I want to love you but I have to hate you,
You poison my mind with affection,
You kill me with your love,
You suffocate me with your ribbons and lace,
Stab a knife through my back while you hold me,
Caressing my arm and leaving cuts,
I’m bleeding for you,
Bleeding for you,
I can’t think without you interrupting,
I can’t sleep without you being there,
I can’t dream without you making it into a enchanting nightmare,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,
I want to hate you but I love you,
Burning in my heart,
Burn, burn, burn,
You’ve stole away my soul,
And you left the shell,
Emptiness,
I’m sick with this condition,
You my one and only addiction,
You are this affliction,
And my contradiction,
I love to hate and hate to love,
I hate to hate and love to love,
I want to hate but I have to love,
I want to love but I have to hate,
Why do you tease me like this?
Why do you love me?
Can’t you just turn around and tell me to fuck off,
Just leave me,
Tell me that you hate me,
Hate me, hate me, hate me!
Every touch, Every word, Every breath, Every letter, Every thought
kills me that one bit more,
You try to save me but you’re the one killing me,
How can you be the savior when you are the killer?
Leave me behind, push me away, forsake me,
I’m convulsing in my skin,
It’s eating away at me,
Taking everything that was me away,
I’m losing my head because of you,
I’m dying because of you,
I’m crying because of you,
Please hate me,
Please hate me,
Please hate me…
