Have you ever had one of those days you wished you never got of bed?
Well, I had mine today. So on Mondays my day starts at 5 am. I get up not really wanting to go to work. So start getting ready first bad omen is I spill juice on my work shirt, second omen that's the only clean work shirt I have, third I drop my lip stick and get it on my shirt. So I have to hand wash a work shirt. Blow dry it. Then
I'm out the door by 6:40am. I get work and I have a huge mess on my desk . 2 days a week I audit for the airline I work for. So it takes me 3 and half hours of left over work from Sunday to do. OK I'm thinking no big deal. Then I have to deal with a CO-work I would love to just throttle her. I almost lost it. So my manger got a nice little letter of what I thought. I never do this.
Then I get called into the office by one of my supervisor. Yea just want I need to top off my wonder day I'm all ready having. At least this time I wasn't in trouble shocker! LOL
I was ask what was wrong and for the first time today I don't know what to say Shocker for me. My supervisor was deeply concern I never let anything bother I just roll with life. He said I need to take sometime off and I told him I need to save my vacation for when my cousin passed away so I can make sure my Mom got to funeral of her nephew and that's when it hit me like a load of brick and I have never said anything like this in my life. But I said in a lot of ways I wish my cousin would pass away soon. My cousin has cancer in his colon this is the second time in 5 yrs. this last bout with he decide not to get treated he was tired and why put off what is matter to be I'm very proud of him to make sure a brave diction. At this point his kidney's and liver not working, it just a matter of time. I was shock that those words came out of mouth. My supervisor understood what I meant on how draining it is on my Mom and my family. Plus I have been helping my Mom with my grandma who has the beginning stages of Alzheimer's for an assisted living place for my grandma. I was told if I wanted to leave early from work I could. But to me it was just a waste of time so i got a cookie instead LOL
