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Touch
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

Rumors Going Around That Gene Simmons Passed, Isnt True, Hes Alive And Well
FROM http://www.genesimmons.com/ November 18th - I AM ALIVE AND WELL!!! Thank you all, for the kind words and condolences...but I am alive and well. Recently, there has been a rumor spread on the internet of my passing. Our legal team is actively looking into this and I intend to sue the people off the face of the Earth. Can everyone say "Bye, bye" together? But, thank you for the kind words. All is good. GENE SIMMONS FROM KISS IS ALIVE AND WELL I leave you this partial story from Fox News, about "Jumpin Gene Simmons", He died Tuesday at North Mississippi Medical Center in Tupelo after a long illness, according to Holland-Harris Funeral Directors. Simmons — not to be confused with the Kiss bassist with the same name — was in show business for more than 50 years, working with such names as Sam Phillips and the Bill Black Combo. More recently, he co-wrote "Indian Outlaw," which became a big hit in 1994 for country superstar Tim McGraw. But his biggest succes

Another
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Thank You!
I really don't know how to start this out or ever know where to begin with the thoughts i have. The past couple of weeks it just been non stop thoughts running through my head. Looking back on my life and seeing all the little mistakes i made. Which i shouldn't do, but it's so hard not too when you have lost to much in your life. You try not to dwell on it or make it worse then it is. Always look at it from a positive light, but sometimes you can't always do that. You need to take the bad with the good. Trying to be strong and being strong are two very different things. I guess there is apart of me that is strong, but there is apart that is trying. Life is so different for me at this moment in time. I look back on the years of my life and think why was i so angry, when i had everything i could have ever wanted? Why did i treat some people the way i did? Why couldnt' i just smiled and be happy with what was given to me instead of screwing it up? Then i turn around and think it wouldn't

I Wish
I wish I could see you, Your eyes stir up my passion. I wish I could hold you, And feel your arms tight around me, Keeping me safe. I wish I could kiss you, Moist lips pressed together, Tongues entwined in the ritual dance That nobody teaches, but everyone knows. I wish for the pressure Of your body on top of mine, Or of mine on yours, Close as possible, So wonderful. I wish I could lay my head on your chest To cuddle while watching a movie, And really watch it Just knowing you're there. I wish for this reassurance That you'll always be there for me. That you love me. I wish to show you How much I love you.

Missin Him
As I sit by my window And look outside The wind starts to blow And I begin to cry I want you here I need you near Close by my side Oh,,the tears I have cried You wanted to stay But you had to go On that sad,,sad day I miss you so I wanted to say goodbye And say I love you But there was no time I feel you around me Watching,,protecting If only I could see Your angel wings I keep your memory Deep in my heart We will never part

Some People Should Really Read This
I truly believe in soulmates. Here are a few steps to take in order to open yourself up to the possibility of one day finding your soulmate: 1. Realize your worth: Everyone is worth something great. Everyone was put here for a reason. If you can't love yourself, how do you expect someone else to love you? Your worth is weighed heavily to your soulmate and your love for yourself will show and he/she will love you even more. 2. Redirect your desires: Sex is the easiest thing to get on the planet. By redirecting your desires to a mental kind of lovemaking instead of a physical kind of lovemaking, you will open yourself up to more possibilities when it comes to your soulmate. 3. Release your fear of being alone: It's much better to WANT a person than to NEED a person. Don't settle for the Okay person. Sanctify yourself so you can recieve the Perfect person for you. (And yes, I know no one is perfect) Once you realize that you were created to be a blessing to someone, you begin t

Wolf Bayou
Wolf Bayou I was 15 the summer my dad showed us Wolf Bayou. Oh, we had seen further up along the bayou, where the highway crossed it, and all the teenager came to swim in the clear cold water. My dad wanted us to see where Wolf Bayou met the White River. I thought it was just another excuse to go fishing. I never cared that much about fishing back then. My dad had taken us on so many fishing trips that I had lost interest in the stillness of fishing. I wanted to explore the banks of whatever river or lake we had invaded. The smell of fish and river mud was imprinted on my mind at an early age. I remember out-fishing my dad once when I was about 5 years old. On looking back, I smile at his mock indignation that I was out-fishing the greatest fisherman alive. It must have saddened him when I moved away from the desire to fish beside him to chase my dreams. At that age, I wanted to find adventures along the way, not sit by the water watching the stream pull at my fishing line a

This Life
This life is a rollercoaster- makes you scream and laugh out loud at the same time. Everything is moving too fast, and I'm losing control... ... closing my eyes, catching pieces of dreams colored like butterflies. This life's not as it seems- there's a snake in every field a secret behind every smile. This life's a cocktail of mixed emotions- bitter- sweet with sugar and salt. Skeletons in the closets dance to the symphony on replay, written with lies. This life is a merry-go-round - makes you sick right from the beginning. I shiver, left out in the rain; broken inside, for just being myself.

Days, Nights And Forever
Staring at a photograph, His heart beats wildly, Wanting to hold her and know That the love he feels is real. Her eyes, they say more than He can describe with mere words, And he simply can tell you That he is in love with her-- A love that spans all time And bridges all distance, Not even would he look for anything more. He doesn't know her voice, And he doesn't know her touch, But in his heart, She more to him than anything that's near. This love that he feels, She did nothing to ask for it, And he asks nothing in return. It's the love of time ago, Before they both were born. She came from Heaven, he sees an angel In each photograph, And he has lived in hell, And that's just where he's at. In a place where darkness reins, And in a place where her smile is the light That guides him every day. She takes him to new places And doesn't even know That when it comes to loving her, He does so without wanting, demanding Or even asking for more. His heart was on

Sleep
Close your eyes and come to me, Drift into the dark, Search for something meaningful, Ignite that fatal spark. Steal my breath away from me, Crawl into my veins, Take me from this waking world, Free me from these chains. Lay within the dreaming world, Whisper in my ear, Tell me what you crave from me, Wipe away all fear. Sleep my love and come to me, Kiss the world good-bye, Fall into my waiting arms, We'll spread our wings to fly. One day when you just let go, A dream won't be required, To find me waiting by your side, Like always you've desired.

Truth
If i look in my heart If I look in my soul if i look in my mind theres only one goal every thought that goes through my mind all the blood pumping through my heart all the tears cried by my eyes tell me we should never be apart every second of everyday and all the time in between I feel within my heart that on m, you can always lean you are the one person that makes me feels this way you are the only one who i think of night and day no one else can make me hurt no one else can make me smile the way you can yet I love you all the while I love to see your face or the sparkle of your eyes or wipe the tears you cry just know that forever I'm willing to be apart of every remaining second of your life In hope you'll hold me within your heart Ive never felt such power this is within this urge this urge to tell youll love you and to see what will emerge on day can we try to make it together again? one day can we cuddle and you get rid of all the pain? only the

Beware My Friends Of This Profile
As I am sending out my comments for Monday Yet again I am seeing this same person on all of your pages as viewing your profiles. I have been being harrassed by some whack job for a month now making multiple accounts all day and had 4 accounts on here too many links to post. She is a disgruntal person, no one hates drama more than I, so If you see this person on your page just be careful now she is on my friends pages as well as all of my family members... It's in red letters called KARMA, i have seen it on 30 pages of my friends so far this morning. I am really hoping she will get a life and find someone else to harass, because it's really getting old.. Have a great Monday and A happy Thanksgiving. A special thank you Dark prince and Princess Lillith who are helping me take care of this situataion, if you read the header on my profile i now belong to them, heheheh bloody kisses MINA

Dancing In The Rain
Dancing in the Rain I love thunderstorms, and this is the third day in a row that it's rained here.I couldn't take it any longer.As the thunder rumbled in the distance, I walked out into the steady rain this afternoon. I held my face up into the stinging spray as it washed away my thoughts of heartaches and worries. I relived moments of my youth in those brief flashes between the drops. Rainbows glistened in my mind and the thoughts of youth flew past on sweeping wings, daring me to catch them, even if only for a brief moment... First grade...one of the rare days when I got to walk home by myself from school.I danced from one rain pool to the next, leaving each one muddied with my galoshes. I continued under the canopy of oaks down our street, finding worms drowning on the sidewalk. Have you ever noticed how much greener things look while it's raining? I checked out the underside of the leaves on the neighbor's grapevines, wondering if the vibrant green extended there...Then, I h

Midnite
I'm laying here close to midnight looking out my window at the stars my thoughts as they always do drifting off to be with you wondering. i'm laying here close to midnight the cold seeping through the window the shadows playing tag with eachother only wanting to know if someday we will play midnight games together thinking. i'm laying here close to midnight wanting to be there always wanting always waiting wishing. i'm standing here close to midnight gazing up not at stars watching no shadows still wanting nolonger waiting laughing. i'm hiding here close to midnight watching you trying to find me laughing silently knowing. we will be kissing here close to midnight seeing the glowing stars our breath white puffs in the cold air watching the shadows playing their midnight tag

Unattainable Love
First meeting, within an instant You have me, I'm yours. Our eyes catch and my stomach flutters, But you wear your mask so well. Time passes with more glances. Leaving me to fall helplessly, Hoping you will catch me with your arms. But still a statue you remain, unmoved and grounded. My heart is finally consumed by you, Given freely by my choice. Anxiously I await to hear your voice, But your silence echoes within my soul. Broken now as the moments linger, Confused, my mind aches from flooded thought. Why must I always fall for the statuesque? For that unattainable love.

Damned If You Do...
Alright. So, let me give you a little background here. When I was little I had a lot of Dads. And I remember sitting awake, crying, praying to any one who would listen that they'd just leave us alone. That they'd just stay away. And now. I have a daughter. I didn't know she existed until she was over a year old. I had to pay child support. Suddenly, I was in the position that those men my mother married were in. I could make it better. I could give this little girl exactly what my 'fathers' would never allow me to have. Peace. A good life - with my mother. So, for my daughter, I decided that I wouldn't interfere with her life. I'd pay child support, send her the money she needs to be taken care of, and I'd let her live her life without my interference and without the pain, drama, and bullshit that I had to go through with fueding parents. Well, my mother didn't see it that way. Not that I told you about the decision I made, mind you. It was her Grand-daughter and she had t

In The Mid Nite Maddness, I Cry More More More!! From Rob!!
THIS HOTTIE WANTS A FU-HUSBAND! YOU THINK YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO SATISFY HER? DON'T BE SHY GUYS... HIT HER UP... YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO! **juju** a.k.a. De Royal Luvßug@ fubar SERIOUSLY, SHE A GREAT PERSON WITH A LOT OF LOVE FOR ALL HER FRIENDS. SO FAN/RATE/ADD HER. YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. DON'T BE TOO CRUDE OR BIG BROTHER RoB WILL HAVE TO HUNT YOU DOWN. LOL This DRAMA FREE Pimpout brought to you by Roß -=[db]=- ~WRR Promotion's Slave~@ fubar P.S. I'm still . LOL

Paranormal Researchers Create New Device
The Association for the Study of Unexplained Phenomenon (ASUP, Inc) a non-profit research and educational corporation dealing with the paranormal and dedicated to the study of theories concerning the survival of the human consciousness after death, has announced today that their research and development staff has completed work on a prototype device similar to what is commonly called FRANK’s BOX, after its original inventor, Frank Sumption, that has been claimed to be a working, “telephone to the dead.” The ASUP began fabricating their device after they learned that the original “box” would not be made available for serious research by groups like their own.Almost a year in the making, the R&D team at ASUP now say that their box outperforms the original devices; preliminary testing suggests that the new box does appear to create coherent words and phrases, in fact team engineer Ron Ricketts has reported that while still working on the device on a work bench with the system running, the

Last's Nights Dream & This Morning's Thoughts
So last night i went to bed at a decent hour and slept in but i remember dreaming the best dream. I woke up feeling so content with my self that i almost thought it was true, although when i woke up i realized it wasn't yet true. the only living being in my bed was my sister's dog lola. I fell a sleep thinking about having my mans harms around me. which is the one thing in my relationship that i don't have with him yet. which in away it is a good thing because the distance and the space between us is only making us stronger. which is good for every relationship. We both realized we have a pattern when it comes to relationships. Mine is that if i feel that it isn't going to get better and it seems to get worse i start to open my options, i put my walls up and push people away and become really difficult to live with for some reason. And with him, if the spark, the passion and the romance between him and who ever he is with dies then that is when he starts looking. which is in the s

Cutt Off
I Have no idea what this songs about.. i wrote it abit back but today i changed it abit but it sounds awesome with guitar defo a hit! Cutt Off John was a scientist, he was hooked on LSD Interested in mind control and how the monkey held the key Said that all life is experiments somebody's planning for the heir It's for the unexpected citizens who hallucinate in fear. Sing that. Ah, ah-ah-ah ah-ah Ah-ah-ah ah-ah, Chew the backbone, a solar system, these clever convicts. Ah, ah-ah-ah ah-ah Ah-ah-ah ah-ah, Chew the backbone, a solar system, these clever convicts. In union station, with a package in his hand Tied to the suspect, he chanced him where he stand And I don't think you realize he's coming for your neck And the sound is breaking all around He's keeping lives in check Ah, ah-ah-ah ah-ah Ah-ah-ah ah-ah, Chew the backbone, a solar system, these clever convicts. Ah, ah-ah-ah ah-ah Ah-ah-ah ah-ah, Chew the backbone, a solar system, these clever convi

Worm Holes On Earth?
According to a group of mathematicians, it may be possible to create devices with internal tunnels that are invisible to detection by electromagnetic waves—wormholes, in a sense. The group discusses the idea in a paper published in the October 29 online edition of Physical Review Letters. The scientists say that by custom designing the values of two parameters that describe electromagnetic (EM) materials, the electrical permittivity and magnetic permeability, around and inside a cylinder, a novel optical device could be produced. Essentially, most of the device would be invisible to detection by external EM radiation of a certain frequency, with only the ends of the cylinder being visible and accessible to the EM waves. “The chosen values for the permittivity and permeability would cause the coating to manipulate EM waves in a way that is not seen in nature,” explained University of Rochester mathematician Allan Greenleaf, one of the paper's authors, to PhysOrg.com. Permittivity is a m

Deleting
in the next few days I will be deleting my account. THere is to much here for me to see that I really cant handle at this point. If you want to continue find me on myspace or myyearbook Http://www.myspace.com/bitchigotdis http://www.myyearbook.com/awhiskeychick

Makes Me Wonder Maroon 5
I wake up with blood-shot eyes Struggled to memorize The way it felt between your thighs Pleasure that made you cry Feels so good to be bad Not worth the aftermath, after that After that Try to get you back I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you anymore Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to try (Yeah) So this is goodbye God damn my spinning head Decisions that made my bed Now I must lay in it And deal with things I left unsaid I want to dive into you Forget what you're going through I get behind, make your move Forget about the truth I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you anymore Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference, It even makes a

My Weekend
Wow... What a weekend... I was sad that it had to end. Too bad for responsibility, I wouldl ove to play 24/7... literally. *grin* Raven's bday party went well, no work from my poetry people... :) All in all great experiance, great weekend. Oh Yeah!! Nacho's and Malibu go hand in hand!!! :)

I Just Cant Wait To Be King (queen) Lol
~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "MikeyX24kt" ~*DSC*~@ fubar 94,423 to Fu-King, please show me lots of love, I will return it, may take me a few days, but I always return the love. Ty to all those who have been helping. Have a great week! Happy Thanksgiving to all. Much love, xoxoxox Jen

That's What I Like!
I'm an all round' type of girly- I love the classics, and check out new artists and musicians on a daily basis... so much I should get paid for it. I love Mary Magdalan. Real hard core bitch- but rarley like the druggy's. It's so hard to find great artists that has a habit now a-days. Right now, I work as a substitute- helping out the mentally retarded; teaching them how to work in society, work together, take critism, etc... It's a respected job to me- and am very content with it for now. I would love to start my own tattoo shoppe, but I'm in miles of debt...and my life is just starting out financially in poverty. I paint with acrylics, sketch with coloring stencils, and use charcole. I have a son, three years old, and is THEE greatest thing that had ever happend in my life thus far. I like to just hang out... maybe not on a frequent basis- but I have a life. Partying just isn't my thing- unless it's a holiday, or some sh*t. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING UP!!! BIG 2-2! Send me

Just You!!!
Hmmmmm... the smell of your hair... the touch of your hand... the sight of your smile and the sound of your laughter... I sit on the couch, almost in convalescence after a difficult day at work... I think that I'd just like to sit here, basking in your essence... your aura of love and lust enveloping me... I smile, touching you softly, kissing your lips... my hand wanders around your back, pulling you tightly against me as I feel your heart pound against my chest as my heart races in response...

Fubar Withdrawl...yep,
Hmm... So this blog is dedicated to all my fubar friends and family that I absolutely ADORE! Tuesday, tomorrow, I will be off on the journey across the big USA! I shall be back on Sunday sometime, if my family does not drive me INSANE! phffft I doubt they will, they will be nice to me! Since it *is* Thanksgiving and all!!! And they have to be thankful for me! *hehe* Anywhoo, I shall miss my fubar peeps a lot. And I shall try to get online to check in with yall! So have patience, and don't miss me too much.

Lucky Man
I have determined I am a very lucky man. Most of my really close friends know what has been going on in my life lately with work, school and my love life. A lot of changes, all for the better I feel. Things are hard and probably will be for a while, but I haven't lost my positive attitude about any of it. You need to be optimistic about things. As hard as any situation you face in life is, you need to look at it as a new beginning, a new opportunity or a learning experience. Over the past couple of weeks I have had the chance to make new friends and reconnect with old friends. I have been given so much support and advice from friends and family. It means a lot to me to know that everyone cares enough to listen. This last half of the year I realized that I have done a lot of new and exciting things. Some that I have never had the courage to do and some things I have always wanted to do. When I was in high school I decided that I would never have any regrets. That was th

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ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great ! love and grea

Get Your Affairs In Order
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order." The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I've been diagnosed wi th AIDS." The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, "Momma, I thought you said you

Your Voice Is Like Naills
The tears of sadness roll down my face as my life is changing for the better and yet, no one has taken your place. The growth, the new sights, the anger and fears, so many emotions masked by these tears and yet, your voice is like nails on a chalkboard. The changes of life the one we once knew... you think i am still longing for something... oh, i am, but...that person is not you. We are both different now.. we have grown so much apart. My head is so much stronger now, as your starts to fall apart. I try to talk to you tell you how life should be.. I understand now, i fully know your heart is not with me. I try and show you, there is a different life I try and show you, she really isn't that nice. I long to hear your voice sometimes when you come back as my friend... but when I hear that voice, its not the one meant to mend. Still... all along, Your voice is like nails on a chalkboard. As much as I am here for you now.. I will be just the

It's A Sad Day For Me
Well I got the phone call I had honestly been waiting for today. My best friends father passed away. I have known them for about 8 years and was instantly a part of their family. I feel like I have lost one of my dad's today. My heart hurts and I want to cry, but my head is strong and won't let the tears fall. My head tells me to be strong for her and to keep working today and get done what needs to be done so that when the funeral day comes, I can be their for her and only her. So today, if i am silent, if i am bitchy, please overlook it because today I am sad

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/19/07;
If i could download memory for my fuckin' brain i would but my, CD drive, USB, finewire ports, in fact every fuckin' input except ears and eyes is shot! So I got a fuckin' "special deal" on Viagra penis grower pills and a one time only they gonna send me memory boosting shit too all for $99.95 plus shipping! Now what the fuck I do with that sandwich? Thanks you fuckin' KNOW who LMAO!

O Well......
oh my..... i dont know why winter is always so depressing... its grey and i feel always tired and weak... most of my relationships ended in winter... i guess i become most complicated lol.. or the others do :D anyways i am pretty depressed lately cuz something happened that really effects me and i ... dont know how to get over it...actually i dont even know why these things happened and if its really happening ( does that make sense?? ) i try not to think about it but things remind me.. hmm... so... work...is still good... i fix the shit computers most of the time lol...usually that doesnt belong to my job, but nobody else knows how to do it... my boss.. i think i mentioned that i knew him from a job i had before... like 1 year ago i was workin in his advertising agency but then i started school and then my son became very sick so october 2006 was the last time i saw him...he and his wife had the company together. they were a pretty good team.. well now i work with him in this

Comparative Book Reports
Students at a local school were assigned to read 2 books, James Cameron's 'Titanic' and 'My Life' by Bill Clinton. One student turned in the following book report, With the proposition that they were nearly identical stories! His cool professor gave him an A+ for this report. Titanic:..... Cost - $29.99 Clinton:.... Cost - $29.99 Titanic:..... Over 3 hours to read Clinton:.... Over 3 hours to read Titanic:..... The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love , and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton:..... The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic:..... Jack is a starving artist. Clinton:.....Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic:..... In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton:.... Ditto for Bill. Titanic:..... During the ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton:..... Ditto for Monica. Titanic:..... Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton:..... Let's not go there. Titanic:..... Rose gets to keep he

My Top Ten Friends List
I joined Fubar (back when it was Lost Cherry) over a year ago, and since then I have met some wonderful people. I've seen alot of changes on here some good and some bad. One of the newest ones is the Top Friends feature, and I wanted to share with everyone my top ten friends. These are some of the best people on Fubar, so please check them out show em love. My Boo LATINMFFDVR@ fubar My real life BFF dragonchild@ fubar One of the funniest guys on here he's the best!! ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar She's soo sweet DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Wifey~@ fubar The only "clown" that doesn't scare me lol ~~CantSleepClownsWillEatMe~~~ FU-sis to greeneyedgermangirl@ fubar She's smart, funny, an all around good friend Chelan QOTD: Fresh@ fubar She's great!!!! jaimegirl@ fubar Please show her mad love her account got deleted and she doesn't know why. She's wonderful!!! inaj@ fubar One of the sweetest guys you'll ever meet

Solo Album And Run Down Of My Past
After the breakup of FLAW and the forming and shortly after disbanding of Five.Bolt.Main, comes the debut solo album from the front man of both groups Chris Volz. "Redemption" is released on Rock Ridge Music on Spetember 11, 2007 that was home to Five.Bolt's debut "Venting". Doing everything that he wants to do on this album in his own way and direction with no holding back. This album is a great representation of Chris's material and vision. Showing hints from both groups and a whole other side of Chris that we haven't seen with either band. These songs are catchy and very melodic. Opening with the title track "Redemption," resembling Five.Bolt.Main, this song kicks ass and has a catchy FLAW-ish chorus. Hitting us with "Altercation" catches us in a song that we have never heard from Chris before. Good catchy vibe but still on the rock side. The next song will being us to the emotion of Chris and a just kind of a pop rock ballad comes "All My Life." A great catchy ass pop rock tune

Article In Teh Louisville Weekly
**GREAT ARTICLE IN LOUISVILLE WEEKLY** Redemption by Mat Herron Ex-but-recently-reunited-with-Flaw singer Chris Volz should admit he's spoiled rotten. For his two-week New York recording session, which birthed his first solo effort Redemption, Volz's label Rock Ridge Music (also home to Ike Reilly Assassination) roped in Johnny Pisano, who backed Marky Ramone, Matt Chiarvarelle (Warren Zevon) and Chris Vitali, the bass player for Orange 9mm. No wonder it went so fast. "They were people who I was connected with through the label, that the label offered and I would say yes or no to," Volz says. "Everything ran smooth. People stayed as long as they needed to. It was comfortable." Redemption's songs have been playing themselves in Volz's dome since his days in Flaw, the local group that was signed to Universal Records, then unceremoniously dropped in 2004 for low record sales. Volz went onto help found Five.Bolt.Main, which broke up because some members couldn't t

Three Morals
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him! The morals of this story: 1) Not everyone who drops crap on you is your enemy. 2) Not everyone who gets you out of crap is your friend. 3) And when you’re in deep doo-doo, keep your mouth shut.

Sad
This is a sad week for me. I alway have a hard time this time of year. Thirteen years ago my dad died on Thanksgiving Day. I find it hard to pass this week in any sort of happiness. I'm supposed to be thankful for the blessings in my life... but it seems a week that I always find myself blue no matter how focused I try to be on the holiday preparations and family. Everyone else is starting their Christmas shopping, bustling around and being productive, and I always find myself in such a funk that I can't get out of my own way. I am always most thankful when Thanksiving is over and November is behind me, and I can move on to the celebration of Christmas. But right now I am just caught in my sadness. My mom will be arriving in a few hours to stay until the holiday... and of course she'll be getting on my case because the thinks I am depressed. I think I just have the normal ups and downs that anybody has. Just not entirely happy with the way my life is going just now.

Solo Album Review!!!
**CV REVIEW ON ALLMUSIC.COM** Check it out! The last few years have been tumultuous ones for Chris Volz. Beginning in 2004, the singer/guitarist lost his label, and along with his band, Flaw, formed Five.Bolt.Main, saw that unit disbanded, recorded a solo album, then re-formed Flaw before his solo set even hit the shops. Much of that upheaval roils through Redemption, an album searching for salvation while cagily refusing to make amends. And never more so than on the title track, which angrily opens the set, with Volz defiantly insisting "you can't change me," even as he admits "we're a meager mess." And messy relationships, contradictory impulses, and emotional maelstroms are the foci of his album, as the artist psychoanalyzes himself, his friends, and his lovers in song. Across the set Volz uses his emotional insights as a weapon, a crutch, a way to distance himself from others, and occasionally as a way to reach out and comfort. In the end, though, problems never really see

The History Of Mary
01. Raised in: Hesperia, CA. 02. Planned baby : No 03. Birth date: Jan. 25 04. Any siblings: 5 brothers and 2 sisters 05. Youngest, Middle, or Oldest: Youngest 06. Hair color: Brown 07. Hair length: Short 08. First school: Joshua Circle Elementary 09. Eye color: Hazel 10. Shoe size: 8 11. Mood: Happy 12. Height: 5'4 13. Lefty/righty: Righty LOVE LIFE: -Do you remember your first real relationship: Yes -Shortest relationship: Yes -Have you ever been heartbroken: Hasn't everyone -Are you liking someone now? Yes -Have you ever fallen in love w/ a friend? Yes -Did this friend love you back? Yes -Are you afraid of commitment? No -Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes THIS OR THAT: 01. Love or money: Love 02. Hard liquor or beer: Neither 03. One night stands or relationships: Relationship 04. Television or internet: TV 05. Pepsi or coke: Coke 06. Fun night out or romantic night in: Romantic night in

Truth Or Dare
I dare you to tell me the truth: Four things you want to know about me: 01. 02. 03. 04. Three things you like about me: 01. 02. 03. Two things you don't like about me: 01. 02. My best feature: 01. Two things you want to do with me: 01. 02. One word that describe me: 01. One question for me: 01. repost this see how many people do this to you Just copy and send to me...

A Sand Castle Of Dreams
A Sand Castle Of Dreams Through the night she dreams Love and lust riding on; the rays of a moonbeam. She spreads her arms like the wings of an eagle. She soars through the blanket of Heavenly stars. Guided by the rhythm of his heartbeat, every thump echoing his desires and need. Calling out too her, " find me my love" ! Soaring above rolling white cap waves; on a emerald green sea, moonlit meadows, pass jagged sandy crusted cliffs. There he stood waiting arms stretching up pulling her from the sky together they are one. Heart, bodies and souls entwined. Lovers, soul mates; Woman and man, building a sand castle of hopes and dreams. Palm trees swaying; Sea gulls and porpoises diving through the white cap waves. They sit holding each other on a white sandy paradise beach; away from the hustle and bustle of the real world. Lost in a lovers haven; where no one can intruded. They are alone, One

Shattered
Walk in the light Walk in the dark Feel the lightness of the sun Feel the darkness of the heart The sun burns the desert dry The heart lays, quivering on the floor Desert blooms after a steaming rain While the ocean floor is a graveyard The rain falls, caressing my face And grave Stones loom like ancient demons Face the fears which stalk your shattered soul Know that demons walk in the guise of man Pieces of your shattered life glint like glass A crippled man walks with the weight of the world A glass like glint from a young lover's eye As the world revolves relentlessly.

Blessed
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States . If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed

Merry......happy.....whatever!
Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a " Holiday ". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusiv e, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to intimidate me.

Husband App.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14. Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you if you could change anything about me? 21. If so what? 22. Would you marry me? 23. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 25. Your phone number? Lets Play! I dare you...the first one Who will answer th

Nonpoint - Your Signs(development)
mmmm isn't this band just yummy :D Gotta make the list of what is best Gotta make the fist and beat against Have to leave an impression Do you have a suggestion? I'm all out of good ideas The ones you have always put into your ears With all you care to share How did i end up here? Your signs are pointing to nowhere And thats exactly where i wont go Your signs are pointing to nowhere And no one that i know Will ask all you care to show me Care to show me Gotta make the list of what is best Gotta make the fist and beat against Have to make this perfectly clear Im not waiting for one million years For us in general You make the chemical Situation i put us in Unfamiliar in foreign land Your signs are pointing to nowhere And thats exactly where i wont go Your signs are pointing to nowhere And no one that i know Will ask all you care to show me... How would you like me Where would you like me to be And could you make me worry just a little more the

Pushing Hate
when you push me i push back i will walk away with you lying on your back full of shit full of deseat full of something i have already defeated i have no soul i have no thoughts my blood running thin all over my cold white skin cut the cloths try to blot to clot nothing more then me rotting far from you with this knife i have cut all my emotions clean forseen bleed get on your fucking knees just like ur precious god that became a whore to be lookd up to to pleasure to get what he wants i will not be in front or in back i am walking alone in the dark with no light and only spite so hate me as i hate you for this is my life that i have chosen that death has brought so forget dont believe push me push back relax on your fucking back so walk way nothing to say for this i will never stay not one more delay not one more word cause i am deaf i am numb i am invisible for i see no life only breath decreasing ceasing for its all over

Parents Kept In Dark About Vaccine Waiver
Parents Kept In Dark About Vaccine Waiver ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Nov 2007, 05:32 Parents Kept In Dark About Vaccine Waiver Parents of children in Prince George's County Maryland were kept in the dark about their right to opt out of vaccines as over a thousand kids were herded into a courthouse to be injected while authorities kept a close watch on advocacy groups and reporters who tried to inform parents that there was no law to mandate the shots. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/191107_vaccine_waiver.htm

Who I Am
This is who I am.. My name is Keri-Anne Marie Dostie and I am a 20yr Gemini originally from Boston MA but stuck @ Ft Drum ny... if you're curious to know more... here are my addys darkoneLoki@aim kamd267@yahoo www.myspace.com/keri_anne facebook under Keri-Anne Marie Dostie

Someone/something
let the day not shine let the darkness cover everything and everyone to become something/someone with fear regret pain anger something/someon to strangle to fucking get thsi frustration out shout only in my head cant you see i rather be dead in this see of sin that no one really believes in cause its all a fucking joke choke kill that is our free will to die to suffer to let others laugh at our misfortune cause life will never prevail just a never ending cycle of bullshit that i will always admit something/someone never standing in the way cause always can shut it out as blood runs deep and we all see something beutiful and true our death our fear our pain our anger nothing more real sereal nothing more bright then the day that we die for this is nothing nothing more nothing less then on big bueatiful fucking mess

Nine Inch Nails - That's What I Get (1990 Live)
Live Nine Inch Nails From There Live Hate Tour in 1990. Just when everything was making sense. You took away all my self-confidence. Now all that I've been hearing must be true. I guess I'm not the only boy for you. [Chorus:] That's what I get That's what I get That's what I get That's what I get How could you turn me into this? After you just taught me how to kiss...you. I told you I'd never say goodbye. Now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry. But...[Chorus] Why does it come as a surprise. to think that I was so naive. maybe didn't mean that much. but it meant everything to me. [Chorus]

I Amuse Me. Lol
I saw that the Exorcism of Emily Rose was on last night so I thought I'd watch it. It's never scared me just creeped me out. Anyway after the movie was done I was SO creeped out I was wide awake for the next 2 hours. lol. I don't get it. I can watch the Exorcism and sleep like a baby right after but I watch Emily Rose and I'm paranoid. Go fig. G'morning btw!

Simply Awesome!
Yeah had a super terrific weekend (INSERT SARACASM HERE). How about you? So Friday, on the way to work, I get a flat tire. Waited about an hour in the rain for AAA to come change the flat for me. As soon as I started going again and the truck left me, my spare gets a flat. Had to wait another hour for AAA to come again and get a tow. So I get towed to BJ's to get the tire replaced. About 2 hours later, the mechanic comes into the waiting area to show me something on my car. So he takes me out to the garage to show me that the left front ball joint was really bad and needed to be replaced. As he's showing me this, I notice that the spare and my old front tire are still on the car! After 2 hours they couldn't at least have the new tires mounted and ready to go on? I wanted to ask WTF they were doing for 2hours, but I held my tongue. They operate on a first come, first served basis, and there was only one person ahead of me when I got there. So anyway, I give them the OK to do

Fear Of The Unknown Is Normal.
We all fear what we don't know - it's natural. --Leo Buscaglia If we put a blindfold over our eyes and begin to walk around an open field, we would feel unsure with each step. We might be afraid of falling, afraid of walking over some unseen edge and hurting ourselves. When any of us face something and we don't know what the outcome will be, we often feel blindfolded. We fear we may get hurt. We fear we can't do it. We have a hard time trusting ourselves. A blind person often finds help or guidance from others, or will gain confidence by walking on - slowly at first, finding trust and sureness with each step. These same things help us when we are afraid. It is also helpful to remember there is no right or wrong way to explore what faces us - only our own way. I will find new trust that I can place in myself today? You can too ya'll

Web Browsers
JUST SAYING HELLO TO EVERYONE AND HOPING TO MAYBE OFFER ANOTHER GREAT TOOL AND BROWSER. THIS BROWSER IS PRETTY BADASS. IT'S A VERY LIGHT BROWSER AND WORKS AWESOMELY WITH OLDER PCS AND WINDOWS. THIS IS PROBABLY A PERFECT BROWSER AT THE MOMENT! TO START WITH IT'S FREE :) IT'S ALSO STILL BEING UPDATED AN DEVELOPED. IT'S USING SOME OF THE SAME TECHNOLOGY THAT'S USED IN MOZILLA AND FIREFOX,BUT THE GREAT THING IS IT'S NOT AS BLOATED. YOU SHOULD INVESTIGATE THIS TOOL AND GIVE IT A TRY. EVERYONE KEEPS TRYING TO GET ME TO SWITCH FROM IE TO FIRFOX AND SO ON,BUT I HAVE RESISTED. SOME OF MY ISSUES I AHVE WITH BROWSING AREN'T THE BROWSER...MINE ARE PARTLY DUE TO LOSS OF BANDWIDTH FROM THE ISP AND HAVE YET TO BE CORRECTED AN IS STILL BEING WORKED/BITCHED ON LOL. SO...THIS IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CRAP NET LIKE ME OR AN OLD PC WHICH THIS ONE ATM THAT IM WRITING THIS BLOG ON HAPPENS TO BE GOOD OLE CRAP "WINDOWS ME" LOL. THERE ARE SOME AWESOME TOOLS BUILT INTO THE BROWSER. YOU REALLY SHOULD CHECK IT OU

Decide It, And It Will Be~
Happy, confident expectation The good things in life do not create happiness. The good things in life arise from happiness. If you wish to be happy, then be happy. It really is as simple as that. There's no need to wait until you acquire this or achieve that. If you constantly place conditions on happiness, you'll prevent yourself from experiencing it. Go ahead and be happy now, today, this very moment. Be happy for no reason at all, and you'll find that you're more effective, more productive, more creative and more fulfilled. Indeed, happiness is a powerful state of mind that is available to you when you allow it to be. The best reason to be happy is because you can. Being genuinely happy is a powerful way to express your confidence and your expectation that positive things will happen. And when you confidently expect the best, that's precisely what you get. -- Ralph Marston

18 Things You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving
18 THINGS YOU CAN ONLY SAY AT THANKSGIVING!! 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!! www.commentbaby.comCLICK HERE

Rude Bird!
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hand, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerely remorseful f

An Officers Life
You wonder why he pulled you over and gave you a ticket for speeding" He just worked an accident where poeple died because they were going to fast _________________________ You wonder why that cop was so mean He just got done working a case where a drunk driver killed a kid ____________________________________________ You work for 8 hours He works for up to 18 hours _________________________ You drink hot coffee to stay awake. The cold rain in the middle of the nite keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He goes into work still hurt and sore from the guy he had to fight the night before __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He spills his as he runs code to a traffic crash with kids trapped inside __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket before you leave the house. He makes sure his guns is clean and fully loaded and hi

Human Sexuality Pt2 1/2 Lol
Nashing , tearing, ripping, biting , this kind of sex is the kind that hurts so good you find yourself in a puddle on the floor at the end shaking. The quickness of breath how your heart feels as if it is going to leap from your chest and start where you left off with your lover. Damn this type of sexual rage of primal intent is intoxicating some of the best sex I have ever had has involved this. Almost a animalistic nature where you get back to your raw instincts, licking your lovers juices off the floor and then following up her legs where you can tell she has been waiting for you to grab her hips and lift her from the ground burying your mouth in the sweetest taste you have ever imagined. You can find yourself drinking and licking deep almost as if you haven't drank in days this thirst however could never be satisfied. There is nothing to compare to the feelings of her legs wraped around your head and your standing when she cums in mid air. This is the sex I talk about in my writing

If This Makes You Hate Me Then Hate On Babies!
Wouldn't be wonderful if more people didn't have to die for love? I been recently divorced and been away from things for a long time. I got tested after a summer romance with a very pretty RN. So two months later I got to the Veterans Hospital and get my HIV and all other tests done. I have just in converstation told some girls that I have been tested and it turns most of them away. Now the way I see it is if it turns you away please run like hell from me!! this is sad and funny. Sad for one that told me I made her feel nasty. What the fuck is wrong with people? Are they just afraid to to know the truth? There is a good chance they are fine... Please Please Please Don't die for sex it is not worth it.

Why I Was Later
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" "Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop.

I Trust My Top 4!
Do You Trust Your Top 4? DONT change your Fubar top 4! Fill the people in below! 1. DJ SATIN 2. DJ JUICY 3. TERRIFFIC 69 4. LIL MIZZ PERFECT Where did you meet 2? In a hospital in Florida. Have you ever got drunk with 1? All the time. Has 2 ever been to your house? Yup. Have you ever slept with 3? Yup. Have you ever gone shopping with 4? Yup. Can you tell number 1 anything? I tell him everything. Have you ever met 1s family? Yup, lmao Do you know 3s middle name? Yup its Marie lol wait she isn't gunna see this right. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4? Yup lots of times. When was the last time you talked to 4 in person? Last night. Is any of the top 4 in your family? Yup. Who makes you laugh the most? #1. Have you ever done something dangerous with 1? Yup. Do you trust number 2? Yup, & oh hell ya. Would number 4 do anything for you? yup. Has number 1 ever helped you out ? Yup. Ever hung

Rebirth
It takes my pain away! The cool blade against the flesh; Piercing through, making me bleed. Water of life trickling onto the ground: Earth- The place of life and death. Rebirth- A phoenix from the ashes; Spirit soaring free! I am dead yet I am more alive.

Identity
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep Buried underground no more Rising from the cold To the world of grey Singing softly the tune of death Walking slowly through the shadows Hiding from judgmental eyes Escaping from the pain Searching in the darkness Finding what was lost Identity - I am no longer the world around me

What I've Done
I said get well When I hurt you, When I saw you cry. Did you know, That you hurt me too? That I almost died? Stab through my heart. In silence - Words eating my insides. Consuming my soul, Driving me to lie. Driving me to say good bye. Bleed out the pain; Run away from the cold. Embracing the darkness, Loneliness, Wanting to be whole. Complete once again. Fighting for our friendship, The feeling is no longer there. Fighting for a memory, That you buried this very day. Fighting for the future - From the past, I walk away.

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Frank Darabont, New O&a Videos, Free Ring Tone Monday, Povember Continues, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Brrrr!! It's a chilly-ass Monday in the New York area, but the Opie and Anthony Show is alive, kicking, and broadcasting! We have Frank Darabont coming in to talk about his new film The Mist. Is your Paltalk turned on? It SHOULD BE. Why? Because you never know what's going to happen LIVE on the Opie and Anthony Show. Is someone going to get naked? Is someone going to get an ass-kicking? Will there be a naked Penthouse Pet in studio? Anything is possible, and it could happen at the drop of a hat, because sometimes WE don't even know. Turn on Your Paltalk NOW! NEW Opie and Anthony Videos: Thanks to our own Sam, we have new video of one of those spur-of-the-moment bits online featuring the one and only Stalker Patti: Stalker Patti Thinks She's High - Part 1 Stalker Patti Thinks She's High - Part 2 Stalker Patti Thinks She's High - Part 3 It's Free Ring Tone Monday, so there's a new bat

Happy/sad
You know I read alot about love and what people ask the most is should I still be friends with my ex g/b friend or husband/wife.My thoughts on it is if your relationship is mature enough then yes you should stay friends.I have been with my husband for 11 yrs things have happen and we can't live together anymore but we both agree that we still love each other so we're going to stay friends.I named this Happy/Sad because i'm sad that one part of my life is ending and i'm happy because i'll still have my best friend in my new life.I'll always love you.

Buy A Chain, Its Not Cruel!!!
I am posting this in honour of my two boys, both of which are now gone. the reason they are gone is because i felt that it was wrong to keep them chained up. Well, they would have been better on a chain, then laying on the side of the highway. Anyone who knows me, knows that my dogs are my children, as with many of you fellow dog lovers. ( I have more pictures of my puppy, than I do of my daughters! ) This is a very hard thing for me to do, burying two of them within a month. And before you unleash on me, I DID pay aattention to the first death, I just thought that this was not a problem with the younger dog. Unfortunately, I was very wrong. No matter how well you think your dog is trained, there is always something that may appear more interesting than obediance.( In my case, there are deer running around the fields that adjoin our property, and he had not seen deer before. Apparently, a frightened deer lured him across the street, but he didnt make it.) It only takes ONE time

Rants
Another sleepless night. Even after having ran Steven to the Amtrak station at 2 in the morning. I still cant settle down to sleep. Lately, when i do sleep its filled with weird dreams. Sigh. Choices made. Choices that need to be made. Id rather just be an ostrich and bury my head in the sand tho i know that is NOT an option. Sometimes i wonder who really cares ... if i were to disappear...who would notice? well sides rhondee...obviously she would.. tho not sure if she would cry or celebrate lol. Relationships of all types require precise and delicate handling. wish i had the skills to make them work. but im guessin thats not gonna happen anytime soon lol Dont even get me started on men...ok so i was already started lol i so cannot read them..have no clue what they think... sighs...i wonder exactly how one goes about gaining skills for this area... i mean... seriously ...im damned if i do...or damned if i dont... either way i look at it im damned lol. so i wonder how

Gosh Let Thanksgiving Get Here Before All The Christmas Tunes..
Good Morning, how are you today? I am good myself and I trust you are as well. Have you started hearing Christmas songs yet? I have and Thanksgiving is 4 days away. I think retailers try to be the first with holiday tunes playing just because I guess… and then there is always the one person that has to possibly be the first to have their decorations up long before anyone else. I know in some areas of the country the decorations never come down…I will refrain from adding my comment on that little tidbit. So what is the deal with being the first? In holiday décor keep it clean… I like to procrastinate and put ours up like two weeks prior to Christmas. However I do understand that putting them up while the weather is a tad warmer makes for easier displaying. Well why not just put them up in July, Christmas in July rings a bell…I am not sure about you but too much Christmas music and too many decorations make me just a bit uneasy. My older sister… now mind you I love my siblings one and al

This Guy Is A Wacked Out Genius
I was on this forum about DIO (yes friends Im a DIO fan) and this guy posted these responses whether RJD was Satantic or Christian. They were all originally 10 posts on a forum that I ran together See if you catch what I caught feels about Religion... how he feels... almost... but not quite... he belives in Jesus... but not in Jesus... huh... Cool i find that impossible... Rolling Eyes Religion is a Virus... Jesus was a Teacher... a carpenter... the one who died... Metal is... a Cross... i was Born in the Church... 3 or 4 times a week... for 18 years... so... why is Dio... the Best... (Beast) at Rock... i lived it... had too... i saw Crimes... that would make your skin crawl... After... all i have been thur... why is Dio... a Metal God... because... he puts the Devil... on his Album Cover... he put... Evil... in most of his songs... Dio carries a message... a Sword... most dont understand... After All the Dead... (a Book i once R

Whats Goin' On?
Finally, I relized I was sitting in front of my computer at 5:59am, Monday morning!Not even realizing I have even really woke up yet,I find my self looking at all these little cherrys.Then at that very moment i relize that I'm very thankful for my FUBAR and all the awsome people that make the FUBAR world go round',So this go's out to everyone,Thanks FUBAR for making my Monday the bombdiggity!

My Mental Challenge
I just had a mental breakthrough as to what my problem is. There's different parts of the brain right and sometimes they don't get along.. the part that's retaliating is my wondering part of my brain..the part that says hey I wanna fly airplanes the part that says hey lets travel the world the part that says hey I want to go back to college and get a degree, I want an adventure! The rest of my brain is yelling back.. can't afford it, you're not organized enough, don't wanna go against hubby's fears of me flying or growing. If I work at it maybe I can prove to myself I'm organized enough, smart enough, strong enough, so I can work to where I can afford an adventure. I haven't had one in so long I didn't even get one in the army when that was a big reason why I even joined; to fly and to see the world. I don't want a mundane life. I don't want unsafe adventures either. My mind still has flying as safe to do, I dream of it.

Horoscope For 11/19
Your community spirit is active now and volunteering feels incredibly appealing. See if you can devote some extra time to doing what you love and maybe also making the world a better place. *** hahaha well what i like doing for sure couldnt be a volunteering project lol and chit hasnt found the one that i want to do what i love with lol

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 19,2007 Your dreams may not ordinarily be all that memorable, but the odds are good that tonight's should be quite a show. It may be a good idea to keep a pen near your bed so you can write them down.

Listen To This Haters...keep The Word Going..i Get A Serious Kick Out Of It
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, November 19: People love to gossip about you, and truth be told, you get a serious kick out of being gossiped about.

R.i.p. Brother
The call came about 5:00 a.m. this morning, 11/19/07. My brother Mike has passed on to a better world. He has suffered long enough and is now at peace. Please say your prayers for my mother and my family. God Bless you Brother, Mike and may you rest in peace! I love you!

Bad Quay Bad!!!!!!!
Yea so i have a test today i made the proper preparations to cram like hell odly as i work on the material i understand it... considerin i havent attended class cause of my boy.... BUT instead of spendin all night studying I did laundry Did homework for an unrelated class Had sex...prolly woulda again but hey... did homework for this class... which is overdue anyway and then i spent 2 hours talkin online to the person i had sex with my lil sister and johan so when i fail this test it will be a well deserved F GOD PLEASE let caleb get kicked outta daycare today

Horoscope For Nov. 19th 2007
You're ready for the next big phase of your life, whether it feels that way or not. Your positive spirit is almost overwhelming right now and others can see that you've got something good going on.

The Society Today
ok, i am getting ready this morning and i am thinking here...yah hold on ya'll lol. anyways.. what is the world coming to? i remember back when we never had to get finger printed, crimminal background nor a drug test had to be done for a job.... so when did this all come about? or am i just dumb and its been here forever but just never paid any attention? so on this note... i am getting ready to get finger printed... already had the crimminal background and drug test done.. have a good day..

I Hate Drama
So, I have been seeing all these drama bulletins lately. To be honest, unless it personally affects me I don't get involved and I really don't care. I will always be here for all of friends to talk to. My heart truly goes out to those that are harmed in anyway by the drama. It is heartbreaking to see a good person hurt by lies or by someone just being an ass. I personally think that if you cheat or knowingly spread malicious untruths about someone you should have your account deleted. However, before deleting any accounts you should have proof beyond a reasonable doubt that the offender deserves this punishment. I realize that with over a million people on fubar it is hard for the bouncers and other administration staff to keep up with everyone and everything. I am a patient person. I can wait...for a bit for someone to do the right thing. As I said before I will always be here for all you my friends. However, do not assume that I am immediately going to be on your sid

If You Wanna See Send Me A Private Message!
So there's some new pictures uploaded but only those in my family can veiw them. So if you want to see, just send me a private message and I'll make you a part of the family! xoxo--G

What Should We Be Thankful For
what should we be thankful for? every thing we should give thanks for not just the good things that happen in our lives but also for the bad things as the bad things my be a wake up call for you. I am very thankfull that i have made it almost another year as i almost did not make it twice this year but God is not finished with me as of yet, i am thankful for the trip to the mid west (Chicago) it was a beautiful week spent in the windy city so what are you thankfull for think about it

Bad Love
Oh what a feeling I get when I�m with you You take my heart into everything you do And it makes me sad for the lonely people I walked that road for so long Now I know that I�m one of the lucky people Your love is making me strong I�ve had enough bad love I need something I can be proud of I�ve had enough bad love No more bad love And now I see that my life has been so blue With all the heartaches I had till I met you But I�m glad to say now that�s all behind me With you here by my side And there�s no more memories to remind me Your love will keep me alive Eric Clapton Videos | Music Video | Atlanta Homes

Love Me For A Reason
"Love Me For A Reason" Video Girl when you hold me How you control me You bend and you fold me Any way you please It must be easy for you To love the things that you do But just a pastime for you I could never be And I never know, girl If I should stay or go Cos the games that you play Keep driving me away... Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love Kisses and caresses Are only minor tests, babe Of love turned to stresses Between a woman and a man So if love everlasting Isn't what you're asking I'll have to pass, girl I'm proud to take a stand I can't continue guessing Because it's only messing With my pride, and my mind So write down this time to time Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the o

Religion
Tattooing, piercing, and body modification have a spiritual essence. I am opening this ministry, Different Drummer Ministry, to preserve religious practices and to help with donations for people around the world. I refer to those rituals that are of ancient and of modern mankind. The practicioners are involved with the alteration of the body as art or as a cultural phenomenon. Ancient practices being used today must be respected and continued. Their peoples, as well, deserve assistance on many fronts. Modern practices must be respected and continued. The people who are of tribal cultures, deserve every chance to keep the integrity and sanctity of their society. A change in in the person's ritual life, or in their modern life, must be seen as an intrinsic right. They are very close to the same thing though there is a diffent force at work in an office building job promotion and seven hours later the same man is getting a tattoo to honor a relative that has passed to the Elysian Fie

99 "friends" Dead In A Row, All With Little White Tags Around Their Toes.
Oh my fucking god! Its a chore and a half to delete that many "friends" on here.I got rid of people I havent seen nor heard from in over a few months and alot of the fucking morons spamming their retarded lounges and contests in the bulletins.Now I may finally get a chance to read those damn things without hearing whos blowing who in your stupid lounge. The other ones that got the axe were those numbnuts that add you as a "friend" to just ignore your ass forever while you serve a purpose in their petty chase to be ranked number 1 internet skank of the universe or something.Put that on a job application fuckers and see how far you get.You know the type,people like Ash.wee. The others were just assorted people that decided that Fubar lives up to its name and decided to bolt back to Myspace or Facebook and then deleted their accounts here. So,if youre reading this or even care to,thank you for being my real friends and doing what friends do best.Of if you wanna join the other

Love
What the hell is fucking wrong with me All I want is to be with someone Someone I can grow old with Start a family But no Not for me I see people all round me With someone who they love I feel like giving up On love all together But there was a time I was happy I was in love But that was taking away From me Just as quickly as it came And now I wonder If I will ever feel That way again

Never Trust An Old Lady
This is just something I found and thought that I share it, ========================================= ========================================= Never Trust an Old Lady ====================== ====================== An old lady gets pulled over for speeding... Old Lady: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Old Lady: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Old Lady: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Old Lady: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see ... Can I see your vehicle registration papers, please? Old Lady: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Old Lady: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Old Lady: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Old Lady: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police

On Some Random Shit
JUST REFLECTING ON THIS WONDERFUL WEEKEND I HAD.I GOT TO SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME WITH MY WONDERFUL GUY AND ALSO SPENT SOME TIME WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITE COUSINS.SO ALL IN ALL-EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT FOR ME.

395-7102
the number representing what you are depending on the question. At the end it will look like a phone number so then put it in the subject line. You must do this or you will get bad luck for one entire year. Here's your new digits: EX: (AREA C0DE)####### ------------------------------- 1st number, put what you are 1- gay 2- taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens 4- single and giving up 5- single but like someone 6-married 7- taken and confused 8- single and like someone, but can't have them 9- have a crush 0- just dating around ------------------- 2nd number, put your current Mood 1-mad 2- crushed 3- sleepy 4- bored 5- Hyper 6-Confused 7- hungry 8- sad 9- Lonely ---------------------- 3rd number is the color of your shirt 1- Black 2- Pink 3- brown 4- Blue 5- Yellow 6- Green 7- White/Gray 8- purple 9- Orange 0- maroon/gray ------------------------- 4th Number is the month you were born in 1- Sep. 2- April 3- March 4- May or Jun. 5-

Hahaha This Is Funny
A man took his wife to the rodeo and one of their first stops was the breeding bull exhibit. They went up to the first pen and there was a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 50 times last year." The wife playfully nudged her husband in the ribs and said, "See He mated 50 times last year ... once-a-week." They walked to the second pen which had a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 120 times last year." The wife gave her husband a healthy jab and said, "That's more than twice a week! You could learn a lot from him." They walked to the third pen and it had a sign attached that said, in capital letters, "This bull mated 365 times last year." The wife, so excited that her elbow nearly broke her husband's ribs, said, that 's once-a-DAY. You could REALLY learn something from this one." The husband looked at he r and said, "Go over and ask him if it was with the same cow." NOTE: The husband's condition has been upgraded from critical to stable and t

Did You Know This?????
1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie i

Wtf Is The Point?
okies, here's the deal. i met a guy on this site and we clicked instaneously. later that night he gave me his phone number and asked me to call him as he was becoming weary. we started talking every night and texting non-stop throughout the day. he, not i, HE began talking of moving from Florida to Hawai'i to be with me. now, granted, i was flattered and felt special i kept reassuring he'd be making the right decision as i am the only person he's been in contact with here. he then began sending me text messages implying (and sometimes even boldly declaring)wanting something more than a frirndship. a couple months into our "friendship" he text messages me and accuses me of lying about particular pictures i sent then went off b/c his gf saw them. this set me off b/c if i had KNOWN he had a gf i wouldn't have allowed the types of exchanges we made! my question to you guys is why do guys do things like that? wtf is the point? does it give you some sort of ego boost knowing a woman is falli

Even Love Can't Mend By Srs
Even Love Can't Mend Written January 6, 1991 ***** I must do what is best for me. I will wait for love patiently. I must forget my past and wait for love that will last. I can't take a chance on unwanted romance. I must retain my sanity because that's what is best for me. I'm not the one to blame, but all my relationships are the same. I really shouldn't give a damn, but that's not the way I am. I cry almost every day when somone I love goes away. I must truly be insane because all my efforts are in vain. I'm scared to try again because I have a broken heart--- That even love can't mend! *******

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The Silver Screw
Once upon a time, a young lad was born without a belly button. In its place was a silver screw. All the doctors told his mother that there was nothing they could do. Like it or not, he was stuck with it. All the years of growing up was real tough on him, as all who saw the screw made fun of him. He avoided ever leaving his house and thus, never made any friends. One day, a mysterious stranger saw his belly and told him of a swami inTibet that could get rid of the screw for him. He was thrilled. The next day he took all of his life's savings and bought a ticket to Nepal. After several days of climbing up steep cliffs, he came upon a giant monastery. The swami knew exactly why he had come. He was told to sleep in the highest tower of the monastery and the following day when he awoke, the screw would have been removed. The man immediately went to the room and fell asleep. During the night while he slept, a purple fog floated in an open window, bearing in its mist,

Visited Son Today
Went to visit my son again today and took him some goodies. I took him some trail mix, candy, an apple, cookies and a jar of homemade chicken soup. He was munching the whole time of the visit. He said should of brought him a spoon to eat the soup and I laughed. He also got mad when I said I had some fresh strawberries and did not bring him any. I did not know he wanted them and lst time I knew he never really cared for strawberries either. Got some great ideas of the gifts he wants for christmas and his birthday too. He wants a guitar with songbook, games for his Gameboy Advanced SP, Food to eat for snacks, Latest Harry Potter Book, A Tape Player/Walkerman and some CD's. I hope to be able to get most of it for him. I was kinda sad to leave him and I miss him terribly, especially around the holidays. That is when it gets a lot harder to stand being apart.

Never Again: Poem By Srs
Never Again Written November 18, 2007 ***** I paid a high price for being so nice. I suffered the consequences for giving advice. How was I to know what was the next blow? Never again down the path called "love" will I go!The final nail has been driven into the coffin called my heart. Never again from my true path will I depart. I was destined to be alone and this I do know. No more will another reach my heart to let "love" grow. Nothing can be so callous as a "dear john" letter. Damn, I've been down this road and I should've known better. Words are my voice and they always will be. They are my one true outlet that can never fail me. Emotions and time change like the seasons. It is then, I am left standing alone with few reasons. Some like to use the term "slow things down"and this leaves me feeling like a foolish clown. It's all about control and I'm taking back mine. I have learned a valuable lesson and I'll be just fine. Pain is indeed my penance in more ways than

The Big C
we know what it is we never talk we forget it we leave it till it's too late we never say i'm sorry we never get to say goodbye we live to regret we never forgive we have a pain we have a guilt we try to get on we never cry we have a smile we have a joke we wither inside we carry on we put on a mask we smile to the world we say..not me we wait we in the end there is no we it is us as a family

Until The End Of Time
Listen Verse 1 (Justin): I Woke up this morning And Heard the TV sayin' something 'Bout disaster in the world and It made me wonder where I'm going There's so much darkness in the world But I see beauty left in you girl And what you give me makes me know That I'll be alright Chorus: Cause if your love was all I had In this life Girl that would be enough Until the end of time So rest your weary heart And relax your mind Cause I'm gonna love you girl Until the end of time Hook: You've got me singing Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa yeah Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa yeah Everybody sing Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa yeah Everybody singing Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa yeah Verse 2 (Beyonce): No if you're ever wondering About the way I'm feeling Well baby boy there ain't no question Just to be around you is a blessing Sick and tired of trying to save the world I just want to spend my time being your girl And what you give me Let's me know that we'l

Bitch Friends
Some people have the fuckin NERVE! And Metal Chick knows who im talking about!! Fucking MY friend in MY rooomates room while HER boyfriend is asleep on MY couch..always bitching that she can never find a good man..I fuckin wonder why! The has the odasity to tell ME I'm the fuckup! And I'm the bad friend! I have never stranded her anywhere (which she has done to me MORE THAN ONCE) I have never made her do shit she didnt want to do..i am fed up with her shit, so fuck that fuck her im done and my ass is moving anyways sooo bye bitch!

Beer!
I was on a field trip with my class today. We went to the Botanic Gardens in Adelaide for further, more in-depth study of Horticulture. We stopped to have lunch and the cafe' there sold beer! So, thinkin', "Alright, I got paid today.. I havn't bought or had a drink since I turned 18! I'm treating myself." So I did.. I bought my first ever beer by myself. I know that's not a big deal for most.. but I'm becoming more independant! It was a Light Beer Cascade. GOD! It tasted so goooood. Of course, if my boss teacher found out, I'd be in trouble.. but it was so worth it, feeling that cold brew lunge down my throat...

Washington
Sooo..I live in texas but am moving to washington for awhile..I have some old friends there i havent seen in like a year and 1/2 and shit here is so hectic I dont even know where to start. For one, the man is in iraq :( I would be handling all this much better if her were here and I would be less likely to get into any sort of trouble with him here as well...certain friends are constanly doing hard drugs now because "theyre sad" so its a convenient excuse. I recently stopped going to aprties and drinking out here and dropped a few bad influences so now they all hate me but if they cant be my friend without me partying all the time then fuck them, I dont need it. Fuckin A! I cant wait to get outta here!!

Nov 19th
This week is going to be a very difficult week for me. With my boyfriend being gone this week I am going to have to start packing. I was leary about unpacking when I first got here because of knowing in the back of my mind that I would have pack again. The only thing is, when I came this last time I had summer and winter clothes, going to try to make my suitcases lighter and just carry the winter clothes. This time in Germany has been harder then the last, not seeing my boyfriend except on the weekends, I feel cheated although I knew that is how it was going to be. Last night we got into a HUGE discussion where of course I was in tears. All I am looking for is reassurance. Yes when I am back in the states I am going to be screwed, not having money to live off of and not having a way to get to places. That scares me. Before he said he would help me, now he says he cant help me when I am in the states if I want him to be able to take care of his bills here so when I come back I can stay

Vote For Our Boys.....zakk Wylde, Dime, Vinnie And Ozzy
Please repost!!!Get on over and vote for our boys!! You can vote as many times as you want! Click on the links below to start voting!Vote for Dime for Guitar World Hall Of Fame! Vote for Vinnie and Hellyeah for Best New Act!Vote for Zakk for Best Metal Guitarist!Vote for Ozzy Osbourne best Album of the Year!Vote For Vinnie Paul for Best Comeback of the Year!Vote for the Feb or Nov Issue with Zakk as the Best Guitar World Cover!Thanks for Voting!!

Friends With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Just Some Random Thoughts
Well just some random stuff I felt you would like to know about me- I hate people that think they can get something for nothing! I can't stand posers! I am fat No I don't think I am pretty I don't waste my time getting ready for a one nighte Yes Men can be pigs Women aren't perfect either I feel like shit right now I wish I had more friends I am making no sense in this blog but hey isn't that what these things are for I type to fast,talk to much, and listen all the time I need a real man in my life Love sucks Friends are awesome I hate men that just want sex but love just sex I am a procrastinator I love music Ok I am done with this blog if you want to know more about me just ask...yeah I was bored tonight. :P

Um Just Random Thoughts
right now i am listening to the song that is on here and talking to a cool friend that rocks!!!! anyways in 6 days i'll be moving and i know its going to be stressful and poor zacky will be upset cause he'll miss his grandma but he'll still love her no matter what, but i told my friend today that he couldnt move in with me cause i'm trying to be responsible and he wants to go out and have fun all the time (i do too but my son comes first) so he understood (there is another reason but its personal only certain people know what it is) im starting to like more music, more country and more rock mostly and its better than just icp (sorry juggalos but there is other music out there...) speaking of juggalos, i've listen to insane clown posse/psychopathic records for 9 years and through all my years of being a "juggalo" i have seen people take it way too far, by becoming a gang and causing trouble, and it makes people like me who like the music, look bad and i have had enough, its now to the p

Definition Of A Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

My Girls Did An Awesome Job
My 2 beautiful step daughters each played in tournaments this weekend under14 and under19 Kayla the younger one won all three games went to the championship round and took 2nd against a team that was very aggressive and lost only a few games during the regular season. Way to go girl. Brianna the under19s also won all three of there games but had less points so they played for 3rd and fourth place. They took 3rd so proud of both of them. They each scored a goal sat. first of the season for both. Now we are on to the founders cup and winter league they keep us busy but it is worth it. They are awesome kids. They played their hearts out.

My Time Off!
Before you take the time to read this let me tell you...if you have a weak heart and a shallow mind then you probably better exit now. Just giving you fair warning because I can get pretty deep into my blogs. Recently I took 1 month off from work to take time for myself. In this month I expeirenced feelings for other people that I never have felt before in my life. Before I moved down to Marionville I lived in Carrollton Missouri. I was living with my parents and I had the internet there. I started chatting with a guy on the internet about 6 years ago when I was living there and we became very good friends. Over the years we lost touch and moved on. Recently I got my Internet back when I moved down here to be with Eric. I got back in touch with this friend whom I wont mention names to protect these people, and we caught up on old times. He told me he was with a girl and had been with her for 5 years now, which I was happy for him. After chatting for a few weeks he and his girlfrien

Really Random
you know that game.. where u do something a certain amount of times, or for a certain duration. then you try to beat that... say like how many times you can dribble a basket ball.... Sex should be like that. see how long u can last. then try to beat that time untill you fuckin implode or explode then again... that shit would get really annoying specially for guys

Ready Set Don't Go
THIS SONG SO FITS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MY DADDY & ME! READY SET DON'T GO BY BILLY RAY CYRUS She's gotta do what she's gotta do And I've gotta like it or not She's got dreams too big for this town And she needs to give 'em a shot Whatever they are Looks like she's all ready to leave Nothing left to pack There ain't no room for me in that car Even if she asked me to tag along God I gotta be strong (chorus) She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life As ready as she's ever been Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes The prize is hers to win She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road Baby get ready Get set Don't go She says things are fallen into place Feels like they're fallen apart I painted this big ol' smile on my face To hide my broken heart If only she knew This is where I don't say what I want so bad to say This is where I want to but I won't get in the way Of her and her dreams And spreadin' her wing

This Is One Of The Funniest I've Ever Read...enjoy
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an I

Piece Of Mind
I’ve been busy cleaning all day trying to sort through my thoughts. What normally brings such clarity has only just added more fuel to the fire so to speak. Nothing has been sorted out or even the least little bit clear. I’m at the end of a rope it feels like with a head full of thoughts and no idea of what to do. Just one simple answer seems like it would help but still nothing. I have talked about it some of it with Momma and still nothing. I have done everything I normally do that helps me sort through it all and nothing has helped. The only thing left for me to do that might help is get it all out of my head and off my chest. The holidays this year will be better for my family. There will be four more people added to the mix that we have all been missing dearly. My brother and his family will be joining us this year. It feels so great to know that I’ll be able to look around and not feel like something is missing. That part of me will be here in full force. The girls will finally

Bob Marley
Woo I just found out that I share my birthday with Bob Marley (well not exactly, as that would make me 62) but we were both born on February 6th. Now that's not interesting to anyone but me so I apologise profusely for blogging about it... One love!

Our Lives
Two separate lives In a web of lies All tangled up Nowhere to hide The webs about to brake All the truths will come out The pain soon after The cheating and beating The yelling and screaming I will try to mend the web Try to fix it up Try to deny the truth I know what you do One else needs to know Let them think its grate That everything is prefect I know its not right But I dont care Because I love you I dont care what you do Its just me and you And thats all it needs to be.

No Real Profile Pics? You Wanna Be Friends?
Let me first say that I hate to have my picture taken. I just don't like the way they turn out most of the time. Yet I have nothing to hide. Therefore I do have pictures on this site. How many times have you looked at someone's profile only to find a graphics in place of profile pictures? There are no REAL pictures? And you wanna be friends? How about someone who has people pictures, but they don't look like they are "REAL"? How about the ones that are taken so far away that you can't tell if it is really them? I am starting to reconsider the way I accept and choose friends online. I have seen a few pictures that are real people, but have drawn on beards or mustaches. I kid you not. What do you think? Is it wrong to deny online friendship because they have no picture or salute? Fubar has the right idea with the salute pictures! I imagine that the bouncers look at the salute and some of the other pictures on the profile to see if it looks like the person there. So ar

I'm Pretty Wise In The Sex Department
You have a Sexual IQ of 139 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

I Don't Know If I Can Post This.? If I Can't Tell Me.
I found this NOW GET UNDRESS. OK NOW START PLAYING WITH YOURSELF. BEFORE IT'S OVER YOU WILL CUM FOR ME. HOW ABOUT A NICE LONG SLIPPERY TONGUE. SLIDING UP & DOWN & IN & OUT OF YOUR SWEET JUICY PUSSY. I WOULD GET YOUR PUSSY SO WET. THEN I WOULD BREAK OUT SOME WHITE PEARL BEADS & HAVE YOU SIT UP ON MY FACE. THEN I WOULD TAKE THE PEARLS & PUT THE NECKLACE LONG WAYS IN YOUR PUSSY SLICE, & SLIDE BACK & FOURTH ACROSS YOUR HARD SWOLLEN CLIT & UP TO THE TOP OF YOUR ASS HOLE. I WOULD THEN TAKE A FAT MINI VIBE & PUT IT IN YOUR ASS. SO THAT WHEN THE PEARLS ROLE OVER IT. IT SENDS SHOCK WAVES TO YOUR CLIT. & WHEN IT GETS TO THE POINT YOUR REALLY GETTING CLOSE. I START FLICKING MY TONGUE SIDE TO SIDE. WHILE AT THE SAME TIME. TAKING THE PEARLS BACK & FOURTH. BY NOW YOUR CUMMING SO MUCH MY FACE IS SOAKED WITH YOUR CUM JUICE. & WHEN YOU THINK IT CAN'T GET ANY BETTER WITH ALL THAT GOING ON. I THEN TAKE & SUCK IN YOUR CLIT AS FAR AS I CAN. I SUCK & SUCK YOU START BUCKING WILDLY YOU CAN;T HANDLE THE TENSE

My Official Tool Review
So I begin my evening with Eddie and his friend Kyle who arrive at my house to come pick me up. We head on on HwY 90. Being that half of I-10 was closed off , so there was no possible way to go that route. We stopped in Houma to pick up my girl Dani who I invited with me because Eddie bought me 2 tickets. So anyway all is going awesome and fly. Driving to N.O about 120 mph. ahh. So we get into Nola. Trying to fallow these LAME map quest directions. I SWEAR to mother fuckin whatever is in existence that I will KILLL whatever operates map quest. Not only did it give us bullshit directions, the whole issue was that EVERYONE abd their fuckign grandmother was saying that it was at UNO. So when we get there there is NO ONE there. except some other cars fallowing us and doing the same thing. So finally we get on the internet on the phone and find out that its at New Orleans Arena, which is actually next to the super dome. So we head out that way and we stop at the service station for so

Bone Thugs Win An Ama!
Well, The 2007 AMA's was today (11-18-07) Bone Thugs-N-Harmony was nominated for TWO AMA's. 1.) Fav Rap/Hip-Hop Group Award: Bone WON! 2.) Rap/Hip-Hop Album: T. wish I. could complete and express a thought & know what I'm talking about fucqing won. Layzie Bone (w/ Mo Thug Soldiers DJ Ice & Thin C) was there to accept the Award. Krayzie & Wish could not make it. Stated they won an AMA 10yrs ago & they still in the game!

Check Out These Awesome People
I haven't pimped any of my friends out in a long while so I thought I would tonight. These people are awesome friends and have been here for me through thick and thin! A few I have just met, yet they have already made a huge impact on me. Please take the time to stop by and fan, add and rate them. You'll be happy ya did! omalleysgold....~~ Rate Me, Fan Me, Add Me.. Sign My Guest Book ~~~@ fubar ~Devil_Man~ Please Read My Profile@ fubar CANADIAN - NO MORE MR. NICE GUY!!!!@ fubar longhornfanm~ FU MASTER of IRISH SWEETHEART@ fubar jdback6700@ fubar Gary - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar StopTellingMeToSmile ... Please...@ fubar ---BaracuddA---@ fubar SeaMonkey@ fubar

Photobucket And Ids
I am working on catching up ids for the new members and some others photobucket is being updated might take some time but i will be working extra hard on getting u some graphics most active members will be first thou !! And would be real nice for alot u guys to make meeting and hear some input from members !! Take care and hope u all have a good week !! ~~~~~ SugarSpice ~~~~~~

A Veterans Prayer
A Veterans prayer Do not shed a tear when I am gone, I will always be with you. Do not shed a tear when I return, and you know I must go again, I will always be with you Do not shed a tear when I have died, for I gave my life for you, I will always be with you Do not shed a tear when you remember me, Just remember me And I will be with you By D. Scott Wade PH2 USN Ya...that's me.

Once Upon A Time...
YEIKES!! Once upon a time there was a cute Canadian. This Canadian was bored. A friend, named Smokey, invited her to a site called Fubar. At first MissMay thought it was rediculous. After seeing how many people were actually active on the site, she actually thought it was somewhat ok. ...too be continued... BASED ON A TRUE STORY

I Hate You
I hate the way you make me feel, I'll never be good enough for you and it tears me apart Use me up till you feel better then toss me aside, what are friends for right It makes me cry when I think bout it, could never say what I want to cause it wouldn't make a difference So I sit and stay quiet watch you go about your business, only the people you feel closest to can hurt you like this I hate the way you make me feel, cause as hard as I try I can't hate you at all

From Tick To Tock
This is actually one of my favorite pieces, I wrote it late into my Junior Year. It may be morbid but I love it. tick tock watch the clock eyes wont open don't look so shocked the clock stops the pendulum falls glass shatters babies cry dreams die and darkness kills the light hush now settle my dear quiet now as the needle works stitch stitch through the lips, then the eyelids strain in vain against the chains cry tears of blood scream muffled shrieks sob and weep until the filth feel the dirt and smell the earth feel the softness that lies beneath beg and gravel but no more mercy dwindling space darker still gasp for breath in your lungs only filth calm now no more protest weak and silent slip into sleep's deepest hush now settle my dear feel the knife the edge cuts deep scream and screech another slash bawl, weep squeal, squeak flowing tears pleading gasps sharp point pressed to tender flesh starts to spin burrow deep trickle

What Once I Was - (written Last Spring}
I used to write about butterflies, About peace and love rather than demise. But now all I dream and all I see, All I write are of visions of stitches in lips and eyes. Blood and gore and dirty whores, Worlds of pain and rage. Twisted thoughts of my estranged. Gone are the butterflies, In their place have come graves. I write of lies…. Of deceit and of a child's anguished unheard cries, Of a mother's loss and a man's betrayal, Of a friend's sacred bond torn and shorn. Of a faceless god, Of a feared ancient creature, Of the Anti-Christ. Of things you fear and things you crave, Of lust and trust…. Of a pile of dust. A circle of ashes, And a well of loss. A withered rose in a field of flames, Falling posies scattering the ground. A time old power crumbling to dust. And so it grows and swells, Thickens and decends. A layer of pussy crust, An infection spreading, Through the cut of those refusing to accept… What they fear as the end is merely where we b

What You Seek - {also Written Sometime Last Year}
What you seek is never clear Conveyed in riddles to you ear In your mind you must uncover But step lightly or your doom you may sear Great caution here I do advise For a delicate thing is a mortal mind What you see may be your undoing What you unearth may become your demise My blessing upon you I bestow For thin ice you tread in your implore Inquire lightly with vast care Or great consequence awaits your error Riddles here and a puzzle ancient Unsolved for centuries never deciphered To unravel this thread you must be wary Else you shall learn much more than your query Primeval knowledge dwells in depths forgotten Unknown to most but revealed when provoken To be naive will seem a gift Should you have to live with what you've woken Heed my counsel as it is given freely Forewarning to stem what may impend As free will is a precious thing to be treated reverely Take this as you choose to see it For my riddle has arrived at it's end

If U Like It, Make Me An Offer
Here's the deal.. For the last couple of years I have made a decent living by selling my art. Over the last 6 mos. or so, everyone's budgets have gotten a little tighter and unfortunately for me, buying art has become the very last thing on anyone's mind. I'm going to be moving soon and would like to liquidate as much of my art as possible before I do. So, if you like something, make me offer of $20 or more and chances are, I'll take it... Great opp to get some original artwork for pennies on the dollar. I accept paypal and will ship worldwide. I'll still do custom works as long as I have place to work and can still have them out in time for Christmas. Thanks.

Sunday November 18, 2007
We here at NEWSFLASH! would like to thank Dani for reminding me to get off my lazy ass and make a NEWSFLASH!. Thank you Dani. We would also like to award Dani with the random thought of the week: "vanila snowcones rock". Thank you Dani for this nugget of joy. NEWSFLASH 11:51 PM: I know... Im cutting it close here

Why She Weeps - {something I Wrote Last Year}
Can one feel the secrets a willow whispers, As her leafy fingers stroke the earth? Almost as if in a lovers caress, As they twirl around one in the lightest of embraces. Enticing the senses to lull into lucidness, With every sweep of her graceful limbs. All else forgotten as one rests among her roots, A dreamlike haze in the tranquil peace. Soft fleeting touches, Of a shy breeze's hesitant affection. Amorous utterings of an untold devotion, Sheepish admissions of a gentle nature. What but this serenity... This essence of true somberness. Of a calm unknown and alien to that which is our norm, Could so put at ease all discomforts...any disquiets? Any uncertainties fade, Dissolving, wafting off in the mild vapor. For a small moment time ceases to be, As her secrets are spilled unto unconcieving ears. Thus the willow forever weeps, Ensnared in her everlasting adoration and misery. Always charmed by those who rest beneath the security of her branches, But et

No Gas...on November 21st 2007
NO GAS...On November 21st 2007 Don't pump gas on November 21, 2007 In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On November 21st 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.20 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 45 to 65 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 21st, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on November 21st and let's try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) repost this to ALL~ "Don't pump gas on November 21st"

Angry Words
Worry, anger, disappointment, frustration, tears Where are you? Said my piece waited for his nothing offer just a look say something? No longer the little boy Now a young man growing and changing Talk to me..... I trust you I believe in you I love you and I am sorry 2007

My Heart Is For Another
Today i sit here and think to myself about how much i've been hurt, and yet try to make my heart whole again... I want to give it out to someone who takes my breath away and makes me weak at the knees, a person so kind, and who can love me for me...I want HONESTY and with that comes TRUST, someone who can be OPEN and talk to me about anything and NOT hide things from me.... I want to be LOVED by only one person and to be the ONLY one that they will EVER LOVE....To know that with everyday our love will grow stronger. I know i'm not perfect and no man will ever be...But i do have a heart full of love and is willing to give all out to the one who will have it to hold and to cherish forever....I will always give thanks to that person who makes me happy by treating her like a princess. I would give her so much to let her know that i'm a great man to love and forever be with...... i would give her a goodmorning kiss everyday, roses for no reason at all, kisses on the forehaed, hugs so sof

One More Angel Finds Her Way Home
Today one more angel found her way home. There she was embraced with angels of her own. She opened her arms and was warmly embraced. With a tearful reunion she wiped the tears from her face. She turned and looked down from the heavens above, she remebered how much she was loved. The tears in her families eyes hit her hard as they said their goodbyes. Here on earth our hearts are sad even the tears make us mad. The tears are of sorrow and of joy because we will miss her but we know that another Angel has found her way home. From Nona Busick

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say.. That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah I'm holding your rope Got me ten feet off the ground...

Why Dont You Stay
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Why Is It???
Why is it that men think, women are stupid and don't think they know anything? This that cares about you alot.He tells you he loves you,cares for you,and has you basicly living with him.Now have in mind you and him are not dating, but that he sleeps in the same bed as you.But OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how he loves you. Then he go's out and messes around with another woman.Do guys think we are stupid that,we don't know what is going on??They always say Actions speak Louder then Words!!!!!! Why do guys get mad when you find out that they, are messing around behind your back and want nothing to do woth them anymore? Guys may hate me for saying this but i don't care anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Warned
What stalks the night in deepest shadows, yet sees the beauty of the dawn, taking only those negatives which haunt the world? Look for one whose skin wears fur, whose soul knows pain, and beware the tempting fate of offering up your flesh and blood. Each night lost to the Beast within, relishing the animalistic hunger, which regrets twilight's brightening mourning a smooth fleshed prison. Beware the Wolf in Black Boots, for before this night is out, you will be either passion or prey. Which it is, is up to you. dma

My Karmic Alignment
yIntoHeaven.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 18 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way!

Silence Is Heard
I know you're here ... as you know I'm there, and yet there's silence. Silence is so loud anyone can hear it orchestrating from centuries away. For someone to know me the way you do, sure does cause you to hide in the shadows of my silence. Please come out wherever you may be and embrace this moment with me, for all to see. You are an answered prayer and I am your blessing in exchange. I would speak in every language to tell you "I love and need you" if I thought it would help. Weakened I appear without you. In solitude I find that it's true. I am weak. Don't seek for answers when the spirit is allowing me to step up to you, eye to eye and show you personally. I gently stroke your cheek while you're facing away from me. Aiming for you to look me in the eyes. I smile as my heart lets go of the ache. Instantly I embrace you. Copyright © 10-18-2007

In The Dark
in the dark little corner of your heart lives something precious warm and thriving not dead at all in the dark depths of your mind it touches dreams forbidden weeping in joy quietly breathing in the darkest hour of the night there is a stirring fears slip away and hope peeks out. You've got to hide your love away... 2007/dma with a nod to John Lennon and Paul McCartney

My Spanish Poem
Tus ojos son como el sol en la mañana, Más bonito que el mar, No conozco a ti, Pero yo quiero conocer a ti, Yo quiero saber tu nombre, Cuando yo veo a ti, Estoy loca para ti Yo quiero a ti, Te amo, Me digas que me ames también.

Jack Johnson - Better Together
There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard No song that I could sing But I can try for your heart Our dreams, and they are made out of real things Like a, shoebox of photographs With sepiatone loving Love is the answer, At least for most of the questions in my heart Like why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard? It's not always easy and Sometimes life can be deceiving I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together MMM it's always better when we're together Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together Well, it's always better when we're together Yeah, it's always better when we're together And all of these moments Just might find their way into my dreams tonight But I know that they'll be gone When the morning light sings And brings new things For tomorrow night you see That they'll be gone too Too many things I have to do But if all of these dreams might find their way Into my day to da

44 Things A Girl Would Die For
44 Things A Girl Would Die For 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved

Four Step Dance
Steps draw nearer, each click bouncing shadow to shadow, echoing off alley walls, panting breaths harsh in the night. Deep throated growls tickle nape, pricking ears, raising hungers, slipping skin, a howl stirs the night. And we run, hunting moontrails, playing nip and tug, dancing earth's beat on four step rythms, living as we were meant to be. DMA

Life Of Music
so you open up whatever type of music player you have and put it on random or shuffle, and go in order... its pretty self explainitory... here is mine!!! Opening Credits: “Gossip Folk” Missy Elliott Waking Up: “Don’t Do Me Like That” Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers First day of School: “Come Sail Away” Styx Falling in Loving: “Somewhere Over The Rainbow” cover by Yellowcard Fight Song: “All The Small Things” Blink 182 Breaking Up: “It’s All Coming Back To Me Now” Celion Dion Prom: “Are You Gonna Be My Girl” Jet Life: “Me So Horny” 2 Live Crew Mental Breakdown: “Get Me Outta Here” Jet Driving: “Bubble” Sean Paul Flashback: “calm Before The Storm” Fallout Boy Wedding: “Basketcase” Greenday Birth Of a Child: “Rain Man” Eminem Final Battle: “So Long Friend” Gym Class Heros Death Scene: “Ways and Means” Snow Patrol Funeral Song: “The Chicken Dance” Ray Castoldi End Credit: “Grind Wit Me” Pretty Ricky

Try It Out!
so you open up whatever type of music player you have and put it on random or shuffle, and go in order... its pretty self explainitory... here is mine!!! Opening Credits: “Gossip Folk” Missy Elliott Waking Up: “Don’t Do Me Like That” Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers First day of School: “Come Sail Away” Styx Falling in Loving: “Somewhere Over The Rainbow” cover by Yellowcard Fight Song: “All The Small Things” Blink 182 Breaking Up: “It’s All Coming Back To Me Now” Celion Dion Prom: “Are You Gonna Be My Girl” Jet Life: “Me So Horny” 2 Live Crew Mental Breakdown: “Get Me Outta Here” Jet Driving: “Bubble” Sean Paul Flashback: “calm Before The Storm” Fallout Boy Wedding: “Basketcase” Greenday Birth Of a Child: “Rain Man” Eminem Final Battle: “So Long Friend” Gym Class Heros Death Scene: “Ways and Means” Snow Patrol Funeral Song: “The Chicken Dance” Ray Castoldi End Credit: “Grind Wit Me” Pretty Ricky

Renewal
In a clearing starkissed with no one near, garments dropped at my feet as I stepped into Her delicate glow. The hour clothed me in dew, speckling honeyed flesh opalescent, washing the dark in joyous hues. Lips and heart desiccated, drawn was I, to immerse within and drink of Her celestial nectar. Earth caught, I danced, setting my eternal soul free winging, flitting among the constellations. Cloaked in naught save the Goddess' Love, shining spirit returns to flesh, content to finish this fragile mortality. Come! Dance radiant through the darkest hours, safe beneath the stars' vigilant gaze! Come celebrate life's kiss with me! Come sing the magic Home. Come dance beneath forgotten stars Come drink the moon into your heart. 2005/DMA

Am I Expecting To Much?
I tend to expect a lot from people, sometimes more then they can and are willing to give. This is not my most enduring quality, but I am what I am, like me or not. At any rate I have met some real interesting peoople on this site, something I didn't expect. And while I appreciate every compliment and every friend request and every fan, I still expect more out of the people I associate with. Hearing you're pretty, you're hot and all that jazz is nice, but I'm looking for people that can talk to me about almost anything and everything. Someone who stimulates my mind and makes me think. So what do you think. Am I expecting to much from random people that you meet online?

Do U Support Our Troops
PMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

For My Great Grandmother
IN MEMORY OF DORA MOZELL WALL He saw she was suffering so he took her in his arms he quietly wispered come with me with a heart full of pain we watched her fade away even though we loved her so we could not keep her here a great heart stopped beating hard working hands lay still he tore our hearts apart to show he only takes the best Amie Copyright ©2007 Amie

Nervous
So after a 2 week break from the gym.. i been sick and havent been able to go as i normally.. my eating has change and i hate to see what i gained back.. i am really scared to look at the numbers.. i know numbers not that big of a deal its how i look.. most of you think i look fine but i am hurting on the inside.. i not happy with it at all.. i am a strong person and i can not let this battle take over my life.. its time to get back to my state of mind.. i am just nervous what is ahead once again.. i need any love and support.. because i am doing this the hard way.. no surgery's of any kind.. i can do this.. i jus need your help..

Fingers Frozen Over At 120 Miles Per Hour.
Concrete surrounds me. It’s a cage. A jungle. It’s made for one thing, to move from one place to other as efficiently as possible. People use these monstrosities of rock and cement every day to commute, visit, and come home to their loved ones. To most… the concrete of Los Angeles is one of the ugliest sites. Its disgusting… well built for traffic in the 60’s when it was made but badly suited for today’s commuter. Signs of disrepair are every where… tile, construction vehicles, and metal steel appear from the ground at certain sites. The millions of people who mill about daily like worthless ants on the freeway hate it. It gets congested easily like a fat kid with asthma. Traffic-jams happen every day. Not necessarily due to wrecks but do the dilapidated, constant state of construction, nature of the freeway and lack of lanes to move these homo-sapiens from one point to another. Frustration, road-rage, and anger are symptoms of its repeated use… even violence. In California… f

Joseph Arthur - Honey And The Moon
Don't know why I'm still afraid If you weren't real I would make you up now I wish that I could follow through I know that your love is true And deep As the sea But right now Everything you want is wrong, And right now All your dreams are waking up, And right now I wish I could follow you To the shores Of freedom, Where no one lives. Remember when we first met And everything was still a bet In love's game You would call; I'd call you back And then I'd leave A message On your answering machine But right now Everything is turning blue, And right now The sun is trying to kill the moon, And right now I wish I could follow you To the shores Of freedom, Where no one lives Freedom Run away tonight Freedom, freedom Run away Run away tonight We're made out of blood and rust Looking for someone to trust Without A fight I think that you came too soon You're the honey and the moon That lights Up my night But right now Everything you want i

The Love Between Two Friends
The love between two friends, the feelings that are shared, the laughter the tears, good times and bad times. we are always there for eachother. We can talk for hours and never get tired or bored. we have so much in common, like we were brought together for a reason. The love between 2 friends, a friendship that is so special, that nothing could ever tare it apart. the love between two friends i hope it never ends. We may never meet but i know that in my heart we will always be close. In my dreams i will hug you tight. The love between two friends. dont ever doubt my love for you my friend, and i hope in the end we will still be the best of friends. The love between two friends.

Wolfs Eyes ©
As I look into the eyes of brother wolf,I see honour, strenght, dignity.So I wonder how can man destroy these wonderful creations of thecreator.Look into the eyes of a wolf and you shall see your soul laid bare, andknow that there are greater things in this world other than material wealth.Look deep into the wolf eyes and you shall see the greater creature tohave ever walked this earth. Look into your own eyes and see thegreatest destroyer that walks this earth.I am starting to learn that man does not have to be as he is; we can toohave wolf eyes.

What Is Reality
What is reality? to me reality is what ever we believe to be real in our life at any given moment. I try to face the reality that i have set for myself but the oddness ofit is that my reality seems to always conflict with the reality of others and to them I am pronounced annoying. In my reality real is simply a word that we use to define the obvious things that we sometimes encounter. i use the word real to sometimes define a way of living that I tend to believe in. So when I say Iam a real to what I do Iam saying I am true to what i believe in. i am true to what I live by and I am true to my word. What is real to You?

Don't Overlook Thanksgiving
Thanksgiving is dead! Long live Christmas! The gods of commerce called for the head of Thanksgiving, one of America's most important and original holidays, long ago - and the greedy, consuming public obliged. We put aside giving thanks and bringing family together in order to take advantage of a good sale at the department store. Forget the turkey and dressing, pass me the sales papers. It is amazing that we need three months to prepare for a one-day holiday. Now I can see you need a little extra shopping time for Hanukkah, since that lasts several days. But Christmas is just one day. And anway, it's not about buying gifts, is it? I'm not sure anymore, it's been so long since anyone has shown me the true meaning of Christmas. I'm still trying to hold on to November being the Thanksgiving month. You know, telling the family you're having the meal at your home, warming up the oven the night before for the turkey and dressing, getting the cranberry sauce ready, cleanin

App....
Body: EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4. Whats your sign: 5. Height: 6. Hair (color and style): 7. Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN: 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you?

Somewhere I Belong
I am feeling tired,tired of wanting someone who I know will never want me back. Sick of the relationship game of dating, looking for that right person and everytime you think you have found it something always fucks up. I'm tired of moving and living in a different state ever other month. I'm in North Carolina, been here afew months, this is also my home state. So I might as well stick it out and stay here. Yet I'm restless, alone and really unhappy but it seems I'm unhappy anywhere I go. I can meet women on the net who like me and think they want me, but where I'm at females think I'm a great friend but nothing more. Maybe if I was more of a asshole and treated them with disrespect and lied to them they would think more of me. I look at my life now 30, divorced and thats about all I see. I feel like the clock is ticking if I'm going to do anything with the rest of my life I need to do it now. Trying to make roots and belong somewhere it just seems like everytime I try nothing takes ro

Moment Of Regrets....
My hands tremble in front of me as I hold your last poem of regrets. I blink, inhale and offer my love for you. You're there, I know it! I can feel it. "Hey! I whisper. "COME HERE!" I franticly scream in a panic. You don't even seem to hear me. Confused and scared, I analyze the memories of us. You're gone. I don't want to believe it. I didn't even share with you one fraction of what's here in my heart for you. You gave me something that I could believe in when at the same time, my actions weren't appropriately handled. Standing, looking into the mirror as I attempt to prepare this new day. It's impossible. Not even going to work. There's no way I can let 'us' go. This changes everything, not just us. Universal tidal waves that create a spiritual unbalance. I fall to my knees. Rivers of tears flow into my hands. Fresh mascara burns my eyes and I breathe a prayer for me ... for the first time. "I'm so sorry. I've failed." I say out loud while I

True Love Does It Exist?
Many questions go through my mind. As I am sure it does many of you. What I don't understand is why is it so hard to find true love? When people look for a mate they look for things they have in common, same interests, and same passions. Compatibilty isn't such a big issue. If you really care for someone or love them you learn to enjoy the samethings or you just plain don't. But why try and change someone? For instance when someone ses you there are qualities they love about you. They decide wether to get to know you or not. But then when they take the step of dating they always try and change you. Every relationship is going to have differences that is what makes people interesting. But when u choose to be with someone it's because of what you have in common or the attraction you have. So why get together and then live together to just want to change that person. Then why not find someone thta has the qualities and likeness that you want? So make the person miserable and make them

Our Country
life as a marine is a calling some can handle the stress and some let it get to their heads. i love being a marine its my job to protect this country and everyone in it everyone. some people look at us funny and some make comments about us. some shake thier heads as we walk by. and i ask myself why all we are doing is our jobs protecting this country that we all call home. so many of my family and friends have given thier lives and limbs to protect this country. i will continue to do so as long as i still have a breath in me or a fellow marine standing beside me.

Sick
Have you ever been so emotional and so confused that you make yourself sick? I think that's what I have done. I'm so confused... and there is one person in particular that I know will read this and then I'll feel worse and gosh darn it!!!!!! I hate it all! I ask for too damn much. People can't be there for you all the time, they have their own stuff, that's why I try to have more than one person to depend on. Well today that got me in trouble. The person I ended up depending on was my ex. We talked... a lot... about a lot of different things. We talked about what went wrong, what went right and all the misunderstandings. The thing is, I think now we might could make it work. HOWEVER I don't think I want it to. I found a really great person. Someone that I'm really looking forward to spending all my time with. This person could easily become my everything, permanently. I hate long distance. HATE!! I am not the type of person that can go for days, weeks, months without being touched. So

Wat U Need To Know Bout Me....lol.
NAME: LANA AGE: 25 LOCATION: WELLINGTON,NEW ZEALAND SIBLINGS: 1 SISTER OLDS NAME: PAT AND JEMMA NATIONALITY: COOK ISLAND/SAMOAN. SEX: FEMALE MARITAL STATUS: SINGLE CHILINS: 1 Hi well that is who i am.lol. Now i am a mum and a single 1 at that. My daughter jemma is 6. She can be a pain in the assssssss. well thats all u need to know about me.lol. bye

I'll Be Away-
hey everyone! starting tomorrow, i'll be working 70+ hours/week until the beginning of december. i don't think i'm gonna have much free time to get online. *tears* lmao anyhow, wanted you to know...i'm not being a rude bitch & ignoring you. lmao i wish you all a happy thanksgiving!! please have a drink or two for me. talk to you when i get back! don't forget to come by & leave me love while i'm gone! i'll return it when i get back. muah-hugz-lickz-nibblez

_erase Me_
_Erase Me_ I knew a boy Do you remember him? He is cliché; the boy in the mirror looking solemnly back at me Reminding me that I know nothing of laughter or love Making me jealous just like you Is that true? > { maybe I’ll be able to make you hate me Or maybe… you will do what is forbidden…} __________~love~__________ How long will this last? I erase my words…. One after another… I question everything I say, Scrape my skin raw… How dare I even think these things, Wish for you to love me? This is the Truth And it will never last, so shut me up now Before I hurt myself again… ++listen++ to what goes on behind the scenes While I try to make it *seem* surreal For if you (don’t) believe it is real… Then maybe it won’t hurt so much ….. when you walk away For walk away they always have

Weeeeeeeeeeee!
Merry xmas! Well lets try this a different way. No one seems to understand the fact that we own a store, in washington dc. And we bought a ton of over stock. And want to get rid of it, and be santa's little helpers. So we are offering, to sell some of our stuff to our great friends on here! We disappeared for a while, to get our life together, and open our store. Eventually we're going to go online and make a website and everything. What we have a lot of is : xbox 360's with 2 games and 2 controllers for $275.00 shipped to you. ps3 with 2 games, and 2 controllers for 330 shipped to you. A toshiba satellite a135-s7404 for 250 shipped to you Ipod Nano's 3rd generation 4gb and 8gb for 100 shipped to you. And we also have, some dvd's, video games, and digital camera's With every purchase, you recieve an apple ipod nano 2nd generation FREE! I do not charge for shipping, and i provide insurance on every package. Contact me for more details. Everything is BRAND

She Was Totalled
So my car was totalled[ link to that story http://www.fubar.com/blog/151295/602064]. It makes me sad. In the long run it was the best thing to happen because i had to sell her anyways, but still, i didnt want someone to smash into her. I wasnt ready to not drive her ever again. So many memories. My and my bff's first vacation without parents[crazy trip involving hurricanes, $3k damages to my car including a coconut thought the windshield, crazy LSD forcefeeding hippies, and perv timeshare employees], the countless trips to Canada and smoking at the drive-in, Concerts, snowstorms. I had it before i graduatted highschool. i had her before Daddy died. One of the few things I was holding on to from before everything fell appart. All the Gossip she heard. Never once did i get her a speeding ticket.Ill miss the rattle of the licence plate cover. Ill miss laughing when someone backed into her and got holes in their bumper from her spiked licence plate. Ill miss her. RIP

G/f App
Body: EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4. Whats your sign: 5. Height: 6. Hair (color and style): 7. Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN: 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you?

Lost
Lost 11-18-07 By: Travis Smith A man in a suit walks up to a podium in front of a several hundred people. His tie is loose, his hair is ravished, and his clothes are wrinkled. He's wearing a suit in which he'd slept in for the last few days. Through blood shot eyes he looks around the room and he takes in the enormity of what's around him. "Redemption.. What is redemption?" He looks around with a puzzled look as if someone broke wind in front of him. This is a portly man, with a double chin, fair skinned, long jaw line, and a big nose. His hands are little big compared to most and his belly sticks out just a tad from his belt line. Both of his hands grip the podium as he leans on it. The stand creaks slightly. "How do we achieve redemption?" He curls any eyebrow over his right eye. His green eyes peer out into the group who are listening attentively. "Do we gain it through striking another, blasting their name out loud, blackmail, impositions, nasty notes, or do we

Waiting For Me
You were out there, And I found you. I think you were waiting just for me. Were you lonely out there? It was just a matter of time before I came. I'm here now, just for you. Now were together in a sensual dance. Twin souls, twirling slowly together forever. I knew it when I found you, you were waiting for me. Let twirl together in a wonderful dance.

Complete Results
COMPLETE RESULTS FROM THE 21st ANNUAL WWE SURVIVOR SERIES SUNDAY NOVEMBER 18TH 2007 MIAMI, FLORIDA TRIPLE THREAT ECW CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH CM PUNK DEFEATED THE MIZ AND JOHN MORRISON 10 DIVA TAG MATCH The team of Mickie James, Maria, Torrie Wilson, Michelle McCool, and Kelly Kelly come out VICTORIOUS!! WORLD TAG TEAM TITLE MATCH TREVOR MURDOCH AND LANCE CADE DEFEATED HARDCORE HOLLY AND CODY RHODES TRADITIONAL SURVIVOR SERIES MATCH JEFF HARDY AND TRIPLE H WIN FOR TEAM TRIPLE H THE GREAT KHALI DEFEATED HORNSWOGGLE BY DQ WHEN FIT FINLAY RAN IN THE RING TO SAVE HORNSWOGGLE. WWE CHAMPIONSHIP MATCH CHAMPION: RANDY ORTON DEFEATED SHAWN MICHAELS

Omg My Male Cockatiel Is A Girl Lol
omg i just went to change the feed in my cockatiel Baldrik's cage & discovered "he" has laid an egg in it... i've had the bird since easter time & always thought "he" was a boy but i guess both myself & the pet shop owner were both wrong HAHAHAHAHAHA

Why Can't I?
All I want to know is why... Why can't I get one decent man that isn't married or taken in some way.. interested in me? Why can't I get a man that doesn't feel the need to flirt with every woman that walks across his path? Why can't I get one solitary man that just wants one woman? Why don't men understand.. if they are taken in any way.. and flirting online.. it is cheating and lying.. not just to their girlfriends or wives.. but to their online "chatting" friends? I don't understand it.. Why can't I?

Faithfully
This song describes my feelings for my wife. Desy I love you baby! Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round Youre on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sendin all my love Along the wire They say that the road Aint no place to start a family Right down the line Its been you and me And lovin a music man Aint always what its supposed to be Oh girl you stand by me Im forever yours...faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart aint easy On this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy Of rediscovering you Oh girl, you stand by me Im forever yours...faithfully Oh, oh, oh, oh Faithfully, Im still yours Im forever yours Ever yours...faithfully

Flight Attendant
A mother and her very young son were flying Westjet Airlines from Ottawa to Calgary . The little boy who had been quietly looking out the window, turned to his mother and said, "If big dogs have baby dogs, and big cats have baby cats, why don't big airplanes have baby airplanes?" The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told her son to go ask the flight attendant. So the boy walked down the aisle and asked the flight attendant, who was busy serving drinks. She smiled and asked, "Did your Mom tell you to ask me?" The boy answered, "Yes, she did." "Well, then you go and tell your Mom that there are no baby airplanes because Westjet always pulls out on time. Have your Mom explain that to you."

Somebody Stole My Truck Fri Morning
I can't believe this . I had an 82 chevy 1..2 ton pickup that i got about 4 years ago,, its a Beast,, all primer grey with dents and rust everywhere, to look at it , it was a P.O.S. but that truck was my buddy. well I got up yesterday and left to go to work and somebody had stolen it. Those few of you out there that know me well know Exactly how I feel about my baby..buddy..truck. I'm heartbroken that he's gone. I'm the type of person that does'nt care what other people think about my vehicles,, i like unique things. I'm working all of the magick that I can muster but I could Always use a little help. Just think of the mental picture of the police calling me telling me they found my truck abandoned. Gods willing that will actually happen soon. One thing that kinda throws a little salt in the wound for me is there were 6 brand new vehicles parked near my truck when it was stolen including a lexus a durango and an escalade,,, and the prick chose MY truck :-(. Take care I'm gonna run, and

Checking The Site Out
I have been checking out the site this evening and like the interaction created here making it unique and will continue to check it out. I am still learning how to use the different features so give me chance. It is my first day here but have posted some pix and an entry in the blog so am off and running. Take care and see you all around the lounges.

Not Sure How I Should Feel??
This Thanksgiving would have been my dad's 77th birthday. If you have read my blogs, you would know he died almost 2 months shy of his 76th birthday. Yes, I miss him, but he could be a real ass when the two fell together. Well, he could be an ass, no matter what time of the year, you know how fathers are. Thing is, I'm torn, altho, I mourn his death on this, his most recent birthdya, should I be glad he didn't have to share it with a holiday?? P.S. He hated that JFK was assassinated on the same day, altho he was a republican....lmao

* The Emerald Tablets Of Thoth The Atlantean *
T h e E m e r a l d T a b l e t s o fT h o t h t h e A t l a n t e a n Translation & Interpretation by Doreal A LITERAL TRANSLATION AND INTERPRETATION OF ONE OF THE MOST ANCIENT AND SECRET OF THE GREAT WORKS OF THE ANCIENT WISDOM TABLE OF CONTENTS PREFACE to the original - Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablets.html#Preface INTRODUCTION to the origina - Interpretation of the Emerald Tablets http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablets.html#Intro TABLET I: The History of Thoth, The Atlantean http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablets.html#Tablet%20I TABLET II: The Halls of Amenti http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet2.html TABLET III: The Key of Wisdom http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet3.html TABLET IV: The Space Born http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet4.html TABLET V: The Dweller of Unal http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet5.html TABLET VI: The Key of Magic http://chapeltib

Friends
i told tou about what happened to my brother well i called him tonite he started crying telling me he loved me i told him i would see him in the morning hes in wva im in nc he said if im here hes trying to kill his self my lifewill never be the same if he dies my heart couldnt go on i would lose my brother my best friend

Hapiness
Happiness We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time...and remember that time waits for no one... So stop waiting... until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, unt

Eternity
Eternity Here I am, laying here. Waiting for you, for eternity. Here I am, here I lie. I just wish, that I would die. My pain and fears, tearing me apart. My sadness and depression, are eating at my heart. Nobody knows me, nobody understands. It would all be easier, if you would just care. But you can't, or you wont. and here I am, Laying here. Waiting. Eternally.

Confusion
Why is it that when you really care about someone you feel so helpless to their needs? Why do you feel you can do nothing to make or keep them happy? I want to help them, be there for them, and keep them smiling, but I am being pushed away and it is making really sad inside. I always want to be a great friend to people and I understand we have our hard times and alot of us have been through alot of rough shit in our days, but why must we push away the ones that care about us the most. I guess this is one of life's mysteries that I will never understand.

Darkness
Light turns to dark, It all fades away, Tonight is the night, It all falls apart. Nothing we can do, Nothing we can say, No matter the pain we feel, Tonight we lose it all. All love disappears, All faith vanishes, All hope is lost. When the darkness falls, We lose it all. Light turns to dark, Happiness to sorrow. Tonight is the night, It all fades away.

Forgive An Forget
Forgive and forget that’s what they say, But they don't tell you that there is no easy way. There is no tap to turn off your tears, There is no magic wand to evade all your fears. How do you stop all those feelings inside? Those conflicting emotions, when your head and heart collide. You want to forget and you want to let go, But you head is unwilling to let you heart know. You're fighting a battle when there’s no clear winner, You're struggling so hard to absolve the sinner. Your insides are a mess and your head is confused, It’s hard to make sense when your hearts been abused. Can we ever disregard the pain? Can we ever move on? Or do we just fade away like a star that once shone. Can the damage be repaired? I have no answer yet, Forgiving can be painful but it’s harder to forget.

The Wall
I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can't reach in You can't reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can't see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again

Thanksgiving Blessing
thank you, Earth, For your abundant bounty. I gratefully receive your gifts and blessings. For the air I breathe, I thank the plants and trees. The air, the fire, The water, and the earth. Thank you for sustaining my life And nourishing me. For the blessings of loved ones, who help me along life's path. I am thankful. My life is full to overflowing with gifts of ancestors. Courageous souls who survived, And made my life possible. Thank you great spirits of the cosmos, for the lessons I sometimes try to avoid, But which I need. And for the joys and pains which open my spirit and expand my heart. I am grateful for health, abundance, and challenges, each unique. Thank you all who have touched my life's journey. Each new day is a gift, To which I pledge the best of myself. For the blessings of life's great circle continue in me. From the cave to the stars, I have always been and will always be. I am rich in the things that matter. With my deepest gratitude, I o

My Secret Loneliness
Left with words tight in my throat My breath caught in my breast... A sweet kiss still warm upon my lips, My heart broken in my chest. Saying you didn't mean to hurt Doesn't make it go away.... I am left my secret loneliness A place safe for me to stay. Where no one else can touch me Way deep down like you did.... I close my ears to the music, The sound of each word that you said. Drifting by myself again Picking up pieces of my heart... That I find thrown down at my feet And I'm not sure where to start. Trying to keep a gentle smile Upon my weary face.... Wiping quickly away the tears, So no one will see their trace. For there is no one to whisper to Who will ever understand... How it feels to look down and see My lonely empty hand. So blindly I did trust again Losing myself in the glorious days... Forgetting for the moment A price would have to be paid. And while I'm in this secret loneliness That no one else can share... I comfort myself i

Two Guys In Home Depot
Two guys, one old and one young, are pushing their carts around Home Depot when they collide.The old guy says to the young guy, Sorry about that. I'm looking for my wife, and I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going."The young guy says, "That's OK. It's a coincidence. I'm looking for my wife, too. I can't find her and I'm getting a little desperate." The old guy says, "Well, maybe we can help each other. What does your wife look like? The young guy says, "Well, she is 27 yrs old, tall, with red hair, blue eyes, long legs, big boobs, and she's wearing tight white shorts. What does your wife look like?" The old guy says, "Doesn't matter --- let's look for yours."

Selfish Bastard
And the sky was made of Amethysts And the stars were like little Fish You should learn when to Go You should learn when to just say No When they get what they Want Then they never want it Again And the sky was all Violets And the moon was Violence I'm the one with no Soul One above and one Below My life's a Death Mine is Forever Go on take every thing, I want you To Go on take every thing, I dare you To I told you from the Start Just how this would End Cause I get what I Want Then I never want it Again

9 Words Women Use
Understanding words women use 9 words women use 1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think

A Coupling Of Passion
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then becam

The Animal I Have Become!!!!!
***THE ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME*** I can't escape this hell So many times Ive tried But Im still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I cant control myself So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe Its not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I cant escape myself So many times Ive lied But theres still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I cant control myself So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe Its not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong

In Remembrance
Today,a day of memories, A day where each and everyone of us, Stand together and pray, For the thousands that have died, and for the others who defended for it Today,a day where we all remind ourselves, That each and everyone of us, Have a duty in ourselves, To hold up to justice. To stay firm on the grounds we stand Marked in our hearts, A Nation's strength, Not shaken by what lay ahead of us, Not consumed by the horrors of evil, Today,we marched on, Together we stand, Not as one, but as a country, That no matter what, We will never fall. GOD BLESS AMERICA.

Fuck...and Other Random Words
Okay so work is goin pretty gooooooood. Weldin always rocks and all that good stuff. Gettin to play blacksmith a little bit too, heatin up metal and bangin it into different shapes and whatnot. Ummmmmmmm........lets seeeeee.........Spanksgiving is comin up (I totally called it spanksgiving instead of thanksgiving GOD I am funny). Lets seeeee ya'll should TOTALLY go check out Miss Laynas page cause she kicks ass and is beautiful beyond words. She could beat YOU up I am pretty sure. Yea you....no not you the.....yea YOU yea. Okay so um, I wanna buy my buddys car cause it rocks but I duno if I will or not. I also want a new truck.........OH and I am thinkin about buyin a Glock handgun but I dunno what caliber. I am thinkin .40, .45, OR .357. Gotta think about it all and whatnot. Okay so I need sex, that would be nice and....uuuuuuum......I recently found out that magnums fit way better than normal sized condoms which....well kinda hurt and they where a pain to put on and.....a pain to tak

So I Was Thinking.....uh Oh..
Dont ask me what got me thinking on this subject today..mebbe it was reflection on a really bad saturday night drunk. Regardless of why, I found myself thinking how its funny how people come in and out of one's life. Sometimes its for the better, sometimes for the worse. Neither...unavoidable. Some just pass through, others last a lifetime. People will come and go..each leaving a little something behind with the person who's life they've touched. Good memories are great no matter what. But it seems like the bad memories, no matter how miniscule are the ones that are dwelled upon. Drudged up over and over, thrown into the mix so to speak, to be mulled over and spit back in the face of the person who's hurting. It seems like those people who pass through our lives quickly are sometimes the one's who hurt us the most. No, its not always intentional...but it doesnt make it hurt any less.

Musica Nocturna Playlist 11/18/07
GARY NUMAN - Dead Heaven ABSURD MINDS - Gedanken-Reich THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE - Looking Glass BAUHAUS - Dark Entries SIOUXSIE & THE BANSHEES - Spellbound (Extended Version) FAHRENHEIT 451 - Cathedral in Ice SHE WANTS REVENGE - Tear You Apart (Ladytron Mix) THE SISTERS OF MERCY - Lucretia My Reflection (Edit) NINE INCH NAILS - My Violent Heart (Pirate Robot Midget) FUNKER VOGT - Killing Ground (AE4 Remix) DESTROID - Friend or Foe (The Betrayal) HOCICO - The Shape of Things to Come ROTERSAND - Exterminate Annihilate Destroy MARILYN MANSON - Apple of Soddom SWITCHBLADE SYMPHONY - Dollhouse MAN AND MACHINES - Cities in Dust APOPTYGMA BERZERK - Until the End of the World (Dan Frampton Original Edit) BLANK & JONES feat. ROBERT SMITH - A Forest (Short Cut) VNV NATION - Genesis (Icon of Coil Version) LACUNA COIL - Enjoy the Silence DOPE STARS INC. - Braindamage LAIBACH - God is God SIRENIA - My Mind's Eye (Radio Edit) GOTHMINISTER - Gothic Anthem UNHEILIG - Ich Will Alle

Remembrance
Sliently I stood, Watching as people walked by, Have we really forgotten who we are? Have we forgotten the freedom we fought for? Have we forgotten those that fought bravely for us in a foreign land? Have we forgotten those that die for the name of freedom? Have we been blinded by the society and lost ourselves? Have we taken a moment to think, to remember those that died? On this day, Let us put down what we are doing, Take a moment, join the others remembering, Remember those lives that departed, Remember those that have fought bravely, Remember those that have given up their life For the name of freedom. And,remember those that are still out there fighting, Pray for their safety return.

Did I Do The Right Thing Or Not???
Im not feelin too good right now... I was shopping at albertsons and before I went in I noticed a young girl sittin behind a pillar and she wasnt doin too good... heard her sniffle, you could tell she was crying... she couldnt have been more than 17 or 18 yrs old if that. so I passed by and asked her if she was ok and she looked up and said yes... so I went and did my shopping... kinda killed me cause I have kids and Id die to see them outside alone and nothing goin on... on my way out she was playin with a match book still sittin inthe same place... I asked her again if she was ok knowing she had no place to go... so she said im alright just life ... yeah I told her , it sucks... she said yeah it did... so I was puttin the groceries in and asked her if she needed to make a phone call or something, she said no one would answer... Killed me,,, kept on puttin groceries in my truck and asked her if she was hungry... she looked up realy quick and said yeah... theres a chinese food place

So I Was Told
Ok so I was told that maybe just maybe I should "make" a damn blog.. so here we go. I dont know what the hell I am susposed to talk about in here but lets start with "current" events hows that? The things I hate, 1. Damn basterd liars... whats the point you know that you are going to get busted anyway and at some time you will fuck up and confess without even knowing you did! 2. Morons that think they are cooler then shit.. ok I tell you what I have yet to meet anyone that has been better then sliced bread... think about how damn cool and usefull is that.. sorry but there is nothing like putting something gooy on a piece of bread and throwing that basterd at the celing! Cant do that with a person, well ok you could but don't think that they would appriciate it to much.. moving on 3. Now some ppl wont take kindly to this.. but I am not very keen on women... yeah I know I am one myself but why would someone want to trust something that bleeds for days and DOSENT DIE? I tell you w

Christian
'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean livin'' I'm whispering 'I wa s lost, now I'm found and forgiven.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, Godbelives I am worth it. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain.. I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's go

How Much Do I Have To Do???
Yeah Yeah Ok.... The only time I do one of these things is to get some sort of crap off my chest. And this is one of those times! I feel sad. I feel empty. I feel alone. I feel lost. I feel numb. I feel tired. Well exhausted really lol. I feel as though I'm expected to be this pillar of strength for everyone around me. Yet I have no one here to be mine! It's not fair. I'm by far not a selfish person. Ask any genuine friend of mine and they will all know my life is 1st and foremost about putting others before myself. It's just me and my nature. But sometimes I step back and ask, what about me? I'm not a very strong person, although I do tend to show that persona on most occasions. I don't like being vulnerable, and I guess that could be why I hide me. I guess I just wish that just once in a while someone wouldn't just expect me to be there, expect me to run around for them, clean up after them, do so much for them, and that they might just one day do something for me. Just ev

A New Start
I walked through the many faces of people, Looking into their eyes, I see the sorrow,pain and sadness I walked through the quiet pathways, Kids' voices lost in the wind, The street covered with darkness Emptiness felt in each steps I fight for what I believe, To offer all I have I fight for the those needed, Giving them the peace they deserved Sacrifices I made, I asked for no returns, Filled with peace and love, I lived for them, I fight for them, In the sand seeking a new start for them

November 6th.
November 6th You lie in bed awake at night But eyes are tightly shut Wishing that it was a dream But now with ure damn luck The harsh motions run through ure head Like daggers to the heart Tears are staining ure flushed cheeks As time just falls apart November 6th was that party That you just had to go to You quickly got there, looking cute Excited with ure crew The music loud and air was smoky Just like in the books And then you saw him, standing there With all his sexy looks You talked a bit and giggled some As he told you all his jokes All the noise and loud heartbeats Were distracting as he spoke So you two went into his room Where everything was quiet Focusing on each there Ignoring the big riot And then he kissed you long and hard And led you to the bed You went along and kissed him back “Slow down” you quietly said But he acted like he heard nothing Pushing down some more You fell down quickly on the sheets Noticing he locked the door Now he w

Lately
Thinking about you, what else can I do? Dreaming a sweet dream that's only with you. My minds all over you, night and day, I hope this feeling will forever stay. Thinking about you 24/7, What can I say, I'm practally in heaven. Our love is perfect, forever, and long, And in my heart it's still growing strong. Thinking about you, because you shine, To me your love is a great bright sign. Following the path, in which you light, You guide me safely, all through the night. Thinking about you until I'm graved, I hope by that time our love will be saved. If I had one day, special and true, There'd only be one person to spend it with and that person is you...

My Son ..
MY SON This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The youn

Day Of Rage
Once upon a time there was a penguin sitting on a grassy knoll. The grassy knoll over looked a beautiful yet busy business stress. The penguin noticed that there were people lined along the street watching a parade of come down the street slowly. There are little kids on their parents shoulders holding red balloons. The penguin then notices a car in the middle of the parade with four people in it. There are three men and one woman, they are smiling and waving to all the people. For some reason this sends the penguin into a fit of rage. The penguins eyes glazed over and it reached into it's fanny pack and pulls out a 9mm semi-automatic pistol. The penguin unloads a clip from the gun into the crowd. The penguin doesn't hit a single person except for a single bird flying over head. Rage fills the penguin's heart, The penguin reaches into the fanny pack again and pulls out an AK 47. With a mighty war cry the penguin fires again into the crowd. The penguin breathing heavy drops the gun

Learning
You Always look Good, even on the days that u are worn out, You always makes me laugh, even you are feeling low, You drink coffee off my cup, even thou you hate coffee, I hated pickles, And you promise u will never eat them, I hate the loud music you played, and you stop listening to them when i am around, I like calling you fat although you are not fat That pisses you off, But you never got mad at me, Maybe this is how love is about, Sacrifices and Compromises Learning how to give and take Learning how to make another person smile Learning how to love again learning how to accept someone in your life.

Name Game
theres a million things to call yourself.. yay this made me laugh so i thought i would share it.. YOUR REAL NAME: aliese renee but everyone calls me bunny fufu YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle.) bunnizzle YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) pink spider i know its not really an animal YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on) renee chevorlet YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name.) faibu YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) black tea YOUR ARABIC NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name): uirrlsy YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME(first letter of your first name and the last four of your last name): bther

Widdle Wabbits
A little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She, in turn, blushes, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and says, in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit." Mind you, I did not write it! 8-P

A Lost Love
You make me strong, You gives me strength, You dry my tears, You take the sadness away, Knowing you were the start of a beautiful memory, Losing you ends a part of me. A part of me goes with you, Wherever you are, A part of you will always be with me, Wherever I am, I placed my heart when you lies, You brought my love to the grave, where you keep it there in your heart forever, I will do the same for you, You will always be a part of me, A love that I will cherish always

Sadness
Standing there with a heavy heart, I stared at the grave in front of me. The surrounding air filled with sorrow. I bow my head down, Staring at the faded greens, Crying silently in my heart, Griefing with pain, as I looked down. Lying infront were the stones of men, Sacrificing their lives for what they believe, Doing what they do best, Giving in everything they have What they do is known to them We might never understand it How do we see it, Doesnt matter, As long as they see what they do is right, Following their heart as they go. Thou life has left And no longer present, But memories stays, With every other things they left behind, Keeping our hearts in one.

Let Me Go
Sitting here looking at you Lying still, The empty look in your eyes, saddened my heart Gazing at your lifeless soul, For a brief moment of time I feel like you are talking to me Let me go Its been beautiful with you I will love you always But,its time to let me go Wipe you tears And be strong I will always be watching and loving you And till the day, When she calls out your name, I will be here Holding your hands once again. But now,its time Let me go I looked at her, Is it the time now, Do I have to let you go, Is it time to let you go now Since I met you, I have found nothing but love only How can I survive without you She looked at me With a tear falling down his cheek, You will be strong, No matter what happens, You will never be alone, I will wrapped my hands over you when you are lonely Our love will continues even upon my death, I will live in you forever

Satisfaction
Close your eyes, A night of desires, Warm lips presses close to mine Hands wrapped around my body Caresses me, Slowly undressed me, Push my body close to you, Warmth my shivering body with you gentle touch Move your hands Between my thighs Whisper in my ears Make love to me Deep inside me Your movements take me deep Going slow Sending shivers down my soul Deeper as you go, I find myself lost in the pleasure Take me to a new peak with the gentle strokes Confined me in your movements I wish it never stops Satisfaction Every inch of my body feels complete Sweet love All throughout the night

Reasons To Allow Drinking At Work
The below are valid reasons as to why drinking should be allowed at work. If you use them wisely, you may even be able to convince your boss into allowing alcohol. 1. It's an incentive to show up. 2. It reduces stress. 3. It leads to more honest communications. 4. It reduces complaints about low pay. 5. It cuts down on time off because you can work with a hangover. 6. Employees tell management what they think, not what management wants to hear. 7. It helps save on heating costs in the winter. 8. It encourages carpooling. 9. Increases job satisfaction because if you have a bad job you don't care. 10. It eliminates vacations because people would rather come to work. 11. It makes fellow employees look better. 12. It makes the cafeteria food taste better. 13. Bosses are more likely to hand out raises when they are wasted. 14. Salary negotiations are a lot more profitable. 15. If something does something stupid on the job, it will be quickly forg

Lesson 3
Place the head of his penis inside your mouth, but do not tighten your lips around the shaft. With your tongue, begin a circle motion around his head with the tip of your tongue. The head of his penis will slide to different places in your mouth as you continue the circle motion. The technique is a great transition move between techniques; just make sure to experiment with the whole spectrum of pleasurable pressure, as this is incredibly stimulating just about any way it is performed. You can also incorporate spinning your head in a back and forth motion to add a little extra sprinkle of love.

Before You Meet With God
A man died and went to The Judgment. St. Peter met him at the Gates of Heaven and said, "Before you meet with God, I thought I should tell you -- we've looked at your life, and you really didn't do anything particularly good or bad. We're not at all sure what to do with you. Can you tell us anything you did that can help us make a decision?" The newly arrived soul thought for a moment and replied, "Yeah, once I was driving along and came upon a woman who was being harassed by a group of bikers. So I pulled over, got out my tire iron, and went up to the leader of the bikers. He was a big, muscular, hairy guy with tattoos all over his body and a ring pierced through his nose. Well, I tore the nose ring out of his nose, and told him he and his gang had better stop bothering the woman or they would have to deal with me!" "I'm impressed," St. Peter responded, "When did this happen?" "About two minutes ago," came the reply.

"the Biker"
I know that some of you in my family are not motorcycle riders, but some of us are and this is something we can all get behind. Please, send this out to all you know, riders or not, because we have to share the road. Thanks everyone, I love you all. THE BIKER * I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your chil

The Last Moment
Walk with me, Hold my hands, Let us walk through the woods, The place that we used to walk Hand in hand With smiles in our faces Walk with me, Hold me close, Let us walk to the old coffee place, Where we used to have our morning coffee Gazing into each other's eyes With happiness in them Walk with me, Cherish my love for you This might be the last moment I will be walking with you My time have arrived, And its time to go I know you will miss me, But the Lord needs me now. I will be up there watching you, Waiting for you When the time comes, When The lord reaches out his hands for you, We will be reunited again. Trust me, my love, Forever inside, I wont' forget you.

The Adult Game
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Apprehension
After booking my 80-year-old grandmother on a flight from Florida to Nevada, I called the airline to go over her special needs. The representative listened patiently as I requested a wheelchair and an attendant for my mother because of her arthritis and impaired vision to the point of near blindness My apprehension lightened a bit when the woman assured me that everything would be taken care of. I thanked her profusely. "Oh, you're welcome," she replied. I was about to hang up when she cheerfully asked, ..."And will your grandmother need a rental car?"

Mommy's Resolutions
- When I'm tired of hearing "mommieeeeee!" a thousand times each day, I will resist changing my name to "Please pass the spinach" or "TV is boring, I'd rather read." - I will develop an ability to have a conversation with an adult that doesn't revolve around labor pains or children's toilet habits. I will feel comfortable in the silence that ensues when neither of us can think of any other topic to discuss or remember we can always discuss the weather. - I will be more flexible about children's nutritional requirements by counting the ketchup and green crayon as vegetables. - When my children beg for a pet, I will buy them each a hutch for the dust bunnies that have multiplied under their beds. I will let them name each dust bunny. - I will count how often I repeat the phrase "You'd better listen because I will not repeat myself", until my children actually notice that I have spoken. I will not raise my voice until I have said it at least that many times. - When my kids

Flight
Flight (for Donna and the man she loves) ------ It's a faltering step or two, that you take at the start, uncertain of your gifts, you fear you'll lose your heart. But you remember you're not alone, that someone is beside you there, and the warmth of their caress, wipes away your fears and cares. You stride forward gingerly, and slowly spread your wings, you hope that when you leap, upward you'll gently swing. And at the edge your heart sinks, as you step away from the ledge, you feel the winds blow, and you leap out from the edge. Then you realize that you soar, high above the clouds of doubt, you sing with all your strength, and let your song radiate out. But it's not just once voice it's two, and you both fly as if you're one. Winds gently at your back, into the bright rising sun. -PaPoetBoy

Three Italian Nuns Die And Go To Heaven ..
At the Pearly Gates, they are met by St. Peter ...! He says, "Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone you wish to be .. !! The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren" ... So ... Poooof .. she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna" .... So ... Poooof .. she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini" .. St. Peter looks perplexed ... "Who" ? he asks .. "Sara Pipalini" replies the nun .. ! St. Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but the name doesn't ring a bell" ..!! The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and han

Wine Vs Water
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service

Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger is captured by Indians... The Indian Chief proclaims, "So, you are the great Lone Ranger. In honor of the Harvest Festival, you will be executed in three days. But, before I kill you, I will grant you three requests. What is your first request?" The Lone Ranger responds, "I'd like to speak to my horse." The Chief nods and Silver is brought before the Lone Ranger, who whispers in Silver's ear and the horse gallops away. Later that evening, Silver returns with a beautiful blonde woman on his back. As the Indian Chief watches, the blonde enters the Lone Ranger's tent and spends the night. The next morning the Indian Chief admits he's impressed. "You have a very fine and loyal horse but I will still kill you in two days. What is your second request?" The Lone Ranger again asks to speak to his horse. Silver is brought to him, and he again whispers in the horse's ear. As before, Silver takes off across the plains and disappears over the horizon. La

Emily Elizabeth Kidd
Yes,I know I'm showing way too much pride in such a simple thing as a new grandchild...so sue me..... I am just a wee bit upset about the change of the middle name as we know her cancer definitely makes this her last,but oh,well,really unimportant in the long run...... 8 pounds 10.5 ounces 20 1/2 inches long WELCOME TO THE WORLD MISS EMILY!!!!!!!!

Please Show Him Some Love....
http://fubar.com/user/205768 Please be sure to show this BOY the same love that he showed me tonight.Here are a few of the comments that he left in my "My weakness" folder.... "All Bi Racial children should be put to sleep like the mutts they are...Once you go black, the white race doesnt want you back...It's a shame what whores will do for the attention that daddy never gave them." "I understand why you sleep with black men, as fat as you are no self respecting white man would want a trash bag like you." "DOnt you think if god wanted us all one color he would have made us that way ?" "Take her for the white trash whore she is" "Arent you afraid of getting arrested for beastiality ?" "I understand why you sleep with black men, as fat as you are no self respecting white man would want a trash bag like you." "I just threw up all over the place...Fat white whores like you make me sick, please kill yourself"

Jokes
*Clean can be funny.* *********************************************************************************** One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. 'Tie me up,' she purred, 'and you can do anything you want.' So he tied her up and went golfing. *********************************************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, 'Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!' The husband said, 'Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?' 'Doesn't matter,' she said. 'Just get out.' *********************************************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. *********************************************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply

Tears
You know I like to cry, You will sit beside me, with a box of tissue, wiping my tears away You know I cry a lot, tears rolling down the cheek You will gaze into my eyes, laugh at my silliness telling me,"its funny." You know I love sad songs listening to it makes me cry But, you will play it for me, Sit with me watching the tears as it flows You know the movies make me cry You will go with me And when someone laughs at me You will show him the fist and silence his laughter You know you make my world smiles, thou I am always crying I feel lucky to have you My journey of life is complete with you around. Thank you.

Alternitives To Prison
Sunday, November 18, 2007 If men are pigs..... Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping This is somewhat related to the last blog. Not sure exactly what brought this to mind. I guess I was thinking about pigs? Some men, are well, pigs. How do people control pigs? Sometimes they put a huge ring in their nose to stop them from routing. It makes it painfull, it's a natural thing for the pigs to do, so they still do it some even with the ring. I think they also put a ring in the noses' of bulls so they can control them better. Maybe we could use the same sort of concept for men? We could put a huge ring in men that are assholes. Men that have a history of abuse, and stuff like that. Maybe one in their nose, or maybe somewhere else... However, if we just put one in their nose, it might stigmatize people who have their noses peirced. So other more hidden places would be better. And/or, depending on the severity of the person's aggressions, we could put one i

New Kind Of Breast Cancer
Please pass on & keep women informed…. New kind of Breast Cancer - DO NOT DELETE Please forward to all of the women in your lives . Mothers, daughters, sisters, aunts, friends, etc. In November, a rare kind of breast cancer was found. A lady developed a rash on her breast, similar to that of young mothers who are nursing. Because her mammogram had been clear, the doctor treated her with antibiotics for infections. After 2 rounds, it continued to get worse, so her doctor sent her for another mammogram. This time it showed a mass. A biopsy found a fast growing malignancy. Chemo was started in order to shrink the growth; then a mastectomy was performed; then a full round of Chemo; then radiation. After about 9 months of intense treatment, she was give n a clean bill of health. She had one year of living each day to its fullest. Then the cancer returned to the liver area. She took 4 treatments and decided that she wanted quality of life, not the after effects of Chemo. She

Not Mine But I Believe
I believe that the sun shines after the rain I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain I believe in not doing things the easy way I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay I believe in a second chance I believe in a life long romance I believe there is life after death And standing up to a life of mess I believe in love at first sight I believe that revenge isn’t right I believe that first impressions last And there is nothing better then a good laugh I believe that dreams do come true I believe there's destiny for me and you I believe that good things come to those who wait I believe love never arrives too late I believe something good comes from something bad I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad I believe everyone has a guardian angel And the good you do will be rewarded well I believe sometimes there is no explanation I believe money can't buy people's affection I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone I

A Short Story...
This story has been circulating around for awhile. A great note for all to read. It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. ? Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window

To All
lately it seems ive done something to offend a great many poeple and not many on my list want to communicate with me, for what ever ive done, i appologies to all those ive hurt, thanks to those who still talk and keep in touch with me, randy

Scum Bags At Work
dont you love when every day your day at your job might end because people just have nothing better to do than try to get you fired because they believ that another unqualified employee deserves the job you have and they cant even do thier own job.people are just down right mean and nasty, they are so worried on what you do and report evrything you do but yet they do worse things like steal and take all the breakes in the world and no one says nothing but me they just make up shit and do things just to try and get me fired its just bullshit what ever happend to just going to work and makin a living.if any lawers read this leave all your email.address

Aplication To Be Chica's Man!
Application to be Chica's man Please include Headshots. ( top and bottom) Name: ____________________________________________ Age: ____________________________________________ Sex: ____________________________________________ Location: ____________________________________________ Occupation: __________________________________________ Penis size (if applicable & be honest)___________ (3 inches will automatically be deducted) 1. Have you introduced yourself to chica? 2. Did your introduction mention the word NSFW? 3. Did you rate all of her stuff? 4. How many times have you visited her page? 5. Name one item in her about me. 6. How often do you get off on her pics, daily? 7. How often per hour do you imagine her clothes would dissapear? 8. How often in a 24hr period do you imagine, while you are getting off on her pics, that she would give you a blowjob? 9. What can you offer Chica? 10. Are you married or involved with anyone?

Landry :)
Please meet my good friend Landry. :) Landry is a super friend I met through an old friend, who isn't on here anymore. When I was visiting this old mutual friend of ours, I noticed the comments and poems Landry left on his page and after a while, I decided to go check him out myself. We have been friends ever since and he is a sweetheart! He has an incredible sense of humor and I always look forward to what he is going to leave on my page or send me next. :P He is a cool friend to have, trust me! :) I love me some Landry!! :D Check out his blogs! Landry has a talent for writing...some very interesting stuff in there! :) Click on the link below and tell him I sent you and if you want to add him, please note in the friend request who you are and all...because if you send him an empty request, he is not going to add you. ;) LANDRY the MASTER RATUR " DEMON POET ! READ PROFILE !@ fubar

My Tab Was $830, What's Yours???
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your tota l fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got

Are You Effin Kiddin Me??????
So yea....I finally watched the whole 2 girls 1 cup video...and uh yea.....hmmmmmmmmmm. All I can say is if you havent seen it yet and havent ate recently go check it out at 2girls1cup.com and be forever changed. I am gonna need therapy later in life thanks to that video. I mean....really??????? Are ya kiddin????? WOW thats all I can say.

Lowrider's 80's Lounge The Home Of The Bet 80's Music
PULL UP A CHAIR AND STAY AWHILE LISTEN TO THE GREAT TUNES, MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE, BRING IN YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU LIKE THE SOUNDS OF THE MUSIC PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUBSCRIBE TO THE LOUNGE :0) Add one of our streams to your MySpace!

I Miss You
I cherish every moment we have together even its only a few minutes. Words cannot express how I feel for you It feels like my world becomes bigger when you are around And, when you left, the world gets smaller I am back to the little room that I sat in, all my life. I wish upon the stars, that I can have you by my side now, I wish i can once again gaze into your eyes, to smile at your face, and embrace you tenderly, and whisper into you ears, I love you I tried to sleep, I couldnt sleep, all I can think about is you, carassing my long hair, kissing me with your gentle lips, pulling me close and whisper sweetness into my ears telling me without a doubt, your love for me will never change. I tried to work I couldnt work, all my mind is about you your gentle smile, warms my heart holding my hand,cross your heart telling me without a doubt, your heart is all mine. Its something about you, that makes my heart yearn for you, you steal my heart away,

What I Struggle With!
I wanted to post this because it is something I have struggled with for many years. It sucks and sometimes feels like a curse rather than a gift. Nobody in any relationship I have ever had believed me. One person I was with actually died when he didn't listen to me. It's a difficult situation because I have been judged harshly in several relationships. This can drain me to the point of exhaustion especially after experiencing the negative emotions of others. I literally have to re-charge completely in order to function. When I do feel the need to re-charge I have been told by those close to me that I am not normal, that other women don't act like I do...they do not realize just how draining it really is for me.

Holding Forever
Your words, bought me laughter, even it is a simple,"yes." it calls out my heart. Your voice, touched my heart, likes droplets of rain falling down from the sky. Like music notes praising our love I crave for your touch, tenderness will overwelm me I long for your hands to pull me close to find comfort in your arms If there is a wish, I pray for you to be close, to wake up in your arms everyday, To have you telling me, "Im silly, but I still love you." And, all my life, I will hold you foever. Till the day when God decided that we should part, My heart will still stay with you. Together and Forever

Adult Game
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Happy Thanksgiving!
Hi to all my fubar friends!! Hope you are all doing well. I just wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving. I hope you get a chance to enjoy your family and friends. Seems these days it can get pretty hard for people to stay in touch on a regular basis due to spreading out location wise and just from how much we all try to do all the time! I am guilty of that too, but its this time of year i try to take a moment and appreciate those around me. Lord knows, i have my fair share of negative crap I'm dealing with right now, but i'm still going to try and focus on my love and family and friends. Sure it sounds a bit cheesy, but it's what helps me have perspective i guess. I can get so down and depressed from all the crap. It'll at least let me find rays of light in it all :) anyhoo..i just wish you all the best! *hugs* ~kaylee for those site admirers...I still will be having updates over Thanksgiving week! Make sure to keep your eye out for a new set of photos and a new video in

Make Love To Me
Lay me down, Move me closer to you, Run your hands over me, Explore my body Like you always do Use your lips, Taste every part of my body, When you kiss me, I feel you breathing so hot and sweet, Circling through my body Make love to me, Let me submit to your demands, Caress me softly Consume me with you love, Let me feel you body, Push into you gently Listen to my moans In this moment I surrender to you. Make love to me

Only You
I take your hand in mine Sat you right beside me Under the big tree we used to make love Staring in your eyes I whispered in your ears You are the love I prayed for God to be mine In your eyes I see the love that captivated me the first time you stared into you eyes In your smile I see the love that devoured my heart when you first smile lit up my soul In your voice I hear the gentleness that soften my depressed heart Pull me closer to the love I crave In your hands I feel the beauty of life that I thought have abandoned me a long time ago In your kiss My body melts when your lips touches mine warming every corner of my soul In your heart, I found a place for me to reside in happiness holding my soul forever in peace Under the shadows of the tree I gave you my word I will spend every waking and sleeping moments with you My heart will never fades and as each day goes by it grows stronger In my life there is always you My

You Are My Everything
You are my everything You are the light that shines upon my soul where darkness cloud over it you are my hope that gives me strength calling me to move on never letting me fall you are my angel that watch over me Protect me make me understand who i really am You are my everything with your presence i stand strong no matter what problems i be facing you are the strength to keep me walking You are my everything that I want that I need When tides are rough When days are filled with sadness you are all i need to make me happy to make me strong to make me go on each and every day you are my everything

Drama Drama Drama
WTF is with this site, it's an "adult site" yet we have all this shit going on around us, personally, I don't care who uses what to get where, it's a free site FFS, WHO CARES! I come across the most ridiculous bulletin yet, and I'm not saying names, so I'll leave it at that, but it's someone sticking their nose into someone else's drama, worrying about things they need not worry about, then having the nerve to do some kinda fu-call out to someone else, trying to call out every bad move someone has made, I mean really....I've said it before and it'll probably come up again, go the hell up! Do you think you're really making an impact on that persons life? Because you're not. Another thing, before moving on, and this probably sickens me the most, is the people that go along with this ranting of a woman going through PMS and making these slanderous accusations about someone else, they stick behind her and back her up, repost her bulletin, and then say don't attack me for posting this, I'm

Retarded Roomates,free Cycle Garbage And The Know It All Syndrome.
OK,all of you,or some of you read my mumm last night about my stupid roomates.The female didnt press charges and they let the male go.Now he came back this morning and things have been awkward to say the least. Today,the two morons decided to spend a day out which usually means they are either dumpster diving,smoking meth or checking out junk they found on Free Cycle.Free Cycle is a website where people try and get rid of garbage and other junk for free.Usually,90% of the stuff on there is broken or just totally worthless crap that they just wanna get rid of.Well, after watching todays football games, they returned with a betta fish, a broken stereo that looks like it hasnt been used since the early 80's, a Colemen lantern, and a IMac computer which doesnt work either.Usually this is the case for them and I hate it because they always want me to fix this junk.The stereo was shot and the IMac was too.The Betta has a case of bloat and fin rot and Im gonna be amazed if he lives through

When You Say You Love Me
When you say you love me Did the time stop? I think it does Everything goes still The sound of those words makes my heart stops beating When you say you love me Am i sleeping? Was it a dream when you say those words The sound of those words makes me breathless Did i just lost my breath to you? For a moment in time When you say those words Everything around us seems to disappear There is only me and you in this world When you say you love me My heart blushes with love at that moment I know I never want to part with you And, when you say those words you know my heart is saying I love you too

When Girls Drink Too Much...
1. We have absolutely no idea where our purse is. 2. We believe that dancing with our arms overhead and wiggling our butt while yelling "woohoo" is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. We've suddenly decided that we want to kick someone's ass and honestly believe we could do it too. 4. In our last bathroom visit, we realize that we now look more homeless than the goddess we were just four hours ago. 5. We start crying and telling everyone we see that we love them sooooo much. 6. We get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song plays because "oh my god! I love this song" 7. We've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us. 8. We've suddenly taken up smoking and become really good at it. 9, We yell at the bartender, who we believe cheated us by giving us just lemonade but that's just because we can no longer taste the gin. 10. We think we are in bed, but the pillow feels strangely like the kitchen floor (or the mop?)

Bragging
You know, I don't really like to be boastful, at least not too much. But, living in Las Vegas has allowed me some really cool opportunities to see things that I might never have had the chance to otherwise. Last night, I got to see Eddie Izzard live at The Comedy Festival! What a great show! He was even funnier than I could have hoped for. I swear, I didn't stop laughing for the hour or so that he performed! Anyways, I just wanted to share my good fortune. :)

Crazy Facts
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a footb

Jason Aldean
Okay love this guy! His songs are so meaningfull, but then again what artist doesn't sing about something meaningfull? Not sure but it is something about his voice that makes me melt like butter. If you don't know what I am talking about, listen to his track called WHY. And you will then fully understand unless of course you are a guy with no feelings :) Wish some of my ex's would have sand this damn song to me, I might beable to have forgiven them right then and there. Heather

Grandma's Love
A 5 yr old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. While playing with his toys in her bedroom while Grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, Grandma, how come you dont have a boyfriend? Grandma replied, Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The TV evangelists keep me company and make me feel so good. The comedies make me laugh. I'm really happy with the TV as my boyfriend. Grandma turned on the TV and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she finally started hitting the backside of the TV, hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood a man. The man said, Hello, son, is your grandma home? The little boy replied, Yeah, but she is in the bedroom banging her boyfriend. Grandma's minister fainted.

I So Dig Swingers...
Have I said how much I dig swingers lately? I don't think I have. Sometimes a few can be annoying...esp the ones that think just cuz you're a swinger, you're gonna jump in the sack with them. That's esp annoying when they're someone you would NEVER even consider being around..ever...even if they were the last people on Earth! I guess they figure that since you have the whole 'swing' thing in common, you must be down with them...blah! There are some people that are just awesome, though. They're great to hang out with, and sex with them just makes things cooler. I so love those guys! Too bad that some people treat swinging like dating...esp in the Deep South. I don't mean to sound bad, but if I'm already fucking someone on a more than random basis, how can I really go steady with them? Weird! For the most part it's cool, though. I do miss my Texas swing, but I hope to make it work out here in Alabama. Anyway, that's probably more than you really wanted to know about me,

What Not To Put On A Resume
These are some (allegedly) real-life examples of: What NOT To Put on a Resume. => "Disposed of $2.5 billion in assets." => "Instrumental in ruining entire operation for a Midwest chain store." => "My intensity and focus are at inordinately high levels, and my ability to complete projects on time is unspeakable." => "Education: Curses in liberal arts, curses in computer science, curses in accounting." => "Personal: Married, 1992 Chevrolet." => "I have an excellent track record, although I am not a horse." => "I am a rabid typist." => "Exposure to German for two years, but many words are not appropriate for business." => "Personal interests: Donating blood. 15 gallons so far." => "I have become completely paranoid, trusting completely nothing and absolutely no one." => "References: None, I've left a path of destruction behind me." => "Don't take the comments of my former employer too seriously, they were unappreciative beggars and slave drivers."

To My Special Someone.....u Know Who U Are...
If I had no more time No more time to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was I everything that you was looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer would you be here,I'd be wishing you was here To be everything that ive been looking for for i don't want to forget the present is a gift, and i don't want to take for granted the time you may have here with me cause lord only knows another day here is not really guaranteed So everytime you hold me, hold me like it's the last time Everytime you kiss me, kiss me like you'll never see me again Everytime you touch me, touch me like it's the last time Promise that you'll love me, love me like you'll never see me again How many really know what love is? millions never will, don't know until you lose it That is everything that we've been looking for When i wake up in the morning and your beside me, Im so grateful that ive found, evthing that i have been looking for... Alicia Keys...

Chinese Proverbs
Man who run in front of car get tired. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. Man with one chopstick go hungry. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. Panties not best thing on earth! but next to best thing on earth. War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. Man who live in glass house should change clothes in basement. Man who fish in other man's well often catch crabs. Man who fart in church sit in own pew. Crowded e

Dear Miss Behavin (katie Lou)
I ___ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. If i could take you anywhere in the world with me i would take you______________. Life without you would be like________________________. if you died tomorrow my reaction would be____________________. i filled this out most of all because_______________________. so now for my final words: ____________________________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this lots of fun and you can really make someone's day. Message them and dont be afraid to see what people will put!

Adult Game.....
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Half Easily...
New Graphics Dark Images Top Comments Raintrops of that could rain whip on window glass Remaind me your tears five of ten what you cry , because of me half hate, half relief in your mind it,s half easily to let go easily cry pain inside you tears of sorrow-- than feel happy Now your mind is like that crey sky Outside you see those who are happy they enjoy life, they enjoy love they deserve that You deserve that too but you forget to enjoy

My Bar Tab
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your tota l fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive dr

11-18-07
You've got plenty to get done today, but you shouldn't expect to make much progress. All you need to do is prioritize and you can take care of the less important tasks some other time -- next week? *^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^* Well the day is gone only the night is left to take care of !!!

If You Love Someone
THE ORIGINAL QUOTE If you love someone, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was.... ********** THE NEW VERSIONS..... ********** Pessimist: If you love someone, Set her free ................. If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, as expected, she never was ********** Optimist: If you love someone, Set her free ................. Don't worry, she will come back. ********** Suspicious: If you love someone, Set her free ................. If she ever comes back, ask her why. ********** Playful: If you love someone, Set her free ................. *If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her Free again, repeat * ********** Bill Gates : If you love someone, Set her free, If she comes back, I think we can charge her for re-installation fees but Tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade. ********** Finance expert : If you love someo

I Want To Know
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking the fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. . It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your sorrow, if you have been opened up by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can betray another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of

Sick Today
Woke up feeling terrible this morning and have been off the computer all day until now. Even as bad I feel I had to stay awake and watch my Seahawks beat the Chicago Bears 30-23 this afternoon. Great game... and way to go Kearny for your 3 sacks in the game. Matt play fabulously with NO interceptions. Now... I am going to watch the Bills play the Patriots... as much as I would like to see the Bills win this game I seriously doubt they will. I so much want to see the Pats lose. I have never liked them. Don't know why, just have never liked them.

Youtube Bideo!!!
Do you love me.. Vote for my friend!!! Please and thank you!!! Hey guys, A good friend of mine recorded an acoustic video on Youtube that made it to the FINAL Top 20 Round of nearly 1000 submissions. Im asking if you could take a second to go and give him your vote. He's been working hard on his music career for just about his entire life and a minute of your time will really make a difference. Thanks so much, heres how to watch his video and vote: 1) Login Here (you may need to do a quick registration if your not already a member, It only takes a moment) 2) Then copy & paste the link below to go to the video and click the yellow thumbs up! :) You can always find the video by copying and pasting this link into your browser once youve logged in... http://www.youtube.com/contest/LGVideoContest?v=A1eQ8GKaRiY&goto=4 Thank you so much, a moment of your time would REALLY mean alot to me and make a HUGE difference :) Please dont forget to repost and forward this on to y

Dating
I am a member of a few dating sites...I know silly me! But although I am not a small girl, it never bothered me, I am who I am, take it or leave it! But I recieved this message on one that said " NOT ONLY ARE YOU A FAT B*&%H BUT YOU SCARY UGLY TOO!! I have never been so annoyed, shocked, depressed in MY LIFE!! Who do some of these guys think they are??

Did You Live Enough Today?
In a casual text message conversation just now, one of my Fubar friends and a member of my bomber family, Mandah, was telling me how she was standing outside in the snow waiting for her mom to come pick her up. Her mom is disabled and she was going to go with her to Walmart to help her do her grocery shopping. It made me think, how many people probably would have been irritated by having to stop their lives to help someone else out, even a family member. But she just said, "I don't mind helping my mom". It made me think of my mom, who died suddenly and unexpectedly at the age of 58 (almost 7 years ago) from a stroke. It made me think back wether there were times she wanted or needed me to do anything with her or for her and it inconvenienced me.....I can't really remember anything specifically. But it makes me wonder, would I have spent more time with her and lived differently had I known she would be taken from me so early and way too soon. Of course I would have. We NEVER KNOW whe

Lesson 2
The most important thing to do at the beginning of going down on a man is to learn to gauge his reactions to stimulus. Once this is done, you will be able to finish him on demand, thereby keeping the favor from becoming a chore. While his erect penis points toward the ceiling, cup his testicles in one hand and gently, using only your tongue, lick softly, but carefully along the entire underside of his erect organ. As you explore along the underbelly you will learn those areas that give him the greatest pleasure when your tongue is touching them. For most men the most sensitive area will be the point where the ring of the head and the foreskin are attached; or were attached prior to his circumcision. Position yourself so that your tongue is in direct contact with the “split” in the glans head, and simply stimulate that area with any variety of motions; circular, back and forth, side to side.

Why?
Why do I continue to try? Why love someone who cannot possibly love me back? Why allow myself to be hurt over and over again? Maybe because at night, alone, in a dark room, he is the only thing I can think about. He is the last name on my lips before I fall asleep, and the first name on my lips when I wake up. Why doesn't he love me? I am not sure. To use his words "I crave you". But then says, "I don't want you with me." I am just completely baffled by all of this. You ask me if I need closure....I know I don't need closure, I need a beginning. I need you in my life. I need you to understand all that I have explained to you about why I am who I am. I realize I will never be able to have this. But since you say that you "crave me" I can crave this. Maybe someday I will have what I need and crave...until then, I will simply keep doing as I have always done....Keep busy with work, lose myself in my childrens' activities. But at night, well at night, that is mine and everynight in

A Tourists Guide To Driving In New York City
"A Tourists Guide to Driving In New York City" I've spent many years driving in NYC both for work and for pleasure. I thought I'd share some insights to the skills and mindset needed to drive here for any of you that might ever be thinking of doing so. Hope this is helpful. 1) DO NOT DRIVE IN NEW YORK CITY!!! There's no reason for you to drive here. We've got trains, taxis, ferries, buses, horse drawn cariages, helicopters, rickshaws (really!), trams, and many more ways to get you wherever you need to go, and faster than you could drive there anyway. Seriously...park your car in Fort Lee, NJ and take a bus into Manhattan. Trust me, you have no idea what you're getting into driving here. 2) HOW THE STREETS WORK There are 12 "avenues" that run north-south. The first through third are 1st, 2nd and 3rd Avenue. 1st and 3rd go north only while 2nd goes south only. The fourth is Lexington, except in Harlem where it's Malcolm X Boulevard....it goes south The fifth is Madiso

Wednesday Night!!!!!!
All my friends in my area, come out to Shenanigan's in Sheboygan Wednesday night, my farewell Wisconsin performance with Fusion, before I head to sunny FLA. Will be a memorable night, so come out and help send me off proper!!!!!

Adult Game ;)
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

New Beginings In A Way
Well i am free of the weight that felt like it was dragging me down with his depressing pathetic life. I have moved out and have little contact with him which is nice. all though i do miss my cat pretty girl though. with feeling this new found freedom and heavy burden off my shoulders i found someone that is well absolutely amazing. This guy that i have met wow can i brag about him all day every day... I have never had someone knock me off me feet as hard or as fast as he does.. i mean wow... there is this look he gets in his eyes that i can get lost in them for hours appon hours. The laughter that comes out when i talk to him is soo much and soo often that i am crying from joy... if i were to describe what i was feeling right now it would be in four songs... "as if ","clumsy", "making memories", and " i need you" i will admit i get really grumpy if i don't get to talk to him at least once a day... when he first felt himself falling in love with me, he asked me on question " have you e

Anal Sex
Male-female In several cultures, receptive anal intercourse by heterosexual partners is widely accepted. One reason is that there is very low risk of unwanted pregnancy via unprotected anal intercourse (though this is not an absolute guarantee, since semen can leak from the anus, across the perineum, and enter the vagina). Also, anal sex is even sometimes seen as preserving female virginity, because it leaves the hymen intact. Another reason is that the anus is considered to yield more tactile pleasure for the penis, being tighter than the vagina. The Renaissance poet Pietro Aretino advocated the practice in his Sonetti Lussuriosi (Lust Sonnets). Alternatively, the male may take the receptive role in heterosexual anal sex, usually aided by sex toys. The practice of pegging, in which a woman wearing a strap-on dildo penetrates her male partner, is gaining acceptance. Moreover, due to the proximity of the prostate gland to the rectum, it has been suggested that males may derive gre

Th Church House On The Hill
Everyone who's seen it knows, that it's not some place that you should ever go. It's the kind of place everyone knows about, the kind of place that you go in and never come out. Even in spite of the stories, you decided that it couldn't hurt to go out exploring. You have no idea what things keep nightmares fillled, but I have a feeling you will, if you decide to go poking around the old church on the hill. It's that old eyesore that no one wants around, and the graveyard where all of the headstones are falling down, it seems to be pushing the caskets right up out of the ground. At night you can hear the creaking sound that the rusty hinge creates, and there are or iron fences with stone gargoyle gates. Inside there are cobwebs rats and owls, it's the home to every dark thing that prowls, a place where shadow growl, and the lonely lost souls howl. The sadness in this place has an evil way, of turning everything of color into a dark shade of gray. home to all that's

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All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat

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Ok. Thanksgiving is coming. The fourth thursday of November. I can't help enough to set aside and give thanks for the things that we receive or give each time. It occurs to me that every time I see advertisements in stores it's always between Halloween and Christmas and a little of Thanksgiving. Boggles the mind. I see little of dining sets and inflatable turkeys of Thanksgiving and a whole lot of Christmas decorations! Well, anyway between Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas I like to call "the giving seasons". Why? because I think we give more around this time than any other day or season on the calendar. Just my opinion. What's on the menu for me on Thursday? Nothing but the Food, Fellowship, Family, Football and just being together. I might be able to do a errand routine of getting extras of nutmeg, butter, buying the thanksgiving edition of the Journal for reading and shopping previews. Also, I'll play my Madden 08 game a couple of times during the day. For this Thanksgivin

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Wow it has been a busy day! A good busy though. Peter and I took off this morning to go see his brother's new house that they have been building over the past year and a half! It was worth the wait! OMG, it is the most beautiful house I have ever seen in my life! It is about 4,000 sq ft. and is Mediterranean style. Everything about it is ME!!!! They live up on Vine St. which is a pretty large hill and overlooks most of the city. Almost all of their walls are glass so when you look out, you see all of the valley. It is truly breath taking. I want to move in with them! lol I want that house! We are going to have Thanksgiving over there Thursday with Peter's family. They just moved in and were still unpacking boxes this morning and still have a lot to go. I hope they get it all done this week! Then we went to Lowes after being at Paul and Betty's for a couple of hours. We bought a new area rug for our living room. I hope it looks nice. We haven't put it down yet. Pete

Thankgiving!!!
MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds The Real Thanksgiving Quoted from: The Hidden History of Massachusetts Much of America's understanding of the early relationship between the Indian and the European is conveyed through the story of Thanksgiving. Proclaimed a holiday in 1863 by Abraham Lincoln, this fairy tale of a feast was allowed to exist in the American imagination pretty much untouched until 1970, the 350th anniversary of the landing of the Pilgrims. That is when Frank B. James, president of the Federated Eastern indian League, prepared a speech for a Plymouth banquet that exposed the Pilgrims for having committed, among other crimes, the robbery of the graves of the Wampanoags. He wrote: "We welcomed you, the white man, with open arms, little knowing that it was the beginning of the end; that before 50 years were to pass, the Wampanoag would no longer be a free people." But white Massachusetts officials told him he could not deliver such a speech and offered t

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Dildo From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia A dildo (or dildoe, a rare alternate spelling) is a sex toy, often explicitly phallic in appearance, intended for bodily interaction during masturbation or sexual intercourse. History Dildos in one form or another have likely been present in society throughout history. Artifacts from the Upper Paleolithic which have previously been described as batons were most likely used for sexual purposes. However, there appears to be hesitation on the part of archaeologists to label these items as sex toys: as one archaeologist put it, "Looking at the size, shape, and — some cases — explicit symbolism of the ice age batons, it seems disingenuous to avoid the most obvious and straightforward interpretation. But it has been avoided." There have been many references to dildos in the historical and ethnographic literature. Haberlandt, for example, illustrates single and double-ended wooden dildos from late 19th century Zanzibar. The world's ol

Horoscope For 11/18
Your social energy is perfect for reaching out to new people. They may be going through some confusing times, but it's incredibly simple for you to reassure them that things are perfectly normal. *****yeah sure can do that lol hell aint even sure my life will ever be normal lol

Shan Shan Is An Assassin
Shan Shan NEEDS YOUR HELP!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6,175 points = Assassin. Go help her out, all love is returned. Shan Shan member of the Pride & Fu Wife to Got Ink?@ fubar REPOST PLZ. THANKS IN ADVANCE. pimpout has been brought to you by: CANADIAN - NO MORE MR. NICE GUY!!!!@ fubar

Blonde's Year In Review
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. *********** February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!! !.....bottles won't fit in typewriter!! ! *********** March - Got really excited..... finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months....box said "2-4 years!" *********** April - Trapped on escalator for hours..... Power went out!!! *********** May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.... .wrong instructions. ... 8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! *********** June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. *********** July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition. ....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! *********** August - Got locked out of my car in rainstorm... ..car swamped because soft-top was open. *********** September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? *********** October - Hate M &M's.....th

O Juggalette
Juggalettes dont take shit from anyone. There behind all juggalos 110%. You fuck with them theyll fuck you up. being a juggalette is a way of life They don't give a shit about what the world thinks of them. A Juggalette don't think shes better than everyone else. It's a state of mind, a way of life. To truly understand a Juggalette or juggalo you must be a Juggalette-juggalo Anyone can just Like a Band, that makes you a fan. If your a Juggalette-juggalo your down for anything at anytime. A Juggalette and Juggalo are almost the same but Juggalettes are Females. And no matter how pretty, ugly, fat or crack headed they look, Juggalos love them. But if they are a Juggalo or Juggalette they are Down with the Clown for Life.

Hey Birthday!!!
So today I turned 46. They say it's all down hill from here. I don't care about any of that. I'm alive and kick'n.. My son (panasomick) took me out to eat...and made me a cake..I got a couple gift cards & an awesome picture, from the kids. My sister invited me to go to the Thanksgiving day parade, downtown Detroit...I am so excited to go. I love going places and making memories with the people I love. I worked midnights last night..and slept half the day away. But it really was way better than it sounds. I get the internet on my cell phone...it allows me to be on fubar..in some really great places...like at work or in the truck or in bed. I love this phone. My wonderful fubar friends...I feel so loved, you'all are the best! How did I ever survive without you? Thank you for being here for me.. One of my dear fubar friends...spent a very personal day with me today...We really shared something really special. Happy Birthday Jeff. Thanks again everyone..Much

How To Stay Young
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (keep this In mind if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and Lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourself. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is good,

Santini Czech Tour 2008
As I write this, a very large crate of Santini posters, DVD's, T shirts and other promotional materials in now winging it's way air freight to the Cezch Replublic in advance of a major Santini tour there to take place in 2008. Putting the bricks in place for the tour to take place is Paul Landers, the lead gutarist for RAMMSTEIN.CZ who are one of Europe's leading RAMMSTEIN tribute and cover bands. Paul is setting things up with major Czech concert promoters and the tour will see me performing live with the band, solo at major venues in Europe, and also doing a number of "one shot" massive media generating stunts in addition to my full stage show. You can check out RAMMSTEIN.CZ on thier site at http://www.rammstein.cz/ News concerning the Santini tour can be found on the MP3/Video page of the site.

Blah
Anyone who has known me for awhile knows that when I blog its to get things off my mind. Writing is like therapy to me. and those who know me know I miss my son terribly when he is not with me. So tonight is just a night where I feel sad. This should have been my weekend with David, but he had some things to do with church and wasn't going ot be home. I always try to work those things into the schedule. So its been way too long since he has been here. The good thing though is he is coming Wednesday and hopefully staying until Tuesday. I know I need to just keep my mind on that. Tonight I feel alone. I feel like that will never change. I feel unimportant... like if I was gone no one would ever notice. And I feel like no one is out there that really cares. yes I know there are people that do... Sorry for being a downer tonight.

Wheres All My Friends When I Need Them
For the past few days ive been asking for help to level, which I always do when I get close to the next level, ive helped so many people level to Godfather, and just level in general, pretty sad when it comes time to need help all these people I helped are no where to be found. As everyone knows if u help me, I help you, it may take me days, but I always return the love. Sad lots are here for themselves and not here to help each other out like its supposed to be. My lil vent for the day :P Ty to those who have been helping, I appreciate it very much! xoxoxox I hope everyone had a great weekend.

It's Jamie's Turn!!! :d
Repost this if you guys don't mind :D It's Jamie's Turn!!! Let's get this awesome woman Godmothered! There are a few things I know about Jamie. 1. She shows up for everyone else! 2. She doesn't ever ask for much! 3. She never forgets those who come through for her! Is that a good friend (and PERSON) or what?! She has a Happy Hour coming up tomorrow (Monday) at 5pm PST (Fubar Time!). We are trying to get her number down some between now and then, so if you have a minute, go spank her a little bit today! :) If not, save some love to show during her hour! Our friends know how to do that for sure! :D I know I say this a lot.. but truth demands repeating.... you guys ROCK! When any of you have a happy hour coming up, be sure to let me know! Mwah!!! ~JaMie~CO OWNER OF CLUB FAR~TIM's FB WIFE~ I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~@ fubar And for those who don't know already... Club F.A.R. Rocks! If you aren't a member yet, what are you waiting for?? :D Hit

Meet Me In The Stars
Meet Me In The Stars As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you. With a bottle of wine and glasses for two. Just close your eyes and there you will see, Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart

Gone For 2 Weeks
I will be gone for 2 weeks for the Thanksgiving holiday. I will get on when I can an check my fubar I hope all my friends in America have a GREAT Turkey Day!!To all my other friends abroad I will miss you also....an ONE CERTAIN PERSON inpaticular I will miss an im sure YOU KNOW who you are heh P.K.A.B.

Not October But..
doesnt mean i dont care about the boobies Finding breast cancer at an early stage greatly improves the chances of successful treatment. Screening for breast cancer refers to tests and examinations used to detect the disease in women who do not have any symptoms. According to the American Cancer Society (ACS), early detection of breast cancer saves many thousands of lives each year, and it is important to take advantage of these screening tests. Some screening tests used for early detection of breast cancer include: * Mammography * Clinical breast exam * Monthly breast self-exam If screening identifies an abnormality in your breast, the next step is diagnosis, in which your doctor determines if breast cancer is present. In this section, you will learn how cancer is detected and diagnosed and how to understand your test results. Empowerment through knowledge. Navigating the experience of breast cancer diagnosis and treatment can be challenging and some

The King Of Random Ii
Here's your damn random blog so you ALL can leave me alone about it. -You like my profile picture? It's exactly what you think it is. -I'm going to eat the Wonder Pets. -Nothing more annoying that Liberals calling my house at 7 am trying to get me to vote for an election that's going to happen NEXT YEAR!!!!! -Somebody used Sponge-Bob as a Contraceptive spounge........ewwww...... -Have I ever mentioned before in any of these blogs that I like porn? -Anybody else but me want to slap Bruce Springstien and tell him to go back to 1984? -I'm starting to feel better -I need a new computer! My birthday is in 12 days..... -I'm going to splice the genes of a camel and a monkey. Hey, It's my random blog and I'll say what I want! -Mike Vick should get the Death Penealty. Put some weed and coke on him put a half dozen drug dogs in his cell and lock the door. -R.I.P. Fabolous Moolah

Sweet Home-washington!?!
im freakin so stoked about going home to washington...right now im in missouri and its all good here but i miss home...i cant wait ...walking to mcdonalds in the snow at 11 at night ...yelling at the downstairs neighbors while they fight....its gonna be the best x-mas ever!!!! heck yes!

R.i.p Baby
I miss u so much and on Nov. 2, 2007 wld hav been ur 35th birthday but ur precious life was cut short by a very evil man tht was supposed 2 hav been watching all 4 of us while mom went 2 work so 1 evening he let 3 of us out 2 play and kepted the 4yr. old behind til he tighed his shoes n then he was gna let him go , but i had jus taught him hw 2 tight them but he was scared of the man so he got really angry n started hitting him really hard but we nevered heard him scream not once so wen it was time for bed he was complaining abt his stomach was hurting really bad 2 my oldest brother which was 9 yrs. old at the time i was 5 n my sister was 6 so wen the next morning came he was dead was all blue wth bruises frm head 2 toes , the man ran for his life but we didnt knw he had killed another woman's son same age not tht long b4 he killed my lil brother . While he was running frm state 2 state he killed Detectives tht was on him for a long time but now he is n prison for life . Happy birt

I'm In A Auction~get A Free Vip
Please bid on me. Winner gets a salute from me, pimped out on my profile and A month VIP from the host. :) Please click on pic to bid. No comment bombing needed just a bid...muahhhzzz. Also Read the two first pics in the album for prizes and rules :) Lucy

Jihad Jane The Hezbollah Spy
http://papundits.wordpress.com/2007/11/18/jihad-jane-the-hezbollah-spy/ November 18, 2007 -- FBI fraudster Nada Nadim Prouty not only used a sham marriage to get jobs with access to secret terrorist intelligence - her current husband is a State Department employee who has held sensitive posts in Middle Eastern embassies, The Post has learned. Her third hubby, Gordon Prouty, 40, now works for the State Department in Washington, a spokesman confirmed Friday night. He had been stationed at American embassies in Egypt and Pakistan. A Justice Department spokesman, Dean Boyd, refused to comment on Gordon Prouty's job, or say whether he was under investigation along with his criminal wife. "He's not charged with any wrongdoing in this case," Boyd said. But the revelation surprised national security watchdogs. "My God, she's married to one of our people," said Mike Cutler, a former US immigration special agent. Nada Prouty, 37, admitted last week she faked her first mar