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Fubling
the next 20 ppl that subscibes to the lounge will get fubling starting now ends at 10.00 pm my time eastern stander time its n http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55396 ine now that 1000 pts and fubling let me no u join ok

Survey Stolen From Slirpa
1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband? not married 2. Where were you on your 17th birthday? at my parents 3. Have you ever seen a live bat? Yup 4. Is there anyone you hate? ONE person 5. How much are you on the phone daily? less than 10 minutes 6. Do you like the color orange? sure 7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive? Usually,yes. 8. Have you ever seen a prostitute? yes 9. Have you ever seen a real redneck? shore have 10. Do you like tattoos and piercings? Yes 11. What size shoes do you wear? 10 1/2 EEE 12. Whats your favorite season? Summer 13. Do you care if people talk smack about you? I try not to. 14. Do you like someone? yes 15. Does your dad call you by a nickname? TC 16. Are you in a good mood? sorta 17. Do you think people will exist forever? Nope 18. What is your sign? Virgo 19. Do you believe in luck? yeah i suppose 20. Would you rather sky dive or bungee

Feeling Lonely
Feeling sad and alone. The one i love and long to be with is far away, and i crave his touch. now, i'm depressed and tryint to keep my mind on something else, but it keeps going back to him. Back to the sound of his voice, those beautiful brown eyes, even that little wave in his hair. I can't stop thinking of him. I know soon we'll be together again, soon i'll hold him in my arms. I just hope that day come's soon.

Weather
i am wondering if anyone else is getting tried of this crappy weather... the weather outside is really bad.. i cant wait until spring time gets here.. the warm weather and the flowers growing and the birds singing..

How Ya Been?
i've been a busy lil pervie online the past couple of weeks making new flicks and doing pics :) yeah just being tha naughty webcam chick that I am~ other than that i've been enjoying all this cold weather... how about you?

My Pieces B-day Account Of What I Am
PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! Hmmmmm cmon over ladies lmao

Depressed
well lets start off with i got laid off from work. at 3:45 today i was called into my bosses office where i work and he told to have a seat and he said i have to lay u off. i asked why he told me the most meanist thing i ever heard from a boss he siad that i was to fat and that i cant keep up with the othe employees witch is wrong, and he told me that if i lose 50 lbs in 2 weeks he will higher me back witch is imposiable. so me and him got into a lil arguement and i chose to leave without doing something stupid but the ass hole followed me out and i slamed the door in his face.. then i leave call my mother and told her about it cause i worked with her and she is right under the boss she went bannas and got upset and called the big big boss and had a shouting contest with him and he told her the same reason he fired me. well my mom hung up on the big boss lol.. at the end of the day my boss asked my mom to go in to office and talk so she did and it got real loud in there real quick

Beef Stir-fry Wrap
Beef Stir-Fry Wrap A good source of vitamin C, fiber, and iron. Serving: 2 Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 tbsp sesame oil 1 red bell pepper, cut into strips 8 scallions, white and light green parts, each scallion cut in half crosswise 1/2 lb beef round, cut in thin strips 1 cup sliced mushrooms 1 cup bean sprouts 2-3 tbsp soy sauce 2 soft small flour tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. In a sauté pan or wok, heat sesame oil over high heat. (Do not let oil smoke.) 2. Add red peppers, scallions and beef and stir-fry. 3. Add mushrooms and bean sprouts once the meat begins to turn brown. 4. Stir-fry for approx. 3 minutes and season with soy sauce. Continue stir-frying until meat is cooked through. 5. Place beef-vegetable mixture in the center of the tortilla and fold edges over to form roll. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 490 Total Fat: 25 g Carbohydrates: 24 g Protein: 43 g

Guess Who's Back?
I'm back and I'm here to stay! I have been busy moving place to place fulfilling my "dream".. I still need to travel Europe but at least I made it to New York City. Now I'm back in Rhode Island the "Ocean State". For a Mainer, that's a big deal to move to the "city". So now that my life has died down a little I think I can spare some time on fubar. I hope you all are enjoying my new pictures! If you haven't rated or commented them, I would love it if you would! I also have some photography pictures that have not yet recieved any love. Feel free to say hello! I've missed all of you! xoxoxox - Arianna

Pretty Sure..
I have THE best friends ever. I've been going through a really rough time and I honestly don't know how I'd get through it without them. They mean the world to me. Words can't even begin to describe how much appreciation I have for them. The support has been amazing. I mean, I always knew they were amazing but I guess it's time like these where I really see how much they care for me. They've helped me out more than they even realize. They've stood by me through some of the roughest times of my life. I'm so thankful to have people like them in my life. Oh and babe.. you've made me so happy despite of all of the crap I have to deal with. You've been there for me since day one. You always know how to put a smile on my face. I can be completely broken inside and you always find a way to pick up the pieces and fix everything. You're an incredible person and everyone's lucky to have you in their lives. That just needed to be said. ♥

Cuban Chicken And Yellow Rice
Cuban Chicken and Yellow Rice Make a one-skillet meal for the whole family! This dish is flavorful and never boring. Best of all it uses ingredients you can keep on hand for a quick weeknight meal! Serving: 4 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 35 minutes Total Time: 45 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 tablespoons canola or olive oil 4 boned chicken thighs (about ¾ pound) ½ teaspoon salt ¼ teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 3 ½ cups hot water (faucet hot) 1 medium-sized garlic clove, minced One 10-ounce package yellow (saffron) rice mix Half of a 1-pound package frozen green peas (do not thaw) 2 roasted bell peppers (from a jar), halved or quartered lengthwise DIRECTIONS: 1. Heat oil in large, deep, heavy skillet over moderately high heat 2 minutes. Add chicken and brown lightly on both sides, 5 to 8 minutes. Lift to plate, sprinkle with salt and black pepper, and reserve. 2. Pour water into the skillet, add garlic, and bring to boiling. Add rice, then stir or tilt s

And The Survey Says.....
1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband? well i dont know my best friend is a guy if he slept with ....i think ill shut up but that'd be interesting lol 2. Where were you on your 17th birthday? out getting laid actually 3. Have you ever seen a live bat? at the zoo *giggles* in the bat house 4. Is there anyone you hate? maybe 5. How much are you on the phone daily? hardly ever 6. Do you like the color orange? eeeew...... 7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive? usually 8. Have you ever seen a prostitute? yea driving down south obt in orlando 9. Have you ever seen a real redneck? haha fuck yea 10. Do you like tattoos and piercings? drools.....yeppers 11. What size shoes do you wear? i have big feet i wear a 9 1/2 12. Whats your favorite season? spring 13. Do you care if people talk smack about you? i could care less 14. Do you like someone? i like lots of people 15. Does your dad call you b

London Broil Burritos
London Broil Burritos Try these as a fajita alternative! Serving: 8 Prep Time: 30 minutes Cook Time: 30 minutes Total Time: 60 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 1/2 lb London Broil 1 clove garlic salt and freshly ground pepper 1 tbsp vegetable oil 1 very thinly sliced onion 1 1/2 cup refried beans 8 large flour tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the broiler. 2. Place the meat on the broiler pan and rub both sides with the garlic, salt and pepper. Let meat sit for 15 minutes before cooking. 3. Meanwhile, heat the oil in a medium skillet over moderate heat. 4. Add the onion and saute for 5 minutes. 5. Add the beans and stir until heated through. 6. Place the meat under the preheated broiler, and broil for 6 to 7 minutes on each side for rare or about 8 to 10 minutes for medium to well-done. Let stand for 5 minutes before slicing thinly on the diagonal. 7. Meanwhile, in a large skillet over moderate heat, warm the tortillas about 1 minute on each side. Plac

Dark Embrace
This was written for a long time friend who dreams of nothing more than the embrace. Dark in the graveyard walking alone again the night wraps itself around your body Nervous as you wait yet another night for your dark prince your thoughts wander as if in a fantasy Roaming the graveyard, aimlessly searching for your dark love hoping tonight will be your release from the mortal coil Startled as a sudden breeze snaps you back into reality you look anxiously around, searching the shadows Pain as a pinching sensation spreads across your neck strong hands hold your shoulders as you give yourself to the embrace Cold as your body is quickly drained of it's life force your heartbeat slowly disappearing from your chest Nothing is all you feel as you drift into an endless slumber ripped from the world and spiraling towards the ends of time Warmth as you drink the life from his wrist slowly awakening as crimson rain falls to your mouth Fire in your b

Vietnamese Salad
Vietnamese Salad This recipe is a Western version of the spicy Vietnamese dish. Basil is a commonly used herb in most Asian countries. Serving: Serves: 6 Total Time: 37 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 1/4 pounds MUSSELS or CLAMS 1 1/2 cups dry white WINE Large bunch fresh BASIL 2 CARROTS 4 small heads mixed salad GREENS 7 ounces PEANUTS, shelled and peeled Vegetable oil 1 tablespoon LIME juice 1 GARLIC clove 1/2 cup peanut OIL 3 tablespoons FISH SAUCE 2 tablespoons SUGAR 1 small fresh CHILI pepper Large bunch fresh mint DIRECTIONS: Soak the mussels/clams in a bowl containing cold water, until they stop releasing sand. Cultivated mussels do not require long soaking. Wash the mussels/clams, scraping off the beard. Place the mussels/clams, wine and 1/3 of the basil leaves in a saucepan and bring to a boil. Cover and cook for 5 minutes, until the mussels/clams open. Remove from the heat and allow the mussels/clams to cool in their liquid. Discard any mussels/clams w

Understanding Fire/ Ems Understanding Me
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire 'Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What haz

Wins Start At 100,000 Fubux + Entries
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Corporate Salaries
OIL-FW members, et al: I'm sure you've heard the impassioned rhetoric in the media about "obscene" corporate salaries, "unconscienable Big Oil profits," "tax breaks for the rich," etc., etc. A friend of the Library sent over the eye-opening "let's-set-the-record-straight" set of statistics (see below) --all entirely demonstrable through Google--that are reported in the attached item. Some of these stats are almost breathtaking. Some beg belief. But all are entirely true. (If in doubt, go do the research!). The point these stats need to make is that when fascist politicians start talking about wrecking the economy by shackling some of the economic engines that power that economy through their market based business success, you need to back off, say, "Whoa!", and wonder what they really have in mind. One of the favorite targets of certain politicians in the current race for the Presidency is the energy industry. The energy industry is currently reaping the market-driven be

In Praise Of Midnite Buttons
midnite buttons next to me--i give her her favorite belly rub and everythings bettera bit--although indestructible--my emotions are 100-125 times more sensitive than normal--good or bad-- so you my love ones=please don't be frightened of me-- please send be some kinda love if you still care--ok---and don't worry about me-

Another Poem I Wrote
~~~~ She Has Had Enough ~~~~ The lies The late nights at the office. She has had enough. Eating all alone The sorry excuses. She has had enough. Never around when she needs him. So tired of his cheating ways. She has had enough. She packs her bags. Loads the car. She has had enough. She walks out the door never looking back because she has had enough. ~~~~ © ~~ Caroline ~~ 3/4/2007~~~~

Today Has Been Ok.
I guess today is a ok day, been in a decent mood, not mass anxiety. My head kinda hurts, ive got a party to attempt to attend[my social anxietys kept me from large gatherings for a while not] but i snapped a few pics of my pink hair, cuz its been pink for weeks now, just havent felt up to takeing any pics. when you feel like shit its hard to wana look pretty for the camera. St pattys day is comming up, for the first time in like 5 or more years the family is gunna finally get together for some cornedbeef and cabbage, itll be somethign nice to look forward to. Normally i spent st pattys day upset because its the day i got the call that my dad was going to die. Then my boytoys birthday is on the 18th, then Aunt donnas birthday at the end of the month. April 1st will be the 5 year aniversary of my dads death. 5 years and its still having such a huge impact on me. I can barely even function this time of year. On a brighter note, April 2nd is my birthday. yay for being 24 i guess?

One Of My Favorite Recipes
Chocolate Pound Cake 1 Stick butter 1 Stick margarine ½ cup of Crisco 5 eggs 3 Cups of Flour (Plain) 3 Cups of Sugar 1 ¼ of Milk ½ tsp. salt 1 tsp. vanilla ½ cup of cocoa Cream butter, margarine and Crisco, with sugar. Add one egg at a time, beating well after adding each one. Add vanilla flavoring. Add flour and milk. Beginning with flour and ending with flour. Pour in greased tube pan. Bake in oven for two hours at 300 degrees. • If you want Lemon pound cake – omit cocoa and vanilla…and add ½ cup of flour and juice of 1 squeezed lemon. • If you want spice marble cake – omit cocoa and add 1-tsp. cinnamon, ¼ cloves ½ all spice, ½ tsp. nutmeg… Note you will split batter and add spices to half of the batter.. then in tube pan you will alternate spoon of regular, spoon of spice Chocolate frosting (optional) ½ stick margarine tablespoon of cocoa ¾ cup box 4x sugar dash of salt Mix with buttermilk to proper consistency

Farwell To A Love One
Today I lost someone very special to me. He was my idol,role model and my best friend in life. My father is someone so special to me nobody could replace him at all. The fondest memory I have of being with my father is when I was a little girl in my strawberry shortcake pj's and ready to go to the Bakery and pick out my favorite donut. Yeah gotta figure a little girl with two little pig tails, pink fuzzy slippers, and the biggest fuzzy robe her father could buy her. So this girl was all dolled up ready to go to breakfast this morning with her PAPPA. I didn't get that breakfast at all today. When I turned 16 years old my father gave me a necklace with two key's on it. One key is to my heart and the other key is to my body. I plan to marry somebody and pass those over to someone on that special day. They will hopefully have the same meaning as they do to me when they receive them. I did however go shopping and bought a brand new outfit cuz I wanted my PJ's again and had to fi

Those Irish Punks ;-)
Living in the Boston area I get exposed to a great deal of cultural diversity and this is one of our more interesting musical exports: The Dropkick Murphys. An interesting fusion of Punk and Irish Folk Music, seen here taking swipe at the states social services department (they often richly deserve it.

Earth
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

Feeling Down
So I went to a wedding today. It was last minute decision to go. I ran into a parent of a boy I used to watch 15 yrs ago. Talk about feeling old, his 18 now out of school. I would have to say the wedding was different. Right before the wedding started they had a slide show of picture of the Bride and Groom at different ages. Which was a nice touch. During the wedding the groom was crying and the bride was wiping away his tears and you could see then say I love you during the ceremony it was so cute and touching. But then i was reminded why I don't like weddings. It made me think of my bother never getting married, not around. Also it made me feel lonely, How lucky some people are to have some to go home to, to have someone next to them in bed when they wake up in the morning and when they go to bed. Someone they can and want to show off to world. I know someday my turn will came but when?

Another One Of My Poems
~~ Flying High ~~ ~~~~~~ Standing on a cliff so high, She wonders if she can fly. ~~~~~~ Watching the crows fly through the air, As a gentle breeze touches her hair. ~~~~~~ Thoughts all jumbled and no where to turn. The pain ebbing to a slow steady burn. ~~~~~~ The sky so inviting. The thrill of the leap exciting. ~~~~~~ Just one step that's all it would take. Feeling as her heart will surely break. ~~~~~~ She jumps not making any sound, Her body soaring to the ground. ~~~~~~ There she lays all broken, Not a word is spoken. ~~~~~~ No longer will she suffer, she took the wrong way out. ~~~~~~ Leaving behind a bewildered family, Who can only wonder Why!!! ~~~~~~ ~~ Copywrited by Carolina Breeze ~~ 3/5/2008 ~~

Please Pray For Me
Please ,I want everyone to sent their prayers out for me and my kids. My kids are not with me anymore cause of somethings that my ex had done. My life is really hard cause all i want is my babies. I love them more than life and i would die if i cant ever hold them again. I miss my kids more than anything in this world. I dont know how much more I cant really take with breaken on down. So if i am not on here isnt cause I dont want it cause it been a very hard to talk to anyone. I would give my life just to hold ,kiss and to tell them I love them again. I love my babies. So please keep me in your all prayers please. I really dont know how much more life I can take thank you Regina

Don't Worry 'bout A Thing
Ever been misunderstood, misused, or mislead Ever knocked on the sky and had it fall on your head well, don't worry 'bout it, don't worry Ever lost your luggage, your marbles, your house Or found yourself in bed with Uncle Sam or Mickey Mouse Ever been accused of murder on Music Row Or caught in morning traffic when you really gotta go - Oh no! (Chorus) Life is funny, life's a mess Sometimes a curse, sometimes a blessing Don't worry 'bout a thing, don't worry 'bout it Life is sticky, life can bruise Sometimes you win sometimes your losing No matter what it brings Don't worry 'bout a thing Ever sat yourself down when the seat is all wet Or seen your "ex" sucking face with a little brunette (no, no, no) Don't worry 'bout it, no don't worry Ever lost your religion, ever lost your best friend Or found your last record in the bargain bin Or been stuck in a divorce like crazy glue Or scraped someone else's gum off the bottom of your shoe - Boo hoo! (

This Is Me
I'm here to meet new people and become friends with those who share similar interests with myself. I'm not looking for compliments although they are appreciated. It's more meaningful to me to receive a compliment about something we may have in common rather than those based on physical appearances. I have a passion for music, especially metal of all types. Being from a relatively small town in Kentucky, it's been difficult finding people that i can connect with as far as my musical taste is concerned. I enjoy learning from people, anyone that is informative is very interesting to me. Don't watch t.v. that much but when i do it's usually something on A&E. Really into forensic science. Love The First 48, Intervention, and American Justice. Horror and fantasy related movies are my favorites. Thanks for stopping by!

I Like Orchids Even With A Brown Thumb
What These Orchids Say About You You are exotic and intricately beautiful. You possess a unique grace that's both delicate and strong. You are thoughtful and refined. You are the definition of class. What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

Thoughts Of Love From A Hopeless Romantic
Moonlight shone down on the glistening white snow; Little one peered out of her window with a longing to up and go Into the arms of her one true love The one sent unto her by Fate up above This one is strong with a love burning true and just Not like any of the others, can this one be the one? He simply must be, He MUST.

This Guy Is Being An Azz.
IRISH JuGgAlO: sure it is ->IRISH JuGgAlO: it's not ok that you start bashing my boyfriend after asking me to look at your nsfw pics IRISH JuGgAlO: its ok ->IRISH JuGgAlO: i'm sorry you can't take a joke and what to start treating to beat someone's ass. IRISH JuGgAlO: fuck you ->IRISH JuGgAlO: and he's not a fagget you fucktard ->IRISH JuGgAlO: i ment playin with you ->IRISH JuGgAlO: dude you won't beat anyone and we'z playin you azz munch ->IRISH JuGgAlO: i'll give you his link if you want me too IRISH JuGgAlO: ill beat his fuckin faggit ass ->IRISH JuGgAlO: lmao IRISH JuGgAlO: o yea hes fuckin cool ->IRISH JuGgAlO: he's drunk though ->IRISH JuGgAlO: my bf said you can suck his dick lmao IRISH JuGgAlO: nov lol ->IRISH JuGgAlO: could guys on here learn to read plz and ty lol IRISH JuGgAlO: o0o0 ->IRISH JuGgAlO: i don't look at nsfw pics sorry unless it's just cartoon funnies or something like that IRISH JuGgAlO: hey look at my nsfw

Moving On!!
who the hell said moving on would be so easy..... Did you all forget about all the games ppl play with you...and why having ppl play with you in shockin to me is beyond me when if you think about it i allowed someone to play with me for a long ass time.... Anyway im trying so hard to let go of all the hurt and pain i carry with me but i see tonight sitting here i really havent..Little things upset me so much and i hate that about me more then i can say.Why do i find myself sittin here in tears tonight...for no reason other then who the hell knows really?! All i want is to find happiness.... not too much for a girl to ask for... or is it? Believe me i know this needs to come from within me...and at times i think i have found it.... other times like uh now tonight i think what the fuck are you doing girl?!!! Oh how i wish i wasnt at my moms cuz i think i would prolly drink myself into a coma tonight if i wasnt... but i am so drinking is out

One Day Left!!!
> THERE IS ONLY 1 DAY LEFT IN THE CONTEST THAT IM IN. IM IN 2ND PLACE AND WOULD LOVE TO WIN THIS THING!! SO PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU COULD HELP CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND PUT AS MANY COMMENTS ON IT AS POSSIBLE!!! AND BOMB AWAY!!!!!!! AS ALWAYS... LOVE, FUN AKA MAGICSFUN

Boston Creme? Lmfao
You Are a Boston Creme Donut You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out. What Donut Are You?

Can This Be Happening?????????
FIRST OFF YOU GOTTA READ MY MUMM AND ILL COPY AND PASTE IT FOR THOSE THAT DIDNT.THE SECOND IS AN EMAIL TO A FRIEND THAT IS CONCERNED. I HAVE MANY TIMES BEEN THRU MY HIGHS AND LOWS ON THIS SITE. AND THEN THIS HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE.....SOME OF THIS WAS EDITED TO EXPLAIN MINOR DETAILS LITTLE MORE.......... MUMM: BEING THE NICE GUY created @ 2008-03-08 12:37:37 -- expires in: 18 hr [FRIENDS] this girl is pregnant and the babies father just broke up. well they ended up on the street today. being they broke up i offered myhelp and opened my door to her. is that wrong cause i know where its gona end up. we have talked about this before? he is a herion junky i dont want him staying here. she clean dont even smoke cigs. EMAIL: this kinda really all just happened. im scaired shitless. i dont fully trust her (MAYBE CAUSE OF SHIT IVE BEEN THROUGH). i sure in the hell dont love her(WHICH I DO NOT, NEVER SAID ANYTHING OF THE SUCH). all we ever did before was just tal

Come Join Us In Sin City!!!
************************ ***********CLICK PIC TO ENTER********** WELCOME TO SIN CITY. FUBARS FASTEST GROWING LOUNGE. ************ HOT DJ'S SEXY STAFF GREAT FAMILY **NO DRAMA** ************ SIN CITY IS ALSO HIRING FOR ALL STAFF SO IF YOU WANNA BECOME PART PLEASE LET DJ FABULOUS OR HOLLISTER OR TINKER KNOW.. WE LOVE TO HAVE AND SEE YOU SOON WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING ON? GET YOUR ASS IN HERE! LETS SIN TOGETHER!

Lastnights Dramma
lastnight i had everything under the sun... well not quite... but still its not the best thing in the world to mix alcohols... lastnight i had gin, southern comfort and beer... BIG mistake, so lastnight as im getting drunk buddy starts dramma...( dont you hate that shit?) but he knocks out our door window, blood on the wall and glass everywhere. i calm him down and he agrees to leave the party when someone invites him back into our house to get his things(turnd out pointless cause he left his jacket here) then im just about to sleep and i hear the front door open and so i get up to see who it was and he came back so him and his buddy still wanted to drink but everyone was asleep. so they want me to call a cab for them. so i get on the phone to call the cops back(called them the first time they left). so i called the cops and as soon as they found out that i was they halled ass out of there. so im just about to sleep again when i hear a knock on the door. look out my window and see a fl

Vip Is Ending
OK PPL MY VIP STATUS IS GONNA BE ENDING ON THE 10th, id like to thank Baby Boo for hookin me up with it. if i havent gotten to u with the 11's im sorry i tried to getas many as i could while i was on here, but maybe one day ill cough up some money to get another one NAHHH I WONT LOL jk who knows. anyway hope u all have some fun this weekend Evol

Silent ( I Didnt Write This)
Silent Paws Silent paws trotting on a well beaten trail, alone in the wilderness, so young and so frail. Little yips go unanswered, the moon is now his guide, looking for ones just like him, or have all of them just died? He sniffs the dampened ground and senses man everywhere, the silence is deafening no howls in the air. Oh why did he venture so far from his den, while his pack fell silent at the hands of men? His stomach is growling but the hunger he'll endure, his pack family is out there it's their blood he smells for sure. He stops in his tracks and raises his head up high, the terror overwhelms him as he lets out another cry. But still there's no answer he can't understand why, he'll follow their trail or he surely will die. For days now he's traveled his spirit and body gone weak, he lies down in white clover no more energy left to speak. Soon the soul hovers over this tiny, frail pup, whose future now will be guarded as his soul travels up.

Blah!!
I dont understand. ..As always thats me. .. .I try to much on everything even relationships I need to learn how to take a chill pill. ..I'm always worrying about everything. ..I dont know why but I do. .Maybe thats just me. ..Im confused I dont know where im headed. .and its scary. .. never knowing where you want to be in life. . i want to go back to school. .But. ..Then again I dont.. I know an education is improtant in life. ..But after school. . i dont know where im going . ..I mean i have all this hate inside and i never talk about my feels at all. ..everyone always ask's me whats wrong . .I reply with nothing I'm fine. .or to much is wrong. ..and they are like well explain and i try to talk but i cant. .I want to talk so bad but I feel like no one really cares. ..I feel like im traped in a corner with no way out and the floor in falling out from under me. .I am going no where fast. . and I know it. . I know you guys dont give 2 shits. ..but this is a way for me to vent and let thi

The Lonely Loner ( I Didnt Write This )
The Lonely Loner Chased from the world I once shared with man Now I must seek asylum wherever I can Blamed for so many things I've never done They point and say "there, he's the one". Once like the buffalo my numbers were great But now for some company I constantly wait My sleep is filled with dreams of days gone by and each morning I awake with a tear in my eye. They call me a predator, they don't understand I'm simply a hunter with no gun in hand I desire no trophy to hang on my wall But just a full belly when night starts to fall. Envious of my dog cousins and his master's love And howling with loneliness to the Heaven's above Though I long for a touch or a pat on the head By nature's decision I'll have freedom instead. Married for life to such a beautiful mate Until last winter when a bullet decided her fate The pups are all grown and gone from the den And I'm too old and stubborn to start over again. Now I'm truly a loner the legend is true But fo

The Cry ( I Didnt Write This)
He stands alone at the top of the hill And sings his mournful cry, His mate and cubs are missing He's not certain why. He had been out hunting Was gone for only a day, And hurried back with empty jaws So scarce now was their prey. He wasn't gone long Eager to get home, But the den was cold and empty And he sensed something was wrong. The smell of man was everywhere With footprints in the dirt, And blood shed from his family He knew they had been hurt. He sat and waited day by day With hopes they would return, There wasn't much he could do Except quietly sit and yearn. Why would man come all this way To hunt and shoot them down, To interrupt their quiet lives When no harm had been done? Their territory plainly marked And not once did they stray, For they would rather starve to death Than to get in man's way. The smell of chickens, cows and sheep Were so tempting at times, But instincts warned not to hunt them Or they would lose their lives. And so they li

Its Been A Bad Week
Its been a bad week . First off ive worked about 80 hours . thats not so bad in and of itself . But alot fo that was on emergency calls so i had already gotten home from work and was tryign to wind down when i had to rush off ( usually to miami) . On top of that i found out a friend of mine died . and to make matters worse it looks liek he died of somethign that i have as well ( sleep apnea) . and what rounded it off to be a totally horrible week ..Thursday when i got home from work my dog died in my arms . and if another person tells me " well shes better off , she was old " im gonna go shoot their grandmother . and i didnt even have time to emotionally deal with that . no sooner did i finish burying her than i got another emergency call and had to rush off to work again . so im a little blah today

With Amber Eyes ( I Didnt Write This)
With amber eyes he watches. Over his pack, his family. Strong together as they hunt for survival. With angry eyes he sees. Fences across land, men with guns, and a thrill. He only kills to survive. With sad eyes he looks. At sharp traps, the soft furs of his pups. They didn't run to survive. So he asks, why did he survive?

Uss New York
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against ter rorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't kee p us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? "Never Forget" Please keep

Survey Says!
1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband? FUCK NO 2. Where were you on your 17th birthday? I'm really not sure. 3. Have you ever seen a live bat? Yeah, they've been in my house... and have flown right over my fucking head. They suck. 4. Is there anyone you hate? A few people 5. How much are you on the phone daily? Quite a bit anymore 6. Do you like the color orange? Meh, I guess it's OK 7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive? Depends on what it is. I forgive, but never forget. 8. Have you ever seen a prostitute? Yes, I think 9. Have you ever seen a real redneck? Haha... all the time 10. Do you like tattoos and piercings? Yes 11. What size shoes do you wear? 9 12. Whats your favorite season? Spring and Fall 13. Do you care if people talk smack about you? I try not to 14. Do you like someone? *nods* 15. Does your dad call you by a nickname? None 16. Are you in a good mood? Meh, as go

Virtual Happenstance
wandering through virtual spaces searching for his long lost home a light catches the eye in the distance beckoning with intriquing invitations answering the call a timid hello walking the line and staying reserved a warm smile and a happy greeting sets my mind and body at ease inuendos and spiraling topics bring a hope from deep within time will tell if this is a dream pinch me or I fear I will fade

Jrmustang
HEY JR MUSTANG YOU HAVE ALOT OF NERVES DOING MY SIS THE WAY YA DID I WAS WAITING FOR ANWSER FROM PREACHER GROW UP I THOUGHT YOU WAS COOL BOY WAS I WRONG YOU REALLY HURT HER AND YOU CALL YOURSELF A MAN SHES AND HONEST PERSON THEN YOU WANNA HURT HER WOW WHAT AN A$$HOLE DONT HIT MY SHOUT BOX EVER AGAIN NOT COOL WHAT YA DONE SEE YA

Friends
So I've been with Fubar for a while now actually when they were Cherrytap. I've met a lot of people on here some are very fun to talk to however I should mention someone that I have found to be the most interesting fun kickass friend I have had on here or any other site. This girl is intoxicating to me her voice is to die for. Most of you will never hear her I was lucky enough to get to know her and talk to her on the phone. I have known her for almost a year now and it didn't seem that long. She pointed out that it was about a year. There is so much more I could say about this girl and there isn't enough space on here. Well good things dont last forever......She told me she will be moving sometime soon. I will tell you that this was disappointing. I only use that word because I don't want to tell you what it felt like when she said it because I look forward to talking to her all the time. Anyway this girl knows who she is and the rest of you should also. Heather aka 'Girl*Ne

I'm A Mean Dad
So I'm Mean Someday when my girls are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Dad told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, withwhom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new boyfriend was acreep. I loved you enough to make you go pay for the bubble gum you had taken and tell the clerk,"I stole this yesterday and want to pay for it." I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger,disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough tosay NO when I knew you would hate me for it.Those were the most difficult battl

Wizard
A rose for you my wizard friend. Here we are , we met again. Although it is another place, with another time. Face to face we have come. I know you more than you think I do. Your heart has been revealed before. I know its love and the warmth. The feelings you hold, but never say a word. Two souls that have connected again, To dance a dance until the end. You were a friend to me once before. In another life, another world. So this rose I give to you. It represents my love within. The trust that I have in you, And your loyalty to the end. A red rose for your beauty. For the heart you hold within. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Foods That Are No Longer My Friend
Well with pregnancy comes nausea. Oh it's just wonderful I tell ya. All day everyday I am nauseous. Some foods have been nice to me. But here is my list of foods that haven't been so nice to me lately... Cheese Pizza Spaghetti O's Broccoli Cheddar Rice I'm sure there will plenty of updates to this to come.

**party Full Of Prizes!!**
Click banner to visit lounge! DJ EVIL is CELEBRATING her 1 YEAR WRR ANNIVERSARY!!! Join us Tuesday, March 11 from 10:00pm until 2:00am EST for a huge party!! JAM PACKED with music, laughs, fun, and PRIZES PRIZES PRIZES!! Random drawings for fubux and logo prizes. Also, bring in a friend - when they say "(your name) invited me to WRR" both of you receive 500 fubux each! THE PARTY IS ON WORLD ROCK RADIO

Prozac
Prozac A Rondeau Carry me on – my shoulder – slumping. Carry me on – tired feet – plodding. Carry me down the Road to Redemption. Carry me from the House of Detention. Carry me on for I am falling. Little pill in mind’s eye gleaming, Leave me with a smile bright beaming And carry me off to my salvation. Carry me on! Carry me to the Land of the Dreaming. Let my heart rejoice in seeing, All the things in my creation. And let me feel that wild elation That is felt when truly living. Carry me on!

A Mytho-poetic Dream
A Mytho-Poetic Dream a pantum The mythopoetic dream of a dying god Came to me one night when my soul was astir Filled with the unease of such dreadful beauty As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by Came to me one night when my soul was astir Visions of a King failing fast in his glory As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies Visions of a King failing fast in his glory Barren, desolate images in cold, cold stone Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies Deluding me with dreams of immortality Barren, desolate images in cold,cold stone Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye Deluding me with dreams of immortality Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye Into the living flesh of transient stone Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages This monument to legends no longer alive Into the living flesh of transient stone Impressions of wander

Auction!!!!
Hey Guys and Gals I'm up for auction come and put ur bids in. You know what to do click on the pic and it will transport u where u need to be Heres just a few things I'll be offering: Owned by ____ in name for 1 week if fubucks, and if vip, ticker. blast 1 month if HH 3 months Add to top friends for 1 week if fubucks, and if vip, ticker. blast 1 month if HH 3 months Add to family for 1 week if fubucks, and if vip, ticker. blast 1 month if HH 3 months Pimp out in blog/bulletin/mumm Link for your profile on my page Access to my pvt folder. The auction will begin March 9th at 12am PST and will go to March 16th at 12am PST If ur on EST that will b 9pm est start- 9pm est end 3/9-3/16 Come show me some LUV!!! You will bid by commenting and the highest bidder wins "Good Luck" Happy Bidding MAUH!!!!! NickelbackRockstarMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com XOXOXOXOXO (repost of

Oldies Quiz
Here's a little quiz to see how much you remember about some less-than-important things from a few decades back. It's just for fun Even the wrong answers may bring back a memory or two. Have Fun (but no peeking!). Then, forward it to friends with your score in the box. It might help if you are over 50; this is no 'pushover'. Don't forget to put your score in the subject, when you forward this on. 1. What builds strong bodies 12 ways? A. Flintstones vitamins B. The buttmaster C. Spaghetti D. Wonder Bread E. Orange Juice F. Milk G. Cod Liver Oil 2. Before he was Muhammed Ali, he was... A. Sugar Ray Robinson B. Roy Orbison C. Gene Autry D. Rudolph Valentino E. Fabian F. Mickey Mantle G. Cassius Clay 3. Pogo, the comic strip character said, 'We have met the enemy and... A. It's you B. He is us C. It's the Grinch D. He wasn't home E. He's really mean F. We quit G. He surrendered 4. Good night, David. A. Good night, Chet B. Sleep well C. Good Night, Irene D. Good Night, Gracie

Jimmy's Mumm
Just for kicks (we're gonna do what comes naturally) but Jimmy posted a mumm about our morning activities tomorrow :). If you get a minute could you go check it out and vote? Thanks so much my wonderful friends. Here's the link! http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=356544

Lust
Lust A Rondeau In the beginning she spoke to us, our Holy Mother who dreamed of lust, in a wanton song to be free, to open up the eyes and see, as into this world she was thrust. She offered us a holy trust, sealed with the kiss of eternal lust, when she bared her soul beneath that tree in the beginning... In the beginning, Eve spoke to us of the night she sealed that holy trust. She gave to us our sexuality, the gift of Life for you and me, the Sons and Daughters of wanton lust. In the beginning...

Lost Words
Lost Words: A Sonnets Redouble (a sonnets redouble is a series of sonnets wherein the first sonnet pretty much acts as an index of the first wherein the next 14 sonnets each start with a consecutive line from the first sonnet and me being such a feakin' poetry nerd, I varied the styles of sonnets I used) ***** An Index of First Lines A Pushkin Sonnet A spark of genius lost in contemplation; A fragrant thought, withered sere and dry. A transcendent moment passes in indecision As you sit, woolgathering in the sky. Have you ever forgotten what you might have said When the words were lost in the depths of your head? Floating, like phantoms, from a waking dream, You are left with nothing but an empty theme. When your thoughts have scattered and none remain Of those words you had intended to say, The best you could do is to hope and pray Trying to remember won’t drive you insane. Have you ever searched for a rainbow’s end? I have, and that is how I know, my

The Things Said About My Mom
you ppl hurt her so bad her friends right more like enemies, have done nothing but used her and abused her. now its lets show poor this and poor that love well you fucking assholes show no respect but for being point whores. wow what true friends she choose in you ppl and you have no fucking clue what you have done to her. especially the two ppl she loved the most on here you all have done her so wrong im disqusted with you all.

Grandma's Boyfriend....
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, 'Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?' Grandma replied, 'Honey , my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend.' Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door and there stood Grandma's minister The minister said, 'Hello son, is your Grandma home? ' The little boy replied, 'Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend.' The minister fainted. Now, that's funny... I don't care WHO you are ...

Bikers Vs. The Rest Of You Heathens
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

Yup
had poker on Thursday.. Took 14th, which defenately wasnt as good as the 1st I took last Thursday. Oh well.. Also goin to a friends tonight for poker, for the 1st time in 3 weeks. Always a good time, if nothin else.

Update
Sorry I haven't been keeping in touch but things have been so busy for me. Between work and the love of my life I haven't been on here much. I pop in from time to time and I've managed to catch up with a few of you. Last time I menyioned that i had started a new job and was losing weight. Job is going great. I love it!! And I have lost 27 lbs so far(and still losing)!!! I realize I haven't posted any new pics in a long time so I added 3 new ones to my Me folder. I'm flying out of here again as it is time to go to work. Hope to catch up with everyone soon Love, Diana

Class
Justa quick update on work.Went to Aneheim 3-6 March for a class for work. Went well, had a good time (and ate lots of food. Things will be gettin busy for the enxt couple weeks, not that theyhavent been already, but yea. More to come

Let Me Imagine
Let Me Imagine A Rondeau Let me imagine the what or why That happens to me when I die. Allow me just the chance to see Beyond the realms of infinity. Let me, let me, simply try! To know what I see in my mind’s eye… To feel glory in a simple sigh! To try and unravel its mystery… Let me imagine! I’ve oft looked at the starry’d sky And wondered what, if I could fly, Would I see eternity Or just lose myself in Fantasy While castles of clouds slip slowly by? Let me imagine…

What Sins Will I Remember?
What sins will I remember? What sins will I remember When I too am old? Will I remember the days of freedom When, with open heart and uncarved mind, I scoured my reality to find The sensual core of my mortal soul?

In Darkest Night
In Darkest Night A Triolet In darkest night, I had a dream; I was floating in a region of sighs, Drifting down an ethereal stream And completely free within my dream – Overjoyed by it’s simple theme. For what I beheld before my eyes While lost within that simple dream, Brought forth from me soft, wistful sighs.

Fubar Unfair
An entry in your stash has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This stash entry was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This stash removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. they neglected to show the picture so it would not be put back by me or someone else

Excellence
Excellence isn't stumbled upon. We notice those few, seldom known, shining stars and we raise our hands high to grasp at them. We stare endlessly upward in mediocre attempts to befriend or become like them. There is where we stop. Do we really believe that they have grown so bright and so high by staring and lifting their hands? THESE are the ones who've writhed in Obstacle's heavy strike, relished in its processes. THESE are the ones of dedication who've sought more than to look at potential from afar. Those of excellence have jumped willingly into a refiner's fire and have given up comfortable things for jagged sacrifice. Put down you hands and run.... RUN into the face of this challenge and be burnt alive by the passion to be great. Work at THAT flame and on some indistinct day...you'll notice you're looking down rather than up.

Ghost
Ghost a sonnet I am a ghost I am invisible in crowds Even in the smallest I become something unseen But if you look close If your eye deigns to see You'll notice something not right About this ghost that is me There is something disturbing That you just can't pin-point I stand out - focused In a world that's a blur An intense ray of focus In a world that's a blur

Push Aside
Push Aside A Rondeau Push aside these thoughts of gloom! Push aside those thoughts of doom! Push aside this depressing haze, and push beyond this malingering malaise; for all, with hope, will be changing soon. Ah, this cell, it is not the womb. Instead, sadly, a grim, bare tomb, where I’ve been wasting these lonely days - Push aside - What does Fate, on her celestial loom, weave for those in this dank, dull room? What would She, with her cold, hard gaze, Accept from me as a gift of praise? - Or do I, perhaps, falsely presume? Push aside -

The Why's Of Men!!!
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart.

Timeless Space Of Mind
Timeless Space of Mind a sonnet Integrate RealTime into this segment Just to see what in the hell happens Cause causality to crash to a halt And welcome thoughts of eventual demise For Fate has cast her eye upon you You know full well that you cannot escape So then why even try to resist When the slip-stream steals you away To that temporal demise beyond the womb Shattering hopes that you exist at all Can you understand these notions you swim in Or doth the depth deceive your psyche Mocking all that you deign to believe In that timeless space of mind

I Am Not A Happy Camper.
On another note, I'd like to clearly state this now. This is the fucking internet. If you don't want something stole, such as pictures, coding, videos, hell even things pertaining to voice, then either watermark it, copywrite it, or don't put it the fuck up. It will get stolen. Someone will try and pass it off as their own. Its a given. Don't think you're above the unwritten rules of the internet. Seriouz fuckin bus1n3ss yo. I'm tired of people bitching their shit got stolen. And you know what else? I'm so fucking sick and tired of snow. I want summer here and I want it now. I'm cold. My back fucking hurts from the cold ache. And I hate randomly getting wet. Winter makes all of these things happen. It infuriates me. I also hate driving in winter. All the fucking retards around me don't seem to understand that when snow starts sticking to the ground, things get slick. That means, SLOW THE FUCK DOWN ASSHAT. Yeah. I'm the one going 30 MPH while you zoom by me going 60. I'm also the on

She Said "maybe The Guys Will Do This", So I Did.
1. Would you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your wife or husband? If I was married, and someone slept with her, I'd probably kill them, so it wouldn't matter if I forgave them or not. *blinks* What? I'm just sayin! :P 2. Where were you on your 17th birthday? At my house with a few friends... I've got a picture from that day... 3. Have you ever seen a live bat? Yep, held a few too. 4. Is there anyone you hate? Whoever planned 9/11, and whoever created cancer. 5. How much are you on the phone daily? As much as possible. 6. Do you like the color orange? Not specifically 7. Do you find it in your heart to forgive? Too often. I always get shit on, too. 8. Have you ever seen a prostitute? Yep, not personally though... just walkin down the street. 9. Have you ever seen a real redneck? Hell, I've lived in South Carolina, Oklahoma and Kansas, you tell me. 10. Do you like tattoos and piercings? Yep 11. What size shoes do you wear? 9 1/2 12

Video
here is a link to a video every person should see. The thruth is that someone out there in the world loves you even if you do not feel it or see it. Please check it out!!!!! http://www.bettertobless.com/movie3.html

Mental Hospital Phone Menu
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory

3 Tankas & 2 Cinquains
3 Tankas & 2 Cinquains ***** A slow tattoo rolls, echoing throughout the hills... Who were once the Dead? Can you not feel their presence when you stand where once they died? ***** Ancestors may know but then again, they may not - So who is to tell? We shall leave more than our bones to tell the tale of our age. ***** Lament! Bones in the earth... Oh, dreams of grandeur lost to the holy glory of Kings long dead. ***** Poppies, in full sweet bloom, beckon dreams of ages and recall the ascent of Man from Beast ***** Out of the bottle, the Genie has been released in a mushroom cloud. How many more must perish 'ere the ghosts are laid to rest?

When I Type Words Come Out.
i'm not really feeling how i thought i was feeling then. i'm broken. i'm fucked up in the head. like a razorblade covered in lust cutting out the love covered in you. it's over. i'm covered in bruises and this time it's literal. this time it's for keeps. this time it's for you. i can't even fucking write anymore. i'm killing the words like i've killed every god damned from the start emotion that's ever been flung my way. stunned from the get go. or was that stunted? go ahead and love me if that's what you felt you wanted to do. but i assure you it's a bad idea. and this isn't just me being emotional. this isn't black fingernails and new holes in the face of a sixteen year old wet on the edges little boy filled with hatred towards everything that doesn't love him enough to pop a pimple on his exposed ribcage back. this is real. this is the end. but i promise... more than i've ever promised anything in my life... this wasn't a mistake. everything happen

United America!!
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible peo

Some More...
Murphy's Corollaries Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious. Law of the Perversity of Nature (Mrs. Murphy's Corollary): You cannot successfully determine beforehand which side of the bread to butter. Corollary (Jenning): The chance of the bread falling with the buttered side down is directly proportional to the cost of the carpet. Commentaries Hill's Commentaries on Murphy's Laws 1. If we lose much by having things go wrong, take all possible care. 2. If we have nothing to lose by change, relax. 3. If we have everything to gain by change, relax. 4. If it doesn't matter, it does not matter. O'Toole's Commentary Murphy was an optimist. NBC's Addendum to Murphy's Law You never run out of things that can go wrong.

Thank You For A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old o

The Mirror
The Mirror I held up a mirror To my indecision. I couldn’t decide If I liked what I saw. I knew it was something, Or perhaps it was nothing. Regardless, I’d decided I wanted it all. But nothing came forth, Nothing coherent. Nothing – No light or inspired image. Where could it be hiding? Where could it be hidden? Where could it, or could it be Perhaps not at all? Elusive emotions, Transcendent devotions; Perhaps I was just Inside of a dream. But I couldn’t be sure, So I stared at the mirror. Was there something there That wasn’t before? Time enough for questions - I awaited the answers. Didn’t anything Deign to be real? I could not tell, So I dared touch the mirror… Nothing but coldness To suggest it was there. Who was I fooling? Some image of conscious Regarded me coldly From beyond the glass wall. A reflection of Ego, It dared me to thinking That maybe I am Just a reflection of all.

Composition
Here I sit, sleeping my way through composition class. It's kind of bad when I can read the reading assignments and pick out each and every mistake in the text book. I just need to rant, cuz half of my bachelor's is going to be like this. I only hope some... SOME... of these classes will end up relatively useful.

Forlorn
Forlorn A Rondeau Forlorn is the King of Bethlehem For he has seen the numbers who’ve sinned In his name. And why? Go ask a Priest. He will tell you a lie or at least He’ll try his very best to pretend. He will say nothing that could offend His so Holy Church or his stipend. But where is Christ on his Cross of Peace? Forlorn. On what can the common man depend When he has to constantly defend His soul from the parasites. No cease To the wonders as their flocks increase; No wonder why Christ died in the end, Forlorn.

Murphy's Military Laws
Murphy's Military Laws 1. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than you are. 2. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. 3. Friendly fire ain't. 4. The most dangerous thing in the combat zone is an officer with a map. 5. The problem with taking the easy way out is that the enemy has already mined it. 6. The buddy system is essential to your survival; it gives the enemy somebody else to shoot at. 7. The further you are in advance of your own positions, the more likely your artillery will shoot short. 8. Incoming fire has the right of way. 9. If your advance is going well, you are walking into an ambush. 10. The quartermaster has only two sizes, too large and too small. 11. If you really need an officer in a hurry, take a nap. 12. The only time suppressive fire works is when it is used on abandoned positions. 13. The only thing more accurate than incoming enemy fire is incoming friendly fire. 14. There is nothing more

Those Days Of Barefoot Freedom
Those Days of Barefoot Freedom A Pantum Those days of barefoot freedom That I knew so long ago, Seem now like long lost Heaven… Oh, where did those days go? That I knew so long ago, A passion unbridled and free… Oh, where did those days go? Now lost to memory… A passion unbridled and free, A spark of undeniable truth. Now lost to memory, Those defining moments of youth. A spark of undeniable truth Now revealed at last to me; Those defining moments of youth Was when I last was free. Now revealed at last to me, That time now long gone by, Was when I last was free To stretch my wings and fly. That time now long gone by… Oh, if but I could return To stretch my wings and fly… I hope, I hope and yearn. Oh, if but I could return; Those days of yesteryear. I hope, I hope and yearn For that I shall cherish dear. Those days of yesteryear Seem now like long lost Heaven. For that I shall cherish dear Those days of barefoot freedom.

Life
Well i want to say sorry to my friends for not helping them level or rating pictures. But for the past few months i have been trying to get my daughter back from ex as he has taken her from me. So to make a long story short i will be here just check messages and what not and try to help my family members here as much as i can. I do go court on April 15'2008 please keep your fingers cross for me. I also go the lawyer on monday, and will keep you informed as to what is happening. Thanks for your understanding in the matter as i miss my daughter dearly and wished she is back in arms once again. Updated March 12 saw the lawyer on monday and she is going to take my case woohoo she says i have a good chance getting my daughter back!!

Friendship
Friendship A Stave of Six In a time held dear in sweet memory When you were you and I was me We flew through fields unfettered and free And each new day was a mystery How swift does time fly Past those days gone by The years now past, time flown away Our paths uncrossed in separate ways I oft look back on lonely days And dream of vanished childhood plays All the times we shared Adventures we dared Though many years since have past Memories of our youth still last To transcend a time now vast And bind the ties of friendship fast Though deep in my heart We never did part I hear a voice from long ago A voice now changed yet still I know A strong desire begins to grow The light of friendship again to glow The hope of my tears After all these years

Closing Email For The Day
Hi everybody. I am closing my fubar message/email for the rest of the day. I appreciate everyones messages, but I have been answering messages since noon. I am wore out and want to rate and enjoy my friends the rest of the evening. Thanks

Murphy's Technology Laws
Murphy's Technology Laws 1. You can never tell which way the train went by looking at the track. 2. Logic is a systematic method of coming to the wrong conclusion with confidence. 3. Whenever a system becomes completely defined, some damn fool discovers something which either abolishes the system or expands it beyond recognition. 4. Technology is dominated by those who manage what they do not understand. 5. If builders built buildings the way programmers wrote programs, then the first woodpecker that came along would destroy civilization. 6. The opulence of the front office decor varies inversely with the fundamental solvency of the firm. 7. The attention span of a computer is only as long as it electrical cord. 8. An expert is one who knows more and more about less and less until he knows absolutely everything about nothing. 9. Tell a man there are 300 billion stars in the universe and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint on it and he'll

The World Recoils
The World Recoils A Rondeau The world recoils in absolute horror At what hells we can now produce When we set our sights on suicide, All in the name of patriot pride, Hiding behind the colors of tribe. Genocide disguised as pesticide And pestilence in a populous place To suns setting o'er millions of lives... The world recoils Very few men in this world today Hold the power of puppet strings. Fostering dreams with empirical themes, They tighten their grip on our lives With convincing friends on TV screens. The world recoils

Craptastic
Ev just got off the phone with the landlord. He might have to sell the house to pay for putting his mother in an intensive care situation for her alzheimer's disease. He will know for sure sometime around the beginning of this week. So I might not be moving down to El Cerrito after all.

Never
Never Never! Never! Never! Never! Never shall I die! Not in this earthly soil Ever shall I lie. But free! Free! Free! When my soul has left this coil; After my flesh and blood Have fed the soil. Fed the worms That twist and squirm Through hollow’d bones – My soul will burn And soar to lands I’ve never known To reap the dreams My soul had sown.

Hope
Hope Sweet heather, Soft curls, Hiding, concealing, A flower of magnificent beauty. Honey – Just a drop – Clings in my dreams. Sweet nectar In soft folds… A garden; Rich, luxuriant. To feast in that garden… I dream – I yearn! Hunger assails me; Desire, Rich and pure. Ah, but to kiss Those sweet drops of honey From those silken curls…

Strip Away
Strip Away a Sonnet * Strip away the flesh of your face, that mask which you hide behind. Stare through the sockets of empty eyes and declare then aloud your name Can you survive such introspection, severe in it's own simple way? Have you enough sight to see beyond the realm of perception? Who do you hide deep inside that illusion you show to the world? Is there some underneath belief that cannot bear the light of day? Strip away the disguise of your eyes and see who you are deep beneath.

A Call For Civil War In Kosovo
A Call For Civil War in Kosovo (admittedly, this is dated...wrote in April '99) Battles were fought long ago On agreed upon battle sites. Though not always the case, Though many a city burned, The preferred means of battle Was a chosen battlefield. At Manassas, for example, The crowds came out to see the carnage And Marathon was miles from Athens. Street to street, house to house, In many a bloody instance; But preferred the open field Where the Generals could see the distance. In Kosovo, civil war stirs; An inevitable event is coming. True too the fact the weapons have changed From lance to guided missile. Now global fears of World War years Temper a new perspective. Why allow such dread destruction As was seen in Dresden or London? Did Tokyo city burn in vain? Why another city destroyed By button pushers from afar? Why another ethnic group Forced to wear a star? Evacuate the populace! Let’s make a battlefield! For NATO has the upper hand And th

The Bride Of Mortal Death
The Bride of Mortal Death This girl is dead. You can see it in her eyes. You can see it in her body, In her tribal scars. But she is dying a Queen; You can see it in her eyes. She knows full well her future. She knows full well her doom And lives in glorious bloom. She lives in passionate splendor But she is dying a Queen. You can see it in her eyes For she lives each moment as if forever; She lives each moment as if the end, As if the end were here. I bet ya she’s a stellar fuck.

Stupidity
Why are girls so fucking stupid! I seriously am so fucking tired of the bullshit! Why cant they really get over themselves and realize they are just stupid and the little games are so FUCKING retarted and they arnt going to get them anywhere! I am so fucking tired of the bullshit! I normally can tolerate a fair amount of shit but this shit is pushing me past my limit! I just cant take this shit!!

When You Say Good-bye
When You Say Good-bye A Poem When do you say good-bye To those you’ve held most dear? How do you end a relationship When it’s become unclear? When do you say good-bye When old friendships die? And when you say good-bye, Are you allowed a tear? Will there ever be a time When the fences can be mended? When forgiveness can be found With those you had befriended? Will there be a time, Maybe one last time, Just a tiny, brief moment Before all has ended? Or perhaps it might be best To let the friendship die. Let it wither and fade away And accept the silence as good-bye. Perhaps this is best; To forget all the rest And learn to set your sights Upon a distant day.

Steer Me
Steer Me A Rondeau Steer me far across that river Of forgotten sacred water To where memories go to die. Let me with the softest sigh Forget all that I remember. I feel Psyche start to quiver As Charon's hand grips the rudder Beneath those Lethean skies... Steer me Pick for me the perfect flower, Place it on my funeral bower And please, do not for me cry. Let me bid this world goodbye With my last words just a whisper, "Steer me..."

Deterioration Of The Military
Almost seven years ago I sat, as did millions of other Americans, and watched as our government underwent a peaceful transition of power. At first, I felt a swell of pride and patriotism as I watched George W. Bush take his oath of office. However, all that pride quickly vanished as I later watched the Clintons board Air Force One for the last time. I saw 21 Marines, in full dress uniform with rifles, fire a 21-gun salute to the outgoing President and first lady. It was then that I realized how far America 's military had deteriorated under the Clinton administration. Every last one of them missed.

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story A Sestina Flying a P-51 Mustang, Major George E. Preddy earned a place in history during a dogfight against a schwarm of fighters from the Luftwaffe. Preddy flew for the United States Army Air Force in the bitter battles over Europe that raged throughout the second half of 1944. On the evening of August 5th, 1944, thinking the next day's mission was canceled, Preddy had a few drinks and engaged in a dogfight of craps. Not expecting to encounter Luftwaffe the next morning, Preddy followed the traditions of air men on both sides of the war in Europe. As the sun cast it's first light over Europe on the morning of August 6th, 1944, reveille announced that the mission was on. Preddy, who was still too drunk to engage in a dogfight with anyone, let alone the highly trained Luftwaffe, led his flight of Mustangs into the air. Shortly after his P-51 was in the air, Preddy vomited into his oxygen mask as Europe passed below. That summer morn in

With Folded Wings
With Folded Wings A Triolet With folded wings, she sat alone And watched the world around her. With visage carved in frozen stone, She sat and wept all alone; Poor little Princess on her throne. For ne'er a feather did she stir But frozen she sat all alone And watched the world around her.

Murphy's Laws Of Sex
Murphy's Laws of sex 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities t

Pls Help Me
I'M IN A BOMBING CONTEST AND NEED SOME HELP MY FRIENDS...I'M NOT ASKING FOR HOURS UPON HOURS OF COMMENTS, JUST AS MUCH AS YOU'RE WILLING TO POST...LOVE YUNS ALL AND TY IN ADVANCE...JUST CLICK MY PIC AND THERE YA ARE...

Calcified Saint
Calcified Saint Crucified, Calcified Saint, What tears would you weep, Your legacy complete? Like cord wood, They've stacked the bodies; The fishes fattened - Cinders - Your name in blood. In hopes of false salvation, Weak hearts, Weak minds - Mad shepherds leading Brainless sheep To slaughter. Is this your legacy, Calcified Saint? Is this why Millions mislead, Millions dead? Your tears are blood red, Crucified by Fate.

The Short, Tragic Ballad Of Phelonius Phear
The Short, Tragic Ballad of Phelonius Phear (a bit of silly doggerel...nothing more...and I should be punished for it) Phelonius Phear drank a bottle of beer then made love to his trusty ol' steer all the while thinkin', "I'm feelin' kinda queer" But he kept on a-pushin' 'til the end was near Such is the story of Phelonius Phear PHelonius Phear thought the End was near so he butcher'd his fat, trusty ol' steer So just imagine the size of the tear he shed when e'er he was feelin' queer But such was the story of Phelonius Phear

Murphy's Love Laws
Murphy's Love Laws 1. All the good ones are taken. 2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. (corr. to 1) 3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is from you. 4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. 5. The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. 6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. 7. The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. 8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. 9. Nice guys(girls) finish last. 10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. 11. Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else.

Fragments
Fragments a Triolet * Fragments of words I once thought I knew, remnants of a past now far removed; the line between the Perceived and True blurs and clouds, distorting what I knew. Tell me, tell me, has this happened to you? Has any secret to you been proved to be something else from what you knew once all of the truth had been removed?

When Queit Reigns
When Quiet Reigns a Sonnet * When quiet reigns or in thunderous din, when ideas flow like mad... To hear Poe spoken, to hear the words flow or to caress their gentle laments on creased, dog-eared paper... To come back to the root - the Great America Poet - like a moth to a lonely flame. For this the Dreamer aspires - Immortality and to know that in the end it all comes back to Poe

Sweet Childhood's End
Sweet Childhood's End A Ballade * In the days of our youth we played so many simple games unbridled and free and short of tooth unversed yet in the simplest shames the spirit of youth called out our names and taught our hearts to pretend in that brief burst of youthful flames; regret not now sweet childhood's end Searching far and wide for lasting proofs to justify our childish games guided still by innocent truths to which we knew not yet the names yet such innocence would spark the flames as we would learn how to offend by preying upon the simplest shames; regret not now sweet childhood's end Each year we grew longer in tooth as our passions rich burned bright as flames for love and hate we learned as truths would fuel eternal our growing shames as on the playground, amidst our games we learned we could never defend against the cruelty of bitter names; regret not now sweet childhood's end Oh child now grown, remember those games and the fantasi

Murphy's Laws
MURPHY'S LAWS 1. Nothing is as easy as it looks. 2. Everything takes longer than you think. 3. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong. 4. If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong. Corollary: If there is a worse time for something to go wrong, it will happen then. 5. If anything simply cannot go wrong, it will anyway. 6. If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which a procedure can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way, unprepared for, will promptly develop. 7. Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse. 8. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. 9. Nature always sides with the hidden flaw. 10. Mother nature is a bitch. 11. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious. 12. Whenever you set out to do something, something else must be done first. 13. E

I, Dionysus
I, Dionysus a Rondeau * I, Dionysus, dedicate this day to wild abandon and passion play And to those who see with lust-filled eyes, in this savage garden, raise your cries and let the spirit carry you away. Heed now children, these words I say, Celebrate my death with an ancient lay and free your soul from the shaman's lies I, Dionysus Consume my flesh in a ritual way feast on my body, oh come and pray and let me hear your lustful sighs as you taste the fruit that never dies reborn in this holy, mortal clay I, Dionysus

Throat Is To Face As Vagina Is To...
Hoo-ha. Cooter. Cunt. Pussy. Female reproductive system. I realized whilst searching for a photo of a sad pussy to add to my previous post that I erroneously referred to my Vulva as my Vagina. o noes! To be fair, I like to think of my Vagina as the whole shebang. I'm not opposed to referring to women as Dames, Birds, Skirts, or, in certain company, simply Vaginas. E.g., "We need at least two more Vaginas for the co-ed softball game." But I totally blew it when I said I'd send donors a photo of my vagina. My vagina, while still in need of Awareness, is kinda hard to photograph. So, instead of sending gracious donors a photo of my vagina (which would, by necessity, involve a clear plastic speculum, and I'm really not into that), I suppose I could send a photo of my vulva. Someone requested a tally on how my Vagina Awareness Campaign was going. So far I have a couple pledges, but no bone-ified donors. None of you cheapskates have been willing to show off to grocery store cl

My Childhood
lets see here where to begin. I consider my childhood as a living hell. when I was 2 my real mother threw me off a 3 story balcony. while we were living in Germany. I ended up breaking both elbows and my left wrist. on the way to the hospital the medics had to revive me. I was forced to ride in a cardboard box on the back of my dad's moped when he took me with him to Alabama from Georgia. I was abused. physically,mentally, and sexually. I'm not looking for anyones sympathy or pity. I have come to terms with it all. I was thrown into foster care which wasn't much better. I was still abused physically and left home alone alot. I was finally adopted when I was 11yrs old. I thought my life would get better. but it really didn't I had only one parent that really cared and loved me. and that is my mom.

Assholes
WHY DO MOST MEN ACT LIKE THEY GOT IT ALL WHEN REALLY THEY DO NOTHING FOR U EXCEPT TAKE UR MONEY THEY THINK THEY R THE BEST THING IN BED AND IN LIFE AND THEY REALLY AREN'T AS A MATTER OF FACT ITS JUST THE OPPOSITE THEY R USERS AND ABUSERS

Why I'm In The Wheelchair
For those curious to know, the reason why I am in the wheelchair is because I was born with Spina Bifida, the form called Myelomeningocele. I am paralized waist down, but I maintain feeling untill knees down... Here’s some information about it if you want to learn more. Any other questions about my disability and such don’t be afraid to ask. I don’t mind any type of questions. At this point in my life there’s nothing you can ask I haven’t answered before lol Spina Bifida occurs within the first month of pregnancy resulting in an incomplete closure of the spinal column. Spina Bifida is the most frequently occurring permanently disabling birth defect affecting approximately one out of every 2,000 newborns in the United States. there are three types of Spina Bifida: Occulta Often called hidden Spina Bifida, the spinal cord and the nerves are usually normal and there is no opening on the back. In this relatively harmless form of Spina Bifida, there is a small defect or

How To Train A Cat
Our young daughter had adopted a stray cat. To my distress, he began to use the back of our new sofa as a scratching post. "Don't worry," my husband reassured me. "I'll have him trained in no time." I watched for several days as my husband patiently "trained" our new pet. Whenever the cat scratched, my husband deposited him outdoors to teach him a lesson. The cat learned quickly. For the next 16 years, whenever he wanted to go outside, he scratched the back of the sofa.

Dog On Rookie Musher Team Die At Iditarod
ANCHORAGE, Alaska (AP) - A dog in the Iditarod Trail Sled Dog Race died Saturday. The 7-year-old male, named Zaster, is the first dog death in this year's race. Rookie musher John Stetson left the dog with officials at the Ophir checkpoint early Friday. The dog had been showing signs of pneumonia. Iditarod race marshal Mark Nordman says tests will be done to determine the cause of death. Stetson is from Duluth, Minn., and is 60th in the standings. He was at the Cripple checkpoint, 503 miles into the 1,100-mile race.

Jibber Jabber
Okay so today is only Saturday and my weekend has already come off to a frisky start. Luckily I have friends that are just as crazy as I am and that give me the chance to get away from the stress of everyday life. Jager and Strip Poker kicks ass. Considerably better when I win.. Sorry hons, better luck next time.. WOOT WOOT. Needless to say, I was feeling alot better this morning. only getting 2 1/2 hours sleep b4 isn't working to well. But what the hell, I get sleep later. Now if I can get the issue of men taken care of. But thats a whole nother story there. Men need to not be so damn confusing. But I guess I might need to get my head out my own ass and just tell them how I feel huh.. Oh well.. Life rolls on and Drinks go round..

What Love Brings To My Mind
Love is not something you share between two people, it's a feeling you get deep down in you soul. it's what puts butterflies in your stomach, or goose bumps on your arms. It's feelings you can't shake, it's what everyone is lookinf for. And I have found love in my life not just for the person I'm with but for everyone who has a connection with me. I can't explain it it's just there. Love is life, the air that we breath, the sun that shines on us all. Love is everywhere. Just a few words i thought I'll share.

Holy F*ck I Did It.
1.What time is it? 10:57am Personal 2.Do you want to answer these? sorta... just cuz someone else did. ;) 3.Name? Rob 4.Name spelled backwards? boR 5.What is your quest? To explore strange new worlds, to seek out new life, and new civilization, to boldly... oh wait, that's not me, that's Star Trek. 6.Nickname? m0p, m0ppy, Master0fPuppets 7.Age? *blinks* 38. 8.Hometown? Staten Island, NY 9.What were you born in? my birthday suit. a hospital, silly. 10.Where do you live now? Lackawaxen (Hawley) 11.What state? PA 12.Ever going to move? If I don't soon, i'm gonna lose my mind. 13.Would you rather live somewhere else? That's a no-brainer. 14.Birth date? Election Day (Nov 2nd) 15.When do you blow out your candles? after I make a wish, of course. 16.Day you were born? Yep, Tuesday. 17.Zodiac sign? Scorpio 18.Do you know what that is? No, I just have a scorpion tattoo cuz I like them. :/ 19.Sex? *blinks* I vaguely rem

Moral Of The Story
I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me. And my girlfriend, well she was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed. That one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two years of age, wore very tight mini skirts + very low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn’t

Please Sign My Guest Book
WELL I AM A SINGLE WOMAN LOOKING FOR A REAL BLACK INTELLIGENT MAN - WHAT MATTERS WHAT IS IN YOUR HEART SO YOU CAN CATCH ME ON YAHOO MESSENGER honeybee7002001. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS I AM A PEOPLE PERSON.....I LIVE IN OKLAHOMA CITY AND I HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT GOD COULD EVER GIVE ME........JUST GIVE ME A BUZZ AND SIGN MY GUESTBOOK AND MAY GOD BLESS EACH DAY OF YOUR LIFE TAKE CARE.....

Rules And Code Of Conduct
Hotties rules & code of conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add 2nd Alarm Hotties (to/in addition to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Chief Deputy Sexy Shell, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted (inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/ Chief Deputy/ & assigned Team leader. 10- All Hottie members must have membership to The Hotties Headquarters. Link can be found on Sexy_Shell's page 11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the application process. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have

Astrological Sex Signs (same As Always, Reposted)
Okay people! So this is usually quite correct. However, I have to tell you that there are cusps on which people are born. That would mean you are a mixture of two signs. Depending on which sign you are born closer to the beginning or ending of (for instance, you're born October 24, the cusp of Libra-Scorpio, nearing the beginning of Scorpio which is October 26, you'd be more Scorpio than Libra, but have traits from both signs) Here are the cusps, so you know if you are a half and half, so to speak: Pisces-Aries cusp: March 19-24 Aries-Taurus cusp: April 19-24 Taurus -Gemini cusp: May 19-24 Gemini-Cancer cusp: June 19-24 Cancer-Leo cusp: July 19-25 Leo-Virgo cusp: August 19-25 Virgo-Libra cusp: September 19-24 Libra-Scorpio cusp: October 19-25 Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp: November 19-24 Sagittarius-Capricorn cusp: December 19-25 Capricorn-Aquarius cusp: January 17-22 Aquarius-Pisces cusp: February 16-22 Mind you there are always other contributing fac

Stupid Drama Bring People
I don't get why ppl get affended when other ppl look at the profile's. I mean what make's the difference. It is there to show ppl what you are like and lil tid bit's of your personallity. I love to go to other ppl's page's and see thing's. Not to get into there bizzness. So if you can't take that ppl look at your page to see how you are then either make it private from before or just don't make one at all. What Do you all think? Please give me some input! Thank's Tawnya

Saturday
The weekend off! Woot woot! 2 days of much needed r&r! As I was enjoying my morning cup of coffee, mmm the sweet nectar of life, I decided that today my old, worn out, stinky, thin as hell shoes would be replaced. Noon time I found myself at Kmarts. Yeah yeah,, I know,, Kmart shoes suck, but with limited funds and how rough I am on shoes, cheapies work just fine. I noticed that the girl scouts had set up camp inside the foyer of Kmart. I was carefull not to cast a glance that way. I did not want to buy cookies! Very good cookies,, but a bit overpriced for me. My plan was to skirt around someone as they were leaving, so i didnt have to tell the girl scouts " No! I dont want cookies!" Plan failed, this lil brown haired, big eyed cutie attacked me as i was trying to walk out. With those big brown eyes, and the " pwease mista, will you buy some cookies?" I was powerless, bought 3 boxes. As i was walking out I heard a "YES!!" coming from that lil cutie. She got me. When I got home, I had

Update On My Mom
to all my family out in fu-land, my mom was brought back to our hospital last night, then released home @ 9pm. she is still sore, they dont know what was causing the chest pains, but they did say her heart just beats faster then its supposed to. so she is home, and until she gets a full recovery i'm still asking for your prayers and thoughts to be with us. this was a very scary moment for my family, if i lost her i dont know what i would of done because she is a big part of my life. well thats all for now. have a good weekend. and god bless -jenn b

A Look At My Life
I don't know what has been going on with me here lately. I guess I just try to make to many people happy before making myself happy. I just started a new job and I'm not sure how its going to work out. Its not a full time job so IDK. I'm still looking for a full time job but this is just to bring in some money untill then. I really like this one girl but it seems I can never say or do the right things any more. As see says "we grew up so different" and the way she grew up is the right way and I'm just stupid for the way I grew up. I just want the best for her and I'm starting to see I'm not the best for her so I guess I'll just try to move on but still be there for her. I just can't seem to comprehend women. They say they want a nice guy and can't seem to find one. Well here is one that can't seem to find anyone. I know I'm "extremely picky" but thats what makes me, well ME. I love to talk to listen and help out anyone that needs the help or just wants someone to talk t

Is It Real?
when and if you find someone.. whether it be in a club, a store.. at the mall or online. you get to know each other for a bit.. then suddenly you find yourself thinking of that person.. but then shit happens and things always change.. some often face a "no call no show" type of thing... he or she never speaks to you again... others experience the long distance relationships... you get to know the person even more over the phone.. internet.. through pictures and conversations of personal level... and then a problem comes into play.. they dont want you to do anything(virtually) but then you get curious and take a longer deeper look(well as far as you are able to) at what it is they do online as well... only to find that they themselves dont heed what it is that they asked you NOT to do.. they have.. take our fave FUBAR.. profiles of opposite gender who are in pictures that you are requested not to post yourself.. is that ok? for them to ask of you what they themselves dont

My Thoughts On A Friend
I have a very good friend of mine that i hold dear to my heart. His girlfriend is a total wench and dont let him live his life. I want to do something for him but i can't do much for the position im in and him as well. Sometimes i just want to hold him in my arms and tell him that everything will be ok and all his pain will go away. I want to help him but theres only so much i can do.

Affirmation
A dear friend of mine posted this in her blog the other day. I loved it so I thought I'd share. I believe in the Goddess and Her Greatness. I have felt Her power, love and glory. I am Her priestess, Her daughter, Her vessel, Her instrument. I cannot believe that She would have chosen someone worthless to be Hers. Therefore, I cannot be worthless. My life, my efforts, my struggles, even my doubts, have meaning. I am human, She does not expect me to be a goddess as well. She loves me for who I was, who I am, and who I strive to be.

History Mystery....
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday Both Presidents were shot in the head. Now it gets really weird..... Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names

Friends
If you look at my "Friends" list, you'll see that all of my Fu-friends are ladies. Very beautiful ladies. Why is that? Well, because I love very beautiful ladies, I relate better to women (and always have), and because I have enough male friends in my real life. And, because I can. Today, though, I got message that XXXXXXX had accepted my Friend Request. "Cool", I thought. I went to "her" page to say "Thanks", and check out some of her pics and rate them, etc. I noticed all of her photo folders were "Private", and locked, which is unusual. I wasn't perving for nekkid pix, I just was surprised that everything was still locked up after becoming Fu-Friends. Then, I noticed "her" Salute picture over in the right-hand column. It's a dude! Now, what the fuck is that all about? Female profile pic, sex listed as Female, etc...A lot of this person's MuMM comments seem to come from a female perspective as well. And, she is a He. Buddy, you have more issues than National Geographic.

Fake Friends--vs--real Friends
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to your funeral, because I

Ashes
The Cremated Husband Martha recently lost her husband. She had him cremated and brought his ashes home. Picking up the urn that he was in, she poured him out on the patio table. Then, while tracing her fingers in the ashes, she started talking to him.... 'Herman, you know that dishwasher you promised me? I bought it with the insurance money!' She paused for a minute tracing her fingers in the ashes then said, 'Herman, remember that car you promised me? Well, I also bought it with the insurance money!' Again, she paused for a few minutes and while tracing her fingers in the ashes she said, 'Herman, that diamond ring y ou promised me? Bought it too, with the insurance money!' Finally, still tracing her fingers in the ashes, She said, 'Herman, remember that blow job I promised you?' 'Here it comes.'

Not Influenced By Her Beauty
Sadly, to build attraction in most women. Or rather women who are very attractive like models and such. You need to use "Neg theory" often known as backhanded compliments. It shows the woman that you are not influenced by her beauty like other men. Example "Hi! those are nice shoes! do they come in womans sizes?" Pretty simple and effective. Goes against everything men have been told. In other words, don't believe a womans magazine when it explains what a woman wants from a man. Being cocky and funny will work better then polite and nice. I DID NOT WRITE THAT.

I Am Back!!!!!!
WELL TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE I JUST WANTED TO SAY IM BACK......IT WAS A LONG TRIP ON A BUS TO GET TO LOUISEANA BUT I MADE IT.....I LOVE BEING HERE WITH MY MISTRESS MOONBABY AND FIRESTAR.THEY ARE AWSOME FUCKING PEOPLE.AND I AM SAFE AND OUTA THE ABUSE AND YELLING THAT I WAS IN.I AM ENJOYING MY TIME WITH THEM AND I LOVE THEM ALOT AND I AM HAPPY TO BE BACK ONLINE TO TALK TO ALL MY SEXXY ASS FRIENDS ON FUBAR.SORRY I WAS GONE SO LONG BUT HEY IM BACK NOW!!!!LIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX AND I MISSED MY DBC FAMILY ALOT!!!!!

A Must Read For Couples! Long But Worth It.
Have you ever hidden something from him about your past (or present)? Or has he ever stunned you with a secret of his own? Here, couples reveal their biggest bombshells. Plus, learn which secrets you must spill — and which ones to keep to yourself. In a perfect relationship, you wouldn't keep any secrets from your sweetie. And you'd never have to worry if he were keeping anything from you, because his life, too, would be an open book. But we live in the real world, where even the healthiest couples sometimes hide things from each other. To most of us, the secret to end all secrets (and many marriages) is an affair — and no one will quibble with the devastating consequences of infidelity. Yet even "small" deceptions can rock a relationship, and it can be hard to draw the line between what's harmless and what's not. After all, secret keeping is often about protection: A secret can be an attempt to shield yourself, by hiding something you don't want your partner to see (like old

Updated Punishment
"When I was a youngster," complained the frustrated father, shaking his head, "I was disciplined by being sent to my room without supper. But our son has his own color TV, phone, computer and CD player." "So what do you do when your son misbehaves?" asked his friend. "I send him to our room!"

Crying Wolf~
With the exception of my fondness of boobs, I would never wish to be a woman. You ladies have it rough sometimes. You never seem to get enough credit, you have a million things you have to do in order just to maintain looking like a normal girl and… you have to deal with douche bag guys like me. With that being said though, when a girl gets herself into trouble or wants to avoid embarrassment, she will say just about anything. ANYTHING. “He is obsessed with me.” Obsessed- to haunt or excessively preoccupy the mind of . It’s funny how many times I have heard this about me in the past. ME. One girl claimed I was obsessed with her and said, “This is why I haven’t returned his calls.” The funny thing is… I never called her. If me being obsessed with a girl is thinking about her for 3 seconds because I pulled her panties out from underneath my couch cushion while playing X-Box… then maybe I am obsessed. But I think it was a coincidence. “He is stalking me.” I have been st

The 545 People Responsible
Politicians are the only people in the world who create problems and then campaign against them. Have you ever wondered why, if both the Democrats and the Republicans are against deficits, we have deficits? Have you ever wondered why, if all the politicians are against inflation and high taxes, we have inflation and high taxes? You and I don't propose a federal budget. The president does. You and I don't have the Constitutional authority to vote on appropriations. The House of Representatives does. You and I don't write the tax code. Congress does. You and I don't set fiscal policy. Congress does. You and I don't control monetary policy. The Federal Reserve Bank does. One hundred senators, 435 congressmen, one president and nine Supreme Court justices - 545 human beings out of the 300 million - are directly, legally, morally and individually responsible for the domestic problems that plague this country. I excluded the members of the Federal Reserve Board because that p

Sinking~
The silnce echos in my head... The feeling of being burried alive although I am not yet dead... Long cold fingers grasp at my heart... Clawing at it slashing it apart... Sinking deeper and deeper into this never ending hole... Trapped forever is my soul... My inner strength running soo low... how much lower can i really go... Sleeping very little during the day... Up all night wondering why i feel this way... I watch the shadows dance across the wall... Begging my heart is not about to fall... -s.l.h.- To all those who want to judge me..You do not truly know the way I feel... I doubt you ever will understand what I am going through it is not about any of you and I am only me I have said it all along... I would like to thank those small few who understand... Have a great day... twisted and transparent!

Crushes- Continued..hahaha :)
sorry im a dork...i must blog the stupidest crap! ok so i made a post about who had crushed me...hehe yay i now have 5 crushes...again i do know who a couple are..but not the others.... i had made a comments about bribeing people to crush me (yes thats low..hahaha) so im thinking what should i give my crushes??? its not like someone cant crush me and then get somehting and then un-crush me..sooooo im thinking maybe ill have people crush me..and if they stay my crush for however long i decide..then i give them something...like i can make them a sign ;) or add them to my family so they can see the goodys..hahah..or what do u think? lol what should i "give" people as there lil present for crushing me??

Fake Profiles
why all of a sudden am I getting bombarded with private messages from women who leave this long paragraph about how they want to get to know me and give me their yahoo. except it sounds like a hallmark card and always has a yahoo email. I know they are some kind of scam, but its pretty annoying. is anyone else getting these? BABYJESUS, make em stop!!!

(hadith) Modesties - Kesederhanaan
I heard Ibn Az-Zubair saying that the Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) said: "If the son of Adam were given a valley full of gold, he would love (or hope) to have a second one; and if he were given the second one, he would love (or hope) to have a third, for nothing fills the belly of Adam's son except dust (ie. one is buried in one's grave!). And Allah forgives he who repents to Him" Sahih Al-Bukhari Hadith 8.446, Narrated by Sahl bin Sad -------------------------------------------- Saya mendengar Ibn Az-Zubair mengatakan bahwa Utusan Allah (perdamaian di atasnya) mengatakan: "Jika anak lelaki Adam diberi lembah penuh emas, dia akan mencintai (atau harapan) untuk mempunyai yang kedua sesuatu; Dan jika dia diberi yang satu ini, dia akan mencintai (atau harapan) untuk mempunyai ketiga, Tanpa pamrih mengisi perut anak lelaki Adam kecuali debu (i.e Sesuatu dikubur di yang gawat). Dan Allah memaafkan dia yang bertobat kepada Dia" Sahih Al-Bukhari Hadith 8,446, yang diceritak

My Birthday Check Out!
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Bad Girlz & Boyz 4 Life! If U Would Like To Be Added To The List, Private Message Me :)
A new group of wild, sexy women & men on the fu! You must fan, rate and add everyone on the list! Great way to meet new people, no drama! Add Bad Girlz/boyz 4 life in ur name! Ty Founder of "Bad Girlz/Boyz 4 life" ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Sexymedic4u"@ fubar Co-Founder Firemanm88 Enforcer@ The VIP Lounge ,Owned by the Super Sexy DJ Spanky ,FU/BF/NYMPHO to Geminigirl5@ fubar Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle---owned by>'mr.salac@ fubar Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar RogerLee ஐ Fu-Owned by Hopigalerin ஐ@ fubar DirtyXBeast@ fubar bigjimmy Fu-hubby to Liberated Spice**** CLUB F.A.R.****LOL family greeter****DSC****BAD GIRLZ & BOY@ fubar

Will They *never* Learn How To Just Be Descent ?! Geez Yet Another Fuctard On His Way Down The Flusher Tsk Tsk
**BLOCKED FROM SWEETWATERS AND MY PROFILE *** juggalo@ fubar gothic_juggalo_1971: wtf did i do get put on the ban list from your lounge gothic_juggalo_1971: fuck you cunt bitch your lounge sucks ROSE: first off, I didn't put u on the ban list but I DID have u put on it for the same reason that most get added to it, for fishing in my lounge, you've been warned several times about that by not only me , but others too in there Juggalo. and since u think the lounge sucks and wanna call me a cunt and bitch then you WILL stay on the ban list, have a good life, bye gothic_juggalo_1971: fuck you gothic_juggalo_1971: your not even worth a fuck in bed any way juggalo@ fubar BAN THIS PERSON IF HE COMES INTO YOUR LOUNGE CAUSE HE WILL FISH IN YOUR LOUNGE FOR STAFF MEMBERS HE WAS ALREADY BANNED FROM MORE THAN JUST ONE! HERES SOME MESSAGES THAT HE SENT TO THE OWNER OF SWEETWATERS, WITHOUT EVEN GIVING HER TIME TO EXPLAIN TO HIM WHY HE GOT BANNED AFTER BEING WARNED REPEADIDLY ABOUT

Please Do Not Vote
Thank you to all of you who say that you will not vote on election day because you do not like the choices. I know that I should say, well then, you cant complain about the results. I should say that tens of thousands of Americans have died to give you this right. I should say that there are people all over the world that do not have this right. However, Im glad you will be staying home because it allows those of us with brains, education and common sense to make the decisions for you. You are clearly not able to do it so we will plunge you into the electoral charity pool and take care of it. I believe in being kind and taking care of those less fortunate. So, stick with all your favorite things and we will take care of this one for you.

You Were There~ Babyface
You were There~ Babyface Time passes, the world changes But I'm still the same ole' kid And your jokes still bring me laughter As if you still were here And it hurts When I smile 'Cause my heart still remembers When you were around CHORUS: 'Cause you were there When no one was Just when I thought nobody cared You showed me love 'Cause you were my friend You always told me And I am still here Because you were there So precious, small treasures A time when truth was innocent True friendship, was all we were after A place where kids could still be kids And it hurts But I'm glad 'Cause at least I was blessed To have you as my friend CHORUS You're my best friend And there are no accidents God has a plan for everyone And he brought you in my life To show me what a good friendship was CHORUS

Why? I Ask You,,,why?
Why?I ask You Why? Why? I ask,Why? Why did you marry me? Why do you take me with you? Why do you get mad,? Why do you have a adutiude in your voice, when talking to me,? I'm not the one to up to blame, I can't control others,why? Why I ask you,Why? Why do I feel like your blameing me? Why do I fell your embarsed to be with me ? Why do I embarse you? Why do you nuge me when I'm talking, as if to say,"shut up,their not interested?" Why,I ask you why? What do I do wrong? Why can't you be happy with me? I am happy with you,why? Why when I want something and, you don't, why do you raise your voice to me, as some child? Why,I ask you Why? Why, Why,can't we talk, witout you coping a adutiude? Why don't you love me anymore? Why,do you seem as if you don't care? Why,do you act like I'm stupid,why? Why do you give me dirty looks,Why? Why, can't you ses I love you? Why,I ask you Why? ****Pat Crow*3/8/08****

Pandemonium Of Lust
Mud-stained wings and blood-filled kisses, Heavenly sharp fingers and murderous lustful eyes, Distorted blurry images And Summer of fetishes. Chaos, Insanity, Confusion, Erotica. It was love that drove us mad, And I continue to drown In this Forever growing Pandemonium Of Love

The Final Inspection!!!
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I never expected or had too

Nightdreamer
Dreams are elusive like the shimmer in fresh dew. So distant, abusive Nightmares, please don't come true. Yet one night I can't help but want this dear life with pure colors felt but no agony, no strife. Other nights I flip out, I wake up, I cry, I wail. Sobs bubble up and I just shout. My body quivers, my skin so pale. The time's right, there's laughter- The end is near, hope has gone to gloom- Maybe just maybe there's happily ever after- But maybe the blood stains shall bloom. There is no way to evade the nightmares or the dreams. I can't help what my dark mind has made. I lash out, I freak out, emptily I scream. Great dissatisfaction when I open my eyes- The happiness impossible, never to be. Crazed laughter transforms to cries, "Oh please, oh please, let that happen to me." Exhaustion is too tempting When the other choice is sleep The choice is wavering. So maybe tonight, I'll just hope to dream tomorrow. And hope dreams are possible in this impossible dream.

No Change
None of my words... Nothing i can say... Will change the way... The world is Turning... Never allowed to love... soul of hate... soul of darkness... ocean of blod... Never to know... Never to see... Never to feel anything...

When Mothers Fail
I will be the first to admit I am not perfect, and am pretty good at admitting I am wrong. And yet this time I do not know what I did wrong, and compared to my ex wife, I am damn perfect. My little girl ran away from her mom's house on Tuesday. She's 8. I got the call from her friend's mom asking if it was ok she played over. As I already knew she was "missing", I talked to my daughter and the mother both before deciding it was a good idea that I came and got her to smooth things out as she was brought home. I called my ex to convey this idea, but I was screamed at and told she would get her, because she had been out for almost an hour looking. So in short, this was not about my daughter's feelings, or why she even ran away in the first place. It was about my ex, it's always about her, because she is more important than everything else. Then the boyfriend decided to open his mouth about it, which I admit, if he'd do it to my face I'd respect him more. But he has since apologized for hi

My Mind
Well i am usually online but not always on furber,myspace,live journal,yahoo 360 there are more but any who if you like to talk to me my messanger is spookysg@aim.com it is usually always up . so lets chat and start spreading the love people kisses and hugs ,i hope all is well and in good spirits and full of love and joy .my friends i may not be hangout w/you all yet but there will be a day i will come back that is those who still want my company i had to do a lot of shorting out and i found that if people are really friends they will understand and are willing to wait but i will still chat w/you on messanger or i will return your messages as i get them .I dn't call anyone anymore is that my home phone is know more my computer and roomies computers are hooked up now and so only way to contact me is by e-mail messages on websites or ims i will do my best to get back to you guys i am sorry i don't want you to feel i have turned away i haven't just dealing with my own personal demons and

The Official Rules.
Just a quick reminder of one of our rules, which is in 2 different versions, & is sent to everyone when they join, as well as in occassional weekly emails.... 1) Anyone who fails to rate, fan, or help other members level will be removed from the club. This is give & take...not just take & run. If you expect people to help you, then you also need to help others. IF you don't plan on rating people back that rate you...AND helping with pimp-outs & leveling....then please don't sign up. I'm removing some people right now for not helping. 2) INACTIVE MEMBERS will be removed from the group. You are considered inactive IF you fail to profile rate, fan, & add ALL members....IF you fail to help with pimp-outs, or leveling of fellow members on a regular basis....OR if you are causing any kind of drama or down-rating other members. A visit to a members page is NOT considered helping unless you actually do some rating.

Alone And Broken
In my room, alone and broken, Crying because he said good bye, I look out my window Into the starry night sky. Wondering why, I sit here alone, While the burning hot tears Constantly flow. My heart can't be mended It shattered when he said goodbye. Now, Alone and broken, This is how I will die. It has been only a minute, As I lay in my bed, Alone and broken, Wishing I was dead. My whole room is dark Except for the glow Of the light by the street, Outside my window. A blanket of dark clouds covers the sky And I can't see the moon I see nothing but blackness Like my heart, full of gloom. Rain begins to fall hard, Pounding on the ground, Just like the tears that streak my cheeks; The tears that have not slowed down. Three minutes have passed, It seems like years have gone by, Still alone and broken, As I start to die. You can't help me, S

My Reason
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

Different
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

Love
Love doesn't look at black or white For those are only colors Love doesn't look at 25 or 30 For age is only a number Love doesn't look at rich or poor For money is only paper Love doesn't look at faults only perfections For in the eyes of a loved one everything is good When you love someone you love them for what's inside. Not because they're black or white, not because they're you age not because they're rich, but because of what's inside Love is blind to everything but what you love them for

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She
She is kinky and has a clever smile, She will make you think about her all the while, She moves her body to the beat, It makes your want to skeet skeet skeet, Her eyes glimmer with beauty, But being sexy isnt her only duty, She tilts her head and bites her finger, And in your mind those thoughts still linger, Her skin so soft and body so smooth, She will make you think about making a dirty move, But you can't it's not her style, She will tease you with her sexy smile, I'll bet her lips are sweet as candy, Thinking about it will get you randy, You can look but you can't touch, But the temptation is almost too much, She is so kinky and so clever, Trust me she knows how to raise your lever

Date Bots?
"hello handsome!! how are you doing over there i allis well with you,pls i will liketo know you more better if you dont am also a single woman looking for man to spend the rest ofmy life with pls you can contact me on my private e-mail address (gloryanoy1@yahoo.com) am not use to this website if you can mail me on there am gonna tell you more about myself or you can chat with me am online on my yahoo messang ifyou wnat to chat with me ..okay thanks love you toni" User= gloryanoy1 " http://fubar.com/user/1667600 " Oh dear. This is the worst attempt at a mating ritual if I ever saw one. I don't even know what the fuck this 'woman' is saying. If only I knew how many people recieved this message and believed her. Oh dear. ~SexualHarassmentPanda

Hit Me With Ur Best Shot!
Lets level Micki! I know we can do it! Tell her Jen sent ya ;) xoxoxox Ty in advance to those who help! 10,505 Points to go! Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle---owned by>'mr.salac@ fubar This pimpout brought 2 you by.......Me ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Sexymedic4u"@ fubar

Day 1 Of Treatment 11 More To Go
Okay so today was Day 1 or the 12 treatments for me to take. So today wasn't so bad, just alot of lab work and blood work, and the iv. Takes apprx. 2 hours, the dr has tried to reassure me that since I have very thick hair that it won't all fall out. I just look at him funny.. I know it will get thinner, (and I hope it don't fall out, but if it does then that is okay too as long as I get that cancer free bill of health.. ) But how do I feel after my treatment? Very tired and drained and just weak, kinda like you would with the flu... Cobra

Letting Yourself Down
You know, when you sit back say I f-up, and the words "I Let Myself Down" come out your mouth things have hit bottom. And the only thing you can do after that is put your head in your hands cry. Because you know you have to live with the fact that, 1) you have destroyed all forms of redemption & self preservation, And 2) you know for a fact that you have lost 1 if not 2 values that you try to hold and keep close to your heart. What values you ask, well that I can not answer because everyone is different. "Why is it that now all is lost, I've learned to show my emotions. The end is in site, I've learned to say how I feel. All hope is lost, I fear to live on(but I must). A blackened Heart, By your own hand. The worst heart to have, Because you can no longer stand. On your own two feet you'll never regain, The ba

What Do You Think?
How do you feel about true love? Or what about soul mates? Do you believe in either of them? I know how I feel. All of us are fractured souls. Cut in half. And we wander thought life looking for the rest of ourselves. And sometimes we are fortunate enough to meet someone who possesses, in themselves, the part of ourselves that we’ve been missing. We may not realize it on a conscious level, but definitely on a subconscious level. We see in someone else…something of ourselves. That’s why sometimes you meet someone and you just immediately feel comfortable with them. You feel like you’ve known them all your life. The reason is that they’re a part of you, and you’re a part of them. You’re soul mates. You…fit. And once you’ve fit together, nothing, and no one can pull you apart, unless you let go. I think I have found my soul mate, that piece of myself. The quesion is, does he feel the same way? I hope so. All I know is that this person is meant to be in my life. My

Collection Of Love Quotes
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. **1 Corinthians 13:4-7 ** All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon the sand. **Ella Wheeler Wilcox** For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it. **Ivan Panin ** **Sara Paddison, Hidden Power of the Heart** You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening. **Sara Paddison, Hidden Power of the Heart** As you continue to send out lov

Friends Are Like Angels
Friends are Like Angels Our friends are like angels, Who brighten our days. In all kinds of wonderful, ways. Their thoughtfulness comes, As a gift from above. And we feel we're surrounded, By warm, caring love. Like upside-down rainbows, Their smiles bring the sun. And they fill ho-hum moments, With laughter & fun. Friends are like angels, without any wings. Blessing our lives, With the most precious things. Thank you for being such wonderful friends!

Wanna Own Me?
~*~COME OWN ME~*~Here Is Your Chance To Own Me All For Yourself...And If You Are The Winning Bid Then This Is What You Get...1. Owned By In Name2. Add To Fam/Top Friends3. Pimpout In Bully4. Link For Prof On My Page5. Rate All Pics/Stash During HH6. Prof Comments7. Personnal Salute8. Owner Eyes Only Pics9. Name In Status Bar10. Make My CrushDoes That Sound Good To You?In That Case You Know What To Do...Click The Pic To Go To AuctionAnd If The Bids Become Real Real NiceI Will Be Sure To Add Some Extra "SPECIAL" Stuff To My Offers.Perhaps Some Cam Time?Maybe A Phonecall?You Never Know Unless YouBid Bid Bid!!!JUMPINJOY2DAY~~~~2ND Alarm HOTTIE@ fubar

Hotties Rules & Code Of Conduct
Hotties rules & code of conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add 2nd Alarm Hotties (to/in addition to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Chief Deputy Sexy Shell, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted (inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/ Chief Deputy/ & assigned Team leader. 10- All Hottie members must have membership to The Hotties Headquarters. Link can be found on Sexy_Shell's page 11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the application process. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have

Air Force Bashing W/o A Clue !!
OK LETS GET ONE THING STRAIGHT FOR ALL YALL OUT THERE WHO SAY THE AIR FORCE SUCKS AND THAT THE ARMY AND MARINES ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO DO ANYTHIGN THATS TOTALY BULL S###....... IM AIR FORCE POLICE AND I HAVE 2 ARMY COMMENDATION MEDALS AND A ARMY COMBAT ACTION BADGE AND ONE NAVY/MARINE CORP COMMENDATION ALL FOR COMBAT IN THE 4 DEPLOYMENTS I HAVE DONE TO IRAQ ALL 8 MONTHS AND YEAH I MAY HAVE NOT BEEN THERE AS LONG BUT I HAVE ERNED THE RESPECT OF MORE SOLDIERS AND MARINES THEN MY OWN FELLOW AIRMAN. I HAVE HONORARY MEMBERSHIPS TO THE 3RD AND 4TH INFRENTRY DIVITIONS WITH THE ARMY SO FOR ALL YALL WHO SAY ALL THE AIR FORCE IS USELESS , EAT S### AND GO F### URSELF. IM SICK OF STUPID CIVILIANS AND OTHER MILITARY MEMBERS TELLING ME IM NOT GOOD BECAUSE IM NOT A MARINE OR ARMY TROOP. I CHOOSE AIR FORCE BECAUSE MY FAMILY IS ALL AIR FORCE I GOT A 98% ON MY ASVAB AND I WAS AIR FORCE S.E.R.E. B4 I GOT HURT IN ENDOC SO GET A LIFE AND STOP BASHING SIMPLY BECAUSE UR TOO STUPID TO ASK AND GET EDUCATED TO T

Prime Time Happy Hr Marathon..a Resignation..and More Of The Usual...
.....just a few things I want to touch base on and clear up before we go forward.. ..first off, tonight at 7 PM and 8 PM Fubar Time ( 10 & 11 PM Est) me and my Chelle aka Amnesia are hosting back to back Happy Hours! Awesome! Be sure to rate each other silly and enjoy what should be a special prime time event :D... ..now the other stuff. Drama. I'm burnt out of things around here. Alot of them. So with that in mind, I'd like to bring to light and set the record straight about a few things before people spiral them, take them out of context or twist it to fit their own idea of what it should be... ...first off , for no other reasons than my own, as of this posting, I am officially no longer affiliated with the 2nd Alarm Hotties. No, it's not because of Chief. No, no one did anything to piss me off (well, maybe that auction drama but that's another issue, at least it was semi-rectified) , no it wasn't this or that, it just is what it is and what it needs to be. There are a ton of

Sex And Calories
CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX! REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent 12 Calories Without her consent 2,187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands 8 Calories With one hand 12 Calories With your teeth 485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection 6 Calories Without an erection 3,315 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary 12 Calories 69 lying down 78 Calories 69 standing up 812 Calories Wheelbarrow 216 Calories Doggy Style 326 Calories Italian chandelier 2,912 Calories ORGASMS: Real 112 Calories Fake 1,315 Calories POST ORGASM: Lying in bed hugging 18 Calories Getting up immediately 36 Calories Explaining why you got out of bed immediately 816 Calories GETTIN

3/08/08
Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout March 9, 2008 Go show these bad girls some awesome Fubar love: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess@ fubar Ecuadorian Goddess BAD DD Are YOU a bad girl? Let the Sarge know if you think you're bad enough: Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar Special Thanks to BBW Goddess for this bully background: ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~@ fubar This public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel (PS. sarge picked the girls.)

I'm G/f Cause Of These People
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH I HONESTLY NEVER THOUGHT I'D MAKE IT =P ~*~YOU ALL ARE AWESOME.. I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER FRIENDS~*~ Wishful Thinking@ fubar ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar ♠ Krystal ♠@ fubar Love Sex n Death@ fubar ~CONFEDERATE FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar ~RebelBreed™©~*War Chief* ~Founder~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of Fubar™©@ fubar ~Rebel Lady™©~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR™©~@ fubar ~*RedKandy*~FuOwned by bill118911~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~*Sisters 4 Life*@ fubar **MRmostunderated**Miss B no.1 stalker,pimped by lsd's shell,FU/BRO/to Cutie and Starr@ fubar Mysticfairy@ fubar BURG

March 9 2008 Bad Girls Pimpout
Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout March 9, 2008 Go show these bad girls some awesome Fubar love: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess@ fubar Ecuadorian Goddess BAD DD Are YOU a bad girl? Let the Sarge know if you think you're bad enough: Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar Special Thanks to BBW Goddess for this bully background: ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~@ fubar This public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel (PS. sarge

Why
Why can't we see the people we love the people we need why do we alway lose the ones we love by the stupid things we choose why is it always to late and the ones who loved us now only have hate why can't I get him out of my head with all these tears I cry and wish for my heart to mend why did you have to go away and why oh why did I not stay If only I could relive that moment in time you would still be mine

Cleaning Out The Dead Weight
I will be logging on here and there now that the Holidays are over. There are some of the coolest people on my list, that I am still in touch with, that I still talk to, on email, or phone. Just wanted people to know, if you see me at the bottom of your page, I am ONLY doing that to clear up the dead weight on my page. I don't want nor need people on my page that I never speak to, and vice versa. Sounds like a plan to me. Also to random people who are wondering who is that person?? Not coming to rate, or leave comments, just cleaning out a large amount of people that I don't know, and people I used to talk with, but have cut ties with. Can ya dig it?? LOL

Please Pray For My Mom!
Hello everyone. My names Crystal and I'm 21 years old... I am currently staying with my parents in their home in Florida, preparing to move with them back to NY. When I awoke this morning I found that I was home alone, and the house was left with lights on and a general mess, so just a few moments ago, I called my parents cell phone to find out where they were. My dad has just informed me that my mother was admitted to the hospital this morning. She has been coughing up blood. This happened to her before when I was 13 years old, and my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer. She beat it, and has been getting yearly screenings, though I'm not sure about this past year. All I am asking is that you all keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers. I am having my baby in June, and she needs to be in his/her life. My mom is 68 years old, and my best friend. I cannot lose her. TO MY MOTHER Mom, Everything will work out, because if you can survive raising me for 21 years, you can

Things I Love
i love the feeling of peace in the morning after a restful night's sleep. i love the look of bare canvas asking me to draw my thoughts and dreams onto it i lovethe blankness of a piece of paper awaiting my ideas, thoughts and words upon it. i love growing and nurturing plants and people i love the feeling of a fishing pole jerking as a fish bites i lovethe feeling of a motorcycle roaring between my thighs i love the freshness of clean clothes and bed sheets i love the smell of rain and the tingly excitement i feel during a storm i love the smell of sex i love being pleased but not as much as i love pleasing and feeling a lover letting go all the way i loveto sing but some others may not like me singing lol i love to laugh but not as much as i love making others laugh i love a good meal and sometimes some home made wine i love grass and trees...i love NATURE! i love sinking into a hot tub and feeling my body relax i love the unique smell of a loved one. i love the feeli

Fubarlord And Leveling
hey there to all my friends and family and strangers.i do alot for alot of ppl on here i may not have a vip to give 11's or do alot of ratings but i do what i can so im actually asking for help for me this time i want to become a fubarlord if you have the spare time could you throw me some rates please and those that help leave me a message and ill return the love trust me just ask my friends im rating all day long sometimes just to help ppl level. thanks a bunch for those that help

Wtf?
I am amazed. The last blog I wrote was going on and on about how great I thought, stress on thought, this place was. How much I treasure the friendships and relationships I have formed here. Well yesterday was awful. I spent the whole day upset cus I thought I was gonna have to lose everyone for awhile. I posted a bulletin explaining that I wouldnt be online for a while and TWO people bothred to fuckin read it. I have to admit I am a li,l disappointed. I thought the friends, who say they are friends, might have missed me or wanted to know if everything was ok or what was up. Well all I can say is thankfully I am not losing it. But there is gonna be some major housekeeping being done with my friends list. I want to thank the couple people who gave a damn. Yhanks and love ya . Two people impaticular who went out of their way and gave me a number so we wouldnt lose contact. You are wonderful and very dear to my heart.

Music And What It Means To Me
I went to bed late last night and got woken up by the rude sound of the phone ringing this morning. So I am dragging this morning and my 4 shots of espresso just isn't cutting it. I need to get motivated and do some cleaning but that doesn't sound very exciting at the moment. Does it? Going out and maybe pruning my plants in the backyard in the warm sun sounds better. I changed my music on my profile. I do it all the time for what ever mood it is that I am in. Music means a lot to me. It is about the lyrics for me. Do you have music on your profile? If so, is it your favorite song or is it a song that really has meaning in your life or do you just love the sound and beat of it? Do you just leave that same song on your profile never changing it? I notice I go on a lot of profiles and they don't have any music. Maybe they don't know how to put it on their profile or maybe they just don't care? I for one need to be surrounded by music most of the time. I listen to s

Rough Sex Facts
Body: ROUGH SEX FACTS-- Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 minutes your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt!!] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protectio

The Real Obama......
Washington Insider with Ronald Kessler | | The Real Barack Obama By: Ronald Kessler Article Michelle Obama’s comment that, for the first time in her adult life, she feels proud of America helps crystallize who Barack Obama is. To be sure, the wife of a candidate is perfectly free to have views that are distinct from her husband’s. But on a matter that is so fundamental to one’s being as love of country, it is difficult to imagine that Michelle Obama would publicly twice make such a statement suggesting disdain for America unless she felt it comported with her husband’s views. Equally important, her statement aligns perfectly with the hate-America views of the Rev. Jeremiah Wright, Barack Obama’s minister, friend, and sounding board for more than two decades. On the Sunday following 9/11, Wright characterized the terrorist attacks as a consequence of violent American policies. Four years later, Wright suggested that the attacks were retr

Finally.. Solid Proof Myspace Is Evil
MESA, Ariz. -- A teenager who confessed to killing his father last month told police he hated his dad for taking away his Internet access, according to a police report released Wednesday. Hughstan Schlicker, 15, called 911 on Feb. 6 and told the dispatcher he had just shot his father in the head with a 12-gauge shotgun. "I hate my dad, couldn't take it anymore," he said, according to the report. Schlicker told police his father had taken away his Internet access after seeing suicide threats the teen had posted on social networking Web site MySpace.com. Schlicker had posted the threats in January; friends in Florida had seen the postings, talked him out of killing himself and called Mesa police. Police said they told Schlicker's mother about the threats; she allegedly told them she wasn't worried and promised to lock up any guns in the house. Schlicker said he often spent entire days on MySpace and couldn't cope when his father cut off his access to the site. "It felt

Soldier Leavin!!
My son is leaving thursday for the national guard basic training!! I am so proud to be a mother of a child that has found his place in life!! It is very hard to see your child grow up and leave but.... If it is for the greatness of our country then so be it!!

Rant Three
Rant 3 (writers block) I have not posted a random thought, rant, or anything that comes from my mind so that it can be criticized by another's point of view, in a while. My mind contorts my thoughts before I sleep. My writers block has had the steadiest of hands, but I suppose tonight it has been shaken a tad by my aggression to write something, if anything out on this pad. Stars light the pages of the sky. Skies that have had many readers flipping through the pages of time.

(auction) Wanna Fu-own Me?
My very 1st auction and I could use some bids. Rates are important also, person with the most wins 100,000 fu-bucks at the end. Below the picture link are the things I will offer to the winning bidder...Not a bad deal...so make those offers! This is what I am willing to do for the winning bid... so make it good.... 100 11s during HH Rate stash during HH Daily comment Keep you shitfaced 1 Bulletin pimpout Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it Add to family for the month you own me IF THE BID INCLUDES A VIP OR 7 DAY OR BETTER BLAST: Additional 100 11's ...Total of 200 11's Permanent spot in blog Add to family for the month you own me All of the above included IF THE BID INCLUDES A HH: Additional 200 11's Total of 400 11's Rate all other pics 10's Special gift from the gift shop at the end of the month Crush you for the month Personal SFW salute Add to yahoo Add your name with mine as fu-owned b

Rant Two
Rant 2 I don't get it… I'm so distorted… I don't even have no 1 to really confide in anymore… except for this fucking piece of worthless blog/journal shit (hoping someone reads it to help me gain a little attention at first but now its not even about attention… it's a diary of loneliness)…shit I'm tired of hide and being bottled up and… I'm sick of having no one to see me on another level… I'm tired of who I am and what I have become… I want to be someone else… shit I wish I believed in something; anything at the most. Reincarnation… ha what a joke if I were stupid enough to believe in that I would end it now and let the next game play out. I'm tired of being this emotionally drained person. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE…? I scream at the top of my lungs… I need the answer please I can't continue… why should I? Why has my determination dwindled… my intelligence increases but my mental stamina to keep on fighting just doesn't want the fight anymore… they say love will find yo

Rant One
Random Rant 1 This is just a rant for when I go crazily insane, as I sometimes do, where my mind wanders of into a fanatical tangent of a rant that will forever last in the simple text of a webpage on some meaningless site. I wonder sometimes how easy it would be to die…. I can't die because I am impenetrable, but when I find love I know I will become vulnerable. It's why I push those away from me when they just want to be around me. Why do I torture myself with what I can have but strafe away when a simple notion of pain comes into my dimwitted cerebral cortex. Lost in a catastrophic conglomerate of my vernacular, I must stay focus and surpass the rest of this zombie infested, mentally enslaved realm of lost hopes and superficial happiness. I must break the chains of my ever decreasing brain cells and become something more then just a man.

Looking Down The Barrel Of A Gun.
Looking Down the Barrel of a Gun. I look down the barrel.... Waiting for it to be my last hour.... Life never felt so wanting as it dangles on a string. Steel pressed against my eye's outer ring. One click would set this little piece of iron into ignition. Leaking out my thoughts and soul's every conviction.... Tears running down my face... This could be it... This could be the end... This could be my last sight time will spend Do I have time to even think to cry? As I stare down the barrel pressed against my eye.... Life flashing 1 million miles per half a second.... And I should have only reckoned That the smell of anticipation never smelt so sweet Tears running down my face My hand slowly gets shaky What is it that makes me? To put this unforgiving steel to my head As I lie in my lonely bed Wondering where has time speed by Only to realize that this will be the time I die If I pull the trigger that is Wond

Am I Held Down By Gravity?
Am I Held Down by Gravity Am I held down by gravity, Or held down by life's difficulty? I couldn't tell you if my mind was a cemetery, Or just haggard by this world's intricacy, But I shall tell you one thing, I try to invigorate my soulless vessel with invincibility, But it declines to work because I am cursed constantly. I hope I can meet Calliope So she can teach me the passion of poetry. Miscible by life's congruency Yet shadowed by its lunacy. Am I held down by gravity?

Feelings Of Drowning
Feelings of Drowning This feeling of emptiness is slowly taking over my soul, Causing me to feel more distant and less bold. Shivering in the night due to its black cold, This night is starting to get some what too old. I feel as though I'm treading water that is weighed down, And not even honored by the comfort of one simple repeating sound. As the seas blackening starts to surround, And this body and its wishing to touch, once more, the solid ground. Alone in the cerebral juices of my mind, Teeth slowly starting to grind. Lost in the cracks of man-kind And for someone to discover me would be this century's greatest find. But to tell you the truth no one will be. Finding me, No one will see the inside of me. And this emotional tempest burdened sea, It resides deep inside. To many nights I have cried, With not even one tear taking a ride, Down this cheek as I watch it die. Built up feelings of unresolved meditations, Wil

Elations Love
Elations Love As I am timorous, To your ravenous And impetuous Zealous, I fall into unconsciousness, I explore the labyrinth of your eyes, I reminisce in surprise, Full of mirth, I feel as though I have received a second birth. I luxuriate in your lips Just because of those amorous kisses. My hands run over your silky hips, And they get lost in bliss. You embody the meaning of aesthetics. You purge my hostility, And you make me transcend the stint of temerity. Yet, there is one thing I rue, And that the thought of losing you.

I Dont Want To Hurt Anymore
i wish this pain would go away. i wish i could forget this past year and forget all the shit ive gone through.i wish i would have left last year like i had planned i think things would be a lot better than they are right now. im such a miserable person i have so much going on inside me and i cant deal with all of it. i came home the other night and my friends mom asked me what was wrong and i just stared at her for a second and took a deep breath and said nothing im just thinking about my day before i go out to dinner. little did she know i just cried for over an hour.ive been avoiding talking to my family and most of my friends just because i dont really want to deal with anything right now. i signd up for a boxing class i figured it would help with some of my agression and maybe help get me into the shape i used to be hahahah . i dont know what im going to do as far as life goes i guess its really just time for me to start living mine.ive gotten rid of a lot of my stuff and i still

Help Me Out!!!! Tomorrow Is My Birthday!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1172798&albumid=897528&i=1779738878&idx=1 In an effort for more Fubucks, I joined Mz. Shady's Fubuck give-away. All I ask for you to do is go by and comment once (or comment bomb) my pic in this link. Show me some love for my birthday tomorrow!!! It is not a competition.

Ever Wonder?
Have you ever wondered why most people associate pain with physical contact? As if to get hit or stabbed. But I think the worst pain that you can ever feel is the internal pain. The pain from a broken heart or feelings hurt. Love is also very painful because you could lose the one you love or you may not know you loved them until it was too late. I have felt every type of pain mental, physical, emotional. But nothing hurts worse than the one you love telling you that they do not love you or to call you a name. To think that the one person you trusted with all your heart and soul could cause so much pain to you. These are just my thoughts, I mean, isn't that what blogs are for? To tell people your thoughts? I never want to feel that pain ever again. I never want anyone to ever feel that either. If you have I am so sorry believe me I feel for you...mostly. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Please do not leave any nasty comments I am really not in the mood to hear about them.

Just A Typo
.Hi Hope you all get as much fun from this as I did. Marguerite They're Back! Those Wonderful Church Bulletins! Thank God for church ladies with typewriters. These sentences actually appeared in church bulletins or were announced in church services (Summer, 2007 Release). ----------------------------------------------------------The Fasting &Prayer Conference includes me

Idiots
I had two attack me last night. They drug me into a yahoo conference. I joined, responded then they both left. I tried to get them both back in and both refused but they decided to tag team me on IM. I told them to both back things up with facts. He, as always, cussed and left. I called them both on that fact. I once thought this guy a true friend, I actually trusted him. Then i had false accusations and insults made. When asked for facts, they both ran. I do not tolerate stupid and I do not tolerate drama. Little boy called me a bitch boy and then he vanished. Who is the bitch boy? I called him back. Both the retards are on block on my profile, Im and on my wife's profile and IM. We have no time for bull shit. I am her dom, she is my sub, we are both tired of idiots and we love each other. I hope those two idiots see this. They both tried to create drama to break us up. Every word they said was sent to my wife. They hung themselves. Now they are dead.

Yet Another One Done 01-1997
If i could turn back the times a week or two, would things be better between me and you. The things i swore i would never do, i did for you because i love you.... Well the tables have turned and the times have too but the words I love you will forever be true.

Broken Heart
I miss the way you looked at me with the gourgous green eyes that told no lies, and the smile that let me to belive i was a part of your history. His charm, his grace, his body and face. they let me fall hard. i fell so hard i was broken in places i can never heal. This pain i feel is real. But to think of where I'd be with out the experience i was sure i couldn't live with out, and the things i know will forever be because I gave my everlasting friendship to he. the one that will be forever special to me.

7 Types Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say “screw you.” The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called: Courtroom Sex This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. And last, but not least, the

A Poem
My heart belonged to you. I was willing to give it. You never said you wanted anything. I told you I loved you. Nothing was said. I felt pain. Until I met another. You came back but I was taken. You told me you loved me. You were willing to give your heart. Isn't it funny. Now I can't give you mine. this has meaning ok so please dont tell me it sucks.

Love ...ha!!
LOVE... I laugh at the word or rather, how easily its thrown around. On here, the net especially. Makes me wonder if people who say it so freely and quickly and without much thought do so in the "real world" too. I suspect so. Maybe I shouldnt be so quick to judge how others feel. I mean if they say they LOVE you, perhaps they do because perhaps to them, LOVE is nothing more than a feeling for that moment. I know there are different kinds of love too...I love many people in different ways...course nothing compares to the love I have for my children. And maybe my definition of LOVE is much different than others. For me when I tell you I love you, I mean that I won't intentionally do things to hurt you. I won't slap you in the face with words, with another, with anything. I protect you if I can and certainly dont tell you I love you one day and then display it openly for someone else for you to see the next day. If I tell you I love you, I will be there for you when you need

God's Pharmacy
A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye...and YES science now shows that carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart is red and has four chambers. All of the research shows tomatoes are indeed pure heart and blood food. Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows that grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food. A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds are on the nut just like the neo-cortex. We now know that walnuts help develop over 3 dozen neuron-transmitters for brain function. Kidney Beans actually heal and help maintain kidney function and yes, they look exactly like the human kidneys. C elery, Bok Choy, Rhu

Party!!!!
PARTY Tonight!!! Well tonight is the night I FINALLY get to get the last three months under my belt and behind me. My ANNUAL St. Patty's Day party. Yes it is a week early, but I will be on my trip with some GF"S next weekend. Hope u all have a great weekend this weekend, and a wonderful EVENTFUL party weekend next weekend.

Wanna Own Me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ADD 2 this below listing..... (SFW) Salute & (SFW) personal call. WHO WANTS TO OWN ME!!!! CLICK THE PICTURE ABOVE (repost of original by '*~*DJ FIRE~*~ ERICA'S BF & FU HUSBAND~MANAGER 4 RELENTLESS RADIO~MEMBER of HOTTIES R US' on '2008-03-08 07:26:20')

Walmart Application
WAL-MART APPLICATION: This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas. They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place? DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD:Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30 - 3:30 PM. Monday, Tuesda

My Hubby Was In A 4 Wheel Wreck On Thrus March 06 -08
Well on march 06, 2008, my hubby scott was in a 4 wheel wreck, he is in sicu in columbus ohio. He is doin better, keep prayers goin for him. I really think everyone.

We're On Top And Gonna Stay There! Wanna Be Part Of The Best? Enter Here! ;)
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I Want You!!!!!
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors. Vinton is offering... owned in my name for a month rate stash and pics during HH random gifts throughout the month 2 photo tags SFW salute keep nice and drunk for a month random profile comments

Love
I guess I am going to start it like this you give your heart and soul to someone and then they stomp on you and play with your mind and heart like you dont have one. That is some crazy shit. Some wouldn't know love if it slapped them in the face, or would they after it was to late. Then you cant get it back no matter what you do. Some ppl will never learn will they but that is alright everybody gets what they deserve one day and so I will wait............. But not forever everybody learns from there mistakes and once again i guess i made one. But not anymore.

Vinton Is In A Auction!!! Go Place Your Bids
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors. Vinton is offering... owned in my name for a month rate stash and pics during HH random gifts throughout the month 2 photo tags SFW salute keep nice and drunk for a month random profile comments

Yes I'm Doing It Again
Yes I Am up for auction again so to all my family, friends, and fans come bid on me;) offering... owned in my name for a month rate stash and pics during HH random gifts throughout the month 2 photo tags SFW salute keep nice and drunk for a month random profile comments I may offer more that can be discussed later!!!

Random Sex Tips From Angi...the Saga Continues...
SCROLL DOWN FOR IMPORTANT INFO!! BELIEVE IN JESUS!!! AAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA For those of you falling for it the first time...lesson learned: Don't believe everything you read. For those of you falling for it again...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Silly you!

Mumming
Been reading the mumms today. I have to admit..at times it is quite funny some of the rude comments..but other times..its just nasty. If you want to be humorous..try to do it with style. See so many people bitching over "and how does this make your mind up.?" kinda stuff. Well to tell you the truth.. if you really are waiting on a serious mumm.. you might get lucky to get 2 at the most in a days time. What would you be doing if not reading these mumms? I think any kinda mumm can be interesting for the fact you can go . chat..read comments,,, laugh at some..etc in them. It does get old at times to see the same kinda mumms day in and day out. If you don't like it.. don't read them. Whats the purpose in insulting people over there spelling ..etc? Just a few thoughts... of mine.

Heres Ther Real Fu
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Validation
Whispers battling through my head Climbing into my thoughts Gripping my words Like a dagger in my spine Piercing my heart And she’ll never know And she’ll never know Connection was plausible Compassion was in reach Memories were dimmed by consumption Like a heavy stone Pulling on my soul And she’ll never know And she’ll never know Validated in my own mind Yet nervously detached from hers Folding now inside myself Hiding my thoughts So she’ll never know And she’ll never know Like a sore on contention Stinging and seeping My listlessness over this Rushing away the reality Of my situation Because She’ll never know No She doesn’t need to know

Replaceing Old Pics
I will be takeing my older pics on here and replaceing them into my stash so i can have more room for my newer pics to go up and i will be doing this from time to time so all you guys and gals can see all my pics i have to share.. love Ashley xoxo

Review: Panasonic Th-42px50u Plasma Tv
The Panasonic TH-42PX50U is a 42″ plasma TV and one of Panasonics newest additions to its plasma range. The realism of a TV pictures has never been better with the technology of plasma TVs getting better and this plasma TV is one that is leading the way. It has a contrast ratio of 3000:1 which means whites are whiter and blacks are blacker and a display of 8.58 billion colors, giving you better quality of viewing. Aesthetics Let’s start with the border of the screen. Around the outside of the plasma screen Panasonic have made the border color a sleek black, along with the excellent contrast ratio the black border enhances the picture quality making the picture more Samsung 42 DLP HDTV Review ...quite a bargain considering the revolutionary technology that is inside it. Amazon has 48 unique reviews for this set and they are overwhelmingly positive. A current rating of four and a half stars out of five is awarded to this ... defined and legit. The plasma sits on a simple

Funny As Fuck
a mumm comment -------------- That Guy I need coffee!) M United States March 8, 2008 @ 8:01 am #50 of 50 African American is just another fictitious term made up by the NAACP to keep Negroes feeling angry and excluded. Niggas who are secure in their roles as human beings don't need that shit.

Please Let Me Know
as most now know after reading my blog family crisis know i was not online last night during my hh, my bar tab was reset by the time i got to it and i had gotten alot of shouts and some ppl got screenshots of my hh. everyone that showed loved or got a screenshot for me please send me a private message and let me know so i can return the love and get the screenshots. thanks everyone. i have so many really wonderful ppl and true friends on here. thanks go out to everyone

Spend American
As you may have heard the Bush Administration said each one of us would now get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, and neither will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America, so the only way to keep that money here at home is to buy beer or spend it on prostitution, since those are the only businesses still in the U.S.

Ticked!!!!
Ya know this sucks. I'm working tonight which is great and I was thrilled till I got the third degree last night. I love how everything I get to do that's any fun at all or that I enjoy doing, someone has to piss all over I and either wreck it or make me so unhappy that I can't enjoy myself!!!! This just sucks!!!! Am I not allowed to enjoy anything at all ever???? I guess I'm just meant to sit and watch everyone else enjoy anything and everythign they want and forget me and what I might like. I might as well just had my life over to someone else, hell it bascially is now anyway. It's really hard to push through all the negativity and crap when that's all there ever seems to be. Then everyone expects you to be happy all the time and that you shouldn't be upset ever. Whatever!!!! People compliment me on being nice, sweet, kind, caring and on and on. Yeah, thanks and where does that ever get me???? Let's see, used, screwed over, hurt, sad, unhappy, disappointed, and do

Today On World Rock Radio
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A Child Amongst Us
Over the past 2 weeks, I've had a child, a vile, filthy, crack head, meth head, parasite harassing me, creating fake profiles with my screen name, the screen name masterchief, and a few others, and then going around lying, and leaving comments on may page calling me some pretty disgusting names. Now normally this doesn't bother me in the least. I just block them as soon as I catch them, delete the comments, and forget it. However, the past couple of days he has decided to go after a couple of my family members. I have found out, from very reliable sources, that this is how he operates. he'll now be nice to these family members, try to convince them how much I lie and how he's their real friend. Fortunately for me, the people on my family list are a whole lot smarter then he ever gives credit. One has blocked him already, the other needed the points of a friend request for leveling but will block his ass at the first mention of my name. And I believe the rest will do the same. How di

The Nine Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Nine Important Men In A Woman's Life! 1. THE DOCTOR: because he says, "Take your clothes off." 2. THE DENTIST: because he says, "Open wide." 3. THE HAIRDRESSER: because he says,"Do you want it teased or blown?". 4. THE MILKMAN: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back?" 5. THE INTERIOR DECORATOR: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it!" 6. THE STOCK BROKER: because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while, and then slowly fall back again." 7. THE BANKER: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest. 8. THE HUNTER: because he goes deep in the bush, shoots twice, and always eats what he shoots. 9. THE TELEPHONE GUY: because he says, "Would you like it on the table or up against the wall?

Contest!!!!
Okay, so I entered a contest as some of you know and it starts March 9th at 10:00 A.M. Pacific and runs through March 15th 10:00 A.M. Pacific. I would love any help you can give in comment boming me. There should be a bulletin posted about it today or tomorrow. Thanks Again!!!!

Home Schooling In California
Can you beleave it? Court says you can not home school your child in California. That is unless you have a Teaching Degree. What in the world is going on in that state? This is so uncalled for. Cause lets say if you are home schooling now in California and caught then you could have your kid('s) taken away from you. All Because the School system out there wants control of your kids. Did I say that California Schools wanted control of your kids? Yes I did and the reason I think this is why else would the courts pass this judgement. You have Familys out there that can teach thier kids a lot better then the school system and they do not want the school system teaching their kids, Like Sex Ed, in the 3rd grade. People in the United State do have morels yet California think they have the right to teach your child Sex Ed at what grade they determine and not you. I do beleave their are other reasons why one does not send thier kids to school and decide to home school them I jus

I'm Back!!
finally finished the new comp Friday night.. took a little more time that I was hoping, but I had some problems with my blood sugar dropping on me. last night my sugar crashed, dropped down to 2.9 (52 on the American scale). not a comfortable feeling.. but after some chocolate (mmmmmm.. Toblerone.... ), and an hour of feeling dizzy, I was back at it. had to format and reinstall windoze, but it was worth it! this thing flies. my old comp could hold it\'s own, but this one runs rings around it. to format the C: drive AND install windoze xp took a grand total of 14 minutes.. not a crash, not a lock up, everything is working awesome. new pics will be posted today.. stay tuned kids.. Mike

I Love Her, You Should Too!
First off, I want all to know I am doing this for a close personal friend who I love! I am getting nothing out of pimping her out to you guys, this is from my heart, so please if you care for me help her! This girl right here is the most careing and loving individual I've ever met. She means the world to me, not just on here but in real life. She has been my best friend for over ten years, and has stood by me through my woest times. I can honestly say, without her I would not be around today. So please, I am asking you all this from the bottom of my heart, Go show her some mad love! She is so close to becoming Godfather That I know if all my friends were to just go show her some love, be it just a rate or even give her a happy hour (her B-day was March 5th, so late presant maybe?) We could help her to reach her goal. Here is her link. *~*Sapphyre Eclipse*~*(Taken)*~* ASST. CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES Please help her! Show her the love! I promise she is worth it and is a wonderful

Babies... Really Cute Story
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't

What I Think
im drowning this paper full of ink to tell her what i think to show her i am the one that belongs with her and my son so we can have a family living in a sweet sweet harmony its time for a new chapter so we can write our happily ever after come on angelface cant u see i was ment for u and u were ment for me well thats wat i think my pen is out of ink

War
hey paper its me again seems like ur my only freind i wish i can talk to her tell her how i feel to show this time is for real no games no time to play she asked when it was comin heres that day that i stand up and say no more to the ragin war that lives inside of me its a war against misery theres nothing that can stop me now i havent taken my final bow this is fight to regain my life for my kids and my future wife i no its been a rough road Im prince that once was a toad

Bottled Water - Warning
I think this is worth passing on. Bottled water in your car -This is reportedly how Sheryl Crow got breast cancer. She was on the Ellen show and said this. This has been identified as the most common cause of the high levels in breast cancer, especially in Australia. A friend whose mother was recently diagnosed with breast cancer, the Doctor told her: women should not drink bottled water that has been left in a car. The doctor said that the heat and the plastic of the bottle have certain chemicals that can lead to breast cancer. So please be careful and do not drink bottled water that has been left in a car, and, pass this on to all the women in your life. This information is the kind we need to know and be aware and just might save us!!!! The heat causes toxins from the plastic to leak into the water and they have found these toxins in breast tissue. Use a stainless steel Canteen or a glass bottle when you can!!!

Bored...
I love meeting new people and makeing new friends. I love life. Sometimes, I find myself in rutts and once in a while I am obsessive. I like to hold on to the past because sometimes I'm scared to see what the future holds. I love changes but at the same time I love rutines... I love a new beginning with no promises or guarantees, it's the adventure that moves me. I am a very upbeat person, most of the time! lol I love new adventures, road trips, cruise ships and always trying to smile! When I am not taking care of my children & hubby I love hanging out with my friends, grabing a bite to eat, snuggle up on the couch to watch a movie,, jump in the vehicle and take a ride! and just go for a walk, or ride my horse. I try to have fun with everything in life, if you cant have fun in life then why live? I find myself searching daily for inspiration; be it in the eyes of my children, or from the lick of my dogs. I am always looking for something, somewheres. I can't go a day without looking fo

Five Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the si

Ducks In Heaven
Why you shouldn’t step on ducks******************************* Three guys, Bob, Larry and Bill get to heaven. Before they enter, St. Peter warns them as follows: “We have only one rule here. Whatever you don't ever, ever, step on a duck. Once one quacks, they all do, and they make a terrible racket”. They enter heaven and sure enough, ducks are everywhere. They are thick under foot and hard to avoid. Despite his best efforts, Bob soon steps on one which sets up a din of quacking. So an angel comes up to him and chains a large, hairy, ugly woman to him for eternity, and says: “You know the rule. I told you not to step on a duck. This is your punishment”. Larry and Bill tiptoe around far more carefully from then on. But soon, inevitably, Larry steps on a duck and sets offthe usual din. An annoyed angel quickly appears and chains a hideous crone to him for eternity and says: “Rules are rules. I told you not to step on a duck

Foundry Cams: Exotic Lisa Rocks Out In Her Stay Cozy Shirt
This pouty-lipped, 100% Brazilian hottie goes by the name Exotic Lisa, and when we saw some of her photos online, we knew we needed a FOUNDRY CAMS video from her. We sent her a STAY COZY shirt (available at xratedshirts.com) and let her do her thing. Wowee. Holy Mary Mother-of-God, she's smoking hot. Enjoy the goodness, and the music courtesy of our friends at CARBON 9. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE EXOTIC LISA's NEW VIDEO Then...if your motor skills haven't competely crapped out...head over to FOUNDRY CAMS and chat with Exotic Lisa LIVE on cam!

2008 March Specials
Exclusively for Guests attending March Shows $9.95 Bestburn™ Jars! Spend $25 and get your choice of jar candles for $9.95 each! Includes Trumpet Jars, Slim Hurricane Jars and Barrel Jars in your choice of fragrance! Limit two per Guest Slim Hurricane Jar Save 55% Retail value $21.95 Burn time: 70-80 hours per jar Barrel Jar Save 48% Retail value $18.95 Burn time: 55-60 hours per jar Trumpet Jar Save 29% Retail value $13.95 Burn time: 35-40 hours per jar Note: For the Bestburn Jar special, Shows must be held March 1 - 31, 2008, and received and accepted by April 7, 2008. Guests who spend $25 or more are eligible to purchase up to two jars for $9.95 each. Bestburn Jar offer excludes Fruit Fiesta Layered Slim Hurricane Wax Filled Jar, Nectartini & Cherry Orchard Layered Barrel Jar, Mini Barrel Jar sets, Fresh Home by PartyLite™ Jars and Well Being Spa by PartyLite™ Jars. Limit two jars per Guest. Hostesses are not eligible to select the jar special with reta

Another Update
Thanks for all the love and support I have received in the last few days. I really appreciate it. For those of you who did not know. My grandmother did pass away on my birthday March 6th. It's been a long road and I'm greatful that she is no longer suffering. Again thanks for all the love and support. You're all the best. Love to all.

Godmother Lsd's Shell!!!
She only needs 71,000 to godfather. We have alot of happy hours coming up. Will you guys please come help and rate some stuff to get her there. Even if you just come and rate a few things, every little bit will help. Thank you in advance to anyone who helps!! LSD's SHELL¢â ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar Brought to you by: Wishful Thinking@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking' on '2008-03-08 05:52:18')

New
I just joined last night so trying to make my way around. I hate the ignorance you have when you first join a site but this, too, will pass. If anyone has tips about where things are, things you can do here, etc. I'd really appreciate it. xoxo, Marlana

Oh No No Yes Yes Diva Diva ! It Happen Again A Diva In A Auction, Stop And Own Me For A Month!
OH NO NO NO YES YES YES! IT HAS HAPPEN AGAIN! DIVA ARE DOING A AUCTION AND WHO WILL BE THE LUCKY ONE TO WIN ME FOR A MONTH! CLICK MY PHOTO TO BID HERE: SPONSORED BY: LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar BULLETIN BY THE ONE AND ONLY AKAMRS. T

I Never Planned To...
know more about cars than, how to change a wheel, top up the oil, the wind screen wash and the radiator...oh and knowing that a stocking makes a good fan belt in an emergency! I now know how to: Change a battery, jump start a car, what a ball joint is and how it attaches to the wishbone... what happens when the bolt hole has been machined 1mm too big... and how to correct a mis-aligned wheel due to said machining error....how wheels are tracked on load of the back wheels, what camber is... I could go on but I'm boring myself!! My poor car!!! I took it for it's MOT 2 weeks ago.... It had a siezed brake caliper and needed new brake pads... no problem, so far so good...New headlight, yep thats why I picked one up from the scrap yard...doing well so far... Too much play on ball joint, requiered replacing...OK no biggy...jobs done, car passed MOT....WOOT!! OK cancel the Woot...battery is dead when I go to pick it up, mechanic left the lights on. OK so jump start it on the f

Cracka's
My fellow white people. Recently I had the unfortunate luck to be stuck in RHU (Hole) at the prison. Working in the hole over the years I have learned to ignore most of the bullshit that spews forth from the top notch of society's rejects, but today's conversation just got on my nerves. One particular inmate just kept screaming at the top of his lungs about all the "niggers" in this jail. I thought it was strange considering he is black. I asked him why he would call his Friends "niggers" He corrected me and said that he was referring to his "nigga's" not "niggers" "Nigga" apparently is a term of friendship unlike "nigger" well we all know what that implies. He gladly explained the difference to me and then told me to go fuck my white cracker ass. This conversation has stuck with me and I have realized that as white men we to have been improperly labeling individuals. No that doesn't mean we can use the term Nigga, or nigger for that manner. But I reali

I Really Need You Help!!click Each Pic!!!!!
I really need some Fu-bombing Love! I only have 1,600 Left to level! Please come and help me I would really appreciate it! I also am in a auction below so please, come and bid, or click on the bottom contest pic and bomb the Fu-crap out of it! Much love to you all!Lady~Love@ fubar

My Business
What I do for a living and my private life is no ones Business on the internet. What I do for a living and who I see I will not give out to anyone so to safe the Trouble on me telling you NONE OF YA don't even bother to ask. I am a very private person and don't feel I should tell perfect strangers about my real life. I do have a life outside of the Internet and do not get on much so deal with it.

Teeth Drama
Hey everyone, Freaking teeth are hurting me soo bad, really started a new level of pain the past two days. I went to the dentist Feb 21st and he gave me an antibiotic and tylenol 3 for pain. Right now it is barely if any helping. I wish they could just yank them out. I have medical card, so have to wait for them to approve it before anything gets done. Please, asking all of you to say some prayers for me. This is an ungodly amount of pain my teeth are causing me. The left side of my face swells and I'm lucky if I manage 2 hours of sleep. Nothing seems to help. Mine is not just a regular tooth that aches. I have a gum disease, a bad one. So imagine your worst toothache you've ever had and multiply that by a 10,000 and you can picture the pain that I'm in. Anyways just wanted ya'll to know if I'm not on chatting much, this is why. I'm gonna log off now, I just took two tylenol 3's and an antibiotic and they seem to be working briefly. Not sure how long the pain will be gone so going

Hi To All
A hairstylist shot an unhappy client after she complained about her haircut, police said. Lauren Newton, 28, was getting her hair cut Thursday at the home of Monique Reed when the two began to argue about the style, police said. "She (Reed) went to the bedroom, got a gun, fired a shot in the ceiling," Police Chief James Blyth said. Newton, who was trying to flee with her sister, was then shot in the lower back, he said. Reed, 38, was charged with aggravated assault and reckless endangerment. She remained in jail in this southwestern Pennsylvania town in lieu of $50,000 bond. Newton's injuries were not considered life threatening. She was taken to a hospital in nearby Pittsburgh for treatment. The district magistrate's office said Reed had not listed an attorney as of late Thursday.

Strappednblack Web Site
For The Subs And Doms! Self-Control If you can't control yourself--your vices, your emotions, your tendency to act out--you cannot control another person. You are too weak and self-indulgent to control another. As mentioned above, all submissives, even the best, resist control at times. Dealing with that resistance in a way that encourages good behavior in the submissive and helps to train her to be a better submissive and a happier person means realizing from the start that your submissive's actions, however you may dislike them, are not about you. They are, rather, about her problems with submitting. Learning not to respond narcissistically--i.e., with anger, personal affront, hurt, or defensiveness--when she behaves in a resisting or manipulative way, is part of self-control. Instead of overreacting, a self-controlled dominant will rationally and over time devise workable strategies based on his intimate knowledge of his submissive that discourage the behavior and attitudes he di

Great Lesson!!
One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asked about his bill and the barber replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The florist was pleased and left the shop. When the barber goes to open his shop the next morning there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later that day, a college professor comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The professor is very happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when th

Me The Jester
The mind wanders into the shadow, then comes the body & soul. Seeking a new home perhaps? Disillusioned is the person who believes true happiness lies im ones obis. Darkness hovers over all, but I who wish to walk the line between realms. I find no reason to fear the light or the lack there of. For the choice is yours in the end. Will you condemn your self, with the greed & malice that diseases the human race? But tonight I will feast upon a few sins & sit on the edge of two realms. Tonight I will taunt the humans that cannot juggle on the line

Jeff Walker
Jeff Walker Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker is the creator of the successful Product Launch Formula and he is going to launch Product Launch Formula 2 very soon. The prelaunch has already raised a lot of expectations. If you don't know who Jeff Walker is, then you should read the following paragraphs written by himself. The odds are very good that you have never heard of me. That is because I have been sitting off in a little corner of the Internet since 1996, quietly running an internet publishing business. Most of my friends don't have a clue what I do for a living - but the ones that know what I am doing say that I have a license to print money. And the fact is, that is awfully close to the truth. The name of this site is "Six Figures In Seven Days". And yes, I have done that - I have actually made more than $106,000.00 in one seven day period. That was pretty thrilling, for me... and for my bank - the people at the bank just abo

Show Me Your Boobs!!!
I came onto Fubar as looking for friends and what not. I put a couple of pix up and got some good ratings, adds, and great online friends. I always search for new friends male and female, and I do rate all peeps pix. But I want more attention!!! I am kinda an attention whore, but I don't show private parts to get that attention. All through my life, I was not your typical girl. I wasn't a tom girl, but I was always into playing soccer, and Ford Mustangs. I had more male friends then female. At one time I used to be into skate boarding, But never had a problem dating. Never wore makeup, always natural. Only once did I dye my hair black, because I hated my natural blonde hair. Never wore fake nails, but have a tattoo and lots of piercings, and yes I did have a skater hair cut. So why now here on fubar, do I have to show my breasts like any other female on here, to get more attention? I know this is a stupid question and probably gonna get rammed for asking and putting up this blog! Can n

Me...a Vampire..?
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Deacon FrostYeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampires Deacon Frost 83%Lestat 83%Marius 83%Akasha 75%Blade 67%Dracula 50%Armand 33%Louis 25%Angel 25%Spike

I Am Not Ignoring U
Ok heres the deal---for some odd reason my computer and Fubar hasnt been getting along very well for the last several days--- IF U HAVE RATED ME OR SENT A PROFILE COMMENT AND I HAVENT REPLY TO U ---IM NOT IGNORING U --ITS NOT LETTING ME RETURN THE FAVOR AT TIMES--BUT I WILL EVENTUALLY GET BACK WITH U -- I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE AND WOULD NEVER IGNORE ANYONE

Update 03/08/08
On the 22nd of February London had what I am hoping is her last surgery. They finally fixed her knee. What was supposed to be a 4 hour surgery turned into a 6 hour surgery but they have it fixed and she is home and healing. They put in 3 cadaver ligaments and drilled numerous holes in her knee and joined everything back together. She is still pretty sore and can't move it much but the doctors say it should be fairly close to normal for movement when it heals. Which can take any where from 4-8 months. I vote for the 4 months LOL It is good that she has it done finally. Thanks everyone for you prayers and support. Hugggggs and Junk Vanessa

Play Weak When You Are Strong.
Empower them fully and let go of the reigns, see if they drive you wild or just drive you insane. Dont loose that grasp you have and your unique intuit, or you might just find yourself falling into a half hearted relationship. Let them know you, and not your false chip, the one you carry like a cargo bearing ship. Give them all you have and just sit back and see, they will repell it or embrace it depending on their needs. If they need you not, you will soon know, as you watch their feelings for others begin to stretch and grow. What they dont need you now? You know how that can be, you seen that very clearly once before and this is the same it seems. They will still try to hold you near and dont anger yourself at that, because you are so good and noone will let go of that, or maybe you pushed your way into an awful spot, where you may have hurt them and revenge is in their plot. Maybe you do mean something to them, but just not what you want, cant hold that against as they have done n

Grandfather Time
Grandfather Time, Why aren’t you sleeping When all the world Has fallen still? Grandfather Time Why are you keeping The keys to my cage I have not the will? Grandfather Time Why is the past frozen Yet it still seeps In my every thought? Grandfather Time, Why have I been chosen To live with the pain These memories wrought? Grandfather Time, Why must I lay hidden Inside this cocoon All sealed up in hate? Grandfather Time, Why am I forbidden To move past the hurt And choose my own fate? Written by Cherie Million March 8, 2008

People
I don't get it. I really don't get it. How can people do what they do to themselves and others? Are they so insecure? Are they so pathetic? Are they so weak? I know I'm talking about people from the outside. I'm outside myself right now: just an observer in this strange place. I am included in these criticisms, and it hurts... As much as I can hurt the way my emotions work. First a summation of events: I went to a party. I knew it would start fun and that I would meet new people, as parties should be. I also knew that by the evening's end, at least one friend, old or new, would make themselves sick. I accepted this and played the role of the caretaker, as I often feel compelled to do. The host took over these duties, which was new to me, as I've often been the host indirectly. He seemed irritable and under some influence himself, but I trusted his judgment. Sure enough, my friend was taken care of and brought back to his own room, as it should be, assuming his roommates were wi

Hourglass
Our life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time. Every moment, everlasting and ever-changing, slipping through my fingers, as I turn the pages of my journey into unwritten eternity. To the moments of love and pleasure, to nights of question and pain. To those who have changed you for good, and events that made you who you are today. To the past and our memories of time spent together and alone. Our cocktail of accomplishments mixed with how we`ve become known, awaits a final toast to our existence and our passing

What Is Love ?
Love is the way that our lives intertwine, Love is feeling of your hand in mine, Love is each look and each meaningful touch- The unspoken Language that tells us so much... Love is laughter and joy that we share, but most of all, Love is just knowing you're there. The warmth and joy that fill my heart, the love that's meant to be, The greatest treasure of my life- that's what you are to me. I LOVE YOU...

Auction Open For Bids - Closed
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What Have I... Xiii
There is no place for man, the new god. No place. No doubt. No fear. Views of a fall. Head first into waiting arms. Cradling and carrying you gently to where you belong. It might take some time. You think you can walk faster, but, everyone's afraid to let you. Rest son. You've had a long flight on a dirty road. Littered with gravel, and cold mist-pregnant green leaves. You're not in love. You're not a celebrity. You may have been. Several times. But you're not right now. Let them carry you. Close your eyes. But not because you're tired. Not because the cool rain has started falling. Not because the sun blinds us from our destination. Because you're tired of talking to clouds resembling familiar shapes. Resembling the only things you ever held onto. Dissapearing into white lonely vapor. You're safe from the fall now. Close your eyes. Let the hands carry you down these busy streets. With any luck, you'll be allowed to walk soon. With that same

Saturday, March 8, 2008
Good morning, All! It's 4am, ugh, and I woke up about 45 minutes ago aching all over. My Advil was calling in a loud voice. LOL Joey and I walked around Super K last night for about an hour. I'm learning that's a bad thing to do. But what's a girl to do when she can't shop? Geez! :-P Seriously though...as I try to do a little more each day, I'm finding that it's the little things like making my bed or emptying a waste basket that add up to more pain. It's extremely frustrating and not a little scary. I'm a Virgo, which means I'm a neat freak at heart. And just being in my bedroom/living area makes my skin crawl. It's not dirty, just extremely cluttered, and I can't keep up with it. This really hit home the other night when I was making dinner. Something simple like that should not cause pain, but I had to lay down curled up in a ball for an hour afterwords. I'm still going to the Chiro three times a week, and when I walk out of his office, I feel like I can take o

Justin Ballesteros Camacho
It's been 8 yrs today that my lil angel, Justin, was taken from me. I'm content and at peace but it's hard. The older I get the harder it gets tho I thought the opposite would occur. I have two other beautiful children that I have been blessed with and tho they are not at risk of a young death, I worry more and more everyday. I still have a lot of questions for my creator about his reasons for taking my first born but I know that it is also not my place to question. For anyone with children, no matter how old...please make sure they know how much they are loved each and every day. I wasn't there when my angel died but I know he is with me each and every minute now and I cherish him more now than ever. Let love into your heart...

Confessions Of The Mind
Creak of tight leather My breath did catch Delicate ears flooded with Your moans of pleasure At my behest Tall boots shine bright Slick with your sweat Flick of the wrist Groans of wonderment erupt At my decree Ample breasts spill forth Beckoning your adoring gaze Brushed against taunt skin Cries of intense joy At my command Soothing hand through hair Long legs do straddle Firm hand pulling forth Provocative words are whispered At my bidding Hands grip boots tight Blue eyes burn bright Hot breath does sear Sultry from moist lips At my prompting Slow dance in motion Brown eyes burn bright Teasing tongue does flick Knowingly invading Venus space At my word Sweat trails and drips Fingers tangled in hair Two locked in passion Leather creaks straps bind At your request... ~M~

Destiny - A Poem Written & Copyrighted By Martin G. Kays !
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2008 Martin Guy Kays

St Patrick's Day Presentation !!!
"OWN YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN" Its the month of March, and you know St Patrick's day is coming soon. I am going to host an auction for that special day. Entry Fee is 100,000 fu-buks it will start March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst minimum bid will start at 200k If you are interested please send me a Fu-Mail with the following things: 1~ 100,000 fu-bucks entry fee 2~ The link for the picture you like to submit 3~ A list of your offer for the highest bidder. Examples: - Add to family or top friends for month - A personal salute. - Pimp out bulletin or blog. - Pix,stash rated during Happy Hour - One gift a day - daily comments & keeping that person sh*t faced for the entire month - Add to my messenger - A phone calls RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIF

Damn This Is Just For Fun
THIS SITE IS FOR FUN, PEEPS ARE REALLY STARTING TO GET CARRIED AWAY ON HERE. JUST BECAUSE YOUR ON MY FRIENDS LIST DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO DO ANYTHING WITH YOU...... IF YOU ASK ME GOING TO SOMEONE'S WORK TO FIND OUT WHY THEY DIDN'T EXCEPT YOUR FRIEND REQUEST IS JUST PLAIN CRAZY... IM NOT LOOKING TO DATE ANYONE ON HERE AND I REALLY DON'T NEED A STALKER SO GROW UP.

Raise Up Your Arms!
Raise Up Your Arms! A Rondeau * Raise up your arms in disgust and frustration over the current state of the nation, for executive lies and duplicity have smeared the President's integrity with the stain of corporate prostitution. Once we've impeached this administration for the reason of high crimes and treason, who then shall determine our destiny? Raise up your arms! It's time we demanded our politicians respect and honor the Constitution, for we shall never submit to tyranny and We the People will fight to stay free. So all those in favor of revolution, raise up your arms!

A Little About Me..
I was bored.. can you tell? 1.What time is it? 12:33 AM Personal 2.Do you want to answer these? Not really 3.Name? Krissy 4.Name spelled backwards? yssirK 5.What is your quest? Happiness and love 6.Nickname? I have a lot.. pick one.. 7.Age? 22 8.Hometown? New Kensington 9.What were you born in? A hospital bed in a hospital. 10.Where do you live now? In my own little world. 11.What state? PA 12.Ever going to move? More than likely, maybe, hopefully.. 13.Would you rather live somewhere else? Most definitely. 14.Birth date? November 15. 15.When do you blow out your candles? After everyone sings Happy Birthday. :) 16.Day you were born? Hell, I don't know. I think it was a Monday. 17.Zodiac sign? Scorpio 18.Do you know what that is? Nope, I'm retarded. 19.Sex? Yes please. 20.Height? 5'5" 21.Weight? Are you kidding me? 22.Eye color? Poop brown 23.Hair color? Naturally dark brown, but dyed often.

Dj Wakko
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Dj Metalization Aka Vince Aka Chinzell
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Dj Sxyyonnekitten
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Dj Sconee - Db President /owner
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Dj Pixi
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Never Forget And Never Forgotten
I have posted some photos from an era that some wish or want to forget. I am a retired Serviceman. I have fought for this country and would do it all over again. We are One Nation Under God, those who died watched over us, now God Watches Over Them. Please feel free to rate and/or comment. Please don't rip. Thank you

Dj Motleyman
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Dj Moonbaby
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Dj Lumina / Dirty Bitch Matriarch
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I Was Bored And Started Writting
Tattered Soul 1.my heart is endless unable to truly feel hate for any living being even for those who have wronged me, broken me, stabbed me, beaten me, and betrayed me and yet they do these things to me they do these things to my loved ones and yet still nothing not even anger truly only sadden and dishearten and yet those feelings don't last for more then a moment in time is it that I am simply content with the way things are or is it that i just dont care about anything any more or maybe I've just found a state of serenity for which drowns out all the anger,sorrow,pain,and doubt if this is the case then when did i gain this state when did i come to this path how did i gain this state of calm as everyone around me is smashed down to there very foundations while i come back down from my off of my high foundations and break them down so i can give them something stronger to build with again my heart is endless giving everything it has till there is nothing left and yet still finds m

Dj Laid To Rest Aka Shawn
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Dj Hate-me
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Dj Gear Jammer
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Dj Freak On A Leash / Owner Of Black Diamond
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Remembrance Day, 9-11
Remembrance Day (9-11) A Rondeau * Let us raise a cairn to the Dead on this day of grief and sorrow. A monument for the ages; impressive in proportion to the grief we felt at their loss. Let us, a nation uniting, lift up our voice in song and psalm to those we remember today... Let us raise... Let us, this nation united, as we reflect upon this day, choose wise how we honor their lives. We can seek the sins of vengeance or we can choose to rise above. Let us rise!

Oh Lucifer (isaiah 14:12)
Oh Lucifer (Isaiah 14:12) A Rondeau * Oh, Lucifer, Son of Morning, first flame in the east sky burning; Full of promise, full of light, chasing back the darkened night and bringing hope to a world yearning. Beware! Beware! Dark forces scheming, led by prophets mushroom dreaming, leading armies of thunderous might! Oh, Lucifer! And yet, this world, it keeps on turning, and from your flames they've kept you burning. No longer now the Bringer of Light but e'er to wear the Crown of Night. I weep for you, Son of Mourning, Oh, Lucifer...

Devorce
Well my marrige just turned ugly. I was working on it for a while butit just kept getting worse. I am trying to wait for the paper work to go through for my devorce 4 months left to file the request for a decition from the judge. In that time i just need to take some time away from the city that I live in. I think i'll go down to San Diego this weekend

They Have Names
They Have Names A Rondeau * They have names, these dead, you see on TV, These corpses floating on a desert sea. Awash within the glory they had won, Bloating bodies 'neath the blistering sun. They have names just the same as you and me. We're told they died so that we can be free From the imminent threat of Iraqis. Is there any way to wish this undone? They have names! Can you imagine the sheer irony Of trying to force a democracy On a people from the end of a gun? Such is the scheme of the Privileged Son As he fosters a homeland tyranny. They have names...

Baseball Is Back!!
I'M SO GLAD BASEBALL IS BACK.OK SO IT'S NOT OFFICIALLY BACK UNTIL MARCH 31ST THAT IS OPENING DAY,BUT ATLEAST I HAVE SPRING TRAINING GAMES TO WATCH UNTIL THE GAMES COUNT IN 3 WEEKS OR SO.I KNOW MOST OF U AREN'T YANKEE FANS BUT I DON'T CARE I LOVE MY YANKEES AND I LOVE HOW EVERYONE SEEMS TO HATE THEM.IT GIVES ME THAT US AGAINST THE WORLD MENTALITY LOL.NOW THE PAST 8 YEARS HAVEN'T ENDED THE WAY I WANTED THEM TO END BUT THE REALLY GOOD THING IS THE YANKEES FINALLY WENT BACK TO THEIR OLD FORMULA OF DEVELOPING YOUNG TALENT AND MIXING THEM IN WITH SOME OF THE VETERANS,WHICH IS HOW THEY WENT ON THEIR BIG RUN IN THE 90'S.SO YEA THE FUTURE LOOKS BRIGHT ONCE AGAIN AND I AM SO GLAD AFTER A LONG WINTER TO SEE BASEBALL BACK AGAIN.I KNOW ONE THING,THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY INTERESTING YEAR AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR OPENING DAY!!!!!!!

To Write Love On Her Arms-please Read.
I recently had a struggle with my oldest daughter, about what I Thought was a very immature thing for her to do to herself- She wanted a Tattoo on her Forearm, and I couldn't for the life of me talk her out of this, and believe me, it wasn't very pretty here for a while. Until she brought me to a website, and explained to me exactly what this tattoo meant to her. I have always known my daughters heart, her pains, but not until she showed me this site did I truly understand that no matter how much I loved her-my precious daughter....She didn't love herself-and no matter how many things I did, no matter how many times it came out of my mouth, or how many tears I cried for her, she didn't and couldn't find that feeling that so many people long to feel. LOVING THY SELF> I am thankful for this site, for the awareness and for my daughter being brave enough to open my eyes to realize it wasn't me as a mother not doing enough to love HER, She has to find her way to LOVE HERSELF.

Oh Well...
Oh Well... Gazing through the windows of my youth Hoping to catch a glimpse of some half-forgotten truths Looking to the past Searching for something to last Something to carry me through 'til tomorrow I reach back into my mind Wondering what it is I'll find Digging up my dreams Wondering what they mean Hoping that I'll have something to show Something to tell I look back into my dreams Searching for forgotten themes Trying to find What was on my mind Hunting for just the smallest trace But the mirror becomes clouded And my thoughts from me are shrouded Unable to see Just who it is in me Hiding behind the mask of my face Oh well...

The Mad-song Of King Ludwig Ii
The Mad-Song of King Ludwig II A Mad-Song Quiet little boy with your music box toy on a hill where a watch tower stood; What do you see? The Future maybe? A white swan amidst the wood? You assumed the throne at a tender age and to your ministers you left the affairs of an ancient state to build a palace great, abandoning all of your worldly cares. Amid your court of unseen ghosts, sipping from your enchanted chalice, you had a dream, a grand, noble scheme, to build a fairy-tale kingdom palace. Along grand corridors rich and dark, your entourage with you nightly strode. Oh, what a scene to servants unseen as you walked your magical fantasy road. Your dinners were the envy of Kings with each and every royal course. Such regal guests, only the best, from Charlemagne to your favorite horse. In a hidden grotto on a shell-shaped boat, you sailed down this mortal stream. How must your life, in this world of strife, pass like a fleeting, god-like dr

Wedding Bully - Arwen N Carlos
COME WITNESS THE EXCHANGING OF VOWS BETWEEN TO WONDERFUL PEOPLE TODAY, SATURDAY, MARCH 8, 2008 AT 9:00 P.M. PST, 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST, IN THE SIN CITY LOUNGE. THE HANDSOME GROOM BIZ AND THE GORGEOUS BRIDE LADY ARWEN THIS MOMENTOUS OCCASION IS HOSTED BY DJ SLIM, PASTOR AND DJ HYPNOTIQ, MAID OF HONOR

A Question From That Man In Back
A Question From That Man In Back A Rondeau * Mr. President, I'd like to ask a question, one that concerns the current state of the nation. And I'd like if you answered with all honesty for this is a matter of your integrity and of your oath to protect the Constitution. For it appears, sir, that your administration, in patriotic zeal and self adulation, has developed a contempt for democracy, Mr. President. At issue are the interests of corporations and just how much they influence your decisions in both our domestic and foreign policy. Sir, this is a question of credibility; Just how deep were you involved in this deception, Mr. President?

Wtf Is The Deal?
What the fuck is up with assholes who are so cocksucking rude on MUMMS? Im not new to fubar, but I am new to Mumms, and I thought I would post a few to see what it was all about. I'll admit I really didnt know what to put in the first one or two. I saw the option to delete all the mean and rude comments, but as this is America, people (even stupid shit people) have the right to freedom of speech, which includes the right to their own opinion. At the same time, what the fuck is up with you assbags being so full of piss n vinegar? This is for all the pricks out there who have nothing better to do with their own sorry ass lame lifes than to dog someone else's, especially when the dumb fuck comment you leave has nothing to do with the mumm. Grow the fuck up cockwads! Tam

Now, America
Now, America a Rondeau * Now that we have unleashed the dogs and sacrificed in blood to God, should we at all be concerned for home now that we are in this world alone lest we fall victim to demagogues? We watched the war through media fog; stunning scenes in tele-photog; switch the channel on your cell phone now! View the models for the new stalag, custom built for the broken cog. There's steady employment breaking stones and a common plot to rest your bones. So come check out the new catalog now.

For You ! A Poem Written & Copyrighted By Martin G. Kays !
FOR YOU For the light that"ll shine in your eyes When you look into my face I'll give you the skies And everything else in space For the words of love you'll whisper Into my listening ear I'll carry to you mountains Across the oceans clear For sharing with me your spirit Until our time was gone I give to you these words In hopes we'll carry on And for giving me inspiration To write these words I feel Dont' be too surprised I see the love in your eyes' Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2008 Martin Guy Kays

Auction By Sisters & Brothers 4 Life
If you are interested in being auctioned PRIVATELY fu-mail SuperStarrPrincess with the link to the picture you would like to use and what you are offering to your "fu-owner". Entrance fee is 25K. No NSFW pics will be accepted! Auction is Open To ALL!!! (repost of original by 'SuperStarrPrincess *Owner of Sisters 4 Life* *Owner of Brothers 4 Life* *Owner Sisters 4 Life Lounge' on '2008-03-07 08:20:27')

Saysha Means...
What Saysha Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Empathy
empathy is very interesting. since it acts like a double edged sword. a person with empathy can be there for their loved ones. b/c they know that something is wrong. they may not always know what exactly is wrong. but yet its very difficult to focus on ones own feelings. with the feelings of everyone else getting in the way. me and someone i'm close to. were talking about it recently. and it made me realize just how difficult being an empath really is. my first empathic experience was when I was 3yrs old. I had a dream that my birth father fell of the back of a duece and a half.(military transport truck. for non mil personell)and that his arm was in a sling. I woke up screaming and told my birth mother about it and was slapped in the face for it. but low and behold 15 min later my father walks in the door. and that's exactly what happened

A Situational Comedy
We all eventually die within a series of episodes repeated too long, Like Archie Bunker in an armchair seventy-six hours too ripe Or Mel gasping for breath on the diner floor as his heart fails one night locking up. Imagine the heartfelt sobs as Alice rocks numbly beside Sam's whithered, emaciated form. She needn't worry; her final episode is in the can, Or at least that's where her head will hit one morning as she climbs from the shower. Pity the children, for so too is their fate, Either far down the road or right in the middle of it, like that little Cleaver kid. If the results hadn't been so tragic, the laugh track wouldn't have seemed awkward. Did you hear Theo Huxtable drove his car into an embankment at one hundred miles an hour? Expectations can be a real bitch, especially when you're married to one. Not often in the prime time are we covered in lime; Only the lucky are eulogized that way. Witness the death of Jack Tripper. He grew up and he grew old in ou

Omg I Had The Scare Of My Life Tonight
My youngest son took of with his friends tonight one after being told not to so he is in trouble for that so i went to work and had to come home casue i couldnt hardly get around because we are under blizzard attacks right now of snow we have gain almost 14 inches right now and it is still comeing down hard and ya cant see well my kid and some other kids got lost in the blizzard and we couldnt find them i am so sick to my stomach now i cant stand it the feeling i got when i got the call they was lost just made my heart drop to the floor .. after 3 hours we found them all there ok there just cold and scared maybe as much as i was ...I have sat and cried casue of all the bad thoughts going thur my head i dont think they know just how bad they scared everyone really ..so needless to say i have had a very streeful day on top of this happening several other things has happened and i think it finally broke this camels back .. so hug your child every night kiss them when you can tell them yo

Lonely
Just sitting here kinda bored. Missing my bf. Spending some time at my mom's and I can't sleep...but then again, when can I. Mom thinks I have a pinched nerve in my back...been having trouble walking because it's bothering me so badly...but that's nothing new. Once again I'm broke...and boss still hasn't called me for any work...beginning to wonder if and when he will. Fixing food so I can feed my fat self...and just messing around online. It's quite boring without anyone to talk to though. =/

Ace
You Are the Ace of Clubs You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler. Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times. A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary. You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen. Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe. And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you. A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette Your friends would describe you as: Crazy Your enemies would describe you as: Demented If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller What Playing Card Are You?

Shadow Dream
Shadow Dream A Rondel Alice slept in the afternoon shadow Where she dreamt a very god-like dream Upon a rather Cartesian theme That played like a matinée picture show The White Queen to Alice whispered low That not all that is is as it seems Then took her deep in the forest shadow And showed her the Dreamer lost in dream The Red King snored with the peaceful flow Of the waters that grace this mortal stream He dozed without haste or thought extreme As he dreamt this world which we all know Alice woke in the afternoon shadow And wondered if it was all but a dream

My Pain
My pain is great,my heart hurts,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperately want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full attention.you just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.Take it away.You wont,your gone from me again. I will learn to not have you there for me,to not make me laugh and smile.To touch my heart,mind body and soul.Pain is taking control once again.