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Heartaches
"Won't be the first..heart that you break, won't be the last, beautiful girl...the one that you wrecked, won't take you back..if you were the last, beautiful girl in the world..."---Now, why the hell is this song all of a sudden stuck in my head???

Just Thinking...
So far this year has been a strange one. It started off on a low and by my birthday I was a living dead girl. I had completly died inside and it really does take falling to your lowest of the lows before you can pick yourself up. I have met some amazing people so far.. people who have made a huge impact in my life. I have lost someone who I thought was one of my best friends.. I was the kind of girl that ran to a friend with every problem I had.. and my friends did the same with me but now i've learned to support myself. Sometimes I find I am the one putting all effort into a friendship/relationship.. I get shit on alot after giving most people my everything. I have come to realise that Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person, and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good, and what is not, wont. Relationships are worth fighting for; but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

6-14-07 Astrology
You can definitely accomplish this on your own, but it never hurts to have someone in your corner backing you up. At the very least, they can give you moral support for the moments when your energy flags.

You Were All I Ever Needed
You were all I ever needed You were all I ever wanted You were all I ever dreamed of. You said I don't know you. That I never really understood. You pulled away from me never giving me a chance. You were ready to throw us away with out even a second glance. I have given you my love, my heart, my soul. Don't be so quick to judge me and think I'm so cold. I would slay any dragon, Fight any war. To prove my love to you is so much and more. Maybe it's I you don't understand. Maybe it's I you just don't get. Because when I give my heart it's forever Maybe that's what you need to get. Misty 6-14-07

Losing A Daughter
Do you feel this pain? Eating me away This pain… Breaking me apart This pain… Making me crawl This pain… Making me still Do you feel this pain? All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere pain surrounds you day to day nothing helps it go away pain in muscles pain in joints pain so bad in trigger points. pain that comes and pain that goes pain that keeps you on your toes. pain that people think is in your head.

Very Cool, Maybe!
I got offered a job to do some shoots for monstersofcock.com, just got the mail back on the pics I sent them, and they are based near me, and want me to do a pre-screening scene... ( a friend of mine works at SG, and knows some people that shoot for them, and talked to them, they are only about an hour drive from where im at) problem is this EVERY GUY wants to be porn star..granted. but I cant find a steady GF now...if I start doing shoots every other month, I can get sex on a regular basis...but my chances of finding a GF thats cool with it is pretty much 0.... what you guys think? plus even if I only do a few...still hurts my chances of finding a chick that wouldnt mind That i use to do porn...

Going From Angry To Numb
I am so angry right now. I have yet to deal with the fact that my brother is gone and I will never in this life be able to hug him or even pick on him. I have so much anger that I can't deal with the over whelming saddness that I feel every waking moment. I feel like I am standing on the edge of a cliff with one foor hanging over the edge and the other foot only half way on the ground. When my other brother died I really didn't have the time to deal with it because I had to get ready for my daughter to come. She is the reason I have been able to keep going. I a few friends that have been there and are so wonderful but there is this void in my life that I don't see ever being filled again. I am not sure I will ever be the same person I once was. Yes I know I am not the only one hurting and I wish more then anything I could take on the pain that they are feeling that way atleast someone can get back to what life is supposed to be. I no longer want to smile. I can't cry because I am just

True Love
true love is some thing special that not all know about.well i have had true love and my love died march 27,06.life with out her is not the same but i do have a beautiful daughter that reminds me of how good love really is.if you look at my pics you will see my wife and see how happy we where together.nothing has change for me,i still love her and i think i always will.i do hope that one day i will find some one else to love.i am taking life one day at a time and my friends are special.well i hope that you all find true love and if you have then please value it...wil(pepperlove)

My Cherry Blast
I had a Cherry blast running the past few days and it has been hard to keep up with all the incoming response to it. If I have not returned the favor then please send me a message and i will return the favor. I am sorry that it got so backed up I am on a MAC and not a windows pc and CT runs funny on it. THanks and have a great weekend.

Cherrtap Id Cards
for those of u who have those really cool cherrTAP ID cards, i was just wondering where u got them? if anyone that reads this could respond i would really appreciate it. im trying to find someone to make me a excellently - cool cherrTAP ID card. if u or anyone u know knows how to make these and is willing to, plz respond to this by sending me a private messege....i would really like to have one! what i really want is to have a whole bunch of different ones but i would settle for just one. the one i particularly like is black and grey...it has a pic of cherries in the center of the card, and over it (its sort of faded in the background) is a grey area with ur info...below the grey area is a black area too. and the border is black with a red stripe around it (if u can picture this). this is my fave card so far. but i would settle for any card. the other thing im looking fo ris if u or anyone u know knows how to make those awesome neon signs that i see everywhere. im not talking about the

Bike Wreck
I will not be on much for a while. wha involved in a bike wreck today, a woman in an Explorer ran a stop sign not 25 feet from in fromnt of me, Totalled the bike and did a number on me as well... road rash all up my left side and staples in my head and stitches in my ear hugs gonna take a while to recoup. I wanted to let my friends know I did not desert them. Roadie

Get Behind Them...don't Fight Them
I really hate it when I was walking around in my Marine uniform (I'm currently out) and ppl give me evil glares or even walk up to me and ask me on why I didn't die while I was deployed my 3 times in Iraq. Just to all of you that can't appritiate the courage it takes to go into a recruiting station, VOLUNTARY, and enlist in one of the great armed forces of this country. Also remember, the rights and freedoms that we take for granted every day, these men and women are dying to give these rights to us. So, I am begging anyone that doesn't think much of the military, just think what it would be like if another country ruled us. Where, if you have children, they couldn't play in the streets without worring about some foreign military member killing them. Just think about this....and get behind our troops.

I'm Doing A Best Pet On Ct!
I'm doing a Best Pet On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Pet is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Pet is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Take Two
Ok, So I just wrote for like 30 goddamn minutes in this stupid thing, then net explorer booted me and all was lost. I dont even care enough to type it all over. So..A NEW RANT! I spent like a solid hour spacing out in front of my computer today at work (your tax dollars in action, I work for the state. I had this really awewsome daydream where my room mate walks in on me and my bf in the midst of the deed and at first we don't notice him...so he just stands to the side and starts to touch himself...next thing we know, he's moving toward us. I expect the bf to panic and get upset, but he doesn't... he just changes positions, makes room on the bed and before you know it everyone is living in harmony. Was that TMI? :) A friend of mine on here wrote a really steamy blog and now I need to top him... I think I need to get my creative juices flowing and write a short story to amaze and titilate. Anybody intersted in reading something like that? :)

What Is Evil?
Over the last few months I have thought long and hard about the whole idea of Good & Evil, Right and Wrong. Is there such a thing as pure evil or is it all, as I like to say 'Evil by circumstance'. More on that later when my mind is clear. J.P.

Ripping My Pix
I just want you all to know i dont mind at all if u rip any of my pix as long as u credit the ones that have to do with my room, storm-chsing, or my personal stuff to me. in otherwardz if u post a pic of something u ripped from me say...something like one of my guitars, or a tornado, or lightning photo i took, i would apprediate it if u would first of all ask me if u can post it, and second, atleast put my name somewhere in the caption somehow and credit it to me since i took the picture. like i said, i dont mind if u post my pics on ur site, or even use them as sektop wallpaers or whatnot, just as long as when u post them u put my name under the photo somewhere that im the one that took the picture...and with th eones that i took myself i would really appreciate it if u would ask me before posting it. a good example would be "pic taken by jennifer n. boren" ....thats my name. in fact, just put that in the caption under any pix that u rip from me that ive taken photos of myself if u do

Best Mom With Child On Ct Contest!
Best Mom With Child On CT Contest! I Need Mom pics with there kid or kids! 1st Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Mom is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Mom is....... with 1 comments! 4th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 5th Mom is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Thursday!
Another shitty day! The lack of love and friendship is very tiresome. The need for a real relationship is ever constant. I have been working super long hours giving me very little time to actually pursue a relationship. This is about to change though! I am headed to Vegas for a week. Maybe I will find something fun and exciting to do down there. After that who knows maybe I will find the time to have a relationship. I am finding it harder and harder to to care for people who don't care about me. My time is almost up here in Cheyenne then I am off to where ever I can get a job. Hopefully I will find true love and a relationship somewhere along the line. Well I have spouted enough shit for one day. Until next time!

Global Warming And The President Of The Czech Republic
Okay... Since there isn't too much going on in my life right now I decided to take my blog in a different direction. Some of you may have seen this others may not have. I have to share this because the words I found today echo my feelings and express them very well. Take from them what you will. The article follows. Freedom, not climate, is at risk By Vaclav Klaus Published: June 13 2007 17:44 | Last updated: June 13 2007 17:44 We are living in strange times. One exceptionally warm winter is enough – irrespective of the fact that in the course of the 20th century the global temperature increased only by 0.6 per cent – for the environmentalists and their followers to suggest radical measures to do something about the weather, and to do it right now. In the past year, Al Gore's so-called "documentary" film was shown in cinemas worldwide, Britain's – more or less Tony Blair's – Stern report was published, the fourth report of the United Nations' Intergovernmental Pane

Updated Contests 6/14
Please show these peeps some lovin! They all will return the favor. Russ-father's day contest-ends June 16 Alan-Sexiest Eyes contest-Ends June 20 Julie best cleavage ends June 26 VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments Tracy VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments 3 Day Blast 6000 comments Carrie - 3 day blast- 6000 comments VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something finally went right! They called me in this morning and gave me the CNA job that I interviewed for in the critical care unit at our hospital!!!!!!!!!!!! This is such a huge thing for a CNA .......soo big~ grins The new apartment will be ready to move into by the first of next month~ This proves sometimes a little change is needed ~ smiles

If You _______ Me.
If you like me: Leave a comment If you wanna date me: Leave your number If you wanna marry me: Leave a "will you marry me?" comment If you think im cute: Leave a comment on one of my pics If you care about me: Leave a caring comment If you hate me: Send me a comment and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If you _______ me. How about if you want me to shut the fuck up?? LMFAO (repost of original by '♫¢¾DjGoddess¢¾♫¢¾TheSilentStalker¢¾PhoeniXXXRadio¢¾' on '2007-06-13 17:30:17') (repost of original by 'Just Call Me Stitch!' on '2007-06-13 17:32:43') (repost of original by '* Lil Princess™ * Brian's CT Wifey *Owner of * Anything goes!™ *' on '2007-06-13 17:38:50')

Why ????(ladie's Please Read)
About 4 weeks ago i was running late from work trying to get home before 12 midnight. As i was walking down the street watching this guy waving his hand up and down talk to this girl and the closer i got the more i heard him calling her a bitch-hoe-slut-and so on. He was really mad !! she just sat there------------------ laughing!!!! She does not see the signs. THIS GUY IS TROUBLE!!!! Ladie's please If a guy Disrespect you --leave!!!! If a guy put his hands on you --leave If he does not care about himself would he care about YOU. Don't have a baby with guy that hits you (think about your child) Don't let him Disrespect,belttle or overshadow you ps I seen the girl on the bus today- she had a black eye!!!!!sad sad sad

Time To Catch Up.
I know I have not been responding as I should and I am sorry to those that might feel that I don't want to, I had just been really busy around the house and with this week, having my sister and her family visit Tuesday, then last night Megan and the kids visited. So I haven't had much of a chance to be on-line. Plus, when it has been just me, I was busy boxing Megan's stuff up and believe me, it's a lot.. It has been a very busy time for me at work also and it's all starting to catch up to me now.. For the most part though, Megan and I have been amical since Memorial day weekend, which anytime she comes, I always dread it in a multitude of ways. From how she feels about me being on-line, the fact that we are separated and soon to file for a divorce, she has to let the kids get away with more because she has her hands full at times, and when they are here, I still make them mind and not sure how she will react to it, I am more forceful and blunt than she ever has been even when t

About Me
hello ever one in ct how are you doing im good. just to let people know about me im a 34 yr old divorce. on hear looking to make some new friends and to see whats goig on out there. any way im 34 will be 35 soon and cant wate to meet all the cool people out there. if you are reading this arnt a buddy send me a fried request ever one is wellcome.

Canadian Stoner This Is For You. . .
Why the fuck would you wanna wish DEATH on poor little Kaleb?!?! He did NOTHING wrong. I wish you were closer, because I would so be kicking you in the fucking face right now. Oh btw CS, learn from your parent's mistake. . . USE BIRTH CONTROL! Gods know we don't need anymore of your nasty ass kind on this earth. I think I speak for everyone on Kaleb's behalf when I say. . . you need to just go play in traffic. This song is for you.

Lovers And Friends!
lovers and friends When you meet the right person, nobody can tell you anything. All you can do is think about the joy and happiness they could bring. You think about their hugs and kisses and just being held in their arms. You think about the stormy and scary nights and how they can keep you safe and warm. You think about the late night conversations that the two of you could have. You think about the jokes she would probably tell and how she can always make you laugh. You wonder if she thinks about you the way you think about her all the time. You wonder and think to yourself, "Will she ever be mine?" You hope that she calls you today because you wanna talk to her really bad. You hope that if she doesn't call, you won't be too disappointed and sad. You hope that she can fill that empty space and give you the affection you think you lack. You hope she loves you too because it's a sad feeling when the person you love doe

Another Senseless
Murder. People are dying on the street and no one seem to care!!! Boston has had 78 Homicide so far and the summer not even here. 78 dead kid! 78 coffin's countless tear's teens killing teens someone's child did not come home. here's one story to think about. (i removed name and places ) A shooting Saturday afternoon in the city's neighborhood left a teenager dead and another man injured. The 17-year-old was shot in the chest in the 4:15 p.m. shooting on Street. He was declared dead at the Hospital, The other victim, a 23-year-old man, was shot in the left arm, shoulder and cheek. He was in stable condition at Boston Hospital. No other details of the shooting were available. There were no immediate arrests. The shootings were under investigation. Things like this has got to stop. Here's a quote from grandmaster flash's song -The message "A child was born, with no state of mind Blind to the ways of mankind God is smiling on you

Basic Font Style, Size & Color
Need to center a bulletin? here's the code: TEXT HERE This text is bold This text is strong This text is big This text is emphasized This text is italic Crossout Underline arial comic sans ms courier new helvetica trebuchet ms verdana Times New Roman Georgia Impact Fixedsys 1 2 3 4 5 aqua fuchsia Example: Type whatever here This is a list of colors recognized by most browsers by name. Rather than using hexadecimals or RGB you can just type, or {background-color:hotpink;}, and you're done. WhiteGhostWhiteWhiteSmokeGrayLightGreyLightSlateGraySlateGray

Father's Day
This Father's Day, like the previous two will be a sad day for me. My dad has been gone almost 3 yrs and thinking of him still hurts, knowing what he has missed and will miss still hurts. Below is a page from my site -- an old site-- Dedicated to my dad. This page is dedicated to my dad, who passed away on December 2, 2004. Dad collected knives, model cars, lighters, and Native American themed items, with his favorite being "The End of the Trail." My dad, was very proud of his Native American heritage, he told us many stories of our Cherokee ancestors. He had served in the Army and was stationed in Greenland. If dad wasn't telling stories of Cherokee relatives, he was telling us Army stories. Once he got a computer, one of dad's favorite past times was shopping on ebay. The day before he went into the hospital, dad found out that he had won an auction for a lighter. My dad had lived in Ohio the majority of his life, but his h

Back In The Day!!
I have a confession... In the 80's... I Was... A Breakdancer...!!!! there it's done. i feel better now. But sometimes I long for days of dance factory "a roller rink in the 80's in boston " where you could have a good time and not get shot. And here comes the---------CHALLENGE let see if you Ladies if you can do these dances 1.the drop 2.the slide (not that stuff you see in the movies- the real one) 3.the wop. 4.the flintstone 5.the scooby 6.Inspector gadget 7 the pump 8.poping and locking (real old school) 9.the freak (you better me good) 10.the bounce NO RUNNING MAN PLEASE If can think of more -- let me know!!!!!

Just A Little About Me
OK HERE IT GOES, I AM 26 YEARS OLD. I HAVE 3 KIDS. BRANDON IS 4, ETHAN IS 2 AND HAILEY IS . I AM 6 FOOT PLUS SIZED BEAUTIFUL WOMEN. I HAVE A FIANCE HIS NAME JASON. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. I LOVE TO TAKE PICS OF MY KIDS. MAYBE 2 MANY. BUT I DONT GIVE A DAMN. I HAVE 8 PIERCINGS AND WANT MORE I JUST DONT KNOW WHERE. I HAVE MY TOUNGE, 2 IN MY CARTLIDGE, ONE IN EACH EAR, NOSE, EYEBROW, AND MY LIBREA! I AM A VERY FUNNY, SWEET, CARING, FUN TO BE AROUND, OUTGOING PERSON. BUT IF YOU PISS ME OFF I CAN BE A REAL BITCH!!!

My Boy !!!!!
My boy !! Father is a word but what does mean? Well if grow up in the "Hood" it means lucky!! I know what it is not to have a DAD in my life but was lucky to have a strong down south mother to keep from going the wrong ways in life but that was many years ago. An for five years i have had the pleasure of being a DAD. The day he was born--I was There!! When he pooped ALL over himself-I cleaned him(he will owe me for that night). When he fell- i fell with him and WE both got up. When he could not sleep- I wouldn't When he was scared-we would walk around the house blowing bubble's( A it worked!! ) When he laughs the room fills with joy.(my wife's laugh's) And for the rest of my life i MUST keep him out of harms way--be it thugs, gang,punks, or WW3. Nothing should stop him from enjoying life even if it means giving up mine. peace.

Pimpin' Aint Ez
PIMPIN THESE 2 AIN'T EASY BUT THEY WORTH IT..LOL HAPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! GO SHOW THEM MAD LUV ! THEY ARE AWESOME ! XOXOXOXO HAPPY BIRTHDAY BORICUA GOD DADDY AND BIKERLDY(AKA BEN DOVERS MAMA) ! LUV *BOSSLADY* BORICUA GOD~DADDY - OWNER OF CLUB F.A.R.@ CherryTAP Personalized Myspace Comments In Flash ~*BikerLdy*~* CT Club F.A.R.*~@ CherryTAP Personalized Myspace Comments In Flash

Do I Rock Your World
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Candylicious/ COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK AND PRESS JOIN THATS ALL IT IS TOO IT..SEE U THERE YOU TELL ME WHAT U THINK COME JOIN MY GROUP U WANT BE SORRY.. SEE YOU THERE

The Swimming Pool
I only wanted to go swimming but there was a really hot red head about 23 or so getting in and out of the jacuzzi. Every time she gets out her nipples are poking up at me getting me hard and very flirtatious. She got up once and grabbed her breasts right in front of me. Cupping them so I know she knew I was looking. Yet practically drooling over them. All I could think about waz sexing her. with pictures of her arching her back as I licked her. sadly her girlfriend came to the pool and they left but now I see her all the time. Godd I want to hit that bad!!!

Yours And Mine
YOURS- Make choices that sustain your life, rather than engage you in that old 'two steps forward, three steps back' dance. Spur-of-the-moment indulgences leave a sour taste in your mouth -- and an emptiness in your wallet. ^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v^v MINE- The simplest solutions are usually the most obvious. So you've been avoiding the answer because there's no way it can be that easy. But what if it is? The stars say to accept this gift with open arms.

Are You Ready For Some Laughs??
Sir Jim; that Crazy & Zany DJ of Hot Rocks Radio's Mid Morning Madness is teaming up with that other mad man of the air waves The Wicked Redneck!!!! Tune in to Hot Rocks Radio at 9:00pm Eastern and get ready to Laugh and hear some of the best Rock out there!:

I Hate When This Shit Happens!!!
ALL of my Photos will be set to my family and friends only. I enjoy making things for everyone. But I am having pics marked, that are used for comments everyday, from some of the graphics sites that we use. So any other of my pics that are marked in the future, will be promptly deleted. The same as they all have been. I do not have NSFW Pics for a reason... I like for my friends and family to be able to enjoy what I do for them. And if I see someone uploading an nsfw pic, I dont go look at it. Because if it is marked I can pretty much understand that it is prolly none of my business. And I dont need to see it. I want everyone to feel welcome to look at my pics. Therefore not safe for work, is a no for Meee. And there are lots more where these come from. I edit things for enjoyment. It is my escape from reality. But I guess there also has to be a reality check. lol ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~ Œlìte Bõmber§~Œnfôrçer~X~@ Ch

All I Hear Is Blah Blah Blah
I have been online way too fucking long...lmmfao, but I have my own opinion of the most over used terms on the net.........so, here goes. 1. Hacked - No, just because your ex, current significant other or anyone else accessed your account because you saved your password does not mean you got hacked. That means you got B-U-S-T-E-D and pissed off. This even counts if you were at someone else's house using their puter, you should be more careful with your shit. Hacked is when someone uses hours of time or a program to figure out your password....... 2. Stalked - One of my favorites. You've either hit that shit or let that shit get hit just right and now someone wants to stay in your ear. You are NOT being stalked by anyone if you have NOT taken measures to make them go away, such as ignoring, blocking and on. If you allow them access to you.....you're not being stalked. This rule also applies to haters........which brings me to 3. Haters - A true hater is someone who

My Thoughts On D/s
Fantasy vs. Reality Daily, I encounter what I consider to be misconceptions about what Domination/submission (D/s) is and what dominants and submissives are. I see it in literature and the media, online and in real-life acquaintances. For most, I suppose, Bondage/discipline Domination/submission Sadism/Masochism (BDSM) is something which is fairly confined to the bedroom. For them, it is about sex. A way to spice up otherwise dull relationships. I often hear references to "playing" and "players." They are convenient terms used to describe activities and others in the Scene, but, to me, these words are telling. In my life, D/s isn't a game at which I play. It is something I am. My dominant nature pervades every aspect of my life and it exists within me every moment of every day. It's intensity may wax and wane with my and my partner's mood and needs, but it is always there. I am what some refer to as a "natural dominant." I've always felt most comfortable in control, both in everyda

Deep Wounds
Listen to the rain it drowns my sounds of pain I had so much to give but lost my will to live I try to put things back together but this could take me forever too many betrayals and lies I look like such a fool in your eyes You played your little game and I must take the blame for not thinking clearly I am paying the price so dearly I gave you my heart and you just tore it apart did you enjoy watching me shatter well to you it didn't matter You robbed me blind I am losing my mind please just leave all you do is just deceive So find some other toy you stupid little boy so my wounds can heal and hope one day I can feel I know I was played but those wounds will fade I am walking a thin line but given time I will be fine

It Has Come To My Attention That.....
It has come to my attention that some of you do nmot give a flying fuck wether you return the love you get from me so now dontcha feel realy dumb because i noticed that shit???? HUH HUH HUH???? yep i notice when you do not do it and say OH ill return the favor...FUCK YOU ASSHOLE YOU DID NOT RETURN THE FAVOR...So with that said please take yourself to my page and rate som pics or fan, add, rate & comments me...DAM IT ALL!! I only ask for 1 or so commentws I got a select few that write me every damned day:) and the ones who i consider my friends know who they are....I got ones tell me i'll be there for you then turn away from me Like WTF you know who you are and If you reading this and realize the TRUTH then let me know and send me some damned LOVE dam it....ok I vented I am done now...I love my CHerry Tap pals so show some love and gimmie a hollar:P P.S. IT DO NOT HAVE TO BE HAPPY HOUR DOES IT TO LOVE ME UP A BIT??? GEEEEEEEEZ

Genuflect
ENTRAPMENT, NO OPTION BLEATING GOATS ARE WE I WAS RAISED IN HELL YOU'LL NEVER BURN ME SEARING PAIN, SO FAST LIKE A NUCLEAR BLAST THAT PENETRATES THROUGH RIPE FRUIT BECOMES BRUISED I GO TO MY CORNER IMPATIENTLY WAITING FOR THE NEW WORLD ORDER OUR ASHES DISSAPATING AS THE STREETS FILL WITH BLOOD PROVERBIAL TEXAS FLOOD DISSAPPROVE NOT, FOR TOGETHER, WE WILL ROT 'HE' SEES IT ALL KNOWING I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG 'HE' WON'T LET YOU FALL ALONE, YOUR WILL DONE CRASHING INTO A FLAMING BRICK WALL ARTERIES SEVERED SUPERCEDING ARGUING ENDINGS STILL CLINGING IN LIFE BELIEVING BLACK ANGELS SINGING IN THE KEY OF DEATH ABSORPTION OFFERING ...SCATTERING...SCREAMING... ...WHAT, NOW? WE BEGIN KNEELING?

Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On Ct Contest!
Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On CT Contest! I Need Tattoos of Arms And Legs for this! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 7th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~

Birthday
Well its my birthday on 27 th of june an my party starts on that day and ends on 1 st july im gonna party big time only 29 this time so gotta live as much before i get to my dirty 30's hehe lol anywho hope to hear some b/day wishes an lots o pressies of my family an get lots of drinks bought for me an well not do any stupid stuff {i am male} lol an then meet a lass that can finaly handle me ? think i will never find that lol soo bye for now

A Rate
I HAVE 900+ IN FANZ,40 IN MY "FAMILY", AND 800+ IN "FRIENDS" ALL I WAS ASKING FOR A RATE OF ( 10 OR 11) IT TAKES LIKE 2 SECONDS AND SAD THING IS ONLY 10 HAVE RATED...I REALLY SEE SUMTHING WRONG WITH THAT,I GO AND RATE AND HELP OUT WHENEVER I CAN AND CAN'T GET A SIMPLE RATE ? OK THERE MY ISSUE WITH THAT.SO THOSE OF YOU THAT WOULD LIKE TO STILL RATE THE LINK IS BELOW YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEAVE COMMENTS BUT U CAN IF U WISH!! AGAIN 1 RATE=20 COMMENTS !! SO PLEASE RATE ! RATE ! RATE !! APPRECIATE IT..XOXOXO *BOSSLADY* STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

Ugh
4 Days and counting till my birthday…woohoo….lets all celebrate me turning 31 shall we? Note the sarcasm dripping from my tongue like so much drool. Don’t get me wrong, the fact that turning another year older means another year that I’ve managed to survive on this earth is not lost on me. Last year I was sad about saying goodbye to my 20’s…this year…I don’t know , I’m just kind of blah about the whole thing. I know Jimmy and the boys will make a big deal out of it, with cards, and gifts and a pretty store bought, extra fattening, sugar injected cake.*cringes* I don’t want my birthday to made into a big deal. Its not that big a deal, not to me anyways. Just another day, you know? If anything, I would love to just go to Shooters for a while, play some pool and have a few beers. Maybe a quick trip to Taco Bell. Ah now that would be nice. So, did you do the math on the whole 7 days thing? Yep, that’s right , my birthday is on Fathers day this year. So Jimmy and I both get the whole

The Party!!!
So My 21st birthday is July 5th and of course I will be on duty. Soooooo this means I will turn 21 while I am at duty ::Crys:: BUT!!! The party is the 7th. I have noooo earthy clue what I am doing. I am not aloud to know. I am just giving my husband names and numbers and getting in the car lol. Soooo tradition in my family is 21 shots ::Raises brow:: I drank a lot in high school but haven't really touched it much since then so I am worried. The alcohol I could pound down in high school could have killed Colin Farrell but going from that to none to that I am worried lol. On the good side I will have a few EMTs and Medics at the party with me so I should be good lol.

My Birthday
well for the last several years my birthday has sucked i usually end up in tears. this year however was much better. thanks to my best friend and room mate, my toxic twin and love of my heart and of course my little fellow. who was in an unusually loving mood. and of course all the lovely gifts and comments and emails i got. thanks everyone. and why was it so great? my friends gave me the best gift they could themselves. well not to mention there was this one moment when my sweetie took me into his arms and held me as close as he could and very passionately told me he loved me and only me. that i was his heart and soul. the key to his heart. his woman. his love. and a bunch of other sweet and wonderful things. and if i understood how much he loved me then i would be surprised. that he wanted to be with me and that i was his wife. and he called me by both my name and his last name. those moments dont happen as often as i wish they would. but it made my day. i was walking on air

Whacko Alert
OK HERE WE GO WHACK JOB OF THE WEEK NOW HE CREATES ANOTHER ACCOUNT BUT ADMINS ANSWER TO HER IS BLOCK HIM THATS A BULLSHIT ANSWER FOR HER HES REALLY FREAKING HER OUT ONE ACCOUNT AFTER ANOTHER HE CREATES TWISTED FUCK SHE BEGS HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE WHEN HE CAN GET A MESSAGE THROUGH I GUESS THE SICK FUCK THINKS ITS FUNNY OR SOMTHING JUST LOOK AT HIS PAGE U CAN SEE HES A NUT THIS HAS BEEN GOIN ON FOR 6 MONTHS SO FEEL FREE TO MAKE THIS NUTS LIFE HELL IF ANYONE WANTS TO THIS IS HIS REAL ACCOUNT Jo Joe@ CherryTAP THE NEXT 3 ARE HIS FAKES JUST LOOK AT THE WACKS REFERAL PATHS Shim@ CherryTAP Dough Boy@ CherryTAP who me@ CherryTAP ANY WOMEN ON HIS LIST WATCH OUT THIS GUY REALLY DOES HAVE A PROBLEM AND ADMIN SEEMS TO BE ENABLING IT

Something For The Ones New To This Lifestyle
There are as many ways to do D/S as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND be too embarrassed to talk about it AND feel as i

The Heart Of A Woman
They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy And laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up against injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer When they believe there is a better solution. They go without new shoes So their children can have them. They go to the doctor With a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel And cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear About a birth or a new marriage. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, Yet they are strong when they think There is no strength left. They know that a hug And a kiss Can heal a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, In all colors and shapes. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you To show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! Women do

Just Had To...
You scored as Downright Dirty, You are downright dirty. You love to be touched and to touch. You love all sorts of kinky shit and tongue is your specialty. :PDownright Dirty88% Passive75% Hopeless Romantic75% Sweet63% Tease63% Whats your kissing style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Fun, Your fun fun fun! Please rate my quiz!Fun81% Immature69% Outgoing63% mean56% Shy

Responsibility Of A Dominant
Responsibilities of a DOM It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure an unowned submissive is guided to a Dominant that is suited to the submissive's wants, needs and desires. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive knows what being abusive is. To insure this is to insure the submissive knows when to call it quits. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to ensure the submissive knows what the submissive's rights are. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to teach the submissive information about the Lifestyle. The best method is to teach the submissive how to acquire this information and where he/she can get it. An ignorant submissive can be an embarrassment to a Dominant. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive grows and develops under the Dominant's ownership, in both the lifestyle and the public life (i.e., job and family). Being submissive only means being a "doormat" when the submissive has made it clear that is w

New 2 Ct
new 2 ct here is 2 get you started upload photos rate fan people there is lots 2 do on here for help click on the word help fater you click it it will open and there says the ct bible or you can ask the bouncers 2 see the bouncers scrool down till you see them then click on anyone and ask them. hope this help for any new ct member anything else jut ask.

Not Going To Matter To Anyone But Me...
But today is the birthday of a friend... The one I crush on... His 21st... YES I like them young (still trainable and usually not as deceitful)... I'm not going to do anything about the crush though... I don't make the first move... And I hardly ever see the guy to even attempt it... And the fact that his newest baby was just born yesterday morning (doing good from what I heard but didn't hear if it was a boy or girl)... And the fact that he has a new girl toy... Besides... I'm not looking to be anyone's girlfriend or whatnot... I'M DONE with relationships... All I want is a guy friend (or maybe more than one, and/or a chick) that is willing to have "relations" every once in a while... That can be honest with me and keep things casual and maintain a friendship... On another note... This tipped my "happy meter"... The stupid bitch that keeps parking her truck in the handicapped spots without a tag... Her truck alarm went off 10 times last night because the spot she was o

Duties Of A Dominant
Duties of a DOM It is the duty of a Dominant to control his/her emotions. To punish a submissive in anger or to lash out to anyone is abusive. It is the duty of a Dominant to remember that submission is a gift. To misuse this gift is abusive. When the submissive is not free to take back the gift it is no longer a gift. It is the duty of a Dominant to watch over and protect all submissives. This does not mean to protect them from finding some other Dominant and to keep them for oneself. It is the duty of a Dominant to take only a submissive that will match him/her. A submissive that is not into whips should not belong to a Dominant that loves to whip submissives. It is the Duty of a Dominant to take only the amount of submissives the DOM can properly handle, control, love, comfort and care for. Do not keep a submissive hanging, giving false hopes. Free and release the submissive so the submissive can get along with finding the right Dominant. It is the duty of a Dominan

Life As We Know It
Why does everyone say the best things in life are the hardest go get? If we are all working to death to get them how are we suppose to enjoy it? I am tired of having to work towards the easy things in life. How come ungreatful people always have everything and most appreciative people have nothing? Well thats whats on my mind.

Words
Words were intended to heal not to hurt. Think about all the things you have said today. What were your intentions behind them? Remember we are all walking this earth the same way just in different paths. What you are going through now may be what someone else will experience five years from now. Say a kind word, have patience and more than anything develop tolerance. Because again I state, words were intended to heal not to hurt. Think about it.

Generia's Anniversary
As most of you know I work as an Administrator for an online game called Generia. Well, on June 17th the game will be celebrating it's 2nd year online. Last year we had a big in game event and I'm working on another one for this year. So if you haven't signed up now is the time to do so, or if you already are a member it might be a good time to beef up your character to get more out of the event. Either way it should be a good time for everyone that likes RPG's. Thanks orgret

My Cat Oliver Has Cancer
hello everyone. hope you day is going well. mine has sucked today. why u ask? because today i found out he has cancer. i have been crying all day. he doesn't have too much more time. i will miss him terribly. i have had oliver since he was 6 weeks old. he is now 10 years old, he will be 11 in september if he can make it that long. i hope he does.

I Love You
I Love You I love you. From the moment I first laid eyes on you, I knew you were the one for me. Now that I have you, all I want to do is be with you all the time. Walking hand in hand, together, we enjoy each other’s company. And we fight the ones who get in our way. How I’ve longed for you all my life. You mean the world to me. I love you. From the moment we part in the late hours of the afternoon, until the next time I see you, all I think is you. You are constantly on my mind... the fun memories we had, the unpleasant memories we had, they keep coming back to me when we're apart. So powerful, so fierce, everyone moves back to give you space. And yet, holding you gently and not squeezing you tight, yes, that’s how you like to be held. I hold you the way I would hold a tiny sparrow and I will never let go of you. It feels so nice when I put my hands around you. Gentle strokes, I try to feel you intensely. I have so much passion for you. I close my eyes and try to

Surgery Again...
Monday I went to my Dr. appointment for my open wound and it was infected. They admitted me back into the hospital and I had surgery Tuesday to have a wound vac inserted. I am in pain! I will have this vac approx. 3-4 weeks. I will be logged in but in the bed, so I am not ignoring u. Hugs and Peace xoxo

Kid Rock & Cheryl Crow "picture" Lyrics
Title: Sheryl Crow - The Picture (feat. Kid Rock) lyrics Artist: Sheryl Crow Kid Rock: Livin my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sunshine In three damn days Been fuelin'up on cocaine and whiskey Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her Sheryl Crow: I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they won't tell But their half-hearted smiles tell me somethin' just ain't right I've been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in three damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin'

Mile Marker
Technically, the core of the new book is finished. It is actually at the half way marker. If I had not decided to add so much supporting data, it would be finished. LOL. Time to take a breather, and a smoke. I would say I was going to take a sex break, but as those who know me know, that ain't going to happen anytime soon. More later.

Family
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood v

Light Years Away
It's almost like you had it planned It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place It's how you wanted it to be It's like you played a joke on me And I lost a friend In the end And I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was Cause I don't blame you anymore That's too much pain to store It left me half dead Inside my head And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be When I lost my mind It saved my life I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was

Execution Of Porn Stars In Iran
Execution of porn stars in Iran Posted: June 14, 2007 - 9:44 pm TEHRAN, Iran (AP) -- Iran's parliament on Wednesday voted in favor of a bill that could lead to the death penalty for persons convicted of working in the production of pornographic movies. With a 148-5 vote in favor and four abstentions, lawmakers present at the Wednesday session of the 290-seat parliament approved that "producers of pornographic works and main elements in their production are considered corrupter of the world and could be sentenced to punishment as corrupter of the world." The term, "corrupter of the world" is taken from the Quran, the Muslims' holy book, and ranks among the highest on the scale of an individual's criminal offenses. Under Iran's Islamic Penal Code, it carries a death penalty. The "main elements" referred to in the draft include producers, directors, cameramen and actors involved in making a pornographic video. The bill also envisages convictions ranging from one year imp

I See Her Not
I SEE HER NOT I step out of my body gazing deeply at my self Who am I? What have I become? Where is the girl that I once knew???? I look around the corner .. Peeking I see her not I fly high up in the sky.. Soaring I see her not I dig down in the ground.. Tunneled I see her not I look through the doorway.. Grounded I see her not I walk through the wall chills went through my spine I see myself sitting…Fixated like a statue in the tropical storms breeze I move not Petrified by my own fixation I walk…. closer to myself then I have gone in years I look….. Into the eyes of a stranger I cry… Suppressed by my emotions I turn… What I had seen It cant be real What I have known isn’t there Upon the face of my own flesh I see her not No a face to be seen Not a voice to be herd Not an ear to conceive; All the is left with her is a body of her own A body of which she can not see As I walk closer Her fixation became clear She was fixa

Pay Up
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and once in a while a $20 bill flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her. "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag..." "Damn !" says the little old lady....."I'd better go back and see if I can find some of them. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no"! , says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his thingie through the bushes, I say: '$20 or off it comes!' " "Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs the cop. "Good luck!" By the way, what's in the other bag?" "Well", says

Are You Falling......
6 signs you're falling 4 someone: 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind.....

Too Much Information (tmi)
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello. He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you are the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my ass???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher."

Thought For The Day
well he wants to go and do every thing with out me. he is faving me out of the picture. slowly.but as he wishes. then maybe one day he will understand i never do any thing he thinks i do to hurt him . I love him . and well we will see where it goes.

Admirations
It seems I find something wonderful in lots of different people. Sometimes I wonder if they find that in me, or do they just think i am strange or average? I come across sometimes as a bit opinionated or blunt, but i am really a nice person. One thing is for sure, I will be honest about what I am, who I am and what I like. However, too much disclosure can be a problem. I really like someone here, and I wonder all the time why lol. I wonder if they think of me as much as I think of them. I have to stop myself from thinking too much of them, because I dont believe they think that much of me. I try to remind myself that my feelings cant be transferred and made theirs. And I am too sure that i wont like the answer, if i was to ask. Silly thoughts from an average normal, not gorgeous but ok looking woman

Father's Day
Hi everyone just wanted to tell every dad out there Happy Fathers Day!! It takes a long time to post to everyone so this is the next best thing!!! Hope you dads and dads to be have a great sunday!!! Everyone one else have a fun and freaky weekend!!! kisses and lickz~~sheila

Just Read.
I've got 4 really close friends or so I thought, 3 out of them don't even speak with me anymore or at least not much, anyways it just upsets me to know that someone can take your heart an rip (((it))) apart as if it were a piece of meat. It's all good though theres others out there willing to be friends...

The Farewell Note That Can't Be Sent...
Ahhh...I have such a hard time not being able to say goodbye to people... I guess, what I have to say is this...I'm glad our last conversation...was a good one. I'm glad we met & damn glad we laughed...glad we know how to kick ass at Video Crack together...glad you introduced me to The Boondock Saints... I know many are angry with you right now. I'm not angry. I don't hate you. I don't...even dislike you in the slightest. We all do what we do because it is right for ourselves at the time. We all fuck up. I look out for myself...and, believe me, I fuck up. As alone as you may feel, you're not alone. I wish the best for you always... “May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars...”

Sex Facts
Everyday, 200 million couples around the world have sex, which is about over 2000 couples at any given moment. Women are most likely to want to have sex when they are ovulating. The Egyptian 'Ankh' is actually a symbol representing the male and female sex organs. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world 30% of women over the age of 80 still have sexual intercourse either with their spouse or boyfriends. Mosquitoes, which mate in the air perform a sex act that lasts only 2 seconds. Women with a Ph.D. are twice as likely to be interested in a one-night stand than those with only a Bachelor's degree. Fellatio ranks as the number one sexual act desired by heterosexual men. Australian women have sex on the first date more than women the same age in the USA and Canada. It’s illegal to have sex without a condom in Nevada. (More on Sex Laws later). Today, Japan leads the world in condom use. Like cosmetics, they're sold door to door, by women. More Americans lose their

Monkey&lizard
A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past and looks up and says to the monkey "Hey! What are you doing?" The monkey says "Smoking a joint, come up and have some. So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they have a few puffs. After a while the lizard says his mouth is dry and is going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A Crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to shore, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the monkey in the tree got too stoned and then fell into the river while trying to get a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the jungle, finds the tree were the monkey is sitting, finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "Hey you!" The monkey looks down and says---- "Fuuuuuuuuuuuck! Duuuude!.........How much water d

Recipe
Just in case you misplaced this recipe last year, here it is again > > Christmas Cookie Recipe > > 1 cup of water > 1 tsp baking soda > 1 cup of sugar > 1 tsp salt > 1 cup of brown sugar > lemon juice > 4 large eggs > 1 cup nuts > 2 cups of dried fruit > 1 bottle Crown Royal > > Sample the Crown Royal to check quality. > Take a large bowl, check the Crown Royal again, to be > sure it is > of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. > Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in > a large fluffy bowl. > > Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. > At this point it's best to make sure the Crown Royal > is still OK, > try another cup.. just in case. > Turn off the mixer thingy. > Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup > of > dried fruit. > Pick the frigging fruit off floor... > Mix on the turner. > If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just > pry it loose > with a dewscriver. > Sample the Crown Royal to c

Recall Notice:
Recall Notice: The Maker of all human beings is recalling all units manufactured, regardless of make or year, due to a serious defect in the primary and central component of the heart. This is due to a malfunction in the original prototype units code named Adam and Eve, resulting in the reproduction of the same defect in all subsequent units. This defect has been technically termed 'Subsequential Internal Non-Morality,' or more commonly known as S.I.N, as it is primarily expressed. Some other symptoms include: 1. Loss of direction 2. Foul vocal emissions 3. Amnesia of origin 4. Lack of peace and joy 5. Selfish or violent behavior 6. Depression or confusion in the mental component 7. Fearfulness 8. Idolatry 9. Rebellion The Manufacturer, who is neither liable nor at fault for this defect, is providing factory-authorized repair and service free of charge to correct this SIN defect. The Repair Technician, Jesus, has most generously offered to bear t

The Twelve Steps Of Graphaholics Anonymous
The Twelve Steps of Graphaholics Anonymous 1. We admit we are powerless over the need to create graphics And that our life revolves around "making one more graphic before I_________________." (insert one: "go to bed, feed the cat, cook supper, go to work...") 2. We believe that a power greater than ourselves exists, And it's name is PaintShop Pro. 3. We have made the decision to turn our lives and what skill we have over to the care of Graphics utilities, that they may help us create that which we cannot do on our own. 4. We have made, and continue to make, a searching and fearless inventory of the web To find copyright free graphics, and also of our computers, that we May delete old graphics to make room for new ones. 5. We admit that we cannot make good, modem friendly, Graphics without the help of Gifwizard and L-view Pro. 6. We are entirely ready to let any graphics utilities we can find Remove all defects from our graph

June 14
Well Hope All My Friends Are Doin Well. Want To Say Sorry Again. I'm On The Road And My Phone Browser Is Limited On What It Let's Me Access On Site. Anyway Just Left Chicago On My Way Back To Alabama. Kids Are Still With Me. Wonder How Long They Will Last In The Truck. My Drop My Girl Off With Her Mom Tomorro Not Sure. Well I'll Drop Some Ratings When I Get Laptop Back:) Much Love:-)

Bleh...
Why does life have to be so complicated? I hate emotions, I wish they didn't exist, well at least the bad ones. I been feeling like pure crap lately and it sucks and it's not getting better, cept when I talk to a few people that really cheer me up but after awhile the shittyness comes back. I went to the doctors and they put me under and put a camera in my stomach and found bleeding ulcers due to stress and ect from the last fucked up 9 months of my piece of shit life and they told me if I didn't take the medicine they were gonna give me and stop being a emotional bastard that they were gonna get worse and eventually rupture and I could like die or get most of my stomach cut out. Well if anyone has suggestions on how to make me stop being such a emo fag feel free to let me know.

Jokes
Fred and Mary get married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Mom and Dads for the night. In the morning, little Johnny gets up and has his breakfast. As he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and Mary are up yet. She replies, "No". Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies," Never mind what you think! Just go to school." Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his mom, "Is Fred and Mary up yet?" She replies, "No." Johnny says, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies," Never mind what you think! Eat your lunch and go back to school." After school, he comes home and asks, "Is Fred and Mary up yet?" His mom says, "No." Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "OK! What do you think?" He says, "Well, last night Fred came in for the Vaseline and I think I gave him my airplane glue." ****************************

Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a Battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, Greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false Pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, Kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

The Heart
The Heart "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done..." "but when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...dam

Party Gras! - June 24th & July 1st
Hey everyone! In Quebec we have two long weekend's in a row, so for fun, we are putting on a couple of special parties at our favourite neighbourhood bar. We're calling it "PARTY GRAS" since it will be just like a wild & crazy Mardi Gras party, but just in the summer ;) There will be all the beads to give out, and to earn. The Ladies know how to earn those beads, and I, for one, really make them earn them! There will be a Wild Wet T-Shirt contest, and me and a few girlfriends will be offering free Body Shots to all that want them. All that, and much, much more! There will be drink specials, and even free draft and speed rail from 8:30PM to 10:30PM! The last party was just insane with about a dozen hot young girls getting fully naked and making out! (of course, I got that all started). I also had about 20 guys do boob, butt and pussy Body Shots off of me! This party will be even crazier! BTW, I will also have some special door prizes for my friends :) This all takes plac

Looking
looking for my soul mate is he out there did we date,missing being held tight late at night him whipeing the tears aways as he turns out the light.walk in the sand hand in hand how do i find the right man.apart of me doesnt know the true meaning of love,it is so easy to mistake sex for love,i know sometimes it doesnt make any sence but it is true i am a one mans woman waiting for the right one and trying to lift the selfesteem is realy hard ,some times it is hard to look in the mirror not likeing who i am and who i become,thinking the whole world is looking at you through a magnify glass waiting for you to make the wrong move

I Love You!!!
When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with these words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world that will last.

Attention New Comers Don't Know Where 2 Go After You Join Then Check Out Club Far It's Fun And Easy
attention new comers don't know where 2 go after you join then check out club far it's fun and easy if ya wanna join let me know and i will them then know just leave your url here

Hi!!!
well hi everyone... i cant think of much to write so...i'm just goin to invite yinz to check out my website: www.swansonmerchandice.9f.com i started my own business and would like people to check out my site,and feel free to order from me i have tons to offer but only are showing 40 items on my website at this time!!!!

Please Repost
attention all club far member just wanna say thanks for all the welcome and fans with out your support this club would never be as it was now love ya all keep this club rocking and i will help spread the world around

Holy Shit...
Wow, I must have really crossed some unseen line with the powers that be. Life was going along relatively smoothly for quite some time, and then BAM! Chaos and Drama abound!!! Mind you, I always seem to have a little in my life somewhere, that's what happens when you are everyone's "turn to" person. I care to much sometimes, so when my friends are having trouble, I also take some of it on. I have a hard time occasionally removing myself from their situations. Atleast emotionally. When I have people in my life that I feel a bond with, I will drive myself crazy trying to help them. Sometimes I wonder why. After all, are they there when I need them? Do they go out of their way to be there for me? Do they really care about me and mine, or is it all about what's in it for them? Sometimes it is very hard to tell. I found myself driving around in the middle of the night last night, wondering what exactly I wanted out of my life. I think sometimes that my picture

Paris, You Were Only "acting Dumb"? Bwhahaha!
The "news" story perhaps only redefines self-induced delusions of grandeur. Funny. Miss Hilton admitting she has learned that acting dumb is "no longer cute" and claims she is a reformed character after being sent back to jail. Hilarious. If it were an acting job, she deserves an Oscar. Or a Tony. An Emmy. Maybe a Razzie or one of those gold popcorn cups that MTV doles out on its lame awards show. And to see she thinks she's above the law just because of her identity. Umm, what does Paris do again? What valiant contribution has she made to mankind other than "The Simple Life" and briefly increasing readership of Maxim and FHM mags? Anyone want to remind me? See ya Paris. Let me know when you get out of jail - so we can find a way to make you and Nicole stay in there.

Faster-than-light Take: Ocean's 13,000
If you've seen Ocean's 11 and 12. Then you will have seen part 3. Okay, the second one was a bit convoluted even the most fervent of Ocean's fans. Part 3 equals the fun of the original, with each team member doing something a bit more useful toward the ultimate goal - in this case ripping off Al Pacino's new casino/hotel and giving the money to charity while gaining revenge for a fallen friend. Clooney, Damon, Pitt...um, are, well, Clooney, Damon, Pitt in Ocean's style. Pacino does a good turn as an arrogant villain as does Ellen Barkin as his meek assistant. If you follow celeb gossip (which I try not to), you will get some subtle in jokes between Pitt and Clooney. Those guys are obviously having fun on screen and that's part of the magic about these movies. Nice turn from Eddie Izzard. Man, he would've made a kick-ass villain in "24" if he had not have gotten the FX gig "The Riches." And who knew good ol' "Super" Dave Osborne could act!? Okay, it wasn't really "acting" but he

Ever Wonderwhy?
Do you ever sit and wonder why? Why all the lies,and secrets, why all the heart ache? Why all the fighting and pain. Do you ever think what is wrong. Well i find myself sitting here wondering why? Why do things happen that you have no control over, why do the things that you think are great, feel just like a smoke screen. What happens when you sit and wonder why, why you are sad and lonely for you have a beautiful family and life. Ever wonder if you ignore the feelings inside what will happen when you sit and wonder why.....I search aimlessly for the answers deep in my heart and soul and i just keep coming up with I Wonder Why.........

About Me
ALL ABOUT ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ SURVEY Body: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: marcus Birthday: august 18 1980 Birthplace: fresno ca Current Location: nm Eye Color: BROWN Hair Color: BLACK Height: tall but not short Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: my familys The Shoes You Wore Today: mine Your Weakness: love Your Fears: i hate clowns Your Perfect Pizza: kind u eat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: killing off man kind Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: sleep more Your Best Physical Feature: my hair Your Bedtime: what is bed time Your Most Missed Memory: dont remeber Pepsi or Coke: COKE MacDonalds or Burger King: they both suck Single or Group Dates: SINGLE Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: yuck Chocolate or Vanilla: mixed Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee Do

15 New Pics Uploaded And 2 New Vid Stashes
I upload several new pics in 3 different albums: 5 new pics in my photography album 1 new pic in my older pics album 6 new pics in my Misc album 3 new pics in my original art album Also uploaded 2 new vids to my stash

The Dirtpartment ( A Few Older Tracks )
CHERRIES !!!!! Here are a few Older tracks From last Year off the Free Reign Album Enjoy.... ( Namebrand ) >want more here are the links Located in my Stash http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=382561&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=382482&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=382654&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=383646&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=384046&bl=1

Self Inflicted Misery
Your self inflicted misery has granted me my freedom No more fear of going somewhere no more needing a reason Life is too short to hide behind the shadow of your indecision Joy is now mine to find. I'll run to my friend, my new companion. That was your pain touching my soul, In your self inflicted misery. Thank you for my freedom. Kristen Anderson 6/14/07

Leave Me Alone???
Okay.. I know we have all seen people who set there status to "don't bug me" "leave me alone" "Fuck Off" or some other way of tell people to bug off. But I'm sorry this DRIVES ME NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay if you really wanted to be left alone I got the answer to your problem. LOG OFF DUMBY! Ta da no one can bug you then... I don't mean to offend any one just it drives me nuts... Thank you for reading my little rant. :) Have a nice day. May you walk in love, light, and happiness, Star

Excuse Me
I'm old fashioned I guess. I prefer a comfortable couch to an angled piece of plastic with a flat screen attached to it. I like music with an old-timey feel like "In the Mood," or anything by Rush. I also like when people say, "excuse me" and mean it. I'm no linguistic scholar, nor do I profess ultimate knowledge of social etiquette. I am fairly confident though, that the use of the above-mentioned phrase was designed to offer some sort of apology for an inadvertent act that caused some amount of discomfort, embarrassment, disgust or inconvenience to the aggrieved party. It seems logical that in antiquity someone spilled a glass of wine on someone else's sandal at a dinner party and felt the need to express some sort of regret. Perhaps someone accidentally sheared his neighbor's sheep and needed a way to convey remorse. The phrase is literally asking to be excused for whatever transgression was committed. When did it become a license to engage in patently offensive beh

Stupid But W/e Moms On Myspace
MOMS ON MySPACE Body: 17 year old girl got online to find her mother online! So she decided to start a quick convo with her mom... which would forever scare her... Mom: Hey sweet heart! Are you having a nice time at your dads? Girl: Yea, it's pretty cool! Ya know... considering he's not here! Hehe Mom:Oh really? Mom: Where is he? Girl: He left a note saying he was going to the store or something like that. Girl: Hey, you have a webcam now, don't you! Mom: Sure do, Kenny bought it for me! Girl: Cool! Try it out! Mom: Alrighty... Girl: Oh god mom! What are you wearing?! Mom: New jammies, you like? Girl: No way! Those are so out of style! Mom: Aww... Oh well- Girl: Hey mom... Is kenny there with you? Mom: No, why? Girl: ....Mom....Don't move... just stay calm.. there's someone in the door way behind you... Mom: D

I Found Peace... Today
(high again but that's just a bonus) So in the last 24 hours i have made some amazing life altering decisions. I don't know were the answers came from but everything just clicked. and it's like this amazing curtain has been pulled back and i can finally see more than a month into my future. Even when i thought that my life was so good and i was happy i didn't see this clearly. I have made two desicions. the first being that I am not going to have children. Now to you parents... i respect everything you do. I'm not having kids purely because I really don't want the hastle of dealing with someone up my ass all the time. I'm an independant woman. I wanna be able to come and go as i please. i dont even want a dog. i dont want to be tied down to anything or anyone. so i'm being purely selfish. lol. so that's that. and the second.. well those of you who know me in person this will come as a shock. I am joing the military. laugh. I'll let you. But I went to the recruiter today. and he's

New Things...
so my birthday is coming up... and things are about to change a lot for me... ive been waiting to have my own life for a long time.... and now im finally going to get it... yay.... im a little scared.... hope i dont fuck up.... it always happens lol but who knows.... until u start right? plus i have met a great guy..... some one who i have been friends with through a strange situation lol... but hes kept my head high.... and has also kept me very happy.... and been here for me through a lot... and im very thankful to have him in my life.... but hes great..... hes also something new plus i have only a few friends... and i dont care... b/c the friends that i have now... are amazing... and i couldnt ask for better friends... and you know who you are.... well thats about it for now.... britt

Work
I do competive shop for JC Whitney. Which means that I shop other websites for our parts and stuff. Nice job, no big problems except our merchents. There are few merchents that send us our competitors for us to shop that just put the same ones for everything. And half the time the web-sites are stupid and dont carry their parts. I mean really how hard is it to look at the parts and just do a yahoo search for them. It makes Emmy and I laugh sometime as to how stupid these people can be really. Like Mark. I would say like 1 out of the 4 or 5 he sends actually is a valid web address. How did these people get their jobs? Sometimes I just feel like screaming and yelling and driving to Chicago and beat them with a stick. Today we got one back from Shawn, who is just and asshole. He had 10 competitors on their for each group number. We usually ask for like three websites ya know. So I did three of his and none of these web sites he gave carry these parts. NONE! And its always the

Today's Featured Track ( K-banger ) & The Dirt Department
CHERRIES !!!!! Aight Ya'll, here it is, My team iz about to drop the new K-Banger Album ( Truth Be Told ) On July 13th. A lot of Friendz & Family been askin me about our group & what type of music we do. Well to give you a lil history We formed The Dirtdepartment back in 2000 I been knowin K. for over 16 Yrs back when I used to Dee Jay in Jersey. This is our 3rd Album but our first Tru Distribution deal. That means a lot for us were we'll be able to post up on i-Tunes,Sprint,Verizon misic stores and local Mom & Popz Music stores thruout the Tri state area. If you want more music or you wanna attend A show up in NYC or Jersey just Holla I'll get the info for you. So please show sum Luv For K-Banger & The Balance Project there are more tracks from Us in my stash I'll give you the URL If you can't find it Comments are greatly welcomed One Love......Image :)

I Lost It
I had a sour apple blowpop in my hand So weak and tired i could barely stand From being up all night, prayin' she'd say yes So with a hopeful heart i handed it to her With a tear in her eye she looked at me It was the moment of truth, i was scared to death My life hung on what that tear meant Then she smiled at me And I lost it No one can make me cry Make me laugh Make me smile Or drive me mad like she does It's like a curse that is the cure Better or worse, one thing's for sure It's real love and I don't know what I'd do If I lost it Well the honeymoon ended and life began Jobs and bills, losing touch with friends And that apartment got smaller every day Then one night the walls finally closed in I came home late, she said where've ya been You used to call and tell me you're on your way She said if this is how it's gonna be, then I quit She walked out the door I lost it No one can make me cry Make me laugh Make me smile Or

Next On Quozltime
Happy Flag Day in the United States! I'm sorry that I don't have one to wave right now . . . If your species is planning to conquer a world, far better to do it in a peaceful, non-threatening way than to march in armed to the teeth. Win hearts and minds, and the bodies will follow. Such is the premise of Alan Dean Foster's 1989 science fiction novel Quozl (ISBN 0441694543) which begins with a colony ship coincidentally settling down in Idaho during World War II. The Quozl are basically humanoid rabbits and, as rabbits are wont to do, reproduce wildly. Reading the novel -- something I wish I'd done when it first came out -- was unexpected, but Foster's well known in the science fiction and fantasy genres for shattering our preconceptions. So successful are the Quozl at hiding their existence that it's not until a fourteen-year-old whose family camped there in the summer meets one that their existence becomes, gradually and over decades, public knowledge. Far from the "we

The Perfect Beat Feat. Krs-1
CHERRIES !!!!! Peep out this Hawt Ass Track off the New Talib Kweli Album ( Eardrum )Go Get it It's worth Every penny Big up to Talib & The whole Brooklyn NYC..... TRU Hip Hop Music Forever will Live.......Image :)

The All About ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ Survey
THE ALL ABOUT ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ SURVEY Body: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Chrissy Birthday: DECEMBER 18 1981 Birthplace: SATAN'S ASSHOLE (PHX, AZ) Current Location: SATAN'S RECTOM (PHX) Eye Color: GREEN/BROWN Hair Color: BLACK Height: BETWEEN 6'2 AND 6'8 DEPENDING ON WHAT CONVIENENT STORE I'M LEAVING Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT Your Heritage: NATIVE AMERICAN, ITALIAN, UHHH WHITE The Shoes You Wore Today: ONE'S THAT FIT Your Weakness: I'M A SUCKER FOR ROMANCE AND ANYTHING TO DO WITH PIGS OR DRAGONFLIES Your Fears: ANYTHING SMALLER THAN ME...INCLUDIING MIDGETS Your Perfect Pizza: I NEVER MET A PIZZA I DIDN'T LIKE Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: SACRIFICING MYSELF FOR THE GOOD OF MAN Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, REALLY NOW? AND SON OF A BITCH Thoughts First Waking Up: OH NO THE LITTLE MAN SNUCK IN MY WINDOW AGAIN AND SHIT IN MY MOUTH!!!!! Y

June 14 2007
Whoa -- did you really say that? You did, and what's more, you meant it. After your initial shock at your own boldness fades, you find that you're pleased with yourself. Now that you've found your voice, use it regularly. heres another that makes me laugh.I have had my voice forever..hahah

Comments And Ratings
Since I have been involved in getting settled in my new place, and trying to get my yard together, I have fallen behind in getting you good folks pics, blogs, and stash rated. But I still work on it when I can. I will get caught up soon I hope. Or at least caught up to where I feel comfortable. lol I plan to start getting some done every day here soon. If I have told you I would rate yours and I didnt get to it, I apologize, and feel free to remind me. I am only human, and I wont get mad. Same goes if I have said I would make you something, or if you have messaged me about making something for you. please remind me because mail gets deleted, and my stickey notes get lost. At times I have several things going at one time, on Tap and my home life, and get sorta lost. Then I have to sit back and recoup. lol Daily comments... I love leaving comments to my friends. And I would be lying if I said I didn't like getting the comments you all leave me. They help to make my page

Little Miss Muffet
LOL omg! so I am sitting here avoiding housework as usual, and from behind me I hear this blood curdling scream. as I turn around my daughter flies into my arms flailing around and jumps into my lap. "Oh my god mom, there a freaking spider!!! ah! now it's on your pants! kill it kill it!" lmao..... it was this little tiny black thing. She kept wailing about how it is attacking her and it's gonna get her. I just had to share...

Losers
OH MY GOD IT HAS FINALLY HAPPENED HERE. I HAD SOME LOSER VISIT MY SHOUT BOX JUST TO INSULT ME. THESE GUYS ARE THE ONES WHO MAKE PEOPLE WONDER WHY WE COME ONTO THESE SITES. WELL HIS IMMATURITY REALLY CAME THROUGH. WELL I HAVE MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE HERE SO I AM STAYING AS FOR GUYS LIKE HIM I WISH YOU LUCK WITH YOU SKINNY FRIENDS AND DONT WASTE OUR TIME IF YOU DONT LIKE WOMEN WITH CURVES

Exposed...about Me
Most surveys are pointless and childish......lets see what kinda balls (or eggs) ya got!!! **CAUTION** Some questions might offend some people 1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007? one 2. Ever paid for sex? NOPE 3. Ever been married? nope not yet but soon will be 4. Ever been divorced? nope 5. If you had to pick one whats your fav sexual position? the 69 6. Do you own any guns? nope 7. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? never 8. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? nope 9. What size are your breasts/dick?... 36 c 10. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? hell no 11. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? well let see mel gibbson..or johnny depp he looked hot in Pirates of The Carrabean..ummmm 12. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? yepperz 13.how many states have you lived in? ummm 3 14. How many countries have you lived in? USA 15. D

Vic Or 3 Day Blast Winners Choice
Look out!!! Just Meee and Dontcha are up to something... We are hosting a Contest with a Twist, ?or two? Thats right. The Men vs The Women. 25 entries will be accepted by each of us. Here's how it's gonna work. The first part of the contest will begin when we have 15 entries each. And Run for 2 full weeks. At which time Prizes will be given as stated below the rules. And the male and female with the most comments over 10,000 Will compete in a Battle Royal for A one month VIC. Or a 3 day Blast, Winners choice. The pics you enter will be removed and re-ripped to a different folder. So you will be entering the Battle Royal with a clean slate. The Men should contact Dontcha by c-mail only at the link provided below. The women should contact Just Meee by c-mail only at the link provided below. ~Dontcha™~S.B.A.B. & ~ Elite*Bombers~@ CherryTAP ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~ Œlìte Bõmber§~Œnfôrçer~X~@ CherryTAP Please Read Rules and let us know you agree to t

How To Piss Of Cops
1) When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, officer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2) When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3) When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4) If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer doesn't go that high. 5) Touch him. 6) When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 7) Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 8) Refer to him by his first name. 9) Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 10) When he says no, cry. 11) If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 12) If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 13) If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 14) When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 15) When he puts handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy me dinner first" 16) Ask to be fingerprinted with candy, cause you don't like ink on your fi

Wanna Help The Hungry, But Don't Want To Do Much?
www.spreadthesharing.com For every story you share, Shedd's spread country crock will donate a meal to American's second harvest!! You don't even have to get off your butt to help the hungry. Just share a way that you've shared with someone else! A meal gets donated in your name. Simple! Thanks for helping spread the word, for those of you who will repost this. ~Karoline~

Inaugural Recipient
This started out because this thing downrated me twice on the same pic lol. (And yes I did say thing, instead of person). I went to his profile to rate him an 11 and explain that just because he chose to act like an ass not all of us would also choose the same. Upon getting to his page I then saw what this thing was about and observed all his personal attacks on other members..They were not just your ordinary personal attacks but were mean, nasty, uncalled for and over the top... Go see for yourself if you should choose...I however have blocked this person..... as I do not in any way condone the things that he is using this site to engage in. Once you look for yourself am sure that you will agree with my decision to make this thing...the inaugural recipient of the ASS OF THE DAY AWARD... Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

Im Not Gay!!
ok gay guys here is the deal. IM NOT GAY!! never was gay,never thought about being gay,never said anything gay,never looked gay, and never will be gay! im nto dissing gay men by anymeans,.but i am telling those who are gay to stop hitting on me. here are somethings you should know about me,... #1 i think breasts are sexy,not a flat hairy chest. #2 i find the feminine body most dear. #3 i eat at the "Y". #4 im married to a "woman" #5 if i was on an island with 500 gay men dressed as woman and there was only one woman with us and she was 800lbs and had boils and leporsy and just ate tuna on rye,.im picking her!! #6 the thought of doing anything other than a brotherly hug with a man makes me wanna throw up then eat it then throw up agian!! ok ,.now thats pretty "not gay" if you ask me! i have many gay friends,.love them all to death! dont get me wrong. i just dont wanna be hit on! enjoy your day!

Family List - Updated 10-29-07
This Blog will be continually updated as members are confirming that they are staying with our family. Please check often and make sure you are there.. If you're name is not listed above your link, and you'd like it listed, please let me know what it is :). If you are not on the list, please submit a comment after you have placed Honorable Society of Wolves at the end of your name so that we might know your intentions are true. Theresa - Honorable Alpha Female BGD's Yummy~Alpha Female ~ Honorable Society of Wolves~Joker's Mistress :)~L.U.V. Club Mem~@ CherryTAP Wolferz - Elder Druid Wolf, An Honorable Wolf Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf --- Acting C.E.O. --- L.R.L. -- Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Dana - darkangel696930@ CherryTAP Ang – ~*ANG*~ ~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Teresa – drusdragon ~.L.R.L.~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Raven - Raven Lonewolf~CT Fiancee of Juggalette4Life~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Ron

Hmmm
i was thinking one day about how time seems to fly by and how short life really is. and how when we get cought up in our own stuff we miss the important things. I just found out a good friend of mine ended his life in feb this year and my heart brakes. I have learned that people come into our lives for a special reason and saome only for small amounts of time, but those of us who have been beaten, batered, cheated on, and used put up a wall and push people out of our lifes, and thats when we loose those that are real , that a true friends because were to focused on the whats if and the past we don't see whats in frount of us tell its too late. I am trying to live each day as if it were my lAST, tell those dear to me how much i care just in case im not hear tomorrow. or in case they are called home , and i didnt have anything left unsaid.

Im Tired So Let Me Speak....
they say a drunk man speaks the truth if so what does a sleep deprived man say that his mind wont hold back?.... Ive only gotten 3 hours of actual sleep last nite was terribly hot i tossed and turned the whole nite to top it off i only got 3 hours of real sleep so im tired grouchy well i always look mad so whats the real difference anyway lol. As any one would ask a dying soul you may ask me and i shall speak the truth... if you dare know ask before i die(sleep)

Family Rules
As you know, we welcome, love and respect everyone, but feel the need to set some ground rules and make them clear to all members and anyone who might like to join. Wolves are HONORABLE! As such, these rules are cardinal: There will be NO public humiliation or bashing of ANYONE! Family or otherwise. (if they have done you wrong, block them from you, and send ONE again 1 notification to family that the member and you have irreconcilable differences WITHOUT ISSUING DETAILS!) Do not worry, the family will back you without being involved in drama. NO attack on ANY pack member, present or former will be tolerated. PERIOD! Only Theresa or myself can have morphs made for the members. Please, DO NOT have our morpher do a morph for you without first consulting one of us. We also ask that you only vote for fellow family members in contests. If you have a friend in a contest you would like to vote for, and no pack member is contesting, it is fine. If a pack member is contestin

Dammit!!
My friend got nailed with some asshole downrater today ok and i know alot of you will say "boohoo i was downrated" but this guy makes 20 accounts a day while we are at work and keeps on and on and on and you never know when he is show up again..i think i know who he really is but i need more proof.. here is the profile link he is using right today explicit@ CherryTAP Again i dont want to sound like a crybaby but like i said in the caption on my default i mentioned this before and no shit...this dude or- hell might be a girl i dont know..makes like 20 diff accounts while we are at work/school and runs the pics down. All of you have been wonderful to me i just wish i could get back to each you as fast as id like! ok thanks for listening (or reading) my rant. XOXOXOXO -Nikki

Help Find Her
Missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday in San Francisco. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river Terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. She is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from Florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. A white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. Please Repost this as Amber Alert. She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your day. YOU'D DO IT IF IT WAS YOUR KID

It Takes A Special Man
Although this is written for step dads, the real wisdom is stating that no matter who you are, it takes a special man to be a dad or a step dad. It Takes a Special Man With Father's Day coming up, it's occurred to me that this country is missing a holiday, Step-Father's Day! If anyone deserves a special day, it's these brave souls who've had to carve out a place for themselves in readymade families with the care and caution of a neurosurgeon. That's why we have a Bobber's Day in our family. It's our own version of Step-Father's Day, named after Bob, the step-father. Here's why we celebrate it. The Bobber has just moved in. "If you do anything to hurt my mother, I could put you in the hospital, you know," says the college boy, who is far bigger than the step-father. "I'll keep that in mind," says the Bobber. "You're not going to start telling me what to do," says the junior-high schoolboy. "You aren't my father." "I'll keep that in mind," says the Bobber.

Empty
Sorry to any of you that are wondering about me I am just feeling very empty and very lonely yes I am sure it can be changed at anytime I just need to figure out when to take that next step and the best way how to.. It will be a very trying year to say the very least so if I am quiet or dont call some of you that is why I feel backed in a corner and I need to get out of it so I will talk to ya soon maybe after I get out of my rut who knows but I am so very lonely =(

What I Did Today And What I Think I Will Do Tomorrow....
Today I went to work...I had to be there very early in case anyone was worried. Tomorrow I will go to work again, this time I don't have to be there until 2pm. I will probably waste my AM on cherrytap amusing myself by you freaks. Anywho...Just wanted to give you people the 411 on my whereabouts....bye for now.

This Is What I'm Thinking...
So....I've noticed at least once a day I get a group of chicks at a time checking me out. They always rate only 1 picture and typically it's my profile picture. Now, this is what i'm thinking. Are they checking out my page for ME (because ironically they never send ME a friend request)...or are they scoping my guys? I'd almost bet a million dollars it's the latter. I mean, give me some credit....I ain't dumb!!! LMAO! Seriously, I know CT is about friends and that's fine...befriend whoever and as many friends as you want...but don't use me to get your guys!!! Geeze chickadees, get your own!!! LMAO...and that's all I have to say about that. *giggles* Whew!!!....damn that felt good! And yes, I am a little territorial.....roflmao.

Our Family
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Cowjoke;-)
After the only cow in a small Kentucky town suddenly stopped giving milk, the angry townspeople discovered they could buy a new cow in Illinois for $200. So they raised the money and bought the cow, which produced milk continuously. Happy with their success, the townspeople decided to buy a bull to mate with the cow and produce more cows like it. However, every time the bull tried to mount the cow, the cow would move away. Confused and upset, the townspeople consulted with the local vet. "Whenever the bull tries to mount our cow, she moves away," said a town elder. "If he approaches from the back, she moves forward. When he approaches her from the front, she backs off. An attempt from the side, she walks away to the other side." The vet thought about this for a minute and asked, "Did you by chance, buy this cow in Illinois?" The people were dumbfounded, since no one had ever mentioned where they bought the cow. "You are truly a wise vet," they said. "How did you kno

Tell Me This Wont Happen To Us
LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ________________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her s

My Kingdom.....
These walls so thick ive built them within years sacrificing all i could to protect myself, those words cut through like sharp daggers through the walls straight to the source if theres something there if theres nothing there say something so we may all be on our way a fair goodbye a good farwell i would wish you the best in your life as youd wish in mine anger should not be thrown at those that you believe are not there anger should be thrown at those that deserve it. ive done my best the walls are coming down the decay was inevitable one told me to seek help others followed with the same but i dont need the help of others im fine on my own i have done so all my life it would be nice to depend on someone to know i had or have someone there to lean against but to find her i must search i dont know whats going on i disapear for the better and to heal and i end up losing everything i had the walls have begun to crumble i hope i see you waiting for me on the other side.....

Interviewing
so I had to interview people for a vacancy on my team today... Aurgh.... less than fun, but had to be done... first two thru the door were lost causes...i mean, no skills, nervous as all get out, and personalities like day old sea bass... *makes an assortment of grumpy noises* and then, In walks contestant #3... Nice guy, well dressed, polite to a fault, AND good, solid handshake.... (why is that so important to guys?...hmmm...) ran him thru the basic skills questions... very good so far... asked him some leading things about pressure situations and his responses were good... then i asked one of my fun ones... "What pisses you off?" stopped him cold... for about 3 seconds... then he grinned (very good sign) and said, "You really want to know?" "yes" "stupidity...not ignorance, stupidity..." *He's in....* I let it pass and talked to him about the job a bit and schedules... Just called his recruiter and had him offer the job to him...

Helplessness
I've watched her mature with each passing year. I've held her as she cried, wiped away each tear. I've begged and I've pleaded for God to intervene. I've screamed and I've shouted there's no rest in between. She rages like a river restless and wild. She moves from sad to angry her tempers anything but mild. I've searched and I have prayed looking for an answer as to why. I've questioned myself and everything else with tortured sighs. I wait for the next mood swing to take her gentle manner away. I pray it wont come but I know it will either way. Today an answer came and relief swept through. Yet the blessing is a curse leaving me not knowing what to do.

A Lil About Me
Hey I have had some people want to know a little more about me and they are also asking if I am real. LOL, Yes I am real, I just cant post full face photo's of myself. I am in a very abusive marriage, no I dont get beat but I do get mentally abused and trust me when I say that is sometimes just as worse as getting beat. Ok I also have had people ask me why I dont leave, It is not as easy as it may seem, I do have childern to think of and I for one do not want them hurt at all. We also have property together and he has threatend that If I divorce him he will take the house and leave me and the kids homeless. He is a very possesive person He wrecked my car just so I wouldnt have something to drive, granted I am getting very tired of his treatment and I am looking into a divorce and finding out what my options are. He has cheated on me and as far as I know he still is, there is no love between us what so ever I only stay because I have no place tp go with me and my kids. There are a coupl

When I'm On My Treo !!!!! ( Please Read !!!!)
Wuz Up PPL Sorry If I dont shout you back, Thats because I'm Logged in with my Mobile Treo & It won't let me use my Shoutbox Nor I can't Rate your photos But I will Comment & Leave a user Comment Cherry needs to configure the ste for People that uses Mobile Devices like Messenger has....Much LuV Thanks for stoppin thru....Image Wuz Up PPL Sorry If I dont shout you back, Thats because I'm Logged in with my Mobile Treo & It won't let me use my Shoutbox Nor I can't Rate your photos But I will Comment & Leave a user Comment Cherry needs to configure the ste for People that uses Mobile Devices like Messenger has....Much LuV Thanks for stoppin thru..... Image

We Need To Ask Ourselves
We need to ask ourselves ... Are we building bridges from our hearts to one another or building blocks between us? Are we finding the things we have in common with one another or are we focusing on our differences? Every person on Mother Earth wants to be Loved and wants to give Love. Every person wants to be accepted and acknowledged. Open to the Love that you are, beautiful one. There is so much of life to be lived no matter what circumstances surround us. Understand how and what to change so all of life becomes a celebration. Learn how to find the good and feel the good in all things ... including yourself. Living life to its fullest and having happiness always was never meant to be hidden. It all awaits our wanting to discover it. Do we really understand the profound difference we could make in another's life if we would express the beautiful Love that lives inside each one of us? Become the Divine Love that You Truly Are ... because you hold the Love the wo

Distance
So madly in love, However our distance rips me apart. Crying tears of blood, That drip slowly down my body. A collage of feelings running rampant, Tendered by uncontrollable waves of emotion. Scrambled thoughts linger on. Praying for peace of mind. Unable to calm a floodgate, Filled with indecision and misdirection. Feeling so lost without you. Trying to get a grip on myself. Desperately aching to share you again. Losing control of my life. Wondering what has happened to me. Screaming out in both ecstasy and pain. Words lost within. Echoing over and over, In an hollow cavity of confusion. Realizing the indescribable horror, That love has brought upon me. Fighting a world alternating between, A burning sun and total darkness. An emptiness that only the power Of your love can remove.

A Huge Thank You!
Thank you to all my tap friends for the birthday wishes and gifts. It was really unexpected and made my day. On a really positive note, I have an interview tomorrow and looking forward to nailing it. Once I seem to get in front of someone, I get the job. That reminds me, I need to update my page. LOL In due time my CT friends, in due time.

Everyone Should Read This
To every girl who is scared to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU. To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid BITCH instead. To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend. To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!! To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a BOYFRIEND To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS To every girl that kisses hi

Darkened
Walking through this darkened path, I've come to meet my last. My last gasp of air, I reach for you but you not there. I hear your voice, but your no where around. Can you hear my tears, falling to the ground. As I look up towards the sky, the blueness fades to black. Now I wish I could take, take this all back. All the screaming we did, its not worth it now. For you've left me here, No where to be found.

Hours And Days
hours and days days and weeks separate us who vowed to be inseparable we stand on opposite sides of the clock let us synchronize our watches at the midnight meeting hour under the smiling moon hands touching hands faces facing the ether burns with my desiring voices cannot satisfy this want words must lead to action and action to rest rest with me, my love wait no more on slow affairs but quickly find a ship which will carry you to me let the earth move beneath you and dream of arms embracing hands clasping fingers adoring and eyes only for you

Another Poem For My Love
♥You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone♥

War Wounded Underpaid
Even when it comes to taking care of our fallen heroes, we can’t seem to act as if we collectively owe anyone, anything. War Wounded Underpaid, Tom Philpott, June 14, 2007 VA Disability Pay Set too Low for Many War Wounded -- Disability compensation for veterans severely wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan, particularly the youngest, is set too low, creating a lifetime earnings gap with non-disabled peers, according to a draft study on disabled veterans incomes prepared for the Veterans Disability Benefits Commission (http://www.military.com/features/0,15240,139156,00.html) This of course is very different from how the vets were treated during World War but does coincide with the general depraved expression of the currently accepted unethical approach to capitalism today. This is especially telling since according to Phillips and Berman the war in Iraq is a war of corporate expansion and control of Iraqi oil reserves.

Little Log Cabin
Up on top a mountain, over looking a running brook, a little log cabin stands alone, smoke billowing through the pines. I envision sitting there before a burning fire, eyes closed in dreams. The simple life with only calm and solace in my soul. I can hear the sound of the running brook as it flows over the rocks, the sound of a chickadee responding to an owl's screech. In my vision, I can see an old rocking chair, and yes, there's me, my crocheting in my lap and a kitten at my feet, I rock and rock. A little log cabin up on the mountain top, brook running below, this peaceful vision, I will never see, nor that rocker be me. Muted colors of browns, orange and greens, with splashes of blue, this painting on my wall is the closest to that life I will see.

So Yeah...music And Shit
i just put up a playlist...totally filled to the brim with ROCK! (haha, no pun intended) and its some good shit. so any of yous wonderin who the piss the queers or screeching weasel are...check it out...also a good tuneage from my lovely ladies of Detroit, the gore gore girls...some old rockabilly...hmmmmmmmm...some rarer sex pistols with sid and steve jones singin....good shit all around so take a gander.

Driven
So many questions on my mind I think of the people I love Anyone that told me they wish to see me again The lost soul who travels the world To figure out who he once was. Scared little puppy held by a stranger Put into the arms that brought sudden things To the life of the one who doesn't understand That he was chosen from all others. My feelings develop over me Transfigure my objective and shatter my dreams I love someone special out there But it confuses me why that is I cannot believe my feelings Too hard to accept how I am. New surroundings engulf my future Truth and the battle over honesty Never ends in the bowels of my body I'm scared to accept the pain I inflicted Survival seems dim and small I can taste my death coming soon. I'll keep on moving Through the night Not a moment of rest For my bloodshot eyes.

Hope Y'all Like This One!
I came home, tense and in a bad mood after a shitty day at work, but the sight that greeted me inside my door instantly improved my day. Sherry, my slave walked towards me. She stopped 3 feet away from me and assumed the "auction" position. This position allowed me to inspect her. She stood with her legs spread shoulder's width apart, arms out straight at an angle, hands away from her body, palms up. Her eyes were lowered but her chin was up which gave me an unobstructed view of her beautiful, naked body. I smiled approvingly and walked toward her intent on giving her a sensuous kiss. Oh, how I love this girl. She touches my soul. She takes care of me and I take care of her. We've been together for 5 months now and my love for her grows stronger day by day, I thought as I kissed her. "Run a bath for me baby," I told her after breaking the kiss and walking past her to pour myself a glass of wine. She scampered upstairs and I followed a few minutes later, carrying my wine glass. W

Who's Walking Beside You?
I was once told by a very smart man in my life that when everything is said and done and we leave this earth and make it to heaven, who do you want walking by your side? Do you love based on vanity and lust or heart and soul? Up in heaven there are no bodies. Just the beauty of our hearts and souls. What person do you want walking next to you in eternity? Someone strong of heart and soul or someone strong of body? Enrich your life with someone that has a beautiful heart and soul. Your life will only become better because of it.

Another Hot Story!
In the darkness of the room, my eyes close and I listen to my breathing and heartbeat. The sheets freshly laundered, the slight sweetness of the fabric softener fills my senses. Gradually my body warms the bed and I doze off in the enveloping warmth. The shaft of light from the hallway brings me out of my slumber. Its quickly extinguished as the door closes and the room returns to darkness. Footsteps, familiar with the room, head directly to the dresser. A scrap of a match, momentary flash of brilliance and a candle comes to life. Its followed by a second on the dresser, then a third by the one of the nightstand. The scent of citrus soon encompasses the room and I breath deep taking it in as I wake fully from my nap. The candle light allows me to see you. You are standing in the middle of the room, I can make out your features but not in detail. But I know its you and I stretch out on the bed. Laying on my back, my right arm up under my head. Looking towards you across my body, I ca

Joke....voo Doo Dick
I can't share this in my Stash....So I thought I would post a few Jokes here .... ROFLMFAO!! Voodoo Dick There was a businessman who was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort, so he thought he'd try to get her something to keep her occupied while he was gone, because he didn't much like the idea of her screwing someone else. So he went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation, to the old man. "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except …" said the old man, and then he stopped. "Except what?" asked the businessman. "N

Are You A Home Buyer?
Imagine that you are a home buyer. You are in the market for your perfect house that fits your budget. You know what you want and you know what you need and you know what you can afford. You start searching the ads and you find a house that appears to have it all. The advertisement says all that you want to hear. You make an appointment to go see the house with the real estate agent. You're all excited and the day finally comes and you pull into the driveway. The house is completely run down and looks to be a shambles. Do you go in or walk away? THINK ABOUT IT. Now how does this apply to your life. First clue....It's not about houses. :)

Our Pain
OUR PAIN No two snowflakes are similar, All are different by design. The only common denominator, All melt away with time. Everyone of us is different, No two are the same. With one exception to the rule, Our common ground is pain. Happiness and joy may vary, As does the depth of snow. Our emotions are season like, They come-They go. Inside all of us we carry pain, God made us all this way. An emotion that we carried forth Into each new day. Pain, the great pretender, Masking what others might have done. Sometimes inflicted by our own doing. A past, or present one. With time, old pain may loosen And slowly fade away. Making room for all the new, That we may receive today. Not even Christ was free of it, He knew anguish and knew pain. So God allows us to be Christ like, For we all know the same. As you interact with one another, Look beyond their fleshy skin. Just as you, so they do too, Have pain buried deep within. B.G. Wetherby

Empty Nest...
Well, it's official. I now have an empty nest. My oldest daughter has moved in with my sister so she can go to school down home and my baby is in Arizona with her grandparents. Steven's been at his dad's for months now. I have no more kids at home. After 18 years of hearing 'mom, mom, mom' my house is silent. I really don't know what to do with myself. Talk about lonely... And, we're looking for a smaller house. We sure don't need four bedrooms for just the two of us, eh... I hate moving... Well, I guess for now it'll just be me and my online classes, and of course you guys... what else can I do? (besides cleaning out all the junk we've accumulated over the years...) Wish me luck... I'm already at the brink of insanity, and sliding in... UPDATE: TJ, the youngest at 14, is back home. Man, for quite some time. She and I took a trip to Arizona this summer for five weeks! It was wonderful! Now that our nest is almost truly empty, my husband is going to take a trip out there

Stand In The Rain
Stand in the rain-Superchick She never slows down She doesn’t know why But she knows that when she’s all alone It feels like it’s all coming down She won’t turn around The shadows are long And she fears if she cries that first tear The tears will not stop raining down So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it’s all crashing down You stand through the pain You won’t drown And one day what’s lost can be found You stand in the rain She won’t make a sound Alone in this fight with herself And the fear’s whispering If she stands, she’ll fall down She wants to be found The only way out is through everything She’s running from Wants to give up and lie down So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it’s all crashing down You stand through the pain You won’t drown And one day what’s lost can be found You stand in the rain So stand in the rain Stand your ground Stand up when it’s all crashing down

How Freaky Are You In Bed?!!
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK.- 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL- C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE. 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY- D. CLOUDY. 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES. B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI- 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT.- B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER- C. SPRING D. WINTER. 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? A-HEADBOARD.- B-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO- B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS

Competing
Sometimes it's hard to stay goodbye to someone that you know is no good for you. I'm sure everyone has someone in there life that either brings them down, you tend to fight with a lot, or just don't make you happy anymore. Sometimes having someone like that will open your eyes to for you to see that things are not as what they tend to be. After detaching yourself from that person you know what you to look for and other friend or mates to come. sometimes thats not allways good because the next person has to compete with the person before.

Life
Sometime life may seem so trouble less and carefree till something happens to shake your world apart, and the routine that you had don't have meaning and the focus on what your goal in life becomes lost in a sea of lies and confuse, but when you think all is lost another paths opens that shows your goal. Some time you can plan your life out and everything seems to go right, and sometimes nothing seem to go right or there are the preferable "bumps along the road." I had a lot of my plans go wrong but at time I seem to bounce back, some type of way, but as of late it don't seem like nothing is going right. As the few people that might really know me, know that I always seem in a up-beat mood. At time(not all the time), I may seem in a good mood but things are not as good as they seem, but if you don't know me you'll never really know how I feel, or what to look for. I went long a long trip (some might know where, but I'm not saying), and had fun, and didn't want to go back to how thi

Thoughts
1. No one is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more carefu

Getting On With Life
In life you have to make hard choices, as in the choice to stop smoking, the choice stop getting drunk and the choice stop blaming everyone else for the mistakes you make. I lately made a choice to not have anything to do with a person (they know who they are). That person did not take the news well and tried make my life harder the what it is already (not possible). The way I see it, if a person that your trying to be don't want to be with you, why not just move on and not dwell on the past.

Just Call Me Ted
Serial Killer Quiz Congratulations, if you were a serial killer you would be... Ted Bundy In the early to mid 1970s Ted Bundy would murder over 30 young women. Most were attacked while walking in parks, found later to have been raped and strangled to death, but sometimes Bundy would go as far as breaking into their houses as they slept and beating them to death with a crow bar.After being caught and convicted of the murders, Bundy accepted prison, acquired a new name and started his killing spree all over again. Soon after, Bundy was caught, but not before taking the lives of 3 more women.Almost all of Bundy's victims were young white girls with long dark hair parted down the middle, all were raped, beaten and sodomized. kill count: 30 Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Random Thoughts
At a glance, I know I may possibly give the impression that I may seem different to the a small amount of people that really know me. The reason this may seem to be, is that several things in my life may go right, but then something constantly brings me down, letting me think that I can, by no means get ahead. The explanation for this is that, as a few may know I was saving up to fix my car (blown engine). The week I had an adequate amount of money to buy me another engine, it was towed (the police officer said it couldn't sit more then three days in one spot), but here is the amusing part, he gave me a ticket the day he towed it. Needless to say I sent the money on other things I needed (not wanted), I want another car but will have to wait. But on the brighter side some guy offered to buy my car from me, including paying to get it out, so I might walk away with a little money from this after all. Maybe enough to go vacation, as if I would know somewhere to go, I'm always up for comme

Rules Of Honor
As you know, we welcome, love and respect everyone, but feel the need to set some ground rules and make them clear to all members and anyone who might like to join. Wolves are HONORABLE! As such, these rules are cardinal: There will be NO public humiliation or bashing of ANYONE! Family or otherwise. (if they have done you wrong, block them from you, and send ONE again 1 notification to family that the member and you have irreconcilable differences WITHOUT ISSUING DETAILS!) Do not worry, the family will back you without being involved in drama. NO attack on ANY pack member, present or former will be tolerated.

Blah
How boring. I am so bored that I want to type on someone’s face with an old-fashioned typewriter. The ones that chop through the paper and ding when you reach the margin or whatever. I just want to roll someone’s face down in there and type away. I could type words like endometriosis or rugged scoliosis. Maybe I might want to type words like culminated crisis or desecrated vices. Either way they would be words typed into someone’s FACE!!!!!!!!! They could walk around wearing polyester pajamas and the words I chose to type in their FACE!!!!!!!! Maybe people would stare, maybe they'd point, maybe they'd laugh, maybe they'd disappoint, still there would be words typed in someone’s FACE!!!!!!! If I typed hard enough the ink may wash off only to find that it left permanent scars so the words would become one with their face and they could live with it for the rest of their lives screaming out to castrated concubines with cucumber nipple covers and copulating mineral salt o

The Rain
A life with ALL sunshine and NO rain creates a desert. So stand in the rain! Embrace the rain and know that green grass and pretty flowers always follow the rain. After all, deserts are dry and isolated. Do you prefer your life to have rain or would you rather it be all sunshine? If I had to choose, I guess I'll pick the rain. Afterall catcus's aren't very pretty! I shall embrace the rain and know that change is just around the corner. I love flowers by the way!

Love's Secret By William Blake
Never seek to tell thy love, Love that never told can be; For the gentle wind doth move Silently, invisibly. I told my love, I told my love, I told her all my heart, Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears. Ah! she did depart! Soon after she was gone from me, A traveller came by, Silently, invisibly: He took her with a sigh.

Dear Daddy
Dear Daddy, Today I paused at 3:54pm. I sat on the very top of a hill at the park here in Kalamazoo. The highest peak I could find. It was exactly at that moment 2 months ago, at 3:54pm that you took your last breath. I watched as you struggled for air after the ventilator was removed. I hated to see you suffer. It was so painful. I know how sick you were Daddy. I listened to your cries on the phone and to the doctors. I sat at the hospital with you around the clock as much as I could. I always wanted to be there for you. I hated the fact that I couldn't be closer these last few years so I could help you at home. I never wanted you to struggle the way you did. You were such a great man Daddy. You helped so many people in your lifetime. Your last days should have been spent with ALL the people you cared about and loved. You deserved so much better than we all gave you. You were one of God's servants on this earth. This is such a pa

Eulalie By Edgar Allan Poe
Eulalie by Edgar Allan Poe I dwelt alone In a world of moan, And my soul was a stagnant tide, Till the fair and gentle Eulalie became my blushing bride- Till the yellow-haired young Eulalie became my smiling bride. Ah, less- less bright The stars of the night Than the eyes of the radiant girl! And never a flake that the vapor can make With the moon-tints of purple and pearl, Can vie with the modest Eulalie's most unregarded curl- Can compare with the bright-eyed Eulalie's most humble and careless curl. Now Doubt- now Pain Come never again, For her soul gives me sigh for sigh, And all day long Shines, bright and strong, Astarte within the sky, While ever to her dear Eulalie upturns her matron eye- While ever to her young Eulalie upturns her violet eye.

Sincerely To All Of My Friends....
Dear Friends, I want to apologize to each and every one of you that have expressed care or concern for me during these past few months. I know I haven't been around. I haven't returned phone calls. I haven't returned emails. I have ignored most of all you. Please don't take this the wrong way. I appreciate you and need each and every one of you! I'm just going through the most difficult time in my life right now. I am facing more challenges right now than I have in my entire life. I truly appreciate all the comments, the cards, the letters, the phone calls and the out pouring of love that you have given me. It's just a difficult time in my life and it's one of those things you just have to go through. It's a process. I have tried to be my normal self a few times but I just can't. Too much going on in my head. I can't pretend as if life is just grand right now but I also don't want to dwell on it. You learn in time that as you mature life has it's processes an

Savin Me
Savin Me-Nickelback Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say i

Today Is Bestfriend Day & Lover's Day
Today Is Bestfriend Day & Lover's Day" Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying.... call me. ! . ! . ! I don't promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one-day u want to run away don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone..... Call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call... and there is no answer..... Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_______

Love....fear..... Go Hand In Hand
So it's the most scariest thing n the world. it involves 2 things that r just 2 scarred 2 even recognize..... my heart and my trust both as fragile and delicate as the wings of a butterfly. i am in love or at least believe i am.... i keep fighting myself.... my mind is telling me "it's all a joke and none of it was real" on the other hand my heart is telling me "u know better and u could see it in his eyes, feel it in his touch, and hear it in his heart" but i was selfish back then.... oh lets not forget immature and ignorant. i can stand and breathe on my own. he wouldn't have 2 do it 4 me. i do need him 2 save me from my loneliness though.... it's a challenge, believe me. but i'm thankful that he knows how i feel about him. i did at least put fear aside on that one. but if he gave me one more last chance.... i'd show him a world he's only dreamed about and would do everything my heart and soul could not 2 hurt him n*e more than he already has been hurt.

Changes
Changes-3 Doors Down I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately When I get suffacated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately When I get suffacated, save me

Away From The Sun
Away from the Sun- 3 Doors Down It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense Can anyone do what I've done I missed life I missed the colours of the world Can anyone go where I am 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun again Away from the sun again I'm over this I'm tired of living in the dark Can anyone see me down here The feeling's gone There's nothing left to lift me up Back into the world I've known 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines the life away from me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense And now I can't do what I've done And now again I've found myself So far down,

Loa For A Fuckin While Leave Love I Need It
OK PPLZ I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FANS ON HERE YALL KNOW I DO BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO ON LOA LEAVE LOVE MUAHZ P.S.TO ALL YOU GREEDY FUCKERS,DOWNRATERS,PERVERTS,STALKERS,LIARS,CHEATERS AND EXSPECIALLY TO ALL YOU HATERS FUCK OFF!! YOUR NOT WANTED AND NOT CARED FOR AND FOR ALL THE ONES WHO HATED ON ME TY FOR MAKING ME THE FUCKIN CENTER OF ATTENTION I NEEDED IT DEFINATELY BOOSTED MY FUCKIN EGO :) K THANKS PEACE :)

I Want To Say How Proud I Am Of You
I want to say how proud I am of you That you have broken free of your addiction. It's something I don't know that I could do Were I so sorely tried by your affliction. My years of growing up were on my own, As you were in the belly of your beast, The two of us indifferent and alone, Most in need of love while loving least. How sad! That you and I have lost those years: I, of childhood, and you, of your only child. But now's the time for joy and not for tears, For you are well, and we are reconciled. Whatever life may bring or time may prove, Know that you will always have my love. done by christine

Models - Free Advertisement... Would You Be Interested?
Hi ladies! I own the site, Lingerie Angels. I am thinking of starting a section on the site where any lady can be a guest model of a new free section. You can send in a gallery, a mixture of sample photos, whatever you would like and as often as you would like. For those of you who have your own website you would have a link and/or banner to your site in your gallery as well as on a special links page to help bring in more visitors for you. If you don't have a site you can post your email or have a guestbook for visitors to be able to show you some love. I'm always looking for new ways to help out all the ladies to have fun and have websites or promote the ones they already have. I'd appreciate a link back to our site, but its not mandatory. Let me know what you ladies think and if any of you would be interested. If you have any questions please feel free to email me at lingerieangels_net@yahoo.com. Thanks for your time! *hugs* Jen http://www.lingerieangels.net

Thoughts For Today
Ok so today is the big "40", still can not believe I am that old. Good news is I have recently been talking to someone on here (you know who you are) and he makes me smile everytime I think about him, I am leaving for vacation later this evening and will not be back until sometime Monday. I guess what I am trying to say is I am going to miss "this person" more than I thought, I mean I have only been talking to him for a short while. But he has the biggest heart, and is just about the sexiest thing I have seen and heard in a REALLY long time. Also he has made me realize this "big" birthday, just isnt as big a deal as I thought. Ok so I am rambling now.....Just what I have been thinking about today....and for you know who....MUAHHHH

The Things You Taught Me I Will Always Know
The things you taught me I will always know. How could I not? The roots have sunk so deep: All lessons of the heart that I will keep No matter who I am or where I go. Kids learn from what their parents are, and so You are my book of life, the thoughts I reap; Only in your arms I quiet sleep; Under my words your voice sings soft and slow. From you I learned the rules of right and wrong Against which I at times had to rebel, Though with regret I carry with me still. How lucky I am to have been loved so well, Even as I pushed against your will, Relying on a father fair and strong. done by christine

Reflections On The Pursuit Of Happiness
Reflections on the pursuit of happiness With everything that has happened to me as of late, not to mention the passing of my Daddy, recently I've really been taking some time to reflect on some of the things that he shared with me about life. I used to sit on Daddy's lap and he would tell me that I was so smart that I could be anything in this world that I wanted to be. I just had to decide what I truly loved and was passionate about. He told me for years to do what I wanted to do and not let anyone tell you any different because that is what happened with him and Grandpa at the bakery. He wanted so much more for his life and the bakery was not what he wanted. He used to tell me, "Kristina you are something special. I've never had control over your life. Your life is in God's hands and he's looking over you. He has a specific purpose for you and you have to seek it. You are one of God's chosen." I used to sit and think, Gee thanks Dad...No pressure! Bu

God's Boxes
God's Boxes God's Boxes I have in my hands two boxes, Which God gave me to hold. He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box, And all your joys in the gold." I heeded His words, and in the two boxes, Both my joys a nd sorrows I stored, But though the gold became heavier each day, The black was as light as before. With curiosity, I opened the black, I wanted to find out why, And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole, Which my sorrows had fallen out by. I showed the hole to God, and mused, "I wonder where my sorrows could be!" He smiled a gentle smile and said, "My child, they're all here with me.." I asked God, why He gave me the boxes, Why the gold and the black with the hole? "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, The black is for you to let go." We should consider all of our friends a blessing. Send this to a friend today just to let them know you are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life. A ball is a circle,

May I?
May I? I've been thinking of your long, thick dick all day. Imagining you stroking it in front of me. Watching your hand travel its length as it grows even longer, harder. I can see a drop of precum on the head and I'm licking my lips already. Come here baby, let me take care of you. I start on your neck with that spot behind your ear that I know you like. I move to your earlobe, sucking softly, biting gently. Down to your chest and your responsive nipples. Licking them until they stand erect too. I move down your chest to your navel. My tongue tracing circles around it before I continue the southern path to my prize. I brace myself by holding onto your thighs as I balance on my heels with my thighs open, happy to finally have my face in your lap. When I nuzzle your balls with my nose, you take a step apart. I lick them delicately, listening to your deep sigh. I know your head has fallen back and your eyes are closed. Time to begin. I suck your left nut into my mou

Stepfathers Are No Less Than Those Of Blood
Stepfathers are no less than those of blood: The spirit is more comely than the flesh. Equally, two mysteries might mesh, Paired by nature or by neighborhood. Fathers are defined by how they love, And not by how they multiply or breed. Though you did not supply the primal seed, How you've loved me does your kinship prove. Each child must turn when life's too hard to bear, Regarding someone's arms or empty air. So do I turn, and always you are there. done by Christine

Stepfathers Of Grown Children Find The Grace
Stepfathers of grown children find the grace To love beneath a banner of their own. Each is more than friend, though not by blood; Parent, yet not part of childhood; Father, yes, in truth, but not in stone. Arms open ever to our long embrace, They give to us what's theirs to give alone: Hearts unhindered by a child's good, Ears unhampered by what words we would, Regard deep rooted in a single tone Shared through fondness for a single face. done by christine

Happy Father's Day To One Not Yet
Happy Father's Day to one not yet A father, but with well-honed hopes to be! Praised be those who put aside regret, Pursuing with fresh joy the sails they see. Years of grace lie in wait for all, Failing ever to live up to dreams, Awash in beauty, clear beyond recall, The gift that is more certain than it seems. Happiness comes solely from within, Exacting reimbursement for its cost, Resuming where one always may begin: 'Twixt what one hopes and what one well has lost. So may you soon a joyful father prove, Destined for that crucible of love; And may you there be hammered into gold, Your heart yet burning as your years grow old done by Christine

School Answering Machine...i Am So Getting Hate Mail Today.
SCHOOL ANSWERING MACHINE >> >> (This is hilarious - no wonder some people were offended!) but I think it >> should be on all Schools' recorders !!! >> >> This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) >> staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering >> machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. >> This came about because they implemented a policy >> requiring students and parents be responsible for their children's >> absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by >> parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing >> grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the >> semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. >> >> The outgoing message: >> >> "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. >> In order to assist you in connecting to the right stafff member, please >> li

War Is Sometimes Needed
Military weapons are the means used by the Sage to punish violence and cruelty, to give peace to troublous times, to remove difficulties and dangers, and to succor those who are in peril. Every animal with blood in its veins and horns on its head will fight when it is attacked. How much more so will man, who carries in his breast the faculties of love and hatred, joy and anger! When he is pleased, a feeling of affection springs up within him; when angry, his poisoned sting is brought into play. That is the natural law which governs his being… What then shall be said of those scholars of our time, blind to all great issues, and without any appreciation of relative values, who can only bark out their stale formulas about "virtue" and "civilization," condemning the use of military weapons? They will surely bring our country to impotence and dishonor and the loss of her rightful heritage; or, at the very least, they will bring about invasion and rebellion, sacrifice of territory and genera

Mankind
"Even if man's hunger and thirst and his sexual strivings are completely satisfied, 'he' is not satisfied. In contrast to the animal his most compelling problems are not solved then, they only begin. He strives for power or for love, or for destruction, he risks his life for religious, for political, for humanistic ideals, and these strivings are what constitutes and characterizes the peculiarity of human life."

Fun In Fayetteville
i'm lookin for some ladies in the fayetteville area that would like to meet up and have some fun, maybe let me suck their toes and lick their pussy...serious ladies only, no bullshit...send me a msg if your interested

Designer Dogs?
As Breeders Test DNA, Dogs Become Guinea Pigs Wendy, right, is a "bully whippet," while Fox is a regular whippet. By AMY HARMON Published: June 12, 2007 FORT MOTT STATE PARK, N.J. — When mutant, muscle-bound puppies started showing up in litters of champion racing whippets, the breeders of the normally sleek dogs invited scientists to take DNA samples at race meets here and across the country. They hoped to find a genetic cause for the condition and a way to purge it from the breed. It worked. “Bully whippets,” as the heavyset dogs are known, turn out to have a genetic mutation that enhances muscle development. And breeders may not want to eliminate the “bully” gene after all. The scientists found that the same mutation that pumps up some whippets makes others among the fastest dogs on the track. With a DNA screening test on the way, “We’re going to keep the speed and lose the bullies,” Helena James, a whippet breeder in Vancouver, British Columbia, said. Free

Becoming Illegal
Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator).... The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington D C, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal Alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process started before everyone fi

Another Hot Day..det,mi.
Yeah ..kinda stuck at the moment.. TryN too cool off,so hot already and I wanna Rock Guitar,so forth.. Real Loud to!!...but being in apartment . I keep it down..low sound ..And Rock!! its gonna be exciteing year 2007AD. Summer comeing in few days ..and its Flagg Day..June 14th...Salute!! thankyou Betsy Ross..USA.

Twizzted
A bond so strong, I cannot, let go. A passionate desire, thats deep within my heart. Satin sheets, deep colors of, purple and red rose petals a flow everywhere. What do this lead to from the heart. My mind is telling me no, but my heart is telling me yes. Yes baby I love you. I wanna be the woman, to always, make you happy. A bond so strong, I cannot, let go. A passionate desire, thats deep within my heart. A bond so strong! A bond so strong!! A bond so strong!!!

Sexiest Male Body Pass Info Along Please
Sexiest Male Body In ct June 23rd 6pm eastern - ENDS WHEN GOAL IS REACHED MUST HAVE A VALID SALUTE TO ENTER 1ST PLACE= 7 DAY BLAST MUST REACH 15000 COMMENTS 2ND PLACE= 64 Impala GOAL 10000 COMMENTS 3RD PLACE= SILVER MOTORCYCLE GOAL 5000 COMMENTS NO fRESHMEAT LEVEL 5 OR ABOVE RATE AND FAN BEFORE ENTERING ANYTHING ELSE GOES >>>>>>SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOWED HOST IS christina of the Whips and Chains Society~D-Generation X Fam~H.T.A.~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'christina of the Whips and Chains Society~D-Generation X Fam~H.T.A.~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard' on '2007-06-14 08:01:33') (repost of original by 'Pr03ffect C.T HUBBY TO KILLER BLUE EYES H.T.A C0- F0UNDER' on '2007-06-14 08:13:59') (repost of original by 'Dan member of HTA grenade launcher' on '2007-06-14 08:48:14')

I'm New Here........
I'm not sure what I'm doing here yet, It will take me a little time to figure out how this site works and what I'm suppposed to be doing...LOL!! I hope everyone that is my fan or friend will bear with me until I get the hang of this site. So far I am having fun, and will have a better profile for everyone to view. Thanks to all the people who are helping me out, and for all the new comments. This is really a cool site, too bad I hadn't heard of it sooner. Starting next week I maybe offline for a couple of weeks. I'm going on a much needed vacation. Once I get back I will be online and having fun with everyone. Again Thank you to all the wonderful people and new friends. TTYL, Take Care & Smile :) ScorpioBabe ~aka~ Louann S.

If She Only Knew
This is very true for me. I have lived through this my whole life. I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with anoth

My Step Dad Was Murdered
at 7:40am there was an unidentifided male was found in an alleyway near jacksonville beach on monday june 11,2007.He was found face down and his hands were tied behind his back.this unidentified man was my step father.I am asking anyone who might know anything to please help in finding and prosicuting his killer.Because of some careless asshole me and my mother have to explain to my 7 year old brother why his daddy won't be here on fathers day.To make matters worse when my brother came home from school today he showed me and my mom the card and keychain he made for his daddy. a present he will never get.now I am asking for help from ppl i don't know and ones i do please help us find his killer. rest in peace Scott Eugene Hofmann

Blast It All
So I was on my way to work when who should I see walking down the street? Aaron Johnson. . . Now for those of you who haven't known me since I was really young Aaron Johnson happens to be. . .the absolute love of my life. . .In the sense that I've had a crush on him since I was ten and he moved into my ward. I even went so far as to make friends with his sisters so I had an excuse to go over there. Yeah I pretty much loved Aaron Of course at the time that I met him he was a much older man at 14 he was tragically unreachable at that time. . . And Then he moved again and moved back when I was 14 and he was 18. Once again I rekindled the friendship with his sister but tragically nothing came of it. . . I imagine this is mostly cause whenever he was within like 15 feet of me I couldn't form words. Well his family moved again and I haven't seen him since unless you count today(which I do) Last I heard he was on a mission in japan. But clearly that is no longer the case. But you want

Join A Relaxing Kick Back Lounge
The name is "Wolves Forever", because I have a wolf totem and respect the wolf name in many ways. Please if you would like to know more about Holistic Health and what alternative ways there are out there for healing ones Mind, Body, and Spirit than all means go to this lounge. All of my L.R.L family is welcomed of course to join, but I am opening my realm to everyone else out there as well. Join me for a nice conversation. NO PROFANITY OR NO NEGATIVITY ALLOWED IN MY LOUNGE AT ALL TIMES! Heres my link below to have a realaxing good time on cherry tap. Thanks you for your consideration and Peace! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7748#

Sorry
sorry to all of those i haven't been in touch with in a while i am away at school and work type stuff and don't ever have much time to be on here and i have to find a proxy that i could be on here with but i'll be home soon so once again sorry

Theodore Roosevelt On Being An American...
The year is 1907...one hundred years ago...read under the picture Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907

Random Thoughts
Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve written a blog… and while many of you could care less, the time has come once again to set my thoughts down in a blog. Wrestling is going well. I’m still working regularly for WVPW. The SWF is starting to run shows again after a long hiatus… and I’m glad to be working for them again. I will be working for NWA – All Star in the coming months in Virginia, so things are looking up in that regard. I may not be the hardest working ref in WV anymore, but I’m definitely keeping my hand in. Besides, at 45 years of age, I can’t do as much as I could five years ago…. And man, I hated to admit that. I’m staying active in my church, which has proven to be a real blessing to me. I do what I can to help out our pastor, and trust me… he keeps me busy. But that’s OK. I have no problem with that. There have been many rewards that have come about from my service, one of which occurred last month. I had the honor and the privilege of helping my pasto

I Started A New Job
I started a new job this last week. I work for a convience store. I had never done this kind of work before and I am not to sure how I like it yet. I am going to give it some time. I guess I have to now because I got a ticket on the way home from work. I have been living with my daughter since my husband died. It was going ok for a while. I never realized how selfish she can be. It is always my my my. I am so ready to have my own house. I have never lived alone and am ready for it. Well have to go more later

Redhead Stuff!
~ Why do redheads really like their hair color? It does the same thing for the men it does for the bulls... it fires them up! ~ Why didn't Indians scalp redheads? They knew better. ~ Why aren't most redheads flat-chested? It makes the T-shirt reading more exciting. ~ Who makes all the bras for redheads? Why, Frederick's, of course! ~ Why are redheads so proud of their hair? It's a clear indication of their feisty and "fiery" nature. ~ How can you tell a redhead is lonely? There are less than 5 men around her. ~ Why are redheads considered evil? Aren't *all* addictions considered bad for you? ~ What is the most frustrated animal in the world? A man that's taken with a redhead, but is batting "zero." ~ Why don't redheads wear training bras? There's nothing "in training" on a redhead. ~ Why did they quit selling redheads Barbie dolls? Ken kept having low self esteem issues. ~ How do redheads get the tangles out their hair? A b

My Brother
For those of you have been asking but I have not been able to get back to, My brother is having his left arm amputated tomorrow, Friday June 15. This has been a very long year. My brother was in near fatal motorcycle accident last May 5....Cinco De Mayo....any way...he hit some loose gravel going around a corner and "flew" into a chain link fence. I consider that fence his saftey net. Had it not been there he would have rolled down an embankment. When the paramedics got to him he was barely alive. He was not getting any oxygen and his blood pressure war criticaly low. They life flighted him to the nearest trauma center where he was immediatly admitted in to ICU with a very grave prognosis. I will never forget that phone call that I got from my mother. I was an hour away from her and once I got to her we were still another hour away from my brother. Once we got there......NOBODY would let us see him for over an hour. Imagine the thoughts that went thru our head. When we FINA

10 More Joints.....for People Who Enjoy Hiphop And Other Good Music.
welcome to the next installment of joints you should be bumpin.. 1.Doin It--Thes1 & Rashaan Ahmad 2.Vallejo--Headnodic 3.Fight Here--The Procussions(ft.afrobots,ahmad of 4th ave. jones,dj vajra) 4.Not Impressed--Molemen(ft. Qwel) 5.Raw Esoteric--Qwazaar(TypicalCats) 6.LeftField--SwollenMembers(ft.Del,Unicron) 7.Galleries(the album)--Visionaries 8.Wonder Years--WildChild 9.Read My Lips(the whole coast2coast album)--The Alkaholiks 10.Bracket Basher--AesopRock

Flag Of The Free
Animated Gifs Flag of the Free Look at the flag as it floats on high, streaming aloft in the clear, blue sky. Rippling, leaping, tugging away, gay as the sunshine, bright as the day. Throbbing with life, where the world may see, flag of our country, flag of the free! What do we see in the flag on high, that we bare our heads as it passes by. That we thrill with pride, our hearts beat fast, and we cheer and cheer as the flag goes past. The flag that waves for you and me, flag of our country, flag of the free! We see in the flag a nation's might, the pledge of a safeguard day and night. Of a watchful eye and a powerful arm, that guard the nation's homes from harm. Of a strong defense on land and sea, flag of our country, flag of the free! We see in the flag a union grand, a brotherhood of heart and hand. A pledge of love and a stirring call, to live our lives for the good of us all. Helpful and just and true to thee, flag of

I Think You Should Think Twice!
As I countine to prove myself to you that everytime you fuck with me and sit here grinding my teeth wishing I could lay a world of hate you. For everytime You rub it in my face I want to hurt you even more. For all those people that say "I can't have this, You can't do that, you are a nothing, your worthless, I wish you were dead!" then this is for you. As I sit here writing this blog to hopefully release all my anger I have hidden will be unleashed in my blog. I'll make those of run for cover! I'm the quite guy that sits in the corner with people staring at me wondering what is on my mind. I'm the guy that you think you figured me out then I turn flip the script on you. For all those times that you say "Your to small, your to little!" Why the fuck did Ijust knock your sorry ass out to the ground. It's my turn to shine. For all those who tried to speak to me with a busted rhyme, you motherfuckers can't tell the differce from day and night. I have no excuses for what I do. Nor do I real

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's?
Eggplant Sandwiches INGREDIENTS: 1 small eggplant, halved and sliced 1 tablespoon olive oil, or as needed 1/4 cup mayonnaise 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 (6 inch) French sandwich rolls 1 small tomato, sliced 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil leaves DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat your oven's broiler. Brush eggplant slices with olive oil, and place them on a baking sheet or broiling pan. Place the pan about 6 inches from the heat source. Cook under the broiler for 10 minutes, or until tender and toasted. 2. Split the French rolls lengthwise, and toast. In a cup or small bowl, stir together the mayonnaise and garlic. Spread this mixture on the toasted bread. Fill the rolls with eggplant slices, tomato, feta cheese and basil leaves. Serves two Yumm-O

Police Report
THIS IS THE BULLSHIT MY BABY MAMA PULLED ON A NIGGA THT LANDED ME IN JAIL SHIT THT I DIDINT SEND TO HER IN A TEXT MSG BUT DID SAY THE REST.... ON JUNE 4, 2007, AT APPROXIMATELY 16:32 HRS, I WAS DISPATCHED TO A THREATS COMPLAINT AT 206 GLENDALE AV, BURNHAM. I ARRIVED ON THE SCENE AND SPOKE TO THE MOTHER, KAREN LYTER AND , ALICIA TREECE. TREECE STATED SHE HAS BEEN HAVEING TROUBLE WITH THE FATHER OF HER DAUGHTER, DURANTE M PONDER. TREECE STATED SHE WILL NOT LET PONDER SEE HIS DAUGHTER BECAUSE OF HER DAUGHTER;S HEALYH PROBLEMS AND WHENEVER PONDER WOULD GET THERE DAUGHTHER, SHE WOULD RETURN SMELLIN LIKE MARIJUANA ( UNTRUE PPL). THERE IS NO CUSTODY OREDER RIGHT NOW FOR THE CHILD. PONDER HAS BEEN CALLIN REPEATLY AND THREATHING TO DO HARM TO TREECE AND LYTER. TREECE AND LYTER HAVE TOLD PONDER NOT TO CALL AND HARASS THEM. ON THIS DARE AND TIME, PONDER A VOICEMAIL ON TREECE,S CELL PHONE STATEING, " YOU BETTER HOPE TO GOD, YOU BETTER HOPE TO GOD, I MEAN THIS, ON EVEREYTHING YOU BETTER

Lol
okay, if i'm delayed later to be back home, it's because a group of people is on strike right at the main door of the bank, and they are not going to open the doors lol they are claiming to another company something we can't understand either (they scream and you don't understand a crap) anyways, lol i'll be around

167 Condom Slogans...
1) Cover your stump before you hump 2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie 4) When in doubt shroud you spout 5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong 7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize 11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12) If you go into heat, package your meat 13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis 14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse 15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18) The right selection, is to protect your erection 19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil 20) A crank with armor, will never harm her 21) If you really love her, wear a cover 22) Don't make a mi

What To Do?
Girl and Guy start talking to each other, but girl has boyfriend. Then the after talking yo guy he decides to leaves him for sure. But during this time they just talk. Things happen and the girl leaves her b/f and the girl and guy are closer. The only thing that is stopping them is the girls fears... What should she do?

Womenly Words
Pay Attention! This is oh so true! 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long

People
so today i talk to a person i have known for many many years and she has choosen someone she has known for less time over me. to her everything i do is immature even though she did the same shit before she was stupid and got herself stuck with a kid wen she is only 21 and has no job. fuck that. i dont want to be judged by someone who doesnt really know me. not many people know t he real me bc i know that they would never understand and i dont wanna take the chance of getting hurt by the people who pretend they care and then backstab you and make you look like you are the wrong one. i been through this way to many times to give a shit any more. i have a group of friends know more like a family that i know i can count on so to everyone else fuck off bc i really dont need you any more. you arent worth my time or waste of breathe. karma is a bitch just remember that! one day you will see you fucked up and wen u need me i wont be there bc i have my own life to live now. even though you thin

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Everytime
Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

Alone
I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

Wow..if This Isnt The American Way
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070614/ap_on_go_pr_wh/cia_leak_trial WASHINGTON - A federal judge showed no sign that he would delay I. Lewis "Scooter" Libby's prison term in the CIA leak case Thursday — even as he reported getting threatening letters and phone calls after sentencing the former White House aide. "I received a number of angry, harassing, mean-spirited phone calls and letters," U.S. District Judge Reggie B. Walton said. "Some of those were wishing bad things on me and my family." Walton made the remarks as he opened a hearing into whether to delay Libby's 2 1/2-year sentence while the former White House aide appeals. Walton heard arguments on the request and was scheduled to continue them Thursday afternoon. After a monthlong trial, jurors found in March that Libby lied to investigators about how he learned that Valerie Plame, the wife of an outspoken war critic, worked for the CIA, and whom he told. Libby maintains his innocence and says any

Children Know To Much
Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also," the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this Family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouc hy aro und here.

Subject: Science - Grade: 6th
A 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Molly stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking 6th graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, and you'll get fired!" She then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her, and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated ?" Little Molly's mouth fell open, and she said to those around her, "Boy, is she gonna get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Jimmy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases to 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Jimmy." Then turned to Molly and continued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: First, you have a

To All The Fathers And Fathers To Be
I know I am a couple days early - but I may not be here this weekend. Sooo... I thought I would wish all you fathers and fathers to be a very safe and happy fathers day! Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Wisconsinisms- Just Trying To Help Break The Language Barrier
Since moving to the DEEP SOUTH, often I am given a hard time about the way I talk, I guess those of us who have been lucky enough to be born and raised Way up in Wisconsin have a completely different language So for all my Southerneze Speaking friends, here is a little Translation Dictionary should you be around me as those famous Wisconsin Adult Beverages start to flow and you can not understand what I am saying... "Wisconsinisms." Ain-a-hey: placed at the end of a profound statement; as in "isn't It?" Bart: a Green Bay institution who doesn't need a last name; (see "Vince"). Believe-you-me: attached to the beginning or end a statement make it more credible; as in, "really!" Blaze orange: what deer hunters and cold-weather Packer fans wear at Lambeau. Born in a barn?: a sarcastic question which usually means you left the door open. Borrow: used in place of "lend," as in, "could youse borrow me a couple two-tree bucks?" Brat: a sausage; a Wis

Hungry Nekopants.
Hungry. i think it might be lunch time. Yesterday was a nightmare from start to finish.. and finish came very late, around 3am, thanks to more plumbing issues. i want something good to happen. i also want to stop being so confused about people. And! i want a cookie.

Aloha Pork Kabobs
ALOHA PORK KABOBS Prep Time 15 minutes Cook Time: 10 minutes Marinate Time: 30 minutes Serves: 6 ALOHA PORK KABOBS Ingredients 1 cup Lawry's ® Sesame Ginger Marinade With Mandarin Orange Juice 1-1/2 lbs. pork tenderloin, cut into 1-1/2-inch cubes 2 medium red and/or green bell peppers, cut into chunks 2 medium onions, cut into 3/4-inch wedges 2 cups fresh or canned, drained pineapple chunks Directions In large resealable plastic bag, pour 3/4 cup Lawry's ® Sesame Ginger Marinade With Mandarin Orange Juice over pork and vegetables; turn to coat. Close bag and marinate in refrigerator 30 minutes. Remove pork and vegetables from Marinade, discarding Marinade. On skewers, alternately thread pork, vegetables and pineapple. Grill or broil, turning once and brushing with remaining 1/4 cup Marinade, 10 minutes or until pork is done. Serve, if desired, with hot cooked rice.

To The Lrl Family
Wow. Been a rough week for the family huh? Ive been sitting here watching and listening and checking the family out. And I have come to the conclusion that this isnt the family for me. Im sorry guys and gals. To much drama. This is not a family at all. This is high school bs to me. Out in the wild with a real wolf family you do get LOYALTY, RESPECT and LOVE from the pack. Im not feeling it here at all. With that said no hard feeling to any of you. I hope we can all stay friends about this, if not your lose and you can block me.

For You, My Vlad! Nightwish - Forever Yours
Fare thee well, little broken heart Downcast eyes, lifetime loneliness Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone Constant longing for the perfect soul Unwashed scenery forever gone Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours No love left in me No eyes to see the heaven beside me My time is yet to come So I'll be forever yours Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone Whatever walks in my heart

New Friends Thank You
The last month or so has been hard on me and if it wasnt for the Great friends I have meet on here and talk to it would have been worse so Thank you all for talking and listening and helping me get through it Love you all :)

Just Wanted Some Advice
u see i have been seeing this guy but he lives out of town and he just went back home afta spending like 2 weeks with me to handle some business towards the end of his stay he started to act like he was not interested any more but he told me that he was and that he would be back in like a week to stay. i feel like he might just be toyin with me but he is just so sincere about it. Should i worry??

How Can I Know You
As i look on this site and I see people that might intrest me when I scroll down to their profile and behold nada nothing zip the big zero. Now how can I or anyone else for that matter rate you freind you or fan you if all they have to go on are the pics you have.and the men are just as guilty on here if I want shallow people to look at or talk to all I have to do is go to work. I'm looking for people to converse with share some intelligent words and thoughts and have some fucking fun with the real. thanks for reading any rebuttals Im redy to listen. don't be scared just be real.

From Sherilynn
The key to your success at ANYTHING lies in the choices you make. You dont have to buy from anyone, work at a particular job, participate in any given relationship or activity. YOU CAN CHOOSE!!!!!!! You can DECIDE at any time to alter the course of your life. No one can take that away from you.. YOU CAN CHOOSE!!!!!!! Make the right choices.. Your life is now........ Love Livin' It Sherilynn Williams

Busy, Busy, Busy
Well, I’ve been a bit scarce, haven’t I? Last weekend, we had our final performances of Like Mother Like Hell, and the show went extremely well. I received nice feedback re: my performance, which surprises me, as the part is very…subtle. It’s nice to know that the work was appreciated. I auditioned for my next play and got the lead role. I’ll be appearing in a show called Bright Ideas in October. The play concerns a married couple who want to get their child into a prestigious school and will stop at nothing to achieve their goal, including murder. It’s a satire, and should be very funny. Next week I will have my final set of meetings with counselors, etc., before I return to school. Yes, at 41, I have come to two sad realizations. First, in order to stay marketable in my current field, I need to have more education. Second, I hate my current field. Yes, I made the supreme mistake of following my parents advice, and chose a career that seemed safe instead of choosing a care

My First Story, Had Problems In Stash
“Very Nice” You have been talking to him for quite some time. His past excited you, the idea of knowing that the government had trained him to kill a man, you knew in his arms no one would ever harm you. After weeks of talking you had your chance, he was coming to town on business. This was your chance to meet face to face, the idea excited you and as the day grew closer so did your anticipation. What if you were not good enough, were not pretty enough, or just not, what he wanted. He told you not to worry that you would know how he felt the moment you look at him. You wondered how it would be possible to know how he would feel in that second. How could he know how to feel in that second? The time had come. You wore your sexiest little black dress and your favorite little shoes with the straps, and for the first moment, it crossed your mind, what if, what if he is not good enough? It was too late; he pulled up in his rental and stepped out. He was an attractive man, just less

My Submissive Heart~wrote By Me~
My submissive heart I gave to you And no one but you. I sit and wait for my Master, To return home each and every day. When you placed your collar around my neck You looked at me and said "Forever More". Your leather cuffs you placed around my wrists And said "Mine till the end". My Master I love you so You took me and made me whole. You said "Trust in me and I'll set you free" and, I'll make you into the woman you want to be" I submit to you freely because you love me and protect me simply said you complete me. Your whips and chains I welcome with pleasure And if I'm good you bind me too. With each strike upon my tender skin I know you give it with sheer delight. You command me to be silent and still For you say my body is your playground. Master loves me and adores me As I love and adore him. The day I met my Master was the day I found freedom in which he set me free. I will always kneel and proudly serve and obey him always forever mor

Re: My Last Blog
I am just tring to let everyone know that i do appericate thier complements, and all but like i said before i have never received any until this last few months. and i am still trying to learn to respond to them in a positive way so bare with me and it will be as it should be. i just wanted to tell all my friends and family here on the tap that i am a very honest person and i have a tendecy to say what is on my mind and how i feel about things. So before warned that i am very opinionated person and i will speak about the way i feel and if i hurt anyones feelings i do not do that on purpose so if u ask me a question and are not sure how ill will respond just be prepared to to hear the truth as i see it for me. i respect everyones opinions and beliefs just as i do my own and i believe that everyone has the right to thier own opinion if i agree with it or not i respect each person as they should be respected and i just want to be respected in that same manor as i respect other. yes i can

Song I Wrote When Bored
Your a ho Your a trick Your a filthy hoodrat bitch Gave me time Let me shine Left me sittin in a ditch Took some time, to rewind No more standing by my side Gettin cold Gettin black Angers showin thats a fact Here it comes There it goes Makin entry to the show Loved me once Never twice As determined by the dice Aftermath Starts a clash What should now be done Took that trip Gave my shot Never truely earned my spot Thinkin hard What to do Never know what I should do End ya life with a knife Thats a pussy thing to do Stoppin life with them drugs Is for them pussy thugs Take my chance on a spree Because mass murder makes me happy! Stick my fingers in ya eyes Diggin deep inside For my candy surprise And I Displace ya knees from ya thys Dismantel ya brain And sever ya spine We tried ya way That's why were tryin mine My ways a little messier Might get the best of ya Heavens descended now Only i'm stoppin ya And I Open the pits of hell And yo

A Story
You walk in the door to find the house empty but for me, naked and kneeling by your chair. Your day has been hard and unkind. You take your place in the chair, and I wait for you to permit my attention. You finally nod, and, still on my knees, I arise to kiss you, pressing my naked body against your legs. Your arms encircle me and welcome my homage and affection. We kiss passionately, our tongues playing together. I look into your eyes and once again submit all that I am to you. I give you control. Our kiss breaks and you tell me I may suck your incredible cock. Gladly I obey, gently pulling back the skin to expose the beautiful head. I kiss it tenderly. You lean back in your chair to relax and enjoy. My tongue lightly brushes over the head of your cock and around the rim several times. I bend down to kiss your nutts, and tickle them with my tongue. Your cock jumps in response. One by one, I gently suck your nutts into my warm, wanting mouth, then both. Your cock is now standing fo

Stashes
***Taken from a friends Bulletin!*** Rating stashes during Happy Hour is one of the fastest ways to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 2 points for you and 2 points for the owner of the stash! Below is a list of my friends with large stashes. Check out your own friends too! It's interesting to see what you do or do not have in common with your friends! Be sure and hit the small ones too! They rate out quickly and you can move on to another one! ~~MY HALO IS SLIPPING~~RATE/FAN/ADD~~ QUICK POINTS DOUBLE DURING HAPPY HOUR 4000 ITEMS IN MY STASH@ CherryTAP 4070+ Thedarkone@ CherryTAP 2730+ Lotta Metal videos in there :-) AUSSIE ASSASSIN@ CherryTAP 2600+ ¸¸.·*´¯`~Mystikal~´¯`*·.¸¸Mistress of Beggars and Lepers of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ CherryTAP 2320+ ~Neptunes Human~@ CherryTAP 1700 in stash - 2400 pix ~Tima~I.B.I.C.~DarkMoonFamily~@ CherryTAP 2130+ Pamela, Check out the LEGO stadium in Pamela's stash! 2090+ ~~Oklahoma Cherok

Dammit All...
Here we go again...more people nailing my pics...do you have nothing better to do? If you don't like it don't fucking look...damn...it's not even people that got nailed this time just my zodiac...grow up!!!! Remove yourself from my friends list, let me know who it is so I can remove you since you obviously have far too sensitive tastes to be on my list!!!

P & C
Perplexed and Confuzzled. --- 4 days ago, I was on the phone with a new friend. After this phone call, I couldn't believe what I felt. Well, I could - its my nature to quickly fall for someone. If I could change who I was? Eh, I might. Somedays I like what I am. Anyway, the next day comes and goes with little fan-fair ( Who ever celebrates weekdays? ) ... the day after that, she calls. My mind and everything does flips and somersaults. But then, after that call - I get puzzled. I start to wonder about being out of my league. That there is no way I could ever fit in to her world. Its nothing new, I had experiences like this in school. Always liking the girls that were not even in the same social class ... but one thing is different, this young lady talks to me. So, it leaves me puzzled. She knows my feelings already ( Thats a story to tell another time ) ... do I continue and know that I could be heartbroken yet again, or do I take the pain now, and tell her we can n

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They br

I Miss Oregon
I miss oregon all my family lives there and today is my sister's 23rd birthday and i couldn't be there and my little sister had her first prom and i couldn't be there. I miss my friends i miss talking to them even if they were just acting like my friend so they could use me at least they would talk to me right. I have no one to talk to and with the time difference its hard to get a hold of my family. I do like it here and Texas and everything but there are certin people in oregon that I miss. My sister had a baby last sept. and i'm missing everything she's starting to walk and my nephew is starting to talk really good. I just had my baby in January and only my dad and sister and dad's girlfriend has seen him and hes already crawling it really sucks hopefully my brother comes down in december for christmas that would make my year. Well thats about it

"razor Blade Pain"
As I lay here feelin my heart being sliced piece by piece with this shiny sharp blade it slowly takes its shape the razor blade slowly cuts through piece of my heart for it has been broken into two how my tears fall from my eyes foi hav eno feelings left . seeing the blood flow surely feeling a tad better trid to close my eyes and here comes the questions slowly thinking of the answers as my blood still purs was he really worth all this pain and i feel that without pain you would never really know what true love means as i hear a raven singing alonge saying forever more shell i bleed till i find someone to complete my soul and make me feel so whole !!!!!

Be As You Are
Be as you are Kenny Chesney Man, I could use a Pina Colada Little bit of sun on my skin A hammock, a book Never gonna look back Once my feet hit the sand I've had it up to here with this rat race Need a smile on my face I wanna go where I can lighten up the load Drive a little while on the wrong side of the road Get this laying low off to a flying start Play my guitar in the Caribbean sun Hang with the locals at the Quiet Mon Where you can be a tourist, a beach bum, or a star And be as you are Gettin' stuck sure would be easy In this palm tree paradise Ambition fades with every wave For the finer things in life Maybe I'll just hang around here Go home later next year I wanna stay down there where I can lighten up the load Drive a little while on the wrong side of the road Get this laying low off to a flying start Play my guitar in the Caribbean sun Hang with the locals at the Quiet Mon Where you can be a tourist, a beach bum, or a star And be as you

Circle Of Friends
WHEN TIMES ARE REALLY GOOD THEY ARE REALLY GOOD, WHEN TIMES ARE KIND OF GOOD WE ARE NOT ALONE, WHEN YOU DON'T KKNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO RUN, THERE ARE ALWAYS YOUR FRIENDS, THANK GOD,FOR MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS,...

Blast
i dont know wats goin with this family but sum of you act like you dont have to bomb , well u dont have to, when your in a contest dont come look for the family to help , so remeber wat you give out is wat youll get in return sum of us worked really hard in the fathers day contest for grey wolf (shadows husband) came in secound not bad for our first contest , come on lets do the same for the blast HERES THE LINK FOR THE BLAST CLICK HERE bbw/bhm/bombers

What Do You Want Next On Cherrytap?
i have the friends list navigation work on my list, so there's no need to ask for that. we cleaned up the member blocking stuff recently, and added the 'no ripping' settings flag to albums. what else do you want us to improve or add to the site? i have my own ideas, but as always most of the good ideas come from you guys. :-) please no tech support questions, just leave comments with ideas/requests for improvements or new features. update monday, june 18th: i've added a timestamp to the shoutbox. if you mouseover the persons name, it shows the time that shout was received. i've also added the 'became my fan' filter to the bartab page. :-) one last note, i also turned back on the 'logged in' alerts... when your friends login, you'll get an alert (at most once every 6 hours). -mike ps: anyone who asks for a way to block the 'friend walkin' alerts will be kicked in the throat. if your friends friend joining doesn't interest you, they're not your friend so take them

Alittle Funny :)
Bob joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he takes off his clothes and starts wandering around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by him and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him grinning sweetly and says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" She says: "You must be new here; let me explain. It's a rule here that if I give you an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of a pool, lays down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Bob continues exploring the facilities. He enters a sauna, sits down, and farts. Within a few seconds a huge, horribly corpulent, hairy man with a firm erection lumbers out of the steam towards him. The Huge Man says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" The Huge Man: "You must be new here; it is a rule that when you fart, it implies you called for me." The

I've Done 9 Out Of 36 Stupid Things
The more [X]'s the dumber you are. 18 or lower means you're not stupid. [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. [ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door. [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. So far: 2 [x] You have ran into a pole. [ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow [ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. [x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [ ] You just tried to sing them So far: 4 [ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [ ] You have choked on your own spit. [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [ ] Your hair is blonde. [ ] People have called you slow So far: 4 [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire [ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes. [ ] Yo

My Birthday
OH MY GOSH THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE TODAY AND I ALMOST FORGOT TO TELL YOU ALL ITS MY BIRTHDAY BUT ITS NOT MY BELLYBUTTEN BIRTHDAY IT'S MY CLEAN DAY BIRTHDAY I HAVE BEEN CLEAN FOR 4 YEARS TODAY. TO ALL THOSE WHO KNOW ME THESE 4 YEARS HAVE BEEN THE BEST I'VE GOTTEN MY RELATIONSHIP BACK WITH KIDS AND MY FAMILY I HAVE 2 WONDERFULL GRANDKIDS AND I HAVE HAVE FOUND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY SOUL MATE. TO ANY ONE OUT THERE THAT IS TRYING TO GET CLEAN STAY WITH IT THE ROAD IS HARD AND LONG GO TO YOUR METTINGS TALK TO YOUR SPONSER AND FIRST AND FOR MOST STAY TRUE TO YOUR SELF YOU GOT TO LOVE YOUR SELF FIRST BEFORE ANYTHING CAN BE DONE AND THE HEALING CAN BEGIN, AND YOUR HP IS THERE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU GUIEDING YOU ALONG THE WAY JUST REMEMBER THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slavery Is...slavery Is Not
slavery is not about suffering . . slavery is about service. slavery is not about humiliation . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about you . . slavery is about giving to others. slavery is not about abuse . . slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . slavery is about being real. slavery is not about contempt . . slavery is about respect. slavery is not about how things look . . slavery is about how things feel. slavery is not about denial . . slavery is about being open. slavery is not about punishment . . slavery is about discipline. slavery is not about being unable to escape . . slavery is about being committed. slavery is not about submission . . slavery is about obedience. slavery is not about sex .

Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as Indiana Jones, Indiana Jones is an archaeologist/adventurer with an unquenchable love for danger and excitement. He travels the globe in search of historical relics. He loves travel, excitement, and a good archaeological discovery. He hates Nazis and snakes, perhaps to the same degree. He always brings along his trusty whip and fedora. He's tough, cool, and dedicated. He relies on both brains and brawn to get him out of trouble and into it. Indiana Jones96% Lara Croft88% Captain Jack Sparrow83% James Bond, Agent 00783% Batman, the Dark Knight79% William Wallace75% Maximus71% El Zorro67% The Amazing Spider-Man54% Neo, the "One"

Wii
My Wii works again. Thank you Ernie. I am so friggin happy. The kids were playing with it all night long and I can't believe what a good bowler Rayna is. But she is very athletic so I shouldn't be so suprised.

Reasons
I guess this is more for a update to those that are close to me. Last week I got a horrorific phone call from one of my sisters. She informed me that one of my other sisters had died. Though I have not been real close with either of these sisters it was still a shock. She was only 39. So now here I am at work when I get this call which now instead of being calm and collective I become hystirical. So now this is wed that I get this call. The sister that died lives in georgia so now its time to figure out how to get there. Thank God I work for 2 great people. They loaned me 300 bucks to get to georgia. So Sat comes and hubby and I get in the car and start driving. 2 tanks of gas, 10 hours later we arrive on my brother in laws brother's door step. To be greeted by my neice, nephew and other sister. We stay for 3 days in georgia and then headed home tues. My sister died of phneomonia with a thyroid problem that weekend her heart and caused her to have a heart attack. The viewing is thurs

Just Thoughts
Strapped to the wooden planks as her captors start to laugh. Knowing what torture is coming she lets herself drift into a state of mind few can achieve. They realize she isn't scared and crying like most of their victims so they take it a step further. Tracing the lines of her body with their blades thin lines of blood begin to form yet she doesn't move. Now they grow angry and the blood begins to flow heavier. From amidst the shadows steps a man cloaked in black. His wings unfurling as he glares upon their retched souls. They begin to panic and run but there is no hope for them. Their crimes have sealed their fate. Their screams echo in her ears as she is pulled from her trance. She glances upon him but he turns away. Still he hides his face from her. The shadows again consume him.

These Are A Few Of My Poems Hope You Like Them And Feel Free To Comment On Them
NUMBER ONE IS WRITTEN FOR ALL MY MILITARY FAMILY THIS ONES FOR YOU ALL..... American Soldier They ask him why he's leaving, why he's shipping off to fight. They fail to see what's on the line, all their freedoms, all their rights. Comprehension is beyond their grasps that someone's got to go. And while every breath may be his last no fear, no doubt will he ever show. Because he knows that if he dies in some far off foreign land, that his valiant efforts may save the lives of his countrymen, family, and friends. And that girl's picture in his pocket, though how he longs to hold her will forever be carried in the heart of this true American Soldier. HERE ARE SOME RANDOM POEMS THAT I HAVE WRITEEN OVER THE YRS “Yes!” My joy is overflowing, you got down on your knee and have professed forever your special love for me. There was no hesitation, the moment I said “yes,” and gave life to the feelings I’m longing to express. I give

Just A Note
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m hey there all my ct friends and family i'm sorry i havent been on that much latley, I'm still dealing with the allergies thing at this time and alot going on in my life right now. As most of you do know I have a love in my life and with that is comeing a 12 yr that is wanting some much needed attention from me right now and I'm enjoying the time with skyler right now and I'm still watching my grandkids and the baby is trying to walk so that is taking alot of my day time up right there but I do get on to ck my mail and to say hi when I can and I miss chatting with you all .Keep showing your love my way and I will send it back your way when I'm on line!!!!!

What A Shame
With so little time left till noon very few people have responded saying they want to stay on my list. I hate to lose some of them but my word is my word and I said if you didn't reply you would be off.

Oh Man I Had No Idea I Was This Evil
Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, jus

My Public Apology To Jeff Of The Lrl
OK You wanted a public apology? Here it is. Jeff, I realize that I may have been a little rough on you with my resignation. For that, I apologize. I understand that you have an infieriority complex. For that, I apologize. I see now that you have no life. For that, I apologize. I didn't buckle at your every wish. For that, I apologize. I opened the eyes of many others you tried to rule over. For that, I apologize. I have never, nor will ever, been subserviant to another man. For that, I apologize. I took someone from you that you NEVER had. For that, I apologize. I exposed you for the manipulative bastard that you are. For that, I apologize. I resigned from a family that includes many very real, very caring people. For that, I apologize. I tried to remove myself from all this drama. For that, I apologize. I am a ruthless SON OF A BITCH. For that, I apologize. I agreed to accept a position in your cabinet. For that, I apologize. I do not take y

I've Learned
I COPIED THIS FROM A BULLITIN IT SAYS IT ALL On a positive note, I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/s he handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the e same thing as making a "life.." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whene

Come Hither My Love
This is from a friend on MySpace Dedicated to Kally Behold, the breathless kisses, the longed for dreams. Passionately spilled words with unspoken urgency. Soft caresses like Touches of Fire, so Perfect so Rare, embrace me. Ageless Love, Eternal, predestined as One. Souls embrace the Texture of Love. The void now filled a puzzle complete. No ghosts allowed, no past lovers to haunt. While the keeper of my heart is near. © 2007 KG

My Newest Gallery
My newest gallery titled "School Girl-Part 1" was recently added to my site. It is all about balloon fun in my new school girl outfit. Someone had requested that one of us post a gallery of pics where we are blowing up, playing with and popping ballons. It was definately a good idea and fun to do too. The first part of this gallery contains 71 pictures. My next gallery will be part two of the "School Girl" gallery. It will contain approximately 40 pictures. I will continue off where part 1 left off. I will continue to play with the balloons at first topless. Then, I start to get hot so I need to take the skirt off. Wonder what is underneath, do you? (You will have to wait to find out) Then, it continues with some more playful balloon fun where I try popping them with my heels (They were being naughty). That was fun and alittle bit tricky too! And then stay tuned for the final part....part 3. Cum and check it out! Hope you like it, Gina Marie

Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain." And my personal favor

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Either You Do Or You Don't And Yes I Was Emotional On This One Smiles
Either You Do or You Don't.... for Gonzo... smiles I also agree with your theological statement, with one tiny comment. For me, Jesus's central command is: love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your mind, and all your soul, and love your neighbor as yourself. Many people become discouraged if they get caught up in the process of trying to live up to the letter of the law. This is especially true of those who are young in their faith. It's much easier for such folk to grasp the concept of love. Most people have only to reference their own experience to begin to grasp the concept. I guess all that I'm saying is that a life of discipleship is sometimes not quite as straightforward as "either you do or you don't". On the other hand. . .I'm not sure where I was really going with this. Oh well, maybe you can extricate me from the mud! Thanks for the post, though. It did get me to thinkin', as they say. To help extricate you from the mud as you asked huggs. First of all, the re

No Title.
Feeling depressed, finally feeling this loss. Want to feel numb, won't allow that to happen. Want you to call, and tell me it will be ok, I'm strong, and can handle seeing his family. Christ they were like my family as a little kid. I want to just go to a bar and drink until I can't walk, I want to do anything to take this pain away. I don't want to go, I don't want to stay, I just want him alive again. Why after so many years of not talking, not due to anything other than we ran in different circles does this pain hurt so much? I can't figure it out, I'm the strong one, I don't cry, I don't allow myself to anyway that is. I want your arms around me holding me up as the tears and the inability to take in air starts. I want you to hold me tighter than you ever have, and make me feel ok, well at least for a few minutes. I want this to be over, I want no deaths for at least 1 year. I want to make sense. I want to allow myself to cry. I want you to be there for me. I need you

Articles
The folling are links (you'll probably have to copy and paste) to some of the online articles about the accident, PJ was driving the black Subaru Wagon http://kdka.com/video/?id=28610@kdka.dayport.com http://www.wpxi.com/video/13456190/index.html?taf=burg http://www.thepittsburghchannel.com/news/13453304/detail.html?taf=pit http://www.wpxi.com/slideshow/13453583/detail.html?taf=burg I will be adding more as I come across them.

Interesting
A friend asked me this morning how my sex life was, I kind of snickered. Sex life? Umm I barely have a life and well don't see anyone really outside of work. I don't have a sex life, though I am getting to the point where it doesn't really matter. Sex is great I will be the first to tell you that but I have too many people in my life that don't really care what happens to me. I don't need to bring in some guy just to have sex. Knowing me though it is quite ironic, normally I would be the girl to have kind of a booty call list. I have burned my little black book and kind of gave up on it. Oh well it is just sex, worse comes to worse I go buy toys.

Humour
Flag Day [ Jun 14 ] Urrrrghhh ! It was my mistake, I admit. But the memory’s still fresh ! Lemme once get my hands on those two li’l devils, George ‘n Rachel ! Okay, I’ll tell you what happened. Last summer, my sis Becky had come over for a visit for a few days… and as usual, my darling nephew and niece had come along too. On the 4th of July, I got them a couple of flags along with a small drum ‘n bugle set, figuring they’d enjoy themselves. Unfortunately, I never realized how much ! They simply went bonkers ! ‘N both of them went parading all over the house with an ear-splitting accompaniment of drum ‘n bugle sounds… ALL DAY ! Poor me nearly went crazy (I kept hearing ‘Boom, Boom !’ in my sleep for days afterwards !) But Becky jus’ howled with laughter ‘n watched me chase her kids to no avail ! How unfair ! No sweat, I’ll get even this time ! I’ll jus’ send a couple of lively e-cards to Rachel ‘n George on Flag Day and pep them up ! Let Becky suffer the ‘Boom, Boom !’ all day long

Useful Tips And Links
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My Love Life!
my love life is so confusing right now, i am dating someone who just told me last night that he is dating someone on the side and i am not mad just confused because i want him to love just me, and he says he doesn't know where things will go between the two of them.

Confidence?
confidence How does one become infused with confidence? A week ago I stared at Samantha. Age 10. Her blonde tight curls pulled back from her face. Her cheeks flushed. She stared at the floor as I walked by her side. "Sam. Put your head up sweetie. Why are you staring at the floor?" "I dunno" I sighed and pulled her closer to my side. She leaned her head against me for a moment. I kissed it and we kept up our stride. Lifting her head, she glanced around quickly, laughed nervously and lowered it again. "Sam. I really wish you would raise your head." "I know Aunt Lolie." She raises it. And once again quickly returns to her slump. I sigh. And continue offering condolences to those who walked by. I could feel Samantha lean closer to me as we walked to a new group of people. I held her close and found our seat. Samantha, it seemed to me, needed a talk. The next morning came early. The sounds of giggles and feet stomping down the hall woke me. Ahhhh yes.

Waaaaay Too Serious...
So my son's baseball team lost the Championship game last night 5-3. The season is finally over. They played well and it is such a shame to see the kids take it so hard. I guess what my issue is: I have a hard time dealing with how seriously some coaches, parents and kids take the game. IT'S a game! They are kids (10-12). Coaches: lead by example. And, parents, don't take it so seriously. There is no need to yell at a kid for making an error (coaches). There is no need to heckle the umps (parents/coaches). The umps didn't leave bases loaded (twice) - the players did. Take responsibility for yourself (players). I heard one kid... the star player, of course, blaming a teammate for getting out because "he's too fat" and "he didn't run fast enough." Hey kid, if you hit the ball out of the infield, they wouldn't have had an easy force out at third. But of course, that's not YOUR fault. I don't know. I may sound old now, but the game is different now than when I was a kid. You pla

Ripped Pics And Copyrighted
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Can You Name 11 People
Subject CAN YOU NAME 11 PEOPLE Body: JUST QUICKLY COPY AND PASTE.... DON'T SPOIL IT Name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.. No cheatin 1. SHANE 2. MIRANDA 3. JESSICA 4. MOMMA 5. DADDY 6. BRIANNA 7. NOAH 8. JEREMY 9. AMANDA 10. LANE 11. MICHELLE DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!! HOW DID YOU MEET #4? ¢¾SHE GAVE BIRTH TO ME DO YOU LIKE ANYONE IN HERE? ¢¾I LIKE'EM ALL WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HADN'T MET #1? ¢¾I WOULD NOT HAVE MY 2 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #2 AND # 6 WERE GOING OUT? ¢¾IMPOSSIBLE! HOW OLD IS #8 ? ¢¾ 29 WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF #5 CONFESSED THEY LOVE YOU ? ¢¾ HE ALREDY DOES!!! HE'S MY DADDY! ;) WHOS #10'S BEST FRIEND ? ¢¾LACY AND VICTORIA I THINK HAVE YOU EVER EATEN AROUND #1'S HOUSE? ¢¾YES! HIS HOUSE IS MY HOUSE! LOL DO YOU M

No Words
Sitting at her window in this military town drinking her coffee like she normally does. She notices a man walking down the street toward the bar on the corner by the alley. She has not met a soul since she moved there. Work and home. As she watched him walk she got a very warm feeling inside her. One she has not felt in a very long time. He felt someone watching him as he walked. He turned and looked up and saw her. He smiled and she hid behind the curtain. he chuckled to himself and walked into the bar. It was his last night in the states so he wanted to have a few beers and say bye to his favourite watering hole. She sits there and thinks. She gets up and dresses. She decided to go to the bar and have a beer. Why not she thinks new town new faces no one knows here there. She puts on a black skirt red top panties and sandals.… She looks in the mirror notices her round bottom tries to cover it with her shirt. Screw it she says to herself. Maybe people here are different.

Cheating
Ladies, some of us guys just don’t get it. We don’t get what you mean when you say “cheat”. See, to most men, if we didn’t sleep with someone, then “no harm, no foul”. But, in today’s complicated love space, it’s hard to know what cheating is. So, what do you have to do to get it across to us? It’s probably as easy as the “Golden Rule” which is “do unto others as you would have them to do unto you.” What this means is that you should treat other people like you want to be treated. So that takes us back to cheating. You and your man have been seeing each other for about a year. He is about to go to a close friend’s bachelor party. Can he get a lap dance? Most guys would think that this is harmless fun. But, a woman just needs to ask the guy to behave as he would want her to behave. If he doesn’t mind some dirt ball exotic dancer rubbing his genitals all over your leg, then he won’t have any problem getting a similar dance from a woman. However, the thought of another man rubbing a

Asian Meatballs With Spicy Lime Dipping Sauce
Asian Meatballs with Spicy Lime Dipping Sauce Rachael Ray From Every Day with Rachael Ray November-December 2005 Makes 24 Meatballs 4 scallions, green and white parts, coarsely chopped One 2-inch piece of fresh ginger, peeled and grated or finely chopped 1/4 red bell pepper, coarsely chopped 1 serrano or jalapeño chile pepper, seeded and finely chopped 2 garlic cloves, crushed 3 tablespoons plus 1/3 cup dark soy sauce, such as tamari 2 to 3 tablespoons cilantro leaves(a handful) Zest and juice of 2 limes 1 pound ground sirloin 3 to 4 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 teaspoon dark sesame oil 1 tablespoon honey 1. In the bowl of a food processor, combine the scallions, half of the ginger, the bell pepper, half of the chile pepper, the garlic, the 3 tablespoons of soy sauce, the cilantro leaves and the lime zest. Pulse for 30 seconds, scrape down the bowl and process 1 minute more, or unti

Big Girls Don't Cry
big girls don't cry How can i feel lonely when i'm surrounded by familar faces that make me lucky i have friends like them....but even though i act cheerful i don't let anyone see my loneliness inside. At night i dream of love so why can't i find love in real life...my dreams are the olny thing that keep me from feeling too lonely. I want to feel a guys arms wrapped around so that i know i'm safe and nothing bad will happen but if something does he'll stand by me.....i want to a guys lips to be my haven.....i want to be held when i cry.....i want to laugh, i mean truly laugh with the guy i care for I don't want to be lonely Found this but we all feel this way at one point or another , in our lives

Have You Missed Me?
Everything is working out and going great. Josh traded in the van for a new car. It's an orange 2005 Chevy Colbat. It's better and safer for me and the baby. It's got a ton of features to help keep us safe plus it's something I can drive too. We did go out the other day and got some hail, I was worried that the car would get dented but it didn't, I was very surpised. Yesterday we went and got some food for the house. We even went to the mall to get me some pants and Josh some knit hats for work. We came home after we got food to put it away and I signed on to Yahoo to see that an ex had left me a message, 'I miss you.', I was shocked. Why after 2 years has he decided to im me? I was shaken up and told Josh that my ex imed me. I pretty much broke down and starting crying b/c it did bring back some feelings, I'm not talking about great feelings either. I did somethings after we broke up that I'm not really proud of and I told Josh about it. He just held me and let me cry on him. Josh kep

I Dont Know
well to all u men out there that give me complements thank u very much, and if i say something that u take the wrong way then im very sorry. i am not use to complements and do not know how to responde to them, so i just think that u have to be joking with me most of the time. because of the way i have been treated in the past and how i was treated growing up. i dont say these things to be mean or anything i just dont know how to respond to ur complements it is new to me and so i have a tendecy to just kind make light of them. and i want to apologize right now if i have offended anyone or if i do offend anyone. but i have only had mostly negative remarks about me in my life and that i have grown to just make a joke out of it because im sure that i am not every attractive because of the way i was told how unattractive i am since i was 14 yrs old. so i just want to apologize now. THANKS FOR ALL OF UR COMPLIMENTS AND I DO LIKE TO HEAR THEM BUT I JUST DONT BELIEVE THEM MOST OF THE TIME

Tomato Salad
Tomato Salad Rachael Ray From Every Day with Rachael Ray August-September 2006 8 SERVINGS 8 plum tomatoes—seeded, quartered and thinly sliced 1 medium red onion, quartered and thinly sliced 1 cup fresh basil leaves, cut into thin strips 1/2 cup flat-leaf parsley (a couple of generous handfuls), chopped 1/3 cup extra-virgin olive oil (EVOO), eyeball it Coarse salt and freshly ground pepper In a medium bowl, toss together the tomatoes, onion, basil and parsley and dress with the EVOO. Season to taste with salt and pepper. Rachael Ray From Every Day with Rachael Ray August-September 2006 8 SERVINGS 8 plum tomatoes—seeded, quartered and thinly sliced 1 medium red onion, quartered and thinly sliced 1 cup fresh basil leaves, cut into thin strips 1/2 cup flat-leaf parsley (a couple of generous handfuls), chopped 1/3 cup extra-virgin olive oil (EVOO), eyeball it

Recording Projects!
I put 5 of my (Shannon's) own solo recording songs up to share with ya guys onmy page! Check them out adn let us know what you think! You acan also go to Imeem adn rate adn comment them too! Thanx everyone!

Big Girls Don't Cry
How can i feel lonely when i'm surrounded by familar faces that make me lucky i have friends like them....but even though i act cheerful i don't let anyone see my loneliness inside. At night i dream of love so why can't i find love in real life...my dreams are the olny thing that keep me from feeling too lonely. I want to feel a guys arms wrapped around me so that i know i'm safe and nothing bad will happen but if something does he'll stand by me.....i want a guys lips to be my haven.....i want to be held when i cry.....i want to laugh, i mean truly laugh with the guy i care for I don't want to be lonely

What Would You Say? Lol
A farmer named Clyde had a car accident. In court, the trucking company's fancy lawyer was questioning Clyde. "Didn't you say, at the scene of the accident, 'I'm fine?'" asked the lawyer. Clyde responded, "Well, I'll tell you what happened. I had just loaded My favorite mule, Bessie, into the..." "I didn't ask for any details", the lawyer interrupted. "Just answer the question. Did you not say, at the scene of the accident, 'I'm fine?'" Clyde said, "Well, I had just got Bessie into the trailer and I was driving down the road...." The lawyer interrupted again and said, "Judge, I am trying to establish the fact that, at the scene of the accident, this man told the Highway Patrolman on the scene that he was just fine. Now several weeks after the accident he is trying to sue my client. I believe he is a fraud. Please tell him to simply answer the question." By this time, the Judge was fairly interested in Clyde's answer and said to the lawyer, "I'd like to hear

The Darkness
It has been awhile since I actually wrote a poem but I am starting again The Darkness As the darkness enfolds my soul, I wait for my next prey. I read their thoughts and feel their heartbeats as they pass by, but still I wait. I turn cold, but still wait, waiting in shadows for the one whose life will bring me pleasure. As I take them in my arms their life blood sustains me, keeps me warm as I mingle with them in the darkness. Mingle till daylight takes me back home.

Easier Said Than Done
Daily OM June 14, 2007 Demolishing Anger’s Walls Resentment Anger, when channeled into the pursuit of change, can be a useful tool in our emotional palette. Anger is experienced by most people, some more than others. It is when anger has no outlet and morphs into resentment that it carries with it the potential to cause great turmoil. Allowing us to assign blame for the pain we are feeling, thereby easing it, resentment tends to smolder relentlessly just below the surface of our awareness, eroding our peace of mind. The target of our resentment grows ever more wicked in our minds and we rue the day we first encountered them. But resentment is merely another hue on the emotional palette and therefore within the realm of our conscious control. We can choose to let go of our resentment and to move on with our lives, no matter how painful the event that incited it. Hanging onto resentment in our hearts does not serve us in any way. Successfully divesting ourselves of resentful