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Guys Rules Lmfao
{{i saw this and had to add my thoughts too it ;) ~nnc~ }} MEN'S RULES We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. {{most men cant read cat in the hat~~we understand}} 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. {{just put things back the way you found them and we wouldnt be bitchin bout it}} 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. {{sunday sports~~the reason theres a tv in the garage}} 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. {{just follow with the cart and have your wallet out at the register,,a lil help bringin things inside is appreciated too}} 1. Crying is blackmail. {{if you see me cry ~ run

Daily Horoscope: Libra For September 15,2007
Shopping or collecting would scratch an itch you might not even have known you had. There's no need to break the bank, of course, but you should poke around until you find something that you love.

Bomb Fest
Ok family here we go...we r going to help in bomb fest...we r helping out friends the independent bombers...The only thing we need to do is friend the host before we can bomb so please do it as soon as posable. The link is down below....... RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar after she accepts u here is the link we will be bombing...... thanks...dave/aka/hotstud/aka/the godfather

I May Never Be
I may never be a model or drive fancy cars, i may never wear fancy cloths, I may never live in a mansion,but i am who i am. I am always there to lend a helping hand, always there to wipe away the tears. I never will leave you if you need a friend. i will always be there to ease the pain that you may feel deep inside. I may never be a hero or a superstar, I may never be what you want me to be, but i am who i am a good friend. A friend who will never give up on you. A friend who will always care. I may never say the things you want to hear. but i only say what's in my heart. I may never be the person i was meant to be, but i am who i am. you dont have to like me but you dont have the right to treat me with disrespect. I may never be your hero, but i try to make you smile. cause that is what i like to, i am who i am and i will chang for noone. I may never be a model or drive fancy cars, live in a mansion or have lots of money, but who cares money c

Rant
what do you do when the 2 people you love the most are areguing/fighting and you sit there and watch it. not knowing what to do. feeling as if they are falling apart and you are split between them, when you are trying to hold them together. trying to figure out where the communication isnt meeting up, and you feel you are falling apart as well. i an at the point of going outside and screaming untill everyone stops and listens. being an empathic person has its goods and its bads but when the 2 most important people in your life are drifting away from each other it feels like a curse. i feel like i'mm 5 years old again watching my mom and dad fight and my dad leave and with him taking a part of me leaving me feeling empty lost and confused. gunna stop my rant now before i go nuts and emotions start to really fly.

Where Would You Like To See My Band Perform?
Most of you know that I'm in a band called Negro Childe, for those of you who don't know however, here's the link Negro Childe So, where would you like to see us perform? Request your area in our demand it box...

Die Mf Die
I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need your religion I don't need a thing from you I don't do what I've been told Your so lame why don't you Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die I don't need your prison I don't need your pain I don't need your decision So what should I do I don't need your approval I don't need your hope I don't need your lectures I don't need a thing from you I'll be sorry when I'm old You're so full of shit man Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Boom I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I'll be sorry so you've said I'm not sorry Bang You're Dead Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Die

This Is A Shame
This should not have happend. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20782844/ Sniper who lost eye in Iraq ready to leave Army, but errors prevent it After nearly three years as an outpatient at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, Staff Sgt. John Daniel Shannon had begun the wrenching process of turning himself into a civilian. He no longer wore the uniform he loved so much. He sported a short beard and traded his black beret for a baseball cap. Granted a 30-day leave to prepare for retirement as his disability case finally made it through the system, he moved his family to Suffolk, Va., and began to babysit his two kids, clean the house and grow vegetables. Given what had happened to him in Iraq -- the traumatic brain injury from an AK-47 round that shattered one eye and half his skull -- and the chronic post-traumatic stress disorder that followed, that was about all he could handle. Last week, Shannon, 43, was back at Walter Reed, but not to say goodbye. The doctors' si

Who The Fuck Knows Right Now Lol
ok i came across this mumm about raceism ok. i just wanted to know what do you think it is? im not asking im a mix blood so i cant be that. i hate to tell you this yes you can be. and i dont really care what part of blood you have in you. and i dont think anybody cares either. but anyway what i think it means to me? it means to me you love your own people thats what it means to me.

Everyone Please Contest Has Started We Need Everyone Please Come Help Us
The host of the contest is down at the bottom of this page right above the video.. Please we need all our friend, bombing members, anyone and everyone. This contest is s stinger. Every single person can and will make the difference as to if we win or not.. Please lets do this. Add, Fan, Rate, the host of this contest first please then you may bomb onces you are added.. Please come join us for the bomb fest.. Thank you all.. My fubar friends are the coolest.. THE LEVELING LIST We want to try and level as many and as much of these people here on this list as we can before the 15th comes runing around... They are all the members of the Posse that I had time to grab and our non memmber supporters. The Posse is bombing in the bombfest and we can not wait. It will go for two weeks and it is going to be wild. Here is a list of my team that is qulified to help and those non members who are and said they would bomb the hell out of it with us whom are also qulified to help.

We Are A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Messed Up Morals?
I went out to eat last night. At the restaurant, I noticed several girls around the restaurant that were obviously still in High School and had babies with them. I recall hearing once about how some inner-city schools had set up daycare centers in the schools, not for the teachers, but for the students. I couldn't help but think about a person I once worked with who was a teacher/coach at a Catholic High School and worked as a bartender on the weekends. He was in his early 30s and when his girl friend got pregnant, they decided to share custody and raise the child together even though they were not living together. He ended up getting fired from his teaching job for having a child out of wedlock. Something about being an "improper example" to the students. Ok, so he was an improper example for trying to support and care for his child but its ok for children to have babies? I'm not getting that. I don't condemn anyone for taking responsibility for their children. It shouldn't matt

Friends And What They Mean To Me
Friends are always there to lend a helping hand, Friends are always there to wipe the tears away. Friends are never cruel love you for who are never trying to change you into someone you were meant to be. Friends never give up on but stick with you through the end. Friends never ask why they just drop what they are doing to stand beside you. Friends never turn there backs when you need a shoulder to cry one. They are always there to listen when you need to get things off your mind. Friends never leave you stranded. Friends never walk away when you dont want to be alone. Friends respect you and never make you do things that you dont want to do. Friends are always there to make you feel special. Friends are always there through the laughter and the tears, good times and bad times. Friends are always there when you need them the most. Friends are always there no matter what the cost. That to me is a true friend and that is what you are to me. I love y

Rest In Piece Cheayla
Rest in piece my dear friend, the love you showed will never end, you were truely someone wonderful to behold, i will always remember everything that was said and were told, now the spirit world is for you to hold, everyone you left now must be bold, our loss of you has been great, but the heavens chose your fate, what i wanted to tell you i am now to late, you were an awesome friend, all the way to your end, a love for everyone beyond compare, we all wish you were still here, you made all our hearts fill with cheer, the loss of you makes our hearts tear, you will be greatly missed and always adored, as you now sit next to the lord, you will live on in all the stories told, memories of you in our hearts we do hold, rest in piece my dear friend, we will all meet again, so to your family and friends, all my sympathies i do send, may you all remember her in delight, for now she stands in the spirit worlds light, missed and never forgotten, in our thoughts every d

Tear Jerker
I think everyone needs to read this and LEARN the lesson from it! Subject: Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children d o. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the w orld, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it c

Silver Surfer Halloween Costume
Silver Surfer Halloween Costume Shop for super hero costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! If you want to be the best Silver Surfer in town, you might need to spend a bit of money on silver body paint. But don't worry, that's not my only tip: I don't want you arrested for indecent exposure. Why not find an old pair of jogging clothes or shorts, then spray paint them with some silver paint. Whatever paint you use, be sure it is non-toxic and safe for your skin. Next all you need to do is find a nice surf board! Having the best Silver Surfer Halloween Costume is sure to win you some points.

Forgiveness: What It Is And What It Isn't
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Huntress of Truth Date: 15 Sep 2007, 09:17 Forgiveness: What it is and What it Isn't Why do we find it so hard to forgive? One reason we resist forgiving is that we don't really understand what forgiveness is or how it works. We think we do, but we don't. Most of us assume that if we forgive our offenders, they are let off the hook — scot-free — and get to go about their merry ways while we unfairly suffer from their actions. We also may think that we have to be friendly with them again, or go back to the old relationship. While God commands us to forgive others, he never told us to keep trusting those who violated our trust or even to like being around those who hurt us. The first step to understanding forgiveness is learning what it is and isn't. The next step is giving yourself permission to forgive and forget, letting go of the bitterness while remembering very clearly your rights to healthy boundaries. Granting for

I Need Help
i was wondering what i would need to do to be able to put more pics on rather than waiting to be leveled up which i am only at 13 and i need to get to 16, can anyone help me with this? please i am asking all my friends and family and fans

Bin Laden Has Not Been Indicted For His
Bin Laden has NOT been indicted for his involvement in 9/11 Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: § Lori § Date: Sep 15, 2007 9:23 AM thanks: Andrew Date: Sep 15, 2007 11:15 AM Round and round it goes, where it stops, noone knows. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Truth - SPREAD It! Date: 15/09/2007 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Maestro Pyroclastico Date: Sep 9, 2007 5:58 AM How long will it take Faux news or CNN to follow in the footsteps of these guys? Take a look and pass it on.

Happiness
When one door of happiness closese another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, But it's also true that we don't know what we've we been missing until it arrives.......

Re: List To Live By....
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Huntress of Truth Date: 15 Sep 2007, 09:31 Much thanks to:SUSAN BROTHERS Punchy, May God Bless You My Dear God-Getter!..I Praise God That You Do Not Compromise The Truth!..Please Read..Then Decide For Yourselves..But Remember Respect..We All Our In The Same Family..If Your Not..Get To Know (Jesus)..You Will Never Regret It!..He Alone Can Save!..And He Will..Just ASK!..Susan----------------- Punchy is SavedDate: Sep 15, 2007 8:59 AM----------------- Fighting 4 a DreamDate Cralla ¡ÖDIANA¡ÖDate: Sep 14, 2007 5:36 PMA List To Live By(anonymous, circulating on internet)Metaphysics Poem, Poetry, Metaphysical Magazine, New Age Poet, Love The most destructive habit, WorryThe greatest Joy, Giving The greatest loss, Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work, Helping others The ugliest personality trait, Selfishness The most endangered species, Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource, Our youth The greatest ¡°shot in t

I Opened A Wound And No One Will Hit Me
I’ve bled away the dirt on me Discharged sanity Rock hard malignancy There is nothing left of me and still I have supremacy Your shit stained lips Can give my coiled ring a kiss The crest imprints My cauterized coat of arms will not be content as a scar Procreate in the honeymoon pyre Ripping and tearing to unplug the drain Bloat and burst in a hail of denial The insane have made gains and are anointed as saints Complain against the ways you’ve been repaid My night has lost to another day Let’s lay blame it’s a fun fucking game You lay down the punishment and I’ll take it to the grave Delay, deployed, unsoiled, rejoice Strained voice, ignore the goddamn choices Join the chorus of the hopeless doped up on suggestive noises Taste the bone crunching grind of gears Cast your fears like a headlight at a dear Bruise, blister, show me your fucking peel Parasites Have their way with me Parasites Have their way with me

I Am Not There
I am not there to hold your hand or give you a hug, I am not there to comfort you when you have had a bad day. God knows i wished i could be there. I am not there and it breaks my heart. I want to give you a hug I want to hang out like friends do. but the miles make it hard, I want to reach out to you but i cant, and it hurts me inside. I am not there and i sure wished i were. It is hard for me to understand why we have to live so far away. I keep you close in my heart and always in my prayers and you never know someday we will cross eachother's path. Until then my friends i will continue to send you my love and get to know you better through the talks that we have had and build as many memories as i can. You will always be a big part of my life now and forever. Even though I am not there, our friendship will always be very special to me. So reach out my friend cause i will always be walking right beside you. I am not there and it is breaking m

Do You Remember When...?
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel out, lay rubber or

Three Trivia Facts For September 15
There are 2.5 trillion red blood cells in your body, which means about two and a half million new ones need to be produced every second by your bone marrow. That's the same as reproducing the population of the city of Toronto every second. That's 100 billion every day. When we blush, our stomach lining goes red too. Dishabiliophobia is the fear of undressing in front of someone.

Cnn Reporter Caught Lying About Pentagon Crash On 9/11
CNN Reporter caught lying about Pentagon crash on 9/11 Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Aaron Date: Sep 15, 2007 11:36 AM This needs to be brought to their attention - the mass medias attention! We have this guy in the first video in 2001 reporting from the scene that there is no evidence of a plane hitting the pentagon at all, now in more recent video he says he was there and saw it all as he describes the scene! Staright up lying on video as you compare the two videos you will see this guy straight up lying! Got to get this out to mass media clowns who call us "conpiracy theorist." It's not a conspiracy when it's truth! And this guy KNOWS he's lying. He even states in the first video that thetre is nothing there! LIARS! NEVER BELIEVE WHAT YOU HEAR ON THE NEWS! NEVER TRUST A POLITICIAN EITHER! From: frEinLy Fier l l 9 (eMenY teRribaLisT)) . Date: Sep 15, 2007 11:12 AM From: THINK PEACE WORLD ----------------- Bulletin Message -

Losing What Is Mine To Them!!!!
It hurts to know that in 1 second they can take you away from me without a doubt in their minds. That they dont know what it's like to have someone there and then gone! The pain, the hurt, and the many lonely days we will have to see in the next coming months, is going to be all that we have. But I want you to know that your my everything, my lifeline, my whole complete world! And no one or anything is going to come between that! I promise you this forever!!! Love your Wife . . . . Crystal

This Make No Sense!
Today's Horrorscope makes no kind of sense to me whatsoever! I am not in any kind of business where I am involved in any decision making and I am certainly not in a relationship, so the marriage thing is just totally moot. Today, your mind is on mergers of all kinds, from business to marriage. It may be that you need to jump in now, or perhaps it's time for a frank evaluation of one you're already immersed within.

Real News? On Tv? No Way!!!
thanks: Andrew Date: Sep 15, 2007 11:15 AM Round and round it goes, where it stops, noone knows. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Truth - SPREAD It! Date: 15/09/2007 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Maestro Pyroclastico Date: Sep 9, 2007 5:58 AM How long will it take Faux news or CNN to follow in the footsteps of these guys? Take a look and pass it on.

Aromatherapy
An Introduction to Aromatherapy by Brigitte Mars Aromatherapy is the practice of using essential plant oils for healing body, mind and spirit. One of the most ancient methods of aromatherapy was to burn aromatic branches and inhale the smoke. The word perfume is derived from the Latin per fumum, meaning “through smoke.” Essential oils, also known as volatile oils are distilled or pressed from plants. Their fragrance reaches the nose and is taken into the air we breathe and eventually enters into our bloodstream. Humans are said to have an estimated ten million cells for detecting scents. It has been said, “The nose is the gateway to the brain.” Our sense of smell is our most primitive sense and what we smell can affect health and consciousness. Women often prefer floral smells that evoke pleasant memories: gardenia, rose and jasmine. Men are often most responsive to woodsy, citrus and “cooking smells” like cinnamon and ginger. Essential oils repel predator insects and

Hillary Campaign Blocks Anti-war Signs / First Amendment
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: truth09 Date: 15 Sep 2007, 09:34 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: *RC_REVOLUTION 420 [resistance]Date: 15/09/2007----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Jerry (Help us Obi - Ron Paul!)Date: Sep 15, 2007 11:26 AMFrom: Ignorance Isn't BlissDate: Sep 15, 2007 12:22 PMhttp://nhindymedia.org/newswire/display/4753/index.phpAre the Democrats Really Different than the Republicans?I'd just like to relate a recent incident that speaks to the candidacy of Hillary Clinton and those who support and advocate for her. At the Rally in Portsmouth, NH on Labor Day Weekend, Clinton Campaign workers, with the help of local police, prohibited me from entering the Rally area because I carried an anti-war sign. On Sunday, September 2nd, the day of the Clinton Rally in Portsmouth, I went downtown with a sign that read "No first strike on Iran" and on the other side "Stop the Killing." The Clinton Campa

My Baby Boy
hey all...just sitting here thinking and ready to cry cause my 4 yr old son will be starting prek on monday and its heartbreaking...granted ill get a break now during the day...i can finally go back to work and make some money....but then again its just sad....all the mommys and daddys definately know what i am talking about....but anywho....ill be alright...its not the first time...i have a 7 yr old that is in 2nd grade so...ill be aight...lol...have a good one and thanks for taking the time to read this shit....chao!!

Wtf
This is my bitching about everything that I am upset or hurt by right now. If you don't agree with it or don't like what I have to say then don't read it and move the fuck on. I am sick of taking other peoples feelings into consideration when no one even cared to take mine into consideration. Why is it ok for everyone else to have an opinion and even put them out there for everyone to know and see, but when I, who rarely comments or even puts my opinion in writing, does the same I am given shit for it. I am sorry if what I think offends the weak and sensitive but it is what it is. If you don't like it then oh the fuck well. Another thing, Why is it that when my husband fucked up and hurt me as badly as he did everyone stood around and basically said: oh wow that sucks but don't be too hard on him. Now that I have realized that I cant pretend to trust him when I really don't. I don't know how to believe anything he says anymore, and after this being the Second, yes Second

Herb Tips
The Herbal Encyclopedia Gathering, Storing, and Using your Herbs GATHERING: When gathering or harvesting your herbs, first be absolutely sure you know what you are gathering! This is very important when gathering plants from the wild. Be absolutely certain you know what the plant is before you attempt to use it. If you are not sure of a particular plant, or it "looks like" something but could be something else, leave it alone. You would be better off to purchase the herb through a store or mail order. The alternative may leave you dead. If you care about our natural plants, you will prefer to purchase or grow what you need. Today's herbal needs are creating quite a strain on the numbers of medicinal plants in the wild. Know what part of the plant you need. Some plants are used in their entirety, others only specific parts. When you are gathering plants from the wild, remember not to take all of a particular species you may find in an area. Leave some to grow and seed and flouri

Wait...another Bush???
Why Is Bush's Kid Brother Neil Getting Federal Funding? By Liliana Segura Posted on September 13, 2007, Printed on September 15, 2007 http://www.alternet.org/bloggers/liliana/62528/ So here's a tidy little racket: After being installed president thanks to a voting fracas in a state conveniently governed by your brother, cook up a national educational curriculum and place at its center the standardized test. Give the curriculum a name with a wink and a nudge, like, oh, "No Child Left Behind." Then, funnel taxpayer money to equipping schools with a gimmicky learning device focused on standardized tests and sold by your other brother, the sadly anonymous one, whose only (fading) claim to fame is a role in the Savings and Loan scandal of the late 80s. Despite having no experience in education, Neil Bush is the founder of a Texas-based company called Ignite! Learning, which, since 1999 has peddled strange little devices called "Curriculums on Wheels" (COWs) to schools state

Current Mood...
Ok, so divorce is bad and sad, I get that. But why does one person have to be the bad guy... It just didn't work. I've tried every way possible to see if it could work. However, I don't have the love in my heart that I should have for a husband. If someone in the relationship doesn't love the other person, and they can still remain friends for their child if nothing else, is it right to stay married??? I don't feel it is right to me or my husband to stay in this relationship. He is a good guy and he deserves better. I am a good person and I should be able to live alone and do what I want to do, which is focusing on my daughter for the time being. Now, neither one of us can afford for me to just up and leave, and move out. I couldn't afford rent and utilities solo, and he couldn't afford car payment, etc solo. So our plan is to pay off all of our joint bills, credit cards, etc, possibly even our vehicles depending on how this next year goes. Is this wrong? Alot of pe

Love And Relationship
hey everyone its me i finally started a blog and thought yall should know i just recently got engaged to crazyangel here on fubar and i love her to death we have been sein each other for 5 months now in real life and decided it was time to pop the question. well here i am tellion all you Fubarians the good news

Cry Of The Windego
Shatter towards travesty Your blood fucking belongs to me I suck you dry, burn your shine, I want to hear your demons cry The need to masticate is growing My teeth show no signs of slowing A crescent press, the taste of flesh, the mark I scrawl across your chest Underlings with splitting wings Divide the hide and bait the springs

My Weekend Plans
Today I am going to wash my car and do some house work. Tonight I am going to the Races in Roseburg, OR to watch a friend race his car. Sunday... I plan to just relax and watch football all day. Go Seahawks.

Last Night--haters
Last night I went to a tavern on the west side of Jacksonville. I talked the day before with the owner about joining a pool league, she said come friday night and alot of the players will be here and maybe you can get on a team..I showed up at about 8pm and started to mingle a bit...Well if you all don't know I am half cuban and i do look a bit cuban---on with the story...Out of the 50 people in there only 2 people would actually talk with me, I was alienated and it felt like shit!! This has happened before but I guess it hit the spot last night.I still don't understand why people can't accept you for who you are and not what color your skin is or nationality...To say the least I won't go back and I know I will always accept people as long as their true and a good person no matter who they are.

Grow Up!!
You know....when people ask for advice in here (using Mumms), they want ADVICE. They don't want to be hated on, they don't want to be judged. Neither one of those terms are in the meaning of the word ADVICE. This is why I normally don't post mumms in here, because you get a lot of people that joke around with them and make fun of situations that are sometimes serious ones, at least they're serious to the people that post them. Show some fuckin respect, and give advice!! Don't hurt people's feelings by joking around and bringing that person down on what they're asking for. GROW UP!!

Open Letter To The Atlanta Chapter Of The Naacp
Saturday, August 18, 2007 An Open Letter To The Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP Dear Dr. R L White, Head of the Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP, My name is Mike. I am 27, and I am neither a member of your organization nor a resident of Atlanta. Normally I wouldn't bother you, but then I came across this article, and it compelled me to write. Since I am white, I am going to tread carefully, so as not to offend your gentle sensibilities. But, Dr. White, you are a dumb fuck. Speaking for white people everywhere, let me fill you in on something. This case was not a race issue. It was about killing dogs. And if there is one thing people don't stand for, regardless of race, it's killing dogs. You compared it to deer hunting. Again, Dr. White, you are a dumb fuck. When was the last time a deer greeted you at the door when you got home from work? Or curled up next to you and gently nuzzled in to take a nap? Dogs are pets, you moron. They aren't meant to be killed for sport. The failure t

To All My Friends
The tough times are here seem to never end. The roads been rocky, the mountains steep. I have stumbled and fallen but you were always there to pick me up again. you have wiped the tears, helped me see when i could not. You made me believe in myself, when i did not believe. You helped me to be strong when i was very weak. You cared enough to take the time to listen. To all my friends thank you for believing in me. you took the time to be my friend never giving up on me. To all my friends thank you. The end was close and you were there to see me through. You sent your love. You sent a hug to let me know things would be ok. To all my friends your love was enough to get me through. Thank you just isnt enough. I can never repay you for everything you have done for me. To all my friends my love i send to you for being there for me and never giving up. The mountain i have been clombing are now easier to climb all because you were there for me. The pain is s

Sickos And Kids.
So today I was bored and voting on the Mumms when I came across a Mumm about a mother who helped her 12 yr old daughter create a myspace and is now wondering if she should delete her daughter's myspace because the TWELVE YEAR OLD daughter has been mis-using it. I have to give the mother props for caring enough to watch what her kid does online... but a swift kick in the ass for ever making her daughter a myspace because in order to make your 12 yr old daughter a myspace you would have to intentionally lie your ass of because myspace specifically states you have to be 14 or older to have myspace.... and it wasn't the whole situation that made me sick... it was the fact that over 60 percent of people voted for her to let her daughter keep her myspace AND let her have more freedom with it... and we fucking wonder why America is going to shit?

Silent Prayer
Sun shines on my window pane You come to my mind once again I open my eyes but you're not there So I'm left with my silent prayer Give me wings so I might fly Across the night and through the sky into her arms and in her heart Forever together, never to part. I know the only way I'll fly is not to be afraid to die So I say this my solemn vow I'll grow my wings somewhere somehow Give me wings so I might fly Across the night and through the sky into her arms and in her heart Forever together, never to part. maybe an angel could show me maybe an angel could help me maybe this angel can give me some wings to fly The sun slowly sets for another day The house slowly fades to grey You are again on my mind So I will whisper a silent prayer of mine Lord give me wings so I might fly Across the night and through the sky into her arms and in her heart Forever together, never to part Forever together, never to part In my dreams I dream of you So many thin

~trapped~
A poem I wrote a while back, you might have read it on my page. ~TRAPPED~ Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. ~TaintedSoul~

A Busy Week For All
This week has been very busy for my family and myself. My wife applied and interviewed for a call center job. She did well on the customer service-phone test. She seemed to have interviewed well. I am really proud that she overcame her nervousness and did her best. She doesn't think she will get the job, but I think she will. At work, I have been doing overtime in the early morning. Plus I now get up at midnight to walk two miles to work now. The kids are busy with school. A. is learning his sax. N. has been doing her homework pretty constantly. And M. has started participating in an after-school program. So it is good to have the weekend to relax.

What Would You Do??
What Would You Do? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy, there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

The Math Of Life..
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you c

A Reason, A Season Or A Lifetime...
A REASON, A SEASON OR A LIFETIME.. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come t

Thank You
My Dear, Sweet Friends Fans And Family Thank You For All Your Birthday Wishes And Gifts xoxxxo Wildthing aka.....Ray a href="http://www.blingcheese.com" target="_blank" title="Cool MySpace Graphics at BlingCheese.com">MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

Help
please help me and my gf and her family pray for their father. He has had a heart attack and is on a ventalator right now we need all the prays that you can spare he is still in his prime and has been cut down by this please send us your prays and ur thanks we need some help cause everything we do doesn't seem to work so i turn to all of my friends on here and on the inter net. i will get back to people who help me out on here please send the love thank you very much

Got To Keep Going
I have to keep going i have to try. The roads been tough many bumps along the way, but i got to keep going. The kids need me. I got to keep going there are people to meet places to go, dreams to fulfill. I got to keep going. Although the pain is deep i cant give up. I got to keep going i got to try. I need you my friends. stick with me to the end. I can't do this alone. I got to keep going can never give. My heart is aching the flame has almost died. i want to give up but know i got to keep going i got to try. i got to be strong i got to keep fighting. new doors have opened but cant go on until the old doors have closed. Help me my friends i cant do it alone. i got to keep going but need some help to learn how to let go. I got to keep going i got to try. I got to be strong. i got to have faith. Help me my friends so i can keep going. I got to keep going.

For September 15,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You can take advantage of the day's energy by getting yourself and your family organized. Some of them might not be up for the rigor, but you can push them a little without any serious consequences.

To All My Friends
Unconditional Love A treasure to be cherished, A gift from God above; Is the beauty of a friendship, Touched by unconditional love. A love that asks no questions, Believes in all the best; Never doubting, ever trusting, Withstanding any test. A love that weathers any storm, And yet that love still stands; Through the very darkest hour, It still reaches out a hand. There in that hand the sweetest gift, That you can give a friend; A heart that cares, a love that shares, That will be there till the end. A treasure to be cherished, A gift from God above; Is what I share with you my friend, An unconditional love.

11 Things We Need To Realize:
11 Things We Need To Realize: 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and NEVER find the COURAGE to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, NEVER say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was THE BEST conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone--- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you SMILE because it takes only a smile to make

To Love Someone Is Life's Greatest Gift
To love someone is to experience every other emotion outside of love and still come back to love. To love someone is to feel hurt or pain, and be able to overcome it and to forget about it. To love someone is to realize that the other person is not perfect. It is being able to see their bad parts, but put emphasis on the parts you love, and glady accept them for the individual they are. To love someone is to lay a strong base for your feelings, but leave room for some fluctuation, because to feel exactly the same way all the time would leave no room for growth, experience, and learning. To love someone is to be strong at accepting new ideas and facts. It is knowing that a person will not stay the same, but also that change happens gradually. To love someone is to give until your heart aches. The greates gifts shared between two people are trust and understanding, which come from love. Love is giving one hundred and ten percent of your

Everyone Heres The Host Please Add And Rate
THE LEVELING LIST We want to try and level as many and as much of these people here on this list as we can before the 15th comes runing around... They are all the members of the Posse that I had time to grab and our non memmber supporters. The Posse is bombing in the bombfest and we can not wait. It will go for two weeks and it is going to be wild. Here is a list of my team that is qulified to help and those non members who are and said they would bomb the hell out of it with us whom are also qulified to help. 1) Saluted or you cant bomb! 2) Level 7 or higher! 3) You must add and rate the host! (as soon as I get that link I'll get it out to you all. You want to do this right away so when it starts you don't have to wait to be cleared). Everyone on this list rate and comment each other as hard as you can. If you support the Posse and are free to bomb with us for this one contest that starts on the 15th. Let me know that you will be free to help and I'll get you ad

Someone Has To Regulate It
http://www.wfaa.com/sharedcontent/dws/wfaa/latestnews/stories/wfaa070912_lj_brady.c9704de6.html# Store only sells video games to kids with good grades 10:58 AM CDT on Thursday, September 13, 2007 By JEFF BRADY / WFAA-TV WFAA-TV Scott has refused about 24 sales. Also Online Jeff Brady reports Imagine a video game shop that reinforces good grades instead of undermining them? Well that's just what we found at one retail store along I-20 where the manager, who happens to be married to a teacher, asks kids about school before making a sale. He's not exactly a video game MVP but he wants every school-age client to know about another set of letters. "He needs to be reading a book. He knows how to play Madden before he knows how to do his ABCs and 123s - that's backwards!" said GameStop manager Brandon Scott. Scott manages a popular GameStop in south Dallas - and started a new policy this summer on his own. No school-age customer can buy a

Random...
So anyway, i went to sleep at like 10 last night... i was up at like 1am friday morning :p , what a way to kill your own friday night, lol.. i meant to go back to sleep but ended up talkin to people on here... tonight i have to go out though, whether tyr likes it or not, he had his 21st this week and i'll be damned if we're going to stay in all weekend after that... well unless it's all in the bedroom, which it obviously isn't since i'm sitting here typing this lol... so anyway, that's my weekend so far... lol... how's yours??? Sin

On My Way To Nashville And Coyote Ugly!
Fuck yeah! Earlier in the week Jocey and Crystal asked me to go down there with them and i said no i couldnt. Not enough money. Well last night after my date I met the up at Koodie Hoos and they talked me into going. They are going to split the cost of me going and drinking with them. Thats how bad the want me to go. lol. We are going to COYOTE UGLY man. oh yeah. And yes I AM going to dance on the bar. Last night we ended up down at the river skinny dipping at 3 in the fucking morning. but it was a ball. But anyway I gotta get off here. I have an hour and a half to get packed and ready. theres 4 girls and one guy going. lol dont you pity that poor guy. lol all 4 of us ladies are nuts when we get together.

A Little Lat, But Well Said
Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent

I Give Up....but There May Be Hope.
Well it is truly over between me and gee.I relize i cannot love someone who hates men.If you don't belive me I have an email where she told me so.She gave up on me so Im going to let her go. But there is new hope in my life.I went to go visit A old girlfriend and she aperently wants to get back in my life.She was young when we met and when we parted it wasn't on good terms.My intention was to show her hey look im still here and im doing good.Yet it seems she still has the hots for me and Is willing to take a chance.She has two kids by someone else,But when has that ever botherd me.Anyone who knows me knows im ready to be a dad.Even if they aren't my own kids. It's just so funny that the whole reason I swore off fast food places is because i end up dating someone who works in one.I went to the local DQ just to see her and low and behold. Whats funnier is this will be the sixth girlfriend....from the same DQ!

Running My 1st Marathon!
Yikes!!! So I'm running my 1st marathon. It's the longest distance I've done so far 26.2 miles, on my own and competitively. So Rochester's having their annual marathon run they hold. It's a qualifier for a Boston Marathon. Anyhoe ( :D ), wish me luck and could use lots of support. everyone, have a fantastic weekend. Ciao! P.S. Thank you!

Never Again!
Okay so this is it. It happened to me ONCE and that is all I'll EVER let myself be a sucker for. DON'T EVER FALL FOR SOMEONE ON THE INTERNET!!!! Okay so it had never happened to me and the one time I let my guard down and let myself I end up getting run over by an 18 wheeler! And I'm pretty sure that whoever reads this already knew not to fall for someone over the internet but I guess you have to go through the expeirence at least once! So this is to mark my first AND LAST internet "love" disaster. I'm sorry that my friends got alerted to the fact this was posted and to waste your time with you reading this but I had to write it down to help me heal. Does that make sence? OMG I'm even starting to TALK like HIM!!!!! Okay well I'm going to stop this now before I end up all over the floor in tears again...maybe I NEED to cry until I have no tears left.....is that possible? How do you get over someone in a hurry? I just don't want to feel the pain anymore...I cut myself last night

A Bit Late ,but Well Said
Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those inn

Today On Worldrock Radio
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Show Schedule 2007-08
October 6/7 U of W @ River Falls October 27-28 U of M @ Crookston *Home Show* November 3 U of Nebraska @ Lincon November 17/18 ND State U @ Fargo? December 1/2 U of W @ River Falls Febuary 9/10 U of M Crookston *Home Show* Febuary 16/17 U of W @ Madison Febuary 23 U of Nebraska @ Lincon March 1 Western Regional @ SD State U March 8/9 U of W @ River Falls Mrch 29/30 Western Semi-Finals @ West texas A&M April 12 Hunt Seat Regional @ U of W @ Madison April 13 Hunt Seat Zones @ U of W @ Madison May 8-11 IHSA Nationals Los Angeles, Califonia!!!!

Lil Girl De Cated This Video To Her Daddy!!
I KNOW THIS VERY SHOCKING TO WATCH BUT THIS LIL GIRL BACK GROUND HAS DE CANTED THIS VIDEO TO HER DADDY SHE HAD LOST FROM THE TWIN TOWERS PLEASE NEVER 4 GET ALL THE PEOPLE WE HAVE LOST IN SEPTEMBER 9-11-2001 My 9-1-1 collabAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Been Awhile
It has been awhile since I have done any blogging. I have just not really given it much thought to do so. I just decided to write a little bit to let everyone know what I have been up to lately. I was working there for a few months at the local Town Pump. I really liked my job too. But I quit when someone who I once called friend started making trouble for me. She started spreading rumors around that I was fucking the boss just to get hours. Although I liked my boss, it just wasn't true. Then she started other viscious rumors, so I just decided to leave. Other than that, I have been taking care of my family at home. I love being able to spend time with my kids and husband. Being home also gives me the time to really work on my oils and herbs that I need for rituals, spellwork, and purification cerimonies. I have been reading many books as of late on the Wicca way of life and trying hard to apply it to my own life. So far it is working quite nicely. I take a lot of pride in my beliefs

Hmm Come See
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Typical Freak!
Caged_In_M...: you know what fuck you ->lifesez...: so what...she is probably 14 DUMBASS! Caged_In_M...: 16 is legal in NC dumbass I CANT BELIEVE THIS STUPID BITCH WOULD CONDONE HER HUSBAND SENDING PICS TO A 16 YEAR OLD WHO IS PROBABLY 14.LOL,AND THEN TO TELL ME FUCK YOU LIKE I HAVE THE PROBLEM!...I wanted to so badly say NO fuck you and you should be in prison with him!

I Cant Stand This Family
they live 3 drs down from me, they are gross and discusting ppl. They impregnate these girls all over the nieghborhood and what gets me is nobody has considered getting the boys snipped. God I hate these ppl, DEA is sitting on their house everyday waiting for them to fuck up!!!!!!!!!! Theres another lil girl living in their house, got knocked up by one of the sons who is BRAIN DAMAGED!!!!!!!!!!! and now wants her out of the house, WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just had to rant about these ppl I cant stand!!! Thanks for reading.

Cooter's Comment To My Mumm
2007-09-14 09:22:24 #13 of 18 masturbation is key, to being happy When your heart may break, pull it out and give it a spank Push it, circle it, beat it like a pro Aint no shame in being your own dirty ho spank it, wank it, bite on your lip it's always fun to rub up on your clit because masturbation is key to being happy Yes masturbation is the way to smiling every day your mama, your papa, your uncle and the priest they all touch themselves, like dirty little beasts because masturbation is key to being happy masturbation is the way to smiling all day

Hot Summer Night.......... One Of My First Writings~
This night was so hot. The temperature never went down. Her air conditioner was broke. She couldn't take it any longer! After taking yet another cool bath, she laid on the bed in front of the fan. Oh, she had fogotten how good that felt. Slowly the fan dried the droplets of water that still clung to her nakedness. She then saundered around, powdered herself, and got dressed. She picked a lacy black bra with matching panties, a pink tank that hugged her every curve, and some Daisy Duke cut offs. She threw on a pair of tan sandals, that was modest,but it showed off the painted toenails.She always painted both her fingernails and toenails in a shade of crimson. She locked the door behind her, and hopped in her convertible. She cruised over to the supermarket. It was open all night, and in the big cities they don't always pay attention to ya, she hoped. She figured she could soak up some free air conditioning. She wandered around aimlessly trying to keep cool. She didn't notice all t

The Times Have Changed
Wow! I just had a slap in the face of how much things have changed since I was at my last concert. I just watched a video that one of my friends put in their stash. This is what slapped me in the face. When I went to my last concert, we all held up lighters with flames and waved them around for the artist that was singing. Well, that has all changed now. In this video, there was not one person in the audience who did not have their flip cell phones open and videoing the concert. Technology has come a long way in ten years. It makes me feel old and her I thought that it hasn't been that long. Boy! Does time go by so quickly, and technology is advancing so quickly too. What is next?

Path
u know right now i have started a new path to take.. an in this path thought it is a lonly one.. im ok.. im starting not to think about finding that some one, but more finding some one to hang out with.. i tryed to do the hole find some one.. an well that shit didnt work.. i was ready and he could not do it.. an thats find i wish the best for him always.. its been a while sents i have gone out with some one.. an last weekend i went alone.. dinner and a movie.. its was little odd but oh well.. its part of my new life.. i am happy.. didnt think i would be.. i dont think so much about what others are doing any more.. try to think about what im doing and how the kids are doing.. i have had alot of men look my way and say im beautiful. but i laugh when they say it.. haha im just me no a very specail girl.. might not even been worth much to any man.. but maybe one day some man will think im wonderful and beautiful.. they just wont let me forget that.. till then im free.. till then i just wil

Dj Forsaken On The Air Now ! Come And Share My Darkness
DJ Forsaken Come and Enjoy My Pain Where Pleasure meets Hell Silk & Satin Radio ON THE AIR NOW COME IN AND JOIN ME SHOW ME THAT ALL IS NOT LOST! SILK & SATIN RADIO IS HERE NOW AND JOIN OUR LOUNGE JUST CLICK A PIC TO JOIN!!!

To Everbody #2
Hey Everybody it's me again ok time to set something straight i am in Australia and yet people think just because someone is in a another country that they will be online all the time some people might be in different time zones so if i amonline on this site i am awake and if i have different online status set on here it means i am online and i will speak to you if you happen to be online as well i respect the fact that people are in other countries ie America the united kingdom etc so i say to people please be patient and understand that we're online at our own time zonesand even if i am offline and it says i am online i will get back to you when i get out of bed so i say if you see me online and i don't answer you straight away it means that i am asleep and will get back to you as soon as possible i hope this clears things up people from Bruce

What Do You Do When....
How do you tell someone you love them when they are like far away? How do you make it work? How do you not cry when people say his name..? I do love him but i dont think he feels that way towards me... peace people!

Its Funny...please Read....lol
font size=3> Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you

15/9/07
LARNE COLTS 3-2 BALLYSILLAN YOUTH The colts travelled to beltoy for this home fixture and came out of the traps quickly mopping up everything ballysillan through at them and it was no surprise when a deflecte reece mcginley free kick fell to darren tennant to open the scoring.The colts made it 2-0 five minutes later when reece mcginley brought the ball down with his chest and volleying the ball into the net.Now the colts were in full flow and they got a penalty just before half time and thomas spence stepped up and rifled the ball home,but for some unknown reason the ref made him take it again ,but spence cool as a cucumber scored with the retake to make it 3-0.The colts started the second half pretty sluggish and lost a quick goal then ballysillan got a penalty which goalkeeper dylan mcrandal saved but ballysillan scored with the rebound.now the pressure was on the colts and stern defending from robert watson,,jordan weir,,david christie and odhran kemp kept ballysillan at bay.and

Wouldn't It Be Nice?
Wouldn't it be nice if this sexy girl logged in and was already leveled? Dang I think that would be awesome...Help her out would ya? Add her fan her rate her, whatever you can do..before the big fest comes around..:) If you can...Hugs and kisses to all...MUAH click the pic and do what you can ..:) ~Natural_Witch~@ fubar

Please Come Get Your Morphs
Hey everyone, if you haven't gotten your morph yet, please come by my page and check out my GIT R DONE FAMILY BOMBERS folder and rip yours. If you do not see your on there, please let me know and i will make it for you. I have talked about the morphs with Aimee and we really want everyone using these as your primary pics while you're bombing at bombfest,,we wanna walk in there showin our rebel pride and kick some major ass and take this title again this year!!!!! I love ya all and can't wait to see us win this thing :)

Freiends Are Gods Way Of Taking Care Of Us.
Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart " building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came int

Just Checking In
A minister, passing through his church In the middle of the day Decided to pause by the altar And see who had come to pray . Just then the back door opened A man came down the aisle The minister frowned as he saw the man Hadn't shaved in a quite a while His shirt was kinda shabby And his coat was worn and frayed The man knelt, he bowed his head, Then rose and walked away. In the days that followed, Each noon time came this chap, Each time he knelt just for a moment, A lunch pail in his lap. Well, the minister's suspicions grew, With robbery a main fear. He decided to stop the man. He asked him, "What are you doing here?" The old man said he worked down the road. Lunch was half an hour. Lunchtime was his prayer time, for finding strength and power. "I stay only moments, see, because the factory is so far away; as I kneel here talking to the Lord, this is kinda what I say: "I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD, HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN, SINCE

Been Made A Google Group Moderator! :)
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For Our Soldiers
I'm a little late getting this one out sorry. According to the weather reports, it is my understanding that it is 122 degrees in Iraq right now - and the low will be 111! Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance, and safety. If it be God's will, give these men and women the strength they need to prevail. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one.....Let us pray. Prayer chain for our Military...please don't break it...please send this on after a short prayer. Pray for our soldiers... Prayer "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached... . Just send this to all the people in your address book. Do not

I Didnt Tell A Friend
i didnt tell a friend about my fubar account because i didnt know if i was gonna keep it. I wanted to make sure it didnt interfere in my housework and now im sure he knows i have it as i have a friend request from him. i want to say im sorry i lied to you but i wasnt sure if i would like it or keep it and i only joined cause he told me about it and i wanted to see what it was about. im sorry i lied but i just didnt want to say hey i have an account and then delete the account. but now i have decided to keep the account.

Ideas About God
A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in some way to communicate ideas about God. Here are some of the results: God is like BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like a FORD He's got a better idea. God is like COKE He's the real thing. God is like HALLMARK CARDS He cares enough to send His very best. God is like TIDE He gets the stains out that others leave behind. God is like GENERAL ELECTRIC He brings good things to life. God is like SEARS He has everything. God is like ALKA-SELTZER Try Him, you'll like Him God is like SCOTCH TAPE You can't see Him, but you know He's there. God is like DELTA He's ready when you are. God is like ALLSTATE You're in good hands with Him. God is like VO-5 Hair Spray He holds through all kinds of weather. God is like DIAL SOAP Aren't you glad you have Him? Don't you wish everybody did?

Sensuality...
kissed by the morning sun...i awoke... tickled by it's golden rays running amok... hazy flecks...sashaying in it's glare... the hands of time...stopped and stared... lazily i stretched...and french kissed the breeze... frolicking amongst the billows of the curtains with ease... playing hide and seek...with my waking eyes... the mischievous smile...widening in style... turning...i pressed upon the satin sheet... like a lover's skin...silky and sweet... i pressed my face...into it's fragrance... and fell into it's cool embrace... blowing the lock of hair from my face... watched as it twirled and fell with grace... inhaling deeply...i breathed the beauty in... felt the butterflies fluttering within... such a sensual feeling...i deduced... and i kissed the sun back...amused...

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to

Help This Perrson
I am asking all bombers and friends for help. This person is the nicest person I know she is going through a tough time in personal life with her dad she doesnt have alot of time to bomb herself. I asking for help to get her into first place. She gets 3 comment for every rate so even if you dont commnet atleast rate the pic. I would really appreciate all the help I can get here. We do have till Oct the 5th but if we can get her in the lead now we would be able to maintain the lead. PLEASE COME HELP!!!!!!

My Internet Friend
My Internet Friend Our friendship has developed In a way that is unique. To think we crossed an ocean, Yet no words we had to speak. Just a screen and keyboard To get a message through And from the whole wide world, I'm so glad that I met you. We've shared so many secrets Carried each others loads, You are always there to turn to When I travel a bumpy road. Sometimes when I'm feeling blue It's as if you link to my mind For going into my mail box, An e-mail from you I'll find. Sometimes a card of friendship Maybe a joke or two, Whatever arrived is special Because it was sent by you. So though we're an ocean apart Our hearts are together as one, And friends forever we'll be Sharing e-mails is so much fun. Online Friends Online friends are so very dear Like a rose your friendship blooms The miles between you don't seem to matter As your cursor bring them into the room. Who would of thought it possible You could have feelings of love and a

Best Friends Forever
Best Friends Forever As the years pass, and we grow apart, I want you to know, that you're in my heart. You helped me through problems, through things good and bad. You helped me keep smiling, when I was sad. You helped me with girs. You made me stay strong. How will I live, when you are gone? And where the years take us, No place is too far, We will think of each other, wherever we are. You're a wonderful person, with a good heart to lend, And I want you to know, You're a really good friend.

Forever Never Ends
Forever Never Ends F riends 'til the end, is what was once spoken, O r is that just what you wanted to say? R eally, I'd be heart broken E veryday, I thank God for you in every way V ery often do I forget to say, "I love you," E ven when I don't feel like it R emember me when you're scared and remember I care about you too! N ever take anything for granted, E ven if there was a fight or two. V ery Lucky am I, to have you as my best friend. E veryday I think about you, R emembering we're gonna be forever friends! E ven if we're both scared, N ever will I say Good- Bye. D idn't I always say, "Forever Never Ends?" S o, please believe me when I say, "Forever Friends."

You Are My Lucky Star
You Are My Lucky Star You are my lucky star In life you've helped me get really far You were always there when I needed you And I hope I was always there for you too You are my lucky star I know God sent you here for me from afar You had a way of making me happy when I was sad And if I did something wrong, you wouldn't be mad You are my lucky star My best friend is also what you are You helped me realize what I'm living for But now you're gone & each day I'm missing you more

What You Mean To Me…
What You Mean To Me… You turned my darkness into light, You made everything all right. You picked me up when I was down, You turned my life around. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A blessing is what you are to me. When I needed you the most, you were there; Even if it seemed like you didn't care. When I didn't think I could make it another day, You chased all my doubts away. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A treasure is what you are to me. The world is full of many people, it's true; But there is only one of you. You fill my heart with love; You're a God-sent gift from above. If I didn't have you, what would I be? An angel is what you are to me. Lost and alone, I will no longer be; Because you are here with me. There is no reason to be sad; You've taken away all the bad. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A best friend is what you are to me!!

To You From Me
To You From Me The hardest part of being a friend is knowing when you need it a little and when you need it a lot. So just in case you're in need of a friendly "hi" today, I wanted to let you know I'm here still caring, still thinking about you, and still being your friend.

Angel
Angel You use to be a girl in my class, you never meant that much to me, You sat beside me while we learned our ABC's. But slowly we became best friends, our friendship made me glad, I never thought you would become the friend I never had. Back then, we thought you would stay, forever you'd be here always. But now there isn't much time, It's time to say goodbye. Angel, I'll miss you, Angel, I care. Angel, I'll miss you, Angel, my friend. You're my friend. I laughed with you and I cried with you, we went through the good and bad. When I needed someone, you were always there for me. I've had a lot to think about, the way we use to laugh and play, I never thought that you would ever have to move away. Back then, we thought you would stay, forever you'd be here always. But now there isn't much time, It's time to say goodbye. Angel, I'll miss you, Angel, I care. Angel, I'll miss you, Angel, my friend. You're my friend. But now, we know y

Near Death
A 45 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. While on the operating table she had a near death experience. Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?" God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live." Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck. She even had someone come in and change her hair color and brighten her teeth! Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital. While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance. Arriving in front of God, she deman ded, "I thought you said I had another 43 years? Why didn't you pull me from out of the path of the ambulance?" God replied: "I didn't recognize you."

Guardian Angel
Guardian Angel You say you are pale, for I think it is pure I am often confused, yet you make me sure You are an angel to help me get through So I do thank god the most for you As you guide me through until the end I see you show your shining colors beyond a true friend I keep saying your will is strong You keep enduring, never showing any wrong You always have seemed just to know How to get through things and then to let go So when I do have my final rest I will kindly tell god what I liked best My guardian angel whom I love so dear Whom always knew of no such thing as fear Her flame so bright shining with love Yet, I can tell it was from her so far above With words not made for the eloquence of one She did everything, even prepare me for my time to come So as to love and then live, or to live and then love Always remember to look for your angel high above.

My Angel And Friend
My Angel And Friend I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's

Until You, Without You
Until You, Without You Always feeling alone, until you I didn't love myself, until you I didn't care about life, until you I never held a friend's hand, until you I never told a friend that I loved her, until you No one had ever held me for no reason, until you No one had ever truly known me, until you Lying in the darkness, without you I don't know who I am, without you I don't know what to do with myself, without you How did I ever get by, without you How did I ever find comfort, without you Would I have ever seen my true self, without you Would I have ever known true friendship, without you

My Friend
My Friend I feel like I've known you forever Although I only met you sometime this past year But our friendship will remain forever No matter what shall cross our paths and hearts The best thing that's happened to me Is finding a forever friend like you You're there to listen, help, and talk to And best of all, I know I can confide in you Some say the best love is one sprung from friendship So I feel this is why we should try Time leads us in this direction Should we follow on down the line? Friendship and love are always intertwined Too close which sometimes causes confusion But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be But forever you will remain my friend I don't know if this is going to work I'm not totally sure we should try But I have all these mixed feelings Bottled up inside I care about you both inside and out as my best friend And I think that you care about me that way too So when I say "best friends forever" That even

The Gift Of Friends
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

Love At First Sight
Love at First sight The first time I saw you I never wanted to be apart. Many feelings and emotions went streaming through my heart. As soon as I saw you I knew we were ment to be. It's hard for me to show my feelings, if only you could see. You have the face of an angel and you love to spread your wings. Everytime I see that your not happy, my heart starts to sting. I know Im not the only guy, you have many fans. I hope one day we will be together always holding hands. Ive been waiting my whole life for someone just like you. I asked God to send a angel down My wishes have come true.

First Time
First Time For the first time i'm falling in love I can feel it restoring my lifeless heart which for so long I thought my heart was to shattered that not even love it self could fix but i was wrong i fell in love with you as you were falling from the heavens looking at your face which sparkled like the stars in the sky a smile so beautiful it melts my soul from the inside your sweet voice i heard which just flows through my ears and into my heart giving me a feeling a rush i never new existing because of you i have a meaning to live and its to protect you you brought me so much happiness that just killed every ounce of sorrow in me that the greatest thing i can give you back is true love if anything was to happen i would only love you more for your the love of my life this i knew the second i met you i just wish you were mine so i can tell you how i feel but your already taken but thats alright my love for you is real

The First Day
The First Day I wish I could remember the first day, First hour, first moment of your meeting me; If bright or dim the season it might be; Summer or winter for aught I can say. So, unrecorded did it slip away, So blind was i to see and to forsee, So dull to mark the budding of my tree That would not blossom, yet, for many a May. If only I could recollect it! Such A day of days! I let it come and go As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow. It seemed to mean so little, meant so much! If only now I could recall that touch, First touch of hand in hand! - Did one but know!

Wtf Is Wrong With The Kids Today
Ok wtf has gotten into the kids of todayi mean every time i turn on the new or pick up a paper you hear or read about some kid shooting another kid.Hell maybe im just old and behind the times but i remember back when i was a teenager the worst you had to worry about was someone cold cocking ya with a penny roll in their fist or at worst they had a little pocket knife that at worst would make it so you had to get a tetnaus shot.there has to be a way to fix this before they all kill each other i mean damm most of these kids have heard more gun fire than the troops in iraq i think it needs to start with the parents for one the goverment needs to back off and let us do our job if the kid needs a smack on the ass the that should be fine i dont mean beat the kid half to death but come on the new ways of punsihing a child just dont work we need to do something before its too late.

Good Luck
good morin family i want to wish all of you a alot of luck an please remember this all in fun pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee thier about two hours to go love rubia MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

True Friends!
Been looking for this one for a long while now, glad I found it again! True Friends! 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Send this to 10 of your friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4. Friendship is like peeing your pants

God's Busy
GOD's Busy If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other st udents were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor ev

Vow Of Death
Hard knight's tremble at the sight. Fair maiden's swoon. He ride's life full bore. Caring not the destruction in his wake. Motherless children, vow revenge. Widowed wive's curse his name. Families hunt him. He travel's amongst the shadows. Nobody can give the same description of him. He is death pure and simple. He will come for all of us someday.

The Choice
The way is not always clear to some. And in fact the choice is from two- The first choice is easy to come. But the second is best for you. The first is the easiest,the path is wide and clear. Most take this way because there is no fear, of losing oneself along the way. The second is the best, but hard in finding and the path is narrow, long and winding. So I'll leave you with these thoughts, yet just now you may not know what to do. Therefore I will tell you how- The choice is up to you.

How Written Bruce
HOW Written By Bruce Romanis How does this world really think it gets confusing at times even right now people are thinking how does something wonderful happen and how does something painful come along and how is it that life in general is so interesting and yet how is it so painful at the same time and how do people understand what goes on in this world it doesn’t make sense that often and how do we know what to do at times how things truly exist if it’s meant to be a great life how come things get so messed up in general I don’t expect any answers in the real world this is just a confusing ramblings of a uncertain person in the world it can be anyone’s thoughts but how do we think of random things in our heads do I understand of course not how can anyone understand how the puzzle of life goes and how come life is so confusing and how come there’s usually no straight answers in this life we as humans have in this world of ours I just hope there’s how do we life

Pine Tree
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Humor?
People who know me know I have a sense of humor beyond normal limits. Apparently I offended someone today with that sense of humor. If you're gonna ask someone to leave a comment on some pics and you state that it doesn't matter what's posted, then fair game, right? Well someone didn't get the humor, and I apologized, but was blocked anyway. So to that person, I say, sorry you never knew me anyway. Peace.

Random Trip
Just another day, another dollar. Everything is happening just like it has yesterday. Its almost time, the next stop is the one. I try not to look to eagre as the doors open. The crowd enters the car, and there she is: gorgeous as always. Her brown hair hangs down to her soulders, begging me to pull it; her breasts strain against the fabric of her shirt, begging for realease. She's wearing a short skirt today, the hint of her ass cheeks poking past the hem from my point of view. I want her so badly, and I decide: today is the day. I stand up, moving behind her, grabbing a rung as the train jerks into motion. I use the excuse of the sudden start to lean against her, breathing in the scent of her perfume. My eyes glance down, following the curve of her breast as it disappears down her blouse, the fabric covering up the globes of my desire. I close my eyes and imagine running my hands over your breasts, circling your nipples with my fingers, pulling them as we breathe deeply in the night.

Round One
I lift you up from the bed, carrying you down the hall as you wrap your legs around my waist. I kiss your neck and nibble your ear as I carry you to the shower. I turn on the water as you grind your hips against me, holding you tightly to my body, pressing your breasts to my chest. I set you down, placing one leg on the shower floor as I wrap your other around my waist, my cock engorged, rubbing against your pussy as my tongue enters your mouth. I lean you against the wall, reaching up to carress your breast, gently rolling your nipple between my fingers as I kiss your neck, my cock rubbing across your slit, gently teasing, probing for entrance. Suddenly I thrust into you, shoving my cock all the way into you and biting your neck, slowly sliding in and out, rythmically pumping, bending down to pull your nipple into my mouth, gently biting it as I pull it forward. The water cascades down our bodies, creating rivulets of warmth as we continue fucking. I turn you around, pressing your bre

Short Prequel
I get home, your in the bedrom waiting for me. Slowly I walk towards you, pulling you tightly into me. I kiss you deeply, slowly pressing my tongue into your mouth, running it over your teeth and pressing your tongue to the roof of your mouth. I gently push you onto the bed, kissing slowly down your neck. Nibbling lightly at your ear as I start to unbutton your shirt, slowly sliding it over your skin and off your body as I kiss down your neck, across your shoulder, across your collarbone and down your chest. I leave a trail of light kisses across your chest stopping to run my tongue around your nipple, sucking it gently into my mouth, flicking my tongue over it as my other hand runs up your body to carress your other breast, rolling the nipple between my thumb and forefinger. As you gasp in pleasure I start to kiss down your stomach, pausing to pull down your skirt, following it down your legs with a trail of kisses. Slowly I kiss my way back up your legs, kissing lightly across your i

Why...
Why do we make spur of the moment decisions that we regret later? The first time this happens you can forgive yourself..but for some of us it continues to happen and for those people they seem to want sympthoy from friends and family so they dont continue to think that they are uncapable of making a decent decision... Then on the other hand there are those people who dont make any major decisions due to fear... They do not want to dissapoint anyone, but what they do not realize is that they continue to dissappoint themselves... Someone please explain to me as if I was a four year old so I can understand, Also which type are you? Maybe a little of both?

My Fantasy
She giggles in my ear, her breath slides over my skin. Her body is soft and warm next to me, as I press her against the wall. She gasps in air and moans gently as I kiss her neck, her breath catches as I slide her dress over her shoulders. I kiss her breasts, she pulls my head into her chest. I slide her dress down her body, over her hips, gently kissing a trail down her skin as I pull her panties down her legs. Her skin is soft and supple, she is eager and willing. Gently I run my hands over her, teasingly running my fingers over her breasts, around her nipples as they harden. I kiss her inner thigh, she places her leg over my shoulder. Teasingly, I lick her pussy, sliding my tongue over her lips, tasting her on my tongue. She grabs my hair, pulling my head tightly against her thighs. Her body trembles as I slide my tongue inside of her, her breath sharp and quick, her chest heaves as I gently pull on them, teasing them with my fingers. I feel her tense, shoving her crotch into my fac

Winter Fun
We get back from snowboarding, the day has been long and the air is filled with the crisp cold of mid-winter. You pull off your coat, shivering as the melting snow drips down your back, leaving a cold trail down the middle of your spine. Loud crashes sound behind you as I throw wood in the fireplace and light it. Slowly the room warms, the heat from the fireplace spreading across your back and arms, beating back the chills from the day. I step up behind you, wrapping my arms around you and pulling you close, breathing in your scent as I squeeze you tightly. Gently I sway you from side to side, kissing your neck and squeezing the breath out of you. You realize now that there is music in the back of the cabin, low and soft. Your neck prickles with goose-bumps as my breath crosses your skin, my arms release you, my hands sliding slowly across your body as I step away and walk down the hall. Smiling, you walk across the hardwood floor, to the back of the cabin and outside. Your breath gasp

Stuck In A Hotel Room
It's been a long day, the drive has been hot and long. We check into the hotel and collapse on the bed, exhausted. You look over to me, I sigh and pull you over to me, kissing your forehead. "Let's go eat and see the town," I say. We crawl out of bed, and drag our worn-down bodies to the door. I turn the handle, and it's locked. After fiddling with the lock for 10 minutes (and claiming I'm "manly" enough to get any device to function properly), I give it up and concede to the fact that our door is broken. You inform me the phone doesn't work, so I check the windows, which are bolted shut. We are stuck. "I guess there isn't anything to do besides wait until the maid comes in the morning," I tell you, with a shrug and a wink. You give me your sultry grin and dash off for the bedroom, leaving articles of clothing along the way. I have no choice but to follow your lead. By the time I get to the room, you are naked on the bed. I pull off my boxers and lie down next to you, grinning evilly a

Getting Off For Lunch
Lunch break, I come to visit you. It always happens when I see you at work, you are too beautiful to resist. I wait for the right moment, and sneak under your desk. Lifting your skirt and sliding your panties down your legs, rubbing my hands lightly over your thighs. I kiss your thighs, first one side then the other, working my way teasingly towards your pussy. You shift on your seat as a customer comes in, her questions drowned out as you squeeze your legs against my ears. I blow gently, spreading my breath across your moist pussy. You squeeze your legs even tighter, holding my head between them as you answer. Your voice is sultry and shaky, I'm surprised that you haven't given yourself away. The door opens and you release me. Quickly I lean forward, licking your pussy, sliding my tongue along your lips as you squirm, gently pressing it inside of you, licking the inside of your pussy. You gasp, the door opens, you squeeze your legs against my head again, but to no avail this time. My

Please
We all had recently lost 2 very dear loving people, and we have to Honor the Traditions. I too will miss my Sister and Brother very dearly and we are bonded by the Spirit that made us Sisters. The fact that they were both very traditional we have to honor that I for one do understand, cause I believe in the traditions, but from now on WE CAN NOT SAY THEIR NAMES it will keep them here and they both need to go on. I do know she wouldn't of wanted us to grief for her long cause she loved life and would want us to go on. That is why I will not say their names and try to think of things to take my mind off, I am grieving too but it is time to move on. They both would've wanted that, trust me

My Darker Side
"You are helpless. In a very real sense, you are my prisoner." The words echo in your ears, your sight is gone, something is covering your eyes. You try in vain to reach down and uncover them, a clinking of chains and cold metallic pressure on your wrists the only fruit of your efforts. You try and respond, the words won't come out. Something hard and smooth is pressed between your lips, tied around the back of your head. You try to shuffle your feet, again the cold metallic clink answers as you find your legs spread underneath you. Your standing, your ankles are tied with your legs spread, your arms tied over your head. Helpless, you sag against your bonds, trying to speak through your gag. "None of that, babe...you will be silent" the mocking voice responds. You try again to reason, and a sharp burning pain spreads across your ass as thin lines of heat appear. A sharp crack makes you think of a whip, one with many strands. A cool breeze blows across your skin, letting you feel yo

Just Say No!
Most of you know how I feel about Starbucks. If you don't know, suffice it to say I think it's an over blown company that is rapidly taking over the world. Starbucks is the Walmart of coffee, only without the cheaper prices. You have to pay unholy amounts of money for some hot water filtered through beans. And they won't even put sugar in it for you. More annoying is the fact they don't have a place for you to sit other than those hard stools at the windows that make you face outward and make you look like a zoo animal. However, there is a story I read yesterday that made me smile. As it turns out there is at least one city that is telling Starbucks to take a hike. That's right!! And get this...of all places it's in California. You'd think the state that embraces everything would open their arms to a company like Starbucks. Yet, like a militant coalition one city has said, "Nay. You may not bring your skinny, mocha, ice, choco, frappa, whatevers that you have into our town

My First Request
WOHOO!!! my first request!! I don't know how this will turn out, as usually I just kinda..nevermind, that thought is boring and irrelevant, anywho..I got a request, so I feel special!! Your head spins with the speed at which events take place: It's late, the night is winding down. You sit at the bar with the man you met hours ago. One drink turned into 4, the conversation was great, and his smile has you captivated. Last call, the bartender chases everyone out. You stumble out the door, starting to walk to the subway station, when your company invites you back to his place for a "nightcap". Why not, you think to yourself, he seems nice enough, so you leave with him, and go back to his place. It's a nice loft apartment, spacious and well-furnished. He pours you a drink, you sit on the couch and talk. Again one drink turns into 3, and you are woozy with the booze. It's been a while since you've been with anyone, added together with the booze and the grin, it's not surprising that your

Its Amazing
I have bee reading alot of blogs lately , and even have commented on a few. ok more than a few I love to spread my advice , my opnions, and some times just be a bitch. Thats why we all write these things to see what people have to say right ? But I do find it Amazing that some of these people are adults lol. I mean Ive read blogs about OMG every thing and anything. Ive been shocked at times what people blogg about and leave it public. Trust me I am not saying they shouldnt be allowed cause I have the right not to read them lol, but sometimes you cant stop reading these things due to the schock factor in some. We all have to admit , We LOVE a good Drama ! specially when were actually not part of it. Right ?

The End? No! The Beginning!!
Last night was NOT a good night. Didn't sleep much. Woke up with a headache and backache again. Okay, today is going to be the start of a new day and new beginning instead of the end of a lost love. Today is going to be a sunny and beautiful day. Time to play with kids and enjoy the day. Not concentrate on the bad. God give me the ability to make today a success. Last night was the end.....today a new beginning.

I Need To Vent For A Moment
ok, sorry guys! I need to rant and vent for a moment....just because I have a few minutes on this computer and rate some pics does not mean I want to make new friends with the guys I rate. the girls don't reply back or ask to befriend me...just the guys. I rate to be nice and don't expect anything back. I rate cause the mumms can be boring or too stupid....but having empty friend requests because I have rated a pic is annoying. If you took the time to read my profile people would know all they know about me, I think. I do not lie! I do not make myself out to be something I am not...I am who I am...like me or not. If you are my friend I want to chat. I want to really become your friend and be there for you no matter what!! Ask me for advice...I may ask you. But no matter what I will be there. I know I will get hurt but that's just my nature. I am too...I get too involved I guess. I put too much heart into friendships and that bites me in the butt sometimes...... o

Useless Facts
1. Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. 2. Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite. (actually that may be peanut shells) 3. The national anthem of Greece has 158 verses. No one in Greece has memorized all 158 verses. 4. There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar. 5. The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing. 6. A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes. 7. There are more chickens than people in the world. 8. Two-thirds of the world's eggplant is grown in New Jersey. 9. The longest one-syllable word in the English language is "screeched." 10. On a Canadian two dollar bill, the flag flying over the Parliament Building is an American flag. 11. All of the clocks in the movie "Pulp Fiction" are stuck on 4:20. 12. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver or purple. 13. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt." 14. All 50 states are listed across the top of the Lincoln Memorial on the back

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Well I am 28 and a single mom, my son is 11. I got pregnant when I was 16 and had my son just after I turned 17, 2 weeks before my senior year. I graduated high school and earned my cosmetology license at the same time. I have worked in the salon industry off and on now for about 10 years. I left my sons father when he was 1, he left my son when he was 2, and signed over his rights when he was 5. I have never gotten a dime from him, not even when we lived together. I have always done it myself, except when I have been too ill to work (that is a whole issue that I dont talk about much). I am not after your money or even wanting it, so please do not rank me with the rest of the gold digging trash you have known. I am a truly independent woman, that is a blessing and a curse, as most things are. I am a fulltime college student, a psychology major, GPA 3.789 out of 4.0, member of 2 honor societies. I have almost completed my associates and hope to transfer in the spring to a univer

You Might Be A Bad Customer If:
# You escort people out of line for having 11 items in the "10 items or less" lane. # You walk into a store at 10 minutes to close not knowing what you want and don't decide for another 30 minutes. # You yell out what a GREAT TIPPER you are. # You return the coffee because it's too hot. # You order water with extra lemon (as if it was supposed to come with lemon). # You ask for a discount. No reason specified, just that you should get one. # You get annoyed if a hardware store, etc., does not have the most obscure component in stock, despite the fact that they haven't sold one in over 20 years. # If you buy 10 cent candy to break a 20 # You think the Pre-pay sign on the gas pump is for everyone but you. # You buy an expensive dress and return it after the party. # You can't read the signs or coupons correctly, insisting you're right and all the employees are wrong. # While standing in front of the huge line up of TVs, you ask a salesman, "Is this all th

One Week
ok, friends!!! we are down to the last week before moving. We sign the house papers on the 21st. And hopefully get everything moved during the weekend. We are packed and ready! This week has been a long week for me. Besides getting packed and ready to move I have worked my part time job (serviceing Hallmark cards) several days. With Halloween and Thanksgiving coming up I had to change out and put those cards up. But this was my last week so next week all my attention will be on the move....finishing packing the last minute stuff and going out looking for a full size bed for our 13 year old. She needs a bigger bed than her twin she has had since she was 1. I have enjoyed talking to some friends this week also ~ in between cleaning, packing, working, cooking.....hope everyone has a great weekend!! ~~smooches~~ :-P

You Drink Too Much Coffee When....
# You ski uphill. # You get a speeding ticket even when you're parked. # You speed walk in your sleep. # You have a bumper sticker that says: "Coffee drinkers are good in the sack." # You answer the door before people knock. # You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse. # You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit. # You grind your coffee beans in your mouth. # You sleep with your eyes open. # You have to watch videos in fast-forward. # The only time you're standing still is during an earthquake. # You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer. # You lick your coffeepot clean. # You spend every vacation visiting "Maxwell House." # You're the employee of the month at the local coffeehouse and you don't even wo rk there. # You've worn out your third pair of tennis shoes this week. # Your eyes stay open when you sneeze. # You chew on other people's fingernails. # The nurse n

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but to quote Rhett Miller... "I couldn't drink enough to make this make sense...but I think I'm gonna give it a try" Among other ideas. I'm just tired of hurting and worrying over so many things. Can't stop thinking if I tried. And I'm TRYING. Just shoot me...please?

True Love
> It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s > arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry > as he had an appointment at 9:00. > I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over > an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his > watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would > evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the > doctors and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his > wound. > While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's > appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me > no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his > wife. > I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a > while as she is a victim of Alzheimer's disease. > As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a b

Things You'll Never Hear A Man Say
Things You'll Never Hear A Man Say: 1. Here honey, you use the remote. 2. You know, I'd like to see her again, but her breasts are just too big. 3. Ooh, Antonio Banderas AND Brad Pitt? That's one movie I gotta see! 4. While I'm up, can I get you anything? 5. Honey since we don't have anything else planned, will you go to the wallpaper store with me? 6. Why don't you go to the mall with me and help me pick out a pair of shoes? 7. Aww, forget Monday night football, Let's watch Melrose Place. 8. Hey let me hold your purse while you try that on. 9. We never talk anymore

Things Cats Think About
1. I could have sworn I heard the can opener. 2. Is there something I'm not getting when humans make noise with their mouths? 3. Why doesn't the government do something about dogs? 4. I wonder if Morris really liked 9-Lives, or did he have ULTERIOR motives? 5. Hmmm ... If dogs serve humans, and humans serve cats, why can't we cats ever get these STUPID dogs to do anything for us? 6. This looks like a good spot for a nap. 7. Hey -- no kidding, I'm sure that's the can opener. 8. Would humans have built a vast and complex civilization of their own if we cats hadn't given them a reason to invent sofas and can openers in the first place? 9. If there's a God, how can He allow neutering? 10. If that really was the can opener, I'll play finicky just to let THEM know who's boss!

Evanescence - "lithium"
Lithium- Don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium- Don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium- I wanna stay in love with my sorrow Oh, but God, I wanna let it go Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show Never wanted it to be so cold Just didn't drink enough to say you love me I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me? Lithium- Don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium- Don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium- I wanna stay in love with my sorrow I don't wanna let it lay me down this time Drown my will to fly Here in the darkness, I know myself Can't break free until I let it go Let me go Darling, I forgive you after all Anything is better than to be alone And in the end I guess I had to fall Always find my place among the ashes I can't hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me? Lithium- Don't wanna lock me up inside Lithium- Don't wanna forget how it feels without Lithium- Stay in love with yo

September 15, 2007
You can take advantage of the day's energy by getting yourself and your family organized. Some of them might not be up for the rigor, but you can push them a little without any serious consequences.

We All Know What I Am..
Im a bitch and im a cunt i thought we already covered this... If youre old or if you look disfigured im not going to be nice about this dont leave perverted comments on my page EW fucking hell

Trying To Think
It is a lovely day today! And yet I am in a black mod! I do not know why? I just am! I read yet my mind is not in it, I draw yet all that I make is darkness and black! I don’t know what to do or say! It will not go away! I feel like something is missing…yet know not what! As you all know I have been missing as of late I have been looking for myself! And have yet to find myself; I just don’t know where to look….. I am so tempted to look in the bottom of a bottle! But I’m not giving up, I am not weak! I will not be a loser and just give up crying in my glass about all I have lost! People like this make me sick! I listen to everyone’s problems all the time! Yet when I give advice NO ONE LISTENS?!? For FUK sake just LISTENS and maybe you would not…. Never mind…I’m just not in a good mod and venting on the first thing I can find…. I do like listening to people and I like trying to help but I can no longer do this until I help my self and find what I have lost! I just wish I knew where

How Funny
So this is my horoscope for today: Daily Horoscope: Cancer For September 15,2007 You need to slow down a bit and use your best judgment when confronted with new arrangements of any kind. Your instincts are strong right now, but they may be crowded out by too much information. This is EXACTLY what I'm stressing about. And yes, my instincts are crowded. I just thought that was kind of ironic! I just have to remember that I'm not stupid, and go with what I see, not with what I feel. As Gil Grissom would say, "The evidence never lies!"

What's Your Deal?? Get Ur Score Here!
Your Score: Cute & Small Boobs Raw score: 40% Big Breasts, 59% Big Ass, and 72% Cute! Thanks for taking the T and A and C test! Based on your selections, the results are clear: you show an attraction to smaller breasts, larger asses, and sexier composure than others who've taken the test. Note that because you scored small on breasts but large on ass size, it might appear you like girls bottom heavy. That's probably not the case. What's more likely is that you notice curvy, voluptuous butts, and you don't like big, fake boobs. Big real boobs are even worse because of the sag. Anyway, my third variable, "cuteness" is a mostly objective measure of how innocent a given model looked. It's determined by a combination of a lot of factors: lack of dark eye makeup, facial expression, posture, etc. If you scored high on that variable, you are either really nice OR you're into deflowering teens. If you scored low, you are attracted to raunchier,

Ten Worst Gifts To Buy A Woman
1. Never give a woman any kind of household appliance or something that is going to make "housework" easier. For instance, a blender, a toaster, a new vacuum, one of those mops they advertise on tv that does everything but suck the life out of you, anything in a informercial. The only wise choice is a new washing machine with a turbo spin cycle. (Makes laundry day go by pretty fast when you can at least sit on it during spin-dry and end up smiling the rest of the day.) 2. Any bulk cleaning supplies, "honey, I got you that large box of Tide you have been wanting." "This Windex should last you a while." "I got a good deal on the industrial strength toilet bowl cleaner." All I can say is, be prepared to run. I have faith that if you would have at least stopped and thought about what would be a much more intimate gift, you would have had the sense to spring for the $5 Chia Pet you were eyeing in Kmart. 3. Any sharp objects made by Ronco which slices or dices , or a set of ginsu kniv

Fawk
Hmm why is it still really fun to randomly go driving with friends at like 2 am in the morning? I have no clue But I had fun Kristine aka Cupcake is a BOMBBB ASS BIOTCCHHHHHHH I dont know why but soooo many people stare at her and I when we randomly go driving around.. Blasting 104.9 [ funkey monkey local rock station ] oh and we got stared at when we walked into some random store..but maybe that was because i was wearing short shorts and a low cut top at 3 am in the morning? [ yeah it was 3 when we walked in ] Oh and i was texting my Future Boyfriend so rawr Plus my hair is red so *shrugs* I dont know im bored so i started typing Now im sitting here - shirt + hoodie and dancing to Feel Fine by Tune up *dances* later bitchezzzz

September 13, 2007
How ironic is this? My x-husband and I got married on Sept 13th 2002 and or divorce was official Sept 13th 2007. I was 5 months pregnant when we got married. It was not because we were expecting a child that we got married but that is what sped things along. We planned our son, but in away maybe we should of got married and then planned on having our son! Does not matter the sequence we were very happy! At least I thought we were. A little over a year after we got married I came home from work. Did the whole family thing and then put my son down for the night. Went to spend some time with my husband and our of the blue he asked for a divorce. I was in shock and amazement. Here we are barely married over a year, a week before Christmas and a month before our son was to turn 1 years old. I was in total shock. I began crying and asked if we could go to counseling, what can I do to fix this and so forth. Thinking it was all my fault. Nothing was good to him and t

Friendships
HOW IS IT THAT FRIENDSHIPS ONLINE AND OFFLINE, ARE BASICALLY THE SAME? SO-CALLED FRIENDS TELL U ONE THING AND DO ANOTHER. OR SAY OH NO I AM NOT DOING THAT(MEANING THAT THEY ARE UNDERMINING YOUR OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS ON CERTAIN ISSUES OF THE CERTAIN DAY. SO CALLED FRIENDS IN A ONLINE SETTING,IS THE SAME, ESPECIALLY IF YOUR INVOLVED IN GROUPS WHERE YOUR PART OF THE ADMINISTRAITIVE PROCESS,YOUR BOSS WILL BE TELLING YOU ONE THING WHILE DOING ANOTHER, LIKE FOR INSTANCE TAKING AN EMPLOTEE WHO HAS BAD JUDGEMENT CALLS AND PROMOTE THEM KNOWING THAT THEY HAVE THIS ISSUE,AND WHATS WORSE IS THAT THE OTHER ADMINS AROUND HIM/HER ARE WARNING AND TRYING TO MAKE HIM UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON, BUT ITS HARD IF THAT SAID PERSON IS IN A UNWARRENTED HEALTH POSITION AND GOES GAA GAA FOR EVERY FILLEE THAT WALKS BY, ESPECIALLY IF THEY HAVE A GOLDDIGGER PERSONALITY, SO I GUESS SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO LET THEM FINDOUT FOR THEMSELVES, NO MATTER HOW MANY YEARS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN A FAITHFULL EMPLOYEE AND

Vet Reunits With War Victims
One of the most poignant stories hs come out of the World war II when an American vet was reunited with 3 of the holocaust victims he saved. In the mordern world with the pressures we undergo .. these little bits and pieces keep us wondering where we have gone. Read on. Carrol Walsh didn't know what to expect when his patrol came across a train stopped along a hillside during the U.S. Army's dash across northern Germany in the final, chaotic days of World War II. In and around the abandoned line of freight cars milled some 2,500 emaciated and ragged Jewish prisoners from the Bergen-Belsen concentration camp. There were scores of children. "They were just jammed, crammed in there," said Walsh, a 24-year-old tank commander in April 1945. On Friday, the now 86-year-old retired state Supreme Court judge reunited with three of the survivors of the Nazi death train his unit found near Magdeburg, about 50 miles southwest of Berlin. The train was on its way to another concent

Religion
I want to ask a question: Why? Why is there so much suffering in the world, if God is a God of love? Why do we face so many problems in our home and in our work, if God is a God of love? My mother taught me a passage of Scripture when I was a little girl: "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life" John 3: 16, NIV). But how do we reconcile that with all the trouble and suffering in the world? Many people thought that the fall of communism in Eastern Europe would eliminate war and that we would have world peace-that our problems would be solved. But we still have war; we still have hate. We still have poverty, disease, loneliness, boredom,psychological problems, unemployment, racism and starvation. And we wonder why. Some people turn to drugs and alcohol to escape. Millions of people are depressed; they cry out,"The bottom has dropped out of my "world!" And more and more people are committing

Amazing....
amazing to see how people here can be sorted in 2 categories : - human people - assholes i mean that some comments should be just kept ok, the good thing is that the ones reading such comments know where to put the ones who sent them nothing more to say for today

Bad News Will Be Missing In Action
Hello people. Well I went to the hospital yesterday for the results of my biopsy and it turns out that I have burkitt's lymphoma. Burkitt lymphoma is a high-grade lymphoma. This means that it is faster-growing and usually needs prompt treatment with chemotherapy, which for me starts on Tuesday. I am being admitted on Monday, and will more than likely be in there for around 3 weeks for this round of chemo. If you want to contact me or to find out how I'm doing please contact EmJay via e-mail. I'll be back as soon as I am able to. Take Care and speak to you soon.

Danzig - "sistinas"
Take my hand You'll never find Another quite like mine If you look You'll see that I'm A lonely one I lost my soul Deep inside And it's so Black and cold deep inside Sistine smile You'll never know The trap it's set And if you did You'd never look Into Its eyes The sun don't shine The wind won't blow When you go hide Without your love I'm lonely Deep inside

Fb Horoscope Are So Amazing.......
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 15,2007 Don't be too surprised if you get upset at the smallest provocations today -- it's just where you're mood is taking you. It may be a good idea to retreat just a little and see if you can deal with it on your own. i never listened horoscopes, but in the last months, i am so surprised how those ones are reflecting my situation.... just maybe because i am in the mood to believe and interpret all signals in the way i want, i dunno

Damageplan - "soul Bleed"
Now that I'm all alone Painfully aware I'm starting to feel the cold Knowing you're not there Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams And all I have are demons here for company Come and look inside, hope you like what you see And if you run and hide, you're scared of what is me Bind my idle hands, they only claw at me Drown in emptiness, my soul is left to bleed Throwing a shadow on Every thought I have Knowing that something's gone Echoes in my head Caught somewhere between my fears and dreams And all I have are demons here for company Come and look inside, hope you like what you see And if you run and hide, you're scared of what is me Bind my idle hands, they only claw at me Drown in emptiness, my soul is left to bleed

Music A Timeless Reference Point.....
music is a timeless reference point on the human animal-its manner, behaviour, activity and attitude...and ability. the pendulum swings as ever before and the music is there gauging its impact as though we could see and feel and envisage the final bars played out re-adjust them perhaps so the notes aren't quite so brash the second time around a song that reappears is a song that became prescient into its first incarnation it snagged a feel or mood and clung to it, only dropping off as the mood swung away like a pendulum....

Damageplan - "reborn"
Identity murdered, malicious intent I'm recreating myself at last Rise up from destruction, start over again Reborn, I'm now erasing the past Did you think for a second I Wouldn't bother to question why You always put me last Can you look straight into my eyes As you're excreting all your lies Your time is coming fast I'm reborn I've seen the light Everything now that would stand in my way Is doomed to take the impact to come You think you can stop me, you'd best think again You want a piece of me? Come get some! Did you think for a second I Wouldn't bother to question why You always put me last Can you look straight into my eyes As you're excreting all your lies Your time is coming fast I'm reborn I've seen the light So everything that you've throwing at me Has only helped me make up my mind And all you do will amount to nothing You can't effect me, don't even try Did you think for a second I Wouldn't bother to question why You always put me

Al Qaeda: Kill Swedish Cartoonist
CAIRO, Egypt (AP) -- The leader of al Qaeda in Iraq offered money for the murder of a Swedish cartoonist who recently produced images deemed insulting to Islam, according to a statement carried by Islamist Web sites Saturday. In the half hour audio file entitled "They plotted yet God too was plotting," Abu Omar al-Baghdadi also promised a new offensive in Iraq during the Muslim holy month of Ramadan. On August 19, the Swedish newspaper Nerikes Allehanda published a cartoon by Lars Vilks that depicted the Prophet Mohammed with a dog's body. Muslims in Sweden rallied outside the newspaper's offices to demand an apology, and the governments of Iran and Pakistan lodged formal protests with Sweden, but other than that the reaction to the cartoon was muted. That response is in contrast to last year's fiery protests that erupted in several Muslim countries after a Danish newspaper published 12 cartoons of Mohammed. Islamic law is interpreted to forbid any depiction of the proph

Divorced Barbie...lol
On his way home a father remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. At a toy store he asked the salesperson, "How much is the Barbie in the display window?" The salesperson answered, "Which one? We Have: Workout Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95 The amazed father asked: " Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95?" Annoyed, the salesman answered: "Sir..., "Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer, and Ken's Best Friend.

Late Night Shout!
kinkygirl: wanna see me mlive on cam doing watever u want me to do just for $4?? hirs my msn>> katie_hot4you@hotmail.com lifesez: you can see me for 6.99..i do a great shower cam show ..............it was ez to flip it...she didnt want to pay the diff! :(

Rip Hughie Thomasson (the Outlaws)
RIP Hughie Thomasson of The Outlaws Body: From The Outlaws Band Official Website: "With great sadness, we must announce the passing of our friend, Hughie Thomasson. Hughie died unexpectedly late Sunday night of an apparent heart attack at his home in Brooksville, Florida." http://outlawsmusic.com/ We are in shock over this sad news. May God bless Hughie's friends, family, fans and band-mates! MOLLY HATCHET

Boys Are Too Pussy To Do This
ASK HER OUT IN FRONT OF HER FRIENDS GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. b>L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL

It Takes A Real Man.....
Any guy can mess around, it takes a real man to find a girl and stick with her. Any guy can call you sexy, hot, and all that.. it takes a real man to call you beautiful. Any guy can call you in tears begging you to take him back.. it takes a real man to not have a reason to be in those tears. Any guy can say I love you.. it takes a real man to say it and mean it even if all of his guy friends are standing around. Any guy can drive over to your house to hang out with you.. it takes a real man to show up unexpected. Any guy can throw back a beer or two.. it takes a real man to grab a coke instead knowing he shouldn't do it if you're not around. Any guy can have sex with a girl.. it takes a real man to wait. Any guy can be with you on the best days when everything is ok.. it takes a real man to stay by your side for weeks if thats what it takes when it feels like your world is falling apart. Any guy can talk noise with his friends when a sexy girl walks by.. it tak

62 Things Most Girls Dont Know
How so true some of these are..... 1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point. 2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the pho

My Heart Has Fallen
Tonight I have felt the pain My heart sinks lower and lower within my chest Tears form from the corner or my eyes My lips sag with nothing but a painful frown I wish to cry till my hearts content, till I feel that the pain is gone My one chance to true love and beauty has been spent Has been ruined due to my stupidness I feel it is my fault, but others try to make it their's Her eyes are no longer looking my way For I failed to tell the truth and now I must pay I feel the pain of my worthlessness I feel the sarrow of her hearts breaking I wish to hold her and tell her how much I am sorry But that shall never happen because of my story Why must it be like this, why must my life treat me like this? I wish to be hers, but I wish to be his I wish to have my freedom once again, but then again, I do not want it I feel broken in half I feel lost in my sarrows To wish and to have is another world Now, what is a broken hearted girl to do? I'm so sorry, my beauty. P

Cold - "wasted Years"
There's a game life plays Makes you think you're everything they ever said you were Like to take some time Clear away everything I've planned Was it life I've betrayed For the shape that I'm in It's not hard to fail It's not easy to win Did I drink too much Could I dissapear And there's nothing that's left but wasted years There's nothing left but wasted years If I could change my life Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can If I could take the sides I'd derail every path I could I'm about to die Won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away Was it life I've betrayed For the shape that I'm in It's not hard to fail It's not easy to win Did I drink too much Could I dissapear And there's nothing that's left but wasted years There's nothing left but wasted years There's nothing left but wasted years There's nothing left but wasted years Was it life I've betrayed For the shape that I'm in It's not hard to fail It's not easy to

Today
Today life flown past my mind The wind whistled in my ear Speaking horrible thoughts through and through My heart slowly loosing its beat As my mind closes in on itself Tears so warm and painful along my cheeks I wish to loose this pain But can I ever do such thing? Green eyes glisten under the moon shining bright Strolling like crazy is the tears of my pain Today, just never came to mind As my heart stops beating I wish forever that I could just die and leave this pain behind Will someone save me from my depression? Will someone help me speak these words that need to be spoken? When will the pain stop? Not Today I know to well For my heart sunk so deep in my chest With the screaming in my ears by those I thought loved me I cant stand it no longer, I wish for the pleasure of that blade.... Against my throat.........

Your Ending Sorrow
The tears of pain have been shed, Now to find their way to the abyss... Crimson light flowing through your veins, where the hope of life begins to fade... Heart pounding within your caved chest, struggling to breath it's last breath... As your life begins to fade there before you. Ting...Ting...Ting... The clock strikes midnight on the count of three, Soon the goddess of death will find you were you lay... There, her slim ivory fingers shall caress you to sleep... Before her glowing eyes shall you smile in peace...Finally at rest from the horrid world... and it's pain. Body laying cold against the black marbled floor, as others walk by you un-noticed of your pain. Why...oh why should you be ignored, in this life... You are nothing to anyone, anymore.

The Misunderstanding
I've been misunderstood ever since my foot stepped upon this solid ground. Eyes staring in my direction, from all around me. I hear the voices in my head, I read their words through thy written tounge. Why has my body and soul been corrupted and tainted with this thick brown mudd of pure hatred. My petals of silky beautiful glowin color begins to fade, as my thorns and life are ripped from thy veins in bloody gushes and spouts of pain. Blood of the tainted depression sprouts within it's lucious burst of crimson velvet. My tears glitter within such tainted evil, no harmony here! Watchfull eyes, evil snarls, words of great hurt, and minds not understanding my delicate ways. From that one infected mouth of anger, the worded language spread wide. That moment, my petals became as rare as that last unicorns horn of magikal glitter dust. Unlike that beast of beauty, she will always be loved, but my petals of pure violet shred to nothingness against that gentle patch

Flame's Of Insanity
Fire rises high into the air A thick coat of gray forming from the flames A burning sensation rising through the blood His blood, the man that caused this heat Pain and suffering echoes from the smoke Screaming no longer cries but horrid screeching The flames reflect through mine eyes Watching the bodies of smoking minds run Flocking around one another in a hurried panic Skin scorched and sizzled to nothing Bubbling like plastic on a display model Popin and busting open with white gore Terror and pain sketched into the eyes of the dead Teeth white, pure against the scorched lips Fingers twisted and curled in the pain of the flames Hair burnt to nothing against the black skinned head Dirt and ashes flying around the feet of those panicing Mouths wide, screaming and eyes wide with terror One by one dropping to the floor choked from the thick air Others stepping and jumping over the fallen Some stop to help, other's close to insanity When will the horror of these hell

Life's Thoughts
Reality is tough, we all know that, but people are not. Hearts are harmed in life's way, when they try to love. To have them ripped from their warm cozy homes, where they use to be loved, Is a way of abuse and un-heartly justice. The pain I have suffered throughout my years have taught me alot. Though, when certain lives have harmed those of another, specially mine, Life gets tougher. To be called a liar, and to be called someone of nothing, My heart falls deeper into my chest where its cold and dank. Going out into the world, I know the pains and sarrows. But to have the same thing come to me within my walls of protection. What is a girl to do? Toughin up, Protect Herself no matter the cause! Come at me with your sharpened words, your hate, your jealousy! Fine, I stand ready with a sheild of pure gold! I fall no more! I will not allow my heart to be dragged under, No More! Now is the time I stand for myself and for those that truly, deeply love me! Prick my nerve, p

I Move On
Life is short and you must live it to the fullest Though things may get in the way, your have to harden your heart My eyes are open now and I see the truth The ones that have harmed me are now no more I let thy go and I move to better things My pain no longer holds me back And that is a fact The truth is out though it hurts so much Its what I needed in order to move on I cry no more I hurt no more I live now for those true My life is starting And now I continue on Thanks to those that have stood by Thanks to those whom have supported me I move on now And smile on my way to a life so true

Filthy Lies
A heart so cold A soul so black Now I'm just getting to the fact You think your the shit But thats just not it I'm tired of your ways I'm tired of your games Get over yourself And just get through your filth It's not all about you It's more about the pain you give others, so shoo Life is more than your drama Go back to your momma Make sure you take your ways along the path of shame It's all the same With your filthy lies And tainted smile Go away you nasty beast The two in your games should be your only feast Shoo now Shoo We're done with you!

Her Obssession
Only she can know Only she can want She blaimes others for her dismise She wants others to obsesse over her Her eyes wander around the world and those around her Looking for her target to prey on Only to find an innocent soul nearby Obsession gets the best of her Wanting, Needing that young souls world She wants, she loves, she obsesse's over this desire Causing the poor innocent soul to suffer with worry, with confussion "Why did she do this to me?" the poor soul cries in pain Not knowing the truth, she cries her life away The obsesser only sitting back and laughing at the pain of another Not a care in the world, just a cruel and evil smile Soon.....her time comes.

Her Fantasy World
The world as we know is harsh and cruel The little girl can only cry and wail To find only a life that suites her best The fantasy of her mind is the only place she finds rest Where she believes she's the queen of all Caring not in the least of others pain She judges them cause their not like her She laughs at them trying to be Only the world she lives in she finds herself wonderful But in the real world, everyone sees her lies and insaine ways We feel sorry for her But what is ther to do? Can't make her seek help, cause to her, she's perfect 'Tis a shame 'Tis a huge shame Unicorns and Fairies are not life But to her, its a way of life Sorry to say, but the anger and pain will not fade Her lies are nothing but a scared little girl deep inside She plundges the spear in everyone else Only to make them hate her more and more But to her, what is there a care in the world. For her fairies and unicorns seem to be the only ones who care........

Beauty And Blood
Such love and desire of life itself Blood rushes through the veins of the beauty My mind rushes with joys and love I think about it and strive to acheive such thoughts and wants To want more and more I decided to try Blood the color of life itself My desire is to savior its colorization To see the wound bleed with pain I smile to the thought of saving that pint Save the savior of such luscious fluid To save the innocent from harm and from loss I grab the handle of my gun Aimed the nose towards the enemy and demand the pain to fade No longer shall this be a burden The beauty and the blood live again to save the innocent another day

Judgement
A person can only be but so faithful with thy words To look at another and judge them for what they are Giving the lies they have told Only to believe only their own words A poets dream is to be the Queen or King of words so deep But to look at another and give such hate Never to think about what they say They judge anothers work, speak about how others judge one another Then turn around, and never see how they act themselves A poem is what comes straight from the heart Yet that judgemental people seem to not care Only to care about themselves and no one else Look into the mirror and think hard about what you say It could be the truth about only yourself than those around you To be judgement is to be a liar Do not judge If you do judge Take your own advice

Honesty
She knows only the honest beliefs of herself and those around her Only to find out a few are very untrue To think of them as such a thing as a model But to find out they only came out to be the enemy She cries at night wondering why this came to be Wandering and pondering why its all the same To be blaimed for things she has never done To be blaimed for things others have done to her Why should this be done to her She did nothing wron But she knows who the honest one is within this fight To know this, she smiles with great delight To be loved and cherished by her family To be loved and cherished by her true friends To be loved and cherished by her one true love She thinks about the day again and smiles with ease To know who the real person is here today and within the future To smile with pure delight and insperation She knows she is loved and cared for by the honest ones in her life Not to worry no longer Not to cry anymore She knows those that have harmed her a

Help Me Win
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Better Things
It continues on and on everyday You cant make them believe no matter how hard you try I think about those days, the days that have harmed my soul Yet I dont know the truth about why this was done to me I do not envy, I do not regret I stood there and defended my right, my reputation, and my body from harm No matter how hard they try, this warrior will bot budge Try to break my armor with a rock, it will get you no where One day I will rise, rise higher than you'll ever be able to I will rise to the sky and become one known by the evil Known as the protector of the innocent I will slay the demons and the hell on this earth I will help those in need and become more superior than ever Try to harm me with your nasty words and childish behavior I can't help you see the truth because your lies hide it Its a shame, but no longer will I care I take this time to tell you You are no longer a bother in my life Demons are gone, sin is gone Now what awaits me is a true and beaut

Human Sarrows
Our hearts torn apart. The souls of our loved ones rejoice, and together we sing in tune. The hearts of one in all the same, smiles on our faces and joy in our hearts. Once again we die and come together with our loves. We remember the joy all to well together. The sound and laughter we see in their faces. Brings together our hearts and rejoices in love. The loved ones of our lives, together their souls show us peace and give us peace for death and allow us to rest and sleep as one Though our days alive are hard in togetherness but our minds are set deep on those we love. We continue to move on in lives for the ones We love, and to remember their faces continue to hand us joy for their souls and also give us joy in their deaths. Mankind shares so many things, as one they share pain and regret, also love and sorrow. Mankind also share many faces of fear and joy. It's human nature together to feel those many emotions, so many souls trapped together and ready

Human Past
A child alone in the dark weeping in fear Her poor big blue eyes filled with tears of terror And her pouty lips puffed out with her chin trembling Allowing the crystal clear tears to stroll down her pale gentle cheeks She has been seen cuddled into the corner of her room Holding her bruised knees to her chest Her little pink Easter dress torn and spotted with red red blood Rocking back and forth her weeping clear Though something strange and bizzare is noticed Her body is translucent and ghostly in shape What would it take for a ghost to receive love Why would this be so hard to solve Her curly blonde locks caressing her heart shapped face Alone in the world she was Along in the afterworld she is now Pain and sorrow showing through her beautiful eyes Searching and wishing for the care she deserves So deserted and ignored in her past life Now the same conitinues as she the ghost of human past No such thing as love.....

Rolemodel
Everyday is the same To hate this person she loves to blaime Never will she bother to admit it But the hate turns to fame For she cannot live her life without For she wants to be just like Her rolemodel is the one she tortures To want, to need that life Though sorry to say She shall never succeed For this model of hers has her own And she does not But in her mind her life is a beautiful fantasy And to no extent continues her lies Wanting and needing her model She will never be able to have her So now she must terrorize those around her one and true 'tis a true shame...........

Hunter
She gazes into the midnight sky Watching the shooting stars fly on by Wandering and wishing with a bright dream That one day the other elves will find her to be a true hunter Wishing amongst her leaders in disguise To give her a sweet compromise Her big blue eyes full of desire and want Miss Night Elf with one big dream The day comes close more the same Her companions howl and purr with comfort That she will indeed be that one hunter that all will cherish and respect more and more Now a smile is at rest on her bright beautiful face

Christopher
Every night I am overwhelmed with love and warmth As his arms embrace me and his natural smell overwhelms me with delight There's never a night where love is at loss When he holds me close after tears have been shed I'm conforted with ease True love can never be doubted when I am with him Just the smell of his cologne brings me joy and warmth Never an end, never a saddness is brewed To hear those the words a smile is there To be here in his grace is my fantasy My hero, my lover, my partner in crime Christopher, my man, I give the key to my heart with no regret Raise me to your stallion and ride off into the sunset

Warlock
Blood rushes deep within her veins as the magic pours from her fingertips Her lushes lips curl back into an evil grin as she picks her target To feel the rush, the thrill of the kill Heavy blue light sparks from the very tip of her long delicate fingers Her body fills with the rush of such power Now, now is the time to let loose her anger and frustration Tilting her head to one side, ears twitching from their tips Target now in site, the helpless being Magic pours from her body and rushes towards its dismise No longer does life flow from the motionless body Miss Blood Elf eager and filled with pleasure With a breath of ease now the deed has finished Off to her duties as they call for more fun and pleasure

Puzzle
~You hate, We hate~ ~You lie, we frown~ ~A pain~ ~Whos pain~ ~What shame~ ~The shame~ ~Fame?~ ~No way~ ~Sorry~ ~Your lame~ ~~Can you~ ~Hell no~ ~Bye~ ~Go away~ ~No way?~ ~Oh well~ ~Your loss~ ~How fake~ ~Yes fake~ ~Go play~ ~Its tame~ ~Go~ ~Run off~ ~Poser~ ~Yes you heard~ ~Now shoo~ ~Grow Up~ ~Stop Crying~ ~Looser~

Just So People Know!
No I am not dead. Just working. LONG FUCKING HOURS! So, if one more person fucking prank calls me at 5:30am there will be hell to pay. Grow the fuck up! Stop prank calling me. I swear I will break your fucking face. / end of rant

Home Again
well hi there..... im back and missed you all... havent done a blog in here for a while as i was previously under a different name... so here goes I hear a sound as i try and sleep i know its you home and my soul starts to weep i await for you to enter my sacred space as the yelling begins and im slapped in the face a headbut or two as im pinned to the ground i hear the break of my nose and i fear i may drown as the blood starts to pool at the back of my throat i wonder if you love me as your hands start to choke youll be dead within minutes you begin to yell i close my eyes and pray that i wont go to hell do you hate me so much that you just want to kill i look at the ground where my blood starts to spill did you ever love me you say that you did but the drugs you love more even more than your kids a knock at the door is a welcome relief then a crash as i realise its just the police so no more will you torture my unbridled soul and no more wi

Being Different Is What Makes Us The Same.... ;-)
He felt frightened at being different from his brothers and sisters. It scared him to be different. --E. B. White How ugly and wrong it makes us feel to be different: to be tall when others are short, slow when others are fast, black when others are white. The miracle, and paradox, is that everyone is different - and that is what makes us all the same. When we think honestly about the people we admire - friends, sports heroes, actors, musicians, parents, teachers, employers - we know that all of them, as human beings, not heroes, have felt out of place in their lives, probably many times. Believing we are alone or different cuts us off from others. Climbing over that protective wall of "differentness" is scary, but it is guaranteed to set us free. How can I let go of my "differentness" today?

Success Can Be Contagious ..if You Will It :)
A little taste Give yourself a little taste of accomplishment. And you'll find yourself wanting more. Decide that you're going to finally take the first step toward a truly beautiful and meaningful dream. Soon you'll be running quickly and enthusiastically toward it. Experience how great it feels to provide someone else with something of real value. You'll discover useful and positive things about yourself that you never knew before. Stroll along the shore and get your feet wet in the ocean of fulfillment. Before long you'll be diving all the way in. Seek to comprehend and to express what it means to you to be fully alive. Remember the reasons and purposes that make you who you are. Take a little taste of life in all its richness and meaning. And give yourself an insatiable appetite for truly being your best. -- Ralph Marston

Thinking Positive Really Does Work.
It works Is it realistic to be positive about life? After all, being positive sounds good in theory, yet in the real world so many things can so often go awry. Yes, being positive is entirely realistic. Because truly being positive is not based on what is or is not likely to happen. Being positive is all about what you decide to create. Being positive is a perspective from which you can choose to operate. As such, not only is it realistic to be positive, it is also highly empowering. No matter what may have happened or failed to happen, being positive is the most intelligent and effective way forward. There are plenty of completely reasonable and perfectly valid reasons for being negative. Yet they are all outweighed by a single, compelling reason for being positive. Being positive is always realistic because whatever the situation, being positive gives you the most valuable and powerful options. Look around, and you'll see that the best reason to be positive is because it

Pt.2. Beginnings
Today I smiled at a stranger and he walked in front of an on coming car. I felt no guilt nor remorse about his demise. The only feelings I seem to be capable of feeling as of late; have been those of anger and the cold sting of hunger. At first I fought the desire to sink my gleaming razor sharp teeth; into the soft yielding tissue of a human. That has since changed and I do what must be done to ease the gnawing hunger that seems to lead me from day to day. I stayed awake much longer than I should have this morning and was slightly burned by the beautiful rays of dawn. I must feed a little more to make sure my careless indiscretion does not leave any lasting marks. On my way to my favorite hunting area I met someone who intrigued me. He was ever so handsome with jet black hair and seductive eyes. My senses warned me right away that he too was a walker of the night. Smiling, he reached out to caress the cool soft skin of my bare arm. Wishing for nothing more than a moment alone with

The Lust ,the Craving,the Desire Pt.1
Its funny how quickly time passes for our kind. It seems only yesterday that he came to me with his smile of seduction and promises of eternity. Willingly I gave him my innocence and my mortality. Now as the years have passed at least a hundred or more; I have nightmares still. Visions of pain and suffering at my hands for those I have taken that did not deserve to die. Sharing in the destruction and evil of my creator; I have seen his most demented deeds. Binding me to him was a curse not only for me but for him as well. Although convinced by his web weaving and lullabies; I gave in to his every whim; he stole from me any real choice by bending my will to his own. Not then knowing that it was his desire that filled my mind and caused my pulse to race at the thought of his embrace. Were I in my right mind and full knowing of the price I would have to pay for his eternal kiss would I do it all again. Maybe I would or maybe I would seek out a soul that was more divine and dedicated

Today's Horoscope
You've got plenty going on right now and that means someone close is going to have to wait before they get your full attention. Be nice about it, of course, but make sure that you are also firm. Note: Now that does not quite help me right now...

Once There Was A Boy
Once there was a boy Who gave his love freely Loved everyone equal Saw no one different He thought that the most precious gift That he could give another Was love and affection Man, woman, friend or lover So he lived in innocence and bliss Happiness and contentment Until that one day That one fateful day As he walked down the street On the arm of his lover And saw a man leaning up against a wall Who looked like he could be having trouble And walked over to the man And dared to ask if something was wrong He began to speak, and then he looked up Looked at the boy and the young man with him And his eyes grew dark and angry Moved too fast for either of them There was a flash of bright steel A splash of crimson blood And a torrent of horrible names And the boy fell silently at the foot of his love While the man ran, ran quickly away And as the world grew soft and fuzzy ’round the edges As he felt the shadows creeping in He lay his trembling fingers o

Dreams
I lay alone In this cold bed. My mind races with thoughts of you. My head rests on my pillow. The other pillow, your pillow, I hold close, Snuggled to it as I would to you. It’s not the same. You are so far away. I yearn to be close to you. To smell your hair, To feel your warmth, To hear your breathing. My heart aches. I hold your pillow tighter As my teary eyes close. To sleep I fall, To dream of you, To dream of us. May you dream my dreams of us tonight.

Running With Dinosaurs
I hate the idea my son is gay, a father confided to me, nor can I find the words to say I’m ashamed of his sexuality It’s just not true I love him less, a father confided to me, but nature didn’t provide an anus to be used other than…naturally I’ll love him whatever his choice, a father confided to me, but he can’t expect me to rejoice that he has a boyfriend, surely? True love is unconditional, I said, whether partner or parent, sibling or friend…taken as read, by a humanity heaven sent It’s easy enough for you to say, a father confided to me, you don’t have a son who’s gay, thinks it’s proud he should be Of course I’m proud of the lad, a father confided to me and since he’s not turned out bad, I guess it’s thankful I should be Dads and sons rarely see eye to eye, a father confided to me, I dare say, like always, we’ll get by, let live and…sexuality I took comfort from our discourse that my boyfriend will be okay; his dad might run with dino

Perfect Picture
Left heartbroken so many times, By people thought of as the one, Only now I'm thinking of you, Knowing our love has just begun It seems I no longer worry, About my heart breaking in two, Finally I'm living in happiness, As I'm falling in love with you I sit and recall your sweet scent, As a smile is painted on my face, I'm basking in total contentment, As I think of your beauty and grace Seems no one has ever struck me, In the ways of your beautiful soul, My heart beats only for you, And it's beating out of control Butterflies build in my stomach, My heart is leaping in my chest, Never have I been so euphoric, It's me that loves you best There's no need to ever worry, For we will always be together, God painted the perfect picture, With our love lasting forever

The Masquerade Ball
It was one of the most beautiful nights I ever saw and there is a bright moon out, everything's bathed in it's haunting blood light...The flowers in the garden glisten in the moonlight...The grounds are vast...I can see the shapes of the hedges and small shrubs around the stone walls of the castle...The vines on the side of the castle looks like stairs....I feel as I could reach up and touch the stars...Inside the castle I see the servants getting the ballroom ready and I return to my room to finish getting ready for the ball...I have been excited about the ball but now that the night has arrived I have a feeling of something is about to happen...Like a premonition of like something big is going to happen...But I have no idea of what...I continue getting ready...I put some honeysuckle oil upon my wrists and behind my ears...I put on my silky undergarments...I walk over to my bed and slip my royal purple velvet ball dress over my head...My servants come in and fix my hair...They put my

The World I Know.
This crooked world Dark alley ways Filled with dirty girls Whores who consume thier souls No solar solace This world is cold So feel the chills Strive to make it The struggle is hectic The struggle is real Everyone wants thier piece of the pie And thier willing to kill Its so obscene sometimes Sometimes it surreal We dance with the devil Against our own will An embracive tengo of terror Scream, scream for help No one will hear We're deaf to the sound of destruction Blind to see the blood we spill There is no revolution Its kill or be killed.

Unite
To better myself To better yourself We must bring the uniting And stop the fighting My heart is grand So I offer you my hand To bring everyone love Please do not shove Now keep this in mind Today, love you shall find

The Part Of Me No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

Spellbound
CALM PAIN SILENT SCREAMS WHISPERING WILLOWS ------TO ---BE --------------SPELLBOUND --------BY -----THE ILLUSION ---IN ----------THE ------GAME -------OF LIFE CALM PAIN SILENT SCREAMS WHISPERING WILLOWS IN -----THE ----DEPTHS ---------------OF --THE ----------ABYSS CALM PAIN SILENT SCREAMS WHISPERING WILLOWS ------CAPTURE --THE ----------HEARTSONGS ----OF --A ----BLEEDING ---SOUL CALM PAIN SILENT SCREAMS WHISPERING WILLOWS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ © 18TH OF AUGUST, 2007 JAZZMYN SHAY AIRES AKA VAMPY CASSIEL

Afi - "...but Home Is Nowhere" (exerpt)
We held hands on the last night on Earth. Our mouths filled with dust. We kissed in the fields and under trees. Screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into leaves. It was empty on the edge of town, but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walk through the waste where the road curved into the sea, and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the Ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall. But you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two... I rode alone... You said,

Can I Make Anyone Fall In Love With Me ??
You Can Make 79% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

4 Unique
OK SO I POSTED A BULLETIN FOR UNIQUE DREAM BC HES IN A CONTEST...WELL THIS FU*KTARD DECIDED TO BE FUNNY AND POST A DUMBASS COMMENT IN MY BULLETIN...THINKING HE WAS A FRIEND I SENT HIM A SHOUT AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.... AND WHEN I BLOCKED HIM THIS IS WHAT HE SENT TO ME...................... dumbass bitch Hide header Date: Sat, 15 Sep 2007 00:21:21 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: abayoubabe77@fubar.com Reply-To: block me asswhore...I will so ruin you...asswhore!...fuck you cunt....you fucked with the wrong guy....asswhore! HERES HIS LINK BTW.... Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar ************************************************* I AM A PERSON THAT ALWAYS BACKS MY FRIENDS AND I CONSIDER UNIQUE TO BE MORE THAN JUST SOME FRIEND I MADE HERE ON FUBAR...I CONSIDER HIM FAMILY AND HE IS ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS I HAVE AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...SOME PEOPLE COULD TAKE A LESSON FROM HIM AND HIS LOYALTY TO HIS FRIENDS.HERES HIS LINK...IF HES

What Kind Of Sexy Am I ??
You Are Fun Sexy You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy. Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

** Settin The Record Straight **
** Someones Babygirl ** has been part of my name for a while i added it on there for a certain person that means something to me..... i told that person who they were.. When I am asked who it is i say someone because its no ones business.. And I have never told anyone else it is for them.. It was for one person and one person only and always will be.. So just cuz you wana think its for you dont!! I have been up front and told u and everyone its for a certain person. Thats just how it is.... I removed it tonite NOT becuz i was asked to but becuz i wanted to.. I dont want a certain person thinking i lied.. I luv havin it as part of my name it let a certain friend no how i felt.. and i might put it back.. BUT LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR IF I PUT IT BACK UP.. IT WILL BE FOR THE SAME PERSON I PUT IT UP FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE.. ANYWAYS IM DONE BITCHN I GUESS. IM DROPPIN IT NOW.. AND THIS WAS NOT TO PISS YOU OFF IF YOU READ IT .. ITS JUST SOMETHING I HAD TO SAY.. I HAD TO SET

Whats My Seduction Stlye ??
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

Rant And Rave
I find it amusing that sooooooooo many guys on here just love to message me in my SB and make comments about my Yankees, that they THINK are funny or great ways to start a conversation. Let me just put it this way: If you insult my favorite team, do you really think I'm gonna wanna talk to you? Occasionally I will respond, however, any chance you had of getting any further than that SB...is now GONE! Just thought I'd let you all know that. Ok...I feel better now.

Offline
this isn't poetry these things I write tonight. poetry is about rhyme and reason this isn't that this is my life and there isn't anything poetic about it have you ever felt as if you didn't belong as if the world was revolving around you but that you were stuck in the shadows I dont feel as if Im moving forward but always standing still I feel so ugly and unwanted in this life. My kids are my heart and my heart beats for them in return Will anyone ever love me like I want to be loved will anyone ever love me like I want to love them I fear I am too much Or maybe too little What is it I do wrong Cant I ever do anything right maybe one day someone will see beyond me and get to see inside of me Does anyone ever like you for YOU anymore. Is it sex, money, your looks, or fantasy I am real and I am here and I want someone love me for me not for want you want me to be.

How Sexy Am I ???
You Are 89% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.

What Flavor Lip Gloss Am I ??
You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on. You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals. Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have. No wonder Cherry your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!

Hows My 1st Impression ??
You Make a Great First Impression You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones. Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly. Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic. You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you. Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

Am I Good Or Bad ???
You Are 96% Good You are not only a good person... you are a model citizen and a natural leader. Whether you know it or not, your high moral standards and good judgment is truly rare. You don't take ethical short cuts in life. You are able to do what's right - even when it's very difficult. And while it may seem like no one else is as on track as you are, take heart in knowing that you set a good example for others. You are also probably: Very sensitive and in tune with the world Right now you are on track to being: A saint To be a better person: Gently mentor someone who is taking the wrong path in life

???????????
Okay... since when is joking not allowed? Was just joking with someone (and it was obvious that I was joking) and totally got bitched out. I was just called a bitch for absoultely no reason at all. Then, blocked! Normally, someone calls me a bitch and that's it... I'm done... but this is totally strange to me. In no way shape or form was I ever a bitch to this person... EVER! And, I can't seem to just let it go... partially because it just happened... but more importantly because I'm TOTALLY shocked. I am a bitch... yes, I can admit it. But, in this case, I did not deserve that. WOW!! Stunned here!! There have been many times in my life where that was totally true... I have had my share of bitchy moments (ask my fiance)... but this person has not experienced even one of them. And, maybe it's stupid... but I want some clarification. I think I atleast deserve a "you're a bitch and this is why..." Am I wrong?!?!

Am I A Good Kisser ???
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Comfort In Darkness
The Darkness gives comfort.. It surrounds me like a blanket against the coldness of reality.. the fear becomes not the unkown but more what i know.. this cant be hiding.. it cant be if it is a place where we are bound.. what if it is a choice.. or is it?? i will just wait here in the shadow.. where is a lie.. whereas in the light nothing is what it seems..

Whats My Fashiom Style
Your Fashion Style is Girly You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've got Dresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn heads You love feeling like a girl in any setting Even your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

What My Bday Means About My Love Life
Your Birthdate: July 31 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

Am I A Romantic Or Realist??
You are a Total Romantic For you, love is like a fairy tale. Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie. Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationship In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

What Color Is My Aura ??
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

None
silly little handz, silly little mind, silly little feet, keeping silly little time, silly little thoughtz, silly little eyez, silly little earz, 2 hear ur silly little liez, silly little u, silly little me, silly little thoughtz of u & ur silly thoughtz of me, silly little world, silly little namez, keep ur silly little life & ur silly little gamez, silly little hunger, silly little hate, keep ur silly little spoon off my silly little plate, silly little drama, silly little strife, don't want ur silly little world, or ur silly little life.......

Quote For September 15
Right from the moment of our birth, we are under the care and kindness of our parents, and then later on in our life when we are oppressed by sickness and become old, we are again dependent on the kindness of others. Since at the beginning and end of our lives we are so dependent on other's kindness, how can it be in the middle that we would neglect kindness towards others? -- Dalai Lama Bonus Quote: Health is not valued till sickness comes. -- Thomas Fuller

My Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Crap
so went to the movies tonight to see Dragon Wars and let me warn you b4 you go to see it, don't waste your money... Acting sucked, graphics sucked, story line sucked.. i've been to alot of movies on opening night and not once have I seen it where the movie was half way filed but this was less than half way and not to mention half of who was their walked out with in the first 45 mins or so.. Something I should of done so letting all know now don't waste your money... If you don't like what I have to say then hey go waste your money and tell me later that I was right, but if you happen to like it then more power to you, but personally i'd rather watch a lame ass Godzilla movie; than that p.o.s.

Am I A Good Girlfriend ????
You are a Great Girlfriend When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Laugh For September 15
Birthday Girl Joe was talking to his buddy at the bar, and he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday - she has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants, so I'm stumped." His buddy said, "I have an idea - why don't you make up a certificate saying she can have 60 minutes of great sex, any way she wants it - she'll probably be thrilled." So the that's what Joe did. The next day at the bar his buddy said, "Well? Did you take my suggestion?" "Yes, I did," said Joe. "Did she like it?" His buddy asked. "Oh yes! she jumped up , thanked me, kissed me on the forehead and ran out the door, yelling "I'll be back in an hour!!"

My Dad
it is in great sadness that id like to tell you all that my dad passed away tonight at 11 30 pm. he was a great dad,, love my alot of people and will be missed. to all my friends on fubar thanks for all your prayors... they really helped me in a tuff time and ill be back on at sometime but for now this isnt good bye.. its just a see you later and thanks.. Give all you love ones a hug and kiss and tell them that you love them.. future

What Type Of Beauty Am I ???
You Are a Classic Beauty! You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade Instead following trends, you stick to what works And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys

What Flavor Am I ?????
You're Strawberry. Your personality is as friendly and appealing as strawberry ice cream (especially the kind with chunky bits of real fruit). You've got a slightly sarcastic sense of humor, and you rarely stress out or take things too seriously. You are cute and sweet, but with a mischievous side. You are a bit of a troublemaker, but only because you're determined to avoid a plain vanilla life.

Little Things For Granted...
"I suppose in some way the reassurances and overall satisfaction of helping make you appreciate what you have more. It is easy to take the little things for granted. Get lost in the "what I don't have" mentality. But in the end when you think of how much worse it could be, then, the regular and ordinary seem fantastic and extraordinary." -- El Chango My friend I have known for several years now and I were emailing back and forth tonight during a lull period while I am at work. We were discussing the rewards and disappointments/frustrations with the line of work that I do, as well as some of the things I do to escape the horrifying stories I hear through work. I love what he said, as quoted above, don't you? He is right. I find the glimmer of hopes in what I do, but occasionally the dismal affects of the job can seem daunting at times. Taking the little lights of hope when they come, they can make a huge difference -- just as any small step that a victim makes towards freedom

One Day To Slowe, No That's Not A Typo
yes i think i typed that right, it's prononced like a female pig with a "L" in it. it's a carny word of course and i'm so excited that i may have at least one slowe in this old broken body of mine still. that's a huge fate if you knew what i had to go thru with my back a couple years, or was that last year i forgot. but anyways, my back isn't hurting much if any now. which is a great thing. now if only i can say the same about my legs and arms lol. i'm telling you this and now. if you think you're tough, work a week as a carny. it'll either make you or break you. i bet on break you lol. and i don't mean being a splinter head, person on the games. be a ride jock, that's where you'll learn you're limits. and another pluss, chicks dig them just ask lol. that last comment was a jab at one person in paticular lol, ok maybe two lmao. i do know that tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my life so far. being this out of the curve, mind you i once weighed close to 300 lbs, 136 kilograms for

The First Time
"The first time I talked to you I was hoping to fall in love with you, The first time I met you it was love at first site and I knew everything would be alright, The first time we kissed I wanted more than a peck on the lips, The first time we slept together I knew it would last forever, The first time I said "I love you" I was waiting for you to say, "I love you too", The first we said "I do" I want you to be that last person I say that to." copyright: September 14, 2007 Donna

Immortal Technique
"The Prophecy" So you're the motherfucker they call....Immortal Technique. What the fuck make you so special nigga? Huh... what the fuck do you do? I calculate planet alignment like Mayan astronomy Discovering atrocities worst than Aristotle Subjecting children to sodomy Your theory of the galaxy is primitive like Ptolemy The truth about the universe stuck up like Aztec pottery Unpredictable results like experimental psychology I stomp the streets with emcee's beneath my feet in colonies But presentation and spirit revolve around autonomy Searching for monogamy And cutting fake bitches out of my mind like a lobotomy So obviously I'm not gonna be here to play games Walked the top of the world and leave the arctic circle in flames Battle the beast and false prophet predicted in the King James I give a fuck about your emcee name I don't admire you Only by dental records will you be identifiable Cause the future is not reliable Remember when rap was not economically

Murs(hip Hop)
Now I used to walk with the gun now I walk like a man And I walk what I talk and I walk never ran And I never say never but I mean hardly ever And if shootin' is the solution then you're not that clever If you don't know shit then you still know better Human life is so precious it could never be measured Have you ever had a load of it cock back the heat Poppin' on the next nigga while he walkin' up the street Trigger off safety spacin an opportunity These niggaz wanna waste me it ain't nothing new to me Soon as he walked by I was ready to bust But he just posted up like he was waitin' on the bus Now I'm all punked up with a steroid trigger Cause most of y'all are easy just some paranoid niggaz Used to walk with a gun but I never did use it What's the point of holdin' heat if you ain't gon' shoot it Stupid (*echos*) *different instrumental kicks in* [Verse 2 - MURS] It was a late night sunset me and him out Lookin' at the ladies to come up on some trim Everybody

Game 14: South Africa Beat England 36-0
England (0) South Africa (20) 36 Tries: Smith, Pietersen 2 Cons: Montgomery 3 Pens: Montgomery 4, Steyn South Africa dealt England's chances of defending the World Cup a major blow as they destroyed the reigning champions. England trailed 20-0 at half-time as the Boks scored tries through Juan Smith and JP Pietersen in Paris. South Africa continued to dominate after the break and Pietersen collected his second try, while Percy Montgomery kicked 18 points in all. The Boks are all but certain to top the group, while England must beat Samoa to clinch a place in the knock-out stages. Interview: England coach Brian Ashton Interview: South Africa coach Jake White South Africa played a fairly conservative gameplan, with a series of high kicks raining down on Jason Robinson. But it meant they played the game deep in England territory and once they established a foothold they were far too good for the floundering champions. It was the first World Cup d

For A Doll
Nerdy Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone I remember your face / imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful / as the sounds of waves crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me I'm infatuated with this / infatuated with you It's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before don't dull away hold my hand

Bury Your Dead
Twelfth Stroke Of Midnight I can..t read between the lines Of a letter That you..ve never written I can..t begin to compromise On a problem That you have invented Dead stares cut a paper heart And beats ink in these pages Letters written in regret To many lifeless faces This is the end of me I am running on empty Hours spent pouring over these words With nothing gained All that was lost with nothing learned I..m just feeling drained This is taking so much out of me I am doubting my place as of late I wish I could make this Paper heart come alive All my time spent on Writing this living lie All my time spent on this lie

30 Things I Bet You Were Dying To Know Lol
1. To whom did you last give the finger?: Bernie last night, but hey that's how we play lol 2. If you had 1,000 dollars what would you buy? Pay some bills and then buy new BOOTS!!! 3. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?: Well Bernie spilled beer on me last night, does that count? 4. Are you different now than you were 6 months ago?: Oh yes..I was blind 6 months ago and now I see clearly 5. Have you kissed a girl/boy in the last three days? Since it was after midnight, making it morning I have to say yes 6. What was the last photograph you took?: Last night with David, Wes and Donna oh and our good friend Patron! 7. Where were you last night around 9:30?: At Plum Loco shooting pool and shots 8. What do you think of guys that wear eyeliner?: Depends on the guy 9. How many hours did you last sleep?: About 7 10. Who was the last person to whom you spoke on the phone for over an hour? Bobby last night 11. 50 Cent shows up at your door,

Shakespeare - Easing Of Griefs
"Tell them, that, to ease them of their griefs, Their fear of hostile strokes, their aches, losses, Their pangs of love, with other incident throes That nature's fragile vessel doth sustain In life's uncertain voyage, I will some kindness do them." -- Shakespeare

Hmmm
A Gray A.M. You Will Never Get To See And when your golden curls have turned to red, when your eyes have lost all their light find strength in my life. Enough white to kindle a massacre of poems. At least tremble enough that I may flame in your green array, all these years, the battle of each grievous day. Perhaps then those beautiful tears will overcome... I almost wrecked this morning in about the same place my mother called me the day she found out, I hydroplaned going about 42 miles per hour. I wasn't scared or anything it was very strange. I had a moment in time and space, all to myself to think. To die then would mean to be with my sister, but if I had then I would have missed out on this dream I've had for so long. It just goes to show what a girl like Erin with an enormous heart and a talent to make the world smile could have done if she was still alive. It sounds strange, but Erin couldn't have lived out her dreams on Earth, so now I must make it a point,

Thoughts For Today
There is a voice within which occasionally gets our attention and tries to remind us of how good and beautiful we are! It calls us from a time long... ago when we first arrived for our journey in and through time and space. Those first moments were filled with pure joy, pure play, pure adventure. Whenever you meet someone today with a pure, innocent and trusting heart let them remind you of yourself during those first early years. They invoke the purity of your own heart, and invite you to be innocent again. It also shows you one of the greatest keys to real relaxation. It is the truth that we are all pure in heart... forever. It is only what we accumulate and learn from the world around us that blocks and clogs our heart. All evil is learned and fortunately can be unlearned. All depression is the result of the illusion that we have lost something, when in truth, we cannot lose what is of true value to us, the eternal qualities of our own spirit, our

Robert Louis Stevenson Re Love
"So long as we love we serve; So long as we are loved by others, I would almost say that we are indispensable; And no one is useless while they have a friend." -- Robert Louis Stevenson

14 Sept. 2007
People are looking to you for answers, possibly to huge questions or issues. You should do your best to help them out, but make sure you don't just hook them so they keep coming back to you! IE Don't BS them. Gotcha

Mother Theresa Re Smiles
"Smile at each other, smile at your wife, smile at your husband, smile at your children, smile at each other -- it doesn't matter who it is -- and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other." -- Mother Theresa

Yet Another Untitled....ugh.
Deep in the darkness touched by a kiss. Surrounded by midnight, adventuring this. Cold as the winter, but sweet as the summer. Never look up, for you'll feel all the thunder. Deep in the innocence. Yet guilty as a crime. Full of this feeling, and there's plenty of time. Enjoy while it lasts this free pleasure cruise. It's only what you make it. And it's all what you choose.

In This World
To love in this world is harder than stone. You may cherish a few thousand hearts that you own. To stand tall, in this world is to push your way through. Be cautious in all that you say and you do. To be free in this world is to raise your voice. To state who you are; that you're given a choice. To have in this world is to save and to keep. For if you don't do this, in the end you shall weep. Written a long time ago, but posted for a very close friend of mine, who is dear to my heart. Craig, this is for you.

Lineup Week 2
After winning mt first week i am going to keep it the same. i made a trade. It was Reggie Bush and Chris Henry for Chris Brown and Warrick Dunn. We will See what happens. This Is my Starting Line Up this Week QB • Tom Brady • NE RB • Ronnie Brown • MIA RB • Willis McGahee • BAL WR • Marvin Harrison • IND WR • Torry Holt • STL WR • Darrell Jackson • SF TE • Heath Miller • PIT PK • Jeff Wilkins • STL Def • Jacksonville Jaguars • JAC These are my Bench Players Below QB • Alex D. Smith • SF RB • Chris Brown • TEN RB • Ron Dayne • HOU RB • Warrick Dunn • ATL WR • Mark Clayton • BAL WR • Matt Jones • JAC TE • Randy McMichael • STL PK • John Kasay • CAR Def • Tampa Bay Buccaneers • TB

Coming Of The Elements
The leaves have fallen. Blown by the merciless winds, Driven down by the pariless rain. They only come at night. Like monsters or thieves robbing me of mine lovely dreams. Mine thoughts are mine own. Scattered about as these leaves. I cannot see. Nay, I cannot see. O'Lord, mine God, I pray Thee, help me There are too many. Too many of these dreadful leaves. They flutter about so chaotically. And as for the blessed sleep. There, mine own fears haunt me. And the wind and the rain remain. They become ruthless as the night wares on. Harder and harder the wind blows and the rain falls. I fear I shall never sleep or see again. But to rest in Thine arms O'God To rest in thy blissful arms in the sweetest slumber. And not in this fasade. TAKE ME AWAY!!! Take Thy wind and take Thy rain! Help me clean the leaves which have fallen and let me rest I pray Thee. I pray Thee.

In The Past
Sitting amoung everything that life is. My entire world lost into an abyss of dispare and uncaring feelings. Bordom always sets in at the most inconvenient of times. 'Tis not my friends that care not... It is me. I hate, I feel pain, my world shattered and torn apart and only placed into what is thought of as art. Art and beauty have no meaning. Not to me. Not from what I see. The monsters always come at night. They always give a good fight. Pray for me that this bitterness is taken away from me and my thoughts are my own at last. Let me feel the breeze of love against my cheek and my heart soar. Let this pain be in my past.... In my past...for it is at last Something, someone drowns out my sorrows so well. This is the pain that fell down into an abyss that is dark. Dwelling on it's own hatered. Drowing in its own pain. Alive with love and no more dispare, I am free to soar like bird of the air. Flying higher then clouds or fowl...I am free of the bitter

Agervation
Agervation have u ever been so avervated with people that you just want to start bitching everyone in sight? But you dont you take it out on the ones that mean the most to you then you feel like shit after words. Thats me right now and because im who i am i'm comein here to blog and so i dont say something i know im going to regret saying after its all done and over with. I've gotten to the point anymore that i cant stand being around people because looks or anything has just about set me off. Small things and big things just upset me and i cant express it becuase its no anyones fault really its everyones fault even mine. Specaily when someone is asked about something or asked to do something and all that happens is not a damm things. It's really agervateing to the point that even the smart people are being stupid and to all stupid people they all need to be shot. Am i saying that everyone needs to be shot no but damm it dont take many people to think things over and to get things righ

Still A Work In Progress
Lovely days.. Lovely days come back to me again For the days past have been so painful and monstrerous that I need to see lovely days come to me! someone to spoil someone to hold someone to love someone to mold me in to a woman that I wish to become... more beautiful then the ocean. Lovely days, come back to me Take me from the pain the pain that used to be lovely days Come to me! Ok so its not as good as what I usually do,..but its there for now...work in progress :)

15
~~This is for my friends and those that passed away in Columbine. yes this comes from someone who went to high school near by. I wrote this Nov. 22, 2006. I had another one that I had written that week of "it" happening, but it was lost to a computer crash. I will always miss them and always remember Silver and Blue~~ 7 miles away, Sitting the the library. This was my sanctuary. 11 am, starting at the clock watching the second hand tick. "Come on 8 minutes!" I would say. I didn't know. They didn't tell us. 8 minutes passes by and time for lunch. April 20, '99 and 15 dead. 7 miles away, walking around the school looking for something to eat. 12 Noon, looking at the clock, My friend's phone rings. "No, I'm in class. I'm not watching news," she said. I didn't know. They didn't tell us. math class passes by and time for Government. April 20, '99 and 15 dead. 1pm, looking at the TV, my friend looking on. "what's going on?" I asked eating my sandwi

State Trooper
In most of the United States there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicles on the highway when temperatures drop to single digitd and below. About 3am on cool morning, a State Trooper, responded to a call, there was a car off the shoulder of the road. He located the car, stuck in deep snow and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car, with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with an empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to the car, the man panicked. He jerked the gear shift into 'drive' and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20-30-40 and then 50 MPH, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spinning. The trooper, having a sense of humor, began running in place next to the speeding (but stationary)car. The driver was t

The Beat Of My Heart
I lie alone in wait in the darkness feeling cold and alone. I wanted to die today and I wonder why You feel so far away. I can see nothing and there is no hope. I pray for You to come to me And then out of the shadows. A light shined upon me and I felt Your warmth. I didn’t feel worthy enough and I was afraid to be where I was. But You pulled me out of my darkest place. You pulled me out of all my pain. You healed this sick broken body of mine. And, there is nothing I can do to say Thank You. There are no words powerful enough to say how much I love You. There are no words worthy enough to praise You. For this small weak child, I am nothing compared to You My praises aren’t good enough. And my words are not strong enough to sing Your Holy praises. For pulling me from my darkest place, So please let this be a start, I will sing Your Holy praises with the beat of my own heart. You never gave up on me, And, when I no more w

What To Give A Man
What to give a man? I ponder. Obsessed in wonderment of you, What must I do? How do I make you love me? I wonder,in extreme contentment with you. Are you feeling as I am too? In your eyes, I see the stars of Heaven Contained in your heart, the universe above. Oh, what to give a man who has everything?Nothing, there is nothing but my love. Only my heart to give 'Tis not worth all the stars of Heaven. Not even the universe 'twould leave a void so deep Yet, it is all I have for a man that has everything. What would I not give to be lost in the pale blue? What would I do to hear your voice carry on the wind? The solace of serenity fill me deeply, to be lost in you. Let me fall into the sanctuary of your arms, Kiss your honey sweet lips, Stroke your raven black hair, In you to hide away from all I despair. What to give a man? I ponder If Heaven itself is contained within you. Tell me, my love...what must a woman do to keep you?

Sanctuary
My head is full of annoyance The never ending dizziness, The world, Being full of confusion of ever ready business Pain and Hate and Twisted spires towers around me, no end to the fire. That which burns and pains and pines. Give me room to breath and I will be fine Never enough just to go on Sanctuary I plead Please let it go, let it be gone. Find me a place to remove me from this hell!To be somewhere else with less pain is just as well. I can close my eyes and try to see what the future may hold for me. More futile then it may seem, I still can’t shake the memory. Leave me to my childish ways, For they are my safety Let me be who I was before the black crows came. Let me rejoice in what beauty I see. Just go away and let me be free! July 2006

Salvation
I don't think you fully understand the ramblings of a man who... Pierces steel through flesh just to see the light shine through... And talks to God with no spiritual connections... But still blessed... By a burning abyss of words Just a bit on this side of too complex... So... Torch your "Holy" books... Let them disintigrate to ash... Because the peak of your religious beliefs has already passed... Fools... Screaming out that hatred based on interpretation... Of manuscripts written to try and reign in the nations... Suffocation... Immolation... False prophets lead to depredation... See... What we're facing now is the same situation... That turned Iraq and Iran into such atrocious places... The birthplace of the written word... The cradle of civilization... Turned to "Hell" when they turned to "God" for salvation...

I Cannot Find Him
My love is gone. Where, I know not. My father told me not to come home. If under the moon, I went out and sought.I pray, but I cannot find him. He is lost. To the streets I have taken. Around every road and bend, to find the man that was taken from me. I pray I find him in the end. I pray, but I cannot find him. He is lost. Weeks have past since he went missing. We were to marry one day. In my dreams, I would keep seeing I white country wedding in May. I pray, but I cannot find him. He is lost. I searched the allies. I searched the road. I searched the taverns, and places untold. I pray, but I cannot find him. He is lost. I miss his eyes and his touch. And, the sound of his voice, like sweet honey. The words he spoke I hung off, and lull into my sweet memory. I pray, but I cannot find him. He is lost. The beat of his heart I miss the most. The rhythm would lull me to my dreams. And, to those play host to a multit

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something i found to be very important and shared - the types of touching i speak of within are of the pure sort you find with a dear grand mother who bakes you the most scrumptious delectable desserts ever....and every so often....a lover:)- many of us are touch starved throughout our entire lives.....research has found that children who are touch deprived are more likely to be emotionally disturbed, diminished intellectual ability impaired physical growth,reduced sexual interest and deterioration of immune system. animals seem to show the same types of characteristics. so please remember, touching those around you whom you care and love, can help strengthen your bodies center, your core. nothing more powerful. Have a great one!:)

More On Me
OK - well I am sorry I have not been on lately - my internet at home has been disconnected - I will be on when I can be. I am sorry that I can't talk to yall as much right now. Know that all of you are in my mind and on my heart. Thanks for all the prayers. Keep in touch with me and let me know whats going on with you till we can get back in touch to chat. LOVE AND HUGGS TO ALL MY BUDS PUNK

Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry The streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry A melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal lif

People Are So
ALL THE THINGS BELOW AND I AM NOT SAYING I AM NOT GUILTY OF THESE ACTS SEFFISH NEGITIVE LONELY DESPERATE AND LIARS LIARS FOR FEAR OF BEING WRONG, ABANDONED MADE FUN OF STUPID CRAZYM TO HURT TO STEALM MANY REASON ONE LIES SOME ARE MORE FORGIVEABLE THEN OTHERS BUT IN THE END GUESS WHAT UR STILL A LIAR...AHHAHAHAHAHHAH AND SO AM I

Game Playing
All I ask is for anyone who talks to me is to be honest with themselves. I am & always will be. I can tell u in a few words what i love to do & what i love to be done to me. BUT, as usual, I have a couple of people out there that instead of being honest with selves, they try to be something they're not. I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR GAMES UNLESS I PLAY THEM IN THE BED WITH SOMEONE. I just do not have time for head games, or anything else if ur playing around. Hell, i can just as easily get on a chat line and be lined up with guys to go out with left & right. So, if ur into games, FUCK U & THE HORSE U RODE IN ON! Play with another!!! FROM THE ONE & ONLY~~~TEXASBITCH

Guts Vs Balls
Guts vs. Balls > > We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... > > GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" > BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." > I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking,there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death. >

Last Blog For Awhile!!
I've reached the end of my rope. Most of my writing of late has been not even worth looking at,and most of my friends have left me behind. So this will be the last blog for awhile. Not sure where it'll go from here. Just know i got tons of feeling that need a outlet. So if I say a few things that hurt you or upset you I'm sorry but enough of holding my tongue. First off yes I wear my heart out there for anyone to see, don't like it then piss off. Second yes I let people get close to me,but i can't go through life like the rest of you who scared to be seen for who you really are.Yes at times i can be a pain in the butt,but if you were truthful you'd say ya I'm a pain in the butt to.Also don't judge me before you know me. Another thing how would you know that I 'm not just like you until you stop being snobs and judge me. Yes i let other peoples push my feeling aside ,but at least i know other people have feelings. I also may be the biggest fool out there,but the hell with it ,this i

So Going To Attepmt To Type This
JAMES M'S BDAY HOW MINE WOULD HAVE BEEN CRAZY AND MUCH MUCH LOVE THESE PEOPLE ROCK AND HAVE MAYBE ME FEEL NOTHING BUT BETTER ABOUT MYSELF I DONT THINK GOD KNOWS MY TROUBLES ONLY BECAUSE THERE IS JUST TO MANY OF US AND I KNOW OTHERS HAVE IT WORSE SO I THINK I JUST GOT LOST IN THE SHUFFLE BUT I HAVE LOVE TOTALLY COMPLICATED PAIN IN THE ASS LOVE TOTALLY AGUPE I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THESE PEOPLE AND I FEEL I DO NOTHING BUT FAIL THEM ...SO DONT THINK IM BIPOLAR ANYMOPE BUT I HAVE ANXIETY FOR SURE AND MAYBE SOME OCDI THINK ITS WRONG THAT Y I LIKE TAKEING DRUG AND PHSYC CLASSES AND LEARNING THAT I ALWAYS FIGURE IT OUT AND CAN SEE THE PROBLEM BUT WITH ME I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT AND THERE GOES ANXIETY I ALSO HAVE ADHD OR THE ADULT VERSION OR SOME CRAZY SHIT NECAUSE I WANT TO DO AND LEARN SO MUCH TO THE POINT WHERE ITS HINDERING MY CAREER GROWTH.......WILL DO THIS IN CHUNCKS IN CASE OF A CRASH

Survey Cuz I Wanna
1. Who was the last person to call you baby? MY SWANKY HUSBAND. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? OF COURSE HORSE! 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? I WILL ALWAYS KISS MY FOOFY SHANE!!! 4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? WELL. MY KIDS HAVE. AND I DO BELIEVE THERE WAS A SONG WRITTEN ONCE...HMMM I HAVENT HEARD IT IN AWHILE. MAYBE IT WAS MAKE BELIEVE..... *SMILE* 5. Do you play Sudoku? I HAVE NOOOOO MUFU IDEA WHAT THAT IS. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY. 7.Favorite food? MEXICAN. I LOVE IT. WHEN I GROW UP I WANNA BE MEXICAN...MUCHO MAS. 8.Favorite holiday? HALLOWEEN. I LOVE ITTTTT! CHRISTMAS IS SECOND *SMILE* 9.Favorite vacation spot? IMMA SAY DISNEYLAND EVEN THOUGH I COULDNT FIND BEAST AND HUMP HIS DAMN LEG. IMMA GO AGAIN.SWANKY WANNA GO? 10.Favorite television show? SEX IN THE CITY 11. Whats your signature dish? MY ENCHILADAS. MMMMMMM WITH

Tampons
Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of tampons and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight," the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know what these are used for?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him. He's my brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. Right now, he can't do either one."

U Complete Me...
"You complete Me" by LEI Your in my heart your in my soul you complete me and make me feel whole Rather your close or far apart, you will always have a piece of my heart I feel like our love was meant to be, we are two hearts that came together like Destiny I was the lonely one til faith brang you along, you are the one who every day makes me strong My heart lost all control, now your all i seem to know when i think of you, i feel my heart beat, its telling me your the one for me your always on my mind and if something is wrong you always try to make it fine. my dreams came true when my heart found you when i look in your eyes i can truley see, your the one i been searching for and together we were meant to be Sometimes i get so confused with this feeling but i know that i want you more and more as my heart is healing At nite i fall asleep thinking about you cause your all i want to do Then when i wake to another lonely day, wishing you were on your way!

Old Friends
I just got of the phone with one of my best friends from back in the day. She moved away like 5 years ago. It has been that long since I have talked to her. We just spent two hours on the phone catching up and junk. It was so nice. It was like no time at gone by at all. I know a lot of you hate myspace, but its good for one thing, everyone has one, and you can find old friends on there. I have found so many of my old friends on there. I missed Kris so much, out of all my old friends. I she was the yin to my yang. We were such oppisites that we made sense. Its good she moved away tho. She was in so much trouble here and stuff and she needed to get away from all the drama and craziness that kept fallowing her around her. She is doing good and I am so happy for her. Isn't it great when you can reconnect with old friends like that. All we did was catch up on gossip and junk like that. I am just so happy right now I could cry. :)

Ffs!!!
Below is cut and pasted right from my profile page: Don't ASK to see the private pics. If you are one of the special few, you'll know it. I do not cam, I do not cyber, I do not do phone sex, so don't ask. I do not give out my messenger ID just because you ask. If I want to talk to you outside of FU then I will ask you for yours or I will give you mine. If I don't give it to you, that means I don't want you to have it. I do not give out my phone number online EVER! Got it? Just because I have some sexy poses does not mean that I want you to introduce yourself by telling me how bad you want me. Compliments are cool, telling me what you'd do to me in the bedroom, explicitly, is not. Just because you live in close proximity of me does not mean that you get an automatic hook-up. There are greater requirements than living in the same area to get into my pants. Trust me, if I want you, you'll know it. I'm not shy. My shoutbox is set to friends only, so if you can't get me

Why Do I Even Post??
I guess i post how i feel on here... for pity... cause really that is all im going to get... no one really cares... I bet every time someone reads one of my journals they roll their eyes... I know i need to get a life... but seems that when i try... i always get hurt.... that isn't stopping me... but still... Hurts all the same.... lairs and cheaters... thats all that seems to like me... im always being lied too... or cheated on... But really... Why do i post up here... why should anyone care... Life Goes On.... Heck im sure most of my posts are the same thing over and over again... IDK...... Mood:Sad... alone... depressed...

Twitterpated
So despite the fact that I may very well live to regret it. . .I'm totally in love and the only thing that could make it better is if we could be together. Long distance sucks ass but hopefully I'll be able to head to montana soon and then all will be right with the world

Rated -r-
Seduction of the mind Lost some time was the essence of time Under a trance of a twisted tounge Twisted thoughts The perfect stranger at first glance But look what one word brought One word Turned introduction to fate Fate turned to fallatio Two bodies now in a passionate embrace My fingers run down the side of her face Lips finely locked I almost thought I could never wait Heavy breathing A moment so surreal For one second im shocked My heart stops beating Then she comes down on me As I completely exhale Trapped in lust Something I can feel Complete delight A naked exposure to thrill Her nails penetrate my flesh Lascivious sex A growing erection I go deeper at will Carnal pleasures as I penetrate Until every sense of our body is fulfilled Euphoric climax As we both exhale And as I now lay back I cant help but think All it takes is a little game And a little game Goes a long long way. ~yours truly~ salvador bishop

Bored
Bored at home damn it its friday night and i have nothing to do :( :( :( i so wish i was back in LA like 2Pac said "you gatta be there to know it" Its the place to be baby.....so anyone wanna join me??? Im Home Alone In Bed....Any Takers???

Finally In Alabama
Well, I've finally made it to Alabama, and I just got internet up. Actually, it's not much different from Texas...'cept it's much greener! Most of the people are friendly...esp on Fort Rucker and in Ozark! My only issue right now is that my babies aren't with me. It's hurting my heart terribly, though they're in great hands at the moment. I'm not worried about them, I just miss them. I love my little wild bunch! Otherwise, I'm still waiting for my furniture, and I'm doing my best to avoid eating out too much. It's hard, cuz everyone wants to give you about 10 lbs of food each time you stop! Anyway, I do miss many of my friends in San Angelo, esp a particular few, but I'm here, and I'm doing my best to not forget you! Take care for now!!!

Please Help Me Out
Im running out of room for pics and I want to put up a new set of NSFW pics and need the space ........... I need a VIP , Rates & Comments on my NON-NSFW pics so i can level up... to whoever gets me a VIP, i'll give the lucky and generous guy family status and a personal Salute just for you. If you want to see my NSFW Pics I want you to at least go through and rate all my SFW pics that you can. Please check and make sure you got them. I know you love seeing my NSFW pics as much as I love making them for you , but please help me out here. *Kisses*

Things Happen For A Reason
Beautiful story.... makes you understand that things happen for a reason The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn , arrived in early October excited about their opportunities When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. T hey worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc, and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. O n the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. T he pastor cleaned up the m

Love Sucks
I sit wondering why people love each other? Why they make promises they cant keep? Then i realized that it is human nature to say i love you to someone but not really mean it! Well if you cant tell someone has shit on me when it comes to love. See i have this ex friend named Allen... he always made me feel like i could never be someone that could be loved. I guess i should have listened to him! Tonite i have decided that NO ONE is ever to tell me that they love me. Cause love is a lie!!! There is no real love in this world and if you dont agree with what im saying please dont tell me. Im sorry but everyone is entitled to their opinions. This just happens to be mine.

Why?
Why do I just want to scream! scream out of anger, really really loud so that I am heard. Why do it I hate this? hate everything! I just want to know why I am living? What is my reason of being here? What is my reason of being what i am? Why I am so nice when I was born in hell? Why I cry so easy when I should be tough. Why life is so hard? Why people are so quick to judge? Why when I drive on the highway all I can think about is running into a brick wall going 90mph? Why all of my girlfiends has kids and I don't? I want to know why! I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY! Everything in life is so hard to understand! I going to SCREAM, because I don't understand, scream even louder because I will never will. Should I give up now? Take the easy way out? Not like my life is going to get any better!

Dracula
He stands alone in a quiet village, a village that knows no fear, but where there was love and life before, hate will enter here he comes at night to steal your soul to take your breath away and when you wake up to feel so cold, you scream in your bed where you lay as you watch the eyes that crawl around, the eyes you can barely see the eyes that burn with hate and lust you know for certain that those eyes, that they belong to a he as he crawls from the ceiling into the shadows, his cloak takes a wild flare and you see that his hands are not what they seem that they are the things that scare he rushes at you with inhuman speed and you let loose a sudden scream but he clamps down on your mouth with his hands of death and you believe it is all a dream but it becomes all the more real when he drinks your blood, the nourishment that keeps him alive and as the life flows from you to him, it's clear to you what he'll contrive he'll kill your family, he

A Poem Tonight
Time has faded me away broken and beaten let me sleep to hold my last moment inside Let me hear the last sounds this world gives me just sit here touching my hand let my tears run free they are my memories its the only thing i have left take them to heart and let me be free By Jason Hartle

Big Train
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There's Nothing Like The Feeling Of Going Too Far.
Sometimes in life you have to ask yourself, do I really need that 9th drink? Tonight is one of those nights that the answer would be yes. However I haven't even had my first drink, so we can tell my addictive tendancies are kicking in. In all fairness, I'll do quite a bit for attention. I've told jokes, sang in public, jumped clothed into public fountains and even told a girl who hopped out of her car to run to the car behind her to ask the driver something "Hey honey, pandering is illegal." For the record, myself and passengers in the car knew she didn't know the meaning of pandering, cause it took her a few minutes to realize that flipping me off was the most appropriate response. Tangent: I miss my one big huge silver ring that had the girl reclining on the rock. It was very Heavy Metal and always got a lot of attention - end tangent. I've almost been kicked out of bowling alleys for being too rowdy and once got a free refill on my alcoholic beverage because I drank it befor

True Moral Guy's Life "all About Me"
Well Iam 20 my DOB is Nov.1.87, i got a few step brothers and two half brothers, but no real brother but one half. i have a few step sisters one died so that means she is still alive for me and plus the mother ofcourse and i have a reall sister that is a pain in the ass haha and one half sister, I'm the youngest one in the family ecsept my cuisins and all :-p Nuckleheads. Well ive been livin in new york state for all my life, and it sucks, i would like to move out somewhere else or even canada that i would stay for a vacation or something, i stayed for once remembering the past @ Niagara's. Well i miss school allot was on the football team and won all 6 games, during high school geting dumpt from girls or should i say woman's and people say after that there not good enough for me and thats why i dont even talk to them at all eccept one of my exxg/f when i had sex with so yeah, in high school getting laid :-p allot, going to my two proms and that was axcitting. My mom and dad are dev

Shes The Village Bicycle...everyone Has A Ride
Every wonder about scandalous bitches...The ones who know that the guy they are hooking up with has a woman and yet they do it anyways. Not that it bothers me cause that would never be my man.....well atleast not after I found out he was cheating. I am not that type of girl that will let you walk all over me. I mean don't get me wrong there are situations where I will let you walk all over me....but thats for pleasure...lol yours and mine. But anyways.... I just wanted to say...leave them wanting more...don't give it all up...always leave them wanting more.

At The Beginning
We were strangers starting out on our journey Never dreaming what we'd have to go through Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you No one told me I was going to find you Unexpected what you did to my heart When I lost hope you were there to remind me This is the start (chorus) And Life is a road and I want to keep going Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road now and forever A Wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there whenthe storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you We were strangers on a crazy adventure Never dreaming how our dreams would come true Now here we stand unafraid of the future At the beginning with you (chorus) I knew there was somebody somewhere Like me alone in the dark I know that my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's gonna tear us apart (chorus) In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

Sandman Debuts In N.e.w On 10/13
On October 13th, Next Era Wrestling in Rochester NY presents Ascension 3. This is our 3rd anniversary show, and what a way to start off but with a bang!!!!!!!!! Fresh off of ECW, and WWE, The Sandman makes his debut. For more info email me, or check out www.nexterawrestling.com