Sometimes I get ahead of myself,but that is cause I get so excited about something and don't sit back and just take it all in and then analyze everything in a whole. I do miss some things in my life; such as a relationship - it's hard not to think about it at times when you meet someone. You always wonder; WHAT IF. As I said earlier, I learned a valuable lesson earlier an yeah it may have caused me to lose something,but then again,it's something that I learned from one of my mistakes. I'm sorry, if this bores you, but I have to get this outta my head while I am thinking about it. another entry into my online journal
