i have spent the last 4 years writing a book about my spiritual path and how my life has come to this point , today my mom finished editing the last chapter of my book , in me there is this deep sense of accomplishment , and i feel like i have done something good , i know that even if it isnt on the best sellers list that it will touch peoples lives , there is this sense of wonder that i have in me now and a thought of exactly what i can accomplish if i set my mind to it , now all thats left is for me to send it to the publishers , i am so proud of myself i know that when i get the first copy of my book i am going to read it as if it was written by someone else i know there is still so much i need to learn and so much that my book covered i am in awe of it i am in awe that creator trusted me with something so special , there is also knowing that my voice is out there that it will be heard , its strange really to accomplish a dream , i always wanted to write a book my goal was 35 but i am 36 going on 37 so i guess i accomplished my goal it just took a year longer then my original goal when i was sixteen lol so now i kinda sit in wonder and take a deep breathe cause you know what this is it :)
