I just wanted to update the post. My sister-in-law Meggie is about to give birth to a new son in a week or so. After much pain and heartbreak she and her boyfriend were surprised to find she was preggers again. In the last year she finished school to become a pharmacy tech. I will update when I know more details.
I wanted to thank everyone who called me, hugged me, said a prayer or otherwise. It is ironic that the first part of the year was spent trying to get that feeling of sadness out of system, my actions in the early part of the year were a reflection of a man looking up at a deep dark hole. In a lot of ways Bloodview and the Legion ended up saving me, the house served as an outlet for a lot of pain. My season was in a lot of ways a reflection of a mother's love for her son, and a dedication to a little boy who for a little while, lived live to the fullest and did not want to give up.
I have had to come to terms with a lot in the last year, love is truly a powerful thing. The only regret that I have is that I may never have the chance to have that kind of unconditional love for anything. So please parents, be blessed.
The '07 Bloodview season was for baby Nikki............................