i was just sitting here looking at old and new pics. friends family ex wife kids. i look back from time to time , sometimes i just hear a song on a page that reminds me of all the years gone and will never have a chance to live what i missed.. i was married to a very sweet loving lady for 13 years. yes we had great times together not to say raised beautiful children. i was always the one working working working, got so caught up in all the fame and money of things i lost the yester years. you know not there to see all the things a dad and a husband were ment to see. i loved my wife and children but thought i was doing what i was ment to do. be a good provider.. not true. it looked like i was but all i did is lose out on everything. one day it all came and with out notice. it was all gone. home...wife.. kids.. job.. i lost it all. now i just look at the things i truly miss. the coming home to see my wife and kids and the togetherness of famuly. now my family is 3 states away and i am divorced. a lesson i learn every day of my life. thou i have a strong bond with my kids i lost the relationship with the one woman who loved me. all because of MONEY.
so the point of my story is... dont let money fame and business ever take you from the family you love. because while u are making money to go act like the big shot. your kids are growing up with out you and mate is growing out. out of love. you cant love what is not there.
