things have been very difficult these past few days. And its really hard to decide who would trully be best for me, not because they have matiral things but true love from the heart. I dont want someone who will offer me a place to live and all that but someone who will stand by me no matter what may happen. The first guy; turned his back on me when I needed him most and now that I have found someone else he is trying to weave his way back into my life when its not that easy! So I really dont know what to do but try to make the right choice and follow my heart. I am ready to settle down, have the family life that I have always dreamed of one day having and I really dont want to mess that up! What is a girl to do?
