After another week in the hospital dad is now home. He was there because the chemo damn near killed him before the cancer could. He had no blood and still has no platelets. He is now on hospice. The chemo can't cure his cancer and continuing it will only give him another month to three months of life and there is no guarantee he will not be sick and miserable. So, since there is no cure he decided he had been through enough....and now we will just see how it goes from day to day. This is when it gets tougher. As a nurse I see this every day but damn it is different when it's my daddy. Talk about a helpless feeling.... Anyway, just updating the friends that keep coming to check on me and keep lifting me up with their prayers, words of encouragement and support. Thanks also to my lifeline, daddyfirefighter...I never would be able to cope without you.
