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Status Update
Still no private access internet for me. I have no upload or download capabilities, nor the ability to cut and paste. Bummer that I can't leave all the pretty picture comments that I used to but ... maybe ... someday. There's always hope. I will still check my messages here and respond to all who comment and return the love the those who rate 10's or 11's. *hugs to all*
Welcome To The First Amendment
As you can tell, I'm all for using our basic freedoms and putting them into reality rather watching them from a sheet of paper. It makes us who we are as Americans and as human beings. This species was not meant to be caged, but to be explorers. But with this Goddess given right of ours, knowledge must accompany it. Please keep that in mind as you comment on any of my posts. Who I am: A Southern California native Married, with a beautiful daughter Egyptian Pagan, and proud of it Computer geek, but not your average one. Professional musician Industrial DJ Freelance writer Freelance graphic and web designer But I make my money selling electronics. Some say I'm: Smart Outgoing Talkative when he wants to be but most importantly VERY OPINIONATED Where I stand with issues: A registered member of the Green Party, with centrist beliefs. I believe that the Constitution is there for a reason, and that it is the fundamentals of what our nation is about I believe we sho
So There!!!
Husband: Ya know.....if you learned to cook, we could fire the chef!!! Wife: Yeah.....and if you learned to fuck, we could fire the gardener too!!!
A Poem For Me
I lay here dreaming of what is true, That without you in my world, It is upside down and blue, so let the world know, when i spend time with you, my mind is blown, and my heart u will always own. some one sent this to me to express the love they feel for me. i figured i would share it with whomever wanted to read it.
If I had a place to hide it would be here! If I had a women to love it would be U! If I could take back time! I wouldnt! To live again! To breath again is pure!To live again is beautiful! U make me learn that colors can lie! People make stupied Ds! People who stick around have a heart!My love grows to new highs!
Brown Eyes
People with Brown eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are lovers, not fighters. But if you mess around, they'll knock you out. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have Brown eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart.
I’m trying my best to get away I don’t know what else I can do or say I’m doing this all on my own Going as fast as I can all alone Without and help or encouraging words I guess my speed is only at two-thirds I’m moving slow, my body can’t take much more As it is already most days I am quite sore My love for you has already stopped growing No feelings for me are you showing I will never stop loving you, so never fear But, will I ever pull you near As things stand now it’s something I doubt Though if I’m wrong I’d surely shout I would surely shout for glee If only you were loving me.
i got lots of cool pics of places if gone so far this summer come have a look
Fuck Buddies!!!!
Lets just do and and see what comes about.....hehehehe Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your Cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, comment in this bulletin saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, comment in this bulletin that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery
You're My Light
You’re my only ray of light Lighting my dark corridor The only star Shining in the sky The only taint of blue Tearing my grey sky. You’re the smile on my face, The spark in my eyes, From head to foot A warm shiver Running all The way Down My Heart.
The Stone
It was found in her pocket a smooth, round stone such as one found along the water on the beach carried daily, oiled by her slim fingers. A memory of mornings on the bay. I held it tenderly as she would have, I knew its travel path A small, smooth stone; colors carried the ocean, cool like the bay waters. My fingers traced impressions, left by her and by the wash of the tides overlooked perhaps a hundred times in one passing day. I knew she favored it after loving, she put that stone away. And now it's mine, a shine oiled by her fingers and carried through each moon. It never was discarded, just relinquished far too soon.
A Place In My Mind
A Place in My Mind As I open my eyes I see a great world, Many souls wander this world Not seeing what lies in the future, A future of untold possibilities Some may hold true happiness, Others may hold pain and suffering, All will try to leave this world But all will fail, I want to leave this world But I don’t know how, I seek a key I seek a way out, But there is no key Or a way out, I try to close my eyes But I cannot, Now my soul becomes tortured As the rest of this world.
Cherry Blasts This Happened To Me
Hello all I am writing this bulletin because I am a little upset!!!!!Last night I bought a 7day blast and this morning when I went on tap to see if it had gone through I had a message saying my blast was rejected because I spelled "cum", when I should of spelled it come I would of been more than happy to have re-spelled it the right way but I wasnt given the chance to.Instead cherrytap took my 20dollars and gave me nothing in return.I think this is friggin wrong.I was given no chance to fix my blast,ended up with no blast and they have my hard earned cash.I think this is just WRONG WRONG WRONG!Where is the fairness in this?????I even sent a message to the help support shop but have not been answered.Am I the only one this is happened too????I work hard for my money and love my cherry tap friends and fans I just dont think this is fair.So anyone want to buy me a blastThanks for taking the time to read
Because You Love Me Celine Dionne
Let Me
Let me feel you taste me With the tip of your tongue As you creep up my thighs While the night is still young Let me feel you dip in my juice While caressing my clit Let me feel you as you lap my sweet walls As you plunge in a bit Let me feel you turn up the heat And arouse my desire As you soak in my hole Of hot liquid fire Let me feel you butter my lips As I quiver and sigh From my sexual high Let me feel you climb up on me As you thrust yourself all in me Let me feel all of you and All the desires that run thru you
Ask And Wish
My Answers To Another Survey
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Yes I have been cooking since I was 9 years old lol My first Turkey dinner I made at 9 years old lol 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. To go to Scotland lol And Yes I still have that dream 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. Unrealistic talent lol to read minds and hearts lol Realistic talent - To be able to give the best advise I can to help those that come to me 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Hmmmm that would depend on the situation :P yes vague :P 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. lol I have a
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Go Help My Friend Christie
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In Love With A Dream
Driving In Jackson
If your Jackson map is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If you're in Madison or Pearl and your map is one day old, then it is already obsolete. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jackson has its own version of traffic rules. All directions start with "Get on State Street " which has no beginning and no end. Everything in Jackson is "just off State." The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended,cussed out and possibly shot. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing with all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic. Darting back and forth from one lane to another with no signal is considered reckless driving in most other cities, but it is business as usual in Jackson . Stop signs are considered "sugge
~the Accused~
Kiernan walked into her cottage just on the outskirts of town to find Boch propped up on her couch, frowning. "Hey, babe, wha-" Boch was seething- Kiernan had never seen this side of him before. "Kiernan, I told you not to interfere. Yet you went behind my back and opposed the Council anyway!" "Well, I wasn't going to sit there and have their desire for a speedy outcome put a man in prison just they can go have Ritual!" Kiernan snarled. Boch leaped up off the couch, taking Kiernan by the arm. "And I will not tolerate disobedience!" Kiernan shrugged away from his hold. "Disobedience? Last I checked, Boch, I am not on a leash! Now get out of my house!" Boch looked at her in wonder- she had never ordered him out of her house, her bed, or anywhere away from her. "Might not see me for a while- you know I leave early for Shadek." "Go!" Hissing, Boch turned on his heel and left, slamming the door behind him. Kiernan sat down and let the breath out of her in one si
Televised Church
Televised Church 1.7.04 A man of cloth appears; the crowd cheers like puppets obeying their master. A silent hush covers the mass, as the weak and absent minded are brought onto the stage. Words of the almighty echo throughout the hall, While lies are spoken softly. The power of God slams into the forehead, but all that is healed is the greed of the praised. Before the curtain closes, confused souls are carried away from the stage. The minds of the followers never healed, the hearts still Broken and their pockets emptied.
Before Love
So My little secret is, my past two blogs about Jealousy and Rumors..will highly resemble the songs on the album I'm working on... Of course you didn't expect me to give you all the words verbatum did ya? LOL but it's very close..Heck if Carrie Underwood can Carve her name into a leather seat and be a christian artist,then surely I'm aloud to vent as well LOL But really, I have been in the process for two years trying to complete a song.. now titled Before Love! It's a puzzle piece of a women thats been with a man for 8 years and dreams of the good ol days.with him... You know the ones where you do the stuff that happens Before Love. We have all been there.. that feeling you had when you first got together? That time before you said I love you. Any way my friend J. secretly helped drag the melody and some fun stuff to the table.. (he's the only one I let in on my thoughts.. to listen to me sing and put his guitar and keyboard to it) of course i never let anyone eles but im
Lawyer Joke
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in central Texas. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Texas . We settle small disagreements like this; with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three tim
Thunder Rolls
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Sleep Study
well the doctor called today to say i can have my sleep study tonight instead of my schedule time at the end of the month so they will moitor me tonight to try and figure out why i havent slept well and what might be the cause why i havent really slept or rested in years
Track 11 - Eat Me, Drink Me
In the wasteland On the way to the Red Queen... It's no wonder our stage clothes Have dreams to be famous. The trees in the courtyard Are painted in blood, So I've heard. She hangs the headless Upside down to drain. EAT ME, DRINK ME This is only a game, This is only a game I was invited to A beheading today. I thought I was a butterfly Next to your flame. A rush of panic and The lock has been raped. This is only a game, This is only a game... But then our star rushes in, Feeling like a child and looking Like a woman... She has been forecast with an Attempt to kill herself, But the ending didn't test well. EAT ME, DRINK ME This is only a game. I was invited to A beheading today. I thought I was a butterfly Next to your flame. A rush of panic and The lock has been raped. This is only a game, This is only a game... But then our star rushes in, Feeling like a child and looking Like a woman... She has been forecast with an Attempt to kill
~black Crayola~
and on the edge of the abyss called life after love... I drown. Enveloped in pain and the shards of brilliant light of a glimpse of a new life. What to do? Without you am I me? Without me am I me? Oh slain are the days of recognition that I knew, we knew. You leave me not with loneliness that haunts nor betrayal that angers or lies that burn... but with estrangement that pierces the safety of my fetal position. I take my black crayola and scribble your name from my life. ~Kory~ 6/06/07
Six Flags The After
well what a crappy day it was it was to be sunny out in massachussetts but it rained and the park closed at 3pm cause it wouldnt stop but it was my sisters bday but it turned out a bad day we went on a few rides but nothing big i didnt feel it cause of rain uhhh
Track 10 - You And Me And The Devil Makes 3
I'm just like rolling a stone up A hill in Hades If you want to lie with me You're going to be a liar Hell-flavored, I've got mood poisoning You must be something that I hate I'm just a prison of property Buckets full of better misery There's not a word for what I want to do to you There's not a word for what I want to do to you You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me Murdercute happyrape Murdercute happy, happy, happyrape Killer Murdercute happyrape Murdercute happy, happy, happyrape Killer Watch out your face My sperm's cold as ice Bouquet of knives, Killer Watch out your face My sperm's cold as ice Bouquet of knives, Killer You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me 1-2-3 1-2-3 If you get in bed someone will fall in love You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me and the devil makes 3 There's not a word for w
Track 9 - Mutilation Is The Most Sincere Form Of Flattery
Hey There's no rules today. You steal instead of borrow. You take all the shapes that I make. And you think That you thought All the thoughts That I thought you, Don't you? Mutilation's the most Sincere form of flattery. If you want to be me, Then stand in line like the rest. Now, do you know what I mean? The young get less bolder The legends get older But I stay the same As long as you have less to say Do you think that I wouldn't say this? You know that I play this better than you. Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you too Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you too Do you really think that I wouldn't say this? You know that I play this better than you. Rebels without applause I sell my shadow to those Who are standing in it They think I would Bitch about them Thinking they are The shit When they can't Even step In it The young get less bolder The legends get older But I stay the same As long as you have less to say Do you think that I wouldn't say this? You know t
Track 8 - Are You The Rabbit?
I'm a kick stand in your mouth And I'm the tongue's slamming on the brakes Pull the choke in Pull the choke in As hard as it will take. All your pictures are getting dirty Don't want anyone else's Hand on my gears. And I'll choke on All the diamonds, Like a vulture, on your face So ask your self before you get in, I know the insurance won't cover this. Are you the rabbit Or the headlight, And is there Room in your life For one more breakdown? You can't escape, Can't escape All your demons. All you demons, "Watch out, watch out, For your lovers." Faster, faster, Faster-faster-faster-faster, I'm late, I'm late! And the hands on my clock Are starting to shake. We're on the line between The devil's tits, We've been driving on E. I'm going to be wanted for this crime "Well at least you're wanted," You'll say. So ask your self before you get in, I know the insurance won't cover this. Are you the rabbit Or the headlight, And is there Room in you
Quote Of The Day - 6/6/07
"That which sustains can also destroy" - Angelina Jolie
For Anyone Who Lost Someone On 9/11
I Don't know who wrote this but let't get it out there to remember the families who have lost a loved one Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly pas
Short Hiatus
Some of you might have noticed I haven't been here in a few days. Well here is the reason. Saturday morning here in PA we had on and off showers. By late morning it turned into thunderstorms. It seems that lightning hit a house across the road and it fried the phone lines. Since I use Verizon DSL, I was basically put on a long timeout from the internet. Today is Wednesday, many of you CT addicts know that having no internet for 5 days is no fun. Also the bill to get new lines ran, plus the visit ran over 100 bucks, so its a bad/good day. I also had to buy two new phones because the old ones were fried! I hope others didn't have this kind of problem, its not a good experience.
Track 7 - Evidence
You have eyes that Lead me on And a body that Shows me death Your lips look like they were made For something else but They just suck my breath I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want you wanting me I want what I see in your eyes So give me something to be scared of Don't give me something to satisfy You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off F
Track 6 - Heart Shaped Glesses (when The Heart Guides The Hand)
She reminds me of The one in school When I was cutting She was dressed in white And I couldn't take my eyes off her But that's not what I took off that night And she'll never cover up What we did with a dress No She said "kiss me, it'll heal But it won't forget. Kiss me, it'll heal But it won't forget." And I don't mind you Keeping me on pins and needles. If I could stick to you And you stick me too. Don't break, don't break My heart And I won't break your Heart-shaped glasses Little girl, little girl You should close your eyes That blue is getting me high Don't break, don't break My heart And I won't break your Heart-shaped glasses Little girl, little girl You should close your eyes That blue is getting me high Making me low That blue is getting me high Making me low She reminds of The one I knew That cut up the negatives Of my life I couldn't take my hands off her She wouldn't let me be Anywhere but inside And I don't mind you Ke
Well, It's A Step In The Right Direction
Yesterday was a bit of an oddball day for me. It was unseasonably cold to start out. And for the first time in my tenure as building manager, there was a major oversight. OK, maybe I'm exaggerating a little bit. Maybe I'm not; to my boss, any loss of money is not good. #18 was never re-rented out, and it has been cleaned yet uninhabited for the last few weeks. Oops. No problem. We didn't have a problem finding someone to rent it to. My biggest thing is that I hope he/she doesn't turn out to be one of those nutcases that wears a mop on his head for kicks or gets drunk and makes everyone else's life miserable. Like I always say, there's always some drama going on in my building. Always. Now to today... my friend Dan Abbott had a doctor's appointment today, so I filled in for him over at M&M's for a few hours. I was feeling really good about this. I'd make some money, so I wouldn't have to cringe that much every time I see that $143 I spent for my new laptop hard drive. So I get there
Track 5 - Just A Car Crash Away
Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. She blew me her death-kiss And the mouth-marks Bled down my eyes, Like her dying On my windshield. I can already feel Her worms Eating my spine. So how can it be this lonely? Is this all we get For our lives? Is love only sweeter when One of us dies? Then I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. I knew that our
Track 4 - They Said That Hell's Not Hot
I kill myself in small amounts In each relationship it's not About love. Just another funeral and Just another girl left in tears. And I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon And I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... They said that hell's not hot They said that hell's not hot I gave my soul to someone else She must have known that It was already sold. It was never about her, It was about the hurt. And so I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon And I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... I kill myself in small amounts In each relationship it's not About love. Just another funeral and Just another girl left in tears. I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm g
Track 3 - The Red Carpet Grave
They call her Bulldozer speech demon Without distractions of hope, She makes the depression business Look surprisingly novel. And she's not just royal, Allegedly loyal Not unfaithful but she has no faith in me. Inhale the damage smoothly Paradise isn't lost, It was hiding all along. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. I can't turn my back on you When you are walking away. Bottomless celebrity scar Staged circuses for schoolgirls, Us boys are all dressed up like a Mediocre suicide omen. Here comes the red carpet grave Again and again and again, Oh man. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. Can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away, There's the ones that you love, T
Track 2 - Putting Holes In Happiness
The sky was blonde like her It was a day to take the child Out back and shoot it. I could have buried all my dead Up in her cemetery head She had dirty word witchcraft I was in the deep end of her skin. Then, it seemed like a one car wreck But I knew it was a horrid tragedy. Ways to make the tiny satisfaction disappear. Blow out the candles On all my frankensteins. At least my death wish will come true. You taste like Valentine's and We cry, You're like a birthday. I should have picked the photograph It lasted longer than you. Putting holes in happiness. We'll paint the future black If it needs any color. My death sentence is a story Who'll be digging when you finally let me die? The romance of our assassination If you're Bonnie, I'll be your Clyde. But the grass is greener here and I can see all of your snakes. You wear your ruins well Please run away with me to hell. Blow out the candles On all my frankensteins. At least my death wish will come tr
My Big Event!
My BIG event is tomorrow night and I'm a tad stressed... I've been running around driving myself nuts testing lightshow stuff, testing audio gear, making sure we have enough extension cords, checking the music, burning CD's, doing double and triple checks of the equipment, going craaazy.... It's a risk... my risk... My partners risk... My partners and I have passed out close to 7000 flyers in the AV area for the event all while I geek out on the technical stuff. Then there's my Job... teaching.. Fiber Optics, and Structured Cabling... I tell them that I can't work for them on Thursday nights cause I have a gig to do and what do they do? They book me for Tues and Thurs nights teaching a Fiber Optics class 1.5+ hours away from home... I just got off the phone with my boss and he took a whole month to NOT fix my problem by moving the day to some other day, except Thursday. Hopefully that will be resolved by tomorrow or I may have no job, based on their screw up... Wo
Would You Do It????
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: 3.Would u wanna taste me? answer: 4.Would u want me 2 fuck u hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we had sex? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If I gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: 20.Would u tell me the truth no matter what
Harley Davidson
Track 1 - If I Was Your Vampire
6 a.m. Christmas morning. No shadows, no reflections here. Lying cheek to cheek in your cold embrace. So soft and so tragic as a slaughterhouse. You press the knife against your heart. And say, "I love you, so much you must kill me now." I love you so much you must kill me now. If I was your vampire, certain as the moon, instead of killing time, we'll have each other until the sun. If I was your vampire, death waits for no one. Hold my hands across your face, because I think our time has come. Digging your smile apart with my spade tongue. The hole is where the heart is. We built this tomb together, and I won't fill it alone. Beyond the pale everything is black, no turning back. If I was your vampire, certain as the moon, instead of killing time, we'll have each other until the sun. If I was your vampire, death waits for no one. Hold my hands across your face, because I think our time has come. Blood-stained sheets in the shape
I want you here To hold me close Chase away my fears If you knew I loved you If only you knew You might understand What I feel But you don’t know And I am scared to say the truth Because I know you don’t feel The same about me.
Missing Girl Found.
Girl missing 1 year found alive in secret room A 15-year-old girl missing for nearly a year was found Wednesday locked in a small hidden room under the staircase of a couple's home, police said. Two people who live at the home in West Hartford, Connecticut, were arrested. The girl probably was not kept in the secret room at all times, police said, but based on her pale complexion, they speculated she never went outside. Reported on
Cyborg Ex Father In Law About a month back, I went to my 8 year old son, David's birthday party. I don't really care to have to go over to my ex in laws house mainly because past the normal demeanor they show everyone, they are really a fucked up family. Oliver, my ex FIL talks in this monotoned voice and structers his sentences in the manner of Rain Man. Come to think of it, I have never put Oliver in the human category. He never displays any emotion what so ever. Their middle child, Ed speaks in the same monotoned voice, he just structers his sentences better. The onlt child they had who turned out even half way normal was Bill.. And he was an accident. My ex mother in law, Peg still lives in the 50's where women had a place and stayed in it. I can remember talking to her during a seperation with my ex Tim. I told her that sex with Tim repulsed me now, I had no interest in it, he wanted me to do attrocious things, he liked to cause me pain, he liked to force himself on me. And
Im Comin Home Guys
I can't wait, July 1st I'm movin back to windsor.. Mom's not to happy about it... But what are ya gonna do, I aint happy here, I need to be wit my friends, and my gurl... I miss the partyin and the fun, who wouldn't... Anywho, I gots ta go... XxXPeaceXxX
Am I The Fool
I am in such awe of a man that I know not what to do. It just doesn't seem like me but I am sure it is just a phase and I will soon let it go.
Bellatrix is a boy! I know I stated in an earlier blog entry that I took in this black kitten. I thought she was a girl, I mean it looked like a girl, no little gonads to speak of. The other day she was walking away from me with her tail held high, and I saw em.. Little black cotton balls. I picked him up and re examined.. Yep, those are balls alright. I am not going to change his name.
I am back! My internet was down for a whole bloody week! Now, at first I thought the reason it wasn't working is because one of my dogs (Copper, probably) had chewed through the cable leading from the pole outside into the house. Well Dennis replaced it and the internet worked, a little, it was really slow and then it stopped working again, because, Copper yet again, chewed the cable. So it was replaced again and it still did not work so I called the cable company and they sent someone out here to look at it. The cable guy said that the line was too small and it needed to be replaced and also a feeder added. He told me they'd be out the next day to fix these things... ... They did not show up. So I called the cable company again and the tech tells me there is an outage in my area... Ok.... Lovely. So I wait a couple of days and call them back, the tech I got this time tells me he sees no record of an outage in the area. So finally, today a tech came out and fixed it. SO n
Cats My favorite cat, Buttercup has been missing for a couple of weeks now. I have no idea where she could be and it worried me, she is not the type to take up with other people. What's even more odd is that all the black animals around here are missing, I even had a black lab mix come up missing a couple months ago. I hope where ever Butters is, she is either happy or died quick and painlessly. A week before Butters disappeared, I caught this ferrel kitten that had been hanging around. I had already caught her mother and siblings and took them to the pound where they were put down as the pound can't adopt out ferrell cats. The odd thing about the kitten I caught is that she looks just like Butters, even has the few white hairs on her chest. I kept her in the cat trap I have while I waited to take her to the pound . Dennis took her out and held her and pet her and soon she started purring, she even went up to Dennis's face and started rubbing her face against his. That did
Nigerian Scams Well.. I am a would be victim of a Nigerian scam. The actual scam started a couple of months ago, but the events leading up to a scam started over a year ago. I have been talking to a man... We'll call him Ralph. He starts talking to me on Yahoo messanger. I got really annoyed with him, he didn't speak in the American way that I liked because I can talk about things and not have to explain them. Sometimein the course of this, he starts telling me he has feelings for me (How? I wonder, he didn't know me) So I play along, I'm like "Yeah, whatever, ok". He even said he could send me some money.. All I had to do was get an ink jet printer to print out the checks, I told him I couldn't afford and ink jet printer so he dropped it and told me that he was going to have his clients send packages to me to sell.. So I'm like "Yeah, whatever" not beliveing a word. A few months ago, he starts talking about needing things for his store and he has "Clients " all over the US who ow
Various Relationships
i have found it interesting how many women play games and get surprised when i refuse to play. had a friend who wanted sex with me turn around and try to cage me same with a supposed fwb after only 1 time together. then i had 1 i wanted for my lady who basically wanted me to moon over her and i guess jerk off although she did have sex with me too. i guess this is one of those mysteries of life like why old people feel the need to block the left lane. any insite into why women say 1 thing do an other and then get mad when i do just what i said i would?
Yes, this is an old pic. And I know I've told a few people about it who wanted to see this pic and they couldn't get into my Yahoo Profiles breifcase to see it.. So there it is, my "Just Divorced" decorated car. I did this in July of 2004.
Nobody's Business If I Do
Is There Really A Reason?
I have been through alot and wonder how much more anyone person can handle...I really want to know is there a reason to live? I can't find one and I'm trying to desperately and nothing is in forgive me for what I am thinking and for what I want to do.
Sea Survival
So we’re in the crash boat heading into the Strait of Georgia out of Comox on Vancouver Island. It’s July so the weather is good at least and the sea is reasonable with five foot swells but it’s still quite bumpy because we’re making at least twenty knots. In fact one or two of the lads are feeling decidedly unwell and looking a strange shade of green. It’s called a crash boat because it is designed to respond to aircraft that have to ditch or crash into the sea so it’s fast and has a water-cannon to put out fires, and it can hold a crew of four plus at least 20 survivors. But today it’s not responding to a crash. It’s transporting 15 of us out into the strait for some sea survival training. We’ve already spent most of the week in the classroom attending lectures and watching training videos (mostly from the Royal Navy) and so it’s a welcome break from the boredom of the classroom. It doesn’t seem very welcome to the two that are about to puke up their guts, however. We e
Im Going To Miss You All
i have 2 days left on ct so i gues this is a fare well to all my friends and i hope to return asap im going to miss you all very much i will return just not sure how long till i do,, so plz all take vgc of yourselfs and hope to catch up when i return so see you all soon bye bye bye
Wedding Dress I've been wanting to get this made for quite a while.. Me not being one for tradition (unless you count the massive ammount of candy I buy for Easter and Halloween every year a tradition). I decided to go with a Titanic era remake as my next wedding gown. This a pic of the best one I've seen that meets my specifications. I'm not rushing anything, I just really like this dress.
I've Cried Too Many Tears
I've cried too many tears To let another man make me cry I've cried too many tears To let another man make a fool out of me I've cried too many tears To be used by another man I've cried too many tears To be abuse by another man I've cried too many tears To continue to be in love with you So I will never cry another tear 'Cause I'm not in love with you anymore. Latisha Tiny Richardson
Bras and Happy Little Trees Ok, so I finally found a bra that fits me today. I normally get my bras at Wal-Mart, for the conveinience part, mainly. But They never have the correct size.. And plus, I'm built funny. When most women gain weight, they gain some fat in their breast and they go all floppy and elongated.. Mine never did that, I may have gained a bit, but not that much. Well, plus sized bras have plus sized cups that seem to scrape all the extra stuff over into the cup.... When I put one on, I look like a 12 year old trying on one of mommies bras. And the regular sized bras, the band is too small, I need a 42 and most only go up to 38 or 40.. Now, I can get into a 40 ok.. But for some reason Wal-Marts bras are sized funny, the D cups only go up to 38 while the C cups go up to 40.. I'm a small D myself and so I've been getting the 40 C and they fit ok.. Not great, but ok. Well today I decided to go to Victorias Secret to buy a good bra. SO I go to the mall.. The place wher
Grand FUBAR Ok, for those of you who don't know what FUBAR is.. I believe it's a military term, it stands for Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition. It's what happen today. I had to work and we had to do Cottondales pictures. UGH!!! They all showed up at the same time! And people kept bitching about how we weren't going fast enough. Most of the time I stood there trying to pose kids with the pose board tucked under an arm, pom poms in one hand and a football in the other. My dad had me set up the cheerleaders for their team picture, so I lined up the back row, they were standing up. And then I had to get the middle rom lined up on their knees.. the whole time I was crawling around on this hard, rocky ground... By the time I had the middle row lined up, the fucking back row had already scattered!!!! The stupid fucking coaches did nothing to help me keep them in line and I guess telling them not to move did no good either. My feet, back and knees are killing me right now.
Time to color hair Yes, that's right, I color my hair and my roots have grown out. The color of my hair roots isn't as telling as somes ladies are, i.e. dying black hair platinum blonde, but my hair grows out to be a dull dark blonde. I had such a pretty color blonde when I was younger and my brother he still has an absolutely gorgeous strawberry blonde color that he's had all his life. I generally stick with a gold-blonde color dye... It matches my carpet I also know that most of what I post is just my mindless drivle.. But I'm not making you read it!
Clothing colors I noticed something today while looking through my closet. A majority of my summers shirts are pink or pinkish at least and most of my winter shirts are black. I never wear shortsleeved black shirts, it shows how pale I am, but I like to wear it in the winter, it shows off my hair, I think. It's funny, I can wear black pretty well but other dark colors look terrible on me. So, for as far as shirts go in the winter, it's either black or light colors.
I need to find a cure for boredom Pictures got cancelled today, so I ended up at home trying to find something to do. I decided to get groceries today, which was a mistake as I forgot it's game day and Wal-Mart was packed. Lots of people there, dressed in their Alabama shirts, kids dressed up, some of them with so many 'Bama logos it's as if they were afraid someone was questioning their 'Bama pride. I come back home unload everything and nothing was on TV, so Dennis and I decided to go To Sam's club to get a few things. Damned traffic was hectic, people were going to the game... I wonder if these people have lives. I drove through down town T-Town during the game and there are a ton of RV's.. Some people had these big TV's in the luggage compartment of their RV's watching the game!!! I have no clue as to why you'd drive here, to the game town just to sit outide of your RV and watch the game.. What is the point?. I started ranting and Dennis, oh he thought it was hilarious and he
Swinging first surfaced among AAF (Army Air Force) Fighter Pilots in England during WWII. IT was developed as a survival mechanism due to the fatality rate of fighter pilots during the war, and the need to make sure that the wife was cared for in the event of capture or death. It carried on from there because, in the male dominated society from the 1940s to the 1960s, it was "fun." It later, in the 1960s, morphed as a form of individual protest against social norms. It has some of that flavor now, but not the attraction which it once did due in part to STDs. Polyamorous relationship also surfaced as a stable form of swinging for the same reason as sited above.
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This Is Fucked Up And Funny
Naked time! One of the very slightly naughty things I like to do is stand on my back porch, naked. No one can see me and it's fun! None of this only getting nude inside the house stuff for me! I like to run around naked. I might go to the nudist park next week and play some more naked pool volleyball.
Here's a couple of things I find funny Funny.. No one has made a comment on all my mindless blogging. Ummmmm, hmmmm.. What else? I have two dogs fighting under my skirt. It's a big skirt that will flip over my head if the wind catches right, I think a few people have had the misfortune of seeing my butt. Copper, my puppy keeps tugging on it and Lumpy, one of three kittens I have keeps climbing up it. I am #69 again in Evolution. Actually now that I think about it, that's pretty good. Last round I couldn't seem to get out of the 700's
8 Minute Survey
Starting Time: 7:03 PM Name:Richard Sisters: 1 Brothers: none Eye Color: green Height: 5'3" What are you wearing right now? jeans and shirt I wore to work Where do you live: NE Ohio Favorite Number: 7, don't ask me why... Favorite Drink: diet Pepsi "jazz black cherry & vailla" Favorite Month: September Favorite Breakfast: steak & eggs & grits & toast ***********Have You Ever***************** Loved someone so much it made you cry: yes Broken a bone: no Been in a police car: no Been on a plane? yes Came close to dying: no (only in dreams) Been in a hot tub: yes Swam in the ocean: yes Fallen asleep in school: yes! Broken someone's heart: Maybe Fell off your chair: yes, how embarrasing... Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no Saved e-mails: Yes Been cheated on: yes ***********What is-**************** Your room like: crowded What is right beside you: cat asleep What is the last th
My Uncles Funeral Services
Hi Sissy,Please forward this to David for me as I cant get it to go through again.I Love You All very much keep in touch ok?!I will talk more later ok... Love Dad and Mom and Family -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From: Subject: Funeral Services Date: Sun, 03 Jun 2007 08:01:18 -0500 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Make every IM count. Download Messenger and join the i’m Initiative now. It’s free. All, As you may know, my Brother-In-Law lost a long battle to cancer induced by his military service to our country through Agent-Orange in Viet- Nam. He was in total remission from this awful disease for 28 months and it returned in April this year to wrap around his spinal cord and paralyze him from the waist down. Bob was a fighter, and he gave everything he had to fight this horrible disease but in the end, our Lord needed him wo
Moody Blues-nights In White Satin
69 Dude! I actually shouldn't be celebrating this, I just thought it was funny. I play this online game called Evolution. In the game you are the ruler of a continent, you name your character and your continent. I am Evil Monkey of the Closet. Anyways, my ranking has been good this round, I generally stay in the 30's (this is out of 1,500 other players).. But all day today, I have been #69.
Was going to see a movie.. bought a puppy instead Out of boredom today, I left to go to the movie theater. I normally check the list online to see what's playing but I didn't.. I knew if I looked there'd be nothing I'd want to see and I wouldn't go. I'd just get there and see something I've already seen if need be. Well, I went to the Pet Supermarket ( as a rule they generally don't have a pets for sale except fish). Well, they had the Human Society adoption center open and I just had to look. I have a Bassett Hound mix at home named Lulu, I got her from the ladt next door whose dog had puppies. The neighbors kept one named Chubby who'd always come over to play with Lulu. They moved away and Lulu didn't have a playmate. Later we were looking for a free puppy in the paper and it seems now that it's common practice to breed mutts, give them funny names and charge 500$ for them ( I saw a boxer/pitt bull mix for 750$!.. That what my dad has and he got her for free). We saw a lab mix
360 Photo I was just looking at the pic of me on this 360 page.. It was taken with a rather crappy camera.. But it was the old days before I got the fright wig perm that looked so horrid I end up using a hair iron to straighten out.. I've got about half the perm hair cut off by now.. I really want to just cut it all out but I've tried the short haircut look before.. I did not like it. I also realize that this pic and another I have, I'm just smirking.. I get on my webcam sometimes and I just sit with an indifferent look on my face, people think I'm pissed or sad, but it just the way my face was built.
Stupid Movies I put movies I see preveiws for in catergories: 1. Will see in the day in comes out in theater 2. Will see in theater 3. Will see at the 1.50 theater 4. Will wait for video 5. I'd kinda like to see, but don't want to spend money to see so if my dad buys a copy, might borrow it 6. Will watch if it comes on TV and nothing else is on 7. Not a chance in hell They seem to want to make dumb assed movies that Southern house wifes would use to playcate their husbands. Larry the Cable Guy for instance.. One of the dumbest fucking movies I have ever seen! I feel like going on TV and telling the rest of the country "We aren't like that! A lot of Southern people aren't like that!!" We don't go around and talk in a half-wits tone and say "Life is like a box of choc-lates." But, us Southerners do quite a bit of stupid stuff.. Like not forgetting about the Civil War for instance. You know.. I dont ever hear of reenactments up
There are a bunch of stray cats around this place, I set up a cat trap to ctach them as I think some of them have feline lukemia.. Had to put one of my own cats to sleep because she caught it. I put some cat food on the porch rail and the two that hand around alot jumped up to eat, there was this one mama cat with babies that was skulking around trying to get to the food.. One of her kittens jumped up on the rail and I was able to open the storm door and grab it. I lput it in the spare bedroom untill I could take it to the pound. I caught the mama cat in a trap today. I took em both to the pound where the lady told me they'd both be put to sleep. I don't like it that I had to write the death sentence for them.. But I don't want my own kitties getting sick and besides, those cats were pretty emaciated and covered with fleas. I caught one of the kittens belonging to the mama cat a few weeks ago. There is one kitten left I need to try to catch.
Home Security
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM IN THE SOUTH 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and your NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls - they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside, Cooter
My Best Friend
All starting with a handshake That was where it was suppose to end Yet here we are still Through hell and high water Our friendship remained You took me out to party And let me be me You took me out to dinner The fanciest I ever had You let me cook for you And said you liked it You bought me flowers Didn't forget the champagne Stupid movies and the fall rain Wiped my tears and held my hair Were there for me through anything Nothing would keep you even 3 hours in freezing rain Asked me to be there for you Trusted me Held me Stood by me Supported me Loved me
I'm A Lost Soul
I'm a lost soul Not sure of who I am. Traveling through life confused. Looking for what life has to offer. Giving my love to people that don't Deserve it, needing to be wanted by A real man, needing to be love by a real man. Expressing love through sex. I keep hearing life has more To offer than sex. But every time I talk with someone It's all the same. --Latisha Tiny Richardson--
Another Album
Check out my newest pics in my black and white album. Took these while Andie and I were out garage saleing.
Man Im Bored!!
Does anyone wanna keep me company? Im soo friggin bored. I had to stay home take care of my baby girl while theres no father around that often. That sucks but shes my world. Feel free hollar me up!! Bunches of Luv
I Miss You
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You tell me you love me But we are just friends, Best Friends The passion between us only grows We both feel it I lose all sense of time and anyone else when your near I desire your touch Lips quivering for the taste of your kiss My heart races Even though time seems to stop Comfort and Safety Love and Friendship Honesty and Trust If I only knew how you felt If only I wasn't so scared I told you before but it isn't the same I see happiness in your eyes Maybe someday I will show you what I see But till now I love you as I stand at your side as a friend
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A Sense Of Innocence
A Sense of Innocence As I approach Her eyes cast downward in shame, As I peer into her eyes I see the fear stricken child inside, As she speaks to me I hear the quiver in her voice, As I move closer to her Her body begins to tremble, As she runs from me I smell the fear that consumes the air, As she hides from me I feel her presence in my world, She will always run She will always hide No matter what she does I will always be there, Watching, waiting, listening.
For The Nice Guys
TO ALL THE NICE GUYS LEFT! To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that just called to say hi. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was bea
Who could've predicted this strange turn of events? Well, actually you could have -- if anyone had asked. The thing about having an original mind is that not everyone gets it at first. They'll change their tune now!
Immigrants And Baby Boomers Need Each Other - 250 Seniors Per 1,000
Between 1980 and 2015, the cost of programs for the elderly will increase from 31 percent of the federal budget to 48 percent, Myers said. Meanwhile, the ratio of seniors to working-age residents, including immigrants, will grow from 250 seniors per 1,000 working-age residents in 2010 to 411 per 1,000 in 2030. In other words, there will be far fewer taxpayers supporting a ballooning retirement population,” “If you don’t want to drastically cut Social Security and other benefits, you need to make sure that you have well-educated citizens and residents who can perform highly skilled, and high-paying, jobs. The growing economy requires ever more workers in the higher-skilled categories, and without them we lose those jobs and stifle that growth,” Myers said. Such a scenario also could have a drastic impact on the real estate market, as seniors looking to sell homes will face a dearth of working-age residents who can afford them. Current voters are not only undermining immi
September 11,2001 I Walked With God
On September the 11th,2001.God and I went for a walk among the sandy,white beach.There he told me the tell of a woman that walked among a rocky road,and climb some tall mountains.He told of a tale of how she always thought of others before herself,and never complained,when her pain was overwhelming.As he walked stopping long enough for the grains of the sand slowly slipped through his hands.He told that the agony within would soon leave and peace would soon lay upon her soul.We walked among the ocean edge,and he said,"For I am with you always."And henceforth,when we ended our walk,he made me a promise,and I made him one. I would tell the tale of the walk,and he would give upon me another day of sunshine.Six years came and gone. The cancer has'nt raise its ugly head.And the sun still shine upon my heart.For the spirit of God lives within my soul,and from that day I will tell of this wonderful walk.The day God and I walked together among the shores.what a glorious day it was.
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Our First Family Contest
Make your own Custom Comments OK WE NOW IN THE LEAD LETS KEEP IT PLZ Ok peeps we have our first contest for the family.Please go show some love for this family member.Here is her link and the link to the pic!!All members need to show love!ALL MEMBERS MUST COMMENT BOMB THIS PIC OR YOU WILL BE REMOVED!!!!THANKS!!!!WHEN BOMBING PICS FOR CONTESTS THIS MEANS YOU BOMB IT WITH AS MANY COMMENTS YOU CAN!IF THAT MEANS 2,000 SO BE IT.THANKS!!!!!! *ŞħãĐØŴ * -Realm of Syn- {bbw/bhm Bombers}@ CherryTAP I am out of comments please help!!!! NOT a sexy anything contest...more a real wonderful contest!!! SOO please.... Please come help in this Father's Day contest. I have helped lots of you in these please come show love...very very important to me. Thanks, Jessica AKA: ShaDoW Click the picture link below and rate and comment bomb pretty please!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Post a bulliten for me?? that would be great! Dont forget to RATE the
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A Friend's Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. - Edgar A
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A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -
A Heart Is A Terabille Thing To Waste!!
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Well Do You
I have added a map to my profile. For those of you that are my true friends and care you will add yourself to my map so that I can find you. For those of you that could care fuckin' less, then don't but I must warn you, I may delete you. I am tired of people just wanting to be my friend for the ratings or whatever. I am here for friends. I talk to each and everyone of you that talk to me. I am interested in your life and what is going on. I offer advice and receive the same from MY TRUE FRIENDS. I care deeply for my friends and the ones that care for me well, you have to show me. I do hope to talk to you, my true friends later. Keep in touch with me.
If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here, So you’d always hold me, close and near. In your arms, where I’m meant to be, Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me. A bond so strong, a hold so tight, To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’. A blessing sent from up above, In you I’ve found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we’ve just begun. Where you and I will find no less, Than eternal love and happiness. - Kelley Saint - Gotta Put It In Perspective.
Some really shady shit has been going down in my social life. Or what I THOUGHT was my social life. I could torture myself endlessly about it...I've done my crying, I've done my anger, and I've got some kind of plan worked out. I dove into work today, just now taking a break for some mindless entertainment. And I would go home and worry. But I'm not. I'm going to spend time with the people that love me and I dont have to worry about their intentions, or hidden agendas, or what they say about me behind my back. Family.
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Yay! Curtains
Last year for graduation my boo purchased a super sweet tricked out Singer in my honor knowing my deep weird craft-y desire to sew. (That's admittedly not the weirdest desire I've ever embraced, but I digress ;P) It was taken lovingly from it's box, and placed atop the fridge- where it's nested for 10 monthes. My best intentions were to get just the right book, and teach myself, but alas this lass is diagram deficient. I get agida tring to puzzle 2 dimensional sketches and huff about amid a pile of varied level starter books. I'm not simple, but an admitted hands on learner... (yeah, baby!) Julie from work who I lunch with is uber sweet super crafty momma deluxe. I trekked to her house on Saturday and only got a lil' lost (I always get lost, just sometimes much more than others). She bought a 12 pack of my favorite soda, and we began- She started from the super basics, giving level common sense explanation- she showed me how to set up, problem solve and repair. (She teaches sewing ov
Why Do I Try!
Day after Day goes by, Wondering why do I try? Noone is interested in me! Painful, but, its reality! So much love inside! Why does it have to hide? A heart full of love, Filled from above, Women are like gold, They are precious to hold, Treat them with tender love and care, You can get lost in their stare :) Cherrytap vixens each way you turn, For some my eyes burn, Pretty & sweet and sexy they be, None, however, interested in me! So the search goes on, My heart holds strong, One day I believe, Someone will see, That what I have inside, Will no longer have to hide!
When It's Your Time
When it’s Your Time I watch you in your house I watch you on the street I even watch you as you sleep I’m always here I’m always there Though you may not see me I always leave you a message Stating that I was there You start to run You start to hide So you keep your boyfriend by your side He still doesn’t keep me From watching you For you I am your stalker And a message I bring to you When it’s your time, you’re mine.
Vices And Addictions
we all have them, in one form or another. most being dangerous in the forms alcoholism, drugs, sex... today I was told I have an addiction to being worshipped....the problem with this is?? I don't know, but apparently to some this is a bad thing. I am also told in my pics, it seems I go out of my way to look good...duh dumbass, it's a picture! of course I am gonna try and look good, no one wants part of their soul captured on camera looking like total so to this man who tried to tell me how wrong I was for wanting to be loved in the world and then was offended when I said if he was unhappy with me no one asked him to worship me....guess what?? fuck off buddy. like I care if some random ass doesn't want to worship and adore me? especially some guy whos first line was "ever seen a 9 inch cock?"....9 inches? come on..seriously, dude...nothing to brag about. I think he may have just had his feelings hurt because I told him that. if you are gonna put yourself out there people,
Just Thinking
I was just here for friends... and all I get is attitude when I don’t do the internet sex thing and don’t send nasty pix. Now I am getting bad mouthed by 3 different people for things I did not even do. This is not why I am here. I am thinking about just closing my account. If my REAL friends want to keep in touch, hit me up and I'll give you my yahoo. Just thinking out loud. Keep them smiles on all.
My Life Is A Shadow
My Life is a Shadow I am a shadow in this world To some I am dead To others, a ghost of the past No longer seen by you Because the loss of love But here I am rite in front of you Drifting away in the distance Never to be seen again When you’re around me The world goes cold Now I feel empty Like the world you live in.
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Unique What a boring world it would be if we were all the same All the pictures of all our friends would fit in one small frame I'm not a hippy I'm not a freak I'm not a yuppy I'm just unique My thoughts may differ my spirit run free but that's the way the good Lord made me It's not the way we dress or how we wear our hair But how we act that decides if we are just and fair Should we be judged by our color or for the way we treat each other Condemn someone for being different or respect them like a brother The greatest gift God gave to us is our own free will To follow the paths that we choose and our potentials fill We may not always do what's right lie steal cheat and fight Following which ever voice is our own free choice So remembering what the good book said and the direction that for us He led Size shape and color don't mean a thing as long as to the world love we bring not written by me but I agree
Shadows I want to wake up in your white world, I want to be seen but you keep me hidden, I want to be heard but you keep me silenced, I want to listen but you send me away, I have no voice, so why should I be, This world is yours, so why do I exist, I start to fade out of this world, But you don’t notice, I slowly lose myself to your world, I am a shadow, void of speaking, Void of hearing, And void of seeing, I am a shadow of your world.
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Bee Gees- How Can You Mend A Broken Heart
I once again walk the Earth a proud predator- none can stand against me as I seek the sustainance I crave. The smell of prey is all around me, yet one essence sends my senses flaring: the scent of pure darkness, uninhibited and seething like black fire. I smile, fangs baring as I pick up the trail, shuddering as I inhale the heady aroma of Marlboros and Jack and Coke. The hunter has just become the hunted....
Fubar Gifts Giveaway
Here is something I've started for FUN!! A FuBaR Gifts Giveaway There is WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA HERE ON FuBAR, time to have some fun, again!! The rules are simple: 1) You must have an APPROVED FuBar Salute Photo (unless I personally Know you) 2) You can Comment of your own picture, even Bomb it if you want too. 3) There is NO TIME LIMIT for this Giveaway! 4) I should have to say this one; but I think I better: Please remember that this is for some FuBar Virtual Gifts, ONLY. 5) All gifts are cumulative! 6) Please give me time to get you the gifts, it might take me a day or two. But you will get everything you earned. 7) NO NSFW PHOTO!!! How to enter: 1) Just send me a Message with your Picture link in it. 2) Please title it GIVEAWAY, so it doesn't get lost with the Military Blogs mail. 3) I'll RIP the Photo, so hopefully some people will fellow the link back to your page. I added more gift levels! So check out the
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Trapped In Hell
I am trapped in a hole that has no meaning, and i could very well be here forever. I dont even know who i am, or how long i've been me, here. there. it is pure existentialism. no beginning, no end. just a now that forever yawns ahead. it's an awful place—methodic, formulaic, routine, full of carefully thought-out corridors that intersect and bisect and run both parallel and perpendicular to each other. I accept that i will never understand it, and i will never know where it is, and it will always be like this. IT WON'T EVER STOP. It will go on forever, and i will have been here forever. There are pipes, dripping pipes, stacked on top of one another, that lead down darkened hallways, and seperate, and come together again. These pipes scare me; they're dripping and they're cold and they go on forever. I follow one and study the coils around it, and the vavles, and the faucets and pressure releases. …increasingly covered with sludge and algae… and there are bricks—dull and chipped—Now,
Friends Vs Southern Friends
to all my Southern Friends "FRIENDS" VS. "SOUTHERN" FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHREN FRIENDS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Might ignore this. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will forward th
Bee Gees - How Deep Is Your Love
Songs That Mean Alot To Me Because Of Someone Special
These pretty much say how I feel and what she has done for me so go show her how loved she is :) anyway this ofcourse, as most of you will know, is all about Mistress of Wolves who has captured my heart in a way noone else ever has , so thank you my love :) love you baby and hope you understand what I am saying in these choices
Cancer Of The Heart
*sorry for the typo errors Love is the most contagious illness in the world. It is the root of all stupidity that has been with us since the earth began living. It can cause you a lot of things, but there are only few symptoms. This love that I am referring to is not in general though; to be specific it is about guys and girls who are into each other. It starts by crushing somebody, asks you out, kiss and make out, intimacy, and leaves you with a broken heart. Tears will flood the entire universe, much worse than what is shown in the movie “Waterworld”. It’s like AIDS and HIV, falling in love is HIV and love is AIDS. Falling in love will be the start, and when it’s not prevented it may become a fully pledge love. I have been trying to avoid love since I broke up with my last boyfriend and that was a thousand years ago. Believe me it was traumatic. After that, I told myself that I will never fall in love or love in order not to get hurt. I have been cured. And the o
The Kill By 30 Seconds To Mars
"The Kill" What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me d
Men Explained To Women...
Men - Explained To Women ! Q. Why are men such jerks ? A. It's a testosterone thing, similar to a woman's PMS thing, men suffer from testosterone poisoning. That's also probably why the average lifespan of a male is typically 10 years shorter. Hormones modify behavior. Men are just misunderstood. Q. Why do men always have to ogle at other women ? A. Women ogle men as well. They're just better at not getting caught. I'm fairly certain it's some sort of photographic memory deal. Women take one quick look and memorize it for later reference. Since men lack this ability, they have to burn it into their memories. Q. Why do men always ' touch ' themselves, especially in public ? A. Men have to occasionally ' adjust ' themselves. It's much like a woman adjusting her bra. Being in public is just an added bonus. Q. Why do men say such stupid things ? A. Men like to. It's actually a whole lot of fun to see any man frustrated by a few simple ( and well chosen ) words.
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Elvis Presley - Suspicious Minds
Elvis Presley - Suspicious Minds
Bdsm. How To Begin
BDSM. How to begin No matter how long have you been feeling the urge to be involved in BDSM sexual activity, it's never too late to learn this unknown area. But as with the any sex activity, most part of it is left in the dark for a newbie. Find the right one to get involved with It's a common misbeliefe that people who are practicing BDSM or use BDSM toys do harm to each other. In fact many people who feel the urge to play BDSM think that you'd better pick up a stranger who is more or less "fit" for the role of "dominant" or "slave" than say to your partner about your "dirty" desires. This is absolutely wrong approach to the matter. Those involved in bondage activity set particular limits and keep to "Safe, Sane and Consensual". Know the difference between a "reality" and "play" Of course, almost all of us are manipulating the other person in a dominant or submissive manner to some degree. But that doesn't mean that "play" should be ruled by desire someone for a real "sin"
Elvis Presley - If I Can Dream
Elvis Presley - If I Can Dream
Elvis Presley - In The Ghetto...
Bands Needed For Show In Cleveland Aug 3
Bands needed for show in Cleveland AUG 3 ........ Bands needed for a HUGE multi-band, multi-stage show at Peabody's on Aug 3. All ages event. Great pay incentive for bands! 15 openings. Looking for ROCK, METAL, PUNK bands. 2 openings for Out of State bands (restrictions apply). Contact Jenn @ 440-521-3193 or if interested. Serious inquiries only!
A Mother's Instinct
I'm surprised more single mothers haven't latched onto Kanga from Winnie-the-Pooh (that's how the A.A. Milne books, not Disney, render his name) as a mascot. She's raising Roo in the Hundred Acre Wood on her own and is almost a surrogate mom to the rest of the cast (Tigger, Pooh, Eeyore, et. al. -- come to think of it, the only other character mentioned with any family is Owl). There's never any mention of Roo's dad, good or bad, although we suppose he'd have one barring an immaculate conception or parthenogenesis in the animal world. It's not unusual in fact or fiction for only one parent to be known or even acknowledged and for someone else to take on the father-figure role. Consider Jesus Christ in His time on Earth and Anakin Skywalker from the Star Wars saga; both just seemed to have been self-conceived and grew inside their mothers' wombs. Whether it's by the power of God as in the case of Jesus or by the midichlorians merging just right in the case of Anakin (by the way
Lo Que Buso En Un Hombre...spanish.
En una breve conversación, un hombre le pregunta a una mujer: ¿Que tipo de hombre estas buscando? Ella se quedo un momento callada antes de verlo a los ojos y le pregunto: En verdad quieres saber? El respondió "Si" Ella empezó a decir: "Siendo mujer de esta época, estoy en una posición de pedirle a un hombre lo que yo no podría hacer sola. Tengo un trabajo y yo pago todas mis facturas. Yo me encargo de mi casa sin la ayuda de un hombre,porque soy económicamente independiente y responsable de mi administración financiera. Mi rol ya no es el de ser dependiente de un hombre en ese sentido. Yo estoy en la posición de preguntar a cualquier hombre, ¿Que es lo que tu puedes aportar en mi vida? Mi amigo se me quedó viendo. Claramente pensó que me estaba refiriendo al dinero. Viendo la expresión en su rostro imagine lo que él estaba pensando; "No me estoy refiriendo al dinero" dije. Yo necesito algo más. "Yo necesito un hombre que
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ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: JESSYmiddle name::: GREYEAGLEage::: 25school::: SOME COLLEGEcurrent loccation::: NASHVILLE TENNESSEEdate or birth::: MAY 17birthday::: MAY 17hair color::: GREYeye color::: BROWN*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: LOVE THEM BOTHkiss or hug::: BOTHcat or dog::: DOGpepsi or coke::: WATERcountry or rap::: COUNTRYpunch or smack::: PUNCHaim or aol::: YAHOO IMday or night::: NIGHT*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: OFTENkissed same sex::: ARE YOU CRAZYhugged someone::: EVERY CHANCE I GEThad sex::: EVERY CHANCE I GETmadeout::: EVERY CHANCE I GETcussed::: TRIED NOT TObeaten someone up::: CAME CLOSEgot beaten up::: YOUR JOKIN WITH MEbroken someones heart::: NOT THAT I KNOW OFanyone broke ur heart::: ALL THE TIMEsmok
Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.
Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away
Fifteen days ago, I read that smoking can kill you; The next day I stopped smoking. Twelve days ago, I read that too much red meat can kill you; The next day I stopped eating red meat.. Eight days ago, I read that drinking can kill you; The next day I stopped drinking. Yesterday, I read that having sex can kill you; This morning I stopped reading.
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8:00PM EST Click banner to enter lounge Turn-It Up Trivia Rules The game starts at 8:00pm EST and ends at 10:00pm EST Players will pick a number between 1 & 50 Your number will correspond with a Rock trivia question The DJ will read the question, if you get the correct answer to your question, you're a winner! 1 prize will be given away every 15 minutes. 1 prize per winner. Players must be present in lounge to win. 10:00PM EST Click banner to enter lounge Evil Escapades Rules The game starts at 10:00pm EST and ends at 2:00am EST Each player will pick a number between 1 & 50 The number they choose will correspond with a song title Pay Attention! Because when your song plays, you're a winner! 1 prize will be given out every 1/2 hour. 1 prize per winner. Players must be present in lounge to win. 2:00AM EST Click banner to enter lounge After-Midnight Madness This game will start at the intermisson of the Bewitching Hour and will e
What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.
This was too good to let go, and I believe everyone should read it, especially if you have children. I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing th
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Gas Prices!!!!
HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem f
There are winds that remind us, that we are small an weak. When they blow harder and faster ,we feel there is going to be some what of a disaster. That is when we pray to ask God for it to be meek. When all and all is calm, we look towards the sky to thank the Lord our Master. So now we know we have to show the ultimate respect. Then God will let us all know what to really expect!
Dried Up, Tied, And Dead To The World
Just Listen This Is So Funny ,but Sad Also
No One Cares Ne More!!!!
it feels like no one cares anymore no one wants to be my friend and just hang out and chill with me!! it feels as if i can just disapear and no one would even notice that im missing and no one would care im gone!! and sooner or later ur going to turn around and say hey weres amy?? and it will be to late i will be dead some were and no one will find me!! and by the time some one dose find me i will be rotting away in dirt and fith some were!!! i hope some one will come and save me from this feeling of deppresion and lonlyness!!!
George Benson & Jill Scott - Summertime
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::( No More Yay Me.. Someone Give Me A Bullet In The Head
So im talkin to my sons dad and he tells me im not seeing my son tomorrow.. i cant have him overnight i cant see him and im not allowed to talk to him anymore.. I fucking hate that man..
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Help Me Become Miss Sti 2007
Hey Everyone I am Recruiting people who want to help me win a Contest. All you have to do is click this link and sign up on the website. Then Go to the MISS STI 2007 (voting) and vote for PaigeWantsIt! Thanks for the help and support! :)
Turning Your Curiosity Into A Career
Ever feel like you can't get enough knowledge? If your mind is constantly looking for a new challenge perhaps you need to give it one--and get paid to do so. In almost every field there is at least one profession particularly suited to those who are inquisitive by nature. Although some of the occupations profiled below may require you to obtain additional training or education to qualify, don't worry! Learning the necessary skills should be a piece of cake for your sponge-like brain! Education - Share Your Mind with Youth What could be more fun than sharing your passion for knowledge with young, impressionable minds? Whether you're teaching preschoolers about how plants grow or exploring the complexities of Shakespeare with high school students, your active brain will surely be challenged on a daily basis. * High School Teacher - Teenagers could really benefit from your enthusiasm for learning. Outlook: Teachers are always in demand, and median starting pay was close to $
Best Kid On Ct Contest!
Best Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of Kids for this contest! 1st Kid is...... with 67 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 70 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryT
Just Ranting
hello all. ever have one of those days where you just want to enlighten everyone? well, some don't like me for some reason. could it be that i am a bold person who really doesn't care what others think? could it be i have way too much fun and they think that is bad? well, i like me and if you don't it's not my loss. i used to try to please everyone and make everybody happy. so who got left out? me! everyone else got what they wanted and moved on. me, still searching. well, guess what? i can't help it i am still like i can't change who i am. now, those of you who are my very close friends, please don't think this is about you or directed directly at you, ok? it's for all those others who i thought were my friends who just wanted to use me and lose me. i just want a little payback for all the stuff i do for others ya know? i aim to please, so when is it my turn? any takers?
As long as I don't cry, I will be fine. I know better than to trust anyone, so it's really my fault for getting hurt. On the other hand, it shouldn't hurt. He's not mine and never will be.
Why Can't They Be Friends?
Why cant we be friends Current mood: exanimate I dont get it. If someone makes you misrable why be with them. Why pine for them. Why scream at them. Why can't they just be friends. And why do they have to email me asking me if I am fucking thier ex husband, when they should know by now that I am not. But I guess things will never be that easy. I think if they could sit with an imparshal party and discuss things like civalized adults, then maybe they can work things out and get back togeather. But will they ever really be happy? I guess only time could tell. But the constant screaming and yelling at each other is not the way it should be. In order to make your relationship work, you have to work at it. To go back and a few days later come back to stay with Ernie and I, not to even try. Or maybe she is just that crazy. And then hunting down thier friends on myspace and sending them mean messages is just childish. (No offense guys, but it is.) Grow up and act like adul
Bob Barker Fans Line Up For Farewell
For the fans who traveled across the country and slept on the sidewalk outside CBS Television City, this was their day -- the day of Bob Barker's last "The Price Is Right" show. The silver-haired icon, who has hosted the game show for 35 years, plans to officially begin his retirement Thursday. Philip Barrett, 24, of Tampa, Fla., had camped outside the studios since Saturday to see Barker tape his last show Wednesday afternoon. "This is the chance of a lifetime," he said. Die-hard fans from across the country huddled in sleeping bags for days to say goodbye to Barker. CBS sends out more tickets than its 325-seat studio can accommodate, so fans who wanted a seat needed to get in line early. Melanie Zepeda Velez, 32, traveled from Alberta, Canada. "I'm here because I need to kiss Bob," she said. Fans hoped for a chance to bid on prizes, but mostly they came to bid farewell. Barker's long run on the show has inspired fan traditions. Most female contestants kiss him
A New Poem I Wrote Yay
u knew me good u knew me well and since ur not here id normally say go to hell but im in ur thoughts im in your mind ur hopes and dreams are left b hind so think of me with thoughts so deep and dream of me when u sleep and when u wake ill see u soon ull see this poem and know i missed u
One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Opening The Door
NO I'M NOT This is for my friends here on Cherry Tap. It's time for Terry to admit to everyone, something I seem to always consider a weakness although I know I shouldn't. I have Multiple Sclerosis!! I've known this for a few years, but have always hid it except for a special few. Why am I writing this now? Because I know some friends of mine have been hurt by my sudden disappearance from my online world. And one VERY special lady was very hurt by my own reaction to my MS. MS is a strange disease and I'll bet there are many on this site with it that we will never know about. It many times will come and go. When it's's humbling...and can be debilitating. When it goes we always will come again. In my case, I have not handled things real well when it rears it's ugly head. Standing at 6'4" and a former athlete, it tends to make me feel less than a man. I have in my case, within the last few months, hurt a very beautiful, caring, sensi
What Bout Raven?
My name is straight from the dark, gothic world of Edgar Allen Poe... conjurin up unsettlin images of fear & misery. I am cloaked n mystery, hidin not only behind the long, stringy hair that covers my face, but behind layers of deception. Deep hatred & distain 4 virtually every1, everything round me... a love 4 brutality & violence. Raven, never flittin, still is sittin, still is sittin on the pallid bust of Death, just above ur chamber door; My eyes have all the seemin of... a demon's that is dreamin, the lamp-light over me streamin, throws my shadow on the floor; My soul from out that shadow... that lies floatin on the floor, shall b lifted... NEVERMORE!!!
Death Letter Part 1
Please don’t cry Listen to my words What I’m about to say This is my death letter This is where I’ve gone Please don’t mourn for me You’ll be all right without me Standing, looking over the edge Thinking of the jump I’m going to take Looking into the sky Thinking is there a place for me Nothing went right for me Nothing was simple for me Taking the abuse that was thrown at me Thinking of how my life was Has brought me to this point As I stare death in the face Thinking, as I stare at the ground below Of the time when things turned bad You said to me “I was a waste of time” I couldn’t take it I smashed my fist into the wall Blood trickled down from the knuckles The pain I felt that day I still feel in the back of my mind You couldn’t care less about me So here I stand Soon I’ll be gone You’ll never see me again (Chorus) I just couldn’t take this anymore There was too much pressure on my shoulders It caved in on me Suicide was the only option To ta
Rules For Bedroom Golf
Rules for Bedroom Golf 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out of the hole. 4. For most effective play, the club should be a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of this game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course, with special attention to well-formed bunkers. 8. Players are caution
Quots I Like ..
A true friend likes you even when you don't like yourself.He will point out all your good qualities and convince you're worthy of every good things that happens to you.. Frienships are like flowers ~ some last a few days, some last much longer.The best ones will thrive if they're giving tender loving care. Though we may be many miles apart, the ribbon of your friendship binds my heart. Friends like you don't happen along every day. I'm glad you happened to me.. Frienship is a flower that blomms though all life's seasons. If not for the wealth of my friendships, indeed , I would be poor.. Good friends are like windows, they let in the light and keep out the rain..
Help Me Guys
Ok im trying to make a salute photo but everytime i make one they reject it. Im sure i have put the right things on it but im still getting rejected for it. Could someone give me some help???
Our First Meeting As A Family
Make your own Custom Comments Ok FAMILY We will be holding meeting tonight at 9:00(EST) in the Lounge...Please make sure you are there.ALL MEMBERS!!!We need to make sure we have everyone up to par on the family rules and what we are about!Please make sure you are there!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE LOUNGE Get More at Get More at Brooke HoganAbout UsMusic Video Codes By Music
i wanted to put my puss on here but it wont let me and thats not cool. can anyone tell me how to put mobile pictures on here? please!!! xoxox
51 Ways To Annoy Everybody
1) Pretend to be one of the Bush family. Doesn't matter which. 2) Have an uncontrollable lusting for someone else every five minutes. 3) Pretend to be from different ethnic backgrounds every hour, and when people ask you about it, answer like a hillbilly would. 4) Act like a hillbilly. Period. 5) Improvise Italian operas. 6) Gossip about someone to their face. 7) Answer every question with a question. 8) Repeat yourself constantly. 9) Act like a member of the opposite sex. 10) Repeat yourself constantly. 11) Act like Mr. Flanders from The Simpsons. 12) Repeat yourself constantly. 13) Change what you repeat every now and then. 14) Use homonyms in your e-male that the spell cheque would knot sea as miss steaks. 15) Change what you repeat every now and then. 16) Talk to someone while looking at somebody else. 17) Employ in your casual banter extensive vocabulary that will befuddle thy contemporaries. 18) Change what you repeat every now a
My First Day Here
Im new here to this site and like it alot. I think I may become a junkie. Theres so much info on just one page its so neat. I was on myspace for ages and a friend led me here so thanks and I hope to meet alot of cool people.
Angel Family Is Looking For Good People To Join Us!
Angel Family is looking for good people to join us! Come and hangout and join a growing Family on CT! We have our own...... * Family Page Angel Family@ CherryTAP * Family Lounge * Angels Of Mercy Bomb Squad! (Part of the Angel Family!) ~AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ OwNeD By ThE AnGeL FaMiLy ~@ CherryTAP Come and Join some good people and hang out with us! If you want to join just leave me a message in my mail and I will add you to the family! Thanks Maria ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~~*~ CT Wife Of ~*~ Lover69~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP
Im Leaving
Ill be gone for 3 days! Im going camping,gunna drink n do sum fishin.Perhaps tan while im at it! Ill miss u all! Bye ~Stay Sexy~
Do This For Me Retta
You're Not Just Vanilla Sex... You're More Like Rum Raisin Good news! You're a fun frolic -- not so repressed that you can't utter a peep during lovemaking, but not swinging from the chandelier, either. You have a firm grasp on the notion that today's woman knows how to get what she wants, and has a healthy respect for her own sexuality -- which is reflected in her level of passion in the sack. "Married sex can be the best sex," says Lisa Douglass, PhD, coauthor of The Sex You Want: A Lover's Guide to Women's Sexual Pleasure (Marlowe & Co., 2003). "The intimacy and familiarity that come with a long-term relationship make it more likely that sex is mutually satisfying." But it's important to remember, as you get deeper into a long-term relationship, to continue to give your partner feedback as your sexual desires and needs change. It's almost impossible to maintain that breakneck passion from the first few months, but you can continue to evolve as a couple if you work to keep things new
Southern Church......
Southern Church...... The Alabama preacher said to his Congregation, "Someone in this congregation has spread a rumor that I belong to the Ku Klux Klan. This is a horrible lie and one which a Christian community cannot tolerate. I am embarrassed and do not intend to accept this. Now, I want the party who did this to stand and ask forgiveness from God and this Christian family." No one moved. The preacher continued, "Do you have the nerve to face me and admit this is a falsehood? Remember, you will be forgiven and in your heart you will feel glory. Now stand and confess your transgression." Again all was quiet Then slowly, a drop-dead gorgeous blonde with a body that would stop traffic rose from the third pew. Her head was bowed and her voice quivered as she spoke, "Reverend there has been a terrible misunderstanding. I never said you were a member of the Ku Klux Klan. I simply told a couple of my friends you were a wizard under the sheets." The congregation roared, and
Criminal Hall Of Shame
Every day, we are assaulted by stories of stupid people -- many of whom use their stupidity for personal gain. From time to time, though, we hear of those who strive to achieve new levels of stupidity *while* also breaking the law. To these brave men and women -- ooops, "women and men" -- we present the highest possible honor: entry into the "Stupid-Criminal Hall of Shame." Following are their accounts .. Kentucky (where else?): Two men tried to pull the front off a cash machine by running a chain from the machine to the bumper of their pickup truck. Instead of pulling the front panel off the machine, though, they pulled the bumper off their truck. Scared, they left the scene and drove home. With the chain still attached to the machine. With their bumper still attached to the chain. With their vehicle's license plate still attached to the bumper. South Carolina: A man walked into a local police station, dropped a bag of cocaine on the counter, informed the desk sergeant that i
Top Ten Tips To Know If You Have Pms
10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 1. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.
Top Ten Least Popular Self Help Books
10. "Lie Your Sweet Ass Off And Become A Millionaire" 9. "Choking Coaches For The Soul" by Latrell Sprewell 8. "Combing! The Revolutionary New Way To Adjust Your Hair" 7. "How To Win Friends And Influence People In The Bus Station Men's Room" 6. "If You Want To Lose Weight, Just Stop Eating, You Fat Cow" 5. "George Michael's Do-It-Yourself Handbook" 4. "Five Simple Steps To Reducing All Human Problems To An Over-Generalized Formula" 3. "8 Weeks To A Sweatier You" 2. "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus, At Least One Teletubby Is From The West Village" 1. "It's Hopeless" by Jack Kevorkian
A Cardiologist Died
A cardiologist died and was given an elaborate funeral. A huge heart covered in flowers stood behind the casket during the service. Following the eulogy, the heart opened, and the casket rolled inside. The heart then closed, sealing the doctor in the beautiful heart forever. At that point, one of the mourners burst into laughter. When all eyes stared at him, he said, "I'm sorry, I was just thinking of my own funeral.........I'm a gynecologist. The proctologist fainted.
Yay Me!!!! Wooohooo
So How bout Thursday 6-7-07 i somehow managed to get my asshole sons father to let me have him over night :D i cant wait. Im so happy not only do i get to see him and spend time with him but i get to sleep next to him once again.. Last time i did that was in Decemeber
The Living Dead
There are so many people in this world who i feel have the bad case of the Zombee's.. What i mean by this , is that they have chosen to live amongst the living dead. I too once chose that path of life. The choice to not feel, so that you cannot hurt, is an easy way to survive. By hiding from your past , so as to avoid potential pain from both the present and future, classifies you as this type person. Those who choose drugs , Drinking, or anything else as a crutch not to feel.. have chosen there path to walk this world aimlessly.. They will never allow themselves to be loved or love another for fear of pain.. This self instilled fear, will shut down all your senses.. it will cause self destruction, till one day your desire to live will diminish. Choose the right path for yourself.. Allow yourself to feel the pain, work through it and gain strength!!! Gain back yourself . You will no longer deny yourself pain from fear... you will learn more about yourself. You will let yourself recieve
Some People
Some people may feel alone and think that no one cares about them or sees them suffering inside or screaming and wish someone would talk to them but some people have to realize, Maybe they want to talk to you but dont know how, maybe they want to know whats wrong but dosent know how to go about asking you, maybe they see you in the crowed but dont know how to come up to you and talk, Maybe they want to come near that dead end and take you away, but dont know how to lead you, They can look into your eyes and see whats wrong. . ... .but when there getting ready to say something. . .. .they cant. . .. its like they dont want to make you mad, or feel any worse than what you already do. Maybe they care that much that they dont want to hurt you more than what you already have been. You never know. . .Keep your eyes open and see. . .... . .watch the eyes of your friends and if there looking at you and watching you then you know. .. . that hey. .. .. . they do care.
I Cant Wait
i just found out that msi (Mindless Self Indulgence) is commin to town on aug. 17th and i know im going to that show. they are fuckin awsome live:D just going to live up to some old times. ~Bmann~
Photo Requests!
What type of photos would you like to see? Once i move up a level again I want to add new photos but i am looking for suggestions... Please let me know on this blog..not my shoutbox as it does not always work! :) Hugs and Kisses Kelly
The Nerve!
AdRock@ CherryTAP 2007-06-06 00:52:15 lay off the crack, beautiful. yur better than that. Can you believe this person. Does not even know me and accuses me of being on crack??? Because I am a small, petite female and diabetic?? I was less then 3 pounds when I was born! The nerve of some people!
What It Is All About As I See It
WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT AS I SEE IT The Brotherhood "I now know why men who have been to war yearn to reunite. Not to tell stories or look at old pictures. Not to laugh or weep. Comrades gather because they long to be with the men who once acted at their best; men who suffered and sacrificed, who suffered and stripped of their humanity. I did not pick these men. They were delivered by fate and the military. But I know them in a way I know no other men. I have never given anyone such trust. They were willing to guard something more precious than my life. They would have carried my reputation, the memory of me. It was part of the bargain we all made, the reason we were so willing to die for one another. As long as I have memory, I will think of them all, every day. I am sure that when I leave this world, my last thought will be of my family and my comrades.... Such good men." SEMPER FI THE HANKSTER
Fading love Is compared to Losing your name In your memory All good and bad Times are turned Into distant memories Toughness cant even Over come this feeling
Feelings of lust and loneliness Dont help fix a relationship Especially while confined In these four walls Time and freedom are key To making it al work Not being able to give The proper attention To the one you love and not the one you Lust for in so many ways Is hard for us both
My Ct Marriage To Lord Nightwing
Hey everyone just letting you all know that this Thursday my fiance and I will be getting hitched in lounge Tourture Chamber...all are welcome to listen in!!! He is the greatest and just wanted all to know! Love Bella
Love in so many ways makes you whole Caring and thoughtfulness completes a soul Without anyhtign a heart turns black as night Nothing to complete you, means no trust even in the light This soul has loved and lost to many times Never finding the right one until way past my prime Noone to blame for all that was here But my own self and no pity for my own mistakes Out of chances for true love, no trust left at all Even if me and her dont make it passed this Trust was my weakness through "us" In the end it will be my strongest virtue
Darkness fades Light appears Over the horizon Bring color to All gods creations Lack of sun Makes all seem black With no light at all This world would be The gloomiest place To wander for eternity
Titles Ppl
Sweet, Oh how sweet Is the sensation Where 2 hearts join Together to make one But the pain and sorrow Of separation mingles bitter With the sweetness of their hearts Updated
It didn't take long to make the changes... just a long time to decide to make them. has been updated and looks fantastic. check out the site and let me know what you think. Chase
to make the fading light brighten back to its full capacity It takes two to brighten the flame of love and nurturing for eachother Cannot light a fire without a spark With one and not the other Times fade out of your memory never to be relinquished again
You All Need To Read This It Is A Very Beautiful Poem...i Read From My Friend Cherokeelady Blog..i Loved It So Much I Thought U All Should Read It As
You have to read this. It is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, th
Comments Please
IF YOU COME HELP ME WIN I WILL Help You If You Ever NEED IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE A BUNCH OF COMMENTS I WILL EVEN BUY YOU A GIFT IF YOU LEAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS i have never won nething before so now is the time to help a girl out pwease thanks
A Favor To Ask Of My Friends
Hey...was wondering if any of you that have a morph maker, would be willing to make me a few morphs. Not a huge amount...maybe 4-5. Maybe not even that many. I tried doing some using the 'trial' on morphmaker...but let's just say it didn't work. lol It's a long story...hehehehe So, I never did get any done. If you're willing, just let me know, and I'll let you know which photos I want to use. Thanks a bunch!
You Know What's Sweet?
When old men back into your goddamned car at Walmart.
Comments Please
IF YOU COME HELP ME WIN I WILL Help You If You Ever NEED IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE A BUNCH OF COMMENTS I WILL EVEN BUY YOU A GIFT IF YOU LEAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS i have never won nething before so now is the time to help a girl out pwease thanks
Do You Remember When...
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!! DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? Wh
Paris Hilton
I am so damn tired of turning on the TV and hearing about Paris Hilton. I do not care if she is in prison. I do not care if she has a porno out. I just do not care about Paris Hilton. She is a stupid and ugly spoiled brat, that bought herself into fame. Why can't we talk about something of importance. Like the dingleberries in Joe Schome's underwear.
Cute -O- MeTeR Cute-O-Meter *everyboday do it* Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your inbox!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking Which one do you think I am? Repost this as "Cute -O- MeTeR
Titles Ppl Help
For tears i never cried in your presence It has all been made up for now Constant sadness and weeping While thinking of you makes me smile And also cry at the same time Your smiling face i remember As if it were yesterday Also feelings we have expressed That made me thing this wouldnt happen again Hope is all that is left For you to be mine in the end
That I havent been commenting I have been working A LOT lately but I will get to yall this weekend sometime I promise! Hope everyone is doing well!!
" Shadows " When I finally learned to take a look At something other than countless books When I finally started to see the shadows within It was then and only then That I begin to learn For only when I begin to turn And look to my shadows deep within On my path could I begin For too many years I studied the shadows of my peers Hoping to find the path where I belong Only to realize my path could not be shown For as long as I was searching others’ shadows I could not see the answer lies in my shadows For it is my shadows that I must see If I’m to see where my path should be So for those of you who wish to learn I say to you it’s now your turn To take a look deep within See your shadows so you may begin Begin to learn where you belong Follow your shadows and you’ll be shown For it is your path you need to see Not the one that is right for me Blessed be three times three. Copyright 2007 TLC
Your Resident Nutt! Just Meee :)
  I am writing this blog for my friends who would like to know more about me. And warning... lol I do 'ramble' some, hahaha. If at any time you would like to ask me anything, feel free. I am an easy going person. I really enjoy doing things for my friends. So never hesitate to ask me for a favor. There are times when I make special things for people just because I feel like it. No! Contrary to popular belief, I am not the "Bitch that knows everything". I don't know it all yet! Lmao But I do like to try and learn something new everyday. Including learning more about my friends. I am not a Total Bitch unless provoked. It takes alot to piss me off 90 percent of the time. The other 10 percent "Subject To Snap" I have a severe anger disorder. And at this time it is uncontrollable by any medications I have tried so far. C'mon Smoke, we'll be late for anger management class. I dont take my anger out on anyone personally, unless they have pissed me off. But I am an easy going perso
What This Is
This is a place where i put my pet peeves. I have many, but these are the ones that bother me the most.
(actual Letter From An Iowa Resident And Sent To His Senator)...i Passed This On For My Friend Chetokee Lady..for U All
(Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process started before everyone figures it out. Simply put, tho
Warnings For The Side Effects Of Alcohol Consumption
Due to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are
Blagh This One Sux
Lost in my own soul Never to be found Held backinside these walls Was loving the one thing That means the world to me In a snap of my fingers its gone
A Little Mild Wednesday Reading :)
I used to be on ICQ, well, I still am. Anyway I used to send out a thought for the day to all my many friends on there. This went on for almost two years every day, so I have collected many of my thoughts for the day. I decided to begin sharing some here for all my friends. I will start with one that is particularly clsoe to my heart. Some are somewhat erotic and/or very sensual, some are born from philosophy, some are meant to elicit a certain feeling or thought. Well here we go with the first one, hope you enjoy :) Peter Britt A Thought For The Day by: Peter Britt "To this day I give my heart. That it might beat out the rhythm of my soul and the music within. Into the night I send out my song, that it might be heard and savored by waiting ears. Cast upon the waters I give the fluid lyric, that it might mingle with the drink of the earth. Amidst the darkness I release my passion, that it might call the light to brighten this world. If only, for a moment" ©1996Peter Britt
This And That - Sick Jessy Mind
SOOOO i am in a writing mood and nobody is talking to me ... so i have time to talk to myself... kinda.. well it feels like i am talking to myself... "hey jessy how are u?" "ok and u jessy?" "ya me too.. u wanna tell me something?" "ya how did u know?" "well i am u so i should know" "bla bla bla...." soo a few things about my day... it was shit... i slept 4 hours i was running around because of shitty things.... at last the weather was great.. i finally found out i stil can´t park a car lol.. plus i am sexual frustrated loool.. plus i am confused... psycho... totally freaking sick and... ummm ya... good that i am not a complainer at all.... sooo i hope everybody knows that ill own the world someday... if u r nice and sweet to me i will give u a secretary job in my office lol but we will see did i mention that i hate writing blogs? i had one for 1 year when i had a weird bf... i had everyday things to write because he was totally insane and sick... a
Merry Meet To All
Just thought I would say thank you to all that have given me a warm welcome, I have to appologise for being so slow with getting things going, I am a Wiccan was born that way, I am the author of the Biker Babes Bible series and don't get the name mixed up with any religious conitations cause the books are written for women just getting into the biker world, I have a website that explains it better anyway thank you all for the warm welcome Rubber Down Throttle up Love and Light, Throttle
I quit skool...part of me wants to cry, part of me is relieved.... due to my fall and dislocation of my knee I missed alot of skool.. the stress of trying to get caught up has put me in the ER twice in a month and its just not worth it anymore.. so off to look for work to start paying on my student loans. Thankfully where I live is cheap rent and my roomate will be moving out soon so my son can have his own room. So... here I go on another journey.. *skippy gimps off*
Forever to cherish you and Your presence, your touch Your mind body, and soul Forever mien to hold I'll be there if you let me Treat you fairly and honestly And be there in times of need With a shoulder to lean on Be there for you every second Every moment i live for you Someday when you look into my eyes You'll know every word ive said was true Might not be today or tomorrow Or even a year from now But im ready to make me and you An us for all eternity Excuse the sloppy work needs to be touched up a lil
5'4", 120 lbs, green eyes, orange flat-top, 6 1/2 shoes, C cup, small boned, 6 pack, oval faced, button nosed, full lower lip/medium upper lip, 3 3/4 ring finger size, scar on the forehead along the hairline (diving board incident), scar on the bottom ridge of the chin (kindergarten push and shove incident)
People can be disappointing, even more when you can’t express yourself well with words. I either keep quiet or I get angry. Then it hurts. Mostly when things don’t get sorted out the way I want. Curious, I didn’t even expect anyone to read my posts here. I was just experimenting. I modified the posts because it’s true that they did read a bit tremendous. Also, I think, from what I gather in conversations that many people hurt but they tend to be smarter than me and forget that it hurts. I like to complain in writing because it helps me to forget.
The National Day Of Sweden 6th June
Need More Help In The Father's Day Contest..... Please Repost For Lev....bombers Needed
A big THANKS for those who've dropped in and done some comment bombing on my contest picture for the Father's day contest. Hope you'll drop back by and help out somemore. For all the friends that haven't been in yet...please come by and leave all the comments you can on Lee's picture. I'd sure appreciate it... You could all throw in a few reposts here and there also....that would be a BIG help in getting the word around! Pllllllllease stop by and help out, all you can! THANKS, THANKS, THANKS
I'm In A Contest
Could all my friends help me out please.. here is the link to my photo..
Lets See Who Is Real Or Fake Friends
if you are a real friend u will got to my wifes racechick page and rate her photos if ur not don't ask for shit
It's A Wonderful Life
O.K. so it's been about a week and it aint been that bad i guess. well lets start off with me an matt went to the GodSmack concert last night and i had a blast!!!! I love the fact that when there's a good band coming to town that he wants to go see, he always chooses me to go with. It's about the only thing we do together other than go to the movies when there's something good playing. Anyways today kind of sucked at work don't get me wrong i love my job but every now and then it gets really frustrating and aggrevating. and today was one of those days.
Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Sagittarius For June 6,2007 You know what you know, but then all of these people suddenly want proof of how you know it. Who says you have to give it to them? If this system works for you, then go with it. That's all the proof you require.
How To Tell Your Age
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty clever. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... use a calculator if you need to. Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked finished! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun and it WILL work. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number. The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in
Love Or....
From the first time i met you I knew you were something special A person i could connect with Relate certain feelings unto one another Connecting far beyond normal friendship Both of us not noticing at all Being Stubborn, naive and young To right the steps we took toward the wrong Pushing eachother til we break Only to cause heartbreak in both I gave my heart to the wrong soul Only to be shoved in my own face But it still leads me right back If my love isnt true, what is?
Funny To Me Now
You know, when I first watched "SlingBlade" all I could do was feel depressed the whole time and feel the usual pity I have when I see someone who is handicapped. Not anymore. Now I think it is the funniest movie ever. The only sad part is when Carl tells the story about throwing his prematurely born brother away. It's a brilliant performance by Billy Bob Thornton, and it's so fuckin funny! I also wish John Ritter could have played a gay man in more movies cuz he is awesome at portraying a middle aged gay. The overall point is, I can laugh all day that movie.
Fuck U Tommy Ur A Fucking Whore !
DEAR TOMMY - im glad that u think so highly of me ! i love the way u say u want to hang out and promise it but never seem to get around to it ... and yes u seem to have time to see all your other friends ..... im so glad that u decided that i was a good FUCK for a minute and took advantage of that by pretending to be my friend just to get your dick wet even tho the whole world knows you will fuck any chick that gives you 2 seconds of her time and is kinda cute ... i knew i wasent the only girl u were fucking and i was ok with that it just sucks that u had to fucking use me like u did and fuck with my head like u have this by telling me what i wanted to hear and makeing me think u actually wanted a friendship this standing me up thing / not talking to me has gone way beyond you just feeling down in the dumps its just u found something and or some one better and want to just keep stringing me along ohh and by the way i hope
Role-playing Scenarios
Role-Playing Scenarios Surprise Beginnings This is a good way to start a scenario or an evening's activities. When the submissive is away, perhaps at work or at the store, take a brown paper bag and place a set of restraints (ankle cuffs, wrist cuffs, or the like), or a blindfold, or both, in it. Set the paper bag near the bedroom door (or, if you have enough privacy, near the door to the house!), and tape a sheet of paper with instructions on it on the door. The sheet should instruct the submissive to strip completely, open the bag, and put on the restraints/cuffs/blindfold before opening the door. The submissive is not allowed through the door until he or she is properly prepared. Naughty boarding school student (This is for male submissives) A variant on the classic "naughty Catholic schoolgirl," this fantasy scenario features a male boarding school student who is caught by the headmistress doing something bad--masturbating, reading a dirty magazine,
More from Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to ac
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Who Id Like To Meet
swingers,any one who loves to live life to the fullest...spontanious on the spot..and loves to ride..
Toys This section describes fun things you can do with everyday objects in a D/s context. Clothespins make wonderful toys. (Told you we'd get to that in the "How" part!) They can be clamped to all sorts of interesting parts of the body, and the sensation--especially on sensitive parts like nipples--is quite intense indeed. Furthermore, the longer they stay on, the more intense the sensation when they come off. Clamp them to nipples, or anywhere along the breasts; along the sides, arms, legs, and thighs; and in fact almost any other place you can think of. Generally speaking, plastic clothespins produce more intense sensation than wooden clothespins, and small clothespins have a sharper "bite" than larger clothespins. Make a zip strip: If you really feel adventurous, take about six wooden clothespins and drill a small hole in one handle of each one, near the end. Then, tie the clothespins along a piece of twine, leaving about four inches or so between clothespin
Lifes To Short
Life is too short, so kiss longer, laugh harder, love deeper, smile sweeter
Awwww Helllllll Nawwwwwww
Passion is a word which involves so many feelings; I feel it when we touch, I feel it when we kiss, I feel it when I look at you, for you are my passion .... my one true love.
Life And Crap
marked NSFW just so i could say fuckitgoddamit! well hey. probably should have put this entry in the depression blog, cuz i'm feelin down today. i have been thinking about life lately, and it just sux. i am turning 30 in January, and quite frankly am a bit freaked out by it. it's had me thinking lately...what the hell have i done with 30 years? sadly the answer is probably not a dam thing...unless you count getting drunk or horny as a life accomplishment. here i am with a job thats okay, but will never make me rich; with no steady girlfriend, let alone wife....with no kids, no investments, no company car...hell, nothing to show for anything. i'm wondering if this is a major crossroad or just turning 30 that i'm facing. should i change careers while i'm young enough to go back to college? should i try to settle down? be looking for a woman i might want to marry, not just fuck? shouldn't i have a retirement portfolio or some other crap by now? dam. i'm headed nowhere fast
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Safety Tips
Before we get to the good stuff, though, a few safety tips are in order. * Talk about what's going on with your partner. You don't necessarily have to tell him or her exactly what you're planning; in fact, sometimes surprises are fun. But you don't want to do anything your partner hates, either. This isn't just for one person's benefit. * Establish a "safeword." What's that? It's a code word that the submissive can use to mean "stop. Really. I mean it." You don't want to use a word like "no" or "stop," because sometimes you might want to work a pretend struggle into your fantasy. (I like "aardvark.") If your scene involves gagging your partner, establish another way that that person can say "Enough"--one common solution is for the gagged partner to hold a bell or some other object, and drop it if things get to be too much. * Keep a few things handy. You want to tie somebody up? Cool, but have some scissors on hand in case you need to get 'em loose in a hurr
Music Of A Vampire
You are now tied to my embrace, but there is no comfort I can give you. Your spirit will not rest again it must pay a price for this ageless gift. Once you’ve shared my vision you will fear your own desire. And search for your release on glare on of each dark night and you’ll remember this confession as an echo in each days surrender calling you form your loneliness as you called me from my own.
Real Friends
My Friend
You'll always be special, you'll always be loved for the warmhearted way that you live ..... You'll always be wished happy days in return For the heartwarming joy that you give
Lenny Kravitz › Can’t Get You Off My Mind
Life is just a lonely highway Im out here on the open road Im old enough to see behind me But young enough to feel my soul I dont wanna lose you baby And I dont wanna be alone Dont wanna live my days without you But for now Ill have to be without you *chorus* Ive got a pocket full of money And a pocket full of keys that have no bounds But then I think of loving And I just cant get you off of my mind Babe cant you see That this is killing me I dont want to push you baby And I dont want you to be told Its just that I cant breathe without I feel like Im gonna lose control (chorus) What are the rules and reasons and the dos and donts Tell me baby tell me baby What do you feel inside (chorus)
Good Things Happen Too
Ex-Sergeant Named Calendar Cover Girl PR Newswire | June 04, 2007 SAN DIEGO - Operation Calendar, producers of the "CAMOUFLAGE: PIN-UP" calendar announced that Playboy model and actress Michelle Manhart will be the cover girl for their third annual calendar, set to be released later this year. Manhart was featured in Playboy magazine's February 2007 issue while active in the U.S. Air Force. Reactions to her pictorial garnered national media attention and ultimately resulted in her Honorable Discharge. "The men and women of the Armed Forces give so much and I want to give back, said Manhart." "This is one small way I can help." Manhart joined one of the 2008 models, Janica, in the announcement today from San Diego. Janica was on hand to serve as the human canvas for the work of world-renowned body painter Filippo Ioco. "I've painted many models all over the world, but being a part of this effort is truly special," said Ioco. Award winning photographer Monique Feil will conti
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I am the one who waits for each, for each days surrender. And the for night with it brief escapes from the prison of this lonely need I can hear the blood course through your veins a rushing wave on distance sea and the sound of your pulse betting a constant ticking in my ears counts out each second of our separation each hour of my longing I am restless in my hunger. For our perfect union but I must wait for night’s release and your love surrender.
Missing You
I miss you mydear one, I awake each day lonely and longing your return. Each night, I stay awake, Thinking of you, my love
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What Color Condom Are You
Clear Condom: Just broke up with someone, or they broke up with you, but still have feelings for them. Blue Condom: Single, looking For the right someone, but hating being single! Orange Condom: Taken and about to break up. Pink Condom: Single but kinda llike someone but waitin it out dont know yet. Green Condom: Taken & truely in love with the person. Purple Condom: Taken and confused about what's going wrong with your relationship but im still gonna break up with her dumbass! Trojan Condom: Like someone who doesn't like you back. Tye-dye Condom: Just taken... and confused ?? about stuff Red Condom: If your a ninja. Black Condom: Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not. Teal Condom: Like someone who likes you back, but not going out yet. Broken Condom: damn, the white girl is pregnant White Condom: you like someone who's dating someone else and you wish you had them. No Condom:: Yeah you h
Dimensional Theories
This isn't nearly as researched as i like but i'll still put it out here... Alright in modern society to ancient society the afterlife has always been a big case yet no one understands what it can be or what it fully is, outside what is stated in their religious text. well i feel that the einsteins theories of multiple dimensions blended together with the number 11, a common number showing up in many religions, show an amount equal to the number of dimensions the world has. now the trick goes into linear algebra which i haven't had the joys of taking but quickly summed up in basic proofs each dimension consists of the dimension number plus one, for like what we have is: xyz with the constant variable in t so with that being said we live in the third dimension consisting of length width and depth and an importance of time... the fourth dimension is time so the laws of physics then change because time is no longer a variable needed to worry about. that explains the basics of
Buffy Fan Video - Willow (evanescense - Tourniquet)
_________________________________________________ Ok, so I've decided since I posted this here, and someone was nice enough to rate it anyway *grin*...I'll leave it. Besides, it reminds me of a lot of the good discussions my friends and I have had in the past about the way television programs have changed so much since the TV was first introduced. Most of our discussions, of course, centered around the last 20 - 30 years or so of sitcoms, cartoons, late-night viewing, and even how the news is delivered now. There's definitely far too much sex, violence, and other negative imagery/influence on the big screen and TV; but as long as there's a "market" for it (people who want it and will continue to contribute to it) it's not going to go away. I'm not saying I'm some prude who's totally against any of that...FAR from it, really. If you knew me, or at least had a general feel for who I'd know that. However, I'm also a mother and I do worry about how this all affects
For U And U Know Who U R .... We Will Always Stick Together Cool Aint It !!!! Xx
Just A Saying
Pet Peeve #219
If you're going to send me a message of any sort, please keep the following in mind: it's not "YOUR pretty", it's "YOU'RE pretty" it's not "THERE not here" it's "THEY'RE not here" Now obviously, this is not a complete listing of all the errors...but I think you get the general idea. I think they teach this shit in elemetary school.
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Ancient Indian Proverb
Treat the earth well: It was not given to you by your parents. It was not loaned to you by your children. We do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrowed it from our children.
Ode To Joy
Wild and fearful in his cavern Hid the naked troglodyte, And the homeless nomad wandered Laying waste the fertile plain. Menacing with spear and arrow In the woods the hunter strayed ... Woe to all poor wreteches stranded On those cruel and hostile shores! From the peak of high Olympus Came the mother Ceres down, Seeeking in those savage regions Her lost daughter Prosperine. But the Goddess found no refuge, Found no kindly welcome there, And no temple bearing witness To the worship of the gods. From the fields and from the vineyards Came no fruit to deck the feasts, Only flesh of blood-stained victims Smouldered on the alter-fires, And where'er the grieving goddess Turns her melancholy gaze, Sunk in vilest degradation Man his loathsomeness displays. Would he purge his soul from vileness And attain to light and worth, He must turn and cling forever To his ancient Mother Earth. Joy everlasting fostereth The soul of all creation, It is her secret ferm
Hey! I Wanna Share My Newest Additions...gotta See!
They came in today...Aren't they beautiful?!!! I'm gonna break em' in tonight!!! WOOOOHOOO! Who has these?
To My Baby
Buried at The pain is unbearable at times To the point where I feel I will lose my mind. Tears flow endlessly Because you were taken away from me I wasn’t given the chance to show you The love I would have showered upon you. So many nights I sit and think Would I have been buying blue or pink? Would she look like me? Or like her daddy? Would she have his smile or mine? Would her eyes have been blue or green like mine? What would her personality be? More like him or just like me? Would she know how much I love her? Though she wasn’t planned I would never abandon her. I think how I will never be able to hold you and comfort you when you cry. Never be able to kiss you and sing you soothing lullabies. Never be able to stand over your crib and watch you as you dream Of times, people and places you have yet to see. She will never be able to feel the warmth from my arms Or feel the beat of my heart as I sing her a sweet song. Neve
Love Sweet Embrace
Please order my book, its a book for all, from native american poetry, gospel, humor, , fairy tales for wee ones sweet dream fairy tales for the adults just click on banner below get your order in Thank You Jody Dickey insert from one of my poems in the book A LITTLE HEAT THEN LOL DEDICATED TO MY EROS Love Sweet Embrace It's magic when Our bodies touch Only you can make me Feel such sweet heat You're all man' My Eros God of love Bringing me sweet pleasure I'm afraid to close my eyes If it is a dream you will vanish My heart is beating so fast I know My Darling you will pick me up Carry me in your loving arms Softly laying me upon the bed Slowly removing my clothing Piece by piece, Stopping long enough to kiss My expose flesh Sweet caresses from your lips Slowly inching down my body Awe My Sweet Darling "Do you know ,what you're doing to me ? " I am butter melting beneath you My breaths are mere sighs Th
My Baby Turned 1 Today
She is getting so big so fast ... It does not seem like it was 1 yr ago today that I had her. She is so beautiful and such a great baby ...
First Official Day At Bru
Well things went all right at BRU today. I felt slow even knowing I didn't know where stuff was and it was my first day on the sales floor. I spent forever in a tiny little area trying to stock it and get it straightened up. It is a good thing I didn't have time to stock the diapers sense they were redoing the diaper shelves. There was a bunch of holes left on the shelves from out of stock items. I hope they get the stuff in tonight. That reminds me I have to take a box cutter with me to work and a pen. I spent most of the morning fighting with taped boxes until someone noticed I didn't have one. I didn't want to bother any body to get me one. I better get to looking for a full time job now. Have a good day.
Surviving A Long Distance Relationship
Challenging and difficult, though they may not be what we want to hear, are the words that best describe long distance relationships. Keep in mind however, that the words are challenging and difficult, not impossible. Many people choose to give a long distance relationship a try, with the constant curiosity if it was the right decision to make and if it even stands a chance. The truth is, a long distance relationship has just as much a chance of succeeding as any other relationship! Long Distance Relationships share the same facts as an average relationship. It involves two people who share an interest in each other's lives, care for one another and of course have a love for each other that they hope will only continue to grow. On the other hand, a long distance relationship does have its differences as well. It takes away your ability to see each other on a frequent note, as well as the choice of being intimate whenever you desire, not to mention that there would be major trust re
New Ct Member And Friend
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Maintenance Spankings on 9/15/2006 This week has been much more calm as far as work is concerned so on Wednesday I asked Sir Don if he wanted to start the Maintenance Disciplines again. He told me yes, that he thought that was a good idea. I get my Maintenance Disciplines after everybody goes home for the day at work so that we don't have to do them at night. It's more convenient too because we have a 10 year old in the house. Anyway, he told me to get ready; which means going into the work area, stripping all of my clothes off, and bending over so that my head and arms are even with the work bench. Then I wait until he gets there, which of course I did. I got about a 30 minute spanking which he's very careful to do a warm up for. At the end I had a very tingling, hot backside. Although my backside cooled down by that evening I remember waking up that night and feeling the affects his discipline had on it. My backside tingled off and on all the next day too.
People I Know In Person...
Wanted to do a blog about the people I know in person on here... if you can, give them a shout out... Don't think about asking them questions about me, they aren't rats... okay, well not that I know of! lol This is my blood cousin Jennifer. Loves dark meat (if you know what I mean), she is a hoot... and always tring to get something on me! I think she and my mom hide secrets from me! Luv ya bitch! ღ ღஐDAddY$ HoNeY DiPஐღღ@ CherryTAP This is my friend Chris. He came down for Lasagna a few weeks ago and to bring me my Rosters Steelers Football! He was able to spend the night (NOT THAT WAY PERVERTS!) He is a good guy and hope he finds a good girl! Singleguy@ CherryTAP This is my old best friend from high school. She was a blast! She is such a country girl and as sweet as cherry pie! Her parents hated me, cause I was a BAD influence! Imagine that! Luvs ya girl! Be As You Are Always.....@ CherryTAP This is my life-long frien
Home Again
I'm back around for those of you who wanted to know just give me a shout i will be on here most of the night.
After Work
Well I'm sitting here after work, still at work, with a sore, tingling, hot butt. Yesterday and today, during work, I neglected to address you as Sir when we IM each other during business hours. It's just so easy to dash off a message and not give it a thought but that's not what's supposed to happen. I knew this because I had been punished once before for this, failing to address you as Sir that is. When you told me that I would be punished tonight I thought about it. You had told me that if needed you would punish me after work and since the offense happened at work then in my mind I figured I should be punished there too. When I mentioned this to you, you were very surprised but you agreed with me. After office hours and after all the employees had gone home you allowed me to go to the bathroom. After that I made sure the doors were locked and you took me into the shop and had me go over your knee on an office chair. This was different because I had to balance this time w
Another Of Kays Blogs
May 06, 2006 - Saturday after Discipline I sit here tonight nude after a Maintenance Discipline with a stinging red butt. This is the normal weekly discipline I receive to remind me of several things. One, to remind me what a real punishment spanking is supposed to feel like. Two, to remind me that I am not the one in charge but my HOH. Third, to remind me and for me to practice being submissive, even while I am being disciplined. Tonight I was able to receive fairly hard swats from both my HOH's hand and from the back of his hairbrush. He spanked me for 45 minutes and after about 30 minutes his hand got tired he switched to a hairbrush. The hairbrush is made of plastic and stings like crazy. Although he brought tears to my eyes I didn't cry and I was able to lay still on his lap for the most part except for the last 5 minutes when he had switched back to using his hand and was giving me pretty hard swats. I wiggled a little but not nearly as much as when we first st
No Computer Only Cell Phone
Hey guys no computer cant use shout box only thing i can do see my profile comments so message me there and i can respond hope you Dont think im blowing u off Kisses
LOVE is not easy but try to love with all you can. "If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you."
Where Are You Going?
Do you think you will go to heaven or hell when you die...
Not Moving
Hey all recently decided to not move, and the good news is that I'm becoming manager at my work. Pretty cool. I need to get to level 3 to send gifts and to do things to better my score on the tap.
My Daily Rant!
Ok. So cherrytap is starting to lose some of it's appeal to me. It's not really fun anymore. To be honest, it was just a way to pass the time. When I come on, and look at the bulletins, all i get are the same few people posting about new contests, lounges, and other random stuff. I rarely see a cool bulletin, or one that makes a difference. I've reposted a few, and I feel stupid in doing that. The only bulletins that I repost, and gladly so, are the bulletins that have anything to do with helping find a child, or ending abuse of some sort. But how can I see them when I have 2 pages filled with "HELP ME WIN A FAKE PORCHE WITH SOMEONE ELSES CHERRYBUCKS!!!" or "WE NEED BARTENDERS/BOUNCERS/DANCERS FOR OUR FAKE ONLINE BAR!" Now, don't get me wrong. I'm glad you all have your fun hangouts online, and people that you can chat with. But I on the other hand, prefer to go to a REAL bar and have a REAL shot of yukon. More power to you, more power to me. But come on people. I'm sorry if you REALL
To All Of The People On Ct Her
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A Old Boyfriend
I old boyfriend of mine found me on here yesterday. I was shocked haven't seen or talked to him in about 15 years now. I do have to admist it was nice talking to him again. He was my first true love in my life.
Most Woman's Dream
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'"
Bad Mood Busters
>1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? >Unique Up On It. > >2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? >Tame Way. > >3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? >They Take The Psycho Path > >4. How Do You Get Holy Water? >You Boil The Hell Out Of It > > >5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? >Dam! > > > >6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? >Polaroid's > >7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? >A Stick > >8 What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? >Nacho Cheese. > >9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? >Subordinate Clauses. > >10. What D o You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? >Quattro Sinko. > >11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? >Spoiled Milk. > >12. What Do You Get When Yo u Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? >Frostbite. > >13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. > >14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? >Anyone Can Roast Beef. > >15. Where Do Y
Hurt Again!
Well, my kamikazi dog did it again. I took him playing yesterday and he fucked up his shoulder or elbow, we can't really tell which. He is limping really bad but he never yelped or anything when he hurt it. I'm not even sure how it happened. I just hope it isn't serious. He already had major knee surgery last year and it would kill me if he had to go another summer without being able to swim or play. I'm going to give it a couple days to see if it gets better before I take him to the vet.
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What Is There To Do
can someone help me my mind isn't in the right place and i need help can anyone give some marriage advice or some mental help i'm going crazy i love her but i keep messing up everything i do and say is wrong but she is golden to everyone please help me
Yay For Eyedrops
Will rest up, but so far so good. Now I (mostly?) just have a headache, but I'm used to those.
please leave comments on this blog thank all of my fellow juggalo's for there clown luv peace mmfcl
[seat Watch On The Window]
[Seat watch on window] -Think 'n confused- I don't know who you are, I don’t know if they love me back or never. Make my heart get RIP OFF 'n hurt lots! And don't know who my truly friend, that fine with me… I let you GOOO! FOUCS by yourself and you’re truly friend than me do... I knew some my truly friend was avoid and hide on me, wont tell to me truly honestly! I can feel a VIBES!- [Rip off on you by my heart]
These Days...
going to visit family in MI this month... and when i come back i'm having corrective lasik eye surgery. freaked and excited at the same time
Hell Yeah
hell yeah i'm in the juggalo mafia now so if there r any juggalo's and ofcours any juggalette's out there come by and add me as a friend show me and other fellow juggalo's some much mutha fuckin clown love.
I Am A Native American!
We came from many different Lands We came from many different places We came before the World aknowledged That America was even created Our Fathers And Mothers are shining bright like Stars We are the Decedents of the Great Believer Himself We came with the notion that Freedom would shine We came with the Love from Peace undenied We came from a World that none knew before We came when the Great Spirit shined and opened the Door The Tower of Babble the Nation of Abraham The Decedents of Joseph and Mary are our Kin We are the ones that saw the signs That Peace is in Unity and Harmony combined So when you hear Native Do not be alarmed for many Natives From many Cultures Make up Native Americans (Tony Kenyon 2007)
Joke Of The Day...
... A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" * * * * * * * * * The boy goes
well.. well.. here it is just another day in my life, the thoughts of me moving are still in my head.. I will be flying to see my parents in about a week.. AND im about to turn 22.. wow that's bad... but good i think. Sometimes I just siting back nd think about were my life has gone, I don't feel as I should be 22.. nor do I feel that I Should have kids.. but then I sit back and think maybe were I am is perfect.. right?? or wrong?? but oh well.. So wow.. as I sit here and think about it I will be 22 in only a few days? wow IM getting old.. and not younger..I guess what my mom told me when i was younger is cathcing up with you.. But my friend keeps reinforcing that you are only as young as you act... so i got to keep that on my mind.. thanks
Back On Tap
to all of those who have noticed i am back on tap... after a long move and computer issues i finally got everything back up and running...yup that means ill be rating u shortly specially if ur a fan just give me sometime and i will get to you asap
Thank You
Again, it is what it is Thank you for all the times we shared even if you didn't really care Thank you for the passionate nights at least the ones there were no fights Thank you for a love so rare the crumbs of which you kindly shared Thank you for coming into my life and showing me how it could be filled with strife Thank you for showing the error of my ways you reminded me daily for days and days Thank you for turning my world around and showing me just how far the fall was down Thank you for giving my life a new meaning my pleasure for life you were slowly gleening Thank you for twisting the final screw running when at last I finally blew Thank you for leaving me all this pain you'll never know just how much I've gained Thank you for this nervous twitch all those nights you loved being such a fucking bitch Thank you for drawing out my inner strength lest I'd have fuckin choked you at length Thank you for showing me what I truely am
I Am....happy
Twisting hard, It ripped through me, Like a tornado- this Love, Pure and unchecked, It tore my soul from me, Flayed my being to within an inch, Of the end. Wracking my body, Shuddering aches, My heart exploded, Glittering golden rain, Falling, Into us. Knowing it was coming, But unable to see the signs, It batters me with joy, As it stabs me with pains. Nowhere on this earth, In this life, Have I known such emotion, A terrible fact I acknowledge, Is that I have wrought it unto myself. But in my darkened hour, I am reminded of my truth, The only thing which matters, That is the only one for me, This beautiful and sweet yummy.
Losing Control
Man, I spent most my children's lifes raising them to go out in the world and handle things on their own and the rights and wrongs of things and I thought it might be a relieve off my shoulders when they did start making those decisions and me not stressing about how to make the right decisions for them...but hell it just goes to another level of worry as a parent. Recently, my oldest son graduated high school and now is 18 so that makes him a grown man in his eyes and I have another that is about to be 18 soon that already thinks he is grown but I still have some control over. Back to my oldest, anyhow he has been making his own decisions as "a man" for about 6 months now and for the most part I can say they haven't been bad ones. But, it is so hard for me to stand back and watch and not put my two cents in or come to rescue him when he makes a wrong fact a couple times, he had to tell me "Mom, I'm grown now" and I reluctantly back out of his decisions. I am hoping s
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Mathmatical Viewpoint
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, a
Age Differences?
Most say its ok for women to date older men but when in public the looks are horible. My ? is what do you feel is approiate in age difference or just a number?
Basic Information
A Pisces, 26 years old, a feminine tomboy, camoflague fashion junkie, profoundly deaf from birth, going through college, a mother of four, a divorcee, a city slicker turned country girl - soon to reverse back to a city slicker, speed demon (as in cars), brutally honest, mercilessly blunt, an Avon lady, a 10 year soccer player veteran, 3 year semi-pro diver veteran, a Marine's sister and a Marine's daughter, a volunteer worker for various organizations, formerly of Elmhurst, Illinois.
My Neighbor Died Lastnight
He dove head first into the pool. It was only 3ft. We think he was drunk. His 15 year old nephew pulled him from the pool and tried giving him cpr, but it didn't work. His neck had snapped on impact. I stayed with the family most of the night when we went down to the police station. I just can't believe what happened. Guess the question of life and death hits you fast. Funny though I didn't even know they were in the pool until i heard his wife screaming and ran outside. Here's the news clip. What little there was. ("Roughly around 9:30pm lastnight a man died at the Fountianhead Apartments in the Medical Center of San Antonio. "He had been intoxicated when he jumped in. He hit his head and drowned in the pool. I tried to pull him out and give him CPR but it didn't work." Claimed the 15 year old nephew. The man had been fighting with the boy the day previous and had recently made mends that day. After a few drinks the man decided to as the boy to join him in swiming. EMS Spent 20 mi
Happy Wednesday. My tattoo doesn't itch anymore. i still haven't seen Pirates 3. Blah. It's a slow day at work. That makes time go by slower, which makes me lethargic. i want caffeine.
Across The Table
This is what it is Across the table from one another we set Watching one another Looking but not seeing one another Still at a loss as to what has happened to us How did we come to this We were so good for a while Then it seems suddenly we were different No longer the affections No longer the shared desires No longer the passion Is there no longer love? Are we now mearly friends looking at one another Has that spark burned itself out I know at one time you truely cared I felt so much from you Now we just set looking at each other I don't see that shine in your eyes anymore I don't see your face radiate warmth when you see me I don't see that eagerness to touch my hand Though we only set across the table What is to become of us What can become of us My fire still burns bright All I see are the ashes of yours So here we sit, not speaking, just looking Does that describe all we were to you Were you "just looking" Trying me on as you would new shoes or a dr
To My Angel ~ Come Take My Hand
To Angel ~ Come Take My Hand Come take my hand and let's walk through the stars We'll laugh at Venus, we'll sleep on Mars. We'll wake with the sun and hear him yawn With celestial brushes we'll paint the dawn. We'll bathe in the magic and shake hands with the moon. And learn it's mystical unearthly tune. Our feet will tiptoe through stardust fine. Our eyes will sparkle our faces shine. Our deep running love will burn very bright, Your smile will twinkle and shine through the night. Come take my hand, let's walk by the sea. It's vastness reflects its eternity. The cool of its waves brushing over our feet, Warmed by the rays of the sun's steady beat. The sun through your hair makes a halo of gold. The warmth in your smile leaves no secret untold. The sand soft as velvet sifts through our toes While across our faces a summer wind blows. A seagull in flight looks from up high above At this couple below,
Not Completely.....
ok ok , so im not off here completely , IM still on, just in a PG-13
Spirits Return
I've seen this arrowhead before I know Maybe about fifteen hundred years ago. I chipped it myself, where the creek used to flow. I remember this mound when it was deep in the wood. With my temple on top so immaculate it stood. Though it shrinks in this city it still feels good. I've heard that cry before in the sky The mighty Eagle soaring so high. I look up and smile as he winks his eye. These visions hit me straight to the marrow. The past shoots through me like the swiftest arrow. For the past flows deeper as the future gets shallow.
Too Busy For A Friend
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matte
Words Spoken By Chief Dan George
O great spirit whose voice i hear in the wind. I come to you as one of your many children. I need your strength and your wisdom. Make me strong not to be superior to my brother, But to be able to fight my greatest enemy: MYSELF.
Something I Wrote A While Back.
I cannot seem to get in the right word to explain how I feel. Maybe I am too stupid, too selfish, too cruel, or too lazy to find the perfect way to express my feeling. Alternatively, it could be that I am just self-centered to understand what is going on. I know what I want in life. In addition, maybe I am expecting too much from the people that surround me. I know that I cannot get what I want, but I can always try to get what I believe is right for me. And when I do not get what I want. Then I give my self-hope by telling myself, “at list I tried” Unfortunately, I always seem to hear that voice telling me that I did not do it right. I can only do so much on my side and If I have any nerve left to do more then I keep on doing until I can not go on anymore. Life is just a game, you either win or loose, but we do our best to win even when we loose we feels like the winners, only because we did our best. At list that what I try to do. I have gone through hell and back and back to
I Know
i know that i am not rich i know that i am not perfect i know that i can be a real big bitch i know that i need you by myside i know that i love you i know that my heart beats just for you i know that with out you my heart dose not beat i know that i messed up with you big time and i am sry 4 that. i know that sometimes at night i think of things that i know that i should not be thinkin i know that i promised you that i will not hurt myself and i will keep that promise too u i know that i miss you so much.
Native American Blessing
Let us walk softly on the Earth with all living beings great and small remembering as we go, that one God kind and wise created all.
A little 8 year old boy wanted to be circumcised when he realized he looked different than dad and his friends. The day after the proceedure he returned to school. During class, he became uncomfortable and asked for permission to go to the nurse. When he arrived at her office, he hesitated and finally just asked if he could call his mother. Sensing this was personal, the nurse stepped into the hall and closed the door to allow him privacy. Several minutes later the little boy came out of her office and the nurse noticed his penis was sticking out of his pants. "Where are you going?" she asked. "Back to class," said the boy. "But you can't go back like that!" explained the nurse. "I have to," stressed the boy. "My mother said that if I could just stick it out until lunchtime, she would come and pick me up."
Just A Quote
Ancient Lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath.
Thermometer Jokes:
What did the nurse say when she found a rectal thermometer in her pocket? "Some asshole has my pen!" What's the difference between an oral thermometer and a rectal thermometer? The taste. Why did the nurse always insist on using the rectal thermometer to obtain temperatures? She was taught in nursing school to always look for her patient's best side.
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the momentyou stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other ....
ok so im trying to figure out how this works, how do people chat and meet others? if anyone has a clue please let me
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To Few Left.
TRUE AMERICAN It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you be
The Ranks Of A Hospital
The Ranks of a Hospital Surgeon: Leaps tall buildings in a single bound Is more productive than a train Is faster than a speeding bullet Walks on water Talks with God Internist: Leaps short buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a switch engine Is faster than a speeding BB Walks on water if the sea is calm Talks with God if special request is approved General Practitioner: Leaps short buildings with a running start and favorable winds Is almost as powerful as a switch engine Can fire a speeding bullet Walks on water in an indoor swimming pool Is occasionally addressed by God Resident: Barely clears a picket fence Loses tug-of-war with a train Can sometimes handle a gun without inflicting self-injury Swims well Talks with animals Intern: Makes high skid marks on a wall when trying to leap buildings Is run over by a train Is not issued ammunition Dog paddles Talks to walls Medical Student: Runs into buildings Recognizes a train
Prescriptive Compliance:
Prescriptive compliance: A woman in Arkansas brought her baby in to see the doctor, and he determined right away the baby had an ear ache. He wrote a prescription for ear drops. In the directions he wrote, "Put two drops in right ear every four hours" and he abbreviated "right" as an R with a circle around it. Several days passed, and the woman returned with her baby, complaining that the baby still had an earache, and his little behind was getting really greasy with all those drops of oil. The doctor looked at the bottle of ear drops and sure enough, the pharmacist had typed the following instructions on the label: "Put two drops in R ear every four hours."
I Was In The Sexiest Feet Contest
This Is Good And Worth The Read For A Laughhelloh
...... Macho man married a typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want,and I don't expect any hassle from you.I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner.I'll go hunting,fishing,boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it.Those are my rules.Any comments?" His new bride said,"No,that's fine with me.Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night... whether you're here or not." ( SHE'S GOOD!) Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells,"When you die,I'm getting you a headstone that reads,'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.' "Yeah?"she replies."When you die,I'm getting you a headstone that reads,"Here Lies My Husband Stiff At Last.'" (
Pretty Is As Pretty Does
Pretty is as pretty does
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A man speaks frantically into the phone, "My wife is pregnant, and her contractions are only two minutes apart!" "Is this her first child?" the doctor queries. "No, you idiot!" the man shouts. "This is her husband!"
Bad News
Doctor: I have some bad news and some very bad news. Patient: Well, might as well give me the bad news first. Doctor: The lab called with your test results. They said you have 24 hours to live. Patient: 24 HOURS! That's terrible!! WHAT could be WORSE? What's the very bad news? Doctor: I've been trying to reach you since yesterday.
Spirit of the Wind carry me Spirit of the Wind carry me home Spirit of the Wind carry me home to myself Spirit of the Ocean, depth of emotion Spirit of the Sea, set myself free Spirit of the Rain, wash away the pain Spirit of the Storm, help me be reborn Spirit of the Sun, warm light healing one Spirit of the Sky, spread my winds and fly Spirit of the Earth, help with my birth Spirit of the Land, hold me in your hand Spirit of the River, blessed forgiver Spirit of the Shore, shows me more and more.
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How R All My Lovely Friends Doin 2day
i was just wondering if all of my friends could check and see if they have fanned me i would appreciate it, im pretty sure i have fanned all of mine but if i havent let me know and i will surely do it. i have 1400+ friends and only 161 fans, so please people help me get a ranking, ive never had one, thanx too all and u have a great humpday
Need Help
Ok help a gal out here, got 2 lovely kittens. Not sure exactly what their sex is just yet as they are only 3 mos old and is hard to tell. So I know everyone has some great ideas to unisex names!! Their pics are in my album but will post them here to show you what they look like! Would be apreciated , thanks ahead of time!
Medical Bloopers
Exam of genitalia reveals that he is circus sized. Rectal exam revealed a normal size thyroid. (Long fingers?) A midsystolic ejaculation murmur heard over the mitral area. When she fainted, her eyes rolled around the room. She can't get pregnant with her husband, so I will work her up. The patient states there is a burning pain in his penis which goes to his feet. On the second day the knee was better and on the third day it had completely disappeared. The patient has been depressed ever since she began seeing me in 1983. I will be happy to go into her GI system, she seems ready and anxious The patient has no past history of suicides. Patient has left his white blood cells at another hospital. By the time he was admitted, his rapid heart had stopped, and he was feeling much better. The patient refused an autopsy. Many years ago the patient had frostbite of the right shoe. The bugs that grew out of her urine were cultured in the Casualt
66 Points To Go,..please Help,....
thank ou all for the love,..i've reached my max for ratings today, you know i've been helping YOU out,...come help me,...please,... stop by and say hi,... thanks,....brenna
i really am pregnant again!! i'm due in january.. crazyness, huh?? oh-well life goes on another day.. please comment this blog and tell what you think.. i need ideas for names starting with a J for either girls or boys... thank you!!
My Life
ok about me i guess. i am 43 years old, married no kids,but do ,how ever take care of 3 year old little girl. and she a hand full. i think we learn from each other,and who said you can't teach ,old dog's new trick's lol. she is apple of my eye and the the only one who hold's the key to my heart. and as far as love goes i found out hard way that nothing last forever. i have no clue why iam at this cherry tap thing lol , it's not like i don't have life lol. ok you think your sick of hearing about me ,well hear i go again lol, i love all kids music love 70s rock and all country and lite jazz.i enjoy walking and love it when it rain's , and i like smell fresh gut grass, i am just a kick back kinda person i guess. i have been told a person with heart of gold.i try not to get mad or upset over ever little thing cause life to short. ans besides i love take the time to stop and smell roes's .
I'm Pregnant
that's right i'm pregnant again!!!!
Healthy He He
Healthy ... A woman, in her fifties, is at home happily jumping, unclothed, on her bed and squealing with delight. Her husband watches her for a while and asks, "Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look? What's the matter with you? " The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says, "I don't care what you think. I just came from having a mammogram, and the doctor says that not only am I healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old. " The husband replies, "What did he say about your 55-year old ass?" "Your name never came up," she replied.
Broken Promises
it seems like everytime i turn around someone is making promises they know they cant keep so why even bother why tell people you promises when you know it is nothing but a lie so threw for this is one that will not make promises anymore or even listen to them been hurt to many times by them and just cant take it anymore yeah i know i am whining but you know what who cared but me anyways if you dont want to hear me rant or read my rants then dont but all i have to say is stop making romises you know you cant keep
Some More By Me And Other Authors
That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when you're weak - Me Happiness depends upon ourselves - ME They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself - Andy Warhol God can heal a broken heart if given all the pieces... don't always go for what you want, look at what you already have or you might miss something special...Sometimes the sound of goodbye is louder than any drum beat - Me Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret - Me You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you - Eric Hoffer Holding on to anger, resentment, & hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache, and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughterand lightness in your life - Joan Lunden Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were - Cherie Carter-Scott The reasonable man adapts himself to t
Gas Gas Gas
Things won't change until the bosses change and god knows that you can only exchange one evil for another for so long before it seems like the norm! Alright, that out of the way... Lets discuss something near and dear to the public's heart, ~gas prices~. Please tell me that you are as pissed off as I am about this? I rolled by a station the other day and was astounded to see that a gallon of gas is almost $4.00. It's o.k. to joke, I've seen the pages that rouse the humor of high gas prices (unleaded = arm, super = first born), but we really need to get focused. Why is gas so much? Are we lacking oil? What are we doing about it? Really folks, if we are in a crisis situation where oil is almost gone, why aren't we looking for other options. I know there's got to be something... I'm no fuel expert, but I did study physics and movement, combustion is not the only way to unleash kinetic energy! This morning my better half writes to me that there was some type of cyclone in the m
The Redeye From
the land of the Occasional penguin... or rather, the eye of the occasional penguin. Just went and bought some Visine, will see if that helps. (Am at work, but yes, will call my doctor in a few minutes, see if an appointment can be set up soon. I'm not positive it's an infection, but it does hurt...)
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The Real Story Of Garden Of Eden
Thought be nice to create a blog for jokes i much rather start my day out with a smile and a laugh feel free to add yours , rated r ok :) GARDEN OF EDEN EVE's SIDE OF THE STORY Garden of Eden, God visits Eve. "So, how is everything going?" inquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," Eve replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I do have this one problem. It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc. ... she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced." "That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I
Can You Name All These Stars!!!
House Of Clergy Of Egypt
The postion of clergy was the most demanding you had to service bothe the high circle of priest and priestesses and also the people. They were the mentors the people to serve law and justice and provide service of faith and healing and in some cases to act as personal defenders of people of high status. To be a clergy member was a long process you would of normally been pulled from your family and start your leasons under three mentors each of them teaching a field of knowledge of their own. To be clergy you took no credit for anything you did it was all given to Higher officals or an action of the dieties. Yet it was a good means to life all the clergy was taken well care of for they were what made things be.
Hello All
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Media Hierarchy
I went to a bar this week (imagine that), while there I watched the bar goers purchasing their drinks and bouncing back and forth between booths and the television. While I was sitting there (reverting to my mushroom self) the news came on... I hate the news. At least current events, I don't mind the weather or traffic, sports isn't even that bad as long as they stay away from the illegal activities that our million dollar athletes are engaged in... morons. Anyhow, so the news comes on and the first story is about a mother who killed her three children and then herself. She had four kids, I guess one survived. This crazy lady hung them in the closet. WTF??? The guy sitting next to me looks over and says, "well there goes another one." Then goes back to drinking his beer. Very distressing to say the least, the story didn't phase anyone. I felt my chest well up. It has become accepted that parents kill their spouses and children?! BECAUSE IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME!~ I don'
The "x" Mart Greeter
You ever wonder if the world you live in is just a sugar coating on top of the way things really should be? Why do people wave at you when you drive by? Why can't I walk into a store without everyone wanting to greet me? Why do they give me a dirty looks when I don't respond to their greetings? Sometimes I just want to stop and say, "I don't know you! I just want to buy toothpaste and get back to my house!" It is not up to the conglomerates to decide how we should act. I will not be looked down upon for not saying "Hi" to the "X" mart greeter. In lots of ways, we as citizens have been duped by the media and conglomerate groups. It is not normal to go out of your way to smile and make eye contact with someone you don't know. Look at the animal kingdom (we're part of that, don't forget). If a lion was to look another lion in the eye and smile a big toothy grin, there would be some fighting going on. It is not natural for us to do these things. Don't get me wrong, modern culture all
Welcome One And All To The World With Out A Home.
well i was dropped off at 11:00 this morning . at buckeye dougnuts thats rigth across from the campus more or less down town columbus. by my EX roomate. with barely a goodluck or will you be okay. its amazing how disopal we all are when are no more use or have no moeny. well i got my backpack of holding ( a little old geek humor ;) ) holding what little i have to face the world with clothes toothy brush deoderent, cigs, what not some of the things i packed are a bit silly but i needed to keep some sense of me. nail fails, Q-tips, i even got a cell phone one of those disposalable virgin is a great thing. and a cd player with rechargeable batterys. i know it seems silly but with out music i'd be a mass murdger in no time hahaha ;p well after i'm done here at the libarry. i,m going to see what i can do to try and get in to a shelter. funny thing is that here you have make a appointment before you can get a bed and if they have none then to bad luck bad to you :P. appointment? sounds li
Good Morning
Just a little post about starting the day. It is a beautiful day. The only problem I have so far is I woke up without my baby next to me this morning. Drag. But, I'll be with her later. This is the first night we've slept apart since we've known each other. I love her. At any rate. time for some juice, then off to work. God Bless
Good Quotes..some From Me
Insanity: Doing something over & over again and expecting different results Men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing ever happened The reasonable man adapts himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself, therefor, all progress depends on the unreasonable man Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret Its choice - not chance - that determines your destiny That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when your weak
Horoscope June 6, 2007
You said you were ready to take the next step, and at the time you meant it. Now that you think about it, though, you're having second thoughts. Talk it over instead of being pressured to go either way. Can't talk it over if the other side has either one word answers or won't talk it over at all?
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Top 10 Reasons I Love Chocolate
Life In General
I'm at work talking to my boss about nothing in particular, when all of the sudden he says to me, and I quote, "So I was taking out the trash last night and thought it would be really exciting if there was a dead body there in the dumpster." What do you say to that? I just stared blankly back at him thinking, "this man is a college graduate, he leads others, he is a figurehead in the organization and he thinks it would be exciting to find a dead body" What seemed like hours to me were mere seconds in reality and I did reply, "Really, you would like that?" "Well, yeah." he bellowed, "All the police and news people coming out to interview me and the other people in the area…" And this is where I'd like to start. I've lived long enough and seen enough to know that the majority of the populace are stupid, there's a small group that are just ignorant and can in time be folded and molded into something credible. Then there are the proud and the few that lead the hapless masses to
Alot Of People Are Pissed Off Up Here Its Not In My Hands Now.. Sorry
my ex Randy Andrew Ling and all the shit he put me through hey guys this is for all the women that have been hurt by Randy Andrew Ling a man that should never be trusted.... any woman that goes out with him be careful he will hurt you mentaly and physically.......... some of you know my my ex Randy and how bad he was treating me... All of you told me I should get rid of him....All the abuse of him pushing me around and making me feel worthless... I'm so happy its over no woman deserves that especially with his past criminal record of battery assault robbery and credit card fraud...... I should of been smarter then to go out with a man that has 4 counts of battery charges on his criminal record but like the song says hey it makes me a whole lot smarter and a fighter I have a restraining order on him so he will not come near me I am afraid of him who knows he just might kill me one day. he has to stay away from me and my apartment and my command knows about this so if he does try an
Eygptian Priest And Priestess And The History
The priest and priestess was a postion of service and duty to the people of Egypt they were the voices of religion and law. In moments of peace they were the inspirations for greater advancments of peace with their neighboring lands, and in war they were also the cry to arms to defend land and faith. In each of the great religious houses of power in Egypt they had there own sets of priest and priestesses and other clergy to set laws and guidelines of virtues for the people to follow. In many cases the punishment was so extreme people came to a point of almost becoming a utopian society, intill the invasions of many other cultures into Cairo and other important power points of Egypt. The continuing waves of Romans,Greeks, and Catharidgians started to wear the Egyptian culture and idealisms thin even the style of clothes and decor started to change but the biggest blow was a man by the name of Alexander the great. His men pushed through all of the Greek and Roman empires pushing refugees
Best Kid On Ct Contest!
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Bad News
My step dad, passed away on Monday. I will be going home to Ohio for a lil while. He passed away from a grandmaw [sp] seizure face down in his sleep. It's been rough for me the last few days. I will not be logging one while I am home. I will be locking all my folders here in a few. They wont be staying open while I am gone. Dont need people looking at me while I am grieving! Peace Poke Now I need a Snoke!
Flying Objects
One of the most haunted places we have lived was a small apartment in McKeesport, Pa. It was a 2 bedroom apartment above a garage. One winter, my children had snow day from school. The 4 of us, my self and my then three children, were sitting in the living room watching TV. The television began to change channels. It would switch to the local religious channel. We each checked to see if someone was sitting on the remote control, no one was. Infact we couldn't find the remote. So I got up and changed the channel back. I no sooner sat back down when the channel changed back. This went on for some time. My son found the remote in the kitchen and brought it in and gave it to me. The TV continued to change back to the same channel over and over. After about 10 minutes it stopped. Once again we began to watch the show. Suddenly we heard a loud noise come from the children's bedroom. Like something had fallen. When I went into their room I saw the smal
Fall asleep my broken mind empty hearts that never find all the shit you think you need never ever get complete. To weild senseless acts of tempted lust all while plans common mistrust.Can't help but hate so solelessly,See all of you created me. A graven image sinful and alive. Hastened intellect though malevolent but wise. Sheler me under broken wing,while symphonies of morbid angels sing. No blame is to be placed,drifted through the empty space of my humanitty can you see,broken,broken so'll never be staring into me.
My New Tattoo
I got a new tattoo lastnight and it so rocks .. I have pictures of them in my tattoo album , Not to mention I have a broken ankle so he had to hold me up so these pictures could be taken ...
Tom Jones - It's Not Unusual
A Favor Please
To all my friends I have not forgotten about you. I am sorry I have been absent abit lately. My dear mother has been very ill lately and I have been trying to be of help. See now needs a liver transplant, but the wait is both to long and she would not survive it. So I am asking all my friends to please add her to your prayers. She is a most wonderful and loving person. She never ask anything of anyone and always does for others. My parents are my heros and I love them dearly, so if you have a spare moment please. I have not been gone for any other reason except her health and I love you all...Thanks Jacque
40 Year Old Bash
Hay guys and gals I am going to be turing the BIG 40 this year and I need ur help on were to go for that big bash. U know the saying is that the 40 is the new 30, well just look at my phots and u tell me if I fall into that catagory or not. And please post a commoit on my page on were to go or what to do for my 40th B-Day. Thanks, Patrick Penn
Tom Jones - Kiss
Their Is Not One
Emotional scars hold the key to the lacerations on her skin, A mouth sewn shut cannot talk thus this story begins. I had a dream of you last night hands laid upon the dead. Remorseful spoke your teary eyes as sorrow was dancing through your head. Why does the blood on her hands have to leave such a stain answers why does such a hardened heart feel such bitter pain. For a soul so crowned in torment her escape was bittersweet,How was I to know that life had made her death complete. Then I thought I knew her,Its dark and I can see. Its my lock Its my secret your hands are upon me.
Record Labels Pushing Back Albums
do you think it makes you anticipate the album more or fustrated and not wanting the album? personally it makes me want the album more but its fustrating because you want it on the original release date like talib kweli's new album that was suppose to come out last september its been pushed back 7 or 8 times now just makes me want more same case with new canibus album from whom the bells toll
Magical Powers
One of the great things about dreams, especially lucid dreams where you are aware of dreaming and can practically control the outcome, is that you can acquire unusual powers. These may include almost any conceivable ability needed to solve the problem at hand. The problem is that you may lose them without explanation at a critical moment. The acquisition of magical powers may come from a number of sources. You may simply conjure them from within yourself. You may be given an article of clothing that contains special powers, or you may find a rock or other object that projects power into you. The implication is that you can solve problems with available resources. However, this may simply be a wish-fulfillment dream to dispose of problems without working through them. The loss of powers is often a reality-check dream. While you may think you have power in your dream to do great and glorious things, the truth in waking is that problems do not always solve themselves. There may be a l
Come On Ppl We Can Do It
Going Nutzzzz
with everything going on, i do not know which way is up. If it wasn't for certain people, i would have lost my mind. Funny thing is, she knows who she is..... lol love you babe..... Between doctor's appt. and people coming over, and family driving me batty, i would be a basket case, if it wasn't for her.... hugs to you hunny, ty so much.
Orphanage Or Being Orphaned
This is often a dream of neglect, fitting in, or seeking to act with benevolent power in the world. Much of the meaning to be derived from this sort of dream depends on how you locate yourself within the orphan scenario of the dream. If you find yourself working in an orphanage, seeking to adopt a child from an orphanage, or just visiting an orphanage, you may be seeing yourself as an agent of justice in the world-this is worthy of consideration. You may be trying to fight against injustice, or trying to compensate for acts of unfairness you have committed in your waking life. If you appear as a child in an orphanage, the connectivity of your waking relationships is worth examining. Do you have a sense of belonging and rootedness in the world or a sense of trying to find your place?
Tom Jones - She's A Lady
Am I All That? Really?
I was discussing the subject of how I am regularly accused of "trying to steal someone's woman" on cherrytap because (huge shock) I like to flirt a little with EVERYONE that is female!! ALL females! Since I have been on cherry I've been accused and attacked at least 3 times from jealous hubbies and one was an ex-hubby! I'm here like everyone else killin time and lookin to make good friends, IF I REALLY WANTED someone I do not think I'd have to work that hard, not braggin, just how it is. I unfairly kinda unloaded my frustrations over this on a very good friend of mine and that is why I decided to get this out and I am deeply sorry for the lash out to my friend. Lets be real here, if you are that insecure in your relationship that you cant trust your spouse to engage in chat and some innocent flirtation then why the fuck did you bring her here!? I mean it isn't like the idea of this site isn't clear enough. Personally, I see nothing wrong with a little mild flirting, sometimes the sp
Faces On The Wall
When I was small, maybe 9 or 10, I woke up in the middle of night because I could hear someone talking. The house we lived in was an old house. It had 2 bedrooms at the top of the steps, but no doors. My room was right off the steps so I had the wooden hand railing that enclosed the steps and kept anyone from falling down the stairs. The wall coming up the steps was the length of the stairs and the ceiling was slanted. My bed was right inside the doorway and my brothers bed was on the other side next to a window. When I opened my eyes, I saw the shadow of two peoples heads. They were facing each other and talking. It was very faint so I couldn't understand what they were saying. Being curious, I needed to know who was at our house so late at night. I didn't want to turn the light on as to not wake my brother up so I decided to just sneak down the steps quietly. I got out of my bed and made the turn to go down the steps, but there was a wall there. I tried to
Please Help Me Level Up
I need help to level up to 9 I've helped alot of my friends out now I'm asking for theirs!!! So please help me out!! Thank you all!!
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Winter Magic
The snow begins to fall Their flakes unique as time Slowly floating to the earth To begin their minuscule existence Late at night When the moon is full Making my way quietly down the stairs The door creaks lightly as I turn the knob What draws me out this late What calls my name tonight? A passion that I need to follow Perhaps a dream I need to find. The snow crunches under my feet As I walk to the open field Vacant and deserted The moon glimmers brightly On the sea of white Standing alone my coat pulled tightly around me I slowly look upwards The snow gently caressing my face Tiny frozen bites as each flake kisses my cheeks and nose Before quickly melting and vanishing away Closing my eyes Letting my heart wander To a place of serenity Suddenly the sound Of each tiny flake hitting the ground Takes over my senses Is it me? Does anyone else hear this? The sound of the snow as it hits the earth So peaceful and serene Turning I see h
Elvis Presley - Trouble
Elvis Presley - Trouble
Tom Jones - You Can Leave Your Hat On
Just Because I Love You...
Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm weak! Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm stupid! Just because I love you doesn't mean you can walk all over me! Just because I love you doesn't mean I won't leave you. I love you! I really do! But I love myself too! I love you and always will even if I never talk to you ever again. I love you and always will even if I move on with out you. I love you and always will even if I find somebody new. ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci
The Keeper Of My Soul
Lost, alone and abandoned As the rain begins to fall She slips quietly to her knees And silently start to cry The tears that fall so slowly The heart that breaks in silence The mind that wanders back to him The love that aches to be Slowly as the night moves on She drifts slowly into sleep And waits for just one moment For his gentle touch His hand takes her roughly And lifts her to her feet Suddenly looking up at him And gazing in his eyes I have missed you softly he speaks As he slowly leans into her And kissing her lightly on the neck As he feels her bodies warmth Closing her eyes slowly As her head gradually falls back His kisses warm against her skin His hands begin to rove Her body starts to tremble As his hands slip through her hair They wrap up in the silk Twisting tightly in his grip Pulling her head back quickly His teeth bite into her flesh His arm around her body As he continues his assault Screaming with out warni
The Punishment Tonight
Kneeling quietly Heart pounding Eyes towards the floor Hands behind her back Waiting ... Wondering… Anticipating.. Mind begins to dance The door knob turns The sound of keys Foot steps on the floor Taking a deep breath My body shudders Her palms begin to sweat The footsteps slow and meticulous The shadow on the floor The panic starts to build Is it him? Is it her? Her eyes dare not betray A hand reaches out to touch her Fingers in her hair Twisting ever slowly The form behind her whispers As the grip in the hair intensifies How are you today my sweet? As the fingers continue to twist Speaking ever so softly As her body begins to shake Her words no more then an undertone As she replies to their request I love you my Pet… Says the mysterious voice As the hand continues to play A second set of footsteps Another set of keys An impending night of torture From the passage of the door This one has a gift with them A frie
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Latest Medical Info
Have you ever noticed that to get the right tests done... or to get your health back in order you have to fight the medical establishment all the damn way.??? After finally making a big enough fuss over the pain and problems I've been having that are getting worse mind you.... they finally had me come in to be re-evaluated.I know that I'm a medical weirdo already..been trying to tell all these damn dr's that too and they don't want to listen...but now they have to.After an hour and a half at the dr's office going over and over the problems and the tests that have already been done and when...they finally decided to give m e a surgery date for July...but I was not about to wait that damn long since been dealing with this issue for months in order to try to speed things up a bit.. I will be under going a CT scan in the very near future.Once the Ct scan is done and we find out what it has to say then we WILL be moving the surgery ahead to within a week or two of that.
Tom Jones - You Can Leave Your Hat On
Tom Jones - You can leave your hat on
Im writing this blog because this day, ive been crying so much its because of the pain that i feel right now..Just dont know what to do already, wish i was die already so that i wont suffer anything in this world.. I give too much love because this is what i am... NO matter what they do, they cant change me.. IN all of my life, all i have to do is suffer so much pain.. I remember when i was still young, we live in a very small house, whenever im hungry ill just go at the backyard and pick some plants which im going to eat.. Most of the time, ill just knock in every Neighbor's door its because im very hungry and dont have something to eat.. Everyone dont like me at all and even hate me so much, even though i havent done anything wrong to them.. They say some bad criticism about me and tell it to other people... My life is very miserable, just full of sadness and pain.. Im very jealous to those people who are very happy always even though im not.. The reason why im not so happy because e

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