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Lost In Translation
Acoccdrnig to rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe. A Visit to the Doctor An elderly Jewish man is bumped by a car while crossing the street. He is seemingly unhurt, but his wife persuades him to go to the doctor, just in case. He returns home, and his wife says -- "Nu, vos zogt der doktor?" ["So? What did the doctor say?"] "Der doktor zogt az ich hob a flucky. " ["The doctor says I have a flucky."] "Oy, gevalt! A flucky! Terrible! What do you do for a flucky?" "I don't know -- he didn't say, and I forgot to ask." Well, by this time the wife is in a state of high anxiety. She tells her neighbors "My husband was hit by a car, and now he has a flucky! I d

Suicidal Dream (1996)
Dreams of death revolving around my mind wishing for pain seeking a heart of my kind Suicidal Dreams these are my end Suicidal Dreams you are mine once again Tears of hurt and mistrust they fall upon my wet bed my breath is shallow yet i am completely dead This is my Suicidal Dream this is my end Suicidal Dreamer I am yours once again

Here In Afganistan
hey all you Fubarians its me roaminhands..:P I leave the safety of my home base to go up into the mountain here in Afdganistan...to do what I'm train to do so I wont be on here for a little while but please rate/fan/add/and comment please I'm a very lonely Canadian Soldier here in Afganistan so hopefully all my furbarian friends miss me well I'm off to go on duty well later all you great people here in Fubar or as I still know as Cherry Tap roaminhands...oxoxoxoxooxx...:P

Ok...it's Time Now...lol
Hi all! Now that Mary is home and although tired, is feeling pretty well, it's time for me to hit my contest full-speed ahead. I have had so many of you helping me while I tried to keep everyone apprised of her status, I know you now have markers you can call in anytime you want to. If you have not been able to help, but want to, or if you just misplaced the link, please find the pic below. You are WONDERFUL friends and I owe you big time!!!!!

Essence Of Silence (1999)
The Essence of silence something to be craved obliterate the arrogance and the silnce will be saved Egocentric adolesence of adult children a systematic deliverance and thoughts of then Misinterpretation a language of old separate the severence an oppression of the bold The essence of silence something to be craved obliterate the arrogance and the silence will be saved

Demon Seed (2001)
A distant meandering a relative grave a reckless heart a soul to be saved this is how you see me a stain in human life judge not before me take care in your own life words that are spoken but unheard by me confessions of temptation lies within the demon seed pain of intolerance a suicidal deed mistrust and misfortune from which this soul seethes hatred among the innocent a terrible tale to tell foresaken desired virginity a promised road to hell save me not from temptation i will revel in the flames I denounce my soul to God and all who teach shame

Caress My Soul (1999)
Masking the hopeful destiny of my life Wishing that the wind won't stay my eyes have seen many things and my mind has excluded the day Several years agao the symphony arranged it's score the music and my soul decided to end and the ballad closed the door Holidays and time they fall where they lay and in the presence of my love they shatter and stray Walk with me hand in hand never let me go swallow your pride, whisper my name and caress my everlasting soul

Lost: Can't Find My Way (2003)
I lost myself and can't find my way last time i saw me i didn't look the same I have hair the color of autumn and eyes to match the shade my skin is like porcelain or something like that, they say My name is Rainn, or Michelle by law but upon my flesh this is no name scrawled So if you see me out there I beg you Stand up and say I found her, i found her and point me in my way

A Pre School Test
I already knew I was dumber than the fifth graders, now it's the preschoolers turn!!?? A PRE-SCHOOL TEST FOR YOU Which way is the bus below traveling? To the left or to the right? Can't make up your mind? Look carefully at the picture again. Still don't know? Pre-schoolers all over the United States were shown this picture asked the same question. 90% of the pre-schooler's gave this answer. 'The bus is traveling to the left.' When asked, 'Why do you think the bus is traveling to the left?' They answered: 'Because you can't see the door to get on the bus.' How do you feel now ??? I know, me too.

Wrong Way (1999)
Kiss my life away sin with the insane caress the deliverence and solidify my pain Never understand my deliverence to hell esculate my inheritance and wish me well A hateful understanding a dreadful rise of day exemplify my caress and journey the wrong way

Enslaved (2001)
Enslaved upon a nightly bed a sacred ritual is performed I cannot see the light and the darkness fills my soul follow me into the night no one cares except you and I this is the rage of use I have nothing left to lose take my life and make me cry just keep me forever never let me go I don't want to be alone anymore I'm scared and cry in the night you're there to hold me when they fall you wrap me in your embrace and let go of all on the outside

A Passion Within (1999)
a walk in the moonlight is said to hold magic yet within it's own beauty it doesn't compare to you a warm spring rain is said to be healing yet in it's own caress it is nothing like you a ray of the sun is said to bear love on all yet in it's own passion it doesn't compare to you even an eternity awaits in line as my heart falls in love with you

Hello
Well sorry it's been awhile since I have been on here I will try to catch up with all of you soon. Life has been full here with kids returning home after summer get aways and then school starting right away. I haven't forgotten any of you please dont think I have. Drop me a line and I will tag you back email is lickablecottoncandy@yahoo.com

Prayer Before Dawn (2005)
Beauty of life lives within us all purity of birth denies me Miscarriages of destiny bleed my soul I am not a mother just an intricate fool Desperation of the miracle shall I ever feel you? fragile souls denied their power crying in the darkness I pray to you I cry in surrender a dance before the dawn Touch me with the miracle for I am weakening I yearn for your caress bless me

Saddened Revolution (2004)
Silent solutions sacred emotions a destination unknown fortified arrogance sleeping destiny a rite of eternal renewal Saddened revolution sadistic compilation a memory of things to come Desecrated existence sanctified righteousness a delusion of the past

So Distant, I Miss You (2005)
It seems so long ago that i held you in my arms the warmth of your flesh the scent of your being overwhelms my very soul when i close my eyes i can see you your raven black hair your tender blue eyes haunt me in my dreams in my silence i can hear you your laughter so light your tears so silent caress my very thoughts i am so empty your embrace is no longer felt your love is so quiet your touch, so distant i miss you.

Lizards...hilarious For Adults To Read, Not Kids.....
For adults to read, not kids..... If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want the

Health Benefits Of Real Chocolate!
To have a chocolate health experience switch from commercial chocolate to the real raw chocolate. Seriously if you’re concerned about chocolate having any health effects then consider for a moment that the actual cocoa bean has it’s perks but the added ingredients like cow’s milk and refined sugar cancel out the so called chocolate health benefits. Contrary to popular belief cows milk is not healthy for people, let alone mixing it with sugar and cocoa beans that have been destroyed of their original contents. Antioxidants in cocoa beans have a positive effect but that is all. You will not find those effects in commercial chocolate. The main ingredient in commercial chocolate is cows’ milk. It makes sense because if you think about it humans are the only ones that drink milk from some one else. Baby pigs drinks pigs milk from their pig mothers. Monkeys drink monkey milk from their monkey mothers and every other animal drinks its mother’s milk. Only humans have the notion that moth

Broken Wings (2005)
Sometimes I see your reflection looking back at me from my own eyes. I can see your smile and feel your warmth. I know it will all be okay. Sometimes I see the warmth of your eyes and the touch of your hands on mine. I can feel your love and your thoughts of me. I wonder where you are. Sometimes I hear your voice singing that sweet melody. I can smell your skin and your earthy scent. I crave to feel your arms around me. Sometimes I wish he were you, my soulmate of yesteryear and now. I can still see you in my mind standing before the sun. I cry at your absence. Sometimes I feel you enclose my very soul, embracing the fear and anger away. I can hear you say it will be alright. I believe you even now. Sometimes I miss you, even though you have been gone for a few years. My mind wanders with my heart that longs for you. I wonder if you do the same. You were always my Knight in Armor, the one I cherished and craved most. My heart will not allow you to

I Believe (2005)
In the distance I can see a light in the shadows of my arrogance there is an angel spoken, is her love heard, are her tears torn, are her wings I can see her terror the world is here it's destnation, clouded it's existence, unknown she weeps flooding the anger her wings wrapped protecting the innocent her flesh is weeping with the blood of man she sits quietly awating the time is present her tears are very real her hand touches me I believe

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough guts to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.." TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN

Dear Mr. Bush
Dear President Bush: Noting your second veto denying federal money for embryonic stem-cell research, I thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding morality and God's Law. I have learned a great deal from you and understand why you would not support spending federal money on researching microscopic blastocysts stored at in-vitro fertilization clinics (that which you called embryonic stem cells). Those unused microscopic blastocysts are headed for the garbage can. You properly noted that this research, which shows promise in curing dreaded diseases, destroys those blastocysts. Your "moral" decision not to allow financing that research now allows those same microscopic blastocysts to be flushed down the drain as medical waste. Bravo! I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A c

The Angel's Text (2005)
I close my eyes I see her figure I hear her thoughts I feel her presence Flowing, white with pale skin eyes of azure skies lips the colour of the palest rose hair of honey her voice so sweet and gentle like a babbling creek in the warm summer days her love so undeniable I feel her touch she guides my very thoughts a warmth overcomes me it's overwelming a warning to all who have turned the time is nearing the time to stand has come forth raise up in voice celebrate your faith arise in union sing to the heavens carry your voices embrace the love defend with your heart lay your swords down this is a battle of life only your hearts can bring victory open them to your enemies reign in faith and love not with weapons of hate and blood

A Knight In Armor (1999)
He comes to me in the night but only in my dreams He says nothing to me yet he is more than he seems In the morning he is gone and only my memory fades for I know he shall return but only when the moon wades His black and shining armor it demands respect and fear yet under those chains and plates his heart is full of care No one seems to see him his followers are blind even his faith is in the armour and has descended with time I love what lies beneath the flesh and blood of man a man who fears himself yet is as beautiful as sand He will never accept my love he a courts another charmer yet in my dreams and in my heart he will always be my Knight in Armor

Calling, Asking
I am forever (still) looking for something - hear voices as I lay in bed at night calling, asking: "Who is she?" And in the giggle of water over rocks, the hushed singing of the breeze through leaves - I hear her calling, asking: "Will you come for me?" I am traveling away from or toward something I cannot name, but forever (still) I am calling, asking: "When?" © All rights reserved

Heart Of Gold (2001)
Misty memories and vacant lies psychotherapy and desperate cries Jealous ambitions and shattered dreams focused on memories and on halted screams A christen moral and shadowed days miserable experience and disoriented ways A precious few moments and separate delays kiss me forever and in a passionate way Make love to me forever and never let me go a sacrificial deliverance and a cherished heart of gold

Rip Dldg
R.I.P DLDG 12/22/78 ~ 9/14/07 MY BEST FRIEND PASSED AWAY TODAY ITS A MAJOR BLOW SHE WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART ALONG WITH THE MEMORIES WE SHARE SHE WAS THE ONE AND ONLY FRIEND I HAD OUTSIDE OF ALL MY FRIENDS ON THE COMPUTER WE DID AND SHARED EVERYTHING AND NOW SHES BEEN CALLED TO BE AN ANGEL PLEASE KEEP HER MOTHER IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS WE TRY TO COPE WITH THIS LOSS

Fear Of The Day (1999)
A sentimental journey and a cross road of life a confession of love and a promise to be your wife A selection of verse and an illusion of vows a curious gesture and questioning aloud A fearful direction and a unanimous way a dread of wonder and a heart of day Mold me and use me just a simplistic way a delusion of night and a fear of the day

Damnation (2005)
Miscarriage of illusion will i ever be? simple plans fold into the abyss are they forgotten? i never lacked the courage never ran past the goal yet my contentment sneaks by without a trace is there life in this soul of mine or is there just this blackened hole desperation surrounds my temple new chances arise yet i sell my soul for the opportunity i commit the final sin left from my world of damnation i pray he never sees an angel in my presence he lights my path i deny him and blow the candle out i feel his warmth yet turn to the night i hear his breath and continue to drown i live in contempt i walk blindly i hear in the silence of my own mind

Certain Blessings (1991)
1st verse ---------- see in the mist of love wishes and kisses and things from above see the world float on hope and see the future plan see in the blinding ways shower and flowers and pretty things see the sky all blue again and the clouds dance my friend Chorus ------- these are hopes of God's own hand hours and hours of fruitful gain these are certain blessings and these are fruitful guessings Verse 2 -------- Wishing for hope and love to gain laughing and dancing and singing again see the children prance again and the angels sing crying tears of joy again living and dying and rising again see the smile of happiness and giving peace to the rest Chorus ------- these are hopes of God's own hand hours and hours of fruitful gain these are certain blessings and these are fruitful guessings hours and hours of fruitful gains these are hopes of God's own hand these are fruitful guessings these are ce

*rolls Her Eyes*
Okay, here is an attempt at being musically inclined and brilliant. *laughs* Anyway, the following is my attempt at being a songwriter. *flashes the diamonds and photos of the cars she doesn't have yet to show her success*

Torchwood: Day One - Saturday Night At 9 E/p On Bbc America
Day One - Saturday, September 15th at 9:00pm & Midnight ET/6:00pm & 9:00pm PT on BBC America A sex-addicted alien wreaks havoc on Cardiff’s nightlife, leaving a trail of gruesome deaths in its wake. Captain Jack and Torchwood must track down the creature’s new host. In doing so, they confront a violent new form of love in the 21st Century.

Leveling Advice
Just passing along a bit of information that if you are looking for points on ratings.If you see something one of your friends has that you like or someone that makes you something don't rip it save it and upload it. There are no points given if the pictures are ripped and rated. I have seen so many people that have so many ripped pictures and its hard too rate and level them. Im just passing this on too help you.

~im Crushin Hardcore Yo...~lol
Hi Hi everyone :) I have met so many chill ppl on here! Kisses, Hugs & Luv 2 yll.. but a to a few heres sending yll chips, dips & whips ;). I have a real crush on somebody I met on here.... any takes as to who they think it is??? Yall will know who u are, I think you will?? lol... just showing I was thinking about yall today :) ~me~

Deafening Silence (1994)
Silence of anger is loud the within in never allowed the saddness within is great and sometimes predestines our fate Fears overwelm, that's easy to to see we trust no one except Michael _________. Hate torwards others is completely useless for it is seen as rudeness the world is never allowed in the silence keeps us in not even a tiny crevice or fold the silnec will never be cold the silence gets louder each day and soon some one will say the silence is so loud, it stings for the silence is becoming deafening **NOTE** The last name of the person was left intentionally blank to protect his identity.

Help Needed With Some Giveaways
Pattie's dog needs help with 8K comments. Oh my gosh, this lady helps everyone... Can you please come show her dog some love... I thought it might be cool to comment an animal for once. Sassy Laurie needs 14.5K comments for a 7 Day blast... She put this off a little to go help other people in their contests. RJeezy needs help with 50K comments. If you give this guy comments, he bring the music to you from Club Stang... P.S. He knows Kung Fu, hehehe. LexiDragon girl needs 8K comments for a 3 Day Blast. She''s one cool person who always gives love. Give her some love, and she'll give you some big love back...

Ashlie, Arden & Crack Whore
Hi all, I posted that he finally asked and thought this was the happiest day of my life, however, some girl and her cousin are claiming that my man is the same guy one of them is hooked up with. I just dont know what to do or believe. Now I am feeling foolish, thinking he might be cheating on me...and the worst part of it, other than being devastated is she looks like a complete crack whore and her cousin looks like an over fed bulldog. I know that sounds ugly, but I am truly hurt and lashing out. I guess I will just talk to him tonight...I just hope all our future plans are not destroyed.

The Shower
A vision of the past spilled over me as the steaming water surrounded me in it's sweet seduction. The steam spoke to me in it's mist, telling me to let go. The water ridiculed it's own existence as it was swallowed into eternity. As the steam rose above it's physical entity, the meaning of it's words held my soul hostage. It then occured to me that the secrets I held in shame were not my guilt. The thought showered me with serenity as the emotion trickled away. It was here that I found my destiny. the knowledge of the past was shown to me in the mist. Although not certain, a weight had been lifted. This uncertainty was a blessing. It assured me that I was alive. The steam continued to rise, but i stepped out of it's blinding ways. Now I could see the world and never drown again.

Newbie
Wow... thanks to someone I met a couple nights ago.. I found this place.. I am such a newbie... This is completely different from MySpace. Well I'm here. Thank you to all the people who have welcomed me. Kisses to all!

Afd Rescued Austin City Limits (acl)
There was a fire just recently that erupted and went live on the tv news stations because of the event associated with it being one of the larger events in Austin's Music Scene -- the Austin City Limits!!! Fortunately, the ongoers there this morning weren't packed in and there was no mania. It is unclear what exactly exploded at the scene and caused the fire, but Austin Fire Department's finest put out the fire very quickly. Fortunately, it was on the perimeter of the site. Okay... now it was announced that it was some propane tanks in an area not visited by concert ongoers and behind the stage set up area of one of the stages.... It could have been much worse, if the area was packed as it would surely be tonight. Whew!! They are already letting people back into the area, which is a good sign. I am sure that they are going to be monitoring the embers of the fire burst.... So far, they are saying everything is a "GO!!!" for the concert goers to the Austin City Limit

The Dreamer (1994)
The Dreamer wishes upon the first star the dragon dances in the distance far the Moon creeps upon the sky each night while the Dreamer wonders why and looks to the starlight The moonlight shadow dances free as the Dreamer realizes he is me I am the Dreamer of all worlds as one I am the only who worships the Sun I am the bird who flies to the clouds I am the eagle who cries so loud I am the fear that lurks within I am the child who has no sin I am as free as the ocean waves I am also the King of the Slaves For I am the Dreamer who will always be and the Dreamer will always know that he is me.

Passion Of Dream (1994)
The summer heat bends down the Dreamer partakes of it's fruit the ocean adorns his glittering corwn as the Dreamer realizes he is mute The Dreamer will be forever and he shall never pass he dreams of cooler weather and people crowding in a mass The Dreamer flies with the birds as he crawls with the crabs he has never uttered one word he is the door to closed wounds -- the scab His breath is the wind as the child lays silenced he hold their sins with the memories locked in a bin The Dreamer has no mercy nor has he any might he echoes within me as I look to see the light.

Finally My First Blog!!!
Well all these frickin years and i'm going to write a blog!! Thinking of the word "blog" just blows my mind as it is and makes me wonder where the work came from. I'm gonna take a wild guess and say it was some random neanderthal and he prob. was just mad at him children for....ummm not putting the fish outside the cave and they got rotten. yeah that sounds about right lol (btw i'm listening to Tool the whole time i'm writing this ROCK ON!!)The whole half a paragraph i wrote bc there is seriously not too much in my life thats worth talking about! Now that i think about it there is a few things i can think of. My grandpa has Cancer and my Dad and i went down to see him last weekend in Chicago....whoever is reading this can pray for him. then there is always wut the crap i'm gonna do for school. I'll prob. go back for a Outdoor Recreation degree and the see wut happens from there. Anyone have any good Outdoor Rec schools hit me up. this blog is beginning to be all about me and there migh

Stupid Questions
Why is it that when someone tells you that there’s billions of stars in the universe, you believe them. But if they tell you there’s wet paint somewhere you have to touch it? How can there be self-help “groups”? Did you ever notice that if you blow in a dogs face it goes mad, yet when you take him on a car ride he sticks his head straight out the window? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? When cheese gets its picture taken, what does it say? Why isn’t the number 11 pronounced onety one? I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered mothers from Asian countries use? Toothpicks? If it’s true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? Ever wonder what the speed of lightning would be if it didn’t zigzag? Last night I played a blank tape at full blast. The mime next door went nuts. Whatever happened to Preparations A through G?

Here I Love You (1994)
I spend this night at my window looking to the west I see the stars and wish to know are you at rest? I whisper your name for the night to hear my mind drifts quietly hoping my voice shall you hear My heart is heavy with thoughts of you my eyes are saddened and wet I only wish you my tears of dew and words that i am to you in debt The Moon in my watcher my soul is my port with loving words I send her a messenger of nature's sort She is clothed in clouds that are broken and she dances from freedom within in if you listen, her name will be spoken for she is the wind At a distance my heart came your name invaded my every thought my soul pleaded as you said the same how to love over miles is what you taught This yearning is my port this feeling I have for you when asked where is my love I can answer "Here I love you".

Creatures In Me (1994)
Rain showers tear stained pillows a child cowers under the willows birds fly above winds blow past searching for love love that will last broken fences mended shutters flying away my heart flutters tears in the dirt quickly turn to muds as the tiny creatures inside hide from the flood

Thank God!!!
so my dad has hit a rough spot, and he and his wife and my siblings were on the verge of foreclosure....i stepped forward to see if i can get the mortgage in my name, to help them out due to my dad being a disable vet, and getting a hearing to collect on that...the mortgage company didnt want to wait..so i applied for a mortgage to buy their house...and i got approved so now they dont have to move....thank god!!!! please pray everything goes through for them.....

Santa Is Real (1998)
Fear has seen my wrath and pain has endured my joy i see not what is erred yet watch my beliefs destroyed man has not won every war that he has waged yet in the eyes of his Lord he has sinned in every way For man is born with original sin he has erred not yet is punished for his kin a child is taught the errors of his way and is ultimately punished for sins that all men pay what's the sense in righting if being human is just wrong i see the belief is questioned yet i'm told that it's strong if the ultimate sin has happened and religions says it's wrong why do they preach righteousness when their sin is just a strong? "Lead me not into temptation" is just a thoughtful phrase when man can raise the dead just as Jesus had been raised a simple resurrection of a traditional christian way and attempt of the destruction of a new idealistic way must we live in the assumption that all beliefs are real? if so we are very wrong when a child cries

Had Fun
I had recently went to a restraunt near by where I live and had such a good time there and loved it so much I had to share about it. Its a restraunt by Salt Lake City UT it's called the MAYAN ADVENTURE. The inside decor was set up as if outside in the jungle. There was a rock wall with waterfalls and a pool, the setting was absalutly beautiful alone to eat in. We were sitting there getting our food when suddley there was thunder noises and flashes of light liek a storm LOL -- there was people in costume in their Aztec costumes wondering around. Next music started to play and they were singing and several DIVING yes diving off the cliffs into the pool below. Not just dive but very hard tricky dives backward dives and more. They did three different shows and styles int he time I was there. I loved it so much and I had a great seat right up front of it all. If you ever go to the area of Salt Lake City (Sandy), You must check this restraunt out. Thanks to all who are still sending

You're Almost Here...
Hi little Alexander Scott! Mommy was so happy to see that you are a healthy baby boy. Wow are you getting so big. We only have 16 more weeks till we finaly get to hug each other for the first time. As the time gets closer the more I think of how much I'm gonna miss feeling those wonderful and so powerful kicks. Kisses and hugs from me to you till then. I LOVE YOU ALEXANDER!!!

Canada...
Canada, my beloved canada "Canada, my beloved canada From the northern territories, british columbia in the west to the atlantic maritimes, Alberta, Saskatchewan, Manito ba, Ontario and Quebec..... Just the murmur of these provinces fill canadians hearts With love,pride and respect. Canada, my beloved Canada. Majestic mountains climbing upward toward the sky, plains And prairies that spread beyond the eye. magnificent scenery That extends from sea to sea,.....where the best of nature And wild life grow and still roam free. Canada, my beloved Canada. Soaring eagles, roaring rivers, great lakes and cities nestled along the shore,.....where you can view the changing of the guard right on parliaments front door. so, though I wander far and wide,..... I can never really run and hide..... for I have this yearning buried deep inside. To always return to, Canada, my beloved Canada"

Doctor Who: Blink - Tonight At 8/7c On Sci Fi
Blink - Fri Sept 14th at 8:00pm E/P, encore at 1:00am E/P on Sci Fi Channel In an old, abandoned house, the Weeping Angels wait. However, when people start disappearing, a young woman named Sally finds cryptic messages bleeding through from 1969 — messages from a mysterious stranger called the Doctor. Can she decipher their meaning before the Angels claim their prize? Carey Mulligan (Pride & Prejudice) guest stars. P.S. Dont forget to clear some space behind the sofa for this one. You're gonna need it!

Relaxing Weekend
okay.. that's how it should be! i was cleaning up the livingroom and now took some minutes for me to rest, ugh my allergies! my back is still hurting, to be exact is my waist, but i have no idea why it's hurting since yesterday... i didn't carry anything heavy... well who knows, maybe it's the age lol anyways, i'm going tonight to have dinner in a restaurant with my friends, hopefully pizza! i'll be back late, and no lol i'm not going to get drunk :) it will be in capital and i have to be back home and take the train, bus etc. and i have to add that tomorrow morning i have dentist again :( boohooo tomorrow night my relatives will come to visit me, and we will have a very small celebration too. this will be a busy weekend lol until sunday that i'll be able to relax omg :P *hugs*

I Found You
I never knew love could bring me so much pain, Not at all physically, but mentally in the brain. The damage and the guilt, But at the same time the pleasure and the silk. Pain then was thought of losing you And now the thought that you want return And yet I feel I am so mature But I still have a lot to learn Alot to learn about relationships The true meaning of love More about you and me Basically all of the above. Not knowing where to begin Or how to over come Or to rejoice for I've sinned. Maybe I should start off by apolgizing, begging, or pleading, Constantly asking for forgiveness For deep inside my wound is bleeding My heart has been shattered but not yeat reached its depth Its steadily falling pass the stage of me losing my breath. I want you to know how I feel, My true feelings, For my pride want let me show it. So its staying unrevealing My cry is louder than ever but ever so silent. I'm killing myself within, But no one can realize that I'm violent

Poetry & Me
Hi ya everyone!! I've been writing since I was 13 (for you mathematicians out there, that's 20 years). *grins* Some of my friends on here have sent me private letters requesting that I put some of my written works here. So that's what I'm going to do with this blog. I'm going to add the earlier stuff first. As I get that posted, I will add the newer stuff. Just remember to view the year it was written before you "attempt" to counsel me. -- much love

Solitary Moon
Stand up from your desk and walk across the hardwood floor (hear the hollow sound of your footfalls). Open wide the front door and step into the cool night - look into the dark sky at the million stars, not quite obscured by the white city light. Now, the yellow moon moves across the heavens - see through it, inside it - you will see (within it) a part of me. Within the solitary moon you will find my heart. © All rights reserved

It's All I Can Do, I'm Aching For You...
It’s all I can do… I tried and I try I’m still aching for you! Ever since I met you- (You landed in my eye!) - It’s all I can do… Like a sweet taboo, That life should contrive, I’m just aching for you! I can’t talk to you! So this piece I write. It’s all I can do… No matter what I do, I barely survive, I’m sooo aching for you! God will strike me if I lie! And with this I’ll summarize: Baby, It’s all I can do… I’m really, r e a l l y, aching for you!

Deleting
just to let everyone know,well the people i talk to on here,im deleting my account. eventually i will start another one,but i just dont feel like having one rite now.so,if u still want to chat with me,my yahoo messenger is jaime_girl1977. my aol is jaimegirl1979. take care jaime

Student-professor
After having failed his exam in "Logistics and Organization" , a student goes and confronts his lecturer about it. Student: "Sir, do you really understand anything about the subject?" Professor: "Surely I must. Otherwise I would not be a professor!" Student: "Great, well then I would like to ask you a question. If you can give me the correct answer, I will accept my mark as is and go. If you however do not know the answer, I want you give me an "A" for the exam. " Professor: "Okay, it's a deal. So what is the question?" Student: "What is legal, but not logical, logical, but not legal, and neither logical, nor legal?" Even after some long and hard consideration, the professor cannot give the student an answer, and therefore changes his exam mark into an "A", as agreed. Afterwards, the professor calls on his best student and asks him the same question. He immediately answers: "Sir, you are 63 years old and married to a 35 year old woman, which is legal, but no

Life
So, I haven't been here in like, 10 months or something?!! Geez. I guess it is because I've been working, doing night school, and dealing with family and trying to be happy. Got myself involved with a wonderful guy about....10 months ago....lol! Maybe that is why I haven't been here. Duh. Things are good. Life is good. Love is awesome. Family is good. School fucking sucks. LOL. Have you ever been so hopelessly in love with someone that you don't know how you could live without them? It is a wonderful and scary thing, and I'm lovin' it. I hope everyone can find that some day. Life is just worth living when that happens. It is you and your signifigant other against the world, not against each other. I'm rambling, I know. Loves to everyone!

Afternoon Delight
AFTERNOON DELIGHT You pull up in the driveway, as I am walking back toward my house from getting the mail. I turn and look at you and smile. You tip your hat and say,” afternoon ma’m, how are you today?” I respond by saying,” I am great, but it is time for a nice glass of cooled wine.” “Yes that would be nice,” you say. So I ask if you would like to join me? You come closer and say,”Yes, that would be a pleasure.” We walk to the house and I open the door so we can enter. I tell you to make your self comfortable while I get the wine. I come back and pour the wine for us both. We converse about life, everyday things, and our views. As we talk, I feel the underlying currents that are starting to take form. You keep looking at me so deeply, your eyes piercing me. It makes me tremble. Then you send the first signal to me by touching me. I know you want me, and I want you. The tension is mounting. The craving of desire is starting to rise. You are becoming even more beautiful, more enticin

Myspace Exposed! ( Please Repost )
FBI sending malware to 'myspace' clients? In a word, yes! MySpace Admits Censorship Of Prison Planet.com MySpace Is The Trojan Horse Of Internet Censorship MySpace censorship makes the NY Times Stop Censorship on Myspace Petition I think this might answer some of your questions. 1. Why did myspace limit the content I am aloud to add to a bulletin? 2. Why can’t I repost some peoples bulletins? 3. Why are my friends disappearing? 4. Why is Hilary Clinton on my home page? 5. Why do I have to type a code to message some people? 6. Why did myspace implement myspacelinks to protect us from spam and I am getting the same spam as I did before the change? 7. Am I being censored on myspace?? This might be my last bulletin on myspace. Myspace has been deleting people in the truth movement.. so I know my days are numbered here. Tyler Join the sitespace migration BEFORE IT'S TO LATE! http://www.sitespaces

A Letter To Mommy
STOP Abortion [touching] Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never h

Ultimate Female Joke!!!
A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As All men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00...... on one condition" Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition Was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a moment, And then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, Which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address. She looked deeply into his eyes, and slowly And meaningfully said.... "Clean my house." (YOU GO, GIRL!)

Leaving On A Jet Plane
Friends of Fubar. Just letting all know that while I've enjoyed your company (you have given me words of encouragement) that I will be closing my account here shortly BUT will have a myspace page. For those of you interested just send me an email here and I'll send the link to it. Much love and happiness to all. -Cheryl

Poem "she Did Not Want To Live Anymore"
glitter-graphics.com She did not want to live a girl was hurt to the core, she thought she was not loved anymore. She was tired and sore, she really did not want to live anymore. Shre tried taking her own life, But, God would not let it. She did not know what else to do, She did not know how to forget it. She just wanted the pain to end, She tried all she could She still could not forget it. All she knew was, She did not want to live anymore, In this messed up place they call life. Copyright ©1997 HugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life glitter-graphics.com

Walk Out
A door is never too hard to open I don't want to end in tears Time to go before my fear 's confirmed I'm scared to learn That when the door is shut You will forget about me And when the door shuts It shuts permanently These five steps so hard to do Our dark end has just begun These five steps away from you Confirmation we've come undone Back to you I walk out the door Never knowing if you cared All the time we had before All the memories that we shared The back side of a door looks the same as it did before

Fullness
Close in, where no light penetrates - in the space between a woman and a man - the moist air carries electricity, pulses with the energy of pure feeling. Do not put words to this when it arrives (and lose the fullness of the moment). Take the woman (or the man) inside and know the rhythm of two becoming one - the perfect consonance of intermingling. No words wrap around the poetry, the song. A certain crispness arises - all things old become new again. The time passing between dusk and dawn transforms into a whisper and a sigh when lovers first conspire. © All rights reserved

Ty To My Dear Friend ; Scott For Rips To The Child Abuse Awareness Hugs Muawwwwww
thanx hun . i will do what I can , and the pictures will help , ; Your a dear friend and wow the best . Good loves you as many of us do . Abuse is terrible to any one, man woman or child . So ty for letting me join you in your fight to make awareness in here . ty for the banner / picture rips .. luv ya hun. muahhh hugs dianahttp://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=61531&albumid=0&i=1760232006

Sittin' In Training
Well, I'm just sittin' in training waiting for the day to be over so I can go home and spend some quality time with my wife. Well, I don't entirely hate my job, I do work for Microsoft Xbox, which is kind of cool. I'm at the bottom of the pole though, I'm just Tier 1 Agent for Xbox Customer Support, but you always have to start at the bottom. There's a lot of perks with this job, we get tons of free crap, like Xbox 360 notebooks and Halo 3 merchandise. The only problem is the fuckin' schedule, I hate it. I have to get up at 4:30 in the mornin' and be in Kansas City by 7...and I don't even start work until after 10. I'm tryin' to switch departments so my schedule won't be so fucked up...but if I switch departments than I won't be workin' for Microsoft anymore, I would be doin' Data Entry for some pharmacutical crap. Well, I have to go shadow some other Agents...we will continue this later.

Yep
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Read This If Your On My List
ok to everyone on my list i am married and i am not going anywhere and if u dont like please remove from your list ..i am only on fubar too have fun and make friends ..so please stop running your mouths and assuming things when u dont have a fucking clue ...thank you and to all those who choice to stay friends hugs and kisses i love you all

Dear Reader,
Dear reader, I really don't know why I'm writing this to you. But i feel compelled to. I feel i should tell my story, significant or not to the effort of showing juggalo's and lettes are not as we are commonly perceived. I just feel i should write, and maybe you will find it useful. Or not, no difference to me. It will be quite long, so if you choose not to read this, i will have no grudge against you. MY name, to start things off, is Robert N Mclaughlin, also it's recorded as Robert N H Carracci,Robb H McLaughlin, and Robert N H Carraci/McLaughlin. Why i told you that I'm not sure. Anyways, I am 16 years old, and live in a town call Charlemont in western mass. I have only been labeled publicly as a juggalo for 3 years. But it seems I was before i was even conceived. MY mom, grew up in an abusive home. MY grandmother, was an alcoholic, and beat her and her 3 brothers constantly. Her dad, did what he could to help, but sense he wasn't with her mom anymore, and it was the ear

Liz
I'm a Juggalette and I've always gotten a lot of shit for it, but that doesn't matter to me. I wanted to talk about my best friend, who is also a Juggalette. She used to have a serious problem with social anxiety disorder. She was terrified of people and never went anywhere, the only reason she talked to me was because we had known each other since we were like 5 years old. She had to be homeschooled because of it and everything. But one day I managed to talk her into coming out with me to hang with some of my Juggalos and Juggalettes. They were so fucking nice to her even though she was acting weird, just because she was a Juggalette. After a while she really started opening up. I hadn't seen her smile that much in years. It was amazing. She ended up become friends with a lot of them and we all helped her get through her problem. No one else has ever treated my friend so nice, people were always mean to her because of how she acted and that just made her problem worse. It's amazing

Lotusrida~
Message: yo whats up with tha controversy in schools n stuff and if u have any more info on this subject i\'d like to kno please send me more info on this b/c i\'d like to get to kno more about this. thanx n i hope to hearing from u... mmwcl ~lotusrida~

I Was Hoping To Tell My Family
i was hoping to tell my family what i think a juggalo is ang explane to every one that just b/c i am a weest sied crip and a juggalo doua not mean that i juge one or the other the thout of not being a juggalo is like this spinding a life time alone whin your biological famile thinks nothin of you qand treets you like shit, (not shure if your loved or wanted planned or wanted)and wether its school work or home your mostly fucked in the hed.. but life as a juggalo is shanegrilla allin its ownei have one biological brother and ther other five 3 black 2 white all together thay rased me bringing me up as a juggalo sence i was5 this is all i new... and asside fron that i roled into a gang whitchis west side rollin 60s n.h.crip ....crip ya i know that most of the juggalos sporet red but any BLOOD JUGGALO THAT CLAMES ANY THING OTHER THAN WEST SIDE CRIP IS STILL MY BROTHER MY FAMILY juggalo luve... thanks family... juggalo crip aka blue j

Ooooooomfg
i had over onethou friends now down to 484 of em.....still ain't done cleanin out list but close enough for now.........why is it peeps waste u'r time to add ya as a friend but don't bloody well talk to ya read blogs or bulletins and wtf who cares about points....I'm so sick of fake ass mother F***ers that say they u'r friends just for a few measily points..

I Think Beein A Lo Or Lette Means
I THINK BEEIN A LO OR LETTE MEANS THAT YOU\'LL ALWAYS HAVE THE FAM ON YOUR SIDE WEITHER U FUCK UP OR SAY SOMETHIN STUPID ... I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS SOME FAM SOME NOT AND THE ONLY ONES WHO R TRUE AND SHIT IS MY FUCKIN JUGGALO/LETTE FAM AND I LOVE ALL YOU MCL I THINK THAT IF SOME FUCKIN NINJA CAME UP TO ME ON THA STREET AN SAID \" HEY NINJETTE HOW ABOUT A PLACE TO STAY FOR A NIGHT\" FUCK YA ID LET EM THATS WHAT FAMS FOR ... I DONT THINK U SHOULD CALL SOMEONE A JUFF IF THEY FUCK UP ONCE .... FUCK IM ONLY HUMAN......AND THIS IS OFF SUBJECT BUT I THINK THA FUCKIN GATHERIN SHOULD COME TO OKLAHOMA I NEED TO MEET SOME FAM ...... AND I CANT LEAVE THA STATE YET

Children Are Our Future And ?
Im trying to make awareness to this , about abused Kids and helping to report such abuse and out of ordinary things you might see going on ; or if suspect of it happing to a child Report it to authorities or proper agencies .. Also God says says come unto me as a little child . They be the closest to him > Amen!!!!!! Please help make our children safe. in todays world ;and help wipe out all abuse whether it be man woman o ; all should be reported .. Love is the answer to a better society .. Hugs diana

Vacation Time
So next Tuesday I will be gone for bout a month off on vacation...ok not really I'm going to an in patient clinic to try to straighten myself out and finally get sober in my life. It's voluntary and I wanted as well as needed this opportunity, think its my last chance before I really fuck things up for myself. Wish me well wellwishers! See you in a month after that!!! Love Ya Fubarians Chris your personal FuBar Chef!

Just Remembering
I was going through videos on youtube [if you cant tell by my stash] and i went on a kick of watching acoustic versions of songs. I found pressure by paramore and it reminded me of back in the day sitting at dennys. Heres a little background info about me: Im a regular at dennys. Ive been going there with my friends almost every day for the past seven years. Its good to have a place like that where you know everyone and everyone knows you. I walk in and grab my own silverware and menu, then go sit down and before even saying hi to me they bring my my french vanilla cappuccino in a to-go cup. But anyway, back in the day before my mom got sick and before my sister started going into this weird phase shes been in i used to go up there with her and a couple of our guy friends. Since we were so known there they didnt care what we did, so the guys would bring in their acoustic guitars and me my sister and abi would sing. We go during the late shift so none of the other customers cared, in fa

Asking Moms About Potty Training
i know alot of you on here are moms. im a frist time mom with a 19 month old son. i have to ask this what did you do for potty training your kids. cause its really hard i did not think this was going to be hard it is. he just wants to stand up like his dad. i know lol thats a big boy thing lol

Ponderance
all day i have had low thoughts, i mean all i could think of was how iwas feeling, i looked around me and stuff and thought wow, almost like a comfortable solitary confinement here lol.'I know am not alone on here....lots mre like me here who share what my feelins are right now and is appreciated deeply. Bur right now to feel the thing am feelin right now would tear yer heart out lol seriously, im feelin low, i should feel happy that iam alive and bein honest, iam happy that am here. but emotionally im in the pits lol, why you ask me? well many reasons onew is boredon the other is lonelibness i get this way lots. but will live.

Discrimination
My nephew Nicklas came home from first grade this week and told my sister there's a cool new kid in his class, but when Nicklas tried to talk to him, the kid said, "My mommy said I'm not supposed to talk to white people." Nicklas was very nonchalant about this statement; my sister's reaction was a lot less nonchalant. We're not in the Deep South in 1960 or something. This is a racially integrated area of the Chicago suburbs, where Caucasians, Hispanics, and blacks seemingly live in harmony. But this kid was told not to talk to white people! You can bet that if this kid were white and said, "I'm not allowed to talk to black people," there would be a lot more uproar. My sister and I were raised to be color-blind. I have friends from all cultures, all colors -- the thing that matters is that we get along and have fun together, not color or background. So I was aghast at this. Why is this okay? I've had long talks about racial integration with my friends. Debated at length the effect

Sexual Experence
Well to start off I lost my virginity when I was 14 to a guy that was 16. It was all him, all I got was a little pain and a a panty with blood on it. I had several boyfriend before getting married. My husband would be passionate at times He even went down on me a few times. We were divorced in 99. Then I met Mark on the internet. He was going by the name of tonguer. We chatted a couple of times for a couple of weeks, I figured what the hell my clit needed a little attention. I'll let this guy tease my clit for a bit and doing a little fucking using a condom. Well let me tell you he did a lot more than just tease it. He made love to my pussy and clit with his tongue and lips. and just at the right time he would suck...... Let me tell you I had never had such a strong orgasm. He has a condition known as NF. It has given him bumps all over his body, and I do mean all over, even on his cock. He has maybe a dozen small ones. After cumming 5 times we changed position doing 69. That's when I

Are You A True Juggalo?
Juggalos To anyone not in the know, the term "Juggalo" is given to someone who is a fan of ICP. but the reality is that the term has a deeper meaning to those who consider themselves one. Scrubs: The kid in class that never had a snowball's chance with the prom queen. The fat kid who never was good at sports and got picked on by the jocks. "..I speak for the crazy, I speak for scrubs I speak for the thugs pissin' in your hot tubs I speak for the people that you always say don't know how to act We like'em just like that.." "Take Me Away" from Bizaar Family: Being a Juggalo is being part of something bigger. When you are labeled a Juggalo, that means there are legions of people who are down Rebels: "Is someone who the world is against all of your life, the world is always trying to show you how much better it is then you. Everyday of your life something in the world keeps trying to push you down to the bottom of life and make you think that you are the

Sick Co-worker
A co-worker recently suffered a series of heartattacks. They then discovered that she had 2 holes in her heart. She had surgery, but it seems to be getting worse. She is in ICU now. I was told that she may not make it through. So I am trying to believe in miracles. She is around 60, and she has been like a mom to me...

Contradictions
I know I haven't written a blog in a while, but I have been very busy. My surgery went fine, and I am feeling completely myself again already. I am amazed to find out more weird things about stupid people. A thread in my message board that I frequent had a subject about stupid things you hear in the news. This got me to thinking about my next topic. First off I am not a Harry Potter fan whatsoever. This is not due to religious beliefs or anything of the like. The main reason is because it was meant to be a children's book yet it has turned women, and men of all ages in to screaming twelve year olds worse than any star wars freak around. The next reason is I am not into the whole story line of the book. Then it also falls into the whole trendy thing that I hate. Last but not least almost everyone who reads this book becomes so obsessed with the story that they think they are living it in everyday life, and have lost complete ability to distinguish fantasy from reality. I just found out

Face Lift
A woman decides to have a facelift for her birthday. She spends $5,000.00 and feels pretty good about the results. On her way home she stops at a newsstand to buy a paper. Before leaving she asks the sales clerk, "I hope you don't mind my asking, but how old do you think I am?" "About 32," the clerk replies. "I'm actually 47," the woman says happily. A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl the same question. She replies, "I'd guess about 29". The woman replies, "Nope, I am 47." Now she is feeling really good about herself. Then while waiting for the bus home, she asks a nice older man named Steven the same question. He replies, "I'm 56 and my eyesight is going. Although, when I was young there was a sure way to tell how old a woman was, but it requires you to let me put my hands down your panties. Then I can tell exactly how old you are." They waited in silence on the empty street until curiosity got the best of the

Happy Mediums
There are so many things I see, and hear almost on a daily basis in this country that confuses me. As many of you know I am an avid talk radio listener. This brings up my next subject Happy-Mediums (so don't know any other word for it). I have even touched on this a few times in some of my college papers that I had to write in the last college I was in. My first instance of this problem is the whole evolutionist versus creationist. I am a Christian and I do very much believe in God, and creationism. There is, however, evidence that some forms of evolution has taken place over the earths existence. On one hand you have people who believe that only evolution happened as well as the big bang theory. Then on the other hand you have people who believe that God created the earth in 6 days, and everything that is here is the same as it was during creation. Well why not have a Happy-Medium and realize that yes there is some evidence of evolution. Believing in evolution does not disprove the e

Too Much
When I hold you, hear you breathing, whispering to me - I see the color of tomorrow, dazzling, dancing, drowning me in too much happiness for this heart to hold. When I hold you, I must hold my breath. © All rights reserved

Back To Despair
Someday, somewhere, before I grow too old, I hope I can find someone who shares the same openness and passion about intimacy as I...but I'm not feeling very optimistic today about my chances. Everyone wants to be my friend, no one wants to love me. I've decided to stop looking for love, and let it come to me. Nice guys DO finish last.

My Next Pet Peeve
Ok so this blog writing thing may have something to it. I do like the idea of expressing myself even though I am pretty sure no one is reading these. I was not exactly sure what to make today's topic, but my best friend gave me an idea without even knowing she did. Today's topic will be about stupidity. This is an even bigger pet peeve of mine than trendiness. Don't get me wrong people are entitled to make mistakes I have no issues with that. I am talking about people who have a brain but choose not to use it. An example is someone does something wrong like bump into you with their shopping cart, or go down the wrong way in a parking lot that has directing arrows. Then after doing this they look at you like you were the one in the wrong, and often times even cuss you out! This is stupidity in its finest form. Then again is this particular situation just stupidity, or could it be an added touch of arrogance. Then continued downward spiral of humanity where people think the world owes th

My First Pet Peeve
This is one of the first blog entries that I have ever written. This is not because I do not like to write, but instead it is the fact that I think blog is a strange word. Blog sounds like something you would hear on star trek or one of those sci-fi movies. So as time progressed the more I heard this word the more I loathed it. When I loath something I protest it by not doing it. Then over time I give in to the trend and start doing it myself. I did the same thing with myspace. At first myspace seemed like something so trendy that I wouldn't have any part of. Finally I discovered my Mom had one, and lets face it when your Mom gets something like a myspace the trend has hit the extreme. This made me hate myspace even more. Well then I started feeling left out (go figure) so I decided to make one. I then discovered that myspace can be very addictive and yet safely fun if used correctly. I guess the whole point of my ramblings here is one of the first glimpses into this weird brain of mi

Ah In The Life Of A Jennie
Wow, So I havent posted much in here.. Im actually rather suprised Ive been getting alot of feedback the past few days on here,and Ive even gotten a few friends to join..:) Im sick.. Which sux.. Blood sugar is out of wack go DIABETES.. not alotto say Had a great time back in Paris Tuesday and wensday My babies looked sogood.. I cant wait until we get settledand they can come home with us.. :) so Yeah..

How Hard Is It To Do One Little Favor From A Few Friends
IT MUST BE REAL HARD TO HELP SOMEONE WHEN I HAVE HELPED A FEW OF YOU ALL IN CONTEST NOW ITS MY TURN SO SHOW ME THE LOVE OR ILL BE DELETING SOME FRIENDS OFF MY LIST THANK YOU AND HAVE A VERY NICE DAY

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
Another good one! >There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, >and by hand. >This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreation-Killer (WORK). If you >receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via >Any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life >completely!! > >If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take >two good friends to the nearest grocery store. > >Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract >(WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the >antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. > >You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 >friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life. >

Bizarre Dream
Okay, This Is A Dream: (By the way, The parentheses just give extra detail so I don't have run on sentences) I was coming back from some big arena thing where me and this dude I know were trying out a trial of toothpaste (complete with brushes and toothpaste. mine had dried toothpaste on it so i switched with the empty seat next to me) and I saw a lot of people there I havent seen in a long time including some preppy bitches. lol. anyway..... After we turned in our toothbrushes (eww) We run into these two nerds outside (one ive known in real life. hahaha) the auditorium doors and they gave us thin, white, triangle shaped mints. (yes, my dreams are wierd) We started short meaningless conversation and then parted ways and then i whispered to the dude as we were walking away to be careful because nerds have super sensitive hearing. and we looked back and the nerds began following us. we escaped the building. Everyone was heading to this 'prehistoric' version of Adventure Is

Teams To Pick
Buffalo at Pittsburg Cincinnati at Cleveland Green Bay at N.Y. Giants Huston at Carolina Indianapolis at Tennessee New Orleans at Tampa San Francisco at St Louis Dallas at Miami Minnesota at Detroit Seattle at Arizona Kansas at Chicago NY Jets at Baltimore Oakland at Denver am a Raiders fan so San Diego at New England

Things We All Think But No One Says
What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now... We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your t

Birthday Wishes
well today is my birthday and i turn 41...wow that sounds old...lol. its funny how the first part of my life my birthday wishes were to be older...i wanna be 16 to drive, i wanna be 18 to vote, i wanna be 21 to drink legally...and that wishing for myself to be older...now i am "older" and i find myself reminiscing for my youth...ah to be 16 again, 21 again...lol 30 again! so here i am 41 today and my birthday wishes are for everybody but myself..go figure. anyway to all my friends and family i want to say thanks for the comments, cards, drinks and words of wisdom for this old lady...keep the drinks coming guys cause i am gonna need em...peace

The Sunburn...
A guy falls asleep on the beach for several hours and gets a terrible sunburn. He is taken to the hospital by ambulance and is promptly admitted after being diagnosed with second degree burns. With his skin already starting to blister and noting the severe pain he is in, the doctor goes ahead and prescribes continuous intravenous feeding with saline, electrolytes, a sedative and a Viagra pill every four hours. The nurse, who is rather astounded, asks, "What good will Viagra do for him now, Doctor?" "It'll keep the sheets off his legs."

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A friend is someone you can do nothing with and enjoy it. ANONYMOUS True friendship is a plant of slow growth. GEORGE WASHINGTON The world is so empty if one only thinks of mountain, rivers, and cities; but to know someone here and there who thinks and feels with us, and who, though distant, is close to us in spirt, this makes the earth an inhabited garden. GOETHE Love is blind; friendship closes its eyes. ANONYMOUS Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts. MARGARET RUNBECK We are all travelers in the wilderness of this world, and the best that we find in our travels is an honest friend. ROBERT L STEVENSON I have learned that to be with those I like is enough. WALT WHITMAN MORE TO COME>>>>>>>>

My Most Vivid Memory From The Explosion
I do not remember everything that happened the day that the IED exploded ripping up the humvee we were riding in and injuring Andy, Mac and myself. There are periods of time that I was blacked out from the pain and a small bleed in my brain. I have come to remember more and more of that day and the most vivid memory I have is of Roger Briggsman and what he did for me. One thing I very vividly remember is waking up and seeing Briggs leaning over me while yelling at the medic on site asking what to do. I remember him ripping my cammies and using pieces of it to tie off my leg to stop the bleeding. I remember the tears flowing down my face and squirming in the sand. I remember my leg killing me and I remember trying to get a look at it but Briggs wouldn't let me. He held me down as I fought against him and at the time I was so mad at him for it but now I know why he did what he did and am glad that he held me down. I remember Briggs getting a very distinctive crack in his voice whe

Don't Take Me If I Don't Want To Go...........
After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women--she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's r

Political Views
Apresidential report I wish we were reading Post-War Presidential Speech WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN , GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists lat

Things Not To Do. Part 2.
bottom up as always... todays lesson: how NOT to start a conversation... aaron: sry ->KinkStar S...: get out and get laid ->KinkStar S...: no wonder you're on here looking for fucking cyber ->KinkStar S...: wow someone likes to be blocked doesn't he aaron: u wont suck it for me? ->KinkStar S...: learn to comprehend words and figure that shit out on your own aaron: wat u mean? ->KinkStar S...: dear, i take pictures what you do with your dick isnt my problem aaron: u dont want to do anythin wit it? ->KinkStar S...: am i supposed to? aaron: u dont care? aaron: im so hard ->KinkStar S...: hey aaron: hey baby yeah... how do you not figure out what i meant? Sin

Wanna Hook Up?
Okay. Here it goes. I thought that putting a big shiny graphic on my profile would get the attention of hook-up addicts. Boy was I wrong!! Here it is: "The Infamous Skirt" was a pic taken specifically for a very dear friend of mine in London. He loves short skirts and spent 10 years having to deal with me. We are very dear friends. It was a joke gift to him because he was always telling me how much he wanted to get me up against a wall. *giggles* Hooking Up: I'm engaged, a bit of a slut, know how to play the games and the rest. Fact is, I'm not a whore. Just because you say I'm pretty, cute, hott, sexy, etc. doesn't mean I'm gonna get naked for you IRL or on cam. Just because you like what you see doesn't mean that I'm gonna fuck you like a hurricane when I barely know you. Fact is, I only sleep with the one who owns me. So what does that mean? It means that it takes longer than the 2-3 minutes that it has taken you to read my profile (lol -- like that actually happens

Hope Enough
I died last night (again), came back to life today - upon a private smile, I found the strength to say: I am but a lonely man, but still I'm in the game. And, though I know she lives, I do not know her name. She must be out there, somewhere, where reality meets dreams - and even in the darkest night, even when it seems as though there really is no point going on (and on), the faintest hope is hope enough to hang my heart upon. © All rights reserved

Italian Rotini Salad
This creamy pasta salad is easy on the eyes with three colors of bell peppers. Ingredients 2 C. mayonnaise-style salad dressing 1 C. milk 1 Tbs. Italian seasoning 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. white pepper 1 tsp. salt 1 lb. rotini noodles, cooked, rinsed, drained 1 small green bell pepper, diced 1 small red bell pepper, diced 1 small red onion, diced 2 ribs celery, diced 1/2 C. black olives, sliced 1/4 C. green olives, sliced 2 oz. pepperoni, sliced Directions In medium bowl, make dressing by combining salad dressing, milk and seasonings. Stir well with wire whip. Combine pasta, bell peppers, onion, celery, olives and pepperoni in large bowl.

Abduction
In the middle of the night Questions arise What can I expect from fate I look around from where I sit A single light glowing from far away Intense heat flows out from the center I can feel it touch my skin No way I will turn away. What did I just experience A weird feeling surrounds me Glossy aura with a headache These wounds on me Was I drugged last night? The cold floor feels like a blade Crushing me down hard Is that my attacker How did he enter the small window Another light Too bright to look I can feel it eat away at me No way I can escape.

Poems By Me
August 8, 2006 - Tuesday last night Last night i had a dream. I dreamed that angels came. Last night I had a dream. I dreamed of things that in my life I never wish to see. Last night I awoke from a dream. The worst I've ever had. And it came to me, my love for you, Except for the lords unfaltering love, your the best friend I've ever had. Last nighht I dreamed streets of gold, of seeing our Lords face. Last night I told the Lord, I would settle for a dirt floor shack, for more time on earth with you. by me A farmer sows a seed It grows up from the ground, from nothing it came to the strong plant you see. my darling this is the way , my love grew for you. with nuturing, love and care, It growed stronger every day. But you forgot me, neglected to give me the care I needed. Then the storms came. It started like any other summer rain, But became more torrent, more forceful

Old Thoughts New Thought S
more about us The kids are back in school now . doing great of course. I have been asked by several of you to post thier picture but in their best intrest i have decided against that. those of you that are parents understand my decission Im sure. and to the ones of you who dont understand you can remove your self from my friend list it wont hurt my feelings a bit I m sure. I will tell you more about them though. My oldest boy is 17 great kid really turned his life a round . was hell on wheels and going down a path that would have had him dead or in jail by 18 . This summer he was a counsler at a local church camp and did really good . I couldnt be happier. My next one is my 16 yr old step son. and he impresses me ever day . hehas C.P. and Assbergers wich is a form of altisium. he over comes so much and is a bright wonderful young man. The next one is my 15 yr old Daughter. she is co captian on the high school cheer leading squad , a great student and a vey loving and caring

What My Five Year Old Thinks About Rain
my daughter hates the rain,it started raining,and she yelled at the sky with both fists and said:stop raining,...cause the rain meant she couldn't play outside on the trampoline or go swimmimng in the pool.

Crazy Train
Crazy, but thats how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe its not to late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Lifes a bitter shame Im going off the rails on a crazy train Ive listened to preachers Ive listened to fools Ive watched all the dropouts Who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you have the role Mental wounds still screaming Driving me insane Im going off the rails on a crazy train I know that things are going wrong for me You gotta listen to my words Yeh-h Heirs of a cold war Thats what weve become Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb Crazy, I just cannot bear Im living with something that just isnt fair Mental wounds not healing Who and whats to blame Im going off the rails on a crazy train

Touch
lines and creases of hands clasped in oblivion unaware of anything but the moment concealed within themselves, each other, and covered in the security of darkness this is all that is right now the sensation of fire flowing through needling the extremeties giving birth to contentment and longing like gravity pulling down to the basest of things freefalling together through a fluid dream to the bottom of the soul and the sudden awareness of the tightening grip growing with every pounding beat of the heart touch...

Spiced Biscotti
For a healthier biscotti, substitute three whole eggs for the two eggs and two egg yolks in this recipe. Ingredients 2 1/4 C. unbleached all-purpose flour 1 tsp. baking powder 1/2 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. ground white pepper 1/2 tsp. ground cloves 1/2 tsp. ground cinnamon 1/4 tsp. ground ginger 1 C. sugar 2 large eggs plus 2 yolks 1/2 tsp. vanilla extract Directions Sift first 8 ingredients together in a small bowl. Whisk sugar and eggs to a light lemon color; stir in vanilla extract. Sift dry ingredients over egg mixture, then fold in until dough is just combined. Adjust oven rack to middle position and heat oven to 350 degrees. Halve dough and turn each portion onto an oiled cookie sheet covered with parchment. Using floured hands, quickly stretch each portion of dough into a rough 13-by-2-inch log, placing them about 3 inches apart on the cookie sheet. Pat each dough shape to smooth it. Bake, turning pan once, until loaves are golden and just beginni

This Is A Strictly Mathematical Viewpoint...
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard wo

Italian Pasta Salad
This is a heavier pasta salad with a tomato sauce base. Ingredients 16 oz. Rotini pasta 8 oz. can of tomato sauce 1 C. Italian dressing 2 Tbs. dried basil 2 Tbs. dried oregano 1 C. sliced mushrooms 5 Roma tomatoes, coarsely chopped 1 medium red onion, chopped 2 1/4 sliced ripe olives, drained 1 large cucumber, coarsely chopped Directions Cook and drain pasta, rinse with cold water. Mix tomato sauce, dressing, basil, and oregano. Add remaining ingredients and toss. Yield: 12 servings

This Is For Chao's
This man didnt know me AT all and outta the kindness of his heart he bought me a month VIP so i wanted to share him with all my friends., go add him, he is a total sweet heart and tell him that Jessa sent you... and for you slimeballs,. dont think im sending you to him to do the same thing, dont take advantage of such a sweet person.. WE all know that people like this are hard as hell to find!! I ♥ Chaosminded chaosminded@ fubar

Choices
A husband, one bright sunny morning, turns to his lovely wife, "Wife, we're going fishing this weekend, you, me and the dog." The wife grimaces, "But I don't like fishing!" "Look! We're going fishing and that's final." "Do I have to go fishing with you... I really don't want to go!" "Right I'll give you three choices... 1 You come fishing with me and the dog... 2 You give me a BLOW JOB.... 3 or you take it up the ass!" The wife grimaces again, "But I don't want to do any of those things!" "Wife I've given you three options.. You'll HAVE to do one of them! I'm going to the garage to sort out my fishing tackle, when I come back I expect you to have made up your mind!" The wife sits and thinks about it. Twenty minutes later her husband comes back, "Well! What have you decided? FISHING with me and the dog, BLOW JOB, or ass?" The wife complains some more and finally makes up her mind, "O.K. I'll give you a blow job!" "Great!" He says and drops his pants. The wife is on her knees

Bliss...
Bliss I love waking in your arms Wrapped in a tangle of wilds Like dew swelling among the grasses I hold back tears of joy Such a perfect moment Beneath ancient swinging trees All shades of green and violet Vermilion Soft yet delicate strength All entwined We watch as day breaks Soft morning light Drifts through the branches Like fingers through your hair Each shining tress Exploding color On a world renewed And the music in the air The crisp and misty breeze If only we could savor all eternity In this sweet bliss... Lucy~

Safety Briefing
1) DO NOT drink under age. 2) DO NOT have sex with underage women 3) DO NOT drink and drive including boats 4) DO NOT go out side of the millage pass range with out a pass 5) DO NOT have sex with married women unless they are your wife. 6) If you are married only have sex with your wife. 7) If you think it is wrong it probley is so dont do it. if you have any questions call your squad leader

Sigh*
Sleeping silent wisdom please answer my soul cries lost in a haze of daydream endless distance beyond my eyes my heart aches beyond reason and compassion words or explanation so short of breath I can’t breathe only exhale twisting clouds of fantasy not floating but suspended I am consumed by speechless beauty by sleeping silent wisdom my heart aches... Lucy~

Fractured Thoughts...
FRACTURED THOUGHTS Sitting quiet sweetly like contradiction in a chair she takes a moment for confusion and smiles like a reckoning amusing to no one she thinks therefore she is she thinks... Spinning busy thoughts in her weary little head she frustrates confusion stuttering thoughts all piled one to other no sense in making order just a need to be sensibly thinking or something for a moment just a second wait I think it’s time.... Shadowed encasing of the mind twisting inside out entwined lost in a world of all abundance vast long but somehow never quiet I miss you like I miss everything once so abundant once so entwined... Vivid shards of an unbalanced nature things of familiarity and of strangeness I feel the raindrops on my shoulders and memories of nothing make me cry a world of everything all around me too many thoughts are in my mind I hear a c

T.o.y. [thinking Of You]
TOY The sweet caress of your words sends me into madness such romance it fascinates me tangled up in daydreams wolflike hunger causes me to quiver such sin I ponder the many facets of the universe and hope I’m not living a lie why such obsessions with fear and pain does it turn you on I lie awake at night searching wanting is it passion intensity ecstacy want need sin where do I begin Lucy~

Blah
The day started out nice with rain and thunderstorms....which I find calming, peaceful and beautiful. Does that make me strange? I have to do a ton of things today and now all I want to do (after the ex being hateful via voicemail this morning) I am in somewhat of a BLAH mood....getting headache, etc. I went to see if anyone was hiring nearby (not in my profession but pissy butt jobs where I will only be able to make less than 1/3 what I was) but no real luck. Next week I will have to do something. Something else on my mind. You know how when you meet someone and they are all nice and what, WHY do they always turn out to be mean and ugly? Why are they never whom they said they were? Makes me not to want to EVER try again. Who wants a single mom with 3 young kids? No one. And there is NO ONE in this crappy town. Well, I better stop here. I'm just bitter right now at the ex and truly hurt. BUT will prevail.

Disconnected...
Disconnected... I see your face and fall deep to the back of my mind beneath sleep electric head and paralyzed disconnect to float away without control a fragment in space such unspeakable beauty a tear drops my eye in-between worlds visions overlapping till becoming so clear too real to be real but unlike a dream somewhere in-between perpetual falling perpetual flying I felt you there patiently waiting being at a loss giving up I give in I let go as I fell to the sky I felt your hand come out of the dark taking control I felt your warmth on my face I felt your smile in my heart you brought me close into your essence we took the sky and into the night carried on your wings we took to flight the air like cool water the moon white like milk laughing to laugh feeling to feel hand in hand free as the breeze... Lucy~

The Crawl...
THE CRAWL Cruising through the fog to a date with the wicked leather and lace with a pinch of lingerie feeling the wine my head sets to spin spinning the fog that’s still setting in a glow comes over the mountains and I cannot place the moon pretty little things crawl up my spine a devious glow fills my eyes pretty little things crawl up my spine the wine flows red to match the sky and I have to wonder why Jesus sitting shotgun and my heart is full of sin monsters and angels around every bend music and madness surround the head of the table is a drunken clown frolic and dance fill the floor and I can’t feel my heart anymore pretty little things crawl up my spine a devious glow fills my eyes pretty little things crawl up my spine the wine flows red to match the sky and I have to wonder why... Lucy~

Holy Cow
That was definetly a long contest and we worked hard. There are some of u who stayed up till all hours bombing me and u know who u are :)!!! But all of u helped in ur own ways.. whether it was recruiting, trading, or just plain out putting up with me and my "please come help me" u guys are the best friends I could ever ask for!! Then there are the bombin families that came in at the end and bonbed their asses off till the last second!!! If it werent for all of u and i mean every single one of u i woulda never came close!! I not only came in second but i made alot of new friends and became closer with others. U guys showed me how much u cared for me and it brings tears of happiness and WE won no matter what the score was!! Luv always Jess

Strange Laws Around The World
The Strangest Laws in the World The law is an ass – No matter what you want to do there will have been a time and place when it was legal and another time and place where it was illegal. The following are some of the strangest laws that have existed. Be careful some are still in force. Scotland It is illegal to be possession of a cow while under the influence of drink. If someone comes to your house and asks to use of your commode, you must let them enter. England It is an offence to impersonate a Chelsea Pensioner. A Member of Parliament must not enter the House of Commons wearing a full suit of armour. Committing suicide is classified as a capital crime – punishable by death. Sticking a postage stamp, bearing the Queens portrait, upside down on an envelope is an act of treason. In Chester you are allowed to shoot a Welsh person with a bow and arrow provided it is done inside the city walls and after midnight.

My Time Is Valuble
if you sit in a chat romm for 20 hours a day it would be nice if people were not losers i dont trust any of them and some of the girls are hot i am in chat for a long time and deservre respect and not losers

Nice To Have It
WELL,BEEN A WHILE SINCE I POSTED ANYTHING SO THOUGHT I'D UPDATE. THINGS ARE STILL GREAT BETWEEN ME N BANKER MAN,LOL.WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER OVER A YR.(HE REALLY IS MY BANKER,LOL).I HAD AN INSTANT ATTRACTION TO HIM WHEN I SAW HIM AND JUST FOUND OUT RECENTLY THAT HE FELT THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME.HE EVEN REMEMBERED THINGS ABOUT THE FIRST TIME HE SAW ME,MORE THAN A YR. AGO.WE HAVE GOTTEN TO B VERRY GOOD FRIENDS FIRST.WE HAVE BEEN STARTING TO DATE AND HAD ANOTHER THIS MORNING.GODDD... IT WAS SOOO GOOD TO SEE HIM,BE IN HIS ARMS,KISS HIM.HES ALWAYS A PERFECT GENTLEMAN,HOLDING DOORS,MY ARM OR HAND AS WE WALK.HE TELLS ME ALL THE TIME HOW MUCH HE MISSES ME WHEN NOT TOGETHER,E MAILS ME N PHONES EVERY DAY.I DONT CARE THAT HES A BANKER,I DONT GO AFTER A GUY FOR WHAT HE HAS OR CAN GIVE ME.I LIKE HIM(PROBABLY A LIL MORE THAN I SHOULD FOR SO SOON IN DATING STAGE)BECAUSE OF HIS VERY SWEET,KIND EYES AND SMILE,HIS GENTLE TOUCH,THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME WHEN WE R TALKING,THE WAY HE SMELLS SOO NICE,HIS CUTE LIL

The Veil...
The Veil... Within sweet moments free from themselves without time unattached without space unconfined without separation or control we breathe these things like air assumed taught forgotten wisdom birth death remind we find these thing only after we’ve lost them and before and even during to know and not try it must be instinct allowed and free to lead it must be soon for this wisdom to take me I ache without it’s comfort only to be found in dreams I will find a way to break these chains of mortality and regain the power in my birthright I try to stop trying but keep forgetting how Release me from the confines of this flesh... Lucy~

Wtf
Why.....Why would someone fuck another persons wife?????????????????????? expecally if hi is your friend...... even if she is a slut you should have more respect and say no. WHAT THE FUCK............ we tell our soliders every week not to fuck married woman unless you are married to them. why is it so fucking hard for people to follow simple rules. i really dont get it. dont drink and drive that is not just and army thing that is for the hole world and yet fucking people still do it. why>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> god dam it what the fuck is going on in this dam world. parents need to start rasinging there childerrn right. that is who i really blame. and if the parent is fucked up i blame there parents to. this generation is getting soft all around not just for army standards but for the world. why would you fuck another soliders wife. you know the shit that they are going through..... and that is the problem the people doing this are fucking new..... never deployed..... but even still why would

According To Forbes
Cowboys Most Valuable Teams In Sports IRVING, Texas - The Dallas Cowboys are No. 1. That's according to Forbes, the national publication which annually ranks the current value of the 32 NFL franchises. But as Forbes points out, this ranking is not just No. 1 in the NFL, but in all of the sports world. Forbes has put a $1.5 billion current value on the Cowboys, $330,000 more than the Washington Redskins ($1.467 billion), who had been the reigning champs for the past seven years. The Cowboys' value increased 28 percent since last year, and likely some of that jump must be attributed to the new $1 billion stadium rising out of the ground in Arlington, Texas. But according to a very proud Cowboys owner Jerry Jones, he credits the franchise's rating to one thing. "This evaluation is a credit to all Dallas Cowboys fans," Jones said in a statement here on Thursday. "They are the owners of this team." Just behind the Redskins, whose value only increased 3 percent fro

Party
so much goin on this weekend jus like last weekend.. what to do? do i go see this band play iu st.charles or do i go to dirty nellies to see a different band play? or do i go to my girls house party tonight? i dont know.. the only thing i am sure about this weekend is goin to my sons football game on sunday!!

Bottom Dwelling Friend...
Bottom Dwelling Friend... She brushes through the smoke filled room... And looks to find a thousand eyes... Finds a seat among some friends... Isn’t this just how it always begins... Eat the worm, salt the rim, eat the worm, and she does it again... A song beyond the chatter... a whisper beyond my mind... it smells of something sinister... in this room of staring eyes... Eat the worm, salt the rim, eat the worm, and she does it again... The night’s events are setting in, she brushes off the shroud, rides the spirits down the current, finds her place among the crowd... Eat the worm, salt the rim, eat the worm, and she does it again...and again...and again... Lucy~

Ensign: Methuselah's Warning
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 14 September 2007 In our society, saying that something or someone is "as old as Methuselah" says it or they have been around a very long time. Certainly there's precedent for that; Methuselah is recorded in Genesis 5:26 as having lived 969 years; then he died. But other than his listing as the son of Enoch, the father of Lamech, and the grandfather of Noah, Methuselah's not mentioned at all. Other than his longevity, what makes his name stick out when others mentioned in the geneaologies raise question marks in our minds? Even though Noah's building of the ark gets more press as a warning (a 120 year long warning!), Methuselah actually died the year of the flood. In our minds, it may seem strange that God would wipe out the

Donations Of The Mind In Kind...
Donations of the Mind In Kind... So convenient are these times that bind, the sadness cries a melody, in which myself I find, widdling at the branch of madness, and I’ve carved myself a dandy knife, in mind, in kind, I’ve given all I can, you’ve taken all I need, indeed, we are a crazy breed a wild bunch of animals, in sense, always lunging for the neck, snap to break, the blood does flow, yet the only thing buried are these thoughts beyond my mind... Lucy~

Pussy....
1. Expensive Pussy Most pussy falls into this definition. Expensive Pussy can be recognized by the following - fur coats, $500 dresses, spandex, bright colored shorts, and shirts with greek letters on them. 98% of good pussy falls into this category. Advantages: If you can afford it, it will be great. Disadvantages: Many, mostly in the form of checking account depletion. Often not worth it. 2. Cheap Pussy Very rare. Usually comes in the form of a girlfriend of yours who will not go away no matter what you do. Cheap Pussy can be recognized by the following - she will often pay for dinner, understands when you are broke, calls every day, wants it constantly, easily hurt, but shake it off. Advantages: Inexpensive, guaranteed, loving, will try anything once and sometimes twice. You're lucky if you find this. Disadvantages: Won't go away, possessive, bugs you all the time, can keep you from the tasks of finding other pussy, will eventually want to get married and/or have ch

...selfish Words...
...selfish words... Your stare passes through me... an ice pick through my heart... is it all so foreign... that it never crossed your mind... the words fall from my mouth... like broken teeth... too late to be unspoken... what’s done is done... I had to pull the string... I had to do this horrible thing... to be silent would have been criminal... but to speak leaves a stain on your happiness... did I have to lay the path to change... Was it such a desperate act... these shoulders bruised and burdened... could just as well have grown callas... that could have helped to ease the pain... Maybe in time grow to just a nuisance or a sting... but it would have left me jealous... Left me laying you with all the blame... Now we’ll just have to see... Was it’s worth all the trouble... Is it better to speak... Or to be alone... Lucy~

List Is Shrinking..and I Don't Give A Rats Azz
as it is i was looking for a lil support and asked for a few prayers, posted a few bulletins and blogs SELECT few read them and select few reposted. i am minimizing my friends list BIG TIME...to all who give a rats ass at all watch as the list shrinks. may also b leavin fubar reallllll soon permanently, for those of u who already have my msn thas where u will find me at.

A 14 Year Old, Pills, And Near Death Experience.
So whenever i describe this one family i know i tell people they are my adoptive family. i have known them since i moved here. There is my roommate whitney, her older brother brian, her mom marti, her dad john, and her little brother david. I have known david since he was born. Hell i was around his mom when she was pregnant. Basically its one of those situations where if i do something wrong whits parents have every right to treat me as their own child. especially since my mom died. anyway i consider david my little brother. i love him to death. He is 14 years old and just started high school. In the past he has been caught 4 times smoking pot and hes promised all of us that after the last time he got caught [when we all went up to new braunfles] that he was staying away from drugs because of motocross. He is one of the best damn motocross racers ive seen. He cant screw that up over drugs. Anyway, yesterday morning marti and john left for their vacation to colorado. the one vacati

For My Husband...
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU Though softly spoken, you’re strongly heard, you are beautiful and I love you. When I’m opening my heart, you hang on every word, you are beautiful and I love you. You laugh when other’s roll their eyes, you are beautiful and I love you. You’ve never answered me with lies, you are beautiful and I love you. You know me better than I know myself, you are beautiful and I love you. I’m rich with love beyond any wealth, you are beautiful and I love you. You’re a genuine gentleman in your daily life, you are beautiful and I love you. You’re a genius, truly, you’re sharp as a knife, you are beautiful and I love you. You call me just to hear my voice, you are beautiful and I love you. You share my sorrows and my joys, you are beautiful and I love you. You’d give a stranger the shirt off your back, you are beautiful and I love you. You treat my loved ones with courtesy and tact, you are

Whatever....:|
Ya know what...I am just so frustrated with ppl who stop by my page and don't even bother to rate me...I go to each and every person who comes to see my pics and I rate each and everyone of their pics...I am greatful for ppl who do come by don't get me wrong...but why the hell don't ppl just take the time and rate? Come on...how hard is it? Just click the lil button under the pic? I wonder why I am here at all anymore sometimes...with the way that ppl are...that was the reason I took most of my pics down was for that...and now that I put a couple back on...no one wants to rate them...and some ppl are not even bothering to look at them at all either...they come by just to see who has looked at their profile...what a waste of time in my opinion!

Maddness...
...Madness... I swim in confusion... Bound in stone... As thought and possibility tear at my sides... This inner conflict shines deep from within my tear filled eyes... Such madness confines... Such trying times... Such unspeakable pain and suffering lie ahead... Excitement or Fear... Which keeps my heart racing... Am I predator or prey... Or something in between... Such conflict in my heart... Would drive the strongest mind insane... Is it my asking or only circumstance... I know the truth while answers can’t escape my mouth... I know my journey but not the road which leads my way... My mind is scattered... Away... While strangely calm and collected... My heart does flutter... Yet I feel it breaking... As I fall to my knees... This torment confidently drives an ironic nail through my heart... How can I choose to feel... When death does seem like such a release... As the excitement rushes over me... Or is

Forgive Me I Am Feverish...
Forgive me I am feverish... Forgive me I am feverish, Paying matters to mind, for which mind does matter. Do you mind, does it matter? Forgive me I am feverish, Caprecious with the head that swims. I can't reach this with the room that spins. Forgive me I am feverish, My body does turn to fold, it's too much, I must dream now, but the dreams still have yet to cease. Forgive me I am feverish, It's heavy like the snow that falls, Like the grass, I sleep beneath, the rain does wash the ice away. Forgive me I am feverish, To melt me down to visions and sounds, The shaking does surround, still waiting for my dreams to cease. Forgive me I am feverish.... Lucy~

Everything...
Everything Drowning in thoughts of endlessness... Pondering me... Pondering what and why and things... Everything moves in waves... Alive... Connected... Its moving... And my eyes well up with tears... Its funny... How one can be so enlightened... And darkened at the same time... Sometimes you just need to breathe... And take it all in... And let things just be... Such beauty all around... Liquid wind pushing the trees... The tiny things that crawl and buzz... Dont they love the flowers... The vast and brilliant sky... Such beauty... Rivers weep into the sea... And nights falling reveals her beauty... Lucy~

Weird Facts ..part 3
A mole can dig a tunnel 300 feet long in just one night! A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off - it dies from starvation! A crocodile always grows new teeth to replace the old teeth! A group of geese on the ground is a gaggle, a group of geese in the air is a skein! A hard working adult sweats up to 4 gallons per day. Most of the sweat evaporates before a person realizes it's there, though! A hedgehog's heart beats 300 times a minute on average! A hippo can open its mouth wide enough to fit a 4 foot tall child inside! A hummingbird weighs less than a penny! A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second! A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! A quarter has 119 grooves on its edge, a dime has one less groove! After eating, a housefly regurgitates its food and then eats it again! Apples are more efficient than caffeine in keeping people awake in the mornings! Bulls are

Isn't Black Beautiful.
No not every thing black is beautiful, Nor is every thing gold n silver beautiful, The only thing that is truely beatiful is nothing, Yet nothing isn't beautiful at all either its just that nothing, The it might be nice or cool but black is just that black, It's the the oppiste of white or light, It's what is behind every thing n in every thing, Now Red is the color that is beautiful, Its is a color that is power-full, It's the color of hate, Of love, Of passion, Of the blood of your ex-girl/boyfriend, babby's mother, ex-wife/husband, Now thats truely a wonderfull color, The only thing more beautiful, Is that of the every swirlling thought of death, That is the most beautiful thing death, Sweet slumber, No more pain, Or sorrow, Or agony, Or lonelyness, Or Lust Or emotions period, Or controlling ex's, That is truely beautiful, DEATH; RED; And my child.

Lessons Learned...
Lessons Learned.... Take the time to sit within... To take apart the lessons learned... To put them back together... Better... There is only honesty... When youre talking to yourself... Lies rely on fear and self doubt... Figments of the mind... The monsters... That corner you deep... Within yourself... Let it go... Let it flow... Every moment... That has and will... A grain of sand... Not only in slipping... Through fingers from the hand... But mostly... In breaking apart... And in forming... Pressing powder into stone... Carnelian... The abundant orange... There is so much still unknown... The questions being questioned... Take the time to sit within... Hand in hand with lessons learned... Lucy~

I Double-dog-dare-ya!
I am sharing this with you today because it ended with a double dog dare to pass it on. To remember what a double dog dare is, read on. And remember that the perfect age is somewhere between old enough to know better and too young to care. How many of these do you remember? Candy cigarettes Wax Coke-shaped bottles with colored sugar water inside Soda pop machines that dispensed glass bottles Coffee shops with tableside jukeboxes Blackjack, Clove and Teaberry chewing gum Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers Newsreels before the movie P.F. Fliers Telephone numbers with a word prefix...(Raymond 4-601). Party lines Peashooters Howdy Dowdy Hi-Fi's 45 RPM records 78 RPM records! Green Stamps Metal ice cubes trays with levers Mimeograph paper Beanie and Cecil Roller-skate keys Cork pop guns Drive ins Studebakers Washtub wringers The Fuller Brush Man Reel-To-Reel tape r

Liquid...
Liquid... thoughts in streams between... the makings of the scene... it's getting crowded in here... I'm smothered in dreams of nonsense... I'm tired of doing nothing and everything and nothing... everything seems in relation to water these days... in movement and stagnation... in security and utter randomness... in direction and obstruction... in cause and in effect... not meant to be controlled... and only vaguely understood... life is funny... at least... there is definitely a sense of humor behind the curtain... Lucy~

Yet Again
yet again poem kiss me like you mean it let me drown in this pleasure of your touch let me sink until i feel safe again dont stop im almost there in your arms everything makes sense now i feel alright again this is heaven to me i could love you forever forever dont stop or ill turn cold wait come back my hearts sinking as u fade as you fade away again i scream yet you dont hear a thing the darkness fades and the sun shines i awake on my bed where you left me yet again you've ruined another dream of mine yet again im left alone im alone again and i cant feel you anymore im so cold, that it hurts to breath

My Son Is My Heart...
I have my heart... Each day I wake to find perfection, those smiles, those eyes, You manage to make me so complete, my son, my heart, At a time when life had lacked direction, of where's, and why's, I finally found that lost connection, for life, to start, I never knew I could feel this much, now I'm overcome, I never knew I could love so much, now I'm overcome, You gave me life in giving you life, such love, such joy, Turned a husband and wife into family, our house, a home, Whatever the day brings, will always suffice, with you, my boy, My life has clear meaning finally, I cease, to roam, I never knew I could feel this much, now I'm overcome, I never knew I could love so much, now I'm overcome, I have my heart. Lucy~

A Song For My Son...
Nigh-Night Land It's time to go to nigh-night land... So close your eyes and take my hand... You can do anything you want to do... When you go to nigh-night land... Let's take a ride on the nigh-night train... We can fly around in a nigh-night plane... You can go anywhere that you want to go... When you go to nigh-night land... You can be 100 stories tall... You can jump right over the highest wall... You can be anyone you want to be... When you go to nigh-night land... You can run real fast with the nigh-night dogs... Or jump real high with the nigh-night frogs... You can be anything that you want to be... When you go to nigh-night land... So close your eyes and take my hand... Let's go to nigh-night land... We can swim under the nigh-night sea... Or climb up high in the nigh-night tree... You can do anything you want to do... When you go to nigh-night land... You can play and run

Up Date?
Tired, but that is what is expected after you worked all night. Well, after a quick second of thought, i have added some new content to the page. The bugz thing is a couple of pics i setup for someone who works at Yale, I went to HighSchool with. Yes, I went to school with people who got real hard working jobs, or just high paying ones. Well, this guy had a some what black VW. I use that term because from a distance it looked black. When you got up close how ever, the multiple layers of colors had the effect of looking at wet black tar, with a drop of oil in it. Now that was back in 1990, and before he totaled it. Few years later, he got himself a brand New VW bug. From reports it was black, i just hope he learned to drive wile someone else's mouth was full.

Missing My Dad...
I miss my dad... No one knows me like my dad... No one laughs like my dad... No one is magic like my dad... No one writes like my dad... No one has a sense of humor like my dad... No one likes the same music as me like my dad did... No one knows everything like my dad... No one surprises me like my dad... No one can protect me like my dad... No one makes me feel less crazy like my dad... No one listens like my dad... No one hugs like my dad... No one knows what to do like my dad... There is no one in this world like my dad... Lucy~

Things You'll Never Hear A Woman Say
Things You'll Never Hear A Woman Say 1. What do you mean today's our anniversary? 2. Can we not talk to each other tonight? I'd rather just watch TV. 3. Ohh, this diamond ring is way too big!! 4. And for our honeymoon we're going fishing in Alaska! 5. Aww, don't stop for directions, I'm sure you'll be able to figure out how to get there. 6. Is that phone for me? Tell 'em I'm not here. 7. I don't care if it is on sale, 300 dollars is too much for a designer dress.

Life
Love is a just a four letter word. It could mean nothing more than dirt in a field to some. don't we all wish we were young? don't we all wish we were loved?? asking myself these questions won't ever answer the things I really need to know. but knowing not to ask others these questions is what I do know. taking the chance of me doing this is what i fear the most. all these answers aren't always what i want to hear. can somebody be a bad person for wanting something so bad? lust is just the feeling inside wanting to come outside. how my feelings come out only relies on my actions. But how can i express my actions when all i hear are questions? Love is just here to hurt you.

If Life Were A Shoe...
IF LIFE WERE A SHOE... I have a tiny little heart... I've given it mostly away... I've saved just enough for myself... I don't need much... Just a taste... My name was stolen from the start... Or maybe just borrowed for a while... Always looked at like I was someone else... But at least she was pretty... It was never mine anyways... I need to sort through my faces... There are so many I haven't used in years... And some that need breaking in... Where do I begin... Seems fitting to begin at the beginning... I'm always tripping on my laces... That is if life were a shoe... I'm still deciding if it fits me... At least it looks good... I'm just rambling anyways... Lucy~

College Girl - Federation
yeah, i just wanna thank you for all the knowledge you've given me. and all that brain you gave me in between your math and english class. i luh you. she's a bad dang she doing her thang that girl right there got knowledge her mom and dad was happy as hell when they sent that girl to college she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she's a college girl, she's nasty she on myspace, pretty face i seen her when i post my bulletin she was thick as hell, never went to YALE. studied at cal state fullerton, sac state they go irate the hoe's just try to rush me she said she new as hell, her face was pale she cheerleading for washington husky's. her name is pam, she like to suck to date a rapstar is her dream she go to spellmen, mixed breed player on the basketball team

I Don't Ask For Much... Do I?
Ok Friends and Fans... I usually dont ask, but I have been rating and voting like crazy and I just can not seem to level up. I am so tired of being Regular... I so wanna be a Bad Fu!!!!!! I only have 13,344 points to go... ok so ya that is not only, but any help would be returned and greatly appriciated. Thanks to those that helped allready!!!

A Friend Needs Your Prayers Please
Everyone.. I don't ask for much here from my friends.. But this is different.. One of my really good friends here needs your prayers.. He is really bad sick.. He is going through chemotherapy and he is really bad.. The treatments aren't working this time. I am losing a friend. Gods this is so hard. A passing of a friend is like a piece of yourself being taken away. Please go to his page and show him some love and send your best wishes. He is one of the nice guys here on Fubar.. hell he is one of the nice guys PERIOD. He was there for me when I was at my lowest and he saw me through my sick days and even my good days. Below is a link to his page. The Enigma AKA: The Black Winged Angel@ fubar Thank you all.

New
We will not find new songs by humming old melodies; cannot learn new scents from last year's garden; may not remember last night's dream - so let us sleep again, intertwined, to create new things. But first, the taste of you to whet my senses - I long for this. © All rights reserved

Things You Don't Want To Hear During Surgery
Considering I have a surgury coming up i found this funny. 1. Better save that. We'll need it for the autopsy. 2. "Accept this sacrifice, O Great Lord of Darkness." 3. Bo! Bo! Come back with that. Bad dog! 4. Wait a minute, if this is his spleen, then what's that? 5. Hand me that... uh... that uh... that thingy there. 6. Oh no! Where's my Rolex. 7. Oops! Hey, has anyone ever survived from 500 ml of this stuff before? 8. There go the lights again? 9. "Ya know, there's big money in kidneys? and this guy's got two of 'em." 10. Everybody stand back! I lost my contact lens! 11. Could you stop that thing from beating; it's throwing off my concentration. 12. What's this doing here? 13. I hate it when they're missing stuff in here. 14. That's cool. Now can you make his leg twitch by pressing that one?! 15. Well folks, this will be an experiment for all of us. 16. Sterile schmerile. The floor's clean, right? 17. OK, now take a picture from th

Tickle Me Elmo
There is a factory in America which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arm. A new employee is hired at the Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00am. The next day at 8:45am there is a knock at the Personnel Manager’s door. The foreman from the assembly line throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The personnel manager decides he should see this for himself so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there, the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo’s all over the factory floor and they’re really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands the new employee surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo’s. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amaze

My 1st Blog Entry!
Hello unpredictable chaotic brainwashed world! I decided to actually try a blog on here. It's a bit different than other places... still I prefer my usually blogland areas. It's a good feature here I suppose, although I doubt I'll ever even use it!

Good Error Messages On The Brand New $7000 Computer You Just Bought
1. "That URL was not found because frankly, I didn' try hard enough." 2. "If you continue to type that way, you'll get Carpal Tunnel Syndrome." 3. "The Server is not really down, its just mildly depressed." 4. "Normally, I would complain but I'll let that rough disk insertion slide this time." 5. "Don't worry, I'll clean up that beer stain." 6. "Its not a virus...its a STD(System Transmitted Disease)." 7. "Remember Einstein, its point then click, point then click." 8. "That General Protection Fault is not yours." 9. "You're using MS Word 5.0 and that's a weenie version so why don't I upgrade you for free?" 10. "I hate to tell you this but you have already seen that version of the Pamela Anderson video... may I suggest another?"

Raising Their Kid Right!
RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, "Under God". One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the s ky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE

In Loving Memory Sandy Hartman
Sandra E. Hartman, 60, of Sedalia, died Wednesday, September, 12, 2007, at St. John’s Hospital in Springfield, MO. She was born October 27, 1946, in Sedalia, the daughter of Basil O. and Betty J. Broyles Piers. Ms. Hartman was raised and educated in Sedalia and was a graduate of Smith-Cotton High School. She then earned a degree at State Fair Community College. She attended First Christian Church. Surviving are a son, Darrin Hartman, of Sedalia; two daughters, Karen Staus and husband James, of Tipton, MO and Robin Nyegard and husband Don, of El Dorado Springs, MO; three brothers, William Piers, of Sedalia, Michael Piers, of Raytown, MO and Merle Piers, of Windsor, MO; four sisters, Sharon Wheatley, of Tipton, MO, Cynthia Pebworth, of Lake Ozark, MO, Pamela Hamby, of Smithton and Deborah Betances, of Higginsville, MO; eight grandchildren and one great-grandchild. Funeral services will be at 10:00 a.m. Saturday, September 15, 2007, at McLaughlin Funeral Chapel, with the Rev.

Ok Back At The Library...
still slowly paying off the phone/net bill...the room mate from hell is out in 7 days...being on a fixed income makes things a bit of a challenge when trying to catch up on late bills...bills that are late cuz the room mate from hell threw them away...its a long stroy that i will fill you all in on when i get the net back at home...thanks for all the emails and love...miss ya yall!! E

An Atheist In The Woods
AN ATHEIST IN THE WOODS An atheist was walking through the woods. "What majestic trees"! "What powerful rivers"! "What beautiful animals"! He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder & saw that the bear was closing In on him. He looked over his shoulder again, & the bear was even closer. He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw & raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out, "Oh my God!" Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. "You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident." "Do you expe

Look At The Whole Thing
WHY DO I HAVE SOME PEOPLE ACT SHOCKED WHEN I CHAT WITH THEM & LET THEM KNOW WHAT I'M REALLY INTO SEXUALLY. IT COMES AS A SURPRISE WHEN I ASK THEM IF THEY ACTUALLY LOOKED AT ALLOF MY PROFILE. I HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR A WHILE, AND DO NOT PLAN ON CHANGING ANY TIME SOON. YOU EITHER TAKE ME AS I AM, OR YOU DO NOT. EASY COME & EASY GO!! ADIOS MUCHACO!!!

Fog
Fog, like layers of cotton candy, set today upon this damp city sleeping - it reminded me of a night along the west coast, struggling in the cold wet air to reach your hand and, finding it, pulling you close. Through the thick cloud, I could not see the tears forming in your green eyes, but your words were a dull thud, like a bullet fired through a pillow, finding me in the darkness of that foggy December night: "I love you. Goodbye." © All rights reserved

Weird Facts ..part 2
Weird Things You Probably Would Never Know!! Butterflies taste with their feet. In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all the world's nuclear weapons combined. On average, 100 people choke to death on ballpoint pens every year. On average people fear spiders more than they ! do death. Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are recently arrived immigrants. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older. It's possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs. Women blink nearly twice as much as men. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building. A snail can sleep for three years. No word in the English language rhymes with "MONTH". Average life span

Seattle Area- Do You Go Out? If You Do, You May Want To Read This, And Fight For Your Right To Dance...please Pass This On!!!
(dj danger) I will be attending the the City council vote on Monday at City Hall as this is about the future of all nightclubs (BIG, SMALL, HIP HOP, ELECTRONIC, LATIN, ROCK, ETC ETC ETC) in Seattle. Seattle clubs are in grave danger! The City Council will meet Monday September 17th at 2:00pm at the Seattle City Hall to vote on Mayor Nickel’s nightlife ordinance. It is key that you contact the city council by phone or email to voice your opinion on this. We just ask that you do it in a professional manner. If this ordinance passes it will be the final nail in the coffin for many many “clubs” in Seattle. Among many over restrictive regulations this ordinance will call for a separate license for “Nightclubs” (basically any venue with a 200 person capacity that charges cover). This license will be issued by the Mayors discretion, and we all know his opinions on nightclubs! Any violation of the regulations that guide this license and a club could be closed for 30 days at the least or

Something Funny Tom Sent Me, Lmao
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like Weather. Nothing can be done to change them. 3. Men are like ..Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 4. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 5. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 6. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 7. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 8. Men are like Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 9. Men are like. Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 10. Men are like .Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright 11. Men are like Parking Spots All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

My Comedy Page...
So, I had been told by numerous people that I should do comedy, so sometime last year, I made a Myspace Comedy page. All of my "material" is in my blogs on there, so check it out. Add me as a friend and tell your friends about it too, lemme know what you think! The link is www.myspace.com/leskocomedy so check it all out and lemme know!

Misleading
You hear these voices, deep inside your head. They torment and mislead you. Words are better left unsaid. They hurt you and deprive you. Can wishes come untrue? Just to think and you feel so alone. Without no special thoughts with you. The colors in your mind, are darker than you think. Black for madness, blinded faith; Blue for your mistakes. Surround your heart with special thoughts. A miracle once lost. Forget those voices in your head. The ones which mislead your heart.

~angel Girl~
You came back to my surprise I am happy to be your girl I hope we can stay like this I won't hurt your heart again We are close in many ways You have a light that shines over you We take care of each other in need We are blessed with love and faith You are a special person in your own way You are strong You are the light of surprises This day was made for you God bless the angel that you are This is for a good friend of mine from myspace her name is Sarah Samy she has been very ill since I have known her so I made this poem for her.

Yet, Another Untitled
Time can never erase the memory of you. In my heart, it will never fade. The memory of you. My soul will never stop feeling, The presence of you. My lips will never stop longing, the touch of you. My body will never stop wanting the warmth of you. You...Me.... Will always be. Will always stay, not too far away. Close to my heart. And yet, so far away. I know deep inside, that it won't go away; the memory of you. Will be here with me. For the rest of my life, and all eternity.

Getting Wrecked :d
Can't wait :D away out to see tribute band Mac Floyd, way pals and then in town tae get trashed :D can't wait :) And aye Studying can wait hahahahaha :D and should be a good laugh :D wish yous aw the best for the WEEKEND :)

Please Pray For The Families Of These 3 Soldiers Lost Cherie Owner Of Death Bbg Special Forces Lounge Ty
Ala. Military Crash Victims Identified The Associated Press - 19 hours ago Stanley, 33, was a pilot from Fort Rucker, Ala., who joined the Army in November 2000. Angel, 24, was a Black Hawk helicopter repairman from Gauley Bridge, ... 3 soldiers killed in Black Hawk crash ArmyTimes.com Black Hawk Helicopter Crash Kills Three Near Skyline Alabama WDEF News 12 3 Dead in Army Chopper Crash in Ala. The Associated Press Eyewitness News Memphis - Louisville Courier-Journal all 183 news articles » IM DOIN THIS FOR A VERY CLOSE AND DEAR FRIEND LOVE YA LOSTciveteto , ITS BEEN SUCH A SAD WEEK ALL AWAY AROUND FOR MANY , GOD BLESS THEM .

Yeah, Thanks A Lot!
Best forward I've ever gotten! LOL! SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER... I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258 th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to

Pissed!!!!
I once had it all... And like a fuckin plane crash it was gone, and so was the people that said I love U!!! I'm left crawling in my skin, alone and dark. Lack of self control, confusing what is real, fighting the pain everyday... wounds that won't heal. being pulled apart from the inside... being crushed from the outside in... should that equal out? yea not at different times... WTF.. I'm looking through someone elses eyes as if its not me.. I can't get out... it won't let go, I have to smile over the pain so they don't ask whats wrong... leave me alone... I won't let this buildup inside me.... I don't want to be this... so I keep fighting... time goes right out the window... day and night become one, it doesn't even matter... the pain goes on... at times sitting emotionless and numb... some say I love you then walk away, you can see it's out of sight out of mind again actions speek louder than words.... again and again its all the same... fake people... fake smiles... I love u is a

The Wait...part V...
i close my eyes...the flickering of the candle lights still shining through... fingers tracing...with my mind's eyes... re-enacting a lover's lips... over my forehead...my nose...my mouth... turning my face to expose my neck... sweetly offfering it to a vampire's hungry kiss... and a shiver runs down my spine... tingling...electrifying... every single nerves on blue flame... the anticipation...the aprehension... crossing my arms across my chest... like a sensual embrace... the caress...soft as the nights... riding the tides like orgasmic waves... arching my back...a sigh escapes... a long forgotten feeling...recaptures... i've been waiting for an eternity... to be loved by you... for just a day...

Bang Camaro Buffalo Ny!
Thought Id blog about one of my good friends' from High School..Bryn..his upcoming new band "Bang Camaro"....went to jam out with them last friday night at the Showplace Theater in Buffalo...good times. I suggest you all check these guys out if ya like 80s-90s-and the 2000's ROCK..its a huge mix n alot of testosterone!! ha! http://www.myspace.com/bangcamaro http://www.myspace.com/bangcamarostreetteam Us girls... Bryn rockin out...these boys are fuckin talented...check em out...

Memoir
I remember all the sand. Tormented by a wind's decent. Waves surround an ocean shore. Clouds enhance a peasant's land. Fewer felt a bit deranged. Colder than a grave at night. A thousand memories rearranged, in a memory's course of fright. I remember tortured wind songs. Every drop of fallen rain. Every Memoir, lost and gone; for time shall cease what we shall gain.

The Belief In Any Will To Feel
Did hope arrive? Shall I be survived. In this world of ours, love lives. It's alive. So soon does it come. So sure, will it stay? For this feeling I've found, I'd never dream to throw it away. Do I believe? Shall I think false... I listen to the silence in these walls. For they speak to me. When everything isn't right. In the blink of an eye, you will see the shine in your light. Am I free at last? Will true love find me? Is it as high as a mountain, or as deep as the sea? Please follow me through. My heart needs more. Then this pain and grief. That's all I'm asking for. No shadow of doubt. For I feel inside. A belief in this. No need to cry. Only tears of joy. And the tears may come; From the emotions I feel. And my soul deserves some.

Wanna Help?
I have two good friends that need help leveling, if you can help... First we have Pie Daddy....He needs 13,000 or so to level..:) PieDaDDY@ fubar Then there is Sundowner, who is looking to level to Henchman, if you can help..:) Sundowner@ fubar

Update On Carla
I Spoke to her today. She wants everyone to know that she misses them and will hopefully be back online within a couple of weeks. She is doing fine but misses all her friends on FUBAR! Thanks for your time. Tracy

Journey
This cold and lonely road I know I must walk it alone There's not another soul in sight I wish I had wings so I could just take flight Peer over the trees and past the trail Reach the sun and let my heart set sail. {By Italian Diamond} 9-14-07 This picture sparked in my mind the poem you just read.

Sex Questions
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you want to tie me up? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet

The Bathtub Test
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' IF LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE, I AM SURPRISED THAT A PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANY HASN'T TRIED TO PATENT IT. LAUGH NOW WHILE IT IS STILL FREE!!!

"the Mirror Of My Soul"
I almost passed him by, then turned and glanced his way again, drawn by what, the clothes bizarre, yet bleak, or shoes grotesque, that could not help but make me laugh, or could it be the painted face, with nose of red I'd seen so many times before? The hat, askew upon a head of hair so wild, that never could be tamed, and then I looked into his eyes, and saw reflections, mirrors of my very soul. I drowned in pain of loneliness and sorrow. The haunted smile, betrayed, shared, but for brief short moments, as once again, I felt a loss that time could not erase. The nod between us, seen by none, much less understood. A bond between us, that was our alone, yet, never having met, we lived a lifetime. My lifted hand fell helpless by my side, as sadly, we each turned and walked the other way.

Ms. Maine
Ms. Maine is trying to levelup to level 22. COme show her that Fubar love please. She's a sweet heart adn will return all love. She also has lots of pics adn stashes to rate. ♥ΜśִΜ@įňĖ♥ββŴ♥NBSD FAMILY@ fubar

The Angel Of Depression
The Angel of Depression is a gift of dark and light She understands the core of human plight She doesn't ask permission as she gently takes our hand And guides us through the nadir of our land As we traverse ever deeper -- ever deeper into self A terrain the sultry Angel travels best We endure the utter darkness carried gently by the light As our tired mind recedes into the night As the Angel of Depression skims the shadows in the mist We begin to see the lessons we have missed She illuminates the darkness with the light of new insight And we rise into our strength renewed through strife

By-stander
Sometimes I feel I'm on the inside looking out. Going through emotions and sorting out my doubt. Other times I feel I'm on the outside looking in. Watching what I'm going through, and not knowing where to begin. I want to change my life sometimes, without my heart feeling weak. But I freeze up and cry over many things. Which makes me very meek. I have a very confusing life, and you want to be in it? I'm telling you now, you'll never get far.. If you stand on the side and only observe it. If you want to be part of my life, show it in many ways. Just hold me and love me forever and always. From now, until the end of our days.

I Miss You
I Miss You silhouettes dance within my heart casting omnipresent shadows of you and yet there remains an echo an eerie silence of loneliness deafened by dreaded emptiness in a place you once tread those boyhood memories remain absence the fondness you shared the gentleness of your touch supported by words of compassion always teaching, reaching no longer can I feel you though I see you daily from visions of the past my soul aches to know how long does death last....

Worries
Beneath my soul, there is a shell. Something of which I know so well. It's hard, and dark. I got it from; Someone of whom I used to love. They went and threw my heart away. And now my love has gone astray. They killed my pride from deep inside. And from my love, I never did hide. But now I hurt and now I cry. From tears I did hold deep inside. And from my love, I never did hide. They killed my pride from deep inside.

9-11 Omfg!! :o
Really freaking facts of 911 Now listen to me! Read through all of this, and don't stop till you hit the bottom, or you'll regret it! UNITED WE STAND 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes wa

Paradigm Shift
This is from Stephen Covey's Seven Habits of Highly Effective People and is a story I often think of when I fell I am being too judgmental of others. One day, a ten-year-old boy went to an ice cream shop. The place was very busy and a waitress finally made her way to where he was seated. The boy thought for a time as the waitress impatiently waited for him to speak. Finally he asked the waitress, "How much is an ice-cream cone?" She said, "seventy-five cents." The boy started counting the coins he had in his hand. The waitress became more and more annoyed as other customers waited. Then he asked how much a small cup of ice-cream was. The waitress impatiently replied, "sixty five cents." The boy said, "I will have the small ice-cream cup." The waitress, irritated at how inconsiderate the boy was of her situation, brought him his ice cream and scurried to serve the other patrons. The little boy had his ice-cream, paid the bill and left. When the waitress came to pick up the em

What Have We Become
What will become of us If we push against the ground What will this dream create when words are not around fear in what we believe or truth in what we know when the world is in oblivion and your eyes are as white as snow I need reason and i need one now show me a new season make me bow down What can we feel when the rain is like fire Is this lust or flaming desire What can be said that is splendor to your ears This heart can be bled turning kisses into tears On the straight and narrow But broad is the wave of our future Undermining and undesigning What have we become

A Pome
..Among all, the lovely things, My Love I’d seen in all my dreams Had never been a fantasy like this. The love of my life came in at the door And my heart fell at her feet. Tears filled my eyes and i wept with joy. Our souls touched and we knew. We were destined by god to be together. Please, please don’t break my heart. As others have. My love is precious, More then silver or gold.. God put you here for a reason, And if you know god, you will understand..... -Chris M. Greenberg- Girls that r out going, lad back, funny, fun to hang out wid.someone that luvs kid's. who like a hufty kind of guy.And likes guys who likes cars,and would fight n protech there girl from anything and i mean ANYTHING. look me up aim firefighter393cg yahoo magilla_garilla n check my myspace page out myspace.com/sgt_frylock

Another Untitled
How can this be that I found you? I've searched the entire universe for truth. I smile with ease at every passing day. And then you break my heart in two. You tell me of a forbidden plan. That I can not quite comprehend. I wish that you could understand. Why I feel I should protect you. I know this world is not enough, for me to love you quite so much. And I quiver every time we touch, in everything that we may do. Just allow me to say my peace, and go. I care for you more than you know. You make my whole surrounding glow. And I pray I can never see myself without you..

Firefighters Pome
What is a Fire Fighter? A Fire Fighter is a lonely man holding a midmorning watch with book in hand and a telephone within a split seconds reach. A darkened apparatus floor, a complicated alarm system, now silent, but perhaps within the next blink of en eye or turn of a page will scream out with the clanging of bells, the turning of gears, and the ticking of tape. What is as Fire Fighter? He is years of constant training that must guide him in every move once that Great Silver Bell again must exact "Awake ye from your beds! " Your heavy resting hearts within the sigh of an awakening must now beat with the strength of an athlete, a fighter, for a fighter you are. A fire fighter is a man responsible for thousands of dollars of equipment, and for the lives of his fellowmen he knows he must protect. He is a man constantly studying for promotions, not content that as a private he already represents leadership in the community. For a young girl or boy there is no doubt who he is. Yes he was

My Gaming/studio Recording Computer Is Up For Sale!!
.. if u are interested let me know.. need the cash for an xbox 360 and Halo 3.. i am going to be building another computer so i wont be without one for long.. wooot.. i am asking 500 bux for the computer.. and here is what will come with it... i built this computer from scratch with my own time and sweat.. very powerful computer. i built this computer for very powerful gaming. i made links available for each item, so that u can have a visual of what the system looks like.. the computer color scheme is blue and black as u will see. the case is black with blue lights.. as is the interior of the case because of blue fans on the inside.. if i have more than one person interested i will take the highest offer.. 17 flat panel monitor.. purchased from a friend(125bux)Saitek Eclipse Keyboard(50 bux)Microsoft Wireless Optical Mouse(60 bux)MSI MS-7135 Nvidia Nforce 4 Ultra Motherboard with 4 USB (150 bux)Gigabit Ethernet Card on Motherboard for internetAMD Athlon(tm) 64 Processor 3000+(200 bu

G/f App.
1. Name- 2.Age- 3. Hight- 4. What does your scale read- 5. What color hair do you have- 6. How is your hair cut- 7. Where are you from- 8. What would you concider a perfect first date- 9. Do you kiss on the first date- 10. Do you have a car? 11. Do you have a job? what do you do if you do have one? 12. If not why dont you have one? 13. What is a fun night out for you? 14. Do you like sex? 15. Do you smoke? 16. What is your favorite color? 17. Favorite food? 18. How many times a week woudl you want to see me? 19. Favorite time of year? 20. How many times a week would we have sex? 21. Do you like romance? 22. Do you like that out doors? 23. I Luv watching sports , would that bother you? 24. Do you party at all? 25. What woudl you do if i was sick? 26. Do you give oral? 27. What do you wear to bed? 28. Do you mind having sex with the lights on? 29. Would you spend yrou day off with me? 30. Do you hav

Aids
if i banged every chick on the internet that swore she was gonna come here and take my cock in some way or another, i would not only have aids, my crabs would have aids. i would have exploding radioactive shrapnel aids. it would take out a whole city. they would call me hiroshima dick.

Just To Let Everyone Know!!!
I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart for not returning the love to everyone that has helped me so far in leveling ad what not. I have been really stressed out because I am getting evicted from my apt. and I am trying to file bankruptcy and through all of this I am worried so much about my kids and where we are going to go if we get kicked out. So I will probably not be on too much until I figure things out at home. I will do my best to catch with all of you when I feel that i have the time to play around again. To NBSD I love you guys and I am sorry that I have not been there like I should...i owe you all so much and I hope to see you sonner than later but you all are great!!!XOXOXOX Much Love to all my friends, fam, and fans....XOXOX Mercedes

Life
Hey list'n up... U Live n u DIE so dont get all discouragd. just get ur lasy azz off the couch n grab LIFE by the horns.. n stop be'n pansie's bout girl's if ur not kool bout ur self then the girl's will think the same way.. so think positive n confident n u'll have a great Life n maybe a great girl or even a family... U never know what lies ahead of even around the corner.... I even have to take my own advice.....

Ny
Just want to say i will miss you all while i am in NY. I hope i will have a pc where i am going . I reall have missed being on . Please dont forget me . Everything will be better for me when i get back. Have a great time on here and see you soon Love you guys

Firefighter
Firefighter "My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck, And when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "Mother wish me luck". Then Dad would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, And sometimes he don't fight a fire for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too young to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all good-bye, But little did we realize, that night, we all would cry. My father gave his life that night, when the floor gave way below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray to God above, Say a praye

Firefighter 2
Firefighter 2 "Hey mom! He yelled from the attic door, 'What's these old heavy boots and hard hat for?" With a lump in her throat and a tear stained cheek, His mother swallowed and started to speak. "Come here my son," his mother said, "There's things to tell when I clear my head." The past raced madly through her mind; She searched her heart, the words to find. At last she sighed and rubbed his hair, And the words that followed I'd like to share. "These boots and hat," she said with pride, "were worn by a man with grit inside. He wore them to help people in need, Though facing danger would never concede. Many of time in the dead of night, He jumped in those boots and dashed out of sight, To answer a call and not knowing for sure What danger or heartache he may have to endure, Your father, my son, was not like most dads, It was mainly because of the job he had. His life was devoted to all of mankind, And just why he choose it, is not clear

Firefighting
A firefighters little girl I am very dedicated to my work. I wear firefighter shirts every day, even when I'm not on duty. The fire department is my second home, and my second family. It often seems as if my life revolves around the fire department, but it means nothing compared to my little girl. I am normally a very friendly person, but if you hurt my little girl you will make me mad. I know my little girl is growing up, even if I don't like it. She seems to like you, so I'll tolerate you dating her, but here are a few things for you to think about while you're with her: First of all, I go into burning buildings to save people that I've never even seen before, you can't imagine how protective I am of my little girl. I once broke a man's sternum by accident while doing CPR to save his life. If that's how I help people what do you think I do when I'm pissed off? I investigate arson fires. I know exactly what clues to look for to prove it was arson…so I also know how to

Bikers
BIKERS I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our o

Alissology
MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Ranch Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Chick-fil-A Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A.I dunno...Seasons or Cheeseburger in Paradise Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. 25% Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. probably pasta, but my but would be the size of a house lol Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Mushroom, Black Olives, and extra cheese :D Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A: Butter and Strawberry Preserves TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A: A BEAUTIFUL picture of some daisies that someone sent me Q. How many televisions are in your house/apartment? A. 2...but we only use one BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. my wisdom teeth Q. When was the last time you had a

California Love
FRIENDS VS> CALIFORNIA FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: laugh at you ----------------------------------

Double The Pleasure
From upstairs, I hear the front door creak open then bang shut. My husband must be home. Excitedly I jump out of bed and stick my head around the bedroom door. "Kev, come up here a minute would you love?" I shout down over the banister, catching the faint smell of my husbands musky aftershave combined with the smell of a fresh summers day. I hear his footfall upon the first stair and hasten back into the bedroom, closing the door behind me. Leaping back onto the bed I rearrange myself for the maximum visual impact. I sit holding my breath in anticipation, my heart pounding and every nerve in me tingling with excitement. Suddenly the door opens and in strides my husband, I see he's about to say something when his jaw goes slack, his eyes widen and he stops, dead in his tracks. "Happy Birthday Kev!" I shout as he walks in through the door, "This is your special birthday treat. I arranged it all for you.” Kev continues to stare at me on the bed, and his eyes dart to my best

Me And Luisa Might In The Future Be Getting Back 2gether I Hope.
i really love luisa me and her have been through so much and we click like nothing i ever felt b4 and to tell the truth i think she will be the one i want to marry for the rest of my life and have kids with and be able to settle down and have a good marriage with it has been a long time coming when me and her got here because i did hurt her in the past but i am working and going to stay the man i am changing into for a long time till i die for her and any other plans i have i want to be with her by my side and i hope she reads this caus i do love her and see her alot we hang out lots and i love the time i spend with her. so luisa if do read this i love and always will and it will never change and it is not fake. demonstar.

*crying*
What a shame it is that I have 330+ friends on my list and 15 in my family and goodness knows how many fanned people, and yet only 2 people have bothered to help me in the least little bit in a VIP giveaway I am in. Hurts my feelings alot. I am always the first in line to help bomb or rate or whatever to level my friends and or help them in contests, but seems as though it was all in vain. That really makes me so sad. So much for being nice to people I guess... Even the guy that pointed me to the contest has pimped out one of my competetors and not helped me even a little even though I helped him as much as I could when he was trying to level to Godfather...Really just ugly how things get on Fubar and how people, even in a cyber world disappoint you. Have a nice day all and good luck doing whatever you might be doing this weekend. Just in case you feel the need to drop by, here is the contest pic link.... PS 2 of my pals did actually repost for me and for that I am very

Someone Very Special
This man has affected everyone's lives and it is time we as his freinds did something for him. Put his name on every prayer list you can find. Talk to everyone and ask them to pray for him. I know that God will hears our prayers. If we bug God enough about this man he will listen and heal hi mcompletely and give him back his strength. Come on everyone..Repost this or his orginal. Make it a sticky. Post it on web sites you belong to. Lets get together and show this man how much we all love him! M, 31 Levittown, NY remove friend I come bearing good and bad news! (This will also be reposted in my blogs!) The good news: I got through another chemotherapy treatment and am resting (somewhat) comfortably at home. Feeling quite lethargic, but I am holding my own (as I have been accustomed to doing throughout my life). Now the bad news: The treatments have been almost ineffective to this point. We are trying other different cocktails hoping there is one that will be effec

Damn
ok i guess i have to refresh everyones memory...LIARS, FAKES, AND MARRIED MEN (or boys so to speak) please stay off my page and thats putting that nicely,so if u my real friend and ya keep it real thanx dont all u other fake fucks screw it up for everyone else! thanx have a great day! kells

Little Tony
Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days. He'd been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her, "Grandma, what's that called when two people sleep in the same room and one is on top of the other?" She was a little taken aback, but she decided to just tell him the truth. "It's called sexual intercourse, darling." Little Tony just said, "Oh, OK," and went back outside to play with the other kids. A few minutes later he came back in and said angrily, "Grandma, it Isn't called sexual intercourse. It 's called bunk beds. And Jimmy's mom wants to talk to you."

I Want To Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your anwers to me only... ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13.)A. 14.)Q. Wo

Self Destruction
I am self destructive. Do you know what that means? Have you ever finally reached a moment when it has become O so real? Several days without sleep and being treated like crap I can actually say that I know that I am self destructive. Now that I see it, how do I make it stop? Have you ever seen that someone has become self destructive but not really understood why? Read this…maybe it will explain me and others like me: ~~~~~ Women seeking recovery from self destructive behaviors frequently find their progress blocked by the previously unrecognized impact of psychological trauma, loss, childhood neglect, abuse, abandonment, sexual assault, and patterns of emotional or physical abuse as well as self neglect in adult relationships. Too often the woman trying to recover from self destructive behavior finds herself in a revolving door of treatment / self-help / relapse because the core processes of her psychological and emotional development have not been attended to. ~~~~~ I

Dreamer
Always when i look away Always when I’m deep down in my thoughts I’m dreaming Try to show me if it’s worth living Show me what it’s like to be loved No one can tell me what the truth is I’m a dreamer Always thinking, everything will work out like that way To bad I didn’t this time I wonder what happened when I didn’t tell you Would everything would be like the old days? But I told you Everything has changed I’m just a foolish dreamer Things went wrong and still I believe Everything will be okay Loneliness took over my heart Covered in darkness I wait for your voice I’m so sorry for what happened now It’s all my fault, blame it on me I wished that I never told you Outside I see the moon shining All the stars in the sky look down on me I wish they would take me away To a better place where all the dreamers end My voice dies, and made the last scream A scream for forgiveness and a scream.. For freedom

Wa We Wa Wa
7 days left and I start heading home.I can't wait to see my niece and nephew and all my fam.My little niece is 4 months old and shes the cutest little thing ever.So in roughly 2 weeks I should be throwing up in someones toirlet.

World Of Dreams
Walking through the forest of dreams. Listening to it’s heart, the beat of magic and live. Dreams and wishes come true. Hunting in the darkness, with light as my companion. The wind through your hair a smile upon your face. Higher and higher caried on the wind. flying above the sea and land through time and space, with wings of hope to a world. A world of light and magic you enter, the light of magic around you in the forest of dreams beneath the full moon in the dark. With eyes like stars you look upon the world of dreams

Remembering Grandpa
Where does one begin when talking about someone as important as their grandpa? The first thing is to recognize how lucky I was to grow up next door to my grandparents and to truly know them on a daily basis. It is some thing most people don't get to do. My grandpa was a railroad engineer, not a conductor but an engineer who worked for the railroad. I remember getting to go out and travel by train with him back when I was very young. At home my grandpa was all about certain things. God, gardening, his shop, family, and watching the occasional sports on tv. He wasn't your average gardener; his garden was huge half acre garden. He was up early in the morning every day killing weeds and making things grow. Beyond that he had another acre of land that was full of fruit trees and flowers that he took care of. It is only as I've gotten older I have realized the amount of time and effort it took for him to take care of all of that and the passion he had to keep at it year after year.

~hot Momma~ Bombers Unite!!! Shes In Another Contest And Needs Our Help!
Thats right our ~hot momma~ is in another contest and is behind...She has enetered ~Tracy~ Manager of the O.C.L & Pit Bull Bomber's hobby contest...We all know what ~hot momma~'s hobby is because we all have benefited from it...Its awesome graphic and tags she makes us all!!! LETS SHOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER HARD BEAUTIFUL WORK!!!! BOMBS AWAY!!!!!!!!!!

I Dare You To Read This
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired of not hearing the other side of the argument. LOVE this article and agree with it. Challenge to Scientific Consensus on Global Warming: Analysis Finds Hundreds of Scientists Have Published Evidence Countering Man-Made Global Warming Fears Posted on : 2007-09-12 | Author : Hudson Institute News Category : PressRelease WASHINGTON, Sept. 12 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- A new analysis of peer-reviewed literature reveals that more than 500 scientists have published evidence refuting at least one element of current man-made global warming scares. More than 300 of the scientists found evidence that 1) a natural moderate 1,500-year climate cycle has produced more than a dozen global warmings similar to ours since the last Ice Age and/or that 2) our Modern Warming is linked strongly to variations in the sun's irradiance. "This data and the list of scientists make a mockery of recent claims that a scientific consensus blames humans as the primary ca

Hate
I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes makes rhyme I hate the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way that your not around Or the fact that you didn't call But mostly i hate the way i don't hate you Not even close not even a lil bit not even at all

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

Well Lookit Here
Soooo I thought I would enter a contest on here for kicks :D and I dunno maybe win? LOL I guess the deal is the first person to win 25,000 comments get a vip for a month and a 3 day blast. sooo if your bored and stuff .. ok fuckit just comment damnit comment!!! purdy pwease :D*bats lashes* lovers yahs!

What Gives You The Right..
So what gives you the right to try and break me, to try and make me weak? Who do you think you are? Just cause you a lil ass man who may think your grown your still a lil ass kid who needs to get his shit straight.. First off you no good, dead beat, couldn't give a shit about any of you three kids, yeah thats right i know about the your first daughter now. So you wanna try to break my spirit huh. push my buttons get under my skin. You can call me what you want you can bring my past up all you want.. but don't ever for a second think that i'm a just gonna lay down roll over and let you kick me. So i had my son just to keep you? yeah right get over yourself sweetie.. you aint got no job because you seem to keep getting fired, your rude, your disrespectful, you need to learn to keep you dick in your pants, and you need to step up and take care of your children instead of running around lookin for another girl.. i don't care who ur sleepin with i dont want you back you think your the shit

1 Question Iq Test
Here's a one-question IQ Test to help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day...... There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now, if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses.. how should he express himself? Think about it first before scrolling down for the answer... He opens his mouth and says. "I would like to buy a pair of sunglasses". If you got this wrong -- please turn off your computer and call it a day. I've got mine shutting down right now. (You know you missed it too, so shut down your computer)

I Am Repeating Myself....
i need members for my yahoo pool league, i promise that its really fun and free, you get to learn different ways to play pool, plus you get to meet some new people and make some good friends. first you should add me to your yahoo messenger my yahoo id is buffy.jane@yahoo.com next thing you have to do is go to http://www.myleague.com/hrz and click on "Sign Up" , please make sure that your league ID matches your Yahoo ID, once your signed up u will get an activation key in your email be sure to activate your account once your activated you should come check out the pool room where we play http://games.yahoo.com/sponsor/pl click on the beginner rooms then click on the room DONT CRY hope to see you there Buffy HeadAdmin

Love Me Or Hate Me :d
Well 1st off I would like to thank everyone for all the love they showed me at my happy hour last night. I hope you all enjoyed it. And I appreciate all the love you have shown. I just wish I could have enjoyed it more *sigh* Next thing. I would like to thank a few people who know who they are for doing a bullentin about me last night. And to everyone who came and showed love. It really means alot to me! Well.. I'm not naming any names here.. nor bashing anyone. But I am really getting sick and tired of being blocked for no reason, or getting called a hater for having someone on my friend list that they hate.. one of the blockings.. I'm assuming that is why. I have quite a few friends and alot of them I know have had drama back and forth with each other.. I have read the bullentins and everything but I stay out of it. I don't repost.. I just stay the hell out of it Now my best friend comes to me and says that someone came to her calling her a hater because we are so close caus

My Husband
He cares only that I'm happy, Even when I’m not with him. If some seek on the wind love's traces, Some seek out the love within. All my pleasures are his treasures, Nor does he crave joy alone. All have claim on his compassion; No dark soul is on its own. Giving thus, so naturally, Each day he lights the love in me, Like candles on a sunlit stone.

Life In A Love
Escape me? Never— Beloved! While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up to begin again,— So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. While, look but once from your farthest bound, At me so deep in the dust and dark, No sooner the old hope drops to ground Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark, I shape me— Ever Removed!

-birth Order Of Children-
1st baby: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms your pregnancy. 2nd baby: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes. _____________________________________________________ Preparing for the Birth: 1st baby: You practice your breathing religiously. 2nd baby: You don't bother because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing. 3rd baby: You ask for an epidural in your eighth month. ______ ________________________________________________ The Layette : 1st baby: You pre-wash newborn's clothes, color-coordinate them, and fold them neatly in the baby's little bureau. 2nd baby: You check to make sure that the clothes are clean and discard only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd baby: Boys can wear pink, can't they? ______________________________ ________________________ Worries: 1st baby: At the first sign of distress--a whimper, a frown--you pi

First Love
I ne'er was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away, And when she looked what could I ail My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face And took my eyesight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as chords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winter's choice Is love's bed always snow She seemed to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw so sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart has left its dwelling place And can return no more.

Poem 1
I gave myself to him, And took himself for pay. The solemn contract of a life Was ratified this way The value might disappoint, Myself a poorer prove Than this my purchaser suspect, The daily own of Love Depreciates the sight; But, 'til the merchant buy, Still fabled, in the isles of spice The subtle cargoes lie. At least, 'tis mutual risk,— Some found it mutual gain; Sweet debt of Life,—each night to owe, Insolvent, every noon.

Jungle
The jungle often hides itself in the density of its own matter. As such, it is a place of great complexity and unknowing. For many of us, the metaphor it's a jungle out there describes the unpredictability and potential threats of our world. To be in a jungle usually means you are on a quest for treasure, sacred knowledge, or other things kept in deeply covered and generally inaccessible places. The danger that you feel about the jungle is also the reason that things of value are kept there. The difficulty in acquiring riches or wisdom heightens the appreciation of them. (Dense urban environments can be a metaphor of the jungle as well.) In your waking life is the jungle a symbol of all that is wrong with human progress or the place where danger lurks? Some people perceive the jungle as the beauty of undisturbed nature while others feel it is a haven of mystery and danger. Who is with you or brought you to the jungle? What are you looking for?

-fast Sex-
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office... but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, 'I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you...'The girl looked at him, and then said, 'NO!' Eddie said, 'I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up.' She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boy friend...so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, 'Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down.' She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened...? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, 'The bastard had all quarters!' Management lesson: Always cons

Funny How Things Work Out.
Soul. Parcel of pure love. Destruction|Wise, Fruitful|Faith. Flying through worlds within my mind. Light damaging all the dark hidden places within. Fearful people telling us no. We listen, and the fear becomes us. We live and die by the words we speak to each other. Love, Passion, Angst, Anxiety. Looking into the future, i see you. I dont see me. I havent seen myself for years. I see you happy. I see you glowing. Hidden behind, i see the Dark. It has no chance compared to the sheer force of your feeling. It tries. It fails. It falls behind. Slowly I look at the picture in my mind. Of the happy family. The smiling children. The boastful husband. The ever-present grin i remember form your lips. And far....far behind. I see that Dark. Glowing red eyes. Familiar. Damage from afar. Loss and More. And i remember. Soul Parcel of pure love. Kept with you. Lost to me.

What Is Happening In Life
Hey everyone....I just wanted to update you all and let u know that I will not be on for while. I am gettin ready to move back to another state to be with my husband. He is coming home from Iraq and I can't wait for him to come home!! It's been a long ass year with him being gone. I hope that u all will be praying that he has a safe return and that I make it to where I am going!! Thank you

Too Sexy For The Plane? Too Sexy For The Plane!! What? What Do You Think?
Too Sexy for the Plane? Too Sexy for the Plane! A second woman says Southwest Airlines didn’t approve of her outfit; she spent the flight wrapped in a blanket. What does the airline have to say about this cover-up? By David Koenig, AP Related Articles: -=-=- What Do You Think of This Exposé? -=-=- The Best Way to Avoid Hassles: Be Discreet -=-=- See all Air Travel Articles -=-=- See Travel Slide Shows Have airline employees replaced high-school deans as the arbiters of appropriate dress, or have skimpily-clad passengers forced flight attendants to act like Mother? A second young woman has come forward to claim that Southwest Airlines Co. employees made her cover up on a recent flight. Setara Qassim told KNBC-TV in Los Angeles that a flight attendant confronted her during the trip from Tucson, Ariz., to Burbank, Calif., and asked if she had a sweater to go over her green halter-style dress. Qassim, 21, said she was forced to wrap a blanket around herself

Whats The Story
I was on line this morning logged into fubar. Friend came to help with a leaking hose I had and siaid they would take me to the auto store to get the part. So not thinking I grabbed my purse and headed out the door in wheelchair. It takes about 20 min to get there and then back. We then get the hose on and I come in to find that one of my renters who uses my computer at times has put a mumm on. I have never put a mumm on beccause I can never think of any thing to put there. Not only did they put a mumm on but then started deleting comments that people left about it. Guess he was trying to hide it from me. Then when I explain what he did people bash me and say I am lieing and it is bull. Ok that is what they want to think that is fine with me. I know what happened since I am the one here and they are not. There are always those out there that will call peole liars even though it happens right in front of them. Guess they just have a very hateful life that they try to keep sp

Hosting New Contest!!
Im tired of waiting forever to godmother so Im having a contest! Fubar RACE TO 35,000 COMMENTS! Prizes are as follows.... 1st Prize One Month Blast or 3 month VIP! YOUR CHOICE! 2nd Prize 1 week Blast or 1 MONTH vip or 4 ticker messages!YOUR CHOICE! 3rd Prize 3 day Blast or 100,000 Fubucks worth of gifts from gift shop! All entries with at least 2,000 comments will get a platinum cherry(or other 10,000 FuBuck prize combo) All prizes will be awarded during a happy hours only This contest will start as soon as I have a minimum of 15 entries and end when first three cross finish line.May seem like a lot of comments for the second and third prize but this way you dont get close and get nothing.It will end whenever 35,000 comments are reached first! CONTEST RULES! 1. Pic must be SFW! If there is any question DONT send it! Trust me I get flagged every day for crap that isnt even close so use good judgement! 2.This IS a comment bombing contest

New Update
Ok well i wanted to update everyone....last night i finally got to sleep a little before 12 and the phone rang at 1....It was the hospital...They were rushing my mom back into surgery...She had 3 blood vessels bleeding in her neck and face internally and they wouldnt stop...so they went back in and opened her back up an cauterized the blood vessels and stitched her back up...So ive had no sleep and im moody so dont mind me today please!

Today On Worldrock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at krayzeecreeme 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sweetnloveable35 Click banner to visit Kazz's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news,

4 In The Morning
Wakin up to find another day The moon got lost again last night But now the sun has finally had it’s say I guess I feel alright But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in It’s all over me I know you’re here, in the dark I’m watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot [Bridge] And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything And nothing less cuz you know I’d give you all of me [Chorus] I’d give you everything that I am I’m handin over everything that I’ve got Cause I wanna have a really true love Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring And I wanna make it worth the fight What have we been doing for all this time Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right All I wanted was to know (I'm safe) Don’t wanna lose the love I found Remember when you said that you would change Don’t let me down It’s not fair, how you are I can’t be complete, can you give me more [Bridge] [Chorus] Oh please, you know what

Bomber's Needed Come Help!!!!!
Myspace Flame Graphics Myspace Comments Please come comment bomb this sweet girl's picture. She is in a contest and we could use your help. Myspace Comments MSTP34 - Self Comment and Comment Bombing allowed, no down rating or hating. Good Luck

What Is Love?
What is love? Love is knowing that no matter what you will always be there for him. Love is feeling like you hold everthing when you hold him in your arms. Love is wanting to do everything you can just to make sure he happy. Love is wanting to spend every waking moment in his arms. Love is when he holds you, you dont have a care in the world... so tell me are you in love? I think i am

If You Haven't
If you haven't been by in a few days or haven't figured it out yet... Check the news stash for updates, i do them at least daily if not more often. If all you're looking for is pics, I'm going to start trying to put the dates of the last picture posted in the album title so you have a clue where to start... If you haven't been here in the past few days - Check ALL the albums, lol, i moved everything around, added alot of random things in different albums... it looks messy now, but it'll work out better in the long run. If you're interested in poetry at all, the NSFW is in my ramblings blog... the SFW's are all in my Dunno Stash. (please comment them whether they're sfw or nsfw, i don't care about the points, i'm really curious as to what people think) If you haven't read my profile... go read it now :p lol love you guys Sin

30 Mistakes Women Make During Sex With Men!!
30 Mistakes WOMEN Make During Sex WTH MEN! 1) Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2) Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3) Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4) Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5). Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A li

Some Thought
Why do we press harder on the remote control when we know the batteries are going dead as if pressing harder will make them work better? If people evolved from apes, why is there still apes? Why are the bubbles always white no matter what color bubble bath you use? Why do we drive on a parkway and park on a driveway? Why does a mattress get its own sale day, but you never hear about a dresser day sale? How come with all the mother-in-law jokes, you never hear any father-in-law jokes? Why do banks charge you for Insufficient Funds, when the bank knows that you have no money in the bank? Why do we all fill the need to check it for ourselves when someone tells us that there is wet paint? Why do we keep the heat on in the winter as hot as it was in the summer and complain about how cold it is outside and keep our air on in the summer as cold as it was in the winter and complian about how hot it is outside? Why do we always seem to knock something else over when

Bomber's Needed Come Help
Please come comment bomb this sweet girl's picture. She is in a contest and we could use your help. "Hottest FU Friend Contest" MSTP34 - Self Comment and Comment Bombing allowed, no down rating or hating. Good Luck

Wine For My Whine, Please
For the past three nights, I have been attending the Open House at the school where I work. A friend from here, wrote an excellent blog critiquing his experience at his own child's school. Interesting to read, but being on the other end of such an event....I was totally disheartened by what transpired the past few nights. There are 120 kids in the 8th Grade, 40 of them are in my homeroon. But during the course of the day I see each of these kids twice. Once for Math and then again for Science. I do my best to learn names. Yet, in the school I teach, there are a few Michaels, a few Anthonys, a few Ashleys and the rest are names that have become very abundant our society. I still can't figure out how they can relate to heritage. I gave my homeroom kids a "Welcome Back to Hell" gift. Each of the kids got a folder, a package of paper, crayons, markers, pencils, pens, a ruler and a glue stick. I learned last year, that some kids brought a chewed up pencil and wrinkly paper as

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex W/ A Woman
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're trying to deflate her body vi

30 Mistakes Women Make During Sex Wth Men!
30 Mistakes WOMEN Make During Sex WTH MEN! 1) Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2) Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3) Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4) Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5). Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A litt

To Success
A piss-drunk man is walking down the road one foggy night, heading home from the bar, when he sees a ladder standing in the middle of the road. The ladder extends up into the clouds where he can't see. He decides to climb the ladder, just to see what is holding it up. As he climbs through the first layer of clouds, he comes across an angel, the most beautiful thing he has ever seen. She says to him, "We can have the best sex you've ever had, or you can continue up this ladder to success." The man looks up the ladder, but it continues up into the clouds where he can't see. He decides that with success, he could become rich and famous, and could have as many women as he wants, so he keeps climbing up the ladder. Soon, he comes across another angel, even more beautiful than the last. Once again, this angel says, "We can have the best sex you ever had, or you can continue up to success." The man thinks to himself, "Well, I could have sex, but with success I w

Yes Alleheluia God Is The Light >
Thank you My friend Don. Yes I do know God shed,s light and Im being strong . Just a bit teary eyed is is all. Ive tried so hard to stay smiling and well adjusted and to survive ; With God here with me im doing this each day ,one day at a time. But Im only me and a human . makes errs sometimes . But I know God ,s forgiveness is always and forever if I do fall, I knowing this get back up and with His love and guidence and I do keep go on . He is my rock now .. Thank you O Lord My God .

You Are
you are my calm in the storm I call life. you are my reason for carrying on my silly way. you are why I awake everyday and face the day. you are the piece that makes my life whole. you are what my dreams are made of. you are the light in all my darkness. you are my sunshine when my day goes gray. you are all my hopes and dreams. you are the one that loves me most. MOST of all YOU ARE you and that why I love you!

Breakfast Gifts
I THINK THEY SHOULD PUT BREAKFAST GIFTS SO PEOPLE ON DURING MORNING HOURS CAN SEND BREAKFAST ITEMS LIKE EGGS BACON TOAST ENGLISH MUFFINS OJ JUST THINK ITS SOMETHING PEOPLE MIGHT FIND USABLE. JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex With Women.
Obviously MEN make more mistakes so there is 40 here instead of 30... 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto

My Husband
Yes, my husband, Ric, deleted his account here yesterday. And yes, he was getting himself in trouble. But not for just saying hi to his friends. Ric is a sucker for women and babies. And any woman that came along seeming depressed he felt it was his job to cheer each of them up. Whether he knew them or not. Some told him they could be cheered up through sex talking. And when he spends multiple hours online with these women ignoring his relationship then it is a problem. I am trying to convince him to start an account again. With the understanding that people who are willing to cause trouble kind of give themselves away early in the "game." And that is he sticks with those who are truly interested in friendship there would be no problem. I am a firm believer that men and women can be the best of friends without any problems of any kind. I don't watch what he does online because i should be able to trust him. Yesterday i was given even more reason start losing interest in this sit

Friend List Clean Up This Weekend
Ok, my friends list is WAY outta hand now so I need to do some cleaning up this weekend. If I talk to you on a daily basis or even a weekly basis, you're safe! If I've never talked to you, then most likely you are going to be deleted. So, if you don't want to be deleted...holla atcha gurl!

Total Abuse Of Power
I was listening to the radio the other day and they were talking about a Dallas County Deputy Sheriff who was on a routine traffic stop because of a expired tags. The driver said he was not going to sign the ticket, refused actually, and pretty much wouldn't cooperate. Normal procedures state that when a motorist refuses to sign they will be arrested. Actually a ticket is a substitute for being arrested, because if they arrested everybody who was in the wrong, there would no room to put everybody, therefor a ticket is issued. On this day, the motorist, who was in the wrong I may add, became irate because he was reciving the ticket. He told the officer that with one phone call he could have his job. Well guess what? Turns out that this motorist was correct. The officer had to go through two investigations because of this, which he was exonerated both times. All this seems pretty normal right, something that all officers go through, right? Wrong. not with this motorist, who was in the wr

Fubar Is Messed Up And Im Upset About This >??
All my gifts are gone . All ive sent to other people as gifts are gone from my list and page > I heard about this in mum ,s but now its happned on my pge Hmmmmm What do I do? Send Out Sos may be hehe. Im so fustrated ; Lord Help me to get thru today and all the craziness in here . Thank you O Lord no one said it would be easy or get any easier for me . hugs all and im so even after this. Diana

Wedding Toast
This is the toast I wrote for my brother's wedding. Keep in mind he stands just over 6'2" and is built like a tank and when I was younger I was as scrawny as a stick. And we used to fight like cats and dogs when we were younger. I couldn't ask for a better brother now! Family, friends and honored guests, it gives me great pleasure to say a few words about Jim and Melissa. I think of all the kindness and gentleness he gave me as we were growing up. Whenever I was being picked on my brother would be right there to support me. He would always stand up and protect me by smacking me around, to show that no one else but him could hit me. He even helped my parents out by throwing me against every new piece of furniture just to make sure it was sturdy enough. So as you can see, I have fond memories of this gentle giant…..a man full of compassion. But seriously that is exactly what my brother is. Underneath that gruff exterior lies a man with a heart of gold who would do anyt

Tempests
The winds of rage came roaring through..... And ripped the heart from me and you. MISTAKES,TRANSGRESSIONS;all fueled the fire... Destruction of "Family" the Primary desire. Do we listen,ignore,or view with wise eyes? Bring forth truth instead of lies? Pounding hearts,eyes full of tears... Pulsing blood fuels our fears. Hope and wisdom,words of peace.... Who can restore these things in me? Fear has no place within my heart... The words"HARM NONE" the best place to start. Our Kingdom's our family,our friend,our lover; Father,Mother,Sister,Brother. Grant serenity,wisdom,patience,love.... Make honesty shine like a light from above. Only God has the right to decide who must leave... No one can change the way I believe. If you're family,friend;even if new.... Only you can destroy my belief in you.

Broken Man
im broken down once again life is hard most days work my fingers til they bleed has to be some other way i put my faith in someone who was up and down never seemed to stick around could have cashed in now im a number once again so when tomorrow finally comes ill see the mornin sun living life as best I can on the heels of a broken man inside im filling up words and notes will never stop everyday a new song its so hard to carry on when I see the mornin sun this broken man will move on

Suicide Note
I RAN HOME TO CRY ON MY BED NOT A WORD TO MY MOTHER WAS SAID FATHER CAME LATE AT NIGHT HE LOOKED AT ME FROM LEFT TO RIGHT HE SAW ME HANGING FROM A ROPE HE TOOK HIS KNIFE TO CUT ME DOWN AND ON MY SHIRT A NOTE WAS FOUND: DIG MY GRAVE DIG IT DEEP DIG MY GRAVE FROM HEAD TO FEET AND ON THE TOP PUT A DOVE TO SHOW THE WORLD I DIED FOR LOVE SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TONIGHT AT 11:36 P.M. THIS IS NOT A JOKE SOMEONE WILL EITHER CALL YOU OR TALK TO YOU ONLINE AND SAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR CRUSH/LOVE COPY AND PASTE AND TITLE IT "SUICIDE NOTE"

I Am So Sick Of Being Hurt
Why is it that people think it is ok to hurt others. Is it to make themselves feel better or are they sick inside and they get off on making others feel about a inch tall. I am a human being with feelings. I feel as though no matter what I say and/or do I am never doing it good enough. I can never do enough or say enough to make people happy. I am so sick of trying when all I get is slapped in the face. When someone I care about slaps me in the face it hurts. It makes me feel as though I am less than human. I am sick of hurting all the time. Everyone tells me suck it up stop letting it get to you well damn it the only way to do that is not feel anything at all. How the hell do you do that? How do you stop feeling anything? I am not a fucking robot. I have feelings though I would much rather I didn't. I am tired of loving, caring and making others happy when I don't get anything in return. I am not anyone's kicking post don't use me as such. I want to scream out and make someone feel as