Tonight I have felt the pain
My heart sinks lower and lower within my chest
Tears form from the corner or my eyes
My lips sag with nothing but a painful frown
I wish to cry till my hearts content, till I feel that the pain is gone
My one chance to true love and beauty has been spent
Has been ruined due to my stupidness
I feel it is my fault, but others try to make it their's
Her eyes are no longer looking my way
For I failed to tell the truth and now I must pay
I feel the pain of my worthlessness
I feel the sarrow of her hearts breaking
I wish to hold her and tell her how much I am sorry
But that shall never happen because of my story
Why must it be like this, why must my life treat me like this?
I wish to be hers, but I wish to be his
I wish to have my freedom once again, but then again, I do not want it
I feel broken in half
I feel lost in my sarrows
To wish and to have is another world
Now, what is a broken hearted girl to do?
I'm so sorry, my beauty. Please forgive me.......
