Well fathers day is tomorrow and once again the ex won't let me have my children. Didn't get them last year either although she says I didn't ask which is bullshit. I've asked to get my kids plenty of times other than the one day I get evry other week, but she says they always have plans. Nothing I can do about it though until I get my own place. She won't work with me at all until a judge tells her she has to. Can you say total BIOTCH! I love my kids more than anything and would love nothing more than to have them with me all the time. I know what it's like to grow up without a father. After my mother and father divorced we didnt see much of my father. Although he has a different memory than me and my sisters. He didnt want the responsibilty of kids he just wanted to party. Me on the other hand would love nothing more than to have my kids 24/7. I've always tried to be there for my kids but the ex makes that very difficult. And of course it's always my fault. I try to ask the kids what they want to do and then I get the phone call from hell telling me I'm not suppose to ask them I'm suppose to ask her. The reason for that is obvious. That way if I don't ask them then she can say I don't ask to get them extra or want them for holidays or any other time. They are getting older and I hope that they start to realize dad is not an a$$hole. I don't say anything negative to them about there mother. There is a lot I would like to say to them but I'm not gonna play that game. She is their mother and I would not try to do anything to make them feel a certain way about her. She on the other hand has no problem doing that but I feel like in the end it will all come back to haunt her. Ok enough of this for now. If you made it this far thanks and I hope you have a wonderful day and weekend.
