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Smell of snuff and a stick of gum A rock on a rope and a pile of sticks Knowledge,wisdom,humor and wit Together we sit,chew and spit You tell me stories as the clock hits half passed A time ,a memory that will always last Iron and wood , gun powder and steel will always remind me of just how i'd feel If I could wish on a star and turn the clock back To fishing holes and snowy rabbit tracks And even though you are now gone In my memory you will always live on
Mel Peachey
anybody in the uk have you heard of mel peachey if so please tell me what she is up too now thanks
Another Ne Smiles
You are 75% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at
We Need Your Help!!!!!
Have Ya Gotten The Point Yet? Cause I Know You Can See That I Am Blasting You!
Well its like this...again a "friend" flagged my tag's--not even me! NSFW. Ok so its like this. If i have to lock my shit down, I will, and have, there is no longer access to any of my photo's because of a jealous that just does not have it! Its fucked up in my opinion...are we on an ADULT sight? or is this kiddyland.. GO THE F*** BACK TO MYSPACE asshole. All of my pictures are now for family only- If you want to see them, you will have to drop me a mail, I will check you out--then add you to family! This is soooo bullsh**! yea, you can say I am angry- I show everyone the same respect they show me. I do NOT flag peoples pics as NSFW--its seems to me, that if you are my friend, then you already know that my pictures are EROTIC but not Porno~I am dressed in everyone of them. If its you doing it? Why dont you go find yourself a nice religious sight! CT is about T n with it, or stay off my page!
Cherry Tap Comercial
guys scared when moms is verry scary,drop them in semtary,when gals shop for hairy// she cant stop when yur married//specialy with hot-larry ,you might even lift tops and play with sherry// and thats how we found out about the popped-cherry//
For My Friends I Made A New Room Its Call The Culb Oasis
Tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent just dont let me fall asleep feeling empty again cause i fear i might break and i fear i cant take it tonight ill lie awake feeling empty i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off with out you Now that im losing hope and theres nothing else to show for all of the days that we spent carried away from home somethings ill never know and i had to let them go im sitting all alone feeling empty I can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you I can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you Something ill never know and i had to let them go somethings illnever know and i had to let them go im sitting all alone feeling empty I can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you Feel the pressure, its getting closer now yo
If You Did Not Read This Yet---read Now
Look its fuckin like this. I put 2 tags in my default album, and one of you assholes--that are my friends yet again, have tagged me NSFW- Soooooooooooooooooo I am moving all album's to family. You will be added one at a time, and then after veiwing them, you will be removed. I Hope you enjoyed yourself---because now i am FUCKING pissed off---you want to be the "Judge" go the fuck to a christian sight, and KISS MY FUCKING ass, cause i am done!
Battle Please Help
I Soo Connected With This Guy!!
10 Reasons It Doesn’t Pay To Be “The Computer Guy” May 02nd 2007 by Shaun Boyd I only met my brother’s ex-girlfriend’s family once — the year they invited our family over to share Thanksgiving dinner. Since we were basically a group of strangers looking to make a good first impression, the table conversation was nothing more than friendly idle chitchat. When I asked our hostess for more mashed potatoes, she took the opportunity to ask me about myself while dishing out my second helping — “So Shaun, what do you do for a living?” Hesitantly, I responded: “I work in computer support.” The transition to silence was immediate. All eyes suddenly turned to me, raised eyebrows all around. If you hadn’t heard my response, judging from everyone’s reaction you might think I said something outrageous like I was a male stripper or a gynecologist — but I knew the awkward silence would soon be broken by an overwhelming outpouring of computer questions. “Oh wow, a computer guy!” —
Trade Dvds For Blast
For anyone that gets me a blast I will trade you double the Value in DVDS. Any Takers?
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, "WOO HOO, What a Ride
Looking For Possible Kids
I am a 38 year old male I attended college in Beatrice,Nebraska and in Moberly,Missouri . I have had a feeling for a very long time that I may have some kids in these areas if you are from there and know me and there is a possibility that we may have gotten together please contact me on here.
Why Would Ya Do This
This is sad but true,my wife,Kiss,had all her pics locked down so only friends could see them. Today she created some tags and put them in an album,after that was done 4 of her new pics were flagged and reported nsfw. How fuckin sad is that,a friend,who asked to be her friend,cause she doesnt request anyone, then goes and reports,fucked up aint it? And of course her reaction was not the best,and very warrented if ya ask me,below is the body of text from her blog,so ladies and gents,be very careful who ya let into your friends and absolutely do not allow anyone in family unless you are sure you can trust them. Here is the body of text from my wife , Kiss is Misbehavin's blog: Look its fuckin like this. I put 2 tags in my default album, and one of you assholes--that are my friends yet again, have tagged me NSFW- Soooooooooooooooooo I am moving all album's to family. You will be added one at a time, and then after veiwing them, you will be removed. I Hope you enjoyed yourself---be
The Sexy Blog
1. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Hmm morning is good cuz it makes the day even better and afternoon is nice cause u can catch the off guard night time is like great cause u can wear each other hehe 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Preferrably Chicken but I love ribs and steak too 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Ugh yes...actually I dont think I pulled over a friend was driving and I kinda leaned out the window 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Candles 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? HA! OMG ask ANYONE I know..I do I do! Even when people are around and I do in the car 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Nope. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Ummm I'd rather not answer that *cough yes cough* 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Both. 11. Would you rather your car o
Proud To Be Muslim
well first off i'd like to say im very proud and happy to be a muslimah,for those who dont know what that means muslim woman in arabic. no not all muslims are terrorist and anyone who thinks so is ignorant and plain out racist towards muslims.because im sure to remind that there have been bombers who in fact were no way am i putting down christianity i am just stating facts here. anyways in no way at all do i feel opressed or closed off from the world. yes i do pray 5 times a day and yes i read my holy Quraan every day.why does that make me a bad person because i believe in a different why of life,how does that make any of you who hate muslims better than me. you are just as ignorant as the ones who hate others based on the color of thier skin,my point is made us muslims will not tolerate hate and how we will deal with it is leaving it up to god to handle and no I AM NOT A TERRORIST OR KNOW ANY SO DONT ASK
ok i am just letting everyone know i will be moving in about 15 days..So I will not have internet service for a good while..but please keep the comments and messages coming, so i will have something to read when i get back on..Much love to everyone..have a fun and wild time on CT. xoxo blueyedangl dana
Quote For June 16
There is nothing nobler or more admirable than when two people who see eye to eye keep house as man and wife, confounding their enemies and delighting their friends. -- Homer Bonus Quote: Ray. If someone asks if you are a god, you say, "yes!" -- Winston Zeddemore, Ghostbusters This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
When I Grow Up I Wanna Be Wynonna !!!!
No One Else on Earth Wynonna Judd Ive been a rock and Ive got my fences I never let them down When it comes to love, I keep my senses I dont get kicked around I shivered once you broke into my soul The damage is done now Im out of control How did you get to me? (chorus) No one else on earth could ever hurt me Break my heart the way you do No one else on earth was ever worth it No one can love me like No one can love me like you You can make me want you any time you want to Youre burnin? me alive I cant deny you even when I catch you Weavin? a weak alibi cause when the night falls you make me forget Your love is killing me and it aint over yet How did you get to me? (repeat chorus) I shivered once you broke into my soul The damage is done now Im out of control How did you get to me? (repeat chorus twice)
I Dont Have
Deep secrets will come to light in an organic and fruitful way, as long as you let them emerge on their own. This might go against your first impulses, but do try and let it happen naturally. Breathe through it.
Fathers Day
Well fathers day is tomorrow and once again the ex won't let me have my children. Didn't get them last year either although she says I didn't ask which is bullshit. I've asked to get my kids plenty of times other than the one day I get evry other week, but she says they always have plans. Nothing I can do about it though until I get my own place. She won't work with me at all until a judge tells her she has to. Can you say total BIOTCH! I love my kids more than anything and would love nothing more than to have them with me all the time. I know what it's like to grow up without a father. After my mother and father divorced we didnt see much of my father. Although he has a different memory than me and my sisters. He didnt want the responsibilty of kids he just wanted to party. Me on the other hand would love nothing more than to have my kids 24/7. I've always tried to be there for my kids but the ex makes that very difficult. And of course it's always my fault. I try to ask the kids what
Stop Nsfw'n Me
Look its fuckin like this. I put 2 tags in my default album, and one of you assholes--that are my friends yet again, have tagged me NSFW- Soooooooooooooooooo I am moving all album's to family. You will be added one at a time, and then after veiwing them, you will be removed. I Hope you enjoyed yourself---because now i am FUCKING pissed off---you want to be the "Judge" go the fuck to a christian sight, and KISS MY FUCKING ass, cause i am done!
Happy Fathers*s Day To All
love you all
Trace Adkins
I Wanna Feel Something Trace Adkins If youre tellin me Im not on fire Youre just preachin to the choir Ive gotten dull as old barbed wire from livin Last night I watched the evening news It was the same ol nothin new It should have cut me right in two But it didnt I dont know why it didnt But I wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive I wanna heart that beats and bleeds A heart thats bustin at the seams I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream I just wanna feel somethin If youre tellin me thats just how it is I dont buy it cause once I was kissed By a red-headed girl with cherry lips On her porch when I was sixteen And I felt it somewhere in my soul and time stood still and I couldnt let go I cant tell you cause I dont know how I got so cold When did I get so cold Chorus: I just wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still
Pray For Ray Please
Make Tags On Images Courtesy of Courtesy of PLEASE REMEMBER RAY IN OUR PRAYERS -GOD GIVE HIM THE STRENGTH HE NEEDS TO FIGHT THIS ILLNESS.heres a video that he made months ago for us Get video codes at Bolt.
whats up peoples. Im Brandi and Im new so gimme some time to post up new pics and everything else. Oh and dont be shocked..I am changing my hair color today and plan on posting it up with the rest of my pics...MUCH LOVE XOXOXOXOOXOX
Please Add Her
Im the bitch ur ma warned you about@ CherryTAP
Best Cleavage On Ct Contest!
Best Cleavage On CT Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of Tigger~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP
The Little Grass Hut
The Little Grass Hut The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for GOD to rescue him, and everyday he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect himself from the elements and to store his few possessions. One day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames with smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened! Everything was lost! He was stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. "GOD, how could you do this to me?" he cried. Early the next day he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him. "How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied. Moral of the story: It's easy to get discouraged when things are going bad, but we shouldn't lose heart, because GOD
Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest! Now Open To Vote!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Ladies for this contest! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP
What Symbol Are You?
You scored as Cross, The cross is a representation of religion. You are inspired by religion, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Cross100% Ankh100% Biohazard75% Skull50% Swastika25% What's your symbol?created with
Demonic Pictuer Compation Win A 7 Day Blast
please send the link to all pictures to my cmail acount at
Do Women Think You Are Stupid
are women so stupid that they think we are stupid. That we don't know when we are being bullshitted? Oh I am sure it goes the other way too. But i just experienced the simplest form of bullshit. Remind me sometime to tell you about this one. Here is how it whent in the chat box.. Pretty lame no name: ahhhh no name: yes had a date that night no name: when did that start the night i lost ya on skype no name: went on my 4th one last night no name: Ohhh really no name: been dating no name: heyyyy what happened to you? yes she is still posting pictures left and right. I took out her name of course. Oh Look even more bullshit... no name: okay well good luck to ya no name: hell i dont know but i didnt want it to happen -no name: like I am copy your pics.. for what? -no name: talked all night on skype hung up and you had a date.. come on no name: everytime i talk to someone it starts something that im not ready for. and no i didnt block you i blocked everyone because som
Something That Came Across My Desk.....
It seems that people are now starting to choose sides, and wage a 'war' with others on here. Funny thing, the person they are 'siding' with is no better then the people that they are targeting with the so called 'crime'. Look I don't give a flying fuck if you're going to leave because you posted this or that of yourself, and someone said something, and now you're all bumhurt. Boo who. Sounds like to me that you got what you deserved. However, some don't it that way, and think that others should be 'respected'. Ya know that's all good and fine, seriously, until you fuck with me, I have all the respect for you as a human being, however, you have to EARN my respect. The 16 members of my family, have EARNED my respect, the 550 something friends are EARNING it, however, you want to post a bulletin, and tell me that the 'males' on here should be more respectful to the females, yes to that effect I DO AGREE. However, if you post nudes, and NSFW pics, and get comments on them, then you
all of them damn women, talk all this shit about what dogs guys are and they the ones fucking around most of the time
Dj Sechudles Times
Lazy Blog
1. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? When I’m awake. I get annoyed if I miss it. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Left. 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? All three, preferably at once 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Candles 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Yes 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Yes, but I got struck off. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No, but I have frequently taken money off for clothes 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Both. 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car, because I don’t have to live in it. 12. Shower or bath? Shower. 13. Do you pee in the shower What? Sorry, can’t hear you! 14. Mexican or Chinese food? Both, preferably at the same time. 15. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Passive aggr
I Got Sunshine, In A Bag.
Tonight at midnight (well, okay, more like around 1-2am.) I'll be turning 35. Now, Human-Living-In-United-States lifespans being what they are, I can reasonably expect to live to be 70. This makes me "officially" middle-aged. I say "officialy", because my family on both sides have incredibly long life-spans. Like scarily so. My grandparents on my father's side are still alive, and both are in their late 90's/ early hundreds. On my mom's side, my grandmother died because of a drunk driver, and my grandfather (who was in his late 70's even so) died shortly after from a broken heart. I have several relatives who are well into their late 80's and 90's, and are fully active, ie, they're not mushy-brained doddering old folks, they're capable of walking around and living, that sort of thing. Hell, i have an 85-year old aunt who still drives regularly, and is one of the few people I 8trust8 sitting in a car with. SO, by MY family's standards, I'm not even *really* a grown-
Contest Giveaway Help Me Out!
Hey everyone I hope this gets out, i have some kickass friends on here that I know will help, so please click the picture and comment bomb and rate it please!! First one to 15,000 votes wins a VIC for a month and 1st place gets 20,000 shopping spree!!!
What Symbol Are You?
You scored as Ankh, The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh100% Biohazard81% Skull69% Cross44% Swastika13% What's your symbol?created with
End This Illegal War
Before the war in Iraq ever started, Senator Obama said that it was wrong in its conception. In 2002, then Illinois State Senator Obama said Saddam Hussein posed no imminent threat to the United States and that invasion would lead to an occupation of undetermined length, at undetermined cost, with undetermined consequences. Since then, Senator Obama has laid out a plan on the way forward in Iraq that has largely been affirmed by the bipartisan Iraq Study Group led by James Baker and Lee Hamilton. I don't oppose all wars. And I know that in this crowd today, there is no shortage of patriots, or of patriotism. What I am opposed to is a dumb war. What I am opposed to is a rash war." -Barack Obama Anti-War Rally, Chicago 2002 At the Chicago Council on Foreign Relations in November 2005, Senator Obama called for: (1) a reduction in the number of U.S. troops; (2) a time frame for a phased withdrawal; (3) the Iraqi government to make progress on forming a political solution; (4)
Safe For Work
I thought this was suppose to be a safe for work site. Everywhere you go, you see comments that aren't safe for work. What is up with that? Where are the comment police?
What I Hate
I hate it when a guy says "I hate games people like to play with others emotions." but then yet they play with someone elses like it's no big deal. what the hell make some damn sence...if you hate those people dont be one. fuck i mean why say something you really dont mean? AND NEVER EVER TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM WHEN YOURE LIEING!!!! That is the worst thing anyone can do in my book. But whatever.
Looking For Someone Special
im looking for someone special to share my life with .wishing i had someone in my life to spend time with and get to know more. anyone interested in meeting me eel free to email me here at
Is He There
somewhere out there he says he loves me. where is he at, where could he be... Does he mean what he says or is it not true at all, wondering everyday will this go anywhere at all. to sit and think about you is all I do, am I wasting my time falling for you.. will you please let me know, what should I do, should I walk away or should I wait for you. Im stuck in a place right now where im at, god knows its hard but that is that, are u willing to wait or are you gonna run just like that... Ill say that I love you just one more time, please know im telling the truth, your always on my mind....
Lonely And Looking
i'm bored and lonely wishing i had someone special to share my life with. any single men out there want to talk to me and get to know me more let me know . just e-mail me and we can chat. hope to here from someone.
The Two Old Ladies
Two old ladies were chatting one day. They were talking about this and that and the subject finally got around to sex. The first old lady said she enjoyed sex all the time, and just as much as ever. The second old lady was surprised and asked her what her secret was. The first old lady said when she hears her husband pulling the car into the garage she hurries and takes a shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. When her husband comes into the bedroom he gets turned on and has his way with her. The second old lady decides to try this approach so that night when she heard her husband returning home, she takes a quick shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. Her husband comes into the bedroom takes one look and says, Geez.... Maude, comb your hair and put your teeth in....
Saying Goodbye
Yesterday I had to take my sweet Spooker to the vet to be put down. She lived 18 years and was the sweetest kitty. I picked her out of a group of kittens and was never sorry that I did. She had a beautiful face and personality. Her collar bell is now on my keychain so I can hear her walking with me each day.
Random Thoughts And Thanks
Yesterday about 500 new grey hairs popped into my head. Jessica was traveling and had some difficulties. It was all I could do to hold it together when she called me to tell me her car had broken down. Naturally, I put fuel in mine and went to go rescue her. I prayed the whole way for God to keep her safe. It's hard to drive 80 plus and hold a cell phone. giggles! I had to know she was ok until I could get to her. I talked with my sister yesterday and yet again she made one comment that just hit my brain. Sometimes in this life, I catch myself praying for something then later on simply forgetting about it before it comes to pass. It's like I give up on the verge of a breakthrough. This time I'm taking a different approach. I have prayed long hours, days, long nights, and months for certain things. I have stood still and stood my ground when God led me to do so. I've sat back and watched His hand move. That which I have prayed for will come to pass. I believe it just as much as I
Uh. Oh....
Colin meets a girl on the street. He says, "Come on, babe, let's go in the alleyway and get it on. I've got fifteen bucks." She says, "FIFTEEN bucks? You're crazy. For fifteen bucks, I'll let you LOOK at it." They go into the alleyway, she pulls down her pants, and he gets down on his knees. But he can't see anything, because it's too dark, so he gets out his lighter. He lights his lighter, and he says, "My God, your pubic hair... it's so curly and thick... it's BEAUTIFUL." She says, "Thank you." He says, "You mind if I ask you a personal question?" She says, "Go ahead." He says, "Can you pee through all that hair?" She says, "Of course." He says, "Well, you better start. You're on fire."
I'm Doing A Best Pet On Ct!
I'm doing a Best Pet On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Pet is...... with 133 comments! 2nd Pet is...... with 31 comments! 3rd Pet is...... with 13 comments! 4th Pet is...... with 2 comments! 5th Pet is...... with 1 comments! 6th Pet is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/21 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP
The Chef (revisited)
the chef (revisited) thought that i would cook tonight a little something quick and lite? lord knows that i'm not a chef, just making something for myself i really won't need fancy pans... exotic spices in a can... picture books with recipies... garden fresh ground parsley leaves... lemon fresh squeezed for that flavor you want steaming on your table. sun tea for a quenching drink? dirty pots piled in the sink? none of that comes with this meal this vaunted feast served so sureal all i need is just some time to figure out on what to dine then just a minute more to think what would be the perfect drink? some salt to add to open wounds fresh loneliness, add several spoons baste liberally this broken heart with pain from being far apart add a cup of truths half told and marinate this entree cold then set aside to be ignored and buttered with generic words seasoned lightly with a touch of fresh ground dreams and broken luck. then garnish with those memories
Message To The People I Care About
To All All the people in my life i love you all You get me through the things that hurt the most Because of you and my baby i will never fall I have to stay strong so one i can have a toast With all of the people that stayed here with me To look back at all the things that mattered And all the people that said they believe Im glad that our relationships that wont be shattered My baby is the only person that has my whole heart But i love everyone that is in my life And to every relaionship that went sour and tart You are gone and cant cause me anymore stife There are a certain few that know how i feel And those people i love with everything i have So the people that are around heres the deal I love you and will never make you sad
Love Is A Choice!!!
I've been thinking a lot about the concept of love lately...What does it mean? Does it mean different things to different people? Why is it easier for some people to feel and to express it than it is for others? Love, for me, has always been a relatively easy emotion to come by, recognize and express. Granted, at times in relationships I may have confused lust or infatuation for love, or I may have given myself to someone undeserving of such heartfelt affection, but I don't consider my willingness to love a weakness. It just means that I've had my heart broken a couple of times, without regret. I always grew up knowing that I was loved. It was an emotion that was freely expressed in my home. Goodnight hugs were punctuated with an "I love you." Phone conversations ended the same way. I lived every day knowing that my mother loved me, and I her, even if we were apart or if we'd had a fight. I know that many adults did not grow up this way, and that saddens me. I can't imagi
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New Pics
Posted some new pics.. some naughty, some nice.. come by and check them out and leave me some love :)
Thank you Theresa for this..... We are pleased to announce our first affiliation with another C.T. family! We have decided to team up with L.U.V. Club, which stands for Level Up Value Club! Was founded by one of our very own members, Pokerpete13! They too are a family that is drama and stress free. They only want to help level fellow Tappers and may help in any contests we have going! All that we ask of them and they ask of us is love and respect. Please, feel free to add them and get to know them better!
Best Cleavage On Ct Contest! Now Open
Best Cleavage On CT Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of Tigger~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP
Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On Ct Contest!
Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On CT Contest! I Need Tattoos of Arms And Legs for this! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1121 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1070 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 7th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 8th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 9th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19
For The Ladies!
One for the ladies One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat-shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ------------------------------------------------------ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. --------------
Random Pointless Shit
I'm sorry you hurt me, I'm sorry you made me cry. I'm sorry I cared, Well no actually I'm not, But I am sorry I trusted. That wasn't well thought. I'm sorry I stayed up over this, I'm damn sorry I cried. But what hurts worse is I still freaking care about you.
And Since I've Wandered In...
guess what i found out? I'm addicted... more to a person than to this place, but ... well... they kind of go hand in hand a bit... i finally unerstand what I myself have said for a long time... Hell is the absence of something, Gods, Universe, or maybe just Someone... for me? it's definitely someone... interesting revelation.... I'm off to clean various stuff...
Southerness! Lesson For The Ladies On Ct!
Wanna be a Southern Woman? here’s how. SOUTHERNNESS SOUTHERN WOMEN Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know
My Bitch Video
Comments Needed!!
I need alot of comments the pic and comment away bigg wet kissess to you all
Comments Needed!!
I need alot of comments the pic and comment away bigg wet kissess to you all
Hot Hot Hot
Nasty Poem
Lemons are sour Open your legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You don't multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style and 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. i'll be the six if you be the nine. eat me bea
If A Man Wants You!
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got
Life Is Funny...
Once again the road is laid out before me... a new path that i know not what lies ahead...but i look forward to it if only to experience something new and to be able to say been there done that. so many things in life seem important at the time and then later u look back and realize all the energy that got wasted on something trivial and how not enough was spent on the important things that got missed when dealin with the trivial ones that seemed such a big deal at the moment. i dont want to miss a thing. i want to experience it all and not miss the important stuff cuz im sweating the little stuff. life throws us curve balls...we need to know when to hit at them and when to let them pass. i cant wait for the next one......
Ghetto Spelling Bee
Leroy is a 20 year-old 5th grader. This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence. 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the hotel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girfriend say my dictate good. 3. Catacomb - I saw Don King at da fight the other night. Man, somebody get that catacomb. 4. Foreclose - If I pay alimony today, I got no money foreclose. 5. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 6. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 7. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 8. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel." 9. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 10. Acoustic - When I was little, my uncle bought me acoustic and took me to the poolhall. 11. Iraq - When we got to the poolhall, I t
35 Days Till My B-day
yeah 21 cant wait woohoooo damn im gonna get trashed.............. D-CREW
My Pics
give me a few days and ill have so new pics up but plz rate my other ones and comment on them.....
Cancer Support
This is Daniel aka MacStrong.MacStrong@ CherryTAPHe is a 2 year cancer survivor. He will be riding this year in the 2007 Lance Armstong Foundation LiveSTRONG Challenge.About the Lance Armstrong Foundation:The Lance Armstrong Foundation (LAF) inspires and empowers people affected by cancer. We help people with cancer focus on living; we believe that unity is strength, knowledge is power and attitude is everything. From the moment of diagnosis, the LAF provides the practical information and tools people with cancer need to live life on their own terms. The LAF serves its mission through advocacy, public health and research. Founded in 1997 by cancer survivor and champion cyclist Lance Armstrong.You can visit the LAF hereLiveSTRONGMac's Goal this year is to raise $3,000 for the LAF. He is currently at ($915). I am asking my friends, fans, and family to please help raise awareness and show your to his fund raising page is hereMacStrong215You dont have to give much $5.. $10.. W
Donna Please Contact Me
Donna, if you read this please send me a message. I just today received an e-mail from paypal stating that you purchased my book. I need to tlak with you, so if you would please send me a message I would appreciate it very much. Thank you Peter Britt
Yahoo Msg With Cam
anyone have yahoo msg and have a cam? msg me on there.. sthird1976 dont be scared
I'm Praying For Baby Kaleb... This Is Sad, Please Read.. & Show Your Support For This Little Boy & His Family
I'm in tears:( this is so sad.... Please pray for this baby... He is so brave and God is letting him hang on for a reason. Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos Please feel free to post your thoughts/feelings and prays for the baby, and his family.. im sure they will be happy with all the kind words, and support they can get in this time!
My Pictures....
To all my friends, If you have visited my page recently you found that all my pictures were suddenly blocked and private.. Let me explain. The other day a very mean person visited my page. A very racist person filled with alot of hate. He proceeded to not only rate my profile a 1. Which didnt really bother me. Then started rating the pictures of my black husband 1's. Now this started to bother me, but to each their own right? THEN he decided to start going through my precious beautiful bi racials sons pictures and rating them 1's. NOW THIS PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF! So I decided to see who this person was doing this, To make a long story short, This person proclaimed himself to be all about WHITE POWER...And so were all his "white" friends. So soon after I had been visiting his page, I then started recieving flags left and right for just about ALL my sexy pictures, no nudity mind u, as NSFW. At this point I was ready to jump thru this computer and beat the shit out of this racist piece o
Hilo De La Luna
I Really Do ♥♥♥♥ This Boy I Wish He Knew How Much.. I ♥ U!!!
Okay as the story goes... I knew someone for almost all my life.. since we were about 5 years old, and we became friends from the get go.. or so it seemed.. we went to all the same schools, we watched each other grow up, we graduated together.. sadly after high school we lost touch for a while, but thanks to myspace and yahoo messenger we finally got in contact with one another.. and since then, we had our up's and downs just like all friends but as luck should have it.. everything worked out.. and we are now getting along great! we tend to talk what seems to be alot more now, on alot of different things - we have fun together we laugh and all that.. so 22 years later its like nothing ever changed for us as friends... which is awesome because he is one hell of a awesome guy.. and i cant picture my life without him as my friend.. but ya know when your really young, and you believe that you love someone.. but ppl tell you that you are way too young to know what true love is? in this c
Xavier Rudd--messages Music Video
Colors Of Love Test
Sonja, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a Connected Partner You are the kind of jovial people-person who can brighten almost anyone's day. You take great enjoyment in having deep emotional attachments; that's true both in love, as well as with your friends and family. As a result, when it comes to romance, you're likely to seek out a partner you can feel completely bonded to and share your innermost thoughts with. Once you've found this special someone, you'll likely keep them happy with your caring nature and sometimes-goofy sense of humor.
Take Me Back
Cab Drivers And So Called Princesses
Last night I went to a Bachelorette Party. Not my kind of fun, but I went with a wad of $1 bills...ya know, just in case....well, there could have been some shakin' goin' on. Needless to say, the strippers made their appearance and two other friends and I beat a hasty retreat. Looking for some real fun, we drove down to a club in the city. Parked a mile away and took a cab to the club. Nothing like a party in the city. You never know if your car will be there when you get back....courtesy of Lincoln Towing, or just on the tireless rims...courtesy of some thug. The club was crowded, I ran into some other friends from school. About 2 hours later, I was pleasantly liquored up and too tired to party any more. I decided to head home. Making my way through the crowded bar, I heard, "Hey Baby, ya got any peanut butter because I'm ready to jam!" I looked up and there HE was. We talked about our jobs, mutual friends and families. Then he walked out with me to get a cab. While w
My Revolution
my revolution never ending contributions a puppet of the institution drug induced prostitution i cant believe the things i see and hear today sometimes i take something to make it go away i remember when things were so easy now it seems to only sicken me black skies and little lies can kill easily poison thoughts in my mind wont break me cant you see ive left it all behind and once again im free revolution of the mind will surely save me too many people think they know about me im the one who invades your mind and makes you really see your heart melts with mine and they become one walk among the lost souls the damage has been done my revolution my prosecution my revolution my execution
(another Rant) Wow Mommy Look At Me
Canadian S...: LIFE you qualifed to make that call you uneducated 19 yr old I cant legally drink WHORE ->Canadian S...: whatever...get a life Okay so now Im a whore....hmm didn't know that...considering I cant stand to be around people. I hate people with every fiber of my being. Hence why im on the net all the time BUT still I'm not even a net whore...if i was i wouldn't be soo fucking pissed at men. And uneducated huh? For starters you dont learn CRAP in school. Hell if I relied on school knowledge i'd be screwed. But what ive learned from life on my own I think im pretty damn smart. Now relationship wise...I think I still have my training wheels attached..probaly a good thing too...scraped knees don't hurt as much as broken hearts. Also that guy had the NERVE to say it was cool a baby was dieing....thats heartbreaking that anyone could say that..its another life that doesnt get to say its feelings, to cry, to laugh, or anything. ALSO I dont fucking drink...thats a touchy
Brass In Pocket
Direct The Flow Of Energy
Where do you find the energy to move forward? It is all around you, in every situation and occurrence. There is energy in joy, and there is also energy in frustration. There is energy in peace, and energy in sadness as well. All of it is energy that you can choose to direct toward positive purposes. The particular source of the energy is not nearly as important as what you decide to do with it. There is no end to the supply of raw energy coming into your life. And you have the opportunity to make meaningful use of it all. If your life has no guiding purpose, all that energy, coming from so many directions, will keep you in a constant state of turmoil. Or, you can harness that energy and let it all move you powerfully toward the fulfillment of your dreams. Every moment of every day, life's energy is coming your way. Take it all in, and make it into something magnificent. -- Ralph Marston
Ray Has Gone Back In
Ok for everyone who has been keeping up with us and how Rays doin...well he went in the hospital May 29th and they started him back on Iv antibiotics and let him come home on Jun 1st. He was on those antibiotics for 14 days...The nurse came out on Wednesday the 13th and removed the line, for 2 reasons. He was done with the meds minus 2 doses which was ok, and 2 he has been coughing up blood. Alot of my friends already know about that cause we talk quite frequently. But for those who dont this is the purpose of this blog. Im scared and worried because hes not getting any better and hes coughed up blood for 3 days . Granted now its not as severely bloody but hes still haveing trouble breathing and not able to rest. He has been up almost all night and woke me early this am to tell me that hes going back in and that they have him a room. Sooo once I find out something I will be able to let you all know. Thank you for taking the time to read this and to say prayers for us. Unfortunaltely
Know That There's Value And Channelling It
Anything that annoys you gives you the opportunity to build patience. Anything that interrupts or delays your plans gives you the opportunity to strengthen your level of acceptance. Challenges provide you with the chance to learn new skills. Disappointments can help you open yourself to new, more valuable options. Many of life's best treasures do not seem to be treasures at all when they first arrive. They gain their value as you accept them and find ways to make positive use of them. Do you ever feel yourself getting annoyed or frustrated? Remember that there's an opportunity in there somewhere. Do things sometimes not work out as planned? The more quickly you accept what has happened, the more real and positive value you'll gain from the experience. Whatever may come your way, it is an opportunity to live more fully. Know that there's value in every twist and turn, and you'll surely tap into that value. -- Ralph Marston
Being alive is being creative. You need do nothing but affirm your aliveness. --Gay Bonner What does it mean to be alive? Does it mean merely breathing, eating, and moving around, or is there more to it? Being alive can mean different things to different people. To some, it's sewing a baby quilt for a new life about to be born. To others, it's singing, or walking, or running. Still others find it in the exhilaration of skiing, or the tropical splendor they find when scuba diving. Each of us has our own favorite activity that lets us feel our creativity and vitality, that lets us feel a part of the larger world. Two gifts these activities leave us with are joy and energy. Joy is one of the most creative forces we can call on, and energy gives us the power to do it well. What will my creative activity be today?
This story happened a while ago in Oban, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true. Jimmy Bradford, a Glasgow University student, was on the side of the road hitch-hiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no cars went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly he saw a car slowly coming up behind him and stopped. Jimmy, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got in the car and closed the door, just to realise there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on! The car started moving slowly. Jimmy looked at the road and saw a curve approaching beyond which was a loch. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before he hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the steering wheel. Jimmy, paralysed with terror, watched how the hand repeatedly came through the window but never harmed him. Shortly thereafter Jim
Poem-3 In My Prison
Blacks Dont Read!!!????!!! Calm Down!
For those of you who heard it, this is the article Dee Lee was reading this morning on a New York radio station. For those of you who didn't hear it, this is very deep and true! BLACKS DON'T READ. This is a heavy piece and a Caucasian wrote it. THEY ARE STILL OUR SLAVES we can continue to reap profits from the Blacks without the effort of physical slavery. Look at the current methods of containment that they use on themselves: IGNORANCE, GREED, and SELFISHNESS. Their IGNORANCE is the primary weapon of containment. A great man once said, "The best way to hide something from Black people is to put it in a book." We now live in the Information Age. They have gained the opportunity to read any book on any subject through the efforts of their fight for freedom, yet they refuse to read. There are numerous books readily available at Borders, Barnes & Noble, and, not to mention their own Black Bookstores
Poem 2 - Let U Know
ur a great girl have a good heart sometimes like u think ur stuck in the dark but ur inner light shines bright ur inner beauty is infinite i knew u were very special from the first minute u dont see how weet u can be and ur smile is like the beauty of a blomming tree but trust me aone u will never be cuz u always have me i want 2 light the darkness in ur heart so u can see that ur soul is a spark u have the soul of a angel so never be down because ur friend will always be around i think ur somthing so sweet 1 day for ur heart i might compete but just know that ur heart has a special glow that i love and know i hope this will put a smile on ur face for u 2 realize ur somthing special that i could never replace so when ur feeling low just know u got somebody that will hold u never let u go ur really special just thought i let u know
If The Earth
I'll Be There For You
My Poetry
THE GATE BY:SPENCE sitting here trapped in this bubble seems like my every breath is trouble i try to escape this feeling and be free but all my fears dreams come crashing down on top of me like heavy walls of hate did these feelings i help to create is it all my fault all my feelings and dreams locked away in a vault why do i keep running from all these things i need why do i let my heart cry and bleed my soul it cries it needs to be free from this prison i been in living this life i call a lie in sin not hearing u calling me from within LORD u always been calling but instead of running to u im steady falling deeper in the net i have became my own worse threat heart pounding fast with regret the things u have done for every 1 ur life for me on that tree i been so selfish i was blind to see thinking i could handle everything on my own ur wisdom i have always known i hope its not to late i hope i havnt missed my chance to go through the gate
Dont Ramp With Them Jamaicans Lol!
St. Peter came to the Lord and said, "Lord, I have to talk to you. > > > > > >I have a problem. I know we didn't have many Jamaicans in heaven so > > > > > >you instituted an affirmative action plan and we are supposed to have > > > > > >10,000 Jamaicans in heaven. But they are causing so many problems! > > > > > >They have torn down the Pearly Gates by swinging on them. > > > > > >They have let in another 10,000 of their bredrin through the fence. > > > > > >They are constantly standing by the gate disturbing Angel Gabriel > >begging > > >for > > > > > >a "bly" for their baby modder, cousin, sistren, neighbour, granny, > > >auntie... > > > > > >Whenever it is their turn to watch the gates they keep letting in > > > >good > > > > > >looking women and fat women. > > > > > >They have stolen my harp. > > > > > >They have gotten jerk sauce all over their white robes. > > > > > >Drum pan chicken is being sold all over the Streets of Gold. > > > >
Did I Used To Be Existed ?
A Tout Le Monde
It ?might Be Your Luckey Day
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Read This Before I Add You!!!!!!!!!!
Well lets get this over with, do not message me and tell me to fan you or whatever I will do it when I feel damn good and ready, don't ask for nudes I don't post nudes of myself i'm not like some of the other assholes on here, yes it says nudes welcome on my profile page therefore thats just what it means if you have nudes and want to show me then fine but you do not have to show I really don't give a fuck if you have them or not. I WILL NOT post pics of me on this site and I don't give a damn if you like it or not if you want to see what I look like you can go to and see pics of me and my kids, and if you send me nudes does not mean that I want to fuck you, I am soon to be happily married I do not need extra pussy on the side no matter what anyone says I am a one woman man. I am not a poser and I am not on here telling anyone that I am gene simmons I am just a really big fan of KISS. Do not rip my photos without permission i'm not stealing yours don't do it
Your Love For Me
Second Weekend In July
I think I willmost likely be driving out of the city on that day. Regardless I still need practice to go anywhere. Gotta get some more experience so i can be able to show i have learned something (to my instructor and to myself).
Fun With Sex
As I lay here with my legs spread Like hot butter bleeding on stale bread. The warm insides of my cantaloupe thighs cry out in extasy as you eat my cherry pie. Visions of cucumbers often enter my mind and sometimes hot dogs, the plump when you cook'em kind Whipped cream all covered with goo slurping green jello in the tub with you You are my world my little cupcake, I want to lick your cream filling until you ache. Your Juicy Avacadoes so plump, and so ripe. Lets just do it in the kitchen tonight!!
Perefct Girls
You aren't going to be her 1st, her last, or her only... she's loved before; she will love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you're not either. If she can make you laugh and if she admits to BEING HUMAN and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be thinking about you every single moment of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows YOU can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there. Because PERFECT GIRLS DON'T EXSIST, but there's always ONE girl that is perfect for you
A Woman's Love Poem
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
yay! im having a baby and i wanted to share the news with everyone. im almost 2 months pregnant right now and im psyced about it. this will be my frst. im so happy because i was always told by doctors that i would not be able to conceive a child! well im hoping all goes well in my pregnancy. wish me luck!
Thank You Kerry
this guy almost made me pee my pants this morning...thanks for doing this for me, you made my day..."
Come In Have Fun And Ring Your Friends To
Love that is true forms a bond that grows stronger, deeper, wider, and dearer, over time. The bond of love that grows actually transforms and permeates people that experience true love. One of the most remarkable qualities of true love is that it is truly free and at the same time it is one of the most valuable things in the world. This is so because love is a gift from one heart to another, and then grows in each heart that love touches. The bond formed by true love is everlasting.
I Wanna Have Sex With You
Somewhere out there tonight I know that you're waiting As hot and horny as I am Mouth watering Knees knocking Craving what I've been craving All night long I just can't hold it back or in any longer These naughty feelings that you inspire Tonight I must confess My hidden secret longing lover is this I wanna have sex with you Don't wanna make love Don't want nothing even close All I want All I need is your carnal cure to fulfill my wildest fantasys Loving you long Loving you slow No strings attached No hearts broken No promises made Just this and only this one simple thing do I wanna do Tonight All night long Don't care if it's right or if it's wrong I just wanna have sex with you I'll use my mouth I'll use my hands I'll use whatever it takes to please you Tease you Make you mine for a short time No commitments No wedding ring Just a few stolen hours together is all that I'm asking for Away from any and all prying eyes I'll tell you no lies
Kinky Sex
I go up you go down we make love all around i go in you go out you give me that sexy pout i pound fast you moan loud as we float on a steamy sex cloud you suck me here i cum i spurt out you say yum I lick you you yell out your sexy little orgasmic shout Wow you'r good where have you been i give you a fucking 10!
Which Tarot Card Am I?
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Sex You Up
Oh babe, how I need to sex you up To undress you in an urgent rage To rip your clothing straight off you And bring you deeply within too To mount my man To ride my steed For you to come to me With speed I need to sex you up right now No one else will fit the bill You are the one how knows just how To cause a quiver, send a chill You're not too far For me to come To you right now And sex you up
Sex Me
I know the touch of your hand Even when your not around I know the touch of your kiss Even when your moving down U let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal Sex me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more I know the look in your eyes, when you see me It let's me know in my heart were you art to be Even though you wine and dine Even though you spendin time Even when your not around I can feel you going down U let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal Sex Me with yo' touch, yo'kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more Sex Me with yo' touch, yo'kiss and tongue Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more When I'm next to you the passion inside Makes me want to sex you body, I can't deny To know that the love, can
Raven Needs Help!
Our Loyal Wolf Friend, Raven, needs our help! First one to reach 15,000 wins a VIC!!! Let's show him some love!
Sex A Wonderful Time
Sex Sex I love sex stick your penis in my vagina that feels so good pump it harder send the sperm to my egg and hope tomorrow i wont be pregnant better use a condom just in case you never know when your going to do it your first time so make it last and last and last sex sex i love sex
The mental weakness is back again the same old anguish and the pain feels like my life is going down the drain The blood from the cut folding knife open and shut The stinging relief i feel from the blade's sharp steel All these things i want to go away not to return another day I am feed up with feeling weak I desire a normal life like we all seek I have anger and i am sad I hate myself I feel so sad I dont want pitty or to be a door mat A normal life is where i want to be at I need to find a getaway So i can fight another day not sure it will happen this time i am sorry to say.
Too Busy For A Friend ?
SATURDAY, June 16, 2007 Today, I visited my closest internet friend's blogs. There I found one of those things that draws me to her constantly---her unfailing sweetness to all. Once again, ~Nyne~ Too Busy for a Friend ? One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others l
Okay got the hell scared out of my last night. My son Aidan had a febrile seizure. If you don't know what this is, it's when a little kid fever gets so high that it sends them into a seizure, let me tell you I've been a paramedic for several years now and this is the scariest thing I've seen let alone it being my own child. His fever spiked to 104.2 even after giving him motrin. I'm just letting all my friends know what's going on here if you all don't see me on for awhile. I'll still check in from time to time. He's currently in the Children's hospital here in St. Louis, so if you can say a lil prayer for him and keep him in your thoughts. Thanks to all my friends for reading this. Hopefully they'll figure out here soon what's going on with him and I"ll be able to bring him home. I've dealt with sick children on the ambulance and in the Emergency room and it always bothers me , but when it's your own son it really hits home.
Another Thing That Pisses Me Off
When a guy says he's going to bed...but he's still logged on in here...AFTER it says he logged out...and says he's that her fucking name now "Tired" what the fuck ever!
Dice Game
Cee-lo (sometimes spelled cilo, celo, c-lo, or cee-low) is a game of chance played with three six-sided dice. The game is stereotypically played in hood settings such as alleys or stoops. Each game involves two or more players. A bet amount is decided upon and each player puts that amount in the pile or pot. Each person then goes on to roll all three dice at once, and continues to do so until a recognized combination, or number, is rolled. The most common combination is two of the same number, and a third different number. The value of the roll is the third unique number. Say you roll and get 2 2 3...three is your number. You roll until you get something. If you roll and get the same number as your opponent you double the bet. The objective is to have the highest valued roll to win. However, there some special combinations: 1 2 3 (Ace Out!) - The loser The lowest possible roll. 4 5 6 (Cee-lo!) - The winner The highest possible roll. "Trips" If you roll three of the
Wanted to let everyong know I will be away in CA from today until mid July!! My daughter needs me to help her out for a while for medical reasons. AND, at least until I can manage to do something about it, I will have NO internet service!!!!!(AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!) So, I am NOT ignoring all my friends!! LOL!! And I will be back ASAP!!! MUAH!!!!!! CJ
Finding Inner Peace....
I woke up this morning, and looked in the mirror and saw a stranger looking back at me....And as i saw this face looking back at me i wondered who she was..I know it is my reflection,but thats all it was...for on the inside i felt nothing for the person looking back at me...She was just an empty shell of some one i once knew...Thats how most people feel when they have no inner peace...empty alone and unsure who they really are...It's a cold and lonely place to be...So how does one find inner peace? you might ask...well it comes from inside us ,it is not taught or learned...but some thing we find among ourselves....I hope some day soon when i look in the mirror i'll know the reflection looking back at me ..and the only one who can find the inner peace is me.....
One Way Or Another
The Tide Is High
today i felt horny and i recon tomorow will be the same
The Photo on the Night Stand After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."
They Walk Amoungst Us...
They Walk Among US! I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened to me in Austin at MoPac Blvd and Parmer Lane ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. ..............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One
A Twist To An Old Email..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's h
Guys are so fucking fake it pisses me off. They pretend to be king shit! Pretend they like a girl and then what? Fucks the hell up! I hate lines such as "Oh I am so glad youre not like the others." BULL FUCKING SHIT. youre only glad if you want in our pants. And get pissed if you cant so you go for what you call a "whore". I also hate when they pretend to be mister nice guys, you know the ones that spend all their time with you. Or the ones that give this "I love you" bullshit. FUCK MAN! Im allergic to bullshit. might as well not say it if it isnt true. Fucking A! I hate the guys who "act" like mister nice guy when they really arent. be your fucking self! fuck grow some damn balls. Atleast I admit I dye my hair to feel better about myself shit! Own up to shit damn!
Well I have great new!!!. There's no canser. I am going to be fine. I will kow in a month if I have to go under the knofe again. But in til them I am going to enjoy life with my wonderful husband and my children all of them. And Guess WHAT me and my family are buying our first home Hell YEahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Heaven Tonight
She Says can I be your heaven tonight Can I hold you beneath the moonlight She has his heart and has his will Surrendering everything so he can feel Every moment without is like a bed of nails He waits alone until he hears her whisper Can I be your heaven tomorrow Can I take away all of your sorrow Visions of shimmering skin Passion filled eyes by candlelight Eternity suspended by just one kiss Her eyes are his only sign of a God With her tongue she is his heaven forever and a day Can this be the moment he was meant to take She is the only comfort he has known The pages of his soul change to timeless stone Melting to her finger's velvet touch Embracing her sky feel the heat in her eyes........your heaven tonight
53 She Was Addicted To Porn
Stole her daddies credit card Made a laundry list of things Burned down the internet connection Tried to find the darkest dreams She spent hrs in the comfort That can only be found in her skin A voyuer of the most honest kind Pictures take her mind's eye in She was addicted to porn Addicted to the way it might be She was addicted to the storm Addicted to the feeling she couldn't see Her computer freezes up like a winter night Blames the ppl who look at her wrong All the slaves to her master voice And that is why i'm writing this song Can you see the way she pulls the light in Standing through the fallout without a scratch Picking out pieces of what the wind brings home Hear she's doing better since she's been on the patch She was addicted to porn Addicted to the way it might be She was addicted to the storm Addicted to the feeling she couldn't see
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't never happened)
My True Family,at Last
So I am bored.... was thinking of finding a few guys in my area to hook up with and hang out. Got shown a good time and get spoiled for a little while. Any guys wanna be my friend?
Strangely Not In Any Better Or Worse Of A Mood.
However, Bran said some things to me earlier that really helped me. He’s good at hitting home like that… OK. So, the job interview actually went really well. No clue on where things stand… not getting my hopes up, will be spending the weekend working on unpaid freelance stuff. Need to get a thank you card out to my interviewer! Got a ride home from. OK, this will be a bit confusing. I’m dating like four and a half guys right now. The half is one who has expressed interest and then dropped off the face of the planet. Guy 1: Bran (top of food chain on the guy thing… but, we all know that really) Guy 2: Wormwood (never see him enough) Guy 3: Have actually known in various communities for years, have never even officially met in person until recently. Guy 4: New Guy So, New Guy and I have been out on a couple of dates, we really get along and really like each other. He seems like the kind of person who would have no end of fun doting over me and just in gene
Daughtry - Home
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What's On Your List This Year?
Hello.. and Merry Christmas.. Yeah.. I said it. It is only six months away.. and I know.. you all think I am crazy for posting this.. LOL.. but I want to know.. What is on your Christmas list this year? It isn't too early to think about it. And have you been naughty or nice so far this year??
Daughtry - Its Not Over
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I Cant Decide!!!!!!
I am thinking about gettin some new ink but i dont know where i want it. I already have a pretty big design that i done myself, its in my photos. I am thinking about a few designs maybe more tribal or a cross or my last name in old english. Please help me decide its drivin me nuts, thanx dubbs
Good Morning
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yea i know we all have fantasies. so here's mine: i work midnight shift and i come home and walk the dog shortly after. well in live in an apt complex and there's a neighbor a few buldings away that comes outside and sits at a table with her lap top about every morning. i havn't gotten a GOOD look at her, she's on the 2nd floor so i'm SURE she'd see me. but i know she's kinda pretty and secure enough to be wearing shorts in the morning outside, not all girls are. well i can't help but imagine she's online out there looking at lingerie sites just wanting to buy somthing to wear for someone. i've not seen a b/f or husband so i guess she's single. it's seems that every time i got out there i fantisize about her wanting me to come up and enjoy some of that lingerie. that on my way back by her place with the dog i'll just walk up those stairs and she'll be wearing some REALLY sexy and just give it too me like never before. or that she'll want me to fuck the shit outta her like no one els
Shut Up!
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Temporary Oblivion
Over and over again it happens Darkness washes over me clouding my mind obscuring my judgment giving me the cravings the self-destructive tendencies anger surging to the surface anxiety ruling me rage burning within me the overwhelming urges come The razorblade calls me to rip into my flesh I resist the urge to answer for now, but only just the sting of the sharpened blade could help for awhile give the rush I need to feel something, anything other than my darkened soul feeding upon itself the chaos in my twisted mind could be eased so many ways I seek temporary oblivion
Bugger Me Im Brave
Well yesterday i done something that i thought i would never do, i went to the top of Spiniker tower in portsmouth, england. Now dont get me wrong compared to what some people do this is not very brave at all (big love to all the forces in harms way,Police,Fire and Ambulance services and dont for get the Lifeboat men and women) but for me this was a milestone. I suffer from verigo and find myself getting dizzy if i go just two or three rungs up a ladder so to go 100 metres up a tower with a glass floor is somewhat of a historic day. The tower is great it has three viewing platforms at 100m,105m and 110m the glass floor is on the lower platform. The lift takes just 28 seconds to go from ground level to 100m now the i thought was very impressive. Anyways there are some pics of me at the top,looking down and some general views in my default album so check me out!!!!lol
Survey Fun I Guess
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Oh, yeah that woulda required a doctor and I don’t remember that 2. What did you dream last night? Why are you wishing it was you? 3. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? How often are you calling? 4. Give a little whistle As if, you’ll just have to get your cheap thrills elsewhere 5. What are you doing tomorrow? Serial killing spree begins at dawn . . . Wanna join? 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? I still have not won the lottery or gotten laid 7. Do you like anyone? Yeah as if I like people 8. Do you know anyone who is married? I know people who wear rings 9. What's your favorite number? Purple 10. Who was the last person to make you cry? If I tell you I will have to kill you at dawn 11. Are you outgoing? I go out . . . 12. When was the last time you cried? Dawn is approaching, just keep asking 13. What is one thing you miss about your pa
It's Obvious, Age Doesn't Change Things... It's The Person Themselves...
In my whole 28 yrs, as far back as I can remember. Most women are just way too shallow than they should be. I know there has to be some attraction, but does that mean, just cause someone isn't a Brad Pitt or George Clooney, they are not good enough to talk to? That's what truly upsets me. I've seen it happen to me sometimes and my friends and those who I care about. I have a feeling that's probably how it is with personal ads and crap. A guy might be on there and maybe he's just looking for friends and someone to talk to. A good percentage of women overlook him just cause he's not cute. Just cause he may not be attractive to you, doesn't mean he's not fun to talk to and a blast to hang out with. Too judgemental or too shallow, not quite sure which it is. Perhaps it's alittle of both, or even ALOT of both. Then this brings me to my next part. For those women out there that are like this, they get into a relationship with a hunky Brad Pitt wannabe or something, and they take advantage of
Crushes (part 2)
Hello again, my dear friends... Well I went Round two with a crush, as most of you would think, crashed and burned.....again!!! She said I was too obsessed with her. But the fact of the matter is. I wanted communication and she hardly ever communicated. There has to be good communication between two people to have a sucessful relationship. Not to where she never called me, I had to always call her. I went 90, she went 10, if that. It wasn't equal. It all ended w/ a very hurtful and uncalled for msg on MySpace. What doesn't kill ya, can only make you stronger. Atleast I hope for my case, it doesn't take long. A crushed heart is a terrible thing to have. Here is what she wrote to finish me off...: look there's somethings that i need to work out and if you're always there and calling me and texting me i will never be able to ever be friends let alone anything else. im more into girls right now than guys and that does include you into the guy group. basically i am trying in a nice
Friends Are Worth More Than You Could Ever Imagine
The best song you could be listening to, as you read this would be "Find Out Who You're Friends Are" by Tracy Lawrence, Tim McGraw, Kenny Chesney. But anyway, as I was going to say... You can go through life completely thinking and feeling all alone. But at times at your most unknown hour. You realize who truly your friends are. Even though to you they may feel hidden or unseen. But they are there. Like my friend Jon, he's been my friend through thick and thin, even at times when we were so young, I always felt like I ditched him for other things. But truly now, he's always been the greatest friend I've ever had. I've felt he's screwed things up for me, but if not for what I thought, I wouldn't be who I am today. He is the greatest guy and I'll love him as a friend forever, as my best friend... He always tries to be there when u need help and he's there when u need someone to talk to. He'll never turn his back on you, if he truly knows you need him, he'll be there in a second to help y
How The World Works....
Sometimes in life, things make you cold. If they don't, they just plainly make you old. You can accept people for who they are and who they are not. But who's fault is that? The world has become so out of it since the freaking 70's. What happened? You can judge ppl now, and you expect to be happy? Some are, some have no compliants, but come on. What the hell is going on? If you just do something on the whim and you find something so special, u'd of never known if you wouldn't have taken that chance. What about that? There are many ppl out there like that, that took a chance and realize they couldn't be any happier than they are now, with that one special person cause they didn't judge and just took a chance. But now in this day and age, it's not right, it's just not logical. Fuck you, it is logical, cause it's all what your heart tells you. You weren't given a choice in this life, you were given the chance to live and live as hard as you could dream, cause the worst fate to that is dea
A Fallen Angel
Sometimes things happen you have no control over. You could be anywhere at any time and see things you'd never thought possible. Perhaps your at a car show and walking around and you see it in the corner of your eye... The most amazing thing you've ever seen. The sweetness of her lips, the type of eyes that you could get lost in, even if just for mere seconds. Just so happens their eating an ice cream cone and you catch them off guard. In time, talking and seeing each other remotely, you may start to develop light feelings for them and in your prayers at night, you ask for the chance they feel the same as you do. In your dreams, anything is possible. Let your heart run wild and reinact what it may be like when you do finally get to meet an angel that fell from the Heavens above and you must protect her and never allow a tear fall from those precious eyes, or else if a tear falls, the world will become forever cloudy and dismal! For it is up to you to show everyone that you are capable
Update On Lil Johnny 6/15/07
To Suffer A Smile All the days I have lived, I have worked towards one goal, to be loved and cherished by everyone, to know when I leave this peril called life, I will be remembered well. Is this truly important? Should be placed so high on my list, maybe not, but from the day I spoke my first word, I have wanted to make people smile, to make others happy, or to see I have some purpose. Day by day, I wear the scars of my past pain on my face, in the form of a frown. I wonder if anyone is ever happy, I mock their gleeful laughter and happy grins, saying no one can ever honestly feel that good. Is it I am jealous that I can't smile like them? I can't forget all the sorrow in the world and be selfishly spoiled. Me feeling the burden of social injustice, guilty because of a smile. As if a upturned lip could make any difference, a sanctuary in a world of chaos. I have cried for lost souls that have once smiled, hoping the tears I have shed, are heard by them wherever the
This Is Me
When life doesn't always go your way and things you've always wanted to come true don't... Don't get lost and feel hopeless. You must rebuild your energy and confidence in yourself and find yourself over again. Don't ever let life get you down, as I am learning with my life according with relationships... Doesn't seem like it's working out for me... The one I want, I can't have, so I try to find someone else to take the pain away, but the pain is still there, even though it is hidden. You can still feel it and it'll always be in the back of your mind. Regardless, you have to stand tall and show the world it's not gonna take you down that easy. Don't let doubt get you down, the world is filled with possibilities... I know there's doubt in her mind, but yea, guys suck, most of them are liars and don't care about others feelings. If she just opened her heart once for me, she'd realize there was never any reason to fear me. I just wanna scream at the top of your lungs and wished she cou
Of course everyone that has grown-up, you start life with crushes and sometimes you with crushes you were never able to make happen to where you two can be together. Sometimes throughout life, you might get to experience what it's like to be with a crush, those who experience it, it's like a dream that you wish you couldn't wake up and wished the dream would go on for all times. Crushes are just that, a temporary dream for your inner-mind. Once you've lived a crush, you will never want to let go and you'll do everything in your power to keep it in your life. You will never want to let it out of your hands and will almost want to die trying. I feel now that I am living a crush come true. Just feel it as a 'GIFT' God has given you for a job well done. God sees those who've done good and he does his best to do what he can for you. Crushes are only temporary and will NOT always stay PERMENANT.... I feel this crush God has made come true for me beings I've always tried to do good for everyo
I Am Air Force, I Still Am A Soldier...
here I am again... I've made mistakes in my past, but within the past 48 hrs, I've really screwed my life up beyond control... I can't retake my position on what I want... I did something I didn't know would backfire. But due to the fact, I have just signed up to be contacted by another Air Force recruiter and I AM going back, I am going to fight the wars for my country... what best way to show those I love and care for them than that? I'm going to be getting contacted by a recruiter and the first chance I get, I am going.... I made a bad judgement and due to the fact that the person I care about doesn't believe me, I have to show everyone, I'm not that bad of a guy... I HAVE TO JOIN OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS OVER THERE!!!! I am sorry to those who are against this, and I hope certain ppl don't know my intentiosn, but I can't sit here and be alone and be screwed, I'd rather be over there fighting for a reason than be stuck here and get screwed over by someone who doesn't know what being
Ozzy - In My Life
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Death Of The Old Andrew T. Mills...
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black
I had been giving you lessons on using the internet and typing skills and you were becoming very good at it. You were almost addicted. Like a kid with a new toy. Late one night you were playing Outwar and the character I had created for you and you had been in there for hours. You butt was almost molded to the chair. Try as you may you just couldn’t get up you were having too much fun. As you accepted the newest quest in your journey, something fell over your eyes. You could feel it being tied behind your head, as you tried to protest a voice in your ear softly whispered…”Now don’t fight and be a good boy”. The hair all over your body stood up as the mouth issuing that breath gently grazed your neck. Your arms were lifted above your head and your shirt removed. Exposing your chest, back, shoulders, and stomach to the cool air coming from the A/C unit in the window. Goose bumps jumped up all over your body. Whether they were from anticipation of things to come or the co
Children Learn What They See,
Children are born into this world with a loving spiriting and they learn from the moment they are born. It is up to us to teach them love, compassion and patience. Do you do your part to set a good role model? I pray I do.
Last Breathe
Your breathe only inches away as you sleep I feel you…but not the whole you Only what you have passively discarded Unknowingly exhausted from your intimate self Wishing to be your breath Moving into you gently , filling you up Wanting to be vital for your existence Will I ever be Your chest rises My heart defies my mind I move closer to your body Your mouth only inches from mine I eagerly take the only thing you are willing to give I breath your breathe , so warm and comforting You fill my mouth … is it enough I invite you in where few have invaded circulating though my every sense I am internally exposed Synchronizing our breath Our breathe is one Yet you slumber Unaware of your possession Breathe….. what if it were your last My heart would surely collapsed Wriiten By Shreen Michaels
It's Not Personal
I'm just making changes pages to my page... yes I removed most people from my family list but don't take it personally.... it has nothing to do with's for me to find some of the people I need...when I need tham You are all still my friends...and I still care about you... still enjoy talking to you...and have become a fan of you all.....this just makes it easier for me ...when taking care of family things it's more about getting the information I need quicker...other changes will me made soon
Lita Ford - If I Close My Eyes Forever (w/ Ozzy)
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Dedication To An Angel, I'll Never Be With Again.... :-(
Before i let you go Give me just one more night to show you Just how i feel I lost all my control If it takes my whole damnned life i'll Make this up to you Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore Thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds To hide my wish on a fallen star A differnt kind of pain, is someone there to hold you Is someone there to take you away from me I tried to let you go I wish i could turn back time and show You just how i feel I needed you to know If it takes my whole damned life i'll Make this up to you Before you let me go, i needed you to know
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My Mistake, My Life, My Destiny.... :'-(
As I look over my whole life, I realize there was only one person that was always there for me if I ever had something that brought a tear to my eye. To love me unlike nobody ever has. As I wake to my newly created Hell, I realize that angel is not here and cannot see my soul that I am being honest. When the one you really needed and your heart wanted, is no longer there. At that moment you realize just what it's like to actually feel like your world has been pulled from your life and you are soulless and meaningless. They're no longer there to hold you tight and tell you it's alright, to wipe that tear away from your crying eyes, to love you when no one cares and be there when you are scared. I made a big mistake that I can't seem to fix. My nightmare I've always feared is finally here. Hoping and wishing something will make the day brighter, but at sunrise, no bright sun, just complete darkness. Nothing to look forward to, no one to smile and share laughter with. No one to talk about
Men Or Mice...
I could say that things could be different and my New Years Resolution could be reached. I want to change my life and how easily it is for the ones I get, get attached to. The only way I could think to solve that is to change everything about me. Do my best to turn myself into a hardass, but it's in me to not be a hardass, no matter how hard I try. I am busting in tears. I can't change who I am, regardless what I try. God made me this way for a purpose and regardless what happens, I will do what's right, whatever it means. I can't change who I am and God is somehow telling me this. Normally I would never bust into tears uncontrollably, but tonight I am. Maybe it's hurt, I don't know, but I wish I were someone else at this exact moment, but I can't be. The only thing I can grasp is that it's a test possibly to see who out there fails and passes. I have no other clue on what it could be. I pray and beg for a reason but never get one. I know also that in the end of my lif
Two Months Today...virginia Tech Shooting
Ross Abdallah Alameddine Partahi Lumbantoruan Christopher James Bishop G.V. Loganathan Brian Bluhm Lauren McCain Ryan Clark Daniel O'Neil Austin Cloyd Juan Ramon Ortiz Jocelyne Couture-Nowak Minal Panchal Kevin Granata Daniel Perez Cueva Matthew G. Gwaltney Erin Peterson Caitlin Hammaren Mike Pohle Jeremy Herbstritt Julia Pryde Rachael Elizabeth Hill Mary Read Emily Hilscher Reema Samaha Jarrett Lane Waleed Shaalan Matthew J. La Porte Leslie Sherman Henry Lee Maxine Turner Liviu Librescu Nicole White The Virginia Tech Massacre was a school shooting that unfolded as two separate attacks about two hours apart on April 16, 2007, on the campus of the Virginia Polytechnic Institute and State University in Blacksburg, Virginia, United States. A shooter killed 32 people and wounded a further 29 before committing suicide, making it the deadliest mass shooting in modern U.S. history. The shooter, Seung-Hui Cho, was a Sou
Reality Isn't Always The Truth...
I can't take it, the more I think about it, the more I just truthfully can't take anymore. I am who I am. I am who I am for a reason and what's going on with me right now, has to stop now. So regardless what I say, things can't keep bothering as much as they are right now. I'm sorry Beth, but unless you show what you may or may not want and truthfully upfront tell me, I am going to back off and disappear in the shadows til you realize what you truly want, other than that, you may never possibly speak to who you got to know... I am going to do what I can to make sure that part of me doesn't show again and I'm sorry if you regret meeting it in the first place, but that part of me truly does care for you and still would do anything for you... But New Year, New Start, VERY New Beginning...
New Year, New Start, Very New Beginning..
I must say one thing first before I start this entry... When I have someone or something that gives me inspiration, I can type my feelings out to no end. The only thing I made as a Resolution was to stop smoking, which I'm almost there and then try to completely stop drinking as much as I have in the past. One other wish, perhaps not really a resolution cause it is out of my control... Getting "MY BABY" back....regardless how hard it will be, I'll try my best and wait as long as I can. There's so many memories about her I miss. I miss how I'd tell her how pretty she was and she'd start majorly blushing and just look so adorably cute. I also remember a time when we went to Virginia Beach and the last night we were there, we sat on the beach and we held each other. The safest I've ever felt in my life. Memories also such as coming home and seeing the room cleaned up and dinner made and times to when we watched movies and held each other then and her kiss......oh
Vixen - Love Is A Killer
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History Sometimes Repeats Itself...who Knows But I
I would like to share something I feel is what I feel now. This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I've shared And these are my dreams That I'd never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I must be sleeping Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I've never said before I think I'm doing okay And this is the smile That I've never shown before Somebody shake me cause I must be sleeping Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I'm not a
My Desperate Wish
Come please, sit beside me I beg you, take my hand Sit close, so we can enjoy this moment and make real what we can I have these same wishes these hopes for a reality so come here, and sit next to me and lets see how things should be I wish to have these moments to enjoy and cherish with you Sitting, laughing, talking, loving Whatever we may do So as I write this poem tonight the main thing on my mind, it seems is looking into the memories of you and seeing you in my dreams For in my dreams, my questions are heard and I hope they are heard by you For if I receive my answers I might know what I am to do For in the real world, I am confused and in need of emotional help But I must hold on to my secrets for there are things I'll never tell So as I sit away lonely tonight my secrets might be revealed I shall soon reveal myself to you my soul no longer concealed
A Wind Through The Roses
Beneath your skin. Everything is hollow. Only after me for one thing. You will never see how ugly you are inside. So fake and impure. Just leave me to die here. All you want to do is Screw me. Taste me. Make me feel alone. Hurt me. Stab me. I don't want to be alone Behind your eyes. Is a lie so obvious. Why do you want to scar me. When i have never heard your name? You are just like poison. Just leave me here to bleed. All you want to do is Take me. Own me. Make me feel so cold. Wound me. Bruise me. I don't want to be this cold
Its Another Lesson To Learn
Coming to the realisations As I thought this through Its becoming plain to see It was too good to be true Here I was with memories Of times too good to last I had thought of this often As I look back in the past Looking back at promises I began to think were real Because what used to be Had such magical appeal As I never stopped hoping Those times would return Being too good to be true Its another lesson to learn
I Think You Already Know
There's something I want to tell you But I think you already know By the way I look too long at you And I smile when you are near Its hard to come out and say it Can I just assume you know I mean you must know Everyone knows I tried not to be obvious But what could I do My mouth goes dry My stomach flips And I feel dizzy I want to say it out loud But that might make it too real I think I like the thought of hope More than reality What do you think?
Behind The Sparkle In Your Eyes
I keep coming back to this place Wandering around blankly For a mere glimpse of your face I don't really know what draws me here I guess it's because I'm consoled that you're near I haven't found a chance to look into your eyes Buried deep within are all your secrets I just want to know if it's a disguise That maybe there's still love in your heart Hidden behind the sparkle in your eyes This feeling of uncertainity The hope I fight to keep alive It tries to consume me But somehow I can't let go This longing I have to hide I'm standing beside you Yet you can't see the tears i've cried
It's Me
Hello, It's Me. Me, being the person, Who has secretly fallen, Fallen for everything that you stand for. Longing to get better acquainted But unable to reveal myself to you. I am too vulnerable to risk exposure Afraid of rejection. But even more afraid of reciprocation. My vision of perfection. You are all that I want to become. To act on my feelings, Might take away from the fantasy, Or worse still, make it a reality. I think you are all that I've been searching for, And I felt you needed to know, Somewhere, somebody is wishing, She could let go of all her inhibitions. And just risk it all for you. I am going to close this, with signing just me, because my identity is not of any importance. I just felt you should know, What it is you do to me.
The Loneliest Feeling
You sit there with me and your friends, Laughing and joking all the time. I act like all the others do, Even though I want you mine. It's hell to have you so close; I can't have you, to feel and touch. Because your heart belongs to someone else, And that fact hurts me so much. I know that you want him oh so bad, And that I don't stand a chance. But you make out that I might have one, It's the loneliest feeling in the world, To love someone who's just a friend, To want someone you know you can't have.
One Of These Days, Maybe
One of these days, maybe I'll try to stop scheming. One of these days, maybe I'll try to stop dreaming. One of these days, maybe My dreams will come true. One of these days, maybe I'll stop feeling so blue. One of these days, maybe My sun will start to shine. One of these days, maybe You will be mine. One of these days, maybe I'll taste your sweet kisses. One of these days, maybe I'll find out what bliss is. Sweetheart, you're super, In so many ways. Maybe you'll realize I love you, one of these days.
A Love You've Never Felt
I was thinking of you as the rain came down today~ I wondered if you remembered your umbrella or if you liked to feel the icy slivers touch your skin. I imagine your world outside that door you keep locked. Is there love waiting there for you? Is there someone to who your words are precious like they are to me? Do they feel their body warm at the mere thought of you? I was still thinking of you as the rain ended. I imagined us, two adults, jumping into puddles, laughing and then standing ankle high in the middle, Kissing. I wonder at last if your lips have ever been touched by true love and if you would ever let my lips kiss yours where you would finally taste real loves breath.
At night I gaze out the window. Thinking of only you. Hoping to get a chance to make you happy. And if I had you I'd always be true. We've met only once. But that's enough for me ... to know that if you let me ... I could love you. And no I'm not asking you for forever ... I'm just asking you for a chance to be Happy again.
Might Meant To Be
There I was on my hands and knees, Praying for God to send me someone That would understand the soul inside of me. I opened my eyes, and there you stood, an angel from above. God sent you to show me that you are The one that I’m supposed to love. You brought the real me out. Before I met you, I was a scared little girl inside. Now, I am a very strong and independent man. I am full of love, and I want to share all the love that’s inside of me with you and only you. You and I might be meant to be. Can’t you see that god brought you to me?
When I Think Of You My Butterfly
When I think of you my little butterfly I think of how you fluttered casually ever so carefully and alighted on me you tenderly eased my heart out of hiding I was ready to spend the rest of my life without a partner too many women too much time I didn't think I would ever find someone like you when I first set eyes on you you never even knew I existed I watched your figure walk away from me your hips gently moving you walked sleek like a cat a tiger on the prowl slim, slender a wisp of a woman I longed to get to know you I would watch you from afar and ask myself how come I couldn't get a woman like that I knew nothing about you you always wore a sweet smile you spoke quietly shyly, your dark eyes gazing into mine before lowering onto the ground we met from time to time I always hoped to accidentally bump into you we chatted I talked and detained you from work more than I should have but you didn't seem to notice Smiling and saying good-bye I
Just One Time...
Look in my eyes, Just one time, You will see all the love you are looking for, As I pull you in, making you mine... Kiss me, Just one time, With moistened lips and seeking tongues, Our passion will shine... Touch me, Just one time, Feel me tremble beneath your figertips, Drink me in like sweet wine... Make love to me, Just one time, Bodies moving together until we reach our destination, Sweet sublime... Just one time...
God Help Me...
Can you feel my pain Can you feel my loneliness I can't sit all my life Watching the wall I need to work I need to do something I need to activate my life I need a hard movement every thing depress me i think no one hear me no one understand what i pass threw except my eyes who cry on me no one can repair my broken soul no one can do anything i'm stuck in this eternal sadness no hope in life neither love i'm not allowed to live neither be with the one i love i'm only allowed to be like a shair home has no life no future only people who destroy her life only someone who doesnt care about how life gonna be this is unfair GOD HELP ME
Parts Of Me...
I am the loin at the gate Standing guard Keeping strangers out Protecting I am the wall around the palace Built strong and tall Meant to last Observing I am the broken empty heart Shattered into a million pieces To numb to feel Enduring I am the soldier sent to war With a song of hope and courage Never giving up Fighting I am the devastated soul crying out Invisible to the world Cutting away my secret pain Screaming I am all these things Hidden in the Shadows Lost to Myself Living
Just A Fun Remember This Survey
Did you listen to New Kids on the Block? Not willingly Did you ever own a slap bracelet? Sure I did, more than one actually The Babysitter's Club or Sweet Valley High? Think I read them both Salute Your Shorts or Hey Dude? I watched them both actually Kids Incorporated or The Mickey Mouse Club? Didn’t watch either show Did you want Dylan to end up w/ Brenda or Kelly? Hmm, Kelly even though I prefer brunettes usually, but Brenda was quite the little bitch Who was ALF? I loved ALF . . . Gotta love anything with a pussy obsession don’t ya? Do you remember the show Dinosaurs? Hehehe, “not the momma” Do/did you know the words to the Fresh Prince theme song? Every damn one of them Kimmie Gibler or Urkel? I watched both shows but I think I’d prefer to watch Kimmie Blossom or Clarissa Explains It All? Again I watched both shows but Clarissa was more fun Did you have a crush on JTT? Who the hell is that? Bobby Brown or Tevin Campbell?
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The Only Time I Cried...
Growing Up Through Life You never really had to think twice I Was as wild as a child could be Til the day I found you You made all my dreams come true Day by day, night by night I went through life Thinking we'd never have a fight But the day you went away Was the day that my heart died But that day was... The Only Time I Cried (PLEASE NOTE: THIS WAS NOT WRITTEN WITH ANYONE IN MIND!)
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Dreams Awakened...
Someone I thought that could be my everything, turns out it could be nothing. But as I get closer and get older. Someone older, someone wiser, who says I am wiser and who says I am older??? Perhaps I am wiser, but who says I am older? Nobody says I am older but I... Age is only a number as it shows in time. Even perhaps a 2 year older could show he is the age of 5. Who says he is 5 but only he could say he is. I am 26, almost 27, but I think much wiser than an 18, just cause I am my age, who says I couldn't be 35? Even a 35 yr old could act like an 18 year old at his wisest peak? Who determines who's at what at what time? Even for someone who is 17, couldn't respect someone at the age of 18, who is almost to turn 19. Nobody but the person who preserves the person at the age they deserve they need to be treated. Like I say, age is only a number. I've known ppl who are multiple times apart, but that doesn't mean a thing when it comes to love or true happiness! Happiness co
Dreams Are Only The Beginning... (late December 2005)
I know that what I wish that would happen might not, but I also know that what I want might just be a hell of a chance, but what's it take just to wish for what you want, rather it be love, or just someone to be there? Who knows??? right? You could spend the rest of your life wishing for one thing and wanting something else, but what you deserve is totally opposite that what you get? I'm a man of many things but I never seem to get what I want, nor what I wish. As a dreamer like me, the only thing I wish in my whole life for this Christmas, or any other Christmas, I just wish that any life that involves me, that I hope that deep within their hearts, that perhaps, just me, only me, that maybe one heart, one soul, could touch them unlike another person/soul, has touched them in a certain way that makes them realize something that they would not have realized without me...
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Delicious Corn
So I just finished boiling up some delightful corn. . .Don't know what I'm going to do with so much corn but if I'd left it in the fridge any longer I would have had rotton corn. . . Mmmm Corn on the cob is tasty. . . If you want some. . .YOu know tell me cause I have waaaay to much corn
3 Little Ducks
Three little ducks go into a Bar.... "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi, and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."
It Only Hurts When I'm Breathin'
Hope life's been good to you since you've been gone. I'm doin' fine now - I've finally moved on. It's not so bad - I'm not that sad. I'm not surprised just how well I survived. I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive. I can't complain - I'm free again And it only hurts when I'm breathing. My heart only breaks when it's beating. My dreams only die when I'm dreaming. So, I hold my breath to forget. Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night. There's no need to worry, I'm really all right. I've never looked back as a matter of fact. Hurts when I'm breathing. Breaks when it's beating. Die when I'm dreaming. It only hurts when I breathe.........
The Big Mistake!!!
The worst night of my life happened on the night of August 20th. Went to a club with my best friend, Jarrod. We had stayed there til they closed and then afterwards, headed back home. Everything was fine, he was drunker than I was. Driving down the road, we wanted to hear this one cd, so I tried to reach behind my seat and get it in my CD Case behind my seat. I ended up swurving to the other side of the road through an intersection where it just so happened a city cop was just sitting there waiting to turn. Not too long after that, he was behind me w/ his lights on and so I pulled over and he came up beside the car and told me I was all over the road and he wanted to know if we had been drinking. Answered truthfully and said we had a couple. Then he asked us if we had any weapons in the car, we again answered truthfully w/ "No". He then told me someone had reported that my car was all over the road on the freeway and that I needed to get out of the car. I did 3 sobrieity test
Some Say Things Good, Some Say Bad
This is my newest entry and it's been a wild ride thus far in my journey to happiness. Truth is that I have not found it. There has been many times to where I thought I did find it, but unfortunately it was just a mirage. As my life currently goes I have been brought to many conclusions to know and see that most women go for looks and unfortunately most men go for looks as well. This world is so far into appearance is everything. It is so sad to see the past of what this world use to be, to what this world is turning into. From Ole Fashion to Hard Rock Abusive People we use to call MEN!!! The world is going to Hell and nobody seems to care. I use to be one of those types and then a bad "could've been fatal" accident sends my senses and my careless hatred away and I turn into who I am now. Right when you think my life couldn't get any worse, I realize the gift that I recieved a second chance at life and love. It made me realize that everything can be better, as long as you ch
My First Novel/book Incomplete...
In the beginning, Andrew was your not your regular everyday guy. He went day by day, never thinking of what consquences his actions caused. He had the looks and basically everything women usually want on a guy. Finding a relationship was the least of his worries. He worked as a customer service representative at a big time company, but his life wasn't going to stay perfect forever. That's where the the real journey begins. It all started on a calm dreary Thursday morning. Andrew was hard at work, trying to answer as many calls and satisfy as many people as he could during his long work day. Suddenly a call came in, "Thank you for calling customer service, my name is Andrew, how can I help you?", said Andy as he listened closely to the voice on the phone. The call was basically the same type of call, just someone with problems that needed Andy to fix them. Small problems at that. Nothing of big classfications as an emergency that only he could help, but he s
My Life
I know the sound of each rock and stone And I embrace what others feel. You are not to roam in this forgotten place, Just the likes of me, you're welcome here. Everything breathes and I know each breath For me it means life for others it's death. It's perfectly balanced, perfectly planned, More than enough for this man. Like every tree stands on its own Reaching for the sky I stand alone. I share my world with no one else. All by myself I stand alone. Deep in the darkness my heart still seeks Everything that I'll never be. Behind these eyes, I'll go everywhere There's no need for sympathy. Everything breathes and I know each breath In my world there's no comfort lasts Like every tree stands on its own Reaching for the sky I stand alone. I share my world with no one else. All by myself Still, I will remember... Still, I'll run with you....yea And when it's time for you to go Take me in your heart. I've seen your world with these very eyes Don't come
Who Is Andrew Thomas Mills? (written By Someone Who Knows Me The Best Friend!)
Who is Andrew Thomas Mills? Well if you would of asked me when I was a kid I would of honestly said he was someone I really did't care for. But now that I'm 25 going on 26 I would tell you something alot more meaningful. Andy to me is the brother I never had... He is the king of the crop to me. He is the best friend I've ever had... I know without a shadow of a doubt he'd be there for me no matter what kind of problem I have. If any girl in the world would give this man a chance.. I SWEAR TO GOD he'd make you feel like a princess from a fucking fairly tale. When I curse when I speak of him I know that's what he'd want because he knows the true me more than anyone else on earth. I honestly don't know what I'd do without this guy. Right now he's just as important to me as my own mother and father. I'd chose him over any girl no matter how in love or what-not. He is my un-blood related brother and I would die a thousand suffering deaths just to see him smile and be happy with himself and
My Words Of Wisdom...(the End)
This series has been somewhat of a roll call of greatness... Leonardo da Vinci Amadeus Mozart King Midas Jesus This is obviously only a partial list. May more names belong on the list,and new names are being added every day. Names of everyday people who are making a difference in their world. Names like yours. You may not create the types of masterpieces Leonardo did, the types of symphonies Mozart did, amass the great fortune King Midas did, or make the impact on humanity that Jesus did...and still does. But I believe you belong in their company because of the legacy you are leaving in the lives of those around you. By painting...with the color of love By writing...with the melody of love By touching...with the gift of love By reaching...with the open arms of love By changing the future...with the promise of love. Do you think you've not made much of a difference in this world? You have because... "To know even one life has breathed easier be
I Changed My Mind
My Words Of Wisdom...(part 6)
I would like to send out a BIG "THANK YOU" for those who are still reading this incredible series, "Words Of Wisdom" by yours truly... ME... I hope it has given you hope and has made you think of your own ways and how you can make a difference, and in many cases you ALREADY are, therefore there is nothing to threat, you are helping the future generations. Regardless if you do not think that the help of one person could possibly make that much of a difference, but you'd be pretty amazed of how JUST "ONE" person can do. Just remember of what I have already told you regarding Mozard, Jesus, Leonardo da Vinci....they were just one person and they made truly the biggest impact you could ever imagince, I am sure and have my hopes set that such a person will rise again and be remembered from our generation... THE FUTURE... They is out there somewhere. I'd say they're right. It's out there in someone's arms tonight, being rocked to sleep... It's out there holding on to a s
My Words Of Wisdom...(part 5)
Down through the past two thousand years, the story of Jesus, the Son of God, has effect more change in the human race than all the laws ever passed and all the inventions of the human mind put together. HOW did Jesus Christ, in three short years, forever change the course of humanity? With a handful of ordinary followers, AND... A message of love and acceptance, of a kingdom... A compassion that draws men and women to Him from all walks of life, A sacrifice of His own life that bridged the gap between man and God. ----------------------------- The Open Arms Of Love When the children crowded around Him, He said, "Let them come unto me..." With open arms. When the blind and the lame and the hungry called His name. He healed and fed them...With open arms. When the world turned its back on Him and screamed "Crucify!" He didn't run or hide. He let them drive nails in His hands... With open arms. While He was dying on the cross and they mocked
My Words Of Wisdom...(part 4)
As a reward for an act of kindness, the mythological King Midas was granted by the Greek god Dionysus ONE WISH... Midas wished that everything he touched would turn to gold. So, he began touching... A flower...GOLD! He was rich... A stone...GOLD! He was richer... Anything and everything turned to GOLD! He was the richest person on Earth! Or was he? The food that touched his lips turned to gold... and left him hungry. The daughter he reached to hold turned to gold... and left him heartbroken. Realizing the mistake he had made, Midas begged to be free of his wish. After bathing in the River Pactolus, the cursed was lifted. He then bathed his daughter in the river...and she was restored. He had his daughter back. He was no longer hungry. He was no longer heartbroken. He was no longer alone. He was free! Free to TOUCH... Free to FEEL. Now he was truly... RICH. --------------------------------- The Road to Riches
My Words Of Wisdom...(part 3)
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (1756-1791) Check out this timeline: Age 4 ~ He shows remarkable musical talent and learns to play the piano. Age 5 ~ He begins composing music. Age 6 ~ He plays for Empress Maria Theresa of Austria. Age 14 ~ He has already composed many works for the harpsichord, piano, and violin, as well as orchestral works. Early 20s ~ He is virtually ignored by the courts of Europe. But Mozart presses on under difficult circumstances and composes his most enduring work during the later years of his life. THEN Age 35 ~ He dies in poverty from a feverish illness and is buried in a Vienna suburb with little an unmarked grave. Yet Mozart lives on to this day in the more than six hundred works of music he left behind. What was the secret to his greatness adn genius? He listened with his heart and heard...POSSIBILITIES. When he saw a violin... he heard concertos. When he stood in an empty concert hall... he heard a
My Words Of Wisdom...(part 2)
Leonardo Da Vinci (1452-1519) He was the illegitimate son of a peasant woman and Florentine merchant who became one of the greatest painters and most versatile geniuses the world has ever known. He was a brilliant architect, engineer, military strategist, inventor, and scientist whose ideas and designs were centuries ahead of their time. He was the creator of such masterpieces as The Last Supper and Mona Lisa. His influence lives on to this day in his paintings, writings, and sketches. What was the secret of his greatness and genius? He keenly observed the world around him and saw... POSSIBILITIES. When he looked at marble... he saw the sculputre. When he looked at the sky... he saw flying machines. When he looked at a church wall or a piece of wood or a blank canvas... He saw The Last Supper, He saw Mona Lisa, He saw masterpieces. WHAT IS A MASTERPIECE? A masterpiece is a gift to the world from the one who conceives it, labors over it,
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My Words Of Wisdom...(part 1)
As you move through the days and years of your life, you DO NOT go unnoticed. You leave a trail, an impression, footprints... unquestionable PROOF that you existed... in the lives of those around you. Do you think you've not made much of a diffference in this world? You have in mine. Thank you. Do you want to be remembered by those you've touched? You can. By showing love... to one person at a time.
Introduction To My Words Of Wisdom...
You are about to read some of history's greatest people. People like Leonardo da Vinci, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, and Jesus. Their stories are unforgettable. The marks they made on the world are indelible. They left behind something that has allowed them to live on through history. They gave us masterpieces...symphonies... a message of hope and love. Da Vinci... Mozart... Jesus... The reality is that most of us will never affect the world as they have. But we each leave amazing legacies when we love those around us. I wrote and typed this all out to give hope to some and to keep the hope alive in myself as to know that as long as you help and give love to those around you and never take advantage of people, perhaps the world could become a better place for our children, or even our children's children. All it takes is some change and if we can change the world just alittle bit for the generations to come, who knows what we could accomplish... who really cares if we li
How I See Things
Most men treat women like rocks, useless things that they can throw around and abuse and not care what they do to them, not caring for their feelings. I.E. a guy walking down the road, sees a beautiful rock (woman), picks it up, he thinks it's all neat and cool, he abuses it, throws it, kicks it, and then takes it to his friends and the process continues. The woman develops into a rock, cause after a guy does this to her, she becomes cold and not willing to trust anyone at all, no matter what. The rock is hard and mainly undestructable so that nobody can get threw. I see women as diamonds, priceless, fragile items that need the best of attention. They need to be treated with respect and always need to be shown they are needed and loved and cared for. If not taken care of correct, they could shatter and/or break. Sometimes you'll find rocks, but just give them alot of time and love and after awhile, the rock will crumble, revealing the most beautiful, unique diamond, you could e
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June14, 2007
"The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up." ~Mark Twain
June 13, 2007
"Teamwork is the fuel that allows common people to attain uncommon results." ~Anonymous
I do not know the exact date, but it was in March I am thinking. My grandparents were out eating at their favorite restaurant and on their way home. As they were on their way home, they got into an accident with a Semi-Truck. It seems the Police report stated that they ran a stop sign and clipped the back of a semi-truck. My grandfather was ejected out of the windshield of the car and broke his neck when he hit the pavement and died instantly. My grandmother had somehow tried to get out of the car and got her foot hooked onto something and was dragged along the road. She was in serious condition, but she survived. She was in the hospital for about 3 months, they had to amputate her leg from her knee-cap down. She got out of the hospital and was in a wheelchair and one morning, about a week later, I was getting up for work and my grandmother called. She said she was having trouble breathing and needed to be tooken to the hospital. I told her I would do it and just go into work
In The Beginning...
I have never written in a diary or journal before. So I may be alittle rusty, but here goes nothing. I am going to start at the very beginning of my life. The first memories I can remember is when I was probably around 8 or 9 years old and I went with my family to Cedar Point. I remember standing around the kiddie rides with my father. The most memorable moments I had as a child was riding the roller coasters with my father, as well as Christmas time when the whole family would meet up at my Grandparents for a Christmas exchange. Everyone would be there from cousins, to those long lost Uncles and Aunts, to family members I only had met for the first time. Those were the days. Now at age 23, I have experienced so many things that I thought would never happen, or that perhaps I never thought could happen. My first relationship would probably be an online one. Her name was Alice Gull. She was from Cedar City, Utah. We met online and created VHS tapes of each other and sent
Pickles! The Musical
As most of you know, The Sneeze is my favorite website on the net.Regardless, SZ has now officially become part of The Sneeze, even if only for one day.-SZ-Update:  Pickles The Musical was the 83 most viewed video on YouTube today.If you are curious, please head over to The Sneeze, and let me know what you think,Thanks SZ
Fanciful Tales...
Us Army
2 days ago was June 14th the birthday of the United States Army. The Army was born on June 14th 1775. The Army is now 232 years old and still running strong. I support the US Army and I hope you do to. Keep the faith in out Army or get out of this country. The US Army fights for our freedom everyday and will contuing fighting everyday forever. Happy Birthday US Army keep strong.
I Am Going In For Surgery On The 25th
All Friends And Family!!
I may not be on much due to a lot of shit going on in my life right now and i won't handle it to well. i'm very sorry about it but well right now it's about well i'm not really sure, but please keep me in your thoughts in my leave. Thanks!! ~sandy~
Not Meant For Me
This Is My 2nd Contest And It For Vic Give Away!!!
So please help me out and I shal return the favor!!!!!!! Mahalo!!!!!
Who Wears The Pants!;-)
Jack was set to marry Jill, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said “Jack, let me tell you something: On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, ‘Here, try these on.’” She tried on the pants and said, “These just don’t fit,” to which I replied, “Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. Ever since that night we have never had a problem.” “Hmm,” said Jack, thinking this might be worth a try. So, on his honeymoon Jack took off his pants and said to Jill, “Here, try these on.” Jill does so and says, “These just don’t fit,” to which Jack replied, “Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don’t want you to ever forget that.” So, Jill took off her pants, handed them to Jack and said, “Here, you try on mine.” Jack does so and says, “I can’t get into your pants,” to which Jill replied, “Exactly. And if you don’t change your attitude, you never will!!!”
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So, yeah...I am single again. Not a bad thing though. I actually like being single. Plus this last guy I dated just wasn't my type, no matter how hard I tried to make myself believe he was my type. I DO wish I would have listened to my friends though. The things that have been told to me the past couple of days by people he has went out with just amaze me. NO, I did not go asking any of them anything, but for some reason they suddenly feel the need to let me know what happened with them. Usually I don't listen to such chatter but after hearing that he used the same LINES on them as he did me, I am glad I listened. "You have my heart" .... yeah, whatever. How many women can you tell that to in a few months and actually keep a straight face? LMAO ~shakes head~ I actually wasn't pissed until these conversations happened. I was annoyed but not pissed. NOW I am pissed. There is nothing I hate worse than a liar. If a man can not be a MAN and be truthful, he just needs to keep
What Cuss Words Mean...
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th
Two Weeks Or Less To Go...
1. Flying lessons (no.. not a kick to the ass and "here I'll show you how to fly"... real lessons... in the pilot seat) 2. To go bungee jumping... (off a high bridge over water like on "Saving Liberty") 3. To go sky diving... (yes, I know... "why on this green earth would you want to jump out of a perfectly good airplane?"... I still wanna do it) 4. To get another tattoo. 5. To get another piercing or two... 6. To get LAID... Crude I know... but VERY VERY true... 7. To color my hair a new color... (I was thinking Green). 8. To have a good time with some good friends... (drinking and whatnot... maybe something like paint ball or billiards) Pop Quiz: When is my birthday? (Hint: Sometime this month and hasn't happened yet) So... There's my wish list... In no particular order...
So I want some chocolate. . .Preferably ones with caramel. . . . I've been thinking about it for like half an hour and at this point I'm totally dying from my need for chocolaty goodness. . . Grrr. . . its a pity its too late to go to a store. . . I'm also out of smokes which somehow manages to make the whole world bleaker
A Husband Must....
A husband that truly loves his wife must......... -Leave her sweet texts to wake up to - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - Do everything to make her smile - Always make her laugh - tell her shes beautiful not sexy - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - NEVER cheat on her - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. - listen to her when she talks - tell her your secrets. - protect her.
What A Kiss Means....
+Kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new
Most Girls -pink
Most Girls VideoMost Girls lyrics - Pink lyricsPink Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I never cared too much for love It was all a bunch of mush that I just did not want Paid was the issue of the day If a girlfriend's got some game Couldn't be more fly, gettin paid was everything But I'm not every girl and I don't need that world to validate me Cuz shorty's got a job, shorty's got a car, shorty can pay her own rent Don't wanna dance if it is not in my heart [Chorus:] MOST GIRLS want a man with the bling bling Got my own thing, got the ching ching I just want real love MOST GIRLS want a man with the mean green Don't wanna dance if he can't be everything that I dream of A man that understands real love I was a girl about the floss It was all about the cost, how much he spent on me Seek, for a man who's got the means To be givin you diamond rings It's what every fly girl could want or even dream But I'm not every girl and I don't need no G to take care
Calissta's Cauldron
Calissta has started a great new blog. Check it out at I hope ya'll enjoy it as much as I did.
Where Do U Go ? My Loving
where do u go ? my loving
There You Go - Pink
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Wanna Watch Our In Car Cam From Bike Week Tomorrow?
Hey guys, we have an in car computer now and we'll be broadcasting live video from the car if you want to watch. We're going up to Laconia NH tomorrow. It's bike week and there will be thousands of bikes, gorgeous scenery along the way and tons to see. Just go here! It takes a min for the video conference to start up. Don't refresh, just let it load. I have a keyboard and can chat while you watch what we're seeing! It faces right out our windshield. It looks really cool. We'll be leaving around 11 am EST until probably 5 pm EST. We'll be stopping at some of the scenic stops along the Kancamangus highway, so be sure to stay logged in or check back throughout the day! ~Karoline~
Love Ya's
Hot Myspace Comments Goodnight all see ya tomorrow! Hugs and Kisses and Luvs~Heather
How To Touch A Girl
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Just Like A Pill - Pink
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I know I've been pretending myself for long enough along with him. . . It was different before. Now there will be someone else to think of, and why would I want to raise my child in a pretend happiness? For once I am not just thinking about myself, but he just see's it as me being selfish as always. I don't want my child to turn 18 and have his or her parents up and split up because we don't have to pretend to be happy for him or her anymore. Why in the hell would I want to fucking do that? I'm trying to grow up, and plan how I want to raise my child, and I don't want to raise it in a life of make believe.
just wanted to see how many of my great cherry tap friends i can get to sign my gest book. please stop by and say hi.
A Life Is..
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen, Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive, Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in your self and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potencial of each new day. Dont be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you Trust enough to able to take Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well Let a little sun out as well as in Creat your own rainbows. Be open to all your responsibilities; all possibilities and miracles. Always believe in miracles.
50 Pics
Well I got bored so I uploaded a bunch of pics. Most of them are from a trip to Colorado. There are a few of me when I was younger.Stop by and check them out...TTYL..Doc
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A Great Day
This article is about two of not just my homies but probably a couple of the biggest influences on my life. They were finally released from jail today on a bond after spending 22 months inside. I have been chillin with them and will be alot over the next couple weeks. Couple things to note about what actually happened. The off duty police officer never identified himself as a police officer. He came running out of this place shooting at the homies, who then hopped in their truck and drove off. This "cop" then jumped into the passenger seat of the owners Ferrari and persue them shooting my homies from his car. When the police finally did show up like 5 min after the chase started my homies surrendered thinking the cops were there to help. Instead they were arrested. They then faced 2 attempted murder charges as well as reckless endangerment and possesion of a fire arm. After two years the trial had not even started... two years of them sitting in jail. The rookie officer was
Hells Kitchen
The Little One
their was a time in my life when all i could think about was parting .. now their is this little child in my life and all i can think about is spending time with her .. before she grows up . i had her about two weeks ago and my little one said daddy i want to ride my bike . so we took her trainning wheels off and of course the little lady feel and it scared me to death but she was so happy that her daddy spent time with and showing her how to ride a bike was one of the most happiest days of my life and i am sure i will have many more of them
The Little One
their was a time in my life when all i could think about was parting .. now their is this little child in my life and all i can think about is spending time with her .. before she grows up . i had her about two weeks ago and my little one said daddy i want to ride my bike . so we took her trainning wheels off and of course the little lady feel and it scared me to death but she was so happy that her daddy spent time with and showing her how to ride a bike was one of the most happiest days of my life and i am sure i will have many more of them
Yeah, I'm Bored...which Means...
I've gotta go random-rant-crazy on something... I think I've probably voiced this before...but I hate cheaters. And what I hate more is stupid, ignorant cheaters who make stupid excuses for their cheating. As some of you may know, I watch Cheaters on a regular basis. There's just something about catching people trying to get away with something...which also explains my fascination for Court TV. And if you want laughs, it's got that too, because the things these cheaters come up with to explain their actions could be as bad as excuses as the Prez does with...well, I'll just leave it at that. From unemployed spouses who bring the other person to the house they share with the ones they're cheating on to letting them hold children that are not theirs and make them welcome them as fathers/mothers, I'm still amazed that these guys and gals aren't put on a list hanging out on every bar in the country. And what really grinds my gears are people who take them back. Seriously, ther
Grandma In Denial
your. you're. guess what? not the same word. gee what a concept eh? their. there. yes they sound the same. it's a nifty thing called a homophone. go look it up. learn it. they're could also be thrown into the mix. guess what? not the same word. that little apostrophe stands for a letter. yes that's right. a letter. if you are in capable of learning the difference between such words, perhaps you should cease from using contractions in written form. or perhaps return to an educational setting and take something useful like english, which can otherwise be known as language arts when grammar and spelling are combined with sentence structure. if you are (notice the lack of contraction for the slow people) incapable of understanding this particular thought process... please die. and that is all.
Hey it's official, I now have two kids in high school, which is so surreal to me because I could swear it was just yesterday that I was in high school, anyway, I wasn't sure my youngest was going to make it into high wasn't looking very promising there for a while, but she did it! She is now a freshman, starting at East in September and my oldest will be a senior at East. It's just amazing how fast the time goes, I remember when my oldest was laying in her crib, crying and all I could think was "how long before she's 18?!" and now she almost is...oh well, my girls are my life and I love them with all my heart. I'm sooooooooo proud of them both. Oh yeah, if you would stop by my pictures and rate the ones of me and the ones of my girls. Thanks everyone!
Keep Her
quiet her thoughts and give her rest silence her heart that is in her chest grant her peace so she may sleep surrender a Love, that she may keep stop her tears that streak from her eyes repair her wings so she can fly Give her strength and let her soar heal her wounds that have been torn mend whats broke that is in her soul take away the hurt, that takes it's toll hold her up when she starts to fall listen to her words when you hear her call caress her gently when she is sad tell her you love her when her day is bad walk with her when she walks away keep her on a path so she don't stray help her fight off all that is wrong raise her spirit so she may stay strong keep her courageous with all that she does for she is a woman, a woman in love ......
Moonlight Dancing
the dew on the grass hit my feet as I walk in the late night hours the wind that wisped within the leaves blew my hair from springtime showers I heard a tamborine play from a far off distance or just an echo across the ocean and a flute that drowned me deep within from its sensual love seduction I could feel my soul dance around me, and wanting badly to be free so I swayed along with the melody to a love song played just for me I stretched my arms up to the stars and tilted my head way back and then felt the rain upon me just as soon as the thunder cracked the cold clear drops slid down my face as it hid my fallen tears but I swore to always keep up this dance until I could no longer hear the beat that moved me gently like the beat within my heart there was no way for me under the velvet night that I could ever part I danced with the soul of my being and heard a violin through it all and then I finally fell to my knees , that is when I took my fall
My Sweet Boy
My Sweet Boy written by, Lioness/Chrissy copyright© This morning was cold as the day you were laid into the ground I walked towards your grave, but from the snow it could not be found I kicked the snow repeatively and the ice was too hard to break I wanted to visit you badly. Could you feel my heart began to ache? There are so many things I want to share with you.Can you hear my thoughts? Did you see the new friend I brought with me, I truly love him alot. Your sister is doing well she had left the house to be on her own. Your brother Sean is still here. I don't think he'll ever leave home There has been many changes since the day you left. Maybe you already know. Are you running, playing, laughing and having lots of fun where you are? Are you napping on the clouds or possibly skipping across the stars? I wanted to ask how was your party today , did they put 17 candles on a cake? I can't believe how time has past, the last I saw you, you wer
Something About Me
Something I've come across in the last few minutes, something about me, suggests that for a while I've been hiding in an illusion. I was someone that I am not, and now I'm someone I was not. Upon further investigation I came to the conclusion that a few of the key players in my day to day dealings have misled me. My bullshit sensors have been so fucked up, and so my perception of reality has faltered, resulting in this chaotic mindset that's left me questioning my own morals. I, however, have discovered this in time to correct the issue and have done so accordingly, at least the issue in my head. As for the stimulus to my response, I still have yet to correct the issue. I guess I'm a bit hesitant to make a move considering that at any given moment I could find that my sensors are off on this one, even just a little bit.
Afraid Lyrics By: Motley Crue Do you, do you wanna bleed? Do you, do you wanna live in vain? Its only life Shes so afraid to kiss An so afraid to laugh Is she runnin from her past? Its only life Shes so afraid of love Is so afraid of hate Whats she runnin from now? ? Do you, do you wanna scream? Do you, do you wanna face the strange? Do you, do you believe? Are you, are you afraid of change? Its only life Shes so afraid of this And so afraid to ask She hides behind her mask Nothings ever right Shes so afraid of pain So afraid of blame Its driving her insane So insecure There is no cure Well, shes so afraid Shes so afraid of death Shes so afraid, afraid of life The drama in her head Getting louder all the time Getting louder all the time Shes so afraid, afraid to lose Been so afraid of fame Everyday she feels the same Its driven her insane... Its driven her... Its driven... Its... Another broken pretty thing
Crazeeee Bitch
The Last Two Weeks
so yeah moving was rotten.falling down stairs hahahaha yeah i was drunk but i fell bad :-( anyways so yeah now my bf's mom lives in the apartment next door to me :-( my son skipped an exam.and my son is going thru being 15 and rotten and i don't get it......... sometimes it helps to have ppl to talk to and different points of views when ppl feel strong about something............. anyways yeah my life i can't get away from some drama's.who can i guess when you have a family.....well i hope to write on every week but we'll see kisses Hottie
What Happened???
I met a really nice guy, I THOUGHT!!!! I met him here on CT and should have never got involved with this person! I ended up deleting my old profile for him and lost all my cherry points:( The biggest dissappointment in all of this is I really liked him! He seemed great but, he turned out to be a psyhco!!! I can't believe that I met someone that could be that f******* up in the head! I'm not crazy and he made me feel like I was! Sure enough if you don't give this man alcohol he can be a pretty ok guy but, don't give him drinks 'cause the other person comes out and scares the shit out of you and doesn't just verbal abuse you he can and will physically abuse you! I wish I never met this person. Lesson was learned and don't know if I could ever meet someone off this site again.
Best Joke Of The Year......
Best Joke of the year...... >> >>A Somali arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United >>States. >> >> >>He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, >> >>"Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me >>housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" >> >>The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." >> >>The man goes on and encounters another passerby. &g t;> >>" Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America !" >> >>The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." >> >>The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, >>shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America !" >> >>That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East , I am >>not American!" >> >>He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" >> >>She says, "No, I am from Africa !" >> >>Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans
Do you ever wonder if the world has a purpose in life or if god is real.....i do every day of my life its so hard to find truth in things every one says to pray and you will find the answer well guess what people im to lazy to find anything so why cant the answer come to me and find me i that would be some much more easier then finding things.....the only sucky thing about that is lifes hard and we have to do everything our selves we have to deal with every thing that happens and doesnt happen it sucks and i dont know you have to relize that every thing sucks and it d oesnt get any better than i guess we'll just have to deal with it it will just habe to work out like it should well here i go again rambling on about my out puts on life but somebodysa got to do right and who knows we will see how the rest life turns out
Fate Everything falls around her. The world fades away. Everything fails to come forth. Shes all alone on a silver kind of day. No one will every feel the pain and sorrow she feels everyday. Not know what lies before her. wether its dead or alive. Wether she has a future at all. Not knowing wether she'll wake up from her sleep. From her cold dark dreams. Wether she'll come forth and show the world. Or fall back and watch it get torn apart. Wether she'll see herself grown. Or lying in a coffin somewhere in the cold hard ground. Wether she'll be at her best friends wedding. Or watching from a distance. What will happen to this dead dreaming girl. Will she have a life. Or make the biggest mistake of her natral born life. I guess we will see what happens with this her. we will just have to wait and time will tell. But if this her does fall out of place. I do hope there will be great hope from her peers. To help her to not do the wron
Love My love, my lust, my trust. Is all on you for now. Until you make that one mistake Then you'll loose me for good.
Should U Shed A Tear When Some One Breaks Your Heart
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What happened to the world today. The peace and strength and pride have gone so far. I don't think we can ever it to come back. The war has killed so many and left so many defistated people. I just dont think we will ever be able to pull out and finish what we started. Unless some how we manage to get our strength pride and peace to return. Before we loose the war and our freedom is gone. lets just hope bush relizes his mistakes before it is to late. I think its more our fault for voting for him then it is his own. So i guess we will see what happens to our country. Will we be without freedom to keep us safe and happy. Or be gone with everything else.
Love Life
Does anybody know whats happening here. Love just isnt the same. it was great the first little while then it all changed. im sorry to be a bitch but i got to stay sane. I love you but its just not the same.. you were the best thing thats happened to me in a long while. you and me are good together but i cant handle the constant late night drinking and partying itsjust to much to bare. you just do it to often and its killing you which its killing me to see you kill you. Please stay fo a while and dont leave me. i love you to much. but if you keep this up i may have to leave you to keep this part of me sane.
Grim Reaper
"Today at 5:35 p.m. my Mother told me She felt death inside her". It feels like an ache that won't go away, it's angry, it's scared, it doesn't care, then she concluded she would be glad when it is over then she would not be suffering anymore. I'm tired, "she says." She gave me a 1954 [chu-chu-bag] box/purse she had since she was four years old. It has a family-tree story that goes with it too. I will treasure it forever. I suppose I am in the life-changing experience stage now, huh? I don't know when this will happen, I DO KNOW I WILL FEEL IT IN MY SLEEP. I see myself waking.
That Is The Day!
That is the day that will never be forgotten. She is the girl that won't be forgotten. We were the two that could've cured depression. That was the last day I saw her. She is the girl that took her own life. We are the two that experienced the same experiences. That was the first day of the last. She is the girl that affected many. We were the two that created the best drama. That is the day i will always be sad on. She is the girl that cannot fix her mistakes. We are no longer a we. We are an I.
Frickin Frackin Bee Stings!!
So check it... Today, a bee stung me on the face...the cheek to be exact and I promptly reached up and swatted it's little ass. It landed on the ground and then I stepped on it and was stung again!! Damn, can't a bitch just be left alone on her front porch??????
This Is So True
Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right AMEN ANDY ROONEY! Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on "6 0 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE
The Dance
The night is hot as hell and my eyes are tired. It’s the heat of a thousand vents and too many people in a small room. The kind of tiredness you get can only from shooting hundreds zombies and aliens with a plastic toy gun. Sweat baptizes me after the kill. I had been feeding quarters into the machines all night. However, I am not tired from the slaughter and decide to take a walk before I come back to plug away some more. I have that primitive urge that is only seen in when a big movie star cuts down a line a people with a gun in reality would’ve put him on his ass. The place smells of stale popcorn and stain of liquid substances long forgotten. Arcades and their machines…. This generation’s version of the carnival…. Each machine with it blinking lights says “Step right up; you could be the next high scorer.” But in the end, you just lose your money for a two minute joy ride or a small catharsis of stress when you knock out your opponent. It then occurs to me that I am no longer stari
Sneek Peek!
There I was lying in a bathtub full of blood my blood my mind was coming in and out and when it was in. thats when i heard them their voices sounding a lot more worried then angry like they shouldve been. i couldnt hear the words they were saying but i know my name came up now and then and dannys name. oh how i miss that boy soon i will be with him wherever he is i will soon find out. then i heard my moms voice on the other side of the door asking if everything was alright and right then is when everything went black and i couldnt hear or see anything anymore.
Blue Balls At Age 30..
I love my life and love my wife. But I hate blue balls. I know she gets tired from work, but it's frustrating when she's too tired to have sex for a couple weeks because she has to work her ass off. And what's really aggravating is that when she does get in the mood, I better be in the mood or I miss out. Though... and this is where it gets personal (so Jess, ya might want to stop reading now hehe), but the other problem is that I'm able to get her off multiple times. At times enough that she passes out before we finish. But even then, I feel like the traditional roles are reversed. When we have sex, she gets off every time, and I get off maybe once every 3 or 4 times. It's not that I don't want to cum.. but I just can't. So when she's so busy with work who knows when I get to cum during sex. And yeah, I can masturbate (and trust me, I do... I am a freak after all), but it's just not the same. No matter how many times I jack off, it still never feels as good as the r
Imagination is creation...and faith is simply imagination at work. Let your unshakable faith always be your guide. What you see... sense... feel and desire will ultimately come your way. The world awaits the next dimension of who you are. anonomous.
I want to apologize for not keeping these messeges fresh .....but will be more consistant!
Feelings Hurt :(
i met this girl in Hutch, Kansas, i fell in love with her and she CRUSHED my feelings, she has a man the whole time (even tho she told me she loved me with her whole heart)..LIEING BITCH!!!!!!!
The Forecast For Texas....
The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.
Father's Day
My dad is no longer with me, I lost him eleven (11) yrs. ago and its so hard this time of the year. Yes I was a daddys girl. We hunted, fished, worked on engines, military brat and I got to hang with him at the bases all the time. Treasure you Father's and hold them dear to your heart. I wouldn't wish the pain I go through everyday because I can't pick up the phone and call him and tell him I love him, he grandchildren loves him. Daddy I Love You! Hugs your Daughter He's picture is on my photos!
This Is Hilarious
THIS IS HILARIOUS! >> >> >> A man takes the day off work and >> decides to go out golfing. >> He is on the second hole when he >> notices a frog sitting next to >> the green. >> He thinks nothing of it and is >> about to shoot when! he >> hears, Ribbit 9 Iron." >> >> The man looks around and doesn't >> see anyone. Again, he >> hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron." He looks >> at the frog and decides to >> prove the frog wrong, puts the >> club away, and grabs a 9 iron. >> Boom! >> He hits it 10 inches from the >> cup. He is shocked. He says >> to the frog, "Wow that's amazing. >> You must be a lucky frog, eh? >> >> The frog replies, "Ribbit Lucky frog." >> The man decides to take the frog >> with him to the next hole. >> "What do you think frog?" the >> man asks. "Ribbit 3 wood." >> The guy takes out a 3 wood and, >> Boom! Hole in one. The >> man is befuddled and doesn't know >> what to say. By the end >> of the day, the man golfed the >> best game of golf in his l
For Your Reading Pleasure....
Well, as of today, me and the kids have managed to make it thru this month afterall, financially. I just recieved the paperwork for the change of child support situation and will be sending out the paperwork ASAP so that there will be some results in this matter, and changes to be made. Was informed by the CS department though that it may or may not be that I would get the support back or I do not know in this matter. It is final though, the father of my kids and my ex husband, claims that he will actually wait to see if the kids will welcome him into their lives when they get old enough to understand that they actually have a father. He claims that he will have no contact with them just because of me...he just wants to act babyish and see if the kids will accept him when they are old enough to figure things out for themselves. Our oldest is four and youngest is just two so it will be a few years away for them to understand what is going it is up to me to
The First Time
The first time............. I opened the door and I see my dreams come true in one look in your eyes. My heart is beading so fast and my legs shake knowing that I will be making love to you for the first time. I take your hand and lead you down the hall to my bedroom. We just stare at each other for a few moments taking in what we are seeing. Looking at your face I can’t believe your really here in front of me. How I have waited for this moment. You take my face into your hands so softly and look into my eyes then bring your mouth to mine. You’re lips so soft brushing against my lips. You kiss me so sweetly and I just fall in your arms, my body melting to your touch. You part my lips with your tongue and find mind. Now you kiss me deeply and passionately, wrapping your arms around me. I push my body harder against you wanting you so close to me. You slowly take my shirt off, then my bra. You step back looking at my breast, then bring your hands to me to touch them gently and p
Crumbled papers Of poems about you Written with words That will never come true Written in ink That will never fade away The hopeful words I wish I could say Hands still shaking As I continue to write Scribbled letters Of black and white Eager to tell you How I feel Wishing I could prove My love is real
Think Before You Post
Webcams, microphones, and digital cameras allow you to post videos, photos, and audio files online and engage in video conversations. Webcam sessions and photos can be easily captured, and users can continue to circulate those images online. In some cases people believed they were interacting with trusted friends but later found their images were distributed to others or posted on web sites. You may come across offensive or inappropriate images and videos while surfing the web. Use webcams or post photos online only with your parents' and guardians' knowledge and supervision. Ask yourself if you would be embarrassed if your friends or family saw the pictures or video you post online. If the answer is yes, then you need to stop. Be aware of what is in the camera’s field of vision and remember to turn the camera off when it is not in use. Be careful about posting identity-revealing or sexually provocative photos. Don’t post photos of others — even your friends —
You Are..
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... and I'll always love you.
To All My Friends
as some of you might know our truck is broke down this we are out more money since he couldn't work but one day ....he has it in a shop in Tn and we had only been there about 10 minutes or so with the rig when the dreaded call came in.....the lady i have been sitting with passed away yesterday evening at 6:05.....things have been really stressful and hectic for us all and confusing since Joyce is confused right now herself.....please pray for her to make it through this
My Youtube Idea
What if anyone who posts copyrighted videos to YouTube would be kind enough to put links to the artist's site and their official fan site in the description area? Also if it is from a movie or TV show, put links to the company (Paramount, Disney,Lucas films, etc.)or the network (NBC, CBS, ABC, FOX, etc.)Maybe that way the corporate execs and legal eagles would let the site stay the way everyone enjoys. Any suggestions? Let me know.
Bax ...needs Your Vote!!! Please Ty! =)
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Just For Laughs
To quote Goldie Hawn from Laugh-In... Blow in my ear and I'll follow you anywhere.
It's Amazing To Me
Out of all the blogger type websites I've ever been on, this site has the fastest response time I have ever seen! I put up my mum and I get 130 views in minutes. I didn't think anyone would've cared to view it. As far as all the criticism I got for my short story and even for the mum I posted, I appreciate all comments and votes. I'm sure theres more to come for a while. If you haven't noticed, I am a beginner at the whole erotica writing. To say that I am not a bit hurt by the harshness of some of your critiques would be a lie. But thats the real world for you, and it only teaches me to learn from my mistakes. I only came onto this website like two days ago and never got many responses from other sites I blogged on so I was definitely not prepared for this. Thank you all for the reviews! Even the harsh ones! I'll make sure that if I do this again, next time I will be better prepared. ^_^
Im Sorry
im sorry im not perfect im sorry im such a dissapointment im sorry im alive well atleast one of thoes can be remedied..... not that anyone would notice my being gone..they never notice im around
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~~the Next Reagan~~
The Next Reagan By Bruce Walker (No relation Rich,Jack) Two months ago, I wrote an article, "The Next Reagan," in which I outlined many of the reasons why Fred Thompson will be the next Ronald Reagan. Events since then have confirmed my arguments. I predict that Fred Thompson will enter the Republican nomination, that he will win it fairly easily, and that he will also defeat Hillary comfortably in the presidential election. Why? First, no Republican since Ronald Reagan draws remotely as much genuine enthusiasm among conservatives as a serious presidential candidate. Both of the Bush presidencies have been mild disappointments. Though respect for our current commander-in-chief is high, President Bush is simply not an effective communicator or articulator of conservative principles. President Bush, however, is light years ahead of Senator Dole, the 1996 nominee, and also better as a communicator and campaigner than his father. That is how bad things have been for con
"knowing Jesus"
The Lord is my light as bright as the sunshine without His light my days would be so dark, as the darkness of the night. I ask Him daily to guide my life & give me the strength needed to fight Satan's attacks that feel like I'm being stabbed with a knife. I thank Him each day for the love He has given me, as the days go bye. Jesus has helped me release the pain within my heart & set it free. My friend, Jesus has put me through many tests & trials but it's only to make me stronger & at the end, Jesus receives from me many smiles. For those who don't know Jesus, you're missing out on so much. Believe me, if you would just let Him in your heart, you would feel the love of His touch & never again from Him be apart. Written By, Lisa/Prtyeyes 8-23-04
Here Is Another One On Kaleb
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Why can't anything in life be simple? I have lost a dear friend because he can't see things from my point of view...All I ask for was a little respect and I got total crap....I would have done anything for this person and now have nothing but grief and heartache...I was doing the greatest favor and now have lost a two year frindship because a woman was more important than his future..!!!!!!
Updates On Baby Kaleb
My Birthday
Well another year has past and it's another year wasted...some of you know why i feel like this...i'm so tired of feeling this way i just wish it would go away..god i wish it would go away...i'm venting a lil i guess...
The Trend We'd Like To Start ?????
Hot Sex Trends Worth Trying The Trend We'd Like to Start # The Moan-athon To offset the fast-paced world, make time for long, slow sex. Behold, the secret to all-night passion. # Strike a few poses. Rein in the excitement by varying positions. For example: Once you hit a stride in missionary, sit up and bump and grind facing each other. Then take a break while you transition to a side-entry pose like (ahem) the 77. # Halt jackhammering. Rapid-fire thrusting ensures a lightning-quick finish. To tame the tempo, grab his hips while he's on top and direct him to decelerate. Or get on top so you're in control of the speed of penetration. # Try many touches. Every time a new sensation is introduced, your body has a "Wow! What was that?" reaction, which forces you to take a climax-delaying pause. So lick, suck, scratch, squeeze and rub him all over. Source: Patricia Taylor, Ph.D., founder of
Work The New Lube Job
Hot Sex Trends Worth Trying Work the New Lube Job Once you've greased your guy up and kneaded him into a frenzy, progressing from caressing to kicking it has always been a no-no. "Traditional massage products contain chemicals that could damage a condom and promote infection," explains Lana Holstein, M.D., coauthor of Your Long Erotic Weekend. Now, companies are rolling out products that double as massage oils and sexual lubricants. "The formulas are odorless, not sticky and condom compatible, allowing couples to experience fully the pleasures of touch," says Dr. Holstein. Try K-Y Touch Massage 2-in-1 Warming (, ID Velvet Lubricating Liquid ( and Kama Sutra Love Liquid ( Since you're up to speed on the must-have love lotions, learn these touch techniques. Undress your dude and have him lie facedown. Straddle his back facing his feet so you can focus all of your energy on his butt and thighs. "These muscles are among the largest in the body, y
Sean's World Is Looking For You...
To join my forum. It's free and very active. We're looking to increase membership and become a hot, rising, talked about forum. So come and join if you haven't. Invite your friends. Come and have a blast meeting new people, posting pics, playing over 400 games in an arcade and more. Everyone's invited. Bring your friends. Bring everyone you know. Friends, family. All are welcome. The link is: Sean's World See you all there. :D Repost this for your friends, family and fans. Share it with everyone. Sean
Try A Top-notch Toy
Hot Sex Trends Worth Trying Try a Top-Notch Toy In recent years, sex-toy sites have seen a rapid increase in sales, with chicks being the majority of their clientele. So is it any wonder that adult toys have gone designer? "Style-savvy women weren't satisfied with the cheap, tastelessly packaged vibrators on the market," says Dana B. Myers, the 29-year-old cofounder of, a Website that sells posh playthings like the Swarovski crystal–encrusted (they're on the handle) Minx vibrator. "As a result, vibrators have undergone an extreme makeover. There has been a growing trend of 'sexual couture' -- fashionable products meant to be played with and admired." Once you've scored a top-of-the-line titillator, you won't want to keep it to yourself. So introduce your man to your battery-operated friend. "An electronic toy produces sensations that you or your partner can't, which adds a new dimension of pleasure," says Carol Queen, Ph.D., staff sexologist at Good Vibrations.
Girls Only
If you want boys to answer this then post "BOYS ONLY" If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY" If you want BOTH to answer this then post "BI SEXUALS" and be completely honest. what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged you: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me
Just Another Bad Day
Im Just trying to understand why bad things happen to great people. As many of you know my mother has had MS for a few years now, and is not in the best of health. Well this week my father was diagnosed with cancer, and must start radiation and chemo next week. This leaves me wondering how life can be so unfair sometimes. My parents are the greatest people, and have always been there for me, and have helped me in so many ways. I love them both so much. I can only pray and hope for the best for both of them. My parents are great people who would do anything for anybody and they do not deserve all of this. I don't understand how there are such evil people in this world, that are perfectly healthy. Not that i wish any illness on anyone, but it's just not fair. I don't know how to feel about anything. My only positive outlook is that I can take this time to tell them anything i want too, and too make sure they know I love them both and appreciate everything they have done for me
The 77
I HAVE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT THIS ONE !!! Do It in Double Digits No doubt, you're intimately acquainted with 69. Now may we introduce you to (drumroll, please)...77. Sex expert Cynthia Gentry, author of The Bedside Orgasm Book, clued us in to this frisky number. "The name 77 refers to the way you and your partner's bodies look when they meld together in this side entry position," explains Gentry. "It's similar to spooning but with a twist." We'll say. The unique angling practically guides his, uh, missile to your G-spot. To reach numeric nirvana, lie on your side with your guy behind you so that you're both facing the same direction. Wrap your legs around his top leg and pull him close, pushing your butt toward him as he enters you. Once he's inside, straighten your legs in tandem with his so they're tightly sandwiched together, toes pointed. Stay connected as you simultaneously bend at your waists, while extending your legs at a 45-degree angle away from your bodies. "Folding o
It amazes me how some people are so very....mmm insecure. In their relationships. Trust is SO imortant....if you dont trust them , why are you with them. Why is there jealousy???? If you are secure in yourself you should be secure with-in your relationship. I think they are one in the same if you are jealous then you dont trust and if you dont trust WHY stay in that situation. If another woman looks at your man, or proud in knowing he/she goes home with YOU and walks hand in hand with YOU!!! Dont get shitty cause someone admires the beauty that stands with you, feel proud that he/she shares that beauty with you in a special way, that it compliments you. I have found it hard to find people who can see past I the only one around who has no jealousies???? Can not two people of the opposite sex have a CLOSE relationship with out one of their partners getting "jealous"....can not two , a man and woman, be close with out it being seen as something deceptive? Can
Hold Your Head High Heavy Heart
Tonights the first night im spending at home in a long time. Ive been sleeping at the hospital recently with my mom. They set me up with a sweet little pull out chair bed thing. Its not like the one at the other hospital. Its better. Its like a pull out sofa bed but its a pull out chair bed. Its got springs in the matress though and one of the springs pokes me either right in the spine or right in between my chesticles which sucks either way. But ill go through hell and back to make sure mommas okay. I doubt ill be able to get much sleep tonight away from her. I gave my father his fathers day present early cause i was really excited about it and couldnt wait. I bought him a paintball gun, refillable co2 thingy and a box of paintballs. I wrapped em all in tinkerbell paper just cause thats how hXc tinkerbell is. He loved it. I cant wait to see what he does with it up at the hopyard. but at the same time im not to sure that was a good gift idea for him on my part...even though he loves
New Fire Video About To Go Into Production
yeah so Brennan and I got together last night and decided it was about time to make a new fire video. shall rope in Alex and the crew to shoot the video which I dare say will be no longer than a few minutes ... five at the most. we'll have myself performing fire twirling and perhaps some fire breathing, Brennan and Kate will be on Poi and maybe Cara will be brought in to do some Poi. we sat up late last night trying to come up with some music or a song that would last between three and five minutes that we could perform too. has to be up beat and fast ... so far we thought about using: Replacement Killers by Chemical Brothers Start The Game by Aquagen Cry Little Sister Remix by Unknown Artist ??? Insomnia by Faithless Interior Creeps by Massive Attack My Generation by Limp Bizkit (Brennan's suggestion not mine!) Chinese Burn Lunatic Calm Mix by Curve Bring Sally Up by Moby (though it is a little slow on the beat) Fingers by Joi Higher Ground by RHCP (maybe a little to f
Ou Loyal Wolf Friend, Raven
Our Loyal Wolf Friend, Raven, needs our help! First one to reach 15,000 wins a VIC!!! Let's show him some love! Wolferz
Celestial Cowgirl
Celestial Cowgirl # Erotic instructions: While your guy lies back, lower yourself facing his feet with your knees on either side of his torso. Then, lean back, forming an arch. Have him hold your hips to both support you and guide the thrusting. # Pleasure payoff for you: You'll be piloting your pleasure trip by controlling the speed and depth of his thrusts. Another reason this trick rocks? Arching your back will angle his member so it rubs against your ultrasensitive G. # Pleasure payoff for him: This sexy slant will allow him to take over the thrusting and gives him a chance to drive you wild as he touches your G-spot and nipples while kissing the back of your neck. And if you've got long hair, he'll love the feeling of it grazing his chest
Hip-to-hip Hula
Hip-to-Hip Hula # Erotic instructions: Have your guy lie flat on his back, his legs extended and spread a bit. Facing him, position your body on top of his, your pelvises aligned and your legs extended outside of his. Once he's inside you, lean forward and put your body weight on your palms. Your guy holds your hips or butt, helping to support you and control your motions. # Pleasure payoff for you: With the close alignment of your pelvic areas, your clitoris is in perfect position to rub against his pubic bone, producing superhot stimulation. Plus, because your torso presses against his, you won't feel quite so exposed. # Pleasure payoff for him: By grabbing your hips and butt, he can pull you close to get really deep. And he'll feel every inch of you while getting a primo view of your pair.
My feelings for you grow stronger each and everyday You please my very being in alot more than just one way. Your touch still reaches to me, the deepest part of my soul, My better part, my other half, the piece that make me whole. I'd give my life to protect you, lay everything on the line, Show the world that I love you, show them you are mine. My imperfections many, my faults are far from few, You never seem to mind them, everyone knows I'm dedicated to you. You make me feel submissive, I want to do whatever you please, I beg for you to love me, like a slave down on her knees. Your the strongest point in my life, my weakness, as you can see, You break down my highest walls, the hate the fear, that is me... You've won me over, I am completely yours, and yours alone, In this case not just my words, but my love for you is my bond..... This is for someone special, you know who you are...
Grr Not Such Great News
well this news aint that great and for those that know me well this will worry them but as i did the last time gods on my shoulders and angels are around but for those that dont i could use ur prayers too a few months ago i had surgery to replace the shunt on my right side i've had since an accident in 1992 and today i went to the docters becuase of a migrain ive had for 4 days now and was told the one in my left side has to be replaced becuase of a blockage so i dont know when ill be on next but i did sneak my laptop in i love my wireless chip god bless telus so i will try to pop on in case i dont for what ever the reason just know i think of all u and am bored outta my mind will miss u dearly and will always love ya all trin, p.s this place has the grossest food and smells too
The Hot Seat
The Hot Seat # Erotic instructions: Get your man to lie on his back, then lower yourself onto his lap with your legs perpendicular to his pelvis and guide his penis inside you. Place your hands behind you for support and move up and down his shaft (carefully, so you don't bend it and possibly hurt him), as he steadies you under your legs. # Pleasure payoff for you: The pose lets you thrust deep, then pull back so that just the tip of his penis is inside you. It's a great move if your guy's on the small side or if you crave a tighter fit. # Pleasure payoff for him: Every inch of your V will move up and down along his member -- making him feel like he's penetrating you for the first time with each new thrust. And with your legs close together, you'll feel really snug around his penis.
In The Air Tonight
"tower To Saudi Air 911
Atlanta ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911 -- You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Atlanta ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R - Allah be Praised. Atlanta ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711 -- You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you, Atlanta ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R. - Allah is Great. Pause: Static... Saudi Air: "ATLANTA ATC - ATLANTA ATC" Atlanta ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY!!!!! WE COMING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS. WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE. INSTRUCTIONS, PLEASE." Atlanta ATC: "Well bless your hearts and praise Jesus. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hi' for us..."
The Racy Recline
The Racy Recline # Erotic instructions: Your guy should be sitting up, with his weight on his palms and his legs stretched out and slightly spread. Facing him, sit between his legs and place his penis inside you. Lean back on your hands for balance, then lift your legs and rest your ankles on his shoulders. Putting a small pillow under your hips will help position you at just the right angle. # Pleasure payoff for you: Unlike most female superior poses, you won't be taking him for a ride: Your guy will do most of the thrusting. Meanwhile, you can concentrate on how amazing his penis feels stroking your G-spot. # Pleasure payoff for him: As he pumps and enjoys the action shot, he'll be able to see your face and take in all the bliss he's bringing you. And with your legs straddling his upper bod, he'll be completely surrounded by you...and love every minute of it.
The Lusty Lotus
The Lusty Lotus # Erotic instructions: Start with your man in a seated position. Face him and climb into his lap so you're straddling him, guiding his penis inside you. Wrap your legs around his waist while he crosses his legs Indian-style, then put your arms around his neck as he holds you under your hips. Rock back and forth for a long, sensual, big O buildup. # Pleasure payoff for you: The slow rocking motion lets his penis glide over your G-spot -- the bliss button inside you that often gets missed when you bump and grind at top speed. # Pleasure payoff for him: He'll love the feel of your breasts pressed into his chest as you sway your bodies in rhythm. You can also connect at the eyes and lips, taking your bond to a tantric passion plane.
Left Behind
I want to be noticed, not left behind i want to be included..not left behind i want to be loved, but instead im feeling...Left Behind i cant answer the why portion, why am i being left behind, only that i am and it hurts..perhaps if i no longer existed then i wouldnt worry about being left behind perhaps.........
2007 Field Day 24 Hr Training Event ( Greenville,il)
Training will be at Patriots Park in Greenville,IL June 23 & 24. Field Day June 23rd & 24th I will have a cooling station available for the K9's, Make sure you have enough water and food available. Meat and water will be provided to our members and your guest, we ask that you contact Alicen Ragsdale as soon as possible to let us know or ask what we need for side dish and head count of how many you have coming. If you want soda, Tea or other drinks I suggest you bring a small cooler tagged with your name. As always no alcohol beverages are allowed at this event, I may have a coffee maker for coffee available, No promised but will try. Electric will be available for phone chargers etc via 5,700 watt generator. Set up will begin at 8 Sharp Saturday Morning, I would appreciate the help even from Support members that may or may not be able to stay, It would be appreciated. Tear down will begin at 8 am sharp Sunday Morning Curriculum will i
Angel Goddess Needs Everyones Help!
Well I'm trying to win a Blast for 30 days and I need everyone's help. Comments Only with Bombing Allowed. So bring a friend and pass the link on and show me the luv all you cherries. Thank you all!
Finding Out The Real U...
I gave you my all, my love, my life, my soul, my my mind You take all of it and leave nothing behind. I do what I can to make you feel loved and at home, You leave to do whatever you do, and again leave me alone. I lie for you whenever your in trouble, between the hard place and the rock, You degrade my very being, yet still keep me under lock. What do you want from me, i have given you my all? Then thats when i see the truth, you watch me as I fall... Please bare in mind I have had some serious blocks going and I have never wrote a blog before, but I would appreciate any criticism, negative or positive, it is all for the greater....
Back To The Rodeo
Back to the Rodeo # Erotic instructions: He lies flat on his back. Hop on top of him facing his feet, guide his penis inside you, then carefully lower yourself all the way back so that you are lying on top of him. Extend your legs straight out and slightly apart. # Pleasure payoff for you: Woman on top has a rep for not producing much body contact, but this position provides that carnal closeness that makes doing the deed so damn steamy. The action is slow and penetration shallow -- a major plus if your dude is well-endowed. It'll also allow his penis to tantalize the supercharged nerves of your lower V zone. # Pleasure payoff for him: He'll love that he can touch your breasts and belly or manually stimulate you while nibbling your neck. You can show him exactly how you get yourself off by guiding his hand with yours -- a thrilling lesson most men crave.
Missing 2 Days, 5-year-old Found Alive
Jun 15, 10:15 PM EDT Missing 2 days, 5-year-old found alive By CARLA K. JOHNSON Associated Press Writer MOMENCE, Ill. (AP) -- A 5-year-old girl who was feared drowned with her grandfather on a boating trip startled searchers Friday when she emerged from the woods - naked, scratched and holding raspberries. Crews had pulled her grandfather's body from the Kankakee River in eastern Illinois just hours earlier. "People were like, 'Who's that little girl? That can't be her, can it?'" Kankakee Sheriff's Chief Deputy Ken McCabe said. "I went up to her (and) asked, 'How you doing? What's your name?'" When authorities told Hannah Klamecki's family - already grieving the loss of her grandfather - that she was alive, the home erupted in screaming. Hannah was taken to a hospital as a precaution. She slept with her parents and a teddy bear at her side before being released. Cradling the bear, she spoke freely of her ordeal Friday evening. "I was scared last night
!!!!!angry Sex!!!!!!
!!!!! Angry Sex !!!!!You're MadI'm Mad I'm HurtOh my god you smell so goodYour touch makes me cringe and tingle at the same timeYou grab mePush me up against the wallKiss MeForce your tongue inside my mouthTouch me wherever n however you wantYour hands feel hard against my skinI want to hit youI want to hate you But I melt against youInside I'm raging Inside I'm burning upImages flash through my mindHer with YOUYOU with HerYou Love Me?You Love Me!Tongue inside Warm, WetUp against the wallPulling my hairChoking me from behindOh My GodYou feel so goodYou hurt me so badYou betrayed meYou mislead meYou said you were sorryOh My God Pulling My Hair Leading me down the hall wayI followYou push me on your bedSuch agression Such forceIs this how you fucked her?Is it?You stopKiss me gentlytenderlychoke metell me you lovetell me I belong to youyou belong to meI'm on all foursOh My GodI can feel youSo deep It feels like you're in my stomachTears running down my faceYou wipe them awayHarderStronger
Guess What I Did
i cut my hair off!!!!!!!!!!! well about 7 inches is just waaaaaay too hot here in nor*cal.. i was shopping and i felt like i was going to die! so i drove over to the nearest salon and chop chop chop! sigh..........i miss it but DAMNIT its hot as hell...ill post some pics when its not so hot my makeup melts off! hehehe xoxoxo ttyl
Oh Joy
Now that our house is pretty much sold my dad wants a house in IN, WV, and FL so we'll be in IN during the warm weather and stay a week in WV during the winter and the rest of the col weather in FL. GAH!
April Wine "tonight Is A Wonderful Time To Fall In Love" Lyrics
APRIL WINE "Tonight is a wonderful time to fall in love" (Myles Goodwyn) Published by Slalom Publishing Co. - BMI Red and yellow, seasons changin' gear, oh yeah Giving her all I am, and reaching out for lovin' care And you know she can feel it, oh yeah, you know she doesn't have to try Goin' on forever, oh yeah, knowing that's the reason why, she said Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love, oh yeah Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love, Let's fall in love, let's fall in love The two of us together, oh yeah, doin' things the way we do And nothin' seems to matter, oh no, as long as I can be with you And you know she can feel it, cause that's the way she likes to fly Goin' on forever, oh yeah, and knowing that's the reason why, she said Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love, oh yeah Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love Tonite is a wonderful time, let's fall in love, oh yeah Tonite is a wonderful time to fall in love Let's fall in love, le
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i just want to let you all know that i will not be online much over the next few days, a very good friend of mine was found dead in his home tonight and i will be tied up with the his family and our friends over the next several days as we plan his memorial service.
The Passionate Piston
The Passionate Piston # Erotic instructions: Have your man lie on his back. Lower your body onto his shaft by planting your feet firmly on the mattress or floor and putting your hands on his shoulders. (A wall or headboard will also work.) He can help steady you by placing his hands on either side of your hips. Using your legs for leverage, "piston" straight up and down his shaft as quickly as possible. # Pleasure payoff for you: While you may not be able to piston like this for very long, the turbo-charged action kicks every sensation up a naughty notch and lets you alternate between ultradeep and more shallow motions. As the reader who created it says, your quads will get a good workout too. # Pleasure payoff for him: The sight of your set jiggling and bouncing as your legs propel you up and down will drive him wild. This aggressive move is all about that amazing animalistic pleasure guys go gaga for.
Prose, Rough Draft, Partial
I just wanted to post this here, as I'm doing something I've never done before - writing from the perspective of a woman. This is a long blog, but still a good look at the beginnings of my latest short story. What I really need on this is a woman that can read the story, and commit to adding a real female touch - a touch that I, as a man, cannot add (at least not without further research). Anyway, here is the start of the story of a 25 year old girl, reliving her experiences from age 14 and 15. Ultimately, the story will go until she's 25, and pick up from the beginning. I need a woman's touch. ************* Here I lie; two miles climb from the summit of Mt. Everest. I am too weak to make the climb. Tears roll down my face because of the knowledge that I’ll never see my life’s goal. I’m only twenty-five years old. I’m still a young woman. I should still be strong – my life has ensured that I should be stronger than most. I still have so many dreams ahead of me, y
The Sit 'n' Spin
The Sit 'n' Spin # Erotic instructions: With your guy flat on his back, face him, your knees on the floor or mattress, and lower yourself onto his penis. Have him put his hands on your thighs as you place yours on his torso. Gyrate your hips in a circle continuously in one direction, then switch directions. # Pleasure payoff for you: This easy-to-do pose puts you in the driver's seat so you can control the speed and motion. Moving in circles like a belly dancer makes you feel extra seductive, and you'll get totally tingly with his shaft rubbing against your vaginal walls. # Pleasure payoff for him: Besides the bodacious view of your breasts, he'll love the soft circling motions. And the unexpected twist in a new direction will keep him in a horny holding pattern, so he won't climax too quickly.
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Bubbly Back Float
EROTIC INSTRUCTIONS: Recline in a hot tub with your arms stretched out to your sides, holding on to the edge of the tub for support if you need to. Your partner kneels between your legs, facing you, and lifts you by the backs of your thighs so you're floating off the seat and he can enter you. WHY YOU'LL LOVE IT: Floating weightlessly gives you pelvic flexibility. You can experiment with aqua acrobatics that you couldn't manage on solid ground. COSMO HINTSituate yourself in front of a jet so the bubbles circulate below you, creating a tickly carnal current that will amp up the pleasure.
My Sister Has Gotten Married.. Congrats!!
by the state of Colorado my sister is now Amanda Fowler!!.. congrats sis.. and good luck.. enjoy ur evening.. and to my new brother in law.. i am watching u.. bahahahaha.. j/k congrats u 2.. (R)0bb!E T.
Since this keeps coming up: Get a copy of John Gray's "Men, Women, and Relationships." Learn the differences between men and women, learn to communicate, and above all stop trying to fix each other. Now go, and do.
Randy Raft
EROTIC INSTRUCTIONS: Climb onto a well-inflated raft in shallow water, and lie on your stomach with your butt and legs dangling over the edge. Your man should grab on to your thighs, as if he were pushing a wheelbarrow, then enter you. He can then pull you incredibly close for the deepest possible penetration. WHY YOU'LL LOVE IT: The Randy Raft delivers a double whammy. First, your guy can move your legs up and down to vary the angle of penetration, creating alternating sensations for you. Plus, since you can't see him, you aren't able to anticipate his next move, which is surprisingly thrilling. As your man gets close to climaxing, have him lean forward so his chest is pressed against your back for an intimate skin-to-skin finale.
Crosby Has Hart And More...
Pittsburgh's Sidney Crosby is all smiles as he stands amongst the three prestigious awards he'll be taking home, thanks to a splendid sophomore season. TORONTO -- One year after walking away from the NHL Awards Show gutted, Pittsburgh’s Sidney Crosby couldn’t stop smiling at this year’s end-of-season showcase. Last year, Washington’s Alexander Ovechkin was the overwhelming choice as the winner of the Calder Trophy, awarded to the League’s best rookie. Ovechkin beat Crosby by 444 points, including 124 first-place votes for Ovechkin to just four for Crosby. But, it was a far different story this Thursday night at the Elgin Theater, the site of the 2007 NHL Award Show. Here, Crosby was the unquestioned star of the night, claiming both MVP trophies on offer -- the Hart and Pearson trophies -- as well as the Art Ross Trophy as the League’s leading scorer and a place on the NHL’s 2006-07 NHL First All-Star Team. Crosby said his 2006-07 performance was not about atonement for los
Update On Kaleb!! June 15, 2007
*This blog was posted on MySpace by Kristy, Kaleb's mom. God be with them all!* June 15,2007 Kaleb had an Ok day today. The doctors have ordered speech therepy to start coming in daily and I was told the the lady who does it that this was a good sign. Today we focused on stimulization. I talked directly into Kaleb's ear and he responded by slightly moving his head to my direction. His breathing also increased. Then we played the lullaby glo worm and his arms shot right up in the air!!!!!!!!!! I mean STRAIGHT UP! I was so happy to see that. Then we focused on his mouth. We took a soft rubber thing and rubbed it against his lips and he would kind of smack his lips together. The speech lady thought that he did REALLY GOOD today. I was so happy to hear this! He is making leaps and bounds and I pray that this just continues. There has been a problem with his breathing pattern today though.... It has been kind of lower than normal. So I hope that this is nothing se
Congtatulations To My Sister And Her New Husband!!!
by the state of Colorado my sister is now Amanda Fowler!!.. congrats sis.. and good luck.. enjoy ur evening.. and to my new brother in law.. i am watching u.. bahahahaha.. j/k congrats u 2.. (R)0bb!E T.
This Would Be Awful
(Not my child) According to "" this is actually true! Forwarded story: Ok. I don't know where to begin because the last 2 days of my life have been such a blur. Yesterday, My youngest daughter Halle who is 4, was rushed to the emergency room by her father for being severely lethargic and incoherent. He was called to her school by the school secretary for being "very VERY sick." He told me that when he arrived that Halle was barely sitting in the chair. She couldn't hold her own head up and when he looked into her eyes, she couldn't focus them. Â He immediately called me after he scooped her up and rushed her to the ER. Â When we got there, they ran blood test after blood test and did x-rays, every test imaginable. Her white blood cell count was normal, nothing was out of the ordinary. The ER doctor told us that he had done everything that he could do so he was sending her to Saint Francis for further test. Â Right when we were leavi
Good Vibrations
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Good Vibrations Sit on top of a washing machine, with your legs dangling over the side. You can place the soles of your feet against it to steady yourself. Have your guy stand facing you, between your legs, and tighten your thighs around him after he's inside you. For deeper penetration, grab his butt and pull him in close. Once you're going at it, turn on the machine. The vibrations will feel delicious against your bare body. And every time the machine changes cycles, you'll experience a different sensation. "In addition to the shaking, the surface of the washer will create a scintillating heat from below," says Williams. Erotic extra: Have him lean forward so his thighs are against the machine, suggests Bakos. The vibrations will rock through his entire body.
Poetic Ramblings
I wanna live, I wanna die I feel so conflicted with love, I wanna fly I fly so high, I crash and die Cannot die, gotta live Live enough, for God to forgive Try so hard so my children to believe, Its alright for their Father to love and live Live himself to forgive, he wants to live, they want him to love him, to love them, to live with them.... They say,"Daddy, don't cry, don't die" ....I wanna live.
The Couching Tiger
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever The Couching Tiger Sit on your guy's lap while he's on the couch, and tuck your feet into the crease where the back and seat connect. When he's inside you, hold on to each other's forearms for support, and slowly lean back until you're lying on his thighs. Straighten your legs slightly and push back your hips to ride your guy; he can use your arms to help propel you back and forth. "This position is visually hot," says Bakos. "He can look at you spread out before him, and you get to see the action as well." It also angles your clitoris for direct contact and makes it easy for him to give you manual stimulation. Erotic extra: Place a pillow underneath his thighs (up by his knees) to allow for even deeper entry
On The Level
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever On the Level This is a perfect position if there's a big height difference between you and your man...but it's pretty hot even if there's not. Stand with your back to the wall, either at the bottom of the staircase or one or two steps up if your guy is taller than you are. (If you're taller, do the reverse.) He stands facing you so your pelvises are at the same level. Get yourselves situated, then lift one of your legs and rest it on the banister that's across from you to help support yourself. Hold on to his shoulders for balance as he enters you. (You both might have to twist your torsos a little to meld the right way.) The angle created by your raised leg will give him a tighter fit, making it more pleasurable for both of you. Erotic extras: By slightly bending your outstretched knee, you'll have more leverage to rub against him, giving your clitoris some extra feel-good friction and boosting your orgasm. "Try flexing your knee and
Look At Me
Just made friend of I made alot of friends, family and fans, thankyou all including the Cherrytap people themselves. Have a drink and party on me.
Thigh High
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Thigh High Kneel on the floor in front of an ottoman (or use a couple of cushions), then lean forward so your stomach is flat against it, palms on the floor. Have your guy kneel between your legs and hold on to your hips as he penetrates you. With him firmly inside you, straighten your legs and have him hold on to your highs. "He can lift your legs to create a better G-spotting angle," says Lloyd -- just let him know how high he should go. Another bonus of this from-behind position for you: Not being able to see him lets you fully focus on the tingly sensations. Erotic extra: If you have the flexibility to pull it off, start by sitting crosslegged, each foot on the opposite thigh. Then when you lean forward, keep your legs folded during intercourse. They will form a triangle with your butt for a sexy sight like he's never seen before, and your locked limbs will create an incredibly snug fit for his member
Bathing Booty
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Bathing Booty Taking a bath à deux can be incredibly seductive: "Just lathering up each other with bare hands is sensual and exciting," says Flemke. So next time you're having a sexy suds-fest with your man, have him lie back, resting his head on the edge of the tub. Facing him, kneel over one of his legs (his thigh should be sandwiched between your thighs), and lower yourself onto him. When he's inside you, wrap your ankles around his calf so you're fully entwined. Then lean forward and hold on to the edge of the tub behind his head to support yourself as you glide back and forth over his body, rather than up and down. The zero gravity of the water gives you a wider range of motion than you'd usually have and lets you experience new sensations every time you alter your movements. "This position creates a slower buildup, which can ultimately lead to an exciting climax," says Susan Crain Bakos, author of The Sex Bible: The Complete Guid
Doorway Play
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Doorway Play Standing-up sex can be a challenge, unless there's some solid structure for a door frame. For this pose, have your guy squat with his back against one side of a doorway. His thighs should be parallel to the floor, and he can put his hands behind his lower back for cushioning. Stand facing away from him, spread your legs so they're on either side of his, and then back up onto his member. Once you're positioned, bend forward and push against the opposite door frame with your palms. This helps you balance and allows you to control your gyrations and vary the speed and depth of penetration. You're in the driver's seat, so mix up your moves — swivel your hips back and forth in a circular pattern or figure eights — and experiment to see what feels best. Every time you switch direction, you'll both experience new pleasurable sensations. Erotic extra: Leave on a pair of sexy stiletto heels...and nothing else. The sh
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Kitchen Encounter
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Kitchen Encounter Sit on the edge of the counter, pull your knees up to your chest, and place your feet flat on the counter. Have your guy stand facing you between your legs, then scoot your bum far enough forward (it may have to hang over the edge or even hover a few inches above the surface) so he can enter you. If you're too high up for him to reach you comfortably, he can stand on a phone book or sturdy crate. Hold on to his shoulders for support, and have him grab your butt to help propel you back and forth. "This is a twist on an ancient position in the Kama Sutra where both thighs are raised in the air, which allows for very deep penetration," says Alex Williams, author of the upcoming Kitchen Kama Sutra: 50 Ways to Seduce Each Other Outside the Bedroom. Erotic extras: The kitchen offers you easy access to homemade passion props. "You can tease him with the sink sprayer or even use it on yourself as you sit in the sink," points
Just Average Me
I'm tired of being the girl next door. I wan to stand out in a crowd and be the center of attention for once. I'm tired of not being peoples "type" and having a "great personality". I want to be beautiful, sexy, hot. to go about doing this metamorphasis? If anyone has ANY advice for me, no matter how harsh it can leave it here with me. I am in serious need of a mentor. Let's face facts, people don't put a picture of themselves online to be judjed on personality. Basically, I'm really REALLY sick of being just average.
I Need A Vacation!
So, I was supposed to take my nieces home today, but plans have changed. Their mother decided instead of taking care of business, she would go for a road trip and go party. So, I'll have three kids Saturday and I don't know if I'll get to go to the Gay Pride Parade...I'm debating if I wanna take the kids to that. Would I be a bad influence if I took them? Anyways, I'm babysitting Saturday a little monkey man named Tyrese. He's 3 years old, too and he's only 2 days older than Ayanna. They are so f'in cute. My crush hasn't been online in forever and I miss him/her...whichever it may be...I forgot it's a big fat secret! I hate secrets. I'm watching the Emmy's and Ellen Degeneres won! GO ELLEN! I gotta go, I'm just blabbin now...sorry to have bored you...I'm bored too!
Star Widget
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Flooring It
Cosmo's Most Creative Sex Positions Ever Flooring It Finally, a ground position with no rug-burn risk (at least for you). Have your guy kneel (he can cushion his knees with a towel or pillow), face away from him, and slowly lower yourself onto his member. You can tease him with some sweet eye candy by slooowly inching your way down. Stay squatted without fully sitting so you'll be able to thrust with abandon. Your guy can lean back on one hand and use the other to stimulate your pleasure zones. "This is one of the best positions for him to bring you to orgasm manually," says Flemke. Another bonus: If you lean back, you get the naughty thrill of not looking into each other's eyes but the intimacy of having your faces so close. Erotic extra: Have your guy spread his thighs wide, then kneel on the floor in front of him. Keep your legs together and you'll be able to feel every inch of him as he slides in and out of you.
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Update For Kaleb 6/15/07
Friday, June 15, 2007 June 15,2007 Kaleb had an Ok day today. The doctors have ordered speech therepy to start coming in daily and I was told the the lady who does it that this was a good sign. Today we focused on stimulization. I talked directly into Kaleb's ear and he responded by slightly moving his head to my direction. His breathing also increased. Then we played the lullaby glo worm and his arms shot right up in the air!!!!!!!!!! I mean STRAIGHT UP! I was so happy to see that. Then we focused on his mouth. We took a soft rubber thing and rubbed it against his lips and he would kind of smack his lips together. The speech lady thought that he did REALLY GOOD today. I was so happy to hear this! He is making leaps and bounds and I pray that this just continues. There has been a problem with his breathing pattern today though.... It has been kind of lower than normal. So I hope that this is nothing serious. His o2 sats are perfect though so I am sure that it is nothing ser
Baby Kaleb
He is a 6 month old baby who now is in PICU because they say his babysitter shook him. She is now out on a $5000 bond, while he lies in a hospital struggling to live. His parents are praying every day just to have their little boy back. June 14, 2007 Update on Kaleb From His Mom's Blog Busy GREAT DAY! I am so sorry if I have frightened any of you. We have had a Busy day here at the hospital... Busy but GREAT!!! Kaleb has been awake almost all day!! That is why it has taken me so long to do this blog. I got to help give him a bath today. Bath time was my favorite time with him at home. It was our bonding time. And here is the greatest part of this blog: I GOT TO HEAR KALEB CRY!!! Not like a Loud, long cry, but def. a short cry. Oh how I miss his little voice... My dad and I almost fell over when we heard it!! This has topped today for me. We got good news about the internal bleeding, it is nothing serious. They seem to think that it's from the feeding tube irratating
Things We Will Never Know
Things that you will never know, is how hard I've tried to let you go. Though devastation's left behind, I often answer...oh me... ..I'm fine. You cannot grasp the heart I gave, our friendship you still could've saved. I sacraficed...I gave all of it, and in return you gave me shit. Things you can't comprehend what hurts the most, is you were my friend. As other's wait for my heart to mend, they ask of me, when will it mend. And since it's been so ever slow, these are things we will never know.
~incense Chart~
Blueberry Burn to keep unwanted influences away from your home and property Blue Roses Specially crafted to honor the Goddess in all her aspects Carnation A sweet floral scent traditionally used for healing Cherry Sacred to Venus, this blend will attract and stimulate love Cinnamon Use to gain wealth and success Coconut Burn for protection and purification Copal Sacred to the Mayan and Aztecs, this blend is suitable for honoring the Gods Frangiapani Burn to brighten your home with friendship and love Frankincense Draw upon the energy of the sun to create sacred space, consecrate objects, and stimulate positive vibrations Honeysuckle Burn for good health, luck, and psychic power Jasmine For luck in general, especially in matters relating to love Lotus For inner peace and outer harmony, to aid in meditation and open the mind's eye Musk Burn for courage and vitality, or to heighten sensual passion Myrrh An ancient ince
RAINBOWS If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you. And share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea. But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be...what I know best, a friend that's always there.
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You scored as Hopeless Romantic, You are a hopeless romantic. What's the point is kidding if you don't love the other person. You always wanna be caught in the moment and close to that other person. :PHopeless Romantic100% Sweet88% Passive75% Downright Dirty63% Tease38% Whats your kissing style?created with
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A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Yea, she hath enslaved my mind. Entice me to taste the fruit, has she. She sayeth unto me, Come, walketh the meadows of splendor with thee and let it consume thy body fully. Surrender thyself unto passion, let thy flesh crawl in lustful ways. Thy moment at hand, depart from thy earthly bonds to mingle with the stars. Taste and exult in rapturous pleasures and know truest surrender. Thou wilst cradle ecstasy, yet again this very night." © 1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions
Hot...soft... Not Bad For A Sex
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to all my sexxii friends and family im in a 7 day blast please come show me sum love i will return the love to all who help me click the pic
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~ Crystals And Gemstones For Healing ~
~ CRYSTALS AND GEMSTONES FOR HEALING ~ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- AGATE Good for transmutation; helps with the emotion of acceptance; gives a mellow, blended aspect; beneficial in stomach area. AGATE/BOTSWANA Use with high-pressure oxygen therapy; smoke inhalation. AGATE/FIRE - Master healer with color therapy; enhanceds all essences; grounds and balances; sexual & heart chakra binder; burns energy. AGATE/MOSS - Emotional priorities; mental priorities; colon, circulatory, pancreas & pulses; blood sugar balance; agriculture. AGATE/PICTURE L & R brain imbalances; i.e. epilepsy, autism, dyslexia; visual problems; blood circulation to the brain; apathy is eased. ALEXANDRITE Low self-esteem & difficulty centering imply need; central nervous system disorders; spleen & pancreas. AMBER Memory loss; eccentric behavior; anxiety; inability to make decisions; thyroid, inner ear & neuro-tissue strengthener;
~directions And Their Meanings~
North This is the direction of the Element Earth and the Power of Body. Its Nature forms are rocks, clay, sand, and soil. In human life, this is the physical dimension and the sensing realm. In connecting with this direction, pay attention to your physiological processes, to the sensations in your body, to your biological needs, and to your physical health. Healing modalities include good nutrition, hygiene, body language awareness and change, relaxation, and rest. East This is the direction of the Element Air and the Power of Mind. Its Nature forms are the winds, the atmosphere, and the breath. In human life, this is the mental dimension and the thinking realm. In connecting with this direction, pay attention to your thought processes, to your ability to reason, to your attitudes, and to your mental health. Healing modalities include self-talk analysis, affirmations, journal writing, cognitive restructuring, and education. South This is
Happy Fathers Day
Graphics & Layouts I wanna take the time to send a special message to my father even though he is no longer here..i wanna thank you for everything you did for me..thank you for having a heart..and taking the time to love and care for me in the ways that u did..there arent enough words or ways for me to express my appreciation for you and the things you have done...I love you daddy!! R.I.P(June 25, 1994) Graphics & Layouts happy fathers day to all the fathers and mothers who are fathers..may it be filled with lots of love and blessings ~*~ Shyy ~*~
Just Because
I guess I am writing just cause I really have nothing else to do, but sit at home and think...The things that I have been thinkin about have made me a lil down...I guess you could say that I am happy but I am not...I have met the person that I can say is my soulemate but I am not really sure that he sees it...or that he feels the same way...I have pictures up of him cause just looking at him makes me smile and puts the light in my eye...I love him more then he will ever know...I would do anything for him and I would give him the world... I am not sure that he knows that either though...Hes the first thing that I think of when I roll out of bed and I continue to think of him most of the day...Hes the first thing that I think of when I am going to bed wishing that I could give him a kiss good night and tell him that I love him...I dream about him when I am sleeping...For some reason I just can't seem to gret him out of my head...Hes is so awesome and I am not sure that he knows that eith
~principles Of Belief~
Principles of Wiccan Belief - Spring Witchmeet of 1974 The Council of American Witches finds it necessary to define modern Witchcraft in terms of the American experience and needs. We are not bound by traditions from other times and other cultures, and owe no allegiance to any person or power greater than the Divinity manifest through our own being. As American Witches, we welcome and respect all life-affirming teachings and traditions, and seek to learn from all and to share our learning within our council. It is this spirit of welcome and cooperation that we adopt these few principles of Wiccan belief. In seeking to be inclusive, we do not wish to open ourselves to the destruction of our group by those on self-serving power trips, or to philosophies and practices contradictory to these principles. In seeking to exclude those whose ways are contradictory to ours, we do not want to deny participation with us to any who are sincerely interested in our k
Weird/funny Images I Found While Browsing This Week - 06/15/07
Yeah, I know they aren't images but they're still funny, and I still found them this week These guys are actually a serious Hungarian rap group:
Why Do People Downrate Pictures Then Rip Them?
I know this is going to sound childish but oh blog i can sound childish right?!?! lol =) anywho i'd really like to know why people downrate a picture then have the nerve to RIP IT!!! If your going to downrate something why rip it? .... /end rant
Military Prayer Chain
Let us pray... Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON!
Ex Girlfriends
You know i was browsing the alumni section for my highschool on myspace, and i ran across my ex girlfriend. I went to her page, ( i was listeningto Everything Changes by Staind by sheer chance) and saw she was married with kids and was really happy. When we broke up is was fairly nasty, and a good part was inexperience and youth that played in it. There was no cheating on anyones side, but her dating me was a lot tougher for her because it was soo much more of a physical relationship and we saw each other every single day. The thing is we both were in love with each other. I woulda moved the earth and moon for her.... and seeing her profile and listening to that music... it was hard rel hard. i had to click off her page pretty fast..i dunno it felt like i still had some love still for her? I dont know do u ever really stop loving someone, or do u jsut bury it so it doesnt hurt, right now im jsut really stressed in my life and i certainly didnt need ot have this emotion pop out
Special Woman
i'm alittle down in the dumps right now i've not seen or talked to my gf/crush in fours days and i'm so worried about her i love her with all my heart.I wish i was in KANSAS with her. ANGELEYES46 I LOVE YOU.

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