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Political Seal
Official Announcement: The government today announced that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed! Damn, it just doesn't get more accurate than that!

Silent Scream
Crisp contrasted night, Sudden phosphorus spark Ignited. Kindled. Quick and angry Flame Scuttles toward fingers. IfIwerebold, I'd let it burn. Instead cringe from the heat, Force yellow brilliance Into the slow smolder of a cigarette. Complicated,Curls and tendrils, I watch indignant valor Seeping irritated ruby specks. Snaking upward with the smoke. I drag Heavy fumes, Thick regret, Taking time to tap soot Resignation to the ground, Product of silent blaze.

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Fate
I am so sick right now I cant even breath sometimes my nose is stuffed up, I havent been having morning sickness a lot like I was the first few weeks. I dont know what to do with my life but just sithere and wait for my baby to come along. Ahhh man I met this incredible guy today, I mean I dont think I have met someone like this in a long time and I amnot just saying that , its something that I have been searching for all this time. I just want sooo bad to have this guy in my life and I know he wants me in his, but its kind of fast to just be jumping in there so I think I want to take sometime to get to know him better. Anyway, I want to thank everyone who has been so supportive on my mumms. The ones who have not been supportive and have been very rude, where do you come off? I mean we ask a simple question and you go all off on us, you know what I think people just get angry about things and decide to put it off on others. Thats not right if you are going to be angry hit a wall or cus

The Auction Is Now Open!!!!
ok yall, the NSFW auction is now open. please click the pic below and place your bids as well as see what i am offering!!!!! you have to add the host to bid, so here is their profile NYHA **Mari's Fu~Wife**@ fubar

Lets Start It Off
Well lets start this thing off, right now I am just setting around trying to get over sugery at home, normally I am out in my Peterbilt running around the country side. I Love what I do an I love the freedom of the open road but I am thinking on selling my truck an trailer an stop going cross country. I have gave better then 15 yrs to over the road so I have seen alot of the Country thru the windsheild, an gotten paid for it

Mrs. Dont Hate
hey thats my melissa she one of the very few really great women here on fubar ya go and show her lots of love!!!! ~* DONT HATE *~ ITS MELISSA BITCH *~LOVING MY HATERS !@ fubar got to love her!!!! so ya know the deal click the link to her page and love her like i do click the pics n love the work i did

Mr. King Of Kings
the king of kings go make him a godfather King of Kings/TCS Security@ fubar show him love tell him i sent u :) He also makes some great work on poster pics n name name graphics go and contact him if u want also a poster pic or a name graphic

This Thing Called Life
is anyone else sick of it? sick of the pain people like to put you through? sick of the shit you have to put up with? sick of the emptyness in your life? well i am. i am sick of it all. sick of being lonely and feeling empty sick of being down and depressed. sick of not being able to express my true emotions to people... sick of it all.

My First Piercing
As a child I was always the one taking dares from my friends. No matter how insane the dare was, everyone always knew Shannon would do it. One time back when I was in high school, a bunch of my girlfriends dared me to flash this teacher all the girls thought was cute. Two days later I took the dare and ended up getting suspended for two weeks. My parents nearly had a heart attack. Some things never change! A few weeks ago I, an adult now, found myself in another juvenile dare situation with a bunch of my girlfriends. A bunch of us were sitting around the bar talking about how a clit piercing can make sex that much better. Going off strict hearsay everyone seemed to know or knew someone with a clit ring that claimed it made them have multiple orgasms, when accidentally brushed against. I probably was the only sane one in the group that knew this had to be bull shit make believe. One rumor or hearsay later and everyone were ganging up telling me to put up or shut up. They said tha

My Hero
One day you get an email telling you that I've been kidnapped, no name signed anywhere, no address, no clue whatsoever to where I am. Worried you frantically call the house number here and some guy answers, you ask him where I am and what's going on. He tells you there's an ongoing investigation and that I was indeed kidnapped. I was seen by the old woman across the road, being drug outta the house by my hair, wearing only my bra and panties. I was shoved into a light brown, ugly car that had completely disappeared by the time the cops got there. Four older ugly men had come and got me. The police filled you in on the rest and you decided to look for me, you look everywhere here in town looking for a car with the same description but find nothing. At last you decided to go down by the lake and hunt for me. Spying a brown car and 3 men talking beside it, you hide and wait for them to leave, just knowing that you had finally found a clue. But the 4th man is nowhere in sight. ! Hearing

I Was The Perfect Child
I was told to do this one... When I was about 9 I remember getting in trouble and spanked for something one of my sisters had done. When Dad found out it was not me like I had hollered at him he took me on his lap told me how sorry he was and the next time I did something wrong He would not spank me. OHHH BOY a free ride!! Words he would come to regret. The following week I was so called home sick from school and because Mom had to work one of my older sisters was staying home from class to be with me and keep me out of trouble (koff koff) I was in the downstairs bathroom where Sarah had left her lighter on the counter...so I did the natural thing ...played with it. Ya know its really super amazing how fast toilet paper burns up. By the time I had run back and forth with cups of water I had burnt a huge bath towel and half the side wall had a large black scar on it. I knew I was in BIG TROUBLE! So I did the obvious thing ...I got rid of all the evidence flushed the scraps of bur

Her Lovers Touch
Her breath came in short bursts as she gripped the bed with her free hand. Her pussy ached to be filled like it had been earlier. There was nothing she liked more than having Jason stretches her to her limits. She tossed the vibe onto the bed as her fingers greedily sought out her puffy pink lips. Instantly, two of her fingers parted them and forced deep inside her. She was so lost in her own pleasure that she did not even hear him return home. He stood there in the doorway wearing just a pair of denim shorts as he watched in amazement as his horny little slut masturbated. He ran his hand over the growing bulge in his shorts, his eyes remaining glued to her. She slipped a third finger inside, spreading her cunt even wider as her hips began to buck. She let out a loud moan as her eyes clenched shut. He took a couple of steps back as he unzipped his pants quietly as not to alert her to his presence. Her fingers speedily moved in and out of her sweet little hole as a torrent of moans

Funny Shit
A couple that was married for 20 years always made love with the lights off. Well, after 20 years, the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned the lights on. She looked down... and saw that her husband was holding a battery-operated pleasure device. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," she screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy... if you explain the kids."

My Masters Touch
The feel of a foot pushing against me woke me from my spot on the floor at Masters feet. "Wake up slut I have a surprise for you tonight." His voice chased the sleep induced fog from my brain as i sat up looking towards Him. "Sir?" i asked. "Go get dressed in what is on the bed for you and fetch your leash, I have plans for you tonight bitch." "Yes Sir" i exclaimed as i crawled back towards the room questions floating around in my mind as to what He had planned for the night. As i reached the bed and saw the black corset, leather mini skirt, wrist and ankle cuffs all laid out thoughts started running through my head and i felt heat spreading through me. As quickly as possible i dressed and returned to Him laying the leash in His lap. He reached out and scratched behind my ear "Good girl" He said as He hooked the leash to my collar. He then pulled me to my feet, loaded me in the van and drove off into the night. Part of me wanted to ask where we were going and what He had planned but i

Poeticimage
One Man's Desire With one mans desire there is nothing that can hold him away with the thoughts of a goddess an the sounds of the heavens she speaks his name chasing at his soul for every breathe that she takes with a simple thought of her beauty life can feel like such a dream an to yet hold her bye his side an never lot her go there is nothing that can be more sweet.

# 001.) Macy's
I saw her at Macys that spring day. She had on a tight ribbed top and a green and blue plaid skirt, bobby socks and her hair back in a ponytail. She was mid-thirties, but she looked about eighteen in that get-up. Her fresh looks and her pert breasts caused me to stop on my way to the cookware section. I picked up a halter from the aisle-side display and glanced at it idly as I watched her shopping for a pair of panties. She already had two pair and was eyeing a third, a sexy thong I noticed. Much to my embarrassment, she looked up and coyly purred, "That's not your size." Red faced I hung the short halter up and smiled back, "Just looking for something for a special lady." Her wicked grin sliced through me, "That's nice, but if I were the special lady, I'd like something from over there," motioning to the bustiers in the corner. "Maybe you could show me one, I'm always getting something too conservative," my cock stirred in my jogging shorts as I sauntered over to h

Liar Quotes
“A liar will not be believed, even when he speaks the truth.” “No man has a good enough memory to be a successful liar.” “Great talker, great liar.” “A man is never more truthful than when he acknowledges himself as a liar” “The liar's punishment is not in the least that he is not believed, but that he cannot believe anyone else.” “He who does not need to lie is proud of not being a liar.” “The visionary denies the truth to himself, the liar only to others” “The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool.” “"Let God be true but every man a liar" is the language of true faith” “If one is to be called a liar, one may as well make an effort to deserve the name.”

Exorcism
A demon is gone or should I say, I exorcised it's soul today. Deep within her mind so shallow leaving a soul so soft and hallow. The peace within her heart is small, waiting for her world to fall. She nevers shares her dreams and fears, only lets them see her tears. She cries alone within her shell thoughts of loneliness on which she dwells A new day is dawned with wishes and hope, friends and lovers to help her cope. She'll only learn to love anew with colors soft and full of hue. Pinks and blues and yellows too she learns to love her new found view.

Mental Ward Electronic Switchboard
When you dial a Mental Hospital.... RING...RING..... Welcome to the Psychiatric Ward. If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are codependent, please ask someone to press 2. If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line so we can trace the call. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press. No one will answer. If you are delusional and occasionally hallucinate, please be aware that the thing you are holding on the side of your head is alive and about to bite off your ear

Fucking Immature People Suck
OMG, so I can actually post something here, and Someone (We will call her person "A") wont get her panties in a fucking knot. So here it is. I know 90% of the world thought what those fucking moron marines did was gross as all hell. Well someone, No names mentioned, WHO NEEDS TO GROW THE FUCK UP, Thinks apparently I'm "IGNORANT" GET OVER YERSELF. I'm sorry but that was the worst thing, I saw in a loooooooooong time, and it was not right that they fucking laughed about it, and TAPED IT!!! Come on now. So then I tell person "A" she changed, and she cant except that. She thinks she is all high and fucking mighty or some shit. Well here it is, I'm not sorry I think you changed. I'm not sorry for being disgusted in some of our military, and I'M NOT SORRY FOR LOSING FUCKING RESPECT IN THEM! NEWS FLASH World, Me, yes lil old me is bi polar, and I snap. And I decided I was not gonna take no more shit from noone. I also saw what her hubby's myspace away thing says, and oh yes its

Baby Shower
I had a baby shower on Sunday, and NO ONE showed up! Can you believe that?! I can't....super lame. I was SO embarrassed!!! I feel really bad for my mom because she put out a bunch of money for it to make sure I had a nice party, and this shit used to happen to her growing up-she would have birthday parties and no one would come. I had to pick and choose who I invited because of family drama, too, which is very irritating! I guess we should have just had it before I had Loki....who knows?!

For My Friends Ex And Race -love You Guys -my Memories So Far More To Come
> > > > > > > > > > > > in my dreams i always see you soar above the sky. > in my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life > i'll keep a part of you with me. > and everywhere i am > there you'll be too. > EX I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND > > > > > > STOP BY AND MEET THESE TWO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE > ENJOY WHAT TIME WE HAVE LEFT IS HIS WISH.LOVE YOU MY EX & RACE > EXECUTIONER Owner@Naughty Parties "THE BIKERS BAR" HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=558511&friend=558511" target=_blank>Racechick President @Naughty Parties The Biker's Way@ fubar > NAUGHTY PARTIES THE BIKERS WAY LOUNGE-

Stories Intro - Added New Blog: Stories
So from time to time, I like to write some "mini crotch novels" both for my own fun and sharing with others. Kinda my way to think and dream about acting out my fantasies when I can't find anyone to act them out with me =) Anyhoo, this 'stories' blog will be my spot to post my writings. They will be NSFW, so keep that in mind as you read them. Hopefully they get you as hot reading them as they did me writing them. bon apetite!

Just A Thought
As I look at my reflection looking back at me. I know I am exactly who I am suppose to be. Even though I have made some mistake, I can’t spend my days being mad at me. Although I am not always at my best, I know I am the best I can be. Although most people lets devastation frustrate them, I thank god for the hard knots he sent me. Through them I have learned and grown: with out them I couldn’t be exactly who I am supposed to be.

Poeticimage
Angel in my eyes The angel in my eyes I have known for such a short time Yet wishing to know more about her And longing to lie beside her Dreaming of the few moments Spent together Even though you have been On my mind for oh so long I have been wishing for the courage To let you know how you make me feel Whenever I hear your voice My heart begins to tear from my chest Through your perfect smile And dreams of your heavenly brown eyes I wait with an open mind An a stronger anticipation Of when I may be able To hold you in my arms And feel the warm embrace Of your lips against my own

Hhhmmmm
HMM OK WHO EVER YA ARE MESSING WITH MY FRIEND ON HERE BACK OFF OF HIM HE DOESNT BOTHER ANYONE SO LEAVE HIM ALONE STAY OFF HIS PROFILE IF YOU WANNA PLAY KID GAMES GO BACK TO FUKING MYSOACE WERE THE LITTLE KIDS PLAY GET A DAMM LIFE LEAVE HIM ALONE THIS PERSON IS STEALING HIS PICS AND THEN UPLOADING THEM WRITTING MEAN SHIT ABOUT HIM THEN THEY CHANGE THEIR NAME AGAIN GO EVERYONE PLEASE LEAVE HIM ALONE THANK YOU COUNTRYHOTTIE

Winter's Mist
Winter's mist recessed deep within my mind. The mystery of simplicity...solitude One can only imagine the darkness within. Emotions...lost, buried deep inside, blanketed by fear... until you. Like spring, you have awoken warm feelings thought lost amongst the coldness of my heart. Your words... demanding yet honest. Your touch... so simple, yet complex. Your wants... as open as mine. Revealing... a delicate beauty, thought lost long ago. Like spring... a new beginning.

Our Gift Of Us...
For Amity, She lays, unfettered with her Pale satin seas bathed in the light of this, Our Secret Silver Night. The Whole Goddess gazes down upon My Summer Goddess to deliver the vision that quivers her soul and mine for we both shiver in our divine embrace in the place we long to live deep and breath in to keep the face of what we know here as our Love. We take each other home with the blaze in our eyes and realize how alone the world seems to not have known for itself that which teems in our hearts. Our Gift of Us!

Shootin The Shit Podcast - March 11, 2008
Shootin' the Shit Podcast #2 - March 11, 2008 This week I talk about how I'm nervous about the trip to Orlando, Jeff Meacham being stupid, Rift no longer fucking a teenager, my upcoming websites and tons more. Shit, I forgot to mention in the show, I"m going to impregnate Dennis' sister in Orlando. HELL YEAH! Download Link: http://www.brutesports.com/dl.cgi?sts_031108.mp3 Podcast XML: http://www.brutesports.com/shooting_the_shit.xml

Poeticimage
The Thoughts of Another The thoughts of another to care for one another unknowingly loving them from so deep inside wanting to know there ok thru all there days journeys an wanting to be a part of them more than Life itself sharing your dreams together an life's greatest moments but yet still wanting more too dream of them until nights end an hold them till the end of time wondering where it may lead always going across your mind never wanting to see them hurt or watch them cry wishing to always bring a smile across ones beautiful face an only see tears of happiness roll down from ones amazing eyes

My Prerogative
It's love it's love love get busy Everybody's talking all this stuff about me Now now why don't they just let me live Oh oh oh i don't need permission Make my own decisions oh That's my prerogative They say I'm crazy I really don't care That's my prerogative They say I'm nasty But I don't give a damn Gettin' girls is how I live Some ask me questions Why am I so real But they don't understand me I really don't know the deal About a brother trying hard to make it right Not long ago before I won this fight sing Everybody's talking all this stuff about me Why don't they just let me live (Tell me why) I don't need permission Make my own decisions oh That's my prerogative (It's my prerogative) It's my prerogative It's the way that I wanna live (It's my prerogative) I can do just what I feel (It's my prerogative) No one can tell me what to do (It's my prerogative) Cause what I'm doin' I'm doin' for you ah Don't get me wrong

Drkgrneyes {co-owner Of ***the Sassy Dragon***
Ok, this isn't even a NOOB!! He checks me out, rates me a 10...then RE-RATES me a 4!!! And to top it off he sends me a friend request!! drkgrneyes {Co-Owner of ***The Sassy Dragon***}@ fubar

Show Her Love Too..
hey everybody..my lil' sis has a page now on here..show her love the same way you all showed me..plz..she is on my friends the first one and on my family..the first one too..all the love will be return from both of us..

E-mail Me
so i get really bored at school and i can't get on fubar, and anything else except my e-mail so if anyone wants to talk while im in school for the next 5 hours give me a shout at Twiztid_lette4lyfe@yahoo.com save me from boredom plz!!

7 Deadly Sins!
WrathWho did you last get angry with?My husbandWhat is your weapon of choice?M16A2Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?Depends on how badly they pissed me offHow about the same sex?Hell yeahWho was the last person who got really angry at you?My husbandWhat is your pet peeve?I have too friggin manyDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?depends on why they pissed me off in the first place on weather I hold it or let it go! SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?LaundryWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?3pmName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?My sisterWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?I don't make lame excuses lolHave you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?yesHow many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?noneGluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?I don't have one lolAre you a meat eater?yesWhat is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one

Pitt Bull Dogs
Ok, I'm a dog man so this situation really gets under my skin. Lets discuss pitt bull dogs for a minute. I have had 2 of them, both females, and both were two of the BEST dogs you could have ever owned. They were very loyal, well behaved, easy to maintain, but VERY protective of me and anyone around me at the time. I have seen many times that they now wanna ban the keeping of pitt bull dos cause' a few of them have done things that were plainly aweful. I know that the way a dog reacts is ONLY due to the way its raised, or brought up. These dogs MAY very well have the capabilities of causing great harm, but on the other hand, they also have the capabilities of being the BEST friend / protector you could EVER have. I know of multiple of these dogs that are constantly around little kids, like 2 year olds, and NEVER have a problem with getting snippy, biting, or anything along these lines. Hell, for what these dogs have gone through, and go through on a daily basis from these kids, I'm sur

A Great Night
on a dark night there was a couple. this guy would do anything for his girl. he came home early from work that night and decided to make it a special night. he cooked her a gorgeous meal. he made a sweet boneless chickenbreast meal with a leaves on the side for flavor. he cooked sweetcorn for her and a great ceaser salad with grilled strips of chicken over top of a zesty parmesian cheesed topping,mixed with monzerala cheese and cheddar cheese. he fixed a cup of sweet white grape wine that just was mouthwatering.he turned on some soft music and dimmed the lights. his baby came home from a long day of work to a cleaned fresh smelling house with a great meal cooked. she came home so suprised of what her man has done for her. they sat down together and had a nice sweet quite meal. with a great desert. cherry pie with snowy white ice cold whip cream on top.after dinner they arrose out of there chairs.and he said. come here baby i have something else for u. as she thinks that wow this isnt e

Bad Girlz/boyz
A new group of wild, sexy women & men on the fu! You must fan, rate and add everyone on the list! Great way to meet new people, no drama! Add Bad Girlz/boyz 4 life in ur name! If u would like to be added private message me..Ty Founder of "Bad Girlz/Boyz 4 life" ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Sexymedic4u"@ fubar Co-Founder CHERRY EATER DRAGON FLYER,BADBOY ANDFU LUV BOMBSQUAD MEMBER@ fubar Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle---owned by>'mr.salac@ fubar Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar RogerLee ஐ Fu-Owned by Hopigalerin ஐ@ fubar DirtyXBeast@ fubar bigjimmy Fu-hubby to Liberated Spice**** CLUB F.A.R.****LOL family greeter****DSC****BAD GIRLZ & BOY@ fubar

Alone
Alone I close my eyes I can picture you in my mind Your lips play against my flesh To my surrender; I respond in kind Commanding kisses greet softened lips Moistened pink meets twin Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet Echo from deep within You press, demanding, into me Silken heat radiates through Fingers whisper over your skin Slowly learning every inch of you No proof against these dreams do I claim As your fingers find my need Back arches in pleasure As for your touch I plead Flames reach higher Raging to fevered heights Bodies quiver against the other Screams into the night Clinging to one another Seeking sanctuary during the thunder Shaking our bodies, souls and minds Faces filled with new found wonder Fire darkened midnight blues flutter Eyes gaze over empty bed Touching over the lonely pillow Remembering once more, its all in my head.

Girls And Guys Night Out
Once again im sending out to everyone that im hoping that some new people would please come to my lounge and please subscribe to it too, I am also looking for someone that would like to be a promoter so that i can have some one post my news all the time, for me, I have been working on this like for ever now and i really hoping that i can get some new and more people to please check out my lounge,Again its called Girls and Guys night Out please take a look and see what u may like there and have some fun and dance the night away too.

4 More Days :)
Want to Own me for a Month :) Come bid on me or at least Rate pic:)Please all pics and stash rated during HH If im Vip plus 200 11s owned by in my name for month add to Family daily drink daily gift daily comment SFW salute Just click the Little Tiny pic below...lol Havnt figured out how to do that one yet :)

Walking Out
So should I just kick myself in the ass for the pattern of getting used and hurt? Why are some of us born with a cold heart who could give a fuck less and others are born with their heart on their sleeve? Have you ever wondered why that one person you were destined to be with and love with all of your heart just walks out of your life for no reason at all? Or maybe you're just too blinded to see that you gave too much. It's the way the world turns...

Who Ever Is Marking My Pictures Nsfw
GROW UP if you dont like what it says leave the page. If it offends you that is your problem NOT mine as its like this I have the 1st amendment behind me FREEDOM OF SPEECH. I am not one of this fu ho's (oops are you going to mark that NSFW also) that are half naked on this site or showing everythin for something. so what I put a couple of pics that have a couple of comments on it cuz that is the way I feel and so dont say anything to people. I dont bug anyone here if anything I help anyone. So its like this if you dont like my stuff on my page remove yourself from my friends list or be ADULT enough to come to me and say you did it.

Top Uk Police Chief Is Found Dead
Top UK police chief is found dead The head of one of the biggest police forces in Britain has been found dead. Michael Todd, the Chief Constable of Greater Manchester Police, disappeared while out walking on Snowdon, north Wales, on Monday night. Rescue teams found the 50-year-old's body on part of the mountain called Bwlch Glas on Tuesday afternoon. The cause of his death is not yet known but suicide is understood to be one line of inquiry. Letters addressed to his family were also found. Deputy Chief Constable Dave Whatton confirmed the death of his friend, a father-of-three, in a statement outside force headquarters in Manchester on Tuesday evening. He said: "Yesterday, Michael Todd, the chief constable of Greater Manchester Police was off-duty and walking in Snowdonia. MICHAEL TODD Born in 1957 1976 Trains with Essex Police, moves to Met 1995: Assistant Chief Constable, Notts 1998 Dep Assistant Commissioner, Met 2000: Assistant Commissioner, Met

Three Things In Life
3 Things that can never come back- 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person - 1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable - 1. Love 2. Family & Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain- 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person - 1Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard Work

*my Official Bitch List*
* My official Bitch List* *My Official Bitch List* Any one who Calls them selves Leah or lynn!! A Sister of Mike's A Niece of Mikes Oh that's Right if your a Feemale Related bye blood of any sorts Related to Mike over the age of 12.. in other words his hole Female FAMILY!!!!! So you know who your are and just face it "YOUR A BITCH" Like i said before "if you could just admite your a bitch, i wouldent have to call you one!!!"

The Princess ......
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, The PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; Metal, Wood, Stone, Anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth. THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly . The second prince brought diamonds. He thought dia

American Soldier
I'm looking at a very strong possibility of deploying overseas in support of our military mission. And i'm anxious about it, but I know it's going to be alright. I'm just frustrated to death over the complete lack of information about it, where we may be going, and what to bring. Grrrrrr

Please Help Me I Will So Return Da Favor
I AM IN FIRST GIVEAWAY AND THOUGHT IT WAS FOR 30 DAYS, WHICH I JUST FOUND OUT ISNT THE CASE!!! IF U HELP ME I WILL RETURN DA FAVOR BY RATING/COMMENTING U!!!! I ALSO MAKE PERSONALIZED COMMENTS AND STUFF SO IF U WANT SOMETHING JUST LET ME KNOW.....HERE IS THE LINK TO MY GIVEAWAY....ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED

A Poem
i am in in dark and i think i am trapped with old issue and demons coming in like dragons on wings of prayers i sit and ponder past future and persent i cling to myself in the dark and wonder why i did what i did i sit huggin myself for there is noone here but me in the dark to match my soul yet there is a small deem lite approaching i can almost touch with one hand ... i hear the beast of depression coming i hear him in soul roams there like he owns me iwill not give in i see my compass which leads to the light i am here i am myself and i fight for one more day by julie hardman @2008

Releasing Madness
Tears gasp their way from green shot through with scarlet sobs shred my lungs as the rage and despair claw their way to the surface. No longer contained the long bottled poison collected forever locked away spews forth its caustic venom Pandora's box has been breached releasing the claustrophobic demons in rending, ripping screams oceans of tears wrung from my tortured soul. and i am lost in the chaotic maelstrom of neverending madness. D. R. Hyden bad day? lol...this is why i don't like to lose my temper or get upset.....too much comes out.

Sexy Survey About Me :)
You:What color eyes?greyHair?BrownHow tall?5'6How old?32What city do you live in?FairburyMale/Female?Female, do I look male?The Private You?How many people have you had sex with in 2006?1How many of those people were one night stands?none lolHow many serious relationships have you had?3What is your favorite position?Hummmm i think I am not gonna tell this one lolHave you ever slept with more than one person at a time?noHim / HerEyes?Blue or BrownHeight?taller than meWeight?don't matter as long as he ain't gonna squash my ass! Body structure?dont matter Tall / short?Taller than mePersonality?goofyAge?34-40Misc.What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone?are your serious? your gonna do what with that? kiddingHave you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship?noIf yes, how many?0Have you ever not been in love with someone you had sex with?yesTop or bottom?topHave you ever considered being with some of the same sex?noWhat are 2 turn on's?making me smile,

Books On Line
As a HUGE fan of the author Edgar Rice Burroughs (who wrote Tarzan among other great books) I was pleased to discover recently that many of his books can now be read ON LINE, for FREE! I'm re reading The Land That Time Forgot right now, and finding it just as riveting now as it was when I first read it some 25 or 30 years ago! Man that dude could WRITE! He paints vivid pictures in your mind, and you escape into the world he's painted for you, reluctant to leave it. When the book ends, you want to read more, and lucky for us, he wrote a LOT! So if you are a fan like me you will want to bookmark this page or save it to your favorites or whatever you do to save it to return to time and again...If you aren't a fan YET, check it out, and you will become one! ENJOY! http://www.literature.org/authors/burroughs-edgar-rice/ XOxo~Drea

"this Woman's Work"_
As I sit here listening to the lyrics of this song "This Woman's Work" my eyes fill with tears. I guess its because all my life starting with my mom I have valued, cherished, protected and loved women more than anything else in life. Not because they are beautiful and stimulating but because women are naturally caring, nurturing, compassionate..as well as vulnerable. Lately i've seen so many women in pain and to be honest with you..it just tears me apart............:( In my efforts to take all the pain away from my mom, sisters, daughter and of course my internet friends endure...I often fail to realize that's an impossible task. Thats ok, you can bet I will go to my grave trying! One may ask why is it so important to me to try to bring joy and smiles to every woman I encounter? My answer is simple. Without men this LIFE would be real tough to handle but without women there would be NO LIFE. The fact is NOT only are more working women today then men, women still have to bare and t

Trust.....
Why is it so hard for me to trust someone? I want to believe everything everyone says or does, but find it more difficult each minute. When someone says they love you, do they mean it or are they just saying it because they think you want to hear it? When someone says "I got your back", do they mean it? When someone smiles at you to your face, then talks shit about you behind your back, why do we keep these people around? I've been a very trusting person here the past few weeks. Morning trusting than I should have ever gotten. I feel now that someone is waiting in the shadows to jab the knife in my back and everyone else is waiting to turn it just a little bit. Eventually, the wound with be a gaping hole and I will bleed out. I really feel that I should return to my former self and keep everyone locked out of my life. If that recourse takes place, many people will get hurt, and I will have no remorse. It's fucking hilarious what one man will do once driven to a breaking point. Sometime

Just Writing...."love"
My Love for you is as precious as a baby's first breath... My Love for you is as fierce as a lion fighting to his death... My Love for you shines like a july afternoon... My Love for you is as big as a fall harvest moon... My Love for you soars like an eagle in the sky.... My Love for you I will carry with me even after I die... Jennifer G. 3-11-08 Copy Right Pending

Smart Ass Quotes Lmfao
A demitasse would fit his head like a sombrero. A guy with your IQ should have a low voice too! A half-wit gave you a piece of his mind, and you held on to it. A sharp tongue is no indication of a keen mind. After meeting you, I've decided I am in favor of abortion in cases of incest. All of your ancestors must number in the millions; it's hard to believe that many people are to blame for producing you. All that you are you owe to your parents. Why don't you send them a penny and square the account? Alone: In bad company. And there he was: reigning supreme at number two. Any friend of yours ... is a friend of yours. Any similarity between you and a human is purely coincidental! Anyone who told you to be yourself couldn't have given you worse advice. Are you always so stupid or is today a special occasion? Are you brain-dead? Are your parents siblings? As an outsider, what do you think of the human race? As useless as rubber lips on a wood

This Is To Funny
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like .. Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like . Chocolate Bars . Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ...Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like . .Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a

Scotty (heads Up My Lady Friends!)
This is a heads up to my Lady friends. Ok, this Noob thought it was cool to ask for nude pics AFTER I told him I was engaged... scotty@ fubar This is our email convo, he replies on the bottom of the message, earlier I mentioned my daughter was talking on the phone to my fiance, then he asked if I traded pics, ok, I AM a bit naive at times...lol!! I didn't know what he was referring to, I said all my pics are here on this site, then he enlightened me that he meant NUDE pics. I reminded him I was engaged, and he said he was too!!! Anyway, here's the SS of that: Here is his profile stating that he was SINGLE...riiiiiight!! This was a heads up for the women here, but DAMN this guy makes you men look bad too!!!

A Bad Bad Day
my bro sean was in a horrible car accident. someone ran a red light and t boned him on his side. sean wouldve been killed had he not turned to cover the baby that was beside him. he is in grant hospital on the seventh floor. he can have visitors till 9pm. he just got out of surgery for his hip which he broke. he also cracked the ball part of his femur that goes into his socket as well as the socket itself. he had to get a plate for his leg a bolt for his the ball joint and a bar for his hip. he will be there most likely till fri at the latest. if you want to know anything else youll have to go there and ask him yourself.

Lyrics
[Pain In Da Ass] You're all a bunch of fucking assholes You know why? Cause you don't got the guts to be what you want to be Fabolous...he doesn't have that problem He always tells the truth That's what it's all about? That's what we work so hard for Fabolous? So they can point their fucking fingers and call me the fucking bad guy? [Verse 1] I guess I'm the bad guy The fingers is pointing Nigga, I don't go in no clubs without bringing my joint in They be asking fellas why (why?) It's cause the streets is watching With an envious ear, jealous eye You know how William H. Bonnie's rockin I keep the home cell two way contact for Johnny Cochran Be the same dudes, testing your patience In them hospitals, resting like patients, confessing to agents You smell me, you gotta spray the Wesson like fragrance And you pay your way out arrests and arraignments These playas been playin' foul And I done learned my lesson with flagrants Nigga, this how I live it ain't just ent

What I Want
I want to find ladies or lady that want to have fun for get the teasing i just want to please. So if any of you ladies live near or around me then hit me up because i can make you very happy with no strings atatched. I love to watch women play with them selves and love to use toys I love to make a women moan in extasy and then i will worry about myself. BIGEASY

Re: Drugs In Water Report Prompts Nationwide Alarm
RE: Drugs In Water Report Prompts Nationwide Alarm ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Mar 2008, 19:22 Drugs In Water Report Prompts Nationwide Alarm A study conducted by the Associated Press which found that numerous pharmaceutical drugs have contaminated the water supplies of millions of Americans has provoked nationwide alarm, causing consumers and experts alike to react with shock, but the true scale of the problem may not be fully realized. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2008/031108_nationwide_alarm.htm

Men Are Studs... Women Are Sluts
Have you ever been pissed about the fact that your brother or sister got away with shit your parents would bust your chops for? It pissed you off didn't it? Why should they get to do stuff you weren't allowed to do? The reason, is that your parents were assholes and applied a double standard. Well guess what, life is an asshole too, and if you are a lady, you are on the short end of a HUGE double standard. How come those jerk offs at bars can sleep with as many girls as they want and get nothing but pats on their backs from their buddies and even more girls to bang in the long run? How come if a girl does the same thing, she is hated by other girls and never taken seriously by guys? It sucks doesn't it? Well boo hoo for you because guess what ladies...its mostly your fucking fault There are real reasons for this double standard, and here they are. -Sex is a bigger deal to women than it is to men: The first time a woman has sex with a guy she feels like it is the start of so

Re: Another Foot And Mouth Whitewash Report
RE: Another Foot And Mouth Whitewash Report ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Mar 2008, 19:30 Another Foot And Mouth Whitewash Report: Government "Catalogue Of Errors" Led To Outbreak In a report that smacks of damage limitation, a Cabinet Office commissioned inquiry into the outbreak of foot and mouth disease from a government laboratory in the UK last Summer has concluded that incompetence and poor facilities were to blame for a leak of the virus. http://infowars.net/articles/march2008/110308FMouth.htm

A Hero Amongst Heroes - From The Bulletin Board
Please read this, then send it to everybody you know. They'll thank you as they forward this to others as well. Don't know whether you heard about this but Denzel Washington and his family visited the troops at Brook Army Medical Center, in San Antonio , Texas (BAMC) the other day. This is where soldiers who have been evacuated from Germany come to be hospitalized in the United States, especially burn victims. There are some buildings there called Fisher Houses. The Fisher House is a Hotel where soldiers' families can stay, for little or no charge, while their soldier is staying in the Hospital. BAMC has quite a few of these houses on base, but as you can imagine, they are almost filled most of the time. While Denzel Washington was visiting BAMC, they gave him a tour of one of the Fisher Houses. He asked how much one of them would cost to build. He took his check book out and wrote a check for the full amount right there on the spot. The soldiers overseas were amazed to hear

Advice To Veterans On Ptsd Exams
The following is written from a C & P examiners perspective relating to psychiatric exams. It is a good guideline for all exams but I only did psych exams. I’ve been examined by the VA for multiple problems and this is my format when I go to be examined. A little common sense and clarity of thinking will go a long ways towards getting you what you are entitled. 1. Be on time or a little early. 2. Be polite. Yelling at the examiner for the injustices you perceive will do nothing but alienate him/her. 3. Curse at your risk. You can get your point across much better with proper English than you can with outlandish language. 4. This person is going to judge you. It’s his/her job and that is why you are there. To be adjudicated fairly. How would you like to be remembered? A skuzzy stereotypical veteran? Or a troubled one who is doing the best he/she can? 5. Do not talk about alcohol or drug related issues. You are not there to be assessed for those problems. You are there to be ass

A Sure-fire Sign I Spend Too Much Time On Here
I realized this morning, I spend entirely too much time on here :|. But I don't think I can stop coming on LOL. The warning sign: having dreams about fellow FUBARIANS. I'm pretty sure that's a sign. I told someone I had a dream about them & they're probably seriously considering blocking me as a friend LMAO. I think I share too much LOL. I've had dreams about various MuMMers before (mainly orgy dreams 8-P), this one was weird cuz we were just hanging out, doing normal stuff LOL. I hope I'm not the only one who has dreamt like this :-S.

Hourglass
Our life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time. Every moment, everlasting and ever-changing, slipping through my fingers, as I turn the pages of my journey into unwritten eternity. To the moments of love and pleasure, to nights of question and pain. To those who have changed you for good, and events that made you who you are today. To the past and our memories of time spent together and alone. Our cocktail of accomplishments mixed with how we`ve become known, awaits a final toast to our existence and our passing

Moods
Tell me my estranged one How the colors holding crimson change to dawn Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful, & At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black. Tell me my estranged one why everything that begins on a happy note Ends on a sad note Warming anger, than boiling temper Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon Than cooling down gradually as evening comes Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care Turning everything you touch to golden As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows All around showing the world that Love exists As we pass in our paths Lighting up your evening skies. Tell me my estranged one Why We let go off our hands to part ways With tears in our eyes Some shown some hidden As we begin our walk We leave each other in sadness Hurt, in Pin drop silence Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now One Sacrifice, one misund

A Note From Me 2 U
A Note from Me 2 You……. As I acknowledge my past, present and future journey…. I realize now that It was set strategically for me…. As quiet, reserved and shy as I was growing up….. I am now just the opposite and always ready to erupt!.... My learning curves in life have been nothing short of a roller coaster ride… …but it's a ride that I would get on again and again as long as I continue to rise……. So now I sit here humbled, compassionate and ever so grateful…. …I'm emotionally drained and disappointed but remain accountable…… I realize that I have made my own bed and now have to sleep in it.. …but it's the fact that I have ONE to sleep in is what gives me the strength to endure and fight my way out of all of this….. It's a good thing God is my advisor, my savior as well as my witness….. …..but I wouldn't be the MAN I am now without your assistance… …yes my on- line friends have been my back bone these past few years…. …and there

Liquid Being
Dripping strings of emotion A melting web entangling my mind I have ceased to be Yet here I am I am nothing And everything All at once Fade to shine Raw blue fingers Painting valleys Red eyes Such anger and rage Painted with life Soaked with feeling And now Liquefied with pain Longing to be whole Though I am all I need to be Secrets locked away Trembling with anticipation One day No longer a puddle The sun will caress me My eyes will be opened Nothing can touch me For I am nothing Yet everything And I fade to shine

Brad Paisley Letter To Me
If I could write a letter to me And send it back in time to myself at 17 First I’d prove it’s me by saying look under your bed There’s a Skoal can and a Playboy no one else would know you hid And then I’d say I know its tough When you break up after seven months And yeah I know you really liked her and it just don’t seem fair All I can say is pain like that is fast and it’s rare 1st Chorus And oh you got so much going for you going right But I know at 17 it’s hard to see past Friday night She wasn’t right for you And still you feel like there’s a knife sticking out of your back And you’re wondering if you’ll survive You’ll make it through this and you’ll see You’re still around to write this letter to me At the stop sign at Tomlinson and Eighth Always stop completely don’t just tap your brakes And when you get a date with Bridgett make sure the tank is full On second thought forget it that one turns out kinda cool Each and every time you have a fight Just ass

Rate Fan And Add My Friend Stephanie Lynn She Is An Awsome Friend To Have
THIS REALLY WORKS!! I’ve already given out ONE Happy Hour THREE VIPs THREE Blasts And TWO Bling Packs! All for doing something so quick and easy And that you ALREADY do every day… Rate/Fan/Add AND tell all your friends! What are you WAITING for? You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends MUST FAN AND RATE (10 o

Mirage
Mirage, vision challenged mental want recognized the things longed for Reflection, of true reality forced upon us by life genetics sealed our fate Ripples, running across time magnify the ware on ourselves all experiences resurface Miracles, come out renewing our imagination forcing us to return to youth Creativity, will emerge from deep inside our souls bringing all emotion to surface Sensitivity, is unleashed breaking the boundaries of aggression releasing the strong power of want

Treuly Madly Deeply By Savage Garden
i'll be your dream i'll be your wish i'll be your fantasy i'll be your hope i'll be your love be everything that you need. i'll love you more with every breath truly, madly, deeply do i will be strong i will be faithful 'cause i'm counting on a new beginning a reason for living a deeper meaning i wanna stand with you on a mountain i wanna bathe with you in the sea i wanna lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me and when the stars is shining brightly in the velvet sky, i'll make a wish and lead to heaven and make you want to cry the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of the highest powers in lonely hours and the tears devour you i want to stand with you on a mountain i want to bathe with you in the sea i want to lay like it is forever until the sky falls down on me oh can't you see it baby? you don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you all that you need

About Me
Hi my Name is Rick im 35 years old I've never beed married i have no children but i want children in the future. I'm just an average Joe, out for some laughs and looking to enjoy what life and God has to offer. I live up in Wisconsin, starting my life fresh, and livin large. I like WWE WWF and anything with Wrestling. I also luv animals, my cuz is my favorite... LOL My favorite quote is 'To live life to it's fullest!' COMMENT ME ....I don't bite! ;) I just figured out 'SHOVELS' are no good in Wisconsin. LMAO!!! Gimme a bobcat ANYDAY! xoxo View Blog B

Angels Among Us By Alabama
I was walking home from school on a cold winter day. Took a shortcut through the woods, and I lost my way. It was getting late, and I was scared and alone. But then a kind old man took my hand and led me home. Mama couldnt see him, but he was standing there. And I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers. Chorus Oh I believe there are angels among us. Sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to you and me in our darkest hours. To show us how to live, to teach us how to give. To guide us with a light of love. When life held troubled times, and had me down on my knees. Theres always been someone there to come along and comfort me. A kind word from a stranger, to lend a helping hand. A phone call from a friend, just to say I understand. And aint it kind of funny that at the dark end of the road. Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope. Chorus They wear so many faces, show up in the strangest places. To guide us with their mercy,

Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Now take a look at me now, cos there's just

Chocolate
I take a bite, It is deep and rich, Soft and moist, As it melts in my mouth, My tongue becomes wet, I lick my lips. Closing my eyes, The rushes come in. My body weakens, As you cross my mind. Thinking of you, As I wrap my mouth around it. Using my tongue, Lick, Lick, Lick. MMMM, it taste so good, Creamy and sweet, As the flavor lingers in my mouth. Then the savoring is over, I let it go down slowly. Satisfied, but wanting more. So I pick up the fork, And take another bite, Of this chocolate cake that is so divine.

What Ifs...
What If...... I had loved you a little more ..... I had trusted a little more .... I had given a little more ... I had been a little more understanding .. I had been a little more patient ..... I had not taken you for granted ...... I kept quite when I should of and spoken when spoke to ..... I believed more in us..... I had put more faith in us ....... I had been more of a friend than I was .... Would you still be in my arms tomorrow ..... Instead of someone else 's today ..... What if .............think about it...

Rejection Letters And Coincidence
Life is interesting... I received the rejection letter in the mail yesterday. Bummer... It's been a while since I have wanted something that badly. However: There are some things that I noticed in this process: 1. I was able to get the attention of a very talented team at an organization that I am impressed with. This is a shift because it means that I would (and potentially could) 'join a club that would have me as a member'. That's new. 2. I took a risk. Something I don't like doing. 3. I didn't get what I wanted and was surprisingly okay with it. I am not saying that I am apathetic or happy about it - I am very disappointed. However, this does not define who I am, it is just something that's happening... not unlike waiting in line at the bank, eating a meal or typing words on a screen... it is as it is... 4. Something has shifted with my current job. I still have grown to dislike (almost hate) the organization where I work, but now I

Tag You're It
Tag you're it! Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself, at the end choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying '(You're It!) and to go read your blog. You cannot tag the person that tagged you, so since you can't tag me back let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers. 1. I'm a sucker for romance 2. I act like i'm a bitch, but i'm a softy deep down inside 3. I want to get married and have children 4. I will do just about anything for some really good cheesecake 5. Sometimes I need lots of attention from lots of men 6. I have a unbelievable sex drive, haven't met a man that can keep up 7. My goal is to be married and have at least one child by age 35 8. I'm afraid of not being good enough 9. I wish I never let a man break my spirit 10. I can't drive and never want

Frozen Perfection, My Mask Of
A beautiful smile for all to see A perfect mask, a perfect me Through all this my spirit had died I stood so tall yet wept inside Drowning in sorrow, fear and lies Shadowed in darkness with empty eyes My breaking heart could take no more With every step my soul had tore Yet I wear my mask for you all to see A perfect person, a perfect me

The Legacy Of A Vampire
Born not to full blood but cast as a half breed With craving desires of eternal lust and evil greed Creates an existence for what my kind needs, Feeding is the game while hunting as it's named All humans are cattle just waiting to be maimed. Choice we do not have, just a circle of pure pain Yet when we meet you it's the blood we drain, Every drop drank, so sweet, we must maintain The actions taken, guaranteeing our survival Wiping all trace of life from our weak hunted rival. Outcasts to the shadows dwelling within the dark Is where we hunt, bracing the road we embark, Fighting for control of the top of the food chain Taking what we please, terror will finally reign Through mortal weakness, shall you expose a vein. Cometh the night dreams can turn to empty fear Cradling death, no one will answer or even hear Question who you trust, consequences are severe, We'll meet soon when you decide to tread unknown Its a vampires legacy so never walk the streets alone.

Been Away...
My dear friends, I wanted to post thisthat I will be back on here in the near future. Me and my family have been busy with our work and dealing with my late mothers affairs and I have been going to school. Thanks for your patience, but I will be back on here within the next 30 days. In the meantime, I can be reached at my email address at dublin5150@yahoo.com and I will answer all who write as time allows. Again, many thanks and God bless you all. Sincerely, Chris

Y
y does it feel like im always getting lied to by ppl who i thought gave a damn. y does it feel like for some reason they cant be honest... yet want me to be to them... y cant HE just be honest about HER and stop the bullshit... AND Y CANT HE SEE SHE IS NO FU**EN GOOD FOR ANYONE!

I Will Wait For Him Forever
The date is fast approaching. My darling beloved one is deploying in just a few weeks. While this is his second tour of Iraq (and only one of several to various countries), it is the first deployment for me - so to speak. It is uncertain at this point if he will be overseas for twelve months or fifteen.....but I am willing to wait for him as long as it takes.

Sad Poem
My Butterfly © By Teresa K. Liles As I wandered through those fenced in fields among those flowers, you're almost concealed I wrap my fingers carefully around you don't know I'm there, I didn't make a sound No matter how soft I am, I bruise your light wings not knowing the damage, a song I sing Caged in my grip, you start to worry you start to cry and your vision gets blurry You don't know where you're flying now wings can only fly as my grip will allow Starting to realize you were meant to fly your spirit slowly starts to die If only you'd known I was on my way you'd have turned around and flown away If only your screams I could hear those fences never would have disappeared But I watched you go with only a sigh you're long gone now, My Butterfly

Petions To A Mistress
There isn’t a day that doesn’t go buy where an application to serve, or what I call a ‘petition’ doesn’t come across my desk. Normally, I see very few applicants that come close to meeting the criteria of serving Me, and as a rule of thumb, most don’t get past the first 5 items on my list. So, after thinking a bit, I thought I would give a general guideline as to what most Fem Doms/Mistresses’ expect and then from there, you can determine if you are going to get your foot through the front door. Every week, I get dozens of applications, inquiries and offers from men who want to apply to real time slave or submissive sissy service for me. This is my basic check list for new applicants who want to apply for such positions. You can use this criteria as a guideline to apply to most any Mistress or Goddess of your choosing. 1. Address * When first addressing Her, make sure you use Caps on any item referring to “Her, She, Mistress, Lady etc” Once you have received directi

New "my Dvds" List(updated When Have A New Dvd)
1. Batman the Movie (Adam West) 2. Batman 3. Batman Returns 4. Batman Forever 5. Batman & Robin 6. Batman Animated Volume #1 7. Batman: Mask of the Phantasm 8. Batman: SubZero 9. The Batman and Superman Movie 10. Batman: Mystery of the Batwoman 11. Batman Beyond Movie 12. Batman Beyond: Return of The Joker 13. Superman the movie 14. Superman II 15. Superman III 16. Superman IV 17. Superman Returns 18. Batman Begins 19. Transformers (2007) 20. Spider-Man 21. Spider-Man 2 22. Spider-Man 3 23. DareDevil 24. Elektra 25. Supergirl 26. Fantastic Four 27. Fantastic Four: Rise of Silver Surfer 28. X-Men Collection: X-Men/X2 29. Ghost Rider 30. The Incredible Hulk 31. The Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible Hulk 32. The Death of the Incredible Hulk 33. Star Wars I: Phantom Menace 34. Star Wars II: Attack of the Clones 35. Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith 36. Star Wars IV: A new hope 37. Star Wars V: The Empire strikes back 38. Star

Round 3... Any Takers?!
NEW MONTH.. THEREFORE I NEED A NEW OWNER! I'LL MAKE IT WORTH IT, TRUST ME! IF YOU WIN YOU WILL RECIEVE: *2 SFW SALUTES! *FU-OWNED BY _______ FOR 1 MONTH! *WEEKLEY BULLETIN PIMPOUT FOR 1 MONTH! *YOUR LINK ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH! *ALL PICS, ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS RATED! *ADDED TO FAMILY FOR 1 MONTH, AND IF I END UP LIKING YA, MAYBE LONGER!* *ADDED TO YAHOO MESSENGER* *ONE SFW PHONE CALL* *IF YOU ARE A LOUNGE TYPE OF PERSON, I'LL BRING AT LEAST 20 NEW MEMBERS INTO YOUR LOUNGE IN THE FIRST WEEK!!! DRINK DRANK DRUNK! RULES: * SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! * NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. * THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. * MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. * BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. * YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. * REAL CASH OF COURSE BEATS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS

Here In Your Arms (jess And Me)
I like where we are, When we drive, in your car I like where we are.... Here Cause our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Our lips can touch here Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms I like where you sleep, When you sleep, next to me. I like where you sleep... here Our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Our lips can touch here Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms Our lips, can touch Our lips, can touch...here You are the one the one that lies close to me Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be but here in your You are

***ratings***
ALRIGHT...PEOPLE GET SO WORK UP OVER RATINGS ITS RIDICULOUS...HAD ONE GUY CURSE ME OUT AND RATE ME LOWER THAN WHAT I TRUELY AM WHICH DOESN'T BOTHER ME BECAUSE HE'S JUST MAD..BUT AT THE SAME TIME REALIZE SOMETHING PEOPLE...EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN OPINION..NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO RATE YOU A 10 OR 9 OR EVEN 8 GET OVER IT..I'M NOT EVEN THAT TO EVERYONE..I KNOW THAT AND I DON'T CARE..I KNOW WHAT I THINK I AM AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS..STOP TAKING THESE RATINGS SO SERIOUS..GROW UP..GET OVER IT...STOP REVOLVING YOUR WORD AROUND FUBAR AND THE NET...JUST LIKE THE FUBAR MARRIAGES YOU KIDDING ME..AND PEOPLE TRUELY GET UPSET IF ANOTHER GUY TALKS TO OTHER FEMALES OR FEMALES TALK TO OTHER GUYS..AGAIN PEOPLE ITS THE NET..HE OR SHE MET YOU ON THE NET WHAT MAKES YOU THINK HE OR SHE WON'T STILL BE ON THE NET AFTER YOU TALK OR DATE..WAKE UP..HIT REALITY...I UNDERSTAND YOU MIGHT CARE FOR THIS PERSON OR LOVE THIS PERSON BUT GETTING ALL INVOLVED TO THE POINT OF INTERNET MARRIAGE AND YOU HAVEN'T EVEN MET TH

Google Shares Jump
NEW YORK - Shares of Google Inc. jumped Tuesday morning after the European Union approved the Internet search engine's $3.1 billion buyout of online ad tracker DoubleClick. The stock rose $16.16, or 3.9 percent, to $429.78 after the opening bell. Regulators at the 27-nation community said the deal will not hurt competition for online ads, and approved the deal over objections that it would give Mountain View, Calif.-based Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ) too much power. The EU said the deal would not squeeze out competitors and said Microsoft Corp. (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people ), Yahoo Inc. (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) and Time Warner (nyse: TWX - news - people ) Inc.'s AOL provide "credible" alternatives for placing ads on Web sites. The approval comes at a time of tension between Microsoft and Google. The software company had initially objected to the DoubleClick deal, and Google is currently voicing concern about Microsoft's interest in buying Yahoo. Copy

Mask
A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown Wondering where her place is in this life She has come close to sharing herself Never completely revealing anything to anyone Feelings of invisible chains corner her When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out She roams day by day, playing roles Strength unknowingly resides in her History repeats itself once again The translucent veil she so proudly wears Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside One day there will be no more mask for her to wear One day her beliefs will be known

Hare Rama
hare rama Glory of lord speaks on the version of saints on varying subjects related to life including human life too and it also elaborate the features of supreme so called creator of all animate and inanimate in this universe. In fact he belongs to faith and could be achieved by the love along with faith so called supreme. The unborn and all pervading, Brahma, who is unattained by illusion, with out attributes and devoid of play, has sought shelter in the arms of his great devotee called queen kaushalya conquered by her love and devotion. He is fond of true devotees and reach at them with all with out any if and but to please them, to oblige them of their penance on the subject of devotion. The lord, who as all pervading, desire less, unbegotten, attribute less and with out name or form, performed marvelous acts of various kinds for the sake of his devotees. May god bless all on the subject of life as true human. Thanks please.

Tuesday March 11th 2008 10:19a.m.
have been sitting here wanting to just give up and let Him take me, but he wont do it, i get so tired of the multiple things thats wrong with me...High Blood pressure, diabetes, overweight, depression, its all overwhelming but i endure, how i dont know, i just do i stare into the mirror and i do not see the same person i was before, i see an old man who wants to cry his eyes out, let the loneliness envelope me in a huge mass and just take me all togehther, but then i can hurt the ones i truely love, the ones i know as friends, i cant give up that easily, i have to fight on, but its a vicious circle, with no winning scenario. what am i to do?

Attraction
In life we get attracted and become attached to a particular object, person, relationship or situation. Attachment seems to be the normal state of our living experience. We seek it without a second thought. Is attachment a desirable state? When a person develops a strong attachment, he is likely to become sorrowful when the attachment is broken or diminished. His emotional and mental state suffers. The broken hearted, the vindictive behavior, the hatred, the jealousy and sometimes suicides are the result of broken attachments. It is a risky business to make the happiness of others our total happiness, to experience the difficulties of others as our difficulties. We should not build our life to such an extent around someone else's life or any object so that when anything goes wrong we cannot function or we fall apart. It is healthier, stronger and much more in wisdom to love everything and everybody, play our roles and perform our duties to the maximum with everybody and still remain de

Want Some Easy Fubucks?
For every picture you rate on the profile below, I will give you 50 fubucks. Easy enough, right? It doesn't get any easier than this and you would be doing me a huge favor! Just send me a private message when you are done letting me know how many you have rated and I will send the fubucks to you. Thanks. Super Woody (NEVER GIVE UP OR STOP PRAYIN' AND EVEN YA DREAMS CAN COME TRUE)@ fubar

Chloe Paige
On February 28, I went in for a regular appointment and an ultrasound to measure how big the baby was. The guestimation was 8 pounds 13 ounces. The doctor immediately scheduled me to get induced at 9 am the next morning. At 8:30 on February 29, 2008 I was in the hospital talking with the doctor about the complications of delivering a baby that large for me especially where I had trouble with my 5 year old when she was born at 7 pounds 3 ounces. There was the chance again of having her shoulder get stuck and causing nerve damage. We collectively agreed that a C-Section was the best option for the both of us. At 11:30 am, I walked to the OR to get prepped for surgery. 12:19 pm, Chloe Paige was born via C-Section. My Leap Year Baby. She was born 8 pounds 5 ounces, 20.5 inches long with 10 little fingers and 10 little toes. She immediately turned pink and screamed. She was born perfect. Chloe Paige Chloe and Mommy Chloe and Daddy Chloe and Big Sis

Bye Bye Hotties.
Just wanted to say thanks for everything and I appreciate all the love you girls have shown me.. but for no other reasons then my own I have chosen not to be associated with any group anymore.. It's nothing person but It's just not for me... On top of that I was starting to get harrassed. I've tried really hard to stay out of the drama that goes on on fubar and I have done a really good job thus far. On top of that, I am going back to work full time and starting in a couple of weeks I will never be home anymore.. I very rarely be online and I don't want to have any commitments to pressure me to have to be online. I wish all you girls the best of luck and thanks for voting me in, but I think It's better this way..

This Past Sunday.excessive Drinking And Stuff.
Sunday night. Usually boring (like my Friday and Saturday nights). But I received a txt message to meet a friend @ a lounge. So I deceided to leave the fortress of solitude and venture out into the night. I met up with forementioned friend whom we shall call RUEEYE for purposes of protecting his anonimity..heh. Anyways, the music was good, the crowd, minimal but friendly and the drinks, oh the drinks. Sufficed to say they kept on flowing. I know my limit as I'm not a drinker so when I reached mine, I said No more,No mas, Nyet,etc etc etc. Unfortunately for my friend, the word NO doesn't appear in his vocabulary. So he continued on with his drinking....and drinking...and drinking. The club closed at around oh, 2ish, so it was Me,Rui, the Owner,his Gf, and another couple. The owner bought a few more rounds for those who remained. I again stuck with my soda and water. The same can't be said for RE. At this time he was sitting in his chair swaying a bit, with a goof

Sweetmafiaprincess Was Hurt
Get Well Soon If you dont see her on for awhile,she will be back~!She fell on some ice and hurt her back..(She told me she can only sit at the puter for about 10 minutes at a time and the pain pills, heating pad and muscle relaxers are not working) ~~SweetMafiaPrincess~~

Why Won't You Let Me Love You?
Why won't you let me love you? I just don't understand. Though many keep trying you are the one I want to be my man. I know I messed things up. But humans sometimes make mistakes. Why won't you let me love you? What is it going to take? I dream of you every night and think of you every day. I try to just forget but my feeling won't go away. I love you so very much and I want you to love me. Why won't you let me love you? Why won't you let me love you?

Bully Music 2 Llgp
COME VISIT LIL’S LIL GOTHIC PLAYGROUND!!! ^^ CLICK PICS TO ENTER ^^ HAVE A TALK WITH ONE OF THE MANAGERS OR THE OWNER!!WE WANT PEOPLE THAT WANT TO WORK WITH US NOT FOR US!! IF YOU THINK YOU ARE ONE OF THEM PLEASE STOP IN AND TALK WITH US!!

My Lil Bro...
SOOOO..whn last i left u i was havin a bad day here at the fubar.Well therez this really cool guy at work that i have adopted as my lil brother-and when i gotoff the cpu i found that he had left me a text:"Got somethin for you pimpin but u must remember.Im ur brother"-to which i replied:"Wtf lol?Just bring it u roody poo candy ass!Lmao" When i got 2 work he handz me a dvd-Alice in Chains Unplugged...and ya'll know how i feel about Alice in Chains!!! So yeah,that pretty much made my day,lol!Newayz,i luv my lil bro-he's a fubarian too...IBTHATFOOL or sum such madness-he's n my family,check him out.He's a metalhead like his big sis but worse...death metal,lol!Also my boy frm Cali just joined fubar,monte521(also n my family).Plz plz plz show my folkz sum luv!Have a gr8 day ppl.Peace...xox

Just Another Day.
well i just found out some news today that i didnt care to find out, im goin to be goin through alot of BULLSHIT and for some reason i feel so all alone, and scared, i just dont get why god does this to ppl and sometiems even ask myself if there is even a god. i know that sounds bad but damn the news i found out today a 24 year old doesnt need to even hear. but you know what im goin to keep my chin up and take each and every day as if it was my last.

Memories
I am often telling stories to friends about growing up and my family. This almost always ends up with us laughing very hard and someone telling me I should write this all down and some even telling me it would make a great book...LOL I am not so sure about that but having a record of some of my fav's would be really cool. So I decided to blog it that way I can get a reaction from you all while I try to remember and keep track of all the crazy happenings in my family....reality TV has nothing on us!!! one of my favorite stories is about my Mom and Dad ...long before they had any of us girls. Dad used to say that was when you where just a twitch in my loins ( he was a strange man lol) They had married and immigrated to Canada. Were living in a renovated chicken coop of all places and had one of their first fights. I don't know about what I doubt that even Mom remembers that. Dad lost his cool however and grabbed the coffee pot and threw it out the kitchen window. Mom info

My Book Is Going International
I just looked at my page on my publishers web site and saw the following announcement: A SOUTH ASIA EDITION of The Sovereign Soul: Sufism: A Path for Today was published by Readworthy Publications Ltd., of New Delhi, India, in February 2008, under the title Sufism: A Path for Today: The Sovereign Soul. Readworthy is a new imprint of D.K. Printworld Ltd., also of New Delhi. The Readworthy edition is available both as a paperback and in hardcover form. The first I knew of this was when two books arrived in the mail. One hardback. Wow. I am international. Isn't that cool? If you are interested, you can see the book and some reviews at http://newpara.com/The_Sovereign_Soul.htm

I Believe In Me......
I believe in me.... I honor and respect my feminity.... I am able to be strong and flexible.... I trust my ability to flow with life.... I live gently with myself and others.... I am a gentle and loving person.... I bring comfort to myself and others through the gentleness of my spirit.... I realize it is NOT my job to be in control of everyone and everything.... I accept and enjoy my life in it's beauty and imperfections.... I am healthy, happy, and hopeful.... I honor and listen to my dreams---Both past and current.... I give myself permission to play.... I have the right to dream and explore possibilities.... I love and accept myself even though I am imperfect.... I accept myself unconditionally.... I believe in me....

Penis
I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: - I do physical labor - I work at great depths - I plunge head first into everything I do - I do not get weekends off or public holidays - I work in a damp environment - I don't get paid overtime - I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation - I work in high temperatures - My work exposes me to contagious diseases Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: - You do not work 8 hours straight - You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods - You do not always follow the orders of the management team - You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas - You do not take initiative - You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working - You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift - You don't alway

Hard Life Of A Dick
HARD LIFE OF A DICK 1. Its not easy being a dick 2. I've got a head I can’t think with 3. I have an eye I can’t see with 4. I hang around 2 nuts all the time 5. My closest neighbor is an asshole 6. My best friend is a pussy 7. And every time I get excited I throw-up

What The..... Not Sue But Maybe Nsfw So Dont Trip =)
okay well i miss mr. m but he gave me his addy so i can write him which for some reason i think he would write back because he wants to do a job that involves him going over seas and stuff anyway i find something old fashion romantic about it even on the level of friends.. is something... i have been writing seth and he wrote back its nice i love that he is writing back using big words ... and trying to say sorry which worries me because now that ihad someone like sean... i dont wanna go back to somone who just made me feel like a hole you know.... sigh well anyway my dad is a cry baby bitch... enough said

Are You Not Concerned?
People on fubar, can I just point out that pedophiles are murderers and must be killed, much like those who take lives of innocent people? Just yesterday at lunch, one of my peers made the comment that pedophiles should all just be killed because there is not any way to cure them. It just amazes me that there are people who do not hold these opinions. I have no sympathy for men or women who are sexually attracted to kids. Most of us manage to keep our sexual desires within reasonable limits and don't force ourselves upon unwilling parties, especially someone as defenseless as a child. I can not help thinking that anyone that callous does not really deserve to live. To brutally trample over the wishes of another person, especially a defenseless child, takes a certain kind of person. I am sure you feel the same that such person should cease to live. In the end it just comes down to the degree of punishment that we think is appropriate, and I think killing them is appropriate...

Maybe
· Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that beautiful gift. · Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. · Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. · Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. · Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. · Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only

Head Or Heart
Why is it so hard to move on with your life when your not sure if you made the right choice or not? Theres always going to be the "what-ifs" and the doubts but how do you know when it is time to move on and do whats best for you? What if it envolves hurting someome else, though sometimes you question why they are even in your life? Whens the right time to stop listening to your heart and start listening to your head??? Why is it that the people we choose to surround ourselves with are usually the ones with secrets, lies, and ones who take advantage of other?

Why Are You So Hostile To Gays?
First at all, I am not a gay activist and I do not fancy the idea of being an activist for any cause that may present itself in my life time. I am a spokeperson only for myself. I do not represent any other individual or organization. My views do not necessarily reflect those of anyone else in the world or on fubar. Having said, I think I am very bugged and irritated by the idea of even sharing my thoughts on this. Let me begin by saying that I do not care about anyone sexual desires and I think the rainbow flag is a tedious mistake. But the matter of the flag shall be discussed in the future..lol..oops, and I also feel the need to take a shot at Christianity, since the legacy of Christianity is one of war, murder, hatred, deceit, ignorance, hypocrisy, death, and destruction. Nobody is justified in rejecting the common thoughts of the masses (Christians& Muslims), the way they live their lives, raging wars on innocent people without understanding them completely, but Christians and

The Meaning
The meaning of being special, is found in a person like you. A friend who is so thoughtful, in everything they say and do. A person who betters my life, by being a part of it each day. Someone who touches my heart, in a special, and unique way. A person who's always giving, and willing to help all they can. Who truly gives from their heart, showing they care for who I am. This friend I have found in you, is as special as one could be. And I am so blessed in my life, that you've been a friend to me.

My Broken Dryer Adventure
So about 3 weeks ago my dryer broke. The touch screen stopped working. The dryer is top of the line Kenmore that I bought 3 years ago from Sears when I moved in to my new place. I have the service plan so no worries on paying for it to be fixed. The repair man comes out on a Thursday takes a look at it and tells me its the control panel and he does not have one with him. He tells me he ordered it and it will be in next week and that he will be back on Wednesday of next week to fix my dryer. I was like fuckkkk but whatever ok cya Wednesday. On Monday I get a call from Sears asking me if the part arrived? I said, what do you mean arrived? She says the part is being sent to my house and when it arrives to call them to schedule the repair man. WTF? He did not tell me this. I told her that he said he already scheduled himself for Wednesday to come back. She says no he is not scheduled but the part was shipped out so as soon as it arrives call them. Again, fuckkkkkkkkk ok.

Lord And Lady Spirit Wolf Handfasting
We cordially invite you to witness the joyous celebration of the love between Lady Ravyn Wolff And Lord Spirit Wolf, to support them in their decision to be joined as one in the company of friends and of the Gods and Goddesses. Date: Saturday, February 16, 2008 Time: 6:00 PM West Coast Time 7:00 PM Mountain Time 8:00 PM Central Time 9:00 PM Eastern Time Place: Way of the Wolf Pagan Study Group’s Lounge

Christianity Is Good For Them
We don't need to justify being atheists any more than we need to justify eating and drinking; But the religious ones need to justify their irrational cause over and over and over and over and over..overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I find it amusing and painfully frustrating that those people are incapable of understanding what a fairy tale is. That is an ELEMENTARY thinking skill I dare say. Three year olds understand what a fairy tale is without sounding the alarm of concrete reasoning and logical attempt. Atheism is a necessity only so long as religions exist... and so long as religions exist, some of their members will inevitably become disillusioned by their bullshit and corruption, and become outspoken atheists P.S And I'm tired of being educated about Jesus Christ this and Christianity that - I don't even want to hear about it- I just wish it would go AWAY

How Can This Be!
I'm blessed to be the father of three angels who I love very much! So this recent notification that ANOTHER LEVEL THREE SEX OFFENDER has taken residence in my neighborhood has me VERY concerned. Now I BELIEVE WE ALL HAVE THE RIGHT to live where we like or can afford but this will make the "SIXTH" time that a KNOWN sex offender, regardless of their level, has moved into this neighborhood which is heavily populated with minors ranging from newborns up into high schoolers. My question is...Should law officials (from local to federal) pass laws that ensure the safety of our kids to not be the subject to a sex predator's urges or AM I IGNORING A SEX OFFENDER RIGHTS.....

Any Advice?
Hi, I just moved about an hour away from my work (from 15 minutes away from my work). I really love my job. I love the people I work for, but the drive kills. I have to leave at least an hour and a half before work to get there in time, and sometimes, depending on traffic, it can take up to two hours to get home. I don't want to quit my job, but I'm spending about half of my paycheck each week for gas. I am thinking about getting a second job, but if I get one, I will have absolutely no time for a life. What should I do?

Perfection: No Such Creature Exsists
This is concerning relationships--comments, whether positive or negative, are welcome and the the negative ones will not be taken seriously. Everyone seems to be looking for the perfect relaionship: No arguing, no stress, no drama, and so on. Well I hate to break it to you, but there is no such creature as the perfect relationship--and you can't just bail when things don't go your way or if something happens and you're not happy. You have to communicate, good or bad, communication is a key. What brings this up? Well, browsing personals of both men and women and they all seem to want the same thing: The perfect LTR. What people need to realize is that everyone has history a.k.a bagage and stress and some form of drama because all of it is a part of a life. And when ya start looking for a relationship it seems it takes forever to find one---the best way I've found to find one--is to stop looking. That is how Nick and I had found each other, granted we lasted about a yea

Lady Spirit Wolf ~owner
I have traveled the roads of maiden, mother and now crone. I have seen, tasted and felt the primal goddess in all aspects of my life. I know the old stories. I have danced the dance. I sing the songs and have shed the tears. Come now visit with me and get to know me. Travel the Medicine Circle of life with me. Sit at my fireside and enjoy the journey. I have been known many years as Ravyn Wolff for my two main life totems Wolf and Raven. I am now known as Lady Spirit Wolf. I have been a practicing pagan for 30 years. I was an active High Priestess for a number of years and have since acted as crone to a local coven for several years. I do not claim title to any particular path as I have learned from a number of paths and all of them have contributed to the person I am today. I am not a religious woman but consider myself to be spiritual. I firmly believe that religion is for those who fear hell and spirituality is for those who have been there. I spent a number of years in the m

Lady Victoria Spiritual Advisor
Warm Greetings Every and All! I am Lady Victoria, a 42 year young Eclectic Pagan that has finally come out of the broom closet to expand and explore my lessons and knowledge with kindred spirits. I am a mother, a grandmother, a wife and a friend and enjoy all aspects of living life to it’s fullest each and every day. When I see the glass, even if it appears to be empty, I know it’s full of what I cannot see so an eternal optimist. I was raised in a unique environment, having been forced to go to Lutheran Sunday School and Roman Catholic Church, yet was taught many different “paths” from my foster family which entailed Streghe, Celtic, Asatru and Native American Traditions. I did not realize at the time the family traditions yet still hold many ideals when it comes to finding out my true self. I enjoy being a green and kitchen witch the most, and have an unusual perception to magnetic and electrical fields. A natural empath and light worker honing my abilities by always lear

Just A Note To My Friends And Fu-family
For the past couple months I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues, one of which is being here so much. I'm sure you all have noticed that I haven't been around as much, and some of you know exactly why and I hope that you all understand. Nothing means more to me than my son, and protecting his well being and being his mom is the most fulfilling thing to me. The threat of losing him to his father has made me re-evaluate some things. Don't worry, I don't plan on leaving Fubar, just gonna take time for me for a while. I have to get this sorted out and my son on the right track to being happy and well behaved. I know that the lounge will be well taken care of by all my friends and staff members, and you all know how to contact me in the case of an emergency, but I have to do this in order to stay sane. I'm sorry for not being around as much, but it has to be this way for a little while. My son comes first, then work, then me...thats how it has always been, but for a litt

What Changed?
Sometimes I wonder Why you want me here? You vent your anger out on me Behind closed doors where only I can see People think you are wonderful And thoughtful and kind If they only knew what you were inside The way you talk to me I really don’t understand You talk to me like I am below you Has our love faded away? Is this who you really are? You say that I cause you to be this way For you to get mad and cuss me And push me down, out of your way When you get mad I think you just see red Do you know what you do and say? You say things when you are mad You know what you say makes me sad It doesn’t bother you that I sit and cry All you say is go find another guy You say that you are the best for me No one else would want to put up with me I don’t understand why you say the things you say And why you do what you do You always have an excuse for what made me fall It is always my own fault That is what you say If I had just stayed out of your way I never know wha

Pertinent Facts!!!
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.

My Thoughts
Well here i am again in this stupid little hole of mine. I never know when i am going to be out of it. I should be happy i got a job in no time flat. So did my frined marty and possibly my friends bf ryan, but you know i have this itching feeling that once things start to go smoothly that something bad will happen as i am trying to climb out of this dumb hole. I am in school finaly doing what i want and yet that isnt good enough cuz i am failing my classes, and also i go full time to work and school could it be that i just have not found the right path or what? I am so confused. I love my boyfriend with all my heart but you know it feels as if there is something missing and i just don'g know what it is. I think it could be that he and i don't have a place of our own and i am stuck living between my moms and a friends place. But you know my friends are worse off then i am cuz they are about to have a kid real quick any day now and they are in the process of getting efficted from their

Hey Hot ~n~ Horny Guys!!!
Im new here at FUBAR but Im loving all the men that show me attention! I'm a hot and horny southern girl thats looking for men to have some phone fun with... I know most guys say they dont want to pay for it but think about it.. you GET what you PAY for... and what you get here is a hot, steamy, southern hottie that cant get enough sex!! I love Domination, Cuckolding, Feminization and sissy boys!! Dont keep me waiting, give me a call NOW

Perfection In My Eyes
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that I have toshare. I have so much more than I ever thought I would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Can't Stand Me Now
An ending fitting for the start You twist and tore our love apart Your light fingers threw the dart Shattered the lamp into darkness it cast us... No, you've got it the wrong way round Just shocked me up and blamed it on the brown Cornered the boy kicked out at the world, The world kicked back a lot fuckin' harder now If you wanna try, If you wanna try There's no worse you could do (oh oh oh) I know you lie, I know you lie I just can't control my lust for you (oh oh oh) Can't take me anywhere (I'll take you anywhere) You can't take me anywhere (I can't take you anywhere) I'll take you anywhere you wanna go! Oh, you can't stand me now (No, you can't stand me now) You can't stand me now (Oh, you can't stand me now) You can't stand me now (No, you can't stand me now) You can't stand me now, You can't stand me now! Have we enough to keep it together? Or do we just keep on pretending And hope our luck is never ending You tried to pull the wool, I wasn't feel

Do It If You Want To
Why is it you try and do your best but yet it never seems to be good enough. An example of what i mean is you are dateing someone that you love so much and you would do pretty much anything for them, you may even do things that you wouldn't do with your ex's. maybe like take pictures of your self in exotic stuff or something sexy or something different that you wouldnt' normally do. When you finally decide to do something for them they act like it isn't good enough. I do not understand why most people do not think enough is enough just be happy with what you get. if you get more great if not deal with it don't be a bitch or an ass and demand more when you don't deserve it. Now if your doing something out of the kindness of your heart great but just don'g go do it cuz someone asked you to do it, do it cuz you want to. love ya all xoxox Mary

***done With It All***
I FIGURED OUT WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE AND ARN'T. ITS SAD IT TAKES FOR SOMETHING BAD TO HAPPEN TO ME FOR ME TO FIND THAT OUT. MY FIANCE PASSED AWAY 2 YEARS AGO THIS SATURDAY AND WHEN THAT HAPPENED I CUT ALOT OF PEOPLE OFF CAUSE ONLY TWO PEOPLE WERE THERE FOR ME TO HELP ME THROUGH AND AT THIS MOMENT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE STILL THERE. TODAY I GET THE NEWS MY FATHER IN LAW ,WHICH IS HIS FATHER,PASSED AWAY THIS MORNING. JUST BROKE MY HEART BECAUSE THIS SATURDAY WAS HIS SONS ANNIVERSARY AND NOW HIS MOTHER IS ALL LEFT ALONE. OF COURSE I NEED A FRIEND TO SPEAK TO ABOUT THIS AND GUESS WHAT NOT ONE PERSON WILL SPEAK TO ME. MY ONE TRUE FRIEND IS GOING THRU SURGERY WITH HER DAUGHTER SO CAN'T SPEAK WITH HER BUT EVERYONE ELSE TRY TO TALK TO NADA. JUST MAKES ME REALIZE I HAVE NO ONE. NO ONE TO TURN TO WHEN I REALLY REALLY NEED THEM. I'M ONLY A CONVIENCE TO THEM NOTHING MORE. CONTACT ME WHEN THEY FEEL LIKE IT OR WANT SOMETHING. LIKE I ALWAYS SAID THERES ALWAYS A MOTIVE BEHIND PEOPLE WHEN IT COMES TO

Right Now
Still not feeling well, at least I found my meds. I went to school to be told me teacher was not coming, so I am sitting here in the Library for a hour or two untill my short class. I dont get why Im the way I am, I try to be so damn perfect and it is never enough. I can never just shut up can never just sit still. Never! I am to smart to blame someone else for the mistakes I make now but I wish I wasnt I wish I could hate "him-ex hub" for making me this way but I cant. I cannot scream I cannot cry I cannot be happy for a moment in my life. "Wrong AnnA, Thats not right do it again. Stop playing and sit up straight, Silence yourself child, no crying, Apologize for speaking you were not asked" I wish I could shout throw things and scream untill everyhing inside me is how it should be, but I cannot and I never will be able to. As I type I feel safe in fact no one but me really will read this. What one person, two, who do not care anyways? Yes I feel safe writing here. *~AnnaLisa~*

Thinking Of Leaving Fubar
well everyone i'm thinking of leaving fubar again i'm sick of people playing games with me it's either you like me or you give me a reason as to why you don't anymore i'm one of the realest people you'll meet and i'd show you that kind of respect and if you can't do the same for me then fuck you and what you pertend to be i desurve better then that everyone does so be real and man up to why you don't like me

I Love You Daniel !!!
Howdy, I thought most people on here should understand what it means to be engaged ! Damn right Im getting married soon !!! Im okay with talking to ya but FUCK NO I dont wanna date anybody of ya. I hope u understand that - if not Im sorry !!! * Daniel I love you with all my heart and soul * Your the best what ever happened to me !!! I cant wait to become ur wifey :) Stef

Im Rude?
SO...I SEE THAT A PERSON THAT ACCEPTED MY FRIENDS REQUEST WAS POSTING PICS...AND THEY WERE HOT... I MADE SOME COMMENTS THAT SHE DIDNT LIKE AND THEN SHE RATES ME A 1.... WHAT KIND OF WOMAN PUTS HERSELF OUT THERE THAN TURNS AROUND AND SAY..."YOURE RUDE"?

For Those Who Care...
Ok its been a REALLY hard week for me. I'm sorry I havent been around much, I'm sorry to the Bad Girls for not being more supportive, but you have to understand my situation here and no I'm not spilling it all out here in a blog. I will say this... I've been dealing with my children. And as my profile says they come first. Last week I had my son in and out of the docs, very serious sinus infection. Hes much better and back to school, but now I am home again with my daughter, and hers is a bit worse. I bought my youngest son (yes I have 3 kids) an electric scooter for his 12th birthday last week, my daughter being the tom boy and sister of two older brothers decides to try it out too.. She fell off and broke her arm. Out of the 3 of course she has to be the first to break a bone. So needless to say things have been pretty hard for me. I've been online but not always at my desk. I entered a contest but as most of you can tell not the usual shameless self promotion because I cant

The Otters..
When I was a little girl. I loved otter pops. They made me happy. Especially the little otters on the outside. It is a warm memory.... like strawberry shortcake and rainbow brite. One of those memories that makes the smell burst into your nose and the taste tingle on the tip of your tongue. Usually these thoughts and memories are buried down...deep deep. In your childhood place. With the skinned knees and summer camp memories....Usually...until you see it again as an adult. And then the memory rushes on you so fast it roses your cheeks. It is Spring, and in California we're talking 75 degree warm days. Tank top days Sandal days Ice pop days.... I crouched low in the store, reaching waaaaaaaaaaay into the back of the shelf. There was one box of "tropical" ice pops. These were cheap enough for me to buy a ton, but still nummy. I reached. "Mutherfuck..." I muttered under my breath. I could almost reach it, but not quite. I drop to my knees and leaned i

Prayer For My Family
my mama's sister aunt sandy was diagnosed with lung cancer in november, over christmas she was given a year to live, now just a few months later she is in a hospice, given only 2-5 days to live. Please pray for my family. thank you. Bridge Over Troubled Water (4:55) P. Simon, 1969 When you're weary, feeling small When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all I'm on your side When times get rough And friends just can't be found Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down When you're down and out When you're on the street When evening falls so hard I will comfort you I'll take your part When darkness comes And pain is all around Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Sail on silver girl Sail on by Your time has come to shine All your dreams are on their way See how they shine When you need a f

What's Your Beer Personality?
You Are Heineken You appreciate a good beer, but you're not a snob about it. You like your beer mild and easy to drink, so you can concentrate on being drunk. Overall, you're a friendly drunk who's likely to buy a whole round for your friends... many times. Sometimes you can be a bit boring when you drink. You may be prone to go on about topics no one cares about. What's Your Beer Personality?

Evening
Evening (released june 2007) i'd give it 1 1/2 out of 5 stars A dramatic and mature chick flick (Claire Danes, Vanessa Redgrave, Meryl Streep, Glenn Close) .. I'm a bit surprised there's any old-school women out there still alive to make them ..ok, I suppose our culture isnt quite that impoverished yet ..so, rather, I'm surprised there's still a hollywood backing for old-school chick flicks, especially dramatic and mature ones. The essence of woman, however, is intended but never deeply brought across in the film (unlike, say, as for instance, was very well accomplished in the retrospect narratives of the film How To Make An American Quilt) ..the film never dwells, as a film always should for the sake of a dynamic portrayal of a woman ..there is far too much 'skipping along' ..the only redemption might be if one could say this movie is meant to be a realistic portrayal of not entirely shallow women and yet.. The story doesnt come anywhere near hitting its potential until 68

Come Play With Us In The Pitbulls Playground!!!
Today is Tie Me Up Tuesday so to celebrate I am giving gifts away in the lounge today... I would love to pack the house. Yesterday I held a little promo and gave away 2 bling packs... Today I will be giving away 3 bling packs and 1 secret gift.. So come check us out pass the word around... The 99th and 116th person to join will receive a bling pack and 1 person who brings in the most people will receive a bling pack.. Keep in mind there is a secret gift that will be given away at random..

Here Or There
Dear Friends , family and fans--- I have aevere case of vertigo ( for those who don't know what it is, it's like the world is spinning outta control and your eyes can't keep up the pace) Right now, I have blurred vision, dizziness, and faint. I've suffered 4 concussions over the last 3 weeks. I'm under a group of Doctor's care and some meds actually keep me normal for about 15 minutes, or I'm back in orbit again. Maybe some of you will read this, as I'm hoping you will. my visits here will probably be sporadic. Just wanted you all to know that I'm not ignoring you, nor am I blowing anyone off, I'm just trying to get better. Those of you who know the home #, call if ya want--- and my email addy is blonde_reality@yahoo.com xxooo, Ashleigh

How Emotionally Mature Are You?
You Are 49% Grown Up, 51% Kid You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Help You Through The Day
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend

Are You A Hippie?
You are a Hippie You are a total hippie. While you may not wear birks or smell of incense, you have the soul of a hippie. You don't trust authority, and you do as you please. You're willing to take a stand, even when what you believe isn't popular. You like to experiment with ideas, lifestyles, and different subcultures. You always gravitate toward what's radical and subversive. Normal, mainstream culture doesn't really resonate with you. Are You a Hippie?

Membership Approval
=== 'Lady Victoria *Eclectic Pagan*' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-17 19:31:31'.. > > > > Congratulations! Your application has been approved to Way of the Wolf Pagan Study Lounge. Thank you for your patience during the review process. We look forward to growing in knowledge and shared experiences as kindred spirits, friends, teachers and students looking for “something different” in a mature, friendly, tolerant and comfortable atmosphere. > > We will be coordinating times for workshops and a create a general resource area for you to delve deeper onto areas of interest for perusal at your leisure. > > Again, thank you for your interest in our group as the staff wishes you Welcome! > > ~Lady Spirit Wolf ~Lord Spirit Wolf~ > ~Owner~ Co-Owner/Bouncer~ > > Lady Victoria ~ Spiritual Advisor > > Dream Wolf ~ Group Developer > > Lady Leanna ~ Head Bartender

Karla
Karla (released january 2006 canada) i'd give it 3 1/2 out of 5 stars from the movie: [The parole review stated: "Karla Homolka is a person highly artificial, articulate, manipulative, who is egocentric, if not narcissistic, and whose behavior cannot be explained solely on the basis of intimidation or abuse by Paul Bernardo..." The report went on to note: "Despite her ability to present herself well, there is a moral vacuity and absence of empathy for her victims which suggests tendencies toward psychosis..."] The very words that closed the film, in my very own opinion, should have opened it, as this question about Laura Prepon's portrayal of the wife of canadian serial killer Paul Bernardo is the most psychologically intriguing element of the film. It really makes for a grand addressing of that nauseously tedious proverbial question 'why do women like assholes?' and that as-of-yet lazily unanswered yet essential question of psychology of human females' passive role i

To My Friends & Family That Were Sb Me And Pm Me(heartbroken)
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL WHO BROUGHT THAT BULLY TO MY ATTENTION THAT I NEVER SAW POSTED 3-4 DAYS AGO. I'M NOT GOING INTO GREAT DETAIL ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THE WOUNDS AND SCARS ARE STILL THERE AND WILL BE THERE FOR A LONG TIME .IN FACT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO DO A BLOG ON THIS . AS PLANNED, NO THAT PERSON IS NOT WITH ME BUT AS WE HAD PLANNED. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO MOST OF U WHAT HAS HAPPENED.I KNOW THIS IS REALLY NO CLARIFACATION. ONCE AGAIN THERE IS INTERFERNCE. THANK YOU ALL WHO LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME!PLEASE BEAR WITH ME AT THIS TIME.

Memorys
My dream was... disturbing. I only have time to record the part that I really remember which is the part which involved again Danielle. We were on a beach and I happened to notice her and I was telling whoever I was with (A male) who she was, she was mentioning her children to her friends and I didnt want her to notice me. He and I went into a glass windowed building and he noticed her right outside and so pointed. I figured what the hell and pressed my face against the glass and knocked. She made a gesture that I guess was rude by touching her nose and bringing the finger outward at me because my friend was like 'wow, she really is a bitch.' She left and he and I went down to the beach area and sat at these tables. I began telling him the history between Danielle and I while at the same time this red-headed friend was telling his friend a history of his own. He was in tears and I soon realised that our storys mingled and I remembered him in my dream and began to tell my fri

Re: More Leading Economists Say Us Is Now In Recession
RE: More Leading Economists Say US Is Now In Recession ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Mar 2008, 21:58 More Leading Economists Say US Is Now In Recession More leading economists have conceded that the US economy is now in recession after figures, released on Friday, revealed a second successive monthly fall in employment. http://infowars.net/articles/march2008/100308recession.htm

My Path
There comes a time. When you must choose your path in life. Many times that path is not set in stone, but instead it is layed down pebble by pebble. And one day you look up and you find where you have come to stand. You can look back and see each pebble that lay there. You can remember them being stuck down there in that dirt. down deep. down hard. But you cannot explain how this path came to be here. Only that it is. And you love it. You nurture this path. You embrace it. Sometimes Life is like that. Sometimes you stand there upon this path that lays at your feet. This path cradles your feet and loves it. This path before you and behind you is strong. And people ask how you came to be on this path. How can you love that path? Why didn't you take another one? A simpler one? And easier one. I answer them. This is my path. The one that I am meant to take. I love this path.

Sway..
Do you hear that? It is rubbing at the door. Like a lovers caress. I open the curtains and I see the fog. Fog. Fog has given birth and produced yet more. When does the silence stop screaming? When you are alone. And the only thing that you can hear is the fire fucking the wood. The silence can become defining. I want to throw open the windows and let in the fog. I want it to kiss at me with its damp lips. And It's cold breath. I want it to hiss over me and blow cold into my ear. I swing on my cape. I pull out my braid. And I head out the door. I leave it open. And I cannot be bothered with it now. No one will enter. Nothing will threaten my home. My ears hear the wet sobs of the trees. Dripping all around me. And on me. Even on my head. Sliding down my temple to land on my collarbone. It cools me. My skirt sways around my ankles. My feet are bare. The leaves carpet themselves for me. I am their Queen. With each step they cradle my feet. They lay themsel

Josh's Fight
A good friend of mine from the Marine Corps was in his first Cage fight two weeks ago. I felt bad cause I couldn't go. But it was my sons B-day and my family was in town so he understood..He has been training for this for a while and he didn't disappoint. He is the shaved head guy in the video...He kicks some ass.....Well watch the video and enjoy.....

Spirits At Play
When my father died. The shock was so great. It was so deep and raw that I turned my face away from it and instead focused my eyes on my mother. And her pain. I barely cried. I did gasp and bend and wrap my arms about myself. The pains of it was physical. An ache the I couldn't rub out. I remember calmly discussing things with my mom. This is the way we both are. No time for anything else. Lets focus on what needs to be done....and do it. Let's figure out the steps that need to be taken...and take them. I held on tight to my moms voice. Forcing calmness inside my own. I figured that if I was calm then she would be as well. I'm almost sure that she was focusing on the very same thing. I insisted on calling the family. I needed to spare her the grief of others. The tears and the sobs that bound over the line and enter into your heart becoming your own. Compounding it. Thickening it. I needed to do this for her. Three phone calls later found me on the floor of my ba

What Is Your Love Based On?
Your Love is Based on Affection Your need for love is very primal and basic. You can't imagine living without love. And for you, love is something that's best expressed through touch. You're always up for a hug or a cuddle. And you feel a bit rejected when you don't get enough affection. Whether you're sharing a blanket or sharing an order of fries, you thrive when you're close to the person you love. Why your love can last: You express your love freely and frequently Why your love can fail: You can come off as clingy, and this freaks people out What Is Your Love Based On?

Funerals And Satin Panties
Today my heart was quiet. I stood there at the same site that I stood 6 months ago. When my daddy was buried. Today I stood there, not in grief for myself. But in support of another. Today I held hands and rubbed backs and kissed necks. And my heart was quiet. The wind kicks up high there. Almost fierce. A million undead kisses finding a place to land. A trillion unhugged huggs flittering about looking for the right person to embrace. I sat Cameron aged 6 up on a rocky wall. "Auntie Lollie... Im so sleepy" "I know baby. Lean here against me." And as he placed his head against my breast my arm circled his small body and I hugged him to me. My fingers playing with his hair. I placed kisses on his forehead every so often. "I love you Auntie Lollie" "And I you my Cam man." My eyes searched the sea of grievers and I caught sight of the Burgundy curls of my oldest friend. Firmly en

Friends And Otherwise!
Isn't it strange how some people can appear to be so nice but then they can start to get nasty as you get fond of them? This has happened to a friend of mine. Her emotional suffering has made me feel sad and angry at how this person has got a kick out of making her miserable. Promises unkept, affections left in midair, ignoring calls and texts, sadness is the result! You will read this my dear. You have to move on, no matter how hard that is. I will try and help you through it as best as I can, if you will let me. Please let me be there for you! xxxx

Army Drab
My husband wore his Army uniform with pride. One day, coming home from the base and dressed in olive drab fatigues, he stopped off at the grocery store to pick up a few things. While in line at the check out counter, he noticed a little boy standing with his Mother. The boy took one look at my husband in his uniform, and his eyes grew wide. My husband in turn gave the young man a crisp salute. The boy was so excited. He pointed at my husband and announced," Look Mom! A Giant Boy Scout!"

Seen This?
I had trouble with the idea of turning 30 and was oversensitive to any signs of advancing age. When I found a prominent gray hair in my bangs, I pointed to my forehead and asked my husband, "Oh no, have you seen this?" "What?" he asked. "The wrinkles?"

Another Wrong Choice
damn men, why cant yall just be as good as you let on. why there always gotta be something wrong? wtf? and yall say that women are complicated, lord have mercy, but damn, i try to do my best at all i do, im a very busy and dedicated- mother, employee, and business owner, own my home and three vehicles, work my ass of to provide and spoil the ones i care for, don't fuck around or play games, or test reactions, just want to chill and be happy, i live in a small town so i have no secrets, but yet at the end of the day i'm not good enough or i'm the crazy bitch, well i am well advertized as a bitch if provoked, but then who isn't, and i never claimed to be sain, then again i don't know of any who can, lol. i just don't understand

Trying To Start New
Things have really been rough for me to mentally handle anymore! I really have been struggling to make a choice of who to be with. My heart says one thing but my soul says another! Its been really difficult for me to deal with some of the stuff going on and to say well things are slowly making its way to where it needs to be! Its better to start life as new things than to repair on old stuff! Then you can see where your heart and soul come together for the right one!

Just A Simple Thank You To Everyone.
So ashley gave me this idea.. hugs and smooches to her!! and I know I left out some people and I sorry:( I was tryin hard not to studder:| and ramble to much. but I love you all and again thank you. as for mr tatoe eyes.. I love you. and you better watch this dakkit!! ps forgive me for lookin like a tard :D

Family Chian Link
So tell me this, if your family members turn on you, hurt you, lie to you, try to make you look bad to your children, for thier mistakes what would you do. Why does it seem that family is the peeps that like to screw you the most? I am at a true fork in the road. Do I turn and walk away for good? Or do I once again put my heart out there for it to get hurt? I have tried to talk to this person and they just got pissed and walked away. Since then it jas been strained at the best, then come to find out that they tell the secrets that we trusted them with. They embellish the truth to make it look better then it is. They fail to come through on promises made to the husband boss. Hell fail to come through on any promises. Uses people til they are done with them and then has to brag about it. What do I do. This is family that we are talking about. Not as easy to just let it go as if it were a supposed friend. So how does this have to end? Walk or talk? I know that I am so freaking tired of al

Son Leaving Iraq Soon
God willing my son will be leaving Iraq March 28, He had a bomb explode near him a few months ago and was injured with sharpnel in his side and a ruptured ear drum. He is suffering from severe headaches. He also aquired a fractured right had a month ago... but soon he gets to come home.. I can't tell you how excited I am... yea!

It's Coming!
What, you may ask? It's THE NCAA Tournament! I'm a sports nut; I've sat from 10am to 2am in front of a tv on a college football saturday before. And there's no doubt that's my favorite sport, but the tournament stands alone as an event. From the gambling aspect, with the office pools, to the cinderella teams, its got it all! The games themselves are usually exciting and well played. You've got 48 games the 1st weekend alone! Luckily, I can watch the weekday games(I work the overnights)without missing work. Plus, my fav team won the last two yrs! That certainly doesn't hurt the event from my perspective :). Unfortunately they won't be winning this yr :( hell, probably not even in it. But it's still going to be great and I can't wait

Misery
I cut my skin to ease the pain. I can't belive he's doing this again. He hurts me so much and makes me feel low. I can't keep taking this but I just can't go. So just give me a blade and let me be. So that I may deal with my misery. MIG

The Mourning Star (fall 1988)
Talking to the Mourning Star I told him everyone knows who you are Saying to me, how do you know? Because eyes are attracted to your bright warm glow All those eyes looking at me, I dont know, thats hard to believe And you have yet to tell me just who you are I am a comet, I know all the stars But you are my favorite from Earth to Mars.

The Things I Do
Ok so ...this is where I am supposed to come up with something sly and funny to say right? Well I am going to Phoenix next month I am going to be doing some training up there. Yikes people looking to me for the right thing to do, gulp . Big chance for me to goof up. But than again if I got Phoenix this time who knows maybe next time I will be able to get Las Vegas or LA. But than again thats what I am hoping. Its been a while for me since I have had a business trip by myself I am actually looking forward to it. Well I mean like Austin doesnt count cause hell its like right down the highway. So when under pressure I am good but I am really hoping to be able to go out and take some nice desert pictures. And maybe see a friend or two along the way.So anyways i am excited and hope everything goes the way it should! Oh and of course pray my luggage gets there the same time I do!

Letter To My Friends
Hello Family, Friends, and Anyone Wishing to Know Me, Allow me to begin by thanking you for taking the time out of your day to spend some time with me and get to know me better. A person’s time is their most valuable asset and yours is appreciated. I want to talk to you about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome (MPS). Many have never heard of these conditions and for those who have, many are misinformed. And because of this judgments are made that may not be correct… So I ask you to keep an open mind as I try to explain who I am and how FM/MPS has assaulted not only my life but those whom I love as well. You see, I suffer from a disease that you cannot see; a disease that there is no cure for and that keeps the medical community baffled at how to treat and battle this demon, who’s attacks are relentless. My pain works silently, stealing my joy and replacing it with tears. On the outside we look alike you and I; you wont see my scars as you would a person who

The Tears (spring 1992)
The tears of my heart are caused by you. The tears of my heart are turning to glue. The tears of my heart are saying the same. The tears of my heart scream out your name. The tears of my heart will surely go dry. When it happens, my love for you is gone. And I will never see another dawn, though I long. The tears of my heart will cause me to die.. You can help me, if you would only try.

What's A Leo Lover
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense.In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself.Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

When Your Eyes Glisten In The Dark, (fall 1989)
I see your eyes glistening in the dark. I touch your shimmering hair as it waves in the midnight air. I smell your perfume, the sweet fragrence starts to spread out over the sea. I taste your presence inside of me, deep in my heart. I hear your voice, and I swell up with pride because... I know you will always be by my side.

I Believe (fall 1989)
I believe in nights. I believe in days. The world is beautiful in so many ways. The oceans of blue. The lakes of green. I picture you, in every scene. I believe in flowers. I believe in watching over you in the wee morning hours. Our heads upon pillows. The high pitched sound of a small weeping swallow. All the sudden it enters the window. And sits next to you on your pink satin pillow.

More About Me..i Am So Bored!
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?::Jill Middle name?::Louise Like your name?::Yeah its sorta ok Named after anyone?::Yes Any nicknames?::too many lol Age?::32 Birthdate?::1/27/1976 Birthplace?::Omaha Time you were born?::7:01 pm Current location?::Nebraska Height?::5'6 Like your height?::im a little short Eye color?::grey Contacts/glasses?::no Hair color?::Brown Natural hair color?::Brown Dye your hair often?::sometimes depends on my mood lol Righty or lefty?::righty Your favorite...Type of music?::Pop, Rap, too many to list Band or singer?::Hinder TV show?::Mystery Diagnosis, and Ghost Hunters Movie?::All time Favorite movie would have to be "The Rock" TV channel?::Discovery Health Radio station?::106.3 Place to be?::Home Thing to do?::Be on Fubar Food?::Yougart Non alcoholic drink?::pepsi Alcoholic drink?::don't drink

To Choose Between (spring 1990)
It is sometimes hard to choose between. What you know and what you've seen. Beauty is only skin deep. Beauty inside is what I seek. To choose between at a loss for words. In the souls its simply absurd, Is it easier to live life clean, Or to live a lie? To choose between, I will surely try.

Give Up, Already
Don't you just hate it when your more interested in someone, than they are in you? Especially when you just can't get a definative no. I'm probably just an idiot, for ignoring all the signs and possibly being strung along, by not moving on. It's really unusual for me to be this way; I'm usually the one who's less interested. But something just won't let me give up until I get a real chance with her or a flat out NO, I'M NOT INTERESTED. I've turned away/put on hold other girls(basically sex)interested in me. All for that glimmer of hope...Maybe I need to go through this, to understand how I've been with other girls. Hopefully I'll be better for it...or maybe it'll actually work out and she'll see me, in the same light, as I see her! SEE, I still can't let go of that glimmer...

Friends List?
1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair? 21. Do you sing in the shower? 22. What's your favorite color? 23. If you could bring back anyone that h

2 Cats Available To Good Home!! :p
2 cats available to good home! Walked in the door.. (1) door blocked by boxes fallen down (2) headset cord severed and headset in their dish in the kitchen (3) Pc tower on its side (4) tower of CDs on floor in office (cds everywhere, including my b/u cds), everything on my table beside my desk on the floor... Can I scream now???? (trying to remember to laugh about this but I am going to have to go to Walmart for a new headset today... grrrrrrr) LMAO??? They are being oh so lovey dovey right now when all I want to do is scream and pitch them outdoors for a while... ugghghghghghh...

Daydream (2003)
Daydream, had a little daydream. I have been daydreaming my time for a long while. Though short it may seem. Daydream, please dont shout or pinch me so that I will wake. Im sure I will wake up on my own one day. Daydream, If you see me dreaming away on the street one day. Just leave me be, and Ill dream my dreams to reality. Daydream, I you see ive daydreamed righton past my Home. Please I ask you, just leave me alone. So I can have a chance to daydream all my dreams true, for all the world to see. Daydream, when you see me with a smile. You will know my daydreams were all worth while. I daydreamed them so, though it took a while. Daydream, if i see you dreaming past. I will only smile at you, and hope you get where you dream to be. Go ahead and daydream, I will not shake or wake you, or even make a sound. I will only hope all your daydreams are found. Till then I will just be here, Daydreaming around.

I Am Listening
Ok so every one knows that i have a different lifestyle. Im not political and i dont stand on the roof tops shouting my agenda to everyone. well now im pissed. I was in a great mood this morning got the kids up and off to school I reminded my daughter about taking the phone number in for a friend of hers. I got home for my morning routine of checking all the various websites im on for mail and updates. My friend Jem always writes blogs (and if any wants a good blog to read its her's) but today's was something that hit home here it is: jem's blogNow like i said im not political but in my opinion on how politics work is that, we elect people that share our views. and those people look out for those views in a more offical way by protecting the laws and freedoms we have. I am in the military many people know that. We fight for those freedoms. As of right now 3983 people have died in OIF alone. death toll If our elected officials cant put aside their personal beliefs for the

What Kind Of Pagan Are You
What kind of Pagan are you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ecclectic PaganA veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Ecclectic Pagan 95%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan 90%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan 90%Shamanic Pagan 85%Eastern Pagan 85%Zoroastrian Pagan 60%Greek Pantheonic Pagan 50%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans 45%

Re: Professor: Big Money Behind Global Warming Propaganda
RE: Professor: Big Money Behind Global Warming Propaganda ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Mar 2008, 13:59 Professor: Big Money Behind Global Warming Propaganda A retired physics professor became the latest public figure to debunk the myth of a "consensus" behind man-made global warming when he slammed big money interests for pushing climate change propaganda that was at odds with real science in a speech yesterday. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2008/031108_big_money.htm

Update On Family Health
My uncle Dustin, whom I have been calling dad since he is really more of a dad to me anyway, is very ill. On March 7, 2008, he was diagnosed with 1st Stage Colon Cancer. There is some good news surrounding this. For the most part, in its first stage, Colon Cancer is curable. Not just treatable, curable. So, we are hoping and praying very hard that his will fall into the category of curable. Thank you all for taking the time out to read this. I know I haven't been around but a lot of things have been going on in my family and I have been working a lot and trying to spend as much time with my family as possible.

Auction Will Go On
Ok just because this is no longer the hotties page doesn't mean I'm ending the auction. I'm not ending the auction cause so many girls worked hard on bullies advertising it. Now you do not need to give this profile any fu-bucks but I would appreciate it if you donated a little bit Much Love Shell

She Needs Votes
This is a repost for a friend. please help her out and vote. Thank you April Her message is as follows.... I am DIRE need for VOTES!!! Please PLEASE go and Vote for The Canyon TODAY if you havent! You need to register first and validate your e-mail before you can vote. Sorry, not my rules, its theirs. Register: http://www.massify.com/register ***Dont forget to validate your e-mail!!!*** Vote: http://www.massify.com/pitches/thecanyon :) Thank you so much for your votes!!! And PLEASE spread the word!!!! *hugs to all* -Crystal

Big Day
i have an interview today for a position i really want. the hours are perfect and its in the unit i wanted too. most of the nursing positions are fillup fast since my class graduates in may. i want to stay in my hospital network so this could be perfect!!! im nervous because i want this job so bad! being alone with three kids....scheduling is tough..childcare etc. im just blogging this cuz im nervous and ridiculous right now. if i get this job my life will actually be on track where i planned to be! omg! is that possible??? so im just asking for some positive thoughts my way today. i know im not sick and/or dying....but if i get this job life would just be so good! thank you!

Defeated King
As a King speaks with uncertain tone, Scars from his Battles so heavily shown, a melodic sadness swells in his eyes as he lay his head in his hands, yet he doesnt cry. The King is in defeat ,and theres a meriad of why, all the emotion is stacked so high. All the battles and many major wars, taken souls of men and even some amores. He is speaking to his General and the Major by his side. Whom are really his Heart and ever racing Mind. We cannot win kind sirs as our forces are depleated, we were well armed before, but now our armies have been routed. Yet I thank you for your honor and loyalty, your unrelenting wills, but I fear in this battle we will all be killed. You have stood so bold beside me as the enemy walked our shores, mounting and mounting till their numbers were more. Some we were able to slay, but most all of them still walk our lands, leaving their footprint on our sands. I could have asked for mearely nothing more as they trekked across our homeland and marched down our

A Bruce Update #2
Hey Everybody It's Now only 3 days away until i go to the Sydney Royal Easter Show so in less than a week on the 20/3/08 Sydney Time i will be at the easter show for the whole day and come back home late night and i am still in the process of saving my money up to go to the show 1 more lot of money to save then i go to the show with the money i saved up and i also promise i will take pics while i am there but it will be after i get home from the show b4 i post them on fubar for people to see so please be patient with me from Bruce.

Democrat, Republican Or Redneck
Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck? Here is a little test that will help you decide. You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock 40 cal., and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swing the gun like a club and knock the knife out of his hand? What does the law say about this situation? Does the Glock have appropriate safety built into it? Why am I carrying a loaded gun anyway, and what kind of message does this send t

Review: Panasonic Th-42px50u Plasma Tv
The Panasonic TH-42PX50U is a 42″ plasma TV and one of Panasonics newest additions to its plasma range. The realism of a TV pictures has never been better with the technology of plasma TVs getting better and this plasma TV is one that is leading the way. It has a contrast ratio of 3000:1 which means whites are whiter and blacks are blacker and a display of 8.58 billion colors, giving you better quality of viewing. Aesthetics Let’s start with the border of the screen. Around the outside of the plasma screen Panasonic have made the border color a sleek black, along with the excellent contrast ratio the black border enhances the picture quality making the picture more Samsung 42 DLP HDTV Review ...quite a bargain considering the revolutionary technology that is inside it. Amazon has 48 unique reviews for this set and they are overwhelmingly positive. A current rating of four and a half stars out of five is awarded to this ... defined and legit. The plasma sits on a simple

The Biker2
"THE BIKER" THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT THINK BIKERS ARE MEAN. SOME DRESS IN LEATHER AND OTHERS IN JEANS. YOU DON'T LIKE OUR PATCHES OR THE CLOTHES THAT WE WEAR. YOU HATE OUR BANDANNAS AND HATE OUR LONG HAIR. YOU DON'T LIKE OUR SCOOTERS AND OUR LOUD NOISY PIPES. YOU THINK WE'RE NOT LOYAL TO THE STARS AND THE STRIPES. YOU DON'T LIKE OUR PATCHES THAT ARE WORN ON OUR VESTS. YOU THINK WE'RE SO DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE REST. BUT THE TRUTH IS MISTER, WE'RE KIND OF ALIKE. YOU DRIVE A CAR AND I DRIVE A BIKE. YOU HAVE NO TATOOS PAINTED ON YOUR ARM BUT WE FOUGHT SIDE BY SIDE OVER IN "NAM". SO THE NEXT TIME YOUR CHILDREN ARE RUNNING AROUND, ENJOYING THEIR FREEDOM AND THE FUN THAT THEY'VE FOUND. REMEMBER US BIKERS AND ALL THAT WE DO. WE FEED OUR LOST VETERANS, WE'RE RED, WHITE AND BLUE. WE BRING TOYS FOR TOTS, JUST TO SEE A SMILE. BY RIDING OUR BIKES FOR MILES AND MILES. YOU SEE US BIKERS HAVE NEVER FORGOT, OUR HOMELESS VETERANS AND LESS

Skunky Smell !
A young couple were driving home one night. As they came around a curve, they ran over a mother skunk. The woman saw a baby skunk crying on the side of the road and demanded her boyfriend stop. Taking the baby home, it started shivering. The woman said, "It's cold. What do I do?" The man replied, "Put it down between your legs and warm it up." The lady then asked, "What about the smell?" The man replied, "I guess just hold its little nose!"

Ponderisms
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly!) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3. OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the 'Jags' and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known as the 'Bucs,' what does that make the Tennessee Titans? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

Please Go And Help Her
face="Century Gothic"> SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND SO NEEDS OUR HELP. CAN YOU CLICK ON THE LINK DROP A FEW COMMENTS OR EVEN A RATE ANYTHING WILL HELP HER A LOT. SHE IS TRYING TO WIN A BLAST AND SOME FU BUCKS. SO PLEASE GO DROP SOME LOVE ON HER PICTURE SHE IS A TOTAL SWEETHEART AND ALWAYS SHOWS OTHER PEOPLE LOVE.

My Poem
"Sex reminds me of the change of seasons" Sex reminds me of the winter breeze sending a cold chill down my spine Sex reminds me of the first blooming flower in the sping Sex reminds me of the summer rays beating down on my face Sex reminds me of the crinkle sounds of autum leaves in the fall

Firefighter;s Creed
Firefighter's Creed When I'm called to duty god wherever flames may rage give me strength to save a life whatever be its age Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late or save an older person from the horror of that fate Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout and quickly and efficiently to put the fire out I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me to guard my neighbor and protect his property And if according to your will I have to lose my life bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife!

More About Me,,i Guess Lol
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:Yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:dying AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Yup WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:love it DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:use to WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:well honestly yeah I think I was HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:I am not single lol WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:no HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:no ANY SECRET TALENTS?:i can lick my chin and my nose lol WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Vegas HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:no HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:well kinda, but I can't go out and fix it HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:1, 2,3 chrunch CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:hell nah HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:no WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:I do it lol IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:duh..Mairried DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:I use to like it WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:C

Stereotypes And Labels
Okay, here I go. Another rather controversial post. I'm going to start this off by saying that everyone, yes everyone, is a little bit racist. I don't care who you are, or how many times you deny it, anyone who's human is a bit racist, a bit judgmental, a bit hypocritical. Granted, there are those people out there who are more so than most. But, all in all, we ALL have faults. Stereotypes, for instance. Do you know why stereotypes not only get a rise out of people, but are also (on occasion) funny? Because stereotypes work. Let me explain: a stereotype comes from when many people of a certain background, creed, attitude, lifestyle, etc., act the exact same way or exhibit the same types personality traits. Stereotypes, as 'wrong' as they may be to some people, do hold a small amount of water and truth to them. Granted, not everyone of every culture or attitude, et al, have the same stereotypical traits. But, still, you'll find that a lot of Asian people (and yes,

Serious Question???
ok say you found something out about someone that was a really good friend or someone you were dating, either way its someone u care a lot about buuuut you found it out in snoopy kinda bad way..lol so your kinda in the wrong to....but the thing you found out is something really big, and its pissing you off and its all you can think about.... should you go ahead and confront the problem or leave it alone since your kinda in the shit hole at this point as well??? plus its something that if you do bring up- this person will probably lie abuot it, which will upset you further, and you will probably just get into a huge fight which may or may not cause you to stop talking..... yes i see...the obvious answer would be to walk away from it and leave it alone...buuuuut its just one of those things ya cant forget...

More Random Crap About Me Lol
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:Yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:dying AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Yup WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:love it DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:use to WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:well honestly yeah I think I was HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:I am not single lol WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:no HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:no ANY SECRET TALENTS?:i can lick my chin and my nose lol WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Vegas HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:no HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:well kinda, but I can't go out and fix it HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:1, 2,3 chrunch CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:hell nah HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:no WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:I do it lol IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:duh..Mairried DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:I use to like it WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:C

Seeking Members
WOLVES OF WICCAN SOCIETY WE WANT YOU!!!!!!!!! We are Seeking New Members. My Co Owner Stormwoman of Wolves of Wiccan Society + I Lord Wolf will Tread Forward. We Seek Bombers + VIP Levelers. Even though all Levelers must Show Bombing Love as well. Morphing Tags will be issued within 24 hrs.Wolf Morphs will be Issued after a Trial of 7-14 Days. We Seek Bombers that can Comment Bomb at least 300 Comments Daily on Contestants. Individuals of this Caliber will Earn Sweet Morphs Simular to ours. We also Seek a Trainer,whom has Patience to Train New Bombers. Rules: Drama will not be tolerated.Must have Common Sence.Must Show Respect,Honor to all.Must Repost Bulletins. Thank you Blessed be. Live Links Below. *LORD WOLF* .Please ,Bomb Live Each Day if Possible,Rate me for Morphs.@ fubar stormwoman40~bomber see my blog please/co of wolves of wiccan society/tag maker/ @ fubar Contestants that Desire Love Please: May the Luck O' the Irish be

Jeff Walker Launch
Jeff Walker Launch Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product Launch Formula is the brainchild of Jeff Walker. Now in it's second edition it has proven to be one of the most powerful and profitable courses for many of the students who have applied it's principles. With so many junk products online Jeff's product is one that delivers on it's promises. One only has to listen to the case multiple case studies of his students to understand just how powerful the techniques are. Here are just some of the results of Jeff's students: Martin Howey is a high end coach who took a list of only 5,000 people and was able to sell 100 spots in a $20,000 coaching program, bringing in $2 Million in sales. So effective was the product launch formula in his process that he still has people on the waiting list, ready to pay him when more spots open up in his coaching program. Jose Espana created a product specifically for the Spanish speaking market. Again, using the same

Pics I Want
as soon as i get a camera ill add more pics of me and my gf and kids till then im looking 4 pics that i want theres all kinds that im looking 4 so if u think u got one id like hit me up and show me thanks and if its one i really want ill even give fu cash 4 it but its got to be one i really have to have thanks later love yall

What If ?......
What if ?.......... What if....I realized what others think of me doesn't matter and what I think of myself is the key to my own happiness? What if....no one has the courage to speak up when they see an injustice? What if....I am willing to cradle your heart like I do my own? What if....I explore my resistance and consquently learn from it? What if....I invite my natural, inner child into my everyday life? What if....I have the courage to remove painful emotional thorns? What if....I honor what I want? What if....I am worthy of allowing my spirit to flow freely? What if....I open myself to the ability to understand and forgive? What if ?..........

Mr. Chuckiiboo
no words need to be said just show him lots of love n tell him i said hi chuckiiboo@ fubar he also makes always nice contests ya need to check it out!!!! so ya know the deal click his link and rate fan and add him click the lil pic n rate it cuz i made it :) i think that is one of the best salutes on here!!! chuckiiboo #1454585 @fubar.com QUIT HATING!!! now go and show love!!!!

I'm Back
I'm final out of the hospital, and except for not having any voice I'm getting better much much better. My ass still hurts from all the shots. The bad thing for over 10 days I've had no cock, not even my dream stalker. Last thing the dream stalker did was the dream about him shocking my clit again and again, with my 500,000 volr stun gun. One thing I do know is Mark and Blake are dieing to get their hands on me. Blake has given me until the end of the month to be pregnant with his baby, or he starts passing my pictures around our school, and video on the net. Maybe my Fubar friends well get to watch me in action, drugged and gang banged. Mark says I should have to pay for everyday I couldn't be fucked. Unless things have changed you guys seem to like the details of me being blackmailed, and my dream stalker torturing my little body so hopefully I can get back to some good juice stuff. luv u Tara

Hey Thats My Poppa!!!
thats my great poppa show him some love he will return it tell him i sent u lol BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD GeT In WhErE YoU FiT In@ fubar u got to love my poppa just like i do click on the pagelink n u get straight to him click on the lil pic n u can rate that pic i made for him!

Heres Your Daily Comment K Thanx (neener Neener) Fat Sonny Is Hilarious Lol Ty Hun For Letting Me Steal This Lol :p
P L E A S E D O N O T R E P O S T I GOTTA TELL YA ITS BEEN A WEIRD WEEKEND GOOD TO BE BACK TO MONDAY THOUGH LET ME TELL YA ALL WHAT HAPPENED TO ME DONT WORRY ITS NOT LIKE A BLOG I HAS THEM THING CALLED PICTURES TO HELP THE STORY ALONG FIRST I WAS DOWN RATED NOT ONCE BUT TWICE SHESH CMON STOP WORRYIN ITS THE SAME POINTS (oh sure now they tell me) LET ME TELL YA HOW IT ALL STARTED FIRST I TOOK FI FI FOR A WALK OK IT WAS NICE OUT EVEN WITH THE WIND STORMS (did f my hair up though)GOTTA HATE HELMET HEAD THAN OFF TO PAY OFF A BET WITH MONA AND CRYSTAL (remind me never to do that again!)THANX ALOT STEVE THATS OK ITS NOT LIKE ANYONE KNOWS WHO I AM SO IM SAFE THAN I GOT THROWN OUT OF THE LOCAL ART GALLERY (wtf i figured theres 2 sides to everything) AFTER THAT I FIGURE MAYBE IM BETTER OFF GOIN HOME AND HIDING IN THE SHOP MAYBE TAKE A LITTLE RUN OK SO FAR SO GOOD RIGHT? OH NO NOT FOR ME IT JUST GE

Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate
Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review As a Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate you get to show others wonderful and real case studies of people who used the system to make some real good money. The first one is with Neil Stafford, who's niche is teaching parents how to teach their kids to play soccer better at JuniorSoccerCoach.com. Their launch did almost $10,000.00 selling a low-priced instructional DVD. Chuck Smith did a product launch for a low-priced product in the "quilting" niche - it did approximately $3000.00, and then he followed that up almost immediately with another $4,000.00 launch. Kyle Battis did a launch of a $10 per month membership site in the "personal fitness" niche. The launch generated a continuity income of $15,000.00 per MONTH. Tags: product launch formula, product launch formula 2, product launch formula 2 review, product launch formula 2 download, product launch formula 2 affiliate, product launch formula 2 launch, plf2, plf2

Heaven Knows....
Heaven knows.... Still I felt so right Guess I've never known before Your life, euphoric I've waited for so long I'm crashing Sweet foam in these eyes Like a six ton mega bomb Your heart, platonic I've waited until this time The force, erratic Like a deuce from a laser storm Your spite, turns on me Like a cloud cries in the rain Your karma it's solid You gotta wonder, it's all your own Heaven knows.... Still I felt so right Guess I've never known before Your thighs Your hips Like a melt down power zone Pressed on me With the very thought of love Like a voice in a hurricane Your heart, platonic I've waited for so long The force, excited Like a life on a runaway train Your spite, Exotic Rush in to my mind Your own, Your soul You're like ice on a desert plain

Warm Iguana, Bad Hair-style And Cats...
Good Morning and hello there… Ever go to a salon and get your hair done, cut styled however the terminology fit this situation, and are unhappy with the results? Lauren Newton, 28, of Washington, Pennsylvania, was getting her haircut at her stylist's home on Thursday when she complained about the way it looked. So the hairstylist shot her. Newton is apparently doing OK while the hairstylist, Monique Reed, is in jail on charges of aggravated assault and reckless endangerment. From the Associated Press: Lauren Newton, 28, was getting her hair cut Thursday at the home of Monique Reed when the two began to argue about the style, police said. "She (Reed) went to the bedroom, got a gun, fired a shot in the ceiling," Police Chief James Blyth said. Newton, who was trying to flee with her sister, was then shot in the lower back, he said. Well my hair cut is scheduled for March 18th and you can be sure I will let Stephanie know how good a job she is doing…or grab a flack jacket just in ca

Auction
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Two Traveling Angels
Two Traveling Angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family.! The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lie dead in the field. The younger angel was i

Who Knows
Another night grips me like the fear I once felt at losing you like then I do not sleep not wanting to miss a moment you didn't understand then either but it was all for my love the love that wouldn't show though how could you doubt I ever loved you when you hear of the shadow I now am I promised to lay down my life and dammit I'm bleeding doubt again who knows? JSDEUEL Copyight 2008

Another Goody For The Oldtimers
Another Goody For The Oldtimers My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE... and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now. Flunking gym was not an

Black And White.. How It Began...
???????(Under age 40? You won't understand.) ???????You could hardly see for all the snow, ?????Spread the rabbit ears as far as they go. ?????Pull a chair up to the TV set, ?????"Good Night, David. Good Night, Chet." ???????Depending on the channel you tuned, ?????You got Rob and Laura - or Ward and June. ?????It felt so good. It felt so right. ?????Life looked better in black and white. ?????I Love Lucy, The Real McCoys, ?????Dennis the Menace, the Cleaver boys, ?????Rawhide, Gunsmoke, Wagon Train, ?????Superman, Jimmy and Lois Lane. ?????Father Knows Best, Patty Duke, ?????Rin Tin Tin and Lassie too, ?????Donna Reed on Thursday night! ?????Life looked better in black and white. ?????I wanna go back to black and white. ?????Everything always turned out right. ?????Simple people, simple lives... ?????Good guys always won the fights. Now nothing is the way it seems, ?????In living color on the TV scree

6am And I Havent Been To Bed
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P

‘night’s Promise’
‘Night’s Promise’ I am solitude, tranquility, reflection, The deepest part of your soul, I come to offer serenity, calmness, Fulfilling my timeless universal role. I am reliable, steadfast, unswerving, Existing since time’s very beginning, I can take your distress, sorrow, deepest pain, Soothing you, then depart from you grinning. I come when all others have left, Even your preeminent and dearest friend, I instill peace in your heart, There is nothing I can’t transcend. Welcome me, greet me, and receive me, You beautiful, innocent child of earth, Trust me, have confidence, and deep faith, I am ageless, having been with you since birth. I pledge and promise to be with you, At your last earthly breath, right to the very end, Kissing your lips, closing your eyes for the last time, Assisting you, as you begin your magnificent ascend. I’ll absorb you within my mass, A forever loved and cherished part of me, To take your place amongst the stars, Leaving

An Open Letter To Apple Regarding The Iphone.
Dear Apple, I would love to purchase your iPhone product to replace my current phone. However, you have a five year exclusive contract with AT&T. This means the iPhone won't be available on any other provider until 2012. Generally looked at as the worst of the "big three", AT&T is an absolutely horrible service provider that I used myself for over a year. I currently use T-Mobile, which is far better, and I would like to use the iPhone with them. In case you're not aware of how much I dislike AT&T, let me explain. Let's say I opened up the rotting head of Anna Nicole Smith, filled it with cow dung, pissed in it, and put my T-Mobile SIM card in her eye socket. I would get better service making a phone call with her waste-filled head than I would with an AT&T phone. You see, I am currently looking to replace my current phone, the Sidekick iD. While your scene whore friends may tell you differently, the fact of the matter is that the Sidekick iD is a very poorly made phone. It lo

Morning Light
How I long for the days when I'd kiss your smile to the light of another day mornings breath frowning down as I hung over you upside down but I wouldn't trade for another taste and as we'd start to move I'd greet you in the light coffee cup in hand as we yawned towards another boring day we vowed that we'd still stand somewhere in the light maybe as we said goodnight we lost touch yes lost our way and I brush off the wounds I know that you to brush the wounds off in your own way in the arms of another hanging upside down vowing to make it through another day JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Plf
Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Jeff Walker's is the creator of a very successful product launch formula (PLF) home-study course that teaches people how to maximize the earning potential of any product they create and launch. Unlike many of the more products sold online in this day in age, Jeff's is one of the products which actually works for the people who apply the teachings and methodologies within. Numerous people have applied the step-by-step launch process to generate 5, 6 or even 7 figure launches - both online and offline. The process and sequences themselves are an integral part of any marketing strategy that one must understand to get the maximum profit from any product. Some of the results of Jeff's students are nothing short of astounding and prove that it is possible to generate huge paydays in any type of market. Joe Mercola is a doctor who used Jeff's Product Launch Formula course when attempting to sell an informational product in t

My End
I was taken in by the beauty that dripped from her lips love and peace an angels wings children's laughter a childhood dream yet when the day came after our moonlight dance and I finally slept still in a trance I realized that lies cut deeper than razors honey has never tasted sweeter and blood has never come froma wound deeper my parting gift a heart that could never mend my end JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

“digging In The Dirt”
Digging in the Dirt almost cost me my Soul ! The story of one man’s “escape” Every real pilot has a dream, live on an airport or better still have a runway and/or heliport at your home. Think of it. Up in the morning, out the door, into the chopper and away for the day. What could be better! When the time comes to purchase a new home or piece of property to build, the underlying motive whether conscious or not, is how are the approaches - clear of obstacles? If not, can I clear a path? Where will the hanger be? I can put a pad here and easily land on my new dolly and simply slide the chopper in and out. Too easy! All these questions, but I can overcome. Take my case - I got lucky. I found 22 beautiful treed acres, 1700 foot grass runway, a hanger, some fencing, 2500 feet of driveways and the nearest neighbor lived 1500 feet on the other side of the woods. What could be better - NOTHING! All that was needed was a little fix up here, a little touch up there and Wall

The Child
When I first plucked her fresh beautiful not a flaw smelt like beauty never beheld again as time went on I tasted the sting of thorns but continued to lick my wounds and moved on I was smitten with a memory as I am even to this day yet she bled me past her poisioning and I became the child of her decay JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Limits....reason For Open Communication Between All...
Reason For Open Communication Between All... My very first Master was big on communication and lessons. He always said "you get what you ask for and then some if you are not specific." When we had met... we laid down ground rules and limits, but I was young and inexperienced, and didn't specifically rule out a number of things I had never heard of or experienced.. boy was I about to learn a lesson. Master and I had been out for dinner and a few drinks. He had dressed me up all cute and sexy and showed me off on the dance floor in alocalclub. He made me tease a few young bucks with raging hard ons as well as a few women. Master never drank, but had practically fed me a few long island iced teas that night.. and I was honestly more than a little tipsy as we walked in the door of his house. Master immediately instructed me to disrobe, and he disappeared from the room momentarily. He came back to find me standing naked before him. My large tits sporting large erect nipples

Fade This Moment
Fade This Moment a triolet Fade this moment forgotten as if it were but a dream This world is all but rotten and is best left forgotten by those who are begotten to suffer this mortal stream Oh, we are the forgotten inheritors of this dream

Far-gone Conclusions
Far-Gone Conclusions a sonnet Rotate this world inside itself for a while feel the falling stars beneath your feet as they twinkle and burn like moths aflame Then chase Tomorrow back to where it began and start Yesterday all over again Far-gone those conclusions of reality those shadow-flickers on the walls of caves Mandalas instead and wheels within wheels, a never-ending, continuing spiral twisting amongst itself to rise and to fall Chase the White Rabbit wherever you may and listen close to what the flowers say Trust not to what is but to what could be within that looking-glass world that you see

What I've Learned Til Now...and What I Believe..
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who lov

5 Tankas
5 Tankas ***** A small wisp of silk traces the Crown of Venus; I sweep it aside with the softest of kisses and taste of the fruit inside. ***** I heard you whimper but ignored your pliant pleas, your soft, quiet cries as I knelt to seduce you with kisses brushing your thighs ***** When you touch yourself in the deepest depths of night, do you find my words, like kisses brushing your thighs, help to speed you on your way? ***** Wrap your legs 'round me and pull me deep into you. Show me no mercy for I surrender myself to your treasures and your charms. ***** Would you like to fuck, to merge our bodies as one in imitation of the great double-backed beast? If so, come with me tonight.

Itz My Life - My Beautiful Life
LIFE IS FULL OF WONDERS Life is a world of wonders life is sandy life is lonely life can also be full of different activities. life is caring life is hatred life is always full of mysteries life is full love life is full of up and downs life is mischief life is entertaining life is curious lifeis full of uderstanding life is hope life is sometimes full of hopelessness life is full of different crimes like stealing, killing.. well life is always interesting

New In Fubar..
Just joined Fubar today, cos my friends told me it is Fun in here...and it is! I think i become addicted... the blast thingy is so cool and the FuBucks things are genious :D Still figure out, how to do this and that stuffs in here...so friends, add me & comment my profiles.. anyway, I love love this purpls skin for my site so much.....COOL one..:)

Just Life
Well, it's only Tuesday, and it has already been a LONG week. My week started last Monday with the finishing up of my last two days of class. Then, just kept on rolling. Thursday and Friday I got to work on an EO complaint, then told that I needed to step away from this one. It's not something I wanted to do, and not something I am really happy about doing. It came from way up higher, so I have to do what I am told. Saturday, well, that was a nice day, or started out that way. We had weapons maintenance (cleaning). We do it monthly, even though I usually try to clean mine a little when I draw it. Just make sure it is oiled and cleaned. That was easy. I was supposed to have met one of my officers to drive out to the airport at 1600, and was told to take the rest of the day off until then. I did that, and was sitting here online, playing around a bit, and my phone rings at 1425. It was one of my NCOs. She asked why I wasn't at headquarters to roll out, I said I

Certain Sins
Certain Sins a sonnet * Wanna come see my collection of sins? I've saved up several sorts, you know; from the pathetic and the banal to the stupendous and the grand. Every sort; and I keep them in a box safely stashed beneath my bed where none but I can reach them with ease. I treasure my sins, don't you know. Commonplace peccadilloes aside, certain sins it is wise to hide deep in a place within your head, to take to the grave when you are dead. These are the sins of vainglorious pride spoken when all that you see is red

Would You Do These To Or For Me?
buy me flowers? go on a date with me? go to the club with me? dance with me? kiss me? hold me all night long? sleep with me? call me cute names lol? like to have my number? like to take me to dinner? buy a car for me? be my boy-girl friend? have a 3 some with me(2girls 1 guy)? tell me im beautiful every day? sleep with my best friend(they are all hott too)? go to the beach with me? call me just to say sweet dreams and gnite? send me a suprise gift just because?

Its Over
Well the contest is over and I lost. Had a few friends show up and help they know who they are, ya'll were awesome but those that didnt ya'll can kiss my ass , and dont ever expect me to ever do a damm thing for you again. Sounds petty, oh well. If ya tell someone youre gonna do something ya better fuckin do it. I dont make a promise I cant keep and expect nothin less than that from my 'friends'. MUCH LOVE TO ALL THAT DID THEIR PART LOVE YA FOR THE EFFORT THE REST CAN KISS MY ASS

This Place Is Getting Ridiculous
Including my original profile, I have been on Cherrytap/Fubar for over 2 years now, and I've met a lot of interesting people. It seems quite recently though that the slugs are starting to slither through the cracks. I don't expect everyone to love me, or the way I look, or the things I like. Hell, what fun would it be if we weren't all different?? But I have a general rule that I live by, even places like here, and it is basically the same thing my momma taught me years and years ago... if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all. BIG reason why I post very very few mumms..cuz I read and watch and admittingly, even laugh, at how evil we can all be to each other. A mumm sometimes is just asking to be ridiculed publicly. But what is really bunching my panties is something that has only started appearing recently. It seems some highly opinionated people who catch my pic while bored or otherwise, feel they not only have to comment, but comment quite rudely. And ye

Web Cam
OK so here is the deal. I want to get a new tattoo (Back Piece)and school is keeping my funds down. So.. For every $1.00 ( $1 per min )sent to my pay pal account i will do anything you want me to do on my web cam just for you. My pay pal email is Arcaine83@yahoo.com. If you do send anything to my pay pal account send me a message that way i can set up a time suitable for you to view my cam :)

Rough Day
Those of you who know me well know that I've been going through an extremely rough time. Today was supposed to be a happy day. A day of celebration. Today I should be smiling. The past week, I thought I would be able to smile today but since I woke up, I felt my heart sink. This is going to take a while. March 11, 2008. Happy 1 year wedding anniversary. :(

Me,myself & I
Well I thought I would do another Blog seening it's been awhile sence my last one. I've been here for little over a month now. And I really like the site. I've made some really great friends. And meet some really cool people. Who have some of the same interest as I do. I'm normal the outgoing and outspoken girl in the group. And I've found that there are people here who are little more outspoken and outgoing then me. But hey it's life. I've found it's just not a online bar. But a really great place to meet people to hang out with too. That you can hang out with at your own local bar or even at the local park for a game of ball. I'm the girl nexted door when it comes to sports. I love a good game of ball. And I love hangin at the bar on the weekend. When I can get away or just a coke sometime is good. But I'm a normal girl. Just looking to enjoy life to the fullest. And hopefully make some friends do it. So if you wanna became friend or someone that wants to play some ball on the weeken

Missing A Friend
Sometimes in life we meet that special friend that we tend to think we have that special connection with. No, I'm not talking about a love connection here. I'm speaking of a special friend connection that is inseperable. That kind of friend that you can just be yourself around no matter what. The one that you can laugh with. Cry with. Be totally stupid with. That friend that you can trust your whole life with. All of your deepest dirtiest secrets with. Or share your silliest hopes and dreams with. That friend that you can go to when you're having problems with your lover and just vent it all out. Not really asking for advice, just needing someone to listen. That friend that you know you would drop it all for if they called in the middle of the night just to go over and be there with them if they needed you. That friend that you hang out with when you feel like the rest of the world has left you alone in a sea of waves. Then you learn that friend wasn't at all what you thought they we

Busy Busy
i haavent blogged in quite a while and not much else is new except im working a little more on a different shift too so im not quite used to it yet so my sleep patterns are crazy insane. That and the fact that I am about to embark on insulating the whole attic and basement tp hopefully save some bucks on heating and cooling bills. Also would like to get the ducts all cleaned as we have lived here over 10 yrs and i dont think its ever been done- anyone know who I contact for this? I have NO idea! Besides all that we are also making Nathans old room(he got the master bedroom when I moved ours downstairs) into a spare room-knocking down walls and insulating them as well because the drywall is pretty much ruined and about unrepairable. All this plus two teenagers makes my time on here pretty scarce so I'll do my best to return messages, comments, and friend requests but please be patient! *smooches* ~Temptress~ I ♥ my friends!!!

Page Hacking...
It seem that people are hacking into peoples pages and changes things they dont have permission to do. I resently noticed this on one of my pictures. Which has since been deleted. I do not know why they people do this and risk going to jail and/or prison. This is out very disturbing. They messed up my eyes and took out a tiny mole. And changed the blinds in the background. What d*@K$! SO BEWARE.

Handsome Man!
An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare. With that as his mission he began searching for the perfect woman. Shortly there after he met a farmer who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the farmer, asking for permission to marry one of them. The farmer simply replied, "They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want." The man dated the first daughter. The next day the farmer asked for the man's opinion. "Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice...pigeon-toed." The farmer nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter. The next day, the farmer again asked how things went. "Well,"the man replied, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that

Right Now
I'm sick again, I cant find my medication and My panic attacks are about ever 15mins. I hate being stressed out and upset Grrr Well Just a short little note before I go I will stay signed in but I wont be here. I'm going to go find my med's I hope otherwise the doctor will have to give me a shot so I can slow down my heart :(

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Otto & George, New O&a Podcast, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Videos, Old School Audio Clips, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony vs. Tippy Tom now!) Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! Li'l Jimmy's also doing a li'l comedy tour, and you can see him in YOUR town if you get your tickets now! Today on the Opie and Anthony POgram, we'll be hanging with out pals Otto & George...er, maybe just Otto...or maybe he'll bring the dummy. We'll aslo be talking about the great Client #9... err, ew York Governor Eliot Spitzer, and if we were lesser men, we might be inclined to poke a little fun at the Governor. Thank God we are the lesser men we all aspired to be when we were kids. OLD SCHOOL O&A AUDIO: We added some classic O&A Show bits to the site for you to listen to ... or maybe to help you with our li'l ANIMATION CONTEST: Anthony Cumia - Bachelor Millionaire (ok, well that's not so old...but we did JUST add i

Sts-123 Endeavour Launch
Endeavour launches - gains a couple of minor anomalies. (Right click for Zoom/200%) Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Endeavour has launched to kick-start her STS-123 mission to the International Space Station (ISS). The shuttle enjoyed a smooth ride uphill, with only a few anomalies relating to two left Reaction Control System (RCS) thrusters that appears to be related to orbiter software, and the requirement to switch to the second string on the Flash Evaporator System (FES). Launch was on time at 2:28:12 a.m. E

Like, Omfh!
I'm leaving in like.. T minus 27 minutes. I'm Arizona bound and won't be around. Hey, that rhymed. Cool. Anyways, I should be in AZ by Friday. That's the plan.. I have a long drive ahead of me, but I am sooo excited to be going home, like OMFH. H = nunya bizness. Inside jokes are awshum. I'm gonna miss the people here that are worth missing. The ones that are important to me.. you know who you are. Thanks for being amazing friends. You're all truly wonderful and I loves each of ya. And babe, you are the best thing about my past, present, and future. You make me smile more than anyone.. and you own my heart. See you soooooon. :] ♥ ♥ ♥

Lies.....
want to tell you lies I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you lies I want to say she'l

Volunteer
And Yet I Still Volunteer I try to save this child but he's met his fate. His innocent eyes are void of hate. He and his father weren't walking far When they were both struck down by a drunkard's car. This night I know I will not sleep. These terrible images my mind will keep. I know these nightmares linger near. And yet still I volunteer. Her eyes well up - compress the chest. Say a silent prayer - then two quick breaths. She's done this many times before, This fight for life kneeling on the floor. But this time it's her best friend's mom Whose lifeless body she is working on. This call like others will end in tears, And yet still she volunteers. From slumber woke by a siren's wail, He rushes out in bitter gale. While others sleep this stormy night, A raging blaze this man will fight. He bravely puts himself in danger, To save the home of a total stranger. Body cold and tired, he feels his years, And yet still he volunteers. We train, we test, we do our

*three*
(Copied from Chelle's blog.) Three jobs I have had in my life: 1. Bait Shop Manager 2. Bonanza Steak House Hostess 3. Charge Nurse/Unit Manager Three movies I would watch over and over: 1. Hope Floats 2. Where the Heart Is 3. Walk the Line Three places I have lived: 1. RAF Fairford, (England) 2. Detroit, Michigan 3. Fort Walton Bch, Florida Three TV Shows that I watch: 1. House 2. Oprah's Big Give 3. Biggest Loser Three Places I have Visited: 1. Toronto,Canada (Hockey Hall of Fame) 2. London,England (Picadilly Circus) 3. Tijuana,Mexico (folks wanted to buy cheap turquoise, yeah thats it lol) Three Places I want to Visit: 1. Grand Canyon 2. Las Vegas 3. Alaska Three of my favorite foods (cuisine): 1. Turkey Enchillada's 2. Chicken Salad 3. Carrot Stix (w/Ranch Drsg) Three Weird Facts about me: 1. Af

Jose Nunez Feat Taina - Bilingual
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Ti

What's Your Japanese Name?
what would be ur name in japanese..try it out!!!!! Japanese Name : :Try this out people..its fun japanese name What is your japanese name ? Take each letter of your name and substitute it with the japanese sound to the right of the letter. You wil definetly find it (Enjoy) kutozumofu. A-ka; B-tu; C-mi; D-te; E-ku; F-lu; G-ji; H-ri; I-ki; J-zu; K-me; L-ta; M-rin; N-to; O-mo; P-no; Q -ke; R-shi; S-ari; T-chi; U-do; V-ru; W-mei; X-na; Y-fu; Z-zi….

Can't Hear You Crying
every time I take a chance I lose a feeling or two no need to go no further I forgot about you don't wanna hear no first impressions don't wanna hear no more sighs I'm so cold to you now girl I can't hear you cry time is a tragedy sometimes quicker than the rest love died way too young girl never had a chance I'll just pack up my bags now and roll far from this town before your crying once again the train will cover that sound. fools hope for gold but suckers pray for love least that was the way the game was taught me like words from above you can't play with my mind babe like I'm touching these keys baby just stop crying don't wanna hear your disease. copyright 2008 JSDeuel

When Darkness Falls
When darkness falls and despair envelopes you like a blanket I will be a candle to give you hope a hand to wipe the tears a whisper that prays for you I will hold you up like you me in my time of trials you are never alone though silent I will be there copyright 2008 JSDEUEL

And Soon
it all fades away into the numbness I've become the shakes I have rock me to sleep the nightmares tell of what I've become the cold in my eyes is a reflection of the people on the street poverty, misery, all the same I'll just shake myself self to sleep copyright 2008 JSDeuel

Empty
in the rain searching for answers no job, no luck, no cigarette tired of drinking up my sorrows but just don't think I'm done drinking yet living past the point of desperation living with these blue jean memories full of holes and faded just like my morals seem to be Copyright 2008 JSDEUEL

Pour My Sorrows
Beer has always been a chaser to wash these blues away but lately the whiskey aint working anymore and my drunk just aint the same I can taste the dust on the glass that left a bad taste in my mouth will she ever come back home to me before my pour heart drowns Bartender if you don't mind let me play that song again it reminds me of a past life it reminds me of dead ends just let me do my drinking please do not say a thing when the nights gone float me towards the door in this river of gin pour misery again Stumble to the bathroom where I hang my head and cry one sweet love like this sweet wine was my moonlight lullabye now rockabye poor baby need your bottle once again the trigger to my sickness drowns my sorrows once again JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Just As Hard To Hold
I'm not always good at bluffing and tonight all my aces in the hole smoke burns these tired eyes that are just to dry to cry and I fold been down on luck so long like words of a forgotton song i remember the tune but can't let the chorus go she's a million miles from me and just like these cards just as hard to hold I set myself up again trying like hell to catch a win but like this whiskey glass i cannot let go I try and try tell a couple white lies and my hands exposed just one touch is all it would take but my poor hearts destined to break this I know she's a million miles away and just like these cards just as hard to hold JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Cherry Wine
Should i pour a cold one or just call this night a nite don't feel much like sleep but can hardly hold my eyes days keep feeling longer and i'm not getting any stronger and I must admit I'm afraid to turn off the lights keep looking in the mirror and my eyes keep getting clearer and I'm thinking bout that bottle one last time should I pour myself another or should I just pull up the covers dream instead of sweet cherry wine. JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Darkness/light
Shrouded by your darkness I think I saw a light ahead but couldn't tell tried not to confuse this with heaven or hell Safely you embace me in the cover of your wings yet my skin crawls as a child as I wait to see what death will bring Not used to safety as I destroy all that is me Will you let me be will you set me free JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Feed On Me
Spider web me with your lies pull me close to your disguise whisper thoughts whisper dreams and when your done feed on me I can bring death but i'll bring you life trap you closely with my vice fkill your voices with my screams and when I'm done feed on me I've bled a thousand oceans and drank away my pain pulled through moons of darkness and found that I'm to blame Spider web me with your lies pull me close to your disguise whisper thoughts whisper dreams and when your done feed on me I can bring death JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Abby
come check out my owner but don't stand to close she's a hot MILF and is known Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~ NoSalute=NoAdd Please read profile before adding, ty @ fubar to bite if your lucky and has a paddle if your nice

The Witherd Hand Of Death
I told you that i missed you Like the clear night sky misses the fallen stars And i will forever I look to the sky no more Nothing is there for me All the lights are broken Theres nothing there to see All the stars have fallen Missed by the sky The whole world would drown If it burst and started to cry I am the clear night sky You where my lite The stars are what make the sky beautifull On a cool clear nite All the stars have fallen The moon has crashed to earth Theres nothing left inside me No reason for a birth All that i am is gone Befor you a hollow shell i stand This silence spell unbroken I take the withered hand.

If I Was Your Girlfriend....
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

For My Heart
I lie here in my bed and rememebr the way you made me feel the first time we where together. And then I remember how you made me feel like my world was so strong that nothing could hurt me and then in one phrase you shattered my world and I don;t knwo why but everytime I start to put the peices back together with out you, you come back and tell me there is hope and then shatter my world again. Why do I let you hurt me? I know it is becasue I Love you and I know that you do but you just can't lov e me the way that I love you which is what hurts the most and I guess I must decide at some point to deal with being hurt or to just move on but i know tha right now I can't move on because you have my heart in your hands and that scares me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Rose That Grew From Concrete
Did you hear about the rose that grew from a crack in the concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk with out having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one else ever cared.

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My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is The Bad Touch by the Bloodhound Gang "Sweat, baby, sweat, baby sex is a Texas drought Me and you do the kind of stuff that only Prince would sing about" When it comes to dancing, you let your freak flag fly! What Song Should You Strip To?

Guess What....
I'm still here.....and i aint goin no where. I've done more thinking today (and more blogging then i have done in the past year) Just venting to get stuff off my chest. Like my new name says i'm just a nobody a faceless blob in the crowd...but i can guarandamn tee i'm better than most out there i'm not saying i'm better looking, or a better athelete (look at me i'm a little too fluffy to be running for anything but another taco haha) But i guarantee to all you girls lookin for someone nice but won't give a nice guy a chance i guarandamntee ME and at least a ton of other guys who get looked by on a daily basis for not being the status quo of guys who'll knock the shit outta you to prove a point. Me and these other nice quiet guys are better then any other guy out there. Hands down....your just too blind to see...

15,000 Comments In Three Weeks For Vip
Please help me...I need 15,000 comments in the next three weeks to win a VIP...I need all my fubar friends to pitch in...I will always help you when you need it...Copy and paste the link and bomb me with comments...Wuvies ya'll! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1058591&albumid=905771&i=1956268361&idx=2

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Like a Virgin by Madonna "Like a virgin, ooh, ooh Like a virgin Feels so good inside When you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me" No virgin-ness implied. Not at all. What Song Should You Strip To?

Don't Look Back
Don't look Back at the things you fear, just have some courage & peace will be near. Don't look back at the things you do not know, Look deep in your heart, there the answers will show. Don't look back at what you did not see, use your imagination set your thoughts free. Don't look back at relationships gone bad, just know your out of them and be glad. Don't look back at your troubles and trials, put them all behind you and leave with a smile. Don't look back at your Heartaches and pain, learn from the experience you'll have a lot to gain. and if we should part, don't look back as you pass me by, look forward to your future, I don't want you to see me cry.

Nightly
And nightly I contemplate... my head slowly pounding from the spinning thoughts that evade me. The escape at arms reach yet too far to grab onto. Silently praying... for something, anything that will make this better, that will make me stop crying nightly.

Cali Vs Texas
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and that's how it is - I don't get snow days off because there's only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we

Living Dead Girl.
LIVING DEAD GIRL. Can it be possible to be living but feel so dead inside? Yes. Your alive, breathing, living life from day to day as an empty shell, an invisible nobody to those around you and sometimes yourself. We have such deep places within us, our souls that are like wells, whether dry or filled up, but for alot of us, our soul seems dreary, unfullfilled, meaningless at times, yearning for the sustenance that nurtures it, longs for it. Walking around in a body and heart and mind, that keep routine like the hands of the clock, ticking away, in a meaningless pattern, waiting, watching, hoping for a ray of hope to come fill us up. When it doesnt come we still maintain our usual routine, but it weathers you to the point of withering, like a flower wilting., or like a constant rain, showering you with doubt, over and over again. How it feels to keep breathing and still yearn for the release of death to come, but it doesnt. Living this way is a constant, daily death, breaking a per

What Flower Are You?
You Are a Daisy You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in. What Flower Are You?

The Deadly Sins: Seven Aren't Enough
As you all should know, when the trumpets blasted this morning at all corners of the earth, the Catholic Church announced another edict. Specifically, thE Vatican's Apostolic Penitentiary (slogan: "We keep an eye on your heart and soul so you really don't have to") has essentially extended or modified for contemporary purposes the list of the seven deadly sins. You know, the REALLY bad yet fun things that send you straight on a first-class, instant trip to Hades save for confession, penance and absolute luck. The original deadly mortal sins are lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, and pride as established by Pope Gregory the Great in the sixth century. These terms entered popular lexicon thanks to Dante's "The Divine Comedy," but were immortalized by the near-flawless Brad Pitt-Morgan Freeman sicko thriller "Se7en" ("I just don't think I can continue to live in a place that embraces and nurtures apathy as if it was virtue"; "What's in the box?!") As humanity strives to ev

Sleeping Position?
src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatdoesyoursleepingpositionsayaboutyouquiz/side.jpg" height="100 What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

What's Your Religious Philosophy?
You are Agnostic You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Without Looking It Up,do You Know What It Is
whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness

How Much Have You Changed In 10 Years?
You've Changed 32% in 10 Years Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it. While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

What American City Are You?
You Are Austin A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick What American City Are You? HAHA! That's GREAT! I lived in Austin in 88'..made my son there! *winks* Austin fuckin' RAWKED..6th Street, babyyy!!

Pajamies
The PJ's You Are Most Like: Sexy PJ's You're a hot girl, and you don't let anyone forget it - even yourself You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love Relax a little - you look great even when you're not wearing lipstick! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

50 More Facts About Matthew
Ok, so on my profile as you've seen had 50 facts about me. I decided to put 50 more facts here, as I didn't want to there to be too much on my profile. Enjoy! 1. Despite my colorful outward nature, I enjoy things that have dark intentions, such as film, dark comedy, music, gore, etc. 2. Even though it’s close, I have never been to Mexico. However, I have been to Canada (Vancouver). 3. I admit I like some anime shows. I’m not a die hard fan and I don’t watch them just because they’re anime. 4. I am a fish out of water. I love to swim. 5. I am accident prone. I constantly find cuts, scrapes and bruises without any knowledge of their origin. 6. I am acridophobic (grasshoppers) and thantophobic (dying). The latter only when I am thinking too much. 7. I am addicted to Bubble Breaker on my phone. 8. I am becoming interested in the study of numerology and wish to learn more about it. 9. I am not a fan of Apple Inc. - I don’t like their products, their advertising, and the way they

Carnivals
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

Are You A Good Cook?
You Are a Creative Cook Your cooking is unusual, inspired, and definitely one of a kind. People love your unique style, but you've had your share of kitchen flops. You have the makings of a cult chef. You may not cook at the Four Seasons, but you could have your own little funky cafe in San Francisco! Are You A Good Cook?

How Sinful!
Your Deadly Sins Envy: 100% Greed: 80% Lust: 80% Pride: 80% Wrath: 80% Sloth: 40% Gluttony: 20% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 69% You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths. How Sinful Are You?

A Master's Creed
those who dont know or have misconceptions based on theories..heres a lil tid bit of info..smiles ... The Master's Creed.... Above all else he cherishes his submissive, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows howto share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. ............................................................ He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, he may cause his submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. ............................................................ In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differ

Colors
You Are a Purple Crayon Your world is colored in dreamy, divine, and classy colors. You hold yourself to a sky high standard, and you are always graceful. People envy, idolize, and copy you without realizing it. You are an icon for those who know you. And while it is hard to be a perfectionist, rest assured it's paying off! Your color wheel opposite is yellow. While yellow people may be wise, they lack the manners and class needed to impress you. What Color Crayon Are You?

Are You Spoiled?
You Are 36% Spoiled You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. Are You Spoiled?

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Ok Whatever!
Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 85% Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off. You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by. And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day! How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

Life Is Really Hard Sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOST MY DAUGHTER AND BEST FRIEND WITHIN 10 MONTHS OF EACHOTHER, I STILL HAVE A 7 YR. OLD SON HE'S THE BEST, BUT STILL THERE ARE DAYS I JUST WANNA GIVE UP. WHY MY KID? MY FAMILY??... BUT I KNOW IT HAPPENS TO A LOT OF US. I'M Having a hard time keeping my mind sane cuz it just wants to die too. I know I have to be strong for my son. Am I goin crazy or is life really shitty sometimes????????

Are You A Good Girl Or A Bad Girl?
You Are a Bad Girl You are 30% Good and 70% Bad You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes. But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"! Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Fu Luv Page
FOR CURRENT AND WANNA-BE MEMBERS: CHECK OUT FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD'S MAIN PAGE. DON'T FORGET TO RATE/FAN/ADD IT. AND DON'T FORGET TO SHOW THE LOVELY OWNER SOME LOVE!! This bulletin has been brought to you by.... Tennisgirl1987 -- Shadow Leveler & Promoter for Fu-Luv Bomb Squad -- Owned by Bud@ fubar (repost of original by 'Tennisgirl1987 -- Shadow Leveler & Promoter for Fu-Luv Bomb Squad -- Owned by Bud' on '2008-03-10 20:33:54'

Leave A Message At The Beep.......
I know how some people can get when you don't respond to their emails, shoutbox's or whatever. Just let me make this clear for everyone.....I'm not ignoring anyone, I am offline like it says. I will be extremely busy for the next year training myself and my squad for next years deployment to the sand box, as well as normal work. So please don't stop coming to say hi, just realize that I won't get back to ya within the next five minutes after you hit me up.

What Age Do You Act?
You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. What Age Do You Act?

Sex ?
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?
Your Political Profile: Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

Jelousy The Green Eyed Monster!
You Are 73% Jealous You're a pretty jealous person, and you've started to let it really effect your life. While it's natural to feel a little envious of what people have, it's never healthy to take it to these extremes. Focus on what you've got going on. And improve on the things you don't like. Being truly happy with yourself is the only way to chase out the green eyed monster! How Jealous Are You?

Submissive
S is for the sensualism she brings U is for her unconditional,understanding attitude B is for the way this woman is a balm to the soul M is for her manner I is for the indelible mark she leaves upon the soul S is for the special love she shows S is for the sanctuary of her heart I is for the implicit trust of this woman V is for the vulnerability she reveals E is for the elation felt when with her

Karma Can Be A Bitch!
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

Karma Jones
You Have OK Karma You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try! While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it. You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third). Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you. How's Your Karma?

Those Who Dare
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Fairytales
Is it so bad to want a fairytale ending? To want that perfect something just for you? Sometimes it seems like you find it but it's nothing more than illusion, and it never lasts as long as you want it to i guess.It's like that gleaming red apple that's put in front of you, but as soon as you bite it ... BAM! your a goner back to reality, they were just kidding it's all a mirage. Sadness is not a feeling i have very often, im that person thats always happy. But damn do i ask for too muuch? Maybe i do. I want a good life, it doesnt have to be perfect. It would be nice if it were my perfect and noone else's, unless of course im sharing it with someone else then it could be ours. Our own little imperfect perfection lol Wanted to be loved, respected, treated like someone's everything...having a good career, working hard and getting to where i want to be in life. These are all things i guess i may never have all of...but it's nice to dream i guess. God i need a shot!!! lol Im feeling all

What Do People Envy About You?
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

American Injustice?
This is an insult and a kick in the butt to all of us... Get mad and pass it on - I don't know how, but maybe some good will come of this travesty. If the immigrant is over 65 they can apply for SSI and Medicaid and get more than my mom gets for Social Security, and she worked from 1944 till 2004, only getting $791 per month because she was born in 1924 and there is a "catch 22. It is interesting that the federal government provides a single refugee with a monthly allowance of $1,890.00 and each can also obtain an additional $580.00 in social assistance for a total of $2, 470.00/month. This compares very well to a single pensioner who after contributing to the growth and development of America for 40 to 50 years can only receive a monthly maximum of $1,012.00 in old age pension and Guaranteed Income Supplement. Maybe our pensioners should apply as refugees! Consider sending this to all your American friends, so we can all be ticked off and maybe get the refugees cut

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convincing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

How's Your Karma?
You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?

12 Short Things About Me Lol
A 12 Numbered SurveyThe emotion I tend 2 hide d most::fear When I'm happy, I need::nothing When I'm sad, I need::a gentle hug I would jump up & down and shout w/ joy right:now if someone told me that I was their perfect person! The last time I cried was::This morning Moment in my life when my emotions froze:May 19, 2007 People who genuinely make me happy::Nick, Anita, Sher, Ash, Lyle, Sam...all in no particular order Something that makes me happy::My friends and family Someone or something that made me laugh:Nick always makes me laugh Ur Good Luck Charm::my grandmas wedding ring Person You Hate Most::Hate is such a strong emotion, but would have to say Crystal On your desk::my mouse..im on a laptop lol Take this survey | Find more surveysBzoink - The Original Survey Site

Story Of The Dreamcatcher-lakota Tradition
Long ago when the world was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language that only the spiritual leaders of the Lakota could understand. As he spoke Iktomi, the spider, took the elder's willow hoop which had feathers, horse hair, beads and offerings on it and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life ... and how we begin our lives as infants and we move on to childhood, and then to adulthood. Finally, we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But," Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces -- some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But if you listen to the bad forces, they will hurt you and steer you in the wrong directio

What Carnival Ride Are You?
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

Stil..saddam And Al Queda (9-11) No Connection
http://news.yahoo.com/s/mcclatchy/20080310/wl_mcclatchy/2875005 Exhaustive review finds no link between Saddam, al Qaida By Warren P. Strobel, McClatchy Newspapers Mon Mar 10, 7:08 PM ET WASHINGTON — An exhaustive review of more than 600,000 Iraqi documents that were captured after the 2003 U.S. invasion has found no evidence that Saddam Hussein's regime had any operational links with Osama bin Laden's al Qaida terrorist network. The Pentagon-sponsored study, scheduled for release later this week, did confirm that Saddam's regime provided some support to other terrorist groups, particularly in the Middle East , U.S. officials told McClatchy . However, his security services were directed primarily against Iraqi exiles, Shiite Muslims, Kurds and others he considered enemies of his regime. The new study of the Iraqi regime's archives found no documents indicating a "direct operational link" between Hussein's Iraq and al Qaida before the invasion, according to a U.S. offi