There is someone very close to my heart.He makes me smile,laugh,cry and feel good about myself.He makes me think of things I want and need.That I could be happy again. He is my best friend and lover,but I will never completely have as my own. I think about him everyday and what he is doing and thinking.What he smells like.I cherish the time I have with him even though it is far and few between.He is in my dreams and in my head,in my heart and soul and will always be.I miss him today.