how do i explain to those i love
that loves not enough
how do i tell them all
that i'm a fake
that this is the begining
of my downfall
what would they say if they knew lies were my truth
how would they react?
If i told them all my laughter
was only an act.
What would he think
if i said i'll love you till i die
what would he do if
he saw me cry
over the pain
he put on me
what would anyone do if they saw
in me what they were really supposed to see
would they forgive
or turn thier shoulder and ignore
the person who they all loved
the person who they adored
how could i explain i just loved them all so much
that i pretended to be everything they wanted
no matter how many flaws i hid
or how many untruths i flaunted
how could i explain the pressure they put on me
making me box my heart,
hiding who i really want to be
what would you do
would you care
can you stick with me now
do you dare?
