Today life flown past my mind
The wind whistled in my ear
Speaking horrible thoughts through and through
My heart slowly loosing its beat
As my mind closes in on itself
Tears so warm and painful along my cheeks
I wish to loose this pain
But can I ever do such thing?
Green eyes glisten under the moon shining bright
Strolling like crazy is the tears of my pain
Today, just never came to mind
As my heart stops beating
I wish forever that I could just die and leave this pain behind
Will someone save me from my depression?
Will someone help me speak these words that need to be spoken?
When will the pain stop?
Not Today I know to well
For my heart sunk so deep in my chest
With the screaming in my ears by those I thought loved me
I cant stand it no longer, I wish for the pleasure of that blade....
Against my throat.........
