Yes a week has gone by and here is what has gone on. I have finally come to grips with Jason's death, I have realized he was an addict and addicts are not bad people.
I have had to admit 2 friends to rehab this week for addiction issues and I am in the processs of helping my close friend come clean.
Also I have a new girlfriend and she is like awesome, I can not describe how she makes me feel. But we talk about everything and we are totally open. My friend The Reverend Ami says we will be married almost any day and that I will be moving in with her in at least 6 months or less which is cool. I have realized for the first time in 10 years what it is like to love and be loved.