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My Soul Mag Inteview...
I'm famous in Greece LOL!!! Check out my interview in SOUL Magazine out of Greece. My buddy Antonis interviewed me for them, and it was alot of fun! I'm sharing pages with celebs like Jude Law and Alicia Keys-who would've thought LOL!!! So check it out and tell me what you think :-)

Friends
who knows these days who your real friends are. you can think that you have all the friends in the world, but are they really friends, or more like aquaintences, e-mail buddies, or just co-workers? i will admit, i have made real friends at work, but most of them are what i refer to as e-mail buddies. you see a funny e-mail and what the hell, they may get a good laught too, so you forward it on. that doesn't really mean that they are a friend. sometimes, i have to wonder, why is it such a big deal to have so many "friends"? I absolutly love my real friends! i will admit, i don't have a lot, butr the ones that i do have, i have had for most of my life and i honestly think that they will always be a part of my life! i have gained new friends along the way though and each time we hang out, that bond grows closer and closer. i just have one thing to say, Always know who your real friends are and keep them close, never lose touch and always be there for one another! to all of my fr

Death Of The Booty Call
The booty call is dying... There are times I enter a physical relationship with someone I am attracted to knowing that there is no hope for a future. The girl may be fun, good looking, what ever, but she just doesn't either fit into future plans, or doesn't do it for me entirely. One of two things happen. You say good bye and move on, or become fuck buddies. For the latter, I always say the following BEFORE HAND: "I think you are awesome, and this could be great, but I don't want to send mixed signals. We can take this for what it is, but if it is going to confuse you, we should stop." Two things amaze me. (1) How that honest admission lands a shit load of tail. (2) How women completely forget it was said the moment they want more. Now I am not stupid. Every fuck buddy I have ever had is basically some girl trying to fuck her way into my heart. I'd like to say that I fire out that little speech to keep her from going batty. But... I know she is going to go fucking batty

Life's Unanswered Questions
If the eyes are the Gateway to the soul....is the heart it's conscience? Why does blow and suck mean the same thing when we describe something being crappy? And with that being said....why do we call it a blow job when we're actually sucking? Why is the word Therapist scary? Is it because it contains the words "The" and "Rapist"? How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop? Why do we feel blue? What if I wanna feel pink? or green? Why do they call it your "bottom", when it really is in the middle of your body? What is a male ladybug called? If a word is mispelled in the dictionary....would we know it? If it's called French Kissing here in the United States...is it just called kissing in France? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? What is the opposite of opposite? What is a male ballerina called? Why is it you get a penny for your thoughts but have to always put your 2 cents in...where'd that other penny come from?

Krystal Burgers
So on the way back from Georgia visiting Shawn's Family .. I said let's go to Krystal Burgers..Yea so I stillllllllllllll have that damn krystal burger taste in my mouth. I am Nauseous and not feeling well all over the dayum Krystal Burger. UGH :( .... I AM BOYCOTTING KRYSTAL BURGERS AND PUTTING THEM INTO THE SAME CATEGORY AS WHITE CASTLE'S

Mind Monopoly Anyone?
Mind Monopoly Sucks I am going through a divorce, which all of you know (or most of you know), and this is what I am thinking, "I don't get it. Why do I have to play these silly games? It sucks. I just want to be me and who I am is kind and giving (well that's true to a certain extent). Why do I have to pretend to not give a shit?" While I certainly feel for me, and other women in my shoes (Lord knows I'm not alone) and totally know that most of the games are nonsense someone still told me "because you have to." Until you truly meet that guy who allows you to be the true person you are, the game must be played. Otherwise, you'll look back at your life somewhere down the road while you're sitting alone in a rocking chair and have tons of regret. Does this game ever end? Do you ever really find that one person who rocks your world? The one who makes it impossible for you to not let your guard down. Or does that person just exist in our mind? Do we even want this game to end?

Grateful Daughter
I've watched them in good times in hard times. He still gets teary-eyed when he speaks of her His soul mate, best friend, his wife She still giggles and blushes They still play, and if they disagree-- it's almost comical-- they rush to embrace one another, apologize or agree to disagree and move on. They are the epitome of God's own word: 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 5 Love never fails I am spoiled by thinking all couples are like them, my parents have been married for nearly 48 years Have beaten a list of obstacles that is to large to measure. If you ask them, they'll just say "it was God's way of strengthening our love" My Mama & Daddy share

Gas War
Subject: Dropping Gas Prices THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer, and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It

I Have A Lot
Well not a LOT but I have some friends on here that I don't even talk to, don't know or anything..So i'm gonna go threw my friends list and delete some people..If you really wanna be my friend you can readd me again and we will go from there. Thanks, Winnise

50k To Godmother Whos With Us
*~Tall Blonde~*@ fubar SOMEONES GOING TO HIT GODMOTHER TODAY.. HURRAY!!!! HURRAY!!!! SOMEONES GOING TO HIT GODMOTHER TODAY.HURRAY!! HURRAY!! SOMEONES GOING TO HIT GODMOTHER TODAY.. HURRAY!!!! HURRAY!!!! SO WHAT DO YOU SAY HELP US OUT TODAY??? HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!!

Hand Holding
When was the last time you held your guy's hand? This sweet, simple act of reconnection can be deeply soothing in stressful times. In a study done at the universities of Virginia and Wisconsin, married women's brains were scanned as they waited to receive mild electric shocks. Touching their husband's hands instantly calmed the areas of their brains involved in responding to stress. The more bonded the couple, the bigger the stress-reducing effect. So next time you need a lift, let your fingers do the talking. Hands down, it's a great way to relax and reboot your relationship!

I Realize
That I haven't posted a blog yet..Didn't really know how, so I hope this works! lol I had a really messed up weekend :( Friday night I got into a fight with one of my so called "friends". Man that was a night..Won't even go into detail. Saturday night I thought was going to be a good drama free night. HA' was I wrong! Long story short..I pushed my friend messing around, and didn't realize how hard I pushed her and made her fall :( Well I did the right thing that any real friend would do. I tried to help her up and apologize and she pushed me away! I looked at her leg to make sure it was ok and said sorry and tired to help her up again and she pushed me away! So I said forget it. When she finally got up I tried to HUG her and say sorry and she STILL pushed me away...So needless to say that pissed me off and I left..I ended up calling my mom to tell her to tell someone I said bye, and she insisted on me comming back in to talk to my friend...which really made things worse becu

Long Way To Happy
love hurts by ~lunette on deviantART PINK LYRICS "Long Way To Happy" One night to you Lasted six weeks for me Just a bitter little pill now Just to try to go to sleep No more waking up to innocence Say hello to hesitance To everyone I meet Thanks to you years ago I guess I'll never know What love means to me but oh I'll keep on rolling down this road But I've got a bad, bad feeling It's gonna take a long time to love It's gonna take a lot to hold on It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah Left in the pieces that you broke me into Torn apart but now I've got to Keep on rolling like a stone Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy Left my childhood behind In a roll away bed Everything was so damn simple Now I'm losing my head Trying to cover up the damage And pad out all the bruises too young to know i had it So it didn't hurt to lose it Didn't hurt to lose it No but oh I'll keep on rolling down this road But I've got a bad, bad feeling I

Hubby Is In An Auction
Well hubby finally broke down and got into an auction so go and bid on him. While you are there please drop a few ratings for the beautiful and sexy host of the contest...her name is Shell (aka twisted and transparent)and all you have to do is just click on the picture link below.

Myfreeimplants Update
Hi everyone! How are ya'll doing today? I'm doing great! I just thought that I would update ya'll on how I am doing on My Free Implants. I have made $247.00 in donations and $186.00 in messages. My balance that I need to reach my goal is $5,167.00. I am so excited about this. I have quite a few banners on my profile so check them out. I will talk to ya'll later!

Can You Help?
Hello! Natural Witch is in a comment bombing contest. Can any of you take the time to help out? If so, it'd be REALLY appreciated. I don't normally bomb, but she's one of them people that will help a person with anything they need. Thanks!

Clutch-texas Book Of The Dead
So you say you want to go to Heaven, Well I got the plans. It walks like the Sasquatch And it breeds like Kubla Khan. In original dialect, It's really quite cryptical. There are many copies around, But this my man is the original. It's given me powers, But kept me low. Many have scorned this, Modern day Pharisees fat with espressos. Be leary of Timothy, Clear light and all that. If you want light go stare at the sun. Hell, that boy don't know crap. If you want to know Paradise, And you want to know Hell, Want to drink that cool clear liquor, Better dig a little deeper in the well. If you want to know Paradise, And you want to know Hell, Want to drink that cool clear liquor, Better dig a little deeper in the well. You want a mantra? You want to know? You want that mantra? Well here you go. One for the money, Two for the show, And a knickknackpaddywack Give the Lord a handclap. Ooeeooahahtwingtwangwallawallabingbang Ooeeooahahtwingtwangwal

Love
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

Clutch-electric Worry
Well you made me weep and you made me moan When you caused me to leave, child, my happy home. But someday, baby, you ain’t gonna worry my life anymore. I get satisfaction everywhere I go. Where I lay my head - that’s where I call home. Whether barren pines, or the mission stare, Take tomorrow’s collar and give ‘em back the glare. Bang, bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos. Bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos. You told everybody in the neighborhood what a dirty mistreater. That I was no good. But someday, baby, you ain’t gonna worry my life anymore. Doctor or lawyer, I’ll never be. Life of a drifter - only life for me, You can have your riches, all the gold you saved. Cause’ ain’t room for one thing in everybody’s grave. Bang, bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos! Bang, bang, bang! Vamanos, vamanos! If I had money, like Henry Ford, Lord, I’d have me a woman, yeah on every road. But Someday, baby, you ain’t gonna worry my life any more. Invocation of the dum

Dating
DATING...IS IT OVERRATED? Dating should be like buying art. Stay open minded while you shop and wait to be struck by the uniqueness of a piece that you want to frame. My problem is....I go about it in reverse. I walk around with my frame in hand trying to find a piece that will fit. WRONG WRONG WRONG... Socrates once said, "An unexamined life is not worth living, so too is an unexamined relationship not worth rekindling."

Thank You My Friends
So this weekend has been a very good eye opener for me I have reagained my stability as a human and joing the ranks of the adults. I currently am single and the roommate of an ex fiance till his divorce is finnally done (it should have been done 2 years ago). I met some really sweet assed people who are cocky son of a bitches but straight talked me in to have ing the upper hand and staying on my gaurd and doing what needed to be done. Then my friends i have had forever were there to also guide me into the right direction. It feels great to be loved even though your going through a rough time. I will survive go team lol

Clutch-the Mob Goes Wild
Please allow me to adjust my pants So that I may dance the good time dance And put the onlookers and innocent bystanders into a trance Give disease so the swine will marry and propagate lies. Tough luck for elected officials. The beast you see got fifty eyes. Bring it on home, spread the wealth. Play it cool, the hand's been dealt. Now, all the odds are in our favor. Save the victory speeches for later. Streets on fire, the mob goes wild. 21 guns, box made of pine, letter from the government sealed and signed Delivered Federal Express on your mother's doorstep. Condoleeza Rice is nice, but I prefer A-Roni. And that man on the T.V. who speaks to the dead, you know that man's a phony. Everybody move to Canada and smoke lots of pot. Everybody move to Canada right now. Here's how we do it: Bum rush the border guard before he and his dog ever knew it. Streets on fire, the mob goes wild. 21 guns, box made of pine, letter from the government sealed and signed Deli

The Polite Way To Excuse Yourself To Go Pee
The Polite way to Pee During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach Good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Edward, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted.

Yeah
"New Horizons" Well I've had dreams enough for one And I've got love enough for three I have my hopes to comfort me I got my new horizons out to sea But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... Where is this place that we have found Nobody knows where we are bound I long to hear, I need to see Cos I've shed tears too many for me But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... On the wind soaring free Spread your wings I'm beginning to see Out of mind far from view Beyond the reach of a nightmare come true Well I've had dreams enough for one And I got love enough for three I have my hopes to comfort me I got my new horizons out to sea But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... So

Yes A Man Wrote This
You should know....Thanks Steff : ) If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differ

Don't Understand
Don’t Understand By: Deborah Boyd I just don’t understand Some people these days Who play with emotions In a heartless way They think you are blind Desperate and such To believe you’re naïve To realize so much You give them a chance To prove yourself wrong In hopes they are truthful So you can be strong But the gut feelings you get Are yet again there Telling you to be careful There is something to fear So trust in your heart Believe in yourself And life will go on Never doubt how you feel It will never lead you wrong.

Twilight Zone Continued....
Saturday night, I went out to Fogo de Chao with a group of friends. My favorite MEAT place in the universe. After two margaritas, I was placing a giggly phone call to a friend. Laughing hysterically. You could call it a 9pm booty call. But without the booty. Two things were brought to my attention. One is that Easter is in March. What the heck? Where have I been and on what planet? Why is it in March. And won't the Easter Bunny need mittens and boots? Easter is in March? I repeat that several times because on my non-booty call I must have said "I know, I know, I know!" at least a dozen times in the conversation. Apparently I didn't know. We drove to Boys Town. I love going there. Tons of bars and clubs. Hours of dancing without the groping and drooling. Those boys love to dance and I love dancing with them. After all, us girls just want to have fun. But, to my shock....my night of dancing was going to be cut short. When did they decide to have the time spi

Ode To Ian Stuart
DIAMOND IN THE DUST Do you remember, the 24th of September? What happened on that cold autumn day? A man was slain, lan Stuart was his name, Zionist agents took his life away. Now the tears have dried, but the pain deep inside, It still lingers on, Gambled with Tumbling Dice, made the ultimate sacrifice, Against the house of treason. lan Stuart always in my heart, Just what did you do so wrong? Sang of love of your race, a green and pleasant place, Murdered just because of a song. You spoke the truth, to Aryan youth, That was your only crime, The pain I feel, it will never heal, No matter how much time. lan Stuart Donaldson, you will never be forgotten, Your name we will always cry, The lyrics that you penned, will live on until the end, Your memory will never die. We will carry on your fight, against the endless nights, Until all our peoples are free, And on that fateful day, the bands will play, Hail Victory. So the batt

College
I hate college. Thats all there is to it. I'm too depressed to get up in the morning and go sit through boring classes. Everybody will be disappointed if I dont go but fuck them, I gotta do whats good for me. I'll find a decent job.....eventually.

Before You Judge Me Watch Them All
BEFORE YOU AUTOMATICALLY JUDGE ME...TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF. OPEN YOUR MIND FOR A MINUTE AND THINK FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU CANT EVEN HOLD A CONVERSATION ABOUT WHAT YOU SEE THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME. IF YOU ARE NOT EVEN WILLING TO THINK ABOUT THIS THAN YOU ARE NOT BETTER THAN ME. I AM WILLING TO THINK FOR MYSELF. Proving that Jesus is imaginary Proving that the Pope has never read the Bible Proving that God's Plan is impossible The best optical illusion in the world! 10 questions that every intelligent Christian must answer How do we know that Christians are delusional? Proving that the Bible is repulsive Proving that prayer is superstition Proving that nobody can get into heaven

Richie Rich
In his friend request, he sent this long-ass paragraph asking for Myspace comments and detailing an accident where he was going more than 100 miles an hour on a motorcycle and then blamed someone else for pulling out in front of him. You know the drill, start at the bottom. Not nearly as entertaining as it could have been... *sigh* Richie Rich: ok ->Richie Rich: Did you not see where I said that I don't care? Richie Rich: I sent you them Richie Rich: they look good do you want to see picture? ->Richie Rich: I don't care about cars Richie Rich: you don`t want to be my friend I am nice and I love old cars got a 57 Bel-Air too and dad got a 31 Coupe ->Richie Rich: I don't block people. That's lame. Richie Rich: you can just block or something ->Richie Rich: Sweetie is a pet name used by people who are comfortable with each other. I *might* let a friend get away with it, but that was the very first time I ever talked to you. Richie Rich: that is all R

A Historial-rectummy Lesson In World Politics
Hey guys, Right i know i havent blogged in a bit so here i go with my over zealot biased veiws about america. I recently have been watching the whole American candidates and all i wanna say is BARACK MOTHERFKN OBAMA IS THE SHIZNET. Why i say this to you is he is fresh blood and he can laugh at himself, lordy knows you YANKs need a kick in the your 18 wheeler gass guzzling ass's moving. However i do hold reservations about he whom currently holds the key, Look at it this way i think George will do a "third term" the Sen McCain IF buy an asteriod-falling on earth-after-i-win-the-lottery longshot. goodness knows he is F*cked up from the nose up. seriously keep him out becuase he wont bring you the salvation army nor the British red cross to your rescue ya if you dig your holes even deeper. I can imagine what the american presidential forefather would be going throught their minds just now - i believe they would be rolling in their grave to find out what george has done to the US

Got 10 Seconds?
CAN YOU COME AND RATE THIS PIC FOR HER PLEASE, SHE ALWAYS HELPS PEOPLE AND ID LIKE TO TRY TO HELP HER. ITS A BOMBING CONTEST, BUT ALL IM ASKING, IF YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO BOMB, COULD YOU JUST RATE THE PIC??? THANK YOU!!! XOXOXOX

Romantic Mar 10
Dear Tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Monday, March 10: The next time you feel a quarrel coming on, instead of yelling out the first grievance that pops into your head, leave the room to calm down. It's easier to figure out relationship woes with a cool head. ==================================== Wow I had to post this.... this seems to be my biggest fall back. When I get upset, alot of times, I don't STOP to think. I have learned many times over that my mouth is my worst enemy. I don't have the bite, but sadly enough I know I have the bark to put damage on anyone. Guess this goes back to when I was married and had the creep following me from room to room going off on me. I tried so hard walk away till things calmed, but seems when I did that shit would hit the fan. I need to learn to do this again and have better lines open for communication then angry ones. I have learned for the most part when arguing or stating how you feel to another to use "I statement

"demons"
What being Bipolar means in my eyes Thank you kayla for saving my life with Medication and Education I can beat the "Demons" Lost How can this be? How can I survive,when all I want to do is die.I need you but can't tell you I'm down. so afraid of loosing you.Too afraid to live,to love, to let anyone in.Can't see my beginning, can't seemy ending.Feel like I am blind,walking in a black never endingtunnel of despair.Want to end it all,but too tired and numb to care.I feel you somewhere at the endof the long tunnel, but don't knowhow to get there.Frozen in space and time,I cry out for help and understanding.But no one answers,no one can hear me.For my lips do not move.No sound comes from my mouth.For all I can do is call out fromthe dark frozen tunnels of my mind.My heart frozen in fear,my soul frozen in despair.Oh PLEASE, PLEASElook into my eyes, see me there.Help me, Hold me, Love me. Paint Brush I keep my paint brush with meWhereever I may go,In case I need to cover u

S0 How I Feel About Being Bi-polar
You took everything, I held dear to my heart. Now theres nothing left, I just fall apart. Cold empty feeling hatred burns inside. Your with me every waking moment No where safe to hide. Trapped inside this nightmare unable to awake. Hurting me so deeply, its more than I can take. No one I can turn to for no one feels this pain. Shutting down completely slowly going insane. Wishing I could take back the things you took from me. Unlock the chains that bind me longing to be set free. You got what you wanted im cold almost dead Pictures of you haunt me nightmares fill my head. I sit here feeling numb in the cold and lonely place. You took away my dreams reality I must face. Nothings pure anymore .....Tainted..... PassionatePoet

Ty This Monster Lives! Xoxo
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You Scared Him...
I'm bored but not alone. Go me. I'm wondering what to do today besides hang out. But more then likely thats all I will be doing with my girlfriend. I adore hanging out with her so its cool. I do however need a smoke and I don't have one. Damnit. Ah well such is life. Well later losers. XD

The List
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purp

Had Fun This Weekend
Over the weekend from Friday night till Sunday night, I got to spend it with my son. He has gotten so big that I cant pick him up anymore! I am so proud of how smart he is. But Saturday that boy was very disappointed when we couldnt find James Wilson, my soon ex-husband! We looked everywhere for James and still couldnt locate him! I hope that he is proud of himself though for acting like a child instead of taking things as an adult! But tall that is beginning to change I hope!Only time can trully tell though.

Dj Devil Dogg Rave Bully
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In Light Of Things
Ok I have stepped down as chief deputy of the hotties I will no longer support chief in what he is doing, cause it is just simply WRONG. So instead of being a part of the hotties I am making my own group. The 2nd alarm hotties page is mine and it will change in name and who is able to access it PERIOD. I will be making my own group and if any of the current hotties would like to join I'll be more then happy to have you.Anyways I hope you all understand why I must leave, I will not have my name be dragged through the mud. Much love Shell

The Medic With God
The Medic With God The Medic Stood and Faced God Which Must Always Come To Pass He Hoped His Uniform Was Clean He'd Gotten Dressed Kinda Fast "Step Forward Now, Paramedic How Shall I Deal With You? Have You Always Turned The Other Cheek? To My Church Have You Been True? The Medic Squared His Shoulder And Said, "No Lord, I Guess I Ain't Cause Those Of Us Who Wade In Blood Can't Always Be A Saint I've Had To Work Most Sundays And At times My Talk was Tough And Sometimes I've Been Violent Cause The World Is Awful Rough But I Never Took A Penny That Wasn't mine To Keep Though I Worked Alot of Overtime When The Bills Got Too Steep And I Never Passed A Cry For Help Though At Times I Shook With Fear And Sometimes, God Forgive Me I Wept Unmanly Tears I Know I Don't Deserve a Place Amonth The People Here They never Wanted me Around Except to calm their fears If you have a place for me, Lord It Needn't Be So Grand I Never expected or Had too Much A

Excuses - Alanis Morissette
Why no one will help me I am too dumb I am too smart They'll not understand me I am lonely They'll hate me And there is not enough time It's too hard to help me And god wants me to work No resting no lazy These excuses how they served me so well They've kept me safe They've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell I'm too far from home It takes far too much energy And I cannot afford to No one will ever see me These excuses how they served me so well They've kept me safe They've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell These excuses how they're so familiar They've kept me blocked They've kept me small They've kept me safe in my own shell Bringing this into the light Shakes their foundation And it clears my side Now my imagination Is the only thing that limits The bar that is raised to the heights No one can have it all see I have to they want me to And I can't let them down I'll never be happy These excuses how they

Have You Been Good?
Well pets, I have been gone for 4 days and have returned safe and sound. A bit sunburned and wind blown from the weathering elements that I was subjected to, but it was an eventful trip to say the least. I am rested now, and even though still a bit wishing I had a vacation to recover from My vacation, I needed to tend to business as it were. Although I did spend several ours a day wondering weather My 'pets' were behaving themselves as they had been instructed? We will see! I have some wonderfully devious idea's on how to punish, and reward for those that deserve them. But now comes the fun part....! I want each everyone of you who had directions from Me while I was gone to write Me a report and tell Me what inticing activities, thoughts, fantasies that you had while you were on restriction (or not on restriction). Details! Does your pathetic cock get hard while thinking about writing Me? Do you wish to touch it and please yourself? Don't you dare deny me the pleasure of

Wouldn't It Be Great
TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENTAL CANDIDATE, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? > My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. > Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. > This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. > Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during theIraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom ,Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. > The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. > Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign ai

Everything - Alanis Morissette
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind I can withhold like it's going out of style I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone Who is as negative as I am sometimes I am the wisest woman you've ever met. I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected. I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen And you've never met anyone Who's as positive as I am sometimes. You see everything, you see every part You see all my light and you love my dark You dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here I blame everyone else, not my own partaking My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating I'm terrified and mistrusting And you've never met anyone as, As closed down as I am sometimes. You see everything, you see every part You see all my light and you love my dark You dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here What I resist, persists

Pissed Off Weight Check
I finally got a scale yesterday, because I know that I'm gaining weight and I dont' want to gain anymore. So, I got a nice scale, and weighed myself, and was so mad at what I saw! I have got to be on a diet, and stop cramming my face with goodies just because I feel like it. I am trying to see what my choicse are, so I guess I'll be watching my "figure" over the next year to see what I can do about it. I know I had to get more pants because my other ones got to small (depressing) but I wasn't sure how much weight I'd actually gained...pretty sickening. So by next month I hope to be down at least 8 lbs and then by May i don't know if I can lose 10 lbs a month or not, but I'm going to try! If I can do at least 5 per month I'll be thrilled! :)We'll see how it goes

Why Is It Like This?
I have been single for 10 months and still haven't found that special someone who sets my world on fire.I have been just sitting back and letting God do his work,but I still have no one in my life other than my children.My kids fathers were all I had for a short time,but now that I have neither I don't know what to do. Help me single guys who are looking for a decent woman to settle dowm with and want a woman who already has attachments in her life. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful for the births and blessings of my kids.

On My Way
It is 7 in the morning on the 10th and I leave this evening to take three flights to finally see someone I believe I truly love. That statement got me to thinking just how many of us have experienced this sensation. I have seen so many SL relationships come together and break apart in the short span since I first rezed. I have also seen people profess their love for one another in world and I have to ask myself if that love is for the portrayed character or the real person behind the pixels. In my case it is the later and has been from the very beginning. I fell in love with a wonderful woman who just so happens to love me in return and I count myself amongst the lucky who have found more than just virtual companionship. I have found a second chance at happiness and it has bared fruit in so many ways. I really should say that happiness has found me because this shy man has a hard enough time typing in a created world let alone speak in the real one. On this day of anxiety (ov

Fu-luv Page
IM pleased to inform all memebrs that we r currently working on our own Fu-Luv Home page please hit the link and get yourselves added on and add to family It will take a bit to get it together, but it will be a great thing!!! tHANK yOU http://fubar.com/user/1685620 or hit this pic and it will take u there

If You Haven't Heard My Band's New Tracks...
Then I would REALLY love it if you guys could head on over to the Low Flyer myspace page (www.myspace.com/lowflyer) and take a listen. All three songs are brand new recordings that we recorded at Pus Cavern Studios in Sacramento with the amazing Eric Broyhill (Deftones, Cake, Quitter, The Mother Hips, Esoteric, 7-Seconds, and my fellow Redding/Chico expatriates, Oddman). "Track 2" and "Leap Day" are older songs that have been around since before I even joined up with Jared and Rico, however "Anyhow, Anyway" is a brand spanking new track that was our first finished song we wrote after our two year hiatus, and is one of our best yet. You can also add us on ReverbNation (www.reverbnation.com/lowflyer), PureVolume (www.purevolume.com/lowflyerband), and on MP3.com. Thanks for the support!! Lou Low Flyer

Magic Stick
MAGIC STICK You have a magic stick that I know I want. It has power of an indescribable kind. It can lift me to the heavens above. The taste of the tip is like pure fine wine. I want it deep within my being. I want it to fill me with all of the cum. This magic stick that you possess, I have never known another of its kind. It has the ability to bring me to my knees. To take it deep throat without chocking me. Oh your magic stick can set me free. Come on baby give it to me. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Update....
Ok. I just got out of the doc's and everything looked real good on all my test. Doc still "recommends" me not driving for 5 more months just in case. So I will drive limitedly... like to and from work just so that I can see my kids more often rather than staying at work for days without a ride. :) I wont follow up again with him until June... so as long as nothing else happens... I am good to go... wOOt!!!! Thanks everyone for all the luv, thoughts and prayers... you guys are great!!! :) With All My Luv AngL

Been Thinking About Doing It....
Well most of you don't know, but my g/f and i are a little interested in some extracaricular activities..... so we talked about it and joined a so-called dating site.... even added a few pics of some body parts... but if you don't pay for it... you can't really talk to anyone on there.... so i decided to ask my friends here on Fubar.... should we post the pics here instead and try to find her a playmate? or should we just say fuck it and pay the cash???? it also said that if we promoted the site and got people to click a link we would get points good toward one free month. but it takes 2200 points and all i got is 200. so i think that that is pointless... if you have an account on there hit us up... here is the link to us...

Made Me Laugh
So I was browsing around myspace just a little bit ago. Looking for new friends, new contacts and trying to track down a few old friends as well. And I came across a profile of a woman I had talked to earlier last year and went on 1 date with. We had hit it off well online talking. Very compatible, talked endlessly about everything. The conversation was never stale. At the time I was just a month or 2 into my unemployment after having been laid-off from my job. So I was a lil strapped for money but I was getting by and making plans for things. I still had my part-time job and I was int he process of getting all my paperwork done to return to school. Also at the time I was in the early stages of fighting for custody of my daughter which I ended up winning. At the time she was 38 and I was 30. Not a big deal. I like an older woman and I have dated in that range before too. She was flattered to have a guy younger than her (meaning as young as me) interested in her.

Happy Monday Fu~heads Help Plz.?
Happy Monday To All my Fu~Friends. PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO YOUR FRIENDS.:) I Am having a Happy Hour today @ 10:00am PST=1:00 PM Eastern time. Please stop in and show some old school Fu~Luv the way it used to be. Spank my page pwweeze. Everything and anything will be appreciated. & tell your friends To swing by to okies ..:) if possible Help me level up ive been stuck at this level forever ..:( Thank you all in advance !!! SHOW ME WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE..:) CAN YOU ALL PLEASE REPOST AND SHARE THIS WITH ALL.? THX YOU ALL RAWK.!

Some People's Childrens Shouldn't Have Internet Access
This shout box conversation came outta the blue with a comment I made about liking tits on a chick. You know the drill bottom to top kiddos I LICK PAINT: Block ME fag breeder ->I LICK PAINT: fuck you and stay out of my shout box I LICK PAINT: and should be taken away ..and if hey saty they'll probably be little homo's or dykes ->I LICK PAINT: whatever. My children are fine, loved and healthy. I LICK PAINT: general enough I LICK PAINT: our a fag a dyke and cant admit it your marriage is failing and your children if you have any will or should be taken away ->I LICK PAINT: well you are making generlazations, why can't I? It's not so funny when the shoe is on the other foot now is it? I LICK PAINT: you seen the size of my dick as well cunt ? ->I LICK PAINT: Bye Insecure Little dick Man I LICK PAINT: BYE GAY FAT LADY ->I LICK PAINT: I'm not gay or fat. If you have such a problem with me why do you contuine to talk with me? I LICK PAINT: that you a fat gay women ? ->I LI

This Was Funny!
A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her driver's license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I also know that you weigh 140 pounds." The mother is past s

Sexual Sadism
I made a new album today. The pictures are taken from a novel published in 1797-1801. The novel was written anonymously. It was proven that a man named Marquis De Sade (pronounced Sod). I study human sexual behavior and wrote my thesis about him. He was one twisted mother fucker too ! The words "sadism" and "sadist" are derived from his name. What intriqued me most is that he was a very depraved individual and it all took place in the 1700's and early 1800's. Look at the pictures, would you have thought acts like those would have even been thought of way back then ? As perverted as some of it is, I find that it's all very interesting. If you want to hear about Marquis De Sade or the sick things he did hit me.

Why We Cry As We Do
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her child

Jeff Walker Plf2
Jeff Walker PLF2 Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker PLF2 is coming. It is the new version of the wonderful Product Launch Formula. You can see wonderful case study videos such as the person who went from food stamps to six figures. There are other successful case studies which can be seen by one and all. You see, there are a lot of people out there claiming to be experts on making a fortune selling information on the internet. The big problem is that 99% of those people have yet to make a fortune... and many of them haven't even made their first sale yet. You would think that they would wait until they made their fortune before they started telling other people how to do it... but that ain't the case at all. These people go and read a couple of "special reports" and maybe an ebook or two on how to make money on the internet, and then they take a sentence out of one of those reports, a paragraph out of another, and an idea from a third one...

To My Husband
When love finds you--whether it is first love, true love, or one and only love--one thing is certain: You are changed forever. When I found you I found love and it has changed me. Change for the better; For I am loved unconditionally! I now walk with confidence that I am truly loved...loved by you. Your love has made me realize that I can do anything... there are no limitations. Through you I discovered the true meaning of love. I can go through life, no matter what happens, and know that I am loved. When I have a bad day, it's you that makes me feel better. The way you smile at me, the compliments you give, the way you hold me in your arms. The words you speak with wisdom, kindness, and caring. When you touch me, I feel my heart skip a beat and at times... I am breathless. You give me love like I have never known and I thank you for all you do for me. Thank you for who you are and what you have given to me ..LOVE. Know that I love you with all t

Chocolate Martini (godiva)
Drink Name: Chocolate Martini (Godiva) Category: Cocktail Glass Type: Cocktail Glass Our Rating: 4.90 out of 5 stars (10 votes) Ingredients: 2 oz Stoli Vanil Vodka 1 oz Godiva Liqueur 1 dash(es) Frangelico Directions: Mix in blender with ice until very smooth. Serve in a martini glass. Cocoa and sugar around rim is optional!

Edward 40-hands
Game Name: Edward 40-Hands Category: Endurance Buzz Level: Deadly Our Rating: 4.42 out of 5 stars (40 votes) Directions: In order to play this game all you need is duck tape and 2 40's of beer for each person. You tape one 40 to each of your hands and you can't take them off until both of the 40's are empty. This means that if you need to go to the bathroom, you either chug the beers or wet yourself. You can't answer your cell phone, or basically do anything until you drink the 2 40's completly. The point of the game is to make people drink alot of beer fast.

Read & Know ..
I DO NOT NEED YOUR APPROVAL ON FUBAR OR ELSEWHERE IN LIFE TO LOVE THE MAN I AM WITH. I DON'T NEED HYPOCRITS TO TELL ME THEY ARE NOT RACIST WHEN THEY LEAVE FUKKED UP COMMENTS ON MYPAGE OR IN MY SHOUT BOX. I DO NOT NEED MORE DRAMA IF YOU TELL ME YOU AREN'T FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE FOR WHATEVER REASON LEAVE ME OUT OF IT!!! I DON'T NEED FAKE ASS PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH THEIR LIVES THAN SCREW WITH PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET. I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME ABOUT WHAT MY MAN DOES OR DOESN'T DO ON FUBAR...IT'S JUST PIXELS... I DON'T NEED TO BELONG TO A GROUP OR LOUNGE... I AM ME AND WILL NOT CHANGE MY NAME, PERSONALITY OR PICS TO GET APPROVAL. I DON'T NEED TO SHOW YOU MY NSFW PICS, THOSE THAT HAVE ACCESS DO SO FOR A REASON. I DON'T NEED YOU PERIOD!!! I HAVE THE MAN I LOVE IN LIFE TO SPEND IT WITH I AM NOT LONELY OR DESPERATE!!! I DON'T NEED ANYTHING FROM YOU PERIOD!!! AS THIS IS JUST AN ENTERTAINMENT SITE!!! GET THIS... IT'S NOT REAL!

Splash Splash And Level Blueroses!
Come on now, go show Splash some love!!! She's tired of FU KING already! Let's make her a Godmother! WOOT! Splash Splash with LOTS of love! ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.♫I.B.I.C.♫DSC~@ fubar Blueroses is just a tad under 23,000 to level! Do the Fubar thing and Fan Add and Rate her and help her level!!! You will LOVE rating her pics! She's gorgeous! ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar This is brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess@ fubar

Going....going....gone!
If you are interested in being auctioned PRIVATELY fu-mail SuperStarrPrincess with the link to the picture you would like to use and what you are offering to your "fu-owner". Entrance fee is 25K. No NSFW pics will be accepted! Auction is Open To ALL!!!

Whats In A Name?
What Timothy Means You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are well rounded, with a complete pers

Hi Friends
HIIIIIIIIIIII MY LOVEE FRIENDS TODAY ITS 10TH MAR AND ITS MY BIRTHDAY, I HAVE GOT MORE MANY WISHES HERE ON 360YAHOO AND ON OTHER SITES, STILL GETTING, IM ALWAYS THAMKFUL TO MY FRIENDS I DO HAVE RESPECT FOR THEM AND LOVE THEM A LOT, MWHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZ THIS THEIR LOVE AND BLESSING THAT IAM STILL WITH THEM OTHERWISE I, MYSELF IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD, IM VERY SIMPLE NO HANKY PANKY, THOUGH ENJOYED THE DAY WITH MY RELATIVES AND WILL TRY MY BEST TO BE ONLINE LATER AT MY NIGHT TIME PLZ DO WISH ONE THING FOR ME, I MUST DIE BUT BE EVER LIKE A BRAVE AND PHYSICALLY FIT URS VIJAY

My Day
Today I woke up. Then I noticed that Helmut Kohl was fallen down. After I had repositioned him on my Display, I went downtown to a wonderful swedish bank. A Woman copied my id-card and I went along to the Tombola! Sadly I didn't win anything. So I visited the post office at the ghetto district of my beloved city and received my amazon packet! :) :) :)

My Feelings And Look Towards Iraq
Iraq is very missunderstood it really is not a bad place, like every place it ha good people and bad, most of them just want what we all want a normal safe life not a war torn one. These people live as normal a life as they can here in iraq, and for that they have my respect yes a us soldiers respect, i see these people every day se their culture day in and day out not just on the news. So think what u want about this country but im telling you its not as bad as many of ou think.

At One
"When you do not realize you are one with the river, or one with the universe, you have fear. Whether it is separated into drops or not, water is water. Our life and death are the same thing. When we realize this thing, we have no fear of death anymore, and we have no actual difficulty in our life." - Shunryu Suzuki When we are afraid, we have forgotten who we are. When we forget who we really are, we feel small, alone and vulnerable. Like a drop of water. Just as water doesn't stop being water once it is a part of the river, we don't stop being a part of the universe when we die. We are composed of the same elements that surround us. This is the reality. The illusion is the little ego, the public persona, the mask we hide behind. The minute we forget who we are, fear creeps up and limits our beliefs about who we are and what we can accomplish. When we remember we are the universe, all things are possible and we lose our fears. I am one with The Universe. I

Yup
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Letter From George Carlin
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A wonderful Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much , and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our

A Young Boy
A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad,what is the difference between 'potentially' and 'realistically' ?" The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great university!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt! I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?" The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Br

Weekend Past......
That's how I felt this weekend. Totally snapped off like a twig from society's tree and floating in space. I kept waiting for the Navy to shoot me down as an unidentified object. Things were brought to my attention and I was totally unaware of them. I felt like I had been living in a box, totally devoid of newspapers, television and the internet. I was so blissfully unaware. That's when the weirdness started. I had to be at work on Saturday morning for the final parent-student meeting regarding the class trip to DC that is rapidly approaching. This was interesting and provided a bit more insight to what a 13 year old really thinks. I may regret this. There are 40 kids going and the other teachers and myself. Three adults versus 40 students. I don't like those odds. But yet, those are the numbers. The kids were handed out a list that explicitly told them what to bring and what NOT to bring. No handheld games, no sharp objects, no medications and no gang hats, jackets or s

Mystery Shopping
For anyone that is interested in getting paid to shop and have fun, check out my stash for the link. I have been ceritified as a mystery shopper and while there are bogus sites, satisfaction services is a legit site that not only sends you a monthly check for your work but provides a 1099. If anyone would like to know more, msg me with your email address.

Monday Morning.. Again
Well after missing most of the week of work last week due to the flu I am back here at my desk. It's not that I hate my job but I can fully do my job from home and it sucks that upper management won't let us do that. It would make my job that much more enjoyable to sit at home in my pajamas with my laptop and get my work done. Heheheh thank goodness I don't have to do web cam calls for work, lol. Oh well I can dream for a bit until then I have to get some work done and try to ignore the fact that I have to go visit my ex after work today to fix her computer... I am too nice some times I think.

Remember...
Im not a perfect giirl. My haiir dosen't always stay iin place, and I spiill thiings a lot. I'm pretty clumsy and sometiimes I have a broken heart. My friiends and I sometiimes fiight and maybe somedays nothiing goes riight. But when I think about iit and take a step back I remember how amaziing liife truely iis and that maybe, just maybe I liike being UnpErfEct!!!

Rock Bottom Lounge
Well first of all i want to say thank you to all the staff ,i appreciate all ya'll have done and still continue to do for me and the lounge. Next i want to thank everyone who has joined the rock bottom family and is still there with us . i appreciate all the rock bottom family. Last but not least if youve not checked out rock bottom lounge then you are missing out on a great time and making some awesome new friends,so grab all your friends and meet us over at the rock bottom .youll be so glad you did. here's the link ,so now drop by http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55658

Sex
Why is it that most men i am running into on here are only after sex? I am not that kinda girl, I don1't sleep around. I am just a single mom trying to see what i can find for an honest man that is going to treat me with respect. I keep finding the ones who just want a one time thing or a friends with benifits. Sorry guys I am not like that so if that is what your after forget it. I am willing to be just friends with people just if your only going to come at me for sex forget it.

In Love With Life
Fall in love again each moment with life. Breathe in the rich, new wondrous possibilities that are continually being born. Realize what a grand opportunity exists in even the smallest of matters. Today is a day like no other, and you are magnificently blessed to be a part of all that it encompasses. The wind blows, the sun shines, night falls, and some days bring brutal cold while others offer stifling heat. There is beauty, there is tragedy, and there is exquisite fulfillment along with bitter disappointment. On the surface, life is filled with much adventure, activity, change, confusion, excitement, joy and frustration. Underlying it all you'll find abiding peace and goodness that can never be denied. You have the unique, unmatched good fortune of being you, right here and right now. Take a brief moment to realize and remember who you truly are. Then look out at the vast expanse of possibilities that surrounds you. And dive lovingly into it in your own special way. -- Ral

Shades Of Love
"There's something that I want to say.....But words sometimes get in the way.....I just want to show..... my feelings for you.....There's nothing that I'd rather do"......Freddie Jackson "You are my Lady" Does love come in many shades? Is like and lust a prelude to love? Or are they just a lighter shade? Or are they just different depths of love? Many people use the word too freely and I believe that is where the confusion comes in: I love my cat.....I love chocolate.....I love you...each having specific meaning but not having the same depth. I myself am guilty of using that word without thought or feelings persay.....yeah yeah yeah.....I know we all say I luv ya but how many times do we actually mean it with the depth of " I Love You"? How about wanting to say it without voicing it? Is it possible to show love for someone without voicing that word? Why do we hide that feeling from each other? Is it the scare of being hit with a wet sock? Is there a reason other than the ob

Will I Be Alert To My Chances To Give Kindness Today?
The older you get the more you realize that kindness is synonymous with happiness. --Lionel Barrymore Once in a while, we forget about the kind things people have done for us. Do we remember the next-door neighbor who helped us get our kite out of a tree, or the brother who helped us finish a project for school? If we think about these kindnesses, we will remember how happy we were to receive them. These people and others may need a kindness we can give. Our next-door neighbor may get sick and need us to go to the store, a brother or sister may need to borrow a radio, or the elderly person down the street may need the lawn mowed. Whenever we take the time to give a kindness, we will find that like the boomerang, it returns to us in the form of happiness.

The Why's Of Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor Lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face And laughter in your heart...Then y

Product Launch Formula 2 Download
Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product launch formula 2 is in pre launch. Product launch formula 2 download should be available soon. Jeff Walker is going to announce this. Jeff Walker is a leading internet marketer who has made a six figure income within seven days. Jeff Walker says, "You cannot imagine the thrill of getting your first order over the internet. I remember when I sent out my first sales letter back in 1996. I did it late at night and then I went to bed. The next morning when I woke up there was a $700.00 order from Switzerland... you want to talk about being on top of the world - that $700.00 was 100% pure profit! Now you are almost surely in a much better spot than I was, because that extra $700.00 really made a huge impact on my family. In those days, that was an unheard of windfall for us. Since then I have gotten to know a lot of other successful internet publishers, and just about every one of them had a

It's Just Too Much
It's just too much to see It's just too much for me today To dark and more unique I find the soul mystique Understanding what we can The strength inside of man Sometimes we find Truth that lights the sky We're cold and more outcast Was life too long to last Were presented the unknown And all this time we've grown Sometimes we find out More than what we know It's just too much to see It's just too much for me to take

Rain And High Winds Battering Uk
Rain and high winds battering UK Waves crash over the Cobb at Lyme Regis, in Devon Parts of the UK are being battered by rain and fierce winds, as weather forecasters warn worse may be to come. Winds of up to 82mph (130km/h) have brought down trees in Wales and south-west England and left 10,000 homes without electricity. There are seven severe flood warnings on the south-west coast, where it is feared water could spill over sea walls when high tides peak around midday. Tugs had to be sent to help a tanker struggling in the Solent. The 11,000-tonne ship, with 13 people and a cargo of gas oil onboard, was dragging its anchor off the Isle of Wight in severe gale force winds. High tide fears The Swedish-registered Astral is due to be towed into port. Environment Agency chief executive Baroness Young told BBC News: "Along the coast from the South West, almost as far as Kent, we could see the sea coming over the sea walls and that's when we really could hav

My Pledge Of Love
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Sony Sxrd Hdtv Review
One company that has been at the forefront of making high-quality HDTV s for quite a few years now is Sony, and here is a quick Sony SXRD HDTV review that might help you pick out the perfect HDTV for your home. When picking out an HDTV, the sheer amount of selection can be mind boggling. There are so many different manufacturers out there and so many companies that you probably haven t even heard of making TV s that you have to wonder about the quality you re getting for the price, but you should certainly consider Sony SXRD HDTV’s among the best. The Sony KDS50A2000 50-Inch Grand WEGA 1080P SXRD Rear Projection HDTV is a popular choice. With a beautiful 50-inch picture, you will love this high-end HDTV. The set has received excellent reviews from most shopping websites that rank HDTV sets. The price of this set has gone down significantly over the past year, down from over $3,000 to just over half that. If you want to pick one of these up, they range in price from $1599 to $2

Hd Radios - Slow To Arrive But There Are Now More Choices!
Industry experts say that there are now more than 1000 stations broadcasting in HD. More than 100 of them are even multicasting with HD2 subchannels. But can you actually hear HD radio yet? The answer to this is that you can, particularly if you want to put an HD radio in your car. At least five manufacturers that already offer car audio systems that incorporate HD technology. They are: Panasonic JVC Alpine SanyoKenwood Plus, Eclipse has an HD tuner that can make certain of their models HD capable. The best place to acquire one of these car audio systems might be eBay. An eBay search turned up a Kenwood KDC-MP4028 at a buy it now price of just $99.98. A Plasma HDTV or an LCD TV Set - Which is Better? ...light and hence to create the picture image. Liquid Crystal Displays (LCD) panels - work by trapping a liquid crystal solution between two sheets of polarized glass. When an electric current is passed through the liquid crystals, they change the ... Online sources for informati

The Oscars...plus Ever Wonder What Birds Are Thinking?
Good Morning. I trust all those who had to spring ahead did…Well if not you are reading this an hour too late. Perhaps as well late for work. Did anyone see the Oscars this weekend? I did not but also heard that the actors were mostly giving a vocabulary lesson to the audience. I did hear one sound bite from Harrison Ford. I like his movies…but this sound bite does not do him justice. “Movies are thoughts in someone’s mind, turned into words acted out by people…” Holey smoke, I had no idea… So how was your weekend? Mine was good. Have you ever been driving along on a country road, a highway or just a road in general and up high over the road is power lines or phone lines which ever it may be makes no difference which they are, but on these lines over the road would be a row of birds. Sometimes the lines would be filled from one side to another, or perhaps open spots in-between or perhaps 6 birds here and 10 birds there, but you get the picture. You ever wonder what those birds are do

The Prisoner
the prisoner of warby me he waited from night to night he waited till the sun started creeping over the horizon he waited till he heard the morning birds chirp he waited for a long timehe waited for his father his father lost at war his father he knew since he was born but as time grew the boy felt so weery the boy waited and waited and waited his mother giving him the same face the same face when his father left and the same face when he didn't come back but the boy did not notice this the boy never knew his dad has been lost but until he stayed up on that night a night he would never forget he saw his father walking in the streets with his uniform on but he noticed something else his father had many medals but he knew nothing of them all that he cared about was his father was home the boy had waited 5 years watching his mother fall asleep in tears but after all those years he finaly came home to all POW´S …….you will MRRCP 1992

My Life "1"
MY LIFE. By me I look into mirror I see myself, but as I was before The days where I had hopes and Dreams Know I see sadness, pain, death in my face And the wasted time I have spent here I broke my life apart, I lost everything exept myself I have nothing to gain or lose from life I only wanted a simple life , Now i want only to live in dark, In the shadow of my Dreams watching how the world dies, Day after day It burns in pain It feels hunger for blood I take a peace of Mirror glass and look into myself I see that many years passed. I see how old I have become How much pain I have seen How much did I gane Throught this years Now I have only one purpose, to live And there is nothing to change..... MRRCP2007

And Old Poem From Me
clear shot by me I am standing in the front of the firing squad Though mine is the only loaded gun pointed pressed against my temple. I twitch as I am weighted down by the indecision of squeezing the trigger. To allow my thoughts to so freely float around the room splatter the walls, incriminate the space with deep crimsons that drip delightfully to the bottom of existence. What a mess could be made with such a simple gesture of things time has not for regret. MRRCP 2002

Ostara
Ostara Easter gets its name from the Teutonic goddess of spring and the dawn, whose name is spelled Oestre or Eastre (the origin of the word "east" comes from various Germanic, Austro-Hungarian words for dawn that share the root for the word "aurora" which means " to shine"). Modern pagans have generally accepted the spelling "Ostara" which honors this goddess as our word for the Vernal Equinox. The 1974 edition of Webster's New World Dictionary defines Easter thus: "orig., name of pagan vernal festival almost coincident in date with paschal festival of the church; Eastre, dawn goddess; 1. An annual Christian festival celebrating the resurrection of Jesus, held on the first Sunday after the date of the first full moon that occurs on or after March 21." The Vernal Equinox usually falls somewhere between March 19th and 22nd (note that the dictionary only mentions March 21st, as opposed to the date of the actual Equinox), and depending upon when the first full moon on or after the Equi

All In One Night
i never knew that one night of passion could lead up to this i can feel you run through my body my heart beats faster as the blood rushes through me like an uncontrolled waterfall to feel your skin caress my skin sends a shiver down my back your kiss upon my lips makes me lose sudden control one look in your eyes the world seems to stop and everything seems to freeze in time the warmth of your body seems so comforting that nothing could possibly go wrong and when it does your there to make it right never felt love like this before didnt think it could ever exist but you showed me otherwise to you ill forever be true to you ill forever love

Make Love And War
dont despise or hide from the duality life is simply complex hypocrisy all adding up to become a mockery the pain is real and my heart is bursting at the seams drowning in a sea of polluted dreams deaf from the roar of long dead screams blinded by truth to the evil that seeks i stand mute,it is the other who speaks take the blade bide your time drawsome blood cut a line be aware of all whos programs would cause cessation original thought aborted due to premature gestation the cries are growing louder your servants grow much prouder but never listen to what they say they dont act on their beliefs in the light of day its easy to hide behind the makeup and lies when your delusions dispelled its your heart that dies so go wash up,and start from scratch youre an unwanted cap,from a mediocre batch

Married!!!!!!
OKAY ALL THAT NEED TO KNOW ONE I AM FU-ENGAGED TO MY BEST FRIEND KATI REALLY ENGAGED TO MY LOVER ADAM...AKA FATHER PHOENIX I AM A MOTHER OF TWO WONDERFUL BOYS TWO IF YOU WANNA KNOW MORE JUST ASK ME!!! LOVES TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND SEE YOU ALL AROUND

Umm
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

Stupid Shit People Post As A Mumm
Ok,kind of funny when people look at someone's pictures or profile...all of sudden,makes them post stupid ass mumms...what for is it away for people to say shit with out really coming out and sayin,just having others comment on it,so it gets a point across about something so fucked or minor?who knows and who really gives a flyin fuck..do half of everyone who reads them mumms about something so stupid think it makes them feel better to think that maybe they are not the only ones who feels that way.i dont give a shit really.thats why i dont post mumms.my personal feelings dont like dont read my fuckin blog.

Heaven
Two 90-year-old women, Rose and Barb, had been friends all of their lives. When it was clear that Rose was dying, Barb visited her every day. One Day Barb said, 'Rose, we both loved playing women's softball all our lives, and we played all through High School. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's women's soft-ball there.' Rose looked up at Barb from her deathbed and said, 'Barb, you've been my best friend for many years.. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you.' Shortly after that, Rose passed on. At midnight a few nights later, Barb was awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to her, 'Barb, Barb.' 'Who is it?' asked Barb, sitting up suddenly. 'Who is it?' 'Barb -- it's me, Rose.' 'You're not Rose. Rose just died.' 'I'm telling you, it's me, Rose,' insisted the voice. 'Rose! Where are you?' 'In Heaven,' replied Rose. 'I have some really good news and a little

Fuck The World.
Kill 'em all! So I came back from the hospital drugged up and fucking hyper odd LOL and I have that anti-flag song stuck in my head MOTHER FUCKIN' WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE For the love of Hendrix, I'm weird. and this is pointless fuckin' EH =]

Mastectomy
Something important for you to consider. >From a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in The hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands were tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they di dn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpatient procedure. Let's give women the chance to r

Evoltion Of A Mans Heart......
I often say my life is an open book, so I decided to make the cliffs notes version of it……and highlight what is most interesting to people.........So here is my sex life and emotion growth all in a few scintillating paragraph’s.. I hope you enjoy……..the names have been totally omitted so as not put the people im talking about on blast …… Everything in this blog is true…and with out each of these women……..my eyes may not have ever been open. I want to thank them for allowing me to discover a lot about myself….and im sorry if my maturation process hurt you…..This my story….. I hope you understand…. When it come to my love life the people that know me know that it has been much like the roller coaster ride from final destination 3. I knew that getting on that ride would be detrimental to my life in some way but unlike the young lady I didn’t put up much of a fight about getting on the ride. But unlike those fateful riders I didn’t die. Some where between getting on the ride and hitti

Turn To Hate
This one was just something I had in my head. Guess I was being indecisive about things in my life. This is the result. Dream, a passion that burns you name Dig deep and try to refrain From the truth you have no name A story burns in your eyes I have compassion for you pain Grasp, a word that can explain Find the one way to say The feeling that stir inside You can't always be right In due time you will know why You know, you should go But here wait Drag out the reasons As your heart burns warm and turns to hate Bash, all those haters that try to play When you walk around in dismay Drag those feelings inside Cover them and disguise No better time to drive Ever think you can make a try Inside you know it's not right Visions that loomed in your head Imagination will turn to regret You know, you can't go Just stay here Oh no, you won't go But here wait Drag out the reasons As your heart burns warm and turns to hate Oh no, you can't go

Angel Is Watching....
I wrote this song for my niece after my sisters death. It kind of reflects how mature she was at such an early age. It inspired me to stay strong and never take life for granted. Never live for the moment but live in the moment. Only a child of seven You prayed with hope That the drama unfolded would be a joke You watched the pain Held her hand Tried to do,whatever you can Look out your window Your angel is by your side She watches your life with tears in her eyes the light is with you, everyday Doesn't make you miss her less, Baby it's okay Angel is watching you Standing in the front row hugging all that came by You held up strong As you said your goodbyes Placing your pictures with her such a brave little girl Everything is changing in your world the memory remains Look out your window Your angel is by your side She watches your life with tears in her eyes the light is with you, everyday Doesn't make you miss her less, Baby it

The Vampie Song
Take my hand taste my breathe feel my teeth bush against your neck greedy fingers twist your breast won't stop till I'm victimless feed off of all you expire to be steal your energy it feeds me hide you in the shadows tight feel my love cut like a knife come lay with me in my crypt the world dares care I slit there wrists feed off all they want to be Take my hand come feed with me JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Over Before It Began
WELL I WASNT NIAVE I WASNT USED I WASNT ABUSED I WAS NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS. WELL TONIGHT WHAT I WAS WAS THANKFUL IT ENDED NOW INSTEAD OF LATER. I DIDNT GET DUMPED. SHE GOT DUMPED. I AINT PLAYIN NO GAMES AT ALL. LAST NIGHT SHE ENDED UP AT HER EX'S HOUSE. OK SHE SUPPOSE TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND. WELL SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS ON HER WAY. THIS WAS AT 10:46 ITS NOW 3:08 STILL NOTHING. SO I AINT GONA PLAY THAT GAME. FRANKLY I EXPECT3ED IT AND SHE DONT KNOW IT BUT WHEN I TALK TO HER AGAIN IM TELLING HER IT IS OVER. I DONT PLAY NO GAMES AND SHE GONA PLAY A GAME I WANT NOTHINNG TO DO WITH IT AND HER. THE ONLY THING I CHANGED WAS MY PROFILE HERE. I AINT UPSET OR ANYTHING CAUSE IF I WAS ID HAVE EXPECTED MORE AND I DIDNT. HER LOSS NOT MINE.

How Good Would That Be
How good would that be I'm the cosmic enclosure fighting against the exposure I could give a damn if I ever see light again I just need you to warm me sheild the storms for me and I'll be damned if I let them damn me again sticks and stones broke my bones teeth cut me like no knife could If I could get rid of their foul breath breathing down my neck U know I would How good would that be JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Brian Regan, Baby Diaper Moustache Video, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Old School Opie And Anthony, Animation Contest, New V
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony and the Tax Man online Now!!) Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! Li'l Jimmy's also doing a li'l comedy tour, and you can see him in YOUR town if you get your tickets now! It's Mondee! The Opie and Anthony Show is ready to deliver another fine week's worth of radio, so there's no time to start like today. Our buddy our pal Brian Regan is coming in to hang with the show today, and maybe smell Opie's upper lip. don't know what I'm talking about....well, then... BABY DIAPER MOUSTACHE VIDEO - ONLINE NOW: Yes, kids...this is what happens when Opie decides to put a promo on the air daring people to bring in their shitty babies... Someone (in this case, Rich Vos) is bound to bring one in... or at the very least, a diaper full of stinky baby crap: Watch BABY DIAPER MOUSTACHE now! (t

4 The Poet
This is for the poet who raped my mind stole my soul left me empty and on the road who painted scenes upon my heart and planned schemes to rip apart for the one I love but won't admit still in denial this sinking ship This is for the one JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

One Of Those Days
It's one of those days where I'd pay myself just to go away blow away Inside i've withered like the wind blowing outside I'm cold inside i've become my own prey people talk of salvation but salvation is for those those still able to dream and that's just not me People talk of vacations but i can't find no rest though my whole life is just an escape from reality like the end of this cigarette I'm burnt and falling apart little left but embers from a broken heart Just one of those days JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Least That's What They Tell Me
Pitching pennies in the fountain makin wishes never countin the cost of loss that's sure to come paying penance feeling numb least that's what they tell me walking sideways do not touch to much contact to much stuff makin wishes dreamin dreams nothings real or so it seems least that's what they tell me hearing sermons on the wall taste not touch not not at all do not respond refuse to feel in time your bound to heal least that's what they tell me JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Everything
feel it comin' can feel her motor hummin the wind carries her spirit to the sky past the point of corruption and interruption got to kiss the earth and fly everything I see is you everything I breathe is you everything I need is in your possession everything I see is you everything I breathe is you now it's time for the resurrection JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Fingertips
Cold bit my fingertips as i bit back the tears when did the world turn so cold the price of life reduced to a cup of water 25 cents for my soul can we expect changes when we cannot accept ourselves I wonder if this beginning is the end 4 i know I must die that others may live 2 restore not 2 destroy as the masses do their end JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

A Story
A man went on a journey he began his journey on a road he had traveled before in time as his path became long he came into new beginnings the straight path he had began now split two ways he choose the left path though inside he knew to turn right. As he continued on he entered into deep wilderness from the trees voices whispered to him beckoning him on producing lies he believed them and went on. In time the man lost his way forgot who he was where he was and where he was supposed to go. JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

How Could I Forget You
Your smile; the scent of your skin; your kiss; the way you looked when you first awoke. In truth I cannot forget for the flowers wear your smile; the stars are your eyes; and the wind your spirit. JSDEUEL Copyight 2008

Shelter In The Storm
there is a shelter in this storm a place called safe a return from hell that time can erase a newborn memory out of ashes and decay sensation depravation cannot stay come out of that closet walk these waters and see a new day has broke forth a newborn memory rise like the phoenix come out of that shell lazarus come forth U've been rescued from hell JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

My Sexuality
I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality is just that... MINE! If im not having sex with you then it really doesnt concern you...

Canvass Of My Heart
Paint me a picture images shared between us on a fresh canvass I'll be the brush U be the guiding hand together we can create a new world a new dawn a new season let us not worry bout the critics 4 the moment is ours ours JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Goin Home
Holy Hell!!!!!!!!!! Its about fucking time that i get out of this place... Now dont get me wrong.. ive met a few (very few) but a few good ppl that i really liked up here... But for the most part ppl up here are rude, nosey, stuck up ppl.... And i hate that! When Matt and I moved up here it was with the understanding that we would move back to KY within a year... and now that it's been almost 2 years... Im goin crazy... I finally finally am in the position that i can move back to KY... and it seems its came at the perfect time! Between all of matts family drama and my stress level I truely believe that i need to get the hell out of here before I fucking loose it and hurt someone! In my entire life i dont think i have ever been as unhappy as i have been the past 6 months... And trust me... I've been REALLY unhappy before! I just need to go back home... to be with MY family... To see Kali raised with my mom being there... Dont get me wrong. Matts family has been wonderful with

The Dance Of The Mask
Shifting silently from side to side as the wind caresses us with rain we skip we run we seek to hide our true face never finding comfort in our only skin we create an illusion and can't live up we laugh we cry we sin we die and then the dance is complete JSDEUEl Copyright 2008

The Dragon
Save me from this suicide inflicted upon me as society lies I will not bow down and kiss the dragon I am not slave to the dragon Winds come and go and tortured souls line up to their demise once again society lies But I will not bow down and kiss the dragon I am not a slave to the dragon JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

The Beginning
In the beginning stars found there own voice and there was a clash in the heavens for the voices that spoke first declared rebellion as the heavens clashed volcanoes erupted the ash of war and a planet was born originally unfit for habitation the weak were cast down from thier lofty places homes abandoned by the force of the strong In time the thought occured to the weak tired of slavery to create a race of senseless weaklings to rule over and so it has been since the beginning JSDEUEl Copyright 2008

Indecision
Sitting trying to piece this puzzle tattooed with a muzzle cuz they refuse to let me speak for myself on the bed of indecision another sightless circumcision and I'm left with the shadows of death won't let me speak for myself cuz like me there afraid what they will see Won't let me put myself above anyone else cuz the hate what they expose leaves them standing with no clothes to defend the fiend of self JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Another Untitled
How dare U bleed me and feed my own life back to me torn shredded by every bad intention every thought I knew I should have never had but I could not exist without How dare you kill me with beauty rape me every intention and suffocate me with the desire the desire for more pain fuck me with your razor's blade and leave me standing empty meaningless dirty like the rain as honey trickled down my fingers JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Untitled
You make me feel like the tattooist's needle bruised bleeding ejacualting hungry for more wanting less another scar upon my breast like it or not makes no sense but I know I will carry your sting with me forever till decay consumes all of me JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

And Another
I hate myself so how could I expect another to desire that which I reject a blemish I am even needles won't touch my skin As I kiss my own lips with gin and sink softly into a nightmare's lullaby Someone carve my mind with a razor I swear I wouldn't place blame on ya death is what I am worth and I am worth my weight in fool's gold JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

No Consequence
If I could but bleed perfection I would paint you with the oils that run from my veins and leave one more stain upon the world I must pass through If I was a saint I would bless you with immortality and damn U to a life of no consequence no love like U leave me cold alone desperate for just a touch If I was God I would toy with you puppet pull the strings of your heart consistently no satisfaction no conseqence JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

I Am Cancer
I am cancer everything I touch suffocates withers Eat the ashes and find your fill poison by any other taste is wasted by your sincere desire to vanish into the hand of the shadow hide from me I will be your end cleanse your mind of every evil intention for I will get you I am the end of all things I will consume everything you hold close to your breast A plague I am I know for I have destroyed my own self the very mirror casts away my presence for even that which does not possess life knows better to taste the fruit I forbid a thousand deaths I have brung I will kill again it is vain to try and find love within me I am cancer JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Untitled
I've managed to wait many moons and still come up empty handed as seasons change and I've become branded by every single prejudice you have ever held a martyr for all the blood you shed taste me and see I do not share your stink I despise all that is U and I despise all that is me 4 I find when it is all over we share the same body take the same life. JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

For I Am
I am the thorn she bleeds upon as she licks the scars upon my soul I am the booze she pours when escape only is poured from the dregs of my soul I am the love of her life she has not yet known I am the dreams she has when she lies in the corner alone She can't stand me has already damned me and when the day is done she burns pictures she has not got I am the sickness she refuses to medicate I am the place she has never called home I refuse to dream anymore all my thoughts are demons all my memories scars I refuse to feel as the liquor kisses my lips I refuse to heal for I am JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Burns Like A Flame
Does he sing U love songs when he tucks U in at night does he tell u stories when U turn out the lights and does he get excited cuz U call out MY name and does he feel slighted cuz he knows you feel the same I've been around the world don't worry it just ain't U can't hold a travelin man by tomorrow I'll be through and before the day light comes I'll be on my way beg me to stay dare U beg me to stay Wrap your arms around this memory cry a tear or two Don't matter how I feel inside won't ever admit it to you cuz I have a way to make can't just sit here and get destroyed come tomorrow I will pretend it never happend better than being ignored JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Meeting...
i want you to tell me what do you think about this text. Meeting… I was beginning to feel a little nervous….it may be by the fact that I was waiting for him to come for more that a half an hour. It was the second time in 3 years, when he was late. I was worried that something bad could happen to him and I was composing all kind of scenarios of him being injured or something else. Ten minutes later, he arrives. I was by now slightly nervous, I thought that he won’t come today, when I was waiting forward to see him. I have already told him that something very important happened and that we have to talk about our relationship. I look in front of me and saw him approaching, with his rash steps. ‘Sorry, I’m late.’ he said. ‘No problem- I lied- as a matter of fact I’ve just arrived’. I wouldn’t tell him for nothing in the world that I was waiting for more that 40 minutes. ‘Are you ok, my dear?’ I look at him and I can’t get the point of all this talking, we both know the re

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I am getting sick and tired of being single. Right when I think I met someone that actually is different! Caring! and someone I really thought was right for me, and liked me back like he said, and ment it...I WAS WRONG! ONCE AGAIN! I am so sick of liars...why cant guys just be honest and faithful for fuck sake grrrrrrr

How Do You Cope
how do you cope when the one you love doesn't want you anymore how do you survive when everywhere you look you see his face how do you sleep when you only dream of being with him waking up with his name on your lips what do you do when everything you know reminds you of him words a song that you love even a simple phrase that someone says to you walk outside and even the moon speaks his name it's hard knowing i will never love this deeply again even harder knowing i will never be heald in his arms or kissed by his lips tears my world apart i never believed in love at first sight never thought it could happen to me i will forever be greatful to him for showing me my copacity to love knowing that my soulmate is out there though i will never get to meet him or touch him i miss you so much i believe in you and i still have hope i will never stop loving you

"in My Dreams"
...I see it all over again...like a dvd that skips- your smile...the kiss, and the way it felt to look into your eyes and see me the way you did...I understand what it feels like to be loved because of you..even if it has caused so much pain.. our first moments together were disturbing and I felt sick to my stomach..and i realize that was love at first sight...something that has been deemed untrue yet it did occur...and has not ceased to exist..I still wonder and worry about you on a daily basis and it troubles my mind that i cant get rid of these4 memories..they are cuts that never heal -scars that never fade...constant rminders that I once lived..and was happy...now i find my self at the bottom looking up and realize these are the things we truely need to validate our lives ...each other..... A great philosopher "Lacan" beleived that we no longer desire what something once have it it is the foundation of our fantasy..though I find his works to be stimulating and truly enlighten I

Sunday At A Glance
Woke up this morning in a very grouchy mood. Probably because I went to sleep in a very grouchy mood. People just tend to have the power to get on my nerves more so now than before. It could possibly be this damn flu from hell I am dealing with. Anyway, I went outside for awhile to get some fresh air to see if maybe it would make me feel better. It did not. Came back in, and my temperature continuously begin to go up throughout the day until it finally reached 103.4. I decided it was time to drag my big ass to the emergency room. Mind you this is my second round of the flu. This is the second week of having it this time. On top of the flu, I also have strep throat and ear infection in both ears. Joy Joy. Anyway, I get to the emergency room and they put me on the bed thingie and after they check my temp, they pack me down with ice packs because they consider my temperature to be dangerously high. So here I lay, packed in ice with my neon green cast sticking up in the air from under t

Where Are You
I reach for u but there's only air i tell u how i feel but i get nothing from u I do my best to be a what u want all i do is seem to cause pain i remember the days of kissing in the rain when our love was new what happened? what went wrong?

Special New Thought: Stop Praying For Me To Get Married!
Ok, so you looked at the title and ask why? Why ask Why, as they say back in the 1990's. It has been asked like the red plague striking human flesh. It's has been asked before like your mother kept nagging to clean your room. This is the question I've been asked by some of the visitors who come ask for a hookup from some weird sites I've never heard of. Also from family, church members, city workers, bus passengers, even some folks in my hometown around asking the same preverbial question: "Why don't want to get married?" or "How come you don't have a girlfriend?" and many other interrigating questions from mostly women. It's becoming a bad rash of attacking my freedoms. My freedom to be and remain single. Let's see. I'm 31 years old, Single, Black, no kids, no plans for marriage, and nor plans to be married in a city where Beer, Harleys, and most African Americans Single Women continue to roam to find Mr. Right. I'm talking about Milwaukee, if you must know. Why the whole blocking thi

Relationship Bliss
To yearn for a touch; To fall into a warm embrace; To be loved as such. To give all of your heart and soul; To feel the love over flowing in abundance; To know together you could make a diamond out of coal. To make the other person your every thing; To have complete faith in each other; To know one day there will be a ring. To know you would never give up on the fight; To being able to communicate on every level with endless conversation; To just being able to look into each others eyes and make love into the night. Writing and reciting your own vows; Promising to be your best with achieving self love and keeping a positive attitude; Taking time to show your love in the right now. Pull your strength from one another; Don't be afraid to show the emotions at hand; Today turns to months, months turn to years, and with age you know in your heart there will be no other.

A List To Live By
ONE DAY AT A TIME The most useless thing to do ... ........Worry The greatest Joy....................... ........Giving The greatest loss.................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work............. ...Helping others The ugliest personality trait......................Selfishness The most endangered species...................Dedicated leaders The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome......... ....Fear Most effective sleeping pill........... ...Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... ....Excuses The most powerful force in life.............. ........Love The most dangerous pariah.................................A gossiper The world's most incredible computer... ...The brain ! The worst thing to be without...................Hope The deadliest weapon.... The tongue....... The two most power-filled words..............."I Can" Th

~when I Think Of You~
~When I Think of You~ ~Do you know, when you have told me to think of you, I have been feeling ashamed of thinking of you so much, of thinking of only you--which is too much, perhaps. Shall I tell you? It seems to me, to myself, that no man was ever before to any woman what you are to me--the fulness must be in proportion, you know, to the vacancy...and only I know what was behind--the long wilderness without the blossoming rose...and the capacity for happiness, like a black gaping hole, before this silver flooding. Is it wonderful that I should stand as in a dream, and disbelieve--not you--but my own fate? ~Was ever any one taken suddenly from a lampless dungeon and placed upon the pinnacle of a mountain, without the head turning round and the heart turning faint, as mine do? And you love me more, you say?--Shall I thank you or God? Both,--indeed--and there is no possible return from me to either of you! I thank you as the unworthy may.. and as we all thank God. How shall I ev

Nine Inch Nails - Hurt
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Could This Be Love - Jennifer Lopez
If you only knew What I've been going through Waiting and wanting you Could this be love How, tell me how will I know Will my heart make me believe it so Or can I trust the way I feel If you could read my mind You see how hard I've tried Still I can't decide [CHORUS:] If you only knew What I've been going through Waiting and wanting you Could this be love Oh, tell me could this be love [SOLO:] Do you know if it's true That real love lasts a lifetime Does it shine like the stars up in the sky And do you know if you can fall for Just a moment Is a moment for all time Why, why am I so unsure Is that love knocking at my door Or the sound of my beating heart If you could read my mind You know I just can't hide What I feel inside [CHORUS ] Oh, tell me could this be love

Here's Where You Can Find Me...
I'm still around. I apologize for my absence. You see my boyfriend is in a band & I do tons of promoting for them. I've joined numerous websites to do so. I've been on Myspace for yrs now, you can add me on there if you'd like. The url is: http://www.myspace.com/remainsthesameforever You can also check out my boyfriend's band Alexis Machine on Myspace by going to: http://www.myspace.com/alexismachine Lately I've become quite the Facebook addict lol. If you're on there and would like to add me go to: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=626355337 I'm on other websites like hi5, friendster & Inkednation & Reverbnation but I'm rarely on them. ...One last thing, if you've checked out Alexis Machine & you're diggin their tunes you can help me in promoting them by joining my Facebook group - Fans of Alexis Machine I'm striving for big goals to make this a huge group so come join & get all your friends to join too! http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=8934886044

Words From My World
And now I sit inside my glass prison Screaming to be let free But all my efforts are in vain You can't even hear me Look into my tear stained eyes And tell me what you see Am I so completely dead to you That you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my face An endless stream of forgotten hate Fall into an unknown world Follow the road of fearful fate Banish the light from inside your mind Let the dark consume your soul Lose yourself inside this hell Cause yourself to lose control Rest your head and close your eyes Soon the pain will fade Slip away into your dreams No longer be afraidI feel my body growing cold Shaking, shivering, fade away Trembling under Death's sweet kiss I'm too far led astray Leave me helpless on the ground Left alone to face this death Fatal numbness pass over me And I breathe my one last breath My screams have been silenced My tears have been dried As I lay upon the earth And let this life subsideLet the dark

Stalking
Ok, here's the story. My Boyfriend used to date this chick back in Springfield, Illinios. They broke up back in September of 2007. She Continues to send him TEXT messages, Phone Calls, and Instant Messages on Yahoo! He has told her to that he wants nothing to do with her, ever again. But she wont give up on him. He continues to tell her to FUCK OFF, and to Leave him alone, But nothing ever works. If You have any advice on this situation, Please Help. The Stalkers Profiles are as follows: They are the same Person. But Different User Names! If You Would Like To Have A Stalker Of Your Own, Please DON'T Hesitate To Call Amanda Bagwell at 1-217-691-1637. She Currently lives in Springfield, Illinios. Close To Lanphier High School, on 13th St, Just off North Grand Ave. 2 Blocks from the old Philsbury Plant....

I Could Fall In Love (selena)
I could lose my heart tonight If you don't turn and walk away 'Cause, the way I feel, I might Lose control and let you stay 'Cause I could take you in my arms And never let go CHORUS: I could fall in love with you I could fall in love with you I can only wonder how Touching you would make me feel But, if I take that chance right now Tomorrow, will you want me still? So I should keep this to myself And never let you know REPEAT CHORUS BRIDGE: And I know it's not right, and I guess I should try To do what I should do But I could fall in love, fall in love with you I could fall in love with you (Spoken:) Siempre estoy soñando en ti Besando mis labios, acariciando mi piel Abrazándome con ansias locas-- Imaginando que me amas cómo yo podría amar a ti So I should keep this to myself And never let you know

Show Her Your Luv!
Please Help Her Get To GodMother. F/A/R her and be sure to comment bomb her link she has on her page! Join the Freak Show!! ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar

Just Read It !
I Am Pissed The Fuck Off Now !!!!!! Someone i thought was my friend is lieing about me and my girlfriend saying she is knocked up and is 2 months prego and said i would leave her for a friend of mine if she left her husband now i am fucking pissed i ever see that guy again i am gonna break his fucking head wide open and i am not joking around anymmore i have fucking had it this is going to stop one way or another no more fucking games ~ Lost in The Dark ~

Poems.
Hey everyone, me again. I just wrote this poem at a spur of the moment & one of my good friends said it was great. I'd like to hear from some of ya'll too. Thanks for taking your time out. :) Is It Me, Or Is It Fate? I catch a glimpse of heaven, Whenever I see you looking at me. A million reasons run through my mind, What is it in me you see? I'm not really sure myself, But I'm so glad that you do. When you spill everything onto me, I can't believe it's true. How am I so lucky, To have found you when I did? Whenever I'm around you, I feel like a little kid. Why was my heart searching so long, To find someone who's perfect? Who can accept me for who I am, In every single aspect. In my mind I'm always wondering, When do I get to see you again? It feels like a million years have gone by, Whenever on you I'm waiting. But the moment I see you, Everything is alright in my mind. There's not a day that goes by, That I don't think of you all the time. When you're

~love......long Distance~
I shall always look upon so gladly, with all the many endearing and gracious acts I have seen my gentle lady perform--for all are dancing about my heart with a tenderness so wondrous that they inflame me with a strong desire to beg her to test the quality of my love. For I shall never rest content until I am certain she knows what she is able to enact in me and how great and strong is the fire that her great worth has kindled in my chest, in my heart, in my mind, in my very soul. The flame of true love is a mighty force, and most of all when two equally matched wills in two exalted minds contend to see which loves the most, each striving to give yet more vital proof... With my heart I kiss your hand, since I cannot with my lips. Peace.

I Believe In You And Me - The Four Tops
I believe in you and me I believe that we will be In love eternally As far as I can see You will always be the one For me Oh, yes, you will I believe in dreams again I believe that love will never end And like the river finds the sea I was lost Now I'm free I believe in you and me I will never leave your side I will never hurt your pride When all the chips are down I will always be around Just to be right where you are My love Oh, I love you, girl I will never leave you out I will always let you in To places no one's ever been Deep inside Can't you see I believe in you and me Maybe I'm a fool To feel the way I do But I would play the fool forever Just to be with you forever I believe in miracles Love's a miracle And, baby, you're a dream come true I was lost Now I'm free, girl I believe in you and me I was lost Now I'm free, girl I believe in you and me

It Is A Question
Ok so like years ago when i was in Italy I got this crazy dragon tattoo and it didnt really turn out the way I wanted,( helps if the artist understands what you are saying right?! Anywho tonight at the expo I saw so many awesome designs that I am torn from getting my dragon redone or just tossing that idea and getting a Aztec Sun. Man the artist I met is awesome he got his degree from UT in Austin in design and really is an awesome artist... hmmm decisions decisions. But one thing is for sure I sure as hell am not going to get another tattoo with ink that glows in blue light man that was such a rip, my sun never glowed.

Something Not Making Sense In My Life
Why do people hurt me? Why do they choose to do it to me at the worst times? And why in the hell can't some accept me for ME??? And instead they decide they can't be with me because I'm in this damn chair???

~ode To Friends~
My Dearest Friend, ...Should I draw you the picture of my heart it would be what I hope you would still love though it contained nothing new. The early possession you obtained there, and the absolute power you have obtained over it, leaves not the smallest space unoccupied. I look back to the early days of our acquaintance and friendship as to the days of love and innocence, and, with an indescribable pleasure, I have seen near a score of days roll over our heads with an affection heightened and improved by time, nor have the dreary hours of absence in the smallest degree effaced from my mind the image of the dear untitled friend to whom I gave my heart. Peace.

For My Dad!
I lost my Dad on January 4th and this is the poem I read at his service.... God saw you was getting tired, and a cure was not to be. So he put his arms around you and whispered "Come with me." With tearful eyes we watched you suffer and saw you fade away. Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, Hardworking hands to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us That you had passed his test. With momma now we lay you down, We'll do our best not to frown. Remember Daddy we love you, And we know you loved us too. Watch down on us and guide us, As we know you tried to do. When God calls down upon us, on that glorious day, Together at heavens gates we'll be, forever to stay.

~men Are Like..~
**************Men Are Like...******************* ... Blenders. You need one, but you're not quite sure why. ... Chocolate Bars. Sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips. ... Coffee. The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep you up all night long. ... Commercials. You can't believe a word they say. ... Computers. Hard to figure out and never have enough memory. ... Coolers. Load them with beer and you can take them anywhere. ... Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it. ... Curling Irons. They're always hot, and they're always in your hair. ... Government Bonds. They take way too long to mature. ... Horoscopes. They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong. ... Lava Lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that bright. ... Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. ... Parking Spots. The good ones are already taken and the ones that are left are either handicapped or extre

Computer Weirdness In Movies
- A hacker can get into the most sensitive computer in the world before intermission and guess the secret password in two tries. - Any PERMISSION DENIED has an OVERRIDE function. (See "Demolition Man" and countless others) - Complex calculations and loading of huge amounts of data will be accomplished in under three seconds. Movie modems transmit data at a speed of two gigabytes per second. - When the power plant/missile site/whatever overheats, all the control panels will explode, as will the entire building. - If you display a file on the screen and someone deletes the file, it also disappears from the screen. (e.g., "Clear and Present Danger") - If a disk has got encrypted files, you are automatically asked for a password when you try to access it. - No matter what kind of computer disk it is, it'll be readable by any system you put it into. All application software is usable by all computer platforms. - The more high-tech the equipment, the more buttons it has

Second Wife
When our second child was on the way, my wife and I attended a pre-birth class aimed at couples who had already had at least one child. The instructor raised the issue of breaking the news to the older child. It went like this: "Some parents," she said, "tell the older child, 'We love you so much we decided to bring another child into this family.' But think about that. Ladies, what if your husband came home one day and said, 'Honey, I love you so much I decided to bring home another wife.'" One of the women spoke up immediately. "Does she cook?"

California Drivers!!!
So when I was growing up back east and we would drive out of state or just on a country drive people used to wave to each other to say hello, or flash their lights and let some one know there was a CHP ahead, or they would stop and help you if you were stuck on the side of the road... My family and I went to watch some local bands yesterday eve and were going to Sacramento to visit with my brother and play around in old town sac on sunday. Around 3am we were almost to sac when we ran across a car blocking a portion of the freeway totalled only one head light and after talking to the couple on the side of the road they said the hazard lights were not working. The car was very hard to see and we were concerned not only about the couple but the other cars behind who may crash into it. While we were sitting there blocking the freeway and trying to figure out what to do some rude ass people behind us proceeded to honk on their horn not concerned about if anyone was hurt but just wanting

Wacky Americans
- We yell for the Government to balance the budget, then take the last dime we have to make the down payment on a car. - We whip the enemy in battle, then give them the shirt off our backs. - We yell for speed laws that will stop fast driving, then won't buy a car if it can't go over 100 miles an hour. - Americans get scared to death if we vote a billion dollars for education, then are unconcerned when we find out we are spending three billion dollars a year for cigarettes. - We know the line-up of every baseball team in the American and National Leagues but don't know half the words in the "Star Spangled Banner". - We'll spend half a day looking for vitamin pills to make us live longer, then drive 90 miles an hour on slick pavement to make up for lost time. - We tie up our dog while letting our sixteen year old son run wild.

Laws Of Work
- A pat on the back is only a few centimeters from a kick in the pants. - Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. - The more of it you put up with, the more of it you're going to get. - You can go anywhere you want if you look serious and carry a clipboard. - Eat one live toad the first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day. - Never ask two questions in a business letter. The reply will discuss the one you are least interested in, and say nothing about the other. - When the bosses talk about improving productivity, they are never talking about themselves. - If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. No use being a darn fool about it.

Auction Im In
Im in a auction for the first time and this is what the winner will get. 1. A 1 day Rate Spanker pimp out. 2. your name after mine saying "owned by.." 3. 1 daily comment or more. 4. Pictures and stash rated during happy hour. 5. Minimum of 50 11s per day. 6. Daily gifts. 7. Personal Salute. 8. You will be put in my family list for a month. 9. You will be placed as friend #1 for a month. 10. Stay 100% buzzed. Heres the link to the contest and it will end sunday, March 16th. Have fun and good luck. Cash gifts outbid fubucks . (blasts, vip, hh. etc..)

She Floats..........f.a.
If you think you'll never be caught, Then why would you want to fall. The hope that someone is there, Or the fear of noone at all. We've all walked that line, Leaned over the cliff. Looking for that someone, Someone who isn't a myth. If you look deep into your heart, I'm sure you will find. All your friends will catch you, And the first hands will be mine.

Tll Movie Night
I kinda killed this one a couple hours early, but I was deaddog exhausted, and falling asleep on the keyboard... But it was so damn much fun that I fully intend to do it all again... ============================================================================================= 03-07-08 WRR "Freaky Friday" Feature Films.... TLL "At The Movies" TLL 15 JUSTICE intro WRR presents Freaky Friday "Lotion In The Basket" from "Silence Of The Lambs" >voiceover: THE GOD OF THUNDER SPEAKS Steel Dragon "Stand Up And Shout" from Rock Star Steel Dragon "We All Die Young" from Rock Star WRR FM 2 Isaac Hayes "The Theme From SHAFT" from Shaft Dokken "Dream Warriors" from Nightmare On Elm Street II main theme "Fight To Survive" from Bloodsport WRR presents Freaky Friday "Do You Feel Lucky, Punk?" from Dirty Harry >voiceover Metallica "For Whom The Bell Tolls" REMIX from Spawn Alien Ant Farm "Good (For A Woman)" from American Pie II Nickleback "Hero" from Spider-Man This Is WRR

No Title Yet...
With you in my arms I lay in this bed, With nothing but your beauty to fill my head I don't wanna sleep, Cause dreams aren't enough To ease my mind, I need your touch How do I explain what your presence does to me I forget about the pain I forget about the bleed I forget about the things that make my life hell I block out everything I hate about myself It's comforting to know that your there If your ever in trouble I'll be right here As you lay motionless right by my side I slowly drift away holding you tight I love the way that you move on the floor I love how you wish every night on a star I admire the way that you think of me first I think it's cute that you don't like to curse When you kiss me It drives me insane With one look in your eyes I forget my name The curves of your body make me feel blessed You always give me a hug when I'm feeling stressed Your not what I wanted, your so much more How was I so blind not to see you before Now that your here

Reading Stuff On Net Today Wow Read This !
Some of these are older stories but was reading stuff today online and wow unreal.For one the story on sexual abuse with 13 yr old daughter...hmmm she is going to jail for it and the abuser good ole daddy gets nothing it looks like WTH ???? The baby in microwave, The devil made him do it ??? hello damn don't go to his church ,hell we got enough baby killers around.Then the drugs in our water was a very recent story.Well we posted it all over so the enemy might have some new ideas to kill us hmmmm ..ok Sharing my net for the today very sad.... Father rapes teenage daughter for several years, throws newborns down airshaft.http://www.parentsbehavingbadly.com/2007/04/26/father-rapes-teenage-daughter-for-several-years-throws-newborns-down-airshaft/ 19-year-old father Joshua Mauldin has now also admitted to throwing his baby, placing her in the fridge and locking her in the hotel room safe before microwaving her. http://www.parentsbehavingbadly.com/2007/05/28/microwave-baby-upd

Is This What It Comes To?!
Wake up and pay attention! Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide? Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school? Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them? Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys? Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged? In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves? I KNOW WHY! "Whores" "Geeks"

"if I Was Your Boyfriend"
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

A Poem I Thought Of Today
day by day i sit and ponder, day by day i stand and waunder, day i gaze upon her and wonder does she care. some say im a losser others say im crazy but the ones who care just stare, but when one steps to say something...is it too late.

What I Want
You wanna know what i want? I want one of those moments when laying in bed I can open my eyes and see the lovely face of a woman laying there as the moonlight filters in through the window illuminating her..I want to be able to reach out in the dark of the night to gently brush the hair out her face to be able to gaze at her as i softly caress the side of her cheek while she sleeps soundly..the moonlight flooding over her face and highlighting all the little things about her as she sleeps...being able to watch over her as she lays there peacefully dreaming...taking into memory every detail of this moment as if i was taking in air to breathe..to me it doesn't matter whether its a one night stand, someone who is going to be around for a lil while, or the one who is going to be around for the rest of my life....it is for moments just like this that make her being there with me worth whatever risk there may be...to be able to bask in the delightful moments of all her little things and to r

It Mat Be True?
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktail parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know.....it's never happened) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart......check yourself!!!

My Own Offical List Of People I Can Do Without
My Own Official List of People i can do without yes its from a george carlin joke, but this is MY OWN official list of people i can do with out! Note: i do make a few acceptions to this list, those people know who they are. 1. People who feel the need to pay exact change for EVERYTHING. 2. People who put costumes on there pets. 4. People who talk on there cell phones in the check out line, or while driving. 5. People who think Slipknot, Linkin Park or HIM is metal. 6. people who own dogs that are smaller then rats. (those are not real dogs there fucking living hairballs with legs) 7. People who put leashes on there kids, especilly in public places. 8. ICP ( evil clown rappers, how patehtic can u get!) 9. People who feel the need to post a blog about EVERYTHING. 10. Girls who think that being a slut or whore is a good thing. 11. Girls who wear 15 pounds of make up. 12. girls that are way too skinny and complain they are fat. Shut up u st

Who Wants To Own Me?!?!
the auction is now open!!!!!!!!!!! if you want to bid on me heres the link!!!!!!!!!! (and yes you have to add her as friend to see the pics and place a bid if you dont read far enough!! lol) 'AUCTION RULES: 1) MUST have a salute or VIP to bid. 2) Don't bid if you don't intend to pay. 3) All bids start with 5,000 fu-bucks. 4) All entries have the right to choose what they feel to be the best offer for them, whether it be fu-bucks or cash bids, or any combination. 5) All entries have the right to refuse any bid. 6) Host is not responsible for auction offerings not given or unpaid bids! 7) NO DRAMA!! 8) Rate Spankers...yes YOU can bid on OTHER Rate Spankers!! Even if you're being auctioned off yourself!! **PLEASE NOTE: Due to some unwanted drama, I have set all pics & comments to friends only! If you're not my friend yet & want to bid on someone in the auction....you MUST fan, rate & add me before you can bid! And you MUST have a verified salute o

Bond Of Friendship
A bond of friendship Is an unwritten And An undocumented Contract That requires The ingredients of Trust Honesty Loyalty Love And Understanding......... For a friendship is A blessings And a special gift of God Bestowed upon us As a reward for being God's children...............

Free Dj Mix!!
FREE DOWNLOAD OF ONE OF MY ELECTRO HOUSE MIXES!!! GO TO: http://www.zshare.net/audio/41203649ab9537/ Track Listing For Electricit E 1. Satisfaction - Original Mix - Chic Flowerz, Joe Black 2. Shanghai Taxi - Ricky Stone, Remix By James Searles 3. Back Once Again - Vandalism Remix - DJ Jeroenski 4. Everybody Loves A Bad Boy / J. Scott G 5. She's A Bitch All Right! - Darryl Kass & Peakafeller Remix 6. My House Is Mine - Dim Chris Remix / DJ Marbrax 7. The Sermon Of Jack 2007 - Original Mix / Jon Kennedy 8. Rock The Rhythm - DJ Dan, Remix By Starkillers 9. Needle Damage - DJ Dan's Original 10. Space - Klaas Club Remix - Micha Moor 11. Pushin - Adam K Remix - Adam K, Dataworx 12. Strut - Nathan Heinze Electro Mix - Don Davenport 13. Tripwire - Original Mix - Kelevra, Nick J 14. Promises - Starkillers Empire Dub - Dan Saenz, Ron Reeser 15. Born Slippy - Extended Club Mix - DJ Joe K. 16.

Taliban Warns Us
I don't usually pass on political advice or info however we had all better wake up and start paying attention! This morning, from somewhere in Pakistan, Taliban Minister of Migration, Mohammad Omar, warned the United States that if military action against Iraq continues, Taliban authorities will cut off America's supply of convenience store managers. And if this action does not yield sufficient results, cab drivers will be next, followed by Dell Computer customer service reps, Motel 6 managers, and liquor store cashiers. Who knew it would come to this. It's getting ugly

Announcement
seeing as i no longer have my vip (B0000000) i have decided to add pics to my stash So the following catagories are as follows... Videos = vids of me Pics = pics of me Tracks = funny vids i like News = funny pics i like Surveys = friend's screenshots Dunno = Music videos Show = cool things done to my name (so far, lol So in effort to be my camera-hog self, I HAD TO FIGURE OUT SOMETHING, LMFAO LOVE YA'LL ICULookin aka Skinny Dippin' Princess :P

Getting Better
Hi, Thank you everyone for all the emails and shouts to get better. I've really need it. My little ass is so sore from all the needles doctors have been injecting me with. I have no idea if they are doing it to make me better or if they are just wanting to play with my ass. Every thought what if a doctor wanted to addict you to some drug. What are they shooting in us? luv u Tara

Friends
Today I had a revelation.. I dont have but like three friends here.. out of the over 12,000 on my page.. I even begged a friend to start joking with me again.. I am begging people to even talk to me.. and that is so demeaning.. and it hurt so much. What did I ever do? I try and try and try and I try.. but nothing helps.. People tell me to "be yourself" then I will get friends, but that is all I am.. is myself.. and it isn't working.. Nothing I do seems to work getting friends.. I even began to stay away from this site more and more.. to see if someone would miss me.. and it shouldn't have surprised me.. when only those three missed me.. or even said anything about it.. In my two years of being here.. all I have are three ..that care about me.. or even WANT to talk to me.. I even thought about whoring myself around on here.. but I simply can't do that.. it isn't who I am.. I have helped so many people here.. I know it shouldn't be about getting things back from those that y

Go Ahead And Hate Me
I want to love you but I have to hate you, You poison my mind with affection, You kill me with your love, You suffocate me with your ribbons and lace, Stab a knife through my back while you hold me, Caressing my arm and leaving cuts, I’m bleeding for you, Bleeding for you, I can’t think without you interrupting, I can’t sleep without you being there, I can’t dream without you making it into a enchanting nightmare, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I want to hate you but I love you, Burning in my heart, Burn, burn, burn, You’ve stole away my soul, And you left the shell, Emptiness, I’m sick with this condition, You my one and only addiction, You are this affliction, And my contradiction, I love to hate and hate to love, I hate to hate and love to love, I want to hate but I have to love, I want to love but I have to hate, Why do you tease me like this? Why do you love me? Can’t you just turn around and tell me to fuck off, Just leave me, Tell me that you hate

Kurt Cobain
"This kind of shit only happens to Courtney Love! The rock 'n' roll widow claims that she's been DEFRAUDED out of millions....by Kurt Cobain. That's ride, according to Courtney, someone used the dead rocker's social security number to buy a $3.2 million. How is that even possible???? "I would like to know how," says Love. "He should probably get his ass back home if that is the case.".

A Father
Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m spent and broken, Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m bleeding, Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m covered in these scars, Does it disgust you that I’m killing your child? Does it disgust you that I’m murdering your creation? Will you forgive every scar and cut? Will you hold me and tell me its okay, Or will you send me away and tell me never to return, Will you just walk away and leave me standing, Will you love me or will you hate me, Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust, When I die will you let me go home? Or will I have to stand at the gates, and watch through the bars as Saint Peter tells me to move on, down the stairs, I don't want to end there, I want to be with you, where love is real, where there is no pain, father,father,father!

That Don't Impress Me Much- Shaina Twain
This song used to be my theme song,I should listen to it more often. Ive known a few guys who thought they were pretty smart But youve got being right down to an art You think youre a genius--you drive me up the wall Youre a regular original, a know-it-all Bridge: Oh-oo-oh, you think youre special Oh-oo-oh, you think youre something else Okay, so youre a rocket scientist That dont impress me much So you got the brain but have you got the touch Dont get me wrong, yeah I think youre alright But that wont keep me warm in the middle of the night That dont impress me much I never knew a guy who carried a mirror in his pocket And a comb up his sleeve--just in case And all that extra hold gel in your hair oughtta lock it cause heaven forbid it should fall outta place (bridge) Okay, so youre brad pitt That dont impress me much So you got the looks but have you got the touch Dont get me wrong, yeah I think youre alright But that wont keep me warm in the midd

Not Made Of Stone
Metal plates protect me, Rusty, worn and dented, Troubles, Memories, Pain, It all attacks me, Battering against my chest, Trying to get to my heart, I won’t let it, I won’t let it, Got to stay strong, Got to stay strong, But it’s slowly getting through, I thought I was strong, I thought I could ignore it, I thought I could stand it, But now it’s getting to me, Now it’s getting to me, It’s piercing through, It’s making its way in, Right into my heart, Right into my fears, It all rushes in, Attacking, attacking, attacking, It’s killing me, It’s drowning me, It’s got me…

Story #2 (03-09-08)
HER PUSSY HOT SHE RAN HER FINGERS OVER HIS LIPS.HE HAD PASSED OUT SO SHE COULD AND WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HIM THAT NIGHT AND HE NEVER KNOW IT...LOOKING AT HIM SHE SOFTLLY SLID HER FINGERS DOWN HIS BELLY ,WORKING HER WAY DOWN TO HIS LARRGE COCK THAT HER PUSSY WAS WET FOR...SHE SMILED SO EVIL..LICK,SUCK,LICK,LIKE A SMALL KITTY DRINKING HER MILK FOR ITS FIRST TIME......AFTER ALL...SHE WAS A VIRGIN....WITH HER SOFT FINGERS SHE STROKES DOWNWARD HIS COCK AS SHES ROLLING HER TONGUE AROUND THE HEAD OF HIS COCK...MMMM HER PUSSY BEGINS TO DRIP HER JUICE ES ON THE INSIDE OF MILKY WHITE THIGHS....SHE REACHES DOWN,RUNNING HER FINGERS INTO IT THEN TASTE IT.....MMMM...IT GIVES HER SUCH A RUSH SHE PUSHES HER MOUTH DOWN ONTO HIM...HE MOVES SLIGHTLY...THEN FINALLY BACK ASLEEP SHE CAN NOT CONTROL HERSELF ANYMOER CRAWLS UP ON THAT BIG M.F COCK ,...HE AWAKENS,...AND OMG....FUCKS ME TO DEATH!!!!!

My Lovin' -en Vogue
Good times with this song. Heard it recently and thought that it was fitting. I remember how it used to be you never were this nice You can't fool me Now you talkin' Like you made a change The more you talk The more things sound the same What makes you think You can just walk back Into her life Without a good fight I just sit back And watch you make a fool of yourself You're just wasting your time Repeat chorus eight times:no, you're never gonna get it, never ever gonna get it, my lovin' Now you promise me The moon and the stars Save your breath You won't get very far Gave you many chances To make changes The only thing you changed Was love to hate It doesn't matter what you do Or what you say She doesn't love you, no way Maybe next time You'll give your woman a little respect Then you won't be hearing her say that- Repeat chorus two times Doesn't matter what you do Or what you say She doesn't love you, no way Maybe next time Yo

Rihanna
"Wow, this just made me like Rihanna even more! The singer took time out of her busy schedule to raise awareness and put out a call for bone marrow donors when she heard that Lisa Gershowitz-Flynn, 41 year old lawyer and mom would die within 4-6 weeks if she didn't find one. After Rihanna started her campaign, 5,000 people contacted DKMS, the world's leading bone marrow donor center, to find out more about becoming a potential donor. And of those people one became a match for Lisa. Lisa said about her life saving donor, "Today a 32-year-old guardian angel consented to be my donor, even though in all likelihood she has never met me and does not know who I am. My life will be saved because of you, my family and friends (old and new)," Flynn writes. "My children (Michael, 5, and Alexandra, 3) will have their mother, my husband will have his wife, and my parents will have their daughter."

Story #1 (03-09-08)
WALKING STRAIGHT UP TO HIM,...MY PUSSYS WET I NEED YOU TO EAT ME NOW!..WHAT HE SAID?YOU HEARD ME,HE ARD ME,GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES AND BURY THAT LONG THICK M.F TONGUNGE DEEP AND DONT STOP UNTIL I TELL YOU!...YES MISTRESS,....MMMM HIS TONGUE PUSHES DEEP INSIDE ME,..LICKING MY CLIT O FUCK !!I LAY BACK ON THE BED PLACING MY LEGS OVER HIS SHOULDERS,HES SUCKING AND MAKING MY CLIT SWELL....IM BREATHING HARDER N HARDER....MOANING FUCK O FUCK....NOW FUCK ME!!!I TELL HIM ,..WOULD YOU LIKE A GIFT FOR EATTING ME SO FUCKING GOOD?,....O PLZZZZ HE SAYS..YOU MAY PUT ONE INCH INSIDE....HE KNOWS WHAT I MEAN....HE KNOWS HE GETS TO ENTER THE WALLS OF HIS MISTRESS ASSHOLE,...IT EXCITES HIMS SO MUCH I ALREADY SEE PRECUM LEAKING FROM THE HEAD OF HIS COCK,....I BEND OVER......RUBB MY ASS,...MY MILKY WHITE ASS,...

Murphy's Lesser Known Laws
1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 3. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 4. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 5. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 6. If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time, on a hill, in the fog. 7. The things that come to those who wait will be the scraggly junk left by those who got there first. 8. The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in a dark room. 9. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. 10. When you go into court, you are putting yourself into the hands of 12 people who weren't smart enough to get out of jury duty.

Almost A Month You've Been Gone
Oh kitty cat where are you. Why arent you here to help me when i need you the most. My world has become confusing and lost, Nothing makes sence and your the one i always knew i could turn to and your gone. I know you are standing here telling me its going to be okay but its not the same. I need you so bad and you arent here to help me. Why arent you here, i need my kitty cat. I know you are one of my guardian angels but i wish you were still here with us. the tears are rolling down my face and all i can listen to is your answering machine and its not fair because i need you. I'm sorry i know i cant be greedy but i miss you and i still cant believe your gone. It's been almost a month and you arent here with us. I miss you kitty cat i miss you so much. Your wolfie misses and loves you very much kitty cat.

You Can't Always Get What You Want-rolling Stones
I wish I would have gotten a chance to see them in concert. This song has lots of memeories for me,good & bad I saw her today at the reception A glass of wine in her hand I knew she was gonna meet her connection At her feet was a footloose man You cant always get what you want You cant always get what you want You cant always get what you want But if you try sometimes well you might find You get what you need And I went down to the demonstration To get my fair share of abuse Singing, were gonna vent our frustration If we dont were gonna blow a 50-amp fuse You cant always get what you want You cant always get what you want You cant always get what you want But if you try sometimes well you just might find You get what you need I went down to the chelsea drugstore To get your prescription filled I was standing in line with mr. jimmy And man, did he look pretty ill We decided that we would have a soda My favorite flavor, cherry red I sung my song to mr. jimmy

My Owner Perfectly Imperfect
What can I say about my owner? Shucks, where should I start? Well, to start she is one of the most beautiful mummers in Fubar. We have known each other for about a year now and have grown to be great friends. She is actually one of the coolest women I have ever met. She has a heart of gold, great sense of humor and actually understands mine, LOL. We talk almost everyday and tell each other shit we wouldn't tell anyone else. She is one of my few friends that I really trust, that says a lot. She is also one of the people on Fubar that I would love to meet in real life. I'm sure someday we will meet. I could go on and on, because she truly is a great person, but I will save her the embarrassment. She knows how I feel, I can't tell you people everything :P [[Per]] Owned by Philemon@ fubar

Life..
You know, I've been around the block a time or two and hate to see other's fall victim to the mistakes that I've made in my past. In the end, when you see them get hurt it really makes you kick yourself in the ass and wish you could have made them listen. *sighs* I guess we all need to learn, even if it's the hard way.

(i Can't Get No) Satisfaction- Rolling Stones
A classic! I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no satisfaction. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm drivin' in my car and that man comes on the radio and he's tellin' me more and more about some useless information supposed to fire my imagination. I can't get no, oh no no no. Hey hey hey, that's what I say. I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no satisfaction. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm watchin' my TV and that man comes on to tell me how white my shirts can be. Well he can't be a man 'cause he doesn't smoke the same cigarrettes as me. I can't get no, oh no no no. Hey hey hey, that's what I say. I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no girl with action. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm ridin' round the world and I'm doin' this and I'm signing that and I'm tryin' to make some g

Prayer
My husband and I have a dear friend that has been fighting cancer over the past 10 years. He has been in remission for the past two but has just found out that it is back. Please say a prayer for him and his family as this time he does not know if he can make it through it all.

For My True Love
Heart broken, Life Twisted, Lookin for light but none to be seen, she comes into my life gives me understandin, leavin my life would be a scene, in hope of her never leavin, cuz in that act pain is sure, then life would be no more cuz without her love, he is nothin, for he has made her his everything

Start Me Up - Rolling Stones
I don't think this song needs any explanation If you start me up Ill never stop If you start me up If you start me up Ill never stop Ive been running hot You got me ticking gonna blow my top If you start me up If you start me up Ill never stop You make a grown man cry Spread out the oil, the gasoline I walk smooth, ride in a mean, mean machine Start it up If you start it up Kick on the starter give it all you got, you got, you got I cant compete with the riders in the other heats If you rough it up If you like it you can slide it up, slide it up Dont make a grown man cry My eyes dilate, my lips go green My hands are greasy Shes a mean, mean machine Start it up If start me up Give it all you got You got to never, never, never stop Never, never Slide it up You make a grown man cry Ride like the wind at double speed Ill take you places that youve never, never seen Start it up Love the day when we will never stop, never stop Never stop, never stop Tough

The Two Of Them - Pt 15
' Believe it or not petie this world will not come to a crashing end and you will find the ending to the story that you and steph have started here ' ' There is always one thing that never changes about a story Petie and i think you need to remember it , as much as anyone else to you need to more ' "Oh and what exactly would that be Jenn would you please enlighten me as to what never changes about a story because honestly i can't tell where the story ends and real life begins anymore" ' It's Simple pete, Every story has a beginning and an end, Every story is about good and bad, between love and hate , the only question you can ask yourself now is , What ending do you want petie, what story do you want to write what ending is it you want ' ' Do you want to be the Hero of this story? is that it or do you want to be the sad boy who sits at the end of that dock and wonders about what if about maybe about the things that never happened because you were too scared to be the aggr

9/11, Terrorism, And Americans
This is in response to two things: -the blog post "Frank" under my Novels -AngelLady's 9/11 Distress video in her stash Clip from the comment I left AngelLady: Whether or not 9/11 was planned by the government or the outside, I don't know. What I do believe is that the United States is very two-faced right now. Those that are unaffected or very indirectly influenced by the government are thriving. I believe that is in the nature of the people. Those involved in or influenced by the government are in a very bad situation. Our politicians are corrupt. The value of human life is less than the dollar. The natural traits of humans - being inconsiderate and selfish - are highly evident in these people. The United States needs to change. Should the 9/11 attacks be the work of outside "terrorists," they were successful in showing the country's weakness and showed that the government structure and people in government need to change, though the methods they used were horrible and did

Her
How did she make a cold hearted bastard start getting poetic and feeling again? I will never know. She made me start playing music, writing and drawing again. She has made me see the me i was hiding from myself. I am her dom but she still holds my heart in those gorgeous little hands. When and how did she steal it? Usually when something is stolen from me i fight to get it back, but i want her to have it. She will always have it. I will always love her.

You're My Best Friend- Queen
I can not say how much I really love this song! Ooh you make me live Whatever this world can give to me It's you you're all i see Ooo you make me live now honey Ooo you make me live Ooh you're the best friend that i ever had I've been with you such a long time You're my sunshine and i want you to know That my feelings are true I really love you Oh you're my best friend Ooo you make me live Ooh i've been wandering round But i still come back to you In rain or shine You've stood by me girl I'm happy at home You're my best friend Ooo you make me live Whenever this world is cruel to me I got you to help me forgive Ooo you make me live now honey Ooo you make me live You're the first one When things turn out bad You know i'll never be lonely You're my only one And i love the things I really love the things that you do You're my best friend Ooo you make me live I'm happy at home You're my best friend Oh you're my best friend Ooo you make me

People Need To Relize One Thing Right Now
i just want it understood just cause im now taken does not in no way mean im gona quit being friends with anyone. most of you i have been friends with for awhile. just cause im taken im not gona stop giving my friends love and attention on this site.

If Tomorrow Never Comes - Garth Brooks
Must be the country bumpkin comin' out in me Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping Shes lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart (chorus) If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That shes my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes cause Ive lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where theres no second chance to tell her how I feel *chorus* So tell that someone that you love Just what y

Fu-luv Bomb Squad Members
Hey Folks Ive noticed this past weekend that there are only a certain few of us that bomb the whole list everyday. We are letting some of our fellow contest members down by not showing our LUV to them daily. If you were in a contest..you as a contestant would appreciate everyones help....remember one day...you may be in a contest and NEED our bombing efforts. We are currently working on a method on how to keep track of who is bombing......who needs the most help...and so forth.....we will let all members know of these changes when they happen. TY

Strange Weird Dream
i was living with my mother back in my old house as usual, and it was being worked on, so we had to spend a week at my grandmothers place. My matthew was with me but in my dream i had a daughter. she was a sweet little thing. i cant go into details because i cant type that much, but it was an upsetting dream. i just wanted to go home. part of the dream, my mom and i were discussing my daughters birthday, realising she never had one but she was only 2 yrs younger than matthew, and he was 10.

Don't Waste Your Heart - Dixie Chicks
Another great song For the life of me I cant believe The youre on your knees beggin please All the pushing away and puttin down Cant you see youre gettin the run around Oh its plain to see youd rescure me From my loneliness so called unhappiness Oh I didnt mean to cause you pain Ive got nothin to lose and nothin to gain And dont waste your heart on a wild thing Shes got a soul that wont settle on one thing Whoa this bird cant sing when youve tied its wings Dont waste your heart on me Its funny how the girls get burned And honey as far as Im concerned The tables have turned And dont waste your heart on a wild thing Shes got a soul that wont settle on one thing Whoa this bird cant sing when youve tied its wings Dont waste your heart on me And Im here to apologize My heart cant compromise

Fall Out Boy - Fame < Infamy
I’m a preacher sweating in the pews For the salvation I’m bringing you I’m a salesman, selling you hooks and plans And myself making demands When I’m home alone I just dance by myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" The kid was alright but it went to his head I am God’s gift, why would he bless me with Such wit without a conscience equipped I’m addicted to the way I feel when I think of you, "There's too much green to feel blue" When I’m home alone I just can’t stop myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" The kid was alright but it went to his head When I’m home alone I just can’t stop myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen I’m alright in bed but I’m better with

Featured Entertainer...from "ghost Lover"
The Featured Entertainer They came. One by one, sometimes in twos or threes, they came and sat in the darkness and waited for her. The burly Latino bouncer, with his arms covered in outlandish Oriental style tattoos, took their money for the cover charge and watched them suspiciously from the front door. The place was small and dark. A few neon signs advertising different beers lit the back wall and a centrally located bar took up the middle of the strip club. The rest was filled with round tables and well worn chairs. Behind the bar was Cherry. Blonde and slim, but at thirty-two years old she was too elderly for the dance floor. She drew beers and poured shots with a weary, exhausted, and bored expression. The main feature of the club was, of course, the stage. The long narrow peninsula of a dance floor protruded from the right wall of the strip joint. It thrust itself out into the club like a mocking rendition of the hard-on that the men would be sporting when she

Woot My 1st
ITS MY 1ST COLLEGE SPRING BREAK WOOT I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN THERE WELL NOW I WANT TO C WAT ITS LIKE I WANT TO BE FUBAR SMASHED LUVED BLAST ANY KIND OF FUN.... LETS SEE IF MY FUBAR SPRING BREAK CAN BE BETTER THEN REAL ITS SO ONNNNNNNN.... SO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! WOOT FUNNNN !!!! Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON@ fubar

Lil Feet
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Life
LIFE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A STRUGGLE FOR ME MOST OF THE TIME ITS BEEN A BAD EXPERIENCE BUT IN THE END I LEARN A LOT OF VERY GOOD LESSONS! NUMBER ONE I NEED TO STOP PUTTING MY HEART ON THE LINE FOR JUST ANY BUDDY BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT MOST OF THE PEOPLE WOULDNT DO THE SAME FOR ME! NUMBER 2 DONT ALWAYS BELIEVE WHAT YOUR HEAR OR WHATS TOLD TO YOU! WHEN IT COMES FROM THE MOUTH OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS OR ACQUITANCES IT COULD BE NON-FICTION(MEANING ITS JUST SAID TO MAKE YOU HAPPY OR FEEL BETTER ABOUT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE)! NUMBER 3 STOP GIVING EVERYONE THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT THE WAY I LIVE YES ITS NOT THE GREATEST YES I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT IVE DONE MY DIRT AND IM DEFINITELY NOT PROUD OF MY ACTIONS SO I DONT JUDGE ANYONE FOR THEIR ACTIONS AND THERE LIFE SO WITH THAT BEING SAID IM TIRED OF LIVING THROUGH THE DAY WHEN PEOPLE (EVEN SOME OF MY OWN FRIENDS IVE CAUGHT) DOING THIS TO ME! WITH ALL HONESTY IT MAKES ME SICK IN MY FUCKING STOMACH! SO IM DONE WITH ALL THE BULLSHIT, DRAMA AND EVERYTHI

My Last Ride.. Wanna Join Me In It?
I'm sorry to say this will be my last bulletin, Things have been a bit tough lately and life is getting shorter and shorter every day, and I want to take time and smell the roses. So, I am going to travel full time with a biker gang to see the country and enjoy life while I still can. Don't worry about me - they all seem like really nice people. Love you!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, a photo of the gang! YEE HAAA!!!!! lmao You think I would leave you all??? NA! Love Ya All To Much!! lol And Besides... I Would Rather Ride With This Gang!! :) Join The Dragon Trains :D The Links Are In My Blogs... Just Click A Link For More Info Join Train 1 Blog Join Train 2 Blog Join Train 3 Blog Join Train 4 Blog Don't Forget 2 Tell Dawn I Sent Ya ;) Fan, Add & Rate Just One Train You Get... A Great Ride ;) lol Pimped Out In Bulletins Fanned, Added, & Rated By Others Joining (over 200 in now) Meet New Friends (Some Very Se

Once You've Loved Somebody- Dixie Chicks
Just because they are somewhat controversally, I love their music & had a chance to see them a few years ago. I've been listening to them alot lately at work. This is one of my favorites. I should go out tonight Get on with my life Break these chains of solitude With a little luck and a little help I might even find myself In the arms of someone new Chorus: Once youve loved somebody It aint that easy to do Once youve loved somebody Like I loved you Look what youve gone and done Youve ruined everything for everyone Who tries to steal this heart away I cant get you off of my mind Ive tried to tell myself a million times A little time is all it takes Repeat chorus I gave you everything that I had to give I dont know if I can go that far again

Thank You Shadow Levelers And Everone That Helped!!!
Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that stopped by to help out in leveling me today!! Most were not even my friends! The Shadow Levelers came at me out of now where!! Thank you all so much!!!!!! Please stop by and show these awesome people some love. If you were one of them and I missed you, please let me know and I will add your link. Please repost! Much love ~That Girl ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar I.B.I .C BlondeRage26@ fubar Sexygranny1967~World Cruise Greeter~Dragon Flyer~Coaster Rider~Pirate~of S*U*P* & Shadow Levelers@ fubar ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~DA PLAYBOY OF DA FU™~FUBAR'S 16TH PROPHET~DA PIMP WITH 31 FU-WIVES"~@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~OWNER OF LILBAMAGIRL@ fubar »♥{KiKi}♥« {{{Shadow Leveler}}}@ fubar Fit To Be Tied!@ fubar ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar Freak@ fubar ღMiss Heartbreakerღ{Club F.A.R.}{Shadow Leveler}

Kiss Alive
I went to the KISS ALIVE concert last night at Magic City Music Hall last night and it was great. KISS ALVIE is a KISS tribute band and they matched the origional so well. If you wernet a die hard kiss fan you really couldnt tlel the difference between them and the origional band. I had such a great time. I was so hyped up watchin them nad listening to them play. My fav kiss member is the demon anyway so I made sure i was really close to him. Since I've been a member of hte kiss army since i was aobu three or four iknew just about every song they sang and Demon noticed. He interacted with em a lot durrin the concert. He even came over to where i was standing and when i smiled he leaned down grinnin and pointint to my teeth grinned and said "vampire nice" it was so cool. I am a major fan of the song "Beth", peter's solo song. When he came forward to sing it I was screaming. When he came up he reached out and touched or held a lot of hte hands held out to him. Mine was one o

My 1st Contest...
OK. I'VE ENTERED MY FIRST CONTEST AND RREALLY NEED ALL OF MY FRIENDS. FAMILY AND FANS TO HELP ME OUT BY COMMENTING ON MY PIC. SHOW A GIRL SUM GOO FU-LOVIN AND DROP NY A LEAVE SOME COMMENTS ON MY PIC.... MUAH!!! THANKIES!!!

Boring And Bummed...again!!
I NEED TO STOP WALLOWING IN BORED STUFF GET INTO MY PIANO SKILLS OR DRUMS AGAIN MAYBE EVEN DRAWING OR BEING A DISC-JOCKEY AGAIN. TALK ABOUT MULTI-TASKING HELL IF I DID IT ALL AT ONCE LIKE PEOPLE HAVING 4 JOBS CAUSE THEY LOVE ALOT OF MONEY BUT 2 TIRED 2 SPEND IT-HEY THATS HOW THEY SAVE IT.

Im In A Contest And Need Comments To Win
hello there, I'm in this auction and i need all your help please help out . Whoever gets the most comments wins so please come show your love and click the link below and comment comment comment..Thanx to all my PPL x0x0x. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1454585&i=1318457738

Rewind,repeat
Everyday I watch you pass by, Your life seems to be so grand. Someday your feet will hit, And where are you gonna land. You think it's all sweet, But you don't know the truth. So simple,so young, You don't know the truth. Lifes struggles get harder, More than you can believe. You have to keep going forward, A game you can't leave. You go sideways, more than you know. I'm kinda wondering how far Before you start to know. Since you we're young, Your mind hasn't aged a bit. You still live in yesterday, Has any of this even hit. Watch your little house on the prarie, And keep your 80's do because thats the way, Everyone remembers you. You need a spark, Something I guess I can't give. But you know as I, This is no way to live. You break my heart, with each passing day. I just wish You could look at yourself, And see things a different way. I'm not the only one, Others see it to. My biggest problem my friend, Is I won't quit loving you.

T.r. Bacon
Deus ImmanensI sometimes wonder that the human mind, In searching for creation's hidden things, Should miss that high intelligence that springs From that which is not seen, but is divined. Does knowing much of nature make us blind To nature's better self? The Greek could see A conscious life in every stream and tree,— Some nymph or god. Our broader faith should find A life divine, whose fine pulsations roll In endless surges through the secret veins Of earth and sky, which hidden still remains Save to the instinct of the reverent soul; Should know that everything, from lowest sod To farthest star, thrills with the life of God.T.R. Bacon

Things I Don't Like
I don't like how you make me weak, when once I was strong I don't like how I love you, when I know you're not the one I try to bury my feelings; hold them all inside Starring up at the ceiling, a tear escapes my eye You make me so confused with actions louder than words It's my emotions being abused... I let myself get hurt The games you play you must enjoy; get some kind of rush So I'll be your little toy 'cause in your heart I'm stuck Help me find my way out and forget about you Cause in my mind there's no doubt... There's nothing left to do !

Auction
WEll yall i am going to be in my 1st auction on here it starts Mon, Mar 10 @ midnight eastern time. It is part of my leveling family The Rate Spankers! I dont have the link as of yet but will soon! So If I have any friends out there come bib on me and own me for 1 month !

Construction On Page
OK everyone....This is just to say that I will continue to add pictures as they become available. Seems I can add 10 with each level, till 11. Please feel free to send me pics you would like posted, and I will save them until room is avaiable. Thank You again for your continued support.

How Much Do You See God In His Creation?
Have I looked at the sun shining in the skies, or the moon walking down its silver pathway, and been secretly enticed to worship them? If so, I should be punished by the judges, for it would mean I had denied the God of heaven. Job 31:

More Poetry
I Was Reminded As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with de

Hidden Heart
HIDDEN HEART From the first day we held hands, to the last day we said goodbye, i'll never forget those momets, i'll never forget those times. No matter how bad you hurt me, I stood by you, no matter how much you lied, I said they were the truth. I wish I never knew you, I wish all what happened wasn't true. But it is and i did. Sometimes I think what life would be like, if I had my whole heart, if i never told you how much i cared. it's hard to imagane, how simple my life was before, knowing you.

Poetry
COME TALK TO ME Come talk to me and tell me that my fears will not come true. Rekindle the love that we once had and tell me that I should no longer be blue and that my darkest dream will never haunt my thoughts and the tears that drain my soul of its will may be gone forevermore. Come talk to me and tell me that everything will be all right. Tell me that you love me and nothing will hurt me for the rest of my life and that your humor and laughter will hold me above the strife and humiliation of life's cruel jokes and my soul will be healed by your touch. Come talk to me and tell me that there is still hope for me. Tell me that my world will right itself and I will be placed in the highest esteem that one could be placed in and I will overcome this hardship that I face and you will be by my side for ever and we will always be together. Come talk to me and give me a reason to go through this hell. Tell me that life is worth every hardship you go through and that

Auction Results
Well the auction is over and I did a lot better this go around! The problem is...I don't want to own anyone especially after I had to withdraw. I do however enjoy giving things to people I like! What I would really like to see is you guys rate each others stuff and Drews. Those to be rated would be: DREW Sweet Turtle Natural Witch Jay Shockey If anyone doesn't want to do this just let me know and I shall "OWN ya!". I will deliver your bids tomorrow...hope you had fun.. xoxo

Inner Defiance
INNER DEFIANCE These mental games you like to play will be your downfall your heart is sealed with a sheet of ice one day you'll awaken to find self hate for all the things you've initiated your world will crumble and so will you all your lies and empty promises will be all you have to hold to I wash my hands clean of you I wash you away I hope what you had stays tattooed in your heart forever and I hope you never forget forever will you lose this game you play

Obedience: The Key To God's Heart -- Matthew 12:1-7
Obedience: The Key to God's Heart -- Matthew 12:1-7 You may be familiar with the phrase "holding the key to someone's heart." It means we know what will make someone else happy, and we do those things because we want him or her to feel loved. Believers hold the key to God's heart. If we want to please Him and show Him our love, we will be obedient to all He commands. The most important principle for living is submission to God's will. Every other discipline of the Christian life--whether it's worship, devotion, good works, or humility--springs out of obedience. For this reason, Scripture tells us in Hosea 6:6 to love loyalty more than sacrifice. We can't live successfully before God without obeying Him. Some Christians get caught up in doing everything "by the book," thinking their spiritual actions will prove how faithful they are. They follow all the rules, frown upon those who don't, and feel very pleased with themselves for making it so easy for the Lord to love them.

Wow Wee What A Bitch
so a chick writes an mumm husband vs bf and there are alot of people calling her a slut and stuff (me also) so a write to her telling to act age blah blsh. anyways she write me back calling stuff and saying it was a joke...what would her husband say if he found what she wrote. maybe dump her silly white ass. even though it was fake.28 years old and you talk like that just to get points..wow wee what has the world come to?it makes me laugh so hard that i cried..i guess this is ome of the reasons that i dont like girls..grow up and act your fuckn age...she sounded like a 14 year old girl.. i hope her kids dont end up like her....

Just Me Ranting
Why and not just why but how? I write alot of dark stuff about my emotions, I like to think I'm actually a good person and someday I'll come across a woman who thinks that. but this isn't what this blog is about. I'm asking why do people think emotions are just things to toy with and be careless with. How can people lie to others or just plain hide the truth when they know that they care? Recently I have had a few friends that have been messed with emotionaly and I dont understand why or how someone can do this. who do these people think they are to lead people on. Do they do it for the fun? Are they that low and self centered they don't care what they do to others? I've had this kind of thing done to me and these people I'm talking about are great people honest caring people that didn't deserve to have their emotions toyed with. not sure if this makes sence to anyone but just thought I'd throw this in -- Smoking guns and smoking mirrors Taken together and lumpe

Your Age By Eating Out
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read . This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1758... If you haven't, add 1757. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number. ( I.e., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE ! ------ (Oh YES, it is!) THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2008) IT WILL EVER WORK

Beer Vs Vagina
BEER VS. VAGINA: 1. Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may puke. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any p***y in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of bee

Finnegan The Squirrel
This was sent to me in an Email and I thought I should share it.. Debby Cantlon, who plans to release Finnegan, the young squirrel, back into the wild, bottle-fed the infant squirrel after it was brought to her house. When Cantlon took in the tiny creature and began caring for him, she found herself with an unlikely nurse's aide: her pregnant Papillion, Mademoiselle Giselle. Finnegan was resting in a nest in a cage just days before Giselle was due to deliver her puppies. Cantlon and her husband watched as the dog dragged the squirrel's cage twice to her own bedside before she gave birth. Cantlon was concerned, yet ultimately decided to allow the squirrel out and the inter-species bonding began. Finnegan rides a puppy mosh pit of sorts, burrowing in for warmth after feeding, eventually working his way beneath his new litter mates. Two days after giving birth, mama dog Giselle allowed Finnegan to nurse; family photos and a videotape show her encouraging

Great Things
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you. 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS. 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (e

Mind Fuck
Mindfuck I think of him often. Sometimes snatches of visions. Seeing his hands on my knees, running up the length of my thighs, parting my legs. He grins at me knowingly when he does this. I grin back in much the same fashion. Other times the thoughts are more in depth. Entire scenes playing out from beginning to end, dialog running. There is a familiarity amongst our movements in these times. As if we've known each other forever and our tics are well worn on one another. A hand and a glove, fitting together as if there were no other place that we belonged. Sometimes I can almost feel his touch when my mind is working out these mental snapshots. A warmth at the back of my neck as he rests his hand upon it, us walking along side each other. I feel his weight as I wrap my arm around his waist and we stride in tandem. Once I pictured him asking me what time it was. I never answered and he never questioned again. It was simply a statement to make. A bizarre rhetorical qu

Drinking From My Saucer
DRINKING FROM MY SAUCER I've never made a fortune, and it's probably too late now. But I don't worry about that much, I'm happy anyhow. And as I go along life's way, I'm reaping better than I sowed. I'm drinking from my saucer, 'Cause my cup has overflowed. Haven't got a lot of riches, and sometimes the going's tough. But I've got loving ones around me, and that makes me rich enough. I thank God for his blessings, and the mercies He's bestowed. I'm drinking from my saucer, 'cause my cup has overflowed. Oh, remember times when things went wrong, My faith wore somewhat thin. But all at once the dark clouds broke, and sun peeped through again. So Lord, help me not to gripe, about the tough rows that I've hoed. I'm drinking from my saucer, "Cause my cup has overflowed. If God gives me strength and courage, When the way grows steep and rough. I'll not ask for other blessings, I'm already blessed enough. And may I neve

Help A Friend!
Hey, I need some help. A friend/coworker of mine is working on her master's thesis and needs some people unaffiliated with the space program to weigh in. So Please fill this out, it's pretty short and will only take a minute of your time. Thank you!!! I appreciate it! Please help me with my thesis! Body: Hi everyone: For my graduate capstone project (Masters thesis), I have chosen to conduct a research study on the current level of public support for and interest in the future exploration initiatives of sending man back to the Moon and to the planet Mars. The responses that you provide to the attached survey will be used to determine the level of support and interest of the average American. Please take a few moments to share your opinions and attitudes. Responses submitted on the survey will be completely confidential. Findings will be released as analyzed data or as summaries, and individual answers will not be identified or traceable. I appreciate you taking the t

Frank
Disclaimer: When I write this stuff, I'm just trying to get the important things down. I'm not worrying too terribly much about description or transitions. I'm concentrating on getting the plot and some character development down. Seeing as how I have writing ADD, I only have the very beginning down. I have written out a general idea of how the plot will progress, but that is omitted for now. Any and all feedback, positive or negative, is greatly appreciated. “I know you’re probably against the idea, but at least consider it.” “You’re starting a revolution. I’m not going to destroy my nation.” “It’s not a revolution.” “You’re changing the government.” “No, I’m making a new nation.” “But you’ll still be taking the land.” “Frank, it’s just dirt.” “It’s dirt that people shed their blood for.” “Theirs and the blood of others, but look at how this dirt is being used.” “The ideals of our country are what matters.” “You know those are gone with the wind.” “I refuse to beli

George W. Bush's Resignation Speech
If Bush resigned today, this is what his speech would be..... Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans", not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution, let me assure you: There's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this office. The reason I'm quitting is simple. I'm fed up with you people. I'm fed up because you have no understanding of what's really going on in the world. Or of what's going on in this once-great nation of ours. And the majority of you are too damned lazy to do your homework and figure it out. Let's start local. You've been sold a bill of goods by politicians and the news media. Polls show that th

Too Late.
...Too late. Fight that starts without a punch and ends without a word leaves silence in a room. The drunk obsession where I burned the marks are spreading. Still the carpet stained and the mantel empty like the memory shattered. On the wall the family picture like the clock and unburned candles broken left alone, like me, but I don't mind at least not yet. So tell me how I'm not supposed to talk myself to sleep again...It's not healthy but it's mine. Dancing staring without moving, taunting time on steps I refuse to climb because the landing above wasn't built for me. I think, but if the house is empty maybe stairs are what I need. But not today and not tonight I'll ask again tomorrow. Lying here can calm me if I wait, and if I wait I'll find myself...It's not healthy but it's mine. Absent focus as I've said some people hear and I keep saying. Yet it doesn't ever hide the broken lines that shake beneath me. Does it hurt them when I jum

A Bouquet Of Word
Before I paste this one, I'll give a little background. Being the social networking whore that I am, I'm on several sites including one called Netlog. Also being the nerd/loser that I sometimes am, I met an amazingly beautiful, witty, and very interesting girl named Liz. She went to school about 20 minutes or so away, and for three or four weeks, we tried to meet up somewhere and chill. Many things got in the way, and right before we were going to meet for sure, she told me that she had just gotten a boyfriend. So here's to remembering wonderful times of courtship and flirtation. A Bouquet of Word You look quite lovely this fine October day And I just might be so very bold to say That all things good your face does portray Such beauty as shown when the trees sway And that same shown when kind creatures play When we speak, no troubles on my heart weigh But I will admit it sometimes does go astray Leaping to you without the slightest delay Hoping you will accept

Booze
MyHotCommentsHave a blessed week every one,dont do anything I would not do. To all my fubar family and friends,sorry I have not been around much lately,but that does not mean I have forgotten you,just been dealing with a lot to all I thought this was cute God bless Lisa

Jjust Under 3 Weeks Til Moving
Well lets see, house is sold, 75% of house is packed actually probably more than that. Final moving sale is set for the weekend b4 I move 4 more days of fun(yeah right!). I found a place to move to in Oklahoma, its only a 1 bedroom but daughter says the bedrooms are big so am going to have to take her word for it cause she's there I'm here. Its within my budget big time will be able to save for trips and pay off some bills. I am HOPING now that everything is set that I'm going to be able to come up with the money to rent the truck. I'll be back online starting tomorrow afternoon on a regular basis and back to DJ'ing YAY!!!! One small setback hubby and I didn't have the $350 to file the divorce so NOW I have to wait 7 mo because I have to live in Oklahoma for 6 mo before I can file. Love you all

Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You
soooo....we aren't dating material but we'll still be really good friends. uh huh... sure. So you come bring me my dvd with your new girl in the car. That's realllllll fucking nice. Mother fucker. I can't decide weather I'm just REALLY fucking pissed off at you or if I'm just really hurt. Either way, I now want nothing to do with you. You fucking bastard. All I ever did was try to be your fucking friend...apparently I'm not good enough for that. so FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MOTHER FUCKER! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! By the way, your new girl friend is fucking ugly. So have fun with the fucking ugly bitch. Fuck you.... oh and in case you didn't get the point, FUCK YOU!

60 Things You Didn't Know About Me...and Probably Could Care Less
1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? both of my motorycycle helmets...never know when i'll see a hot biker needed a passenger!!! 2. When was the last time you threw up? been a while...several months...too much tequila 3. What's your favorite word or phrase? whatever 4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? jason, bishop and me 5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? sleeping 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? sneezing my damn head off 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? yep 9. What is the last thing you said aloud? why are you laying in here? (to my cat) 10. What is the best ice cream flavor? plain ole vanila 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? sprite 12. What are you wearing right now? ms state t shirt and pajama bottoms 13. What was the last thing you ate? nabs 14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? nope...i was given lots of hand me downs...which are new clothes to me 15. When wa

Vip-blast Contest
Just a reminder to folks. Today @ 8EST/5PST starts my contest. It's from sunday to wednesday this week, ends wednesday 8EST/5PST. The contest is for the first person to reach 8k comments by the end time, will win either a 7 day blast or a 1 month VIP. Winners choice. Not to late to enter. Email me if interested. Good luck to all! http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896545

My Son Has Passed Away!!!
This is Layla's friend Carla, she found out Sunday her oldest son passed away Sunday morning!! Please pray for her and her family in their time of need! Thank you all, may God Bless you and keep you safe. Witchy Woman imikimi - Customize Your World

Strong Woman Vs. A Woman Of Strength
Strong Woman vs. a Woman of Strength A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape... but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape... A strong woman isn't afraid of anything... but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear... A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her... but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone... A strong woman walks sure footedly... but a woman of strength knows God will catch her if she falls... A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face... but a woman of strength wears grace... A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey... but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong... To All The Ladies Out There There comes a time in every woman's life when she has to take a close look at herself. Not at her circumstance, not at what she did, not how unfair life is, or at who made you do it

Being Kind.............
~~ Kindness~~ Current mood: thoughtful Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and l

Description ~ Creative Exercise For Expository Writing
My next Major paper due Descriptive writing Help proof read... Any added descriptions or revising is welcomed. Blue Ridge Bliss High in the mountains of North Carolina, snaking through the peaks and valleys, lay the Blue Ridge Parkway. The entire area is a picturesque landscape with varying features that are unique to the region. I ran around the mountains during my childhood; this was my playground. I have many fond memories of playing around them. They have contributed to my perception of nature, and the world around me. One of my favorite spots is Deer Field Lookout, off the parkway. The overlook has an amazing view on a clear day. Some claim that you can see three states from its perch. Today, at Deer Field Lookout, it is mild and partly cloudy. The sun resides behind the mountain, only partially blocked by the peak. Sheer, shaded granite cliff faces loom boldly over me and the forest valley below, casting long shadows across the terrain. Peering out over t

A Little About Me
well, I guess its about time for Me to do this, Even tho I hate doing them, I am a simple Man with simple views, I love life and All that comes with it, I am on a never ending Journey to Inner Peace and Spiritual Enlightenment !!!!!! I live in a Quiet town, where people let me be who I am, Yes I do Work,its not the best Job in the world, but it pays the bills and then some, 11 more years to retirement, lol , all My basic interests can be found on my profile so I wont go into those details. I am Basically Your normal human Male Animal, I know things That I shouldnt , and dont know some things that I should , well Ive bored You long enuff, Time to move on, More to come Later, Peace

Is This A Real Person Or What?
ok i just got this message on here in my email and well i just love the spelling and the way its set up as in the way they worded it. its to funny. read and have a good laugh at this girl Hi, How are you doing today ?Hope you are doing Pretty cool today..i love what i read on ur page and i believe you are a perfect being, God must have done a perfect and tidious job in molding you a masterpiece, you indeed the cynoture of my eye, so beautiful and elegant. my mind tells me that it must have taken the almighty much time to create you. I am looking for a serious cordial relationship with passion for whom will help me just the way i have been praying for, who does not only have love for material thing, but sincere and objective in life pls try and get back to me. I am a honest single and serious minded woman, above all things i love honensty and sincerity man to spend my life with and also god fearing man.I am objective and cool. I am 5ft 6inch tall with averagly stacture , easy

Alcohol
A-Z With a TwistTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this alcoholic survey A- Are you 21 or older? Yep B- Beer of choice? I prefer a flavored beer..like any flavors dark Samual Adams C- Do you like Champagne? It's ok..but I'm a beer/hard alcohol person D- Do you Drive Drunk? Hells NO! E- Ever do a flaming shot? Yep.:) F- Do you own a flask? I drink Jack..take a guess! LOL :) G- Got caught drinking underage? Nope H- Ever get a Hangover? One wicked head ache I- Is 21 too young for a drinking age? YES! J- Jager Bombs are: Ok K- Ever kiss someone while drunk? Yep..but they where my boyfriend..no strangers L- Last alcoholic beverage? Jack adn Coke baby.:) M- Ever drink with your Mom? Yep N- Drinking advise...Never: Drive drunk or drink yourself stupid O- Open beer bottles on your own? Yep P- Ever puke after drinking? Once b/c I was stupid Q- Is AA for Quitters? No AA is for people how have a problem. For those that can't just have one drink. R- Know someone who when to Rehab? Yep S-

The Art Of Being
Oh, the brilliance of a lazy Sunday. We are reminded on such warm and fuzzy days the value of just being. The act of "being" rather than doing or planning to do. It is that one day a week that is overlooked by the average American, caught up in the get-stuff-done mentality. "After laundry, I need to clean out the cat box and make sure that the sitting room is presentable for later when we watch a movie.. Oh, crap, I forgot to get the movie. Make sure the doors are locked and while I'm out, I need gas, yes, mustn't forget gas... " and ON and ON and ON. Shocking how the act of just being is lost art, a lost discipline. To be fully present in the moment, rather than thinking on a dozen other things for a later date... that has great value. It allows a person to appreciate the present, as is the desired goal for all present moments. Its a lost art indeed. Go and sit. If you're with someone, be fully there, with them, not thinking about the laundry or work tomorrow. If

Strip Away Stress And Reap The, Ahem, Benefits.
This is an article in the latest Men's Health Magazine which I found interesting and wanted to share. Works for women too! http://www.menshealth.com/cda/article.do?site=MensHealth&channel=health&category=stress.management&c..9e07133b2ace7110VgnVCM10000013281eac____&page=3 The Stressor: You've seen your friends' marriages, and worry that you'll end up with the wrong person. Beat that stress: Ask yourself a few essential questions. Are you attracted to her? Do you play well together? Is she unselfish? Does she treat people well and talk positively about past relationships? Does she recognize her family's shortcomings and take corrective steps? Is she respectful of you? Does she share the soap in the shower? If you have a string of positive answers, you have a fun, responsible, thoughtful person at your side, says John Van Epp, Ph.D., a clinical counselor based in Medina, Ohio, and the author of How to Avoid Marrying a Jerk. That probably qualifies her as a keeper. The Stress

New Resturant In Psl
New resturant is opening up in PSL, should be open tomarrow !!! Doug & Tinas Steak & Seafood! 529 NW Prima Vista blvd. PSL Right before Bayshore. Went last night for the Friends and Family dinner, and it was soooo good.. Food was devine! You have to try the clams, and the filet mignon.. P.S. My aunt is one of the managers, so go show some luv, and eat some good food!

Blast
Hey I'm in a giveaway and need 15000 comments to win a 7 day blast which I would love and would consider a birthday gift since my birthday is on the 25th of this month So if you have the time please stop by and drop some comments on the pic it will be greatly appreciated thank you

Dj Ghost Is Partying It Up Come On By
HEY EVERYONE DJ GHOST IS MAKING HIS DEBUT TONIGHT AT MYSTIC DARK ANGELS LOUNGE COME ON BY AND CHECK HIM AND THE LOUNGE. YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT TIME AND GREAT CONVERSATION. SO LET'S SUPPORT ME LOL YEA I MADE THE BLOG. LOL SO COME ON OVER AND RELAX.JUST COPY AND PASTE THE LINK BELOW AND COME ON OVER AND SUPPORT THE GHOST RIDER. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54397# Fire My Words

Worn Out From Weekend
It has been a very busy weekend. Shopping, going out to dinner, going over to a friends house for drinks, more running around today, laundry, cleaning and baking a batch of chocolate peanut-butter cups cookies today! Damn, it is only 4pm and I am worn out. I feel like I got a lot accomplished this weekend. Trying to get things done since we won't be home next weekend. My son took his motorcycle out to the local track and blew up his top half of his motor! Good thing he has a friend that is going to fix it for him for little cost! He tends to ride it a couple of times and then bam! It's broken. very frustrating. Peter was doing some pruning out in the backyard today because it is another beautiful day here and he was reaching to pull a vine that is growing wild and he fell off of the latter! I didn't see this or hear it as I was listening to music while I was making my cookies. He came in with this look on his face. He was in a lot of pain. I guess his elbow saved his

Just Stop Breathing
You Walk By - I Hold My Breath. I’m Wishing For... Your Painful Death. You Say, “I Miss You.” When I Walk By, You Say When You See Me You Start To Cry. I Don’t Care. I Really Do Not. I Really Hate You. I Do A Lot. You Never Deserved Me. Why Are You Here? Put On Earth - Now It’s All Clear. Just Drop Dead. Go Ahead. It’s A Cinch. I’ll Be Watching. I Won’t Even Flinch. I Hope You Know Everything I Said Was A Lie. The Truth Is I Hope You Die. You Don’t Deserve To Be Here. You’re A Waste Of Skin. I Guess The Truth Is... We Can’t All Win. But I Vow To Live To See You Die. I Question Why You’re Still Alive. You Worthless, Hopeless, Stupid Girl! Your Ugly Face Makes Me Want To Hurl. So Do Me A Favor And Die In Your Sleep, After You’re All Snuggled In In You’re Sheets. You’ll Die - You’re Life Will Be Through When I Come In And Strangle You. Give Me A Reason That You Should Stay Alive. You Should Struggle To Survive. I Hate You - The Skin You’re In, I Hate You More Than

Every One Counts
I know a lot of you don't like comment bombing contests, and that's fine...If you could PLS take 1 minute of your time and pls just go rate my pic...Rating my pic is as good as making 5 comments, and every rate & comment helps me out tremendously...So I will ask one more time to pls take a second of your time and rate or comment my pic...Thank you all in advance, much love...Tina Click me to get there...

What Is Going On?
All i have to say is that i love this site. myfriend emailed me a link i singed me and my boyfriend up and i just cant seem to get off the computer now.. i love this place. i am still tryn to figure a few things out like how to make points and stuff like that but i think i am getting the hang of things. A little bit about me. i am 22 and my birthday is on january 1 1986. i have no kids but i have a ton of nefphews and i love them all. i have been dating someone for about three months now and we are very much in love and i hope that it stays like that. i just moved to a big house with my best friend and her man and her kids. they are like my second family but in reality they are my first. i love them so much.. she has helped me when noone else has.. so has my sister she has taken me in when noone else would. i love everyone that is in my life right now even thoughs who i cant stand sometimes(you know who you are and you know i still love ya) well thats it for now talk to

Sorting Out Stuff In My Head
I hate drama. Most of you know I try to stay out of it. And yet, friends fighting each other try to get me to take their side. I'm not naming names. I don't do that. But people, FOR PETE'S SAKES, if it doesn't involve me, and nobody is CLEARLY WRONG, PLEASE, KEEP ME OUT OF IT! I am NOT going to take one side or the other because I don't wanna hurt the other side, I wanna remain friends with ALL! I do make exceptions. If one party is BLATANTLY wrong, I WILL go to war for the other side! That's happened recently. And I will continue to go to war for anyone I feel needs it! No matter what! I love my fu-wifey...just sayin'. I love playing music! I have had plenty of chances to do that this week! I covered I don't know HOW many shifts, and I still could do more! But, better that I take a back seat sometimes...don't wanna get burnout! Alright I think my brain is empty so I'm gonna go...ttyml!(to steal a saying from fellow DJ Devine, it means talk to you more later) :)

Pampered Chef
I am going to begin selling pampered chef. Legitimately. So that being said would any of my friends be interested in purchasing anything once I get it going? Iwillbe making it available online. Yes I can cook, and I know how to use the stuff. Just looking for some feedback. Please comment one way or another?

Mad As Hell
I am a very pissed of wife..Cause he sorry ass left me and i have no idea why he left me at all and that hurts even more than him telling me he was leaving..but i am trying to get over him leaving it is just so hard to do after 5 years of marriage and almost 8 years being together.. and look who is the child that leaves without saying a word it is not me it is him....

Night Into Day
Night into Day The roads are quiet As the night descends Walking along the street As each light passes overhead The darkness reclaims the day As its own, a world different From day. The memories, the dreams Are always vivid like stars In the night. Listen , Look, Wondering Where have the sounds gone Deserted like the grains of sand Gathering at the edge of town. Walking , running, where will it lead Hours and minutes pass by Thoughts and Ideas constant in my head. Leading me one way then another Like a maze in life as it is in dreams. The first rays of light appear The sun our savior from the darkness Another day begins As the night disappears…………………..

Watching The Day
WATCHING THE DAY The sun begins to rise As the moon drifts down Towards the sea Submerged for a day Ready to begin another night The rays begin to warm the day Touching and caressing Easing over the ground, the trees The buildings brace for the heat That will begin the day ahead People emerge from the slumber of the moon To begin a day with the sun The streets are slowly filling Cars gaining momentum, Buses stopping and starting People walking to and fro The working day begins with pace As the sun heats, the traffic quickens The pulse of the city has awoken Gambling on a day is a common ritual Watching from my window The day passes slowly But for those below the day may never end.

Walking Into The Night
WALKING INTO THE NIGHT Silence has fallen across the night Nothing stirs as the darkness falls My heart beat is all I hear Thoughts thinking, pushing the limits Lights over head as I pass The odd sound escaping from the darkness. A light comes from the darkness First white, then red as they float along the road Drifting away, further and further never turning back Escaping into the night to look for the daylight. Walking, stumbling never know what is ahead Surfaces changing only seeing briefly Disappearing as soon as they appear De ja vu has begun, have I been here before. Time has no effect, as I wonder aimlessly From light to light, further apart Brushing up against things, jumping These feelings are strange, but exciting. Feeling and wondering is this like being blind Senses all alive, tingling, excitement, fear Flowing throughout my body, control is the key. Minutes, hours maybe even days pass Darkness seems to never end In the distance, shadow

Newest Update
Okay all here is the newest update about my working. I currently have a full time job that has me working either early mornings to mid afternoon or mid afternoon till late at night. With the spare time I have between my working shifts each day, I try to spend with my family here, more so with my daughter thou. I will try to be online when I can if I am not to tired or in too much pain.

Alone
Alone Walking beside u With the sky above A smile drifts slowly across your lips. As you walk alone I will be your shadow. I have lost my self Within your heart Knowing my thoughts And dreams are of you. The clouds of sadness Fall apon me as I see u walk Not knowing if your heart Belongs to another. I watch from the darkness Wondering if the day will come. When my wondering soul Will come to you as one. Night and day drift into one Time passes by Like a heart beat in life. I listen to your voice As if a million miles away, Your smile, your eyes Bring back memories of Time gone by. Alone I sit in this darkness Thinking and wondering ALONE……

Come And Own Me!!!
COME BID ON ME!!!!!! COME AND BID ON ME. I AM GOING TO BE CLOSING IT SOON. THIS IS A FUBUCKS/CASH AUCTION. RIGHT NOW THE BID IS 7 Day Blast, Ticker pack & Bling pack! THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING! Pic rates 11's up to 500 pics Rate stash up to 500 Daily profile comments for a month Rate 100 pics 10's of 1 friend of your choice a week for a month (same friend or 4 different friends) 100 comments per day on your choice of contest/giveaway for a month gifts twice a week for a month Bulletin pimpout weekly for a month If bids get past 500k or get a cash(blast,VIP,etc) bid I will add the following... I will add Owned by__________ in my name, #1 friend for a month, keep you buzzed for a month, SFW salute,rate pictures and stash up to 1000 each, add to Yahoo messenger, and bump up gifts to daily.(also, FYI, my VIP ends in april sometime, I will give you my 11's on pics every day until my VIP ends)

Give-a-way Contest
Just a reminder to folks. Today @ 8EST/5PST starts my contest. It's from sunday to wednesday this week, ends wednesday 8EST/5PST. The contest is for the first person to reach 8k comments by the end time, will win either a 7 day blast or a 1 month VIP. Winners choice. Not to late to enter. Email me if interested. Good luck to all! http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896545

43k+ Points In 1 Hour Thanks To....
43K+ POINTS IN ONE HOUR!!!! THIS PIMP OUT IS TO THANK THESE FRIENDS WHO STOPPED WHAT THEY WERE DOING AND CAME TO HELP ME BY RATING PHOTOS/STASH LIKE CRAZY AND IN ONE HOUR(LITERALLY!!! 60 MINUTES EXACTLY FROM WHEN I POSTED A MUMM ASKING FOR HELP!!!) HELPED ME GET THE 43K+ POINTS I NEEDED TO LEVEL UP!!! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO'S HELPED ME OVER THE PAST FEW DAYS AS WELL I AM OVERWHELMED BY HOW MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAVE HELPED ME YOU ALL ROCK!!!! GO F/R/A THEM AND RATE THEIR PHOTOS/STASH TO HELP ME TELL THEM THANK YOU!!! '1969' NO ADD TILL I KNOW U HAVE READ MY PROFILE, NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!!@ fubar "INFARRED"~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~@ fubar KELLY 1969(MEMBER OF THE SHINNING STARS)@ fubar April Marie *RL-GF of Meg *FU-GF of Milfsweetie*Owned by chrishack1269* *Fu-Bombers@ fubar *~Shadow Princess~*Hossam's Fubar Wife~*@ fubar Freak@ fubar ¿~ÐÁVIÐ HÊÁÐ ÊÑFØRÇÊR@ÐÊ£IGHT§&ÊÑFØRÇÊR 4Ç£Úß ~ØÇTÁÑÊ~¿@ fubar Mysticfairy

Life In General
Sometimes I get ahead of myself,but that is cause I get so excited about something and don't sit back and just take it all in and then analyze everything in a whole. I do miss some things in my life; such as a relationship - it's hard not to think about it at times when you meet someone. You always wonder; WHAT IF. As I said earlier, I learned a valuable lesson earlier an yeah it may have caused me to lose something,but then again,it's something that I learned from one of my mistakes. I'm sorry, if this bores you, but I have to get this outta my head while I am thinking about it. another entry into my online journal

Nihilism And Me.
Nihilism and me Current mood: tired Nihilism. Nihilistic. Nihilist. What does Nihilism mean to me? Rik L. Rik of the 80s band F-Word said it best when he sang "We we Can can Do do What what We we Wanna Do/If they do not like it we'll just say fuck you!" (F-word-Do The Nihil). That pretty much sums it up for me. Spiritually? Well there is a Zen like beauty in not giving a fuck, and like an enlightened Buddhist striving for Nirvana, achieving the ultimate state of not-giving-a-fuck takes years of meditation, practice and drugs. Lots and lots of drugs. A Nihilist believes that there is no right or wrong. Taking path A is no better or worse ethically, than taking path B. No matter what you do either action is going to bring either positive or negative consequences sometimes both. Therefore, in the big picture, morality is meaningless. Doing the right thing is an exercise in futility. The thing to do is to do the BEST thing. Whats best for you and the people around you. We all end

Jurassic Cock
I think about cock a lot. And sometimes I think about science. So it's only natural that, from time to time, I think about dinosaur penises. Fortunately, I'm not alone. Olivia Judson, an evolutionary biologist, shares this fascination, and she wrote a lovely article for the NY Times on it. Judson gives some background on penises, generally, and then speculates whether dinosaurs had penises: The reason we don’t know whether T. rex had [a penis] is that the organ is generally too soft to leave a fossil trace. [...] Moreover, whether a male has a penis at all varies from one group to the next. Male salamanders, for instance, don’t: they deposit sperm on the ground and the female collects it. Among birds, penises are rare: ostriches, emus, ducks, geese and swans are among the few. The rest just have a cloaca — an all-purpose opening also used for urination, defecation and, in the female, laying eggs. To copulate, two birds bring their cloacae together in what’s called a clo

Im Soo Done =]
ive dated military, cowboys, rednecks, punk kids, and skin heads.... and severals combos of all of those.... and i just cant be fucking happy... just thought that id share that DEVIN removed me from his friends list on myspace and changed his status to in a relationship... obviously its not with me if he deleted me... FUCK YOU =] kthxbai

What A Loser He Turned Out To Be...
"What a Loser He Turned Out to Be..." . If only I was able to collect some monetary fee every time I had to hear that line. Hell, I'd be charging myself just as much as I would my friends. The thing that's most interesting about that statement is that he didn't "turn out" to be a loser. He always was one. We just didn't see it until reality was slapping us in the face. For whatever reason, when we meet someone new, there is a delicious sense of novelty swirling in the air around them. Or maybe it's those alcohol fumes. At any rate, we end up light headed and don't see the signs in front of us. We wax over obvious details. We build his image up in our minds into something that doesn't even resemble the person in front of us. If it's anyone's fault that he "turns out" to be a loser.... it's ours. The same could be said about how men are with women. As long as she is attractive enough and deems you worthy enough to fuck, you'll overlook just about anything

What My Name Means
What Elsie Means You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very lo

Just Moved Out Of My Old Place
just wanted to let all my fubar friends know I will be without the internet for a few days caused I just moved. I have to wait for about 4 or 5 days before they can come set me up at my new place. Until then, you all have fun. I will be back shortly.

The Year That I Was Born
In 1954 (the year you were born) Dwight Eisenhower is president of the US Nautilus, the first atomic powered submarine, launches Senator Joseph McCarthy begins leading televised hearings into alleged Communist influence in the Army Roger Bannister, a 25 year old from England, breaks the 4 minute mile with a time of 3:59 Supreme Court rules unanimously that racial segregation in public schools is unconstitutional Hurricane "Carol" hits the Long Island - New England area killing 60 and injuring 1000 Senate condemns Joseph McCarthy for contempt of a Senate elections subcommittee during his Army investigation hearings Playboy magazine issue features Margie Harrison, the first playmate Howard Stern, Oprah Winfrey, Christie Brinkley, John Travolta, and Jerry Seinfeld are born New York Giants win the World Series Cleveland Browns win the NFL championship Detroit Red Wings win the Stanley Cup Lord of the Flies by William G. Golding is published W

I Am #1.... Lmao
PROFILEFLIRTS.COM · crystaldain rated your photo a '1'! Feel the love?? Second time this week one of my pics was rated a 1. What to do? Walk away and laugh. No visiting their page and returning their "love". PROFILEFLIRTS.COM maybe they were thinking.......... PROFILEFLIRTS.COM I don't care. Have a great day all! And in case you have forgotten: I am offering: rate pics and stash during hh,sfw salute pic, added to family/top friends,owned by you in name, if VIP is bought will be owned by you as long as it lasts and would rate you w/11's,will drop your link in Mumms Would add more if I think of it, or am tempted. lol And one of my favoritest songs ever~

Bombing...... To Help Obiwan Win!
For the Terminaters....Please, read!!!!!! Our leader, ~Obiwan ~The Watcher, has entered this contest to win a Happy Hour, a 1-year VIP, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! Most of you know about this, but I am refreshing everyone's memory. The sooner this gets done, the sooner we as a family can move on to other things. Come on everyone, let's get this done! Click on the pic to go to the page! Thanks, Rebel'sAngel

Angel Sayings!!
Angel Sayings The sound of an angel's voice can unlock your hidden feelings. Angels are the gatekeepers to the soul. The warmth of an angel's light can comfort and illuminate the whole world. When a child is born the Angels sing. Don't drive faster than your Guardian Angel can fly. While we are sleeping, angels have conversations with our souls. Angels paint with sound and sing with color. Sometimes your best friend is actually a guardian angel in disguise. Smiles are the next best thing to halos. Angels occupy the loveliest corners of our thoughts. Angels don't run away from life, they fly towards it. If you seek an angel with an open heart, you shall always find one

Empty Shell
This is my last letter....I have lost the fight.. Empty Shell There is a place inside, Once was hidden now I can not hide. Life's a twisted mess, It soon will come to an end, and this I must confess. Heart is in disaray, Hope for a caring heart is all that I can say. This once life filled soul, Is now an empty shell. The hope for a sense of peace, All this hurt, anger, and sadness, I must release. It consumes my every thought, This battle I once faught. The heart I knew had exist, It is those who truly cared them I will miss. My nieces and Nephews I love you so, But Aunt Ladybug has to go. Please think of me along life's road, Know forever you are, and forever will be a part of my soul. To my precious boys your love gave me strength to fight each day. You helped me to believe in life, and you loved me I don't know why... I think of you I miss you, god do I cry. You were my soul, you helped me grow, But Tabatha has to go. I leave you now as a empty shell,

New Work
I just finish setting up some work on http//r_dot_yuwie_dot_com/mfusion I can't post the address on here the way it looks so I had to spell it out. Anyways if you do it right it will take you to the site and will add you as my friend automatically. its just another place you can find me at. You can also link straight from my website if its easier. Thank you for the support everyone. =)

Demons Within
There are demons we bring to life. Some even love them , they were the beast that helped us cope in the short run. They were our drug of choice...whatever it be. But they also helped destroy our future. They became crutches that replaced the Soul in all. Because of them there was no reason , no love or true courage. The living force within us suffered a little because of the demons. However........... The Soul lives on. And it's Not easy to control these demons Often it takes the hardest things in life like Kindness from others, simple smiles and loving touches incouragament. Not just receiving But giving also, They may be in a battle themselfs And with things like these control of demons is inevitable.. In the time of the sun and light lies are exposed. With it the control of each demon leaves a strength of purity that last forever. Circles are closed with the Soul ........ The ultimate victor.

Angels
What is an angel ? Defining what an angel is has a lot of people divided in their opinions. ~ Some believe in quite a traditional religious approach whereby angels are defined by a form of angel hierarchy with archangels being at the top of the angelic hierarchy ~ Some people believe in a more esoteric form of angelic energy that takeson various forms when lowering its vibration to accomodate being visible in the earthly realms Angels in traditional Religions and Spiritualities ~Throughout history religions and spiritualities have embraced angelic beings amongst their midst. the genus "Angelus Occidentalis" is a general term used for a number of angelic species within Judaism,Christianity,Islam and Zoroastrianism. ~It is believed that Gods word is communicated through these celestial messengers who serve his will ~ There are lots of angel definitions that people have used to describe these celestial beings or even referring to earth angels lets have a look at a few

Julio Igelsias Jr Gone Country?
This past friday the reality show gone country hosted by jon rich of big and rich chose his winner for who had the best chance at going country..(constents were: Maureen McKormick, Bobby Brown,Sisqo' Carnie Wilson, Dee Snider, Diana Degarmo and Julio) Grand Prize was first country single to be played on country radio to be produced by Jon Rich....Do U think Julio will be successful in the transition?