Well i am usually online but not always on furber,myspace,live journal,yahoo 360 there are more but any who if you like to talk to me my messanger is spookysg@aim.com it is usually always up . so lets chat and start spreading the love people kisses and hugs ,i hope all is well and in good spirits and full of love and joy .my friends i may not be hangout w/you all yet but there will be a day i will come back that is those who still want my company i had to do a lot of shorting out and i found that if people are really friends they will understand and are willing to wait but i will still chat w/you on messanger or i will return your messages as i get them .I dn't call anyone anymore is that my home phone is know more my computer and roomies computers are hooked up now and so only way to contact me is by e-mail messages on websites or ims i will do my best to get back to you guys i am sorry i don't want you to feel i have turned away i haven't just dealing with my own personal demons and i want tio have a clear head before i bring you guys back into my life those who are willing to wait i love you all and hope the best for each and every one of you .Now i know some of you like to say mean thing and all i can say is go a head you can't hurt me any more .people have as much power as you let them over you an i am getting more clear about thinking of my down falls and i am not tring to make those mistakes i made about the wrong choises i made and the not following my belifes i screwed up big time people and yes i wronged some of you and a sorry i know just don't cut it but if you forgive me and strat a freash and new friendships i think we can be .so think it over and what ever you decide i admit i did some pretty bad things and i do feel terrible but if people are willing to work w/me then i can't do anything to fix nothing and if it is the case were you feel that are friend ship can't be saved please know i will always care even when you think i am full of it well lots of love and hugs all around i just had to get this off my chest i am not mad or pissed however i just need to let you know how i feel .
