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Tue, March 4th 2008, 10;23 Am
yesterday i paid most the bills off and got food, i starte to get alittle nostalgic about my school friends in high school, knowing i didnt get into the yearbook, i felt i needed to look up other friends in them. i found a few i knew othes i didnt have time to look up because we only and another friend who helps me out around the first weel of the month took me to the library. and parking was only 1 hr lol. anyways i saw teachers and others i knew, we then headed to the school...and they had rebuilt and remodeled it looks better now t hen when iwent there but after like 40 years of wear and tear they remodeled her. I am so proud to be i guess im an alumni lol but i love bein aprt of some history....during my days of school there i had many friends....some wwent to war and neve came back those who did i never see again....m iss my old friends from school, the ones i graduated with vanished into the haze as well never to be heard from again....never be the same

Maybe
Maybe you would deny me? Maybe you would tell me no? Why would you do that to yourself? I see the way you squirm when I talk to you on messenger. I hear the desire in your voice on the phone. I see the way you blush when I tease you. I see you hide your face. I notice the way your breathing gets deeper, your lips slightly part. I see the hunger in your eyes, a reflection of my own desires. You are going to say no? Just to prove a point? I know you CAN...but I'm hoping you won't.

3/4/2008: A Sense Of Loss
I woke up about 30 minutes ago, and I feel like I piece of me is missing, as if its been literally torn out of me, with the physical pain and sense of loss to go along with it. This is what happens when I hold myself back until its too late. Instead of being proactive as a Master and not keeping a hand in things, and standing on the outside of a situation and letting it proceed upon its own until it gets to the point where I feel like I don’t know a person anymore, and now a relationship that I thought unshakable and as solid as the ground beneath my feet is now hanging in the balance. My kaleiatia and I had a talk last night, and it did not go well. Let me say first that the last six to eight months have been very hard on her, and both tally and I have been trying to be there, to help her through the issues that had been coming her way, one after the other. All I ever asked for her to do is to talk, even if it is to vent about what is bothering her. One of the things about her i

"thanks Dad For Showing Me....
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

Slipknot - Vermillion Pt. 2
She seems dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain leak through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason And I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me (x 3) I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't......no I don't want to be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (won't le

The Candidates On The Pocketbook Issues
Here are some proposals from the 2008 Presidential candidates for shoring up Americans' financial security Americans of all income levels face some tricky times ahead when it comes to their personal finances. What steps would the men and women vying to be the next President take to help bolster your bottom line? Below, in alphabetical order, we lay out some of the stances the current candidates have taken on investing, saving, and other "pocketbook" issues. Ron Paul Texas Congressman Ron Paul favors slashing government spending and taxes, including all taxes on Social Security benefits. "We can encourage retirement saving simply by allowing employees to put more of their paychecks into IRAs and pension funds, instead of sending taxes to the federal government," Paul has written. New York Senator Hillary Clinton would automatically sign up U.S. workers for 401(k)-like plans, which she would call American Retirement Accounts. The government would provide tax incentives to

~~the Best Kind Of Love~~
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80ʼs, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctorʼs appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit

Selena - Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping. I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star, that somewhere you are. Thinking of me too. Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight. Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight. And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be. Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me. Wonder if you ever see me, and I. Wonder if you know I'm there. (am I there, am I?) If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside? Would you even care? I just wanna hold you close but so far. All I have are dreams of you. So I wait for the day. (wait for the day) And the courage to say how much, I love you. Yes I do. I'll be dreaming of you tonight. Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight. And there's nowhere in the world, I'd rather be. Than here in my room dreaming about, you and me. (Spanish): (Translation): Corazon. Sweetheart. No puedo dejar de pensar en ti. I can't stop thinking of you. Como te necesito. How I need you. Mi amo

Mmmm Sleeeeeeep
Dear lord the last few days have been hectic/long/stressful. Saturday-Had to be at work at 8 to be in Branson at 9. Was in store until 1:15, and finally got home at 2:30AM. Sunday-Had to be at work at 6am. (which means I get up at 5 am.) Work for about 7 hours. Almost left early, at about 4 hours in, because I wasn't feeling well and was feeling lightheaded. Monday- Again, had to be at work at 6am. A bit over 7 hours in for the day. -I had thought about working last night as well, but I am really glad I didn't. Victoria's Secret, even leaving at the later time, would have done me in... Plus Jeremy called and asked if I wanted to game with him and Brent last night. Considering how long it's been since we've done that- I was in. Fun night... but I stayed way too late. I finally got home around midnight. Went mostly straight to bed after talking to mom a little bit. So tonight I work, another Victoria's Secret is going and I realllllly hope it isn't too late of a night. I have my

Update On Freddie & Me
Well as most of u know Slipknot & I were going through a ruff patch there for a while but we have decided to stay together and work on our marriage....... So Im happy to say that this past Dec.30th was our 3rd yr of marriage..... YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!! But if u'd ike to write to us please feel free to do so.. Sharla & Freddie Dach 104 Overlook Ct. Troy, Tx 76579... Hope tp hear from u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Huggs and Kisses to all!!!!!!!!!!! Shar

Please Say A Prayer For My 16 Year Old Daughter!
To everyone who has a heart on Fubar Please say a prayer for my 16 year old daughter! She is a good student, who has worked at Albertsons for over a year, very active in volleyball, A all out good kid who is having some health isues! She is going to the surgen today to scheadule surgery and I am a vry worried mother!!! Im just asking everyone to keep us in teir thought and ay a prayer for her. Here is her picture and her name is Tiffany Thank You All In Advance!

Scary Thoughts
Here is a thought which should scare just about anyone. Let me set it up right. Let's say you are in the United States Army. You are female. And, let's say you have a problem with the Equal Opportunity Environment. Let's say you are being sexually harassed. Well, you have a few different avenues to handle this. 1. You can confront the harasser. 2. You can go to your supervisor. 3. You can go to the commander. 4. You can to to the Equal Opportunity Leader for the unit. If you are in my unit, I am the EOL. Now here's the scary part. I flirt. I don't knowingly do it. But I do it. So, while you are going through this pretty traumatic event, it is possible I would be flirting with you while trying to resolve this issue. I still cannot believe that I am a trained, certified, appointed Equal Opportunity Leader. The class was 6 days, 60 hours. It was quick paced, little down time, too little time spent on some topics, too much on others. But, I am an

Good Morning
I look to the moon to light my path.. The darkness drapes over me as I walk alone down this lonely road… I came to this place in search of something.. Something maybe this time I could keep? The dim light casts shapes dancing in my view, as I continue on. I have fought for everything. Even if I lost I have won… Now I am here alone in this place. The ghosts still walk these worn roads… Now it is I that wonder among the wraiths… Everything I try and remember, it has been to slowly forget.. All I knew never was… Lies drip from tongues of loved ones.. My blood has streamed for causes not my own. At times like these all I can see, Is a strange standing in for me. I would do it all again, in the end. For all that once was, Has paved the road for what will be. Through the pain and hardships now I see. That each second I died… I became more of me. I say so long to the parts that have gone in my wake… I feel like all of sudden, I am awaking from a dream.. This dr

~~death~~
~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, Do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, But I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough." Ma

School
I was going back to School. Not that I needed another degree, I already have my Doctorate in Philosophy. I wanted a chance to be near you. To see you everyday. To soak in your beauty. To fantasize about you. I think it is a business class that I signed up for, haha... I didnt even pay attention to that. Just wanted to be able to see you. Its the first day in class and there you are, about three rows in front of me and a little to the left. I wanted to see your profile. I can see the outline of your breasts and your profile and I already have the stirrings of a hard on. You would think I was too old to be reacting like that. The first few days are uneventful. The teacher just drolling on, half assed paying attention. Then it happened, you noticed me starring at you. But you smiled.... Maybe I should say hi. Why Am I being like a child. After class I waited for you in the hall and when I saw you I felt flush, worried - what if you dont like me??? But I stood my grou

God Saved You
God saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be. So he wrapped his arm around you, And whispered, "Come to me" You didn't deserve what you went through, So he gave you rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He only takes the best. And when I saw you sleeping, So peaceful and free from pain I could not wish you back, To suffer that again!

Want To Own Me? It's Worth It!
BID HERE BID HERE BID HERE BID HERE That's right! Your favorite lesbian is finally in an aucion! Now you can own your very own Easy To Use Disposable Applicator! (Thats where EZ2FU came from.) The bidding starts March 4 and ends March 11. So come bid on me HERE! You know you wanna own this! This is what I'm offering: ♥ Add/fan/rate during HH ♥ 500 11s during HH every week for a month ♥ If owner has more than 500 pics, I'll rate the rest 10s during HH every week for a month. ♥ 1 profile comment during HH every day for a month ♥ Rate entire stash during HH ♥ Rate all blogs during HH ♥ 1 SFW salute of my choosing ♥ 1 SFW salute of owner's choosing ♥ #1 spot in friends for 1 month ♥ spot in family for 1 month ♥ Crush for 1 month ♥ 1 big

Friends With Benefits Game
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag... There's at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your hoverspot that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

The Blind Girl
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Why Is Intellect So Dayum Sexy????
There's something so Dangerous....so Seductive about a man with intelligence. His intellect shows in his eyes....he has wisdom beyond his years. He has the ability to provoke erotic thoughts without ever expressing the words. Intellect is definitely a factor in the attraction equation. A man that is able to stimulate a woman's mind with conversation can easily stimulate the passion of her flesh. When a woman expresses her feelings...she wants to know that she's been heard....all she needs from him is an ear to insorb the steam of her being...a sexy man will see this and oblige. A man equipped with a sense of humor automatically wins points on the sexy scale. With his mighty use of his expression and wits combined, He becomes an addiction that most women cannot get enough of. A man who takes on an aura of confidence, self-assurance, and authority will breeze through life. His ability to take charge of any situation will forever be endeared by women. Is it in his sexy smil

Your One Chance..
I don't care what color you are, what religion you practice, or what standards you live by. This is called tolerance or maybe I am blind. But I see no difference between the beautiful colors of this world.. I see no difference in the religions in general. And in the end you live your life not me, be at peace and live this life to the fullest. I don't believe in murder, weather for a cause, for God, or money.. I don't believe that life has to be so difficult.. I don't believe that this life is fair… I don't believe you are so much different then me… I don't believe that any religion wants blood to spill in the name of God… I can't believe God would want blood to flow in his name… I don't believe ignorance is bliss…. I believe that no matter who you are, you can make a difference… I believe people are generally good, some people choose to commit evil acts. I believe that life is full of obstacles; its how you deal with them that defines you as a

So I Almost Died Yesterday...
for the record electrocuting ones self with the coffee pot can almost kill you, it hurts and is so very not good.... I was wipin off counters went to move the cord to the coffee pot and BZZZZZZZZZZ i got fried cause apperantly there were exposed wires....enough current i have an actual exit point from the electricity..so Exposed wires on coffee pots with wet hands....BAD!

Waiting To Land
The world shakes and shatters, Slowly slipping away.. In the moment everything fades to gray… No sunlight upon my skin... As it seems I am slipping, slipping in…. The blurry sensation, so much disorientation… I wait for I know it is to come… The moment my feet, will once again know solidity… The seconds ooze by at a snails pace, for I now know I have lost this race. The only thing I know to be true is this landing has gone estray. Tiger

One Event
It's amazing how one very unrelated event, can ruin a perfectly fine day. Here I was thinking that most things were really damned good today, and I come back to my room this afternoon after getting my certificate of Achievement for Equal Opportunity Leader's course, stop by the mailroom, get the USB 2.0 cables and the additional 2 GB of RAM I had ordered from Newegg. I spend about 45 minutes troubleshooting my computer, and realize that one of the two sticks of RAM is bad. Gotta get ahold of Newegg and ship one back. Still not a bad day. I have accomplished something else for the day. I hang out in a lounge a little bit. It's usually a really friendly joint, but dang, was I to be shocked today. I had been going in there for awhile, and had followed the founder over from another lounge. She and I talked back and forth quite a bit. I am not sure, but think that she and I have talked since right after I joined FUBAR. I click on the link, it's a little slow, then it'

My Void In Life.
Hi friends it has been a good long time sence I have made a good blog this 1 is about a empty void is my life about some 1 that I have been missing sence I left home in cali back in 95. This is about my younger brother the person that I have the skeleton tattoo on my left chest I miss him alot I have not seen or heard from him sence then I have tried to find him via the net and even tried to call diffrent places where he was living and I cant find him at all. I live here in tx now and I sleep very lil at nights he's always on my mind I worry at times that he mite not even be alive no more life was soo hard on me from my parents that I left home in 92 and realy never have look back sence I cant stand my parents for what they did to me and all the beatings. will I ever found Erick again no telling but til then im alone and have a big void in my heart and in my life because im not with him or he's not with me safe. I can only hope to God he's still alive somewhere and doing ok

Farewell My Dearest Friend
In Loving Memory Of My Dear Friend Amy Who Lost A 2 Year Battle With Cancer On February 29, 2008. You Have Touched My Life And Will Always Hold A Special Place In My Heart. God looked around his garden And He found an empty place. And then He looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put His arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, And the hills were hard to climb, So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered"Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you . But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.

Just A Dream...
I dreamt of you again last night. I was searching for you, calling your name, looking for signs that you were there. Wandering round the places we knew, just hunting high and low for you. Walking past cars, searching for yours, listening for the music, that god awful music that you always play to damn loud. Glancing in the windows for that rude lil air thingy you insist on having.I was asking people where you were, i knew they knew, why wouldnt they tell me where you were? I never did find you by the time i woke up. Curled up in my bed, the tearfull reality setting in. Your gone...

Biker Prayer Video, I Made
i got this prayer from kent and i love it so much since i make videos i made ome to long with it . it really means alot to me and i hope it wil mean some thing to all of you. http://www.livevideo.com

Pork Chops
In a zoo in California, a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only orphans' that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaning pi

March 8th My Birthday
Ok march 8th at the ridglea theater is having metal underground 2 thats where my party is being held alot of drink's and to much metal for one hand its going to be rocking so if ur in my area and wanna come help me party shoot at me and tell me it starts at 8pm

Interesting
1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you? No one. I can't picture myself with anyone. 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? Tiger 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? It's walking across the path I'm taking it. Stops and looks at me. Opens it's mouth, drools a bit, and then continues on its way. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it? It's a large Victorian style house. Maybe 5 bedrooms. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? No. It's on wide open land on a cliff overlooking the ocean. 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table. whats on it? A lace table runner and a candelabra. 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? A red plastic travel mug. 8. What do you do with the cup? Walk past it. 9. You walk to the edge of the property wher

Trying To Decide
things have been very difficult these past few days. And its really hard to decide who would trully be best for me, not because they have matiral things but true love from the heart. I dont want someone who will offer me a place to live and all that but someone who will stand by me no matter what may happen. The first guy; turned his back on me when I needed him most and now that I have found someone else he is trying to weave his way back into my life when its not that easy! So I really dont know what to do but try to make the right choice and follow my heart. I am ready to settle down, have the family life that I have always dreamed of one day having and I really dont want to mess that up! What is a girl to do?

Self-test
1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you? My girls. 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? Deer 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? Stops, stares, then runs 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it? Large and modern 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? Yes 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table. whats on it? Placemats and tablesettings 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? Plastic 8. What do you do with the cup? Leave it there 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water; what kind is it? Large pond 10. how do you cross that body of water? Swim If you want to do this yourself, answer the questions before you read below! | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | |

Read And Comment If You Want.
All I Wanted All I wanted was for someone I loved to love me back. After loving and loving and loving so many people and having them all tell you that they don't love you back It hurts so bad. It hurts so bad deep down inside All I wanted was to die All I wanted was to go and hide Then I realized you can't hide away forever You can hide away until the pain starts to dull and your heart begins to fix itself. All I wanted was to be happy I thought I deserved that much and I did. All I wanted was someone good for me someone who loved me back and who loved me for me and not what he could get out of it. That's all I wanted. And I thought you were the one I wanted I thought you were all I wanted Well now that I have had you and you know me and I know you. You knew all I wanted was for someone to love me And when you gave that to me I let my guard down and yea I got hurt but you still stuck around and you made the pain you caused in the first place to go away

My First Contest...
Hey My SexXy Fubar Friends.. Sooo,I decide to Enter this Contest,My first Contest Ever..Winner wins a 30 Day Blast.. So,Please do me the favor of Helpin Me Out, By Leavin As Many Comments As You Can on My Pic.. Here The Link.. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1575692&albumid=876530&i=693639100&idx=14 It would mean alot if you helped me Out.. I Love You All!! Thanks!!

I Want To Fly
I Want To Fly by Bob Gallagher The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Please Do Me This 1 Favor!!!!
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors. Perky is a very awesome friend to have and love... She has been feeling pretty down the past couple days and I want to cheer her back up!! This is where I need help!! I am asking everyone to please go show her a little love...Tell her how much of a awesome job she does for us Pitbulls... Tell her how much you appreciate her friendship everyone!!! Anything at all just let her know she is LOVED BY US ALL!!! Perky ♥ Mr.D Owned by Mikey & Tracy@ fubar Brought to you by: ☠Trâçý Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠/ Owner of Mike S!/Owner ofPerky and Hunter/owned by Perky@ fubar

Lyrics Bitchez...
"so many nights" E-town concrete so many nights i prayed that this would just stop. awoke out of my sleep by a sound of a popped lock my heart would drop to the ground, maybe the fact that my pops wasn't around forced you to found these guys that would just knocked you down or beat you around. i don't know. my innocence was lost back then not to be found and in a sense its like this world was just weighing me down, leaning it's weight hard on my shoulders. making my heart less warm and much more colder, chip off my tooth and a chip on my shoulders. i told ya'll that i don't play. i seen drama every goddamn day. so go ahead, yip yab away, cause now you got a lot to say. cast your judgments, cast all your stones. holding my hands, holding on to everything i have because it's slipping away so fast and it's all i have. i was like 6 then, we had no pot to piss in. while most kids lives consists of shine and glisten, mine was lined with mischief. a

Friendship
You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if you recieve:-----------------1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! )4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! )7 - 12 ( WOW!Your friends absolutly adore you!!! )Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Sponsor Me In Race For Life
I'm doing race for life for the fifth year running, in memory of a family friend, in celebration of a family member. I'm attempting to raise £150 for cancer research uk by power walking 5km. If you would like to sponsor me please follow the link below. http://www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/abbottfamily

What Is It That Women Really Want???
Women say that they want a man that is honest works hard for his family keeps a clean house and helps on his days off. Even when you provide those things for them why is it still not good enough for some of them?? Why do we work so hard so that there not with a "BUM" and give them the things in life that other women crave for in their current relationships and arent getting them. What is good enough for a woman to keep her happy???? Does anybody know???

A Very True , Yet Emotional We Are Just Bikers
A VERY TRUE , YET EMOTIONAL WE ARE JUST BIKERS, PLEASE READ (I'm feeling touched) "I'm Just a biker" I saw you; hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you; change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love

The Excitement Is Gone.
I have been on this site for over a year now. Wow. I started back in early Feb of last year. That was under a different profile then...Attia. It was different then, that is for sure. It was new and exciting and I got caught up in it fast. Cherrytap seemed to me to be less bullshit then when it changed to Fubar. A friend wanted me to enter a contest and I was reluctant to do it but he convinced me. That is when things got sour on Fubar. A crazy person decided to start drama with me and got my right to comment on anyone taken away even though she could write anything and everything about me. I chose the higher rode and deleted that profile and started over. I would more than likely be a godfather or higher by now. When I started over, caring about levels and points went away. It was fun helping people in contests when you could comment really fast and not have to deal with the dreaded Bouncer check that comes up way too often. Now when I help people out, I am just being

Viagra
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called A spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly Stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the Boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff The purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule Was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products That captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their Suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, The rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be There overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Vi

My Song
Just something fun I wrote (Talking) Cover your children’s ears this is no kid song. (A women breathing) OOH YEAH! (Music starts) I run my fingers threw your hair, how far it goes I don’t care Forget what you’ve known, I’m hear to make you moan and groan OOOO! !In an out, in an out! !You and me is all we need! OO the heat begins to rise. I see the passion, burning in your eyes. Our tangled legs in a heap, I can feel your heart beat! OOOO! !In an out, in an out! !You and me is all we need! Your nails running down my spine. O how I’ll make you mine. There is no stopping us, it’s a never ending lust. OOOO! !In an out, in an out, in an out! OO BABY! (Guitar solo) (Music dies down with the sound of a couple panting) HAHAHA “sigh”

Help Me Today!!! Plz
JUST ASK ME HOW! DO YOU NEED FUBUCKS OR JUST WANT FUBUCKS? OR, would you like rates in return? Let me know. I am in a CATFIGHT Race for Godmother and want to make a dent today! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar

Minorities
Minorities We need to show more sympathy for these people. * They travel miles in the heat. * They risk their lives crossing a border. * They don't get paid enough wages. * They do jobs that others won't do or are afraid to do. * They live in crowded conditions among a people who speak a different language. * They rarely see their families, and they face adversity all day every day. I'm not talking about illegal Mexicans; I'm talking about our troops! Doesn't it seem strange that many Democrats and Republicans are willing to lavish all kinds of social benefits on illegal’s, but don't support our troops and are now threatening to defund them? Please pass this on; this is worth the short time it takes to read it.

Hmmmm.
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor!I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.FOR EXAMPLE:One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, thepassion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, Ijust want you to hold me.'I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for meto satisfy your physical needs as a man.'She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for whoI am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time withher. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big,

Korn - Alone I Break
Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now Ill stop it somehow I will make it go away Cant be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesnt seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off Im ready Heart stops I stand alone Cant be on my own I will make it go away Cant be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesnt seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it Im running from?

New Diet
A NEW DIET. Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena, the wonder dog, at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think I had -- an elephant? So since I'm retired, with little to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive

Germaphobe
Ok so I admit that I am a bit of a Germaphobe, I am the type of person who washes his hands before eating or preparing food and I ALWAYS wash my hands after going to the bathroom. I guess spending 15 years of your life with a Registered Nurse as your wife could have some positive effects on your hygiene. Now I know what Most of you hoytie-toytie people are thinking, you¡¦re thinking well I wash my hands after using the bathroom too¡K Fact of the matter is that more than 60% of Americans don¡¦t wash their hands after using the bathroom and running your hands under water for 2 seconds doesn¡¦t constitute for a thorough cleaning either. Aaannny-who the reason I am writing this blog is because I was at our local DMV the other day and went into the public restroom and As I walked in There was a man walking out of one of the ¡§sit down¡¨ stalls. It was obvious what he was doing in there because of the extremely foul odor that was lingering throughout the bathroom. He proceeded to walk right

Bet You Didnt Know This
Check this out for yourself... Whatever your politics, however you lean, however you feel about the War on Terrorism, this report should open some eyes. ________________________________________________________ Military losses, 1980 through 2006 (http://www.fas.org/sgp/crs/natsec/RL32492.pdf) These are some rather eye-opening facts. Since the start of the war on terror in Iraq and Afghanistan , the sacrifice has been enormous. In the time period from the invasion of Iraq in March 2003 through today, we have lost over 3,000 military personnel to enemy action and accidents. As tragic as the loss of any member of the US Armed Forces is, consider the following statistics: The annual fatalities of military members while actively serving in the armed forces from 1980 through 2006: 1980 ......... 2,392 (Carter Year) 1981 .......... 2,380 (Reagan Year) 1984 ......... 1,999 (Reagan Year) Reagan years (1981 – 1988): 6,198 deaths 1988 .......... 1,819 (Reagan Year) 1989

Leaving
My friend..no my BROTHER is leaving for basic tomorrow. I'm so sad :( we made a slide show.. I can't wait to show it to everyone ..especially my P.O. ...not looking forward to saying goodbye. If you guys wanna see it (because its so awesome) let me know I'll give you the link to my youtube account.

Work
I work on a bus with Handicapped children. Yet they might have a handicap but they are the smartest of all. I enjoy talking to them, helping them and being there when they need me to be there. It's an awesome job. I was on this one bus where a child who was ADHD was making fun of another child younger than himself, calling him a monkey this other child had Downs. I went and sat beside this ADHD child and I told him...put yourself where he is right now and have someone like you calling out names and such ..how would you feel? He just looked at me...and I said if someone said you were too stupid to pass your grade at school how would you feel. He then said, he would feel horrible and picked on. I looked at him and I said...My point made. From that day on he never picked at him again. It's a harsh world we live in and some children don't quite comprehend the words disability. It doesn't mean it has been wheel chair oriented it could mean several different aspects of life

Why Are People Assholes
I dont get why people on here take this stuff to the nasty level of purposely leaving nasty comments on a serious mumm, low rateings on photos that by the way are pretty damn hot. Oh wait I know its people who have no real life and need some kind of validation of their worth. The only way they can get that is to belittle someone online? How fucking pathetic is that? How sad must your life be that you need to make yourself feel better by being mean to someone else. Here is a thought... try being nice and perhaps someone will like you!

Fall From Grace
I ran out of blog time yesterday. Not literally. Only because I had a day off and was lazy. My new favorite phrase is: Pants. Fire. Liar. So I am really smelling smoke when I hear Roger Clemens talk. Here is this man who is fortunate to play baseball without any outside help. He has a good pitching arm and has won quite a few Cy Young Awards. Seven I believe. But how will fans remember him? As a great pitcher of baseball or a pitcher of lies to Congress and Americans? The man has been accused of using steroids. His trainer has admitted that he saw Clemens with steroids. And yet Rog continues to lie. Now Congress is investigating him for perjury. His world is about to crumble. Perjury. An offense punishable by prison time. With this knocking on his back door, Clemens still continues to lie. Where did this supreme arrogance come from? He lied to witnesses, the public, the panel of Mitchell Report investigators. He lied literally to God Himself, by the act

Today On World Rock Radio
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Drink Of The Gods ;-)
I found this zany recipe online yesterday, I just had to share it!! It's the Drink of the Gods, or so the 'site I got it from says Bacon Vodka Makes up one pint Fry up three strips of bacon Add cooked bacon to a clean pint sized mason jar. Trim the ends of the bacon if they are too tall to fit in the jar. Or you could go hog wild and just pile in a bunch of fried up bacon scraps. Optional: add crushed black peppercorns. Fill the jar up with vodka. Cap and place in a dark cupboard for at least three weeks.(No need to refrigerate) At the end of the three week resting period, place the bacon vodka in the freezer to solidify the fats. Strain out the fats through a coffee filter to yield a clear filtered pale yellow bacon vodka. Decant into decorative bottles and enjoy. THis seems like a waste of bacon and perfectly good Vodka

Smells
I have a short term memory of a 70 yo man with Alzheimer's and diarrhea pants, but for some reason a great smell memory. Today this guy came in, and he smelled like a hotel in Lithuania I stayed at when I was little. It totally brought back nostalgia, and I felt like comin up and smellin him. Weirrrd...

The Glory Of Love
Tonight it's very clear As we're both lying here There's so many things I want to say I will always love you I would never leave you alone Sometimes I just forget Say things I might regret It breaks my heart to see you crying I don't wanna lose you I could never make it alone I am a man who will fight for your honor I'll be the hero you're dreaming of We'll live forever Knowing together that we Did it all for the glory of love You'll keep me standing tall You'll help me through it all I'm always strong when you're beside me I have always needed you I could never make it alone I am a man who will fight for your honor I'll be the hero you've been dreaming of We'll live forever Knowing together that we Did it all for the glory of love Just like a knight in shining armor From a long time ago Just in time I will save the day Take you to my castle far away I am a man who will fight for your honor I'll be the hero you're

What I Hate
i really hate when u go to peoples profiles and begin to rate there stuff u rate there profile and ever pic and stash items but they do not return the favour and start ratin ur stuff for u what is the point in that it really gets me mad when u take the time to do somethin nice but dont get any thin bck why :@:@:@

Ominous Sign
China says military spending will go up 17.6 percent in 2008 The Associated Press Published: March 4, 2008 E-Mail Article Listen to Article Printer-Friendly 3-Column Format Translate Share Article Text Size BEIJING: China said Tuesday that spending on its military this year will jump by 17.6 percent compared with 2007. The increase follows a similar one last year. China has had double-digit increases in military spending every year since the early 1990s. Most of the increase will go to boosting salaries and to pay for higher oil prices, with moderate increased spending for armaments, said Jiang Enzhu, spokesman for the National People's Congress. He said spending would total $59 billion in 2008. Other countries say China vastly underestimates how much it spends on its military and the real figure could be three times as much as the publicly released figure. China has said spending grew 17.8 percent during 2007, to nearly $45 billion. It was the

The Shower, Part 1
As the last of my nightclothes hit the bathroom floor, my thoughts are drawn back to you. Your touch upon my skin, your lips pressed against my own, and your aroma that fills my every breath. I look back in the bedroom to see you still sleeping handsome and peaceful. The very sight of you brings excitement to my soul. I can feel my heart race and my pulse ignited to speed up, all of this brings a hard throbbing between my legs as the heat rises and my lips begin to moisten. I step back to bathroom and start up the water. Trying so hard to control my thoughts of you. The water is warm, just below the point of HOT. My first step under the water brings goose bumps to my skin. My nipples harden and add to my excitement, my lust, my desire for your touch. I submerge my face under the stream of water pulsating down from the showerhead. The heat feels good against my skin, much like the heat your touch brings to me. I reach up to smooth the water across my face; run my fingers through

What Is A Good Friend ??? Reallyyyyyy
I never post blogs I am never really sure what to say, but I have something very heavy on my mind has been for a few days . I have recently had a lot of family problems and frankly not dealing with them very well. But it was brought to my attention because I didn't tell certain people about it I wasn't being a good friend, I don't quite understand how how my family problems have anything to do with being a good friend . But oh well life goes on I guess. I always thought being a good friend was being a good listener and be willing to talk if the other person wanted too and trying your best to cheer them up when they are down. or just letting them know you are there no matter what . If this is wrong someone needs to tell me . if I am wrong on this then that means I have been a bad friend my whole life and I need to change :)

Do I Have Your Shocker Pic?
I have 26 so far...Do I have yours???? If not, What are you waiting for??? If any of you have a "shocker" pic, send it to me for the folder I'm creating. The best one will get a prize ;-) We all love surprises right? Just do it...I did! I added mine to get it started. Click on my pic below to see the ones I have so far! Can't wait to see them! Much love ~That Girl The pic link above doesn't work since I moved the pic to my default folder so that I could use as my default pic. Copy and paste the link below to get to the folder. http://fubar.com/images.php?u=639140&albumid=879683

March Storm Moon
March rolls in like the proverbial lion, and if we're really lucky, it might go out like a lamb. It's the time of the Storm Moon, the month when Spring finally arrives, around the time of the Equinox, and we see new life begin to spring forth. As the Wheel of the Year turns once more, heavy rains and gray skies abound -- the earth is being showered with the life-giving water it needs to have a fertile and healthy growing season. This is also a time of equal parts light and darkness, and so a time of balance. Correspondences: Colors: Green, yellow, light purple Gemstones: Bloodstone, aquamarine Trees: Dogwood, honeysuckle Gods: Isis, the Morrighan, Artemis, Cybele Herbs: High John, pennyroyal, wood betony, apple blossom Element: Water Use this month for magical workings related to rebirth and regrowth. Sponsored Links Moon Phase Huge selection, great deals on Moon Phase items. Yahoo.com Your Name Tells It All Get the Astonishing Facts Magic Can't Tell You ww

Brett Farve Has Retired
Espn news and Fox news has reported at 9:30am that Brett Farve , QB of the Green Bay Packers has retired. he had one of the most impressive careers a quarterback can ever have. 257 games 61,655 yds 442 tds 288 ints 85.7 qb rating Superbowl XXXI Champion 3 Time NFL MVP Favre leaves the game as the all-time record holder in several categories including wins, passing yards, touchdowns and consecutive games started http://msn.foxsports.com/nfl/story/7870944/Favre-has-decided-to-call-it-a-career I wanna say, Thank You. for all the memories we all seen on that field. Farve's career is officially over.

Where Will Trailer Resident's Be Moved????
Where will trailer residents be moved? Dave Cohen Reporting U.S. Senator Mary Landrieu chairs hearing today on FEMA disaster assistance housing. It is a meeting of the Senate Homeland Security and Governmental Affairs Disaster Recovery sub-Committee. Landrieu says she wants answers from FEMA and the U.S. Department of Housing and Urban Development on where displaced people will live now that they are being moved out of FEMA trailers amid formaldehyde concerns. There is a shortage of affordable post-hurricane housing in New Orleans. New Orleans Mayor Ray Nagin said recently that the effort to move people out of more than 8,500 FEMA trailers will lead to a "second great displacement" of New Orleans residents. In a letter to the White House he wrote, "Because of the scope of damage to New Orleans' housing stock, much of which is still not recovered, there is insufficient housing here to place all New Orleans citizens needing to be relocated from trailers." He

Gonna Be Around Less For A Bit....:)
Hey to all of my friends and family... Just wanted to let you all know that tomorrow I am leaving on vacation for a few days. Shane and I are going to visit his parents in Florida, as well as taking a little side trip to Seaworld and Islands of Adventure. Then...when we get back, he will be flying home to pack. (Yes, I said pack! :) :) :)!!!!!) I will be making room for his "stuff" in other words, and then driving out there to meet him so that we can drive back together. We are taking that "next step" and he is moving in..YIKES...but I am so very happy!! If you don't see me around much, no worries, I am fine, and I will still be here, just not as often and only for a few weeks. I love you all!!! Have a GREAT week!! Oh, and I will say hi to Shamu from all of you! :)

Updated News
Hello WOnderful family: We are in the process of becoming partners with the Blue Orion Longe. This lounge will be still called the blue orion, but will be the Fu-LUv Bomb squads lounge. They will promote us and advertise for us to get new members. Intern we will continue to do what we do for our members and anyone of theirs that join. This will also be a great place for us to gather and have fun. Many of our memebers are already part of the Blue Orion now. I think this will be a great thing for all of us. I will have more details as talks continue. Let me know what u all think!! Love u all Liz

Trivia 4 Of 10
Ok this one will sit for a while. These are items you can buy at any hardware store. "1" costs .50 cents "12" costs $1 and "144" costs $1.50. What are they? Good Luck with this one. See you in the mumms :p

New Here
Hey all, contrary to what you might think, I'm new here. I'll see about updating my profile with some better info, and yeah I should probably get a few more photos on here too for all to enjoy. Thanks for checking me out, all who have so far. And for those who added me, I'm much obliged. I'll get to the thank you comments soon =) Cheers to me, a Newb!

Meanings Of Roses 2
Red roses say “I love you” and also stand for respect and courage. Rosebuds symbolize beauty, youth and a heart innocent of love or: “You are young and beautiful.” Red rosebuds mean “pure and lovely” and white rosebuds signify girlhood or “too young to love.” The moss rosebud stands for confessions of love. A single rose stands for simplicity. In full bloom, it means “I love you” or “I love you still,” and a bouquet of roses in full bloom signifies gratitude. White roses have several meanings: “You’re heavenly,” reverence and humility, innocence and purity, “I’m worthy of you,” and secrecy and silence. Red and white roses together, or white roses with red edges, signify unity. Pink roses in general symbolize grace and gentility. For more subtle shades of meaning, choose deep pink to stand for gratitude and appreciation. Light pink conveys admiration and sympathy. Yellow roses usually stand for joy and gladness, but can also say “try to care.” Red and

Meanings Of Roses 1
Red Roses red Red roses are the traditional symbol for love and romance, and a time-honored way to say "I love you." The red rose has long symbolized beauty and perfection. A bouquet of red roses is the perfect way to express your deep feelings for someone special. Pink Roses pink As a symbol of grace and elegance, the pink rose is often given as an expression of admiration. Pink roses can also convey appreciation as well as joyfulness. Pink rose bouquets often impart a gentler meaning than their red counterparts. Yellow Roses yellow The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship. White Roses white White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverenc

Sleepless Torture
Nights like these when I can't sleep Thoughts are running way too deep Leaving my days foggy and cold This shit is really getting old Wanting to escape this mess Not brave enough I must confess To end it all and rest in peace This torturous life just won't cease...

Back Biting And Other Simple Shit!
For everybody on my friends list, those that aren't and whoever else on this site, if your feuding, having issues, got something personal with somebody else on here, on some "real" rap, DON'T come to my page looking for me to speak on it, get involved in, take sides or keep any of that jr. high bs going, ok!!?! I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT DUMBASS DRAMA, SERIOUSLY!!! I'm not the least bit interested and want NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! I try to be cool with "WHOEVER" comes on my page,but where that nonsense is concerned I want nothing to do with it "PERIOD"!!! Not hating on "anybody" that gets off on that, but its just not my twist.

My Darkness
I SIT HERE IN THIS ROOM FEELING LIKE A PRISONER-SURROUNDED BY THE DARKNESS, SMOTHERING ME UNTIL I CANNOT BREATHE. PAINED FACES IN MY HEAD-IN MY HEART-WHY AM I HERE? ALL THESE VOICES SCREAMING, ENDLESSLY INTO THE NIGHT.. NO END. NO RESTING FOR ME NEVER.. ALWAYS HERE IN THIS ROOM. ALWAYS WITH THESE MEMORIES OF WHAT COULD BE. TO SEE A SUNNY DAY AND ENJOY THE RAIN ON MY FACE. BUT MY REALITY SETS IN AND LIKE A DAGGER IN THE HEART I KNOW IT WILL NEVER BE. NOT UNTIL I AM FREE OF THIS LIFE HOLDING ME.

My Sunny Day
TONIGHT I LOOK AT THE SKY SO BLACK AND WONDER HOW I GOT TO THIS POINT. ALL THIS NOTHINGNESS THAT SURROUNDS ME BIDDING ME TO BE NOTHING, TO FEEL NOTHING. TO LET ALL THE LIGHT GO. I TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE TRUELY HAPPY, LIKE WATCHING THE SUN GLOWING OFF UR FACE AND DANCING IN UR HAIR. OR THE FEEL OF UR KISS, YOU WORDS OF LOVE THAT FLOWED FREELY FROM UR LIPS OF VELVET. THEN REALITY SETS IN WITH A FURY IN MY MIND, I AM ALONE. U R GONE LIKE THE BREEZE LOVE AND HEART SHATTERED WITH THE DREAMS OF HAPPINESS. WAITING, HOPING, PRAYING THAT THE LIGHT WILL COME BACK AND I WILL AGAIN HAVE MY SUNNY DAY.....

Yahoo Unveils Mobile Content Tool
NEW YORK - Yahoo Inc. unveiled onePlace, a mobile content management tool Tuesday that the search engine operator said is meant to help consumers keep their mobile information organized, up-to-date and personalized. OnePlace, is based on using bookmarks to link to online content. OnePlace users will be able to make collections of links around various topics, and the tool can automatically update content such as game scores and stock prices, Yahoo (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) said. OnePlace also includes a mobile RSS reader, which enables users to read and subscribe to blog feeds. The tool is expected to launch along with the Sunnyvale, Calif.-based company's upcoming mobile phone service oneConnect, in the second quarter. OneConnect integrates e-mail, instant messaging and social networks. Yahoo said that once launched, it anticipates onePlace will be available for hundreds of devices and browsers. Yahoo shares fell 9 cents to $27.68 in premarket trading.

Yahoo Creating Lab In Bangalore,india
SUNNYVALE, Calif. - Yahoo Inc. said Tuesday it is creating a laboratory in Bangalore, India as part of its research and development effort. The Web portal company named Rajeev Rastogi as vice president and head of the lab. He was the founding director of Bell Labs India. Yahoo (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) Labs-Bangalore will be responsible for making the Internet more simple and easier for advertisers and users, Yahoo said. In February, software-maker Microsoft Corp. (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people ), offered to buy Yahoo for more than $40 billion. Yahoo rebuffed the bid.

Death Come To Me...
DEATH IS ALL AROUND ME TONIGHT... I FEEL IT IN THE AIR. I CAN TASTE THE BLOOD FROM THE FALLEN ONES THE SWEET SMELL OF DEATH IS HERE. "COME TAKE ME" I SCREAM INTO THE NIGHT "COME TAKE ME AND MAKE ME SANE COME TAKE ME INTO THAT VELVET DARKNESS TAKE AWAY MY PAIN." LIES FROM ABOVE COVER MY HEAD SWIMMING AROUND LIKE FISH BITING MY BRAIN. NOTHING WILL EVER TAKE THIS AWAY JUST LET ME GO INSANE. LET ME FEEL THE BLOOD RUN DOWN LIKE THE TRICKLING MOUNTAIN STREAM IT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE..I HAVE TRIED.. NOBODY CAN HEAR ME SCREAM.

Poem My Daughter Wrote
my daughter wrote this about her dad who passed away june of 93. She then asked me to read this and i cried Daddy What If You Came Back Daddy what if you came back. Would things be the same. At night I hear mommy scream. She is screaming your name. Some nights I pray and some nights I don't. You hope you could stay but, I know you won't. What can I do to bring you home, if only just to share with you an ice cream cone. And for you to share one with mommy too. Oh, how much I love you daddy. Please come home. Come home and make mommy happy. I just can't take my mind off that stone. Some days I need your help getting rid of my runny nose. Some days I really want to squirt you with our old hose. Daddy if you came home what would you do. Mommy says she loves you Would you say I love you too.

Wondering
Wondering Today I sit all alone, just staring at the phone. wondering if your gonna call or doesn't it matter at all Just thinking about our future if we have one at all. somethings just might not be meant to be, I guess in time we will see. Do you think of me in the night, when your laying in your bed. or just sitting around thinking of other things instead, Sometimes the nights go by so fast, other times they last and last. Maybe it's time to stop thinking of the past, and just let things fall even if it's too fast. Time doesn't stand still for a broken heart so all we must do is look to the future, and wonder what's in store, who know's it might be better than before. Fate has away of destroying you in two and there is nothing you can do Just one step at a time they say But i will do it my own way I've decided to let you go no point in holding on to what is gone. and wondering was it ever there at all i will never know since you never call.

Yet Another
Yesterday Sitting here not knowing what to do thoughts of you cross my mind Dreams of yesterday when you were mine. Days drift on as time goes by my memories of you are starting to subside. No more thoughts about the future No more Dreams of me and you No thoughts of us together Now i know we are through. I've moved on with my days alone No chance of someone new no chance for a future I'm staying all alone. No heart left to care, No more dreams to share. no thoughs of love, I don't even care I gave up on things no more thoughts of happiness I gave up on love the day i lost you. Go on with your life as though i never was For i know i have forgotten you and everything you were. You are now a distant memory of a life i use to have I've closed that door behind me and i will walk alone. Please be happy and live your life Like yesterday never happened No matter what the price

Another Poem
Dreams Dreams of yesterday Dreams of today Dreams that don't matter Dreams that fade away Dreams of you Dreams that never come true Dreams of angels Dreams that are true Dreams of the heart Dreams about love Dreams are what matter Dreams are what make us real Dreams of the future Dreams that keep us alive Dreams that are forbidden Dreams that just cannot be Dreams that are empty Dreams that never die Dreams that you keep Dreams that are lies Just remember no matter what you do, No matter how life seems so empty and scarey for you Dreams will always be there for you So keep on dreaming and living your life because who knows when Your Dreams will come to life

Poem I Wrote
Memories I sometimes catch myself thinking about you lots of memories start running through my mind No matter how i try not to let them flow there is nothing i can do because they continue to grow My mind keeps wondering back to them days where we were so happy with love that was everlasting Talks of the future of things we would do days filled with joy of just spending them with you I wonder sometimes do you have them days where my memory sometimes crosses your mind Now as my memories are starting to fade the love we once shared has started to melt away I'll keep the good memories locked in my heart days of our love that just fell apart

They
They By: April Terry They travel the world of a distant plan. They come from near and far. Future, Past and present. They intermingle with us all. Thou not everyone will admit. Some call them ghost, Others call them spirits, And some call them angels. Either way, They live among us. Some help to guild us. Others are lost. Some are trying to right there wrongs. Whatever their reason is, They stay.

Deep Within
Deep Within By: April Terry She takes a deep breath, And crosses her heart. Hoping what she feels inside, Just isn’t real. The pain inside her, Runs deep within. She feels its course profoundly, Threw every vain, nerve, and beat of her heart. The tears slowly feel her eyes, As she tries to cover them up. She wonders if, She truly is this weak. She tries to go back in time, Remembering every choice she’s made. Trying to figure out, Just where she went so wrong. Searching for long lost answers, When did she forget to love? What was the cause of it? Why does she feel so empty? Can she remember how to love? Can she fix her broken past? Will she ever fill full again? Deeper and deeper, She travels within. Twisting and twirling, As it gets darker and darker. The intensity of her pain, Becomes stronger and stronger. She winces within, Strangling to keep moving in. She fights her way, Knowing its not much farther. She holds herself tightly, Whispers to her

The Illusion Of You
You consume me I feel the need to climb The long length of you Enclose your face in my hands Suck on your lips Until you cannot breathe Anything but my name... I am overcome By the pleasure You give me Your manly scent Armpits Stomach Crotch My scent on your hands As you caress my face In that special way I want to lick you all over Enjoy the taste of you Finer and sweeter Than any chocolate That has melted in my Hands Mouth... Fine scotch sliding down my throat I crave the hair on your legs Tickling mine Your moist breath on my neck While we spoon The warmth of your chest Pressed into my back Your throbbing... Heartbeat Your vibrant voice Spilling forth Melodies I can Only dream of... I want... No I need... ~M~

Abunza - Great Opportunity
Abunza - Great Opportunity Are you FAILING online? Train yourself to succeed today One aspect of business of most importance to a programs success is whether you, the newbie, will be trained completely to ensure you will truly be able to duplicate your mentors supposed success. Abunza has very well addressed this need with complete audio, video and sponsor trainings recorded and live giving you the ultimate flexibility in your schedule. Buna’s "fully automated system in Spanish and English" and not having to pass up sales has made this business of great desire to many young and older entrepreneurs. This opportunity is going to revolutionize the meaning of having a home based business. If you don't like talking to your prospects on the phone or closing a sale, the Abunza Dream Team system will do that for you and call you and let you know when money has been deposited into your bank account. They also have a Managed Marketing system where you get full access to the two mos

Make Me Sing
It is because of my lust for you That I let you fuck me like this And that Each full hard stroke Drilling in deep Caressing that sweet spot There There OH YES There You make me sing I praise YOU Gasp for breath I beg for it Deeper Harder Give IT to ME! My pussy clenches around you You give me more More More More Your salty sweat drips Trailing on my breasts You bring such release You turn me on my knees Chest pressing into my back Sliding into that spot Hard hands slapping And gripping my ass You play with me Tease me in that special way Making me Beg you please Please I want you I need you across my tongue Sliding down my throat I can't get enough Of YOU You can't deny me because I know How you love to look down And watch my Blue eyes shining up at you While you hold my face And fill my mouth Caressing my cheeks as I suck Humming that sweet song I lick you till you can't Take it no more You whisper your lustful wishes You a

Guide The Way
This is the truth I never look back I cant explain what I feel I just know this is real Don't you wanna seize the day I wanna go back to reality I'm just too addicted to stay Guide the way Out of the infinity

#3 Kicked My Butt
Chemo #3 kicked my butt bad!! But I am here and only have 5 more treatments to go!! I had chemo on Thursday and by Saturday I was so sick and hurting. I stayed nauseous all day Saturday. When I wasn't sleeping from the medicines I was laying in bed watching tv. The shot I got on Friday had my legs and hips hurting....this is one weekend I wish I could re-write! I was still nauseous a bit yesterday. I have eat very little. I feel some better this morning and I ate some cereal so that is good. My bones just hurt but I will be ok in a few days. I have missed chatting with my friends. I have some catching up to do. I know I have Cristi's blogs to read and Papi's, too. I'll get to them hopefully in the next couple of days, if not today. Lynn and Ray, thanks for your e mails...you 2 mean a lot to me. love to all~ ~~smooches~~

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Female Only Auction
Come bid on me. I'm up for Auction. Its all for fun so Let the bidding begin. Show the Hostess some love too... ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Leave me voice comments and sign my guest book please}@ fubar

This Is How Fucked Up It Gets
Six-week-old critical after being beaten, burned and drugged 09:34 PM CST on Monday, March 3, 2008 WWLTV.com A six-week-old baby was beaten, burned and drugged into critical condition and the child’s mother is among the suspects, all of whom were family members, according to the Bogalusa Police Department. Video: Watch the Story According to Bogalusa Police spokesman Sergeant Darrell Darden, a babysitter noticed the child, identified as Diana Nelson, not breathing around 1:30 a.m. Darden said the sitter also noticed several marks on the child and called 911. “The baby had a lot of head trauma, hemorraghing, burns on her arms several marks and drugs in her system,” said Darden. The child was brought to Children’s Hospital in New Orleans where doctors will perform some brain activity tests in the morning. According to Bogalusa Police, the baby has a sibling who has been treated at the hospital before, though they would not say whether that treatmen

My Blog
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog&Mytoken=54BB2BE3-CFCE-4925-9BAF70F24990754821269558 use this link to go str8 to my MYSPACE blog page and read all my wonderfull poems and stuff that happend to me so far...

The Mirror
looking in the mirror. can't you see what everybody sees? thought you'd see things clearer, but you brought yourself down to your knees. and i'm looking through you. through you. do you? don't you recognize all the signs? you wanted to get somewhere. so you used your friends to hitch a ride. Now you've reached that somewhere, but you feel so alone 'there' every night. don't you wanna get back to? back to? do you? don't you remember the way home? ...is it a true again? can you still refrain? is the pleasure worth all this pain? ...the mirror looks back at you and it sees what everybody sees. it know it's gonna get you, but you're too blind to let yourself be free. even the mirror looks through you. through you. do you? don't you recognize all the signs? you're staring at some strangers face. it's to late! can't you find your way out of this maze. it's to late! no one's as blind as he who will not see. guess that it's over, can't you see you and me. guess that it's over for me. can't you

For All The Haters
I am finally happy with my girlfriend, and i am moving away from where I have been for a while. I am starting fresh with her, getting rid of all the bullshit and drama. Yet, for some reason, the bullshit keeps coming up because people don't know how to get a fucking life, and leave me the hell alone. Why is it so hard to believe that I am happy and want nothing to do with them. Try to tell them, they don't wanna listen, stop talking to them, and they wanna start drama. What the fuck is their problem. So, for all the haters that can't stand seeing someone happy... deal with it, because if you fuck someone's happiness up, that is definitely low. Just because you can't be with them, does not mean for you to go on and fuck their happiness up!

Woops...
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken back because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, 'Do you know me?' To which she replies, 'I think you're the father of one of my kids.' Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, 'My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???' She looks into his eyes and says calmly, 'No, I'm your son's teacher.'

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.

Thanks A Lot For What You Did Part Two....
OK I LOVE FUBAR, I PRACTICALLY LIVE HERE MOST NIGHTS AND ME AND CUTIE ARE TRYING TO CREATE A LOUNGE FOR THE SIMPLE FACT WE LOVE EVERYONE WE HAVE MET ON HERE.......NOW MY PROBLEM COMES FROM "THE ISM" WHO WELL SADLY WAS MY BOYFRIEND, BUT DECIDED THAT HE NEEDED TO GO FIND MORE BEHIND MY BACK, NOW EVERYONE KNOWS THAT YOU CAN SEE WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE COMMENTING OR RATING, IT'S A PART OF NETWORKING, YOUR FRIENDS CHECK SOMEONE OUT, YOU GET CURIOUS, YOU GO CHECK THEM OUT AND YOU MAKE FRIENDS. WELL WHAT DO YOU WHEN YOU GO TO CHECK PEOPLE OUT AND YOUR SUPPOSED BOYFRIEND IS POSTING COMMENTS LIKE YOU DESERVE A 10, YOU ARE GORGEOUS, YOU LOOK GREAT IN THAT OUTFIT, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MORE OF YOU HEEHEE, OK OK SORRY MAYBE I'M A BITCH OR INSECURE BUT YOU HAVEN'T CALLED OR CAME TO SEE ME IN 4 WEEKS, YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT YEAH I LOVE YOU IS EIGHT LETTER SO IS BULLSHIT..... IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH, DON'T YOU FIGHT TO MAKE IT WORK, FIGHT TO MAKE IT LAST, YOU MAKE SURE THAT YOU DO WHAT YOU NEED

Pool League
For the past 6 years I have been a host in pogo pool,if you dont know what that is its a game site and pool is one of the games on it,hosting is what its called when you run tournaments for leagues within pogo,anyway recently I decided to make my own league,at the moment theres only 3 members and to make a room my own I need a 100 members,you might think this is easy but believe me,its a big pain. My league is called Nutz About Pool or nap for short. If anyone is interested in joining a pool league and playing some games of pool pls come along and join me at www.myleague.com/nap we are looking for new members so we can get this league going,if ya dont know what I am talking about thats fine,just move along lol. If anyone is interested and doesnt know how to go about getting involved pls email me at bananacreampie1x@yahoo.com

50 Things What Ya Need To Know Bout Women
50 Things Girls wish Guys knew!!! 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot. 2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria's Secret models. 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. There is no such thing as spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it.. Don't call = Don't care. 8. Which also means if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous... but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on. 11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face). 12. Foreplay is not an option... it's a prerequisite. 13. We're allowed to be late... you're not. 14. Eye contact is key. 15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do. 16. Laugh at

Today Or Tomorrow
Today is today, Tomorrow is tomorrow, Yesterday was the past, Filled with sorrow, For it was a tragic day in mid February, It seemed like yesterday I can clearly remember, I seemed so healthy and grand, Next thing I know I'm in the hospital holding with no one holding my hand. For the cancer had got me and she I fell, As you see I thought I was doing so well, I fought the good fight, But the cancer took all of my might, So remember this, Time goes way to fast, So make the moments last.

Silent Killer
I am known by many people But I have no friends. Ill bring you pain and suffering Your happiness I'll end. My cold embrace, my chilling breath, My silent deadly kiss I'll pick you up, then throw you down Into my dark abyss I'm silent, I'm invisible. I'm a killer you can't see. I'll touch you when you least expect, And I'll never set you free. I don't hate, I don't discriminate. I don't choose who plays my game. Fat or black. Young or old. To me you are all the same. There is no reason for what I do, There is no reason why. I chose you just because... Its time for you to die.

Do You Believe???
Do you belive??? test your brain The Right Brain vs. Left Brain test ... Do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise? Check out the lady turning. If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it. If you can see it turns both directions, you have higher than average IQ LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses feeling "big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning) believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities imp

The Curse
All at once my world came crashing down, And no one can understand... Why I often wear a frown! Diagnosed with ""cancer"" were the hardest words recieved, Who actually would of thought? Who actually believes? Believes in my recovery... believes I'll make it through I'm often left in wonder, is this nightmare really true? You can bet that no matter how bad it is... Someone always has it worse!! Although this thing called ""cancer" Is nothing but a CURSE."

Dear Cutting..
Dear Cutting, You helped me tremendously over the past twelve years. In the beginning, the very first time, was an accident. As much as I don't like to admit it, thats what it was. I got negative attention and I found that I was uncomfortable by that attention. I felt like I deserved your darkness, cutting. And when I was angry, I used you to calm down and I felt that it was the only real way to express the terrible rage I felt toward my parents, my molesters, and most of all myself. I cut when I was sad and broken, which was behind my anger. And it got to the point where I cut when I was content. I've never felt happy. You became my addiction after two of three months. Cutting made me feel strong and in control. I couldn't make my dad stop drinking, I couldn't make my mom stop throwing up , I couldnt stop my molester from touching me , I couldn't change the past. I never could and never will. But I did cut. I cut a lot. I had my own ritual and every time I followed my ritual I felt

Why Is It So Hard?
i been talking to a lot of women here on fubar and alo outside from fubar i came to the end that we women mostly look for the same or want the same we all want a man who is down for us and down for the family somebody who dont cheat cheat somebody who dont lie somebody who u can give ur life in his hands and know he will protect it with his life somebody who u can give ur hert in his hand and know he wont break it somebody who is down for the family and who put the family in the 1st position sombody who accept u for who u r and loves u for that with his hole heart somebody who u can tell everything from u somebody who will know all of ur lil n big secrets is that so hard? is it so hard for a man to be down for just one woman and not to mess around with other women? i mean to be with one woman in a relationship isnt that stressful enough? do ya really need sidepiece? to make everything more complicated and more stressfull?

Insane Ramblings Of A Moron
have you looked in the mirror today? have you ever wondered, what do i do now and where do i go from here? i looked into my mirror and i seen something i never wanted to see. i seen a black hole sucking me in to its eternal nothingness, what a way to go ay? whats the meaning of feeling absolutly nothing? does it ever go away? if it does, when? can't you see i'm lost with out you? can't you see i'm nothing without the love we once had? again i look in my mirror, only to see what was, and never to see what will be. i've been stripped bare of all inner peace and tranquility, left with nothing but inner pain and torture. just one final question before i go, when you look in the mirror, what do you see? one day i hope it will be me.

Hot Sale On Dvd | Transformers
Transformers is an animated TV series that premiered on the 1st of September 1984 and lasted on the 1st of November 1987. -Transformers DVD is a collection of DVDs in a box set as shown above, all 100% in chronological order from the pilot to the finale. -The DVDs collection also includes custom artwork and episode guides so you can find your favorite episode at anytime.

Living The Dream
So... where did you go today? I found a little lie behind your eyes. What do you want today? I dream a little bit of what you want to say. How would you say, what you cant say. Why don’t you run from to me, take a living in what you see. Everyday is to far for me. Until that I keep living the dream. So... where are you from today? Take a little look inside your life. So... what do you chose? What up in the end of nothing left to lose. Just let me through. When it comes to trust it never comes to soon. Cause this is for you Only for you. Why don’t you run from to me, take a living in what you see. Everyday is to far for me. Until that I keep living the dream.

The New Ten Commandments
THE NEW TEN COMMANDMENTS 1. Never accept any thing on faith. Faith is just an excuse for laziness. Get out and do some research on the origins of your god. Question things that don't make sense or defy logic. Don't accept ignorance. 2. Find out where the money you donate really goes. Most churches are big business organizations which prey on the fears of the sick and elderly, or try to influence minors before they can think for themselves. They are not required to give an accurate accounting of funds taken in. 3. Realize that every tax concession given to a religious organization must be made up in some other way. You, the tax payer, are supporting religions you may not even believe in, or approve of. Demand a full accounting of all funding churches receive. Find out how much actually goes to charitable causes, how much goes to outreach propaganda, how much goes into business investments, and how much is sent to headquarters. Would this money be better distributed by your lo

The Truth
i see my ex is putting me down again on here.well here is the truth why i don;t see my kids.any time i get with some one he stop me from seeing my kids,he has gone as far as telling my kids i was dead.i left him ,cause he a asshole and cheater,likes to hit ladys.when the kids was younger i am the one alway there for them nothim

Today Is The Day.
im deleting those that never talk to me or never respond to my comments,im sick of 1 sided friendships,if your reading this then it wont be you,if your not well you wont know ive deleted till its too late...HA! sorry!!

Rude Awaking...
i went to bed last nite watchin blue crush... which is a surfer movie well any way i musta smoked good last nite and slept like a champ cuz i woke up this mornin rubbed my eyes threw on some board shorts and went outside... that was when i really woke up cuz its in the 30's and rainy and i am in pennsylvania. so basically this is the first time since i moved back from florida that i subconcitously liked it there maybe :| which sucks cuz when i am awake i hated florida cuz of the heat and humidity.

Marty On Fashion... Oh No I Can Hear The Grumbling
Good Morning on this first Tuesday in March. How are you? I am good. Mandy decided to make cookies last night prior to her going into Old Navy, being part time and 19 she gets the low level hour positions. I think her hours last night were 7:30 to 12:30 just after midnight. I guess on Monday’s Old Navy does a revamp of the isles of what ever, heck every time I have been in there it looks the same…shows you what I know about fashion. However, I am learning thanks to MSN today… the Five Rules of Fashion is on the tab also on msn. So the first rule pops up and shows this gal strutting down the runway in a 50’s style dress. Sort of reminded me of something June Cleaver would wear as the mom on Leave it to Beaver. Oh oh… be fore I forget, once you pop on the site the top line reads: THE FIVE FASHION COMMANDMENTS… oh please… so now someone has the tablet somewhere in hiding… ok on with “The Fashion Commandments” The first commandment states, Don’t take Runways Literally! Well heavens no!

Our Deal Is Off
ya didnt have the balls for it anyway. You could care less about seeing your son or doing anything to help me. Just getting your way. You picked someone with a history like yours. Ya know why the online thing never works....cause its too damn easy to get back online and look for something else after the first mistake. And you bring nothing real to the table... she will find that out quick enough. ONE , repeated, old fantasy isnt enough to build a relationship on. Ya should have taken your time...you may have ended up with 2 good friends. But in your haste for the new car smell, the new relationship high....you've fucked up anything real you could have had. Point one being the possessiveness that edits my comments. Since when does the slave make the rules. Doesnt it phase you that when they....all of them....know the real you..it goes to hell. ANd your going to hide from me. It's actually just what i needed. I see that you have made me distrust men sooo much id rather let you hurt m

Love Is..
Love is for the week. It is an excuse for people to hold on to something that is not real. Love is pain. Love is sadness. Love is loneliness. Love is lies. Love is hate. Love hurts more than it heals. Love is holding your pillow at night while your lover is out partying with others. Love is when she calls you in the middle of the night to tell you she still wants you, but is happy with the guy she is in bed with right now. So she'll call you in the morning. Love has no patience. Love is never kind. Love has tons of envy and is never blind. Love is never pure and it will never last forever, it will never endure. True love is jealous. True love is never ever unconditional. True love is telling your meth head woman she has to stop fucking men for money if she really loves you. True love is waiting for your woman to come home and give you a kiss and then asking her to brush her teeth because her breath smells like a condom. True love is hearing your woman tel

A Poem
How dare you walk into my life at the eleventh hour, Causing confusion in my world and seizing the power That I possess over the feelings I choose to have for a man, You weakened my wall by holding my hand; By being the man that I miss And showing you care in just one kiss. How dare you walk into my life through the back door and unannounced; Leaving me dreaming of every moment we've spent together and thinking of every ounce Of desire I feel to have our souls connect in such passion that it's surreal; To feel your heart pounding against my chest, To be entangled in each other's arms, My lips kissing your neck as your tongue explores my breasts; Back and forth, up and down, On the floor, in the shower, 'Til my head rests on your chest at the morning glory hour. How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts that I have buried for so long, That I have been able to suppress So that I may go on; You've put me in a spot from which I cannot move, You've

Hate {behind The Mask}
i hate myself... i hate the things i do and say, the way i act...the way i treat people theres so many people i treat like shit.... idk how many girls i call babe or hun.. i flirt with girls all the time... i hate that i dont want to but i still do it anyways dk how many girls over the years have told me that they love me...or that they are in love with me...and i just keep leading them on i hate how i buy things on impulse and spend all my money i hate how i can be cocky and actually be confident around my friends but when it comes time i cant do anything.. i hate how i cant tell the women i like or love or have feelings for that i have and feel those things for them i hate how no matter what i do or how hard i try to make people happy and give them the best i still get fucked over to be honest i hate how i look, i hate my personality...the only thing i really like about myself is my body and even thats starting to fail me... hate how i cant even be the real me on the inte

A Poem
When I first talked to you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would be the best of friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A guy so charming and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with me by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. There was a time I wanted to explore, what would have happened if I would only open the door. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what do I do when we're alone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. Standing between us, holding us back, allowing us to feel It's the relationship that we lack. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time w

The World Is Just Illusion.
Geeze,I feel old.I turned 36 a few minutes ago. I feel like 36 years have just ran my ass over too.Lots of things have changed,some for the good and others for the bad.But thats what makes life so interesting eh? There's a line in one of my favorite songs that said the world is just an illusiuon and its always trying to change you.I think it rings true.I definitely have changed over the years and it has been a weird and wonderful ride thus far. People have come and gone,relationships have failed,I have a daughter,my music career took a total nosedive,and yet somehow,I am still in many ways the same person I was all those years ago. Here's to many more years and birthdays to come. Cheers!

Losing Myself
sinking into madness feeling my soul fly apart where are my dreams? why am i so empty? the world continues to spin on it's forever axis and people go on smiling their plastic grins hugging their friends while stabbing their knives of manipulation into trusted backs the world continues to spin on its forever axis and my life continues to whirl uncontrolled and meaningless lost and hopeless thoughts raging one into another colliding with hope shattering that small shard bleeding indifference people gather to watch me untwist my mind racing, bending alone and the world continues to spin on its forever axis as i lose myself in chaos. D. R. Hyden feeling lost, i guess.

A Poem
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of i wrote this (poohbear)

A Poem
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

A Poems
When I see you I can feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole. i wrote this (poohbear)

Dear Son,
Dear Son, I'm sorry Mommy and I couldn't be friends. I tried really hard to work things out with her, if not for she and I but for you. I'm sorry I wasnt always there, I wanted to be more than you will ever imagine, I wanted to hold you and watch you grow up big and strong just like me. I'm sorry I didnt fight harder, fight harder to keep you out of harms way that I simply knew you were going to be in. Nathan, my lil man, I'm sorry you went in that car with that evil vindictive woman, and that bad man. I shouldnt have allowed that either. I wish you were still here. P.s. Nathan please continue to be proud of me as you look down at me from heaven. I miss you.

People On Fubar I'm Helping In This Time
ppl i am helping in contest needs 60.000 comments for a Happy Hour In a contest the first at 50.000 win Happy Hour ppl i help to godfather StrawBerrii Kisses( Leveler For Shining Stars)@ fubar Cheen@ fubar Mo_SweetAngel☼Owner of BLAZING BOMBERS♥FU Engaged to Dr. death*Pres of Misfit Angels*@ fubar Ty to help me help them

A Poems
I've known you for only a short period of time, but I feel as if I've known you forever. I tremble with joy at your every touch. The feel of your hand taking mine - I want you to hold it forever. I glow with happiness every time you're near. I want you near me now, I want to be with you forever. My knees grow weak in your loving arms. I want to stay there, I want you to hold me forever. My body melts with every kiss you give. Just the thought of your lips on mine - I want you to kiss me forever. My heart jumps to know how much you care. Knowing that it is so much more - I want you to love me forever. i wrote this (poohbear)

Love Poems
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me. i wrote this (poohbear)

A Poem
I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you! i wrote this (poohbear)

Erotic Tango....
Yes baby dance we must, but try not to get weak by my touch, my kisses already have you brittle, now is the time when things start to sizzle. Two as one thats what we become, dancing swaying in the light, senses become numb, touching,caressing, folding, caring, about to make a move that is so daring. Throw you back hard on the bed, it is my water you are about to tread. Lets see those breathing skills, its sink or swim babe and thats for real. I straddle your lips with my thighs, about to take you make you all mine, you already got wetness on your lips, can't seem to let go your moving my hips. Lapping up my peach nector steadily, you keep wanting more quite readily. Nows when those breathing lessons come in, time to stop breathing as my waves rush in. Oh yes, quite talented you are, taking me to climax that is far, far beyond what I know, just look at what you did to my toes. You can barely talk with a mouth full of juice, but I can hear you say, I

No Perfect Man
Just found out you are human too, I must have mistaken you for perfect--not true. I labeled you with words you could not be, not your fault, just not humanly possible I now see. Tears flow down my face, alas the memories, before the lie I chase, longing to remember what you meant to me before, this is hard, our memories are few together, I want more. Pain and hurt are the words scripted on my heart, scribbled like a child, no real pattern sought. Did you let me down, or did I let myself down, by making you into a man that in this life was not around? I put you high on a pedestal, not realizing I would be the one to fall. My emotions wash over me like ocean to sand, visions are distorted, dreams are broken you are no longer the perfect man. But you are not totally at fault for my feelings, yes I admit your lie left my heart reeling, but if I would not have given you so much power, you would not have been my knight to rescue me from my tower. We are both hum

Good Quote And Why Its Good
"pain is the only thing that lets me know im still real, still alive.."i like it cuz thats how i feel...everyday americas a bunch of drones...nobody ever really thinks for themselves...americas so corporated and everything has to be politically correct...most people think what they are told to...they are guided by the government....consumerism is at rediculous rates...buy this ok..buy that ok...just because a pretty face recommends it..so pain is the only thing that tells me im not just another drone in the face of the world..in our great nation...the united states of america...i think thats why i really like eminem...because thats practically what he preaches...

Abunza Web Revolution - Making Money Easily
Being a internet marketer for about at year and a half now I can honestly say that I had to put more work in than I thought to get those amazing results. Internet marketing involves a consistent systematic routine of placing ads, tracking your ads and converting your prospects in to sales all which add up to giving you a weekly income of consistent cash. However once you have this method of marketing and tracking your ads down then the sky’s the limit and you will have weekly income deposits and you can be as busy as you want to be. Depending on your budget you can tweak your advertisements and generate more and more money for yourself. There are some secrets to making money out there that many people aren't going to tell you even upon joining their team because ultimately your competition, but Abunza has nothing to hold back. Nothing at all you will get all the secrets that me and my team have that manufacture those incredible income deposits each week. One of the major problems

The Little Things
Subject: The Litlle Things The ' L I T T L E ' T hings . As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because of an auto accident. One of them missed his bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change. One's car wouldn't start. One went back to answer the telephone . One had a child that dawdled and didn't get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn't get a taxi. T he one that struck me was the man who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, took the various means to get to work

Funny
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favourite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 ,but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impos

Ladys Beware
BULLFROGS & B!*W JOBS A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for a Valentine's Day present. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. 'Well,' said the clerk, 'I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give b!*w jobs!' 'B!*w jobs!' the woman replied. 'It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month,' he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more b!*w jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely sceptical and laughed it off! . The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband

World Lost One Of A Kind Rip
Jeff Healey Passed away yesterday. He was diagnosed with cancer and lost his vision at just 1 year old. He never accepted special treatment during the 40yrs he fought cancer. At 22 he was already one of the elite guitar players. Over the last 8 years the cancer was taking its toll. He never stopped fighting. and was determined to finish the cd he started 8 years ago. the CD will be released today. When I saw Jeff play, I would either be inspired to practice until my fingers hurt and I couldnt hold the guitar anymore.. or Id start planning a very expensive coffee table. I feel like I Owe Jeff something.. I started playing guitar at 6 or 7 years old. He was an inspiration to many players. he played the guitar flat on his lap like a piano, he played the shit outa that thing,. I heard him play Gary Moores "still have the blues". but he didnt sing it. he did it as an instrumental, and Like Ozzy said. musicians are all a bunch of thieves. lol, I learned it a couple days later. I always lov

Miabunza - Dream Program
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Two More Girls Flunked English!
Today, after I posted this Blog, two more girls asked me to go to their paid cam site. HAVE YOU READ THIS BLOG! DO YOU READ AMERICAN ENGLISH, OR ARE YOU FROM RUSSIA OR NIGERIA?!! I don't pay to see some fly-by-night girl have cam sex. If I wanted to pay, here's where I might go: 1. Flesh Club. 2. Fantasy Topless. 3. Club 215. 4. Spearmint Rhino Gentleman's Club. I DON'T PAY TO SEE SOMEBODY CAM TO ME. If you have a web cam, female, and are willing to cam, then hook up the web cam, and LET'S GET IT ON. I DON'T PAY TO SEE CAM!

My Man's 1st Hh!!!!
My Man's 1st HH! My man is hosting his first Happy Hour and he wants to do something to mark the occasion. He's going to have a Happy Hour Rate-A-Thon album that will be open during his Happy Hour on Thursday March 6th at 9:00 P.M. Fubar time. If you give Him 100 10's then he will give you 10,000 fubucks. If you give Him 100 11;s then he will give you 20,000 fubucks. Now for the twist. He will be giving away a 1-day blast, a 7-day blast, and a 30-day V.I.P. to randomly selected participants. These will be given away on Friday after he gets paid. Now For The Rules You must rate all 100 photos in the Happy Hour Rate-A-Thon album. That means if you get a bouncer you have to go back and rate the photo that you got the bouncer on. I will not award fubucks if the rates do not match the number of request for fubucks that I get. You must private message him when you are finished. Do not shoutbox Him as He will not answer it. Fubucks will be awarded at the end

N1ls
ARE YOU READY TO GET RAW?!?!? YOU TIRED OF THE SAME OLD SHIT NIGHT AFTER NIGHT?? COME HIT KILL FM THIS FRIDAY AND FIND OUT WHAT THE FUCK MUSIC FROM THE MILE HIGH SHOGUN IS ALL ABOUT!!! FRIDAY, MARCH 7th, 2008 (TIME TBA): N1LS HITS THE AIR WAVES FOR A RAW, UNCENSORED, LIVE INTERVIEW COME HEAR THEM THIS FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!! ~ COME CHECK US OUT ~ (repost of original by 'DJ_Twist3dDeadRedNeckLette_@_RednecksBar' on '2008-03-04 00:36:13') (repost of original by 'ॐ DJ (Rev)erend Revolution 2° ‡*102.4 KILL FM (anti-establishment radio)' on '2008-03-04 00:59:08')

Color Blind
I'm partially color blind... red-green color blind; I have trouble seeing anything with shades of red or green in it (including purple, pink, etc.) The colors we see are not the same, you and I... I wonder what it looks like in your eyes. We can be looking at the same exact thing and have completely different feelings about it, different sensations due to my lack of cones. I don't think it makes me deficient at all though... I just see things differently. My green is MY green... my red is MY red and not anyone else's. I'm not color blind... i'm just different. But i'd love to see out of your eyes sometime for a change.

Bikeweek
hey yall this really isnt a blog just lettin eveyone know that ill be busy for next 10 days workin event here at local bar were i work security at normally 530 to 330 am or so but ill prolly go in hr or so early through the week all yall have a good week and weekend and ty yall for bein friends

Come Help Me Plz
Hey all my friends, family and Fans. I'm in "The Sexiest Eyes contest, and I need everyones help with comments, I really wanna win this one. Just click on the pic below. lets have fun with this and help me win itDJ SMOKIEOWNER OF HOUSE OF PAIN

The Day We Met
The day we met I won’t forget, the moments we shared I will never regret . The times we had when we were young, were full of wonder and full of love. The time did fly like the best always do, even the day we walked down the isle to say I do. The wedding was so very short and sweet, just a gathering of family that for the first time they meet. After the wedding we took time alone, not a romantic get-a-way but to our home. Those were the happiest of days when all we had was love to guide our way As time went by we drifted apart, each to our own with our dreams and thoughts Many years have passed, We haved lived our own lives Some good times , yet others full of strife. But we still remain as we did back then, more than lovers and more than friends. (For someone I still care about and love)

Beautiful Hatred
Shining through the darkness Cutting through the night Flying on angelic wings Waiting for the fight But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do Innocence through daylight You're as good as gold Little girl in pretty dress The one I'd love to hold But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do You're the best in high school That's what people say Saving us all from ourselves Almost everyday But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do I reach out for you You shine like a diamond Through the darkness it's true Dancing an angel in the night But still, I hate you But I hate you But I hate you For everything you do

Dreams
As I stare at the blue moon with only my thoughts of you I wish for the dreams that bring you near. Yes, those dreams -those wonderful dreams Our souls caress once again with the sweet scent of flowers in each touch. Let me lay beside you so that your breath may touch my heart. Give to me the warmth of the sun that lies within your smile. Come dance with me, amongst the clouds of want and desire. I must sleep to find the dream I seek within your hazel eyes. Walk with me forever into this night's wish, Let the winds of hope and happiness show us the way. Grab hold of my arm and feel the strength you bring, Our kisses guiding us home from the abyss called - melancholy. Tell me, dream girl, who captures my nights? It's you, who consumes every thought that touches sunlight. Dare I open my eyes in the hope you lay beside. May I see, feel and touch what I thought was only a dream.

There And Back Again
Had a rather interesting series of events on my way to Mohawk to buy a pack of smokes tonight. First of all, it was bloody cold out. No big deal. Halfway there, I ran into a group of 6 drunk natives. Normally not a big deal, but they tried to start a fight with me, no way in hell I was gonna fight all 6 of them. Lucky for me, a really big guy and some of his friends were coming around a corner at the time, and chased them off. After much thanking, they smoked a joint with me, and went their way. So I went, got my smokes, and enjoyed a much needed smoke. Almost home, I got stopped by the cops. Apparently someone broke into one of the stores minutes before I showed up, so they stopped me, and pointed fingers at me a bunch. They were gonna bring me in to the station for questioning, but after much explaining of what I was doing (coming home from getting smokes), and a call on the radio thingy later, they reluctently let me go. I know, not that great of a story, but that was m

Kill Fm 102.4
ARE YOU READY TO HAVE A GOOD TIME?!?!? COME HIT THE KILL FM LIVE RADIO SHOW THIS FRIDAY. WHEN N1LS HITS THE AIR WAVES FOR A LIVE RAW UNCENNCERED INTERVIEW COME HEAR THEM FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!! ~ COME CHECK US OUT ~

Trade Favors?
whats up peoples! :) hope everyones monday wasnt too bad. mine was alright; it snowed here for the first time this winter. so that was cool. freezing actually 8-p anyhow...you may know by now that im in a race. its between pebblesinaz and myself. i really want to be sure and win, cause theres 90,000 fubucks in the pot so far(ask me how if you want to add to the winners pot)! so...wanna trade favors? let me know! you rate all mine and ill rate all yours...comment for comment ect...i want to get a list of several friends profiles to work on so...if youre interested, pm me or leave a blog comment. :) oh! also...im in an auction. you could own me if you want :D CLICK PICTURE TO BID! ♥ ღ thanks to everyone whos supported me ♥ ღ love you guys :) as usual, i feel like buying happy hour drinks for all comments to this entry.

Omfg
I'm such a dick, LMAO. tonight at work , a lady came in claiming to have problems with the pumps ( her claim was an impossiblity due to the sequence of how the programming works ). I tried to ascertain what her problem was, but she was talking in circles. So I decided to nod and yeah yeah w/e kinda thing. "have a nice night " I say....... and I could have SWORN I heard the door shut. Holy balls was I wrong..... looking to vent from her stupitiy..... I utter in normal voice "stupid cunt" and O M F G she was still in there. I thought no one was in the building anymore. I cant say i felt bad cuz lets face it, she WAS a stupid cunt, lol...... but I should have made sure she was gone before I said it anyway. LUCKILY the mgr. has my back, I called her right away and told her of my fuck up and shes covering for me FUCKING YAY! anyway, Im sick yet again, and my tolerances are low, Im heading to bed, I hope you all have fun laughing at my dumbass, lol. nite nite :)

I Wish You Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?" "I am old and she lives so far away... I have challenges ahead and the reality is - her next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?" S

What A Day
Have you ever had one of those days you wished you never got of bed? Well, I had mine today. So on Mondays my day starts at 5 am. I get up not really wanting to go to work. So start getting ready first bad omen is I spill juice on my work shirt, second omen that's the only clean work shirt I have, third I drop my lip stick and get it on my shirt. So I have to hand wash a work shirt. Blow dry it. Then I'm out the door by 6:40am. I get work and I have a huge mess on my desk . 2 days a week I audit for the airline I work for. So it takes me 3 and half hours of left over work from Sunday to do. OK I'm thinking no big deal. Then I have to deal with a CO-work I would love to just throttle her. I almost lost it. So my manger got a nice little letter of what I thought. I never do this. Then I get called into the office by one of my supervisor. Yea just want I need to top off my wonder day I'm all ready having. At least this time I wasn't in trouble shocker! LOL I was ask what was

Notes To Ponder
1. does god hate iraqis, if so is he ok with us killing so many? 2. if we leave iraq will we stop being free? 3. did saddam want to take our freedoms? 4. saddam was in the proces of taking only euros for his oil...and NOT the doller. 5. saddam was pumping to much oil, (makes it cheaper) so the oil companies wrote up the draft to invade iraq before 9/11 6. iraq had nothing to do with 9/11.. 7. only 4 of the 19 hijackers were from afghanistan, 15 were from saudi arabia 8. does god approve of killing? 9. hitler was protecting the germans from the comunists, same way bush protects us from terrorists. 10. our phones are tapped, our email is spy'd on, we are the suspects.. thats not freedom. 11. Did Jesus, as a human being, really walk upon the earth? 12. Why are there so many similarities between the ancient Egyptian religion and Christianity today? 13. Why does our government tell us that the twin towers were destroyed by airplanes hitting them, when the

Holy Fucking A..its Cold :/
ugh..im freezing..like really freezing my ass off..the electric bill is to high..so i cant turn the heat on..grrr to those i blame..lol...sure i could put a blanket on..but hey im an idiot..lol im soooo cold :( ive got goose bumps..lol see...come feel my arm...its bumpy! :/ yea yea i know i just posted a blog entry like what...3 seconds ago? haha but heres another one..im bored..true i shuold do homeowkr thats almost a week over due now..damnit to hell..but i dont wanna do..hey who wants to do my homework for me? lol ill give u something! muahahahaha :P ok ill stop bribeing people with silly things..*cries* i hate homework...ugh...i need to marry a rich man...any rich men here? hahah..just kidding..ive already got my eyes set on this one future doctor..haha ;)

Im In A Nude Auction!
So Im in a nude auction and would really love for people to bid on me. You know that if you own me that I will be good to you! :) You know that you really want me to be your sex goddess, so come on and bid! :)

Presidential Acceptance Speech
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? " My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning.

I Soooo Hate Doin My Taxes...
ok like i went and baught turbotax..u know the "easiest most self explanitory thing out there" yea bullshit..hahaha ok ok ok so maybe it is easy..and helpful..but serisouly..im so confused...its like they ask u all the question..but dont neccisarily explain in good enough detail what it is that counts or need to be there or some shit..hahaha...so yea i just did my taxes...if i did them right (which i hope with everything in me that i did) then im getting back more than i expected i would...more than i got last year *does happy dance* yay!! not as much as i need..hahaha but enough to maybe get the creditors off my back for the time being..plus it will help pay for all my lovely medical bills ive got now and the ones coming up..ugh :/

Natural Highs..
NATURAL HIGHS 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the v

Help ?????
hello all my friends and family i am am board and thought what the fuckl i will make a pimp out of my own style for my girlfriend so here iit is so go and drop on by her page andd show her some fu-love and rate her pic's and stash if you would 2 thanks ~Lost In The Dark~ P.S. her link is below thanks again The¢¾Cheshire¢¾Cat@ fubar

Enlightenment
Speaking Your Language You kept me in so much pain You told me I was the one to blame It was my choice to love you, need you You smiled brightly in my face Introduced yourself as Ace I let you walk right in you walked right over me Can I make you a drink While you tell me what you think I need something to believe in You wiped my tears Said forget about all those years It's me you can believe in now You said take a piece of me Much more out there for me to see But you turned and closed the blind Said bout that now, you nevermind Let's talk, let's just unwind Your words, your touch, your hold They were so bittersweet Something I thought I'd never eat It was something for me to taste Then didn't want to let anything go to waste I swallowed it down I took the bait Like I couldn't wait Instead of a piece of you You got all of me With you I felt so happy Brought out the best

Mummers Are Dummers
man i just posted a "universal mumm" saying i was getting rid of my 11's for the day cause i felt like it... first of all i'm called a point whore my the regular mummers for posting it during HH & that i'm getting rid of them & then to add to it all fubar admin decide to delete the mumm cause of all the comments ppl were leaving on it... i personally don't care if the mummers were trying to make me cry *if i wanted to cry i'd be calling my boyfriend at 2 in the morning so he can rant & rave at me* but honestly the so-called demi-gods of mumm land should really grow up & show a bit of respect to others... it's cause of them that i rarely post a mumm & when i do it's to those on my friends list... anyways that's it for me LOL

I Dont Know What To Do
you know i live my life one day at a time i go out and work and just do the same stuff im not able to get out i dont know very many people where i live my love life well there aint one ladies i dont know if yall think im ugly or what but man its hard to find a girl out here they are all scared of a good guy idk i just im getting tired of living my life like this plz someone help me to figur it out.............

Fun Facts.....
Okay so here's some random li'l facts reguarding me.... 1. I am smarter than I appear. 2. Any watemelon flavor disgusts me...but I like watermelons. 3. I utterly DISPISE "text talk" like u instead of you. Txt instead of text idk instead of I don't know....I don't know why it just bothers me. 4. I love love love half yello (lemon) and half red (cherry) gummy worms. 5. I have 4 blood sisters and only 1 blood brother...but you'll constantly hear me mention about five other brothers. 6. I am 85% mexican and 15% spanish...yet I know nothing but english... 7. I love the smell of rain. 8. I watch soaps 9. Jack black is my hero 10.I'm very outgoing...yet EXTREMELY insecure. Maybe you don't care but that's some fun facts on me.

Thinking About The Past
Thinking about things in the past thinking about all the things we thought would last. Things that dont mean what they should, things and thoughts that we always could. Dreams that we though would always come true. When in the end they never do. The dreams of childhood that we strive to believe and try to make a reality, but soon they leave. The love of a lifetime or so we believe, when in truth is revealed they always leave. Thinking about the things in the past, about all the things that we thought would last. The love of a child that we bore, but when they grow up they choose to ignore. They say that ignorance is bliss, but we find out that its either hit or miss. Hoping and praying for that dream far far away, Waiting for that day to come your way. Think about the past, and hold those thoughts and feelings close to your chest. For one day When you least expect. those things can be ripped from you to your regreat. Then your left of the memory of wha

Please Read! Having Technical Diffculties.
Have had one hell of a hectic week or two here. So much coming at me it's a wonder I can think? If I am at all? I dont even know where to begin here. But will begin with,... Im popping On & off of here if it's even noticed? Due to apparently, the windows vista that I have was a prodo-type of the current exstended version not yet out on the market. The one thing thats come of it. Is you dont know when your going to be closed down? Youve limited access when you do get access if any access becomes allowed. Its a fight. Its locked me out of my desktop. I happen to have fubar set as the homepage on enternet explorer, leaving me the ability to be here. Otherwise disconnected from my life family & friends. I am able to check mail here & such. But not able to access any other of my internet communication options. So,... this is the current here, Im not sure how long this will last? I just wanted to say or let anyone whom wanted to know,.. know. I hope to have things

Upcomming Stuff
Yea I'm relitively new here but I can tell you I do have ALOT to say. So what I'm going to do is post up my 6 part blog I put on other sitres here as well about "what ever happened to the good old days" I'd post part 1 now but I'm tired, drunk, and I have to work in the morning. Oh yea and by fubar standards the blog will be tagged NSFW due to profanity and the beating down of everyone, everything, the government, and the corperations of the USA. Yea I abuse my freadon of speech and love every min of it.

"faith Aka 'faith218xox'"
Do to recent events I thought I'd add a lil update since there's a man hater, more so just a rude person on here. hahahaha. It actually cracks me up to tell you the truth. I was talking to this person on here that goes by the name "Faith aka 'faith218xox'" (http://www.fubar.com/user/1661095#). She's blaming me for ruining everything for guys just because I told her that someone, actually 3 other people on the site had told me that she was a fake. She said that she would make a sign to prove me wrong, and I said "Cool!" " That's the easiest way to prove the stupid people wrong on this site." I then signed off, and she thought I was ignoring her, and not telling her who it was. Therefor she posted stuff on her page, whining how I accused her of being fake, and ruining it for all men. All I did lady was tell you what people were saying. So she blocked me, so things can't be talked about rationally. HAHA Anywho Miss Faith. Chill out, make a stupid salute and all will be fine. There's n

Parenting In General....
Let me ask a serious question......Does a friends child become your own when you are watching them? Recently my daughter stayed with a friend for a sleep-over. The sleep-over went fine, but the next day the father (nameless ass) decided to let his tomboy daughter take mine to the playground ( 9yr old girls ) which was out of his site. Wrong? Hell yes! The daughter then asked is mine wanted to see a stream in the woods, well my daughter in cautious. When they went to it, they could not get back up the embankment. Scared isnt the right word as to how my daughter was feeling. They had to go through a knee deep stream, in 45 degree weather, climb out the other side, cross a ditch and the nameless ass has the balls to say, "oh, kids will be kids." Do you know how hard it was for me not to put him through the wall? Am I wrong in this? I understand kids need to be allowed to explore, but in this day and age, too many things can go wrong. So, I played the softer hand and took my daug

A Fetishy Weekend
a fetishey weekend This past weekend has been wonderful! I met a new sissy that I have taken under consideration and have to say so far I am impressed. She is a bit of a spitfire but I like it that way with her. I was invited by a friend last night to a closed movie set for a local independant movie director. Which was wonderful, lots of naked wemon artfully made up running around, plenty of playtime delights, and of course time to spend with my friends. So my pets I have a new want. A friend of mine does custom corsetry and he has offered to make me a corset for a very reasonable price. So your going to make up me being sick for valentines day by tributing towrds it. The full corset is 250.00 you may tribute by visiting my niteflirt site http://www.niteflirt.com/gothique Or you may email me for my po box to tribute that way.In other news I am still hard at work doing my sissy mp3's I hope to have them up for sale this coming week, but school starts so I have no idea if I

Feelings
Mar 2, 2008 12:16 AM I don't care if this is posted or not or who reads it... I've spent days trying to figure myself out and whats wrong why I'm hurting so bad.. and as much as I stumble I keep pushing.... maybe I was inlove with you and never realized it.. I don't know... but it seems to make sense why everytime I talk to you I hurt.. knowing I'm not the only one in your life right now that you adore.. and maybe I'm just selfish and not used to "sharing you" Maybe I just donno.. meow....I hate that it bothers me and it pisses me the fuck off cause i wish it didnt i know I want you happy and I know we arent goo for each other but im still hurting.. and down fucking blame yourself cause ill stab you.... It's my fault for hurting... and i;ll be okay eventually... I'm glad this happened... I love you.

Who I Look Like
so yeah i went to this party on saturday and everyone was saying i look like Johnny Depp so i went to this site and entered my photo and just enough it said i looked like Johnny Depp so tell me what you think lol here is the morphing tell me the truth thanks guys lol MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Family tree chart

@->- Mother
So beautiful glistening from the morning dew, In full bloom for all to view. Her sole purpose; to give pleasure to all. Though blown and tossed about, She still stands tall. Taking in only enough to survive Yet meaning so much to others lives. As some enjoy her beauty, others feed from her delicious fruits providing all with a firm foundation, spreading her strong roots. When dealing with lifes hardships, finding it hard to cope, She is always there to provide a little hope. Though torn and tattered- from her beauty and seeds, that the winds once scattered, Blossoms a whole new bunch of flowers carrying with them pieces of her and maturing by the hour. ©Wanda Atwood 12/24/1997

No Unsubscribe Links
Stupid lounges that take away their unsubscribe link well guys heres how to do it..... http://www.fubar.com/mylounges.php?leave= after the equal sign put the number to the lounge behind it and put it in ur web browser and press go! No one should sport a lounge u dont want to belong to!!!! MWAHAHA ~DevilsGoddess~ Bow Down Bitches!

Difference Between Man And Woman
This will always be one of my favorites! The sad part is how true it often is and how many great relationships some women have ruined simply by creating so much crap in their minds that never really existed in the first place. One of my biggest concerns through my relationships has always been that my woman will leave me over something that was nothing more than totally fabricated in her mind. You know what I'm sayin' guys? Have you ever felt like you might as well go ahead and do and enjoy the things that your woman seems to have convinced herself that you're doing, even though you're not? HER SIDE OF THE STORY : He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar, I thought it might have been my fault because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about it. I don't remember doing anything to make him upset, but I could tell there was something wrong. The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk more private

Jhonny
Johny what's the deal boy Is your love for real boy when the lights are low You never hold me close Now I saw you today boy Walking with them gay boys Now you hurt me so, now I gotta know Johny are you queer? 'Cause when I see you dancing with your friends I can't help wondering where I stand I'm so afraid I'll lose you If I can't seduce you Is there something wrong? Johny come on strong. Why are you so weird, boy? Johny are you queer boy? When I make a play You're pushing me away 'Cause when I see you dancing with your friends I can't help wondering where I stand Johny you've forsaken A love you could be takin' I want to give it to you, But you never come through Oh, why are you so weird, boy? Johny are you queer boy? When you asked for a date I thought that you were straight. But Johny are you queer? Johny are you queer boy? Johny are you queer boy? Johny are you queer boy? Hey Johny.. Johny are you.. you know...

Miracles
My friend who has been struggling for survival with brain cancer is slowly recovering from surgery. Noone would could have imagined that after two surgeries, a brain bleed, and being in coma for several days, and having a stroke would have an upside. Apparently the stroke cut off the blood supply in just the precise area that the leftover tumor is. My friend is talking now..eyes open...aware of others around. It's a true miracle. We've all been visiting her in the ICU on and off for the last 1- 1 1/2 weeks. Life is so fragile. Watching a loved one struggle makes me realize what a gift we've been given...and that we need to live each day to the fullest. That's it for tonight. ~Andrea

Turn Cents Into Dollars!!!
If you don't mind...sign up free at Yuwie too..we could chat there as well. Either love it or ditch it after checking it out...you turn cents into dollars over time instead of buying pretend beers here...lol. http://url.sotnworld.com/?thefuturesite

Gotta Say This Cause I Think You Should Know
I JUST HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY...........I PUT MY HEART IN TO THE DB CREW........IT STARTED WITH ME A LONG TIME AGO AND THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN IN THE CREW THE O.D.B.'S KNOW HOW I AM........I DON'T FUCK ANYONE OVER, IF I HURT ANYONE I AM SORRY FOR THAT CAUSE I LOVE YOU GUYS.........BUT LET ME SAY THIS NOW AND I MEAN THIS...........!!!!!!!!!DON'T FUCKING PLAY ME!!!!!!!!!!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!I DON'T HAVE TO SAY WHO CAUSE YOU KNOW.......DON'T MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR STUPIDITY........CAUSE YOU WHAT I WONT FUCKING STAND FOR IT........I WILL SHUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE COMPLETELY...IF YOU CARE ABOUT MY FRIENDSHIP THEN YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT.......I GET MY GUT FEELINGS ABOUT CERTAIN PEOPLE AND RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING LIKE I AM AT THE BEGINNING OF GETTING FUCKING PLAYED.........DON'T FUCKING BE A WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING CAUSE YOU WILL BE CALLED OUT........I'M NOT A VINDICTIVE PERSON AND I DON'T FUCKING DESERVE BEING PLAYED......BE STRAIGHT WITH ME.......I'M SICK AT MY STOMACHE OVER TH

Damn Twice In One Night?!
What..... the fuck. uneedatowel?: would you like to watch me get off for you? ->uneedatowel?: Only if when you stand up to get off your cock gonna will be superglued to a chair? if not then fuck off. uneedatowel?: fuck you cunt ->uneedatowel?: Oh Joy!!! You just said my favorite word in the whole wide world you stupid cunt ass bitch ass dumb ass genital wart. Pull your bottom lip over your head and swallow.. Gawd what is up with the shoutbox messages tonite ? Dayum..

Been Busy....
I know I haven't been doing much on here lately, and for that I apologize. I am expecting a bouncing baby demon boy here in the next couple of months. Been working alot so i can picl up all the stuff i will need ( which is more expensive than I realized, lol). The mother and I aren't dating anymore, but she is still staying at my place until she is able to get back on her feet after the baby is born. We are staying on friendly terms for the baby's sake. There are pics of my prde and joy in a new album.

Coming Home
So many nights I've dreamt of the dreadful day The day you'd have to go away The nights of awakening in a shivering cold sweat Tears running down my face leaving my pillow wet I've always known someday it would all come true How was I to know "Someday" comes all too soon The dreams of yesterday have now come to an end Now the new ones begin As I've always known they would For they've been there all the time Waiting in the darkness waiting for the sign I dream now of your return to me Though I know this could never be For my dreams have all along Been of you "coming Home". ©Wanda Atwood 10/10/1997

In Case You Were Curious...
just wanted to let my friends know where i've disappeared to hear lately... in short,thx to trusting a "friend" on my laptop,i've been going a bit nuttier than usual,trying to somehow recover my original system without losing everything in my personal files,which seems like thats a lost cause...but did manage to get the laptop to finally recognize the reinstalled sytem.....woo hoooo.... now if i could get past that deep down desire to hunt down the sorry excuse for a human,piece of skank ass shit i made the extremely idiodic mistake of calling a friend,and grabbing her by her ankles and ripping her in two,i'd feel oh so much happier about everything all together,but for now,the very idea of finding her just makes me warm and fuzzy all over!! HA!!! anyhoot.....thats where i was and am for now... miss you guys... and for that one special someone,i hope you haven't given up on my goofy ass!! HUGS & SMILES!!! Marla

Alcohol
I've come to the conclusion that I hate alcohol for many reasons. I know that hate is a strong word but I really truely hate it...here is 25 reasons why... 1) I hate how everything has to revolve around drinking. 2) I hate listening to people talk about how drunk they need to be to deal with life. 3) I hate that people who do not drink get labeled as "a person who has no fun in their life." 4) I hate that in order for people to feel there is a connection we need to drink to share a bond/be part of a group. 5) I hate that people in my age range who don't drink at all/ or a lot to get drunk are a minority 6) I hate drunk drivers and alcoholism 7) I hate the fact that governments think that alcohol is fine, but smoking and taking drugs is bad… When its been proven over and over again, there are more alcohol related deaths than deaths of all types of drugs combined, and also more than smoking. 8) I hate how there is an alcohol related death every 30 minutes 9) I

100 Useless Facts About Me!
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed 2. Do you take shampoo & conditioner bottles from hotels? yes 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? no 5. Are you eating anything right now? no 6. Who do you think reads these? whoevers bored 7. Do you have a calendar in your room? no 8. Where are you? My bedroom 9. What's your plan for the day? sleep work sleep 10. Are you reading any books right now? No 11. Is it cold out? its a little chilly 12. Ever count your steps when you walk? no 13. Have you ever peed in the woods? yes 15. Do you chew on your pens and pencils? yes 17. Favorite place to buy make-up? MAC Store 18. What is your "Song of the week"? Hmmmm 19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Yes 20 Do you still watch cartoons? yes 21. Whats your favorite love movie? IDK? 22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? IDK 23. What do you drink with dinner? water usually 24. What do you dip Chi

Please Help Now!!
STOP WHAT YOUR DOING NOWTHE KLUB HOUSENEEDING YOUR HELP We have been running into a few problems and are running out of funds to get things done. We would hope that you all can help us out so that we can complete what needs to be done. We are sorry for asking you all this and hope you dont give up on us. Things will hopefully be back to normal soon. We have only been going through hard times right now. Some of you know the situation while others do not. Let us tell you that we have currently been running into leagal problems with discrimination from the local athorities here with som rummors that has everthing all tied up. The matter has taken up our budget and time as well as taken alot of buisness away from us. This is why we are asking for your help. We have an atterney standing by to take the case all the way and is wanting to push a lawsuit agaist all this discrimination from the local authoritys in wich we have been dealing with for now

This Is A Test
Wrinkled was NOT one of the things I wanted to be when I grew up!! There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals : King Kong, Ape, Orangutan and a Monkey pass by. They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. Who do you guess will win? Your answer will reflect your personality. So think carefully . . . Try and answer within 10 seconds. Got your answer? Now scroll down to see the analysis. If your answer is: Orangutan = your dull & normal Ape = you're a moron Monkey = worse, you're an idiot King Kong = your hopelessly stupid Why????? A Coconut tree doesn't have bananas ! Obviously you're stressed and overworked. Take some time off and relax ! Try again next year

Calling All Sevendust Fans
I have been a huge 7D fan dating back to 2000. I wanna know what your favorite DUST tune is....there can only be 1. To make it interesting post a music video or live performance of the song as your response. If you are clueless as to how and where to find the videos, check out YouTube.com, just type in "Sevendust" and the song title and you are bound to find something. Here is mine, enjoy!

Do You Know Where Your Handbag Has Been??
HANDBAGS... Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"! Read on... Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to pubs; to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day? "I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus a lot," says o

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1)Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2)Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3)Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4)Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5)Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6)That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you w

Randomness.... If That A Word Lol
just a few thoughts i have had... How come life just sucks? How come the earth is round? Why dont i look more mexican? lol okay just messin, those thoughts really arnt in my head. Im just bored... so i decided to post a completly random and pointless blog on here. Ya i know dumb but hey it happens. lol Holla!

Wonder Why
Wonder Why Melissa Kenyon 1996 Why don't you look into my eyes Are you afraid that it might make me cry And you wonder why I haven't loved you yet Like you love me Life is cruel Life isn’t fair The way you want me to feel will never be there In till you look into my eyes But yet you say I am the one So much truth yet so many lies How can I tell what is real How can I tell what is a lie I guess I will never know I am only looking for someone to love But I know your not the one How do I tell you that with out hurting you I will never feel love I will never be in love My heart is to broken to be loved

Come On Please Stay
Come on please stay Melissa Kenyon 2004 Your in my mind But why cus I don’t want you I don’t want you around So see ya Don’t weep over me Just go to sleep Its just another day Tomorrow you find someone else Someone to take my place My mind is running around I feel like I am going mad But not really I think I just sad I really didn’t want you to leave Please come back You’re my baby You’re the only one I want Come on over Stay the night You can leave in the morning I just want you to stay with me one night Make me feel all right I want to hold you all night You’ll make me forget the pain The sadness Where you going Why you leaving What I say What I do Come on please stay

Monday Madness Contest Results!
...damn this went well for a random contest!! It was close too! Here are the results: ..based on the scoring system of 10 points per rate and 1 per comment, AngL wins the contest with a score of 2,801 points to 2,710!! ..here's their links, it was awesome, show em both some love! ~ AngL ~@ fubar The Baddest MILF®@ fubar ..stay tuned for more randomness and maybe a bigger contest in this format to come!

Wanting You
Wanting you Melissa Kenyon 2005 The closer I get to losing you The more I know I love you I stay awake at night Crying over you Just when I think I get to hold you Someone tells me its time to go Now I am wondering why My life is so messed up And I can't live with out you Wanting you back more and more But they just won't let me have you back I drift away into my own space Hoping I will soon be with you again Knowing you'll grow up with out me in your life is just not right Trying not to cry anymore But the tears just won't stop

The One I Love
The One I Love Written By Melissa Kenyon 2000 The tears you made me cry The pain I have felt inside You’ll cry those tears And feel that pain Because of that I’ll never be the same I have found you God His son Jesus has opened my eyes The Holy Spirit has filled me up I can only pray that the happiness that I once felt comes back to me And the pain I’ve known I will never see I thought I loved you But it was only the Demons They want me to feel that pain The death and destruction But I won’t let myself feel like that ever again Chorus Not me no way I love God and only God He is our savior He is our father He is the one I love I’m going to be someone you don’t want me to be I’m going to fight you all the way And as I do that I’ll pray Pray to you God your Son and the Holy Spirit That brings us life But you the Devil brings us death I feel sorry for you No one loves you They just think they do Because you make the

A Childs Dream
Shadows in the fire Pigments of light by a flower Joyful laughter tinkling in my ear Whispers of magic that’s all that I can hear. In the corner of my right eye I see a joyful sprite In the corner of my left eye a fairies laughing in delight. Walking through the woods With my little friends all around I hear a lyrical voice I look to the ground. To my surprise To my delight A leprechaun was right in my sight. Frolicking with his pot of gold I’ll tell you now it was a sight to behold. Going to a stream To get a sip of water I knelt by a mother unicorn Watching her daughter. Running through the fields Neighing in innocent joy. I smile and look to my left I see a mermaid and mer-boy. Friends of the past I call them by their names The call me into the water To wade and play games. Diving and swimming ‘till dusk arrives It’s regretfully time to go home Time to say goodbye. Waving bye to the mer-people Unicorns Leprechauns Fairies And sprites. Walkin

Survivor
Tears are my soul's blood my loves anguish my heart's excruciating ache from the pain forced upon my body. My throat lumps, clogged in agony, My head pounds as if nails are being hammered into my skull one by one. My nose, red and runny my body finding any way to extract the cruelty from my living corpse. All from the pain you've caused. I need to scream vent yell shriek wail cry to let you know you can't do this to me! But, I'm silent. There are others who need me, others whom I love with all the wonders and joys of the universe. For only them, I'll dry my tears force myself to swallow my angst wipe my nose. So I'll stay silent and take the violece Until your slumbering peacefully remenising about your torture in dreams twisted and disgusting only pleasurable for you. When you awake, I'll be gone. You won't find me, or our children; we'll be dead to you. I'm

Chasing Butterflies
If I just lay here would you lay with me beneath the stars Could you hold me in your arms Wrap them all around me and kiss me on the cheek Will you sway me with beautiful words that make my knees go weak Would you chase the butterflies with me under the starry skies Would you tell me you love me and mean every word Will no secrets go untold Chasing butterflies and kissing my lips Dancing in the moonlight on top of a cliff Wishing upon these shooting stars is all I ever wanted to do Falling asleep to the music as I listen to you play those beautiful songs For this I’ve been wanting so long Chase the butterflies with me for the sake of time I could love you forever keep that in mind Please chase the butterflies with me Lay with me beneath the trees

Son
Son Melissa Kenyon 2007 The death that I feel Inside Will never break my pride The voices that surround me Will soon haunt me The more pain I feel The deeper my dispare The more I feel, I care Looking back at yesterday Seeing my son walk away Not knowing if he'll ever return Trying not to cry when I look at his picture Wondering if he will still remember me When he's gone Out of my life But not forever To remember the past Trying to forget the future Time will only tell Son I still love you

A Lovers Meeting
My lovers tongue tastes the red passion of my lips. My ear hears, his fast beating drums of his heart. Little whips of excitement, tingle from my fingertips. Seeing stars, my mind explodes. Silky pink, I sigh as I implode. Angels sighs whispering my name. Sweat droplets sliding over my body, thrusting stabs, call to me. Excitement builds again like a blue flame. The roaring of the ocean once again I scream his name

The Corpses Of Grapes
Brown and purple hue. What horrible skin, Like its shriveled, In shame for what it is Dried And Dead A Sickeningly sweet Unnatural flavor. As if death has kissed your very own lips. Vile Gross Wrinkly Unnatural Death's Kiss Raisin's

Daddy Dearest
One Crimson drop of blood Followed by another. Two tears slide slowly Down my face. My mouth trembles As I take shallow breaths. Regret Remorse Disgust Dirty All these, I feel in a hint of a second. My life flashes before my eyes. My mother, my wonderful, beautiful, unknowing, loving Mother. My father, my strong, caring, worshiping father. But then He was too strong, Too caring. His shadow sneaking into my room at night, A thief in the dark, Stealing my innocence. His hands all over my body, Two five fingered monsters slithering everywhere. He says he loves me, It’s just our secret. No one will know; no one will care. I care, I know. I keep my silence, I take the abuse, I plan my last defiance. A day alone, Quiet, Peaceful, Perfect. My body on the floor, My wrists slit, My eyes lifeless. I love you daddy, For what you used to be, For what you were. My last de

Do You Dare?
how do i explain to those i love that loves not enough how do i tell them all that i'm a fake that this is the begining of my downfall what would they say if they knew lies were my truth how would they react? If i told them all my laughter was only an act. What would he think if i said i'll love you till i die what would he do if he saw me cry over the pain he put on me what would anyone do if they saw in me what they were really supposed to see would they forgive or turn thier shoulder and ignore the person who they all loved the person who they adored how could i explain i just loved them all so much that i pretended to be everything they wanted no matter how many flaws i hid or how many untruths i flaunted how could i explain the pressure they put on me making me box my heart, hiding who i really want to be what would you do would you care can you stick with me now do you dare?

Not Close Enough To Touch
not close enough to touch Melissa Kenyon 2008 i want to lick you up and down till you tell me to stop making you cum till you tell me to stop never wanting to let you go but knowing there will be more tomorrow holding it back till i can't hold it back anymore wondering how i will tell you to stop gawd i can wait to kiss your lips again i can't wait till my Tounge touches yours to make love to you again would mean more to me then anything right now to feel you to touch you to love you to cum on you i wish you where lying nexted to me in my bed caressing me loving me feeling me only to be with me but right now we are so far away but yet so close only miles away but not close enough to touch

This In Regards To My Other Blog
Being asked what all you get in winning me in the auction..or what ya can bid. The rules are also in that auction folder.. as a pic. Just go to that folder..read rules..then my pic. Thanks.

I Wish
i wish you were here i wish you cared i wish when you said i love you i wish you didn't sound so scared i wish you didn't get angry at me for no reason at all i wish that i never trusted love enough to take the painful fall i wish i didn't love you i wish i could forget i wish oh i fucking wish i could just get you out of my head do you realize you hurt me do you notice when i cry do you realize you make me feel worthless i don't even think you would miss me if i died i wish we were happy like we were before i wish you wouldn't shut me out i wish it didn't hurt me down to my core i wish so much but none of it ever comes true but the question i ask is do you wish too?

Someone Like You
Someone Like you Melissa kenyon 2008 I haven't ment anyone like you I am starting to like you I want to get to know you better but for some reason i already do I have been waiting my whole life to find someone like you I hope its ment to be cus i am not sure how i will take it if its not ment to be I don't know how you feel about me I hope you like me for me I know i like you for you I just hope I won't scare you away I would love to be yours one day but i know i will mess up in some way I always do I never fail I just hope its not with you I think i am falling for you in some stupid way

A Poetic Venting
Tears pour from the heaven's thunder booms a broken hearted cry. Today there are no sweet i love you's only a tearfull goodbye. I gave you a chance time and time again i ask so little from you but you don't understand i gave you my all hell, i still do but all you care about is your boys and your crew you forget about our relationship you act like i don't exist you refuse to stop doing it now i'm getting pissed everything i do i do for you the problem is with us... you only do for you too! i ask for equality on rare occasion a lil more all i want is to be remembered i refuse to be ignored i know i love you i used to think you love me to but to put it simply if you don't start showing you care then we're through!

Forgotten Fallen Angels
to whom it may concern. we reap what we sow and we lose what we burn the forgotton ones are all around in the shadows sleeping on the ground their tattered wings ripped and torn many wishing to have never been born black feathers scatter all around aimlessly floating around the ground in a dark alley on a park bench these fallen angels have no home left. begging for food beggin for money no pride left the rich think its funny all our homeless on the street losing their ambition no longer feeling complete this is most of what society consists of today so live in your mansions eat your food to whom it may concern what would you do if it was you?

Lol Bored One Day So I Wrote This
Nothings gone right today i'ts been like this for a week i'm on the edge of a beak down the only place i'm not bothereed is in my sleep It started on monday i lost one of my shoes Then on tuesday i just had the blues wednesday was horrible i tripped for the whole class to see thursday sucked i got locked in the library friday was scary i was laughing chocolate milk came out of my nose saturday was tiring i decided to stay home a choice i soon wished i hadn't chose sunday was terrifying i farted out loud in church tomorrow is monday a beginning of a new week will it be good or bad? i will just have to wait and see :)

One Perspective Of A Relationship
you smile i smile back your image darkens my illusions of you crack the exterior of your body hardens like a rock you grimace at the phrase "we need to talk" i scream you yell i cry you fight you think i want to break you your accusations are false your pride and will are still intact to my surprise i'm the one that cracks you bend me shake me break me you've taken all my pride and will i only want you to bend a lil fifty-fifty until the end thats what you said but you give it all to your friends i love you i hate you i just can't make you do what i want or give me time even when you make me cry or... when i try to ignore the problems i face when i try to give you your space hoping that pushing instead of pulling will work i say goodbye even when it hurts this is my last try i say it again and again but love and hope is strong in my heart making me let you tear me apart I'm showing this poem no longer afraid sick of

Can't Say I Love You
Can't say I love you Melissa Kenyon 2008 I'm not going to say I love you Cause I don't say those words I can't say something that I don't mean That is not fair to you or me Don't get me wrong I do like you But the words I love you are just to hard to say Please don't hate me Cause I just can't say those words I can't say the words cus you want me to I need to be in love with you to say the words So that is why I am not going to say I love you Just give me time To try to figure my life out I need to get to know me And then maybe one day I can say the words that you want to hear so much But till that day please forgive me for what I can't say

Back Update
well, i got to go back to work, they gave me a steroid shot in that affected disk, and i was cleared to go back to work shortly thereafter. been feelin fairly well, went back for 4 days on, and now i'm back on my 7 off LOL

The Cannibal Within
The Cannibal Within I felt myself fill with fear I only stared at the water We got in a boat Days passed And nights Afraid of the cannibals The crew wouldn't go to tahiti Should have been afraid OF the cannibal within we shouldn't we must not yet soon the captain holds the tip of his saber he rips open his own throat his body falls to the floor of the boat like a bone among starving dogs i will always know i am drinking blood we drank we ate we slept human blood flesh

Could He Be Out There
could he be out there by melissa kenyon 2005 I only want a man to love to fall in love with to marry and start a family knowing hes out there looking for me and one day we will find each other and fall in love that would be a dream come true where could he be wondering if hes looking at the stars like me is he thinking of me like i am thinking of him would he hold me tight and make everything alright whipe my tears away when i have cryed be a father to a son that is not his own care and love me like i'm the only one hold me tight when i am cold at night be there though thick and thin or is there not a man like that could i just be dreaming

But I Am Not Sure
But I Am Not Sure Melissa Kenyon 2007 Why can't I change I only want someone to love I only want to be loved But things never change They only go away We once had something good But it went away Now it may be back again But I am not sure I want that You only caused me pain in the passed How will I know you won't again How can I trust your love But I am not sure I want to

Sex
Sex So some people may not want to read Ok So now that I warned everybody so if you are reading this you know I am going to be talking about sex. So yeah here it goes people no holding back anymore. Well it has been about four or five months now so it has been sometime. But I can deal with it I have gone for like seven months or longer so hey. I mean I miss have someone around to hang out with and relax with plus have sex but oh well. Things are still really good me . Well except for my job but I am working my ass off to get that change as soon as possible. I can'y wait until I can quit my job. Anyways moving on. I am getttting a car and I am going back to school. So yeah back to the sex thing. I have been hornier then I have ever been I mean my hormons are at a higher level then they were when I was 18. But the only problem is that I have become exremely picky with who I want to have sex with. I blame mt ex for that but oh well. I mean the last time I had sex I went for six hours

Things On My Mind
Other things on my mind So some of the other things on my mind for about the past two weeks are as followed. Well my stance on realtionships at the moment is this. I may be lonely and really want to be with someone but I know that I am not ready for anything serious. I just want to hang out with my friends and have fun. I mean if I had a fuck buddy is about all the realtionship I could handle right now. But I am not looking for either really. I am fine being single. Plus the few people I might intrested in I am not entirely sure if the would want to have sex with me. But oh well. Then there the fact that so many of my habbits that I developed when I was with my ex it is funny how someone can change the little things. Nothing bad just little things like I sleep with my cell phone under my pillow so it wakes me. I still sleep with another pillow besides me so it is like I am still sleeping with someone and I don't move from my side of the bed. What else is there I have also change my

So
So So I have now tried every single site on the web just trying to meet new people. It is getting really anoying not being able to meet new people to hang out with. I mean don't get me wrong I love my friends but I need some new faces around so I am going to start going out as much as possible maybe if I get out more. I when I have a new job I will have more money hopefully so it will be possible to get out of the fucking house every once in awhile. Thats all .is new people to hang with and to get out of the house more then once a month if I am fucking lucky. I mean I have changed into as postive person I can be I belive anything is possble now cause I am causing life changing events to get something to happen. Cause I am tried of the same old same old. So I have to make a change on a massive scale. So thats what I did hopefully this will all pan out for me in the end.

3/02/2008
The wind is fierce and the night is cold, The dust's so thick I can't see the road. It's nights like this I get my knives into defense mode. Tumbleweeds are rolling and plates are flying. Was that a shopping cart? Are my eyes lyin'? It's so dark yet like armageddon in its own. I'm on my way home, Just gotta slay some demons. Crazy old things that want to just, Consume my soul, Devour me whole. I might lose my footing, But I'll come back home. Paper is whirling by, Whats that writing? I can't see the signs right by me. The stars are laughing at the way i jump at each shadow. The thought of you will find me, In a tornado of brightning blindness. It's just a mess, I must confess, This lonliness is just a feeling. I'm on my way home, Just gotta slay some demons. Crazy old things that want to just, Consume my soul, Devour me whole. I might lose my footing, But I'll come back home. 3/02/2008

Austin Raggae Fest
http://austinreggaefest.wordpress.com/category/austin-reggae-fest-bands/ i know myself and few others fu-raggae fans are gonna be headin to auditorium shores in austin on 4/19 and 4/20 for the 2 day show... if ur interested in meetin up or carpooling let me know something. its gonna be a bad ass show as always. check out the best raggae band to come outta the states who will also be playing that day... http://www.myspace.com/grimystyles

Orb
in the cold in the dark in lost places in the heart, the soul rezides still alive but lost to the art , pain and sorrow burden it so , as it tears it up from its hold , gracefuly l bound strong to the core, but faded by time and abuse by the world, time will come and all shall walk the to land of sun

How I Feel
"All Around Me" My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing Take my hand I

I Wish
I wish things could be easier and that drama didnt start. That you could love and give love as deeply as your are loved. That time could slow down and happiness last longer, and pain wouldn't hold sway over your life. But these are all wishes and just dreams. I'm not the best of anything and I'm lucky enough to have friends and love in my life, but as always the people I care and love go away...to many have I lost in my life, to much sorrorow to much pain...never enough love. So this is my wish for all I love and care deply about.... May you never know the darkness that destroys a soul, you find love in all the little things in life, that the sun warms your toes and the breeze tickles your cheek...and that i'm always in your hearts and memories

Starbucks
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks Anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidel

Up Again For Auction (closed)
ok i am in a new auction and you only bid with fubucks.. come check it out... Please show some love.... I am also in this auction too you can bid with fubucks,vips,hh,tickers and blasts...but to make your bids in this auction you will have to add the host of the auction as a friend... please come by and show some love

Wish
If days hadn't run through my splayed fingers like beach sand toasted by sunny days You may have lived outside my memories Your death wouldn't have clouded adolescence I would know you more man than boy You were my first kiss in the rain, The first romantic arm on my waist, My first taste of chivalry, opening doors Only some should have stayed open for you Your existence is now limited to memory, Nightmares leave me sweaty, cold, confused My gift gives me guilt, if I just saw a bit more I could have called you that night, kept you safe at home. I wish I didn't know. I wish I hadn't seen you die before you did. I wish I could've stopped it, maybe Your eyes would live through children's eyes Your smile would have lit my face a few more years You would have rejected me, but lived to do so. It's funny they call it a gift; I would give anything not to have it.

Joy Of Existence
Joy of Existence There is a joy, and it is the joy of existence—not what is happening in existence. They are two different things. There is the joy of existence, and then there is the joy of what is happening in existence.What is happening in existence we try to control and manipulate.Sometimes things go our way. Sometimes they don't.But then there is another joy. That joy has been there through all the years of your life, waiting to be discovered. And that joy will be there for as long as you live. It is the simple, simple joy of being alive.In my life, there are good days and there are bad days. The days I call good are the days when everything goes according to my plan. The days when things do not go according to my plan, I call bad.Yet every day that I have been given is above and beyond being good and bad. Each one has its own meaning and its own beauty. And I can get in touch with that beauty.My plans will change. Sometimes the days I call bad actually end up being good. And s

Don't Call Me Baby..
anjugenius: what a go on baby ->anjugenius: baby? ->anjugenius: do i have a binky in my mouth? ->anjugenius: am i wearing a diaper? ->anjugenius: Don't call me baby... you should have known better that will never do... you know i don't belong to you..You know that i am not your baby i belong to me so DONT CALL ME BABY.... GAWD...

Some Can Be Distasteful!!
Ok.....There is nothing wrong with having some sexy pics on here, but some of the girls of here should maybe find something better to post for all world to see when the only comments they can get is have naked, titties hanging out, which shouldnt be posted on public site if thats all the comments you can get!!! Some pics can be quite distastefull! Its TOTALLY awesome you can feel sexy about yourself! but REAL beauty is skin deep and exposing yourself to the world distastefully doesnt give much for the imagination nor either is it very sexy! There are some beautiful women on here. But when you expose your titties to the WRONG person ...you never know WHO is watching or just who might know you and show up where you least expect it!!

Angel's Haven
COME JOIN US !!! Hey all you guys and gals...stop sitting there with nothing to do and come join our party....Click on the pic below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! ***MASS*** Hey ya'll...Stop sitting there bored as can be and come join our party....Come take a trip to ~ஐ~Angel's Haven~ஐ~!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!!

Almost Godfather/godmother
please stop by wonder womans page and show her lots of love by rating her pics and stash shes a great person to talk to, and my very best friend. as a lot of people know she was my very first slave and and at one point my girlfriend.......but shes now my very best friend and deserves to be godmother. she has a little over 1 million to go i know we can help her get there so please nobody deserves it more. THE_ORIGINAL_WONDER_WOMAN™@FUBAR.COM@ fubar

Sign
COME JOIN US !!! Hey all you guys and gals...stop sitting there with nothing to do and come join our party....Click on the pic below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! ***MASS*** Hey ya'll...Stop sitting there bored as can be and come join our party....Come take a trip to ~ஐ~Angel's Haven~ஐ~!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!!

I Won... Thank You All
Upcoming Blog on all who helped!! :) I am in my first contest and could use some rates. Please stop by. I only have 50 minutes left. Thanks everyone!! :) Rates = 10 pts Comments = 1 pt Much Love To All AngL

Help!!!!!
OK SO MY GIRL MILF ... SHE HAS HELPED ME GET WHERE I AM NOW ON HERE ... SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND REALLY NEEDS HELP !! IF YOU COULD JUST CLICK ON HER LINK BELOW AND RATE AND LEAVE JUST ONE ... ONE .... COMMENT!! THATS ALL WE ASK !! YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO LEAVE A COMMENT JUST RATE HER !!! MORE COMMENTS ARE WELCOME!!! WE WONT COMPLAIN!! SO PLEASE IF YOU COULD HELP ANY AT ALL ... IT WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!! C'MON HELP MY BISH OUT !!!

New Fam. Members
Some close friends have joined FUBAR. Please show them some love. They are old friends GODDAMMIT. Please make them feel welcome. Also GODDAMMITS Notice the new name up there. Outlaw is a sweatheart. Be sure to say hi to her. There are many great friends on my list please say hi to them. Hope all are well. St. Patty's is comeing and that means just one thing. Party at my house. There will be pics up afterwards.

Some Mumms
Because I usually cuss..I always put it NSFW. Why do I cuss? Cause I can. You know I been reading and commenting on some mumms...I find it lame that people will put a mumm on there and it has to meet their approval before they will allow the comment. I always say if you can't take the heat get the fuck out of the kitchen. Those are the mumms I won't comment on or vote because many times the truth hurts so they won't post your comments. Reread the mumms because there are so many duplicates out there that it becomes boring and a waste of time. I can be serious, but if I think it is a mumm that this person is just putting up to gain points I won't partake in it. It's been fun... Kris

Here's To Good Wine, A Great Friend, And People Who Have Sex In Public.
Cheers!! Ok. So I recently went to an interesting place with one of my gorgeous friends. If i'm going to be completely honest, I'll have to admit i was a little hesitant when she first suggested it. It's a wonderful old house with like 10,000 sq ft of space to dance, drink, talk, and fuck in. Being a voyure (i think i spelled that wrong) i have to say i certainly enjoyed looking on the dance floor and seeing chicks with big boobs an no shirts. The lady going down on the other chick at the table in front of us was good too. And of course, there were people fucking everywhere. It's peeping-tom heaven. You turn a corner and "whoops" dude is totally banging this chick on the ottoman. There was some orgy-like business going on as well. I don't think i've ever had more fun in a bar. It's cheap (for the ladies) to get in. The men don't want to be drunk because it defeats the purpose. There's no drunk dick heads trying to cop a feel. AND, when you tell them no they go away. So, I got total

Ugh! Im In A Contest
> > > I'm in a contest to win a 30 Day V.I.P. > I need all the comments you can spare. Don't forget to rate! Come help me > win. You know you love me. > > Click the pic > > > Also make sure that you Fan/Rate/Add the awesome host. Mr. Mark Murderous. > > >

Or All The Seas With Oysters
I was wondering what happened to all of our wire hangers, and I remembered a short science fiction story by Avram Davidson I'd read years and years ago as part of an anthology. It was about a bicycle shop owner who noticed the same thing, and then he realized that there were cycles. (HA! I slay me) When he had no paperclips, he had a surplus of wire hangers, and he never bought wire hangers, but they appeared nonetheless. Then one day he found a French racing bike...the gist of the story was that paperclips were the pupal form, the hangers were the larval form, and the racing bike was the adult form, and that it was this big mysterious process which humans could never understand. Sometimes I really find myself wondering if inanimate objects have some secret life of their own. I'm not just talking about anthropomorphizing things so that you have an excuse to be pissed off at them...it's almost as if some things have a will of their own. Think about your car, the computer, y

Honeymoon Night
It's Saturday night and we have made plans for me to come over for a "honeymoon". Our favorite phrase for a no strings "friends with benefits" of hot and wild sex. I can't wait to get there, I really need the release that sex offers. I am scented in vanilla and strawberries. Hoping you will eat me up! The passion starts on the couch with hot, wet kisses. Touching one another, pulling at each others clothes. (I trust you with my deepest fantasties and know that you will do everything you can to see them come true.) We make our way to the bedroom...stripping off our clothes as we go. I am laying on the bed, naked and needing your touch. You straddle me on the bed and pull my hands above my head. You slip the cloth restraints over my hands and tighten them down. I stretch up as far as the restraints allow and kiss you. It's totally dark in the room. I can't see you, but I feel you, I smell you, I want you. I wait to see what you have in store for me. Oh yes, I know just what you have plan

Good Night!
So I'm sorry I've been getting lazy on my daily comments to everyone.. I've just had a LOT on my mind as of lately. Today I came home, and my neighbor was sitting on my porch waiting for me . He told me that for the first time that he can remember, His father, Butch, was SOBER! He was hit by a drunk driver. Ironic - huh? Anyways, I'm off to bed for tonight .. I'm just really tired, and my Nyquil is FINALLY kicking in. So - Sweet dreams everyone. xoxox Myspace Comments

Today
Well Today i went out to a hiring center, and it was absolutely horrible. They are extremely slow there and they make fun of the people they are job placing. What the hell man, how can people be this retarded, they work in a building for some time so they should know that the walls are paper thin so they should know that the applicants can hear them. I must get my GED asap so I can avoid these places, I feel so low that I'm applying somewhere were I'm surrounded by ex drug users that can't get a job anywhere because they fried their brain cells.

Modern Medical Nervousness
Tomorrow my youngest (Dain4) will be going in for some minor dental surgery. Ack. I just hate the thought of them putting him under-it makes me so nervous. I just don't trust doctors. Another sleepless night.

A Bond That Grows & Can’t Be Broken.
Our bond is so strong no one could ever break it. When one of us feels happy or sad the other feels the same. Yes everyone hates on us for our love and relationship we have. They try to use their schemas to get between us but it won't work. The more they try it just brings us even more closers. Even with all the things we put each other thru makes us love each other more and more. With every moment and adventure tightens our bond more. So just remember how much I love you and that our bond is stronger than ever. Now just remember all this and don't forget it.

"and Then One Day...i Realized The Hypocrisy Of It All."
One more day, one more string clipped as I realize...wow, I really can't wait to move out of my house. I'm sick of being treated like a little girl, but told to act like an adult. I'm sick of being openly disrespected, but expected to show complete respect. I'm sick of being treated like I'm an idiot, but told I'm brilliant. I'm sick of being told not to question anything I'm told, but to think for myself. Essentially I'm sick of my father. Silly me, I thought I'd been brought up to think for myself but that apparently only applies to people other than my parents because my mother told me that "No matter what your father or I say to you, you do not talk to us like that." Excuse me? My father threw a tantrum. My father called me a "disrespectful little snot." My father threw his napkin on the table, stomped away like a petulant child, and slammed the door because I told him something he didn't want to hear. I said "Dad, you interuppted me, don't give me that." S

A Little About Me
I love history and love to re-enact being a southern belle. I hang around with a few bands but they know they have to treat me like a lady. I can play the guitar and bass. And am an Angel in the kitchen!!

Bad Luck Blue Eyes Goodbye - The Black Crowes
Special Offer Download Black Crowes Ringtones Now!With my winter time My idols and stage fright In another night Where the lights are loud and bright One dream from waking up saved Too shy to hold in the rage I know no luxury Of knowing what your eyes read I know one million ways To always pick the wrong thing to say A love that you never gave Always a time zone away Its not out of spite I know whats right Bad luck blue eyes goodbye Sometimes a memory Only sees what it wants to believe And whats filled in between Are days and nights that dont mean a thing Such a simple suicide A second chance never tried And you dont understand I need a helping hand So you think that youve seen it all Is that a fact? So out your mouth a dictionary Spouts about this and that You got your dos, your donts Because and why I dont trust no one who dont Take their own advice Bad luck blue eyes goodbye

Pittypat And Tippytoe
All day long they come and go--- Pittypat and Tippytoe; Footprints up and down the hall, Playthings scattered on the floor, Finger-marks along the wall, Tell-tale smudges on the door--- By these presents you shall know Pittypat and Tippytoe. How they riot at their play! And a dozen times a day In they troop, demanding bread--- Only buttered bread will do, And the butter must be spread Inches thick with sugar too! And I never can say "No, Pittypat and Tippytoe!" Sometimes there are griefs to soothe, Sometimes ruffled brows to smooth; For (I much regret to say) Tippytoe and Pittypat Sometimes interrupt their play With an internecine spat; Fie, for shame! to quarrel so--- Pittypat and Tippytoe! Oh the thousand worrying things Every day recurrent brings! Hands to scrub and hair to brush, Search for playthings gone amiss, Many a wee complaint to hush, Many a little bump to kiss; Life

Just For My Grandpa Rest In Peace
Click here to view more videos just thinking of my grandpa today this video remindes me of our great times together going fishing , going on road trips and just the things we did together rest-in-peace grandpa i miss you and i Love you . mark

True Love
With all the hurt and pain I’ve been thru love is not easy. I thought true love would never cross my path. I was at a time in my life I never expected it would come but it did. I was not sure of him but I knew deep down he was the one. I feared to show my feelings and uncertainties about him. His touch to my body could make me weak in the knees. Our first kiss took my breath away and I felt like I was in heaven. I told myself not to fall in love but I was fooling myself. I already knew he would be the one I could see myself with forever. The moment we first made love my heart, mind and soul became his and only his. Even though I could not tell him then how much he meant to me, one day I would. I couldn’t leave him even with all the things going on in his life that were different then mine. I knew the day would come that I could peel away my fears and come clean with him. And that day is now to let him know how much I love him and how I truly felt

Rede The Fallen One - Part 3
Rede stole silently across the bridge spanning a thin stank moat. As he neared the castle yard he heard loud cheering. Yes, he thought, cheer him now, for soon there will be nothing but ashes... and no one worships ashes. As he crept past the entrance to the main hall he saw the Little Emperor and all of his little minions. Vampires of course, as is Rede. "How had he once thought that glory hound worthy of praise and loyalty?" Rede with all the contempt born from years of service, stiffens his back strides stright and tall into the center of the hall. Noding to his host he sneers "long time no see Little Emperor. My my you have been busy." Startled and quick to anger the Emperor stands his cape falling slopily to the floor. "Rede. Yes, it has been a long time. I have been very busy but smalltalk was never our game. What brings you into my circle?" Smiling a wicked grin Rede replies "your work has not gone unnoticed. She noticed. She doesnt like what you are d

Breaking Bejamin - Breath
I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the Less I like Is it over yet? In my head? I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find A fire in your eyes I'm goin all the way Get away, please You take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find A fire in your eyes I'm goin all the way Get away, please You take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you (take take take) I'm waiting I'm praying Realize Start hating You take the breath right out of me you left a

Breaking Benjamin - Diary Of Jane
If I had to I would put myself right beside you So let me ask Would you like that? Would you like that? And I don't mind If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask Do you like that? Do you like that? No! Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Try to find out what makes you tick As I lie down Sore and sick Do you like that? Do you like that? theres a fine line between love and hate and i dont mind Just let me say that I like that I like that Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane As I burn another page As I look the other way I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Desperate, I will crawl Waiting for so long No love, there is no love Die for anyone What have I become Something's getting in the way Something's just a

Breaking Benjamin - So Cold
Crowded streets are cleared away One by one Hollow heroes separate As they run You're so cold Keep your hand in mine Wise men wonder while strong men die Show me how it ends, It's alright Show me how defenseless you really are Satisfied and empty inside Well that's alright Let's give this another try If you find your family Don't you cry In this land of make believe Dead and dry You're so cold but you feel alive Lay your hand on me One last time Show me how it ends, It's alright Show me how defenseless you really are Satisfied and empty inside Well that's alright Let's give this another try Show me how it ends, It's alright Show me how defenseless you really are Satisfied and empty inside Well that's alright Let's give this another try Its alright (x9)

Shakespeare
What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, how infinite in faculties, in form and moving how express and admirable, in action how like an angel, in apprehension how like a god. We cannot conceive of matter being formed of nothing, since things require a seed to start from... Therefore there is not anything which returns to nothing, but all things return dissolved into their elements. What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet. William Shakespeare

Nice Guy's
You know I blogged some of it last night. And gonna make this pretty short. But nice guy's well we do finish last. Or get taken advantage of. Which ever well I can only be me. And I have responsiblities. So I guess if people don't want to understand oh well.

Stupid Remotes
haha i got the remote to work on the tv haha finally that'll teach me to have the x box on next time huh? thanks for all the non-helpful help i got ya'll are great hehehe next time ill remember to not have anything on lol

Stuck.
In circular motion. I'm sure everyone knows what i'm talking about. that fucking rut. routine life, then months have gone by. and you don't even know what fucking time it is. but work has gotten to the pointwere i hate it. dread it so much i drive past it and keep going. ughhh. so miserable. i'm like a hermit. I can't stay long. Not only that but I feel so damn mentally supressed. I have no use for my fucking knowledge or education there. other than correcting the co-workers bad grammar. All the cultured things i love, are just boring, sense less things for them. and that seriously pisses me off. they have no fucking concern for this country or anyone but themselves. i honestly hate greedy people like that! they just come here to work and fucking make money here and yet they fucking bad mouth the country and say all sorts of fucking bullshit. and with the whole immigration thing its like oh america exploits imigrants blah blah but like some people just come here for tha

Wink, Blinkin And Nod
Winkin', Blinkin', and Nod Winkin', Blinkin', and Nod, one night sailed off in a wooden shoe; Sailed off on a river of crystal light into a sea of dew. "Where are you going and what do you wish?" the old moon asked the three. "We've come to fish for the herring fish that live in this beautiful sea. Nets of silver and gold have we," said Winkin', Blinkin', and Nod. The old moon laughed and sang a song as they rocked in the wooden shoe. And the wind that sped them all night long ruffled the waves of dew. Now the little stars are the herring fish that live in that beautiful sea; "Cast your nets wherever you wish never afraid are we!" So cried the stars to the fishermen three - Winkin', and Blinkin', and Nod. So all night long their nets they threw to the stars in the twinkling foam. 'Til down from the skies came the wooden shoe bringing the fisherman home. 'Twas all so pretty a sail it seemed as if it could not be. Some folks say 'twas a dream they dreamed of sailing t

One Day
I hope ONE DAY people will say I was a good guy, and every time they were around me I made 'em smile, I see in the future I hope to raise a family, in a society of suburban noise families. And so I hope ONE DAY soon we'll make a change, and when I'm dead I hope my life I didn't live in vain, I know in my heart that I tried to live right and I'm gonna fight till the death till FREEDOM is LEGALIZED. Then ONE DAY, I know my kids will have a chance to have children of their own and own their own lands and when THIS DAY comes I hope I'm still ALIVE to see the dream re-envisioned right before my eyes. Yes ONE DAY, I hope we all recognize the governments a big gang infiltrated with lies, and on THIS DAY, we need to make a decision, we gonna FOLLOW the BLIND or the PEOPLE with VISION? THINK ABOUT IT!!!

A Man And A Woman
A man and a woman, who had never met before and were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a Trans-continental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly... he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned down and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own blanket!" After a moment of silence, he farted.

Up For Auction
I am up for auction.. for the first time. Not sure how to do this all..but here is the womans page who is holding the auction. U will find me in her pictures.. in the auction folder. just click on her pic.. and go from there. •DREW•@ fubar or heres a direct link to my pic http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&albumid=883759&i=226895424&idx=0 am i worth anything I wonder? Doubt it

Emerson
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. Ralph Waldo Emerson

If You Can Interepret Dreams Read This.
Okay I never remember dreams. It was so vivid and I'm really freaked out. So here goes. I was at my cousin Doug's house with my friend Mike. We we're hanging out and gunna go for drinks later. I told them I needed to cash my check and take a shower so I would be back in an hour. Mike wants to drive so I give him the keys. We shoot up george urban blvd. Hit a side streat all the side roads are blocked off and theres all this wierd stuff I can't remember. So we turn around and get back to the main street and he is driving strait for a house. Cars are about to t-bone us so I grab the wheel and put us back on track. I pull into this plaza where this bar macaroons is and decide to cash it(my check) there. When I get to the door there's a bouncer and it's not macaroons it's Madame Mazelles (it's spelled wrong but there wasn't any sign so that's not important). I tell the bouncer I just want to cash my check. He says go to the bar. When I finally get to the bar after everyone

More Freaks!!!! F/a/r All! Keep Up!
Attn FREAKS... Please be sure to repost all freak related bulletins and catch up with all the new freaks that are bringing the FREAK LOVE your way! Watch my blogs for updates and freak happenings as well. We have 5 more new freaks added to our lil Freak Fam! So be sure to show them lots and lots of luv. xoxo! PebblesinAZ WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are the FREAKS! ~~~FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s~~~ ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠ϐ

A Man Is A Luxury-not A Necessity
I do not need A _ _ _ _ing man I’ll get one later If I can. I do not need A man at all I do not need one, Short or tall. Not in a house, Not in a van, I do not need A _ _ _ _ing man. Not on the couch Not in my bed I’d rather sleep Alone instead I do not need A _ _ _ _ing man I tried it once ~ He turned and ran I do not need One here or there I do not need One anywhere I do not need A_ _ _ _ing man There must be A better plan Not one at work Not one at play I do not need one Night or day I’ve said it once I’ve said it twice A world without them Could be nice Black men, white men, Men in blue I am through with All of you Even though they Make me drool I’m not a fan of The dating pool I would not could not Be a fool Even for the Biggest tool Now thanks to My new vibrator You _ _ _ _ing man I’ll see you later I’ll try my hardest Not to care Even if he stands There bare!! I do not need A _ _ _ _ing man Tha

Up For Auction
Ok, I am up for auction.. for the first time. Am i worth anything? We will see! Heres the link to my page... or pic where you can place a bid. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&albumid=883759&i=226895424&idx=0 you can copy/paste it and put up in top ..if you know how!

I Am Pure Poison
Well started early this morning..my husband of 10 yrs. whom I am divorcing shortly started in with me..and how could I "open my fucking mouth to his mother about me leaving him" and "what the fuck is he suppose to tell her"? Well my response was calm and said tell her the truth, tell her whatever you like...tell her what fucking cunt I am and all the horrible things I did..bla bla bla.. So after dinner tonight, our son left the table and he started in again, "how could you tell the fucking neighbor, why couldn't you keep your fucking mouth shut?" I said why? Is is a secret I am going back to California, a big fucking secret that we are getting divorced? Then he went on to say I am PURE POISON, I robbed him of everything, and how he gave me everything I wanted..that I got it all, houses, kids, new trucks..bla bla bla He is delusional, completely! Won't acknowledge that for 10 yrs of our relationship I paid all the bills, and made the investments and basically built our little

Bad Moth Mojo
A little white moth was flitting by my head as I went into the kitchen to fix myself some breakfast. Now I did not register the meaning of the moth's presence until, half way through eating a bland bowl if rice krispies, that I noticed there was something amiss. Sometimes rice krispies have little burnt brown pieces of puffed rice floating around with all the other normal pieces of puffed rice. While chewing on a good sized mouthful, I noticed that one of the pieces of rice had wings and was trying to crawl out of my bowl. After blowing a good portion of my milk sopped cereal out of my nose I gleefully drowned the bastard young moth, before turning away from the table to see where the demon spawned mother had fled to. As my eyes scanned the room I began to sweat, the room felt hotter than a cuisinart full of toads. Poison. The bastards probably filled each piece of puffed rice with some kind of biological toxin in the hopes that I would com

Seido Karate Promotion Essay
I began training in earnest after the 30th Anniversary Saiten two years ago. I was energized by the enthusiasm of people from all around the world coming together to celebrate Seido Karate. My original purpose was to learn about what the rest of my family was doing, get my self in better shape, and find an escape from my hectic work life. Overall, these are still my goals. I enjoy training along side of my family and in the process; I have gained a new family that includes my fellow Seido practitioners. The time I spend in the dojo lets me clear my head and focus on my training and learning. Even when my body is exhausted after a hard class, my spirit is much stronger. Over the next five years I will continue to train and improve my skills. As far as what belt I have in five years it is not that important. In each class I take, I learn something new and push myself a little more. In five years I will be proud to wear a belt that I have earned with sweat, hard work, and perse

'it' Wrote To Me
Hey, I know you probably don't want to know me right now but I have to tell you this: I'm sorry you had to find out the way you did, but, to be honest-this wasn't the first you knew of it was it now? I told you in the Cafe over a choc-chip muffin ffs. It has had time to try and sink in. I know we have had our up & downs-honey, our friendship isn't gonna go away (on my part) just cause I'm getting married. I value you and want you in my life!!! You're an awesome mate!! I want you there as you're special to me (believe it or not). It's up to you hun, the balls in your court. Love Yah well the story of my life , friends lol never mind

Journal 3-04
things have been happening that have been hard to put into words. i am honored to have a sister now, and one whom i adore so very much. Master is so special to me that i only wish to see Him happy above all else. at first i thought that if Master were to take on another that i would not be in His life any more, but over the past year, i have learned much about my Master and i know that my place at His side is safe. i so long to be with Him more and more, but right now that is so hard because of things where i live. i miss being at His side and feeling His touch. i care not if it were just the touch of punishment if i had misbeheaved as long as it was Master's hand i felt. i crave His touch so very much i so adore my new sister, i have longed to have her in my life more then where we were before and now my wish has come true. i love her so very much. Master gave me a gift that i could never have asked Him for. i love you my sister very much and my Master i love You with all of

Update!!
Well the Three Days Grace concert kicked ass. I have tons of pictures of it on my myspace page. If you know my myspace page you should go check it out. I worked today and it was alright. Just work. But I had fun. bought me a carton of cigarettes. And I get paid on Wednesday. I still have quite a bit of money left on my credit card so it will just rack up the money when my direct deposit kicks in. There is a place down the road from here that is going to be for rent. I am going to rent it. YAY!!! My own place once again. Thank god. Things are fantabulous here right now. The weather kinda sucks but thats not that bad. I am so glad that I got my cell phone back. If you know the new number you should hit me up. I have been texting up a storm since I got it. Dusten keeps texting me. LOL. Even when he knows that I am sleeping. Sexy beast just needs to realize that I work during the day unlike him who works at night. LOL. But you gotta love him. My birthday is getting closer and closer. I am

I'm Like A Bird
You're beautiful, that's for sure You'll never ever fade You're lovely but it's not for sure That I won't ever change And though my love is rare Though my love is true [Chorus:] I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is (and baby all I need for you to know is) I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is All I need for you to know is Your faith in me brings me to tears Even after all these years And it pains me so much to tell That you don't know me that well And though my love is rare Though my love is true [Chorus] It's not that I wanna say goodbye It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me Each and every single day I know I'm going to have to eventually give you away And though my love is rare And though my love is true Hey I'm just scared That we may fall through

Ex's
i don't know how i feel about them... are they a threat to my current relationship? do they still have power over him? i am afraid that one of the many that he's had could just bat their lashes at him and he'll go... he's not so happy with me right now... i know that i have issues... lots and lots of issues... and i try not to let it get to me... i work so much and try and get all these hours at work so i can keep my mind of what i don't know.

Erythema Muliforme
ok yall Travis has erythema muliforme it is an alarm looking condition. EM is an alergic reaction that shows up either in the form of a rash or rather frightning looking lesions. it ca affect people of all ages but is often most sever in children and young adults. it is not contagious an d usually looks scarier then it is.em is believed to involve damage to the blood vessels of the skin which can lead to further damage to skin tissue. the following can be side effects of it. 1 vision abnormalities 2 decreased tearing 3 mouth sores 4 bloodshot eyes 5 eye pain 6 eye burning itching and discharge there are many causes of em. 1 allergic reaction to viral, acterial and fungal infections 2 sensitivity to food 3 immunizations 4 reaction to sulfa drugs, penicillin, barbiturtates and phenytoin. Travis got his from being sick and his body is trying to fight the cold and the cold isnt there anymore so its an alergic reaction to his own body so to speak. it will last 4-6 weeks and all the bumps wi

Martina Mcbride - Valentine
If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time You're all I need, my love, my Valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams I couldn't love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time... You're all I need, my love, my Valentine ladadadadadada And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time 'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine oohhh You're all I need, my love, my Valentine hoouoo

Hotties Who Hate... And The Internet Drama...
Ah! I just wanted a collection of those who felt it necessary to read such a blog... Seems there are some on here who are always feeling like someone is invading their "space" or their "property". (I laugh ... ) For one, there isn't any such thing in the net-world... there isn't any privacy. I don't give a damn how well you think your shit is protected. I don't care what controversial debate this topic alone brings into action ~ The truth is in the net-world, anyone can be anyone and everyone is up for grabs ... for the moments they choose to linger in them --- online! Don't like that fact, get off the damn net! Feel like your heart is breaking? Feel like someone's constantly letting you down... well then perhaps you need to reconsider your priorities and again, remain off the net. I am blessed and I will share details of that with some. I have a great fucked up life and I may show that for you to see from time to time. I may leave little hints that indicate a message to "

My Man Or One Night Stand
Just got that call that makes me pnaties wet its not my man its my one night stand. His tongue is Bad and oh i am so glad he such a freak he make my knees go weak. It starts is the Kitchen as he pulls down my pants my eyes roll back as his tongue does its dance. Now I cant forget about my man his hit is so tight.He goes deep in hitting it from left to right. He's hitting it good trying to keep his title I'm enjoying it as he says, I no u love ur man. I cant forcus cause im thinking about my one night stand.Would he agree of us three as they both lay in the bed and watch me give one other head.U can call me a freak because I have a man but, what if u was my one night stand would it b a good plan...kisses

Hmmmm...if Men Wrote Advice Columns
If men wrote advice columns Q: My husband wants to have a threesome with me and my best friend. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you, he can only settle for the next best thing -your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day; then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights o

And I Just Keep Adding!
Yummy! As promised, I have added a new members area to the infinite fun one Adult can have online on one site. Filled with content from a well known real time Dominate and producer of fetish films that not only state extreme, but also give some fun to the play time, Dr. Kink (aka Master Leonard.) Not only can you sneak a peak to see some of his films in My membership area, I also give you a place to buy the whole film and see it from start to finish with a Video On Demand section. I have priced memberships to your liking were a 1 month is cheap but a 3 month is even cheaper! Have any films that you haven't seen? Maybe some fetishes? I will do my best to line up the camera crew and a few good models very soon to offer a rounded out feature of new video and galleries that fit your liking. You should be seeing some good CBT films, spanking and whipping films, male bondage and more in the future. Just remember, you are probably not going to see these intimate insights to these

Santana - Maria Maria
Ladies and gents turn up your sound system to the sound of carlos santana and the GMB (Surprada) Ghetto people- from the Refugee Gang oh Maria Maria She reminds me of a west side story Growing up in Spanish Harlem She living the life just like a movie star oh Maria Maria She fell in love in East L.A. To the sounds of the guitar, yea ,yea Played by Carlos Santana Stop the looting, stop the shooting Pick pocking on the corner See as the rich is getting richer The poorer is getting poorer See mi y Maria on the corner Thinking of ways to make it better In my mailbox there's an eviction letter Somebody just said see you later Ahora vengo mama chula mama chula Ahora vengo mama chula (east coast) Ahora vengo mama chula mama chula Ahora vengo mama chula (west coast ) oh Maria Maria She reminds me of a west side story Growing up in Spanish Harlem She's living the life just like a movie star oh Maria Maria She fell in love in East L.A.

Meatloaf - Paradise By The Dashboard Lights
BOY: I remember every little thing As if it happened only yesterday Parking by the lake And there was not another car in sight And I never had a girl Looking any better than you did And all the kids at school They were wishing they were me that night And now our bodies are oh so close and tight It never felt so good, it never felt so right And we're glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife C'mon! Hold on tight! C'mon! Hold on tight! Though it's cold and lonely in the deep dark night I can see paradise by the dashboard light GIRL: Ain't no doubt about it We were doubly blessed 'Cause we were barely seventeen And we were barely dressed TOGETHER: Ain't no doubt about it Baby got to go and shout it Ain't no doubt about it We were doubly blessed BOY: 'Cause we were barely seventeen And we were barely dressed Baby doncha hear my heart You got it drowning out the radio I've been waiting so lon

My Newest Poem I Wrote
~~ Broken Hearts Beyond Repair ~~ A broken heart beyond repair. ~~~~~ Living a life in total despair. ~~~~~ Taking each day one step at a time. ~~~~~ Wishing for some kind of a sign. ~~~~~ Praying for an angel to help with the grief. ~~~~~ Looking for the comfort she desperately seeks. ~~~~~ Grasping the guidance as it comes her way. ~~~~~ Knowing things will get better soon. ~~~~~ Slowly getting out of her gloom. ~~~~~ As her tomorrow's get brighter, with the promise of a better life on it's way!!! ~~~~~ ~~ Copywrited by Carolina Breeze ~~ 3/3/2008 ~~

Meatloaf - Anything For Love
And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back, I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and that's a fact. But I'll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way, And I would do anything for love, But I won't do that, No I won't do that. And some days it don't come easy, And some days it don't come hard, Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end, And some nights you're breathing fire, And some nights you're carved in ice, Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again, And maybe I'm crazy, Oh it's crazy and it's true, I know you can save me, no one else can save me now but you. As long as the planets are turning, As long as the stars are burning, As long as your dreams are coming true, you better believe it! And I would do anything for love, Oh, I would do anything for love, Oh, I would do anything for love, But I won't do that, No, I won't do th

Nice Guys Finish Last
I feel that I am truly a nice guy, I really just want to show the woman I love that I care, I want them to know that if they need me I will always be there But even though I am that way some women always seem to want a man that isn't true, A man that would just hurt them instead of being there for what they go through I would show my love who I can be, if she gave me the time of day, I would let her know that I will alwys love her and that I would never go away Why do alot of women walk away when you show them that you care, When you let them know you love them or that you'll always be there But no matter what happens I will never go back to the way I was in the past, Not caring for the woman I love, but I will always hate that nice guys finish last

Contest Info!
Here is the update that I promised everyone. The prize is confirmed. It WILL be a one month VIP, a bling pack, 1 million Fubucks, and a certificate. I will allow 15 people into the contest. These 15 people will be decided by a group of different things. To begin with, Im going to post 3 pictures below. If you want in the contest, choose one of the pictures and make a motivational sign out of it. The link that I use to make them is http://diy.despair.com/motivator.php to generate them Friday when I get out of work Im going to post them all and they will be voted on until Sunday night. If more than 15 people do this, we will take the 15 best and those people that submitted them will be in the contest. Email submissions to Djlarose@gmail.com Overview: 1. Make a motivation picture out of one of the following pictures 2. Email it with your fubar name to djlarose@gmail.com before Friday evening 3. Wait for more information

Tim Mcgraw - It's Your Love
Dancin' in the dark Middle of the night Takin' your heart And holdin' it tight Emotional touch Touchin' my skin And askin' you to do What you've been doing all over again. Oh it's a beautiful thing Don't think I can keep it all in I just gotta let you know What it is that won't let me go. It's your love It just does something to me It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough And if you wonder about the spell I'm under Oh it's your love. Better than I was More than I am And all of this happened By takin' your hand And who I am now Is who I wanted to be And now that we're together I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free. Oh it's a beautiful thing Don't think I can keep it all in And if you asked me why I changed All I gotta do is say your sweet name. It's your love It just does something to me It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough And if you wonder about the spell I'm under Oh it's your love. Oh, Baby Oh… Oh i

Dont Quit
Don't quit when the tide is lowest, for it is just about your turn Don't quit over doubts and questions, for theres something you may learn Dont quit when the night is darkest, for it's just awhile till dawn Don't quit when you've ran the furthest, for the race is alomost won Don't quit when the hills the steapest, for you goal is almost nigh, Don't quit for your not a failure, until you fail to try

Jeff Healey Dies
Canadian guitarist Jeff Healey has died in Toronto Sunday after a battle with cancer. He was 41. The news was released on his website, jeffhealey.com. Here's a statement from his site. Following a lengthy struggle with cancer, Healey passes away on the eve of the release of a new blues rock album Update: Canwest News Service's obituary of Mr. Healey (9:19 p.m. ET) Canwest News Service Blind guitar wizard Jeff Healey of Toronto died Sunday of cancer. He was 41. Norman Jeffrey Healey was one of Canada's premier blues and jazz musicians who is perhaps best known for his 1988 album See The Light, which included the hit single Angel Eyes. He was also nominated for a Grammy for the song Hideaway and in 1990, was awarded a Juno in the Entertainer of the Year category. Other Healey hits have included How Long Can a Man Be Strong and a cover of The Beatles' While My Guitar Gently Weeps. Healey lost his vision as a baby to a rare form of retinal cancer and he b

Flirty
You had a hard day at work. you come home you insert your house key to unlock the front door, the door unlocks. You push the door open. Step inside, and thats when you notice the dozen red roses on the counter so you put your keys and purse down head over to the roses so you can smell them. Taking a single one out of the vase Bring it closer so you can take a long deep breath in to smell the aroma of it's sweet smell. Then you notice red rose petals on the floor heading to the bedroom. As you walk closer to the door you can hear soft beautiful music playing. You open the door to see roses petals heading two different directions One towards the bed the other path towards the master bath. With your roses in one hand, you slip your shoes off and walk towards the bathroom door. Gently opening the door to take a look to find me there standing there filling the tub up with warm water. And adding rose petals and bubble bath to the water.

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin.

Poem #3
Living, Breathing, Being. Darkness is who and what i am so get over it and take me as i am or leave me forever more to Live, Breathe, and Be the Darkness that everyone fears, Yet knows that is within themselves and everyone.

The Reason
i'm not a perfect person there's many things i wish i didn't do but i continue learning i never meant to say those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt you it's something i must live with every day i know the pain i put you through i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears thats why i need you to hear i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you and the reason is you i'm not a perfect person i never meant to say those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be a reason to start over new and the reason is you i found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that i do and the reason is you

My Heart
you held my heart in the palm of your hand and you ground it into the ground and now because of you i will never be the same. you swore you loved me, and you swore you would never leave me, but you left me in pain for nothing.

Back On Fubar!!!!!!!
HEllo yall jus a lil note to let everyone know that i'm finally back on fubar.. I had to leave for a lil while to get my health under control so I have got a handle on things & now i'm back so please come & show me sum love ... **huggz**

Comment And Rate!!!
Everyone- I am in a 48 hour contest from 5pm (03 Mar) to 5pm (05 Mar) that could win me a 7 day blast. Please comment and rate the link given below. Bomb! Bomb! and Bomb Away! Help me seal a 7 day blast. Help me out my dearest FUBAR friends. Here is the link! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1644645&albumid=882480&i=1722515919 Thank you for everyone who helps me out. Patrick

Who Should Read The Bible?
WHO SHOULD READ THE BIBLE? The Young - To learn how to live. The Old - To know how to die. The Ignorant - For wisdom. The Learned - For humility. The Rich - For compassion. The Poor - For comfort. The Dreamer - For enchantment. The Practical - For counsel. The Weak - For strength. The Strong - For direction. The Haughty - For warning. The Humble - For exaltation. The Troubled - For peace. The Weary - For rest. The Doubting - For assurance. The Sinner - For salvation. The Christian - For guidance. -- Author Unknown

More Effective Than 911
EMERGENCY TELEPHONE NUMBERS These are more effective than 911 When - You are sad, phone John 14 You have sinned, phone Psalm 51 You are facing danger, phone Psalm 91 People have failed you, phone Psalm 27 It feels as though God is far from you, phone Psalm 139 Your faith needs stimulation, phone Hebrews 11 You are alone and scared, phone Psalm 23 You are worried, phone Matthew 8:19-34 You are hurt and critical, phone 1 Corinthians 13 You wonder about Christianity, phone 2 Corinthians 5:15-18 You feel like an outcast, phone Romans 8:31-39 You are seeking peace, phone Matthew 11:25-30 It feels as if the world is bigger than God, phone Psalm 90 You need Christ like insurance, phone Romans 8:1-30 You are leaving home for a trip, phone Psalm 121 You are praying for yourself, phone Psalm 87 You require courage for a task, phone Joshua 1 Inflation's and investments are hogging your thoughts, phone Mark 10:17-31 You are depressive, phone Psalm 27

The Atheist
An atheist was walking in the forest admiring the trees and the flowers. he stopped to watch some fish in a large stream when from behind him the bushes started rustling when he turned to see what the commotion was he was terrified to see a giant grizzly bear come charging right towards him he started running as fast as he could but the bear was right on his heals when he tripped as he rolled over to get up the bear knocked him back down. It put one huge paw on his chest raised it's right paw to deliver the killing blow. the atheist screamed out "oh God " then every thing froze the birds in the trees the waves in the stream the bear in mid strike. The man was bathed in pure light and from that light came a voice that said "you have spent your life telling people I don't exist now you expect me to help you?" the man stared in to the light and replied no because that would make me into a hypocrite I ask that you make the bear into a Christian God said let it be so. Time started back the

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Live Life, Then Die
By: April Terry Life is one of the strangest things, You never know what's gonna happen next. One day everything can be great, But then the next everything can be hell. You can't really predict, What's gonna happen next. With every choice you make, Your life changes just a bit. But if you could know, What was gonna happen next, Would you really want to know? Would you try to change it? Life is just one big mystery! It's never really ending. For every ending, Is really a new beginning. Were all just trying to get through it, The best way we know how, No one is perfect, So get over it. Many of us, Will make mistakes! But that's just a part of life, Part of what makes it so fun! When life gets bad, Just remember it won't last forever. When life is going good, Just remember it could always be worst. Go out and take a chance, For this is your only life! Make mistakes, But then

Rules For The Shinning Stars
1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! 2)No one but management will be allowed to post blogs about leveling. The only ones to post blogs about leveling are Founder, Co-Founder, and Manager. 3) There will be no bombing unless you are doing it on your own. 4) All newbies will go through bm310 No exceptions. Always send new recruits to him. If he is not around then and only then send to Founder or Co-Founder. 5) If you find yourself in an uncomfortable situation find a member of Management. We are here to help you out! 6) We will level anyone with 15,000 points or fewer as long as they have plenty of stash and pics. Please do not come to us for help with more than that with few pics and stash. We will level during HH only. Any other time is for you to do what you want to do! After leveling please leave a meassage so we know who helped out. 7) Most Importantly: Keep up to date with our blog