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Come Watch A Full Length Movie
WELCOME TO THE MOVIE SECTION DUE TO THE FACT THAT THIS IS A NEW MOVIE I CAN NOT POST IT BUT HERES THE LINK TO THE NEW MOVIE....THE BANK JOB http://tv-links.ca/movies/the-bank-job-2008.html DUE TO THE GRAPHIC NATURE OF THIS MOVIE I CANT POST THE MOVIE HOWEVER I KNOW THERES LOTS OF HORROR FANS SO HERES THE NEW MOVIE THE CARVER http://tv-links.ca/movies/carver.html JUMPER PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 THE SPIDERWICK CRONICLES PART 1 PART 2

How To Save This Life
Step one I say we need to talk He walks, I say sit down it's just a talk... He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through some sort of window to your right As he goes left, you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, My Lover,My friend Somewhere along in the bitterness and I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known How to Save this Life Let him know that you know best Cause after all who really knows best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And hope He hears you As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to Everything or he'll say we're just not the same And You'll begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, My Love

Freak Show Revisited!
THE FREAK SHOW Are you a part of the FREAK SHOW? If so, make sure you have showed lots of Freak'n love to your fellow FREAKS! If you don't have your ticket yet... IT'S NOT TOO LATE! STEP INSIDE! We will start the 3rd Row Seating TODAY! The first 5 will get a Bling from PebblesinAZ! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are the FREAKS! ~~~FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s~~~ ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please take the time to actually look at my profile}@ fubar ♥S

Joining
you must be atleast a level 10. must rate the photos of all the brothers. must gain the trust from each of the brothers. must be a member of JD's HIDEOUT. all in all just have fun and enjoying having people there when you need help.

I, Hereby Michael Live By These Holy Bible Scriptures
I live by these scriptures: Psalm 139, Matthew 18, Proverbs 9 & In the last and evil days it will be more tolerable than Sodom and Gomorah and in the last and evil days two people will be working in the field one will be taken the other one will be left. In the last days people will be in pain as worse as a woman travaileth a birth of a child.

Too Many People Are Dying And Are Getting Killed.-sad
There are too many people get killed and dying more than ever. Everywhere. Everyday. But I just have to live by the scripture, In the last and evil days, 2 people will be working in the field one will be taken and the other one will be left. In the last and evil days, it will be more tolerable than Sodom and Gomorah, Proverbs 9 & Pslam 139. And I am very proud of my cleverness and intelligence.

Chances
I had the white women chances and some of the black women chances. Too. When I lived in Detroit, Michigan and Hampton, Virginia and the 1st time of living in Pgh., Pa. Why did anyone put a gun in an ugly Durham, N.C. and North Carolina country mean people hands? Then these North Carolina country people did something no one else ever did before. They act like I can't date anyone unattractive. What is this? This is something that didn't happen in the 90's.

Eminem - Role Model
Ok, I'm going to attempt to drown myself. You can try this at home, You can be just like me. (Mic check 1, 2.... We recording?) Im cancerous, so when I diss you wouldn't wanna answer this If ya responded back with a battle rap you wrote for Canibus I'll strangle you to death, then I'll choke you again (ack) Then broke your fucking legs til your Bones poke through your skin(AAWW)! You beef with me, Im-a even the score equally, Take you on Jerry Springer and beat your ass legally. I get you blunted off of funny home grown Cause when I smoke out I hit the trees harder than Sonny Bono(OH NO!!) And If I said I never did drugs, that would mean I lie AND get fucked more that the President does! Hillary Clinton tried to slap me and call me a pervert, I ripped her fucking tonsils out and fed her sherbert (bitch) My nerves hurt, and lately Im on edge. Grabbed Vanilla Ice And ripped out his blonde dreads (fucker) Every girl I ever went out with was going lez' Follow me and

Hey Baby Hey Baby
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The Privacy Act- No Camera
There can't be a camera on me 24 hrs. a day 7 days a week and everywhere that I go to. The Privacy Act. I have some Privacy. Where is my privacy at? No one really can see what I am doing 24 hrs. a day. This is not right. Psalm 139. It is also in Genesis that Adam and Eve sewed fig leaves together to cover up their nakedness. They were ashamed. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

I Don't Care!
I don't care that I can't get that good southern hospitality from these North Carolina people. Most of them are old time southern ghetto project people. You just can't carpetbag anyone with North Carolina people.

Your Time Is Coming .
God has placed dreams and desires in each of our hearts. Are you believing for something that seems to be taking a long time? Are you tempted to quit? Maybe you’ve already given up on that dream. Today is a new day—it’s time for you to get your fire back! It may be taking a long time, but God is faithful! He promises to complete the work He began in your life. Don’t fall into the temptation to get complacent and think it’s never going to happen. Right now, whether you see it or not, God is working behind the scenes and arranging things in your favor. When you develop an attitude of expectancy, you open the door to His miracle-working power in your life. Decide today to declare His Word and speak words of victory. Start declaring today, “My time is coming...God is working behind the scenes on my behalf…I will fulfill my destiny…I will fulfill the plan God has for my life!” As you declare and expect God to move, your faith will grow. Your hope will grow. Keep expecting and waiting for th

What This Is Called Happening To Me In The Country Of North Carolina!! Say What!!
It is called stay black and die without even an unattractive girlfriend. What is this? I never had anything happen to me like this before. This never happened to me in the 90's. Either. It is all the way down like this. This is something else that the Vietnam and Desert Storm Veterans haven't ever did to me before. Either. I am 32 yrs. old.

What Is Doing This?
what is making you people give me that picture problem? Why aren't you bothering anybody else from her pictures? What's the matter? Why isdeal on me and no one else? Why is it always just me you after from her pictures? And I don't believe in that you dog gone right I am jealous problem. Either. I can be an extremely jealous person. Too. But I don't do it. Bother somebody else about her. That is unattractive for real. Not me. Try somebody else. Bother them just as bad as you bother me. And see what will happen. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

Miracles Happen
A woman just gave birth to a baby in the hospital. As soon as she recovered , the doctor came to speak to her. "Your baby is in good health, but there's something important I need to tell you..." The woman became worried. "What's the matter with my baby? Please tell me...what's wrong?!" "There's nothing really wrong... but your baby is a little.. different. He's a hermaphrodite." "Hermaphrodite??? What's that?" "Well, it means that you baby is.. he has... has all the equipment of a man and also that of a woman." The woman pales. "OMG!!! You mean he has a penis AND a brain??!!"

No Ignorace. But Proverbs 9
When I look back over my life. I am 32 yrs. old. When I think about a North Carolina devil. I think something awful. I'm here to tell you. Amen. Amen. After a N.C. devil bothers the death out of you after living in N.C. for a time. When you leave N.C. you don't want to do anything terrible to anyone. When you go somewhere else. The Death Penalty Charges are too strict. I am not the only one. I lived in Hampton, Virginia before I left the South. Yeah. A N.C. devil don't know how to go through anything. This isn't funny. At all. And a North Carolina devil don't know anything but ignorance, won't listen to anybody, they don't want to correct their ignorance and they don't care how ignorant they look to people. Either. What a shame! Then a North Carolina gay person is an extremely gay country gay person that tries to run over everybody being extremely gay country acting. The Lord said to not have any gods before him. Put God first. It is problems how my mind isn't bad. I know God will open

This Is The Best Job Anyone Could Have
Hi all my new friends , ...is a claim we often see in publicity, isn't it?... and yet suspect in all probability is just exaggeration by the over-optimistic. Well, staring you square in the face right now is indeed a once-in-a-lifetime But this one we know — with complete conviction! — is exactly what we say it is. We speak of our revolutionary uVme business, of course... officially 'soft' launched on Monday 21st January. And we're thrilled to tell you that your 2 uVme websites are ready to go — just waiting for you to activate your Associate membership... The business website opened only on Monday 28th January, but the games website has been open since the 21st... and guess what? Everybody loves it!... with its Jumper Darts, 9-Ball Pool, and Mystic Sudoku, among others. Plus the most recent addition, the gripping Brick Jam. Thousands a day have been signing up to play, from all over the world. They've been busy depositing game fees, challenging one another, and

Babygirljnkns1
hi there so u think i look sweet well let me be the first to tell ya NOTi am a big tease i love both men and women and i love to please and make your wildest dream come true so if you can handle this big girl well im here at BABYGIRLjnkns1@yahoo.com i will be on im come if u can handle my triple D and some girls

Test Results
Ok, so I just wanted to let everyone know that my blood work results came back and everything was normal. I know, it's hard to believe that I'm NORMAL, but it's true!!! Woo hoo!Thank you to EVERYONE who has been supportive through this past couple of weeks. I really appreciate everything that you have all done for me.*This blog marked NSFW because of Emanon and Freak being perverts in the comments. Blame them.

Changes...
,,,Changes...I redid my page a little and added these two new songs to it that will play back and forth, I like em...whatcha think of these revisions? Thanks and there's more stuff on the horizon, just don't know where to begin...lol...hope everyone is having a good week... ..I think they're appropriate..lol

Too Much!!!
It look like it would of been better if I was on the boat!! But I would rather prefer to be in the Air Force. Langley Air Force Base. There is too much mixing in the races. Everybody can't do the mixing in the races. For every man is his seed in itself. There is the apple tree, pear tree, peach tree, plum tree and orange tree. All of them are different seeds for its own self. There are too many men date rape druggig men everywhere around.

Happy Hour Bully
COME HELP OUT DJ WYLDONE!!!!! SHE'S IN A CONTEST 2 WIN A HAPPY HOUR, U KNOW HOW WE ALL LOVE THOSE!!!! SHE ALONG WIT THE LOUNGE THE ACE CAFE WILL B GREATFUL FOR N E HELP! ITS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST N SHE NEEDS 25000 COMMENTS TO WIN! ITS NOT THAT MUCH, SO Y NOT COME GIVE A COUPLE OF COMMENTS 4 HER?!?! ALL YA GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE PIC BELOW, GO ON GIVE IT A TRY YA KNOW YA WANNA!!!!!!

My Sis's Personal Poem From Me!
It's been so long since I seen you smile, Far away all these painful miles. Still You know my heart is there, It kills me seeing that blank stare. Cry on my shoulder weep your pain away. I'm the rock that's here to stay. When you weak come to me I'm hold you tall! And you can release your pain just your all!

Pray For Horsepower Today!
Today is dyno day. After 3 years of work, sweat, blood, and research, its all going to come down to this one day. Heres a slight idea of the work that was done. Visual modifications: Clear side marking lights L.E.D. Tail lights L.E.D. Third brake light Black diamond head lights Custom vinyl graphics Konig black powder coated "Hurry" rims Tint 3 pod gauge pillar 30psi boost gauge A.f.r. gauge E.g.t. gauge Dodge viper emblem Red powder coated valve cover Polished heat shield Custom matching head light/fog light combo Turbo is ceramic coated, and polished Stage 1 badge AGP turbo badge Custom painted brake calipers Performance modification: A.G.P 50 trim turbo Turbonetics Adjustable wastegate A.E.M. Cold air intake M.P.X. Front mount intercooler Hard pipe conversion HKS super sequential blow off valve Walborough 225lph fuel pump Aeromotive adjustable fuel pressure regulator R.c. 750cc Fuel injectors Perrin high flow fuel rail APEXi Fuel management

A Plasma Hdtv Or An Lcd Tv Set - Which Is Better?
Though both LCD and plasma displays come in the form of slim flat panel displays, yet from a technology perspective, these two flat panel displays process the image in a totally different manner. Plasma uses a matrix of tiny gas plasma cells that are charged by precise electrical voltages to emit light and hence to create the picture image. Liquid Crystal Displays (LCD) panels - work by trapping a liquid crystal solution between two sheets of polarized glass. When an electric current is passed through the liquid crystals, they change the polarization of the light passing through them in response to the electric voltage as a result of which, more or less light is able Review: Panasonic TH-42PX50U Plasma TV ...or side for easy access - Does not support picture in picture display - No computer input or camera card reader Specs - 31 inches tall - About 42 inches wide - 4 inches deep - 76 lbs - Stand ... to pass through the polarized glass on the face of the display. It is not the sco

Through With You...
I am so sick of hurting , So sick of hiding my emotions. I will not let your actions no longer affect my heart. I miss the way my heart used to love and feel so free one of the things your abuse did to me. You don't deserve the love I had in my heart for that special someone in my life. I refuse to let you hold my heart captive any longer so that someone else can set it free!!! I will let my heart free of your chains and float to the surface once again. You don't deserve the love and two beautiful children that god gave to you. I won't say I hate you but something much worse...I hope your soul burns in the eternal flames of hell for what you have done to us all!!!! You may find happiness again some day for which you don't deserve . I hope you remember the horrible things you did and feel ashamed of yourself...Don't ever tell me I am a worthless person or parent for that I know is not true. . Take a long hard look in the mirror that person is YOU!!! I am a much better person than you co

Men!!!!!!!!!yummy.2
*with tattoos *with piercings *with sence for fashion *who are skaters *who are musicians *who hate poetry *who admit that they look at other girls when I`m not around *who have manirs *who are gentlemen *who DONT buy me cute toys n stuff

To The Man Who Would Be King
Another secret for ya I've been told if you want to make it in this game You got to have the look You got to have the luck To make or... To make what I quite like to make it through the night My heart beats slow fast, I dont feel right With a sleight of hand I might die What about you over there? Well uhm Do you think I care? Well I know you know I know you know I know And to the man who would be king I will say only one thing And to the man who would be king I will say only one thing la la la-la-la-laa la la la-la-la-laa I lived my dreams today And I have lived it yesterday And I'll have lived it tomorrow No don't look at me that way Well I heed the words you say... But my heart has gone astray I watched friendship's slip away But it definitely wasn't s'posed to be that way I lived my dreams today I lived it yesterday And I'll be living yours tomorrow Anything else to say? I lived my dream today I lived it yesterday And I'll be living yours tomorrow

Elbow Surgery
Well some of you already know the problem I am having with my elbow and hand. But what is going on is I woke uone morning back in September of last year and my fore arm and hand was numb atime I thought nothing of it but it stayed like that all day. Then when I woke up the next morninwas still like that so I started to get concerned that same week I had a yearly check up for my blood pressure and things so I asked the doctor and she said that it was caused from my Ulnar Nerve in my elbow being pinched off from either leaning on it and even from sleeping on with it under my head. Well to make this a little shorter it has been numb now since September 2007 and it is only the ring finger, pinky half my palm and my fore arm that is numb and drives me crazy. I have tried therapy braces you name it so finally they have decided to do surgery on it the relieve the pressure off the nerve on March 27th Thank you to every one for concern about this and I will keep you informed after my surger

Contest Link Open To Get The Link-- Come Comment Me Please!!
I am in a contest and need your help to win!! Please COME comment me as much as possible at the link below before the 16th at 5pm!! I am new so I need all the help you can give me!! HUGZ and thank you in advance!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1454585&i=3158606394

Plf2 Launch
PLF2 Launch Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product Launch Formula is the brainchild of Jeff Walker. Now in it's second edition it has proven to be one of the most powerful and profitable courses for many of the students who have applied it's principles. With so many junk products online Jeff's product is one that delivers on it's promises. Before you get ready to sell anything, you need to make sure that all the pieces of the puzzle are in place. Make sure that your sales letter is proofread and that your order process works seamlessly. You should also consider letting your merchant account know that you'll be expecting a high volume of sales flow through your account. Failure to do these things can mean your launch turns into a disaster. The last thing you want is to have people trying to pay you money but find themselves unable to for one reason or another. You should spend some effort in creating a checklist that you can refer to time after time so

Meet Jusscuzz My Baby Sister!
Many Have been there for me but non like this chickie she's earned her right to be my flesh and blood so love her like she's your own!!!!!!! It's been so long since I seen you smile, Far away all these painful miles. Still You know my heart is there, It kills me seeing that blank stare. Cry on my shoulder weep your pain away. I'm the rock that's here to stay. When you weak come to me I'm hold you tall! And you can release your pain just your all!

Begotten
Someone find me a copy of this on dvd. I don't care if its a rom burn. I can't seem to find the dvd for cheaper than 50$, but it's an amazing movie as long as you aren't offended by violence, gore, and anti-religion images.

My Dad
so everyone that cares at all understands why I hate this day (March 12) more than any other day: Six years ago today started out like any other early spring day. I was making plans for working on my old Maverick, trying to get her ready for summer. I went to a neighboring town to pick up some special order parts for the beast. Stopped for lunch at a DQ, and headed home to start wrenching. When I pulled around the corner to my house, I knew there was something wrong. My mother and cousin were parked in my driveway and talking while waiting for me. When I got out of the car, James told me to get in his truck as my mom grabbed my car keys. They wouldn't tell me what was going on. Then James got me in the truck and started driving. As much as I begged him to tell me what was going on, he just kept saying " I CAN'T" As we drove to the south end of town, I started getting a terrible feeling in my gut. The closer we got to my dad's house the worse the fear set in. When we turned the cor

Streets Of Dark Dream
Streets Of Dark Dream Steep as the stairs to a dungeon, Deep as the trough of a wave, Stony as ledges of rubble, Dark as a fissureless cave, Slippery-sloped as a glacier, Tangled as paths of a maze, Crowded as slums of a city, Lonely as wilderness ways, . . . . . Strange are the streets that the dreamer Follows unwillingly back Into the jungles of chaos, Into the primeval black . . . __May Willams Ward

Why? Why! Why?
Why, Why, Why Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a do

Start Your Day The Cyanide Way!
I'm a big fan of Cyanide and Happiness (www.explosm.net) "Slapstick humor" always puts at least a grin on my face (if I'm not found rolling on the floor, unable to breath from laughing so hard)!! Anyway - I needed my fix this morning and thought I'd share a few. Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Incoming Light
by Brood of Evil In darkness my soul resides, Homing for the path of light, Admiring from afar, A shine that might not truly possess. Wondering adrift, Through the blood tainted roads of existence, With only my pressence to tend the wounds, Wounds triggered by my lonesome self. On my knees I've seen crimson, spill from my life giver's arm, In cries of agony and pain, Begging for her temple to keep. Drops of life pounding, Over the vile soil. I have seen demons in my image, I have heard them using my voice, Until I no longer yearn living, Until my soul have given up. All these roads I've walked through, So short, yet seem so long, Breathtaking and with spines, scratching my existence. Most of these I have forgotten, So I never slither again, Into the thorn-filled aisles of my torrid past. Still, these memories so hunt me, Feeding on my spirit, Corroding my thoughs. Thus the lust for crimson has arisen, To purge all sanity left in me, To

I Love/hate Driving
I love to drive in the overnight hours when there's hardly any traffic and you can pick your own speed. I absolutely hate driving during peak hours when there so many idiots and older(sorry to generalize, but its true)people are on the roads. There so many slow and overly cautious drivers out there that it just leaves me so damn frustrated to the point that I just want to run them over and keep on going! The only issues during the overnight hours is that its much easier for cops to catch you doing whatever, because there aren't that many cars on the road. But i'll take that risk any day rather than deal with so many 2500lb road blocks..

Kick Ass Phone Company
hey everyone in fubar, i have to tell someone about this kick ass phone i have, its like the greatest phone i have ever owend. okay see its called a helio and the phone comapnay is the same name. they are great, the feauters on this phone are awsome i mean it as a kick ass camera, it can also play video's that you buy from www.helio.com now the plans are great it comes with 1:free nights and weekends (6am-9pm mon.-fri) 2: free texting 3: free mobile to mobile 4: free web searching i mean damn and to top it off the monthly plans start off @ $65.00 with 500 anytime mints. and go to $150.00 with unlimted anytime mints. so please go to www.helio.com and give a look

Home Depot Scam
A "heads up" for those men who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you or your friends. Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot. You agree and they get in the backseat. On the way, they start undressing. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and starts crawling all over you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen Jan 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, 17th, 20th, 24th and

Paradice
Paradice Is there such a thing? is there a perfect place for each one of us. Deep down somewhere inside of me my instints tell me yes. Somewhere out there is paradice, The question becomes after whos paradice is it? Is it meant only for those of us who have not lost touch with the wild side of our souls. Those of us who have not forgotten our instints? I wish i knew more importantly i wish i had an anwser but i do not. So i will simply put it down to this. Pure Instint, and perhaps if im lucky and i do find paradice, that my family my pack is there waiting for my return, or at least thats what i hope. I suppose only time will tell whats to happen, But i know this, i know i will never stop looking for it, one day i will find it maybe then i will feel at peace finally.

Teardrops Of Ice
Teardrops Of Ice by Sam Backman I stare at my face in the mirror Yet I cannot see the lies Or the pain within my heart Blinded by memories of the past, I gaze into the void of nothingness Hidden within these deep blue eyes of mine Staring back at me from its reflection My hatred is gone All that's left is emptiness and sorrow Now flowing through my veins, poisoning my mind Teardrops of ice are blurring my reflection Drowning it in silent grief Lost behind the lies, never to return Can't you hear my cries? My soul was left to burn I'm falling through the mirror To a world beyond I open up my window Welcoming the cold, moonlit night I reach for the pale reflection of the sun It's taking me forth on a journey A journey to the world of twilight Nightfall, take my hand Guide me away to the stars I fall into oblivion Frozen tears are in my eyes As I now close them to dream away Slowly drifting forth into the shadows

To The Blood
To The Blood by Meridian The playground of Tragedy and Comedy echoes through the mind of the Preternatural ones, bound for time to certain roles and certain lies. But Devil or Angel which? And the Mask goes deeper. The Storm comes with her starving glory. And neither Man nor Creature shall know the difference of the Dark and the Light. The Crimson in our frail perfection, takes us all But who will wear the Mask?

Thoughts Questions Feelings
you know i so dont get people anymore how can you jump all over someone for asking you if your f*cking fog lights are really needed when it isnt foggy. i mean come on and where do they get off telling you that you better be nicer and treat them with more respect or else they are going to your boss because they are tired of coming to work and you cussing them out when truely you havent even talked to them anymore you always talk to the person in the truck with them i dont get it the messed up part is i get along with everyone i work with but this person wants to be a jerk wtf?

Isnt It Funny
how you can THINK that you are very special to someone and they let you believe that and they use that and they twist that into something unholy? how they can abuse your soul and say fuck your heart its me that makes the rules and you have no say when i come and when i go.... they walk away like other befor them, they lie to you when you only seek the truth, they make it so that loveis not worth trying for, and with each piece of your heart that falls it makes life that much more not worth living because you never want another to do what so many other have done befor him...... they make it lonely, they make it sad, almost so that you feel your already powdered heart start to blow away in the breeze

My First Contest
I've finally entered my first contest here on fubar. I need all my friends to come help me please please please !!!!!!! You can find the pic here I need 30K to win with no time limit. Please come and help with even just one rate and one comment. Thank you all in advance xoxoxoxoxoAlso my sweetheart is in a giveaway for a 1 month VIP he needs 15.000. Any help with either of these is greatly appreciated. You can find his pic here. While there please Rate, Fan and Add these wonderful ladies for hosting the contest and giveaway. {D.S.C} COME LUV ME And onesxybrat Thank You Both So Much I also have some friends in contests please take a few minutes and throw some rates and comments there way DemonicAngel Needs at least 2,500 points to win any fubucks. The person with the most points gets a 7 day blast Indy Happy Hour Please give them some love too :P

How Could You
you were the one i gave my heart to, yet you have been so cold to me, you were the one i gave my life to and you ignored me and played me like a clown, when i waited for the rain to clear so that i may beable to love again it was you i saw in the sun light and now so quickly my sun faded into moonlight, you have taken a very big part of me and left me out in the cold, i never thought youd do it, but, baby, you became a remake of past history, why did you just leave me and never even say goodbye? we were friends, lovers and had a special bond, you ripped the very heart of me and threw it on the floor... together we faded and yet i never knew it... you desided someware along this road that you just really didnt love me after all

A Blondes Year In Review
January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels. Helllloooo!!!........bottles won't fit in printer!!! March Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months..... box said "4-6 years!" April Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June Tried to go water skiing........couldn't find a lake with a slope. July Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November Baked turkey for 4 1

Tomorrow Won't Be Lost.
I was a ghost, before, you came. I was a slave, but then, I changed. I will take, the good, and bad. For many, I am back to this again. So leave me alone, before the strain of listening to me becomes more than you can bare. But maybe this time, we will be fine or else tomorrow, will be lost. There was a force, I swear I thought it would take me out There was a chance that we could go, So far as I look in your eyes I know, you say no more, That is the fight, in this life. Maybe this time we will be fine and our tomorrow won't be lost.

Update
First of all I and DJ Master Tough T are no longer with Club Poison. I am not going to bash Ivy which I very well could but she will see someday that I was right and the guy is another Fu player like so many on here. Second of all I will keep up all posted on when Master and I will be opening up our own lounge. Thirdly, either Thursday or Friday I will be heading out to make my new home in Tn. So if any of you are on my way from South Dakota to Tn. holla at me maybe we can meet for coffee. I am not for sure how a Northern redneck is going to fit in with the Southern rednecks but it will be fun to find out lmao!!! I will miss you all and talk to you when I get back online. In the mean time continue to show me love until then.

Hospitals Suck!!!!
AIGHT, SO I'VE BEEN SICK AS SHIT. THAT'S NOT THE REASON I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THOUGH. I ENDED UP GOING BACK TO MY BAR LAST NIGHT BECAUSEI MISSED A FEW DAYS AND HAD TO MAKE UP SOME CASH AND BOOK KEEPING. I'M THERE FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS, A DECENT BAND IS PLAYING, LOTS OF GIRLS IN TIGHT FITTING CLOTHING, LOTS OF DRINKS BEING SOLD, BUT THERE WAS ALSO A SHIT LOAD OF UPTIGHT COLLEGE KIDS THERE WITH THIER SLUTTY AS FUCK COCK TEASING GIRLFRIENDS!! NOW I HAVE A DEAL IF IT'S YOUR FIRST TIME AT THE BAR, I'LL BUY YOU YOUR FIRST DRINK. NOW I BOUGHT A COUPLE OF DRINKS FOR THESE GIRLS NAMED LINDSEY AND KASSI, ALL WAS GOOD I SAID CHEERS, THEN WENT BACK TO WORK. NUMB NUTS 1 & 2 THE GIRLS BOYFRIENDS STARTING SCREAMING AT THEM BECAUSE OF ME BUYING THEM A DRINK. I DON'T LOOK LIKE THE OWNER OF A BAR I SUPPOSE, BUT THEN I SAW ONE OF THE NUMB NUTS SMACK A DRINK OUT OF THE CHICK LINDSEYS HAND. THE DRINK ENDED UP BREAKING A MIRROR INSIDE MY BAR, SO I RAN OVER T YELL. I GO TO THE FUCKTARD AND AS I GET TO HIM HE

Conttact Me
this is ghettoluva26 giving a shout out to all my friends and family i wiould like to give you my info so that you can always talk to me when fubar is down and you need a friend my yahoois all4xtacy23@yahoo.com and my msn is T2thafullest@hotmail.com would love to make new friends as well so get at me when you need me esp my lounge members o.k. love all yall 1 luv

One-liners And Quotes
If your wife wants to learn to drive, don't stand in her way. A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing. The only reason people get lost in thought is because it's unfamiliar territory. If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity. - Albert Einstein After twelve years of therapy my psychiatrist said something that brought tears to my eyes. He said, "No hablo ingles." Everyone has photographic memory; some just don't have the film. "One of the great things about books is sometimes there are some fantastic pictures." -George W. Bush "Fragile. Do not drop." -- Posted on a Boeing 757 My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on. -

Omfg I Freaking Love Sex . Come Yummy Me Up
OMG I LOVE SEX OH YES A LITTLE MORE NOW!!! 1) Do you keep secrets about your sexual or romantic activities from those important to you? 2) Do you lead a double life? 3)Have your needs driven you to have sex in places or situations or with people you would not normally choose? 4)Do you find yourself looking for sexually arousing articles or scenes in newspapers, magazines, or other media? 5)Do you find that romantic or sexual fantasies interfere with your relationships or are preventing you from facing problems? 6)Do you frequently want to get away from a sex partner after having sex? 7)Do you frequently feel remorse, shame, or guilt after a sexual encounter? 8)Do you feel shame about your body or your sexuality, such that you avoid touching your body or engaging in sexual relationships? 9)Do you fear that you have no sexual feelings, that you are asexual? 10)Does each new relationship continue to have the same destructive patterns which prompted y

Confessions Of A Cheater 2
Before you say anything sit down, I've got something to say Something thats been eating away at me and my heart can't stand it another day Not even sure where exactly I should begin just know that you are about to hear about my sin I have been loving you and been your wife for the most part committed to you and our happy life Do what you ask, you need not say more committed down to the very core Committed, I keep saying it, maybe because I want it to be true but nothing can change the fact that I have been cheating on you I know you are angry and want to scream Now that you know I am not as I did seem but in my defense just let me say I honestly didn't want you to find this out any other way I could have kept lying, kept my business under his sheets but then I run the risk of you hearing about it out there on the streets At the time I didn't even care for his name All that mattered was that we both had no shame I didn't love him, I was in love with you I told him it

I Miss You
I miss you since you went away. I go to your grave,I look, I think,think of all the good times we had,,, I miss you since you went away,, We did so much together, I lived a life time,in eight years, Just being with you, Oh why, coulcn't we have had eight more? I miss you,since you went away,, The way you looked at me, with those dark,beady black eyes,, Your rosey red cheeks, The way you smiled, I loved to hear you speak, I miss you, since you went away,,, ****Patsy Crow ~ March 21,2004

Confessions Of A Cheater
I have a secret that i can no longer keep the kind that you hide in your mind, but it haunts you in your sleep I have a man and I have a guy It is what most would call living a lie I love him but I'm in love with you Sounds crazy but ther is a difference between the two The love I have for him is not the same Purely for the moment like a childs interest in a game When I lay down at night I am with you But in the same token he is there with me too Hes there for my body and not my mind In his bed is where we spent most of our time If thats all then it should have been easy to leave, I know But I couldnt seem to pick up my feet and go He had a hold on me and I wasnt sure why Even still I tell you because I cant keep living this lie I dont have an answer for why it happen this way How I should have left but instead choose to stay So why did I finally decide to tell you this way Because my cheating heart couldnt lie this lie for another day Driving myself insane with th

"second Best" And Too Much Reminiscing....
The song "second best" by Pedro the Lion....i've been listening to this song way too much the last week. The first time i heard this song was after a night of partying because of a recent dissapointment in a guy (what's new about that eh?) *sighs* anyways if you want, you should definitely check out the song....I should be adding it to my stash soon..... so please read the lyrics, they hit home to me, especially being cheated on before.... "The impact, the aftershave, the european cigarettes The taxi, the alcohol that lingers on your breath The lipstick, the street lamp, the woolen overcoat The front desk, you tell yourself, it isn't over yet Second best, oh second best I can learn to live with this Plus I really need a rest After all what's wrong with second best What's wrong with second best The motel, the distances, cave into kisses cold and wet Familiar exchanges, like needle pulling thread The empty movements that once were so inspired Desperate attempts t

Sorry For Not Being Here For So Long !
was in a wreck on the 3ed of the month. will not go into details but lets just say its a long road yet to go. but I am able to sit up better and so should be on more. Will try and get comments and all out. I will do my best and its all I can do. Sorry if that is not good enough for anyone. I can only do so much! So sorry inadvance.~Donna~ SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Today
Today Today I went to Wall-Mart, as many times befor. Something was different, You weren't in the store. Shopping is such a chore, One that I chose not to do no more,, Sad, loney,depressed, your memory lays heavy on my chest. With you,the store held so much to look for. But now,all I do,is look for the door,,, Today I am sad, Yesterday I was sad, Tomorrow, I'll be sad,, Patsy Crow ~ March 21,2004 Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

I'm Glad
Why is everybody mad at me and against me? I really don't care. Though. Why aren't you this mad and this against somebody else? Please. Besides. I know most of the biblical knowledge that I know through and from Sunday School. Every Sunday I grew up going to Sunday School. It is in my mind this wonderful knowledge. That is why I read and search through the bible. Besides. What profit's a man to gain the whole wide world than to lose his soul? This scripture is in the book of Mark. Anyway. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

A Man Doesn't Cry!!!
A Man doesn't cry. And a man isn't shy. Again. A Man doesn't cry. And a Man isn't shy. either. It is in Genesis that the Lord told Adam that he will work very hard for his food. Thorns, weeds & Thistles will come forth out of the ground. In Job The Lord told Job Be strong like a man. and Humble means to make yourself lowly not softly. Either. For the race is not given to the swift, neither to the strong. But for the one that endureth the word. This just means it doesn't matter how strong or how fast you are in the journey. It matters about how much word you acquire in you. And how much word you take in and believe in and act upon it. I have never seen the righteous forsaken. Neither his seed begging bread. What I get out of this scripture is: If you are righteous then you will never be forsaken and your children(seed) will not beg for bread. Either.

The Desert Storm And Vietnam Veterans! What They Didn't Do!
And these people on my mother side of the family are the devil. They have to be. Anybody who is encouraging the wicked. And the Desert Storm and Vietnam Veterans didn't know how to bother anyone with gay things including myself and act this very gay in public when I lived in Hampton, Va. and Newport News, Va. during the yrs. of 1994-1997 and when I lived the first time of Pgh. Pa. from 1997-1998 and when I lived in Detroit, Michigan from 1998-2003. they didn't bother anyone this badly off of gay things as these N.C. people are doing it. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33

I Have Psychology On Some Things!!
The Control Method -Skinner Box- is how I have Psychology. And something is wrong with those people on my mother side of the family. Any person just shouldn't have a Nicholas Bullock, Garvey Presley, III., Steven Oliver & Henny Oliver ignorant and childish people be all in your business and try to control your life and business. In Corithians it reads, When I was a child; I spake as a child, understood as a child, thought as a child. But when I became a man. I put away all of my childish ways. And these people on my mother side of the family are the devil. They have to be. Anybody who is encouraging the wicked. These people on my mother side of the family aren't beautiful, aren't any woman to me, aren't my mother, father or big nose grandmother to me, and aren't The Lord to me. They aren't even my friends. Either. They aren't my ugly brother that hates me and I hate him back. This is too loco. This is too crazy as ever. They are of the Devil. They are the Devil. This is so wrong. Look.

I Got The Military!!!
I am not a cry baby. I am not emotional. Either. These people keep on acting and faking like I am sensitive and I am not sensitive at all. Nobody acts like this with B.B. King. I have a Harmonica to play. Also. When all of the branches of the military think about their mother, father, sister or brother, wife(woman) and children. And nobody else. Hopefully. The Steven Oliver and Garvey Presley, III. ugly people aren't my brother. And I hate my brother and I hate them. Too. And I can hate whomever I want to hate. And I can hate any man that I want to hate. Nobody is acting terrible to me off of my mother, father or big nose grandmother. Nobody ever acted terrible off of my mother, father or big nose grandmother or off of The Lord. Either. Those people aren't my Father or Brother or The Lord. Put God First. And Honor your Mother and Father. Nobody ever acted this terrible to me after my big nose grandmother death and when she was living. Nobody is ever acting this terrible off of The Lord

No Need!
I am not a cry baby. There isn't any need to fake like I am sensitive and fragile. when I am not sensitive. At All. I am not a child. I am 32 yrs. old. So I can go and have the military on things. also. When you're on the boat you're thinking about your mother, father, children and wife(woman). I am not a cry baby. No one should be faking like I am sensitive off of things that I am not sensitive about. These ugly north carolina people are extremely jealous of me and they are way too in my business. I don't like these ugly & country people on my mother side of the family( Steven Oliver, Garvey Presley, III., Johnathan Oliver, Nicholas Bullock, Cynane Robinson Murphy, Emma Deborah Oliver, William Henry Oliver, Henny Oliver, Lillian Presley, Tomika Presley, Melody Presley, Beverly Presley). They are all coming from Durham, N.C. and never learned or lived anywhere else. These people aren't my mother or father. And I am in my 30's and I am an old adult. Everybody can't just steal my informa

Can You Read This?
I cnudol't blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

Ridicule Me!
You can ridicule me all you want to. I don't care. But there was actually a time in my life. When I didn't get ridiculed. And I just enjoyed myself the whole time. But I am back now to getting ridiculed all over again. That's life. Though.

I Am Beautiful!
Why are people not finding out and asking where my girlfriend is at? People already did this in the 90's. The problem is, it is not happening now in the 2000's. Why is no one doing it? Now. Oh. I remember the statement when people said, "He is trying to act like he got an attitude problem with our ugly women." I don't care if you do this. Again. You would just be finding out what is wrong with me. Also. It has already been done before and asked before in the past during the 90's. Where is my girlfriend at? Why isn't any woman faking like I want to have sex with them? Women should act and fake like I want to have sex with them. Too. I am not a virgin. Anyway. But Proverbs 9 I am that same dude that wore those big gold rim glasses in Detroit, Mi., Hampton, Va. and the first time that I lived in Pgh., Pa. I wore that yellow plastic jacket in Pgh., Pa. I still look the same. I haven't changed one bit. I am still very skinny, short and very thin and 145 lbs. slender build. I don't look anyt

I Already Done Seen It!!
I already seen the problem how it isn't how I am not a virgin. It isn't how I am not a virgin or if I am a virgin. I already seen the problem how nobody should, could or will care if I am not a virgin. Or if I am a virgin. If I go back and practice homosexuality. Nobody will or should care if I am still a virgin. But I am not lying. I am not a virgin. But nothing really matters at all if I am still a virgin. Cause I already seen the problem how no one should care if I am still a virgin if I date and have sex with big and little men. Why is anyone not trying to find out if I am not a virgin or if I am still a virgin. This is something else no one ever did in the 90's. But you can not correct the wicked. So. I already seen the problem how no one should care if I am still a virgin. Ha,ha,ha...

Happy Humpday
Wishing all my friends a happyhump day. Heres a joke for the day! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... (If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor.) The other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls.' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed three times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another nine times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... ) Three cuckoos plus nine cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos--MIDNIGHT!) The next mor

I'm Beautiful! Is It Neutralization Or What?
Is it Neutralization or what? I am not a Muslim. I am a Christain!!! My mind isn't going to go bad just because somebody name calls me ugly. Cause I know that this isn't true. 0 Comments | 0 PropsGive Props

I Live By These Bible Scriptures!
1. Genesis- Chapters 3, 4:1-13, 2:21-25 & 19:1-30 2. Leviticus- Chapter 18 3. Deuteronomy- Chapter 5:16 4. Psalm- Chapters 139, 1, 69, 121 & 150 and 30:5 5. Proverbs- Chapters 9 & 10:25 6. Matthew- Chapters 18, 5:1-12 and 12 & 14:22-36 7. Ezekiel- Chapters 11 & 13 8. Daniel- Chapter 7:25 9. Nahum 10. Habakkuk- Chapter 2:3 11. Isaiah- Chapter 55:7-13 12. Ecclesiastes- Chapters 3:1-13 & 7:1-12 13. Mark- Chapter 8:31-38 14. Acts- Chapters 1:7 and 18 verse & 5:1-11 15. Romans- Chapter 8 16. I Corinthians- Chapters 4:1-12, 3:19 and 20, 10:1- 8, 13:11 & ch. 11 and the whole 13th chapter of I Corinthians and the whole 14th chapter of I Corinthians 17. II Corinthians- Chapter 11:13-33 18. Galatians- Chapter 6:3 and all of ch. 6 19. Ephesians- Chapter 6:2 and all of 6:1-24 20. I Thessalonians- Chapters 5:15-28 & 5:15 21. II Thessalonians- Chapter 2:1-17 22. II Timothy- Chapters 1:7-14 & 2:12 23. I Timothy- Chapter 6:12 24. The

Hey! I Can Drive The City Bus!
Why are you faking like I want to do something that I don't want to do? If I don't want to do it. Then I don't want to do it!! I don't believe in bothering anybody like this. And a survey is an opinion from anybody!! Really there is nothing wrong with me to get busted up, banged up and lactated out! I am a bottom! Big Men and Little Men bust and shoot, fat loads of your man cream down in my bootyhole and gap it out big!! In any position you want. Either Missionary or doggystyle and even sideways! And I love big, huge, muscular, smooth calves on a man. I love to massage lotion on big muscular men calves! I love it!! There is nothing wrong about any of this. There is nothing wrong for me to get lactated out by big and little men!!!

The Angel Penny
I am currently in the midst of sending off the Indiana National Guard. This has been an amazing group of people to meet. They have been so gracious and friendly. I wish I could have met them all under different circumstances..a happier occasion than having to deploy them to Iraq. I was at one of the deployments the other night. I was standing at my postcard/letter writing table. I saw a young female approaching the table from my left. She had two cards in her hand. She stopped to place her cards in the mailbox we have for them. But before putting them in out of the corner of my eye I saw her close her eyes and kiss each one. Then I saw her put them up to her forehead as if she was filling them with her thoughts. As tears ran down her cheeks she ever so gently put the cards into the mailbox. Even though she was less than three feet from me I didn't want to invade on such a personal and private moment. She turned and went back over to her spot on the carpet. A while later I was going int

Who Is The Angel Of Sardis?
Who is the angel of Sardis? This is a true statement! I already know that all of my Detroit, Michigan, Southfield, Michigan, Oak Park, Michigan, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, McKeesport, Pennsylvania, Newport News, Virginia and Hampton, Virginia living was very important!! It was very important of my living in all of the 3 states of Michigan, Virginia and Pennsylvania!!! This is Michael.

Today
Good morning to you! Well.....I woke up this morning and I started to have a s shitty day :(. Then I get on teh computer. I see a message from my friend JIM... we said hi and blah blah, then I told him I was eating cereal, he asked what kind I was eating, my rersponse was; honey bunches of oats lol. His was something about me eating old womans cereal, that made me laugh out loud it honestly did, well now thanks to my friend JIM...I'm no longer feeling shitty, he made me smile and that's all it takes for me to make my day better. Thank you JIM! *yes i'm a dork!

Key Keeper
Key keeper By: April Terry A heart so guarded, She figured it was safe from all man. Then he came along, The keeper of her keys. Within moments, He was in. She stood back in awe, As he worked his magic. With each passing second, She fell more in love. The walls she built, Crumbled to dust. The steel doors she welded shut, All melted away. A voice so tender, In a moments times she was his. Longing for his every touch, And needing for his love. Feeling like a new born, Unable to get enough. Within days, He becomes her life. Though it makes her weary All she feels is ecstasy. When he looks at her, All she sees is love in his eyes. And when he is hurting, She feels it deep within. A love so sudden, That she knows he’s the one. Deeper then the ocean Wider then the skies. She hangs on his every word, Each one spoken so perfectly. Missing him more, Then anyone before. Aching deep inside, When not in his presents. Waiting for the day, She’ll be i

What Is Love
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything

I'm Moving
We are moving to Tennessee! Jason was offered a job at N.F.S and he has accepted. He starts working down there March 24th. The job is in Unicoi County: Erwin, TN that's near Bristol. We are very excited about it. I dread moving away from my family and friends but he is going to be making good money and good benefits. On the plus side, Erwin is BEAUTIFUL! And it's a small friendly town like where I grew up. We are going down next week as a family to check things out and hopefully get started finding a house. We hope to buy instead of rent. Jason also needs to find a place to stay temporally until we figure out where we'll live and if we'll buy or rent. The kids and I will stay here in Ohio until William finishes Kindergarten. I hate to make him switch schools so close to the end of the school year. It's going to be very difficult to get everything worked out. I never imagined moving so far so fast. My head is literally spining I swear!

Wont Be Around Much
Hey everyone just wanted to let you know I might not be around that much over the next couple weeks. We are getting ready to move into our new house so there is a lot of work to do and then there will probably be a few days I wot have the net....but I will get on when I can. Dont worry I will get on to keep track of the auction and let everyone know the results when its over. Just wanted to let you know that I probably wont be on as much as I usually am. Take care and feel free to hit me up when you see that Im on.

Let Me Rest
I have lived long enough. I'm ready to leave this earth. Life can be such an unhappy thing. Full of so much pain and hurt. I have had so much sadness and sorrow. Lost those I've loved the best. I'm ready to go to a happier place. I just want to be laid to rest. My mind and body are so tired. I don't know if I can go on. I have only been here a short time. But my life has seemed so long. So if you want me to be happy. To show me you really care. Just let me find a better place. When I'm in the ground I'll be there. MIG

Forever Yours
For MAD:The Love Of My Life I need you, I want you, I love you so much. The sound of your voice and the feel of your touch. My heart will be yours as long as I live. My body and soul I promise you this. I will take care of you every day. As long as you promise never to stray. I'll be there through all, the good and the bad. I'll try to keep you happy, comfort you when you're sad. I promise to love you for the rest of my life. Mike, I can't wait until the day I'm your wife. MIG

Together
You came into my life and you stole my heart. Now that we're together, I know we'll never part. Never thought I would meet a man so sweet and kind. It all seems like a dream, I just can't believe you're mine. The way that I feel is hard to explain. My heart skips a beat when I hear your name. You have a way with words that just makes me melt. These things I'm feeling, I have never felt. You're more than just a guy, you're part of my soul. Now that we're together I finally feel whole. MIG

Our Love
You have moved on, you're with another. I know it won't last we were meant for each other. I don't know how or when or why. But I know someday you'll realize. This love I have for you is pure and true. I could love noone else the way I love you. The distance between us is just a test. I know we will pass it like we've passed the rest. I can see God put us on this same path. He knew we would meet and make our love last. For now I'm just passing time. Until once again you are mine. I know you love me too. I can see in your eyes this much is true. I look at you picture with longing inside. I need to be with you, want you to be mine. But until you realize you need me too. My heart will be here waiting for you. MIG

My Fetish List
Here are my answers, would love to see yours! Yes! No! maybe Fetish Activities: _____ __x___ _____ 24/7 (Total Power Exchange) __x___ _____ _____ Age Play ___x__ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Giving) __x___ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Receiving) __x___ _____ _____ Arse (Ass) Play _____ __x___ _____ Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play) __ ___ _x__ _____ Biting _____ _____ __x___ Blindfolds __x___ _____ _____ Blood _____ __x___ _____ Body Hair _____ _____ __x___ Bondage _____ __x___ _____ Branding _____ _____ __x___ Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ __x___ Candle Wax _____ __x___ _____ Chains _____ ___x__ _____ Chastity Devices ___x__ _____ _____ Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads _____ ___x__ _____ Cling Film _____ __x___ _____ Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. _____ _____ __x___ Collar and Lead/Leash _____ _____ ___x__ Confinement/Caging _____ __x___ _____ Coprophilia (Shit Play)/Scat _____ __x___ _____ Cross Dressing __x___ _____ _____ Cupping (Suction of

Is It So Wrong?
So, I’m sitting here at work… listening to the radio... and “let me love you,” sung by Mario comes on. I feel he should be singing this to me. Crazy? Maybe. Unordinary? Not really. I should deserve to be treated like a queen… like a princess… like if somebody really loved you, he would make you his number one… no questions, no excuses, “no reasons not to”. That to me is just a cop out so “other girls” don’t find out. Yes, I AM talking about somebody specific. Theo, and I know he’ll read this, and I’ll get a text message about it. Whatever. Seriously, I’m thinking about making this blog available to those I don’t even know to read, so maybe they can gain a bit of knowledge. Theo, you say you love me, you talk about having kids with me, talk about having me come see you…. Talk talk talk. However, when it comes to something simple like “moving me up on myspace” you go into this huge hissy fit about it, and give me tons of reasons and excuses to why you can’t do it and why you won’t.

۞wÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞'s St. Patrick's Day Auction!!
We are at it again!! TinkerbellMN84, ~BABS~, and Charmed82 are up for auction in the same auction!! This time in ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞'s St. Patrick's Day Auction!! Come on and bid on us!!! We're waiting for YOU! YES YOU!!! IT RUNS FROM WEDNESDAY MARCH 12TH @ 10:00AM PST TILL SUNDAY MARCH 16TH @ 10:00PM PST, AND THE BIDS WILL CLOSE AT 5 PM FUBAR TIME TinkerbellMN84 ~BABS~ Charmed82

Antichrist????
Barack Obama the Anti_Christ.. very damn convincing to me Body: SAY NO TO OBAMA Had to pass on Obama 'Frightens Me'. The Bible has warned us that 'A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract many supporters!' When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is 'A Muslim'....First, Last and always....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation, whether our bleeding-heart, secular, Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description from the Bible of the 'Anti-Christ'! I'm just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man! Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you

Support Jesse
My friend Jesse Blaze Snider will be on MTV's new reality show, "Rock the Cradle"! MTV's new 'Rock the Cradle' celebrity spawn series to debut April 3 By Christopher Rocchio, 03/11/2008 MTV has announced Rock the Cradle, a new reality competition series that will pit the children of eight established musicians against one another for a shot at stardom, will premiere Thursday, April 3 at 10PM ET/PT. The eight celebrity offspring featured on Rock the Cradle will be Olivia Newton-John's daughter Chloe Rose Lattanzi; Kenny Loggins' son Crosby Loggins; Eddie Money's daughter Jesse Money; Joe Walsh's daughter Lucy Walsh; Al B. Sure's son Lil Al B Sure; Dee Snider's son Jesse Blaze Snider; Tom Johnston's daughter Lara Johnston; MC Hammer's son Akeiba Burrell Hammer; and Bobby Brown's son Landon Brown. During each week of the competition, the celebrity offspring will rehearse with accomplished producers, songwriters and choreographers before performing live in front of a stu

My Heart Speaks
I need you and want you more than you know. I can't help how I feel, I just love you so. You are in my mind and in my dreams. You are everywhere I look it seems. I love you more now than ever before. But when tomorrow comes, I'll love you even more. My heart is filled with love for you. I hope one day you feel this way to. At the same time, my heart is empty inside. I yearn to be with you and have you by my side. I hope you can see my love is so real. My heart is telling you just how I feel. MIG

Just Friends
I was so happy, thought I could have true love with you. It hurts to find out, you don'y feel this way too. I wish I could change, maybe then you would love me. Why can't I please you, be who you need? As I'm writing these words, my heart is breaking inside. I thought for sure, one day you would be mine. You say you just want to be friends, so I'll have to live with that. But knowing you'll never be by my side, will always make me sad. All hope I had, for a future with you is gone. We will never be together, but can I actually move on? All the love I have, was saved up for you. There is nobody else, I want to give it to. I guess this is it, this is the end. You have made up your mind, you just want a friend. MIG

A Couple Of Comments Please
help her out by commenting on this photo please. shes in her first comp and every comment counts. shes worth every comment and so many more. you will need to friend the owner to comment , please do though. thankyou so much for your help

It's All About Idol Just Please Do Yourself A Favor And Do It..
Good Morning… for those of you who did not watch American Idol last night here is what you missed. Four of the twelve performers were just outstanding. I think Chikezie’s performance on a Beatle Classic “She’s A Woman” was outstanding to say the least. He absolutely nailed the song and I believe his version of that song would be a top 40 hit. It is not easy to do super stars songs and most super stars who try to do other stars songs fail. I say this recalling famous country singers trying to sing an old rock song or vice versa where a famous rock star will try their hand at a country song. It’s like waiting for your pet to answer you in perfect English. English last nights Idol was all about the English, the true rock and roll legends the Beatles. When I was just a wee tadpole listening to music in our house in Sister Lakes Michigan, the songs that were on our radio was that of Glenn Miller, Tommy Dorsey, Nat King Cole, Dean Martin and the list goes on. You would ever so often catch m

Funny As Hell
"House M.D.: Alone (#4.1)" (2007) Dr. James Wilson: [to House] So all you have to do is convince this kid that his girlfriend had a secret doctor, and a secret stash, and a secret life. It's been a while since a patient took a swing at you. Can I watch? Dr. Gregory House: [when House's guitar is "kidnapped"] Give it back. Dr. James Wilson: What happened? Did someone kidnap your guitar? Your 12 thousand-dollar 1967 Flying V? Or something? Dr. Gregory House: Where'd you hide it? Dr. James Wilson: I'm flattered you would consider me this bold and brilliant. Dr. Gregory House: Yeah, it takes a cri... [stops, then sees pieces missing from Wilson's newspaper] Dr. Gregory House: It takes a criminal mastermind to pull off a heist from an unlocked, unguarded room down the hall. What do you want? Dr. James Wilson: Me? Nothing. But I'm sure the kidnapper wants what every kidnapper wants: to see you interview 5 to 7 well-qualified fellowship candidates. Dr. Gregory House: I do

Feelings
Sometimes I wonder what it is that went wrong I wonder is this is like some silly song. Do you wonder what it would be like If we’d not had that stupid goodbye Did you know I couldn’t even cry I couldn’t even look you in the eyes I didn’t want to let you go It was so hard to tell you “I know” I still don’t even understand Why we needed this to end I hate how this feels This cant be real Things seem so wrong now that you’re gone And it seems you’re moving on. So tell me what to do How do I stop loving you? The memories of our two weeks Repeat in my head… Of those nights we spent in bed. My heart continues to skip a beat, Everytime I hear the phone ring. So baby if you’re really gone… Tell my heart, to just move on.

In The Dark
When it seems Like the world around you is breaking And it feels Like there's no one else around It's quiet There's a silence in the darkness And it sounds Like the carnival is over As you walk In the crowded empty spaces You stare At the emptiness around you You wanna go To the city and the bright lights Get away From the sinners that surround you As I look into the sky There's sparks bright as ice You want me to take you over there I want you to run from me You're not the only one In the dark We'll need each other In the dark We'll hold each other Now we're away from each other In the dark

Astronauts Inspect Heat Shield; No Obvious Damage Seen.
03:40 AM, 3/12/08, Update: Astronauts inspect heat shield; no obvious damage seen; analysts not yet sure whether bird/debris might have struck shuttle's nose during ascent. Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. The Endeavour astronauts unlimbered the shuttle's robot arm overnight and inspected the ship's nose cap and wing leading edge panels with a laser scanner on the end of a 50-foot-long boom. The areas of the orbiter that experience the most extreme heating during re-entry appeared in good shape to the untrained eye

Friends
they never really ever stick. you can do just one thing wrong in protection of yourself and they will just disappear into nothing and not speak to you for a long time, if ever again. then there are the ones you have for a short time, think that they will last no matter where you end up, and yet, you dont hear from them but maybe once or twice in a couple of months. i dont think i have ever really had a true friend, the people i meet in class seem to be better friends than most ive had with the exception of one or two. for right now and probably forever my only true best friend will be my husband. ive realized you really cant count on anyone and that for people like me, life is pretty lonely and boring.

Stop
Stop where you are turn around run from me as fast as you can your to gentle for me to love I really don't want to hurt again I could not crush the rose so sweet and taste of your inner pain couldn't live if I caused you to cry No I would not live again your something too special way too precious for me if you've only seen how dirty these hands have been how could they hold someone as pure how can they ever hold again. JSDEUEL Copyight 2008

Deal With The Devil
Thought bout calling the devil an old friend of mine still think he owes me a favour and i'm collecting this one last time since you stepped into the spotlight baby things just haven't been the same been being nice to myself and calling others by their name I'd give it all to taste your mouth give it all to touch your cheek Been so long since I felt at all that feelings make me feel so weak take my hand just one time before I'm swept away in the flames make this moment last forever so in hell I can remember your embrace tired of walking though madness one damn day at a time give it all for just one moment just one taste of your sweet wine JSDEUEL Copyight 2008

What Did You Do?
Life has been hard on me as a result I never feel this way just as all my plans were set and I knew I had to make my way something hit me from out of nowhere something made me go blind tried to figure out just what went wrong I'm falling really hard this time What did you do What did you say to cover up old wounds and make me feel again What did you do What did you say I don't know wether to run or stay Things just aren't that easy wish I could make you understand No matter how much I want to taste your lips I just don't think I could be your man I'm the tainted fruit from the vine Please I beg of you don't taste I swear you'll never be the same again When you lay you head down to sleep..... Just know it has to be this way What did you do What did you say to cover up old wounds and make me feel again What did you do What did you say I don't know wether to run or stay finally I feel once again What did you do What did you say to cover up o

3 Days To Go
As the title says, then I am off on holiday to the US. Oregon again to visit a good friend :) Hopefully the weather will be better than the storm we are having. Damn wind still trying to steer the bike for me, but I have been lucky so far and corrected it in time LOL. I could try and say it is due to skill, but I put it down to luck. I won't say what part of Oregon I am visiting but if you see me in real life then say hello :)

True Lover's
How I met my Angel an the Love of my life Edit Mar 8, 2008, 10:53 pm On Oct.1st I started talking to the most wounderful women I have ever talk to in my life an so we talked about a week an on Oct.6th we met an from then on out it has been history I have feel head over heals for her an she is my frist Love an I have never in my life been happer with this ladie an cant wait to spend my life with her we have been togeather for 5month's on March 6th an I am looking forward to many more pleaseurable month's with her an cant wait to see her agine she has totaly changed my life an how I think an the way I act see has been a true life saver for me an there is just so much an she mean's the world to me an I will do any thing to keep her she worth more then life it self an I just want you to know Anita I love you with all my heart sweetheart an you are a true life saver an you are my one an only Angel I LOVE YOU KISS'S

Blood Stained Love Letters
i know you work harder than me and your life is visably harder than mine its hard to accomplish much when you loathe nearly every aspect of your life i haven't felt pride in myself since i was a child when the world is small and the mind is ignorant knowledge is a blessing and a plague everytime i get my hopes up for something good it all seems to crumble down and go wrong i must've been born under a bad star eh? however through my dark a few stars burn, and you are one of them your happiness keeps me smiling while your pain keeps me bleeding the strain of being so connected to a choice few is relentless but i would not sever those ties for the world

Thank You .....
Just wanted to thank all my Friends for standing by me, this part of my life has been very rough, filled with tears, and plenty of sleepless nights, For those who names i cant mention, i think of you often and wish you were here with me... for those of you who i can, say.. Chuck, Jenn, John, Chris, Jay Carina.. Brandy... you are all truly great friends,im so very lucky to have you all in my life,,, i cant say it enough thank you so very very much!! and yes one last thing put your party hats on, as of todaythe 12th of march 2pm, my divorce is FINAL.... can you say P.A.R.T.Y, THANKX AGAIN EVERYONE I LOVE YOU ALL Brandy

I Want To Know You!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 37 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing

God
God is a Concept by which we measure our pain I'll say it again God is a Concept by which we measure our pain I don't believe in magic I don't believe in I-ching I don't believe in Bible I don't believe in Tarot I don't believe in Hitler I don't believe in Jesus I don't believe in Kennedy I don't believe in Buddha I don't believe in Mantra I don't believe in Gita I don't believe in Yoga I don't believe in Kings I don't believe in Elvis I don't believe in Zimmerman I don't believe in Beatles I just believe in me...and that reality The dream is over What can I say? the Dream is Over Yesterday I was the Dreamweaver But now I'm reborn I was the Walrus But now I'm John and so dear friends you'll just have to carry on The Dream is over John Lennon

Late Nights And Early Mornings
Well here it is and I can not get to sleep. I have taken all my medicine's amd still no help. So I set up amd watch whatever I can find on Demand, which usually ain't shit! Then I meet beautiful women on here, add them, fan them and rate them, and then I ask if they can email me more pictures of them, or allow me to see the private pictures! Why do woman tease us men sooo much? Then when you try to be honest because that is what they want, it still comes back to kick you in the ass. I just want the impossible I guess, A woman that will respect me and my dreams, and when asked to do somethimg not ask why, or debate the issue....there is always a true reasoning behimd what I ask of from a woman! Okay I think that is enough Bitching for today!

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Audio For Animation Contest, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony vs. Tippy Tom now!) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, we're hamming it up with our comedian pals Rich Vos (who will be at the Stress Factory in New Brunswick) and Robert Kelly, who had quite the diverse career before becoming the comic geninus and Dane Cook lap dog that he is today...and we might just have some audio of those old days of Kelly. We'll be keeping close tabs on Client #9 today, because as you know...when you want breaking news...you go to the Opie and Anthony Show OLD SCHOOL O&A AUDIO: We added some classic O&A Show bits to the site for you to listen to ... or maybe to help you with our li'l ANIMATION CONTEST:

なんてこったmysqlがsunに買収されておった！
http://japan.cnet.com/news/biz/story/0,2000056020,20368251,00.htm http://jp.sun.com/company/Press/release/2008/0228.html ボケっとしてたら、こんな自体になっていた。 RedHatにIntel, IBMの資本が入ったときのようになってしまうのだろうか。今までMySQLの案件が多かったから、自分にはプラスな状況変化と思うべきか？

Walmart
One day I walked into Walmart with the intention of exploring the store for promiscuous girls. On this expedition I decided that upon finding a beautiful girl I would give her a Valentines Day Card, with a dozen roses, and ask her to be my valentine. I figured that if the girl said no I wouldn't have to buy the card or the roses. HAHAHA It was an absolute blast - seeing the look on a damsels face after a random stranger asked them to be their valentine, in Walmart, was priceless.

Back For A Day
just got back from belgium..beautiful area..but if i never hear a french radio staion again in my life i will be happy...i do have to leave again tommorrow for a base up in holnfels germany see you all when i get back

My Book
i have spent the last 4 years writing a book about my spiritual path and how my life has come to this point , today my mom finished editing the last chapter of my book , in me there is this deep sense of accomplishment , and i feel like i have done something good , i know that even if it isnt on the best sellers list that it will touch peoples lives , there is this sense of wonder that i have in me now and a thought of exactly what i can accomplish if i set my mind to it , now all thats left is for me to send it to the publishers , i am so proud of myself i know that when i get the first copy of my book i am going to read it as if it was written by someone else i know there is still so much i need to learn and so much that my book covered i am in awe of it i am in awe that creator trusted me with something so special , there is also knowing that my voice is out there that it will be heard , its strange really to accomplish a dream , i always wanted to write a book my goal was 35 but

Love Has Hurt Me
I am back online after being offline because of something that broke my heart. I was feeling very bad as my heart fell apart, the reason my heart was so broken is the love of my life passed away. My girlfriend died in her sleep two months ago. She had very bad back problems and she was taking a lot of pain meds. The last night of her life she was in a lot of pain and she took to much medication. It is hard for me to think of any good way to get the hurt out of my system and maybe posting this will help me so I can get on with my life. May God bless you all.

Gotta Rethink This
In one of my last blogs I sort of lashed out at the fubar community for participating in "questionable" behaviours but then I thought, "Who am I to tell people what to do". I understand that some of you have absolutely no life and others work 18 hour a day shifts and have no social life so you come to fubar and socialize and so forth so hey I dont hate on those that are on fubar simply to win a popularity contest. I know you work hard and put in all those long hours at work and dont have time to socialize with the norm so hey enjoy fubar. Spend as much money as you like here. After all its fun on here and I personally thank all the Bouncers and of course babyjesus for making this site for if he did not, i'd still be stuck on toms shitty myspace.

Post-op Surgery Health Update
Well until yesterday (Monday, March 10, 2008) I was doing well. I had to drive my son to school because the person that promised to take him while I was recouping got into trouble and is not allowed to have more than one person in the car with him…so that leaves out my son. When I got home I was hurting and took my pain meds and slept until early evening. I finally went to bed about 11:30 after taking something to help me sleep. I woke up at 3AM and had to take something for pain…it took me about an hour to go back to sleep. By 6:30AM I was in soo much pain and I had taken my pain meds, I was still in tears. I spent from 8:30 to 2:00 in the ER. They had to pull a quart of fluid off from around my right lung. They said that if I had waited, I would have probably been back in the hospital. My doctor told me that I have to postpone going back to school this quarter. I was hoping that I would not have to miss but he said that after this, he did not want me going back until late

A Little About Scorpios
SCORPIO oCTOBER 22 TO NOVEMBER 21 Element:Water Colors: purple, red and brown Quality: Fixed Ruling House: 8th - Birth, Life Death Cycle Ruling Planet: Pluto Tarot Card: Death The Scorpion is one intense little creature, with enough poison in its own tail to disable or kill a much larger opponent. But the problem with this kind of built-in biological weaponry is that it must be mastered in order to be used most effectively. You Scorpios can use your "stinger" for self-defense, using your powerful emotional awareness to render your opponent harmless. But there is a sexual component of poisonous tail also, and until you learn to control those strong urges, you may find yourself in uncomfortable situations. Scorpio is the only sign that has three animal totems. First, there is the well-known Scorpion with its active tail. Second, as the Scorpio learns to master its passion and hold its instincts at bay, it changes into the Eagle. The Eagle has more perspective, fo

Tour
So It Looks Like My Group Psych Ward Will Be Doing Some Touring! We Got A Handful Of Shows Lined Up In April and Were Doing Two Show In Oklahoma City, One With Hometown Homies Mushroom Head and One With A Bunch Of Local Act From Oklahoma City Most Of The Dates Are Mostly Mid-West Dates and A Couple Of South Dates! So Hit Me Up and I'll let You Know If I'll Be Your Way!

Do You Like To Gamble???? (ty Dawn 4 Adding Me)
Indradragon - on the road to Godfatherdom@ fubar Kitsune No Akuma@ fubar RogerLee Fu-Owned by Hopigalerin @ fubar Heartistic Soul@ fubar Crazy Mojo Hands@ fubar *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar WendyCaroline - CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar

Damn Isis
Because I said Isis is the devil.. and she knows i hate when she (and anyone else) spends money on me.... she bought me a fucking happy hour... damnit all to hell FUCKING DEVIL WOMAN anyway... it is coming up soon (1am here.. gonna be at 2am) shes evil

Where Do I Begin
I dont even know where to begin.... WOW What a ride!! Thank you all so very much for spankin me so hard durin my HH. You should see the marks.. Im still feelin it! :P I have the best friends on fubar you guys all ROCK!! I have gotten so many new friends its gonna take me awhile to spank everyones page. If you think I missed ya send me a message or shout and ill swing by with my paddle and spank ya! See told ya I had a paddle! :P Spanks again so so very much!! Lots of licks and spanks! xoxo -cotton

While ( ! ( Succeed = Try() ) );
#include #include using namespace g33k; #define h9 = h8 + 1; int main() { long everything[500]; long life_shit; bool school; bool stress_overload; bool breakdown; string outcome; bool content; string statement = 'Life sucks'; while(statement == 'Life sucks') everything[h9]; for(int age = 0; age < 30 age++) school = true; if(life_shit = 15) stress_overload = true; if(stress_overload == true) { breakdown = true; return(-1); } return 0; } I will give the first person to interpret that to English correctly 5,000 fubucks!

Music
Autopilot off,Korn,Social Distorstion,Linkin Park, KISS, Slipknot,Rammstein,Offspring,Depeche Mode,AFI, Breaking Benjamin,Luna Sea, Ozone,StoneSour,Murderdolls,Angels &; Airwaves, Blink182,Cradle of Filth,CKY,Alice 9,Aucifer, BreedingAmies,DJ StarScream,System of a down, Metallica, The Darkness,Alien Ant Farm,Mushroomhead,I am Ghost,Miyavi,Larc en Ciel,Alice 9,Gazette,XJapan,Circle Of Dust,Celldweller,Glay,Kagrra,H.I.M, 69 Eyes,Missfits,Gackt,Dir en Grey, Guns-N-Roses,Poision, Missy Elliot,Outkast,Alice Cooper,Ozzy,Rob Zombie, Powerman5000,Muddvayne,Usher, Pink Floyd, Maralin Manson, Godsmack, Alterbridge, Foo Fighters, Ac/Dc, Biggy, 2Pac,Papa Roach,Serin,Eminem,Backstreetboys, Pink, +44,Angels &; Airwaves,Avenged Senterfold, Iron Butterfly,Rise Against,Incubus,Steve Vai,Coheed &; Cambria,Good Charlett,Simple Plan,Murderdolls, StoneTemplePilots,Slayer,U2,Disturbed,Nightmare,Tears for Fears,Alice in Chains,5-for-fighting,Eve6, DaveMatthewsBand,Puddle OF Mudd,Nickleback,David Bowie &; Ki

Mumms??
Im confused! and just thinking out loud.... Whats the point of MUMMS? Half the people there tell you to MUYOM (make up your own mind) but isnt a MUMM, make up my mind? and then if you make a MUMM like a Poll or what ever they call it (i havent done it but read a LOT that have) they tell you its not a MUMM and to learn how to make a MUMM. Just so they can tell you they dont care, or MUYOM. Or You write a GOOD mumm, but its kinda long cause you dont want to leave out any details, cause you wanna get the best answers for it that you can, and they tell you its too long they dont want to read it, But when you write one and its short, they Make up their own reasons and twist it all around. Which requires you to comment on your own MUMM just to clarify stuff. Sometimes, they call people liars and say that theyre just looking for attention and then they say some pretty offesive stuff... honestly it seems they are looking for more attention then the person who wrote the MUMM. So im just wond

My Words Of Wisdom
Check back: I will add to this blog posting regularly. Please do not use without giving credit to the source. Adam Watts (Crazy Prophet) **** I believe in treating a woman like a lady. I also beleive she should occasionally act like one. **** Life is like comedy; timing is everything. **** Adequate application of appropriate libation ministered generously with ample distraction from harmonic displays of creative endeavor with accompanying choreographic improvisation might, if not provide a unanimous resolution, at least make us feel better about the question.

Banned From Walmart...........
This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. BANNED FROM WALMART........... After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men -- he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women -- she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behaviour and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr.Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3.

Remix Addiction: The Number 1 Reason Winamp Hates Me Right Now.
As I sit here in front of my computer,eating my gummy peach rings and listening to music,I relaized something that is quite humorous and yet sad at the same time. Im a remix whore. I think it started back when I used to DJ at clubs.I was always trying to find better mixes and remixes of songs.Surely,I didnt think it became that bad until I realized I have 34 mixes of Coldplay's Clocks.A great tune but for you ravers and other assorted clubbers,it doesnt stand up to well when it comes to dancing. Between the aforementioned tune,I also came across 23 remixes of the classic Rednex hit Cotton Eyed Joe.I recall a time when I had fun playing that one.People would stare at my booth in amazement when the techno drums gave way to the banjo and fiddle.....lol. So right now, Im adding more tunes to my Winamp playlist file and it's been going slowly because I added 6800 songs so far and the number keeps growing. I think I could easily fill up the 250 gig hard drive with songs and th

Woman Please, I Just Don't Care
Is it just me or do all women feel the need to explain, in full detail, specific things that happened to them during the day. Now, don't get me wrong. If it's a funny story, or relevant to a conversation, by all means tell me the story. But honestly, do I really need a detailed description of how johny told sam that jenny wanted chris to work for them but then chris said that johnny really didn't want to because he had to work for susy later on that day and he thought........ Did I mention I don't have a clue who any of these people are. I love my wife to death but Lord help me, sometimes I wish I had a mute button. Hey, maybe its me, or maybe I'm wrong. What do I know anyway... --I'M JUST BITCHIN

New Beginning
I'm done bitching and complaining I'm sick of explaining Time after time, I keep losing what I'm gaining I gotta get my life together, no matter the weather My attitude was all crap, gotta keep my head intact This shit is crazy, I don't wanna get lazy I can't let anybody break me or erase me I gotta start excelling and stop dwelling on my mistakes I need to take a break from it, before I give myself a headache Like a bad migraine, something I can't control No more putting myself in a hole, now it's time for me to reach my goals I'm putting myself in chains with my negativity I can't let anybody get the best of me Cause I have more important things to worry about So the only thing I can do is to block them out Cause people don't mean shit to me when they block me out of their lives All I can do is move on, I gotta keep the strive Yeah, I went to school and got a degree Now, I want to get a good job to use my ability Life is to short to be very hatefu

Right Of Passage
Right of Passage Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of Passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience, because each lad must come into manhood on his own. The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him. Maybe even some human might do him harms. The wind blew the grass and earth, and shook his stump, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man! Finally, after a horrific night the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him. He had been at watch the entire night, pro

Info As Of 3-11-08
Well we had another appointment today and we finally know what we are having. Its a baby LOL you will see in the images for yourself. Everything is going great right now and my wife is doing great too. The baby is really starting to move around now and i lay and hold her stomach just to get a chance to feel it. The doctor says everything is progressing right on schedule with the pregnancy and he sees no problems at this time. The wife goes back next week for her sugar test other trhen that the only new thing is they have updated her due date to July 6th. Here are the images we got to see today. AND THE SURVEY SAYS ITS A..................

You Stupid Son Of A Bitch .... I Hate You.
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU !! I SHOULD HAVE KICKED YOU IN THE NUTS AND MADE YOU STERILE WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE. IF I HAD A SHOVEL I'D BEAT YOUR ASS.. I HOPE YOU STEP ON A RUSTY NAIL AND YOUR FOOT FALLS OFF! YOU FAT SON OF A BITCH I HATE YOUR GUTS.. I HATE...YOUR.... GUTS! YOU SLIMY SLITHERY SON OF A BITCH I HATE YOUR GUTS! I HATE YOUR GUTS!!!!!!!!! sorry i had to vent....i hope his ears are burning while he's basking in the phoenix sun...............ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!

Heart Break
So tonight I waited for you to call. Then decided you were waiting for me. I called and you were distant. I asked you why. You straight up accused me of looking for someone else. I wasn't. Damnit I loved you, shit I still love you. What do you want me to do?? You are the reason I had to come here, I didn't want to be away from you. So I sit here in tears bawling, feeling gut wrenching pain, wondering why you think I would do that. Wondering why you won't answer your phone,I didn't do anything wrong!!!

Hope
hope is a silly thing we humans seem to try and grasp when life sucks. u hope and pray the one u think u love( which i know dosent exsist ) will fall for u and make u the happiest person alive . but in the end nothing happens and u are stuck in the darkness wondering why u never find happiness. u think to your self all the reason ur emo mind will come up with why u cant seem to find the fantasy life u have swimming around ur subconscious mind in ur dreams every night. when u are young u hope for a great job life partner that ull never find and family, home and all the wonderful things kids dream , then u start searchin but due to dumbass choices that ur bound to make u never find it. like me the wrong choice is the one i make everytime. but noone to blame but me . lolwell thats it for now just felt like blowing some steam .

So, I Wrote A Poem. . .
llusionary Winter Duet by: R.M.M. I dream through tear glittered eyes of something beautiful. As my mind slowly passes over to slumber land, the tears change. Suddenly, they were never tears at all, but snowflakes resting on my lashes. The pain in my heart was never pain at all, just sweet gasps from the chilled air. There is no lifeless cotton lump carelessly nestled in my arms. Instead, you are there resting gently against me warm and alive. I don't lay in that place as I used to in the other with tangled sheets and covers. If anything is tangled, than it is my arms within yours. We move and sway a bit like children under the winter moon. Our shadows silently mimicking our motions in the snow. You smile and I return it with my own cheery one. Under the waning beams of the moon our lips meet and the dream is over far too soon.

To My Little Angel...
I was givin the most amazing gift and five minutes after she was givin to me she was taken from me. My daughter Star Lynn was born March 12, 2000 so eight years ago was the first official time I became a mother but the angels above needed her more then I did, I guess. sometimes I get angry with the world for taking her from me but then other times i feel blessed cause had she lived she would not have been able to walk or be able to function as a normal person would. However dont get me wrong I love her with all my heart and miss her more then someone could ever imagine missing someone. Star is now my angel in heaven and watches over me and her little brothers, but there's times like today her birthday I wish to have her here with me yeah that sounds very selfish and I'm sorry but gosh loosing a child is such a rotten feeling and i wouldn't wish that on any one on earth. I just want to express how much having a child is a blessing and a true miricale I wouldn't change being a mother for

To All Of My Dear Loving Friends!
Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Sending out love and hugs to all . Hope you have a great night and sweet dreams when you sleep...Your friend~Donna~

Naughty Application Please Apply
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO

~ A Kiss....~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Kiss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender. ~A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest. ~Where one drop of blood drains a castle of life, so one kiss can bring it alive again. ~A kiss is the shortest distance between two. ~Women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten the last. ~A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. ~There is the kiss of welcome and of parting, the long, lingering, loving, present one; the stolen, or the mutual one; the kiss of love, of joy, and of sorrow; the seal of promise and receipt of fulfillment. ~If you are ever in doubt as to whether or not

30 Things Never To Say To A Naked Man
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does

New Job...
as alot of u already know, i started my first civilian job last monday... well today we had a meeting and my team leader let us know that they all decided that they hired too many people... so sometime in the next week or so, they are letting 2 people from each section go... im freaking out right now! i dont wanna lose this job... so to say the least, its been a bad day...

Foundations Destroyed..
Current mood: bummed We live in an age of Secular Humanism, where right and wrong are considered in the eye of the beholder. "No Fault Divorce," alternative lifestyles, and non-marriage partnerships are hailed and granted moral equivalency, which is contrary to the Word of God. By God's design and purpose, marriage is meant to be a lifetime commitment between a man and woman. So what is the fruit of this godless void, this secular utopia where the sanctity of marriage is defiled and people hold on to their automobile longer than their spouse? 63% of youth suicides are from broken homes 90% of all homeless and runaway children are from broken homes 85% of all children that exhibit behavioral disorders come from broken homes 80% of rapists motivated with displaced anger come from broken homes 71% of all high school dropouts come from broken homes 75% of all adolescent patients in chemical abuse centers come from broken homes 7

My Profile!!
*I'm downdatin' again. 'S coo', bro. Deal wid it. Man! 90% uh Fubar users wont eyeball dis anyway. Slap mah fro! To de 10% dat do, I'm so'ry, but youse now dumba' fo' it. Man!** Well...I'm 29 now, so cut me some slack, Jack. It's real nodin' spectacular. Ah be baaad... ah' bet dat's goin' t'happen when ah' turn 30. ah' spent mah' 29d birdday at da damn Rustic Saloon in Ohio. 'S coo', bro. Yeah. Lop some boogie...I'll neva' drink one uh Dain's shots again, even dough HE insists ah' will. ah' spent da damn last hour in mah' truck, goin' between sleep and vomitin' out da damn doo'. ah' guess it's not some baaaad time unless ya' puke. Dank God ah' fo'gots mah' camera. WORD!..(Oh, who am ah' kiddin'? I'm sho' man I'll drink his shots, ah' can't resist any shot. Man!..)Pray ah' duzn't fo'get mah' camera dis time... Ohio wuz fine fun. 'S coo', bro. Met some lot uh interestin' sucka's. ah' gots de stars on mah' neck done at Body Language Tattoo on Hamilton Avenue. Dat wuz mah' birdday present

Every Time
Every time I think about you, I wonder if you are thinking about me? You have me wrapped around your finger. When you tell me you love me I get this warm feeling inside. And when i go to bed at night i think about your gorgeous eyes. The way you look at me makes me feel one of a kind. You look at me with your piercing yes and you see me for what i am. I know that you care. I know that you are always here for me. I want to be with you for the rest of my life.

Id Do Anything
What should i do, or what should i say? to make this last forever, id do anything.... to keep u here in my arms, to leave u here with me- to prolong this love, id do anything... for this to last our lives, and to see u every day... to preserve that sweet look in your eyes- id do anything....

Don't Stop The Music ~ Rihanna
Please don't stop the music (4x) It's gettin late I'm making my way over to my favorite place I gotta get my body moving shake the stress away I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way Possible candidate (yeah) Who knew That you'd be up in here lookin like you do You're makin' stayin' over here impossible Baby I must say your aura is incredible If you dont have to go don't Do you know what you started I just came here to party But now we're rockin on the dancefloor Acting naughty Your hands around my waist Just let the music play We're hand in hand Chest to chest And now we're face to face I wanna take you away Lets escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rockin to it Please don't stop the Please don't stop the music I wanna take you away Lets escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rocking to it Please don't st

Things I Have Written. Not In Order!
The hand Sometimes the hand holding the sharpes, deepest cutting knife Is the softest Sometimes the hand that is holding the bleeding remains of your heart are the gentlest Sometimes the hand that is holding the balance of your life is the most perfect Sometimes, and just, sometimes The hand that covers your eyes Are the ones you were just caressing with your lips ************************ Things Things that bother me. I cannot say things that hurt me I cannot say things that tell me one thing I cannot say things that tell me another I cannot say things that I want to say I cannot say things that I cannot say may set me free ********************************** Just wanted to say...this started out as a poem. Then started sounding like a song. Maybe I can get some help making it to music..? I took your pictures from the wall I didn't know that we would fall When the heart ache came to me

Soda
I'm trying to quit drinking soda and DAMN it is hard. I think I'm actually craving soda. I don't drink caffeinated sodas anyway, but geez. I guess I just like the flavor and the carbonation. I've had water, gatorade, and V8 Splash today. Yes, I was working out so the Gatorade wasn't as bad for me. I'm trying to think of other things to drink. I need to buy some crystal light packets or something. I'm going to limit my sweet tea, but I'm not gonna stop drinking it. Sweet tea is my crack! So, any encouragement or words of wisdom would be great. Thanks!! ♥Amy

First Blog
Hi people. For those of you who don't know me too well, this is to enlighten ya on the type of person I am. I would like to make friends here and if I offend, I'd rather you told me about it instead of going to someone else telling them about it. That is one of my pet peeves --- people talking behind my back, whether it's good or not. If you have something to say about me, please tell ME, not the person next to you or one of your friends or whoever. Another pet peeve I have is people who think that they're better than everyone else. Those are the ones who "turn up their noses" at you because you don't dress, act, or look like them. Hey, everyone is an individual. Nowhere is it written in stone that everyone has to be like someone else. No two people are the same. If everyone was the same, this world would be one boring place to be. If you have any comments or thoughts on this, feel free to do so. I also wanted to thank those of you who welcomed me here at Fubar

For You
So many times I sit and stare... So many times I wonder Am I Insane? So many times I ask myself why? Why do I care? Why Do I not? Why do I have these urges? Why do I have such an untamed hunger for....you? Why do I have these feelings? Why I ask...Though I know .....And yet I don't! There is something pulling me...Something inside. I am like a fish with no water when your not around. A heart with no beat when I don't hear your voice. I can not think, but of you, the one who forever marked my soul when my eyes meet yours. You push me away, refuse to care for me or let me care for you. You judge me with the hate that you induce upon all of my kind. You asume I can not be trusted and therefore won't give me a chance. So I wait for you and only you, the one who melts my cold heart with a look and a smile. For one day I will prove my intentions are true and maybe one day you will let me in and give me a chance. For all I want in this world of darkness and despair is to be

Gotta Have You
My lines of love and lust have crossed- I'm caught up in this fire, trying so hard not to give in... to these desires- it seems impossible when you look in my eyes, i fall into your arms, through your starry gaze. my heart feels a blur it just becomes a sweaty haze... i gotta feel you, gotta have you, its not fair i need you...

5 Secrets To A Perfect Relaionship For The Ladies!!!
1. It's important tohave a man who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up an has a job. 2. It's important to have a man who can make you laugh!! 3. It's important to have a man who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you!! 4. It's important to have a man who is good in bed and who likes to be with you!! 5. It's very very important that these four men don't know each other!!

I Remember :d
If you're under the age of 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you definitely shouldnt repost it. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! -Clarissa Explains it All!! You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember when it was worth staying up late for Saturday Night Live. You remember reading "Goosebumps" and 'Scary Stories to Read in the Dark' You still get t

Run The Show ~ Kat Deluna
(shaka dee) ha ha shaka dee man GMB, first lady, Kat you dun' know Red One, let's go (kat) got you half flippin like fire come with me let me take you higher i'm the object of all your desire and your attention is all i require don't stop now cause you on a roll make me go anywhere that you go i'm that dream in your head when you're sleepin' i'm that secret inside that you're keepin' woah-woah (hook) you want this don't front qué qué qué pasa speak up cuál es la cosa ven aquí let's get closer and closer (chorus) i say no-oh-oh if you wanna take it slow-oh-oh catch up well now let's go-oh-oh together we run the show-oh-oh i say no-oh-oh if you wanna take it slow-oh-oh don't stop well now let's go-oh-oh together we run the show-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh bite your lips cause you know that you feel it when i shake it you know you're addicted i see you're lovin this dominicana you like the way that I dance the bachata don't stop now, cause i'm on a roll

Perfect
Can't you see we're perfect for each other We're both athletic I can be shy so can you I can be nice so can you We both are stupid at times I can be funny so can you we can both deal being alone at times I like you so................... wait I'm not sure about that one OK so we're not that perfect but perfection and lots of similarities are good but if we don't like each other than it means nothing after all some opposites attract

Thanks Everyone
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED MAKE MY HAPPY HOUR A SUCCESS..SOME OF YOU HUNG AROUND RATING ME EVEN AFTER IT WAS OVER. SPECIAL THANKS TO YOU ALL.. TO MY NEW FRIENDS AND FANS DONT BE STRANGERS.. THANK YOU.. MUCH LUV TO YAZ..HUGGS TNK

I'll Never Know
My fear of rejection won't let me reveal it Will this crush forever remain a secret? I really like this dude & everything he is Wishing each night that he would call me -his- He just doesnt know of these feelings that are growing so strong I wish he saw that I blush when he comes along How will I ever tell him of this crush? Is my timing right or am I in too much of a rush? Sometimes I think that these are the beginning stages of love Maybe hes my soul mate, God sent from above... What is it about him that makes life carefree Could it be the way he says -Teesha- when he speaks to me Or maybe it's how when he speaks, I get chills every time It might just be when flashes that smiles, that gains a possession of this soul of mine No it has to be the butterflies I get when he's around And how he touch me, my heart drops to the ground I guess the reason of the crush is a mystery Because there's so many things about him that attracts me Well, I guess I'll never know why I fe

That Bastard In Jive!!!
Same blog, VIP Suite infiltrated, in Jive Speak... Ok, so's here's de deal. I'm lyin' in de V.I.P. suite at K. Lew's crib. (Yeah man, ah' have mah' own bedroom at da damn locashun uh our afterbar parties, I'm dat damn special! Right on!) Tryin' t'sleep. Jes hang loose, brud. I'm drunk, ah' need mah' rest t'recoup fo' Saturday night. Man! (Let's face it, I'll be goin' out again. 'S coo', bro.) Do ya' dink I'm allowed t'sleep? HELL NO! Preach it loud, bruddah!! Right on! Why? I'll tell ya' why. Slap mah fro! A'cuz ah' have some drunk fucka' who decides t'lay in bed next t'me, (on top uh de covers where as ah' am underdiggin' hoth dem) and DRAPES HIMSELF ON ME! Preach it loud, bruddah!! Right on! Now ah' likes t'sleep on mah' belly. Slap mah fro! It's plum de way ah' roll. Imagine said drunk fucka' tryin' t'rub mah' back, and put his hands underdiggin' hoth de blankets t'get some betta' "grasp" on doodads. Mainly mah' ass I'm sho' man. Unacceptable. So's afta' he moves his body c

Unspokening Words
Just look at me and try to see What my lips are saying from deep inside Look at me eye-to-eye Hoping you would tell me and would never lie Touch my face and say that you love me Embrace me tight like you wouldn't let go of me Whisper the words that I've been longing to hear Those three little words that says "i love you" dear For so long have I wished that you would see How I love you more each day that passed I see my dreams always inside a broken glass For no one knows I was trapped with you I was in front you but why can you see right through? Hoping you would look at me just like how you look at her I guess you can't hear what I'm trying to say Well maybe my words is better left unspoken

Killa ~ Cherish
Yo joc? Yea I dont think they ready for this one Oh... Cherish They make me wanna lose control Yea You know who it is I'm in a white beater, two seater cruise control Pull up and ya girl might lose control Not playas circle but a duffle bag boy Guarantee they cant get enough of that boy I saw him from a distance and i watched him make his way to the bar. He walked up to me slowly, whispers and he says "I know who you are, I wanna get to know you" I can tell he was a player but he knows just how to make ya lose control Somehow i knew.. That shawty is a killa But i really want him And i gotta have him tonight Sraight heart breaker But it really dont matter Cause i really want him tonight The way he licks his lips, I'm in a infatuated state of mind oooh yea Hes so hard to resist I got to tell ya baby boy is so fine Just got ta have you ooh yea' I can tell he was a playa But he knows how to make ya lose control If you only

Touch My Body ~ Mariah Carey
MC, uh, uh, uh In the place to be Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah I know that you've been waiting for it I'm waiting too In my imagination I'd be all up on you I know you got that fever for me Hundred and two And boy I know I feel the same My temperature's through the roof If there's a camera up in here Then it's gonna leave with me When I do (I do) If there's a camera up in here Then I'd best not catch this flick On YouTube (YouTube) 'Cuz if you run your mouth and brag About this secret rendezvous I will hunt you down 'Cuz they be all up in my business Like a Wendy interview But this is private Between you and I Touch my body Put me on the floor Wrestle me around Play with me some more Touch my body Throw me on the bed I just wanna make you feel Like you never did. Touch my body Let me wrap my thighs All around your waist Just a little taste Touch my body Know you like my curves Come on and give

Update: Fuluv Bomb Squad!
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the

Poem About How I Feel Right Now
Once more I cut.. I cant control myself Going deeper and deeper I feel my vein burst Bloods running everywhere I'm fading And its all because of you You swore to me You promised me you wouldnt leave SHE was the one who drove you away I'm dieing now Cause I love you But you love me not Death is getting closer I feel it creeping upon me Coldness fills my body I take one last breath I whisper " I love you and never forget"

Relationships
out of sight; out of mind; doesn't it make you wonder; how easily people are distracted when you're not around; but how easily they want to know what is going one, when they are sitting around doing nothing; out of sight; out of mind; how quickly one forgets responsibility when there are other distractions; how easy it is to take for granted that someone will take care of your responsibilities; regardless of how long you're gone, without question, with out concern; out of sight; out of mind;

Vedanta
Vedanta is the spiritual light in the form of Vedic wisdom. Vedanta is the essence of ancient books belongs to the life on the planet. Basic verdict of Vedanta is end or conclusion of the subject concerning the life on the planet & its motto & goals to achieve their in for ultimate glory of life here itself & their onwards. It is all about the creation of life & their in on either pace subjective on soul illusion & the supreme. It is an assumption that only god has created these Vedas in its original script, with the time & pace lot of life saints have derived lot from them just for the ultimate benefit of life on the planet. When god created the universe with animate & inanimate on the verge of illusion, fraction of supreme soul is subjected to life on its varying sphere in various modes among them human is the one being seen as the fit for final beatitude to conclude the mode of life? But here it needs true guidance to carry on with in the form of divine light. God is the one

Oh Boy
I'm gonna go on a hating rampage. ARMY BOYS SUCK! lol seriously, dating this guy who I thought was really nice...ummm gets a girlfriend and then tries to hook up with me?! HELLO FUCK NO! k thx anywho...ummm I ship out in a whole 26 days Stoked like whoa. and this past weekend was like a giant binger ...where I ran into some old friends wanted to punch a fellow depr and felt totally sad that my best friend (guy friend) is sad. It sucks. Anywho...PLEASE someone take me out on an actual date where you don't think your gonna get fucked after...I'm tired of the dogs..I want a guy who ACTUALLY likes me you know? not just the tits. I don't really think Army boys suck..just a great many lol ok well I'm soooooooo gonna stop blogging..hit me up on myspace or something or on here lol ♥ ak

My First Contest
DOES DJ MALICIOUS INSPIRE YOU SHE IS HOSTING HER FIRST CONTEST DATE HAS BEEN EXTENDED TILL FRI 3/28 IF YOU WIN AND HAVE A VIP YOU WILL RECEIVE A 7-DAY BLAST LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD SEND ENTRIES IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO malicious one@ fubar ALL ENTRIES MAY NOT BE POSTED TO YOUR PERSONAL PROFILES TILL AFTER THE CONTEST IS FINISHED - THANK YOU

Reflections
Life If I could have one wish, it would be to be a Big firm executive type deal, something corporate so everyone could kiss my ass... Life can make you wish for death rather than remain here... Life can drag you down worse than your enemies ever could... Life can take your soul and use it as a stress-reliever... Life can take your heart and grind it to pieces... Life can make you think of death... Can death make you think of life?

Death......
Beautiful Explanation of Death ~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side. Very quietly, the doctor said, 'I don't know.' 'You don't know? You, a Christian man, Do not know what is on the other side?' The doctor was holding the handle of the door; On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, 'Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing..

Pilot
i read a website somewhere that said a pilot was waiting in line for clearance to take off...and he said "I'm so fucking bored" the control tower immediately radioed to ask the last transmitter to identify themselves....the pilot said " I said I was fucking bored, not fucking stupid!" Sharan says:

One Unbelievably Bad Day!
Well I don't quite know how to begin to describe the day that I've had today. First thing today I got news that I'm basically screwed for getting back into the gaming industry unless I want to lie about my practical experience. Although I have 9 years experience doing EXACTLY what I did when I did it as a job...the JOB part is all they seem to pay attention to. So I can't hardly find a job in the games industry...BUT...I had a glimmer of hope until this morning. The studio I worked with in England posted a 'track designer' job (which is the job that I did for them on ATV Offroad Fury 4), so I applied and got the news this morning that while they were happy to see my application, they are looking for a candidate with a little more experience! Needless to say after that I was feeling rather sorry for myself. I sat back and took stock of my life, where I am, my eventual retirement (and lack of planning or saving for it)...and I was just about to (as we say in the games industry) '

I Need To Vent
I'M ABOUT TO EXPLODE. I'M ABOUT TO HAVE A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. I'M COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED WITH MY LIFE. I'VE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP IT TOGETHER BUT IT'S GETTING HARD. I'M DEALING WITH SO MUCH. I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE,PEOPLE I THOUGHT WAS MY FRIENDS ARE FULL OF SHIT. I JUST WANNA SCREAM AND THROW SHYT. I NEED TO RELEASE THIS ANGER THAT I HAVE INSIDE. I NEED TO JUST LET GO. I NEVER ALLOWED MYSELF TO GET CLOSE TO ANYONE. SO WHEN I DO, WHAT HAPPENS THEY LET YOU DOWN. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS A GOOD FRIEND TO PEOPLE. BUT I GUESS U CANT BE NICE TO EVERYBODY. PEOPLE TRY TO GET CLOSE TO YOU TO GET TO YOUR MAN. YOU TELL YOUR ISSUES AND PROBLEMS TO THESE SO CALLED FRIENDS, THEY USE THEM TELL TO OTHER PEOPLE, LIKE THEY DONT HAVE PROBLEMS TOO. YOU THINK YOU CAN TRUST THE CLOSEST PERSON TO YOU AND THEY SCREW YOU AND YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO ENJOY IT. RELATIONSHIPS...WELL I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO EVEN TALK ABOUT THAT. I JUST NEEDED TO VENT I GUESS. IF YOU READ THIS AND IT EFFECTS YOU IN A GUILTY WAY

Im Not On Here Often.
i dont really care for the games on here sorry, but i do like to talk to people.. so if youd like to get to know me and more about me go to stupid myspace.. yeah.. i know!! but im not in the mood to argue!! http://myspace.com/molliebizkit my life style is a bit different so it may contain adult content. but please stop by and make a comment or send me a message:) Thanks Tonya

The Whysssss
to all friends and fans sorry i was gone so long. I had to get out and run the streets for a while. I spent some time learning how to scuba dive, and a lot of time fishing and drinking with my friends. Than we saw some new bands that most iof you wouldn't know like hog crushers ( they rock) and some you would like van halen (eddie still has it). But i am back know and ready to spend some time letting the liver dry out ( not) so hit me up and let me know what is going on..... till next time rock out and keep the rubber side down.

Mortality
Lying awake at night, while the rest of the world sleeps my mind wanders. I think of the times that have passed me by. They all float around missed chances, chances I should have but never took. I’m still too young to know what the future holds for me, but I know far more than anyone my age should about their own mortality. The television is on, I hear the commercial in the background, and my mind is racing to fast for me to focus on it. Staring blankly at the screen a plug for some random cleaning tool is playing, and I don’t care. I’ve fought my demons, many battles have raged, I’ve won and I’ve lost, but now it seems they are winning once again. We all go through the battles each and every day but we never take the time to think about what the complications may be for what happens after. I may be young but I feel like I have lived a long lifetime, the pains and agonies of an uncertain lifespan. So here I am once again, looking up at the ceiling with the light of the televis

The State Of Our Government
Marion Barry/Eliot Spitzer So let me get this straight, the only difference between Mr. Barry and Mr. Spitzer is, one was a crackhead and the other a fornicator. What makes one any more vile than the other. If you recall (for those of you old enough to remember) the Government upheaval in 1991 when then D.C., elected mayor was not only caught with a ”pipe” in one hand and a hooker in the other partying in a hotel room. He only served 6 months in prison and was reelected a year later as a council member and two years later again as the Mayor of D.C. serving a second term. By the way..Marion Barry is still a city council member in the 8th ward. Just something for you to think about MR. SPIT-ZER. (See kids.. Yes, MONEY CAN BY ANYTHING) Now we have this matter with the Gov. of New York., well Mr. Spitzer don’t you worry, Bill Clinton is still (barely) married not only is she one of the forerunners for the presidency, but you know she has to be thinking.. NOW IT’S MY T

About Me`!
hello everyone, i'm a chinese boy in universty i like to make friends with people all over the world... i like to chat with you to practice my english.and i'd like to talk about with you something about china an American.... my msn :monkeywang007@live.cn

Woman
IF U R ON MY EVILANDNAUGHTY ACCOUNT DO NOT TALK TO ME UNLES U R IN THE ROOM I HANG OUT IN. AND DONT ASK ME TO GET YOU A DRINK UNLES U R IN THE ROOM I HANG OUT IN.AS FOR LOVE THERE IS NO LOVE. I WANT ONE WOMAN TO SHOW ME THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER AND THAT MONEY DONT MATTER. THAT WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS THE MOST. IM WALL IS GOING BACK UP. AND GOOD LUCK BREAKING IT BACK DOWN.

St. Pattys Day
I cant wait for this month to be over!!! first i need to let my friends know that if luTin and myself seem distant this will explain it to you. We lost our son due to a freak accident 15 years ago. He was 2 months from his 5th birthday. The reason that this month is so hard on us is the fact that he died on St Pattys day in 1993. WOW he would of been turning 20 may 18th. this is the reason we just aren't ourselves. Thank you all!

Fubar Friendships
I am trying right now to get to know my FUBAR friends. What are some of your likes and dislikes? New people are more than welcome to comment on this blog, as well as my friends. I wanna see who has somethin' in common with me, so that we can spark up some conversation. Because I love to chat about this and that. I'm not just on here for ratings, I wanna see if I can make some good friends! :) So, tell me something exciting that's happened to you!! Tell me about a vacation you took, or tell me something you like to do in your spare time! I wanna get to KNOW my fubar friends. :) Let me hear what ya have to say! Write a long ass blog comment if you want! I dont care!

I'm A Genius!
You have a Sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

This Is Fucked Up!
Okay so what's fucked is when people stop talking to you after they get what they wanted when hanging out with them one night. That's just really fucked up but it's alright because it's not like I don't have other friends to hang out with---it just makes it easier for me to be able to hang out with all of my other friends. But it bothers me that someone would do such a thing this is just a half ass not telling all the details story of what happened because I'm not telling any names or details. If you know me and would like to know the damn details then just let me know but if you know me you might just know the details and I know some of you dont but atleast one two does. I'll talk to you all later I am going to go to bed I am freezing and sleeping will clear my mind for the night I hope anyway. Later.

Dumb Fucks
DO YOU BELIEVE THIS GUY.. HEY RATED ME A '1' WHICH IS FINE. IT IS HIS OPINION, EVERY DUMB FUCK HAS A RIGHT TO ONE. HOWEVER, TO BE POLITE MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT IF I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL... THIS IS HIS PROFILE... AND BELEIVE ME HE IS NOT THAT IMPRESSIVE BUT I STILL WOULD HAVE RATED HIM A 10 OUT PITY... http://www.fubar.com/user/1691466

A Little Worried
This is going to sound gross to a few of you, so I am sorry for that. About 10 years ago I had ovarian cancer. Well now things in my body are a little fucked up again. I have been having my little visitor for over a week not and its really bad. I have lost a lot of blood, and am as white as a ghost. I feel incredibly dizzy and tired. I have missed work it has been so bad. I go Thursday to see for sure whats wrong, but I am so worried that it is some thing so much more. I know its probably not the cancer coming back, but I can't help but have that feeling. I am scared to death right now. What if is some thing so much worse. What am I going to do then? Plus, I am still so dizzy and stuff. I hate this. My mom told me to take some vitamins to help build me back up, but damn it does not work fast enough. But sorry if this grossed you out in any way, I just needed to vent.

I Love My Fishes!
I was just out in my backyard feeding my koi and goldfish and I saw one leap out of the water. It makes me wonder if they do that to catch bugs or just for fun. I've heard that goldfish have only a 3 second memory then why is it that when I go out to the pond they gather around near the surface waiting for me to feed them butt when my nieghbor brought over his neice and nephew they hid down deep. Not only do they remember but they recognize different people/things. I LOVE MY FISHES!!!! LOVE!!!

Havn't Had A Mumm Fight In A While.
Fucktard makes a MuMM begging for rates and using fake prayers and plees to level. Fucking disgrace. Then tries to tell me the person has cancer. Twice as disgrace full. I was cancer riddled for a years. If I only had a few months to live, my main fucking concern wouldn't be an e-level on fucking Fubar. Read and enjoy. Bottom to top of course. ->Lord Wolf ...: ROFLMAO! Your site? You have got to be kidding me. Get your other foot in the grave and get the fuck out of here you waste of space. Lord Wolf ...: get off my site fucking cunt bitch ->Lord Wolf ...: Do I look like I give a flying fuck? She can die for all I care. Now stop trying to use cancer to get a FAKE LEVEL on a fucking website. Like I believe the mindless fucking dripple you spit out. Dumbass. Lord Wolf ...: the women has cancer few months to live asshole ->Lord Wolf ...: Take your fake relgious plees and kill yourself. You're a fucking disgrace. Begging for rates and trying to use religion to do it. Pathetic. Lo

The List Of People
i am so sick of blocking people and for getting fucked over and lied to! so from now on i am going to start a list to keep track of the people that have lied to me or who have over all just fucked me over. I will also list why they are on this list under the link to their page! (if you are on this list for not filling your end of a deal i will remove you if you decide to pay up) ♠ PYTHON ♠@ fubar I made a deal with PYTHON that if I got him 2 bling packs and rated all of his pics that he would buy me a happy hour! I made the offer of all pics rated and 1 bling pack before and one after I get the happy hour. I filled my end of all pics rated and 1 bling pack and I have recieved nothing. Not even a responce in the shout box. I have waited 24 hours before posting him here!!

Go High Definition With Sony Bravia Hdtv
Since Sony corporation began, Sony has been committed to bringing the world the best in technology for the home. Having made contributions in consumer technology, we now have access to the Sony High Definition TV set range, one of the best in HDTV technology.Sony has been a leader in electronics, and Sony is certainly well-known for its introduction of the Walkman. Sony has been leap years ahead with its technology in TV sets. And the Trinitron technology has filtered through the years, improving to 'WEGA' technology. Sony now brings us the Bravia range of HD TVs.The Sony High Definition TV set range is another commitment from Sony to be committed to its Sony style way of working. Sony High Definition TV set comes in several elegant models, all designed with the very best in technology, while also offering a HDTV which looks great in your house.When the Sony High Definition TV set first was released the range of Sony High Definition TV set products was priced beyond which most would ha

Crys
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

Love Is Lust
I was just thinking about love. How we all chase it and in bad or past relationships, expect that it will come back. Its not something we can find or make magically appear. I'm talking about relationship love not love for family an friends. Love is lust. You know that feeling of euphoria we get when we have lust for someone? I believe that is really love. Thats what love is the rest is just a side show of care, concern and tradition. We of course learn to care for and have feelings for each other. But when the love leaves the formalities should to. You can still be friends I just don't understand how people can say I love you if they don't have that feeling? How can we neglect our relationships and then when they leave us, our instinctive fear of rejection causes us to try an mend what had already been broken beyond repair? If its gone be real, its better for the both of you. Move on an find a person who again makes you feel that way. Not saying its easy to just go from one to the nex

What Every Man Wants!
What a man wants and what will pleasure his cock to get him to blast a big load of cum. The following is one way to please a man…the intimate act of fellatio. A woman must want to perform this for him, and not make it a chore. If you have an attitude like you have to do it, then just forget it, he will not enjoy the process and neither will you. It will take you much longer to get him to blow a load if you do this just to be doing it. What I'm going to teach you today is a combination of a blowjob and handjob all at the same time. Both work well by themselves, but doing these techniques at the same time will give you, and him, the most amount of pleasure far better than each of you thought you could ever be able to do. Get yourself and him in a comfortable position. With him completely naked and yourself at least topless. Have him sit in a chair, sitting on the edge and laying back a bit and you on your knees between his legs, this will allow you to get real close. You might wan

Therapy For The Broken Hearted
So yeah, brandon and I broke up, he text messaged me the break up.. lol cowardless... anywho, to finally let go of what we had, I burned his clothing and the things that he sent me for v-day. yay me! verrry therapeutic.. it helps lol..

In Her Dreams
He cupped her face in his hand Looking at her longingly, a soft gentle kiss he gave In that moment, right there with him was all that mattered Her heart received him, her soul opened up to his In a crowded room he came up behind her Blew soft kisses on her bare back and neck Awakening feelings she didn't know A light sweat he noticed on her neck He sensed it all from the way her body responded to his He has her dreaming The mind fascinates her, His voice has her heart beating like an African drum She is swimming in the deep end and dosen't want to stop He has a body that makes her see future generation Every time she sees him she can't help but marvel at this Beautifully, wonderfully, and fearfully made creature Of God How beautiful they are together, in her dreams

For People With Kids
Ok...I just read something that made me PUKE....did you know kids are now huffing fermented sewage? Am I so out of the loop that I am alone in not knowing this?? Its called jenkems...something like that...here is the link http://67.19.222.106/crime/graphics/jenkem.pdf They are also starting to smoke something called salvia... here is another link... http://news.aol.com/health/story/_a/is-salvia-the-next-marijuana/20080311163509990001?ncid=NWS00010000000001 Am I the only one with kids that is THIS clueless on all this? (not from me, got it out of the mumms)

Ignorance
You know I dont blog much but when I come across ignorance in this day and age, I have to write about it. I recently received a message on myspace from an old high school friend. I havent talked to her in years and in high school we werepretty good friends. After exchanging a few messages, I sent her a friend request. I got a message back from her reading..."hey i want to talk to you but i dont want to be the only white person on your page call me my is 281-740-XXXX i have verizon. i am on the phone right now but will be off in about 30 minutes" I am like in total shock! I never thought she would be this kind of person to say such a thing. I also dont see what the damn difference is...why does it matter who I have on my page? For one, I have many "white" people on my page but wtf does it matter? I tried to reply but she set her profile to only receive messages from friends, no doubt to keep me from saying something. I cant beleive that still in this day in age, people still have issue

Death Dreams
i wander what they mean i dont like them they started about two weeks ago its odd how dreams exist in our minds it started with my sister and now its going with the family and yeah i know so comment i know everybody dies so ok but i get panicky about it so i just have to walk through these dreams i guess but in the meantime its a bummer cus i am having trouble sleeping and force myself awake i dont know just talking

Be For Real ,,
if you are going to read this you may not like it.. there are people on here that play dumbass drama games. it is so pathetic and i can't keep my mouth shut about it anymore. first dont even try and use me to get someone else jealous,, it wont work, i dont play drama and jealousy is just that drama. please do not put me down or have little hissy fits because i dont agree with you, we are all different and have our own opinions,, hello we are talking about being adults here,, aren't we? please don't give me shit about someone or something and then go and do the same thing that you just gave me shit about. omg,,that is just so fake and it shows me what kind of person you are. i am not one to care about points , ratings , levels or fubar money,, i am here to meet people and i have met a few i am not stupid and i am not sneaky,, if you keep coming on my page over and over without a comment or rating i dont care but dont sit there and one, think that i dont know what you are doing a

A Way To Live.....
Nothing endures forever. Everything perishes in time. So laugh and love while you may, Help who you can - work while you must And when the end comes so be it. All fame ends in oblivion and is soon forgotten But it is fun to strive, joy to win. It is a challenge to lose and try again And victory always comes if you try hard enough. To lose is not to fail. The only failure is to lose and not try again.

My Heros
I have two heros in my life one is my daddy and the most important one is my husband. He is in Iraq right now and I really admire him for fighting for not only my freedom but everyone out there no matter who they are.

Summer Sweat
Silky sweat on skin- internal humidity, he's on my mind again. I'm dreaming summer stroking, on blankets hidden in grass-green groves- that no one knows but us. Lips that whisper-moan words unheard but felt, and twisted by teasing tongues that make breathing hard- and thought unthinkable. My eyes are closed against too-bright sun, and too-sharp eyes that delve deep into places I keep hidden even from him. Then weight disappears- and hands that held mine trapped are pulling me higher, as earth and air and self explode-contract and I'm crying- as my eyes open, and my hands reach for a face that's not there. Only my bedroom ceiling, and the air-conditioner is broken again.

Realize
After hearing this song and reading other friends' blogs about songs that say all the right things, I just had to post it here. This song goes out to a certain someone from my past. I wish he would just realize what he missed out on. Lyrics Take time to realize That your warmth is Crashing down on in Take time to realize That I am on your side didn't I, didn't I tell you But I can't spell it out for you No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized We'd never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, now Take time to realize Oh oh, I'm on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you Take time to realize This could all pass you by Didn't I tell you But I can't spell it out for you No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized

A Death In My Family.. Please Send Condolences If You Knew Her..
God be with her... Elizabeth Berkowitz mother of 2 friends to many grandma to grandchildren and great grandchildren. Ive been taking care of this wonderful woman along with Her son Allen and daughter Margaret and granddaughters and family. She loved her crafts and she loved her egg drop soup with no noodles and extra fortune cookies. She loved to do things on her own and making people happy and wherever she went she ALWAYS made a new friend. Even if it was the hospital or a home... she always made a new one. She also loved giving the world to everyone in the world. She had sooo much love to give and whenever you were around her you knew it. She was a bus driver for marion county and she was part of many organizations. You could say she was a butterfly when it came to the community. She passed on Monday, March 10th, 2008 in her own home ( right where she wanted to be). I just want to say that I loved that woman even though I was only a part of her life for 9 months.. but I consider that

Promobully
Centerfolds: the only thing hotter than our staff is the beat! DJ Ackrite DJ Phyre Phli Did your fu-life bite today? bad auction? didn't level? well come kick it with us tonight. We got hot muzik, hot girls, and the atmosphere where you can leave all the b.s. behind! We're doing it BIG all night. WE'RE KICKING OFF TEQUILA TUESDAY AT 7PM FUBAR TIME BE THERE OR BE ... WHATEVER YOU ARE NOW. Centerfolds: the only thing hotter than our staff is the beat!

Ill Always Love You
I'll Always Love You by Sabrina Through all of the smiles, And all of the tears, Sometimes I can't believe, You are finally here. You rescued me from myself, And made me feel whole, Filled all of the empty places, Deep within my soul. You can make me laugh, You can make me cry, I know I'll always love you, Until the day that I die. Every morning I awake, With the picture of you, No matter what life brings, Together we can pull through I know there'll be good times, And I know there'll be bad,, But as long as were together, They'll be the best "bad" times, I've ever had.

Favorites For 3-11-08
-SONG- "Where Do You Go to My Lovely" Peter Sarstedt........I first heard this song in the Wes Anderson movie "The Darjeeling Limited", and I really enjoyed the sound. As you have probably noticed, it is currently playing on my profile here. -FILM- "Hard Candy"........I watched this movie for the first time today, and I absolutely loved it. It stars Ellen Paige, the young actress who gained recent fame as the title character in the hit "Juno". Paige portrays a fourteen year old who uses the Internet to lure a thirty-two year old male photographer that she suspects of being a petaphile. The anticipation mounts once the photographer finds himself under the control of the young girl, who is much more than the helpless teen he thought her to be. -BOOK- Queen of Camelot by Nancy McKenzie........This vibrant novel tells the story of Camelot, King Arthur, and Merlin through the eyes of the young queen, Guenivere, who tore them all apart. The book begins the night Guenive

Can You Do Me A Realllllyyyy Big Favor
Really simple no bombing I'm in a contest and the way I win is referring my friends to her page http://fubar.com/user.php?u=813171&friend=813171# Go to her page rate, fan and add her and in the box that you add her put ninemmruger sent me in the friends request TY VM Fumail me back when you do ty vm

Miss U
I Wanted to say I miss you all and I have not been around because I am sick! I am tryin to get better because I go in for surgery next week and need to be well!! Smoooooches All You Sexy Fookers! I love you and cant wait to be back with you all! SMOOOOOOOOCHES TO ALL MY REAL FAM AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!! LOVE YOU JLYNN

Join Me At 7 Pm Fu Time
TNK's Happy Hour Tonight Calling all DSC, FAR, IBIC and Independent Family ♥Tnk♥ Let's Help Her On Her Way To Godmother!! ~~TNK's Happy Hour~~ Tuesday, March 11, 2008 7pm fu-time - 9pm cst - 10pm est (repost of original by 'MyZtErY �¡Ù DirtySouthCrew ¡Ù Owned by BOBBYBONES ¡Ù I.B.I.C. ¡Ù' on '2008-03-11 10:57:00') (repost of original by '~♫¨¢ĵṔḥḯḻḂṹṝḡ360♫~~Dirty South Crew~' on '2008-03-11 11:03:59') (repost of original by 'MyZtErY �¡Ù DirtySouthCrew ¡Ù Owned by BOBBYBONES ¡Ù I.B.I.C. ¡Ù' on '2008-03-11 11:17:07') (repost of original by 'Devilish_Angel ~member of~ S.B.A.B , D.S.C , I.B.I.C~& RL GF to Papasmurff3~' on '2008-03-11 11:42:22') (repost of original by 'MyZtErY ☆ DirtySouthCrew ☆ Owned by BOBBYBONES ☆ I.B.I.C. ☆' on '2008-03-11 11:54:33')

Now Hiring
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interstedin being a DJ please contact me for more information. Also i need DJ skin, and Kaijaw to message me. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also*

Newest Update
Well today i got the news i feared from the doctors about my daughter's Cat Scan. Her brain is still bleeding and they weren't sure why. It was supposed to be gone by now and it is still there. Now i have to take her to a Neurologist and who knows when i can get in there?!She is trying so hard to be brave for me and trying so hard to be strong. She is my hero and without her i would not be who i am today! When i get down, she's there to pick me up, when i fall to pieces, she's there to glue them all together. I've been getting little or no sleep through all this worry about getting her up from the couch to goto the bathroom and getting her back down to sleep and when she has her night terrors, i am there. When she cries in pain from her leg, i have to give her her pain meds. Seein ur kid in so much pain she doesn't know if she wants to scream or cry and then to see her body shake from pain is an incrediblely heart wrenching thing. Knowing there is nothing but time to heal from this see

Pebblesinaz Auction Bully......
SINCE I WAS DENIED A REPOST CUZ I WAS DOING IT TOO FAST I DECIDED TO BLOG IT INSTEAD......... New Auction! NO ENTRY FEE! Just some fun and good times! If you haven't been in an auction before it's a great way to make friends and have some fun. If you aren't currently owned or are about to break your chains, get your offer together and let me know. I'll put ya on the block and help promote you as well! Just drop me a quick private message and let me know. Bidding will start the 15th of March! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar Some ideas of things to offer for those that are stumped... Owned by "xxxxxx" in name for 1 month. Make my #1 Friend for the month. Crush for the month. Add to Family. A salute for you. Rate all pics/stash and blogs. A daily drink or gift. A big pimpin' gift. A bling a week. Profile comment daily. "X" number of p

An Irish Blessing
An Irish Blessing May the blessing of light be upon you, Light on the outside, Light on the inside. With God's sunlight shining on you, May your heart glow with warmth, Like a turf fire that welcomes friends and strangers alike. May the light of the Lord shine from your eyes, Like a candle in the window, Welcoming the weary traveler. May the blessing of God's soft rain be on you, Falling gently on your head, refreshing your soul With the sweetness of little flowers newly blooming. May the strength of the winds of Heaven bless you, Carrying the rain to wash your spirit clean Sparkling after in the sunlight. May the blessing of God's earth be on you, And as you walk the roads, May you always have a kind word for those you meet. May you understand the strength and power of God. In a thunderstorm in Winter, And the quiet beauty of creation, In the calm of a Summer sunset, And may you come to realize, that, insignificant as you may seem in this great Universe,

Remenmber The 80's
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes.about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda... And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet . If we wanted to know something, we had to use the 12 year old set of encyclopedias we had at home or we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebod

You Know What I Hate???
I really hate it when people ask me for help and I do everything in my power to help them. Yet when I ask for help I have very few people that come and help me. Literally like 4 people. So I just want to say thanks to my true friends and to the rest of you F*ck Off!! Don't ask me for help ever again!! Thanks for showing your true colors!!

Can You? Have You?
Have You Ever... [x ]Played Spin the Bottle? [ ]Toilet Paper someone's house [x ]Played Poker with money [x ]Gone swimming in a white T-shirt [x]been tickled so hard you couldn't talk [x]like someone but never told them [x ]went camping [ ]had a crush on your brother's friend [x ]walk in the rain without an umbrella [ ]told a joke that no body thought was funny [x ]been in a talent show [x ]started laughing at someone's bedtime 9my own kids lol) [x ]worn something your mom didn't approve of [ ]been to a nude beach [ ]drank Jack Daniels [x ]cursed in a church [x ]been called a slut for kissing someone [ ]burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener [x ]wanted to be a police officer [x ]dumped someone [x ]been hit on by someone too old [x ]wanted to be a model [x ]bought lottery tickets [x ]made out in a car [x ]cried during a movie [x ]wanted something you couldn't have [ ]had sex on the beach [x ]had the drink sex on the beach [ ]seen someone shoplift

Dark Lotus - My First Time
[Violent J:] The first time, I didn't even feel guilty Never washed off, stayed bloody and filthy Just laid there next to the kid all night Kind of soaking it all in, and feeling alright I wasn't even old enough to drive yet, it was hell I had to put him on my handlebars and dump him down a well I try to feed of that until I couldn't anymore By my sixteenth birthday, my total had grown to four. [Monoxide:] I ain't afraid of you, but be afraid of me Cause when the lights go down, there ain't no stopping me Memories of my first real killing They found her all tied up, just hanging from the ceiling. What I was feeling was just so dark and twisted I couldn't believe I just did this. Now I'm stuck in my very own private Hell Will I ever do it again? Time will tell. [Chorus:] My first time I was in control until the blood It was my first time The bloody mess I had to clean up It was my first time I know this ain't right It was my first time I finally took

Please Tell Me
Tonight I Wanna CryBy Keith UrbanBest Video Codes EVER WONDER IF YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE? EVER WONDER WHAT YOUR PLACE IN LIFE IS? I DO . SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT MY PURPOSE IN LIFE REALLY IS. I MEAN ITS LIKE THINGS CAN BE GOIN SO GOOD THEN SHIT HAS TO HAPPEN THAT JUST SHOOTS YOUR WHOLE MOOD YOUR WHOLE EVERYTHING DOWN. I OFTEN SIT AND WONDER..WHY AM I EVEN HERE? IF IT WERE NOT FOR BAD LUCK I WOUILD HAVE NO LUCK AT ALL. SOMETIMES I HAVE FELT AS IF I AM DESTINED TO STRUGGLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.LIFE HAS A FUNNY WAY OF THROWING THINGS AT ME I KNOW THAT MUCH AND ITS LIKE YOU TURN TO CERTAIN PEOPLE TO TALK AND THEY ARE NEVER THERE FOR YOU BUT THEY SURE DO WANNA TALK TO YA WHEN THEY FIND THE TIME TO OR WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING. SOMETIMES I GET SO DAM FRUSTRATED THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. ITS LIKE I JUST WANNA GET IN MY CAR AND DRIVE TILL I CANT DRIVE NO MORE. JUST GO WHEREVER MY CAR TAKES ME. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I WANT TO BE ABLE TO NOT WORRY ABOUT THINGS..NOT WORRY ABOUT HOW I AM G

Fucking Life
I hate this right now i hate that i cant find my alarm clock cause i just remembered i threw it away cause it was broke and i have been searching for it all day. i hate that i thought it was an hour earlier then it was all last night and all today and i hate that when you try to tlak to someone how that other person dissapears and wont talk to you back. UGHHHHH

Honestly
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? pink 2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? uh can't tell you that, Honestly! 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? This survey 4. Honestly, what did you do today? Was online slept a little, went to town got some tea and pepsi 5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? umm maybe a little 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? no 7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? no 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?yes 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? very little makes me happy. 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yup 11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? bitchy 12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? well no 13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?yes 14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? a few 16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? yes 17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? I think you know

Tappinit Owns Me!!! Go Fu Luv Him!
IT'S OFFICIAL! TAPPINIT OWNS ME! Go show him lots and lots of Fu Love and tell him his PebblesinAZ sent ya! tappinit@ fubar Fan, Rate and Add him! He is amazing in every way! Humbly His: ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Mrs. Mz.dreams
hey ya need to go check her out n show her love!!! MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar so go and click the link to her page and love her click the il pic n love the work i did for her lol

Vh-1 Classic Rock Autism
VH1 Classic Rock AutismVH1 Classic's Rock Autism campaign is designed to help educate parents and build awareness about autism, a complex neurobiological developmental disorder that lasts throughout a person's lifetime, and to raise funds for a variety of autism research, advocacy, and support organizations. Autism affects one in every 150 children, with a child diagnosed every 21 minutes. Today, there is no known cause or cure. VH1 Classic aims to galvanize a community of artists and fans in support of this cause. Autism FactsLearn More What is autism? Autism is a complex neurobiological development disorder that lasts throughout a person's lifetime. Because persons with autism exhibit different symptoms or behaviors, ranging from mild to serious, autism is a "spectrum" disorder, or a group of disorders with a range of similar features. Learn more about autism. Diagnosing Autism Research shows that early intervention leads to improved outcomes for children with autism. Im

Funny Crap
Texas Logic After having dug to a depth of 10 yards last year, New York scientists found traces of copper wire dating back 100 years and came to the conclusion that their ancestors already had a telephone network more than 100 years ago. Not to be outdone by the New Yorkers, in the weeks that followed, California scientists dug to a depth of 20 yards, and shortly after, headlines in the LA Times newspaper read: 'California archaeologists have found traces of 200 year old copper wire and have concluded that their ancestors already had an advanced high-tech communications network a hundred years earlier than the New Yorkers.' One week later, " The Express News," a local newspaper in Texas reported the following: 'After digging as deep as 30 yards in corn fields near Austin , Bubba Johnson , a self-taught archaeologist, reported that he found absolutely nothing. Bubba has therefore concluded that 300 years ago, Texas had already gone wireless. Fifty Year Old Woman A

The Adult ?
HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK? *No* EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? *Yes* EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? *Yes* EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY? *No* DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? *Yes Which girl don't!* EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? *Yes* EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? *Yes* DIRTY TALK, OR STFU? *Dirty Talk* YEAH BABY! EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? *No* EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? *No* EVER HAVE A THREESOME? *Yes* EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? *YES* EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? *Yes* HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? *NO* WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? *Don't know* HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY? *Young* DO YOU LIKE 69? *Yes Yes YES* ARE YOU HORNY NOW? *always* HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS? *6* DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR? *No* DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO? *Yes* EVER BEEN WITH A CHEAT

Cursed
sometimes i feel like im cursed and now i feel like its gettin passed on to those im close to. im finally gettin to the point im happy with where my life is going but now the people im close to have some bad sh*t happenin to them i wish i knew what to do how to help how to make it all go away i dont have the right words to say and im afraid of sayin the wrong thing i just want those close to me know im here for them if they ever need an ear to listen a shoulder to cry on or someone to go out and get wasted with so we can forget whats goin on in the real world i worry that everything thats goin good for me will disappear and ill be all alone again i guess thats just my insecurities kickin in

For Ca Residents...reposted For Kristeen76
As some of you may know I work for a school in a small district in California.. Anyhow if you know what the Governor did to the budget then you know hes living up to the Terminator name. He took from our education budget and moved it at our childrens expences.. We keep hearing his BS that he is working on it, but we had to pink slip 22 of our own teachers (out of 28) to make up a small deficit of the budget. Along with losing Asst. Teachers who help kids learn how to read. Anyhow Im posting this with the link I think that if enough people write to him with concerns on this subject it may light a fire under his butt and he steps up to deal with his mistake So please guys can you help if you dont live in this state can you repost for friends you may have that do live in California. Please guys its not asking to much when our children are involved is it. Thank You very much in advance. http://govnews.ca.gov/govmail/webmail.php

Why Am I Married?!?! (lol)
WHY AM I MARRIED? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. __________ At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." __________ A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." __________ When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. ___________ A man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is finished . __________ A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." __________ A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son."

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COME JOIN THE LOST AND FOUND AND HAVE A BLAST !!!!!! CLICK LOST AND FOUND PIC TO ENTER!!! HOME OF THE LOST WOLF PACK!! (repost of original by '(¯`·._)Ñît€ Wø£ƒ(¯`·._)' on '2008-03-11 11:27:53') (repost of original by '۞ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Co Owner of Lost and Found † LÕ®í'$ Gü®£ † Demon Crew Recruiter' on '2008-03-11 12:19:43') (repost of original by '~Dj Tattoogirl~Head Dj@Lost& Found~DjTrainer@Adrenaline Radio~♫TDN Owner~Sisters4life~Dylons Diva~Owned by Dj Fabulous~' on '2008-03-11 12:27:02')

A.d.d Ipod - No Doubt, "don't Speak:"
"Don't Speak" You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying...are we? Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Do

No Puedo Mas
la situacion en la que estoy viviendo ahora es imposible de soportar. no puedo pensar claramente en estas condiciones pero lo que si se es que tengo que salir de aqui lo mas pronto posible. i just had to get that off my chest :)

My Obituary...
A bit morbid, but I've been feelin a bit morbid lately... World-renowned Banker David died today in a hospital in Pittsburgh. Doctors are still unsure of what exactly caused the death, but believe it was due to complications after David drove too fast and suffered pains in his chest. He was 33 years old. David was a witty person, who enjoyed everything about life. He was known for his passion for pie, which he often ate 2 times a day. He loved to share pie with everyone, and would even offer pie to strangers. David also enjoyed traveling, especially to historical landmarks, and loved meeting people around the world. On his trip to Austin he even met the president (and yes, he offered him pie). After meeting him, David said the President was bald. David is survived by his partner Eliza, their 4 children, and their pet raccoon named creepy.

Breast Cancer
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ AGAIN , PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY If a guy, do it for your wife/girl friend or woman friend you know. Have a great day...JC

My Job And Kids
As some of you may know I work for a school in a small district in California.. Anyhow if you know what the Governor did to the budget then you know hes living up to the Terminator name. He took from our education budget and moved it at our childrens expences.. We keep hearing his BS that he is working on it, but we had to pink slip 22 of our own teachers (out of 28) to make up a small deficit of the budget. Along with losing Asst. Teachers who help kids learn how to read. Anyhow Im posting this with the link I think that if enough people write to him with concerns on this subject it may light a fire under his butt and he steps up to deal with his mistake So please guys can you help if you dont live in this state can you repost for friends you may have that do live in California. Please guys its not asking to much when our children are involved is it. Thank You very much in advance. http://govnews.ca.gov/govmail/webmail.php

Today
I swear to christ I nearly quit my job this morning. I didn't though. I was scheduled to work at 645 in Springfield. A couple of friends here in town said they'd give me a ride and I was ready to go at 545am. I get a call from Jen telling me that our boss called them and had a change of plans. A store (in another district!) was short 10 people and needed help. Ok, fine. Pisses me off a little but I'm half asleep so fuck it, whatever. Brad has to go to Springfield to get a rental van and then since we'd have to come right back through here they'd stop and get me. They call when they're back in town and confuse the fuck out of me (not that it takes much normally but it's early and slept like shit last night.) My boss calls and clears some stuff up. I'm getting pissier and pissier by the moment because I'm realizing that by the time we get up to this fucking store near KANSAS CITY, we'll probably either be there for only 2 hours- or all fucking day. Brad and Jen get here and I asked

My Life!!!! If You Wanna Know
i find it hard to get to really know a person. so i'm gonna tell you about my life, so we can get that out of the way. well to start.. right now: i am working at walmart. i am driving my daddys truck until my car gets out of the garage. i am single and looking. i am depressed. i was born sept 27 1989. when i was 3 mos old i was taken to live with my grandparents. my mom couldnt take care of me at the time. i had a good home life and good education. my parents are old so i'm sorta an older soul than an 18 year old should be but i still like to have fun. my dad didnt really know how to show emotion and he has a quick temper so at times i had to go through alot with him. (fussing, yelling etc. but nothing physical) alot of people in my life have died. my uncle eddie, my papaw crouse my mamaw french and my mom's mom, (i just called her mother) as a child and growing up deep within my subconcious thought i was always afraid of the people close to me leaving so i now try not to

'gilligan's' Mary Ann Caught With Dope
DRIGGS, Idaho - Dawn Wells, who played Mary Ann on "Gilligan's Island," is serving six months' unsupervised probation after allegedly being caught with marijuana in her car. She was sentenced Feb. 29 to five days in jail, fined $410.50 and placed on probation after pleading guilty to one count of reckless driving. Under a plea agreement, three misdemeanor counts — driving under the influence, possession of drug paraphernalia and possession of a controlled substance — were dropped. On Oct. 18, Teton County sheriff's Deputy Joseph Gutierrez arrested Wells as she was driving home from a surprise birthday party that was held for her. According to the sheriff's office report, Gutierrez pulled Wells over after noticing her swerve and repeatedly speed up and slow down. When Gutierrez asked about a marijuana smell, Wells said she'd just given a ride to three hitchhikers and had dropped them off when they began smoking something. Gutierrez found half-smoked joints and two small cases u

What To Do
I have just recently been able to talk to my bilogical father's side of my family, the last contact with my father being 12 years ago. He has offered to have me come see him for a little va-ca so to speek, all expenses paid, to catch up with each other and basically get to know each other, the last time we actually saw each other was my 5th birthday. (damn that was a LONG) time ago. I have also been trying to get a job, as we all know is really tough these days anyways, and i finally landed one and have to start thursday night (yes tomorrow). My boss is a very understanding person and one of my friends has offered to work my shifts for about a week so i can go on my trip. Grrrrr, i really need the money, but I REEEEAAAALLLYY need the va-ca from my surroundings and the people in them as well, kind of like a healing process after 13 years of basically bad luck, murphy's law kinda shit. So, should i take my friend up on his offer and take my trip or should i just reschedu

Fu-bling Snafu
You would think that the "Official Fubar Bling" would give 3,000 points, since it costs 3 credits, but it only gives 1,000 points,,, same as the ones that only cost 1 credit. (points are double during happy hours) Dummy me, had to try it twice, to be sure.

Sprint Call Center
Okay, so today I took calls for the first time. Before the first call I actually got nervous enought to where I had to vomit lol. Pretty stupid since I've done call center work before, just for Overstock.com. Anyhow, luckily my first call was a nice person, not someone pissed off at Sprint lol. Anyways, I was fine from then on and I'm really looking forward to pursuing my career there! I have to bid on my shift and no matter what schedual I pick, I have to work the weekends and that sucks cause I don't have child care for the weekend, so I don't know what I'm gonna do. Anyhow, I'll keep ya posted!

Can You Actuallie Find True Love?!?!
It's when you look that special someone in the eyes and know that if you keep looking long enough you'll find the window to their soul and that you'll wanna look at em forever.can you reallie find true love or is it just in your imagination where you dream about one day your cinderella or prince charming will come and sweep you off your feet.what is love?..can you touch it? it's not something you can touch or hold but it's a feeling where deep down inside it's where you know you love someone.where does true love hide?..is it in heart of beautiful people or sometimes in the hearts of not so beautiful people?..sometimes true love is where you least expect it to be.i know if i find true love that i hope to know without a doubt that i'll "NEVER" hurt him or let anything happen to him.i'd wanna make his day by listenin or just drawin him a bath when he gets home from work and give him a massage or leave lil notes like.."babe..i love you and i can't wait til you get home"..i'd wanna hear al

Fubar Should Read Not Delete
Fubar should read mumms before they pass Judgement onn wha a mumm Is here, I wrote a Poem about two Months ago and Asked if I should Publish I and I got Deleted from Globals I complained wrote email Fubar support and Still nothing I got that They get turned on once a Month well that has come and Gone do you all think that they should read and Make a Judgement that way.. There are vicious People on here that Report Things that should not be reported. Shouldnt fubar recognize this

Bill Gates Vs. Gm
Gates vs. GM For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be d riving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you co

This Is Appauling! See What Kind Of Morons We're Electing To Office? Pass It On. Stop The Hate!
her contact info is at the bottom.. if you disagree with her hate speech, stand up for what you think is right and let her know! We, as a society, can not continue to be bigoted towards groups of society solely based on someones religious or sexual lifestyles (or race for that matter). THAT IGNORANCE and HATRED, NOT alternative lifestyles, will be the downfall of a nation, or quite possibly the world!! Pass this on. Bomb her ignorance with emails and phone calls. Flood her state office with mail. Get the point across. She has to be stopped from spreading hate and ignorance. Peace and Love ~G (ChaoticSerenity) read below... Gays are worse than terrorists...pass it on! At least that's according to State Representative for Oklahoma, Sally Kern.Please read/watch this and pass it on. This sort of unfortunate bigoted rhetoric is all too common and if we don't stand up for what's right, who will? These are the kinds of people running our nation! It's outrageous to

Lena Facts.
I smoke. I drink. I`m not a natural blonde. I smile all the time. I`m short. I`m kinky. I could spend a fortune on boots and lingerie. I watch porn.Everyday. I speak 6 languages. I`m gonna be a maxilofacial surgeon. I sing in a band. Music is my life. I adore animals. I have one tatto-so far. more yet to come..

Wolf1113
ok Ya'll I got a favor to ask..... this is a good friend of mine that just joined FUBAR and she is a little shy, so please go hit her up and make her feel welcome. I am sure she will be posting some info and pics soon. SO IF YOU WOULD PLEASE... HERE'S HER LINK: wolf1113@ fubar

Unseen
Try so hard but it goes unseen Never alone but yet always alone Asking for help that will never be received Sinking deeper and deeper into the dark In life this has never been foreseen No one have never known By all to have been deceived The pain and dispare will leave a constant mark No one understands what it means Ignored and passed over like a lonely stone Forgetting and disbuting what was once believed Fearing there will never be a light bright enough to pierce the dark.

In Memory Of
As most of you who have stopped by my page have noticed I write poetry to express emotions. Well this blog isn't poetry but a expression I still have to say. Many of you have asked if I'm okay and all. Yes I am........ just this last month has been emotionally hard for me. So if I have please forgive me for my coldness. As I truely do not mean to hurt anyone of you!!! Now to explain why.......... Feb 17th of 2004 I lost my father...... a man I love and miss dearly......... this week is the anniversary of my mothers death the 14th of March. She passed away in 1997. I miss both my parents very much and when this time of year rolls around I'm on a emotional roller coaster. So please for give me. I do love you all and you all have meant the world to me. Thank you for being my friends!!!!!

Men Do Remember ;)
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband is not in bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night? The husband looks up from his coffee, "It's the 20th Anniversary of the day we met". She can't believe he has remembered and starts to tear up. The husband continues, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we started dating? I was 18 and you were only 16," he says solemnly. Once again, the wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes, I do" she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father cau

Want To Be A Magazine Cover Model?
OK FUBARS I came up with what I think might be a fun contest. I created a fake magazine called IceWorld Monthly.(Remember this is just for fun. Now I need both a male and female cover model. Each month it will be someone new. Here's how it will work. You can enter 1 pic for the cover each month. I will create both a male cover and female cover. Entry for a pic is 100 FuBucks per pic. Just e-mail me the link to the pic you want me to use. NO NSFW PICS PLEASE The Winner for that month not only gets a cover but gets 1000 FuBucks. The winner is selected by the most times he or she has been rated. (Disclaimer... In order to avoid the senseless comment bombing or downrating to keep people from having a high rate percentage I decided on this. Everytime someone rates your pic whether it is a 1 or a 11 it counts as a vote for you. The person with the most rates wins. I think it's the fairest way.) So let's have some simple fair fun with this... Pass it along and get tho

Time.
Time is well spent if you spend it on some of these ways-my favs :) *making out(no sex) *sex *watching a good movie *watching a horror movie with your bf/gf and have sex after xD *dancing *dancing for someone special *shopping *wearing high heels *going to concerts *gossip *laugh *love *study *watch Discovery lol *work out *eat *take a chance *chillout by yourself *laugh again *smile all the time!!

I Love This Comeback!
One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, 'Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American.' The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. Then, a Gentleman standing behind my son stepped forw

Men!!!!!!!not Yummy.
I dont like men: *with italian/french accent. *with blond hair. *who dont take care of themselves. *who have more cosmetics than me. *who get drunk after few drinks. *who dont like to go out. *who dont like animals. *who smell. *who are too possesive. *who burp too much. *who think I`m too girly and fragile.

Vacation
hey yall i just wanted to take a second and let all yall know that i love you and that i will miss yall very much i will be leaving houston on friday march 21st at 747am and will not get back to houston from tennessee until tuesday march 25 at 805pm i love yall and will miss yall and i will let you all know when i get home hugs and muahz love brandye

Surprise Surprise...lol
You Are: 80% Dog, 20% Cat You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally. Are You More Cat or Dog?

Amazon Deals
Great deals at Amazon! Come in and look around at my store. We have jewelry,apparel,electronics & much more. Come in to look at name brand items in shoes,makeup & more. Free shipping on alot of Items P.S The prom is coming up.Come in to see Sean Collection Prom Dresses & more designer dresses http://astore.amazon.com/na05e8-20

Men!!!!!!!!yummy.
I like men: *with long dark hair. *with brittish/irish/scottish accent. *with a sarcastic sence of humour. *who are educated. *who are interesting. *who are musicians. *who are tall. *who have nice developed arms and back. *who can protect me. *who are not affraid to wear makeup in public if I ak them to. *who are not over 10 years older then me. *who are ambitious. *who use parfums. *who are romantic. *who are dominant,but let me sometimes to dominate them. *who love sex (lol). *who will just try to make my wishes come true. *who dares to jump out of an airoplane with me.

Rude People
Why do I feel like I am constantly drowning in a sea of inconsiderate assholes. I swear every single time I go somewhere I almost (or do) end up in a verbal or physical fight. I try to be a pretty easygoing guy most of the time. But I just don't know how to bite my tounge. If it isn't someone being rude to a poor minimum wage employee, it's someone walking right in front of or into me at the grocery store without so much as a glance or a nod. Am I the only one that actually cares how my actions affect the people around me. I have decided to modify the Golden Rule a little and practice what I like to call "Proactive Karma". From now on I shall do unto them as they do unto others. Instead of simply waiting for the universe to give these assholes what they deserve. I'm going to make sure it does. Hey, maybe its me, or maybe I'm wrong. What do I know anyway... --I'M JUST BITCHIN

What Fruti Am I?
You Are a Banana You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside. People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes. And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary. You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything! You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around. You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well. What Type of Fruit Are You?

The Coat Hanger
The Coat Hanger A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her small daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication. She got back to her car and found that she had locked her keys in the car. She didn't know What to do, so she called home and told the baby sitter what had happened. The baby sitter told her that the fever was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat Hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been left on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time had locked their keys in their car. She looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." She bowed her head and asked God to send her help. Within five minutes a beat up old Motorcycle pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who was wearing an old biker skull rag on his head. The woman thought, "This is what you sent to help me?" But, she wa