Fubar Blog Posts 1

Oral Fun Sexy Stories
I knew the instant I saw him that he was in the mood. It was obvious by the heated expression, the way his eyes travelled across my body, slowly undressing me in his mind. Oh yes, he was in the mood, I thought, as my own eyes noticed how his trousers were bulging from the erection already forming. And I knew just how to please him. After several years together, I had come to read his moods and desires quite accurately. This was no quickie that he was seeking. No, this was a slow tease. A dance, if you will. I smiled as I began unbuttoning my blouse, slowly, as I dropped my briefcase and coat by the door. By the time I had hit the living room, my blouse was hanging all the way open. Neither of us made any move towards the other. Instead, he leaned back in his seat on the couch, making a deliberate move to get more comfortable right where he was, and telling me with his eyes that he very much enjoying the show. I turned my back to him and made myself a drink at the bar. As I sippe

Ghostly Lover
I had a dream today; rather it was more of a vision. I had fallen asleep in total exhaustion. The events of this last week and half pulling me down in the depths of a depression so deep that when I fell asleep I was praying that I be taken from this earth. The last words I heard before falling into what I thought was going to be a bottomless pit of darkness spoken by someone I love very much. His voice stayed with me. I slowly became aware of feathery touches, breathes of cold and heat curling around my body, molding to me. He completely surrounded me. I was pulled onto my back. My limbs were heavy; I couldn’t move them on my own. I was putty in his hands. My eyes were closed and yet I could see him. He was not in a solid form. He was like the mists, smoke, a shimmering ghostly figure coming to visit me. I remember thinking that he had come out of his own body traveling across the miles to appear to me, to be with me, to show me that he loved me. He has said to me that he canno

Fun At The Fair
It was early Febuary in Florida. The State Fair was in full swing in Tampa, about an hours drive from Julie’s house. I arrived at her door around 9:00 to take her to the fair. It was our first real “date.” In the 3 months that I had known her. We had spent many evening together desperately clinging to each other in the car at one secluded location or another but had never actually gone anywhere. Julie appeared at the door wearing a short cotton skirt and button up blouse. She carried a light jacket as well in case the weather turned bad. She yelled a goodbye to her mother in the house and bounded out the door into my arms. I kissed her and took her hand as we walked together toward my car. Holding the door I watched as she settled into the bucket seat. I felt a twinge of desire as her skirt rode up to mid thigh. Smiling to myself I closed her door and walked around to my side of the car. I hopped in, playfully tickled her knee then started the car and headed down the long drivewa

The Freak Show!
BECOME PART OF THE... Not just any old cruise or train ride! If you fancy yourself a freak then come be a part of our show! Holla at: THE ORIGINAL SUPER "FREAK": Freak@ fubar or THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar STEP RIGHT UP! xoxo

Just Look
jokes Current mood: energetic Riddles for a Twisted Mind..... Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. About three inches. Q. Why do Gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For traction in the mud. Q: What's the difference between

This F'n Pisses Me Off!!!!!! Arrrrrrggggggh
This is the crap that my wonderful 3 yr. old sone pulls on me every day! He got a spanking for this but it does not F'N good. He just keeps doing it. The mess you see in the pictures is cake mix that he has pulled out of a box and tried to dump all over the floor but the other crap is leftover frosting I made for a cake I did yesterday!!!!! I don't even know what to do with him anymore!

Hope
"Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torments of man." - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche Hope is the substance of what gets us through hard times. However when hope never comes to fruition, hope becomes a never ending string of disappointments that leads to a life time of misery.

Racing Thoughts..
subject: Thoughts spinning in my head... post date: 2008-02-27 19:47:26 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 As the tears roll down my cheeks.. They take with them new momories never to be made.. I took my wall down & shattered my resistance.. Only to be alluded to false promises.. Promises of a future that held tightly to dreams.. Dreams of trust..love..and above all, utter happiness.. Your words I embraced to my heart.. The feelings went deeper than any beofore you.. You found my bitterly cold heart & warmed it.. Only to shatter into smaller peices.. I trusted you with my weaknesses.. But it seems as though, I was a game to you.. You, a new brighter light that radiated in me.. Brighter than the brightest star filled night.. Why did you let me go...? Making me lose sight that in this life.. Happiness is nothing more than an eluded dream.. That in the end never comes true...

6 Truths Of Life
1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2. All idiots, after reading the first 'truth', will try it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 3. The first truth is a lie. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 4. You are smiling now because you're an idiot. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 5. You will soon forward this to another idiot. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6. There is still a stupid smile on your face.

Mindless....so Niiiice.
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Im 94.5 % positive that I can 2. Are you involved with anyone? HMM..NO. THE WORD INVOLVED IS SO ... 3. Where do you wish you were right now? ON DAWNS COUCH, WITH MY LAPTOP THAT HER BOYFRIEND GANKED, DRINKING SOMETHING FRUITY, IN MY PAJAMMAS WHILE SHE WAS IN THE KITCHEN MAKING ME PEANUTBUTTER COOKIES WITH CHOCOLATE CHIPS. 4. What should you be doing right now? THIS. 6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can. ~Danny Kaye 7. Are you a bad influence? I CAN BE I SUPPOSE. 8. Who has had the most influence on you (good or bad)? MY KIDS (THE MOST PERFECT ONES EVER REALLY!) GOOD. AND BAD? HMMMM 9. Night out or night in? IT DEPENDS ON THE NIGHT. I ENJOY BOTH. 10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? MEANING MY KIDS? I NEEDS MA KIDS. I DONT HAVE MUCH OF A FAMILY LEFT THO, CEP

Hybrid Car
My uncle in Detroit tried to make a new kind of car. He took the engine from a Ford, the transmission from an Oldsmobile, the tires from a Cadillac, and the exhaust system from a Plymouth." "Really? What did he get?" "Fifteen years for theft."

New Fav Song!
This is a song off of Gary Allan's new cd Living Hard. The song is called "Like it's a bad thing" and it sooo describes me. Its now teamed up with another song as my theme songs. They Say I Drive a little fast, Say I like to push the limit, Every day Im Livin like its my last They say Im proud of my scars Each one tells a story, got guts and glory, Down to an art They say I know what its like, To see life pass, right before my eyes Like its a bad thing Chorus I dont know about you but I was put here to live and love So what if I dont do it like everybody else does They say Im out, on the edge, Im too willin to risk,Every bone every breath They say all I am is a crazy dream Like its a bad thing So my hearts been broke, So I keep on fallin,Im nothin but all in, When I let go, I wear it on my sleeve Yeah they me a fool cause I still believe Like its a bad thing Chorus, Lead, Chorus

Knowing Me
Four jobs I have had in my life: 1. Interior Designor 2. Site/Location Coordinator 3. Executive Administrative Assistant 4. Legal Administrative Assistant Four movies I've watched more than once (No particular Order): 1. Sleepless in Seattle 2. Gone With The Wind 3. Pride and Predjudice 4. The Guardian Four places I've lived: 1. El Dorado, AR (ugh) 2. Houston, TX 3. Sorry....have only lived 2 places 4. Been to lots of places though. Four T.V. Shows that I watch: 1. Grey's Anatomy 2. Boston Legal 3. American Idol 4. Ugly Betty Four places I have been: 1. Albuquerque, NM 2. San Diego, CA 3. Orlando, FL 4. Denver, CO Four People who e-mail me (regularly): 1. Becky 2. Cyndi 3. Dad 4 . Natlie Four Favorite Foods: 1. Italian - Pasta (Yummmmmy) 2. Juicy Steak 3. Chinese 4. Seafood eat it Four Places I would like to visit 1. France 2. England 3. Ireland 4. Italy F

My Marine!~
To those of you that read these things... It has been a fun couple of days over here. My boyfriend has a fubar account (duh, it is how we met...) he had a lot of female attention both before and after we started dating. I am ok with this, no problems...or so I thought...I was noticing people saying...."we could have so much fun" and other suggestive things on his photos. Call me crazy, but this is MY man, and I might live across the country for now, but what part of He's mine don't these chicks understand... We fell in love quickly, and I am going to be moving there to take my rightful place next to him. Him and I have been having some fun with some stupid bitches for the past couple of days. I have been enjoying the conversation immensely. To those chicks that visit his page, leave him love, but don't come over to mine to start drama! I will tie you up, cut you into tiny pieces and feed you to the nearest tiger or bear nearby. I have had lots of experience with Jealous B

Being A Social Bully- Them? Or Me?
(I'm sorry in advance for the rant at the end of this) For some reason my son loves riding in a car pool to school. I had been taking him everyday up until the start of the second semester. The bitch of it is, the car pool never seems to come at a specific time. Sometimes its 8:38 and it has swung up as late as 9:10. The problem is, it's fucking cold outside. The other day, 9:10 rolled around and no car. (School starts at 9:00) So I took him to school and I am waiting in line to sign him in. A 50 some odd year old administrator walks up to me and asks me to remove my hat or wear it properly. I wear my lids backwards. Ooooh. Wrong day, wrong fucking guy. "And the proper way I should wear my hat is....?" "Well-" "No. I suggest you find another fish to fry lady. You are barking up the wrong tree right now. Don't ever push your personal views on appearance on me again or I will report you to the school board for wearing that ugly shirt." Who the fuck did this bitch

That Man (fixed)
Lock eyes Hold hands and Its starts with a kiss Lost In love When You feel His lips And this trust that once was Now you will risk. He puts all out there that your the only one But Deep in his heart hidden he still wants to have fun. So For a long time he breaks your heart with lies after lies But never Cheats On you But his lies will make your Broken Heart Decide He think to himself You stuck by him for so many years But it all became real when he thought he would lose you so he wiped you tears A better man He plans to be and thats what he will stay But your broken heart wont let you forget all those crying days The man that you met is right in your face But the hurt look in your eye has now turn to hate A tear runs down his face with his arms open wide You try to love and make love but in your heart you despise He tyrs to love you sorry for his ways But in your heart you have already walk away And when THAT MAN realized that He knew he could not stay

Ever Feel Like This Towards Someone??
HATE ME by: BLUE OCTOBER i have to block out thoughts of you so i don’t lose my head they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i’m alone playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home there's a burning in my pride a nervous bleeding in my brain an ounce of peace is all i want for you will you never call again and will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face and will you never try to reach me it is i that wanted space hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me for all the things i didn’t do for you hate me in ways yea ways hard to swallow hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you i’m sober now for three whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again in my sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night while i was busy waging wars on myself yo

Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confession's Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confession's lyrics "I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change. Nothing tears the being more than deception, Unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting" tested and secure. Nothing hurts my world, Just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, You'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, The one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns it's back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me." Nothing will last in this life, Our time is spent constructing, Now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin. Constrict your hands around me, Squeeze till I cannot breathe, This air tastes dead inside me, Contribute to our plague. Break all your promises, Tear down this steadfast wall, Restraints are use

An Unsent Letter
Hello Dear, I woke up this morning with this feeling that I have gotten use to feeling. One of not feeling complete, that life had little or no meaning to it. I know that this isnt true and that things will change but I cant help but miss the way things were. I remember how i use to look forward to waking up and eather calling you or texting to say goodmorning and I love you, to hear you all sleepy and to know that I was the first thing on your mind, but alas that has all changed now, you have a love and once again all I have is the life that makes little sence to me. I do not hold ill feeling toward you I know all you want is to be happy and that is one thing i wish for you to so i wish you happiness and love, and maybe someday I will feel those feeling again. with love your Baby

My Friends
FEEDINGTHEDESIRE FEEDINGTHEDESIRE FEEDINGTHEDESIRE/feedingthedesire.com" target="_blank"> FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Always remember that no matter how far apart we are my friends you all will always be a part of my life. No matter where the road will lead you all will never be that far away.

Avenged Sevenfold - The Wicked End Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - The Wicked End lyrics Man's becoming more corrupt now, godless, wicked, and cruel The soulless man stood silenced, Mary's "word" rang so true Chastisement worse than the flood, spread the word, it's all through Don't kill the messenger girl As if we haven't swam enough in this life of misery Voice your prophecy, she'd us some light Feel sorrow for mankind's chance to survive Swallowed lies and swam in our own tears A stab in the dark but it wounded our will We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time We've grown into the numbers six hundred sixty six War breaks, a sign of the end, eternally expelled Look to the sky for knowledge, the stars align tonight Eclipse and heaven shall fall Now I know I've seen it all in my life of misery Voice your prophecy, she'd us some light Feel sorrow for mankind's chance to survive Swallowed lies and swam in our own tears A stab in the dark but it wounded our will Dust the apple off,

Billings Montana Prison Escapee
By Gazette News Services Federal task force officers Tuesday found a car in which a fugitive they were seeking had escaped. They are seeking more information to find the suspect. Dan Orr, supervisory deputy U.S. marshal, said the task force received a tip that helped agents locate Alexander Campos, 26. Campos then fled in a 1997 white Chevrolet Lumina with a Montana personalized license plate PLAYBOY. Agents found the car Tuesday on Ninth Avenue North between North 19th and 20th streets, Orr said. He urged anyone with information to contact the U.S. Marshals Service at 247-7030. Campos is wanted on an escape warrant for walking away from a Montana Department of Corrections prerelease center. He is Hispanic, 5 feet 8 inches tall, weighs 200 pounds and has brown eyes and brown hair. He has "Elvira" tattooed on his chest and two tattooed roses on his right arm. Campos was sentenced to 10 years in prison in 2004 for a burglary conviction in Yellowstone County. IF you

Avenged Sevenfold - Scream Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Scream lyrics Caught up in this madness too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby but know it's too late you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby but know it's too late you've wasted all your time Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring Cover me, unwanted clemency Scream till there's silence Scream while there's life left, vanishing Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire perishing We've all had a time where we've lost control We've all had our time to grow I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right I'll hunt again one night You know I make you wanna scream You k

The Fairtax Plan Pt. 2
UNDERGROUND AND OFFSHORE ECONOMY.....TAXED AT LAST! More good news. If you haven't been keeping up with this blog, there are five more on this subject you should read. Get to it. Quotes: Income tax returns are the most imaginative fiction being written today.~~Herman Wouk (?) The income tax has made more liars out of the american people than golf has.~~Will Rogers Now that you have a basic understanding of the FTP (FairTax Plan~for those of you not here last blog), lets cover some problems that will be solved when we finally move our country away from a tax system that punishes achievement. Tax evasion, the shadow economy, and offshore financial centers. Add up the effects of these three things to our current tax system and the cost in lost tax revenues runs into the hundreds of billions of dollars. Plato~~"Where there is an income tax, the just man will pay more and the unjust less on the same amount of income." True to Plato's wisdom

For You
For you i give you my shoulder, to cry on. For you I give you my hand, to guide you through life's journey. To wipe away the tears that fall. For you I give you my heart, to hold my friend. For you I am greatful. For you gave me your shoulder to cry on, and hand to wipe away my tears. For you brought the sunshine, to a life that was so dark. For you made me smile when all i could do was frown. For you brought the laughter, when all i could do was cry. For you my friend I am thankful, to have you a part of my life. When the day comes to say goodbye, dont you cry I will be back someday. When you are looking into the blue sky know i to am looking at the same blue sky. For you my friend are the world. When you smile I smile, when you hurt I hurt. When you cry i cry. when I miss you I know you are missing me to. For you my friend are the light that guides me. For you my friend i give you what you have given me. When it is time for me to say goodbye, know th

Man Only Able To See In Blue After Taking Too Much Viagra
By VIRGINIA WHEELER Published: Today SEX-STARVED John Pettigrew took too many Viagras — and now lives his life in a constant "blue movie". Plumber John, 58, sees everything in shades of blue after the sex pills damaged his vision. The dad of two said: "I admit I ignored the advice on the packet — I was having too much fun — but I’d give up all the sex in the world to be able to see a red letterbox again." Divorced John turned to Viagra when he had trouble rising to the occasion after a year without sex. He topped up his GP’s prescription with pills bought over the internet. He said: "I didn’t have any side-effects, so I didn’t see any harm in increasing the dose. But I have been seeing the world in blue for more than a fortnight now and it’s doing my head in." John, from Brighton, East Sussex, is now having tests to see if the damage is permanent. He added: "At least I’m a Chelsea fan." Makers Pfizer say some men may experience a blue tint to their sight after t

Brad Paisley -"online
I work down at the pizza pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm 5'3 and overweight I'm a Sci-Fi fanatic Mild asthmatic Never been to 2nd base But there's a whole nother me That you need to see Go check out MySpace 'cause online I'm down in Hollywood I'm 6'5 and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black belt in Karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell 'em I don't want nothing serious 'cause even on a slow day I can have a three way Chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online So much cooler online I get home, I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I Ever even been to L.A. Was when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade. Online I live in Malibu I posed for Calvin Kline, I've been in GQ I'm single and I'm rich And I got a set of six pack abs

I'm New!
Hey everyone! How you all doing? I hope great! I just want to say thanks to everybody who has helped me out. My photo background will probably change fifteen times untill I download the right one lol! Anybody thats needs help with points,ratings,or wants to just chat stop by my profile and say hey!

Cradle Of Filth - Absinthe With Faust Lyrics
Cradle Of Filth - Absinthe With Faust lyrics Pour the emerald wine Into crystal glasses We will touch the divine Through kissed catharsis Let us pitch to the seven-year itch Of the ultra-decadent To a tainted world and the painted girls That our fantasies spent Tripping through boudoirs laced with opium themes Sipping the bizarre, tasting copious dreams A toast to those most sacrilegious of days Where for every whim won One soon repays We touched the stars That now laugh from afar At we, the damned The damned The damned The damned We have spent our time Drenched in opulent splendour But when midnight chimes Will gilded souls surrender? Let us drink on the giddying brink Of pools of excrement All manner of shit for the glamour and glitz Mephistopheles lent I remember the night as if it were engraved A bright marble bridge stretched across dark waves To the shore from the moon and by her grace Came that eru

Korn - Forsaken Lyrics
Korn - Forsaken lyrics I'm over it You see I'm falling in the vast abyss Clouded by memories of the past At last, I see I hear it fading I can't speak it Or else you will dig my grave We fear them finding Always whining Take my hand now Be alive You see I cannot be forsaken Because I'm not the only one We walk amongst you Feeding, raping Must we hide from everyone I'm over it Why can't we be together Erase it Sleeping so long Taking up the mass At last, I see My fear is fading I can't speak it Or else you will dig my grave You fear them finding Always winding Take my hand now Be alive You see I cannot be forsaken Because I'm not the only one We walk amongst you Feeding, raping Must we hide from everyone You see I cannot be forsaken Because I'm not the only one We walk amongst you Feeding, raping Must we hide from everyone Everyone Everyone Everyone (fading out)

Annoying!!!!!
Well I just have to bitch for a few mins. I am so tired of people acting like they are your best friends then turning around and stabbing you in the back. When are people going to grow up?? I mean seriously... this is the internet.. and we are NOT in high school anymore. This drama bullshit is for the birds... really. I am getting way too old and dont have the energy for this shit anymore. If you have a problem with anything I have said... then kiss my ass. If you want to confront me... then feel free. I have no problem stating how I feel. For future reference... DONT SAY YOUR MY FRIEND.. IF YOUR NOT. I have plenty of friends.. and your lack of friendship will NOT be the end of me. Otay I'll stop bitching now... Muahz!

Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy
Carbon Copy Pro is NOT a product providing company. Carbon Copy Pro is a marketing system designed for promoting Wealth Masters International. 'WMI' is a company that sells information on financial solutions and wealth improvements. Wealth Masters International is the result of Wall Street genius Kip Herriage. Mr. Herriage has been a financial adviser for over 15 years. Before the age of 30 he was managing over $70 million and was the youngest person to reach the position of Vice President at one of the largest financial firms on Wall St. He 'retired' in 1999 but not before helping seven (7) companies go public on Wall Street managing their IPO's. According to Mr. Herriage, the ultra-wealthy are given access to countless opportunities that the average person does not even know exist. His goal is level the playing field for all and so he formed Wealth Masters International. His business plan is to make WMI available to the largest segment of the population (ie: The Middle Class), th

Jokes
A blonde, wanting to earn some extra money for the summer, decided to hire herself out as a "handy-woman" and started canvassing a nearby well-to-do neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house, and asked the owner if he had any odd jobs for her to do. "Well, I guess I could use somebody to paint my porch," he said, "How much will you charge me?" Delighted, the girl quickly responded, "How about $50?" The man agreed and told her that the paint brushes and everything she would need was in the garage. The man's wife, hearing the conversation said to her husband, "Does she realize that our porch goes ALL the way around t he house?" He responded, "That's a bit cynical, isn't it?" The wife replied, "You're right. I guess I'm starting to believe all those dumb blonde jokes we've been getting by e-mail lately." Later that day, the blonde came to the door to collect her money. "You're finished already?" the startled husband asked. "Yes, the blonde replie

Free Free Free
Hey Ladies, Book your Pure Romance Party today and get 10% of the total party sales in FREE STUFF! WoooooHooooo! Nothing like free fun stuff. If you aren't local to me, have a book party and get 15%! I mean, come one, it's too good to pass up! Contact me today to book your party!! Sarah Pure Romance Consultant www.SarahLlewellyn.PureRomance.com

Rissa- Roo
I've tried to hold back my feelings on this particular subject for some time now..my 3 yr.old niece came to live with us a lil over a year ago...she's smart,sweet,loud..lol but she gets that honest..she has a quirky imagination...and at times can make u wanna pull your hair out..haha but u gotta luv em'. I got a call about a week or so ago from my mother who lives in OK..now before i go any further...rissa has 2 other sisters'..one in LA and one in OK...their mother gave up on trying to care for them and sent them off to live with family...if i was able i would have taken all three..but kno how that goes...anyway..back to my mother...i thought as a grandmother,mother and woman...she would have stepped up first to take the girls so they didn't have to be seperated..at the time her bf didn't want any more children in the house so she declined and here we are...NOW she wants to step in and try to take over...of course now that we have gotten attached. So i've been racking my brain tryin

The Hotel
The tall lanky figure glided from a black truck with two bags in tow. He headed through the night with his head angled low to keep the wind from snatching his black cowboy hat from his head. He made his way through the night to the large hotel lobby doors. The cold wind rushed in ahead of him announcing his arrival to the woman setting at the front desk. She was reading a thick romance novel and glanced up with a bored look in her eyes at him. She almost looked away, but he was worth gazing at. He was tall, almost 6’4”, but she was guessing. He was dressed from head to foot in black and sported a long black duster that hung open exposing his form. His shirt was a button down and the first few buttons were open. The skin that was exposed showed a health tan and a few sparse hairs. The jeans were tight revealing muscled thighs and a package any female would love to play with for hours. Shiny cowboy boots completed his look. Expensive, but chic all rolled up in one. The clothes weren’t wh

Failed!!!
Well yesterday I received bad news that I failed the exam for the certification I was trying to obtain. This is actually no surprise to me...I had a feeling it wasn't going to be pretty but I was still upset. I was actually thinking about it last night and this is the first test in my life I have failed...It does not feel good....Now I just have to cram for the next 2-3 months again to retake it...I am going to pass this test one day...lol.. This is the actual break down of the domains (chapters) that are involved in the test. 10 being what ISC2 said was my worst subject on the test and of course 1 being the best. I also put little notes on what i did to study for this test. Wish me luck and if anyone can think of ways to help me study please tell me.....lol..I am desperate... TELECOMMUNICATIONS & NETWORK SECURITY (10)----very long domain and very detailed but only reviewed cause I thought I knew pretty well..guess not ACCESS CONTROL (9)----this domain is nothing but memo

New Members!
Hey!! We have some new members please stop by and add and rate them! first off Rebel_128~The Terminators~Captain~@ fubar AND... ♥†Ŗėbėľ§Ãŋġėł†♥~The Terminators~@ fubar And.... azhippie ~ the terminators@ fubar

My Time
this year is starting out great.. its all about me so far! LOL . Usually hubby is the one buying stuff for himself. Like a mower..a motorcycle. Well so far.. I got my new vehicle..and yesterday I got a new refrigerator and washer. The washer I had to have.. mine finally died after us having it for 12 yrs and previous owner haveing it for 4. I got to play with it lastnight..its awesome. As for the refrigerator.. we just wanted somthing nice. Our refrig was a used one to..and small. So he got me a side by side...with a icemaker. I just finished putting the stuff into it. The boys had to wake up first thing and use the icemaker. I got a feeling it will end up broke from them thinking its a toy. I am just happy for the extra room. I am on cloud 9 right now!

Love Hate Love
Fighting back the impulse turn my head and close my eyes Spending these nights awake and cold and paralyzed Wonder how we got this far and never realized The common thread that binds our lives And I know you hurt But I can help you if you can... Take my hand And we'll live inside the dreams we left behind Take my hand As we move from this place to a better life Take my hand Wohoooha If you take my hand Fighting back the feeling that you always could deny Anything but everything we know is just a lie As I cremate this memory and watch the darkened ashes rise And beneath the smoke I'll stand and ask you if you can... Fight back the urges Turn my head and close my eyes And will I wake tomorrow still alive I'm still dreaming I'm still waiting I'm still sure (I'm still sure) You're still living in a life That isn't yours And this is part of me I hope you never see This is my life inside your heart Take my hand And I'll promise not to ever let i

Hapless Robbers Target Biker Meeting
Hapless robbers target biker meetingby Saeed Ahmed, CNN SYDNEY, Australia (CNN) -- Two masked and machete-wielding men who barged into a club in Sydney, Australia, couldn't have picked a worse night for their robbery -- a monthly meeting of bikers. The robbers chose the wrong night to burst into the club where the Southern Cross Cruiser Club have their monthly meeting. About 50 burly bikers fought back with tables and chairs -- pretty much anything that wasn't bolted down. One would-be robber was tied up; the other in the hospital. Police arrested both. "These guys were absolutely dumb as bricks," Jerry Vancornewal, leader of the bikers, told CNN Thursday. "I can't believe they saw all the bikes parked up front and they were so stupid that they walked past in." Vancornewal and his buddies were at the Regents Park Sporting and Community Club in Sydney when the two men wearing ski masks stormed in Wednesday night. They yelled at patrons to drop to the floor as they empt

Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere
Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere lyrics Come on, step inside, and you'll realize Tell me what you need, tell me what to be Watch your vision, you'll see What do you expect of me? I can’t live that lie Hey! I sing my words I thought that dealing With your life Dead bodies everywhere You! Really want me to be a good son Why? You make me feel like no one Let me strip the plain, let me not give in Free me of your life, inside my heart dies Clothed dreams never achieve, don't lay that shit on me Let me live my life Hey! I sing my words I thought that dealing With your life Dead bodies everywhere You! Really want me to be a good son Why? You make me feel like no one You want me to be, something I can never ever be! You want me to be, something I can never ever be! I sing my words I thought that dealing With your life Dead bodies everywhere You! Really want me to be a good son Why? You make me feel like no one Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bo

My Life
I have been on this earth for over 30 years and I can honestly say I have nothing to show for it. I have done nothing but screw up my entire life. Now I am at a place where I dont know what I am going to do . I made a mistake and moved a guy i didnt even know in with me, Ive supported him for almost 2 months now. Last night I kicked him out but I am in a such a financial hardship. My rent is due in two days and I dont have it. The guy was supposed to give it to me, but thats not happening. I lost my car a couple months ago and I have been struggling everyday to get to a job that doesnt even pay enough to cover my bills. just when i think i am getting back on track something else happens. i am at the point where i just wanna give up. i wanna crawl in a hole and never come out. i am definitely embarrased of who i have become.

I'm Done...!!!
Some girls ask: What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short,

Could Be Offensive To Some People(not Racist) If It Is Tuff Shit
Ok here i go on my usal rant about immigration. theres a town near me that is supposed to be a safe haven for illeagl immigrants.... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE!!!!!!!!! where the fuck does this mayor and city council get off saying that they will not let any one pursue people that are breaking the fucken laws of this dam country?!?!? Honestly i think that the city council and the mayor need to be rounded up with these immigrants and then be sent back to the worst country of the lot of them. Either that or they need to be lined up with those code pink assholes(thats for another blog) and shot like the traitors that they are. Now dont get me wrong i have no problem with immigration(i do think we need to stop giving work visas and give those jobs and homes to the homeless and jobless in this country tho) as long as it is the leagl way of getting citizenship. i dont care what color u are black, white brown purple green what ever, if u are illeagl u need to be rounded up and s

Korn - Children Of The Korn Lyrics
Korn - Children Of The Korn lyrics Attention all parents! Report to your local therapist! Report to your local church! Report to your local police department! It's go’n' down! Glaring into my sons eyes Reveals a pain I felt during the day Insanity It was all about the pussy If you can get it A little girl like me never fucking liked it We ain't tak’n' no more! We ain't tak’n' no more! Go! So save me…Hey…Hey (Stop fucking with me) (Stop fucking with me) And the children are born (Stop fucking with me) (Stop fucking with me) You picked on me…Hey…Hey (Stop fucking with me) (Stop fucking with me) You're the children of the Korn (Stop fucking with me) Drop this smoke in the alley, mak’n' noise with the double pump Bring your boys to the party, we can double up Double riddie, double pound these hardcore teenage…Fuck’n' bitches major Catch me if you can Fuck the law with my dick in my hand We com’n' from Generation Triple-X; we all

Funeral Procession
FUNERAL PROCESSION: (DON'T SKIP THE PRAYER AT THE END...ITS PRICELESS!) A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching the nearby cemetery. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her, a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, 'I am so sorry for your loss', I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen a funeral like this. Whose funeral is it?' 'M y husband's.' 'What happened to him?' The woman replied, 'My dog attacked and killed him.' She inquired further, 'Well, who is in the second hearse?' The woman answered, 'My mother-in-law. She was trying

5 Finger Prayer
1. Your thumb is nearest you. So begin your prayers by praying for those closest to you. They are the easiest to remember. To pray for our loved ones is, as C. S. Lewis once said, a 'sweet duty.' 2. The next finger is the pointing finger. Pray for those who teach, instruct and heal. This includes teachers, doctors, and ministers. They need support and wisdom in pointing others in the right direction. Keep them in your prayers. 3. The next finger is the tallest finger. It reminds us of our leaders. Pray for the president, leaders in business and industry, and administrators. These people shape our nation and guide public opinion. They need God's guidance. 4. The fourth finger is our ring finger. Surprising to many is the fact that this is our weakest finger, as any piano teacher will testify. It should remind us to pray for those who are weak, in trouble or in pain. They need your prayers day and night. You cannot pray too much for them. 5. And lastly comes our little finge

Slipknot - Despise Lyrics
Slipknot - Despise lyrics Despise!!! Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic Ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face Sweat gets in my eyes, lash out at all I despise HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed Searching from the rush, detached from such and such Bleak...standing on my feet...listening incomplete I am not a dog, but I'm the one you dog HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT Never - ever - surrender - I WON'T ALLOW IT! [x3] Never - ever - surrender - DESPISE My state of mind gets so one-sided [x4] Despise! [x4] Cut me - show me - enter - I am Willing and able and never any danger to myself Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain Or was my tolerance a phase? Empathy, out of my way I can't die Never - ever - surrender - I WON'T ALLOW IT! [x3] Never - ever - surrender - DESPISE My state of mind get

The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord
The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord 1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear plexiglass visors, not face-concealing ones. 2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. 3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell of my dungeon. 4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. 5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fire guarded by the Dragons of Eternity. It will be in my safe-deposit box. The same applies to the object which is my one weakness. 6. I will not gloat over my enemies' predicament before killing them. 7. When I've captured my adversary and he says, "Look, before you kill me, will you at least tell me what this is all about?" I'll say, "No." and shoot him. No, on second thought I'll shoot him then say "No." 8. After I kidnap the beautiful princess, we will be married immedia

Slipknot - Before I Forget Lyrics
Slipknot - Before I Forget lyrics Go! Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen! I am a worm before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen! I am a worm before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will r

Slipknot - Blackheart Lyrics
Slipknot - Blackheart lyrics Hurt Me By V-mob All the pieces of the puzzle seem to fall into place But the only thought that i could think was pissin in that fuckin face The taste that you left in my mouth was rotten And you think that all the shit you did to me could be forgotten Well fuck no You both got me last time Next time i see your punk ass it's mine From behind dawg i'm gonna crack that skull Then i'm gonna laugh when you fall cause you fucked me raw Comin home late at night when your sneakin in the door With a bottle half empty and your tank is on full You hurt me And i will never forget How you hurt me And all the pain you caused Left my mind blank and my soul was lost And now the thoughts are in my head and drifting side to side You know i'm gonna get cause there is nowhere to hide Headlines will read on the night she died Trust me I will get your ass back If it kills me For the rest of your life you will feel me I'm gonna make you

Picture Worth More Then A 1000 Words
This Picture is Worth 1000 Million Words... We truly take a lot for granted. Forget the football 'heroes' and movie 'stars'. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier One died for your soul; the other for your freedom

Part 1 And A Half?
From behind I feel you move closer, anticipation races through my viens quicker than the wine could ever do. You lean over and remove my hand from the wine glass and turn me to face you. As you take your hands and move them up to my face, you whisper 'kiss me'. I dont know what took me over, your eyes or your lips as they spoke to me, iI did as you asked. Anyone in the bar would have thought you my lover already from the way you kissed me. Not an over indulgence, tongue raping kiss, but rather a soft, sensual, knowing kiss. As you broke away from the kiss, I realized that I didnt even know your name. To my amazement, I realized that I had just kissed a perfect stranger, in front of a group of perfect strangers. But rather than embarrassment, all I could feel was arousal. My lips felt swollen with need, not to mention the rest of my body's reaction. All else was forgotten as you took my hand to lead me onto the tiny dance floor. Of course, normally I would never let a stranger go a

Mudvayne - All That You Are Lyrics
Mudvayne - All That You Are lyrics Repeating in my head Betrayal Repeating in my head Insecurities Repeating in my head Dividends It's not your fault The well of thought and trust has run dry Don't be afraid to let go Don't be afraid to start over when it's over Let go Let go Let go Let go Let go of feelings Let go of compromise Hollow trunk for shelter So dark and cold inside I always seem to find myself alone Jaded shell of being Porous as a stone Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you Let go of trusting Lost thought for family Let go of living No more concerns of demise I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony Contorted Twisted broken Without a reason Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one Hope is out of season Lost sight No hint of light Get busy living or get busy

Waste Of Time... I'm Out.
I pretty much don't know why I came around in the first place to be honest with you... This place is a waste... Truth be told, who the fuck is anyone to judge anyone? I'm not pissed nor did anything happen... In all honesty, I think I just grew up a little... Seeing some of the shit that people say and do to each other blows me away. Soon I as I can find a way to delete my account, it's done for real... Take care friends, don't take this place to seriously... L~

Ok, Frozen!
Just dropped my car off at the mechanic and walked the 2.3 miles back to my house. Wasn't too bad of a walk, but my legs are frozen!!!! ...........Oh! and I saw a Kestrel sitting on a phone pole on the way back, that was cool.

Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down lyrics Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care Converse behind my back, but now I'm here Need no one to comply with me though everyone that I defeat Don"t need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away Hatred fuels my blood I'll burn ya down (You can't help me) One king to watch the horsemen fall I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you) I can't trust anyone (See it in my eyes) Now I can understand It's sorrow that feeds your lies Whoa, yeah! You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breathe A crutch for you that won't always be there Hide in the dark another day The fear in you is here to stay So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say Hatred fuels my blood I'll burn ya down (You can't help me) One king to watch the horsemen fall I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you) I can't trust anyone (Witness and see it in my eyes) (Chorus vocalizing) Now I can

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Bob Kelly, New O&a Podcast, Animation Conest Update, New O&a Hot Chicks Video, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Onl
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch The Hot Dog Guy Now!) Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! The O&A ANIMATION CONTEST Continues! We're looking for you talented bastards to show us how creative you are by ANIMATING your favorite Opie and Anthony bit(s). The best entries will be showcased at a LIVE event in April (to be announced), so DO NOT POST THEM ONLINE BEFORE THEN... YOU'LL RUIN THE SURPRISE!. Check out some examples of quality animations here: Jimmy's Glasses - by Rob Y from Brooklyn Bob Kelly's Iraqi Werewolf - by Rhett P in Sparta, NJ 1950's Future - by Adam L in Marlboro, NJ O&A's New Names - by Andrea The Imus and Reverend Al Show - by Cokelogic The Imus and Reverend Al Show - by Cokelogic Board Room Jimmy - By Cokelogic Take your time... and MAIL US THE VIDEO (We need a BIG file if it's going to be s

I'm Moving Out Of State!!
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: *have sex * have someone fall in love with you * find money you've been missing * your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money, BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "I'm a lesbian" "I'M HORNY" "I GOT ARRESTED" "Just to settle all the rumors...yes I did!!" "I'm getting married!" "My dad got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!" "I miss him" "Guess who i kissed last night!" "I guess it was never meant to be" "I'm gonna be a daddy!" "I'm gonna be a mommy!" "I'm moving!!! "I miss her" "I'm Moving out of state!"

Homless Vetrans Help!!
Although accurate numbers are impossible to come by -- no one keeps national records on homeless veterans -- the VA estimates that nearly 200,000 veterans are homeless on any given night. And nearly 400,000 experience homelessness over the course of a year. Conservatively, one out of every three homeless men who is sleeping in a doorway, alley or box in our cities and rural communities has put on a uniform and served this country. According to the National Survey of Homeless Assistance Providers and Clients (U.S. Interagency Council on Homelessness and the Urban Institute, 1999), veterans account for 23% of all homeless people in America. And unfortiantly these statistics are growing with the new round of Enduring Freedom and Iraqi Freedom Vetrans coming back. Vetrans Affairs is streched thin trying ot provide help to those who have served.. if yah care re post..... to help go to: http://www.nchv.org

Wow Interesting
Wow... It has been an interesting past few weeks! But the reason for this blog is to b*tch! I now see who cares and who doesn't. I will be leaving this site soon! More than likely next month when my VIP is up. I want to thank those people who actually care and check in on me once in a while. It is interesting to see who shows that they care when I am not on everyday now. There are about 4 people who actually show they care. To those that don't... don't expect me to keep in touch! Mira... you are one of the best friends I could ask for! I love you to death... and you too Dave! You are an amazing man and I am so glad that I "met" you on here! Jesse... I love the random texts :) and that I can count on you being there! Love ya chickie! Ruby... you have been there for over a year and I am so thankful to know you! You are one of my best friends and I love ya! Restrictive, I am so glad that you are back and that we have kept in touch since you left here... and then came back! Sorry I am not

Wow....playing With Swat, Fire And Pd W00t! Men Everywhere :p
That was so much fun! I am beat though. I was the monitor and lead, to get them through the center, and finding the hostages, the wounded, and the bombs. Being the Senior Officer and Sergeant there, I had to guide swat through the center, taking them thru corridors and back passages. Watching them crawling around on the ground. Full gear lol OMG that was so much fun! If any of you ever get the chance to go to a swat team training manuever, you really should! And then, how much better does it get? 2 Counties of Swat, 4 PD depts, and 2 Sheriff Depts, 2 Fire Rescue depts..OMG, MEN EVERYWHERE!!!!! Yayyyyyy ME! **giggles** We played from 9pm till 3am and yes, by 6am I was up and getting ready for work..OK, nap time soon,,lol I got lotsa pics, but can only post the blurriest ones. They dont want their faces clearly shown. Sorry, but thats the best I can do. They are in an album and loaded now. You can watch the video here: http://www.channel10.com/news/local/article.aspx?storyid=75

Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country lyrics "He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man" Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I try to drive all through the night, The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to stay, the sand is singing deathless words to me. Chorus Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention. As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights. My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite. Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right. Mental fiction follow me; show me what it's like to be set free. Chorus Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me

Addicted
have u ever been so addicted to someone that u just didnt know what to do with yourself? dream of that person and wanted that person as ur own, never to let go.But is that possible with someone u have not yet met in person? It blows my mind to think that it is. craving that persons touch and wanting to be loved by that person is so out there and far beyond reach. or is it? NO iam not crazy, no iam not a stalker.Just someone that has a wonderful addiction to someone so wonderful and amazing, that it drives me crazy to not be able to see and touch. sigh, will i ever get to feed my addiction. only time will tell.Till then im lost in my dreams and thoughts of you, waiting for that sweet day when we can be together. ahhh yes that will be heaven on earth:)

Poster Pics And Name Graphics
I am offering to make some poster pictures and name graphics. If you would like one a poster picture send me a message letting me know what 3 colors and what picture you want me to use for the POSTER Picture, also tell me what message you want on the Poster Picture. If you want a Name Graphic tell me 1 color and what name you want the NAME GRAPHIC to be. Here are a few of the Poster Pics I made. Here are a few of the Name Graphics I made.

Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease lyrics Dust begins to fall, to the ground The air is cold and thin Thoughts are haunting me as I look around This will never end and I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from Outside shell is strong - confident But slowly eats away Like a man plauged with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep... I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from And you sit there and do nothing You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide When your living to die Stuch alone inside your head, Better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house, No one's around. Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on w

Life
Life can be full of shit sometimes. Why do they exist? People called rascists!! People who call themselves the Superior race!! People who think fat women are a waste of time!! If there is one thing I do not like is people insulting me. I know words don't hurt...but this time. Don't you worry.....its none of you here on Fubar. Right now I feel like doing something really bad, against the law or agains my ideas and principles.

Gbi Investigating Chase, Shootout In Houston County
By Natasha Smith - nsmith@macon.com The Georgia Bureau of Investigation says it is looking into an incident involving an exchange of gunfire between a Houston County sheriff's deputy and a motorist who fled a traffic stop late Tuesday off Houston Lake Road. Gary Rothwell, head of the Perry GBI office, said the incident began when a deputy attempted to stop a stolen red Toyota Solara. When the driver of the car got out, a passenger slid over into the driver's seat and sped off, authorities said. The deputy pursued the fleeing vehicle, which crashed shortly afterward. As that driver fled on foot, there was an exchange of gunfire between the deputy and the driver, identified as Tobe Killgo, 19, of Macon, according to authorities. No one was injured in the gunfire, they said. Killgo was apprehended by officers, as was the original driver of the stolen car, identified as Misty McDaniel, 26, of Perry, GBI officials said. Both Killgo and McDaniel are in custody at the Houston County ja

Avenged Sevenfold - Desecrate Through Reverance Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Desecrate Through Reverance lyrics Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise... (don't look my way for help, From the beginning you came to me) Never asked you to like me, I don't want your praise (we won't play your games) Look down on me, spit in my face, You're nothing to me:not to me Darkened eyes you'll see, There is no hope, no savior in me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, Don't stare this way, anymore) Learned from years gone by, no one will care, What happens to me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, Don't stare this way, anymore) My presence won't be ignored, no not today Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way (don't look my way for help, From the beginning you came to me) Asking questions, predetermined answers, You won't find them here (we don't want your opinion) And I don't want you, I won't let you think, Compr

New Life!
A month ago i moved to conn from my home town in miami, to become a fire fighter for the town of milford. IM GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!THERE IS NOTHING TO DO HERE. I WORK GET OFF GO TO THE GYM. freeze!!then sleep. and then do it all over again.its really hard getting used to a new place. and not knowing a single person isnt helping.i think im going to miss it the most in the summer. not being able to go to the beach.i lived at the beach. but ill survive, its to quiet living alone. ( hold on). ok i herd a noise lol. well i guess thats it! lol i really need to get a friend lol!

Avenged Sevenfold - Darkness Surrounding Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Darkness Surrounding lyrics Darkness coats us. The smell of fall. Changing season. The graveyard is alive, black cat across my path, The chill of cold wind, The breath of the dead. Imprisoned souls. Trapped for eternity. Black crows break the silence. The garden of the dead's alive tonight and you can't stop it. Just enjoy it. Open up your mind and you will feel it too. The sound, the touch, the thoughts, that you've been so blind to. You can feel the thoughts of the dead. Feeling the thoughts of the dead. True or false, it's still there, teaching me. True or false, still there, teaching me. You can feel it tonight. The wood has rotten away. Take the time absorb it. Their time is slipping away. Stone all carved by hand. Statues that resemble their faces. They still breathe. Come join us. Smell the burning embers, Time flickering away. Timeless but soon gone. Timeless but soon gone. Smell the

Police Arrest Northeast High Teacher On Sexual Assault Charges
By Amy Leigh Womack - awomack@macon.com The Northeast High School teacher accused of making sexual comments to students and showing one student pornography was arrested at his home by the Southeast Regional Fugitive Task Force at about noon today, said police spokeswoman Sgt. Melanie Hofmann. Victor Denson, 44, of Sandhill Circle, is charged with two felony counts of sexual assault, one felony count of child molestation and one misdemeanor count of exhibiting porn to a minor, according to a police news release. Denson has been on administrative leave since Feb. 12, according to school officials. Investigators with the Bibb County Board of Education police contacted Macon police investigators Feb. 13 after a student came forward with the allegations, Hofmann said. She said the students ranged in age between 15 and 16. Denson also is accused of buying condoms for a student, according to a Macon police report. Northeast High School's Web site lists Denson as an Army Junior Reserve

Our Alien Friends
What would an alien llfeform be like? And what can we expect them to do about US, should they ever really arrive on planet Earth? As to the reality of alien forms, we should refer to Arthur C Clarke, who advised that if you want to theorise on what they would look like, visit a zoo. In doing so, the sheer diversity of life-types you will see will tell you it is impossible to speculate on alien-forms unless we actually see them. But what about their motive, and the eventual fate of ourselves? HOLLYWOOD FUN Hollywood gives us oodles of scenarios, usually based around the basic idea of malevolence. Words such as ‘invasion’ abound, as if they will be superior beings wiping us out without a second thought. Whether this is based on reasoned argument, or whether it is a fact that friendly, cuddly aliens wouldn’t make a spectacular movie - ET excepted - I’ll leave to you. However, that they would have superior technology goes without saying. After all, they’d have got here, wouldn’t t

It's Not A Dream, Its A Nightmare!
Ok, I really dont understand this. I log in last night and i have mail. Nice, I like mail, then all the sudden, when I open it, I am blasted for nothing. I do not understand people. Certain person, who I shall call Nightmare sent me a message that just blew me away. I have never done anything to said person but be civil. Yes, I do not care for Mrs. Nightmare, but I put up with her. Then to give me shit for looking at their page and not commenting? OMG how immature. Yes, I look at lots of peoples pages but that does not mean I am checking up on someone. It's called boredom! Well at least that bitch is blocked and outta my life for good now. I now return you to your normal broadcasting.

Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot lyrics This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence There's more than meets the eye round here look to the waters of the deep, A city of evil, There sat a seven-headed beast, Ten horns raised from his head, Symbolic woman sits on his throne but hatred strips her and leaves her naked The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, She's a cage for every unclean spirit Every filthy burden, that makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings, Fallen now is Babylon the Great. The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls, Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn, Destroyed in an hour, Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too, Will weep and mourn this loss with their sins piled to the sky, The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, She's a cage for every unclean spirit Every filthy bird th

Bombfest Thursday
TODAY*** Thursday *** PA King Earl is going to have a 2 hour bombfest on his page like we use to do on Stephanie's page. We will show up and bomb for 2 hours straight and try to stay in first place to win. It only lasts 2 hours. If you have not yet been in anything or on the waiting list to be in something, fumail FU*Bomber Home Page saying you are interested. BOMBFEST will be from 8p to 10p CENTRAL time Thursday night. TONIGHT 9pm to 11pm EASTERN time. In the meantime lets try to get our members contest pics finished that are on Stephanie Lynn's page, starting with the older ones then the newer ones. The quicker we get them finished the sooner I can add more people into it and get the members VIP'd. Just remember to save comments for TONIGHTS BOMBFEST.

Dream Theater - Forsaken
For a while I thought I fell asleep Lying motionless inside a dream Then rising suddenly I felt a chilling breath upon me She softly whispered in my ear (Forsaken) Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me I waited faithfully For night to fall again Trying to silence the fear within me Out of the night and mist I felt a stinging kiss And saw a crimson sting on her lips I have to know your name Where have I seen your face before My dear why don't you be afraid Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me Take me far away Close your eyes And hold your breath 'Til the ends of the earth Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Forsaken Fly away with me tonight Awaken Renew my life Now you are mine Give yourself up to me

Blue Orion Lounge Pin Up Contest!!
BLUE ORION RETRO PINUP GAL & GUY CONTEST!! ** CONTEST ** THIS IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST. THERE WILL BE A GAL & GUY WINNER!! 1ST PRIZE: 30-day Blast FuBucks 3X Blings Linked Picture in Blue Orion Lounge 1 Month Entrance Greeting Blue Orion 2ed Place: 7-day Blast FuBucks 3x Blings There will Be a Male and Female Winners!! Contest Rules:: 1) Picture Must Be Safe For Work 2) No Cheating allowed, You get caught you out! 3) No Drama..No Bashing Others 4) Must Be Level 5 to enter Once I get Enough Entries The Contest will Run for 5 days. Will have complete detail to you 2 days before start of Contest. ~TO ENTER CLICK ON PICTURE BELOW AND SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE TO DAWN OWNER OF BLUE ORION RADIO~ (repost of original by '~ Dawn ~Owner of ~BLUE ORION~' on '2008-02-27 23:39:50') (repost of original by 'DJ Shimmer' on '2008-02-28 00:15:49') (

Carbon Copy Pro
The first thing that gets your attention when looking at CarbonCopyPro is a bold statement that this system provides a "Realistic $250K first year income potential" This may cause many people to think that this is yet another internet marketing scam. Upon closer examination I discovered that this system was co-created by a successful entrepreneurs named Jay Kubassek, Aaron Parkinson and Mike Dillard, the founder of Magnetic Sponsoring. 1. Carbon Copy Pro is a marketing system that promotes a direct sales opportunity. The potential to build a lucrative income is more realistic in network marketing with a direct sales approach as opposed to a "traditional" mlm compensation plan. The reasons for this are: attrition rates are very high in the mlm and network marketing industries the cost to acquire a new distributor or rep keeps rising It is difficult to build a decent residual income when the average new person in your organization only sticks around for approximately 3 months. I

Raven Queen's Bulletin
RAVEN QUEEN NEEDS YOUR HELP Our dear and kindred friend needs our help ... Show your loyalties to her and go bomb her picture, so she can have that much deserved V.I.P. Use the picture link above to go show her that love from her kindred friends. This contest runs for 4 weeks and Raven Queen needs a further 11000 comments minimum, go help her out please.

''now If You Want A Pussy To Really Satisfy You''
Now if you want a pussy to really satisfy you, giving good head to some pussy is the key. 1: Look into here eyes sensually and then kiss here and let her know that you about to take care of her body the way it needs to be taken care of. Kiss her deeply passionately, with your tongue deep in her mouth and sucking on her tongue at the same time. Move your way down her body slowly paying attention to all her sensuous areas. Like stopping at her breast and suck and lick them both, one at a time then bring them together and go back and forth and lick between them. Use just as much vigor as your kiss, getting a little more aggressive in each area as you move down may help. 2: Get your partner in the middle of the bed or the edge of it, which ever is comfortable for you, get on your knees or even on your belly if you have her in the middle of the bed. Get those legs open wide. 3: Move down in between her legs and open them so that you both are comfortable. At this time use both ha

Chavez And Bush Finally Agree On Something..
Good Morning and how are you today? You ever get the feeling all the smart crooks jobs have been taken? Well I do, or at least perhaps currently there are more and more stupid crooks. Take for instance, Felipe M. Medina, of Sheboygan, was charged Thursday with a misdemeanor count of retail theft. The criminal complaint said Medina took a pair of blue jeans, a black T-shirt and a black jacket from a Kohl's store on Nov. 27 in Sheboygan, Wisconsin. Police Capt. James Veeser identified Medina as the suspect after viewing the store surveillance tape. A detective asked Medina to come to the police station Wednesday. He admitted in a police interview that he took the clothes and was currently wearing the stolen jacket, the complaint said. He must have really, really like that Jacket… and thank the maker we at home here are not the only ones that can wear the idiot title. David Thomson, 49, was convicted in Edinburgh, Scotland, of smothering his mom to death after she had taunted him for hi

My Preference
Hello everybody. I'm the guy who likes Fubar, and the way they DON'T censor photos like they do on MySpace, Hi-5, and Zorpia. Anyway, certain "friends" e-mail me and ask if they want to cyber. I say yes. Then, they give me a link to another adult porn site where I have to whip out a credit card. I do have a webcam. No, I will not go first. Either the girl goes first, or we'll go together, BUT I will not do this: I WILL NOT PAY TO CYBER! That is like going to Baseline and Waterman, near where I live, and there's a lot of skanky, drugged-out ladies that want mostly to give head. Why should I pay for sex? That's BULL SHIT! If a girl volunteers to cyber, then the rules are: 1. Turn on the cam. 2. Lift off your top. 3. Drop down your pants and panties. 4. Aim the cam towards your pussy. 5. Play with yourself there. I then may drop my pants and underwear and join you. It does not cost from 1 cent to +$100 to cyber. I will not pay some Ron Jeremy-lookalike or the Russia

The Sauna
THREE WOMEN,TWO YOUNGER,AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. 'THAT WAS MY PAGER ,SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM.' A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED,SHE EXPLAINED, 'THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE ,I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND.' THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID......... ' WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX ' !!

Infidelity
I'm not a fan of infidelity. I believe everybody should stay loyal to their partners. I know that sometimes things don't work out like they should, but instead of running off with another man or woman, the relationship that you're in she be ended properly first. Such is the case with my friend... although his is a little weird. He started seeing this girl who seemed nice but was fucking with his head. Then he found out that she was with somebody already. She claimed the two of them had already split. He carried on with the relationship until he found out that the two, in fact, had not split. He ended that relationship and met a new girl within days (a very sweet girl, I must add). After he hooked up with her, the first girl started spreading rumours that my buddy cheated on her with this new girl. Now, certain people won't talk to my friend. Fucked up, eh? Infidelity (also known as cheating) is low... and pathetic. Before you establish a relationship, end your existing

A Matter Of Perspective
Mathematics can be a confusing thing, especially when it extends past the everyday use of ‘addition’ and ‘subtraction’, and even that can be a challenge for some of us (me included at times.). But occasionally it can put things into complete perspective. For instance, if you’re anything like me you are totally involved in your own life. Most of us think that we are the centre of the Universe … and in a way we are … we are at least the centre of our OWN universe! When it comes to the REAL Universe however, I have always had difficulty grasping the true nature of where we stand in it, especially with respect to time and distance. I mean, billions of years leave me just as isolated and perplexed as billions of light years. Time and distances of the Universe have always left me feeling - well, somewhat miniscule. So today I used mathematics in an attempt to bring our existence into focus. I made a few simple assumptions, like the average human will live for 65 yrs and that t

I Love Her
I have met the most wondeful women in the world and she if perfect in everyway. I like to say maybe not perfect for everyone but perfect for me. In many if not all ways I am speaking of my dream girl! She came into my life in a flash and before long has turned it upside down. Annie makes me feel wonderful every time I see her smiling face or hear her beautiful voice. She is mine now and I love her and long for days to pass quicker because I will be with her very shortly:) She is my everything and all that I think about. BTW did I mention that I love her :)

To My Much Loved Girl Friend
Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I didn't see the light I didn't know day from night I had no reason to care But since you came along I can face the dawn Cause I know you'll be there Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I'll never worry If it's raining outside Cause in here with you girl The sun always shines Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah A good morning beautiful...day Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful day A beautiful day Good morning beautiful

Feb....
This month has been so very hectic for me... Not only do 2 of my boys have birthdays this month, but I had company that is just one of the most awesome people I have ever met. I love you!!! My grand daughter also had a birthday this month. 1st Shane turned 17, almost an adult, and I'm so very proud of him, he's come so far in life. 2nd Haley turned 2, wow time flies, i don't get to see her near as much as i'd like, but well I guess that's life... 3rd George Is 14 today!!!! Happy Birthday buddy !!! You are great!!!!!! I'm now the shortest person in my house, and the girls just keep calling, lol. George has his 1st school dance on friday and wow that makes me feel really old. To my honey.... I love you sooo much. You make me so very happy and I'm so glad you are in my life. SpinAgain*@ fubar

Omg! - How Embarrassing ....
Ever had such an embarrassing moment that you wished the ground would just open up and swallow you in whole? DON'T WORRY - You're NOT alone! While mine was perhaps not as public as that of Miss Universe's, when she had that wardrobe malfunction on the cat-walk, imagine this. A cold, wet, windy night – sitting in a clients lounge room by invitation, soaking up the warmth from the open fire and sipping on hot chocolate, supplied by my hosts as I attempt to close them on a financial deal I had been presenting for the past couple of hours. His name was Ron, hers was Maureen – a married couple, maybe in their forties at the time, and this was SOME time ago. As in all sales situations the seller (me) was constantly using the prospects first names as I diligently answered all their questions, and as any good salesperson knows, it is fatal to go for the close until you have ‘buying signals’ from both parties. Well Ron was giving me the right signals from the moment I walked thro

"home And The Fairies"
by Zancan So you caught me in this reverie, There at home where I could stay for hours. You thought I was trapped from within. I won't blame you, if you couldn't notice That my aloneness was filled Richer than all the madnesses and frenzies You all live in. The austere discomfort I am coiled in Beneath that hole on the ceiling Is a whole universe of fancies And the sweetest haven for heart and soul.

Infatuation ... Ooohhh!!
That crushing mind blowing attraction we label infatuation .... we all know how it feels - simply exhilarating !! Surely this is a mental process? - initially being fed by visual, audio and olfactory senses through the subconscious, to 'blow the mind' and steal the heart away by fantastical imagination - nothing supported by facts or the actual truth, but by our dreamlike desire for intimacy with this one individual in the billions that exist at the same moment in time? It can certainly run away with ur mind ... i can vouch for that ... sensibility is discarded for the fantastical illusions created by infatuation .... and tragically, it generally is a one way street. [*Oohh, watch out, pain lurking here ...*] Can this be considered a 'Soulful Connection' as raising in my previous post ?? Of course not - as it is generally a 'One Way Street'! If only we could put something in the other persons drink to make it into a two way highway to lust, intimacy and that elusive 'soulful c

Climaxxx Is Now Hiring!
For those whom did not know i own a internet radio station www.climaxxxradio.com i'm currently seeking enthusatic dj's, must have a personality,atleast 2 hours to devote a week,500+ songs on your computer, and cable internet. if you are interested feel free to add me via msn or yahoo my msn is l-wicked-l@hotmail.com and yahoo is dj_wicked_climaxxx

Life
Again, as I write this, I have much on my mind. I had a rather intimate conversation with someone very close to me tonight and I feel as if I might have pushed them away slightly. I've discussed things that I swore to myself that I'd take to the grave with me, however, I felt a huge weight being lifted from my chest. I feel closer to this person than I have ever felt to anyone. I myself feel slightly scared inside as I feel this person might grow distant to me in the days ahead. I worry. The person I speak of also shared secrets buried deep within themselves. I fear that they feel I have been pushed away. I have not. I feel that this person's ability and willingness to share such things with me is a sign of deep trust and faithfulness in me as a person. I shall not fail or betray this trust. My committment to this person's honesty, will, and soul will keep them safe from anyone having the spoken carnal knowledge that was shared tonight. I only hope for the same from them. I hold

Salute Photo Guide
Here is some information on the salute policy, as of February 28, 2008. This is not new information, but hopefully it will shed some light on what we expect when determining whether or not to approve a salute photo. The goal is to put together a picture that not only says you're you, but can also link itself to your profile. This is why the three basic elements of a salute photo, listed below, are important to have on your handwritten sign. A salute photo must have a picture of you with your complete face showing, as well as a handwritten sign with the following on it: Your current Fubar screenname Your Fubar ID number (it can be found located between parentheses in the title bar of your Fubar home page; mine is 58128) The word "Fubar" In lieu of your Fubar ID, you may use your custom URL if you have one set (for example, mine is http://www.fubar.com/owl, or http://owl.fubar.com). The sign doesn't necessarily have to be on paper. Approved salute photos have had the s

Soulful Ramblings .....
If i have not declared it here before, then i do now - "I am NOT a religious person!" .... so i question as to why i keep searching for what i describe as soulful connections with others? Surely the 'Soul' and 'Religion' are married to the same philosophy, are they not ...? Or is that merely my perception .. ? And after all, what IS meant by 'the Soul'?? I know I feel a welling up inside when an identifiable connection is made with another human being ... I refer to this emotion as being the result of 'brushing up against another person's soul'. I find these matters difficult to put in to words and so was excited to bump into the following words deep in the depths of a google listing somewhere out there in the network of URLs ... maybe it helps. Soul Connection - The inner, telepathic, communication between two individuals when they share thoughts, feelings, dreams, inspiration, and discoveries with each other. Every being has a personal connectivity inside themselves, b

Dreams
I never dream,not till last night.It was vivid and still in my mind. I don't really read into dreams,they are just dreams to me,nothing more and nothing less. My best friend believes our dreams are telling us something. I have no clue. I never dream about people or friends,I did last night and it was just strange to me that i would dream about him. If what she says is true then I should believe in this dream and be happy.If it is what i believe dreams are then it means nothing at all and was just a dream that will never come true,as so many of my few dreams have. I like her way of thinking but why get my hopes up over a dream.It was just a dream after all,wasn't it?

Want $$fu-bux$$ ???
OH NOW U LOOK? HEHEHE ~BOSSLADYWITDASEXXYEYEZ'S GIVEAWAY~~ ~~PLEASE READ IN FULL ~~ 1st Place. 25,000 COMMENTS= 7 DAY BLAST & 30,000 FU-BUX 2nd Place. 20,000 COMMENTS= 3 DAY BLAST & 20,000 FU-BUX 3rd Place. 17,000 COMMENTS= 1 DAY BLAST & 15,000 FU-BUX ** ONE WITH MOST RATES GETS 1 DAY BLAST**ONLY ONE WINNER** **STARTS A.S.A.P. I NEED AT LEAST 2 MORE PEEPS ~~ RULEZ ~~ 1. SFW PICTURES ONLY 2. NO DRAMA OR B.S. OR U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEST 3. RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST,NO BASHING OR DOWNRATING 4. ONLY ONE WINNER PER PLACE 5. BOMBING ALLOWED AND SO IS SELF BOMBING 6. U WILL NEED TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND(JUST FOR CONTEST IF U WANT) 7. YOU HAVE TO PIMP YOURSELF OUT(BULLETINS,BLASTS, ETC..) 8. HAVE FUN !!! -- I'M RAISING AMOUNT OF FU-BUX GIVING AWAY-- BUT U GOTTA JOIN TO FIND OUT :D ** LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE(MY LINK AT BOTTOM OF BULLY) IF YOU WANNA JOIN IN THIS GIVEAWAY,NO COMMENTS OR SHOUT BOX MESSAGES

Whooohooo
oh and just another note, my estranged husband is finally going to file for divorce this week i hope. YAY me!!! and the best part, were actually getting along now. lol it only took 3 yrs of hell and having a screwed up relationship to become amicable about things lol go figure

Blah
ya so as usual the last guy i mentioned i was dating turned out to be some bi polar psycho lol what else is new. I think i need to re-evaluate my screening process on who i go out with lol. anywho, got the chance to meet and spend some quality time with someoene i met off of here believe it or not, so i am just gonna see how it goes. who knows, but my mom likes him so he cant be all that bad ;) hes one of the sweetest men ive met in a while.

Erotic Fantasy I Wrote
Heres a erotic story I wrote..Rather long but I think its good! Please dont copy my work as everything I've done is copy write protected! My Overnight Fantasy He sent me a message on Thursday afternoon. He said his wife would be out of town for the weekend and would be alone. A smile came to my face and I hoped he was getting ready to ask what I thought he was going to ask. . . “Can you come and stay with me Friday night at a hotel?” he asked. “Of course!” I replied. “Where are you staying?” He gave me directions to the hotel a bit out of town and I jotted them down quickly. When I got offline, I smiled to myself and wondered how I’d make it through the next day! I couldn’t wait to see him! We had talked online and on the phone several times, but we hadn’t seen each other in quite some time. I spent the day resting and preparing for our rendezvous that night. After all these years of wanting this, I couldn’t believe it was about to happen! Around 5 o’clock, I star

Poor Dreamer
not always things are the way theyre supposed to be not always you can have the reason in all you make me feel like a baseball game you pitch me or make me bat a homerun you are just like a dream and all i am is a poor dreamer you are just like a dream and from that dream i never wanna wake up thats why i never wanna open my eyes dreaming thats the way i wanna live traveling in the night in the darkness you are my escape from realness i never ever wanna stop dreaming who cares if the world stops moving cant do anything about that with you i plan to escape from realness and i never wanna comeback never

My Lil Angel, Kissed My Soul And Now My Heart Is Hers Forever.
Not sure if this is what you would class a poem, story, or just what. I was in a pit of darkness, of the likes that no one has seen. The dark tendril of despair and loneliness, kept creeping into my being. After each slight moment of hope came and went, my 'two companion' would return stronger than ever to carry me further into this morbidly dark effluvia of pitiful loneliness and despair. AS I had just about lost the last shred of hope, a ray of light appearred. The light was small and gray at first and indistinct, but it steadily grew stronger and brighter. The warmth and love I felt from that lonely light, quickened my heart to race and have hope return. As I witnessed this a wave of Dark despair battered against the light trying to wash it away. I was afraid it would blot out this light, so invitingly I raised my hand to it and cried for help. My Spirit knew this light was for me and I needed it in the worse way. With Faith, hope and love I arose, beating down the dark

Without You (i'll Be Okay)
Chorus One: Just leave me here; don't say goodbye. I know you're not man enough to watch me cry. Now walk away; turn around and go. There's too much about me that you'll never know. But without you here by my side, I can face the sun. Without you, I realize I never needed to run. You're leaving me just reaching out with nothing to hold on to. But as you walk away, I have no doubt, I never belonged with you. Chorus Two: Just leave me here without your hand. You're slipping through my fingers like the wind through sand. Now turn your eyes; please, don't look my way. It hurts too much for me to let you stay. And as I watch the door swing closed, I don't fall apart at the seams. I don't know which hurts me the most: the way we are now, or how things used to be. You're saying goodbye on the stroke of night; ripping the contract our hearts had signed. It's for the best; all we do now is fight. I don't know how I could have been so blind. Chorus T

Sexy
You Are 90% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Interesting!
You Are a Total Player! Congratulations, when it comes to the game of love, you're a pro. Not only are you an expert player, you are a highly evolved one. For you, dating is like a game of chess - with a much happier ending. And you adeptly alter your moves, depending on who's in the game. When It Comes to Men, Are You a Player?

It's Amazing How Truthful This Is!
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Lol I $ell Crack 2 Da Childrenz.
Have you noticed how the world is just slowly getting more and more fucking retarded? Everyone is contradicting themselves. For example... Women fought for equal rights and to not be treated like a piece of property, and yet they whore themselves out for money and stay with their abusive boyfriends/husbands or try to become men themselves. -_- Martin Luther King fought for racial equality and peace between everyone, yet no one can seem to get the fact that there's only one race.....THE HUMAN RACE. The thing I find most funny though is the fact that a black guy could call me a cracker and not be considered racist. What the fuck? Isn't that a racist term for a white person? Oh and of coarse being anorexic is some how better than being fat. LMFAO Fuck people, get your shit together.

Perfect Date......
You Are A Perfect Date! Your manners are always spot on And you know how to make a guy feel great... ...While still letting him do a bit of the chase Chances are, your only dating problem is too many offers :-) Do Men Think You're a Good Date?

Still Without A Computer
I got my new power supply but guess what. WHile installing it, I noticed a black mark on my motherboard and thought that wasn't good. I was hoping it was nothing to be worried about but when I turned the computer on, I could smell something burning. Good the the new power supply automatically shuts itself off if there's a power failure or whatnot. I moved the power supply out of the case and had it laying on the workbench and turned it on again to see if i can figure out where the burn smell was coming from. It was coming from near the CPU area. So now I have to get a new motherboard, but not only that, I have to get a new CPU since finding motherboards and CPUs that are socket 754 are almost impossible to find nowadays. So I'm gonna be getting a new ASUS motherboard and new Althon 64 CPU that are AM2. So that will be great. However I have to wait about seven days for when I get some money then about another three to five days for the new parts to get shipped from Newegg (geek

Boy Toy
Ok people this is my first poem post on here, some may be offensive and some may not be liked but I really dont care.... Its stuff I wrote and have copyright on all.... This one may not be the best one but here gose: BOY TOY He's my lover boy, I just want him to be my toy When the lights go out, He shows me what he's all about. He kisses my lips, while gently rubbing my hips. He holds me tight through the morning and exspecially at night. I feel some security,while in side me he sets him self free. Warm steady breathing in my ear, I know his sexual peak is near. But theres only one thing I can say, Hes my lover boy, I just want him to be my toy.....

A Long Beginning (to A Short Story)
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness. She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white. She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour. She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field. From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered

Boys Are Stupid, Throw Rocks At Them
Last night was "tini tuesday" well not really because "tini tuesdays" are now on mondays but we drank martini's anyway... like 10 of them.. My best friend in the world is also my room mate and is going through shit right now so we drink and dance, dancing makes you brave. These 2 hott guys come in and sit at a table so that we can just stare at them. They didnt look intelligent or that they could hold a conversation, but at this point she and I have decided that despite intelligence is #1, we're willing to just be ok with physical attraction. Looking at these 2 guys we decided that in a perfect world guys would come with signs, around their necks to let us know ahead of time what we are dealing with.... here are the top signs - I'll cheat on you - I'll never call - My chest is just as hairy as my back ( clause for me on this on.. a guy I was with had a hairy chest and on him.. my lord it was sexy, no one else can pull that look off I've decided) - I like my mom more than you -

Kissing Style
Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Im Horny , Hurry
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: *have sex * have someone fall in love with you * find money you've been missing * your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money, BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:

Don't Know
...Im exausted. Physically and mentally and whatelse can there be? Perhaps soul-y. Im exausted to my soul. Perhaps I will delete this when I wake, and I have coffee in my body, and a smile back on my lips...perhaps. I know that I am tired, my body lulled sleepy by the jetstreams in the hot tub. My mind is not quick as of now. My eyes blink slowly, and I will head off to bed soon. I just got home. Yesterday was the worst day at my job...EVER. We're talking about two of my students pushing out a board and escaping our property ...bad. I was on my break when it happened. Walking in and seeing a co-teacher run down our driveway..I casually yell to her "Whacha doin?" "Two boys escaped." "who...who's boys!?" "Your boys" she replies. I ran after her. My heart pounding. My huge fucking purse swinging. My hands grasping my pants because they all seem to want to slide off of me lately. Running and calling and thinking in my head a million different scenarios. kno

Ca Vs Nc
(CA vs. NC) Funny as Hell CA vs NC funny as hell Posted from a California boy: CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (l

I'm Horny
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: *have sex * have someone fall in love with you * find money you've been missing * your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money, BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "I'm a lesbian" "I'M HORNY" "I GOT ARRESTED" "Just to settle all the rumors...yes I did!!" "I'm getting married!" "My dad got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!" "I miss him" "Guess who i kissed last night!" "I guess it was never meant to be" "I'm gonna be a daddy!" "I'm gonna be a mommy!" "I'm moving!!! "I miss her" "I'm Moving out of state!"

Ca Vs. Nc
(CA vs. NC) Funny as Hell CA vs NC funny as hell Posted from a California boy: CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (l

Take A Chance?
hi all my lovely friends :D hope you all are having a fantasic week! mine is going pretty well. :) i start a new part time job tomorrow (2 days a week) so i will have a little extra money :D yay! lord knows i need it :D so, in case you didnt know yet im in a race! its between myself and pebblesinaz. whoever reaches godfather first wins :) what would i win you ask? well this is how it works...a bidding pool has been started. so far there is 90,000 fubucks in there. whoever wins gets all the fubucks! im in the lead right now, but its taken me more than twice the time to get to this level than it has taken her. she only created her account this past november. ive been here a year this past January. ****IF YOU WANT TO HELP**** rate, and comment on as much of my stuff as you can stand! ************************************************* ************************************************* ****IF YOU WANT TO BET ON ME WINNING!**** CLICK HERE! ALL fubucks wa

I Love Him But........
I love him but, im not shure he loves me in tha same way i love him its very complacated and im bout ready to give up on him and i but i kno if i do that it will fuck wit me till i tell him how much i fuckin miss him I LOVE TIM KEARNS FA LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck Buddies
FUCK BUDDIES" "I'd hit it" Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "FUCK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? Huh!!!! just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "FUCK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Omg Guess What???
MY FRIEND KELLY IS SOOO CLOSE TO LEVELING, HOWS ABOUT YOU COME AND RATE A FEW OF HER PICS SO WE CAN LEVEL HER TONIGHT...JUST CLICK HER PIC, SHE'S AN AWESOME PERSON, FAN & RATE HER WHILE YOU'RE THERE...THANKS TO ALL MY BISHES MUCH LOVE AND A FEW GROPES :)

Pink Floyd-wish You Were Here
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skys from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.

What We Have Not Done...
What we have not done, we have done many times in my mind. A never ending story of story-book sun sets on a far away beach, gentle waves lapping at our feet, and a warm ocean breeze, the only witness to our secret rendevouz. What we have not done, we have done many times in my dreams. A never ending kiss so passionate and true, our lips reach out for never ending tender moments. It is on this beach that our bodies will undulate with each passing wave, the ocean demanding more of us. It is here, under this crimson setting sun, that we will escape our inhibitions, and relent to nature's call, and we will happily oblige. What we have not done, we will do soon. The canvas you painted for me will soon be drawn out on this warm, beautiful beach, and reality, will at last, be our friend. The bottled up emotions of lust and love will bobble ashore on our beach of destiny. These are the memories I seek, and together, we can make true, what we have not done...

I Only Have Eyes For You ~ Frank Sinatra
My love must be a kind of blind love I can't see anyone but you And dear, I wonder if you find love An optical illusion, too? Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright 'Cause I only have eyes for you, dear The moon may be high But I can't see a thing in the sky 'Cause I only have eyes for you. I don't know if we're in a garden Or on a crowded avenue You are here, so am I Maybe millions of people go by But they all disappear from view And I only have eyes for you

You Could Save A Life - Pass This On!
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters... S.T.R. My friend sent this to me and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. (they offered to call ambulance) They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm , Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die. They end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... STROKE IDENTIFICATION: A

Life In General
well life for me has been very intense as of late i have been tryin to go back to school got told that in order 4 me to get financial aid i would have to have a fawkin co-signer everyone that i know that can help me out has turned me down the oh so wonderful people called family those that would help me cant do to their own bills to pay off. i been tryin to find as much work as possible an yet to my luck i am runnin outa options. i hardly get to talk to the one person that has always ment alot to me cause she lives so far away an due to time difference an her work schedule it keeps her away from the puter to much(an u know who u r). i find out that one of my x's has been goin around claimin that i am in a relationship with sumone that i dont know bout this is kinda funny since i been single for the last 2 month's an even she has known that but still wants to spout out her b.s. lies. i am lucky to have the freinds that i do that like to try to make my life a little bit easier. even tho

You Bring Me Joy ~ Anita Baker
You bring me joy When I'm down So much joy When I lose my way your love comes smiling on me I saw your face And then I knew We would be friends I was so afraid, but your arms, they'd say 'come to me' So I'd say to you “Can we talk for a while?” You'd say “alright” When you love me, I smile I feel your hands and you feel mine You bring me joy You bring me joy Don't go too far away If I can't see your face, I will remember that smile But can this be right Or should we be friends I get lonely sometimes and I'm mixed up again 'Cause you're the finest thing I've seen in all my life You bring me joy My joy, my joy I believe this is gonna be what you want it to be I just love you, I just love you, can't you see That you're the best I've seen in all my life You bring me joy My joy…you're my joy My joy…my, my joy Thank you, baby, thank you, baby I just love you, baby When I lose my way, your love comes smiling on me

Me And You ~ Kenny Chesney
Ordinary, no Really don't think so Not a love this true Common destiny We were meant to be Me and you Like a perfect scene From a movie screen We're a dream come true Suited perfectly For eternity Me and you Everyday, I need you even more And the nighttime too There's no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to Everyday I live Try my best to give All I have to you Thank the stars above That we share this love Me and you Everyday, I need you even more And the nighttime too There's no way I could ever let you go Even if I wanted to Ordinary, no Really don't think so Just a precious few Ever make it last Get as lucky as Me and you Me and you

Unanswered Prayers...
In many ways, I look to the past to help find my way through the present and into the future. The past is a doorway for me. Its my way of pushing my way through the trials and tests that life has for me. I always love looking at life from different angles and looking from outside that box. I may not always see what life has in store or what the intention was of something, but I try. :) In my past, I have prayed for things to go a certain way in my life. And time and time again, even as recent as several months ago, things never went that way. I remember feeling that when I fell in love, that that was all that I wanted. I wanted it to be my everything (minus my kids who are number 1 always). I tried to make it that way and then things didn't quite work out that way. It tore me up inside. Tore my heart into millions of pieces and I will never forget the feelings that went through me after all of that. I remember saying that I would never fal

Toys
WOW! I just used two new toys for the second time. Let me tell you, it was awesome! The gel g-spot vibe and silver bullet together gave me one helluva ride! HMMMM I wonder if any of the guys out there can do that job for me instead of these toys....you guys up for the challenge??

I Could Not Ask For More ~ Vince Gill/sara Evans
Lying here with you Listening to the rain Smile just to see the smile upon your face These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive And these are the moments I'll remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need Everything you are is everything in me These are the moments I know heaven must exist And these are the moments I know all I need is this I've found all I've waited for, yeah And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I could not ask for more than this time with you And every prayer has been answered Every dream I've had's come true Yeah, right here in this moment Is right where I'm meant to be Here with you here with me Yeah These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive And these are the moments I'll remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more

Breast Cancer...please Read And Repost To Anyone You Care For...
New kind of Breast Cancer - DO NOT DELETE Please forward to all of the women in your lives .. Mothers, daughters, sisters, aunts, friends, etc. In November, a rare kind of breast cancer was found. A lady developed a rash on her breast, similar to that of young mothers who are nursing. Because her mammogram had been clear, the doctor treated her with antibiotics for infections. After 2 rounds, it continued to get worse, so her doctor sent her for another mammogram. This time it showed a mass. A biopsy found a fast growing malignancy. Chemo was started in order to shrink the growth; then a mastectomy was performed; then a full round of Chemo; then radiation. After about 9 months of intense treatment, she was given a clean bill of health. She had one year of living each day to its fullest. Then the cancer returned to the liver area. She took 4 treatments and decided that she wanted quality of life, not the after effects of Chemo. She had 5 great months and she planned each detail

The Secrets That We Keep ~ Sara Evans
Across a crowded room I can't keep my eyes off you You take my breath away Looking at me now I know what you are thinking about You are thinking about the way You woke me up this morning and made sweet love to me Oh baby I love the way you touch me You know my body so well You do much more to love me Wrapped up inside of you is where I want to be Because no body knows No body knows No body knows the secrets that we keep Once we get inside these four walls All the hesitation falls We can't wait no more As you help me get undressed you don't have to guess Baby you know what I want I want to love you til the sun comes up Til I am sure you are satisfied Oh baby I love the way you touch me You know my body so well You do much more to love me Wrapped up inside of you is where I want to be Because no body knows The secrets that we keep, yeah. Ohh, Wrapped up inside of you Is where I want to be 'Cause no body knows No

You'll Always Be My Baby ~ Sara Evans
There I was ten years old Waiting in my room for him to come home I just knew he'd be so mad Though I begged my mother not to, she told my dad. There was no denying I let him down But instead of being angry He put his arms around me and said In the sunlight or the rain brightest nights or darkest days I'll always feel the same way Whatever road you may be on No your never too far gone my love is there wherever you may be Just remember that you will always be my baby. There I was twenty one Oh I was so ashamed of what I'd done On a country road Parked one night It started out so innocent Then crossed the line There was no denying I let God down But instead of being angry He wrapped his arms around me and I heard In the sunlight or the rain brightest nights or darkest rains I'll always feel the same way Whatever road you may be on No your never too far gone My love is there wherever you may be Just remember that you will always

Endless Love ~ Lionel Richie And Dianna Ross
My love There's only you in my life The only thing that's right My first love You're every breath that I take You're every step I make And I I want to share All my love with you No one else will do And your eyes They tell me how much you care Oh, yes you will always be My endless love Two hearts Two hearts that beat as one Our lives had just begun Forever I'll hold you close in my arms I can't resist your charms And love I'll be a fool for you I'm sure You know I don't mind Whoooooa, you know I don't mind 'Cos you You mean the world to me Oh, I know I know I found in you My endless love [Instrumental Interlude] Oooooooh And love I'll be that fool for you I'm sure You know I don't mind Whooooa, you know I don't mind And yes You'll be the only one 'Cos no one can't deny This love I have inside And I'll give it all to you My love My endless love

Late Night Fubar
It is almost 10pm. I worked really long hours today. Spent a little time talking to Boober and Ms. Australia and other then that, work work work! My daughter made dinner for us tonight. It was so unhealthy but damn good! She is a good little cook but doesn't do well with making more than one thing at a time. So we had rolled taco's with salsa she made and some bean dip she made. I guess that is 3 things but WHERE'S THE VEGETABLES? She told me the salsa was a vegi. LOL It was good and neither Peter or I had to make it so it was good to me. Then we came in our room and watched television because our kids were in the other room watching tv so damn loud. I really think they are going def from wearing earphones and having it be loud. It was kind of nice to be watching tv in bed and being lazy and then fooling around ;). That is always fun. I think tomorrow I will tackle my taxes and get them done. I am just not looking forward to it because I know that we are going

Tumbling Down The Rabbit Hole: The First Five Days.
There is something about not being confident about yourself that any guy feels. You feel as nothing you do is in your control. It rarely is. That job promotion? Out of reach, plus the jerk got it. That first place win in a game? You can have all the skills and fundamentals in the world, but if you don’t have that drive and belief you’re going to win, you’re going to loose. And girls? Let’s face it: they are more perceptive of guys by a long shot. They read you from a mile away and any weakness you have is all they are going to see. I suffer from all three. I’m smarter than most at my job. I’m good at games (video games of my variety). And girls? We all know my track record with girls. Part of the reason why I bought that book. I wantthat confidence that I always dreamed about, to be the center of attention rather than the bystander. To get that job promotion and to crush my opposition in anything I do. After a few days… it’s already working. I already feel better, no confid

There Is My Heart....
there is my heart what more do u need... my heart is rotten and in pain... across the room is a light of misery... soon that misery will haunt me... dont bother giving me back the shattered... i only lose interest that has no interesting beat to the sound of *thump *thump... the sound to my heart

You........alone
Desperately wanting to just find a way Searching and seeking for someone to say That its alright and its ok Like I know you can I close my eyes And I drift away To a place I remember To a place I feel safe Where its alright and its ok Cause I'm there in your arms You forgive me You accept me Just as I am And you love me And you want me To understand......

Fly Me To The Moon ~ Frank Sinatra
I love to fly! Fly me to the moon Let me sing among those stars Let me see what spring is like On jupiter and mars In other words, hold my hand In other words, baby kiss me Fill my heart with song Let me sing for ever more You are all I long for All I worship and adore In other words, please be true In other words, I love you

Tof's Wedding, Part 1
Karma: "So, As best man, What do I do? Stand there and look pretty?" TOF: "yea perty much your the eye candy for the ladys" Karma: "I'm good at that" TOF: "lol i bet" Razor hands you the playgirl rabbit suit: "have Fun." Karma: "What's that supposed to mean? lol" Ramika: "Where's Karma?" Karma stands next to TOF not wearing the Playgirl Outfit.

Can?
Can boys and girls realy be friends or is it just lust and come ons. IF a guy asks If i said you had a great body would you hold it against me. Does that really work for you. or are you looking for more if so what is it.

♥ ĦoŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥'s Her Friends :)
Hot Mommas First Official Pimp-out Everyone I have chosen to add is here because they are AWESOME, GENUINE and are as REAL as they come.. Please show each of them SOME HUMP DAY LOVE.. Okay so here we go.. And this list is in no SPECIAL ORDER Folks.. with the exception on LilBamaGirl my First Fu-Keeper.. ♫ŁίłβαмαGίяł♫ShadowLeveler@ fubar ßLØØÐ`Ñ`GØRE the DISCIPLE ASSASSIN of PITBULL MAFIA@ fubar ~Ðãяĸẽѕŧ Nĩgħŧѕ~Fu-Owned by Chevy1514~read profile@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~OWNER OF LILBAMAGIRL@ fubar ☠Trâçý Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠/ Pròùd BBW of Fubar!/Owner ofPerky and Hunter/owned by Pe@ fubar DJWîččânŁôvê~ Mgr †HÈ §Ì×†H §Èñ§È~ fumom to wanda, rena, drew , tommy and leon@ fubar Jũnĩpẽr¤Pr

Hm..
Maybe its just like a mood or whatever but my nerves are torn all to hell. I have always been the person to always make people feel better. No matter the crisis Ive tried to make people see the better side of everything. Now I feel so used. Like all Ive been is a tissue for someone's nose. Now Im all balled up and thrown out. I feel empty. I feel pissed. Then it all turned to being vengeful and outcasted. I go in the chatrooms and feel out of the loop. Like Im just taking up megabytes. Like all Im waiting for is someone to tell me to get the fuck out. Maybe its the lack of sleep or just the way things have been going but thats the big feeling Ive been slapped with. I used to log on and look forward to chatting up a storm. Now I just sit here and look at folks conversing and blasting, etc and just wanna go into a corner and sit away from the world. I dunno. But thats all Im seeing right now. Maybe Im trippin or maybe I just need a drink. What do yall think?

I'm Done!
I'm getting tired of feeling like I was the only one at fault you know what I mean? All I did was love a little too much and be nauratic about stupid shit. If you really love somone then you help them thru the bad times you don' t just leave them at a sign of their weakness. Well that ends with this! I'm done. I've been thru enough in my life and I don't think I need to keep putting myself thru shit like this. I am a strong, beautiful, sexy, smart, talented woman. And I'm tired of feeling like I did something wrong. Communication is key and how can we work thru problems if we don't talk about it. And if I recall correctly that is almost a direct quote for someone who spoke those words to me not too long ago. I know what I want and someday I will get it. And no! I don't know who it will be with and no I don't care if I ever get married. You know why?? Because I can do just fine by myself. Yes it's gonna be hard and yes there are going to be times when I want to lay down and die. But I h

Fu-luv Bombers
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated.

Saving Me
Darkness.. the opening of the seam, it filters through like a fish cutting through the ripples of a rough stream. The wound, you made it so deep, leaks this life from me. I’ve been standing in this same place all my life. Agony, death, the innocence of my childhood ripped from this… open seam. What was there ever to live for? Every corner was another black angle hiding some destruction. Every person another creature waiting to rip me to shreads. I stopped myself from letting them near but they came, pounding me till I was gasping for air. Laying in the depths of darkness waiting for someone to save me, and you never came. Curled up, matted with inferiority… begging you to see me. There’s a glimmer, over there. I knew you’d save me. But my hopes seem to be madness. Never was you, never salvation. Only this cold darkness I’m destined to dwell in. They will win, succeed in tearing me down. All the while you’re being built up. You live in the light surrounded by those you love. You say

Are You A Hot Date?
Take the Hot Date Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz You know all the right moves - you make eye contact, you flirt just enough to keep them interested and you trust your intuition. You're a great date - fun, flirty and definitely hot.

Go Show These People Some Love
These are people that I am really close with.... they are always there for me so go rate, fan and add them! ~*Gina*~ *F/A/R me and sign guestbook@ fubar NICOLE~2ND ALARM HOTTIE~ AOA1FREAK~PLEASE FAN B4 ADD@ fubar ~~GREEKGODDESS~~ RAWKIN THE HOTTNESS!!!!!!!!!!!@ fubar SPECIAL K, N.J GIRLThe Original SO WORTH IT,PERIOD Greeter of Centerfold@ fubar Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance~@ fubar DJ Benzi: Afte® Hours+ Affiliate@ fubar «-¤..·´_ÌŁŁЯîÐåh_`·..¤-» YOUR LEAST FAVORITE... THE MOST KNOWN "UNKNOWN"@ fubar ♥Glamazon♥Centerfolds' head door girl@ fubar The Baddest MILF®@ fubar ♠Coco Chanel♠ [[Valentine]] Le$$@ fubar ♡STANG♡Blast's Fu Bad B!TCH♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡

Firecracker
Jeff...: what are you thinking in that pic ->Firecracker: lawyers suck balls Firecracker: and i dont?? i am actually attending law school right now with a 4.0 gpa ->Firecracker: go cry you sorry cunt Firecracker: you should grow a brain and stop living in jessica

Missing Husband
Missing Husband Ricky was in trouble -- He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him, 'Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds AND IT HAD BETTER BE THERE!!' The next morning, Ricky got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused and curious, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new....BATHROOM SCALE. Ricky has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him

Relationships
i have reached a point in my life that i hoped would never happen,, but at the same time i knew it would,, no matter how i said it she would not believe me.. the subject is'nt important,, she knows who she is,,lol.. it feels like closure in a wierd kinda way,,that i knew it would happen,and now it is clear as day,, it shows me that i have a good judge of charecter and a good feeling for people and how they act,, i will live on,, and i will prosper,, peace and love ,,,

Two Old Ladys
The first old woman told the second old woman that sometimes she gets her husband excited at night by getting totally naked, lying in bed and putting both legs behind her head, yoga style. The second old woman thought that this was a great idea, so that night when her husband went in the bathroom to get ready for bed she got totally naked and began the process of putting her legs behind her head. The first leg was kind of tough to put in place as she was a bit arthritic. However, she finally got it in place. She had an even tougher time with the second leg, so she rocked herself backwards until she finally got it behind her head. However, she had rocked just a little too hard so that she flipped slightly backwards and got stuck with her butt sticking straight up in the air. It was just then that her husband came out of the bathroom. "Gladys!" he exclaimed." For heavens sake, comb your hair and put your teeth in .... You look like an asshole." ..zz..

-------------love---------------
First, I want u to know that I love you to death and you are amazing.. if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you. Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then u are loved. nobody knows what they have until they lose it. You never leave the person whom you love by the one u like, because that person who u like will leave you by the person whom they love. Tonight right at 12:00 am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of ur life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love by the next years. send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who ur real love is! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise no

A Good Harley Story
A Good Harley Story > The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur > Davidson, died and went to heaven. > > At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur. 'Since you've been > such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward > is, you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven. > > Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, 'I > want to hang out with God.' St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, > and introduced him to God. > > God recognized Arthur and commented, 'Okay, so you were > the one who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle? > > Arthur said, 'Yeah, that's me.... > > God commented: 'Well, what's the big deal in inventing > something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't > run without a road? > > Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, > 'Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of women? > > God said, 'Ah, yes.' > > 'Well,' said Arthur, 'professional to professio

-----------friends----------
HAD AN XRAY TODAY AN THEY FOUND "U" IN MY HEART THEN I WAS TOLD IF THEY TAKE "U" OUT I WOULD DIE...SO UR STAYIN...SEND THIS TO EVERYBODY U LOVE INCLUDIN ME!! "____@@@____@@@_______@@@@@ ________@@@__ ______@@_____@@@@@@@ ________@@___________@@__@@@______@@ ________@@____________@@@__________@@ __________@@________________________@@ ____@@@@@@_________@@@@@____________@@ __@@@@@@@@@______@@@@@@@____________@@ __@@____________@@@@@@@@___________@@ _@@____________@@@@@@@@@@_________@@ _@@____________@@@@@@@@@________@@@ _@@@___________@@@@@@@__________@@ __@@@@__________@@@@@_________@@ ____@@@@@@_______________________@@ _________@@_________________________@@ ________@@___________@@___________@@ ________@@@________@@@@@@@@@@@ _________@@@_____@@@_@@@@@@@ __________@@@@@@@ ___________@@@@@_@ ____________________@ ____________________@ _____________________@ ______________________@ ______________________@____@@@ ______________@@@@__@__@_____@ _____________@__

Done It Again!!!!
OK HERE I GO AGAIN I AM IN A GIVE AWAY FOR MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR. I AM LOOK FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE THAT CAN HELP AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS ON THIS PICTURE EVERYDAY! PLEASE!!!! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AND LET ME KNOW YOU WERE THERE ALL HELP WILL NOT GO UN NOTICES!!! TY LUV, CHRISTINE

Keep Me Close
I tried so hard to love you, thought my love would enough, to take all your pain away, all I ever wanted, was to give you what you need, to be the man you wanted, looking back now I see, somehow I let you down we spoke only words of anger, forgot the love we found, the day I first set eyes on you, deep in my heart I knew, all my life I had search for only you, you gave my life new meaning, you made me feel complete, now I sit and wonder, if it was really meant to be, when you said you loved me, was it real or only in my dreams, before you turn and walk away, and throw it all away, I hope you know my love for you, will never end and never fade, you will forever be a part of me, deep in my heart and soul, I pray you won't forget our hopes and goals, that you will find it in your heart, and always keep me close.....

Small Prizes
i am going to host a simple giveaway with small prizes 1 month vip is 15,000 comments 7 day blast 15,000 comments 3 day blast 10,000 comments 1 day blast 5,00 comments all rates count as 5 comments!! message me if you want to join!!

Shitty News
will today i went in for my normal chemo therpy but be4 i started i wanted to talk 2 the dr. I was curious why i was doing so many scans and mri's and bone scans. she told me that they cannot kill the cancer cells in my lungs can only control them. she also told me i wasnt suppose to have live this long from stage 4 colon cancer and what i hav been thru. she said that only 8% live past 5 years and she doesnt see me living that long. I can not accept this no way in hell i been fighting this shit almost 2 years to let her tell me im dying. Im gonna get a second opinion a thrid , fourth whatever i need to fine some1 who can tell me something better and that they can help me beat the sicking diaease

New Blog
Well, I have finally set up my 'Thirteen o'clock Thoughts' Blog for my writing. My first posting is one of my favorite scenes from my book, 'The Oubliette: Modus Operandi Bellum'. I hope everyone checks it out! I would love some feedback :) 'The Oubliette' Complete should be out in stores and available online by this Halloween. It will contain both books, 'The Oubliette: Modus Operandi Bellum' and 'The Oubliette: Immortalis Venatio'

Pieces From 'the Oubliette
‘The Oubliette’ ©2007 Lady Soliloque Published 2007 White Space Rb2 Rb8 Victor slams the car door behind him; the storm that is brewing in the north bears down on them as the lightening brightens up the Charlotte skyline, briefly transforming the night into blinding flashes of daylight. "Damn Victor," Eric whispers. "This is some spooky shit." Eric's words echo throughout the parking lot and ring into silence as he turns and stares into the darkness. A soft chuckle drifts across the parking lot; he turns slowly back toward the cathedral as a figure disengages from within the shadows. Christian stands on the uppermost step, blocking the door, and looks down upon them his lips turned into a pretentious smirk as he leans casually against the stone. "Indeed." Christian says sarcastically. "Why, hello Michael, so nice of you to join us." Michael's eyes widen in fear as he faces Christian for the first time since that night. The reality of Christian is far more effec

Mad Girl's Love Song
Mad Girl's Love Song By Sylvia Plath "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade: Exit seraphim and Satan's men: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I fancied you'd return the way you said, But I grow old and I forget your name. (I think I made you up inside my head.) I should have loved a thunderbird instead; At least when spring comes they roar back again. I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. (I think I made you up inside my head.)"

Bar Tab Problems
k... i don't know if anyone else is having the same problem as me but the last few days when i click on the see all link for my bar tab rates that other fubarians have sent me just seem to disappear... also the links for friend requests disappear b4 i've had a chance to accept them & i then have to send the person a friend request... has anyone else had this problem at all????

Nightmares
The first dream that woke me I was at Albertsons (Grocery) w/ Clint and there was some fat chick we were talking to maybe the chick from the gas station then Clint went out of the side door near her and I realised that it was a guy instead and he had a gun and when I went past him he put it to my neck but it was a tazer and he shocked me and I woke up rigid from shock and feeling paralized. The second dream began with me wanting food and my dad was getting chinese but I had no money and Ross wouldnt get me any, my grandpa offered me cheese w/ crackers and sausage which I ate but I was upset that nobody would let me share of there food. I found a ferret it was white and tan and I looked for a place to keep it but I found a fishtank instead so my dad just said let it run with the cats and I did and it was fine. I had friends where I stayed there that I partied with and besides no food I was good. Then Ross moves us away to some apartment that cost like 1250 a month

A Dream Within A Dream
A Dream Within A Dream Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? Edgar Allan Poe

Not Having A Good Night...
so i dropped my bike tonight for the first time in 6 months... and the sad part is, i wuz just getting home and trying to pull in the driveway... theres an incline and for sum damn reason i slowed down going up it, instead of speeding up... tried backing up and correcting it, but ended up droppin it on the right side... my bike's got sum boo boos and i got a few too, but i think i will survive... im soooooo pissed at myself! but it will grow back... :( my baby said we will get it all fixed on friday, so we will see... until then, i guess no more riding for now...

Boys Trying To Be Men
Ya know i gotta tell you I really love it when guys hit on me!! I say this sarcastically of course..I am all for meeting new friends, even online..its all I am looking for! I have a fiance and IT IS POSTED ON MY PAGE but some how guys still seem to ask me if im taken. Even with the honest reply of YES they still insist on hitting on me..and not in a sweet and caring way! All of these guys have been pervs! There have been the few who take it and respond back with a simple and harmless ok, but then there are the rest who say "i need to play before i get married", "I have to come have fun with them", one even asked if i wanted a lapdance before i got married! I mean are you friggin kidding me with this bullshit?? are these guys that hard up they cant take no for an answer? Or do they just feel the need to be such dicks and continue to try and stroke their ego? One guy told me FUBAR was just for singles..REALLY??? where does it say that when you register? I seen many many people on her

Photo Gives Face To Anne Frank's "one True Love"
A photograph of the boy with the "beautiful brown eyes" who Anne Frank recalled as her "one true love" in the diary she wrote whilst in hiding in the Nazi-occupied Netherlands is to go on display in Amsterdam. The photo of Peter Schiff was donated to the Anne Frank museum by his former childhood friend Ernst Michaelis who realized after rereading Anne's diary recently there were no known pictures of Schiff, a museum spokeswoman said on Tuesday. Frank's Jewish family fled Nazi Germany in 1933 and settled in Amsterdam. During World War Two the Nazis occupied the Netherlands and began deporting Jews to the death camps in 1942, prompting the Frank family to go into hiding. They lived in a secret annex in a canal-side house for more than two years before their hiding place was betrayed and the family sent to concentration camps. Anne recorded her years in the attic hideaway in her diaries. A Dutch woman who helped the family found them in the annex after Anne's arrest and gave t

Thank You!!!!
Thank you to everyone today who sent me well wishes!!!! I'm feeling a little better now, but will be taking it easy tomorrow through the day!!!! Thanks to all of you who R/F/A for me today!!!! I shall return it to you!!!! Thanks for keeping me company also!!!! You'd be surprised at how it helped!!!! Have A Good Night!!!!

A Dark Hidden Soul
On the surface lies a sweet smiling face, while darkness engulfs its heart and soul; Haunting memories resurface now and then to take their toll. Forgotten feelings, not so forgotten, spring forth from their secret abyss; while families and friends ignorance shows, for this pain they just seem to miss. Somehow, someway a light has been re-found; a STRANGER arose as if from the ground. HE looks deep inside this sorrowful soul's hidden pain; washes it clean like a mid summer's rain. While there are mysteries yet to uncover; they'll be awakened in haste from their slumber. A new found strength and courage this little one now has, finally can it conquer the past, it will try, it will try at long last.

Firemen Sex
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."

Screw This
life , dont talk to me abotu life . if i didnt love pussy and cuddling so much id give up on women . not that id turn gay , lol . i dont think i could even pretend to be gay . but im sick of the drama . im sick of gettign hurt and im sick of the emotional rollercoaster. largel;y its my fault . i get too close too quick . its jsut how i am . and im begining to hate it . im wishing i could turn my feelings off . they dont do me any good anyway . and furthermore odnt think that im qualified to find a womana to date . it seems all my choices are the wrong ones when it comes to women. i dunno im babbling

Stalkers
Ok now enough is enough.. I will keep quiet until I get pissed and now I am.... If you are a stalker then leave Queen Robin and I alone. I will answer all the Questions right now...... Yes we are together if it wasn't obvious and YES we love each oter AGAIN if it wasn't obvious.... We know who you are we see you go to one page then the next we are blocking everyone who shows any disrespect after we warn them......I hope this is the last I need to say about it allllllll......... Twisted P.S who ever reported this can go to hell

I Will Remember You
I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories Remember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got bad How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so tired but I can’t sleep Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard But I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep no

The Offspring-gone Away
Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can’t deal it’s so unfair And it feels And it feels like Heaven’s so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you’ve gone away Leaving flowers on your grave Show that I still care But black roses and hail mary’s Can’t bring back what’s taken from me I reach to the sky And call out your name And if I could trade I would And it feels And it feels like Heaven’s so far away And it stings Yeah it stings now The world is so cold Now that you’ve gone away

Lunar-tick
For millions of years man has sought to destroy the moon. The moon doesn't do anything to help anyone. It has never cured any diseases, it has never given me money, and it doesn't cook very good tacos. Yet it still has the nerve to screw with people via solar eclipses. The Death Star had humble beginnings The moon cock-blocks the sun causing these solar eclipses without written permission or giving adequete warning, but suddenly day time turns into night. Then anyone who isn't already blind looks up to see what's going on, and 30 seconds later they can smell their retinas burning. I thought maybe everyone hated the moon because it's surface looked like the singer Seal, and nobody likes ugly people. Seal after being clubbed with the ugly-stick Amazingly enough I was wrong...the reason everyone hates the moon is two-fold. First off the moon causes people to become werewolves, and inspired the stupid movie Teen-Wolf. The second reason is because the

No More Surveys
i did a survey here and followed it through to the end . what a mistake that was . i spent 4 hours yesterday goign through 2k emails weeding out the junk . unfortunatly there was several real emails tangled up in there so i could not just delete it all . but thats it for me , no more surveys , ill jsut have to deal with never having any fu-cash or whatever .

I Am Me!!!
"I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that w

Surgery
a little more than a day till surgery. (my breast reduction) I'm so excited and so scared all at once. I'm going to be more comfortable, and in a lot less pain, but its going to be a big change. I think it will be a great change though. I'm finishing up my last bit of homework, then tomorrow I'll go drop it off on campus and leave to go home. I cant wait to not have to think about school for 10 whole days!

Pictures
Okay, it has come to my attention that there are some jealous people on here. when you go to rate their pics, other guys get jealous and lie on you saying that you are flagging them....bullshit. that is the one way to lose friends on here. so if any of you guys come across a "mrhumpy" from IL, block his god damn ass. thanks to him i lost about 20 friends on here because of his stupidity and jealousy. so please if any of you guys are dear friends of mine block this S.O.B. i be damn if someone as immature as this ass makes me lose anymore friends. pass the word. PLEASE and watch out for this asshole.

In Memory Of Jon
im so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Any Nice Guys In Austin
Hi, My name is Shannon (SWF/31/ Austin, TX), looking for a nice man over 30. Somewhat liberal, a little spiritual and I don't mean Christians (i never date christians) because I am a a GOOD Witch/Wiccan/Pagan girl. I will convert you, don't worry. I just hope I can find cool guy to to someday spend my life with in a few yrs, not in a big hurry. Please contact me if you are curious, no perverts, or those that want only sex. Also, if any girls looking for a friend contact me. I am hoping for people in Austin, but if you are cool, i'll chat with you.

Airsoft Guns!!!
so last week me and my mom were looking at airsoft guns for me and my step dad to play with, and we fund sumthing we liked, i wanted one that was like a ak47 but what we got works,lol, got 2 shotguns( with flash light, scope, and a laser sight) and 4 pistols, they do 6mm pellets, hehe me likie, lol

Pieces
I worry that I may be broken. I am scared of love. I fear that I may never find it, or that it has passed me by. Quite opposite of this thought is that I have convinced myself that falling in love will be a spectacular event, like the head change that comes after trying too much of a new drug. I want it to be this amazing, life altering revelation. I expect big things from love. I expect that I might even demand them. I think I forget what love really entails. Because I have never been in love....not that kind of great love that everyone seeks. I was reminded this morning of what love looks like. I got into a discussion with someone who has been long sought after, someone whom I held as close as I allow, while keeping them at a distance. He told me that he had opened up to me in a way that he didn't with any other. He reminded me of how hard that was for him. My response: "it isn't enough". I immediately regretted that phrase. I dislike being discontent, never being satisfied

I Dont Think This Is Right
some people on here ask for your help, when you give it to them some wont even help back out. I like helping and meeting new people, but thats wrong of them. i help people with their points so they can level but when u want their help , forget it. are there others that feel the same way? i think so

Update 2-27-08 - Good News!!!!!
This was taken from Lilli's CarePage Well I am now 5 lbs 2 oz. One of the NP told mommy I would come home when I was 5 to 7 days free of bradies that didn't need to be stimulated. But today Nurse Paula came back and so did Dr. Torres and they decided I can go home on friday!!!!!! Mommy was so excited. My ROP (eye thing) is unchanged. I will get another Cranial Scan before I go home and follow up with all my other Drs from home. I am going home on a monitor and mommy and daddy have training on that tomorrow morning. Now mommy said she has to go get my car seat and bassinet and some other things friday morning before they come and get me and my Grandma Norma is picking my brother and sisters up for mommy on friday and not telling them I am coming home so I can surprise them. I can't wait. Mommy said she is going to buy me the prettiest dress she can find for me to wear home and on Easter Sunday. She will she everyone pictures and updates frequently. She told me to behave so I can come

Check This Out Haha
>SUp: wouldnt you agree not the best way to start a conversation? not all women here are sluts i dont have nsfw so if whore is what you want look else where SUp: lol ok no... ->SUp: seeing how you talk id bet alot SUp: lmao no it isnt... ->SUp: the real question is how many guys have fucked you? ->SUp: excuse me im not a porn whore you got the wrong shout box there hun SUp: how mny guys wud u let fuck u at once lol ->SUp: hey SUp: heya

Downraters
I log on here just now (8:54 pm cent. time) and notice I just got downrated twice by two cowards {TechnoDemon 511783 & Aoife [pretty as a car wreck] 1020773 } that immediately block me after they do it. I'd love to return the favor but it's childish and I can't anyway cause of the block. Wtf is that about???

Which One R U
Looks vs Personality vs GAME. which is you..? From a gender standpoint, they say : fellas go for looks, and da ladies go for personality.. A guy with good game, or verbal-rap-ability (as I call it.. haha) has 1 up on any guy with none (looks or otherwise). And chic with good looks has 1 up on any women... But my original thoughts were, that would change as we get older and more mature.... Shhhh*t, who am I kidding.. haha Some things do change, but it always boils to GAME. Reguardless of gender, if you got GAME, you're gonna get served... HOLLA.. hahahaa I know some of you are like, what da hell are you talkin about Rome.. but let me break it down... An ugly woman who talks like she's gonna put out, will get attention and possibly more.... So, there goes the idea that men go for looks first... A chic on a mission, can and will go home with the best looking guy she can find.. So, there goes women wanting brains first. Men are from Mars, and Women are from Venus..

Vacation
Ok so i just need to vent a little, so here i go. Me and the family are driving to Florida in April, going to see my mother for a day, then driving over to Disney for the rest of the week. I have 3 kids 8,4,and 3. I am so sick of hearing from people that taking a 3 year old to Disney is too young, that they wont remember anything. I really dont care if he remembers anything or not. Thats what pictures are for, to show him later on. I was there 3 years ago, and my middle one was only 1, and i enjoyed seeing him react to Mickey, Goofy and all the others. Plus with family down there i know ill be going to take them to Disney again in a few years. So for all the people that think the 3 is too young to go I just got one thing to say....SHUT THE FUCK UP..i dont need your approval to go...there just had to get that off my chest

Jack In My Box?
The german and I were discussing my earlier post re: Jack the Germ residing in my sugar hole, and we had a bit of a disagreement. I am of the belief that Jack does not in fact live in my cunt. The german insists that Jack visits when I have a cold and that he can be introduced to my puss by a kiss from a Jack-infested mouth or the touch of a Jack-tainted hand. So which is it? Does a cold virus take over my poon? Or shall I blame the porn for me being all mucousy? Excuse me. I have to go blow my vagina.

Yes! Noooooo..... Yes?
Yes! Let me first say, yes Stephen King is a brilliant writer, but Clive Barker has always been able to go that little farther into the warped for my taste. I love Barker's work and have read many of his books. I recently picked up a copy of his book released last Halloween called Mister B. Gone. Holy fuck I love this book. It is told in first person from the narrator, a demon named Botch. This book is awesome. In addition to demons and extreme violence, the book has plenty of dark humor, sex, gore, and it attacks the Catholic church. Fucking bravo Mr. Barker! To top that, Doug Bradley (for those of you who don't know, he plays the Pinhead character in Hellraiser) will be recording an audio book for this. Doug Bradley has an amazing voice, so I may have to get that to listen to even if I have read the book. Noooooo........................ UHHHH why can't people leave 'classics' alone. I read today that they plan on remaking the original Hellraiser. WTF That movie i

Wishes
im always wishing for things to go right for me but they never do, i try to make others happy but that never works...so i jusdt sit here glare at the screen of my computer...a void sits inside me like there is no one there. sometimes i just wish i could curl up in my bed toss the blankets over me and wait till the days go by and i grow too old to care..yes i do. it hurts inside right now, the loneliness inside is bigger than me..overwhelming! oh well i dont think anyone really cares except the ones that are closer t o me..but its not enough

Helping Everyone Who Has A Daughter
WE PROBABLY KNOW SOMEONE THAT MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO USE THIS APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME_____________________________________ DATE OF BIRTH_____________ HEIGHT___________ WEIGHT______ ______ IQ__________ GPA_____________ SOCIAL SECURITY #_________________ DRIVERS LICENSE #________________ BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES__________________________________________ HOME ADDRESS_______________________ CITY/STATE___________ ZIP______ Do you have parents? __ _Yes ___No Is one male and the other female? ___Yes ___No If No, explain: _____________________________________________________________ _____________________________________________________________________ Number of years they have been married ______________________________ If les

The Waterfall
The first thing he sees when he unlocks his truck is a note taped to the steering wheel. A smile passes over his face. There is only one other person with keys to his truck. He was very ready to go home after his long day at work, but he felt a fluttering of excitement as he read the note. Remember the trail we took into the hills when we had our wonderful picnic last weekend? Go there now, but don’t stop at the clearing, keep going. There will be something from me visible when you have driven far enough. He drove thinking about what she could have planned for them. He was getting more excited by the minute. The tiredness he had felt just a few minutes ago is gone, replaced by anticipation. He kept driving higher and higher into the hills starting to worry that maybe he missed his sign. He had passed the picnic spot about fifteen minutes ago. He saw it then. A big red ribbon was tied to a tree. He looked around and noticed that was the only sign that an

Southerners
SOUTHERN WOMEN Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions: "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Methodist Baptist Presbyterian Football Southern women know their country b

Enticement
Imagine yourself out for the evening. You're walking into a nightclub that you attend regularly. Behind you there is a woman walking. You slow your pace to see what she looks like. When she gets just a hairs breadth away from your back, she whispers, "Don't turn around. Trust me." The sensuality of her voice captivates you. You hold perfectly still. You can feel her pressing up against your back. She reaches around your head with a black silk sash. She carefully covers your eyes with it, pulls it snug, and ties it in back of your head. She moves to your side. A soft well-manicured hand slips through the bend at your elbow. "Come with me," she whispers. Your sense of direction tells you that you are heading back to the parking area. She leads you through what seems like a maze; back and forth, constantly changing directions. Eventually she pulls you to a halt. "Wait, please." You hear the sound of a sliding door. Then the whispered words "Get in." You open your mo

The Hood Ornament
It was Saturday evening. I hadn't been out for a long time. This was the first time that I was going to go out without any friends. It was a special occassion for me, a time for self-confidence boosting. I had decided where I was going to go, Rainbows. That was a club I had been to once before and liked it. Inside the atmosphere was dark, lit with soft lighting, and they had a dance floor. Now I had to decide what I was going to wear. I stood before my closet, mentally discarding one thing after another until I had gone through everything. "Ok, Ang, what color looks best on you?" "Royal blue, black, vibrant green." I took out a royal blue satin blouse with long sleeves that buttoned at the wrist. It buttoned along the right shoulder to the neck where it draped dramatically over a single pleat that ran down the front. A black, velvet, mid thigh, figure-hugging skirt followed. I rummaged through my undies drawer until I found some black stockings. "I would

I Miss You
I miss your warmth The heat of your hand on my hip Your chest pressed against my back your leg bent in shape with mine still within half waking to feel you growing hips gently moving knowing the instant you fully wake as you hold me on my side springing up your hair falling around my face looking up to see your eyes fully black you bending down to growl in my ear covering you with my love the essence of your love fire within, filling me "Cover me with your sweet nectar of love, my cum bunny, ahhhhhhh, yes! Again, my sweet sexy nymph!" Turning to my stomach your driving force holding me in that state of bliss Your hands covering mine fingers entwined our hair a billowing cloud of silk as sleep again pulls us in I miss you...

Flyte 2/27/08 Nightly Update
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WILL BE HAVING MY SECOND HH, THANKS TO STEPHANIE LYNN HOSTING THE GIVEAWA

Wings Of Time And Space
Across the wings of time and space We enter into cyberspace. A world well known across the lands We enter with only the touch of hands. Typewritten words is what we see But how these words can affect thee. Imagination takes over The face and voice come closer. The magic of touching souls A beauteous wonder to behold. The emotions you feel are unbelievable; Passion, sensuality, longing, desirable. Upon the wings of time and space You take me to a special place A world that was unknown to me I've never felt so passionately. This feeling I have within Never before has worked its way in. Is this love?, or something more A word that has not been used before. Across the wings of time and space Love is ensnared in a web of lace.

The Dance
She stands there waiting, Listening to the music, anticipating; Will he come to her and ask? Or will he keep drinking from his flask? The hour grows late And still she waits. He is still there Looking at her.....so fair. The music grips her She can feel it envelope her. She walks to the dance floor Feeling her spirits soar. Her body moves of its own accord Following the rhythm of guitar chords. She moves openly and freely As she glances at him wickedly. Everyone looks on as she continues to dance, Wondering of the budding romance. Between those two who stare, From a distance, the fire flares. When the dance is done Clapping comes from everyone. She curtsies in grace, With a smile on her face. With that she walks away And now he asks "Can I have this dance?" She replies, "I'm sorry, but you had your chance."

Awww....he Cant Go!
ummm i asked one of my friend to come with me to the anti-flag... show but he is going to iowa or something to work that same week the concert is that is messed up! oh well at least he get to go to some good shows up that way... anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag anti flag i

This Sounds All Mushy N Stuff But Who Fives Fu*k
To whom it may concern: I dont know why im writing this nor will i ever...been a long time since ive felt like this and it friggin sucks.But for the first time in a long time im alone both in my heart and in my head.Again i have managed to push away a women who everyone who knows her says she still loves me, but yet she tells me love is not enuff. When has love never been enuff? How are u supposed to respond to a women who [ up until about 3weeks ago] was in love with me? How can u keep your mind right , try and put back together whats left of your emotions ,feeling,fears,and whats left of your sanity? For these last two weeks, besides me having the only family that cares about me [ my ex-wife,ex-mother-in-law, kids and 2 friends] i feel completely lost,hurt and beyond pissed off! the bad part is i dont know what the future holds and that my friends is what im deathly afraid off. I have already lost one marriage , my sanity and not too mention my freedom over some of the thing

Listen Up Ass
THIS ONE IS FOR THE JERK WHO KEEPS SENDING ME NASTY LITTLE MESSAGES..I CANNOT RESPOND TO YOU IN THE WAY YOU DID ME SINCE YOU WENT CHICKEN SHIT AND BLOCKED ME..AND SINCE I KNOW YOU WILL READ THIS...HERE IS YOUR ANSWER..I IGNORED, NOR BLEW OFF ANYONE..I DIDNT EVEN HAVE INTERNET TILL THIS MORNING..EVERYONE KNOWS THIS...SO FOR YOU TO READ MY NEW NAME AND GET ALL UPPITY ABOUT IT..THEN ACCUSE ME OF BLOWING YOU OFF..WELL BUGGER OFF..IM NOT LETTIN ANYONE BRING ME DOWN NOW..I HAVE A GREAT NEW START..THIS IS MY TIME..YOU SAY YOU WERE BEING A FRIEND..WELL BULLSHIT, CAUSE A TRUE FRIEND WOULD STOP ACTING THIS WAY..IT ISNT THE FIRST TIME YOU HAVE EITHER AND YOU KNOW IT..WELL, IM FOLLOWIN MY RULE...WALKIN AWAY..SO TAKE THAT, AND YOUR BLOCK, AND PUT IT WHERE THE SUN DONT SHINE

Intensity
The look in his eyes black surrounded by blue fire His face caught in passion Lips parted Feeling the heat of his breath caress your cheek His voice deep, breathless makes you tremble His heat, his passion, his desire coming from every part of his being swaying to the music feeling the steel grip of his arm around your waist holding you against him his hand at the small of your back fingers splayed hips flush as he rolls them letting you feel the smooth motion of his body what it could feel like if only.... His intensity

With Honor
IF I HAVE TO BE UR BESTFRIEND, IF THATS ALL I CAN GET. THEN I"LL TAKE THE JOB WITH HONOR I"LL BE THE BEST ONE YET. I"LL OFFER U MY SHOULDER I"LL SHOW HOW I CARE. I"LL BE THERE WHEN U NEED ME I,M NOT GOING ANYWHERE. IF I HAVE TO BE UR BESTFRIEND, THE ONE WHO HERES U CRY. THEN I"LL TAKE THE JOB WITH HONOR I"LL TAKE THE JOB WITH PRIDE. MY LOVE FOR U IS STRONGER THEN U WILL EVER KNOW, BUT FOR U TO EVER LOVE ME,I WILL HAVE TO LET U GO. U NEED TIME TO FIND UR PURPOSE, U NEED TIME TO SORT UR THOUGHTS BUT WHEN THE COURSE HAS ENDED,AND THE RACE IS FINALLY RUN. REMEMBER ITS UR BESTFRIND WHO HAS LOVED U FROM DAY ONE.

How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
A > woman walked into the kitchen to find her > > Husband stalking around with a fly swatter > > > > 'What are you doing?' > > She asked. > > > > 'Hunting Flies' > > He responded. > > > > 'Oh. Killing any?' > > She asked > > > > 'Yep, 3 males, 2 Females,' he replied. > [http://by116w.bay116.mail.live.com/mail/SafeRedirect.aspx?hm__tg=http://64.4.38.249/att/GetAttachment.aspx&hm__qs=file%3da60f9a0c-25c6-4bb7-9ab2-98f5406636e4%26ct%3daW1hZ2UvanBlZw_3d_3d%26name%3dQVRUMDAwMDQ_3d%26inline%3d1%26rfc%3d0%26empty%3dFalse%26imgsrc%3dcid%253a3793028933000003%2540web88210.mail.re2.yahoo.com&oneredir=1&ip=10.1.106.214&d=d3398&mf=0] > > > > Intrigued, > she asked. > > 'How > can you tell them apart?' > > > > He > responded, > > '3 were on a beer can, > > 2 > were on the phone.'

Fu Luv Bomb Sqaud
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the

Bombers Unite
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated.

Life Is So Precious.....
LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS......... IN THIS DARK PLACE........... LOST WITH NOWHERE TO GO.......... I CANT FIND MY WAY.......... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... FOG BLANKETS THE GROUND.... A CHILL IN THE AIR...... IN THIS DARK PLACE.... STATUES WEEP THE LOST..... STONES GO ON FOREVER..... IN THIS DARK PLACE..... SHADOWS ARE ENDLESS SHADOWS IS WHERE SHE HIDES.... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... CREEPING UP FROM BEHIND...... HER BEAUTY CAPTIVATES ME....... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... TAKING MY PAINS AWAY.... HER TOUCH IS SO COLD....... IN THIS DARK PLACE....... PALE SKIN GLOWS...... RUBY RED LIPS SHINE.... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... HER KISS TAKES MY BREATH...... COMFERTED, IN HER EMBRACE...... IN THIS DARK PLACE.... OUR BODIES BECOME ONE...... SINGLE MOMENTS BECOME FOREVER..... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... LOST INSIDE HER EYES..... SHE LAYS ME TO REST..... IN THIS DARK PLACE..... LIFE SO PRECIONS......

Depressed
Drepressed? Yes, Who wouldn't be? There is no me, Only you, You,you,you! My wants don't mean a thing. Long as you get to do your's, Been twenty plus years. How many more? How many more? Whats in store, for you and me? You lost in your world, Me,holding on in mine. Times running low, Times running out, Time for you, to make time for me. by:Pat Crow,2003

Every Girl Dream....
perfect boy??? ???Every Girls Dream??? 1?. Getting kissed in the pouring rain 2?. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall 3?. Have a guy that thinks you're the world 4?. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs 5?. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear 6?. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes 7?. When you cry, he kisses your tears away. 8?. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about 9?. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you 10?. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get. 11?. A guy who squeezes your hand 12?. A guy that says he loves you and means it 13?. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window 14?. A guy who is loyal 15?. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it. 16?. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead. 17?. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fi

In This Place.....
I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN..... IN THIS DEEP DARK HEAVENLY PLACE..... A PLACE WHERE SWEET NIGHTMARES ARE MADE..... OF ALL THE PLACES I CAN BE...... I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS DREAM.... MY SWEETEST NIGHTMARES COME TRUE... NOWHERE TO RUN... NOWHERE TO HIDE.... WHERE CAN I GO.... SHES ALWAYS THERE..... DEEP INSIDE MY MIND.... RIPPING MY HEART OUT.... EVERY MINUTE... EVERY HOUR... EVERY DAY... THE KNIFE RIPPING FLESH.... HER BLOOD ON MY HANDS.... IT NEVER WASHES AWAY.... MY HANDS SHAKEING..... MY MIND BRAKEING..... MY WORL D QUAKING.... DICISIONS MADE.... I WASNT THERE.... DICISIONS MADE... DEATH FINDS IT WAY.... YOU DO WHAT U MAY.... IN THE END U ALWAYS PAY... HER CURSE... HER GHOSTLY TOUCH... DESTROYING ME... CAN I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS..... FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.... IM LOST IN THIS NIGHTMARE.... I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN..... IN THIS BEAUTIFU

Circle Of Friends......
WE LAUGH AND JOKE, WE CRY AND HOPE. WE SING AND DANCE, WE SEARCH FOR ROMANCE. WE HAVE HEARD THE RUMORS AND LIES, WE FEEL FOR EACH OTHER INSIDE. WE WATCH AS PEOPLE COME AND GO, WE HELP EACH OTHER TO GROW. WE HAVE A DIFFERENT SET OF BELIEFS, WE SEE EACH OTHER THROUGH OUR GRIEFS. WE KNOW OTHERS CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND, THAT WE ARE A SPECIAL CIRCLE OF FRIENDS.

Indiscriminate Opinions On Love
Why is it that when we fall in love we get delusional We crawl into this bubble that we think is safe We forsake all others as they remember us at our worse We meet that one person that we think is and was made for us So much of a fit you would think that you share a brain You think alike, talk alike and even finish each others comments In the beginning it’s all that you have ever wanted and longed for Like a fish needs water you long for it, but all of a sudden one day You find things to destroy your happiness, ya all know what I mean And don’t act like you have never done it, you can’t believe that this Other person is even interested in you, so what do you do??? Let’s see Let’s find anything that would push them away in a futile attempt to Prove to the world that your not worthy of any sought of happiness You nit pick and harp on everything, you push and push till that person Is like in utter amazement of the carnage that you have created, but they stand by And say

Love Is..
Love is patient, Love is kind Love is not jealous, is not proud. Is not puffed up, It does not behave badly. Love does not easily get angry, It does not think evil. Love does not rejoice in iniquity, But rejoices in the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, Hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

Daughter
A daughter is a wonderful blessing, A treasure from above. She's laughter, warmth and special charm. She's thoughtfulness and love. A daughter brings a special joy, That comes from deep inside. And as she grows to adulthood, She fills your heart with pride. With every year that passes, She's more special than before. Through every stage, through every age, You love her even more. No words can describe the warm memories, The pride and gratitude, too. That comes from having a daughter, To love and to cherish...just like you, Katelynn

Lizarrd Emergency
Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious Dad, can you help?" I put on my best lizard healer face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called "come look at the lizard!" "Oh my gosh!" my wife diagnosed after a minute. "She's having babies." "What?" My son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how could that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I accused my wife. "Well, what do you want me to do, post a sign in their cage?" She inquired. (I actually think she said this sarcastically!) "No, but you were supposed to get two boys!" I reminded her, (in my most loving, calm, sweet voice, while gritting my teeth together). "Yeah Ber

It Begins
I CANT FIND A WAY.... TO SAY WHAT NEEDS TO BE SAID.... THE SADDNESS OF OTHERS AROUND ME.... LOST IN MY OWN MIND.... TRAPPED IN THE SHADOWS OF HEADSTONES.... THE DARKNESS IS OVERWELMING.... DEATH LOOMS.... I CAN FEEL HER PRESENCE ALL AROUND ME.... HER BEAUTY HID BY THE SHINE OF THE SITHE.... THE CONFUSION IS MY PARANOIA.... OF THE TEARS THAT HAVE TO BE SHED.... AND THOSE THAT HAVE ALREADY BEEN.... THE WISPERS OF DARK ANGELS ECHO THROUGH THE NIGHT.... THE SWEETNESS OF THE SOUND CAPTIVETS ME.... TELLING OF THINGS THAT NEED TO BE.... AND THOSE THAT SHALL.... ALL THAT I CAN DO FOR NOW IS WONDER.... TRY TO MAKE ALL THINGS CLEAR.... BEFOR I FALL THROUGH THE CRACKS OF COFFIN.... MY HAPPINESS IS NOT IMPORTANT.... TIME IS NOT FOREVER.... THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE AROUND ME.... THOSE THAT SHOW ME LOVE.... BEFOR ALL THINGS END.... IT WILL ALL BE CLEAR....

What Happened To Mad Love...
What happened to real romance , that crazy love that won't listen to anything or anyone??! That mad mad love that will make you be on the phone at 3 o'clock at night and laugh even though you're dead tired. That insanity that makes you giggle about nothing and think of him/her anytime of the day. I'm starting to even wonder if it only exists for me and nobody else cares,sigh. One thing I do know for sure,I so much wish I had it, but who knows that it'll ever come back in my life. Who knows if I'll love someone to the point of wanting to just be with him at all times like it was with my ex-husband ( the one who now hangs up on me if I need infos but does know how to call when he needs something!!!!). I miss being cared for by a person I also care about,the guys I like are occupied so I give up the ones who like me,I don't like ...it all sucks... . Friends telling me to date them anyway,how stupid,I'm not gonna waist my time AND theirs,neither do I like deceiving ppl! Not to m

Joining The Mile High Club
She was on her way to visit her best friend in Texas that she hadn't seen in a few years and to attend her wedding. Her flight was scheduled for 6:30 in the evening and had arrived in plenty of time to check, in and have a leisurely drink. As she sat sipping at her drink, she noticed a man standing at the other end of the bar. He looked over at her and smiled raising his glass. As he finished his drink, he disappeared. Just as she finished her drink, she decided to go to the departure lounge. There were only a few people in the departure lounge. As she was looking around, she noticed someone who looked familiar. He saw her enter the departure lounge and all he could do was smile at her. A call went out over the loud speaker for the flight and all the passengers started boarding the plane. She took, her seat at the back of the plane and to her surprise the same man, who had been smiling at her, had a seat right next to her. She was wearing a short skirt and a blouse,

A Valentines Day Present
She had been planning this day ever since the first hints of cupids and candy hearts had hit the shelves. Valentine's Day had never been a big deal for either of them-to them it was just another day in the year. That was what was going to mak,e tonight such a surprise. There was no way he would be expecting the night she had been planning. At least she hoped not. First thing was first, she had to start getting dinner ready. The Cornish hens were hiding in the back, of the freezer and she pulled them out, unwrapping them and sitting them in the microwave to defrost. While they were defrosting, she pulled out the dried cherries in amaretto she had mixed togethere before she'd left that morning. This was going to be an amazing dinner and she hoped it tasted as good as it sounded. She checked the hens,k frowning when she saw they were still partly frozen. Resetting the microwave she started to saute the celery and onion mixing it with the cherries and breadcrumbs. Now that the stuffing

A Weekend Getaway
A weekend escape from the real world is what they both needed. He had invited her to his family's cabin for the weekend. He had gotten to the cabin first; so that he could set it up and make it look perfect for her when she got there. He made a fire and he remembered she wanted to make love in front of a fire place with soft romantic music playing. He heard a car door slam shut, he went and turned the lights off. As soon as he did that, he heard a soft knock on the door. He opened the door to let her in. She stepped into the cabin and as he shut the door, he was glad she got there when she did as the snow was starting to fall harder. She stepped into the cabin and looked around in amazement. He remembered every detail of how she wanted to make love to him. She saw the fireplace going and a wine bottle on ice, it was ready to be opened. Next to the wine on ice was a small bowl of strawberries. She couldn't believe it and she heard soft romantic music playing. He came up behind her

First Meet First Cum
She had dreamt of this day for so long, now it was actually happening. She was going to be able to see her best friend for the first time in a long time, rather the first time ever. She heard a car door slam, she looked out her window. She saw him, he was as handsome as ever and every feeling she had locked away had come flooding back to her. He was exhausted from the long drive, but he was happy to finally be here. He was excited about finally getting to see her and spend time with her. He walked up to her door and knocked and waited. He was nervous. He didn't know what he would do when she opened the door. She heard the knock, she ran to the door and opened it. She ushered him in and gave him a huge hug. He was surprised at how happy she was to see him and just hugged her back. Once they let go of each other, they looked into each others eyes and felt the same connection they've felt every time they've talked. That connection drew them into a passionate kiss. She couldn't beli

The 3some
They were kissing with so much passion and want and need. He felt his way up her shirt toward her pert tits. He started massaging them, pinching her nipples. He lifted her shirt up and over her head. He unhooked her bra and lowered his head and started to suck on her nipples. He sucked on her nipples long and hard massaging and pinching the tit he wasn't working on with his tongue and mouth. Teasing her nipples with his fingertips and tongue. He laid her back on the bed and undid the button and zipper to her pants. He took of her pants and panties. Her pussy was already wet with excitement, he could already smell the sweet scent of her excitement. He pulled her legs up onto his shoulders and licked his way up her smooth inner thights until he reached her hot wet cunt. She was practically begging him to eat her cunt and he wanted her to really enjoy the cunt licking he intended to give her. He reached up with both hands and fondled her firm tits, rolling her stiff nipples between

The Best Job
As he stood outside the store watching her, he watched her move swiftly, but with such beauty and poise. He watched her full rounded asscheeks as he pretended to be watching the puppies. He was planning his next move. Finally, he enteres the store and walks up to her and asks her if she'd like to grab a cup of coffee when her shift was over with. She agreed. After they got coffee, he asked her where she'd like to go. She simply said, "your place." Those simple words got his heart pumping faster. They were both silent as he drove, her fingers running up and down her thighs, acting like he wouldn't notice her beautiful legs. He turned onto his street and suddenly her fingers are on HIS thighs slowly inching their way up to his crotch. Fumbling for his keys and unlocking the door, he finally gets it open. He leads her down the hall kissing her the entire way. Once in the bedroom, she takes complete control. In one swift movement, she has his belt unbuckled and his pants undown. She

Shower
you come over, i'm in the shower. you decide to strip down and joing me in the shower. when you step into the shower and i see you for the first time, all i can say is, "mmmm." I push you so you are under the water and start to was you, soaping you up and running my hand down to your manhood and slowly stroking you. Feeling and stroking your shaft and taking my other hand and fondling your balls. You whisper in my ear, " i have to sit down or I'm going to fall down." I help you get into a sitting position and then i straddle you, squatting right over your hard cock. Slowly, I sink down filling my pussy with your hard throbbing cock. "ahhhhh mmmmmm," is all you can manage to say as your cock is enveloped in hot slippery pussy. I'm so wet, there is almost no friction. My hips slide toward your head and then reverse themselves in an almost alarming violence. you put your hands on my breats as i ride you. you squeeze them, lick them, suck on them and tease them. I lean forward and whips

Music I Got
As some know, I DJ. I have a P2P. My list is far from perfect. And this is always under construction. Here's a list of most of the artists I got that I can play when I DJ. Any requests that I don't have, post'em as a comment here so I can go fo them easier. ---Unknown/Miscellanious Hotter Than July Happy Birthday Jesus Take The wheel The Spy Who Loved Me Never Gonna Fall In Love Again Cowboy I'm A Slave 4 You Not Ready To Make Nice I Am The BullGod Roving Gangster Wasting Time Is That You I Got One For Ya Somebody's Gotta Feel This Fist Of Rage Black Chick, White Guy F-ck Off This Love ---2 Live Crew Hoochie Mama Dooh Wah Ditty Get The Fuck Out Of My House ---Three Doors Down Citizen Soldier --- 311 Feels So Good --- 3T I Need You --- 50 Cent My Neck, My Back (With Khia) --- [Choral] --- A Flock Of Seagulls --- A Tribe Called Quest --- Aaliyah --- AC/DC --- Adam Sandler Funny Happy Birthday --- AeroSmith --- AfroMan --- Akon

Act 3: "the Work Desk"
Please Play Insired Song: He Thinks: Sitting here day dreanin Waiting for this day to end. Staring from across the room She knows what we bout to do. One hour is way to long. I'm trying but i can't hold on. But when it's time, it's goin down. I wonder what she's thinking now... She Thinks: Man I wish that he could see The thoughts I have inside of me One more hour then it's on He just don't know what going on Over here, still at work Got me sneekin up my shirt. Close my Eyes, squeeze my thighs Grind My chair from side to side.. He Thinks: Man, look like she havin fun I'm Jealous now.. cause I want some.. I can't wait another tic.. Let me get over there quick. Shut the blinds, lock the door. Throw the Keys across the floor.. Look at her, take a breath.. Then crawl up under her desk and.... (Uhh,... Ahhh,.. Umhh,... AHHH) Is that him all up in there Got me bout to break this chair Brace my myself before i scream Then my

Update - - - Pain In The Neck
As some know, and my primary makes readily obvious. I am having some issues with my neck. Mainly bulging discs, yes I said discs, GET YOUR MIND out of the gutters ladies, as well as some bone spurs. To say it is painful is an understatement. More disconcerting is the fact my left arm is damn near completely numb all the time now. Days are good and bad. Functionality exists until around lunch then all hell breaks loose. I am not one of those who whines and complains, so please do not take it as such. Just take this as a warning. If I should happen to disappear, it is not from discontent or disenchantment but from lack of mobility or from being hospitalized. Until then, I'll be around but the decision is near and is to the point where surgery is on the only recourse.

What Do You Know About Me?
what is my favorite color? what is my favorite food? what is my favorite past time? what is my best feature? what is my worst feature? how many piercings do i have? what do i like to write? what do i like to watch on tv? what do i like to read? how many tats do i want? what tats do i want? how many kids do i have? what do i do in my freetime? what is my real name? where do i normally meet ppl? am i shy? do i have other sites i go on? what is my biggest fear? what is my normal mood? am i bi.straight,or bi curious?

62 Same Old Same Olds...
41 Facts 21 Secrets In The Past 24 Hours... Have You... 1. Talked to a cute boy/girl? YEAH A COUPLE. 2. Kissed a cute boy/girl? NAH. 3. Talked to an ex? WHAT'S THE POINT? 4. Miss someone? A LITTLE. -Last Person Who- 5. Laid in bed with you? I PLEAD THE FIFTH!! 6.made you cry? MY GRANDPA DYING WHEN I WAS 12. 7. Went to the movies with? MY LITTLE BROTHER. 8. Went to the mall with? ALWAYS GO BY MYSELF. 9.had feelings for? LONG STORY, EVEN LONGER ENDING. 10. Made you laugh? JOHNNY KNOXVILLE. -To Get To Know You Better- 18. What are you most scared of? SPIDERS!!!! 19. What do you think about when you first wake up? WHAT FUCKING TIME IS IT?!?!? 20. Do you like any body? MYSELF, AND A FEW OTHERS. FEELING I BELIEVE IS ALL ONE SIDED. 21. Does anyone like you? ALOT LESS THEN I THOUGHT. 22. Do you like being around people? SURE. 23. Have you cried recently? NOPE. 24. Are you lonely right now? SORTA. 25. Song st

F U Cupid!!!
OK, if you read this and you do not have Valentine this year, for what ever the reason and you are kinda tired of all the "Happy Shiny Valentine Day People" And you Like me, are single and do not have a "Significant other" ANd you agree Cupid should get his little Cherubic Ass kicked tomorrow leave me a comment! Yeah I said it! I haev not had a good Valentines day in a LONG time, so CUpid can get a can of Stone Cold WHoop ASS tomorrow!

The New Game
We all start over, this time with a new game one that isn't made the way you would think, a game of wits not of lust, a game you can't win, one I will never lose not to one I almost hate, this game will never be done as long as your words still echo in my head, but know this is only a game, revenge would kill not just leave you wounded, while I laugh you cry wondering what has happened to the sweet boy you once knew, he died for the last time never to be resurrected again all because of your games and your lies, hate what you see and know it is what you made, a game that you can't win a boy that will laugh at your pain, your old salvation now shall be your damnation

A Misunderstood Pervert
What can I say, I love the female anatomy. Whether you’re thin, or voluptuous, there is always something that can be said about a woman and her physique. Now without getting into my own past and people I have been with, I will say that I have no problem telling a woman what I think about her body and what attracts me to it. It’s not meant out of disrespect, but out of rejoice and celebration… Kind of corny, I know. But in all honesty, there are so many characteristics and variations about the female anatomy that appeal to most men that it’s hard to decide and settle for just one. I know what I’m about to say may not go well with some of the women reading this, but there are actually chemicals in both human males and females that are determining factors in our behaviors – so you can take it or leave it. With men, there are a number of stimulating chemicals that are released into a man’s blood stream when he ejaculates that prohibit him from attaching himself to that one person. Whil

The Seven Deadly Sins In A Relationship
The Seven Deadly Sins in a Relationship 1. Jealousy In my opinion jealousy is one of the most negative and destructive emotions there is. Never will positive come out of jealousy. It results from fear of loss and tenure and is strictly ego-based. It’s one of the greatest threats to a relationship. A jealous partner can truly diminish your quality of life, and I’ve seen couples splitting up because of this, despite the fact that they love each other. Overcoming jealousy is not so easy, but it must start at its roots. The only way is to work on your self-love, and to increase trust in your relationship. That is something you have to accomplish together. 2. Clinging Clinging is clearly another manifestation of the fear of loss. It is the weaker “brother” of jealousy and manifests itself through different ways, seemingly through repeated reassurances of love. You are convinced that you don’t deserve your partner, and cling to them verbally or literally. This is very oft

Crowded Bus
t was rush hour, and when the bus finally arrived, it was packed. I tried to force my way on, but no one would budge, although there was ample room in the back. Then the bus driver took over. "Excuse me, Ladies and Gentlemen," he shouted. "Will all the beautiful, smart people please move to the back of the bus, and all the ugly stupid people stay up front?"

Here I Am...
Here I am, Lonely nights, empty days. Thoughts of you cloud my senses, I can't take much more of this. Lonely nights, empty days, Candle lit serenades. This is the place, Where deep, dark, secrets are told. Lonely, empty, nights and days. Desperate are the cries, From one so bitter. Harsh are the words, from one to another. Night and day, Are the differences between you and I. Spoken so loud, from one that can't say a thing. Lonely, Is how I feel. Not knowing how each night will end. Empty, I light a candle to fill the room with life, Each day an eternity, Full of uncertainty. Here I am ... Where are you? An original Becky Leanne ©1999

New Personal Policy...
Months ago, when I became a bouncer, I made a decision to keep my personal life and Fubar life separate. The duties of being a bouncer require I pay a certain amount of attention to this website - including the support lounge and the recently uploaded photos. I grossly violated my own policy when I attempted to start a relationship with another member of this site and my attentions became split. My performance as a bouncer on this site has suffered as a result. I will spare you the grisly details of the event that caused me to reflect on my priorities, but so that I no longer risk my own position here, I feel it's necessary to subscribe to a new policy. Henceforth: My interactions with members of Fubar.com will now be strictly business-only, unless very special arrangements have been made. Those "special arrangements" are going to be the exception, not the rule, and are going to be very, very rare. If I have a problem with a Fubar user, and that person is going to cause dr

Life Can Be A Real Bitch
I am sure there is a more fitting title for a blog than the one I have chosen this evening but I am not in mood to really care what people think of the title. First of all for those who are easily wounded by the truth or annoyed with real life... back away slowly and get the hell out. Now I understand that everyone has their ups and downs and this fact is a given in life but when does it end? When is it okay to draw the line and beg for mercy to shed a glimmer hope in your direction. This year started off okay~ oh hell thats a understatement it started off fantastic! Things where great~ old debits where paid.... old haunts extinguished and new opportunities opened. A new member of the family made its presence known and in August my daughter Laila daughter will be bringing into the world my second grandchild and her first little one. My youngest Melissa followed her dream and enrolled herself into a small engines class . Then it happened Amber ran into some trouble in Anch

Strong Enough ??????
If things could not get worse for me with my mom passing only 2 weeks ago. I got a phone call today that one of my sisters passed away lastnight. I am still sitting in shock over both. Wondering what is going to happen next. I cant help but wonder why this is happening to me and so close together. Is this some kind of test for me? To see how strong I am ? To see how my faith is in God ? I sure dont know or understand. The only thing I am getting out of this is ........ Keep your loved ones close friends, family whatever they maybe. NEVER take anyone for granet ! ! ! ! ! Dont EVER put off telling your loved ones how you feel about them. As I am learning you never know when you will lose someone. And never have the chance to tell them how you feel about them. Unspoken words are hard to swallow after its to late. There are many things I would love to say to my sister right now. Things she never knew. Now I have to deal with the fact she left this

Someone
There is someone very close to my heart.He makes me smile,laugh,cry and feel good about myself.He makes me think of things I want and need.That I could be happy again. He is my best friend and lover,but I will never completely have as my own. I think about him everyday and what he is doing and thinking.What he smells like.I cherish the time I have with him even though it is far and few between.He is in my dreams and in my head,in my heart and soul and will always be.I miss him today.

Been A Long Time
been a long time since i was single. this feels weird as hell.. but PARTY TIME!!! hahah.. started my new life over in a new state also.. moved from florida to ohio.. this is a big change.. but so far only thing i dont liek is this damn snow..lolbut other than that is is pretty cool up here.. well u guys hit me up and say hi.. still looking for new friends..

Ohh... Sh*t...!
he's calling out to me on yahoo messenger, but I am soooo chickensh*t! i'm scared to death! is he too much for me? what a question -- of course he is. otherwise, why would i be so scared? ACH!!! what's a former nun to do? ~~~

Lumie
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ LUMINA ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by '☽LUMINA DIRTY BITCH CREW MATRIARCH~DIRTY ◊ RADIO~§CONEE'S DB~BIKERBRAT/NOTI F/W' on '2008-02-27 17:03:44')

Lovewhat Is It And How Do You Know You Found It?
Love, What a difficult subject to discuss... how do you know your in love? me i feel its when you constantly think about someone, dream of them, miss them when their not around, and when you do get those special moments of time with them you find yourself praying and asking our Lord Jesus Christ to STOP TIME dead in its tracks. so you can feel as if them moments will never end.... Is that selfish of someone to pray for that? Am i obsessed? Or do i just love this woman so very much that i would literally take my heart from my chest and give it to her if it came down to it? would jump in front of a speeding bullet destined for her to save her life without any regard of my own... How does a man begin to heal and forgive himself for ever losing and hurting her the first time? And how would he begin to gain her trust again and win her heart once again? This man on this page would and will literally walk through hell on his hands and kness for the rest of my life showing her taking care of h

Jump Into The Action
Fellow Conservationist, When an amphibian species disappears from the planet, it’s the equivalent of a smoke alarm blasting out a warning the minute someone strikes a match. That’s because amphibians with their highly permeable skin are ultrasensitive to environmental changes and actually serve as a harbinger of environmental conditions. So when the poison dart frogs of the Costa Rican rainforest or the striking golden mantellas of Madagascar suddenly stop making noise - it’s time for conservationists to leap into action. Right now we are in the midst of a horrifying decline in amphibian species. As many as 165 species are already extinct and nearly 33% of all amphibian species are near extinction. Even worse many have gone extinct even within protected areas. And it’s not just climate change and pollution that threaten these beautiful creatures, but a raging fungal disease - Chytridiomycosis - also threatens their delicate future. But , you can jump into action and help

Angel...
Your touch is as tender as a rose petal on my skin, Your kiss is as soft as a butterfly's wing. I can feel your heart beating like a drum as you lay beside me. I am electrified whenever you walk into a room. My heart skips a beat whenever you are near. I am not in love, I am in need...of something I don't have. An endless ache in the pit of my stomach, deep within my soul. I feel trapped, I can't seem to catch my breath. Suffocating in my own feelings. Envelop me with your gentle touch, Speak to me with your gentle words. Pull me from the deep waters I seem to be held under. An original work...Becky Leanne©1998

Re: Ron Paul: Bernanke Deliberately Destroying Dollar
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Feb 2008, 23:24 Ron Paul: Bernanke Deliberately Destroying Dollar Congressman Ron Paul slammed Federal Reserve chairman Ben Bernanke during a House Financial Services Committee meeting today for following a policy of deliberately destroying the dollar and wiping out the American middle class. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022708_deliberately_destroying.htm

Re: San Jose Police To Use Crowd Control Sound Wave Weapons
RE: San Jose Police To Use Crowd Control Sound Wave Weapons ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Feb 2008, 23:30 San Jose Police To Use Crowd Control Sound Wave Weapons San Jose police are to begin using high tech sound wave weapons that are designed to disperse crowds by firing concentrated beams of sound at 150 decibels, causing intense pain and possible deafness. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/270208sound.htm

Oil Well, That May Not End Well
None of this may mean much now, because we currently live in a time where fossil fuels, natural gas, nuclear power, wind, and hydro-electrical power sources are abundant. But there will come a time in the very near future where most of these resources will run out, and everyone will be scrambling to find a way to restore things back to the way they were. But what you may not know, is that most of our countries power plants are fueled by using fossil fuels. Most notably, China and the US are two of the largest consumers of fossil fuels to power electrical plants, with a staggering 70%. The same fossil fuels that America has been fighting for in other countries for decades – despite selling off billions of our abundant reserves a few years after crude oil was discovered. Yet and still, we refuse to prioritize and allocate monies towards switching to more efficient sources to power our electricity. So now you can see the urgency for us to try and control foreign oil to secure future gener

Re: Pnac Radio On Now Live New Time Slot 6-8pm Cst Wtprn.com
RE: PNAC Radio on now live new time slot 6-8pm CST wtprn.com ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 28 Feb 2008, 00:11 Project for a New American Citizen Radio on now new time slot Mon, Wed, Fri 6-8pm CST on www.wtprn.com. Call in 512.646.1984 and 888.202.1984www.pnacitizen.orgwww.wtprn.comwww.bravenewbookstore.com

It Happened Here Too...
Its so sad. You never think its going to happen to you, until it does. We've all heard about the school shootings. We all remember where we were when they all happened. We all stop and think that it won't happen to us, not in our town. Well, it didn't happen here exactly like that in my town. Today in my town, a 26 year old idiot decided to play God against an assisted living home. Then ran from the cops, just to shoot himself! I am so heartbroken that in such a small town as this, that some idiot has to go and do something so horrid as this. And to go to where he did! My mind can not even wrap around it!! Please, for my friends that actually read these, keep those families that were affected in your prayers. And remember, it can happen anywhere. I drive by that home every single day to and from work. Now when I drive by, my thoughts are completely different than innocence. As Always!!

L.u.v. Club Change
DEAR MEMBERS & FRIENDS; I AM STEPPING DOWN DUE TO A FULL WORKLOAD & MY VERY CAPABLE WONDERFUL PARTNER THERESA WILL BE TAKING OVER THE CLUB. PLEASE SHOW HER THE RESPECT & LOVE YOU ALL SHOWED ME. I WILL BE MAKING APPEARANCES FROM TIME TO TIME. PLEASE CONTINUE TO RATE EACH OTHER & SHOW ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN!!! HAVE FUN & GOD BLESS YOU ALL!! LOVE YOU ALL ~PETE~

Last Days!!!
Well... its almost here.. the last day i will be online with my computer for a while... im gonna pack it up an store it... an not likely.. that ill be online any time soon.. UNLESS.. i get my laptop repaired BEFORE i leave... yall keep ya fingers crossed.... talk more soon...

Secrets An Feelings Towards Her (poem)
Secrets and Feelings for her. She is the girl I think about She's the girl that makes me cry out In my sleep I cry out, and no one hears Constantly drinking, an faking the cheers This poem is not to be seen Because it'd be thought to be mean. In here Im letting it all out No one hears me, not even with a shout. She may be odd, an different But in my life, that's a good thing sent. She's younger, but funny A girl that looks and acts cunning. The secret about this be She'll never be with me. No matter how much I push or shove it'll never be the gift from above but Like I said before Im happy for her, even if my minds tore I know that things will never be But maybe one day she will see She'll look back an remember my name And realize I wasn't to blame. Now I put my head down in shame, Because I feel like Im lame, but atleast I know she'll be happy. By Robert J Honaker.

Entwined
Entwined with you, Is where I want to be. In your arms, And you holding me tightly. For some reason I can not erase you. You are ever present with me. I know in time it will all change, The ebb and flow of life is something we all gain. Constantly present, yet so far away. My soul remembers, All that could have been. Pain and hurt. Destruction and waste, that is what was left behind, because you could not end it, when that was how it was suppose to be. The memories are tarnished, Even though I fought hard. All I wanted was to keep them, Tuck them away all nice and pristine. You took it all away from me. Then I had to make a memory, that I didn't want to be. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Wants Me Hh
Mi Lords and Mi Ladies Of FuBarLand! The survival of the Fu has come down to two, but there can be only ONE! One Lady survives, help her to attain her reward. She needs only 50,000 comments to accomplish her goal. To gain her Golden Hour. Mi Lady FatalitiesKiss has battled bravely, only one test of the gauntlet yet to be met. Come help her get her first Happy Hour Ever! Please click on the links below to prepare for battle. You must first... rate/fan/add the host and hostess. Lady Rain and Sir Mr Perfect Nice Guy (click the pix this will take you to their pages). Lastly click the link to Mi fair FatalitiesKiss' contest page... Upon this page comment till ye can comment no more. All Love will be returned. The links you will need... The Lady Rain Hostess of Fuvivor!! Rate/Fan/Add Her †DJ. Rain†~Wifey to DJ MNG~GF to LuAngel~Owner of WYKD Radio & Lounge~Fu-Vivor Host~@ fubar Sir Mr. Perfect Nice Guy--Host of Fuviv

Am I Ugly Or Something
well i think this way because almost everytime i add a person they seem to just not want to talk to me. its a little bit troubling because i love to talk to new people but if they dont wanna talk then its pointless to even be on this site

I Never Talk About It....
4 years ago... 4 years ago March 5th would have been my due date but due to medical reasons I never made it. Some would think hey it's medical why would this bug you and the reason is I had to make a choice with none of the options being good...number one was to terminate the pregnancy due to the baby not devolping, the next was i could end up miscarrying at some point and 3 was i could deliver pre-term and lose her. Now the reason why she was not developing is because i was on some medication that causes serious birth defects (ie..thier skulls and bones don't form right or fuse together) so i chose option 1 and terminated the pregnancy which sucked the whole thing was awful and i still get nightmares about it. I know it was for the better but i still wonder what if....she would be four this year would she have red hair and brown eyes...would i be a good mom...would i even be where i am?? I never talk about it and it's not like i dwell on it everyday it's just my heart feels heavy

Natural Selection
Hey people, I guess if there is one thing that you’ll find out about me through reading some of the various blogs I’ve created, is that I am a massive nerd when it comes to astrology and natural biology. As a kid, I would willingly invest my time in watching hundreds of hours of nature shows of all sorts, studying the environment, the atmosphere, and it’s living organisms - mostly out of pure interest. And although most people generally don’t care about their natural surroundings, only caring about their daily routines, the signs are all pointing to us as a species dooming ourselves. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not a tree hugger or bible thumper, but with various species dying off, global warming, and other events that hint at a massive change in the environment, human beings can be so stupid and careless. Most people don’t know this, but humans were actually a mistake on the evolutionary scale. If you take natural selection and geological conditions into account, the chances of

When Girls Drink Too Much...
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE HOMELESS HOOKERS THAN THE GODDESSES WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE TH E M SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8... WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE VODKA. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR

Gone Too Long
there was a moment this morning at work today when out of no where came this sadness that overtook me by surprise in its entirety..i was not expecting it to have such an impact on me when the boss said to me in an asking way....have you seen your kids any this month?..and as we both looked towards the calender i told him that i hadnt and he said...well this months about gone...and the longing of wanting to see my kids brought this sadness on...it hit me so hard that tears begin to build up in my eyes and blurred my vision...i turned away from the boss..not wanting him to see the ache of longing filling up in my eyes...but he knew....cause he knows how i feel about my kids...the slight hitch in my voice might have also gave it away as i tried to push on in the conversation...but i was pretty much at a loss for words to say.....being the good man he is..he allowed it to drop away without pursuing the topic much more...i do admit...he can be an ass most the time but he is a good man and h

Beer Vs. Pu$$y
BEER VS. PUSSY A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming beer, you could barf ~ definitely disgusting. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not driv

Skank Flow
I've created a flow chart illustrating a typical night out.... for my fictional character! I know what you douche bags are thinking.. No this is not in any way about me! Lessons learned: -Ian always gets the girl -Girls Ian doesn't want are hookers -All other guys bang prostitutes -Ian loves the running man Side note: Its been a couple weeks since she left me.. I miss you, I love you, come home! In closing: I hope you people see what kind of sick bastard I am and you appreciate the countless hours and days I put into this shit! If not may your dicks and vagies be forever diseased! Share this shit with your friends or I will shit in a bag and light it on fire on your door steps!

Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table 27 Feb 21:50 | Home | Away Team P W D L F A W D L F A GD PTS 1 Rangers 26 13 0 1 40 7 8 2 2 24 12 45 65 2 Celtic 26 10 3 0 34 3 9 1 3 30 16 45 61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Motherwell 26 7 2 4 22 16 7 1 5 17 16 7 45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Dundee Utd 28 8 4 3 20 9 4 2 7 20 25 6 42 5 Hibernian 27 7 4 2 29 18 4 4 6 12 15 8 41 6 Falkirk 28 6 3 5 17 14 4 3 7 21 28 -4 36 7 Aberdeen 28 6 4 4 21 17 3 3 8 11 28 -13 34 8 Hearts 28 5 3 6 22 22 4 3 7 15 25 -10 33 9 Inverness CT 28 7 1 5 20 19 3 2 10 15 26 -10 33 10 St Mirren 26 4 2 7 12 23 3 4 6 6 20 -25 27 11 Kilmarnock 28 4 3 7 18 20 2 4 8 11 23 -14 25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 27 3 2 8 16 26 1 2 11 12 37 -35 16

Hearts 0-4 Rangers
Hearts 0-4 Rangers By Thomas McGuigan Jean Claude Darcheville gave Rangers the lead after a slick move Jean Claude Darcheville fired a double as Rangers maintained their four-point lead at the top of the SPL with victory over a toothless Hearts at Tynecastle. The Frenchman drilled the ball under Hearts keeper Steve Banks after a clever flick by Barry Ferguson. Darcheville punished calamitous Hearts defending to add his second on the stroke of half-time. Substitute Nacho Novo added two more after the break as Rangers recorded their 10th straight SPL victory. Interview: Hearts caretaker manager Stevie Frail Interview: Rangers manager Walter Smith Interview: Rangers midfielder Steven Davis Hearts were unchanged from the side which won at Motherwell on Saturday and were without top goalscorer Andrius Velicka after he moved to Norwegian outfit Viking FK. Rangers recalled Christian Dailly and Charlie Adam at the expense of Daniel Cousin, who dropp

Years Gone
i was just sitting here looking at old and new pics. friends family ex wife kids. i look back from time to time , sometimes i just hear a song on a page that reminds me of all the years gone and will never have a chance to live what i missed.. i was married to a very sweet loving lady for 13 years. yes we had great times together not to say raised beautiful children. i was always the one working working working, got so caught up in all the fame and money of things i lost the yester years. you know not there to see all the things a dad and a husband were ment to see. i loved my wife and children but thought i was doing what i was ment to do. be a good provider.. not true. it looked like i was but all i did is lose out on everything. one day it all came and with out notice. it was all gone. home...wife.. kids.. job.. i lost it all. now i just look at the things i truly miss. the coming home to see my wife and kids and the togetherness of famuly. now my family is 3 states away and i am d

Smy Stepsons Death
The Fort Wayne boys who died after being pulled from the St. Marys River have been identified by Allen County Coroner Dr. Jon Brandenberger. Kendal Dominick Lumpkin, 4, and Cody M. Mann, 9, were pronounced dead at 1:30 a.m. Monday at Parkview Hospital, according to a written statement from the coroner’s office issued Monday afternoon. The cause of death was listed as asphyxia because of drowning. The manner of death was listed as pending. The deaths remain under investigation by the Fort Wayne Police Department, the Indiana Department of Natural Resources, the coroner’s office and the Allen County prosecutor’s office, the statement said. Police, firefighters and state conservation officers were called to the 400 block of Fairwick Lane, at an apartment complex off Fairfield Avenue, about 7 p.m. Sunday. The boys' mother told police the boys had been playing outside when she noticed they were missing. She and a family member searched for the boys before calling police, but

Block This Creep
radbumman3: dont worry I woudnt your a UDE BITCH THATY DONT EVER ANSWR ANYONE THATS WHY U GOT TREATED LIKE THE SLUT U R ->radbumman3: never contact me again radbumman3: u wanna suck on my balls ^^^^^^ Entire conversation Make ANY kinda sense to you??? Block him