filled out my profile, my interests and what I am looking for. Every site I joined, every message, all but 2, were from young women, the oldest 28 years old. All saying they loved my profile, which very few read, pics and want know more about me. Most said they wanted to spend the rest of their life with me. Age was just a number and color was not a factor in love. Blah, Blah, Blah. Needless to say everyone one of them sooner or later gave some excuse to ask me for money. Some are in cyber cafes and tell me if I send them money they will go into a private room and the

Went With The Pot...... For The Freedom Freak
Writhing and unassailable reflections glisten and frolic, drifting on a plane of ash Chaotic embraces of Genesis, replete with credence and imbued with temerity, now shorn and bereft of any sovereignty. My baptism of stains: a faded fucking reminder of yore and naivete..... Supine, jaded as stardust accreted to mass, dost my pang squire another? Discerning nuances of lucidity plundered thrice by ruminations goaded, Cursory and piddling seas of unforetold lore spirited from our province! Yet one contends indifference whence exodus has all but begun here? As Zeus bade Atlas to heft the void above, now infinitum squanders its totality upon its maxim, waning true as blue. The Titans tenacity oppugns to mere militancy, though the sands shifted were legion, and so are the taunts of the rabble. Vector deposes the ancillary needs of the begotten.... For the tides ebb and flow to the meter of a rhyme we cannot pirate. Their conjecture akin to that of the Inqu

Bouncer Checks
I've been noticing a wack of people not happy with the bouncer checks latley. It seems like everyone is getting them all the time or something. I rarely get them...once in a blue moon i'll get a bouncer check. I do alot of ratings and such but i've noticed the only times i get them is rating to many things in a period of time, entering the wrong verification code, rating the same item the same score twice and trying to rate a 11 when i'm out. I rated 359 stash items lastnight and got the bouncer check once. Maybe this will help some of you so i thought i'd post this.

Live Life
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will alway

Blind Pilots
Are the pilots flying blind? One day at a busy airport, the passengers on a commercial airliner are seated waiting for the pilot to show up so they can get under way. The pilot and copilot finally appear in the rear of the plane and begin walking up to the cockpit through the center aisle. Both appear to be blind; the pilot is using a white cane, bumping into passengers right and left as he stumbles down the aisle. The copilot is using a guide dog. Both have their eyes covered with sunglasses. At first, the passengers do not react thinking that it must be some sort of practical joke. After a few minutes though, the engines start revving, and the airplane begins moving down the runway. The passengers look at each other with some uneasiness. They start whispering among themselves and look desperately to the stewardesses for reassurance. Yet, the plane starts accelerating rapidly, and people begin panicking. Some passengers are praying, and as the plane gets closer and closer

Time And Life And Love
I never realised how much time has passed, since my baby was born. She was such a tiny thing. I remember that I could hold her in one hand. Then a little time has passed, and allison was born, she was as small. My heart belonged to these little girls. I thought my life was full complete and couldn't get any better. 2 years after allison was born, along came abby. My world was rocked again.. How can one man be so blessed............. My marriage failed while I was in germany.....my life ended. I waundered through the rest of 90's. I had no direction. I met Guen and was reborn....My life had meaning.............I found a new life and the son I always wanted...........life is good again. Time found me love.......... A soldier lost in the world........... Lex "WolvesBane" Whiting

Shinedown Points I Neend Help
ok if you send me your email i can send you a page that will help me get points so i can get more points so i can get stuff from and seeing that i love shinedown it would be really cool of you hope you can help me out thanks ricky

Getting My Ass Wooped
well folks...looks like im gettin an ass woopin in this contest. im in third right now, but im over 5000 from the lead. i just dont have the time to bomb like i did b4 :( ahh well...i will keep trying. if any of you guys feel like helping i sure could use it...thanks :) love you guys!!!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!(rate and comment)

Where Else To Find Me Lol
Where else to find me! http://blingee.com/profile/crissstarlightmoon http://myspace.com/vindieselmotelycruebabe62 http://myspace.com/jovisstarlightmoone http://myspace.com/crissangelmindfreakmagic http://myspace.com/charmedhighlanderbobice http://tagworld.com/jovisstarlight http://blingee.com/profile/jovisstarlight http://fubar.com nick starlightmoon http://tagged.com/crissangeljovigurl62

Rodents
My lil girl rat Luci(fer) turned 1 on Saturday. She's a lil butterball now (see pics) and thinks she's a big shot now. I spent Saturday and Sunday at my mother's house spending time with her and helping her around the house with stuff cause she hasn't been feeling the greatest lately. I measured my hair the other day and it's now 38" long! Awesomeness! Someday I will make great babies with stunning hair I tell ya! ^_^ Oh yea...one of the bestest songs ever is "Laura" by Fields of the Nephilim! If you don't know it, find it and download it. They're an 80s old school goth indie band. Their sound reminds me a lot of Christian Death! PS. Scrawny Pale guys with long hair rock!! hehe ;)

About "i Tried" The Movie!
What if they never boarded that Greyhound? What if life spiraled in a different direction and interfered? In 1993 Krayzie, Layzie, and Wish reel over the quality of their newest demo. They’re set for Los Angeles. Wish has just learned his girl is pregnant and Layzie gets an ominous threat from the drug dealer they all work for – KP. It’s all or nothing now. Wish is beside himself, wrestling with the responsibility of fathering a child and the need to follow his dreams. Krayzie needs this also, for his family, for himself. He knows he has the talent to take Bone to the next level, the problem is – he has to get out of C-Town. Layzie has hooked up with a Gia, a girl that means the world to him. Her father is an Internal Affairs detective and knows all about Layzie’s sordid past. However, Gia’s father is nestled deep in a case pertaining to the corruption of one Sgt. Strank. When He and Gia are gunned down in a home invasion, Layzie can't go to LA. Krayzie and

Bon Jovi Tour Dates
Here are Bon Jovi's North American tour dates: Oct. 26, 28, 30, Nov. 1, 3-4, 7, 9-10: Newark, N.J. (Prudential Center) Nov. 14-15: Montreal, Quebec (Bell Centre) Nov. 17: Ottawa, Ontario (Scotiabank Bank Place) Nov. 19: London, Ontario (John Labatt Centre) Dec. 6-7: Toronto (Air Canada Centre) Dec. 9: Winnipeg, Manitoba (MTS Centre) Dec. 10: Saskatoon, Saskatchewan (Credit Union Centre) Dec. 12: Edmonton, Alberta (Rexall Place) Dec. 13: Calgary, Alberta (Pengrowth Saddledome) Dec. 15-16: Vancouver (GM Place) Feb. 18: Omaha, Neb. (Qwest Center) Feb. 20: Detroit (the Palace of Auburn Hills) Feb. 23-24: Chicago (United Center) Feb. 28: Washington, D.C. (Verizon Center) March 2-3: Philadelphia (Wachovia Center) March 5: Pittsburgh (Mellon Arena) March 10: Toronto (Air Canada Centre) March 18: St. Paul, Minn. (Xcel Energy Center) March 31: Denver (Pepsi Center) April: San Jose, Calif. (HP Pavilion) April 4-5: Anaheim, Calif. (Honda Center) April 8: Phoenix (Jobing.c

It's The Way. (poem)
It's the way you look at me. It's the way you kiss me your full lips on the top of mine. Your tounge caressing mine. Your hands in my hair playfully twirling it in your fingers. It's the way you touch me. Your hands gently in mine moving them up and down my body. MMMMM It's the things you do to me its an never ending feeling of pleasure. How you do it I do not know. But it's the way you make me laugh. How you make me smile. It's the way you see me without seeing, know me without knowing. It's the complete and total pleasure on your face when I touch you, kiss you. You have that something. That something I am drawn to. That something I want. It's how I close my eyes and dream of you those sweet dreams that make me want to sleep forever. It's the way you hold me in your big strong arms pulling me closer to your body holding me tight. It's how you want need me how you want me. It's the way you make love to me. You sliding in and out of me going deeper and deeper with ever

Love
If you judge people, you have no time to love them. Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring." Love doesn't sit there like a stone. It has to be made like bread; remade all the time....made new To live is like to love - all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it." What we need to know about loving is no great mystery. you and i know what constitutes loving behavior; we need but act upon it, not continually question it. Over-analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us no closer to insight. We sometimes become too busy classifying, separating, and examining, to remember that love is easy. It's we who make it complicated." Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will

Bored But Curious
I'm bored as hell but was just wondering this myself so maybe my "fu-Friends" can help me figure it out...if anyone actually reads these things! LMAO... With the Love word being thrown around so much on here and in real life, I don't think people really know when one is in true love...does one date make u love someone? Does being around someone for months at a time make you love someone? Maybe answering this question will wake some people up to the fact that they are/are not in love! Question is: When do you know you are REALLY in love?

(copied From Johnny) Thanks
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and made

Fuck This Shit.
I'm really sick of being nice to people anymore. I really am. I'm to the point where I want to tell everyone to fuck off and to leave me alone. People that are two faced, need to grow the fuck up and stop being so fucking bi-polar. They make treatment for this. I'm also really pissed off that I can't get a job. I'm really fucking bored with it. I want to move, away. That's it. Away. Fuck it. Please tell me why other fucknuts that don't deserve the jobs I want get them, someone make sense of this for me. I'm also pissed off about my dad's work being on strike. Fuck you fucknuts. Get your head out of your asses and settle on a contract. I didn't leave my life in Connersville to be put through demoralizing shit like this. Let's think here people. I'm cranky, I apologize. I swear to God, I'm not going to be nice anymore. Expect me to be thick skinned and hard headed. Fuck you.

Value
The price one places upon the heart, there is no price that anyone can name that would go beyond what should be consider. Quite known the facts that some to none understand what I mean by price and value of a heart. Blood is blood, red as the maple leaf, casting it's veil of crimson whispers in the night, as all we do is listen. Shear questions chip away upon the iceberg of existance as value is questioned over and over again. But really it is the value we feel within ourselves that matters. And to those that we feel closest to us. The value of others to there own opinions means what? Nothing to the one whom values him/her(self). Just shear guidance and realization that the existance of value belongs to us not to those whom surround us.

Just A Massive Thank You
I just wanted to say thank you to all of the vets out there and to the current soldiers. I recently lost my cousin and this makes it extra hard this year but I continue to pray for all. Thank you for fighting for what you believe in and for our country.

Love Quotes
Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly and without law, and must be plucked where it is found, and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration. Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

That 360 Shithole
EPICINE SYMMETRIES... DJT 2007 THE ALLURE OF PIETY SO CLEARLY SEEN BECKON YOU AND ME IN PURBLIND HASTE STASTUESQUE, MISCHIEVOUS, A VAGRANT SERAPHIC GAZE OBFUSCATES THEIR VALE FURTIVE ATTEMPTS TO DISLODGE ONES GAINS THEY EXPEND THEIR BLOOM IN VAIN TO LIST I AM FAIN OF WHAT HERE AMAIN YOUR LOVE FOR ME LAIN SO SURE AS SPRING RAINS A CONSPIRACY RIFE WITH STRIFE MAKES US WEARY SEEING EVER SO MORE CLEARLY SOMETHING AMONGST THE LEAVES WRACKS OUT NAUGHT FEELING THE FOOL AS IF CAUGHT CHECKING PATHS FOR PRETENCE AND KNOWING FOREVER I YOUUUUU HAVE SOUGHT PENSIVE AND LOITERING EGOS THROTING AGITATION FOR PENNANCE BUT NAUGHT EXTINUATES AND DIMS AS A HUSH FALLS FOR ALL ACCLAIM OUR LOVE STAYS THOUGH NOW NONE THE LAME THEIR GAFFE NON PLUS NO? THE PATH TO US NOBLER BY IGNORACE SHOWN VERY BEAUTIFULLY LIMNS AN ALREADY CUSPATE LOVE HONED! FORLORN BOUGHS BECLOUD OUR CERT WENDED OVER FASCADES TRAVERSED A LOVE BEGUILED YET NEVER ADVERSE FOIL THEMSELVES BLOWN

Just Friends
Even though we are not together I care about you more than ever When we talk I feel so close to you I don't know what I'm supposed to do I have almost forgotten what you did to me I was hurting in every part of me I was sad knowing this is how it came to be But now I am happy that you are there for me I gave you my tears I gave you my heart You made me happy Right from the start When I write this now I start to think How happy you make me For you and only you I must thank

Taking A Break From Fubar
I am going to be taking a break from the online community so miss me while i am gone.... lol i have 3 lil girls as most of you all know Heaven 8 Stormy 2 and Saphyr 6 months and they need to have a good Christmas so i will be taking a break to save money.... Stormy Shes 2 Here is Heaven she is 8 Here is my Saphyr she is 6 months

Without You
My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react I know I'm nothing without you...

Political Correctness
The following is the winning entry from an annual contest calling for the most appropriate definition of a contemporary term: This year's contemporary term is "Political Correctness." 'Political Correctness is a doctrine fostered by a delusional minority and the mainstream media, which holds forth the proposition that it is entirely possible to pick up a turd by the clean end.'

Chinese Zodiac Oct 26th 1976 The Dragon
The Dragon is one of the most powerful and lucky Signs of the Chinese Zodiac. Its warm heart makes the Dragon's brash, fiery energy far more palatable. This is a giving, intelligent and tenacious Sign that knows exactly what it wants and is determined to get it. Dragons possess a certain natural, charming charisma that ensures they can always influence their peers and often find themselves the center of attention in social situations. This Sign is truly blessed, too; Dragons are considered to be very lucky in love! The Dragon's friends are always keen to hear what this firebrand has to say and when it comes to dispensing advice, the Dragon has the floor. Its ego can get in the Dragon's way, but even so, this larger-than-life creature has a knack for initiating projects and keeping the troops motivated. According to Dragons, it's their natural born right to lead the way -- because who else could do it so surely and so well? As lucky as they are, Dragons have a good chance of achievin

Reach For The Sky
When I was young I was invincible I found myself not thinking twice I never thought about no future It's just a roll of the dice But the day may come when you got something to lose And just when you think you're done paying dues You say to yourself "Dear, God What have I Done?" And hope its not to late cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Yesterday is history And tomorrow is a mystery But baby right now, It's just about you and me You can run you can hide Just like Bonnie and Clyde Reach for the sky ain't never gonna die And I thank the Lord for the love that I have found And hold you tight cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come Reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come So if you please take this moment Try if you can to make it last Don't think about no future And just forget about the past And make it last Reac

Classified Swingers
Swingers are also classified by the types of sexual activities that they are comfortable with. Listed below are some of the classifications: STRAIGHT - A person who engages in activities only with the opposite sex. GAY - A person who engages in activities only with the same sex. BISEXUAL - A person who engages in activities equally with both sexes. BI-CURIOUS - A person who engages in activities with one sex, but may be interested in trying the other sex. SOFT SWINGING - A Couple who will engage in flirting, foreplay, or voyeurism with others with others. This may include but not be limited to oral stimulation and gratification, a bisexual encounter between the lady's, or many other possibilities within the realm, but; sexual intercourse is reserved exclusively for his/her own partner. Once you have reached the level of "Swinging" which is generally outside the realm of the initial Social interactions and beyond the "Soft Swing" arena, we now come to

A Swinger's Life
1. Giggling to yourself at the office when your coworkers tell you how wonderful their weekend was...If they only knew!!!! 2. Before traveling somewhere on business or to visit relatives you look up couples in the area. 3. You have a lot of friends all over the world. 4. You come home with that "there's something about Mary" hairstyle. 5. Going to a strip club with your guy friends, instead of your wife, seems like a ridiculous waste of time and money. 6. Your kids and the baby-sitter ask why mommy already has her coat on when she comes out of the bedroom every Saturday night. 7. Wondering how to explain to the neighbors why 10 couples show up on a Saturday night carrying over night bags, blankets, pillows and don't leave until early Sunday afternoon... .. 8. You never open the garage door until you're in the car with the doors closed. 9. You both turn your head to watch the hot woman walking down the street! 10. At the gym shower you're the only one

My First Contest
Ok so i enter a contest on here, nothing fancy or anyhting just comment and rating contest. It was kinda a test to see how many of my "Friends" and "Family" are who they say they are. Well I can already tell that most of them are not who they say they are. I mean im the type of person that if i say that im a friend ill be there for them. If I say ill rate someones pictures i normally rate ALL of them or as many as i can in one setting. And when someone asks to help them in a contest I go and do what i can. Well now that im in one and have sent out several bulletins about it. it seams that no one but a few close friends have helped out. so if anyone reads this and wants to help me out heres the link. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=520190&albumid=649162&i=4201788070

On The Make
i know i keep coming back to the same questions, the same comparisons. fubar itself, of course, even more obviously when it was still called cherrytap, and in an attempt to occupy a position somewhere between the supposedly naïve topology of myspace and the crudely exploitative adult friend finder, has chosen to emulate or pretend to emulate a drinking establishment. if you’ve seen yourself get magically “shitfaced”—100%!—and then watched yourself gradually sober up, without really noticing anything intoxicating nor detoxicating, you start to wonder about this flimsy conceit. what is the bar today, given that it really doesn’t provide the friendly neighborhood “cheers” anymore? what does it have to do with the particularly gendered and sexed pursuits fubar tries to animate? david grazian, a sociology professor at penn has had the undergrads in his research seminars in urban culture write up their weekend exploits in old city and center city philadelphia. living vicariously through o

Confusion
Have you ever wondered if you're making the right decision??????????? Afraid to take that next step into the Unknown?????????? Rolling the dice taking a chance on what could be????????? Sometimes I know what I want and other times I pray I make the right Decision Hmmm .... Its really all about chances... Chance meetings... Opportunitys... Forbidden Desires... Romantic Trysts... Love undefined yet felt deeply Maybe its really all about choices Do I plunge in head first only to experience rejection?????? Or unbelieveable joy??? Do I automatically know when I find my soulmate??? will I recognize something in their eyes that says they are the other half of Me??? Do I trus

Silence Haunts
The silence haunts words not spoken hearts broken into a million little pieces dreams shattered, no where to go. The silence haunts words not spoken secrets told friendships lost a lost soul. The silence haunts worse then words not spoken. Promises broken, crossroads which way to go, where to turn The silence haunts where do we go, when silence speaks louder then words not spoken. The silence haunts.

Are The 49ers Losing? I Think That Is Sobbing I Hear In The Background!
Monday night and I hear the sad football game on in the background. Peter's 49ers are sucking once again! Maybe someday they will be better? Doesn't look like anytime soon! My 12 year old son went on kind of a date today with his little girlfriend and her friend. They went as friends. They went to see Bee Movie. How cute is that? We broke down and bought my 15 year old son a Yamaha YZ125 on Sunday. It isn't like he deserves it but we did tell him months ago when we sold his 2 YZ80's that we would replace it. So this was a deal we couldn't pass up and bought it now. Now he thinks he is going to take it out riding after school this week. I would rather him be doing that then just hanging out with his friends playing video games! My neck is doing so much better today. I didn't get online but one time for a short period on the weekend. I was told by someone that I might be sitting at my computer wrong or using my mouse is causing part of the problem. He was right!

For The Holidays‏
This is one we all need to do, especially as the holiday season approaches. ---- Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this website. http://www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. It is FREE and it only takes a second.

We Miss You!!
For all our soldiers WE MISS YOU!! It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You

Just Another Day At The Office...
Another monday was here. He sat at his desk staring at all the work to be done that day. Never ending...it was all becoming mundane. Even more his life outside of work reflected the same. There was no excitement...no risks. Goals were being met, but at what cost? Even the woman he loved with all his heart had become boring. He wanted something...no wait...NEEDED something. Something to make the day go by faster. He clicked on his computer..."you have mail" Was it her? Did she really respond? Wow she looked amazing, but there was something more. Behind the gorgous smile there was this wild free spirted soul. She had it all...& was willing to meet him! They decided on drinks just outside of town. Just far enough that no one would know who they were. He ended up leaving work early...just to make sure the Mrs. had left as planned. He nerously walked around the house wondering if he should go through with it. He sat at the back booth with his drink & a single rose. As she walked in he

A Story Of Naivete
Once upon a time, in a land quite close to home, there lived a somewhat goofy princess and her confused little boy. Oh wait, I meant boyfriend. Damnit, now I have to start over!Once upon a time, in a land quite close to home, there lived a somewhat goofy princess and her confused little boyfriend. They were so happy together, that even before he was free for her, she made him little childlike pictures of stick figures playing kissing games and then progressed on to stick figure gift certificates redeemable for her love. The somewhat goofy princess easily won over the confused little boyfriend with her immature yet brazen ways. The confused little boyfriend found the somewhat goofy princess to be amazing and the best. girlfriend. ever. This after only two meetings in over a month's time! Love was in the air and all the little cute and furry animals in this land quite close to home were all atwitter. But not everyone in the land was happy for them, for the beautiful and omniscien

Marine Is:
marine Is: marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A marine is a marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocke

Friends?
So why is it that "friends" on here talk to you for like a week straight everyday when you are on and then pull their disappearing act? LOL..that is until you post new pics up or something of that nature? Is this the way Fubar works? Or is it cause I'm not one of those females who will jump on cam and have "sessions" with you? Or could it be because I'm not telling you lies like your other "friends" are. Or could it be just that's the way you are...very insecure and needy and just attention getting? LOL...I'm sorry I can't be at your beckoning call 24/7 or that I don't leave you nasty comments about how you threw my back out last night when we don't live remotely close to one another and will probably never meet one another or that I can't be your therapist when you are having fu-girlfriend/boyfriend drama or that I don't promise you the sun and the moon on a silver platter or because I won't show my naked self to you in private chat on IM cam...I have come to the realization that 99%

One Way Ticket
Many, many years ago when I was very young I knew that one day my work here would be done my worth would be gone, and my song would be sung a one way ticket to nowhere, and my soul would be hung. Not so many years ago that ticket was finally bought and I packed my heart with some very heavy rocks I locked the doors and prayed my soul would rot but then it never happened, my wish I never got. When a second chance came my way I thought maybe this time I wouldn’t make such a mess of life for all to see but that is not the case, for once again failure is close to me only this time I’ve not ruined one life, but I’ve added three. One can’t take care of himself, and two has suicidal talks it is entirely my fault because I wasn’t there during their walks it is proof that life is written for us with a stick of chalk and if you don’t want it erased, then live it but do not baulk. Now I see how I’ve messed up all I said I loved so much by not being there to see them throu

Time With Master
Master walked into the room , took me by the hand led me to the bed where he started kissing me and before I knew it he had me pinned on the bed kissing me, biting my lip neck, ear this alone aroused me so. Before I knew it we both had our clothes off and Master ordered me to pleasure him so I began by sucking on his cock hearing him telling me to go deeper and harder was making me hot inside, my pussy was becoming so wet. Then I got on top of his cock and rode him for what seemed like an eternity. At one point Master had me stop so that he could put a clamp onto my clit and at first I didn’t think I could handle it put when I placed Masters cock back inside my pussy oh my god I’ve never felt anything like it before. Then Master had me put his cock in my ass and my toy in the pussy while I continued to ride him and the feeling was both painful but yet intense so much that I had to cum. I took out the toy and put his cock back in my pussy and continued to ride Master, he placed a clamp

Hot Story
After chatting with this beautiful, hot , sweet, sexy, woman and getting to know her a bit, we had our first encounter.It was a Friday morning and I called her and began to plea my case as to why she needed to take off work early that day and meet with me. She stopped me and was more than willing to meet. We agreed to meet at 11am on this beautiful beach. I got ready as fast as possible and headed off in my car, so eager and excited to be meeting with her in person finally! All the way through the hour and a half drive my mind was racing with thoughts of passion and hot sex! As I arrived I could see her parked in her car patiently waiting. I parked along beside her and got out. She had gotten out and we met face to face in only a few steps. I was speechless so I improvised by grasping her waist and pulling her close, kissing her passionately! She responded so hungrily that I knew we must find a room quickly! We walked to the hotel office and signed in as mr. and mrs. Smurf. I noticed t

A Funny For Animal Lovers!
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats: The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. > The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight o ut and having

Please Help Her She Is Awesome And She Always Helps Others
ok this lady right here is awesome. she sends people comments everyday even if they forget to send her one. she is there to help people level and win contests. please go show her some love because she is always there to help others.

Holes In Your Heart
There's hole in your heart The tears are pouring down like rain. Your not here, and I wonder why. You closed the door for what reasons it's a mystery. There's holes in your heart tear's in your eyes. Now we only wonder how to say goodbye. My arms are open but you're not here. There's holes in your heart and i don't know why. The road led you away, and i only wonder what will stop the tears from falling and how to say goodbye. Your dreams took you far away from me. There's holes in your heart and i don't know why. How do we say goodbye?

Within Me!!!!
Scarlet lips as red as a rose, perfect hips in a seductive pose. On the outside this is what I may be, but what about looking at the heart within me. Long black hair, surrounding the face, baby blue eyes and full of grace. This is what most men chase, but my soul and feeling cannot be erased. Long, untouched legs with a snug fitting skirt, a short and a sexy tube top shirt, I take my looks with little pride, for what I care about what's inside. They say that this looks are a sensation, that I am one of God's best creations, But all I really want is for you to see, all good that is within me.

The Song That Describes Me
What Am I? I Wish I Was A Butterfly I'd Fly And Fly Until It Was My Time To Die It's Creeping In Again I Know What I Really Am No More Pretty, Purple, Peaceful Butterfly Simple Life If I Were A Butterfly I'd Fly And Fly Until It Was My Time To Die Its Creeping In Again I Know What I Really Am No More Pretty, Purple, Peaceful Butterfly Come See The Blood That's In My Bed Come Hear The Things That Nobody Talks About Shut Up You Mouth Shame On You Shame On Me Look At Me I Wish I Was A Honey Bee Anything, Anything Other Than The Things I Have Been I Slip Out Of My Skin So I Don't Have To Do It Again But Just A Passing Thought And Your Filth Is Seeping In Come Scrub My Hands They Won't Come Clean Come Sit With Me While The Walls Press In On Me Shut Off That Light Shame On You. Shame On Me.

Whats The Big Idea?
Was die große Idee warum denken Burschen, dass sie das Recht haben, zu besprechen, den weibliche Freunde von ihren und datiert haben, wie dort Freunde sie behandelt haben, wenn sie nie sogar sie getroffen haben? es scheint falsch zu mir. nicht nur dass aber seines dummes, weil sie absolut keinen Boden für es haben, Sie fickt! Ich WERDE SIE FICKEN. SIE SOLLTEN FISTED WERDEN

Natural Highs
Natural Highs Please make sure you forward this back to me . . . You'll see why at the end. Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially the thought at the end of #44. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. (It Must be mine. Just Mail it back to me.) 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that l

Walk Away
Find me… I'm falling… And fooling myself that it's flight Imperfect, I plummet And ponder Pushed away on principle Walk away and I stare Would you stand me up again? Wonder if I've said too much And we'll never speak again Forfeit My future For feelings of few far betweens Mindless Of merciful Measures making ends preempt the means And I searched your eyes for an answer And shuddered at what I found there As my skin shrunk away from conclusion That you lack the strength to care Walk away and I stare Would you stand me up again? Wonder if I've said too much And we'll never speak again… again This is the way it has to be That you would turn your back on me And you and I should walk away! Walk away and I stare Would you stand me up again? Wonder if I've said too much And we'll never speak again Never speak again Never speak again

Gas
I have been driving for over forty years. One would think I would have noticed the little secret on my dashboard that was staring me right in the face the whole time. I didn't and I bet you probably haven't either. Quick question. What side of your car is your petrol tank? If you are anything like me, you probably can't remember right away. My solution is to uncomfortably stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look. If you don't do this in your own car you definitely have done it in a borrowed or rental car. Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the petrol station or put your neck at risk of uncomfort or injury. If you look at your petrol gauge, you will see a small icon of a petrol pump. The handle of the petrol pump will extend out on either the left or right side of the pump. If your tank is on the left, the handle will be on the left. If your tank is on the right, the

Christianwitches
What makes a Witch Christian? A Witch who believes in the Divinity of Jesus and follows the teachings of Jesus. What makes a Christian a Witch? A Christian who believes Matthew 28:18 "And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth". Which means no power in the heavens or on earth is evil. Power becomes evil because of the evil intentions of a practitioner with a hard heart. And a person who choses to actively use the powers of the earth (which includes the elements of the earth, the sun, moon, and stars) may call themselves Witches. May these webpages enlighten you and guide you. Bestow upon me the kingdom’s mysteries That I may see. That I may hear Love my neighbor as myself For my neighbor is my mirror Love my God least I offend thee To those who curse me Blessed Be Know within me lies the kingdom I am part of the seen and the unseen Act in me oh Holy Spirit In Jesus name I honor my magick Come into my soul to bless my Cra

Monday Night Football
i just have two things to say about things me and some fucktards have been arguing about. one is everyone thinks we are so technickly advanced and so smart but i think we are not and are going backwards becase of silly hang ups and super stitions. two is this - when will people stop side stepping the issue and come out of the dark ages and realize the value of what taking a good crap can do for you? please tell me that! ok i will get off the soap box now

Random Questions
1. Have the cops ever searched you? yes 2. Do you have any weird sleeping habits? I sleep with earplugs, my hair in a ponytail and with a pillow between my knees 3. When was the last time you've been swimming in a lake? Actually swimming? It's been awhile 4. Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone? With someone especially this time of the year 5. What’s hurting you right now? My hip and my heart 6. Who was your favorite boy band from the past? didnt get into boy bands 7. Do you think OJ killed his wife? yes 8.Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears? Christina 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? most of them, yes 10. Do you know how to play poker? yes 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? No 12. What's your favorite commercial? no clue, 13. What type of food do you eat the most? pizza 14. When was the last time you had a lot of fun? I always have fun with my kids, but personally? With my friends all the time 15

Life, The Universe And Everyting Else
So with the holiday season about to role round on us once again I beg of you all to think about what you have done this past year. Have you helped anyone, have you caused anyone pain physically or mentally, have you proclaimed yourself a religious person yet never gone to any meeting, masses or have done anything yourself towards that religion, have you said you love someone and meant it, have you been the best you can be. Of course you have you've done everything on that list throughout the year so here is my question to you and everyone else. Why is it when the holiday's role round people feel that they have to only be nice during that season? Why can't we all be nice to each other the rest of the time? Are we all that fickle that for one month out of the whole year we actually forget everything that someone has done to us forgive them and then go right back to hating them once the new year kicks in? Comeon people please don't just be nice to soemone for one month out of

Seahawks
at half time Seahawks are leading 17 - 0 over the 49ers. It is about time the coach listened to me. Since week 2 I have been yelling out to Mike to leave Morris in and let Shaun heal... AND to use the pass game more than the running game... This week he is doing just that and so far at half time we are shutting out the 49ers 17-0 at the half. The 49ers have not had one 1st down converted. Matt is just launching some bombs and our receivers are doing a great job. 30 minutes left in the game... Go Seahawks!

Yellow Shirt
The yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away. 'You're not taking that old thing, are you?' Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. 'I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!' 'It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. Thanks!' I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object. The yellow shirt be came a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned.

Ha Ha
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, please check. Are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely...... A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k?

My Own Writting
I am a prisnor of my own mistakes living to find only a darkness that I will never ever forget longing and seaching deep within my soul It's tired of hurting and feeling out of control Wishing to be set free longing to find Sererenity Exactully what one needs to be able to set my soul free

Its For The Trick .....if U Know Who Im Talkn Bout Send It Too Him
- Hustle and Flow Soundtrack Whoop Dat Trick Whoop dat trick get em' [Djay] ima make u suckas recognize i aint playin yo if u violate,off da top,trick u gotta go i dun held up wit a lot uv shit and im bout 2 flip now i think itz time 2 show u bitches hu u fuckin wit Djay,dats da name and i came to bring da pain on and off my chest got me bustin at u in da lanes yall aint no u fuckin wit a street nigga frum da ghetto pimpi-type slash drugdealer born and raised in da m- memphis,tennessee b4 itz sed and dun u bitches gon remember me dis only da beginning i got a lot 2 say itz ben a long tyme and u got hell a may aint no luv ho jus bring it 2 da do i brought none so my nuts hangin 2 da flow so if u want sum dis is yo death wish betta cum correct b-cuz i came to brake u off trick u think i wont beet dat trick whoop dat trick got me actin buck and shit hoes tellin me 2 calm down but im like fuck dat shit im alred

My Shoutbox
haha, a lovely friend on here created me this fabulously funny "outgoing message" for people trying to reach me in my shoutbox (which, yes I know, is family only). So I just wanted to share it with ya'll. Next time you're trying to send me a shout, remember this lol: McLovin: "Hi, you've reached the Shoutbox of Joylyne. I'm sorry I can't come to the keyboard right now, I am currently having phone sex with my incredibly hott ass Marine boyfriend! I may be able to get back to you after my third orgasm. But it will depend on how much he wears me out. So, please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I get out of my hot shower."

Oooh - Hoo - Hoo....
...Jackie Blue.... ooo...jackie blue lives her life from inside of a room hides that smile when she's wearin' a frown ooh jackie, you're not so down you like your life in a free-form style you'll take an inch but you'd love a mile there never seems to be quite enough floating around to fill your lovin' cup ooo...jackie blue what's a game, girl, if you never lose ask a winner and you'll prob'bly find ooh jackie, they've lost at sometime don't try to tell me that you're not aware of what you're doing and that you don't care you say it's easy, just a nat'ral thing like playing music but you never sing ooh... jackie blue making wishes that never come true going places where you've never been ooh jackie, you're going again oooh... jackie blue lives a dream that can never come true making love is like siftin' through sand ooh jackie, it slips through your hand ev'ry day, in your indigo eyes I watch the sun set but I don't see it rise moonl

This Is To Have Succeeded...
My friend Lizzie passed peacefully this weekend surrounded by her family and pets. She was able to choose her leaving in a way that honored herself and all of those around her. I am told she left us with a smile on her face. Sometimes we meet people that take our lives, turn them around and show us that we are greater than we ever would believe. Lizzie did this for me. She not only showed me my worth, she turned me upside down and shook me for every little bit of pocket change that I didn’t know I had. If I could be so bold as to ask you to call, write or email one (or many) of your friends and tell them how much they mean to you, it would mean a lot to me. For me Lizzie's greatest message was always that we need to value ourselves and each other. Once we have that baseline of self-worth and respect we can work to create a better world. Have a good day my dear friends

Another One
Odd Facts About MeTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyDO YOU SNORE? yesLOVER OR A FIGHTER? loverWHATS YOUR WORST FEAR? deathAS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? yesWHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? i like some showsDO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yesWERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yesHOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? too muchHOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? im not singleWHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? blackDO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? noHAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? no, but i did the extreme sky flyerANY SECRET TALENTS? uh huh and if i told you it wouldnt be a secret now...WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? floridaHAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? no.... eeeeewHAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? no 1-3 onlyDO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? yesHOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? 256 licksCAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? no i dont wannaHAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? yesARE SPEEDOS HOT? noWHATS YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? ehhh.. i dont kill bambiIS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? its in my pastDO YOU LIKE YOUR HAND

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The American Peso
Why is it so weak.some will tell u its that bush wanted it weaker inorder for more countries to buy from u.well if u believe that then my friend i have some magic beans to sell u.Also not to piss on the left but it has almost nothing to do with the war.its mostly to do with the central bank and inflation.Also the reason why the canadian dollar went up was because of foreign governments investing and buying allot of stock in our dollar(mostly china).sorry yanks but its true Canada has allot to offer in ways of imports and investment.so u keep calling us commies and telling us tthe way we run our country is wrong mean while its still only 400.00 bucks a month(in most Canadian cities) for rent here and our minimum wage will rise again at then end of the year same way it has every year since i can remember.VIVA LE CANADA!!

Subject: Divorce
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far bet ter lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently.. Up to 80 "I want the car, too," he continues. 85 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't th

Nsfw
What kind of fucking adult is so offended by the human body covered in ink that they must report it like some good little nazi? Have you never seen a naked person? Do you shower clothed? Have you never taken off your clothes to have sex with your spouse? Have you never seen someone of the opposite sex naked? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you people? If you are an adult and the human body offends you.. get the fuck off my friends list, don't come back, and please block me, because I really want nothing to do with you. Have a nice day, Indi (an adult)

What The Hell.....
OK so she goes on a date on my birthday... then she goes to some party with the same guy... but then earlier today she puts up her MYSPACE mood as... "Apparently...I suck!!" [15 hours ago](with a deperessed mood smiliey)..... Im thinking aparently because of the SAME guy.. which she wont tell me..... BUT now.. shes in sitting on the sofa..... and hes got his hands ALL over her... I wish she would make up her mind...

My Status: Et Al
No im to the point of killin myself have way too much to live for at the mo...just that what i meant by dieing is that well people are leaving left and right cuz they have real lives to live and not into this bs site antic and the gripe sessions they see, they have real problems and real loves to love not lil pictures of us t o think about. why stay in a place where the staff blow ya off like so much dust on a shelf. I had thought about leaving myself because of the stuff thats going on here..SO THE QUESTIONS ARE THESE: 1. How many times do we the members free and paying one have to get the rights we have on this site to put up..with bouncders stalking us at every co,mment or whatever 2.How many member will leave befpore they realize oh shit..where is everyone? or why did they all leave? something to ponder peeps..its agreat site but hell hath no fury as members leaving

Everlasting Love
The Flames Of Your Everlasting Love My love Come to me, To my loving arms And just ask me, How much I love you, And my answer will be as... I stare into the magic Of your eyes, That yes, I will always Love only you... And then I would say... Let's escape through the day and night, Let's fly together you and I... Up to the heaven wings of love, Since we are so feverishly and hungry, For each other's flesh... Since you have stir all my blood, That is boiling now... Just to bathe in your own, To feel the storm of fire, From your passions erupting, And burning, within us, to enjoy As we entwine flesh with flesh, To feel the depth from your passions As I feel your fingers trace my body As I tremble and quiver, with delight, It's an overwhelming feeling, Being embraced in the flames... Of your everlasting love!

Reflections On Life
My parents have decided that they can't be together anymore. After all this time, they can't live with each other. It has made me completly rethink my entire life. If 2 people who have held onto the love they had for each other for as long as they have and then just all of a sudden they can't stand each other, then what does my future hold? I'm already doing the divorce thing, but that only lasted 8 years. What could create such a disturbance in a relationship that the participants would call it quits after almost 30 years? What must be going thru their minds? How do they feel towards each other now? In the course of this my dad has stayed here at my house, but he doesnt really talk much about feelings etc. Now tonight my mom is staying here with me. (long story involves violence on my dads part) But she's so exhausted from the above referenced long story that she laid down and fell straight to sleep. I don't know what either of them feels or thinks. I guess it ha

How Beautiful You Are!!!!!
You're the beauty of the stars And the beauty of a rose From your cute squinty smile To your little button nose No figure on earth Would dare challenge you Your beauty is untarnished From my point of view Long from now when you go to heaven All the angels will sing your name Wishing every second of the day That they could look the same No artist could capture Your beauty or your grace Your gorgeous flowing locks And your stunningly beautiful face So when you see a rose Or gaze upon the stars You'll know I see your beauty The most beautiful by far

All I Want For Christmas (my List-20 Things)
1. A toaster 2. A coffee maker 3. Sweet lovin 4. New flatware 5. A new toy, LOL 6. No bills or someone to pay them 7. No worries 8. Book contract 9. Family to be well 10. A vacation 11. More friends 12. A new look 13. A fresh start 14. My son that is away to come home 15. A spotless apartment 16. A romantic dinner 17. Love too be closer 18. Friend home and safe 19. Divorce filed 20. Quit smoking

Marriage Survey
For the MarriedTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHow long have you been married? 3 yearsIs this your first marriage? yesIs it how you imagined it would be? not reallyWhat would you change? where we liveAre you married to your soulmate? noWhat do you argue about the most? moneyWhat do you see eye to eye on the most? weedWhere did you meet your spouse? gas stationWhere was your first date? Wings barWhere were you when you became engaged? living room couchDid you live together before Marriage? yesWhat was your wedding song? i had a whole cd madeWho was in your wedding party? we didnt have oneDo you get along with the in-laws? yesWhats your view on Children? i want one of my ownDoes your spouse feel the same way? yesAre you a 2 peas in a pod or oppsites attract couple? opposites attractDo you go out without your spouse? not a lotHow long are you away from your spouse before you start to miss him/her? um across the countryHave you ever compared your spouse to someone you have dated in the pa

Liar Liar Pants On Fire...
You can keep moving all day long and your positive spirit keeps you enthused even about taking care of small tasks. If your family needs inspiration, you've got plenty -- and it keeps coming! So i was totally stoaked today... EDITED OUT... Oh well... I'll just watch some youtube til CSI comes on...

Goofy
- The snack machine downstairs has brail on the key pad, how do blind people know what they are getting...the brail indicates the numbers on the pad, not the snack in each slot....it boogles my mind... - I do not vote...voting is a tool of the government...plus the last guy that was elected has given the American people the worse 8 years of dickings...EVER!! - I tend to procrastinate...alot...like right now, I need to be doing homework...still working on that... - I sometimes feel as if the world is out to get me... - I think "pop country" really does suck...too manufactured for me...Thanks Hank III.... - I wish my hair would get back long again....I like having long hair...but the process kills me... - I have actually tried posting this blog like 3 times, my computer makes me out to be a fuck-up... - Why the hell does everyone deep fry things now-a-days??? Come on, who in their right mind wants a deep fried twinkie??? That fucker is full of calories and disgusting

To Those I Love And Those Who Love Me
TO THOSE I LOVE AND THOSE WHO LOVE ME When I am gone, release me, let me go I have so many things to see and do You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears Be happy that we had so many years I gave to you my love. You can only guess How much you gave to me in happiness I thank you for the love you each have shown But now it's time I traveled on alone So grieve awhile for me, if grieve you must Then let your grief be comforted by trust It's only for awhile that we must part So bless the memories within your heart I won't be far away, for life goes on So if you need me, call and I will come Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear All of my love around you soft and clear And then, when you must come this way alone I'll greet you with a smile and "Welcome Home"

Me V. My Boyfriend
1. Who eats more? Him 2. Who said "I love you" first? Niether, we havent gotten there 3. Who weighs more? idk 4. Who sings better? I've never heard my him sing 5. Who’s older? I am 6. Who’s smarter? me, duh 7. Who’s temper is worse? definately mine 8. Who does the laundry? um, i dont wash his just mine, esp since we dont live together 9. Who does the dishes? see number 8 10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? him 11. Who’s feet are bigger? his 12. Who’s hair is longer? Mine 13. Who’s better with the computer? idk 14. Do you have pets? nope 15. Who pays the bills? we have our own... see number 8 16. Who cooks dinner? when he comes over i cook 17. Who drives when you are together? heh... depends... 18. Who pays when you go out to dinner? we usually eat at my place 19. Who is the most stubborn? idk 20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong? idk, im pretty quick on that 21. Who’s parents do you

I Believe
I Believe I believe for ev’ry drop of rain that falls, - a flower grows I believe that somewhere in the darkest night, - a candle glows I believe for ev’ryone who goes astray, - someone will come to show the way. I believe - I believe I believe above the storm the smallest prayer – will still be heard I believe someone in the great some where hears ev’ry word – ev’ry time. I hear a new-born baby cry, - or touch a leaf, - or see the sky, - Then I know why I believe! –

Just When You Thought You'd Heard All The Dumb Blonde Jokes!
She was Soooooooo Blonde ... > > * She thought a quarterback was a refund. > * She thought General Motors was in the army. > * She thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats. > * She thought Boyz II Men was a day care center. > * At the bottom of an application where it says "Sign > here:" she wrote "Sagittarius." > > She Was Soooooooooooooo Blonde... > > * She tripped over a cordless phone. > * She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice can > because it said "Concentrate." > * She told me to meet her at the corner of "WALK" and DON'T WALK." > * She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. > > She was Soooooooooooooooooooo Blonde... > > * She studied for a blood test. > * She sold the car for gas money. > * When she missed bus #44 she took bus #22 twice > instead. > * When she went to the airport and saw a sign that said, > "Airport Left," she tur ned around and went home. > > She Was Soooooooooooooooooooo Blonde... > > * When she h

Survey
30 Unknown FactsTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this survey1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? a few days ago2. What were you doing this morning at 8? at work3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? filling out another survey4. What are you wearing right now? t shirt jeans5. Are you mad at anyone right now? not really6. The last two people to say they loved you? husband, mother7. Kissed someone in the last 24 hrs? husband8. Are you happy with your living arrangements? no9. Last thing received in the mail? a fubar drink10. Do you have any famous relatives? no11. Have you ever had sex in a public place? yes12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? no13. How is your hair? long... curly, and red now14. How many different drinks have you had today? pepsi, banana peanutbutter shake15. What have you eaten today? fruity pebbles for breakfast, taco bell number 5 combo for lunch, and baked chicken and broccoli with a salad for dinner16. Are you any good at math? not really17. What did you do

How Do We Measure Time?
How do we measure time? Time is measured by events in our lives, be it joyous,sad,uneventfull, daily, weekly, monthy. Sometimes we measure time by each passing moment, each painful, single, passing moment. Sometimes each one being so happy that they fly by and we cant hold on to them hard enough. We need to cherish each and every moment in our lives, regardless of their joy or sadness for we truly have no idea how many more moments each one of us will have left. A year has now passed and I still wonder how long this feeling will last. Some days it feels so long ago and sometimes it feels like yesterday. I did learn from someone special who taught me all my life, that even if we are still here with our loved ones, we may not be here any longer, so hold on. Hold on to each and every moment, good or bad. Hold on and file that memory away to grab it at every chance you get, for as long as you can grab it and never let it go.

Are We Safe Yet????
150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton for protection. That was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, the federal government has produced a large number of multi-letter agencies such as: FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc., etc. Now we have the " Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service ". Can't you see them now, these 'highly trained' men and women in their black outfits with jackets saying across their backs: F. A. T. A. S. S. The FATASS's are of course supervised by a special section of the Home Land Security Section known as: Airport Security Service Home Office Logistics Enhancement Section or the A.S.S.H.O.L.E.S . I feel safer already

Veteran's Day {hugs}
I hope all those who served our country got a thank you from someone. I for one am glad to be free to do all the things that without their sacrifices would not be possible.Thanks one and all..... I have three people in my family who served. I was blessed that they made it home. Two of them have since died. I miss them greatly. One was my father, and if he hadn't made it home I would not be here today. FEEDINGTHEDESIRE The below is a simple saying I thought up and my oldest thought it was like a poem or something. love is wherever you are.... you just have to find it~

Trust
Trust is a funny and fragile thing in life We trust in God to always love, guide, comfort and be full of grace and forgiveness for us We trust in our military to protect us from enemies We trust in friends to always be honest and supportive when we need them As children we trust our parents to always love and care for us, no matter what we do We trust doctors with our health and even our lives We trust teachers with the most precious gifts that God has given us We trust police officers with our safety We trust lawyers with our security and futures So why is it when we trust another with the most delicate thing we have, our hearts, it's so damn hard. Hard to trust enough in another person to allow them into your heart. So hard to entrust another human to hold such a precious, delicate thing in their hands and care for it and not shatter it into a million pieces

Never Give Up
Never give up keep moving forward, the road may be hard may stumble may fall, get up and try and again. The tears will fall but they to will dry up. there will be bad times but the good times are never far behind. the bad times will get us through, the smiles will be found, and laughter will be heard from miles away. Never give up you must fail to succeed you must learn from your mistakes. The choices you make are yours alone. But the choices you make can open new doors to a new journey. Never give up There will be good times again. But don't you ever give up. Don't be afraid to make new challenges. Don't be afraid to shed some tears. Don't be afraid to love another. Never give up I love you all my friends for making me see the person i really am. The friend i can be to another. For helping me believe in myself and For never letting me give up.

Love Inthe Morning
I awaken to sounds of you in the kitchen. I pull back the covers exposing my naked skin to the elements. I walk into the kitchen to find you making breakfast. I sit for a moment at the table, watching you intently scrambling eggs for omlettes. The sight of your smooth black skin and muscles rippling across your shirtless body immediately stimulates my craving for you. As you set the pan on the stove, I get up from my seat and walk up behind you. I begin kissing and licking the back of your neck and running my hands up and down your arms. I feel your muscles flinch as my tongue trails down your spine. I work my way back up to your neck again, and you try to turn around to face me. "No. You take this shit like a man, Sergeant Green," I breathe into your ear. I reach my right hand into your shorts, and start massaging your dick... slowly at first... then increasing speed. Feeling you swell with excitement turns my desert into a raging sea. I press my breasts into your back as I grip your

Dealn Wit Tricks
ok rite now some old scool g shit is flown in my head cause sum pussy ass trick likes 2 run his mouth. YEAH BITCH IM TALKN BOUT YOU BE A MAN N CALL ME IF YOU CAN! RITE NOW ther is this trick n peeps from the street out hrrr in da wild west know what im talkn bout. got the IDEA I WAS GOIN 2 B COOO BUT I HAVENT EVEN SEEN ALL HE HAS SAID YET............. HEY TRICK IM NOT SCARED SO BRING IT. I DONT LIKE 2 TALK BOUT THIS PART OF MY LIFE BUT I RAN WIT SUM CUT THRAOT VATOS IN DA DAY N I GOT THE HOOK UP. O IM SORRY I FORGOT UR IN BRED CRACKERAZZ DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKN BOUT BUT TRUST ME TODAY U CROSSED DA LINE SO ITS ON LIKE DONKEY KONG SO IF YOU GOT NUTS AND I DOUBT YOU DO ASK FOR MY DIGITS N THEY WILL B SENT TO YOU. SO IM SAYN TRY N B A MAN BOUT THIS CUM ON STEP IN THE REAL WORLD AND FACE ME ONE MAN TO ANOTHER................ YEAH RITE HIT AN RUN TACTICS WHAT USE!!!!! HEY DO U FOLKS KNOW WHAT ARMY STANDS FOR..............................................................................AIN

7 Words To Define
Happiness - laughing with you until our sides hurt and tears run down our cheeks. Bliss - Falling asleep in your arms after making passionate love with you. Peace - Having you hold me and tell me you love me for me, warts and all. Safe - Being in your arms and you telling me everything is going to be ok. Content - Waking up next to you and seeing your face first thing in the morning. Blessed - Having you and yours be a part of our lives. Love - This one can be answered in only one word - YOU.

Cynicism
cyn·i·cism (sn-szm) n. 1. An attitude of scornful or jaded negativity, especially a general distrust of the integrity or professed motives of others: the public cynicism aroused by governmental scandals. 2. A scornfully or jadedly negative comment or act: "She arrived at a philosophy of her own, all made up of her private notations and cynicisms" Henry James. Now that is a word that has been used in many a descriptions of myself!!...Phew thats alot to swallow! I'm truly not a cynic im just realistic about the truth at hand , and the truths of others though kept hidden...most people who are realists tend to see through the smoke and mirrors of others and see the truth behind their words. This said i must make some things clear to alot of people here and in my real life... I have an agenda, I will not deviate from it nor will i put it aside for anyone, i have done so too long in my life and no longer have the ability to compromise for someone who truly does not deserve

When Will Ppl Grow Up
When will people grow up and stop acting like 12 yr olds when they dont get a rate they happy with Gee PPL its just a website It not life and death so get over ya selfs and take what ur given

Sex
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?KinkyYou like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.Sex-Intimacy Quizzes

Survey
Corney SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyIf your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you do? start working out and eating rightDo you trust all of your friends? noWould you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? yesDo you believe that everything happens for a reason? yesName two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship. physical abuse, cheatingWhich one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? WhitneyWhen was the last time you snuck out? haha, when i was like 16!!!Are you afraid of falling in love? uh no... im thereIs there someone who pops into your mind at random times? yes, plenty of peopleWould you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new person? yeah, unfortunatelyWhen was the last time you flew in a plane? a month agoWhat did the last text message you sent say? i love you... to one of my co-workers... being sillyWhat features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex? eyes, soft skin, goateeFill i

A Friend
A friend is a person Who looks deep inside Accepts who we are With arms opened wide. A friend is a person With whom we can share Our thoughts and our dreams And even despair. A friend is a person Whose heart shows us love A friend is a person From God up above. A fiend is a person Where trust is the key I thank you for being A good friend to me.

Quiz What Kind Of Sex Should I Have!
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?RomanticYou are the all around romantic lover. You like the candles and romantic candle light dinners.You probably sweet and sensitive. Keep going your great!!!!!!Sex-Intimacy Quizzes

What's New
Sitting here trying to type with my new nails is sorta hard but I am doing it. Been working on my transition to become female and enjoying the things I have been doing to help it along. Got a new friend who has been hanging out with me..her name is vicki and she is a tgirl as well. Well, I will update you all with my news here at home.

Love Is
Love is being happy for the other person when that person is happy being sad for the other person when that person is sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting that person just the way he or she is and not trying to change each other to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the s

Want To Know
Fill it out and send it back to me so I can get to know you better. Thanks 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Can we roleplay? 13.Can I tie you up? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Will you tie me up? 23.Would you tell your friends about me? 24.Will you go down on me? 25.Can I go down on you? 26.What kinky things will we do? 27.Would you like me to dress up? 28.Would you take my clothes off slow

Rescuing The Rescuer
Some people seem called to help others, often from very early on in their childhoods, responding to the needs of family members, strangers, or animals with a selflessness that is impressive. Often, these people appear to have very few needs of their own, and the focus of their lives is on rescuing, helping, and healing others. While there are a few people who are truly able to sustain this completely giving lifestyle, the vast majority has needs that lie beneath the surface, unmet and often unseen. In these cases, their motivation to help others may be an extension of a deep desire to heal a wounded part of themselves that is starving for the kind of love and attention they dole out to those around them on a daily basis. For any number of reasons, they are unable to give themselves the love they need and so they give it to others. This does not mean that they are not meant to be helping others, but it does mean that they would do well to turn some of that helping energy with! in. On

Sitting By The Sea
AN OCEANIA POEM Sitting by the Sea by Jane Resture jane@janeresture.com I sit by the sea And let the waves talk to me With stories of days gone by About seafarers of old and sailors so bold And frigate birds high in the sky. The lapping of the waves Recalls better days When our people were free to roam The great oceans wide With the wind and stars as our guide Looking for some place called home. Those mythical men We will never see again And gods that we still call our own How the world came to be For people like me Where our spirits forever did roam. Now the waves on the shore Don't seem the same any more Their stories full of grief Are filled with a warning About global warming and its consequences For our people on the reef. Yet I still sit by the sea While the waves talk to me With stories of days gone by About seafarers of old and sailors right bold And frigate birds high in the sky.

Ground And Center
Ground and Center before all Magical Work to avoid depleting personal energy levels. Begin by being still, gathering within and releasing through the feet (and palms if need be) into the ground all static, chaotic, internal energies. Now feel the inner calmness, centered around the heart, and draw up through the feet strong Earth energy (through the floor if indoors), feeling the power and energy rising up and intertwining with your own energies up through the legs, body, arms, neck, and head, out the top, circled around, and up again until all portions of the body are in balance. Once this power is felt and is in balance, then Circle Casting, Ritual, Divination, and Spell Work may begin. Grounding after all Magical Work to avoid overload of personal energy levels: touch the Earth/floor with palms of the hands after magical work and feel the excess energy drain out, leaving a balance of personal energy, augmented only by that amount of Earth necessary for healthy functioning of

Guys
why do guys have to break our hearts? why do they have to be so cold hearted about break ups and tell that they love you and want to be with you and start a fammily with you? Then turn around and leave you like there is no tomorrow? why do they runn when they are scared? can any one tell me? No they cant only god can . That is the one that you have to worry about'

Grimoires And Bos
The image is so familiar as to qualify as an archetype. It appears in countless movies, television shows, and theatrical productions. If you're of a literary bent, you'll find it in countless novels, too. Although there may be variations on the theme, the core image remains consistent: someone, usually but not always a witch or wizard, faced with a serious dilemma, reaches for a massive book of magic spells. The contents of this book are rarely displayed. (An exception occurs on the television series, Sabrina the Teenage Witch. As befitting a twenty-first-century witch, Sabrina's edition is interactive.) Oversized, well-worn, and clearly used, this book is obviously no coffee-table book but a familiar companion- in every sense of the word familiar. Sabrina's book makes almost as many appearances as her black cat, and consistently proves more reliable. The book's very presence transmits subliminal messages. If there were previously any doubts regarding someone's identity, then the

11 Signs Ur Crazy About Someone!
Eleven: You walk really slow when you're with them. ___________________________________________________________ TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ___________________________________________________________ NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. ___________________________________________________________ EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. ___________________________________________________________ SIX: They're all you think about. ___________________________________________________________ FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. ___________________________________________________________ FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. ___________________________________________________________ THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. ___________________________________________

My Goddess And My God
Because the Divine is One, the aspects of the Divine may interchange roles. Either the Lady or the Lord may represent the Sun, Moon, Grain, Harvest, Waters of Life, Universe, Sky, Earth, Life, Death, Passage, Resurrection in Body and/or in Spirit. The Lady and the Lord symbolize female and male fertility. They are both Power and Passage, honored with rites of burning lamps, candles, and torches; with salt and water, bread and wine, and flowers and grain. They both represent the passing of the seasons through solstices and equinoxes- the Lesser Sabbats of the Quarters- as well as through the cycles of harvest from preparation to planting to tend- the Greater Sabbats of the Cross-Quarters. In the harvest Sabbats, the Lord is the Sun, and the Lady is the Earth, culminating with the energy of the Sun entering the life supporting grains of the Earth, and giving the spirit of life into the fruits of the vines that refresh us. The Lady is most related to the Lunar phases- the Esbats of the Fu

Update On Meh!
I want my chocolate now..someone bring me my chocolate!!! Things are getting harder for Rhi bee because of Stevens soon deployment. Whats cute tho she is singing in the tub..LOL! Making up her own songs..LOL! Tomorrow morning I am going to see my Reproductive Specialist aka Infertility Specialist! I have to drive over and hour to get there..not fun! But hopefully they fix me and Steven so we can finally have or baby after almost 8yrs of not being pregnant and that doesn't include the 9 months before that! Anyways I am cold..I am reading crap again on people blogs..I's going to go in hiding again till it all stops! Peace Out Peoples!

Fragrance Oils
Because real essential oils are extracted via expensive, labor-intensive, time-consuming processes, synthetics are often substituted. If an essential oil is too reasonably priced, be cautious. Often we do get what we pay for. Labeling is not always clear and manufacturer's terms may be meant very loosely. Essential oils cannot be obtained from every botanical. There is no such thing as cherry or cucumber or apple essential oil. Furthermore, essential oils must be derived, by definition, from botanical material. There is no such product as essential oil of rain, although products exist that reproduce the fragrance of a rainy day. Invariably, these products are crafted from synthetic materials, known as fragrance oils, the staples of the perfume industry. Some are real dead ringers for the genuine material and can fool many an expert. However, because no plant material is actually contained, fragrance oils lack true, complete magical power. That said, sometimes, especially for candle

Flower Oil Infusion
There is also another method of infusing oil that does not require heat. This method is usually used to capture the power-transmitting fragrance of delicate flower petals. Separate the petals. Place substantial quantities of clean, dry petals into an airtight jar and cover with oil. (An oil with minimal fragrance of its own is usually preferred to allow the flower's scent to transmit most powerfully.) Let the petals steep in the oil for three days, shaking the jar occasionally, keeping the jar in the sun in the daytime and in a warm cupboard at night. Strain out and discard the petals, ideally using some cheesecloth or other non-metal sieve, but retain the oil. Fill the jar with a substantial quantity of fresh, clean dry flower petals and cover them with the reserved oil. Again allow the petals to steep, repeating all the previous stages. The oil will retain the fragrance; repeat until the desired intensity of fragrance is achieved (usually three repetitions is neede

I Wonder????
A close friend once had told me of this awsome way a gent would propose to his gal,well with that in mind makes me wonder if hed ever consider that someday with his special someone all i can say is if a gent ever did that to me id be speechless makes me wonder if dreams like truly do come true or if its just doin alot of wishin on a star...

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
A poem that I found a long time ago, let it be to remember our lost heros, whether they were grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, cousins and friends.... When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left ye

To Anyone Who Gives A Sh*t !
1 Year Anniversary Let's get her to Godmother, A Woman that has helped so many in contest and leveling, It's Time to repay the love. Her Anniversary is Dec 6th But her Birthday is Dec 2, She will start uploading pics for rates since FUBAR has screwed the comment thing up. P.S She does retern Rates and stuff, Like me a diffrent type of Godfather ( Godmother ) ★☆★ƒreedom ίsnt ƒree★☆★**No Salute=No Add**@ fubar Viper Pit Lounge Staff Come By and check out some of the staff At The Viper Pit, Cool DJ's and Securty personel. SHOW EM SOME LOVE........... Lacey WildCo Ownder Viper Radio ~DJ Philburg360~Viper Radio Co Owner DevilGirl~Viper DJ DJ Mr. Nice GuyViper DJ djcone01Viper DJ DJ DragonViper DJ

Fufairy Tale
Once upon a time there was this really cool site called lostcherry. It was black and red. Had some cherries in the top corner and was just a place to vent steam. I could name the top people back then, the spotlight was around 2 million at the most. People didn't beg for blasts, there was no such thing as a happy hour, because happy hour was all the time. The lounges didn't compete for people as bad as they do now. There didn't seem to be nearly as many dj's, but the ones that were the dj of a lounge talked to you. They would shout at you, pm you, and then when you entered the lounge there was a topic going on. Lostcherry was a small online family of internet drunks. There wasn't a drinking bar, to show sober or shitfaced. It took me about 5 months to get to level 8 but I didn't care. I had made friends, some around my area and others in different states. I still talk to alot of them, one considers me his hippie chick and I consider him my man candy. I even talked to some of the cherry

Flower Essence Remedies
Alchemists, witches and herbalists have always painstakingly gathered morning dew from individual plants to access its magic powers. Infused with the specific power of the particular plant, these tiny liquid dew-droplets also contain the perfect balance of the four primal elements: the power of water, the Earth radiating through the plant, the surrounding air and fire from the sun. Once upon a time, if you wanted to access this power, you were limited to the plants growing on your lawn. This is no longer the case. Modern flower essence remedies bring the power of flowers from all over Earth- from the Amazon rain forest to the Australian outback- right to your door. The pioneer and founding father of modern flower essence remedies was Dr. Edward Bach, a Harley Street physician and homeopath. Dr. Bach eventually came to the realization that true, complete healing was not possible when approached solely from the physical plane. Emotional and spiritual imbalances are the root causes

A Friend
A friend is someone who is concerned with everything you do A friend is someone to call upon during good and bad times A friend is someone who understands whatever you do A friend is someone who tells you the truth about yourself A friend is someone who knows what you are going through at all times A friend is someone who does not compete with you A friend is someone who is genuinely happy for you when things go well A friend is someone who tries to cheer you up when things don't go well A friend is an extension of yourself without which you are not complete. Susan Polis Schutz

Chapter 12
I rested on the bed, dozed until I heard the door open, and saw Jade enter the room carrying a tray of food. “How are you feeling today little one?” “I am well Mistress, a little sore but my heart, and mind is at ease. It is only my body that aches.” Jade walked over to the bed and sat the tray down over my lap. “Eat at least a little bit little one, it will help you heal physically.” I looked over the bacon, eggs that Jade had placed in front of me, and that was when I heard my stomach rumble with hunger. “You are hungry little one; I hear your stomach rumble.” Jade said with a laugh. “I do not know if I am hungry for food or for Master’s touch. The hunger that I feel for Him is so over powering that I cannot tell which is which, and at the same time when I think of His touch I physically become hot. It is as though I am having hot flashes that I can not control and honestly do not wish to control.” “ In time you will know the difference between the hungers that consume y

Chapter 11
Jade left the room with a bow leaving Master alone with me. In my bonds, I trembled with excitement and fear of the unknown. I was not afraid of Master, or of His temper. In my heart, I knew that I was safe and that He would not bring undo harm to what belonged to Him. With all of my scenes gone I had to rely on my mind to since where Master was in the room, ever once in awhile when He moved I could feel a breeze, and if He walked a little heavier I could feel the floor move below the devices that I was attached to. I had by now lost all scenes of time, and feel asleep still hooked up to the contraption that I was starting to think Master had created. I awoke to my arms being lowered and me being lifted off the contraption. I tried to open my eyes and realized that I was still without my scenes. I could feel some body’s hands rubbing my arms trying to get feeling back in them. The hands felt like Jades, so I relaxed and let the pens and needles take over my arms as they

Songs To Fu..ck To
songs to fu.ck to bad brains...quickness marilyn manson...eat me drink me anything from MSI.. lords of acid...the lust album boysetsfire..just because i love em sade...for the slow fuck a perfect circle or tool...its so fucking raw P.A.T.D! if you have any suggested music please let me know...

Chapter 10
“Jade takes her down the hall and makes her ready for my use as I see fit. We will see if this little slut is truly ready to give all that she is to me and me alone.” “ Yes Master, as you wish.” With His hands still clutching my hair tightly, He forced me to look up into His eyes. I could see a deep fire burning behind them, but I could not tell if it was anger or pure animalistic lust that burned behind those eyes. “You will go with Jade by crawling on your hands and knees and do not even think about speaking a single word while she prepares you for my use. You are about ready to take a journey that you have never dreamt of in your wildest dreams. I felt my heart jump while He spoke, but at the same time I felt ever nerve in my body awaken and I knew that this is where I belonged no matter what Master desired. Jade turned to walk down the hallway and Master released his hold on my hair allowing me to follow Mistress. I fallowed Mistress down the long hall like a puppy being

The Battle Of Midway
THE BATTLE OF MIDWAY Japanese strategists expected to draw the United States Pacific Fleet from Pearl Harbour into a decisive battle. Admiral Isoroku Yamamoto, Commander-In-Chief of the Japanese combined fleet and architect of the Pearl Harbour attack, believed that his plan would smash the American fleet forcing them to a negotiated peace. Spearheading the Japanese operation were four aircraft carriers: the Akagi, Kanga, Hiryu, and Soryu. Surrounding the aircraft carriers was a screen of eleven destroyers, two battleships, and three cruisers. The force also included transports for the five thousand troops who would invade Midway. As the Japanese fleet steamed toward Midway on June 2nd, 1942, Yamamoto hoped that the advantage of surprise was till on his side. This was not the case as the Japanese code had been broken and three United States carriers - the Yorktown, Hornet and Enterprise, along with their destroyers and cruisers were waiting to pounce on them. Admiral

Chapter 9
Without thinking about it I headed down to the lobby, the clerk behind the desk smiled at me as usual and waved. I waved to the friendly clerk but did not smile this time, instead I headed out the door and out into the warm late day sun. I started walked down the street with no clear idea of where I was going. After a few blocks, it felt as though I was being followed and that made me very nervous after what had happened last night. Without looking back to see if my instincts were correct, I just started to run with no clear idea of where to go, as I rounded a corner I noticed a cab stopped against the curb, so I jumped in and gave the driver an address, which I hoped was Master's house. I sat back in the seat as the driver headed North on the highway, still feeling as through I was being followed, but I could not bring myself to turning around and looking to see for sure. Instead, I slip down into the seat more trying to hide from who ever might be following me. The drive notic

Shoutbox
just to let you ppl know so nobody flips out thinking I took them off my list or whatever...I closed my shoutbox off to everybody. I'm not in the mood to talk with anybody right now. I wouldn't make good company at all. I'm basically here to help out a couple of people bombing in their give-aways. Sorry if I don't get back to you right away. But I do promise I will get back to you. Sorry. Just need a little time to get in a better mood. And I didn't want anybody thinking I'm ignoring them cuz I wouldn't talk back right away.

Chapter 8
The bar was dimly light which made me feel a little more comfortable. I made my way over to the bar and took a seat, the bartender walked over and looked up over before asking what I wanted to drink. "A Michelob please." "Would you like bottle, car or draw little lady?" I thought for a moment before responding, "I would prefer a bottle." He reached down into the cooler and retrieved a bottle of Michelob; he popped the top and then sat it down in front of me. I picked up the bottle and took a long swallow; once I can, quenched my thirst I scanned the clubs clientele. There were groups of people sitting together like co-workers or a group of friends who get together on a regular basis. There were a few sitting off in the darker corners of the club, perhaps they were couples who were making out or just like a little privacy on a first date. I could feel somebody watching me as I drank my beer. Two people walked up to the bar and took the empty bar stools next to me. They

My Friend Was Killed
Yesterday my friend was shot mutiple times and died. His name was Micheal Price Jr. 18 years old an he was gunned down on sunday. it hurts i remember just seeing him the other day and us talking about hangin on my bday. damn im hella sad i know me and him werent hella close but he did something only few people rarely do which is make me laugh smile and feel good, now he's gone. no more telling hims ur a mess or hey mike or dude u cool u look like u on. funny thing i i hella liked him. i had a crush on him and now he's gone and to late to say i like u mike. *tear* life is sooo short ill i half to say is mike i wont forget you. you made my day some days . your gonna be missed i got love for you honey. see you when it time for me to go kisses and save me a spot where you are cause we still got somethings to talk about

Just A Lil Update...
My hubby has been home since Thursday afternoon and this weekend came with some news that has kept me away from FUBAR. We are packed and taking our hounds to Ovett, Mississippi to help a dear friends of ours out in her time of need. Andie is a dear friend who runs Camp Sister Spirit Folk School in Mississippi and some hard time had befallen her with regards to her mother's health. Mom is not doing well and is in Dumas, Arkansas in need of hospice and Eugene and I offered our assistance in keeping the camp up and running so she can tend to her family needs. Her biological mother and the co-founder of Camp Sister Spirit, Brenda Henson is still battling liver cancer. Her last chemo treatment did not make the cancer go away, but the cancer has not spread any further. Please remember her mother in your rituals and prayers. Magic Happens. Camp Sister Spirit Folk School is a non-profit charitable organization. The camp is equipped with a full food pantry, animal shelter and they

Just A Thought
I was just thinking about the way things happen in life and how you have these people that always say things happen for a reason....and then when something bad happens to them they cry why me...well it goes to show there is no reason or rhyme for things, sh*t happens, sh*t will continue to happen, SH*T on it! Get on with your life....Life is too short to sit and worry about what people think about you or I shoulda,coulda,wouldas....so just think of things as things and wait till the really major SH*T to put the worry lines on your face....stress spelled backwards is sserts....it makes no sence in either direction....so SH*T on it and :) :) :) :) :) :) May peace be in your heart and go with you in your daily journeys!!! Psycho-billie (chillin @ home) P.S. Always remember don't hold in your farts...they travel up your spine and thats where sh*tty ideas come frome....peace outties to all!!!

The Ethics Of Love Spells 2
Browse any Wiccan message board or email list, and you'll see one very common theme: love spells. People are constantly asking for them, so therefore people are constantly debating the merits and faults of them. Many of us experienced Witches, such as myself, got our start in magic through a curiosity about love spells. Yes, even the ones who won't admit it! Are love spells ethical? Some are, and some are not. A good way to tell is to try to compare the love spell to a real-life action. Take, for instance, love spells that are designed to make the caster feel more attractive, or more confident. I liken these to getting a makeover, haircut, or a sexy new outfit. These "confidence booster" spells are a good type to cast, especially if you have problems with your self-image. My favorite ethical love spells are designed to help you find someone with a certain set of characteristics. This is how I found my fiancé. With this type, you're looking for a generic Mr. or Ms. Right using a l

Chapter 7
I laid there on the bed trying to calm my ragged breath and wildly beating heart. "Was that a dream or was it something else?" Slowly I climbed out of bed and looked around trying to remember where I was. Finally, after a few moments, I got dressed in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt so that I could go and find something to eat for dinner. I walked out of the room and down the hall toward the elevator. As I neared the elevator, I heard a female's voice saying "yes Master it will be done." Upon hearing her words, I felt a shock course through my body, ever nerve seemed to jump to life just by hearing those words. I looked around for the owner of the voice but did not see anybody at first then I noticed a young woman speaking to somebody in the doorway of one of the rooms. Her head was lowered as she spoke to whom ever it was. I guessed that it was her Master, and then he must have moved aside because she entered the room. I secretly longed to know what was going on inside the room

Ethics Of A Love Spell
Help, I need a Love Spell!! Sigh....this phrase will raise many a hair on us Witches. Too many people today seem to think that there is a "quick fix" for every situation life throws us. Truth is, there isn't. Not even for a Witch. Just as there are rules to live by in everyday life, there are rules to live by in spell casting. Placing a love spell on another person is morally wrong, and a Witch will not aid anyone in doing so. Why is it so wrong?? Well, it infringes upon another’s' right to free will. (This is the part where I picture a bunch of stupefied love struck zombies roaming around........not a pretty picture). See, love comes from within, and when another is forced to feel such an emotion, you are basically getting a shell of that person....the love given to the love spell caster, is empty, and void of the REAL emotion that WOULD be felt, if the love were given freely, and not by force. It has been my experience that the majority of those who request a love spell, are fe

Mg Is Rockin The Air Waves And Its Her B-day
HEY ALL ITS MG'S BIRTHDAY COME OUT AND SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR HER AND SHE IS ROCKING THE AIR WAVES COME LISTEN TO SOME GOOD TUNES AND HANG WITH GOOD PPL HAVE A GOOD TIME ALL TALK AND WALKS OF LIFE WELCOME ITS THE REAL BIKER BAR WE PLAY ALL MUSIC SO COME SEE MG AND WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cant wait to see you there. Just click on the pic below and it will take you there. We will be waiting.

Essential Oils
Essential oils are not true oils, despite their name. They are volatile liquids extracted by various methods (usually, but not always, by steam distillation) from aromatic botanicals. Modern aromatherapy is the manipulation of these essential oils for therapeutic, cosmetic, magical, and spiritual purposes. The roots of aromatherapy stretch back to ancient China, Egypt, Mesopotamia, and the Middle East. If you would like to access the power of a botanical, essential oils are the most concentrated form and as such have many magical uses. Once upon a time, essential oils were also referred to as chemical oils, especially in older grimoires. This relates not to their chemical constituents, which we are only now beginning to understand, but to their previous use in alchemy, the term being a corruption of alchemical oils. Their potential physical impact upon you is as concentrated as their magical power. Never take essential oils internally without expert supervision Even when taken

When
When was the last time you watched a sunrise? or a sunset? When was the last time you offered a helping hand? When was the last time you stopped to listen to the wind? When was the last time you stopped to admire the raw power of a thunderstorm? When was the last time you gave yourself credit for being a vital part of creation? When was the last time you allowed yourself to be moved by a piece of music? When was the last time you shed a tear for those who died in vain? When was the last time you watched an eagle or hawk on the wing? When was the last time you listened to the voice of the owl? When was the last time you just stopped and allowed yourself to be? When was the last time you thought you had the answers to all your questions, only to realize the questions you were asking were unimportant? When was the last time you felt the sun on your face? When was the last time you took pleasure in just being?

Irritated At Silly Things
i just got a call from the cancer society of america, i would love to pledge money to these people to help out cancer research. sence i have been a surviver of cancer for about 15 years or more. but i refuse to donate money over the phone to a group that tells me to pledge 15 dollars minmum donation so they can send me a package in the mail that cost them 3.50 to send. am i stupid they tell m i pledged last year ( no i didn't) wich if they did recive my donation they woulnt call 2 times a year. so for everyone online thats a worker of this please forgive me but.... im not going to give my hard earned money over the phone to a person reading a peice of paper and will not send me info on themselves to me. if you wana repost this go for it im thinking of starting my own fund raiser the Central America Shelterpayment Helpers make chcks out to us use the initals CASH

Chapter 6
His words echoed in my head, as he extended his hand to help me stand from the chair I was sitting in. "My sweet Jade is waiting for you, go now, and have fun shopping today my pet." He allowed me a few moments to freshen up before escorting me to his office door, before he opened the door he pulled me to him and kissed me passionately. "I shall see you when you return to me" I tried to reply to his statement but no sound would come from my mouth. He opened the door for me, as I passed by him a shiver ran up my spine. I wanted to turn back and look upon his face one last time, but in my heart, I knew that if I looked back he would know that I was not going to return. Instead, I forced myself to keep going until I found Jade sitting in the family room with the man who had helped abduct me from my home. "There you are pet. Is your Master done with you so that we may go shopping?" Jade smiled as she spoke. "Yes Mistress he wishes us to have fun on our shopping trip t

Old Photographs
> I went through all our old photographs memories made over thirteen years Pictures worth a million words that bring my soul to tears. I study each one carefully replaying the memories in my mind looking for clues of what the future would hold and the heartache it would leave behind Smiling children, visiting new places a canoe trip, a wedding, the park How could we have known that summer day at the Lake how quickly our bright lives would turn dark Birthday smiles and Christmas mornings Putt Putt golf and a day at the beach So carefree and not knowing how soon happiness would be out of our reach Our passage through life captured on paper If not for the photos would soon disappear Fade out of our minds like the love in our hearts bittersweetly remembered through the years.

We Must Overcome
We must overcome hate We must overcome violence We must overcome greed We must overcome fighting We must overcome cruelty We must overcome all that tears people apart and concentrate on all that brings people together. Susan Polis Schutz

Elements Of Magic Spells
How do you cast a magic spell? Do you shout abracadabra, turn around three times on one foot and shoot sparks from your wand? Or do you stand within a circle of lit candles, magic sword at the ready, attempting to read unknown, unpronounceable words from a dusty grimier? Will you tuck one single crumb of bread, one single grain of salt, and some burned-out charcoal into a scrap of red fabric, and then make knots in the cloth as if your very life depended upon it? Perhaps you will stand at the crossroads and just…stand? Magic spells come in virtually unlimited form, some dramatic, some shocking, and some perhaps surprisingly mundane. Definitions of exactly what constitutes a magic spell depends a lot upon one's personal history and experience, the stories you were or weren't told as a child, and cultural expectations. What separates a magic spell from just any random series of actions is you, your intent, goals and desires. A magic spell is a conscious formalized attempt

Chapter 5
The moment He left the room, Jade started undoing my restraints. She lowered my legs down on to the bed, and then she released my hands. "Come pet, you must be ready for what he has planned for you tonight." "I feel so weak, I do not know if I can take any more. My whole body feels weak, what did he do to me? What was in the wine?" " Those answers will come soon pet. Trust me when I say that a new strength will come to you very soon. I need for you to stand and slip on this robe, so we can leave the room." I forced myself to stand up form the bed and slip on the robe Jade had placed next to me. Once I had it on, she took my arm and lead me out of the room, instead of going down the grand stair case she lead me toward a door at the end of the hall. The door slid open to reveal and elevator. Once inside Jade pushed "D" and the elevator started, it is decent to the lower level of the mansion. When the door opened, my eyes grew wide; the room was only light by torches and can

I Wana Guy Like This!
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she

Drying Botanicals
If you grow plants or have access to fresh plants, it's extremely easy-virtually child's play- to dry them yourself. Hang botanicals upside down in small bunches, so that they are not too crowded. Professional herb dryers, resembling horizontal ladders, can be used, or attach bunches to a wire hanger. Allow botanicals to hang in a well-ventilated area away from direct sunlight until dry.

Just Some Music Videos I Hope You All Enjoy Cheers
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Deities And The Rede
To work with the Deities, you may want to attune yourself to aspects with which you are familiar, or that you feel drawn to. Yet, I feel that choosing names for the Divine in the Green Craft is not especially important, simply because most of the deity names we know are merely titles or descriptions of Divine aspects turned into proper nouns in another or archaic language. In the Northern Tradition, as an example, the God and the Goddess of Nature are Frey and Freya- names that translate as Lord and Lady- while in other cultures there are deity names translating as Beneficent, Good Goddess, Abundance, Bear Lady, and Star Lady. For the working of magic, it is sufficient to know in your own mind what influence is being sought rather than what name matches that influence; thus I feel that a generic "Lady and Lord" can prove more effective because this does not confine the deity to a limited aspect. While you may research various pantheons (Greek, Roman, Etruscan, Celtic, Northern Eu

Thank The Goddess! I'm Back, Lol!!!!
Well, I am finally back online! I've been without Internet service since last Wednesday - long story, to be sure. Anyway, I'm back. I was becoming a tad homicidal, to say the least! But I am off to bellydancing! I will be back online after class, do not fear. I have a passel of comments to return! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! I have missed you all terribly!! Later! Muahz!

My Choice
Hey Fu Friends! Please rate my blog! :) My Choice… Today I have a choice As I walk down life’s road To cast my burdens aside And lighten up my load. I will not allow life’s challenges To affect me in a negative way This I ask of you also To be a positive force today. Make the choice with me For the days they go so swiftly And pass the spark of hope Because opportunity passes quickly. Copyright07BEG

Bewbs!!
You will need to add Cannibal ~ Rockin Rack Contestants Needed@ fubar to vote, but that's cool, she's cool....lol Don't forget Voting Starts 3AM est/12 AM Pacific tonight and voting is open then until Sunday. That gives you plenty of time...so vote..lol. Voting is by comment. Make sure and read the above rules.

Creationism Or Evolution
How Did We Get Here? A written debate between Kenneth R. Miller and Phillip E. Johnson Letter 1 Kenneth R. Miller, November 14, 1996 Dear Phillip, I am always struck by the fact that human awareness of our place in nature, like so much of modern science, began with the industrial revolution. For much of history it was possible to believe that the great diversity of life on Earth was a fixed creation, that the living world had never changed. But when the first stirrings of industry demanded that fuel be dug from the earth and hillsides be leveled for roads and railways, the Earth's true past was dug up in abundance. In a few short decades museums filled with fossils that documented a living past dramatically different from the present- day. This record of past life demanded explanation, and naturalists struggled to provide one. Georges Cuvier, the great naturalist of the Napoleonic era, adamantly maintained that species were fixed and unchangeable. His own studies of fos

Away From The Sun
It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense Can anyone do what I've done I missed life I missed the colours of the world Can anyone go where I am 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun again Away from the sun again I'm over this I'm tired of living in the dark Can anyone see me down here The feeling's gone There's nothing left to lift me up Back into the world I've known 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines the life away from me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense And now I can't do what I've done And now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines the life away from me 'Cause no

Chapter 4
I do not know how long I slept, before feeling warm water upon my body. Then as I began to awaken, I felt agonizing pain shooting through my body, as the metal, which had been biting into my flesh for many hours, was removed. The feeling of blood returning to these parts of my body was almost more then I cold bear, the returning blood caused my nipples and clit to ache and throb. A moan of relief left my lips as the pain started to subside. "Masters little pet is starting to wake up." I could hear the girl's voice but could not see her, for my blindfold was still in place. I could feel two sets of hands upon my body washing me. "Who is there, I can feel your hands but can not see you." There was no response to my question, only the warm water washing my body. I could feel their hands running over my breasts teasing my nipples as they continued to wash my body. Then I felt a hand between my legs washing my slit, the sensations were to much for me to bear I started to moan tryin

Allow Me To Introduce Myself
Hello to all of the ladies. I am Darryl a tall handsome heterosexual caring man. I am a good listener and a guy you want to get to know. My ideal lady has a petite to medium build although a thick woman that is in shape and has every thing in the right place is more that welcome and wanted. Email me ladies and let me know what you like.

Why Now?
Why now? Why do you decide I'm worth your time now? I'm happy. I'm as happy as I know how to be. So why now does the male population have to suddenly decide that I'm worth it!? I'm trying so hard to be good. I want nothing more than to be faithful. Why can't we go back to how it was a couple of months ago when I couldn't get a guy to give me the time of day? What changed? I don't recall anything being different. But now... now that I find a guy I can really love I'm suddenly a sweet, great, wonderful, pretty girl... WTF!? I haven't changed! Why now!? I need to go back to being invisible... I just want my baby... *a tear falls*

The Woman Inside
You worry over how long My love will truly last, Both of us have problems With memories of our past. Here I have a solution One I think will do, Use it when you wonder How deeply I love you. Whenever doubts come to mind And you're not sure how I feel, In your mind just picture me And the truth will be revealed. For if you look close enough You'll see there in my eyes, The truth of my love for you And then you'll realize. If this doesn't work for you Then in your mind try, Feel my hand taking yours And hear my loving sigh. Feel my fingers closing over Your warm and supple hand, Find the strength in my touch And then you'll understand. Just listen for my voice Whispering in your ear, You'll never be alone my love For I am always near. This love that I have for you No matter what's in our past, Is strong enough to get us through This love we have will last. Not only thru all time and Beyond all doubts we find, Please allow this love to wip

Chaper 3
Slowly I start to stand up form the dressing table, She gives me a once over before placing a leather waist length jacket on me. Then with out another word we all leave the room, her in front, then me and him bringing up the rear once in the outside I notice a long black limo, the driver standing holding the door open for Mistress Jade. She walked with her head held high and with pride in each step. As we neared the limo, she moved aside and had me enter first; I could feel the driver's eyes on my body as I climbed into the limo. Mistress Jade followed me into the limo, once inside I noticed that there were candles lit, and soft music playing. She gave orders to the driver as to our destination. "Pet, why don't you lay down it is a long drive to our destination, lie down and rest I shall awake you when we arrive." Something in her voice relaxed me enough to lay down with my head lying against her legs. As my eyes started to close, I could feel her fingers starting to run lightl

You Know What's Crap?
Do you ever notice weird crap that doesn't make sense? Like how come a round pizza come in a square box? It would take up more space. And how is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto uses all four legs? They're both dogs! How come the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune? Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him for a car ride, he sticks his head out the window to get some air? All right, if the opposite of pro is con, then is Congress the opposite of progress? This doesn't make any sense. I never thought that there were that many things that don't make sense. If you can think of any others, let me know.

I Will
For every tear that falls I will be there for you For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to I will be there for you through thick and thin I will be your rock when you need me to be I will always be there for you For every heart ache you feel I feel it to For every ounce of misery you feel I feel it to What ever you do that makes you hurt I will feel it Love isn't something that you or I can run from It's a feeling like no other When you cry I will cry with you Through thick and thin I will always be there for you When you feel like you have nothing left to live for Remember me I will always be there for you For every time you smile I will smile with you For every tear that you cry out of joy I will cry with you I will always be there for you

Chapter 2
The material holding me securely to the bed feels like satin, it is cool against my skin as I twist trying to free one of my hands, with no luck he has me tied securely to the bed so that I cannot escape. I can hear movement in the room, but I cannot make out where the stranger is doing until I hear the bedroom door open. "Where is he going? What does this man want form me? I have not money in the house, now jewels, nothing of value. I have got to try and get away but how, he has me tied securely to my bed by these satin binding and every time, I try to me they seem to tighten up around my wrists and ankles." I strain to hear the stranger then my ears pick up his voice. It is deep and muscular, it sounds like he is on the phone with somebody. "She is ready and waiting for your arrival. He was right her body is so tempting, I just want to taste her and take her for myself, but I know what my orders are. I shall away your arrival." Then the stranger returned to the bedroom, on

Chaper 1
The sun had been down for hours when I finally left work. The parking lot was empty besides my car, my body exhausted from a long day of work. I opened the driver's door and placed my briefcase inside then I climbed inside and started the engine. Pulling out of the parking lot and heading home, the roads were empty on the drive home so the normal twenty-minute drive in heavy traffic only took about fifteen minutes. Pulling into my driveway, I pushed the button on the garage door opener and pulled my car inside, the closed the door. Stepping out of the car, I looked around at the mess in the garage and thought to myself "girl you really need to get out here and clean this mess up one of these days." I turned and unlocked the door leading into the house. I open the door and drop my keys on the small table, sat my briefcase down on the floor and kick my shoes off. Feeling the soft plush carpet under my feet. Slowly I walked down the hall enjoying the darkness of the

The Other Half Of ???
If a chronic liar tells you he is a chronic liar do you believe him? If sour cream is past its expiration date is it good then? If a tree falls in the forest without anyone there, does it still make a sound? Do the other trees make fun of it? If it's zero degrees outside today and it's supposed to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold is it going to be? If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes? If pro is the opposite of con, is progress the opposite of congress? If quitters never win, and winners never quit, who came up with, "Quit while you're ahead"? If Superglue is so good why doesn't it stick to the inside of the tube? If the folks at the psychic hotlines were really psychic, wouldn't they call you first? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? If women ran the Pentagon, would missiles and submarines be shaped differently? If

Mistaken Identity
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello and he's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly... "No, I'm your son's teacher."

Wings Of Dreams
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

At The End Of The Day
At the end of days, at the end of time When the Sun burns out will any of this matter? Who will be there to remember who we were? Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us? And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong Who are we to judge what's right and what has purpose for us? With designs upon ourselves to do no wrong Running wild unaware of what might come of us The Sun was born, so it shall die So only shadows comfort me I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me Each day shall end as it begins And though you're far away from me I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

Despite It All
Despite the place That I'm now in, This corner of my life That tells where I've been... Despite the set backs That I face, Or of the tears That leave a trace... Despite the time That distance brings, Or life's little quirks And all other things... Despite that fact That I still live, Memories of a past I can't forgive... Despite the rains That flood the trail, Despite life's winds A force of gale... Despite the moon Laying hidden behind, The tracks I time Within my mind... Despite harsh words Whispered allowed, Or of the sun Behind the clouds... Despite the way Life comes about, My love for you There is no doubt... For no force is greater Then how I feel, No wall strong enough To conceal... No time or distance Will ever end, My love for you All else transcends.

Been Away
i know i haven't been on too much lately, but i picked up another job. Its going pretty good although i just started it about a month ago. i just wanted to let all of you know that i am still alive and breathing. love to you all!

What Is Love
What is love? Love is when you can't be away from someone. It is when you need to be near this person. You have to hear their voice, feel their presence, watch their eyes light up when they laugh. Love is when you can't be too close to this person. When you hold hands, you realize you could have an arm around each other. When you have your arm around them, you realize you could be hugging. When you're hugging this person, you realize that you could be kissing. You want to be one body. Not just to be this wonderful person, but to be with this wonderful person. You can't get enough of hearing this person talk, whether it is intelligent or ignorant. P.S PLEASE LEAVE COMMENT THANK YOU

With This Kiss
With this kiss I'll give you my world And I promise to be your perfect man The smile on your face day and night The one who'll never leave your sight With this kiss I will express true amour How much I admire you and how I adore A lifetime of happiness that will remain You'll be my sunshine when the sky rains With this kiss I'll keep you in my heart I'll let you in but please don't ever depart I'll miss you when you're not close to me And when we're together you let me be With this kiss I want your love forever I don't want to face a day not together Hold my hand and lead me the way Love me and spoil me every single day

I Am So Anxious
I dont know why... but I am very anxious and nervous about this game tonight. Only 35 minutes till the game starts and I am a ball of nerves here... I better grab my snacks and get ready to sit in front of the TV to watch this game. Go Seahawks!!!

Superficial...
I read what they write About love. Life. Heartache. Joy. I don't feel any of these. I try to write, but can't. The words look superficial and hollow. Feel empty. Ring of childish thoughts, phrases. I don't feel… therefore I am?