God i feel so stupid. Im ready to just fucking become a nun and never ever date anyone again. You put yourself out there, open yourself up and then what? Another emotionally unavailable person, or selfish and all about them kind of person..... I just need to be a bitch. Being nice and sweet and caring and always down for my man gets me shit on. So fuck it im done im so over being upset over people.
It's so hard to let yourself trust or have faith in what anyone says when noone follows through. Being a senile cat lady is looking better and better by the day........
