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Nine Eleven
Doesn't feel like it's been 6 years, does it? Happened to look at the clock at 9:11 this morning again, held my breath waiting for something to happen again. Seems that ever since that day, I'm looking at the clock when it hits 9:11 every day. Weird. In '01, was on the way to the vet's office when me & Chuck heard the news that the first plane had hit on the radio. Then the second one. Got there, the vets' brother worked in one of the towers. She was crying. I asked why the hell she was still at work. Got done at the vets & went to pick up the kid at school. It was in a kind of lockdown. Went to her class to get her, was inundated with questions from the kids. The school wasn't telling them jack. Got home & watched the news non stop. Just couldn't tear myself away from it. I think what hit people hardest is seeing people jumping from the towers while they were on fire. And those fuckers were celebrating about it. Still have this sticker on my car Yep, still hate em. Th

Blurry
Blurry lyrics Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where yo

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We've all Got The Pain Voices Driving Us Insane No Fame To Claim But It Does'nt Matter/It's All The Same Sick Of This Life Sick Of Fuckin' Breathin' As Soon As I Load This Gun Up/I'm Fucking Leavin' I Aint Accomplish Shit 'cept Some BullShit Crime I Hate My Self For Loving You I Dont Think Any One Would Care If I Really Did Now Every One Will See What It Do These Demons I Did Every Wish They Bid Load My Ass Up In That Casket Drop It In The Ground Now I'll Kick It With Some Maggot My Soul Is Hell Bound Seeing My Family Cry Man/It Really Fuckin' Hurts These Tears Ran Dry The Wraith He Doth Lurks Drinkin' Fourties To Chase The Demons Away With A Demoness I Did Lay I Know There's Gotta Be A Better Way Feeling At Fault At The End Of Every Day Out Of This World I'll Go/With a Bang The Sound Of A 12 Gauge It'll Ring In Your Mind 'Till The End Of Time/The Angels/They Hath Sang Another Book/Chapter/and Fuckin' Page The End Of The Pain/The End Of My Love

Naughty Test
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!

No Matter How Many Times I See This, I Still Cry...this Should Be The Whole Video
Grab a tissue. If you have a heart, you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk. Turn up the volume!!! Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new.One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger.They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever.They spent their summers together,they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers.They loved everywhere,even if they were miles apart.It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married.One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news:she was pregnant with a baby. O

1 Year
today (sept 12) has been one year since my life long friend Mike died. I know they say time makes it easier but i find that soo hard to believe. i miss him soo much...i miss our crazy fights and our week runaways to the city. i miss his laugh and the goofy things he would say to me when i was upset to make me happy. Most of all i miss our drinkin nights at his or my house where we would talk about our past. I just miss him *tears*...i had a dream about him earlier and my mom told me that was a sign that he was still with me...that made me feel a lil better i guess. i hope ur doing good in heaven hunnie...im sure you are. love you forever -Ash RIP MIKEY Dec 20th 1985-Sept 12th 2006

The Queen Of Swords And I
It's been a while since I'd been "talking" to my Tarot cards and quite frankly, I should devote more time and energy to them. But I only consult my cards when the circumstances require, and it often amazes me the insights they provide. When I first started dabbling in Tarot, initial research of the cards with several correspondence - especially astrological - revealed that the Queen of Swords (QoS) was "my" card (there are two schools of thought; the Major Arcana was Justice [another cringer!] whereas the Court Card was her). Now, anyone having read Rider-Waite Smith's (RWS) interpretation of that card, would know that this is not a card of great joy. It doesn't even indicate a great personality! The RWS pictorial shows a majestic woman who, although seated on a throne, is in a defensive pose. The sword is upright and the sides are sharp and keen. More tellingly, she is seated on her side and facing sideways - compare this with the other queens whose postures are open and inviti

Feel It!
WHOA YEAH!! I AM FIRED UP!! Up first is my good buds from PerformanceVinyl.Net! Awesome dudes who have the hookup on all your merch needs. Need stickers? They got em! Need shirts? they got them too! Wanna throw stickers and graphics on your bands trailer? or your vehicle? they can do it all I still have yet to find something they cannot do! HAHAHA Need the hookup for yourself? just tell them Chris Nite sent ya!...............Ok up NEXT is Nos Energy Drinks! Met up with these guys not long ago and we all knew it was a meeting of the minds! For now on EVERY event I or RenegadeRadio.Net go out to they will be out there giving away FREE STUFF! Last but not least our good friends at Devil's Bowl Speedway! L.R. has tried for it seems like years to get me out there and now we are all onboard! Look for my show Saturday Nite Superchargers to be going full balls out at the speedway atleast one saturday a month for now on. SUPPORT THOSE WHO SUPPORT YOU!

Nine Eleven
Six years ago... X's alarm starts it's hideous buzzing, prompting him to jump in the shower. I open my eyes to see a beautiful, sunny morning. Dragging myself out of bed, I decide to start my day a little earlier than normal. Don't have to be at work until noon but I know I have laundry waiting for me at home. I'm dressed and heading down the stairs before X gets out of the bathroom. We've been seeing each other for a while but I still feel akward in the mornings. As I hit the living room, I hear Matt's voice on the answering machine. "The world is coming to an end!" is all he says, then there's the click, and the tone of his voice freaks me out. He's not kidding. I walk out to my car. The bright light of the morning doesn't mix well with my slight hangover. I slide behind the wheel, turn the key, and a news anchor's voice jars my head. Turning the volume down but not really comprehending the sounds, I change the station seeking some soothing music. All I hear is news. I pull up

Really Need An Answer
Ok I was blocked from posting mumms. Was told that it was because of Nsfw which im my post didnt have any. So when they block you from that do you ever get it back? And why would someone report me if I did nothing wrong?

..cnn, Abc, Nbc, Cbs, Msnbc
"It appears we have appointed our worst generals to command forces, and our most gifted and brilliant to edit newspapers. In fact, I discovered by reading newspapers that these editor/geniuses plainly saw all my strategic defects from the start, yet failed to inform me until it was too late. Accordingly, I am readily willing to yield my command to these obviously superior intellects, and I will, in turn, do my best for the Cause by writing editorials - after the fact." - Robert E. Lee, 1863

Military Rating Contest
Alright everyone I'm in a rating contest and I'm hoping all you guys support me, so if you can visit Wicked's page and bomb my photo's I will Love you all!!! :D So here is the link and the rules, and I hope to hear from you all Thanks http://www.fubar.com/user/653457 OK, THANKS SO MUCH FOR WANTING TO BE IN MY CONTEST!! I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR PATIENCE FOR WAITING FOR IT TO BEGIN!! I WILL START THIS CONTEST TOMORROW AND IT WILL GO UNTIL 9-19-07 8 PM EST. THAT GIVES YOU ONE WEEK TO RALLY YOUR FRIENDS AND BOMB YOUR PIC!! SELF BOMBING IS OK AND ENCOURAGED!! DON’T FORGET TO REMIND THEM TO RATE YOUR PIC AS WELL BECAUSE EACH RATING WILL COUNT AS A COMMENT. PLEASE NO DOWNRATING OF OTHERS OR LEAVING NEGATIVE COMMENTS. IF I SEE A BOMBER OF YOURS DOING THAT TO ANOTHER, I WILL HAVE TO REMOVE YOU FROM THE CONTEST. I WILL DO MY BEST TO OBSERVE THE CONTEST AS MUCH AS I CAN, BUT PLEASE DON’T HESITATE TO BRING SOMETHING TO MY ATTENTION AND I WILL TRY AND RESOLVE IT A

I'm In My Bra Lol!!!!!!!!
Hi guys and gals! I have officially entered the bra and panties contest by Hootie! I really need your help first to 5,000 wins so please help me out! I want to win. Thank you loved ones! just click on the pic below and bomb me as hard as you can!!!!!

Mims - This Is Why I'm Hot
This Is Why I'm Hot (CHORUS) this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why,this is why, im hot this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot, im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not this is this is why, this is why, this is why im hot (VERSE) this is why im hot, i dont gotta rap i can sell a mill sayin nothin on a track i represent new york, i got it on my back niggas say that we lost it so imma bring it back i love da dirty dirty, cuz niggas show me love the ladies start to bounce as soon as i hit da club but in da midwest, they love to take it slow so when i hit they bitch i watch them get it on da flo and if you need it hifey i take it to da bay cristo to sac-town, they do it everyday compton to hollywood, soon as i hit LA im in dat lo-lo, i do it da cali way and when i hit da shat, people say that im fly they love da way i dress,

Tomorrow Is Grandma's Funral
WELL, WE WENT TODAY AT THE FUNERAL HOME, TO PAY RESPECTS TO GRANDMA, HER BROTHER DIED THE NEXT DAY AFTER SHE DID. THEY ARE AT THE SAME PLACE I GUESS BEING BURIED AT THE SAME PLACE I GUESS... BUT , SHE LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL PEACEFUL NOW... ITS REALLY GOING TO BE REALLY REALLY HARD ON US TOMORROW... I PRAY FOR STRENGTH & TO BE STRONG FOR CHARLES, HE ALMOST LOST IT TODAY...IT HURTS ME SO FOR HIM TO BE IN PAIN LIKE THIS, WITH THE LOST OF HIS GRANDMA & ALSO HER BROTHER WHICH HIS FUNERAL IS RIGHT AFTER GRANDMA'S ... I'M TAKING IT HARD CAUSE I HAVE NOT GOTTEN TO SPEND MUCH TIME WITH HER AND SHE WAS SO NICE AND A WONDERFUL LADY. SHIT HERE COMES THE WATER WORK! I BETTER HAD GO CALM DOWN TAKE A COUPLE ZANY'S AND TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP.ITS GOOD TO GET PILLS FROM FAMILY TO HELP OUR NERVES AND TO HELP US TO SLEEP... GOOD NIGHT, (((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Less Than 1000
Less than a 1000 to go so I can keep my VIP! If you haven't been to this pic and commente bombed it, please do so..:) Comment bombing=commenting over and over again..Thanks for those that have..Love to you all...:) Click the pic and bomb me baby..LOL

Just Because You Have A Computer.....
I feel the need to say this folks. Just because you mom bought you a shiny new computer and you can point an click you are not Neo from the fucking Matrix. Because you have downloaded a bunch of pirated music and porn you are not a Hacker. You are just a kid with a Walmart computer running Lindows. My roomate has recently had a little Fubarian fling with some woman who lives 10,000 miles from us and it went bad. Now we have 17 year old minions threatening to hack our system. I tried to be the peace maker. But to be honest I would love this dumb ass take a swing because it would just amuse the hell out of me. I am tired of all these little kiddies out there thinking just because they can download the Idiots Guide to Hacking Barbi Dress up they can hack anything out there. Anyway done with my rant.

Grand Opening
Click to enter ^^^^^^^^ The Fireside Radio and the Fire Pit Invites to Our Grand Opening Wednesday Night starting at 8 pm Come One Come all .............. If you think You Can Handle The HEAT !!!!!!!!!

We Will Never Forget!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Sep 11, 2007 8:27 PM Please Join our - 9/11 We Remember - We Will NEVER FORGET - Memorial Site"" Press Here to Watch This Very Important Video NEVER FORGET - The Blood of Our Heroes NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT!

No Matter How Many Times I See This, I Still Cry...
From: !!!NIC-NAC Est. in 1988!!!Date: Sep 11, 2007 12:30 PMGrab a tissue. If you have a heart, you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk. Turn up the volume!!! Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new.One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger.They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever.They spent their summers together,they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers.They loved everywhere,even if they were miles apart.It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married.One day, after Billy got home from

Leveler In Contest
THIS CONTEST IS A RACE TOO 5000 COMMENTS.. SHE IS ALWAYS THERE TOO HELP ANYONE LEVEL OR BOMB SO LETS RETURN THE FAVOR TOO HER. WE ARE NOT A BOMBING FAMILY AND NO ONE IS MADE TOO DO THIS. THIS IS JUST TOO RETURN THE LOVE SHE SHOWS.

9/11/01
I was living in Westerville OH. I had just gotten to sleep about 5am after a long night when i am waken by my now ex. Telling me that something happened in NY and a friend called from california asking how our families were. I got up and ran downstairs was about 9am and as I starred in horror at what was going on I was frozen. Immediately after I ran back upstairs and grabbed the phone to call my sister who works on maiden lane.. just a few blocks away. I dialed frantically trying to get through and could not. at this point I start calling my mother trying to find out what was going on. My daughter was in school on lockdown and my mother had spoken to my sister shortly before the second plane hit. All i was told was my sister burst into tears screaming oh my god.. then silence. no one heard a word from her. i went back downstairs to see what was going on and at this point the first tower began to crumble.. I dropped to my knees in tears fearing my sister was in the middle of all of th

No Matter How Many Times I See This, I Still Cry
They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever. They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect. Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger. They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever. They spent their summers together, they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers. They loved everywhere, even if they were miles apart. It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married. One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news: she was pregnant with a baby. On June 22nd, she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She grew bigger and bigger, and soon, Mandy fou

Bitter Sweet
i spent two years with the love of my life and didnt realize what i had until it was to late. now im hear on a mission to find her and take her back with me. her and the baby that i didnt think i wanted. i let my family snowball my brain into thinking that abortion is as common and ok as chewing gum and spiting it out. i have to get my girl back no matter what and nothing is going to stop me. ive only been in wilmington for a short time and i almost have her tracked down to a T but i cant just bust up in her crib i know her parents would kill me after what i did to her and i know for sure she wouldnt take me back just for the sake of me showing up and saying im sorry. i gotta do something big and quick. as god is my witness im gonna marry her and were gonna be a happy family.

Bitch On The Floor.
I'm edgey. Twitching. Waiting. Begging. Time. Thief of all my peace. But at least it smells like my childhood again. Sapphire sky. Whiffs of cool. Promises of cold cider and turkey sandwiches. Echoes. Ages. It all passes. Mocking me. Haranguing me in front of all my imaginary friends. I hate where I am. But I can stomp it out. Put my heel into the base of its spine and push. If I just work. If I just be a man. Submit. Accept. Reject. All in due matter of waste of time. But if I can just be a master. Offer my self. Prove my self. I can finally be worth a good god damn I'm so fucking worthless.

Another 3 Months
***this was taken from a friend of mine's 360 page i know lot of you dont care how long the soldiers are in iraq and whats another three months...hopefully this will shed light on what the soldiers and their spouses go throught*** Something happened today that will affect my family, every person I see daily, and over 200,000 others. If you were watching the news channels about three hours after the stories were posted online around 8pm EDT, you would think we were all affected by Don Imus or even Sanjaya on American Idol. But you would be wrong. The defense secretary announced today that the deployments to Iraq and Afghanistan were extended from 12 to 15 months. Maybe we missed it (we do live in Hawaii) but I doubt it. How in the world is it more important that one man made some sexist and racist remark about a basketball team and got fired? How is it more important that Sanjaya is still on American Idol? The fact is, it’s not more important, especially to the three proud Army wiv

A Thank You To All Military Service Men And Woman
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I seldom watch the news anymore because I get sick of hearing bad news. Today was the worst. 6 short years have passed since this country fell under attack. On the news today they reported that the idiot, Osama bin Laden is broadcasting his face superimposed over the towers burning and his voice reading a Eulogy of an Al-Qaeda pilot. That's sick and disgusting! Yeah, there are times when I want our troops to pull out and come home but then I think about what Al-Qaeda and thier leader did to us not just those who lost someone but this Nation! I think of song lyrics... Where were you when the world stopped turning? All I can think is that for 1 day, 1 moment in time everyone and everything in the United States stopped. Then I see something like his broadcast and it makes me angry all over again and I think about the lyrics..." they took all the footage off my TV said it's too disturbin' for you and me, it will just breed anger, that's what the

Days Flew By
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my hea

Top 10 Reasons To Date A Hockey Player
TOP 10 REASONS TO DATE A HOCKEY PLAYER 1. They always wear protection 2. They have great hands 3. They are used to scoring 4. They have great stamina 5. They find the opening and get it in 6. They never miss the target 7. They know how to use their wood 8. They have long sticks 9.They know when to play rough 10. Because baseball players only know how to hit balls.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And im sorry that mos

Voices In My Head???
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

My Favorite Song By Akon
Lonely by Akon Album : Trouble (2004) Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you wa

New Baby
Hey peeps, I'm just here letting y'all know that its going to be awhile til y'all hear from me after tonight. Tomorrow is a big day for me and my husband, I'm having another baby and I'm scheduled to have surgery tomorrow at 7:30 a.m. Originally, I was suppose to go in Thursday but it was bumped up a day. So, hopefully all goes well and I will keep you posted on how everything turns out.

My Kids
OK I have been asked several times about them so here it goes. Yes I have 11 kids. Their ages are 18, 15, 14, 12, (10), 8, 7, 4, 3, 1, and 4 months. They have 5 different mothers. We'll start with the oldest and work our way down. My oldest is a boy, that's pretty much all I can tell you about him, other then his name (Cory) and birthday. I've never met him, I didn't even know about him until I got a phone call the day after he was born. I left to go to basic training when his mom was 2 months pregnant with him. She decided to not tell me because she knew I was leaving. Then she moved to California and had him. Called me the day after and that was the last I have heard from her. All I can do is hope that one day he will come knock on my door and introduce himself. The 15 year old's name is Qaban. He lives with his mother in AZ. I haven't seen him since he was 9 months old. That was his mothers choice not mine. A couple of years ago out of the blue he called me and

Friends
Wanted all to know, some I know get upset cause they don't get to talk to me as much as they like, 1st off, I do have a job, and that job right now requires me to work 12 hrs a day, 10:30 am to 10:30 pm, i get home at 11:15 pm, shower, til 11:30, i may stay up 30 to 45 mins, then get up at 6:30 am to get my kids ready for school, being i am a single father, get home from taking them to school to get ready and lerave for work at 9:15, so with that my weekdays have been taken up, weekends, are mostly for my kids since they don't see me much during the week, and yes i do have a life, went on a date saturday night, so the kids got sunday, so the people on my friends list that had no clue about why i am not on much at the moment that are thinking i just aint a good friend, i am sorry, but real life, is what it is, so quit getting upset and sending me messages like i hate you, or don't answer calls, lordy, Have a great night all Don

It's Love
Its love, its love, its love… Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Its so sensuous, its kind of awesome and blithe to be in love, to be in your thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; When I miss you, my heart feels the heat; When I am with you, every moment becomes sweet; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Sans you my days become lengthier, so do my nights turn out to be; I am still in a maze which season is this; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Simple words become splendid odes- courtesy your so sweet ways, voice and thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; - To my Love

9/11 Remembrance
Today marks 6 years since that tragic day when the towers fell, the pentagon was attacked, and strangers died friends and brothers in arms. Never forget those who lost their lives just doing what they did for a living, and always remember that it untied us more than any other event in history ever has. GOD BLESS THE SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ARE OVER SEAS FIGHTING FOR FREEDOM, AND MAY THEY ALL COME HOME SOON!!!!!!!!

Remembering 9/11
I remember exactly what I was doing on that terrible day... I bet you do as well. I was actually about to leave to go teach a DARE class at one of my fifth grade classes and, as habit would have it, watching CNN to get caught up on the day's current events to share with the kids and stay in the loop. As a police officer, my life changed significantly that very day - I have not forgotten what happened... never will Grab a tissue. If you have a heart, you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk. Turn up the volume!!!Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing s

The Kiss
The Kisses The kiss of hello The kiss that is never just a kiss The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra The kiss that heals in entirety The kiss that hides the relent of vex The kiss that suffocates rusting man The kiss without detail/ed system) The kiss that pounds each pore to state of heroin The kiss that Hiroshimates euphoria The kiss that approximates/parallels living The kiss only The kiss, the kiss The kiss of neither hello nor goodbye The kiss for the sake The kiss to save face The distracted kiss for/of domestic bliss The kiss to bathe mania in generic valium, the kiss of the motions The kiss of searing content, hindering suffocation and blasé defection The default kiss, the efficient kiss, the alteria (motive) kiss The kiss that makes sense The new language of kiss Le kiss, le kiss The kiss of goodbye The kiss that is never just a kiss The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra The kiss that deals in hypocrisy The kiss th

Another Nail
another nail drop after drop of liver eating elixir my mind wont stop traveling to the sight of this plane crash. with a drink to forget I cant seem to shake it the moment I left you standing alone. forgive all my sins, yours burned to ash much like the blood from my viens tomorrow i'll forget you and never look back just like you have denounced my name so i take this breath a coffin nail my will is broken my mind is stolen so i take this drink a lullaby and i numb this pain, good fucking bye.

Wtf So Im A C*nt And Hypocrite Now.....
I was just called a hypocrite because Id never sleep with a bi man. Last time I checked it was a persons own personal perfance on whod they'd sleep with. fuck off dick. Start at the bottem and read up. this is the email. then replies and calls me a cunt wtf Hide header Date: Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:17:16 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: shell1977@fubar.com Reply-To: ok answers my question. you're a hypocrite. cya! On 9/11/2007, shell1977@fubar.com wrote: i have many gay and bi male friends but no i would never date a bi male. On 9/11/2007, fu1140504@fubar.com wrote: hehe, so ur also bi? you're very beautiful too! would love to see ya in leather. would ya date a bi guy? On 9/11/2007, shell1977@fubar.com wrote: yes I am single right now and yes I have been with a woman. several times actually On 9/11/2007, fu1140504@fubar.com wrote: are ya single and would ya ever try a lady? luvbei

Official Diagnosis
Okay today, it is official, i have Pneumonia, but viral so none should be at risk. I am on the mend, but its going to take time. I am getting better day by day. Now to make sure it doesn't go sepsis on me as I am prone to doing with pneumonia. Just keeping everyone updates. Not sure when I might make it back to fest. Miss you all a great deal! all my love

Refuge
Refuge Palace of dreams Ads and pollution Tar stenches roof tops Society calls its norms. Shelter from the pile of Garbage, My poetic musings Even Walt Disney might find it garish Mimics the population in the forgotten world, A nightmares collection of wild flowers A tale of mystic mystery, Blanketed in white death, Linger in the silence stillness of winter, Green blue of proud evergreens, A riot of colors to make sunset jealous, Makes a heady perfume, Ripe fruit. Those palaces of heaven, Beautiful throne, gilded by vanity, Gluttony rules on. Unfair struggle amount to the buzzing of nectar drunken bees. Heavy, like that feeling of dread. Between here and there.

Heaven
Heaven Pleading screams soundlessly unheard, The desperate sanity of a daughter born of man, But a Goddess twice removed. Eyes opened to the unseen, Hard put to rally the opening of my soul. The question "why" God was mine. Me, and the cold moon, Me, and the unsettled waters. The Answer viewed through old innocent eyes. Laid to the bitter winds, Few eyes really see, God's secret Palace. In the stolen moments be the ocean, It is here where God resides

9/11
September 11 was hard on everyone, so I can't stand it when people act as if their pain is more than the ones of others, Jeez let this day be about remembering the people we lost, the memories that changed our lives and the many men that out there still fighting for us. I lost a lot that day but I have grown and moved on and this is what we all must do, but for one day a year all should have some love in your heart cause you just don't know who is hurting behind you.

Meigs & Fox News Attempt To Rescue Official 9/11 Story
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 11 Sep 2007, 14:38 Meigs & Fox News Attempt To Rescue Flagging Official Story On 9/11 Anniversary Fox News introduced their 9/11 anniversary coverage today by promising science would reveal the truth behind 9/11 myths peddled by conspiracy theorists, so their choice to have James Meigs, whose scientific credentials include being a former editor of Entertainment Weekly and Video Review, attempt to debunk those myths was odd to say the least. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/110907_meigs_fox.htm

Freedom2
I added this as a comment to a blog and thought I needed to also add it to my page..... It's not a war against each nation, it's not about freedom for America, it's about freedom for the world. Bin Laden is not just after us "Americans", he wants us -all-. The word American has often been used synonymously with freedom. I am not making a statement about being "an American", I'm making a statement about being proud of my freedom and standing behind those who fight - ****alllll**** those who fight, England's troops and everyone elses, so that freedom and the ability to be "livin free" isn't taken away for good.

Ashamed
right now im feeling a little out of place.. not really sure if i have any one i can turn too.. or if any one needs me.. well other then my kids.. im told right now i just need to focus on me, the kids, and work.. an im so trying too.. im also trying to take our lives alone.. with no one els.. i really dont like it, but its some thing that i know will always be there.. im not seeing me ever remarring.. we are suck a hand full.. my oldest has issuse.. he does not like to be told what to do.. an really needs strong ppl in his life that he respects.. my little one is a toodler.. thats all i can say haha.. an me.. i have some big issuse.. im trying to deal with them.. but i see them more now that i am not with my ex.. an i have to say.. more and more i dont like some parts of me.. i can be so mean.. an i dont have to know u.. i get really protective of ppl i care about.. to much i see. i know if i dont change this.. i will never have any one that will care about me.. some months ago i had

For September 11,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You've got more energy than you realize -- and probably more than most of your peers. It's a great day to work ahead and see if you can score yourself a bit of wiggle room thanks to your enhanced productivity.

For Single Ladys
HEY TO ANY WOMAN THAT ARE SINGLE AND NICE I HAVE A VERY LOVELY SINGLE MAN FOR YOU HE NICE CARING HE LIKE BEING A FREAK IN BED BUT HE WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH HE IS LIVES IN LAKEWOOD HE WORKS AT WAWA AND SHOPRITE HE IS INTO ICP HIS NAME IS SHAWN HE HAS A NICE CAR NICE FRIENDS HE HAS HIS PIERCINGS ARE HIS EARS HIS TOUNG HIS NIPPLES HE HAS TATTOOS ONE ON HIS RIGHT SHOLDER ONE ON HIS LEFT ONE ON HIS LOWER ARE JUST DON’T KNOW WICH ONE AND ONE ONE HIS CHEAST AND ONE ON HIS LEG YOU HAVE TO BE AT LEST 18 AND UP HE IS 24 YEARS OLD UM HE HAS A MYSPACE BUT DON’T HURT HIM PLZ HE WILL HELP YOU AS LONG AS YOU HELP HIM HIS FAV COLOR IS GREEN HE LIKES HAVING FUN SO PLZ IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU HEAR CONTACT ME OR HIM HERE IS HIS MYSPACE LINK http://www.myspace.com/squirrelyyahomie

9/11 Families Slam Government Over Anniversary
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 11 Sep 2007, 14:42 9/11 Families Slam Government Over Anniversary The decision to hold Iraq war commander Gen. David Petraeus' testimony to the Congress on the sixth anniversary of 9/11 has been condemned by families of the victims of the attacks as another crude attempt by government officials to link the event to the war in Iraq despite the fact prior intelligence reports have dismissed any such notion. http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/110907Families.htm

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Welcome My Cuz All Nite Rider!!!
HEY DO ME A FAVOR AND HOOK MY COUSIN UP... NO SERIOUSLY IT'S REALLY MY COUSIN ALL NITE RIDER UP WITH COMMENT, RATES, FANS, CRUSHES, BLOW JOBS, ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF... TAKE CARE OF YOU BOY PIMPS CUZ... ALL NITE RIDER COME CHECK HIM SHOW HIM SUM LUV.... AMERICAN ][D][][V][][D

Stay Classy, Rutgers! Obscene Fans At Rutgers Draw A Penalty Flag!
Obscene fans at Rutgers draw a penalty flag Tuesday, September 11, 2007 The play came late in the game, when Rutgers expanded its lead over Navy to a comfortable level after a tight three quarters. Navy's Reggie Campbell took the kickoff and ran full speed ahead up the middle with all the force his 168 pound body could generate. Campbell, almost always the smallest and fastest man on the field, hit a wall of XXXL-sized scarlet jerseys and was slammed to the ground at the bottom of the pile. He got up slowly, limping off. This gutsy kid, a slotback who already spent three quarters being chased and tackled by gangs of defensive linemen and linebackers, all weighing at least 100 pounds more than him, was then given a dose of Rutgers' student section class. ''You got f---ed up. You got f---ed up. You got f--ed-up," they chanted. Reggie Campbell is a senior. After graduation in June he has a five-year commitment to the American military, which, like it or not, is at war.

Yeah Im On A Keith Sweat Kick, Sue Me
"When I Give My Love" When I give my love When I give my love to you When I give my love to you (Whoa...oh...), baby (My baby, baby) I'll show you what love can do ...yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah When I give my love to you (When I give, when I give), baby (When I give love to you, baby, baby) I'll show you what love can do (I will show you my love) When I give my love to you Hush, my baby, baby, don't say a word I got so much love for you, girl, haven't you heard Now I'm on a mission, girl, my intuition Says you should be mine, I should be yours When I give my love to you (When I lay, when I lay your body down), baby I'll show you what love can do (I'll show you what a real love feels like, baby, yes, I will, girl) When I give my love to you (And in the midnight hour, baby, in the midnight hour, baby), baby (You're gonna want me, you're gonna love me) I'll show you what love can do (Yes, you will, yes, you will, baby) When I give my love to you Don't you know,

Woman Waving From Wtc 1 Impact Area - Photos And Videos
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 11 Sep 2007, 19:38 http://www.whatreallyhappened.com/wtc1_woman.htmlWoman Waving From WTC 1 Impact Area - photos and videos..Home :WRH Store : href="quickindex/">WRH Index : Reader Letters :Archives : href="advertise/">Advertise : Donate Woman Waving FromWTC 1 Impact AreaThis photograph taken from the href="http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&ct=res&cd=1&url=http://www.serendipity.li/wot/wtc_ch2.htm&ei=cCABQ8mNNZmaYdL3rKEH">WTC report shows the aircraft impact area of WTC 1......it also shows asurvivor looking out from the hole made by the aircraft impact:Zoom of above image - click for full sizeEnhanced image -

Crazyfastdays
I just got back from a whirlwind trip to NYC with a good friend of mine. It was the first time I'd been there, and it's one of the few cities I've never visited so it was about damn time. I was uber-excited about seeing him, he and I go back about 15 years or so, and there's this matter of me saving his life back then... (I'm calling in that debt one day) We went so he could audition for Who Wants To Be A Millionaire (missed it by 2 questions, but what the hell, right?). Everyone told me, "oh, it's a great city to visit but you wouldn't want to live there.." BULLSHIT! I would move right into the middle of that madness and love every second of it. I think it fits my ADD. So the hotel was 6 blocks from Times Square, and I spent most of my time staring at everything except what was in front of me. Needless to say, I nearly got cabbed more than a few times. Topped the Empire State Building, played the keyboard from the movie Big in FAO Schwarz, saw Carnegie Hall, MoMA, Carnegie de

Camp Pendleton, Ca
CAMP PENDLETON , Calif. ( March 2, 2006 ) Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of! her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield. "I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland , OR "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several le

Home Of The Best Happenin Parties You Can Groove To
come join us at INTOXICATION for another kick ass night of great people great fun great conversations and great music... come here and get X RATED with the INTOXICATION X RATED HOTTY MEMBERS oh yes yes yes yes INTOXICATION has great parties.. and great people to meet. and we all are here to please you... so come join us only @ INTOXICATION..... thats right... COME GET YOUR INTOXICATION

Boobs
I though I made it clear I was never posting my boobs again!!!! frskycpl20...: damn id really like to ride dem titties babyhuey: may i see them babyhuey: not really sure though about the boobs i havent seen them not responding to either of them

Remember {{ A Poem }}
Remember "cr" By Cat Flo Love makes me feel so good inside. It's a feeling very hard to hide . Sometimes you lose the one you love . Maybe they went to heaven above . Once you love it's there to stay . Even if the one you love goes away. So just remember how you felt , and learn to live with what you are dealt. Will you be mine until I die ? Promise me you'll never lie ? Then I'll cherish you as if you were gold, and make it last until we grow old. I've searched the world for my best friend . To find a love that would never end. Someone to hold when I need to cry , and to be there until the day I die. Now I've found you I wont let go I wrote this peom to let you know . If I only knew what you were thinking . Then we could communicate without speaking . If we could express feelings of any kind . then this is a friendship I long to find. Then our relationship would be so much stronger, and we would last much longer.

Spelunking
Ok so the following is something that had to be filled out by two people who are close to me, it is a self-inventory worksheet that i had to have these people do for one of my classes at college....The following are the questions that were givien to one of my closest friends Rob Pede, his answers are listed as well...now keep in mind that he did not take this very seriously lol...enjoy.. Please answer the following questions about: Katie Stang My relationship to this person is: Lover descriptors, describe this personin the following four areas of self using specific words, phrases or sentances.. Mental(abilities, prefered ways of learning, attitude or mental outlook) : She can blow shit up with her mind, Osmosis, Great outlook on life, very optimistic. Physical(apperance,

1990, Keith Sweat, Ill Give All My Love To You
Ooh, baby, baby, baby Whoa...oh... My, my, my, my baby, yeah, girl Oh, I love you, baby Ooh, yes, I, yes, I do, girl I love you in the night I'm gonna take it real, real slow (Ooh, my baby) I understand what you told me And if I didn't know I always wanted someone just like you I really to hold you I'd give the world to you, oh, my darlin' You know I will, yeah, yeah, you know I will, I surely will I will never do anything to hurt you (I wouldn't do one single thing to you, babe) I'll give all my love to you (Gonna give every bit of my love, my love) And if you need me, baby, I'll come runnin' (Yes, I will) Only to you (To you, my baby, yes, I will) Why don't we just lay down, baby And hold each other real, real close â€˜Cause I don't wanna rush you, baby (No, no, no, no, no) If time, if time is what you need the most I always wanted to love you You could make all my dreams come true I want to love you, love you tonight, oh, my darlin' Yes, I do (Na-na

Please Remeber 9-11
As the sky was clear and blue that day Something made me stay awake I felt a feeling deep inside A feeling that I wanted to hide.... It all became so very grey As smoke billowed all over the place.. People would run and scream, Nothing could stop what I was seeing Terror and pain down every face As they tried their best to get away They jumped to their death rather than suffer There is no greater loss than the loss of a child mother or father As a Nation we sat glued Watching what was on the news Some of us lost our tears Others started to gain new fears Of a day that will make 9/11 look weak And one that will forever be held in even more Infamy As a nation we pulled together with love And told the world who the stronger one was If we forget now then they will win Please never forget 9-11!!

Fourth Horseman
AND I LOOKED,AND BEHOLD A PALE HORSE,AND HIS NAME THAT SAT ON HIM WAS DEATH,AND HELL FOLLOWED WITH HIM,AND POWER WAS GIVEN UNTO THEM OVER FOURTH PART OF THE EARTH,TO KILL WITH SWORD,AND HUNGER,AND WITH DEATH,AND WITH THE BEASTS OF THE EARTH.

09-11-07 - My Stash Additions
OK...so now that I am done indulging what appears to be a sick obsession with Neil Haskell from: "So You Think You Can Dance" Allow me to tell you that I was SO impressed with most of his dances that I had to put them somewhere I could find them to watch them again if I wanted to. Neil also happens to be a member of my parent's church (and mine until I became a Pagan...lol). His older brother is best friends with my best friend's younger brother. I graduated with his oldest sister. I cannot get over what a small world it is! And I never in a zillion years would have expected to see "Little Neil Haskell" on tv! I had no idea he could dance that well! So anyways... that's half my stash right now I also added some images of pentacles and yggdrasil trees. I am in the process of obtaining a pendant of a yggdrasil, with an amber disc set beneath it. Also, one of the images: I combined some pendants I found to make my ideal tattoo.

Waiting
3 Men were waiting to go to heaven. St Peter was at the gate and said, "However good you were to your wife that is the vehicle you will get in heaven". The first guy comes up to the gate and says, "I never, ever cheated on my wife and I love her". So St. Peter gives him a Rolls Royce. The next man comes up and says, "I cheated on my wife a little but I still love her." He gets a mustang and drives off into heaven. The next guy came up and said, "I cheated on my wife a lot". He gets a scooter. Next day the guy that got the scooter was riding along and he saw the guy who owned the Rolls Royce crying. He asked, "Why are you crying you have such a nice car?!" and the man sobbed, "My wife just went by on roller skates".

9*11
Today was a good day..despite the eye opening, horrific event that occurred six years ago.I am still angry about it, because the reality I see is that our own Governmental body are the true Terrorists, and they have the public so wrapped up in remembering the loss of life and the possible threat of it happening again, that we aren't asking many questions about why it was allowed to transpire the way it did...and when it did...and since there weren't any WPM's, we couldn't justify war with that... and 9/11 was just a coincidence, right? Please don't misjudge..I support our Troops 100%. I just think our governmental body is abusing the good efforts being made with power and greed geared toward terrorizing the public in efforts to maintain economic slavery,and paranoia of what, or who, your neighbor may be doing, as well as the deflation of your money, the spending of your money, and on and on..UGHHHH!

I Need My Friends
I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS ....I AM IN A CONTEST AND I AM DOWN BY OVER 1,000 COMMENTS...PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND RATE AND ANY COMMENTS WOULD BE APPREICIATED...THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!HERE IS THE LINK CLICK ON PIC....

Officers
IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION AND I HAVE SEEN THIS MYSELF PLEASE DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY CAUSE I AM NOT HERE TO BEAT ANY ONE UP CAUSE WE ALL HAVE LIVES OFF OF HERE!!!!! NOW MY BITCH SECTION WE HAVE OFFICERS IN THIS FAMILY FOR A REASON AND ALL HAVE THERE JOBS AND DUITES TO HANDEL MINE IS RECRUITING AND ANY AND ALL AFFAIRS THAT COME TO THIS FAMILY, BIGDAWG69 IS ALMOST JUST LIKE MINE NOW WE GET TO AIMEE AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW HER SHE IS THE HEAD OF THE HOME PAGE AND IN CHARGE OF ALL THE BOMBERS REASON BEING IS SHE KNOWS WERE TO BOMB AND WERE NOT TO BOMB SO WHEN SHE ASK YOU TO GO TO A SPECIFIC PLACE TO BOMB PLEASE LISTEN HELL SHE EVEN HAS TO TELL ME AND BIGDAWG WERE TO BOMB NOW WE HAVE SOME DOING A VERY GOOD JOB AND WE HAVE SOME NOT DOING A JOB AT ALL SO THIS IS WHAT THIS BLOG IS ALL ABOUT I KNOW THIS IS A INTERNET SITE AND KNOW ONE CAN TELL YOU WHAT TO DO BUT IF YOU ARE A BOMBER IN THIS FAMILY PLEASE GIVE YOUR BEST THAT IS ALL I ASK CAUSE IF I CAN DO IT AND AMIEE CAN PUT

Daddy's Girl
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was sear

Reading Profiles
Sometimes I truly have to sit back and wonder do people really read what a person has on their profile page?! I really don't think so at least half the time! I have to admit, I am grateful that although one person did read the entire thing, didn't listen to a word I said on it. I'm usually very set about the rules in my life, and I have now broken every single one of them and for the right reason. That reason will in the near future be revealed but not yet. Most are in for one hell of a surprise!

Anal Anyone???????
I am reposting this because I know you great people as a whole have some wonderful opinions and I would like to hear them. As I sit here trying to produce an OPORD for some upcoming hi-speed event, I was pondering why some people have anal sex phobias. Countless porn movies are dedicated to anal sex (a few are about really extreme anal sex!!!!!!!!!!!!). There are many publications about having anal sex with your partner. As for myself, anal sex is alright if I'm in the mood for it. (I'm a giver!) During my travels of the globe, I have come to this conclusion: 15% of women crave it in the butt, 30% will do it but won't tell their best friend, 5% only do it when the have had alcohol, and 50% won't even consider it (this demographic includes those prudes that won't suck a dick or get on top!) That leaves a 50-50 chance that the girl you meet will have anal sex. I know you are thinking, "why is this idiot thinking of anal sex while on the the job?", because at least once during the cour

Rip, In Loving Memory..spiro~ April 21, 1953-2007
As most of my friends know my mission in Florida was to make the best of the last days, of the man I loved 11 wonderful years..Today my love's suffering and pain has finally let him go..My sadness rocks the depths of my soul. The only thing that brings me some peace is that he suffers no more...Sept. 11th 2007, 7:47pm About My Spiro, I met him in May of '92..He a Greek Philosopher/College Professor...Witty, happy, kind and generous, Spiro took a young girl "Cherry" who was so Far from home, under his wing..He taught me about life and helped me work toward my degree..Two years later he taught me about love. His love was never angry, his love was very supportive his love was complete.. He was a man that appreciated life and all the joys it brings you, he shared this with everyone he touched..His friends were many, and today we all share in his loss... To My friends, I have been so lucky to find on FUBAR...My plans are unknown, hopefully I'll come back..If I don't.

Ahh The Light...
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The i

A Warning To My Friends
Yes even though Im in the computer biz and I help so many people avoid infections and spyware I was just a victim of being ripped off on the internet. Luckily I was up late chatting when I noticed a Email pop on my Yahoo that said my account login information enclosed. I go to read the email and it said 29.99 Euros were deducted from my Paypal account. Sure enough 2 seconds later I get a paypal notice that a transaction took place. Still being wary I didnt click any links in the email and I hand-typed www.paypal.com and checked my account. Sure enough the motherfockers took every last penny in my Paypal. If it weren't for the fact the Credit card I used was expired and the bank account was closed that was attached to this paypal account I could have been wiped out. If you have a paypal account always make sure you check your transaction history, and any additions of emails you don't own. Keeping a low credit limit card there is also advisable as well as a very low balance bank

Cancer Yet Again...
Those who know me... know that I've lost two friends to cancer... my mother and I have both had it... It's reached out it's ugly claws once again to touch my family... I found out two days ago that my aunt has breast cancer... today I found out the stage... It's stage 3... For those that don't know cancer stages it's 1-4... 1 being the best... 4 being dire... I'm grateful that I've found out this week as I head 'home' to help my mother clean out my grandfathers estate on Fri... I'll be able to see my aunt... to hold her, hug on her, and tell her I love her... I blog this... 1) For your thoughts and prayers... not just for my aunt, but for everyone who suffers from this debilitating disease... until theres a cure... and 2) To remind you, if you're a woman, or if you're married- to have your spouse... get annual mammograms... They're a pain in the a*& but they CAN save lives. God bless my aunt and god bless everyone touched by cancer in their lives.

**a Step Closer To Success
EVERY FAILURE IS A STEP CLOSER TO SUCCESS People who try to do something and fail are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed. Experiencing failure is inevitable on your journey to be successful. Every defeat is merely an installment to victory. You'll find that the number of times you succeed is in direct proportion to the number of times you fail and keep trying. You won't be judged by the number of times you fail, but by the number of times you succeed. Failure is nothing but education, nothing but the first step to something better. You can't be a winner and be afraid to lose.

Slide Show I Made That Made Me Cry
My grandmother will be gone a yr on the 25th of Sept..for all of you that dont know i moved back to this shit hole town Lawton/Ft Sill to take care of her...this is my tribute to the greatest and most stubborn woman iv ever met...Now you guys know where i get it from lol .

I Want You (a Poem)
To Put It Simply, I Want You I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Birth Story!
(BIRTH STORY) SHE IS HERE!!!! I started getting the contractions on the 9th at 10pm after i took the castor oil, and i figured that they would just go away, but i went to sleep and woke up around 5am with stronger contractions than i went to bed with. i called my mom at work and told her i needed to go to the hospital. when we got there i wasnt dialated anymore, but they told me to drink alot of water and walk around the hospital for an hour, so thats what i did. after i did that they checked me and i was dialated another cm, and 90% effaced. my midwife asked me how long i had been having the contractions and i told her since 10pm the night before, so she said you have been piddleing along for too long. lets have this baby. she broke my water and started me on petocin to speed things up. she asked me if i was still going to go natural and i told her yes. she said i was brave lol so the contractions came and went and got stronger and stronger and before i knew it i was dialated to a

If I Read The Perfect Poem
IF I read the perfect poem Eric Ethan If I read the perfect poem to people it would be of laughter and hope I f I read the perfect poem it would be of love and caring If read the perfect poem it would where people where they can relate. If I read the perfect poem it would be not of sorrow and depression If I read the perfect poem it would be world of joy and happiness in your heart. If I read the perfect poem it would be to special friend that needs full of joy and hope. If I read the perfect poem It would be for a friend that has got hurt and read it to them to tell them if that there is hope and faith and lot of love out there for people that is lost in love or a broken heart. If I read the perfect poem it would be with music of sweet medleys and read to a friend that can₼t leave the house cause they are battling a sickness.

Why I Write.
I've walked through the shadows of hell... Fearing all things... I've danced through the clouds with angels... But only in dreams... I've hated myself for the choices i've made... But i've learned... I've loved those who chose to do me harm... For what it's worth... In the end I hope to see my life... As more than just a passing phase... I suppose I will eventually find peace with myself... Hopefully someday... Instead now I tend to live out my time drawing shallow breaths... Interested in only witnessing my daughter's life before my death... Indeed she gave life to a being who had always struggled with morality... Incomplete even though I knew for a fact that love was all around me... Incompetent when it came to making the right decisions, but please... Imagine me as a saint even though I know i've done many wrong... I never want anyone to believe those things I wrote in my songs... It was all for the escape and the release that it brings... Inspiration comes from

Ughh
Wow, life's been going a bit nutty lately. Sorry I haven't been on a lot lately. As most of you know I'm a manager of an apartment complex. Well we finally have all but one filled or promised to lease. Yeah! However it hasn't been easy. We let one tenant go, she was on the lease, but her boy friend wasn't. He got abusive and she left. He didn't pay rent for 2 months and during that time we noticed a lot of drug traffic. We kicked them out and holy shit balls it was a MESS. So we've been cleaning and fixing it so the new tenant can move in. We had to rip out one of the door frames and place a new one in along with a ton of other shit. I'm not really close to being done with it, maybe by the end of the week. The other day I got a wild hair up my ass to move my cedar chests home from storage. My grandfather made them and they were getting pretty bad being in the heat, that meant moving the entire storage unit around. Well since we did that, we moved my friends washer and dryer home and

Be Careful.....
A Calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy and walked right up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big, and he exclaimed, "Lord, have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband! That's against the law! I would lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen! Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well, now. That's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

List My Blogs Plz Look Even If You Dont Think Im Right
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Smile Contest Results
The winner of the Smile Contest I held was Whateverrr....so watch for her blast coming in the next few days.... Thank you everyone who participated and I want you to know I think you all have great smiles!!

Why I Don't Date Anylonger
She breezed into my life One mid winter night With a few drunken laughs On a dodgy chat site And for lingering hours Time’s fabric was torn On that night in July When we spoke until dawn “Isabella” she said Was her name, to be fair I did not really know I did not really care But in the wee small hours At the start of the morn She let slip with “T.....” Lies exposed by the dawn For a time there was nothing No sound from her space Even though all my contacts I had pushed in her face And for me things settled Into another dull round Of chats, meets and dates Of loves lost and found Now quite by surprise On that same dodgy line We met once again Got along there just fine Took the convo off-line SMS was on fire Then the phone bills all rose And the talking went higher Found her sexy voice sweet And her dirty mind fun Made me spurt every time Dirty talk with a gun So she wanted to meet Something I was against Felt it’d spoil what we had

9/11.... Finally Someone Speaks Out And Is Not Afraid!
Here's one woman who is telling it like it is...in her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like this is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Ko ran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet...Hell, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible,

Thank You
Hello everyone, Wildroses here just wanted to take a moment to thank you all for the warm welcome I've recieved here on FuBar you all have been so wonderfull . I would Like to intruduce myself a liltle more First of all I chose wild roses for my Fubar name because like i said before I love to Garden and apart of my garden has wildroses in it and they have always been in my gardens ever since I was a small child. Family is very important to me and especially the relationships that developes within a family , I hope this helps you to get to know me a litle bit more . A Friend Always WildRoses1

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1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13.)A. 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14.)A. 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 15.)A. 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 16.)A. 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17.)A. 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18.)A. 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19.)A. 20.)Q. If you could change on

Horoscope For 9/11
You've got more energy than you realize -- and probably more than most of your peers. It's a great day to work ahead and see if you can score yourself a bit of wiggle room thanks to your enhanced productivity. ****yeah right tons of energy, guess my stars didnt see that i was sick lol

A Full Mouth
My breath on your thighs brings goose bumps to your skin You smile at me, eyes hooded now with desire As I search for the door to the treasure within And the shiver of your knees says you pussy’s on fire You slowly allow me to widen your knees And now I can see the soft down of your hair I can smell your arousal and I yearn now to please Let me lick, suck and nip, let me play with you there I can feel your legs tremble as I kiss your pale skin You are simply delicious, a sumptuous feast As I slide my mouth closer I can’t help now but grin Your innocent virtues have brought out the beast You are moaning so softly as my fingers caress The aroused nub of your clitoris, then your soft outer lips As my lips trail closer I must now confess I can’t want for your pussy and I grab at your hips Your body is shaking and jerking with lust As my mouth sucks your lips, as my tongue slides inside Your breathing erratic, your luscious hair mussed While I lick and I suck, whi

Give It A Name Then Let Me Know.
Your heart reaches out like none I've ever seen. It's as big as life will allow, yet you always seem to have room put aside,,,,for someone that needs someone like you. You reach far beyond The things that you do,, Your nature is one hard to find,, But everyone can see the love you hold,,,By looking into your eyes,, You say you're just an ordinary girl,,,But people you know can see,,, There's nothing ordinary about you girl,,,Cause you live as the spirit leads. A smile that would brighten any room,,,With eyes that sparkle like stars,,,You give so much,,,That sometimes you sit and wonder,,, Just who you really are,, But there comes a time in everyones life,,,You must turn your love around,,,And feed YOURSELF,,,,with the love,,,that others around you have found.. So take time each day,,, to reflect on yourself,,,and see just what YOU need,,,so you can be WHO you are,,,and live life as the spirit leads. You're never alone on this road you travel,,,This you will see someday,,,you'

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A Long Dark Night
A Long Dark Night by: Ann Lori Cooper I stand in absent memorie, looking down the hallway, of those years. Behind each door, another painfull tear. Your smell your eyes your words, Echo still, in every squirming room. My son, your other victim, gone far to soon. Today we stood there, you and I, Walked down the faded carpet trail, Meloncholic dialouge of all that made us fail. You clamied your demon soured by drink ripped violently my soul No forgivness or remorse can change that heavy toll Threadbear floors dust laden drapes Filtered out all ray's of sun In the cool dark timlesness, decay has long begun Fingers trembling, fluttered heart This door should now shut tight But I can't say good bye my son.! It is still a long dark night. Copyright ©2007 Ann Lori Cooper {Ann lori Cooper is my pen name}

My Horoscope
For September 11,2007 Today is perfect for making that little change that you think might have big effects on your life. An extra apple a day, taking stairs instead of the elevator or making nice with that one neighbor could do the trick.

Lana Jane 6-7-2007
Precious Little One Precious, tiny little one you'll always be to me. so perfect,pure and innocent- part of heaven's family. We dreamed of you and your life and all that it would be. We waited and longed for you to come and join our family. We never had the chance to play. To laugh,to rock,to wiggle. We long to hold you, touch you now And listen to you giggle. I'll always be your mommy, He will always be your daddy. You will always be our child, the child that we had. But now you're gone... but yet you're here we'll sense you everywhere. You are our sorrow and our joy, There's love in every tear. Just know our love goes deep and strong, we'll forget you never- the child we had but never had, and yet will have forever. to my angel baby lanah jane, i love you and miss you... i long for the day to hear you giggle..... luv, mommy...

Moving
It kinda sucks ive applied in like 100 places with no call backs as of yet trying to get into a better apartment then im in right now.still no solid internet but thats really my own fault for thinking with the whole i need a job thoughtsd and the holy shit im fat so imma walk 10 miles a day. but really i miss some people grrr help me find a job oh and ps www.in-chained.com has wishlists up and my birthday is coming soon (hint hint) blasts,happy hours are good Love Crimson

Racism
Im really having a hard time with something lately. I don't know if it is because I am seeing it around alot more or im a little more sensitive to these types of things then I have ever been. Racism. I am so frusterated and deeply angered at the ignorance of Racism. I am from a family that is deeply rooted in racism in the south and it seriously bothers me. God created us all in his image.God is no respector of persons. God does not say if you are of this race you can not enter into the throne room of grace. instead God says ALL can come unto me. so where do we think it's ok to dictate, to seperate and segregate? This isn't just meerly about blacks/whites. Im speaking of all cultures that experiance racism. I for the first time experianced racism against me about 3 weeks ago and it stung me to the core. I was like man this is how it feels! I feel every race was put on this earth to contribute something. we are all interesting in our own special way. I believe God did not intend for al

Wishful Thinking
Have you met that special someone? I did almost a year ago and still I am all alone she is the love of my life. She is my wife, my love, my queen, and my soulmate. And yet all of these are still not strong enough to overcome our distance. I guess the only reason I am writting this is in despiration. I have had feelings that I wondered if I'll ever feel with and away from her. So here I ponder things of what if? And still I get no answers from her on my cries for togetherness. I don't know if she'll ever talk to me again but all I have now is wishful thinking that all of this is to surprise me with the first touch, first kiss, first hug, first everything but in the same breath be the last she'll ever need to complete her life and our children together. I am stuck on questions like Did I do or say something wrong?...Is it something I didn't do or say?...Why does this happen with what seemed to be real and something to be cherished, loved, kept safe from harm? I know I wasn't very go

Microchip Implants
MICROCHIP IMPLANTS CAUSE FAST-GROWING, MALIGNANT TUMORS IN LAB ANIMALS BREAKING NEWS-FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE September 8th, 2007 From: Dr. Katherine Albrecht MICROCHIP IMPLANTS CAUSE FAST-GROWING, MALIGNANT TUMORS IN LAB ANIMALS Damning research findings could spell the end of VeriChip Exclusive Global Announcement Made on WTPRN Friday Night on EttaroLIVE! [listen] CLICK HERE TO READ THIS STORY IN HTML FORMAT WITH PICTURES AND AUDIO LINKS FOR RELEASE: IMPLANTS CAUSE FAST-GROWING, MALIGNANT TUMORS IN LAB ANIMALS Damning research could spell the end of VeriChip The Associated Press will issue a breaking story this weekend revealing that microchip implants have induced cancer in laboratory animals and dogs, says privacy expert and long-time VeriChip opponent Dr. Katherine Albrecht. As the AP will report, a series of research articles spanning more than a decade found that mice and rats injected with glass-encapsulated RFID transponders developed malig

Elegant, Grandure Appeal
In my heart, I know what is right My mind retreats to that one moonlit night A night where all seem right with the world And in that moment, I knew, I was your girl Those times I reminisce, everything seems surreal The elegant plans which had marvelous appeal Do I really know which direction is due Pondering the thought, emotion and view As the sun breaks into my thoughts wound taut I try to break free only to realize I can not Trapped inside a world full of gloom Only to realize what I wanted is doomed A love that would last throughout infinity Someone to cherish with all my dignity One who could treasure all that I am and more I feel is left peering behind a closed door What would it take to have it come crashing down To reveal the many enchanting pleasures abound To give clairvoyance of what is to augment A love that will never grow bored, tired or spent In all it's essence, still it grows increasingly parched Waiting f

Http://www.loosechange911.com/
updated 9/11/07 schedule The schedule for the 9/11 weekend has been updated...still a tentative schedule but more info on when and where events are going on. hit up www.loosechange911.com to check it out. i'd put it on here but it's a little too long. Other than that, things are going good. the Final Cut is wrapping up, which there will be a screening of i believe on 9/10, but check the schedule for time and place. i will also be doin a private screening at my house in mohawk, so if you live near the central ny area and wanna stop by contact me. seating here is very limited cause my apartment isn't that big but i'll cram as many people in here that i can. that is all for now, stay up and keep spreadin the truth. Currently listening : Total Devastation By Total Devastation Release date: 07 December, 1993

Birth Totems And The Pic's To Go With Them.
The Red Hawk March 21 - April 19 Those born under the sun sign of the Red Hawk are likely to be adventurious and assertive. Along with creativity, they harbor a desire to be free and unencumbered. Those people closest to them may consider them to be a bit headstrong at times. The Beaver April 20 - May 20 Beaver people are industrious and hardworking folks who are generally blessed with good health. They cherish peace and security, and those who are born under this sign are thought to be loyal and stable. The Deer May 21 - June 21 Deer people are very often clever, talented individuals who have a knack for bringing their enthusiasm to their environment. Those born under this sign love change and seem to be almost constantly in motion. The Brown Flicker June 22 - July 21 Those born under this sign have a strong nesting instinct and are generally deemed good parents who provide lovingly for thier children. Brown Flicker people also seem to have an ab

Reflection, Respect And Rememberance
My husband wrote this blog and i am circulating it here. Leave the hating comments at the door cause i don't need em and won't tolerate them. So, Today I write with all seriousness. The following letter will contain no sharp wit, none of my sad attempts at bad humor, or any of the other qualities that make my usual blogs the laughing stock of the literary world. We mark today as the 6th anniversary of the tragedies that befell our country on September 11, 2001. A day which propelled our military forces into a war spanning multiple fronts across the globe. Most of the attention currently is focused on our larger theaters of operation in Iraq and Afghanistan. As time separates us from the emotional impact we felt on that fateful day six years ago, most people have turned from "mourning" to "moving on". Like it or not, September 11th, 2001, has become yet another turning point in the history of our American Experiment. While many Americans alive today never experienced

Mk Ultra Declassified Plus Uther Vd
This is a minifilm entitled "The Most Dangerous Game" about the (once secret) government program, MK ULTRA. These were experiments initially conducted on unsuspecting subjects in the military circa 1950 (conveniently right after ww2 and the nazis.. gee wonder where they got this idea from), and eventually they started using people who were already in mental hospitals and such. After researching this, I've concluded that the reason WHY they thought this was a great ideas is that they were trying to develop a way to turn humans into actual order taking robots, who will question nothing asked of them. The CIA had LSD long before the hippies. They knew this was a very powerful mind drug, but realized after many experiments that they could not use it to control people. Like John Lennon said "They gave us LSD to try and control us but what they did was give us freedom instead".

9/11
Today I got ready for work like I always do... I love my job I was anticipating what my call to action would be for work today. I jumped in the car and turned the radio on and was listening and singing along and all of a sudden a Nickleback song came over the radio with excerpts of calls made to 911 operators from people in the Twin Towers... I lived in New York for 6 years, Lived there during this awful tragedy, I watched everything stop in time for a moment as every one was reaching for their closest relative. I knew a couple people who lost their lives there that day, I pay my respects every year. I was reduced to tears today for the first time in 6 years. Im not sure if because im older now and the understanding of what took place grasped my heart or if im just more sensitive then ever. I definitely think it is a necessity that we take the time out to pay our respects and pray for the families and children affected and to remember what happened this day in history, howe

Silence, Emptiness And Confusion
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

My Lazy Ass
Hey freinds and other members on Fubar....Just wanted to say that as soon as I get my lazy ass going to make a salute...I will be adding tons of new pics....some old...some brand new that were taken on recent shoots....so stand by and help me raise my level...(as soon as I post a salute)

9/11
Everyone knows what tomorrow is.. It's been 6 years since the September 11th attack that brought America to its knees. Although It shook Our Nation, It can never be broken. We stand united & firmly on our beliefs! Here it is 6 years later and we have still refused to give up on the mission to protect our country from terror! I still to this day keep all the families in my thoughts and prayers. Some of you may protest the war and thats fine, You have that right, but millions of soldiers risk there lifes daily to protect your butt so you can protest at his brothers funeral. Really stop to think, Someone you dont know from adam shows up and one of your loved ones funerals prostesting the cause for which they died. you'd not approve right? so why is it that none of these protesters see that the military is a family, they are all brothers and sisters they band together to fight so you dont have to. show some respect! Many of you dont like the president, thats also fine, another one of your

911truth.org Grassroots Organizers,
Dear 911truth.org Grassroots Organizers, 1. 9/11 events this year. We have created a page called "9/11/07 Global Day of Action" which lists all the events being planned, worldwide, for 9/11 this year. We also want to list related campaigns. You can now see the page, linked from our front page's Upcoming Events section (at www.911truth.org/pages/91107Events.php). At the end of that page are two different banners you can pick up to add to your websites, and the URL you can link in your email signatures. We know this current listing is very incomplete, and that you're busy preparing events and campaigns everywhere! Please add your event/campaign to our Calendar (www.911truth.org/calendar.php) and let me know, so I can add it to that page ASAP. The size or scope of your event doesn't matter--we are everywhere. Let's make sure everyone knows it! 2. Outreach Resources--If you need fliers for events, the 11 Remarkable Facts Sheets are now available at our cost of 6 cents each, no matte

What Is Going On?
IS there a bulletin out directing people to my page to be my friend? I have enjoyed a week of almost none and now I can't seem to escape them. I want to shout...please don't ask...I don't have time to learn more about random souls I don't find curious enough to go check out...hence the reasoning behind the more private page..I know this is silly of me..but please let me know if there is a bulletin out with my name and link on it...and denise love if you are sending them to me..i really appreciate the thought..but honey I have so many great friends already I don't need more than I can handle..what I did today for you was something I would do for anyone I care about. xoxo now I am off to eat my foot as I have stuck it in nicely again. when will I learn to shut my mouth!! LOL night all have fun surfing the ol' fubario waves

Graduation
The Graduation Gift Story A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" And stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and w

Take Me Home
Bring back the days of a carefree life with play an’ laughter, no worry or strife. Let me swing so high in the old apple tree like monkeys in a jungle screaming with glee. I want to chase chickens back into their pen, an’ ride the young heifers ‘cross our land again. Run in the sunshine, play in the field, hide in the sweet corn, eat apples—unpeeled. Rope-swing into haylofts, ride horses on roads, wade ponds by the dozens searching out toads. Play baseball in pastures— dry cow pies for bases, tie legs together in gunny-sack races. Have friends cross the meadow an’ just down the way, more joy than imagined packed into a day. Summers so hot, my skin will burn red, be a tired little kid when shooed off to bed. Swim the ditch with water snakes galore— Oh, just to catch a slithery once more. Discover new bugs, an’ catch honey bees, punch holes in a jar lid so they can breath free. Try to smoke straw out backa the barn,

Where Were You!?!
Where were you the day the Twin Towers Fell..... Heres what you do. Add your name and tell us where you were and what you were doing when you heard about the Twin Towers on September 11, 2001. See how many people really care about the USA. Copy and repost this as Where were you the day the Twin Towers Fell. 1. Sarah--I was in Tyler, Texas on my way to work. I was hoping it was wrong, but it wasn't. 2. Wendy ~ At work , on the ambulance 3. TXCHICA~~I was on my way to work. 4. Smoke Lovers United - I was at work..We were able to watch it on the break room television..It was my co-workers 50th BDAY .. big work party planned but we never celebrated..we just sat stairing at the TV with our mouths open. GOD BLESS THE USA AND THE FAMILYS WHO LOST SOMEONE THAT DAY 5. Earnhardt Country- I was in a U.S Histroy class. i was shocked. 6. REDNECK WOMAN- I WAS IN MY CAR LISTENING TO Z100 AND THEY SAID THAT THE NORTH TOWER WAS HIT BY A PLANE I THOUGHT IT WAS JOKE SO I SHUT OFF MY

Back To My Roots
I have taken a major step in fixing my life and getting back to where i should be. I have re-enlisted in the US Army! I need this to get my life back on track, so im back in a good place now. For allthose who this upsets, im sorry, but now im doing something for ME!

Just A Poem
Poems enter your heart, and flow into your soul. Some may have parts, and others maybe whole. Poems let you see the truth, that's in someones mind. Like you're standing behind a booth, and the person is right in front of you. Poems give you sight, to see your very soul. As poems are glowing lights, for the reader to behold

Thoughts In My Head Right Now
WELL OBVIOUSLY I'M PISSING OFF FRIENDS OF MINE, LEFT AND RIGHT....I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, BUT THAT'S WHAT SEEMS TO BE HAPPENING. ONE OF THEM THINKS I TEASE HIM BECAUSE I BELIEVE CERTAIN THINGS......WELL I'M LETTING HIM KNOW NOW, I DO NOT. I VALUE HIS FRIENDSHIP VERY MUCH.......ANOTHER, IS LEAVING THIS SITE BECAUSE OF ME....ONE OTHER, IS UPSET WITH ME BECAUSE I DON'T SPEAK TO HIM ANYMORE ON MESSENGER. I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO WIN, NO MATTER WHAT I DO. I ACTUALLY ACT MYSELF WITH ONLY A FEW CERTAIN FRIENDS AND I SUPPOSE THAT IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I'M AN HONEST PERSON AND I ALWAYS ADMIT WHEN I AM WRONG. WELL, I'M NOT ADMITTING ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE QUITE FRANKLY I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I HAVE DONE...ALL I'VE BEEN IS HONEST WITH THESE FRIENDS. (NOT NAMING ANY NAMES) AND THEN, I HAVE MY BEST FRIEND MOVING TO FLORIDA ON THURSDAY....SO I WON'T TALK TO HER AS MUCH AS I USED TO..SHE'S THE ONE I TALK TO ABOUT ALL OF MY "ISSUES". SHE'S MY LAVERNE AND I'M HER SHIRLEY.....OR IS IT THE OTHER WAY AROUND?!? AN

Angelina Jolie Is Freakin Hott
You Are More Like Angelina Jolie Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?

My Life
just when u assume your life will go one way it turns and goes a totaly diffrent direction.....i recently thought someone cared for me but as it turns out im not so sure where it has gone.... distance is so hard to tell about you fall so eaisly on here and know u shouldnt probly but.....fuuuuuuuck sometimes it happens! ok anyway i am in the middle of trying to figure out what the fuck is goin on im confused and bewilderd and wanna say fuck it to all of it but im really not a quiter so i need advice and not mean advice either ......lol.....im out of here xoxox to all!!!

What Part Of Stop Did U Not Understand?
ok i was very clear and nice about it in my last blog about this and yet im still getting like 100 this member would like you to see this Blog, Pic, bulliton or whatever....and its really getting on my nerves! ive asked u nicely to stop once...this is ur final warning! whoever i get these from now will be deleated off my friends list and blocked!

Publication
Well, it seems as though my story, Xaemyl's Tale is going to be published in the net 'zine Renderotica in either February or April edition. They are still moving up in the world, but currently have 300,000 subscribed readers. Yeah, so... how about that? Guess I ought to get writing more, hmmm?

Going Back Home For The Weekend
Well i know i posted this in a bulletin but i think i meant to put it here but no biggie. anyways jenni is sitting her shit faced thanx to rock$tar lol thank you so much cuz I needed it. You are awesome. But jenni not only is shit faced on the computer im getting there at home too. Oh so back to my point I'm leaving to go back to Maryland this weekend so I wanted to let ya all know I may not be on here but if you have my cell phone or yahoo you can most likely reach me on there. If I get on fubar it will be late at night every night cuz I have things to take care of when I get there. I fly early on friday morning and I come back late monday night. So on yahoo you may see me signing in and out that will be cuz I have to drive from BWI airport to my mom and dad's. Well I think thats all my point was so you all have awonderful week an weekend and see ya all soon oh and Matt if ya read this maybe I'll make a pit stop to say hi LMAO. Jen

A Play Featuring Bob And Lucy
I crack up every time I read this. It's a convo I had with some guy... I have no idea who he is *wink* Hugh Rodham: ello? Hugh Rodham: any bunnies home? Bunninator: lol, yes sorry charlie Bunninator: or what is your name again? Hugh Rodham: you can call me clarlie chuck or charles Hugh Rodham: err charlie not clarlie Hugh Rodham: or bob or john Bunninator: me likey bob Hugh Rodham: and i shall call you lucy Bunninator: for non specific reasons Hugh Rodham: lucy for non specific reasons? Bunninator: non specific reasons for 1000 please, bob Hugh Rodham: sure thing lucy. why did the chicken cross the road? Bunninator: what is, he didn't want to be chicken anymore? Hugh Rodham: could you be a little less specific please? Bunninator: what is, he didn't want to be less anymore? Hugh Rodham: knock out a few more vowels Bunninator: wht s, h ddn't wnt t b lss nymre? Bunninator: fook... I'm scrapin here Bunninator: I just want to WIN!!! Hugh

Home
I was reading an article today about 9/11. All I can say is that i was almost fired from my job after reading it. It was discussing the situation about ppl arguing about where we were going to read the names of the dead and if we wanted politicians there and so on....well to make a long story short, it was decided that the Men and woman (firefighters, cops, military) that were actually there were going to be the ones to speak and name off the names of the dead. It just honestly kills me that there was an arguement on the fact of "if it was still important enough" (in lesser words) to even debate on. Do ppl not fucking realize how important that day is??? I was driving my daughter to kindergarten on that day and I know god damn well how much it meant to me, even 6 years later or even 20 or 60 years later it is important. This is a day that THOUSANDS of Americans lost there lives!@!!! And this was not a choice of theres. It was due to some cowardly assholes that were able to bring

Great Sex Survey
GREAT SEX SURVEY Name: Jess Age: 28 Current Location: Lasalle, IL Eye/Hair Color: brown Height: 5'5" Ethnicity: white Sexual Orientation: bi Size of penis/breast: they are fucking huge WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: between 25 and 35 Eye/Hair:doesnt matter Ethnicity: not too picky Body Type: don't care Whats your favorite part of a guy’s/gal’s body?: eyes EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? boy shorts Have you ever given/received a lap dance? yes Ever watch a porno? who hasnt? Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didn’t? yes Are you into ass smacking?yes but not to hard Are you a Virgin?: NO When did you lose it? 17 How was your first time? it was in the football stadium, what do you think If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? no Are you an easy “O” or hard “O”? depends Ever meet someone off the internet for sex? no How many dates does it take to get into your pants? a few Do you l

Relationships
It seems like so many people are endlessly searching for someone to be with. I've gotten to the point where I am just living my life and see what comes along. I got sick of trying to look for someone since it seems it just makes you feel depressed and even more lonely. The more I have thought about it the more asinine it seems to look and look for someone when it always seems you find someone when your not looking and least expect it. So I figured why let all the stress and emotions of looking bother me. Just live your life and if your meant to be with someone you will find them one day when it is time for it. Plus it makes living your everyday life a little better when you don't let yourself worry so much.

Warning: Democrats Will Not Like This, Pt 2
Below are points made on "Saddam Hussein, Terrorists & WMD in Iraq". Source cited at end, individual links and additional sources can be found at that webs address. I. Saddam was known to have WMD and used it in at least 3 separate situations. 1. S. Hussein used Chemical weapons in the Iran-Iraq War [Wikipedia] 2. Hussein used Chemical weapons vs. the Kurds in N. Iraq [phrusa.org] Also see this [Free Republic] 3. S. Hussein used Chemical weapons against the Sunnis in S. Iraq [Human Rights Watch] 4. Statements to the effect that Iraq had or was seeking WMD made by: President Clinton, Madeline Albright, Sandy BergerRep. Nancy Pelosi, Sen. Carl Levin, V.P. Al Gore. Also see this for many of the same or similar remarks [Snopes & acsa.net] II. There is a long list of WMD, delivery systems, and banned conventional weapons found in Iraq 1. Various WMD/Weapons [WorldNet Daily] 2. Uranium in Iraq [Newsmax] 3. Uranium Enrichment Program [Newsmax] 4. J

My Way Out
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

Time Stands Still
Time Stands Still By Cursed Cowboy When I look in your eyes time stands still, Like and endless moon lite night. Your touch is soft and warm, Like a summer breeze. I hold you tight so you never forget, Memorize come and go but love is never forgotten. Even the most beautiful rose falls short compared to you. Your smile is filled with love that make the angels sing, Songs fill the heavens for the love I have found. My hands shake when I touch you, The thought makes my heart skip a beat. Time stands still because it doesn't want to leave, It know love when it see it, and you are loved.

Wolfman's Personal Tribute To 9/11/2001
IN MEMORY TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DIED ON TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, THAT THEY ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE FORGOTTEN NEW YORK WORLD TRADE CENTER AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board.

Film Project Debunking History Channel 9/11 Piece
Film Project Debunking History Channel 9/11 Piece Posted by: "Kathleen Roberts" weerkhr@pacbell.net Tue Sep 11, 2007 3:21 pm (PST) Is anyone interested in helping with a film debunking the History Channel's show "9/11 Conspiracies: Fact or Fiction?"? John Hankey, maker of the films "JFK II: The Bush Connection" and "The Assassination of JFK Jr.", is considering such a project. As he says, below, it might not be a successful feature film, more a teaching aid. His email is xjhankeyx@yahoo.com. Kathy Hey Kathy it's on my to-do list. I have a few other promises to keep first. Someone is sending me a copy. (they sell it, but only one hour.) What was amazing to me is the amount of ad hominem. If you hear from anyone else, tell them I'd be glad to help. Otherwise, I'll take it on. And ask you for a very specific list of your criticism, hopefully with the exact time that it occurs in the program. The progarm is two hours. The analyzis is not going to get made into a successful fea

Alone!!!!
I feel alone… So broken and beaten down It seems as if nothing causes happiness Nothing can lift my spirit, my soul Am I doomed to be left alone, forever? Or is it just me pushing what I have away? Why can’t you hear me screaming? Why can’t you wipe away all my tears? You just don’t care Yet I can’t help myself from caring about you… Leave Me I’m tired of being depressed Sick of all the stress Haunted by your face appearing in my dreams Leave me alone Let me take care of my own Please – Just let me go

A Poem That's Not Sex
You know the scenic overlook on the way up Trail Ridge Road, the one with the curving boardwalk that looks across the valley overshadowed by the endless rise of Longs Peak, the one where children play on the rocks while parents inhale as they examine the expanse as if to take it all inside of themselves? Well, if you can ever go there alone with time and freedom to stand in the quiver of thought, and to do that you might need to be there at dawn, when the light is just right on the mountain, at the time of day when there is seldom any haze, only perhaps one low hanging cloud positioned to give you a sense of depth and perception, in this setting it is likely you will have ears to hear. But it is difficult to speak of such things, how the presence of wilderness lays bare the soul and speaks truth about the nature of beauty, the privilege to embrace what you can not hold, to possess what you will never own, how every preceding moment of life has served to cre

My Personal Tribute To 9/11/01
IN MEMORY TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DIED ON TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, THAT THEY ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE FORGOTTEN NEW YORK WORLD TRADE CENTER AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board.

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

This Really Works
I recently joined AGLOCO because of a friend recommended it to me. I am now promoting it to you because I like the idea and I want you to share in what I think will be an exciting new Internet concept. AGLOCO’s story is simple: Do you realize how valuable you are? Advertisers, search providers and online retailers are paying billions to reach you while you surf. How much of that money are you making? NONE! AGLOCO thinks you deserve a piece of the action. AGLOCO collects money from those companies on behalf of its members. (For example, Google currently pays AOL 10 cents for every Google search by an AOL user. And Google still has enough profit to pay $1.6 billion dollars for YouTube, an 18-month old site full of content that YouTube’s users did not get paid for! AGLOCO will work to get its Members their share of this and more. AGLOCO is building a new form of online community that they call an Economic Network. They are not only paying Members their fai

Fyi: 9-11-2007- What's Going On? By Carol Wolman
FYI: 9-11-2007- WHAT'S GOING ON? by Carol Wolman Body: FYI: 9-11-2007- WHAT'S GOING ON? by Carol Wolman Posted by: "CAMPAIGN" peace@peaceinspace.org ecologynews Tue Sep 11, 2007 1:41 pm (PST) * * *9-11-2007- WHAT'S GOING ON?* *Going into Labor Day weekend, there were lots of rumors anticipating a false flag operation, another 9-11. Trainloads of armored vehicles rolled into Houston. The San Francisco Bay bridge closed for three days. Suspicious activity was reported on ferries in Puget Sound. Ominous civil defense exercises are being held in Oregon, as part of Operation Noble Resolve, which also involves military jets flying over New York. An antiaircraft division is ordered to Washington DC. * *We made it through the holiday safely.* *Then last Wednesday, Congressman Paul Gillmor (R-OH) was found dead in his home. This was reported as a heart attack, until word leaked out that he had blunt trauma to the head and neck. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20649320/ Now

Murdock...you Fired!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jette Date: 11 Sep 2007, 17:41 Thanks: lil piggyDate: 11 Sep 2007, 17:30Why is it that everything you get your hands on goes to shit. This is myspace. Before you took control, everything ran relatively smooth.Every week, something on this sight seems to be fucked up.Last week, bulletins wouldn't post.This week...they're running behind??? Six hours behind???Go back to fucking up the news...it's what your good at.Give MySpace back to those who know how to run it...the people.Murdock....YOUR FIRED!!!!And Fuck You too TOM!!!Sorry...I've had another dose of Methyl Bromide today, not feeling very well.

We Need To Take A Look At Our Self's
To day is 9/11 the mark of what happen 6 years ago and no one really even cares any more, its liek yeah we where there when the towers whent down to help out the neededy and the ones who lost there loved one's but where are we to day, why do we bitch moan and complain about all the little bull shit thigns in life instead of enjoying eacth day we are alive, we should be so lucky that eacth day we wake up its a gift from god that we are alive and can enjoy another day with our loved ones, or go to work yes i know work sucks but you know what id rather be working then poor on the streets starving and no where to go. I enjoy the feeling of being alive yeah i bitch and moan at life some tiems who dont, but i know when i need to stop and take a look at the wider pitcher in life and thats to just stop and enjoy it once in awhile. yes i do work alot but got to pay off the debt some how, but i also know when to slow down and take my time and not work my self to death. To the peopel who

I Often Find Myself
Mmmm! They say a picture of beauty can speak a thousand words of pleasure... Well every time a picture of you comes into my mind...damn I find myself getting lost in so much pleasure and desire...that without hesitation I feel my dark cock getting excited for you... Wanting you, needing you...and when you're not here I find myself touching myself for you... I get lost in the realms of wanting my lips pressed against your lips...as our tongues begin to explore the hidden pleasure zones... Damn just sitting here with my eyes closed I can feel how soft and warm you are to me...as I gently let my tongue explore the essences of your soft and warm lips...letting my tongue trace your lips, gently resting them against yours... I can feel your body heat warming up to me...wanting to give into the pleasures you're feeling... "I Often Find Myself Fantasizing About You!" I can see my hands wanting to explore all of your sexy body as you lay next to me...the visions of my hands p

Living As A Gothic Vampire
life as a gothic vampire is a great life to live.u make a lot of friends and some people who make u feel like u dont belong.my life as a gothic vampire is sometimes depressing and happy to.i get judges on how i look wear my makeup and my clothes.i just wish people would think before they speak.gothic vampires and regular goths are just as nice,kind and friendly as everybody else is.we bleed,cry and also have feelings just like everyone else does.everybody is diffrent nobody is the same.i am glad to be a gothic vampire and not to be like everyone else.so just take my advice and everyone just get alone and the world would be a better place. Written By:Gothic Princess 1975.

Not Forgotton
spoken by a small child) Hi bubby it's me sissy how are you me mommy and daddy are fine I really miss you bubby I don't have any body to play with since you went away I asked daddy why you had to go but all he does is cry and wont talk about you mommy said you went to heaven cause Jesus needed another angel bubbie are you an angel now I'm waiving at you can you see me your bed room is still the same way so are you comming back soon I'm in school now bubby and it's fun this summer I got to go to disney land I asked mommy if you would be there mommy said no cause your in heaven far far away I miss you so much can I be an angel to so I can be there with you well I have to go to bed bubby do you have a bed time there I have to go bubbie so I'll talk to you tomorrow love you sissy. copyrighted@2001 written by David Warren there will be a vacant place in some ones heart today give thanks to all who have not forgotton tell all you know how much you love them toda

Warning: Democrats Will Not Like This.
Former President Bill Clinton: President Clinton: “We Have To Defend Our Future From These Predators Of The 21st Century. They Feed On The Free Flow Of Information And Technology. They Actually Take Advantage Of The Freer Movement Of People, Information And Ideas. And They Will Be All The More Lethal If We Allow Them To Build Arsenals Of Nuclear, Chemical And Biological Weapons And The Missiles To Deliver Them. We Simply Cannot Allow That To Happen. There Is No More Clear Example Of This Threat Than Saddam Hussein’s Iraq. His Regime Threatens The Safety Of His People, The Stability Of His Region And The Security Of All The Rest Of Us.” (President Clinton, Remarks To Joint Chiefs Of Staff And Pentagon Staff, 2 /17/98) President Clinton: “Earlier Today I Ordered America’s Armed Forces To Strike Military And Security Targets In Iraq… Their Mission Is To Attack Iraq’s Nuclear, Chemical And Biological Weapons Programs And Its Military Capacity To Threaten Its Neighbors …” (”Text Of Cl

A Pure Heart...
A unicorn represents a pure heart overflowing with love, innocence, kindness, charity, justice, sensitivity, truth, loyalty, beauty, and all things good. I'm sending you this unicorn greeting, because I see all of these special qualities in you. You're a magical spark in a world that sometimes seems dark. Your light never fails to touch my heart and soul leaving behind a feeling of peace and an assurance that goodness truly exists in the world. Thank you for being you.

I'm Not A Pussy
LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP ON LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN TH

Blown
I'm finally up, almost awake My head is aching for goodness sake What was I drinking in that pub? Did I really go to that club? My memory's weak, I must admit But dream I did, in your arms submit You nipples I was sucking on Your cunt my hands did rest upon My prick was hard you stroked me slow Your gentle motions made me glow You want to fuck? I did ask you A nodded yes, lets start anew You like my tongue upon your clit? I tease it from it's hooded slit I suck it gently, you start to moan A finger in your cunt, I'll roam You taste so good I lap you up Your juices flow, could fill a cup! I spread them to your other hole And lick around that prized goal A finger in your arse I place Two fingers in two holes, a race To make you cum, I finger fuck Both holes, and your stiff clit I suck You're gonna cum you shout at me You want my prick so hard I see I change my finger for my cock I fuck you now I'm like a clock In, out, in, out, you'

Virtual Love Potion...
Gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! You just drank a virtual love potion! Someone will fall madly in love with you! The spell will take place in 15 seconds. As you scroll down the page, you must concentrate on the person you wish to cast the spell on. 15... 14... 13... 12... 11... 10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... Congratulations! The potion was successful. You will be loved by the one you admire! Happy loving!

What To Do What To Do
Well I have decided to go to DragonCon for 4 days next year. I was wondering if any of my so devoted readers have any costume Ideas. One of the days I will definatly be cloud again. I'm going to upgrade the costume abit but I liked the attention. So if ya have any Ideas for the other 3 days let me know.

Candle Of Love...
Few people come into our lives and make everything shine, but you're one of those rare and splendid jewels who makes the whole world bright. When I was sad, you made me smile. When I was alone and blue, you were there for me, and you made me feel strong enough to accomplish anything. Because I appreciate the many things you do, more than words could say, I'm sending you the Candle of Love, and hoping you receive many blessings from above. Please send the candle of love to someone who has touched your life, and keep the flame of love burning bright.

Butterfly Effect
The air was actually chilly today which took my thoughts to Christmas once again. Every year I make it a tradition with myself to watch "It's a Wonderful Life"...somehow, that movie can always make my world better. I got to thinking about it earlier today, when my day got rough, and then even rougher. I thought where would i be now if it weren't for the people that loved and supported me, and yes, even hated me. We all play a vital role in the butterfly effect. Whether it is the simplest gesture, to a slight push in a crowd, or making love to your special someone. Six years ago, almost 3,000 people walked out of their homes, not knowing they if they would ever come back. Just a regular morning to all, stopping for coffee, grabbing the paper...those people changed practically everyone's lives in this world all within a few short hours of a bright morning. our lives were changed instantly. not only did we had to take our blindfolds off and stand before terror face to face, but

Fubar Bullshit
ok...i just up;aded some pics..very innocent pics..i don't do the whole shlong hangin out pics...knowin my luck i'd of missed a spot washin my ass and i'd have a dingleberry hangin down or sumthin.....but that an't my bitch..lol i got a notice from our fubar big brother that i had to label the pics nsfw.....what the fuck for? any bad words were edited..and they weren't bad pics..this shit is pissin me the fuck off...i saw a guy with his ass....naked pimple infested ass...against the camera on his pro pic...WTF?!...anyone who doesn't wanna look at my pics then don't...i could give a rats ass..but this ain't the 700 clubs website...i mean..do you see any preachin goin on?...this is the biggest fuckin meat market of a site i've ever been on...and i like it that way!!..so..if ya got a problem with anything i say or post..then take your delicate sensibilities and go fuck yourself.......and god bless..lol..fuckin cocksmiths...

My Dear Friend...
A friend is someone who listens and cares, a friend is someone who's always there. A friend brings happiness that can warm and mend. I'm glad that I can call you a friend. A lot of people have entered my life, but one thing remains true... I've never met a single soul who has touched my heart like you. Thank you for being a friend.

The Vault Check It Out
Check out the VAULT. WHY? Because a lot of you ask about skins, how to add music to your profile, etc. So, we've had this page up for awhile, and thought I'd finally nudge you that direction so you can check it out and get some cool links from it.

Pink Roses For You...
Because you're a beautiful person, I wanted to send something beautiful to you. Because you always fill my world with laughter and happiness, I wanted to send something bright to you. Because our friendship is true, I wanted to send some pink roses to you. It's not much, but I hope this greeting will do. In my own special way, I just wanted to let you know that you're in my thoughts today, and I'm sending some good wishes your way.

Magical Friendship Rose
This is a magical friendship rose. You must pass this rose to at least five friends within an hour of receiving it. After you do, make a wish and your fondest romantic wish will come true! A true friend will send this rose back to you! Click the button below to send this rose to a friend, and let the happiness begin!

Hate People!
Hi all! This is just something that has been lingering on my mind all day. I'm a little sick of people being assholes. Grow the fuck up!! Honestly I'm 20y/o, I goto school full time AND work part time. I don't see where people find it in themselves to be ignorant to someone like me who does a lot on their own. I'm sick of people telling me I'm a whore because I have a daughter and am young. I'm sick of people calling me a WHALE. In all honesty I know I'm fat, but I didn't know I was that fat. I'm sick of people calling me a loser. All honesty again I don't care if I am a loser because I am at least doing something with my life unlike a lot of people I live around. This doesn't optain to anyone on fubar, it was just a place for me to bitch and complain! Have a goodnight!

What A Coincidence....9/11
Now this blog is going to be a long one, but you'll flip out about what i'm about to tell ya...but i remember i was in Chesapeake, VA on September the 11th of 2001, and i worked for a music store. I came into work that morning and the place was empty, not an employee on the floor, and nobody in there, and i was like going "where the hell is everyone at" so i walked into the back. Everyone was glued to the TV watching the news. And right as one of my best friends told me that one of the twin towers was hit, i turned and looked at the TV, and right then right there, THE SECOND hit, by the plane came to the second tower. I remembered it was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop in the entire room. What's so strange about this whole event was it was on a Tuesday, a day in which new releases of music came out. The irony of this whole thing is two CD's came out that freaked me out. The first one was Slayer's "God Hate's Us All", and to make things all worse than that, this band by the name

Hey, Friend...
Hey, friend, the flowers are all gone, and the sunshine is hiding in the wintery sky, so I wanted to send you a warm hug and some sunshine to let you know you're in my thoughts today. I'll do my best to send you the warmth of summer when winter winds come your way.

A True Story About 9/11
today is a sad day for all of us. for some its even more sad then it might be to others. i remember coming back from class on this day in 2001 my roommate told me not to turn off the news. i called my mom as i watched and was talkin to her about everything going on. it was sad. my roommate at the time had parents who worked on a base so she was scared. in chapel that day we were told we could stand up and pray outloud if we wanted to. so i did. i ask God to help my roommate in her time of fear i asked Him to watch over those who were scared and lost and for the families of all who had passed. my roommate when home that night to be with her family. well school was out and life went on. a year came around and i had started a job at a daycare. my mom and i took my dad to the doctor to take a sleep test. thats when we got the news of my aunt and cousin. we were told at the time that my cousin (3yrs of age) got out of her carseat (they can do that) and my aunt turned around still driving wa

The Vault!
Check out the VAULT. WHY? Because a lot of you ask about skins, how to add music to your profile, etc. So, we've had this page up for awhile, and thought I'd finally nudge you that direction so you can check it out and get some cool links from it.

Caffeine Buzz!
OK, I drank too much caffeine today and got a huge caffeine buzz... So, here I am feeling sick to my stomach with the shakes... and I'm starting to come down, so I'm getting really tired...LOL So what was the point of this blog? I needed something to do with my hands that were going crazy for something to do :) Grrrrr....

Editing Friends
just wanna let everyone know that if you didn't read my about me then here's alittle more... let's just make this easier if you excepted or requested me just to get your levels and ratings and not to actually b friends, then please delete me since you got what you wanted... like i said i am here to make friends to actually chat with not to get ratings or levels. friends r more important than levels n ratings.. i hope to be able to talk to you soon.. that's all for now....

The Title Says It All, Chris Comes Back In About 15 Days Now After Half A Year
no matter how much you may not like our president or this day or this war, you have to love your own country no matter what may be wrong with it, so we celebrate all thats good and remember all thats bad, and cherish it all as our history, and pray it doesn't repeat. to all the parents and siblings and friends also of marines, army, naval, and airforces we pray they all come home soon, I nkow we all miss them Soon to be a welcome home Chris

Never Question A Drunk
A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected: A half-gallon 2 % milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce A 2 lb. bag of coffee, And 1 lb. package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "'Cause you're u

9-11
I know this has to be the five hundreth blog posting on 9-11..but anyhow. Every year our generation ask where we were on 9/11.. I was working at downtown Chicago on this day. At the Field Museum of Natural history nearly wrapping up a contract job. I got the call soon after the second plane hit not to go to work that day because the museum would be closing down that day. ..Tell you the truth some of the things I saw on TV run through my head. The people hanging from windows trying to escape the flames dropping to the ground below....I dont watch documentaries of that day because I was floored. it took me a some time to snap out of that. It was a feeling I didn't want to be in again. I listened to Howard Stern in the morning as the third plane hit the Pentagon. The biggest worry my Mom was telling me was where were all the planes they couldn't find. And drop on a population center anywhere. I felt we have been comfortable and rather ignorant that we are untouchable. As a student

Why Do You Block Comments?
Seriously, that is just lame. "Hi, I am Joe Blow and want to link as a friend..". OK, I get it, but guess what? I am going to go to your page before I do anything else. Then I am going to leave you a comment and rate your profile. Then I am going to look at your pics, leave them a comment, and rate them. Then I am going to accept your request. See what happens first? I leave you a profile comment. And guess what? If I can't leave you a profile comment then I don't do anything else. If we can't converse/communicate/talk, then how the hell can we be friends? This is just lame. Please think about the entire process before breaking it. It is known as "cause and effect". I'll give you an example: you are a dumbass that blocks comments; this is the cause of me being pissed at you; the effect is I don't accept your request". Get it? No?! Let me give you another example. You have a fan without a cover; you insert your penis into the moving blade....

Sorry I Havent Been Online
I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON RIGHT NOW. ME AND MY FIANCE HAVE BROKEN UP AND GONE OUR SEPERATE WAYS. I WAS NOT HAPPY FOR A LONG TIME. I FELL OUT OF LOVE WITH HIM AWHILE BACK. WE ARE STILL GOOD FRIENDS. WE TALK ALL THE TIME. I HAVE BEEN SPENDING TIME WITH MY FRIENDS. SORRY FOR NOT BEING ONLINE. I WILL TALK TO ALL OF YOU LATER. TAKE CARE. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE,CATLADY

Whos Doin This??
Ok guys I just go a message from the contest host and she informed me that someone bombing for me is saying things to the other contestants im not sure what they said or whos doing it but please stop because i will get disqualified and i dont want that to happen after all this hard work...so agian thanks for the help but leave the other girls alone we are fine!

Please Show Me Love
I AM IN A GIVE AWAY PLEASE HELP ME GET 12K SO I CAN GET THIS BLAST . I HAVE HELPED ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT AND HOPE I GET THE LOVE RETURNED . I KNOW SOME CANT BECAUSE OF REASONS I UNDERSTAND . BUT THOSE WHO CAN I HOPE YOU WILL ........... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=951340&albumid=509381&i=114034837 ALL MY LOVE AND THANKS IN ADVANCE

Holy Rusted Metal Batman!
Oh Dear GOD I'm bored. What r u all doin this fine evening? I think u lovelies should leave me voice comments. Go look in my about me section for the recorder. Oh and p.s. I'm mobile so i cant use my shoutbox.

Where I Was On Sept. 11, 2001
I had just got up and fixed my one month old baby mark a bottle and sat down the the rocking chair to feed him when the second plane struck. I hadnt paid much attention to the tv till that point. You know with a baby and toddler who had the time. But i sat down and started feeding mark and saw it. Tears came to my eyes and wouldnt stop. I went in and woke my then husband john and said the US is under attack. he turned on the tv in the bedroom and at that time the next plane had struck the pentagon. we both sat the completely dumb founded. Who would have the balls to attack the US we thought and why? Nothing could have scared us more. we were waiting at anytime for GE to go up. You know with that list and GE here in Mt Vernon being in the top 10 off places in danger of being hit. We lived between New harmony and Mt Vernon at the time and I went to new Harmony to get my mom. We all just clung to each other all day watching the events. The tears never stopped. All of my friend and I calle

6 Years Later
Six years ago an attack was made on this country. We were told who did it. We were told where they were. We were told that there was no place on this planet that they could go. We were told that any country that harbors these people would be seen as enemies and they would not be spared. Six years later those attacks are still felt. Those buildings are still gone. Those lives are still lost. Those men are still free. Yet we find ourselves in another country roughly 1500 miles away, separated by a country the size of Alaska who just so happens to HATE our government. Six years later, we've started a war; captured, tried, convicted, and executed the dictator of that country. He was found in a hole in the desert of Iraq. A hole. Now we have troops busting their ass and losing their lives in a country that doesn't appreciate them and doesn't want them. Yet them man responsible for the "worst attacks in this nations history" still remains at large. We supposedly know where he is. He's

To All Friends,fans,and Family
One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart……One Second is Enough to Fall in Love……and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. Friendship is the Rainbow Between to Hearts. Sharing 7 Characters First i like u, then i loved u, Now i'm afraid to lose u, If you dont send this to everyone on ur list, u will lose the person you love. sorry i dont wanna lose the person i love.................................................................. .................................if i dont get this back i guess your not my friend. if u have a lot of love 4 someone... copy and send this 2 ur whole buddy list..in 5 min. ur true love Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come bac

Happy Place
Walking through the park, on this gray rainy day. Sit on a bench, because here is where I want to stay. Look at the dark clouds, that are above me in the sky. Yeah people walk by and look, then they say what a weird guy. Something about a dark day, that puts me in a special mood. Sometimes it is depressing, but most the time it is good. Alone to see what I really miss, like someone to hold and to kiss. See a couple that are holding hands, I just throw away my empty can. I like my solitude and independence, and sometimes things dont make any sense. Do I really want to be alone the rest of my life? Can I find someone and make her my wife? The sun shines now so its time for me to go, and yeah I like to see it glow. This dreary day has turned so bright, and brings me just a little light. More of the simple things that I like, going to go home and get my bike. Maybe after I take my ride, I wont feel like I have to hide!!

Kidfuckers Evict Nuns
The Archdiocese of Los Angeles is selling a small convent in Santa Barbara to help raise funds to pay the $660M restitution for all the molestation law suits the Catholic Church has lost. Three nuns are being evicted. Amazing. Just amazing. The church hides the pedifiles and shifts them from jurisdiction to jurisdiction over the course of 30+ years (which is coincidentally the rule of Pope John Paul II) instead of handing these criminals over to the legal system. Now, these three innocent nuns that have been in a small convent for 43 years have to leave by Dec 31. So, what is the moral of the story? Easy one - be the worst criminal known to man and have your buddy cover for you and when you are finally caught, make more innocent people pay for your crime. But I am sure God forgives them...

Remembering September 11, 2001
I was drawing a still life on the third floor of Manly Hall at the University of Alabama. My art instructor turned on the radio to play classical music for the class as we drew. There was no classical music that morning. The people who hosted the radio show were giving the announcement that a plane had flown into the World Trade Center. After class, I went to the Ferguson Center where many students were gathered, and we watched the rest of the story on a collection of television sets: the second plane crash, the smoking towers, the jumpers, and finally, the collapse. I remember spending the rest of the day in a stupor. So many other people were in the same daze that I thought we all looked like zombies in some cheap horror movie.

Folks This Is The Month That We Re-take America
Folks this is the Month that we RE-TAKE AMERICA ********* Get Ready ********* Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin, but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what' s the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America, a country founded on Christian principl

Update On Me!
went to the doctor today and the doctor isnt going to put me in the hospitol just yet but he wants me to see a heart specialist soon for some more tests!!I am still having a lot of problems breathing and feel very week and sick!!I wanted to thank everyone who sent nice comments and bowls of soup ect!!It really made me feel better..like some one out there does reall care about me!!Feeling sick and week has made me kind of down in the dumps but all the nice comments and gifts are really helping!!plz dont give up on me..I am a tough ole bird lol!!thanks again everyone!!edwin

Carnival Ride
You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat

Bek'ah's Bad'lan Bat-mitzvah
when she became double digit age-the question briefly passed in my mind--shall i pay some synagogue thousands of dollars to teach my daughter stuff of the ritual nature which sometimes even conflict's with G-d's Law--or shall i give said money away to worthy charities and teach her myself of the wealth of knowledge i acquired through a lifetime of study of G-d's Laws - i chose the latter. she becomes 13 in 4 days--i will bat-mitzvah her before sabbath on friday--on a holiday actually defiant to G-d's Law.--THIS IS NOT THE NEW YEAR---IT'S THE 7TH MONTH--IT'S A MINOR FESTIVAL TO SOUND THE TRUMPET--AND IS CELEBRATED FOR 1 DAY--NOT 2--AND TO GET INTO A SYNAGOGUE FOR IT-YOU MUST BUY TICKETS!! -will Bekah's bat mitzvah bre in a synagogue--i don't think so--it will be in the same dinky room i study the bible in--i'll read and teach her from the bible as i have been--not for a day but for a lifetime--teach her about G-d, what and how it means to be a Hebrew, how to pray--all that's good.--a

My Rant About 911
i hate the mass media and the corporations that control it.i hate the propoganda and lies that are always forgiven while young americans die everyday in iraq.i hate that we supported saddam in killing people who wanted to overthrow him and we told him to kill them cause we wanted him in power.i hate we gave him the weapons to do it.i hate that over a half a million iraqis are dead in a war thats a crime.i hate that the american people had the fear of god instilled in them over weapons of mass destruction that we knew the weapons inspecters said he got rid of after we bombed them in 91.i hate that the president made jokes about him not having the weapons.i hate the fact if americans protest the war they can be locked up for domestic terrorism.i hate the fact we are lied to about fighting for democracy in iraq when we are supposed to be a constitutional republic.i hate that a democracy is what the founding fathers didnt want cause they knew that was 2 wolves and a sheep deciding whats fo

Single Life
well, i never thought about it before but there is a comfort in the single life. I have one friend who could be more, but why push it? We are comfy doing things or just kickin back doing nothing. If I throw in a relationship, will that comfy old t-shirt feeling stay? i doubt it. Soo I say yea for the single life, easier to stay Sane this way! lixx and such

Patriotic Reflection
Today, as America refelcts on the event of 9-11, I can't help but wonder about days gone by. My Dad enlisted after Pearl Harbor and served in the Pacific for an enlisted that was "for the duration of the war and 6 months after". He always regretted not making it a career. My oldest brother was drafted for Vietnam and served during some of the toughest fighting in '68 and '69 and came home to people spitting on him and calling him a "baby killer". I was drafted in the last draft of Vietnam in '73 but never made it in country. I remembered my Dad's regret and chose to serve for 22 years and never regretted 1 day of it. Yes, most of it was during the cold war, in a Fleet Ballistic Submaring making 3 knots to nowhere out in the Pacific Ocean, 3 month at a time for a total of 12 patrols. Now my son, a Sergeant in the Army, has arrived in Iraq for a second tour. politicians are argueing about whether we need to be there and how fast we can pull out. My God people, have we forgotten the lesso

Fuck Nasa
Billions of dollars invested in finding little green men and we know less about our oceans than about space. Why? Glad you asked. Because space is not controversial. Alien life; exploring planets; exploring moons; naming stars. It's all pretty benign. If we explored our oceans we would have to realize that life on Earth is based on the health of the life in the ocean and we would have to protect it. Then we would have to outlaw all the pollution that is dumped into the ocean every year. We would have to pressure other countries to outlaw their dumping. This would affect industry. People couldn't get as rich. This would affect politics. People would actually have to take a stance. So, it is much easier to waste money in space than to explore our oceans and save them. Once again, the almighty dollar makes all decisions the right decisions. NASA can explore my colon when they kiss my ass. And for you fucking astronomy geeks, how about investing money in our illiteracy, homeless, and crime

The Beginning
Today (this might sound odd) was one of the most important of my life. I changed on this day, 6 years ago forever. The way i felt, thought, lived was never the same. The only thing higher then my senese of national pride was my lust for blood. But for my son being born 3 months later, i would b overseas killing myself. As we fight the very same enemy in Mesopotamia(Iraq), i think we're forgetting what we set out to do on September 12th 2001. Our lives hum along, pretty much unchanged. Everyone forgets how they said "get in Iraq and kick some terorist ass." It wasn't a simple hollywood two week war. How inconveniant for all of us. Well it's time to quit forgetting and support the mission and the troops. We kill them there or they kill us here. simple as that folks. So suck it up. war isn't easy. Bin Laden and every other terrorist fucks say get out of Iraq. The democrats all say get out of Iraq. You on their side? Well get back on my side then. Till the mission you suppor

Make Love
September 11th Wow it has been 6 years. I remember where I was and how the actions of that day affected me emotionally. I wore a tough skin trying to be strong for others but inside it ripped me apart. I had a baby and I was crying inside wondering why I brought a life into a world so full of hate. I think today we need to remember that the reason for the attack was hate and ignorance. So, when little things happen that annoy you or bug you just remember that hate can start as grain of sand but if you don't work through it you will soon have a dessert. Smile today, do something nice for someone. But most of all remember the people and the strength of all those who have given their lives to help us live free of hate.

Going Home
Just to let all my friends know on here I am leaving Texas and going back home to Missouri,my sister is coming to Texas to take care of my mom,so it is time for me to return to my true roots Missouri,I will miss Texas but it is time for me to move on.

Love's Possibilities ...
Does love mean different things to different people? How does one perceive and understand all the possibilities with "love"? Can you be in love with two different people at the same time? Is it possible to love someone you have never even met face to face? Is there only ONE right person out there for each of us? ... or can we find "the one" more than once in our lifetime? So many questions ... so many things left unanswered. How do you ever "get it"? Understand it" Trust in it after you've been broken? Well, I tell you what... it's not easy. After someone completely annihilates your heart, I don't know if it's possible to ever really get back to a place where you can give your heart again.. to them or to anyone else. The fear of that pain lives deep inside forever I think. and No one really ever understands unless they have been there before.. and have felt that kind of pain before. You feel dead inside.. like something is always missing ...but They always say..you gotta give it a c

How I Remember
It’s not difficult for me to talk about. I’m not sure if its acceptance or if I’m still in shock. I feel as if I’m still numb from the experience and it’s all just a dream. It started out like any other day as a daily commuter on New Jersey Transit. I wait at the Main Line train stop in Glen Rock, New Jersey. I have my MP3 CD player and listening to my tunes, hoping for a burst of adrenaline to get me through my day, let alone start it. It’s a pleasant day. The sky was clear and was temperature comfortable. The company I worked for at the time recently moved to Jersey City from Secaucus, right across the Hudson from the World Trade Center. You could look out of the east windows and see the ferry stop right at the base of the 16 story building. It’s about 8:45 am when the train arrives to pick up the drones for the daily duties, we all board looking for seats away from anyone else. I take a seat facing the direction the train is going – sitting backwards always m

Kinkster
KINKYKinksterYou know what you want and you know how to give it, there isn't nothing you wont try once..you will beg for what you want and them begging you to give it them. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Radio Frequencies Help Burn Salt Water
ERIE, Pa. - An Erie cancer researcher has found a way to burn salt water, a novel invention that is being touted by one chemist as the "most remarkable" water science discovery in a century. John Kanzius happened upon the discovery accidentally when he tried to desalinate seawater with a radio-frequency generator he developed to treat cancer. He discovered that as long as the salt water was exposed to the radio frequencies, it would burn. The discovery has scientists excited by the prospect of using salt water, the most abundant resource on earth, as a fuel. Rustum Roy, a Penn State University chemist, has held demonstrations at his State College lab to confirm his own observations. The radio frequencies act to weaken the bonds between the elements that make up salt water, releasing the hydrogen, Roy said. Once ignited, the hydrogen will burn as long as it is exposed to the frequencies, he said. The discovery is "the most remarkable in water science in 100 years," R

Comment Bombing :)
Hey a contest I am in just started tonight, if anyone wants to help comment bomb I will list the link below. Also if you rate the picture it counts as 3 comments I believe. Thanks!!! Kassidy xoxo Direct Link:

A Potential New Sorce Of Fuel???
Radio Frequencies Help Burn Salt Water By David Templeton, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette ERIE, Pa. - An Erie cancer researcher has found a way to burn salt water, a novel invention that is being touted by one chemist as the "most remarkable" water science discovery in a century. John Kanzius happened upon the discovery accidentally when he tried to desalinate seawater with a radio-frequency generator he developed to treat cancer. He discovered that as long as the salt water was exposed to the radio frequencies, it would burn. The discovery has scientists excited by the prospect of using salt water, the most abundant resource on earth, as a fuel. Rustum Roy, a Penn State University chemist, has held demonstrations at his State College lab to confirm his own observations. The radio frequencies act to weaken the bonds between the elements that make up salt water, releasing the hydrogen, Roy said. Once ignited, the hydrogen will burn as long as it is exposed to the frequencies,

Today's Horoscope
"You need to take a good, hard look at your needs and decide if you're really meeting them. You may need a slight course correction in order to get right with yourself, so think it all through and then move." Hmm... that's heavy.

Happy Birthday To My Favorite Guy
18 years .. Wow .. I cant believe that little curly headed blonde boy is 18 today .. He's grown into such an amazing person .. a wonderful son .. caring , sincere, honest , hard working, smart, all the things I hoped he would be .. Its just so hard to believe 18 years have gone by so fast .. he's a man no longer a child .. Today I spent the day with him took him for lunch got him a few things he'd been wanting .. and just talked .. laughed .. hugged .. cried with him .. I hope anyone that has children is as bless as i am to have such a wonderful son .. I know ive made a lot of really fucked up choices in my life but having him was without a doubt the most Incredible blessing in my life .. Happy Birthday Mike .. I love you Sweetie .and im always here for you .. You've given me the ability to love . .the chance to grow ... you've instilled the fears that I never had that keep me grounded .. I love you , and even though this day has so much sadness linked to it forever .. Alwa

Happiness ...
I absolutely LOVE when Fall comes around! The leaves changing ... the coolness in the air ... the scent of leaves burning. and you can't forget Halloween! My absolute favorite holiday ever. This morning when I went out, it was so nice. A slight breeze, the leaves in the front yard rustling around, a bit cool out. It just made me smile. I LOVE FALL!

Friends & Family...
WHERE DO I START? OH YEAH! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! ABSOLUTELY,100% BEAUTIFUL!!! ALOHA MY FRIENDS & FAMILY FOR ALL THE LOVE... I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON YOU GUYS, AS WELL AS YOU GUYS CAN DEPEND ON ME.. I LOVE YOU ALL...MUAHZ! U GUYS ROCK!!! imikimi - Customize Your World

Irony
So today is 9/11 as I'm sure you all know (because of the MuMMs and bulletins, at least) and well in medicolegal, we got to talk about mass disasters and how to solve such cases. Now I find it funny that our teacher was tip-toeing around the subject, when in fact, we are in school for forensics. We know that a disaster such as NYC, Pearl Harbor, Glasgow Airport, etc. etc... will happen. So why tip-toe around the subject. We are all adults. We know what we might have to deal with. I just find it funny that the teacher was a little on the nervous side to talk about the subject, when really it wasn't all that bad (for learning that is).

Contest Info For 9/11/07
i need everyone to go to this contest and help bomb...she was up by 5000 last night and now she is down by 500 and she is getting upset that she is loosing now...please help her out...sorry this isnt that professional of a blog but it is one that is being done in a hurry.....dave/aka/hotstud

Keep Or Delete
Here lately I've really come to understand why so many people end up deleting their "Fubar" page. It's something I've been considering now for over a week. There are pros and cons to both. I've met some really great people on here and value a lot of those friendships. I will in the near future decide the fate of my "Fubar" page.

Seeking Bombers
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Tenjooberrymuds
By the time you read through this YOU WILL > UNDERSTAND TENJOOBERRYMUDS... > > > > In order to continue getting-by in America (our > home land), we all need = to > learn the NEW English language! Practice by > reading the following = > conversation until you are able to understand > the term = "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". > > > > With a little patience, you'll be able to fit > right in with the growing > trend!!! > > > > Now, here goes... > > > > The following is a telephone exchange between a > hotel guest and > > Room-service: > > > > Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees." > > > > Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed > room-service." > > > > RS: " Rye. Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to > oddor sunteen???" > > > > G: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and > eggs." > > > > RS: "Ow July den?" > > > > G: ".....What??" > > > > RS: "Ow July den?!?... Pryed, boyud, poochd?" > > > > G: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry... > Scrambled, ple

Vote For My Poem Please (link At Bottom)
http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12373887 Lust? I hear your whispers Sweet and clear. Ignited by your touch. Too easy to get swept away Remember it's only lust. My sight is blurred, My knees are weak, My heart races In my chest. I feel your breath Upon my neck, Your kisses on my ear. Your hands caress me tenderly and your eyes pierce through my soul. I want so much to hold you, To keep you for my own. You make it too easy to get swept away Remember it's only lust? Nicky Cosgrove Copyright ©2007 Nicky Cosgrove Rate my poem, Go here

No Tears
The pain will eat away at me. But I cannot cry. I hurt so much that I can't be. But I cannot cry. I drown in a sorrowful sea. But I cannot cry. The pain won't leave on this page. I pray for the tears to come to break me free of this cage. I scream. I shout. I kick. I rage. But I cannot cry. Everything inside me has dried, So I cannot cry. I wish the darkness to subside. Yet I cannot cry. Somewhere, a part of me has died. But I cannot cry. Sweet tears that never came. That tells me I care, tells me there's an end to this nightmare. Tells me it won't always be there. Why can't I cry? Emptiness has made me hollow. But I cannot cry. The hate's grown too much to swallow. But I cannot cry. You and I may die tomorrow. But I cannot cry. The world has made me numb to pain. I cannot cry.

To My Friends
Just to let ya know... I'm very sick. I had to go to the Dr. Yesterday cause I woke up Monday and the left side of my face was swollen to the point my eye was shut. Looks like that tooth that was abscessed had infected my whole body. I'm on 1500 mg of Amoxicillin a day for 10 days to get the infection out of my body. If that does not work.. I may have to be hospitalized. Just wanted to let ya know if you do not hear from me in the next few days. Love to all...

Never Forget 9-11-01
This blog was NOT written by me. Richelle A.K.A. "MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES" is the author. I just wanted to post it so that more people would see it. Thank you Richelle and may we all NEVER FORGET!!! as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Stolen Moment
This is one I wrote recently after a friend of mine and I were laughing about our skinny dipping days... We carefully measured the distance Between the water and the silhouettes on the horizon, As if we were mathematicians. Our eyes dared each other, As we clung to the last scraps of comfort. A silent nod, And we sprint through the night As though a gunshot was sounded. Desperate feet pound the wet sand Into fleeing footsteps, And we shield ourselves as best as we can Until blanketed in the veil of the ocean. We shriek with delight At the thrill of our stolen moment, As the water tickles its way to the top. And relishing in our naked freedom, Arms and legs stretch wide into the open. Cradled in murky arms, We marvel at the unmasked beauty of the stars, As we drink in the world's deliciousness That's swirled in the saltwater air.

Heart Broken!!!!!
To most men: If one man can give me a good reason why some men break womens hearts I would be some what better..... Men like the one I was and is still dating(I think)do things to break your heart give other men no chance after that happens....It also gives other men a bad name..... Men make me not want to get into a relationship anymore...make me not want to fall in love again....

Deliver Me
Deliver me from the anxious moment the aching longing must have of this first last only dance into arms legs skin hair - her, the object, subject and endless adjectives. Deliver me to the moment of consumption consuming consummation - blood flushed to cheeks boiling bubbling buried in each other one beast carnal craving caving into the warmth of her us every moment before leading to this the surrender succoring overload of us we us yes. Deliver me to her and her to me to lie in afternoon light and take this singularity one second one breath at a time one from two separate together for the last first only movement in this choreography this tease this dance. Deliver us. © All rights reserved

Prayers For Dldg
TO ALL THAT KNOW DLDG AS MANY OF YOU HAVE PROBABLY NOTICED SHE HAS NOT BEEN AROUND LATELY IT IS BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE HER APPENIX RUPTURED,BECAUSE OF THE RUPTURE SHE ENDED UP WITH A SEVERE BLOOD INFECTION AND A VERY HIGH FEVER,HER BLOOD PRESSURE WAS VERY HIGH,THEY SATERTED HER ON MEDICATION AND SHE CAME HOME ON SUNDAY AND HAS BEEN TAKING IT EASY SHES VERY SORE AND WEAK SHE HAS BEEN KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH ME THROUGH THIS WHOLE THING AND I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SUPPORT HER AS MUCH AS I CAN SHE WENT TO THE DOCTORS TODAY TO HAVE BLOOD WORK DONE TO SEE IF THE INFECTION IS GONE THE RESULTS SHOWED THAT THE INFECTION IS STILL THERE AND IT HAS GOTTEN WORSE SINCE BEING HOME SHE WAS READMITTED TO THE HOSPITAL TODAY SO THEY CAN MONITOR THE INFECTION AND INCREASE HER MEDICATION SHE WAS TOLD THAT THE MEDICATION COULD MAKE HER SICKER THAN SHE ALREADY IS SHE NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT SHE CAN GET RIGHT NOW TO GET THROUGH THIS IM HELPING HER THE BEST I CAN AND IM SURE I WI

I Don't Know What To Call This...
Tantalizing would be the word to describe. The built up feeling that I have inside. Just waiting to get you reeling. Looking in my eyes you know I share the feeling. Excitement is building to a extreme pressure. This wanting and waiting for that release of pleasure. Mmm... The way you lick your lips. Envisioning you with me has my mind eclipsed. The ecstacy of our hormones drips. I imagine my hands gripping your hips. Lip locked in a torrent of lust our lips meet in a fire of a kiss. Yes my new lover I do too feel this wonderful bliss. Stoking my fire you get my flame hot. Like a moth to a dancing flame you have got me caught. In a frenzied embrace our hearts race. I am getting more and more ridged in that special place. Our temperatures rising so high we can't stand the heat. Nervous and excited the feeling is complete. Our fingers touching, searching, and feeling in a swarm. Liberating each other from the clothing that is enclosing the feeling so warm. Every artic

Today
do you all know what today is? sit down and think about it. today is a day for the history books. six years ago today the history of the united states was changed. families changed, loved ones lost, friends lost, heros lost. we lost alot of people today, yester-year. i can remember what i was doing when i found out about what happened here on the east coast. i was stationed in bremerton washington, onboard the USS Rainier. we had just pulled in from our west pac. it was my first pac. we finally got live real television, and not our ships cindicated tv. we were getting televison stations everyone else was getting. i was in the galley cooking and a few of my shipmates came running down the pway to the messdeck where most of the ship stood. those who werent in the berthings or offices or in their spaces. but every eye was on tv. we had just gotten the news more than 3 hours later, being that we are at a 3 hr difference. so lets not forget this day ..........ever. its special to me becaus

Alfredo Strata
What You Need * 1 loaf Archer Farms™ Italian bread, crust removed and cubed * 1 cup Market Pantry™ frozen chopped broccoli, thawed and drained * 2 cups Market Pantry shredded Parmesan Romano cheese blend * 3 Market Pantry™ large eggs, slightly beaten * 2 cups Market Pantry™ milk * 3/4 cup refrigerated four cheese Alfredo sauce What You Do * Spray 12x8-inch baking pan with nonstick cooking spray. * In bottom of pan layer half of bread cubes, broccoli, 1cup cheese and remaining bread cubes. * In large bowl combine eggs, milk and Alfredo sauce; pour over strata. * Refrigerate at least 4 hours or overnight. * When ready to bake, top with remaining cheese and bake at 350 degrees F., uncovered, for 50 to 60 minutes or until knife inserted in center comes out clean. Remove from oven and let stand for 5 minutes; cut into squares.

Grilled Bbq Shrimp
What You Need * 1 (16 ounce) package frozen Market Pantry easy-peel shrimp, thawed and peeled * 1 tablespoon Archer Farms chicken & fish rub * 1/4 cup Archer Farms™ sweet onion or honey barbecue sauce * 6 (10 to 12 inch) bamboo skewers (presoaked for 15 minutes) What You Do * Heat grill. * Thread shrimp onto skewers. Sprinkle both sides of shrimp with seasoning. Lightly brush with barbecue sauce. * When ready to grill, place shrimp over medium heat, cook for 6 to 7 minutes or until shrimp is pink, turning once.

Raspberry Chipotle Pork Chops
What You Need * 1 (20 ounce) package boneless pork chops * 1 teaspoon Archer Farms™ garlic salt * 5 tablespoons Archer Farms™ chipotle raspberry sauce * 1 cup Market Pantry™ frozen raspberries What You Do * Heat grill. Sprinkle pork chops with garlic salt. * When ready to grill, place pork chops on grill and top each chop with 1 tablespoon of Raspberry Chipotle Sauce. Grill over medium heat for 3 to 4 minutes. Turn chops and top each with 1 tablespoon sauce; grill for 3 to 4 minutes or until chops reach 160 degrees F in center and are thoroughly cooked. * Meanwhile, in small bowl combine 1 tablespoon sauce and raspberries. Serve over cooked pork chops.

Summer Grilled Chicken
What You Need * 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves * 1 teaspoon Archer Farms™ Italian seasoning * 3 large Roma tomatoes, seeded and chopped * 2 tablespoons refrigerated pesto sauce * 1 tablespoon Market Pantry™ balsamic vinaigrette dressing * 1/8 teaspoon Market Pantry salt What You Do * Heat grill. * Sprinkle chicken with Italian seasoning. * When ready to grill, place chicken over medium heat and cover. Grill for 6 to 8 minutes or until thoroughly cooked, turning once. * Meanwhile, In small bowl, stir together tomatoes, pesto, vinaigrette and salt. Serve tomato mixture over cooked chicken.

Re: Detailed Review - History Chanel's 9/11 Conspiracies
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Big Jerm Date: 11 Sep 2007, 15:16 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Uncle SamDate: Sep 11, 2007 3:03 PMThe 9/11 Conspiracies: Fact or FictionA History Channel SpecialA Detailed Review by Tony Biviano - tonybiviano@hotmail.com The History Channel’s Special, or Not-So-Special, “The 9/11 Conspiracies: Fact or Fiction” is an overwhelmingly biased and unfair program. The main theme of the program is to ruin the credibility and misrepresent the Questioners of the United States government administration’s explanation of the events of September 11, 2001. The most obvious fact to back up this claim is the actual format of the show; “Conspiracy Theory” is always followed by “Expert Response” . In reality, the “Conspiracy Theorists”, better known as the 9/11 Truth Movement, or Questioners, are the true experts, as will be proven shortly. The “Experts”, according to the History Channel’s program, are al

Very Appauled
Im no anit american but it seems like everythign has to mark a day were something bad happen to the united states. Right now there is a war going on and all i hear good for them hope they all die, has this society losts its way? The war is happening cause of a few mens decions when it was not that of the people. I do not supports wars but I wam a very kind hearted person no one stops to think about the innocent people in afghanistan dieing for what some men decided what they wanted to do.

6 Years Ago Today...
COPY N PASTE THIS LINK... http://brain-terminal.com/video/video-window.php?url=http://video1.brain-terminal.com/crystal-morning/crystal-morning.wmv&title=Crystal+Morning&format=Windows+Media&width=320&height=320

Seperation
Seperation can relate to abandonment, marriage, friendship, career, or geographic upheaval. Many times, the subconscious impulses of personality are less mature in their problem-solving than the conscious, waking self. The function of ego is to filter these impulses so they do not get out into waking life. However, since the ego is turned off in sleeping, the immaturity of the id will have us walking away from our marriages, jobs, friendships, etc. at the drop of a hat. Being seperated is different than being quarantined, abandoned, or quitting in that it is often mutual. In dreams, other characters can be more cooperative, since it is our subconscious that is controlling their actions. Who or what were you seperated from in the dream, and did it seem like a permanent or temporary condition? Was the seperation easily decided, or was it gut-wrenching?

Joe Materek's Fundraiser B-bq
Joe Materek's Fundraiser B-BQ Sat. Sept. 15th Noon - 6 pm Veterans Memorial Park Middletown, Connecticut Please Come Be A Part Of Helping Joe Get The Surgery He Needs, For A Life Threatening Brain Tumor Tickets Are Only $ 20.00 Food - Fun- Entertainment- Raffles Raffle items include- TVs- DVD players and something very special for Patriot Fans. One Of A Kind Paintings For Tickets Call 860-538-5047 Tax Deductible Donations Can Be Sent To: Joe Materek Fund P.O. Box 813 Hartford, Ct. 06142

Editing Friends
To all of u that r on my friends list....u need to earn ur spot, or u will be deleted. i'm not here 4 popularity. i'm here 2 make friends. the people i've deleted haven't even sent me a drink,rated my pics, left me a profile comment...or even said a simple hello 2 me. i'm not here just to help u level up & if that's why u added me 2 ur friends....then u can delete me 4 all i care. if u want someone who will buy u drinks when u need a buzz....rate ur new pics...& help u when u need it...i'm that person. i've helped many of you out in these ways..and some of u haven't even returned the favor. the way i see it is..."u pat my back, i'll pat urs"...that is my new motto. i'm fine w/ helping people out but i expect the same thing in return...cuz that's what a real friend would do. If u wanna delete me after reading this go ahead...but u'll be losing a good friend. thanx 4 taking the time to read this. :)

How Are You About Sex
You scored as Hot/hard, You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard100% Exciting/Exotic90% Passionate/wet80% Shy/Sweet25% Soft/slow0% Awkward/New0% How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

I Am In Love
Yes a week has gone by and here is what has gone on. I have finally come to grips with Jason's death, I have realized he was an addict and addicts are not bad people. I have had to admit 2 friends to rehab this week for addiction issues and I am in the processs of helping my close friend come clean. Also I have a new girlfriend and she is like awesome, I can not describe how she makes me feel. But we talk about everything and we are totally open. My friend The Reverend Ami says we will be married almost any day and that I will be moving in with her in at least 6 months or less which is cool. I have realized for the first time in 10 years what it is like to love and be loved.

Thnx For The Luv
for all you sweeties who listened to me rant and rave, thank you from the bottom of my heart. We may never meet for a real hug, but know this I am hugging you right now. Friends like you give a girl hope that things will turn out alright in the end. lixx and such for you all!

Our Boys In Ireland
seems everyone forgets our troops in ireland , fighting to keep peace!!! in a war that doesn't concern most if any of us... getting spat at!! shit thrown at then!1 petrol bombed! "SHOT AT" even for what??? to keep peace!!! this happens "EVERY" whats said in the news "EVERYDAY" about that??? (NOTHING) sept 11 2007...

Disclaimer
To let you know that some of the posts in this folder will be original work most of them will not seeing as I am not as poetic as the authors of these poems however when I am able to find the author of the poem I will put their name at the top of the post

What Kind Of Witch Are You?
What kind of witch are you? You are a Fire Witch! The Material Element of Fire is at your command. Your soul burns as bright as the fire you can conjure. Many look to you as the leader, and you accept the burden. Though a good person at heart, you can get lost in the moment and your fiery passion, or sometimes anger can get the best of you, but its ok. Its not like they really NEEDED eyebrows....Common Powers: Pyrokinesis-the ability to light and control fire with one's mindEmpathy- the ability to feel what other people are feelingUnburnable-the ability to not get burned even by the hottest fireDragonspeak-the ability to speak and control dragons.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Goddess
You bore the children of our people, Raised them bold and proud and free, Told them tales of Thor and Wotan And the maiden Valkyrie. They took a Goddess from her temple And a sister of the sun, Made her shuffle in a convent As a barren,sexless nun. You are the Goddess of fertility, No matter what your name: Aphrodite, Sif or Ishtar. Cast off that Christian shame! Pray no more bowed in submission, Nor on a bended knee. Give unto Caesar what is Caesar's Is a creed of slavery. Nature made you beautiful, All Asgard's great delight, As a Goddess of our people, Inspire Aryan men to fight. You are the Goddess of fertility, No matter what you name: Aphrodite, Sif or Ishtar. Cast off that Christian shame!

Entangling Alliances
"And Ahab had seventy sons in Samaria. And Jehu wrote letters, and sent to Samaria, unto the rulers of Jezreel, to the elders, and to them that brought up Ahab's children, saying," 2 Kings 10 begins with Jehu after he'd been anointed the next king of Israel and commissioned to bring an end to the house of Ahab currently ruling the land of Israel. Over the last decades before the events of this chapter, the house of Ahab had come to not only rule the land of Israel but also the land of Judah by intermarriage; Ahab's daughter Athaliah had married Judah's king Jehoram, and their son Ahaziah was working in concert with his uncle Joram to repel a Syrian invasion. In fact, it was the latest battle of that war which gave Jehu, a chariot captain and probable chief of staff, the opportunity to bring the Third Dynasty of Israel (the historical designation of the reigns of Omri, Ahab's father, Ahab himself, Ahaziah, and Jehoram) to an end as recorded in 2 Kings 9. Nowhere did the LORD's

9/11/01 Just Let It Go (no Disrespect)
MANY OF YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE THIS BLOG BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT. THE EVENTS OF 9/11 WHILE TRAGIC HAPPENED......LET IT GO MOURNING THESE PEOPLE WILL NOT BRING THEM BACK...TALKING ABOUT IT WONT ALLOW THE WOUNDS HEAL..WE NEED TO MOVE ON TO MORE PRESSING DRAMA'S IN THE USA...I LIKE EVERYONE WAS SHOCKED BY WHAT HAD TRANSPIRED THAT DAY BUT DIDNT HAVE TIME TO WORRY BOUT THE OUTCOME KNOWING IT WILL DIRECTLY EFFECT MY FAMILY'S LIFE AND THE LIVES OF EVERY FAMILY IN THE MILITARY FOR YEARS TO COME. NOW I AM BIAS BUT I DO NOT SEE ANYONE MOURNING THE 3700+ SOLDIERS THAT HAVE DIED SINCE. I DONT SEE FREEDOM WALKS IN THEIR MEMORIES, NOR DO I SEE FLAGS FLOWN HALF STAFF FOR THEIR LOSS, I ALSO DONT SEE THE FAMILIES RECEIVING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS NOR STORIES SHOWN ON THE NEWS ABOUT THEIR LIVES.... JUST A THOUGHT LIKE IT OR NOT YA GOTTA LOVE "FREEDOM OF SPEECH"

88 Lines And 14 Words
Long ago in endless time Somewhere in empty space The Gods gave substance to themselves And to this earthly place. Then the sons of the Gods chose the earth To carry on a fight That started in another place Between darkness and the light. Now the Arya were the sons of the Gods And order was their cause, For chaos cannot prosper In the light of Nature's laws. The Arya spread across the earth And taught the Folkish way, And for a time order reigned, But 'twas a short lived day. For darkness had a battle plan And an army all in place. 'Twas stealth and wealth and cunning In the hands of an alien race. The alien brought the darkness To every folkish land, Stole their wealth and heritage With usury's hidden hand. Purchased kings and fostered wars So kindred Folk were slain By those of selfsame kin and blood On every earthly plain. The alien taught the Arya That a Nation's not a Race, Nor culture, nor kin, nor heritage, Nor even similar face. A

Cup Hero Porterfield Dies At 61
Cup hero Porterfield dies at 61 Porterfield took over as coach of Armenia in August 2006 Sunderland legend Ian Porterfield has died, aged 61. Porterfield, who scored the Black Cats' winning goal against Leeds United in the 1973 FA Cup final, had been suffering from cancer. Born in Dunfermline, Porterfield also enjoyed a successful management career with Rotherham, Sheffield United, Aberdeen, Reading and Chelsea. He went on to coach in Korea and took charge of several national teams, and his final job was as boss of Armenia. Porterfield was in charge of Armenia for their superb 1-1 draw against Portugal in Yerevan on 22 August which left Luiz Felipe Scolari's superstars facing a fight to qualify for the European Championship finals in Austria and Switzerland next summer. His death so young is a tragedy for his family and for football Sir Alex Ferguson Porterfield's widow Glenda said: "He may have been a football man all his life, but I know him best as

Gettin Close
Well bout made up my mind to leave this site I aint gettin help from many cept a couple on my contest pic Also they shut down my mums cause I was bomb mumming to get points etc etc etc etc If i wanted a mother to lord over me like these people do and play favorites Id have someone adopt me Damnnn Anyway short and sweet no ones rating stash blogs nadda They are complaining about too many mums BITE ME

A Blog Just For Brandon
I Miss you So Much Right Now Brandon Let me clue you in on some things. What you are doing to is wrong. All the times I did not talk to you I was sick In bed or in the hospitle. Now I have been worrieing about you for days. I love you to death and I miss you, Like you would not belive. My chest pains are getting worse, and I have almost passed out 3 times. I have not had hardly any sleep. I am skipping out on meds i need couse I am scared to death i'll miss a call, brandon...Go on hange out with your friends, but at the least tell me your okay, and please tell me you still love me. I Love and miss you with all my heart

Gone Fishing
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit."

My Son's Homwork
Because I've been cut off from submitting any more Mumm's, I'll have to blog instead, so my son has a homework assignment for which he has to poll a group of people to ask their favorite season of the year. Send me a comment telling me yours and help my lil man out. Pete

Hell Explained By A Chemistry Student.... Funny!
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (Absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you

9/11
First of all, Id like to send my condolences to those who have lost friends and family in such a tragedy that never should have happened. Now, that thats out of the way, 9/11 is such a crock. It was all bush's fault that it happened. The Bush family and the Bin Laden family were oil company partners back when Regan was president, and thats where it all started. The reason 9/11 happened is because the cia trained al qaeda to defend themselves when russia was at war with them, so Bush Sr. and Reagan gave them the skills and the weapons to fight for what the believed in, then they turned around and used them on us. Bush should never have been president the first time after Regan, but the american public only knows what the government tells us to know. Why did we go to war with Iraq? Because the government maybe wanted us to forget about his partners? C'mon people wake up! 9/11 didnt happen because of terrorists, it happened cuz bush is a greedy oil comapny man and a fucking idiot... Ple

I Am Sooo Busy
I appreciate all the love I have been getting, but please have a little patience with me. I f I don't get back to you right away I will, as soon as I can. I have had to turn off my shoutbox, so if you want to reach me please reach me in email. Again I love my fubar friends and family, but for some reason I have had more traffic than normal, and once again...I'm getting overwhelmed..LOL sorry...Hugs and Kisses

Battle Of Lewisham August 1977
August 1977: the Battle of Lewisham The Battle of Lewisham has gone down in anti-fascist history as one of the 'great moments' along with the Battles of Olympia and Cable Street in 1934 and 1936, or the other great moment of anti-fascism in the 1970s, the fighting at Southall in the run-up to the election of 1979. So let me begin with a paradox: why isn't Lewisham remembered even more widely, still? After all, Lewisham was a victory and Southall a defeat. Lewisham culminated in the routing of a fascist demonstration attended by about 800 people, and was the start of a long period of decline for the National Front. At Southall, by contrast, a crowd of several thousands was unable to stop a National Front group of less than 20 people from taking occupation of Ealing Town Hall. While Lewisham ended with anti-fascists triumphant, the Southall events culminated in the death of an anti-fascist demonstrator Blair Peach and the arrest or forced dispersal of several hundred residents.

The Anti-nazi League 1977-1981
The history of the left is a history of campaigns. Some have been successful, many have not. Only rarely have the campaigns created a genuine unity, a lasting sense of what could be achieved when people from different political backgrounds come together for a definite end. The Anti-Nazi League (ANL) was set up in 1977, at a time when politics was moving to the right, and when racist ideas were becoming more acceptable, yet it succeeded in its aim of marginalising the National Front which had acted as the open carrier of organised racism in Britain. Many of those involved had been active for years in different campaigns, against the Vietnam War, in support of the French students, or the miners, against unemployment and the Social Contract. Yet these activists remember the ANL period as one moment when their intervention was of decisive importance. The birth of Rock Against Racism and the Anti-Nazi League needs to be placed within the broader context the Labour government of 1974-9. T

Lessons Learned
I know, my last few have been kind of long. A moment's stupidity can have a longer lasting impact on life than what you think at the moment. Last week, in a fit of frustration, I typed up a list of grievances I had with my unit. I was venting my frustration. I have done it a hundred times. The only difference, I had been letting my Platoon Sergeant know my frustration for the past 3 weeks due to my Squad Leader deploying. I had trusted my Squad Leader, and he would vent a lot of the same frustrations to me that I would vent to him. He broke an unwritten rule in the Army, but I had more time in service than him. He complained down, you never complain down. I knew better than to let a Specialist know my frustrations. So I let my PSG know. Verbally, in the hallway, his office, and the smoke area, I was able to vent to him. I saw no difference when everything came to light in writing than when I did it verbally. I had written out my frustrations in about 2 minutes, and e

Too Hot Scott
Stop Drop and Roll Morning came early, swaying the heartfelt desires of yesterday.. Odd moments of internal conflicts justifying one while terminating another. Can’t I just taste one for a moment and then another one and then one smothered in chocolate or perhaps just a hint of honey on the top yummy I tried one with jalapeno and finally realized what “Stop Drop and Roll” meant thanks for the warning Scott… even if it was late in coming and enclosed in laughter

Sad News
I got some bad news today. My step mother called me and asked if I had heard from my brother Kevin. I had not. So she tells me that he is getting a divorce. After 15 years of marriage! I know it happens to a lot of people. I know this. I am not naive. It is just that him and his wife who were heavy drug users in the past, made it though that and jail time for drugs, got clean and made it through not being able to have kids have now decided to get a divorce after just buying their first house just last November! I know I don't know all the details. I just worry. I have seen what drugs do to my brother and it is so ugly. I worry that even at 40 years of age, he will slip back into that life style. They seemed to have gotten their act together. She went to school and is now a nurse. He has a great job. They bought a house and bam! It seems like when you think things are perfect, they really aren't. My sister in law is a great person and I hope they can make it with

Sorry I Can't Be What You Want...found This Thought It Was Worth Posting.
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.." TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN

Thank You To My Wonderful Friends
Perhaps I'm being selfish to make this blog when so many are remembering the terrible memory of 9/11...so I appologize to any who may take offence.... Since the begining of July, I shared with my friends that I had found a lump in my right breast and followed with a battery of tests .... I thought I was getting away lucky when I went for a lumpectomy and would be allowed to go on my merry little way... Well didn't quite get away...nice try but I was informed that the lump wasn't contained as originaly thought and on the 20th of this month will return and have a mastecomy.... This has created an inner battle of vanity over health...I'm a big girl and how am I going to cope with a cantalope on one side and nuttin on the other side....It's amazing the black hmour one can come up with when faced with a scary jouney and scared I am....as this is just the begining...its called CANCER ...evil little bugger...but I am blessed with good friends and an awsome family so I WILL win...

9/11 Remembered
We remember.. September 11th, 2001. "The world saw evil that day.." An image collapsed. The 2,948 confirmed victims of September 11th 2001 included innocent victims from 84 countries The youngest victim was 2 years old Christie Hanson - The oldest victim was 85 year old Robert Grant Norton 3,251 children lost a Parent on that day Freedom through Terror. we remember, we will always remember. AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77, from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard. UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were o

Oh What Fun
yes the title is sarcasm. tomorrow i have to get up early to act like i know something about them dang carny rides like i usually do every year. and every year i keep telling myself "this is the last year for this crap." it's nowhere as fun as it looks, i should know it really nearly broke my spine, damn tweakers. yes yes the biggest prob is the weakling meth addicts that think they know everything about everything, when in realty they know nothing about everything. so tomorrow as of 8 in the morning i'm going to be busy breaking my back. this time i'm not going to ignore it like last time and end up getting hospitalized. see-yea everyone and take care and remember, never have to much fun b/c it may be illegal.

Seeing Or Living
The seeing of Truth cannot be dualistic (a 'thing' seen). It cannot be seen by a see-er, or via a see-er. There can only be a seeing which itself is Truth. 'All Else is Bondage; Non-Volitional Living' - Wei Wu Wei

Nephews And Fishing
My brother and I took two of my nephews out fishing Saturday. They stayed with us on the boat for about an hour and a half, very good for 3 & 4 years old I'd say. It wasn't the easiest day to fish with the boys because the wind had the water a little choppy, so their bobber looked for all the world like it was on the move. But TC caught the first fish: a huge (6") bluegill. Now you have to understand, these two brothers are very competitive! Jackson immediately started to get upset. HE wanted a fish too! In about ten seconds it went from bad to worse as he started to cry. My brother is a master of dealing with his two boys though (probably because he and I weren't so different when we were kids). He dropped that fish back in the water on the other side of the boat still attacked to the line and said, "Jackson you've got one too!" The deception worked really good for Jackson who then pulled the fish out of the water. TC was confused for a few seconds: where did his fish go? My bro

Its Howling
I hate Illinois weather. Today its a high of like 70, with wind blowing like mad. I sit at my desk here at work, cuz i can't leave yet and have nothing else to do, and you can hear it howling. It is so freaking cold in here. Only at JC Whitney can it be 60 degrees inside on a 100 degree day. But as I was saying, I hate Illinois weather. Just a few days ago it was like 90 degrees, the kids were wearing shorts. This morning it was 40 out. I had to dig through all the unpacked bags of junk to find them jeans. That sucked. I do have to say I am ready for fall. The colder it gets the closer it means for Halloween and my birthday (Nov. 15th hint, hint). But the weather here never fails to amaze me. My mother always said that if you can live in Illinois, you can live anywhere. She is right. We go from one extreme to the next, and thats with in 24 hours. Don't get me wrong, I love it here. I am just amazed on how the wind is blowing and you can feel the coolness in the call cente

9/11
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: *** SStar *** Date: Sep 11, 2007 12:05 AM We remember..September 11th, 2001."The world saw evil that day.."An image collapsed.The 2,948 confirmed victims of September 11th 2001 included innocent victims from 84 countriesThe youngest victim was 2 years old Christie Hanson - The oldest victim was 85 year old Robert Grant Norton3,251 children lost a Parent on that dayFreedom through Terror.we remember, we will always remember.AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11,from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77,from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard.UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers we

Poetry
When I feel like crawling in a hole and hiding the day is so dark, and everybody around you sucks you are surrounded by faces but not one cares or see's the hurt that lies behind the dark glasses and fake smile you want to lie in the water untill you sink to the bottom to drown out the voices and sufficate the artificial care. the superficialness of it all is so much like an eclipse of the moon you are able to see right through it, though most are blinded by it the walls are closing in and I am so tired of the fight why do I keep trying when it feels like im getting nowhere It is all comming round full circle, the love the pain and the anger they say people are put in your life for a reason, it may be just a season, if so it is winter now, bare and lonley. i'll just put my heart in an iron shell and hide it where none will find it away from the predators on this earth and away from my own touch my nature is a self destructive one, to drive those that love me away fea

Tribute To My Mom...
"Don't live your life waiting for me to die" "You have the right to live your own life." " I love you and will miss you" these were your words to help me get through. Now. mom here's my words to you. You are my rock, my confidant, my best friend. You were the person I ran to. who always helped my heart to mend. I always knew you'd always be there, no matter what troubled my mind. I'd find you sitting in your favorite chair. I need that now, just one more time. I'm coming to realize that you are still here. I see your face when I see my own, it's made me strong to overcome my fears. I know now I will never be alone. You were the one I've always turned to, in all my times of need, but mom your job here is through. I've become the woman you knew I could be.

For Our Troops.
as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

To Our Nations Finest
u know sometimes it may be hard for some people to express themselves when it comes to our nations finest, but i am not one of those. 6 yrs ago i was not able to be with my family when the worst day of our history happened yet, but today i am. i want to give a great big salute to all the soldiers and their families who have or is still serving to protect our country, yes i wish u could all come home but i also understand there is a job to do out there, so from my family to urs, thank you and god bless to all of you. u r in the prayers of the "redneck Mafia Family" love odinsmomma

Vietnam Memorial Wall (dc) Defaced Sept 7-8, 2007: Part 1
Park rangers indicated that the clear, oderless oily substance clean up by maintenance and preservation crew was completed Sunday. The incident occured Friday night and there was no permanent damage to the wall. The wall is made of granite... same as the counter tops (sorry if that offends to think of the wall as a counter top) Where it is polished and treated it is very durable. The long term traces come into play where the stone is engraved. It is dry and more prone to absorbing liquids and becoming discolored temporarily. The elements, Sun, Wind, Rain, Snow, Sleet, Hail.... will correct this problem and add thier own signature to the character of the wall. As I said in another post, The wall is as tough as the men that fought the war it represents. You can only insult it.... Baring sharp objects scratching the face or something more corrosive, with the exception of certiain types of paint.

Thought And Feeling
WELL IT HAS BEEN 6 YRS. SINCE THAT FATEFUL DAY AND WE ARE STILL AT WAR IN IRAQ FIGHTING TO OVERCOME INTOLERANCE OF A PEOPLE THAT BELIEVE THEIR WAY IS THE ONLY ONE THERE IS. AND BEING FROM ONE OF MANY FREE COUNTRIES WE ARE A TARGET , CONSIDERED INFIDELS FOR OUR ABILITY TO CHOOSE THE RELIGION WE WISH TO WORSHIP IN. THE FACT THAT OUR WOMEN ARE ABLE TO VOTE , WORK SOMEPLACE OTHER THAN HOME , HOLD POLITICAL OFFICE , AND BE FREE TO DRESS HOW THEY WANT .. YES AMERICA IS A YOUNG COUNTRY, COMPARED TO ALMOST EVERY OTHER ONE WE ARE A TEENAGER , BUT WE HAVE LEARNED FROM OTHERS MISTAKES AND SUCCESS’S , THAT IS WHAT MAKES US SO GREAT ANYONE CAN BE ANYTHING THEY WANT TO BE WITHOUT LIMITS NO MATTER WHAT YOUR RACE , RELIGION , NATIONALITY , SEX , OR SOCIAL STATUS. I SUPPORT OUR MEN AND WOMEN FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AS WELL AS THE FREEDOM OF OTHERS. THIS DAY IN 2001 WAS ONE OF THE WORST IN AMERICAN HISTORY AND WAS A CALL TO ARMS BECAUSE THE LIVES THAT WERE LOST WERE INNOCENT. AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED O

Lonely....
I'm feeling sorry for myself today. I have a few sites with friends on them but it's not giving me what I need. I thought it would be fun to "play" and stuff but it's not as fun as I thought. I need actual arms around me, I need to feel loved. Yes, I am married and I don't feel that...we don't have "that" anymore... whatever "that" is... We both love each other but sometimes I think he would rather play on line all night. I've had a couple of affairs and they don't give me what I want either. I want to snuggle and feel loved. I want someone to actually want to hug me and give me a kiss. I guess I want the passion back. Yes, we have tried..it's just not there and I don't think either of us are ready to admit it. Like I said I do love him and I know he loves me BUT things are not.....I guess I'm not sure what I want.......

Contest
Ok guys this has been a long contest I know but right now its a very close contest we need sum help so we can take 1st place!!! So just click on the pic and throw me sum comments the love is appreciated!!!!!!!

I'm Scorpio
SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK & A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS IN LESS THAN 10 MIN. WIT THE SUBJECT OF UR HOROSCOPE [GEMINI]-I FUCK LIKE A FUCKIN PORN STAR!!! [LEO]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME... [LIBRA]- I'LL FUCK ANYTIME [CANCER] - I LOVE TO FUCK AND PARTY [VIRGO]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME BACK [SCORPIO]- I LUV TO FUCK [SAGITTARIUS]-I GOT THE MOST SKILLZ IN DA BEDROOM [CAPRICORN]- I FUCK LIKE NO OTHER [TAURUS]- I FUCK THE BEST [AQUARIUS]- I HAVE SEXY LIPS TO BE KISSED [PISCES]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY [ARIES]- I LOVE TO FUCK HARD AND DIRTY

9-11
Grab a tissue. If you have a heart, you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk. Turn up the volume!!!Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger.They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever.They spent their summers together,they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers.They loved everywhere,even if they were miles apart.It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married.One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news:she was pregnant with a baby. On Jun

Color
Even in the pure dark of this room, I can see color in your eyes. When your hands touch me just upon my face it is carnal - is it wrong to want the air that has been inside you; to need the echo of your sigh, the shadow that you cast? The depth of this feeling makes me feel small inadequate - but you, by being here, validate, vindicate. Your kiss, right now, right there, gives truth to every struggle leading to this moment. I am humbled by the shape of your lips, the warmth of your breast, even the colors in your kaleidoscopic eyes. © All rights reserved

Coheed & Cambria - Welcome Home
and for the last one of today :D You could have been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the short list of favors But if you really loved me You would have endured my world Well if you're just, as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all i do The end, if so here we stop, Then never again will you see This in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here lay to rest is a love ever long With truth on the shores of confession You seem to take privilege to all of these souls. You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played letter I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To never mis-wonder her happy will I become Be true that this is no option So with it condemn you demon raiding in love. Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here lay to rest is a love ever long With truth on t

American Pride
On this a day of rememerance, all of us shoud take time out to say a prayer that we live in a society that allows us to voice our opinion, allows us to worship the god of our choice,allows us to go wherever we want in this great land, allows us the comfort of bountiful food choices,allows us many choices of schools to choose from. I was born and raised in New York City, I still have reletives and good friends who live there, thank god none of them got hurt on that day, one in particular who worked in the Pentagon but was not in his office that day. I remember thinking on that day about all the people who died,about how these people had the nerve to attack my country,MY CITY, MY PEOPLE. I wanted quick and merciless retribution. But I give thanks to all the men and women who have sacrificed so much to perserve our freedoms, and to all the doubters that we are doing the right thing travel to another country and see how well other cultures live as compared to us

Dead On Fortune Cookie
I got a little bit of Chinese for lunch and my fortune cookie said "Adversity is the test for strong men". Tell me that isn't dead on for me. I'm not able to do the things I do because of physical gifts, its the indomitable will that my parents installed in me since birth.

Governor Rick Perry On 911-07
"September 11th will forever be regarded as a day that changed America," said Perry. "We were reminded that the evil in the hearts of men can manifest itself in harm to those people and institutions we most deeply cherish, even in places we long regarded as safe. Today, and everyday, we pledge to honor the memory of these innocents, pray for the healing of their families, and work for the protection of our state and nation. " -- (State of Texas) Governor Rick Perry September 11, 2007

Ripping Pics Without Asking
I just reorganized my pictures so that there is a lingerie album because the default album was getting overloaded with over 250 pictures in it. I was somewhat surprised to find how many of my photos that had been ripped, some with details not available or into private albums that I don't have access to. I'm not sure if everyone realizes this but the owner doesn't get notified when someone rips a pic. While I am happy to share my photos and want you to enjoy them, it would be nice if everyone took a minute and asked my permission before ripping them. Not that I would likely say no, it's just a matter of being considerate. For the time being, I have blocked rips in a few of my albums. If someone asks, and is granted permission to rip, I will be happy to open the album up briefly so you have access. Honestly, I would prefer that you keep coming back to my page to view the pics you like and to check out my new ones!

Endless Nights
Well its the month of endless nights, seems that I never get to bed to get any rest. Its shows its working in the dam store its 14 hour days with only a 1/2 day off each week. Sometimes I hate what I do. But then there are the rewards.. like the tons of cash that I make this month..I make about 4x what my normal paycheck would be for the month.. so there is the trade off.. make enought to take a 2 week vacation to sunny cali in December and play golf for 2 weeks.. so if you look at it that way.. its all good.

Finally...single Again!
Well, my now ex-by JD Donely & I have finally broken up after 2 weeks of him pushing me to move in with him & getting engaged (mine u i had only known this asshole 4 a month), and then 2 weeks of him not talking to me or returning my calls whicjh come to find out before he had even broken up with me, he had already gone and found some other poor sob to be engaged to that he barely knows. so basically, hes been cheating on me this entire time! what an asshole! im just glad its over cuz i was never really attracted to him in the first place (hes not exacly good-looking), and not to mention hes a horrible kisser. but he begged me to go out with him and wouldnt stop bugging me til i did. then a week later he tries to give me an engagement ring (which he called a "promise ring" but whatever), wjhich i promptly handed back and told him he was freaking me out. so at last, im single again! ive had enuff bad realtionships go bad in the end and that makes 4 in a row. all loosers...i need to date

A Mother's Worst Nightmare
A Mother's Worst Nightmare This is a real life story, actually it is mine. This one has a somewhat happy ending, but alot of stories similar to it do not. My son joined the Army right out of high school in 2000, he was 17 at the time. I did not want him to join, but he told me "at least I will be able to go to college,mom." SO how do you argue at that point. So he joined and went to boot camp in Sept of that year. He did really great in boot camp as well as all of the other training that he had to go through. He was stationed at Ft Campbell,Ky with the 101st Airborne Division. I was really very proud of him and he looked so handsome in his uniform. What mother wouldn't be proud of her son? But then in 2001 life would change for everyone. That day as I watched those towers fall I cried, not only for the people that perished that day but for what I knew was surely going to come because of this event. I knew that my son would be going to war. As with any war I knew t

Please Help A Good Friend Of My Husbands
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