Holy Hell!!!!!!!!!!
Its about fucking time that i get out of this place... Now dont get me wrong.. ive met a few (very few) but a few good ppl that i really liked up here... But for the most part ppl up here are rude, nosey, stuck up ppl.... And i hate that!
When Matt and I moved up here it was with the understanding that we would move back to KY within a year... and now that it's been almost 2 years... Im goin crazy... I finally finally am in the position that i can move back to KY... and it seems its came at the perfect time! Between all of matts family drama and my stress level I truely believe that i need to get the hell out of here before I fucking loose it and hurt someone!
In my entire life i dont think i have ever been as unhappy as i have been the past 6 months... And trust me... I've been REALLY unhappy before! I just need to go back home... to be with MY family... To see Kali raised with my mom being there... Dont get me wrong. Matts family has been wonderful with her and i truely appreciate EVERYTHING they've done for my little family. BUT they are not what i need right now... this is definatly one of the hardest times in my life and all i want it to be around MY friends... MY family! I dont think thats so much to ask for... And yes i knwo it will be hard on Kali.. I've thought about that a million times before... But she is still young... it will be a lot easier for me to move than it would be in say 2 years when she's 4!
But I am SOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!! We're leaving this coming Sat... Less than a week :) and then ill be there for good :P lol
LOOK OUT BOWLING GREEN!!! IM COMIN HOME!!!
