Is it so bad to want a fairytale ending? To want that perfect something just for you? Sometimes it seems like you find it but it's nothing more than illusion, and it never lasts as long as you want it to i guess.It's like that gleaming red apple that's put in front of you, but as soon as you bite it ... BAM! your a goner back to reality, they were just kidding it's all a mirage. Sadness is not a feeling i have very often, im that person thats always happy. But damn do i ask for too muuch? Maybe i do. I want a good life, it doesnt have to be perfect. It would be nice if it were my perfect and noone else's, unless of course im sharing it with someone else then it could be ours. Our own little imperfect perfection lol Wanted to be loved, respected, treated like someone's everything...having a good career, working hard and getting to where i want to be in life. These are all things i guess i may never have all of...but it's nice to dream i guess.
God i need a shot!!! lol Im feeling all blah and girly, i think ill just go watch over the hedge and laugh before i go to bed....lol
