I dont understand. ..As always thats me. .. .I try to much on everything even relationships I need to learn how to take a chill pill. ..I'm always worrying about everything. ..I dont know why but I do. .Maybe thats just me. ..Im confused I dont know where im headed. .and its scary. .. never knowing where you want to be in life. . i want to go back to school. .But. ..Then again I dont.. I know an education is improtant in life. ..But after school. . i dont know where im going . ..I mean i have all this hate inside and i never talk about my feels at all. ..everyone always ask's me whats wrong . .I reply with nothing I'm fine. .or to much is wrong. ..and they are like well explain and i try to talk but i cant. .I want to talk so bad but I feel like no one really cares. ..I feel like im traped in a corner with no way out and the floor in falling out from under me. .I am going no where fast. . and I know it. . I know you guys dont give 2 shits. ..but this is a way for me to vent and let things out instead of talking. ..thats harder then typing it out because after im done typing it all you guys have to do is read it .. Its not that hard. . talking about it. . now thats a different storie. .I cant talk about shit but when it comes to typing I can talk about anything. ..I dont know why but I can! ..It's getting boring though no one ever says what they think about anything and they should. ..or maybe im just going crasy. ..wait. . .I already am. ..WOOHOO!!! lol. ..
