Do you feel this pain?
Eating me away
This pain…
Breaking me apart
This pain…
Making me crawl
This pain…
Making me still
Do you feel this pain?
All the pain
The pain in my life you can't see it but i can
Its horrible and discusing
I wish the pain wasn't in my life
But it is and its killing me
The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about
The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere
I can also see if another persons in pain or upset
Pain is everywere in this world
its even following you and me right now
But the best thing to do is fight the pain
I am and its helping a little bit
It will either end you up dead or in the hospital
Pain is everywere
pain surrounds you day to day
nothing helps it go away
pain in muscles pain in joints
pain so bad in trigger points.
pain that comes and pain that goes
pain that keeps you on your toes.
pain that people think is in your head.
pain that people don't know
when you sit in your bed wishing you were dead
pain that they will have to go through
pain they will have to see.
what it took to just be me.
pain I go through just at school
pain I wish will amke me cool
pain that they will never see what it took to just be me
pain in your life
that makes you srive
to just survive
pain that it took
To just be me
pain i go through.
but people can't see.
Baby i was there the day you were born
i cut the cord and brought you in this world
i dont know where it went wrong
but today was my worst day in hell
the way u been treating us even tho we love you
after all those years of separation
after all i have done for you all the sacrafices
you came to me and told me your home and family wasnt good enough
you had everything my lil baby all that you could dream of and think of but still not good enough
well my little princess you made your choice
you are now old enough to assume it you will see
you riped my heart out like no woman could ever do
you crushed you sister likie no boy could ever do
i am now empty inside my little princess
i have nothing in me to give anymore you took it all
your father needs to heal b4 anything is done
you have no idea what you have done to your family
i want to apologise to all my friends most of you know i am a raven a healer for me to heal
i will go back to my origin Shadow Raven that is what i am that is who i am
some of you will be piss so be it but i must do what i need in order to heal from being so crushed by my own kid
ty every one i needed to vent out after a full day in hell
